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#warms my heart 🥺 thank u anon
startistdoodles · 1 year
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AAAA I followed you like a year ago because of Pokémon but I’m really into Kirby now because of you so I just have to say
TYSM FOR GETTING ME INTO KIRBY HE IS THE BOY EVER
AWWW Omg I'm so flattered thank you so much!!! 🥺 I'm so happy you enjoy my Kirby art and that I was able to get you into it, Kirby and Pokémon are two games I've adored since I was a kid so I'm glad people can share in my love of both of these franchises 💖💕
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eggluverz · 8 months
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STARS FADING BUT I LINGER ON, DEAR
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PAIRING. dan heng x gn!reader; dan feng x gn!reader
CONTENT WARNINGS. torture and imprisonment but nothing graphic or in detail!! 
WORD COUNT. 5,332
SUMMARY. dan heng has been having dreams about you. they started off good—like a fairytale even. but soon he’s been getting the feeling something is wrong. you’re trapped and alone and can’t escape. dan heng wonders if his dreams are telling him something. and if they are…what is there for him to do?
SOF’S NOTE. *shoves this fic in everyone’s face* LOOK AT THIS! LOOK AT MY BABY!! PLS LOVE IT AND TREASURE IT!!! CRADLE IT GENTLE IN UR HANDS!!!! okay on a more serious note ahdjkdkd thank u anon for this amazing request i absolutely adored writing this 🥺🫶 idk where all the flower symbolism and dreams came from bc ik its not the in req but yk what it spoke to me for this story so i rolled w it HDJSKD i hope y’all enjoy!! :> 
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“What are all those flowers for?” you giggled, watching as Dan Feng entered the room with a cart full of peonies in tow. 
It looked a little ridiculous; the elegant and renowned Imbibitor Lunae wheeling around an absurd amount of white, pink, and red flowers. But Dan Feng never cared about pretenses when he was with you. He always felt comfortable enough to be himself, no matter how ridiculous it appeared. 
As he approached, he held a small, blooming red peony out between his fingertips. “They’re for you, naturally.”
He brushed your hair aside and gently tucked the stem of the flower behind your ear, admiring how the deep red of the flower complimented your complexion. 
“Beautiful.”
You looked down at your feet with a small chuckle before meeting his gaze again. “Thank you. You’re beautiful as well.”
“Thank you, my love,” said Dan Feng, his hand resting on your waist as he planted a kiss on your forehead. “Do you like the flowers?”
You nodded, feeling the soft petals of the flower in your hair between your fingers as you stared at the bundles of peonies in the cart he brought in. Dan Feng walked over when he saw you staring and led you to each section of colors. 
“These are pink—to show my affection for you.” He picked a flower and kissed the petals before bringing it to your mouth to reciprocate. You obliged with a giggle and he smiled and hid the scandalous flower in his sleeves. “These are white peonies, to let you know I’m always thinking of you.”
You placed your hand on his chest, feeling the careful embroidery on the silken fabrics. “You’re always on my mind, too.”
“Good,” he jested. “As I should be.”
Without warning, he brought your body flush against his chest and captured your mouth with his own, softly tugging at your lower lip. You chased after his touch to give him a kiss of your own, but he soon pulled away with a teasing grin on his face. 
You pouted. “Hey!”
“Patience, beloved,” said Dan Feng. “I still haven’t gotten to the last color.”
“Oh, my sincere apologies,” you said sarcastically, knowing he was the very reason he hadn’t finished his own speech. “Please, carry on.”
“Since you asked nicely.” He cupped your face and stroked the petals on the flower behind your ear. The sensation of his light fingers brushing against the soft flower petals tickled the skin around your ear and you felt your breath catch in your throat. “This flower is a red peony, to symbolize just how passionate I am for you.” Dan Heng stared into your eyes before he spoke. “I hope you know how much I love you, truly.”
“I know,” you said, gaze not once meeting his. Your stomach tightened and your heart started beating faster as you placed his warm hand on your chest. “I love you, Dan Feng. Every part of my being is yours.” 
“And mine, yours.”
Dan Feng took your hand in his, leading you into your bed chambers. You had never felt more loved and wanted than in this moment. But when you entered the room and looked up, the hand you were holding was no longer Dan Feng’s. 
Instead, your hand was clutching an iron bar instead of your lover’s hand, shackled in chains on your wrists and ankles. Dan Feng was gone and you were stuck in here for eternity. 
You cried out, body racking with helpless sobs. Every fiber of your being—mind, body, spirit—missed him so much. The worst part wasn’t the torture, the solitary confinement, the lack of access to basic human needs. 
No, that was nothing. 
Nothing compared to knowing you would never see Dan Feng again. 
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Dan Heng woke with a start, hair plastered to us forehead with sweat. His pillow and blanket were both strewn across the floor of the Archives and he found himself on his bed alone, a heavy pounding coming from the place where his heart should be. His heart hurt so much he wondered if it was even his. 
He squeezed his eyes shut, attempting to take a deep breath to calm himself down.
That was the third time this week Dan Heng had a dream like that. 
Before, it wasn’t terribly uncommon for him to dream about your experiences with his past reincarnation. Dan Heng thought it was strange at first— Why is he dreaming of your memories rather than Dan Feng’s? But the Archives had no answer, so he was forced to accept the fact with mild curiosity as he grew accustomed to the untraditional visions that manifested as dreams that he has been having. 
Still, the strange part wasn’t that he had dreams of you, the strange part was that recently, since the Astral Express left Luofu, Dan Heng has been getting bad dreams of you. Or, to be precise, he’s been experiencing bad memories you have gone through. 
Dan Heng thought the torture was the worst of it. As cold blades cut against your warm skin, Dan Heng felt each push. Each puncture. Each drop of blood they drew from your veins. He woke up constantly in pain, checking his own body to be sure it wasn’t happening to him. 
But he learned a new form of torture that came from the heart. The solitude and loneliness. The knowledge that the one you loved most has perished— Was forced to reincarnate and never see you again. 
The pain on his body was temporary. But Dan Heng felt the ache in your soul every minute of every day. 
He just doubted there was anything he could do to stop it. 
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“Y/N,” came a quiet voice from outside the cell. “I came to check on you again.”
You looked up from your thin futon to meet Jing Yuan’s remorseful eyes. Your living conditions have been upgraded from those you’ve experienced for decades now. No longer were you in chains— You had access to a bath, and they even offered you books and enough food to sustain you. All while confined in a cell, of course. 
Perhaps they no longer viewed you as a threat. Not that they should have ever viewed you as such in the first place. You didn’t understand why you were punished solely for being Dan Feng’s lover. You weren’t a warrior. You didn’t hold any position of power. You were a scholar and lover of books and plants. But you’re an accomplice, the Preceptors said as they mercilessly chained you up. 
If you weren’t knocked into unconsciousness moments after, you would’ve spit at their faces as they took you away. 
“Y/N…” 
You snapped out of your thoughts, dragging your gaze to the man in front of your cell. Placing your book to the side, you smiled up at Jing Yuan. “Sorry about that. I was a little out of it there.”
Jing Yuan frowned and your heart moved, feeling the depth of his sadness. “No need to apologize. Tell me, how have you been?” 
“Good, I have to say,” you said, sitting up straight on your bed. “I’m almost finished with the book you gave me last time.” 
He smiled but it didn’t quite reach his eyes. “I’m glad.”
“Is something the matter?” you asked as you stood and walked over to him, offering a hand of comfort through the iron bars. 
Jing Yuan took it, giving you a gentle squeeze before dropped your hand. The rush of human contact, despite how brief it was, coursed through you. It’s been so long since you felt the touch of another person.
“Dan Heng and his friends left the Xianzhou Luofu,” he said solemnly. 
Your eyes shut as you let your forehead press against the cool metal of your cell. A tear fell down your cheek but a smile remained on your face. “That’s… That is good. He should be free from this place. Dan Heng is happiest that way, correct?”
“That is how it seems,” Jing Yuan sighed. He held back his words for a moment, hesitant. But as he looked at you, he could not longer keep it in. “Do you still think it was the right decision to not inform Dan Heng that you are here?” 
You let out a quiet laugh, taking a seat on the floor and Jing Yuan soon followed suit. “What would he do with that information? What if he felt guilty—? That could hold him back.”
“Are you certain that is a choice for you to make?”
Sighing, you shook your head. It wasn’t your choice to make; it was Dan Heng’s. You knew that deep down inside. But what could you do when you were aware of Dan Heng’s aversion to his past—to any potential connection to Dan Feng? And thus, any connection to you? 
You felt it, you dreamed about it. Dan Heng’s hatred for his past reincarnation. You mourned for them. Both Dan Feng and Dan Heng. For the former, you knew it must be hard having no connection to your reincarnation. Was his soul no longer tethered to this world? Perhaps he felt lost, even in the afterlife. For the latter, you did not blame any resentment that came from him. You knew all too well that being judged and punished based off the actions of another person was unjust. You wouldn’t wish it upon anybody. 
And so, it made sense to you that Dan Heng wanted to accept his past for what it was, and then be free from it. You did not want to interfere with that. Especially not when he was so close to healing and making a good, happy life for himself. 
And now, after Jing Yuan told you Dan Heng and his friends finished their adventures in the Xianzhou Luofu, excited to take on the rest of the galaxies, you thought that maybe you made the right choice. You would be happy enough here, alone in this prison, if you knew your beloved was free. 
It was a decision you made yourself, for Dan Heng. 
And it was one you hoped you wouldn’t regret. 
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“Foolish! No!” Dan Heng thrashed in his sleep, wanting to reach out and shake you to your senses. He’s had terrible dream after terrible dream, but this was one he couldn’t simply let go of. 
This one seemed more recent than any of the others. That was not a dream of a distant memory from long ago— No, the Astral Express that Jing Yuan spoke of in Dan Heng’s dream had only departed Xianzhou Luofu a few days ago now. That meant you were there, locked up right under his nose, for the entirety of his stay at the Luofu. And no one told him a thing.
Dan Heng had to control his fury. He felt hurt and betrayed, despite not having a true, personal connection with you himself. He wasn’t Dan Feng and, deep down, he recognized he didn’t have a claim to your thoughts, feelings, and emotions. But the pain he felt from knowing you were there, and that maybe, just maybe, he could’ve done something to help you sooner, was something Dan Heng couldn’t shake.
He knew what he had to do.
Perhaps it was bold, impulsive, and maybe dismissive of their current plans, but he had to do it. Dan Heng took a deep breath, not waiting for the night to turn into day. He was going to ask Pom-Pom to please turn this damn train around.
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“Where are they?” 
Much to no one’s surprise, Jing Yuan seemed to know exactly what Dan Heng was talking about. What else could be important enough for Dan Heng to barge into the Seat of Divine Foresight without a word of warning? 
Jing Yuan quickly excused the meeting he was holding, biding a quick apology and saying they would reconvene shortly. Despite the newfound privacy, he still didn’t reveal anything to Dan Heng.
“Well, good afternoon to you as well, Dan Heng—”
“Stop. There’s no time for formalities right now.” Dan Heng folded his arms, hands clutched into tight fists by his sides. “Where are the Preceptors keeping them? And why the hell haven’t you done anything to help Y/N?”
With a heavy sigh, Jing Yuan took a seat in his chair, gesturing Dan Heng to sit across from him. A gesture Dan Heng pointedly ignored. He wasn’t here to sit down and take his time. He wanted to know where you were now so he could get you out of there. The torture, the poor treatment, the punishment for something you didn’t do... It wasn’t fair. He could hardly put up with it in his dreams. He wondered how it was possible for you to even be surviving all this time. 
“It may surprise to you here,” Jing Yuan stated, voice low, “but as much influence I have over Xianzhou, the Preceptors unfortunately remain untouched by that.”
Dan Heng’s grip loosened, momentarily feeling guilty for assuming Jing Yuan did not try to help you in any way. From what his dreams could see, Jing Yuan was one of the only people who frequently visited you— Which was already more than he could say for himself. 
His face hardened but he relented. “I’m sorry for suggesting such a thing.”
Jing Yuan gave him a half-smile through hooded eyes. “If you hold any recollection of Dan Feng’s time with them, I don’t blame you for having such a severe reaction. Y/N was—is…remarkable.” 
“I shouldn’t know that myself,” said Dan Heng quietly. “Yet somehow, I know you’re right.” 
He looked at the ground solemnly, suddenly frightened that he wouldn’t be able to do anything to help you after all. If the Cloud Knight General Jing Yuan couldn’t influence the Preceptors, what could he do? 
He shook the negative thoughts out of his head. Sure, Dan Heng wasn’t Jing Yuan, but he was the reincarnation of Dan Feng, the previous High Elder and Imbibitor Lunae. Dan Heng was the friend and ally of current High Elder Bailu. Dan Heng had the General backing him with a token of alliance. And Dan Heng would stop at nothing to free you from your shackles. 
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The process was more painstaking than Dan Heng had originally thought. After informing Jing Yuan of his plan to speak to Bailu, Dan Heng soon realized that conversing with her would be the easiest part.
The Dragon Lady was kind and had a good heart. She cared for other people and didn’t want to see anyone in pain. The difficult part came from feeling the lack of respect the Preceptors had for her. They treated her as more of a child than a High Elder, even withholding her title of Imbibitor Lunae until they deemed she was “of age.” But Dan Heng thought she had more sense and knowledge than all of the Preceptors combined. 
It took negotiations, possible acts of coercion that broke many Vidyadhara laws, and even the threat of Dan Heng to follow in his past life’s footsteps and destroy the seal at Scalegorge Waterscape and many more places… But Dan Heng, along with the assistance and backing of Bailu and Jing Yuan, finally got the Preceptors to agree to release you without forcing a reincarnation. 
You had suffered decades for a crime you had no hand in committing. The Preceptors were simply scared your love for Dan Feng would influence you to be a main headpiece in carrying out the rebellion against the Xianzhou Luofu—hence why those in charge had originally agreed to keep you here. But Jing Yuan was the residing general now, and with his army at his side, he was able to voice that he no longer viewed imprisonment on this land to be befitting of you as a solid conclusion. Bailu stated, as a complete bluff that anyone could have seen right through, that if you were not released immediately and given the opportunity to be reconnected with Dan Heng, she would no longer be as willing to repair any seals, should they be harmed in the future. 
Somehow, instead of all three of them getting locked up for treason or whatever Vidyadhara laws they horribly crossed, they managed to succeed in their goal of winning your freedom. The Preceptors wrote in their official records the release date of prisoner Y/N and agreed to escort one of them to your cell.
Jing Yuan and Bailu, of course, both opted for Dan Heng to be the person who sees you first. But only after making him promise they would get to see you once you settled into your new life. 
Dan Heng smiled, thanking them for their part in this operation. And when night came, he spoke his vow to you under the endless stars.
He would see you soon. And this time, he would never let anything bad happen to you again. 
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“More peonies?” you asked with a laugh, staring in awe at the field of flowers that were newly planted on the grounds of your estate. The bright colors of the petals flushed against the dark green of the leaves lined the gardens of your grand quarters. 
Dan Feng nodded, the trimmings on his sleeves detailed with the faint embroidery of petals dancing around the wind. Your heart warmed when you saw it. It was fitting for him, such a beautiful and caring soul. 
“I had them planted for you,” he said, gesturing at the arrangement around you. He smiled, his eyes glinting. “Because one cartful just wasn’t enough.” 
You shook your head as you went around the rows of peonies, touching the petals in awe of the spring bloom in the air. The smell was sweet and the wind was cool, providing the right amount of breeze to offset the heat of the sun. First, you went to the patch of white peonies, then pink, then red. Then, you noticed a shade Dan Feng hadn’t given to you before.
“Yellow peonies?” you said curiously, Dan Feng following along as you explored the gardens fit for royalty. Because, he had said before, to him, you were.
“Indeed.” He plucked one from the bush, careful not to ruin the stem of the plant itself. Slowly, he brought it up against the light in the sky. “Yellow. As radiant as the sun.” 
You stared up, shading your eyes as to not get blinded by the brightness. “It shines almost as brightly as you.” 
Dan Feng made a noise of amusement at your words. “I should be the one saying that to you.” 
“Perhaps you should speak faster,” you teased. 
You walked over to him, placing your hand in his and leading him to a field of grass. When you got to an area you liked, you sat down on the floor, gesturing for him to follow suit. Dan Feng brushed at the fabric of his clothes once before happily obliging. As you sat there, you looked over at Dan Feng and studied the look of serenity on his face. His expression was calm, his eyes were soft and the corners of his mouth tilted ever so slightly into a smile. In the hand that was not holding yours, he held the yellow peony still in hand.
“Does it symbolize anything? Like the others?” 
He nodded. “Yellow peonies are rare to come by. Only the most renowned of breeders can craft one to the perfect shade.”
At his words, you looked back at the abundant row of yellow peonies dressing your land. You wondered how much effort he went through in searching for the perfect shade to gift you.
“They’re to symbolize my wishes for you,” stated Dan Feng, toying with the edge of a petal with his thumb. “I wish to bestow upon you luck and prosperity, for the rest of your life.” 
“I think I’ve used all the luck I possibly could, finding someone like you,” you giggled, bumping your shoulder against his before leaning your head on it. Dan Feng breathed deeply, resting his head on top of yours. “And the only prosperity I wish for is to be prosperous in love. With you.” 
He laughed, a deep rumble vibrating against your body. “So, all your wishes of luck and prosperity have already come true? What need was there for me to gift you these flowers, then?”
You held your palm out, waiting for Dan Feng to place the yellow peony at its center. He gently laid it there, letting his fingers linger against your skin. 
“I’m glad you gifted me these,” you reassured him. “Now, when I walk by, they will always serve as a reminder of the radiant peony right in front of me.”
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The next morning, Dan Heng entered the dark corridor with a flower tucked into a hidden pocket of his outer garments. 
While he was nervous about how you might react to him going against your wishes that you expressed to Jing Yuan, his determination to assure your freedom was more than enough to counteract that. If Dan Heng truly wanted to be freed of his past and atone for the wrongdoings of Dan Feng, he would need to make sure no one else was being punished for his actions. 
He had helped repair the Ambrosial Arbor’s seal at Scalegeorge Waterscape, to atone for Dan Feng’s acts against the current High Elder and all of the Luofu Vidyadhara. Now, he would release you from decades of unjust punishment you suffered simply for being associated with him. 
“Y/N, you have a visitor,” one of the Preceptors said dryly, unlocking a cell. The hooded man could hardly hide the look of distaste on his face a before he rolled his eyes and walked away. “I’m sure you two must have plenty to catch up on. Leave here quickly before we change our minds.”
Dan Heng peered into the entrance, his gaze meeting your confused and alarmed face in an instant. 
You looked between Dan Heng and the open cell, not a Preceptor in sight. “Is this a test?”
He shook his head, showing you the official pardon signed by Bailu, Jing Yuan, and a representative of the Preceptors. You held the document in your hands, reading its contents and feeling the seal to believe it’s legitimacy, before giving it back to him. He felt your hands tremble as you made brief contact with his and he was overcome with the urge to comfort you. 
“This isn’t a test,” he promised, looking into your eyes in hopes you would see the truth in them. “You really are free from here.”
You let out an amused noise of disbelief, shaking your head. “Oh, Dan Heng… What did you do?”
He startled at the sound of his name coming from your lips. He was so accustomed to you only repeating Dan Feng over and over in his dreams that this felt almost refreshing. 
“Rather, what did Jing Yuan do?” you corrected, laughing quietly as you stood up from your seated position. Your robes, once beautifully crafted, were worn and tattered. But the light in your eyes never waned. “I told him not to tell you.”
“He didn’t,” said Dan Heng. He considered his statement before adding, “I suppose eventually he did confirm it, but I was the one who confronted him about it.”
You raised a curious brow. “And how, pray tell, did you know about this…situation?”
“From my dreams.”
Your eyes widened in surprise. For once, you were speechless. 
“I know it’s more normal to have dreams about your past reincarnation,” he stated, neatly folding the document in his hands before sliding it away into his pocket. “But, while I occasionally had dreams of Dan Feng’s life—bad ones normally, might I add—it’s been more common to have dreams of you.”
With a slow and shaky breath, you shut your eyes to think. “You’d had dreams of Dan Feng’s memories of me, do you mean?”
He shook his head. “No. They’re dreams of your memories. Some included your moments with Dan Feng from long ago, yes. Others were you in this prison. A recent one was of Jing Yuan visiting you and in it you said not to tell me about this.”
You chuckled helplessly. “What good did that do, after all?”
“Why didn’t you want me to know? Why didn’t you want me to help you?”
“It wasn’t that!” you protested, your eyes telling stories your words could not keep up with. You sighed. “Okay, it was.”
Dan Heng let out a sharp breath.
“However, it’s not for the reasons you might be thinking,” you corrected, arms folded over your chest. “I’ve come to accept my life being imprisoned here. It’s given me a lot of time to think and reflect. And, similar to you, I’ve occasionally had dreams of you, Dan Heng.”
He tilted his head to the side. 
“They weren’t long nor were they frequent. But what I have gathered from them, scarce as they were, is you resent Dan Feng. You don’t want any ties to your past. And you’ve accomplished so much growth and closure, finally freeing yourself from all that burdened you. What good would it be to drag you back here and make you relive this?” 
“You sound ridiculous.” 
His words were harsh and it stopped you right in your tracks. You stared at him, eyes wide as they peered into his, but he couldn’t let that stop the words of logic from coming out of his mouth. 
“You’re not a saint nor are you a martyr. You don’t have to try to be one. You’re a person, and for that you should be free in your own right. You’re a Vidyadhara, trapped and punished for actions that were not your own. I understand what you’ve been through— I’ve been there, too.” Dan Heng held his hand out to you from outside your prison cell, waiting for you to walk out and accept it. “Furthermore, you are a kind and loving soul, and you don’t deserve to spend a single moment in this place. Please, accept my help.”
Your cheeks were wet as you nodded your head. Slowly, you placed your cold, shaky hand in his. He felt your cool skin against his warm one and he enveloped your hands gently, brushing your knuckles with his thumb to share the heat in his body. 
“I’ve wanted to get out of here so badly,” you admitted through silent tears. “I hated being confined and alone. I felt helpless. Pathetic.” He watched with a heavy heart as you wiped your own tears away. Could he reach out and do it for you instead? He chastised himself. As much as he wanted to, he had no right. “But you suffered so much in your past life—in this life even. I didn’t want to cause you any more pain.”
Dan Heng shook his head. “What brings me the most pain is knowing you were suffering for so long, and I didn’t help you.”
“How could you help when you didn’t know?” you reasoned with a sad smile. “I’m sorry for making Jing Yuan promise to never let you know.”
His eyes squeezed shut as a sharp pang ran through his heart. “Please. Please promise me you won’t do something like that again. If you need me, I want to be there for you. Always.”
You gaze widened at his words before you recollected yourself. 
Dan Heng winced as he understood what he said. His mind and soul were confused. He knew he wasn’t Dan Feng, that this was the first moment he has ever had with you. But why does he feel like he’s known you forever? 
After a few moments of silence, as if you were giving him time to amend what he said, you finally spoke. “Okay. I promise.” 
He felt every muscle in his body relax at those words. He knew the promise you spoke was true to your heart. Dan Heng believed it with all his being and he let that console him. 
“Thank you,” he breathed. 
With one of your hands still in his, he slowly led you out of the corridor and up the stairs, away from your cold and dark prison. 
“What are you going to do now that you’re free?” Dan Heng asked, hating himself for hoping your future plans would somehow include keeping in touch with him. “Will you…stay on the Luofu?”
Your body tensed as a shiver went down your spine. You shook your head fervently as your expression twisted into one of grief. Dan Heng’s heart stirred at the sight. He knew that feeling all too well, and it pained him knowing you had similar conflicts to go through. “No, that’s the last thing I want to do. I won’t stay here. At least not now.”
“I understand.” 
You gave him a weak, but hopeful smile as he squeezed your hand softly. 
“And you?” you wondered, looking at him with thoughtful and eyes as you awaited his response. 
“I’m going to the Astral Express to continue on with our adventures,” he said with his lips upturned. “It’s a great place to call home, especially when you’ve lost the only place you had once called home.” He stared at you for a moment. “If you would like to join us—join me—I think you would very much enjoy it.” 
You teared up at his offer. “Can you really just invite people like that?”
Dan Heng briefly thought of the girl they picked us as an icicle and the boy who they found with no knowledge of the past. He considered your situation. “Yes, we really can.” 
The sunlight from outside finally started shining through the walkway, signaling that you were almost out as a freed person. 
“Also,” he said, before he could forget, “I, myself, would want you to come join our crew, even if it’s only for a little while. You can stay for as long as you want, and leave whenever you want as well.”
Your ears perked up at that. “I like the sound of that. If the Astral Express will have me, then I would love to join.” 
Dan Heng smiled as he patted the top of your head. Your body relaxed at his touch as you leaned into him, and he continued to hold onto you as you approached the exit. “No one will threaten your freedom ever again. That is my oath to you.”
You started at him, brows furrowed in determination. “And I vow the same to you. These new beginnings will bring only freedom and prosperity.”
At that word, Dan Heng suddenly remembered the small gift he brought for you. He blushed as he felt the soft petals of the peony in his large pocket. 
“I have something for you,” he said, slowly stopping in his tracks. He turned towards you and you followed suit, tilting your head to the side in question. “It’s nothing big. But it’s a token. A reminder.” 
He held out the peony in one hand, watching as your eyes lit up at the sight of it. Your mouth widened as you let out a noise of laughter, accepting his gift and holding it close to your chest. 
“Thank you, Dan Heng,” you said, tears of happiness filling your eyes. “I love it.”
It wasn’t yellow— He wasn’t the bright and radiant Dan Feng you knew and loved. It wasn’t red or pink, even. While he felt traces of love and attraction for you from his past memories, he knew in his heart that wasn’t really him developing those feelings for you. 
Instead, it was a white peony. 
You were always in his thoughts. It was both a blank slate, and a gentle reminder. He would never forget you, and as he got to experience life with you, who knew what dashes of color would be mixed in next with this pearly white. 
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luvring · 4 months
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Helloooo, your Ais and Mhin hcs are so nice omg! Can I ask for some Kuras headcanons, if you'd be so kind?🥺 Many thanks in advance💛
KURAS HCS 3
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gn!reader | hello it's me :-) thank u vry vry much anon wherever u are I hope i reach u.... telepathically telling u i have done more hcs o7
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nooo kuras don't have doctor handwriting noooo look at me... it's cursive and can be pretty but also the doctor handwriting curse :( /affectionate but if he's writing something for you he takes care to make it neat + makes your name look extra nice
kuras wearing all black instead of all white.... 😵‍💫like imagine him dressing up and you're staring as he walks past... and he goes to ask you a question, pausing when he notices your gaze evidently not on his face. he's amused by this obviously as he walks toward you and tilts your chin to make eye contact. your face feels warm while he teases you, tells you he's flattered you like his change of attire, but mind answering if you've seen his coat nearby?
writer who needs help with medical jargon and information and comes to kuras who's already expecting it after the 4th time. he hums and takes a few moments before casually replying with his thoughts. sometimes though if you're not paying enough attention, he says something super inaccurate (something about a heart disease when asked about a punctured lung) to see how much you write down before noticing
not very good at making playlists... or like, his music taste isn't very vast and there's a chance he doesn't know many artists in the genres you enjoy. he does try his hand at making one when he overhears it's a cute gift, but it doesn't end up seeing the light of day because he's unsure you'd like it ^^; he doesn't actually delete it though, so if you really wanna see it, he'll let you
^ feel free to make a playlist for him though! he'll let it play quietly as he works (so long as it isn't something that requires his full attention) and tells you his favourites the next time you see him :-)
! body doubling. nothing else to add
kuras offering to pay for you while out shopping.. you say he doesn't have to, but he says you've picked out something nice and you like it, so why wouldn't he?
i imagine that kuras doesn't really. keep up with...internet jokes and such... so if you're out with a friend and talking about something related, there's a good chance that his eyebrows are a little furrowed as he tries to understand. like, you know when there's a popular post going around and you say "did you see ___" and your friend immediately knows what you're talking about when you didn't even finish describing it. yeah he has no idea what's going on how did they pick it up so quickly
^ tries quite hard though. he does. but some memes have like 5 layers of lore and context and he just kind of sighs and laughs in defeat
also i think kuras might be a little nervous to meet your friends at first ^^; but intrigued/happy too !! he listens to you describe them so he can put names to faces (won't tell them what you said exactly, like he won't be like "oh, you're the one who..." but there'll be recognition on his face, and if it comes up he'll smile knowingly), plus he likes watching you enjoy yourself with them!
if you name your plushies he picks up all their names quite quickly. this also applies if you have a lot of figures/favourite characters! he'll notice if you've moved them around at all, and somehow remember one of their birthdays too?
there is a silly image in my head of kuras using a silly straw. like him working on some important document and sipping on it
^ also getting him to use cute bandaids and such... like if you cut yourself on something and he goes to get your bandaids and they're pokemon or sanrio. LOL. he finds it amusing when you ask if he wants some of your stash—you're always willing to share after all
you find out he's centuries old and start calling him old man. ask if his back hurts from his age And height or if he knew the dinosaurs (?? imagine they exist in the TS universe) etc etc. though watch out for any back pain jokes because if your posture is worse than his he'll throw it back at you :(
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doiesfav · 7 months
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hii i love ur writing!! just read mr. no name, it was such a cute and funny plot i love it!!🥺 would it be possible to get a part2?
(also more importantly, hope u have a good day~<33)
*˚:✧Mr. No Name PT. 2 - Mark ||
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''I wanna know your name''
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Pairing: nonidol! Mark x fem! Reader
Plot: After breaking up with your long time boyfriend your friend took you to a party to get over it, you weren't feeling it but when you arrived, you met a stranger there who made your heart feel warm again.
Genre: strangers to idfk! AU, fiction, short story
Contains: smoking, fainting, wounds and ig Jaehyun is just an asshole😭
wc -> 0,8K
Requested -> ✓ || by anon
a/n: hiii! Thanks for enjoying my fic I really appreciate it a lot TT, your comment made me realise a lot of people are enjoying it as well. Although I'm not the best writer I will keep practicing to get much more better and reach your expectations, again thanks!!
for better reading experience -> PT.1
(not proof read, sorry for mistakes!)
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After he left chuckling the repeated words ''Mr. No name'' you stayed in there to think about what just happened. The blonde guy whose name was unknown to you had an aura that probably made you have a little crush. You were drooling over him until you heard some screams down in the living room.
''Fight! Fight! Fight! Fight!''.
Who was fighting who? You loved those kinds of situations, well, at least not when the ones fighting were your ex and your recent crush. ''So it was fucking you Mark, I fucking knew it'' You just discovered his name Mark, but it wasn't the most important thing right now. ''And what, are you gonna beat the fuck out of me?'' he then opened his arms to him showing how much confidence he had. ''Oh yes I fucking will'' and the fight started.
Jaehyun grabbed him by the collar and punched him straight on his cheeks which made Mark fall creating more space for them to fight. He got up and pinned down the ex boyfriend and gave him back the punch he received plus another one. Jaehyun tried to stand up but fell on his knees while Mark got thrown away by his strong hands. All of this was happening in front of you, you could have stopped the fight, yelled at them, or even called the police which wasn't a very clever thing to do since some of the guests were still minors. But you decided to just watch them fight until he noticed you.
''What? Gonna just stand there and watch while we fight our asses off?'' Those words made Mark notice your presence and when you two made eye contact he looked away trying to prevent it, ''You know Jaehyun, you are such a loser'' you said while sipping a glass of cocktail you randomly grabbed from the kitchen. ''I'm a what? Be so for real right now bitch'' He slowly got up and went straight to you, you didn't try to flinch as it would show your weakness. ''Hey don't come near her'' It was Mark's voice which made Jaehyun even more frustrated than he already was. ''Shut the fuck up blondie, I thought you were better than this'' He then turned his head towards you again and used his hands to cup your cheeks but your eyes showed no signs of fear.
Then a hand grabbed one side of your ex's shoulders and when he turned around, he received another punch that made him fall straight away to the ground. ''Fuck, I said do not touch her'' To be honest, when his hands disappeared from your cheeks your nervousness also did. Jaehyun after that punch didn't react and was left on the dirty ground, people started to worry and some even checked if he was still breathing. ''He's still breathing guys, probably just knocked out by his punch'' someone said out loudly. Jaehyun's friends then rushed to carry him away and everyone kept doing their things, it was now you and Mark between people who didn't care about your relationship. ''Great punch'' you said after giggling, ''Thanks, actually that wasn't my most powerful one'' You bursted out laughing after those words he said. ''Don't laugh, it's a fact'' ''yes I believe you''.
You two went outside to take a break from the foggy and crowded ambient inside, ''don't mind if I smoke right?'' you said as your urges to take a cig were getting bigger, ''yea sure''. You then lighted up your cig and Mark just put his hands in his pockets, the smoke you just expelled went in the direction of the wind, which was also where Mark was. He coughed after accidentally exhaling a bit of it, ''Oh gosh, sorry let's change our positions'' And before you could move your body a hand grabbed your wrist, ''no it's okay, stay where you were I'm f-'' he then continued coughing not as hard as the first time though. You had no option but to throw the cigarette away, ''it was fine, you could just have ke-'' you had to shut him up, ''Don't worry is just one cig, although you seem nervous'' he actually acted more nervous after. ''No, is just, I never smoke so, that doesn't mean you should leave it- It's your decision, I'm nobody to-'' Before he could continue you patted his head. ''don't be nervous, you sounded much more cooler in the bathroom''.
''So Mark right?'' He nodded, ''Yup, Mark Lee'', and your hand raised so you could shake hands ''Nice to meet you Mark'' He looked down and noticed, ''Nice to meet you too'' Both hands connected, and you could feel his recent wounds because of the fight. He could feel your soft and silky hands which he didn't wanna release because of the warmth of yours.
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Heyyy, thanks for requesting a part two, I totally forgot there was gonna be one but now there is :))) Remember would appreciate any kind of notes!! love you guys <33
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blushstories · 1 year
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my love! could u write a steve x reader where she’s been feeling a little uncomfortable and upset and anxious with the way her body is changing (it’s not changing for any particular reason though it’s just like undergoing natural changes that everyone has because appearances can fluctuate) and there’s just a lot of comfort from steve bc he sees how self conscious it makes her and reminds her that there’s nothing wrong with how she looks etc etc 🥺🥺🥺
:,( heart goes out to everyone who’s struggling with this i think u are beautiful yes you behind the screen <3 I hope this is okay darling anon!
When you enter the room, Steve senses that something's different. He can see it in the slight slouch of your shoulders, your heavier footsteps, and the thin line of your mouth.
Though he can't pinpoint how much you're weighed down until you sit next to him on the couch and look up. Staring back at you is your reflection in the living room mirror and you're instantly reminded of your spiralling anxieties from five minutes ago. You frown and stiffen, droop further, like a wilting flower, and begin to argue with yourself in your head.
Can you sit on Steve's other side? The mirror doesn't reach there.
That would look silly, you've just sat down. Steve will notice.
What if you--
"Bubble?" He says, bringing a knuckle to your face and swiping his thumb down against the soft apple of your cheek twice. A third time tugs your face towards him. "What's going on up there?"
His eyes are searching yours, diving as deep into your soul as he can, trying to read your mind. They calm the storm in your mind momentarily as you admire them, but then his hand slides to your jaw and he whispers, "hey."
A bite in your throat. Searing eyes. You swallow and look down. Then at the mirror, after which you find comfort back in his eyes. His thumb taps the side of your face. You aren't sure if you even want to tell him. Is it silly? What if he doesn't want to deal with it? What if he sees it as something to be dealt with?
"Stop it, sweetheart," he chides, concerned. "Stop what?" "Thinking." He reaches out to you, warm hands on your calves and ankles as he swings your legs over his lap, forcing you to shift closer to him. His arm lazily rests around your shoulders, and his fingers dance around the side of your neck. He waits. You collect your thoughts as if collecting breadcrumbs.
"I think I've changed," you say finally. Your teeth fidget with your bottom lip. Steve's fingers pause. "Changed how?" You look at him, wishing he could just read your mind so that you don't have to say it. Saying it makes it feel truer, somehow.
"Like..." you look down at yourself, gesturing vaguely at your body because you're still afraid that when he finally understands, he'll dismiss you. "It's different."
His eyes widen quickly before returning to normal, and his head nods in recognition simultaneously. His tongue escapes to wet his bottom lip, and his eyes flit into the distance somewhere as he thinks. You don't breathe.
The next time he looks at you, he doesn't show any signs of contempt. You wrap your arms around your legs, embarrassed. No, vulnerable.
"Sweetheart," he says, thumb massaging the flesh of your shoulder. "We all look a little different every day. Even I do."
"Really?" You say, skeptical. "I swear. But you never notice what I do, right?" You scrunch your mouth to the side and shake your head, now resting on the peak of your knees, and "You're beautiful," comes out before you can stop it.
A twinge of pink settles in the apples of his cheeks, and he smiles, disarmed. "Thanks for proving my point, doll. In reality, on Earth, this dimension, the opposite of space, whatever the hell you want to call it-- " "Language!" You gasp dramatically. He smiles, and pinches your nose with his knuckles in response. "There is nothing wrong with how you look. That's a fact. And it will still be one tomorrow. And tomorrow's tomorrow. You get it. You say I'm beautiful?" He says, pecking your exposed temple. You nod silently, chewing on his words. "I think you're beautiful. I gotta tell you, doll, I thought you were beautiful the moment that Stark introduced us."
You raise an eyebrow, hyperbolically high. "No, really!" He insists, encouraging you to sit up and then lean against him. His arm winds around your back and his fingers play with the lacy hem of your shirt at your waist. "And then the party that night. Do you know that I was so distracted every time you walked by that Bucky threatened to ask you out before I did, right there and then, so that I'd actually listen to him."
You gape, the corners of your mouth tugged up in amusement. "He did not," you giggle. Steve nods, failing to suppress a smile creeping into his cheeks. "So I asked you within the minute, you said yes, and now, I have the loveliest girl in the whole of the States right next to me. She's my favourite. My girl." You lean into him, smushing your face into any nook you can find to hide your giddy smile. A hum of content rumbles through his chest, and his hand strokes your upper arm while he mutters, "Buck would argue that you're his favourite too, why he can't choose Sam or someone..."
You're not sure what to say, except, "Thank you." "No need, doll." He turns your head with his knuckle to kiss you tenderly, his hand on your hip, hoping to show you words unspoken.
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butterfluffy · 2 years
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helloo! i'm the anon who requested the jealous Law hehehehe AND I REALLY LOVED IT !!! so uhm may i request again? but this time its a Luffy with a female S/O. IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN THIS BUT BASICALLY JEALOUS LUFFY WUAJEHWGAHHSHSHDJWKJASHHSHA i hope you understand! also, i'm really sorry if i suck at explaining things T____T stay safee !! 💗💗 (feel free to ignore this if you want)
“jealous little boy”
⠀⠀ੈ♡˳· luffy isn't quick to get jealous at all, but when you didn't shower him enough attention, jealousy slowly took over his heart.
⠀⠀➧ fluff | monkey d. luffy × f!reader | oneshot
⠀⠀➧ warnings — none, other than swearing...! mistakes may be present though.. so do ignore them, thanks!
⠀⠀➧ requests are open! do send some requests for me to write!
⠀⠀꒰ 🍨 ꒱ notes: I'M GLAD YOU LOVED IT ANON!! and please shower luffy all the attention u have so he won't get jealous. 🥺
LAW | LUFFY | MARCO
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Currently watching over the doctor of the ship, Chopper, who just got better from his fever, your lover who stood at the corner of the room pouted.
“Y/n, Chopper is alright now, so you don't have to watch over him the whole day, y'know...” He muttered, now slumping himself on you, wanting your attention.
“Sorry Luffy, but I still need to monitor Chopper. He's still not in a good state, so I have to do it.” Slightly pushing him away from you, you then scoot closer to the sleeping reindeer and draped a blanket over him.
“Can't someone else do it?? I wanna hang out with you, babeee..!” Throwing a small tantrum about this matter, you sighed, holding his hand to calm him down.
“Yes Luffy, someone else can do it, but I have more medical knowledge them, and Chopper needs me...” Explaining this, the raven-haired male soon gave up. “Fine, I'll just hang out with Usopp.”
He had been like that ever since Chopper had fallen sick. Trying his best to get your attention all to him—but someone else needs you more than he does..
“Y/n! You finally came out of Chopper's room! Is he alright now? Can you hang out with me now!??” Excitedly asking you these, Luffy bounced towards you and engulfed you into a hug.
“Eh... I still can't, Luffy. Sorry. I have to bathe Chopper..” Carrying the small doctor in your arms, you once again turned your lover down—heading to the bath with Chopper. “Sorry for the bother, Y/n—achoo!”
“Again..!? Y/n spend time with me insteaaadd!!???” Whining, Luffy sat on the floor in front of the bathroom's door as if he's a child, rambling again and again.
He's getting annoyed. You've been focusing your attention to Chopper. “Chopper this, Chopper that..! What about me!?”
Pushing his lips forward as he frowned, the now jealous Luffy waited for you to get out of the bath as the crew chuckled by his behavior.
“Ah.. That's refreshing, thank you, Y/n. I can handle myself now.” Getting out of the bath with you, Chopper finally stands by himself, looking better.
“Oops, you're not going anywhere yet, doctor! I'll have to check on you again..!” Lifting him up, the corner of your eyes caught your lover emitting an aura as he muttered incoherent words...
“I'm really fine now, Y/n, so you better go ahead and give Luffy attention before he sulks for the rest of the day!” Advised Chopper, walking back to his room as you chuckled. Going the other way, to your lover....
“Hmph, you done giving Chopper all your attention?” Luffy grumbles as he angrily ate the piece of meat in his hand while you sat beside him, leaning your head on his shoulder.
“Yes Luffy, I'm done. Now you can have aaaaallll of my attention.” Saying this with a smile, the rubber boy slowly warmed up, smiling back to you and hugging you.
“Mhm! That's good! You're all mine again!” Burying his face by the crook of your neck, Luffy went back to his usual self.
“All yours, and only yours, you jealous little boy..” Peppering his face with kisses, the captain chuckled, enjoying the moment...
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iceunhie · 4 months
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HAPPY NEW YEAR (⁠ノ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ノ⁠*⁠.⁠✧ !
i honestly didn't know i would get this far in this blog and i sure most definitely did NOT expect to be able to make so many people's days with my works. to my followers, thank you so so so much for supporting every post of mine and for taking the time to read the silly little writings i post ever since i started this blog at ( 08/22/2023 ) for your kind words, funny reblogs and overall general love for all my works. it truly does mean alot to me. to all my anons who have went ham in my inbox, you all brighten up my day, even though i take so long to respond 😭 to my mutuals, i've met so many cool people here and tumblr has become such a place of comfort for me because of you all. i wish everyone a happy new year and also a toast to more memories and experiences with you all. m.notes ⊂⁠(⁠´⁠・⁠◡⁠・⁠⊂⁠ ⁠)⁠∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠° -> to all the moots i haven't mentioned, please know that i hold you all so highly and will fight for u all with my life, have a wonderful and amazing new year!!!
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🎆 MESSAGES FOR YOU !
for my anons : calc, printsessa, ⚡ anon, delivery anon, all nameless anons -> YOU GUYSSSSS (gn) you are all so sweet, thank u so so much for leaving brainrots and funny ass concepts to the table about anything at all!! please do interact with me more sometime, i may not express it well but i truly do appreciate everyone of you.
@i23kazu // @yinyinggie -> you have been such a driving force in curating my entire Tumblr experience to be safe, happy, and always so loving. your positivity and endless kindness have been a huge impact on me and clearly, a lot of people as well! you have always made the genshinblr experience for me so amazing because you take the time to make events and creating the two servers i hold so close to my heart; you're always such a ray of sunshine, and you garner admiration and exude comfort.
to me, you are lucent — bright, dazzling and always so amicable. it is a huge joy talking to you and getting to know you, happy 2024 to u yinggie!
@vennnnn-diagram -> VEN MY VEN 🥺 sobs,,,, you're such a fun person to be around! thank you for recommending sm scara stuff and being able to be one of my fav people and THE scara stan fr. a notif from you never fails to brighten my day, and thank you for being one of my first moots and friends on the astronetwork.
i would write more about you but then i would probably go over the text limit so HAHAHAH erm. you are the spontaneous burst of fireworks in the night sky, often fleeting, but your presence burns bright in my mind nonetheless. may 2024 treat you with all the happiness and kindness you deserve.
@meidnightrain -> meisha. you are. you are the fizziness of sparkling wine, able to keep me up my toes with your energy and overall vibes. you silly alhaitham hater now kisser /aff it's always such a wonderful experience talking to you!! your personality does a whole 180 most of the time, which brings so many giggles and laughs to my face whenever we talk in the server.
your writing is nothing if not a warm hug that makes you feel homey and comfortable, and i honestly didn't expect myself to be on your wavelength so well!! there's no doubt you're one of the lights that paved the way for me in some of my more difficult moments. ily, and may you have a blessed 2024.
@faesther -> miss es!!!! essie!!! esther!!! you are just someone i absolutely respect; the way you hold yourself and your grounding nature, it makes me feel stable and your presence is vv soothing to me. THE xiao general alatus conquerer of demons lover and spouse. you're also one whose humor is often out of pocket, but is a welcome addition to any conversations.
i love talking to you and just how considerate you are to everyone in the server, yet your beliefs and the way you can firmly be who you are - calm and collected as well as assured, we love a queen who knows what she wants hehe happy 2024 to u miss es!
@realkavehgf -> i am going to gnaw on you. /j ofc but shin! oh shin you're such an authentic and yet complex human being who i've come to be endeared with in more ways than one. whatever anyone says about you and whenever you need someone to talk to, my dms are always open with welcoming arms. iykyk but you're very red coded skskdjdjfj thank you for the weird conversations and the endless spew of kaveh gifs HAHA, this year i hope to make even more memories with you (⁠⊃⁠。⁠•́⁠‿⁠•̀⁠。⁠)⁠⊃ ILY U KAVEH SNIFFER /silly
@heiayen -> mx heia how do you do? *tips imaginary tophat to you* heia you r just a ball of chaos and a treat to be around aaahhh ur writing and your brain. i love love love rambling about the fantasy au with you, about the mafia au and many more!! hope we get more interactions next year heia, and have a happy new year.
@so2uv -> JUN???!!!!!! i JUST saw ur moot appreciation post and first of all. I SHOULD SAY THE SAME FOR U??? ur writing is so giggling and feet kicking inducing and ur literally so funny ha u alpha wolf 🫵 AND YES u may psychoanalyze me and my crippling wanderer hyperfixation. our interactions may be short but ur def one of the moots i can't forget. let 2024 be the start of more interactions and conversations, sol 🫂
@ryuryuryuyurboat -> rolls eyes..... ayato kisser 🤨 /j /j happy happy new year to you miss yukari!! u r so fun to be with istg i remember that one funny stunt we pulled when we disguised as anon and,,,, yk what that was so no more elaboration. u r my accomplice in chaos and fellow brainrot enjoyer, and i always love how you're so sweet, kind, wonderful, and so so easy to be around???? genuinely love whenever u pop up in my notifs. ily yuyu may you red panda ur way through this year and have a 🥮 too!!
@ywalara -> I AM IN TEARS. yona. YONAAAAAAA (insert ueueue copypaste) we just recently became moots and ur writing is so, so pretty??? it's calming, and your layout + general vibe and it's always so cool talking with u omg,,,, hope we get to talk more in the future and I'm returning the sentiment too; may your creative endeavors prosper and flourish this 2024.
@snobwaffles -> THE server cyno. ur art is so nommable, ur GIFs always make me crack up, and the way your humor literally makes its way to the conversation so naturally that i don't feel intimidated talking to you!!!!!! ahhh you're also one of the first moots i got on genshinblr and GOSH am i thankful u are. it's always so fun to be around you, snob and you're such a vibrant and a person with a huge and considerate heart. ur character analyses??? UR THEORIES??? snob is genshin impact. u are hyv's employee real jk jk (unless 😦) happy new year to you snob!
@ansy-tea -> fellow kababayan 🤧 we haven't talked much as of late but i still remember when we used to talk about dottore alot in the network server HAHAHAH i hope things go well for you and i hope to see more of you this 2024! ily ansy 🫶🫶
@kiochisato -> THE SILLY /POS aahhhh one of my moots from the editing community!! UR SO TALENTED AND LIKE?????? Everything U make is so so pretty i am going to sob so bad rn ackkk kio ur also super fun to interact with! thank u for bringing me up when i once had quite the huge doubts about my writing, and you've helped me a lot of times even though you may not have noticed haha,,,,
i live seeing ur reblogs and you going on about ur day being the most loveable, silliest, most amazing human being ever!!!! happy new year to you and may many more interactions shall we experience in the future.
@kizakiss -> hello bunso!!! happy new year to you (kahit delayed na HAHAHA) seriously rin, thank you so so much for every little reblog you have on my fics like?????? ur so sweet ur so cute ugh u cutie fr fr, ur comments on my fics always leave me weak and flustered bc they're so sincere........ from the heart, and you're always so bubbly that a smile will always find its way to my face whenever we talk in the server ;;;; maligayang 2024 sa iyo bunso! have fun, make new memories and keep being who you are because you are a beautiful, admirable and awesome human being.
so so many more people to tag but @chichikoi, @yrbladie, @staretes. @adiluv, @ph-xntasy, // @yuelliiii, @rainswept, @dumbificat, @kazumist, @mondaymelon @cosmichorrorsarestillnicerthanme, @lemonarcade, @ainescribe + zee, penpen, boo, ek, orion, shiro, eun, bell and everyone else in the all the servers i'm in. happy new year to you all and know that appreciate and care deeply for everyone of you.
sincerely and from the heart, mhie 💗
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kwillow · 1 year
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hi! sorry if this comes off strong but ur oc theo is so cute, im obsessed 🥺 he hits a very specific niche of Guy I Like (snobby uppity rat furries) and so every time i see the old bastard my heart is filled with rainbows. one million dollars upon u for fulfilling this niche in the world one million dollars
Thank you anon; it's not coming off strong!
That is a very specific niche but one dear to my heart as well. I'm happy I can help fill the void of snobby rats!
Here, have a little warm up doodle of the old (at heart) bastard.
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cayemm · 2 years
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i feel the need to let you know your Voryn art was the catalyst for me to play through a tes game for the first time this month, i absolutely ADORE your style and how you draw him! i thought he looked so polite and sweet haha immediately in love. and now i love him as a character as well so thank u for the morrowind brainrot and for sharing your wonderful art <3 i hope you have a great day!
anon....... i want you to know that it makes me straight up OVERJOYED to know that!!! aghhh i hope your playthrough was (or is?) enjoyable and that you had lots of fun!!! 🥺💖💖 i can't thank you enough for your words of support :") it really warms my heart !! and since you're a fan of voryn, here's a little welcome gift to the morrowind brainrot™ club !! ^_^🎉
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lacunafiction · 1 year
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Just finished book 1 recently and I cannot stop gushing about R!! Their dynamic with a competitive MC that would flirt back and match their challenges is just so cutee! The flashback scenes in the library if u choose the hide and seek option and their playdate really stood out to me. It was equal parts sad but heart warming that really speaks a lot abt their character 🥺. Cant wait to see more from when they were kids and how it parallels their present interactions with the MC 💖
Hi Anon,
It was equal parts sad but heart warming that really speaks a lot abt their character 🥺
Exactly, this^!
I'm happy that you're gushing about R and the MC's dynamic, particularly that you mentioned the hide and seek option since that is one of my favorite library memories. What R says during it is very telling about just how special their bond was with the MC; it was like unlike anything they had ever experienced. Same, there is much more to uncover about their past and how it shades the present. :D
Thank you for not only playing Book One, but also for connecting deeply to the Verner heir. 🖤
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faunabel · 21 days
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🎤🎤
🎤 what's your favourite character song?
oh yay! thank you thank you for the ask! :D
literally nobody is surprised that my fave character song is one of italy's, specifically Life is Fantastico. it's sooo sweet and comforting it makes me lose my mind <333
i had been considering making a post today talking about why i like it so much and u... u precious anon, u have given me an excuse ehehe.
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SO in this song, the listener is implied to be having a bad day, and italy offers to go out together. the song is him trying to cheer the listener up 🥺
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he's saying to take care of urself and suggests u both get a warm drink (cappuccino) to feel better. isn't that sweet??
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he says it's ok to be worried! that's so good. i see this also as him trying to playfully lighten the mood more than a genuine suggestion. but even if it is a genuine suggestion!! it's just silly and cute!!
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i know some ppl do not like being told to smile but?!?!? he wants u to be happy and smile for him??? how could u resist???
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this is so reassuring ok. are u seeing?!?!? do u get it?!?!? he's so optimistic but not in the toxic sort of way 🥺 he's just like "well this didn't work so let's try something else"
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reassuring!! encouraging!!! sweet!!! wonderful!!!
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first, he wants to give u something sweet as a reward. second, is this implying?!?!? he is trying to feed u?!?!?! is that not the sweetest thing?!?!?! would u not let him feed u while telling u that ur doing a good job?!?!?! 😭
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i do not need to explain this part 🥺
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i'm unsure whether he means his literal house or just his country, since the nations do refer to their countries as their "houses" in the manga, but it's cute either way! he is saying u are welcome <3
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finally, this part isn't particularly sweet; the way he says sono felice (i'm happy) just makes my heart melt. i sure hope u are happy, u cutie 🥺🥺
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twary · 2 years
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hey lalil ^^
it's me from that last anon ask of Bruno, Abbacchio and Diavolo kissing hcs, remember? I ended up forgetting about Mista :') so I wanted to see if it's ok for you to write, in addition to his part, a nsfw part of all of them too. Like, the parts of their fem!s/o's body they like to kiss, for exemple 😳
I love your writing <3
OOOOOOH I'M GLAD THAT UR BACK! I just enjoyed so much writing ur last request! And thank u for liking my writing🥺👉👈
Bucciarati, Abbachio and Diavolo kisses hcs✨💋(They're all sfw, but a little suggestive)
Mista
His kisses are...lively? Like, you can feel his love just by pressing your lips a little, ya know? Also, he l o v e s to hold your waist while kissing.
SOFT lips, they're even a little shiny if u ask me😌
Love pecks! In the forehead, neck, tip of your nose and especially in your cute checks!
Is a must to kiss u kn public, like "YEA, THAT'S MY GIRL, KEEP WALKING BRO" For him, be with you is surely a honor.
He is the type who trow you on his arms and give u a movie kiss. He's a romantic, but also a provoker~ Will bit your bottom lip after a passionate kiss🥴
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Bucciarati
As said in the previous post, he's a provoker. He just like it so much when he kiss your neck and hear your sighs, but, surely, he wants more than that.
The private kisses are the best and i know u can guess why 😏 He loves to place long licks on your neck while his slender, yet warm, fingers slight play with your entrance.
Be a good girl and beg him for it🤭 Don't worry, u don't need much effort, he just like to hear that u want him.
His kisses during sex are also filled with love, for him, sex is 100% meaningful. Obviously chooses positions where he can see you face and kiss it💙
Cuddle time kisses are all lovely dovey! At every interval of his "kisses attack", he praises you.
Abbacchio
Best places to kiss you: neck and tighs
Loves to leave lipstick stains on your pretty skin, they suit u so well! My my, this guy loves to bite too~😋
His hands easily travel your body and stop by your waist, pulling you closer and closer until you can feel him against you😏
Sex kisses are absolutelly full of desire, they're hot, just like our silver haired boy. After all that he likes to admire your body. Well, more like what did he do with it.
This boy seems so cold, but his heart melts for you…He loves to kiss you, fell you and hold you…He knows that he doesn't say it oftem, but he loves you deeply💜
Diavolo
Ohohoho, this man~ U already know how it works, right? Ur his and u must be thankfull for it🤭
His kisses make u go after him, if u want it u must behave well and maybe he will give it. His kisses are pure poison, but a sweet one, that make you addicted to it.
Your tighs, neck and breasts are his favorites, always leaving marks on it, and don't u dare to hide it, darling🤗
Easily take your clotches off while ur into the kiss. Intense, hot, powerfull; his kisses are always like this, implies dominance. Your body is just like a doll's one on his hands.
He let u sleep after and took this time to look at your figure by his side. You're so fragile, he can break you anytime he feels like it, but something stops him…He wonder what is it🥺
Mista
He loves to kiss, literaly, every inch of you, his favorite place is all of you. Well, but surely during something more spice he goes for tighs and lips.
You can feel his eyes on you while kissing, he's with lust on his eyes, soon his soft lips start to go down with his hands and in a snap your shirt is off.
Oh this boy loves to fell that your desiring for his touch, he wants to see your begging fot it, but the poor boy can't even hold himself back😫
He easily travels on the kiss, this felling is just like pure euphoria for him🧡 His kisses are a little sloopy but also very sweet.
After, he just doesn't believe that ur with him, he just loves you so much! MORE KISSES INCOMING!
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literaphobe · 3 months
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first of all i just wanna say how amazing tvl has been so far and the JOURNEY it has taken me on. tumblr user literaphobe i do not exaggerate when i say it is the best aged up/smut ladynoir fic ive ever read— if not THEE best ladynoir fic ive ever read period. u might as well just rip my heart out of my chest and take it because it is YOURS. second of all, i wanted to say a thank u (on behalf of everyone) for taking the time to not only write an amazing fic but also engage with ur fans and really show how much u care about ur artistry!! i can tell this project is something precious to you, and thats something that really makes ur work all the more special. i very badly wish that i could shout from the rooftops for everyone to give tvl some love. u so deserve it. THIRD OF ALL: i do have a question that may have already been answered, but is tvl completely done? or are u writing along as you update? either way, no rush for updates! i dont want u to get burnt out or anything. as much as we love love love ur fic, ur health and wellness comes first always :) but nonetheless i am very excited for chapter four!!! xoxo
ANON IM IN A PUDDLE OF GOO… WHAT WILL U DO ABOUT MY SOPPING WET HEART…
im so so so so so so so sos os so sos os sos ososos so glad u love tvl!!!!!!!! ive always loved engaging w readers and encouraging interaction and building a sense of community of sorts? around my stories hehehehe and im genuinely just so humbled and honored when u guys participate in that 🥺🥺🥺 anons like this truly make my day, my week, my month, my year, and just like w tvl comments on ao3 i go back and reread anons like these TEEHEEHEE :D
tvl IS so precious to me, and it warms my heart so much that you’d shout it from the rooftops!!! tysm for making this experience worthwhile 😍😍
ALSO i have written all of tvl YAYYYY it’s what i spent 2023 doing HAHAHAHAH i started planning this fic in December 2022!!! that being said, i do a lot of rereading and editing here and there between updates, just to make sure ive got everything the way i want it to be JDJDJDJ -> tysm for caring about my wellbeing tho UR SO SWEET see you in ch4 WOOOOOO
and to anyone seeing this. ch1-3 of tvl are available, links r in my pinned post! it would mean the world to me if u checked it out ^_^
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mmmichyyy · 6 months
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happy birthday!!! I just realized you were born at the beginning of scorpio season and I was born at the end of it, thats just a cool little fact I am now learning. just wanted to let you know I appreciate your presence both on here and on twitter and although I dont use social media *that* much, a lot of me even coming onto tumblr is to scroll through your blog 😂 you've brought a lot of life into the community here (and I do speak for everyone) and I hope your humor and amazing personality AND creativity is never taken for granted or diminished. hope you treat urself today 💘 - spoonfulstar , once again wishing this was not a sideblog. also realizing how easy it would be for someone to write anonymously and say the worst shit and then sign my url. if u see that happen, feel free to just believe it.
omg spoon 🥺😭🥺😭🥺😭🥺😭 thank you for your lovely words, they really warm my cold dead heart 🖤 scorpio twinsies yay (even tho i don't know anything about horoscopes lmao) i truly am grateful for the community here 🖤 also i'm just going to assume every anon is you from now on, especially the negative ones 😌 (jk everyone's really nice here)
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honeysparklesmash · 10 months
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hey! I received this message> [If you received this, go make someone happy! Go on anon and send this to 10 or more of your favorite followers/friends! I hope you have an amazing day!!]
hahaha so im here. your art style is really soft and warm, so it feels like the spring ~ summer season.
oh and especially my fav point is, the way you draw the character's hands and fingers, and also fluffy eyebrows so cute...thank u for sharing good art keep going !!
Hi there! Okay, okay, I did it, but really... I write nice things to people SO often that sometimes I feel awkward: maybe I look intrusive or way too sweet, BUT I SAY NICE THINGS FROM THE HEART
Sometimes I want to shout "HEY I LOVE YOU" to different people (but especially for one cool fishy person) again and again and again... maybe I have too much love in me... It's strange but it's true
The thought I'm leading to is that sometimes it's worth writing nice things for no reason. It sounds like a cliche, but it's true.
I really like to talk to others about how important they are to me (my parents are already a little tired of this hehehe...eheh). I need to hug someone.
Thank you so much for the nice words! 🥺🤲💖💖💖
(oh yes, fingers, eyebrows and ears are my favorite part of the characters, drawing them is a great pleasure)
Have a good time of day! *hugs*
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violetrainbow412-blog · 8 months
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Birthday anon here, I love that idea! I would love anything you come up with honestly everything I read from you is perfect 😭 my heart would be so happy if you can make them finally realize that they’re both in love with each other. Maybe she leaves again and they can’t deal or maybe Spencer thinks something happened to her (she’s fine) and when he realizes she’s ok he’s relieved and somehow they reveal their feelings? Idk honestly I just know u can make it work 🥰
PS I used to write fanfic and I stopped for yearss but your blog is inspiring me to start again 🥺
All this warms my heart!! Thank you for your nice words and I hope I can continue like this <3 Your suggestion is very good and I think I will write it as soon as I have a chance, stay tuned so you can read it!
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