#tw passing

[kys0g0i]

i know i might be a bit early to the year mark of technoblade’s ‘so long nerds’ video, but i really wanted to write this post now.

I never knew him personally of course, and I wasn’t watching his videos nearly as long as some people in the community had. i had heard about him, but didn’t really consistently watch him until around the end of 2021.

I can remember when his cancer diagnosis came out. I remember thinking to myself that he’ll be fine. I didn’t think much about it at all, really. I didn’t consider the possibility that anything other then him living would happen.

I remember being excited to see him in content. I remember being bummed at not being able to see his final dsmp lore stream, but thinking I could catch his next one. I remember watching his vr minecraft video. I didn’t think that that would be the last video we’d ever see of him while he was still alive.

I know I didn’t know him as long, but i really do miss the guy. he helped. so many people. i hope he knows that. i hope he knows we miss him

i am so so thankful for the time he did have, even if he should have gotten more. Rest easy king

Technoblade never dies 🩷

#tw passing #tw cancer #technoblade #techno #tw death #death #cancer

[r0b0-writes]

My kitty, Fancy, passed last night. Most likely to complications with IBD and/or intestinal cancer. She had been on medication for months, had seemingly gotten better before taking a drastic turn four days ago. She was 9 years old, about to turn 10. She was the prettiest cat you would have ever seen and doubly affectionate. All she ever wanted was love and kisses. She passed while being pet by myself and my mother, in my bed, surrounded by affection and love.

When I was going through PTSD-induced nightmares, she began sleeping in my bed, of her own accord. She helped me through the roughest nights of my life.

I don't have many human friends. I've always felt like my pets were closer to me. She was my closest, best friend and she made it easier to wake up and face the day, knowing she’d be waiting for me when I got home.

Last night was the first time I've slept without her in my room. And I couldn't sleep until 6am, only to wake up around 8:30am.

I miss her terribly and want nothing more than to hold her close forever and promise her that my love would've kept her alive for many more years.

#cats #animal passing #tw passing #not fandom #pet death #[personal] #[r0b0.input]

[opossum-dyke]

Slowly working on growing out my hair out so I can have it down-long, or up-in a "man bun", so I can "pass" in whatever way is safest for me in any situation.

It's strange and fucked up I even have to think about it like this, but fuck anyone who judges what I do for my safety.

#trans #transgender #genderqueer #nonbinary #trans masc #tw passing #Aqueertalksqueerly

[antvnger]

I get that. Personally, I like the idea of making art from the dead way more than putting them 6 feet under in an expensive box that might be dug up and jostled around if the land gets bought up sometime in the future. The funeral business is an expensive one, and it's only getting more expensive as time goes on. My siblings and I have all decided that if I die first they'll get most of my body turned into red gems, and my skull will be cleaned up and preserved. The gems will go in my eye sockets and I'll be placed on my sister's fireplace with a sign that reads "I regret nothing". My brother wants to be turned into a firework and launched into the air at a party. My sister wants a false funeral, where we dress her like a clown, hire a clown car, and Rick roll everyone in attendance. We all want people to have fun when we pass, not be sad

That. Is. Awesome.

Dude, your brain.

#ask scott lang #scott lang #ant-man #funerals #fake funerals #tw funerals #tw death #tw passing #just in case #ant man #antman

[howlsnteeth]

24/05/2022

#i write phrases and poems and shit and have dozens of them tucked away. went through them the other day and this one stood out to me #i'm doing fine sometimes it's just good to doodle something conceptually very sad #alluding of abuse etc. also this was within the month my dog passed away so i was going through it #also i'm working on like a bigger cotl project which is taking a whileeee sorry #artists on tumblr #digital art #pixel art #vent art #canine kin #canine therian #abuse tw

[booksandothersecrets]

Thinking about this for ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and

#i wish i could tell you that i wasn’t legitimately crying just from rereading that quite #quote* #gideon the ninth #harrow the ninth #harrowhark nonagesimus #gideon nav #tamsyn muir #the locked tomb #tlt #griddlehark #do NOT even get me started on the follwing part #if i think too hard about you are my only friend i am undone without you i will pass out #tw killing #tw death

[yangjeongin]

HYUNJIN | 230908 (for @jinniebit )

#hwang hyunjin #hyunjin #stray kids #bystay #createskz #malegroupsnet #a9gifs #flashing tw #*ccarly #*gif #*hyunjin #*carly:hyunjin #think i almot passed out making this #a new hyunjin of all time....? #*hits

[even-disco-baby]

THOUGHT GAINED: INFERNAL ENGINES

PROBLEM

The world is ending. You know it, your neighbor knows it, the dealer knows it, the jailer knows it, the king and all his men know it. All one has to do is look around to see it— the future is curdling into something pale and incorporeal. The infernal machine that is this stupid world is going to blow, sooner rather than later. So what are you doing? Why are you still here? Why is anyone still here?

SOLUTION

You are doing the only thing worth doing. You are living. *Why,* you ask? Try and remember now. Remember your mother’s hand on your shoulder. Remember the taste of a fresh catch. Remember the times when you were kind to the dogs in the valley and they did not bare their teeth. Remember the weight of a child on your shoulders. Remember the stars throwing their light against the wall of sodium and smog. Remember singing until your throat was raw. Remember crying just as loudly and publicly, and the gentleness with which someone opened your curled fist and pressed a handkerchief into your palm. Crying, laughing, running, eating, screaming, haunting, loving, fighting, fighting, fighting. The fight fuels you, and you fuel the fight. You run yourself ragged just for a chance to keep running. You never stop. You cannot stop. The world depends on it. *You* are the infernal engine. You are the world. And, simply put: you want to live.

#disco elysium #thought cabinet #suicide tw #smth a little different #this is actually smth i would like to include in a full length one shot #but i think it’s gonna get edited p heavily for the fic this is just a first pass at it #but. i like this draft of it and i want to archive it #feels like me and all my loved ones have death on their minds most of the time lately… #reminding myself that keeping myself and all the ppl i care about on this earth is what everything is about #always and forever

[uncanny-tranny]

I think respecting trans people comes with a territory of like... just because many people will pass as cis doesn't mean that it's a great idea to use their passing as a way of legitimizing how absurd transphobia is

Transphobia isn't absurd because I "look like a [cis] man," it's because transphobia is fucking ridiculous. It would be ridiculous whether or not I passed or whether I look like a "conventional man." I use myself as an example, but ultimately, passing or appearing normative should never play into whether or not transphobia is bad.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #transphobia #transphobia tw #like sometimes you do have to meet people where they are if you're trying to convince them to change their mind #but it does feel weird when people only have 'but she looks like a woman!!!' as a way to delegitimize the transphobia somebody would face... #...in that example would it suddenly be okay if the transphobia that trans woman* faced couldn't be defended because people didn't... #...~think she looked like a woman~ #for me at least i don't think it's a sustainable strategy to rely on one's passing/percieved passing to legitimize transness... #...or to point out how ridiculous transphobia is... #...you know transphobia does a good enough job of making a fool of itself without us almost... stooping down to their level

[cherrirui-official]

@ohposhers I blame you for this

J*hn D*ry do NOT interact 😤✋

#JUST TO BE CLEAR THIS IS NOT THE DRAWING I MENTIONED IN MY PREVIOUS POST LMAO #i just saw the post and dropped everything to make this #clay on the cross rip bozo #this is the first time ive drawn clay can u guys tell? #i cant believe i dont post art for like a week(??) And then this is the first art thing i post after that #but this was too funny to pass up #one day I'll draw clay normally but today isnt that day ahaha #anyways yall enjoy this for now til my birthday art post in like two days and then it's back to business #do i even put this in the main tags????? fuck it whatever #trolls band together #trolls bruce #trolls clay #cw crucifixion #tw crucifixion #bro (clay) is NOT having it

[apparently-artless]

•❃° SOUSOU NO FRIEREN ❀ FRIEREN & HIMMEL °❃•

Anime: Sousou no Frieren Characters: Frieren & Himmel Song Lyrics: Visiting Hours by Ed Sheeran

#sousou no frieren #frieren beyond journey's end #frieren at the funeral #frieren #himmel #frimmel #frierenedit #anime #anime gif #animeedit #fyanimegifs #himawaari #tuserashes #userokkottsus #tuserelena #usertorichi #userdabiluna #usersophies #artsgifs #anisonggifs #long post #tw emotional distress #adding this tag just in case #anyways i always envision himmel as frieren's beloved platonic husband who already passed away #and the way she always tries to do things while remembering him #just gets to me every single time #especially in the recent arcs in the manga!! himmel left a big presence in frieren's heart

[thewhumpcaretaker]

🤍 Shock in Whump 🤍

The cause leading up to the shock - blood loss, panic attack, a sudden traumatic event.

The intensified feeling of softness. Everything feels soft, even metal. It's like being on a cloud.

Uncontrollable shaking.

Hyperventilation.

So cold. Everything is so cold.

Whumpee looks frighteningly pale.

Caretaker feeling the dangerous speed of whumpee's pulse.

Caretaker keeping whumpee warm with body heat.

Caretaker covering whumpee's eyes to block out light because overstimulation can make it worse.

Whumpee passing out from shock.

That sickly sweet, heady, half-numb feeling that's almost pleasant yet so unpleasant and settles deep in the bones.

A deep, extreme longing to be held and comforted.

Laughing in a strange, airy voice as everything goes distant.

Also, while writing this post, I learned that there are multiple types of shock, including distributive, hypovolemic, cardiogenic, and obstructive shock, according to the NIH. Hypovolemic is what I was picturing, but they're all full of potential.

#whumplr #whump prompts #whump tropes #whump ideas #whump writing #tw shock #whump shock #passing out

[egg-on-a-legg]

finally after 9 weeks of on and off work. hate monologue animatic. collapses

heres some of my concept sketches for this version of am!

#i have no mouth and i must scream #i have no mouth #ihnmaims #allied mastercomputer #am ihnmaims #ted ihnmaims #audio gore #audio gore tw #injury #injury tw #anyway. passes out for the next month #animategg #eggsdraws

[untoldstar]

yandere boss when you find another job

warning: fem reader, yandere themes, obsessive behavior, abuse of power

At first, he notices a change in your demeanor, you do as you're told but you don't engage with him as much as you used to, the conversations you two had felt quite..personal to him, you two would talk in his office where no one would overhear or interfere, you even had inside jokes that only you two would understand, it felt special to him, so when conversations with you wouldn't go past five sentences alarms started going off in his head, did he say something to upset you? has one of your co-workers been bothering you? just tell him he can take care of it in the blink of an eye! it's not like it would be the first time he's done that for you. Perhaps your workload has been too exhausting? he'll happily give you a vacation if it means you'll treat him how you used to

This man reflects for a whole day to make he didn't upset you in any way, he gives you simple errands and prolongs your breaks but that only seems to spark even more of an unpleasant emotion in you, he replays all the security cameras in the office to see if someone has been harassing you which doesn't turn out to be the case but it does lead him to notice you being on the phone more often than usual and his mind immediately goes south, has she gotten a boyfriend? when? how have I not noticed this..

He backtracks all your calls to find out who you've been talking with so he can deal with them properly but he finds that most of your calls have been with another company..what would you need from another company? a job application? you were planning on leaving him?!

He becomes so paranoid, he goes to every length possible, he makes everyone in the office guilt trip you into staying with comments on how work would suck if you weren't there, how they would have a crisis every week if you weren't there to handle it quickly and swiftly every time, just what would they do without you?

He almost goes as far as giving you a bad reputation in the company you were planning on applying to when it finally happened..

You walking into his office with the most serious face you've had since he hired you, he listens to you utter the words "I'm resigning" from your beautiful soft lips and the rest is turning into muffled mumbles in his brain because the only thing he's thinking of is locking you both in his office forever where he can keep his eye on you, where you can't run away from him.

You finish the speech you so clearly prepared and exhaled while looking at him expectantly, guilt written all over your face, he doesn't say anything for a few seconds, the silence filling up his spacious office until it's broken with a deep chuckle, your shoulders slump down, that definitely wasn't the reaction you were expecting, he rises from his chair and starts to make his way around the desk to where your standing, the sound of his hitting the floor with every step only makes you more nervous "what could you possibly want from another company love? everything you need is right here!" you shift your weight to step back "I..well I already told you why-" he steps closer invading your space "ah yes you mentioned it but that's simply not good enough, see, all the reasons you've mentioned I can take care of I still fail to see why you would go searching for that somewhere else, could it be me you're escaping?" you're eyes blow wide "no! of course not..look, sir, I'm sorry but even though I know you're fully capable of providing me with what I'm searching for but I've already decided..working with you has been-" you jolt as he slams his hand on the desk trapping you against it, his head hangs low for a second before he lifts it and your heart skips a beat at the look in his eyes, you've never seen him look at you that way the entire time you've worked here " ah..your behavior over the past two weeks makes sense now, you were too guilty to act the way you usually do because you knew it was special too! and you just couldn't bring yourself to do that when you were planning on leaving..oh you sweet little thing, it must have been so hard to act so cold towards someone so special to you but alas, your efforts are in vain because you're not going anywhere my love.."

#yandere boss #yandere boss x reader #yandere oc #yandere x reader #yandere blog #yandere character #male yandere #yandere boss headcanon #I should be sleeping #inspiration comes when you're abt to pass out ig lol #yandere fanfiction #I lowkey hate this TT #tw yandere #fem reader

[itsdefinitely]

Corinthians 13:4-7

#boy jerry #girl jeri #abstinence camp #nightmare time 2 #hatchetfield #the bible #definitely art #speedran this in two days woohoo #im going to pass out now smile #tw blood #id in alt text #yes they got cut in two and exploded at the end of abstinence camp but i dont want to draw that. artistic liberty #edit: nobody look at me i fucked up boy jerry’s hand #but i fixed it so we’re good

[shih-coulda-had-it]

and how extensive was this practice

#bnha #tw spoilers #canon compliant AU where kudou and bruce passed OFA back and forth like a hot potato #because they needed to figure out (1) incubation period #(2) methods that work (sex included) #and (3) what kind of strength it stockpiled #bruce: you’re ABSOLUTELY sure you felt this secondary factor after yoichi died #kudou: yes bruce my god what’s the issue #bruce: well i don’t know if you know but some sexually transmitted illnesses don’t manifest until #kudou: IT IS NOT. AN STI.