#why did i deserve this

[loon-ybin]

why do I start losing a battle with depression every time I NEED to be present... why can't it happen when I've got nothing to do?

#actually mentally ill #depression memes #i want to be weightless #major depressive disorder #why did i deserve this #mentally drained #self h@rm #sorry for being depressing #triggering stuff #bpd

[shadowkira]

I went on facebook right as I started break and saw a BG3 butthole chart. 😐

#Why did I deserve this #The worst part is this isn't even the first one I've seen this week. please.... no more.

[kitty4nnoys]

and yk why im out of money / i need money? because my body also SUCKS. i cant deal with its problems. its basically ugly. i gain-lose-gain-lose weight, so, here some ugly red lines on the legs. i look at my face, all i see is an ordinary face and yk what? ALL THE SKINCARE PRODUCTS MAKE IT WORSE. i look at the mirror naked and cant find a part without flaws. OR UGLINESS. i wanted to be flawless so bad. i wanted. but whenever i even try to fix 1 thing. it goes worse. IM SICK OF MY BODY. (oh also, its so damn sensitive and goes red easily, and dont accept products mostly. here my hot body<3)

#i hate my body #why did i deserve THIS #ihatemybodyihatemybodyihatemybodyihatemybodyihatemybody #vent

[deanwasalwaysbi]

Dean's nothing about our lives is real speech? When he says "everything we are is because of chuck"? He was speaking privately & directly to Castiel when he said that.

Not to Sam. Not everything I am. Everything we are. Dean was having a full on crisis.

"You asked, 'What about all of this is real?' We are." Dean didn't know how right Cas was.

Like no baybee. It'll take 15 episodes, but god himself will tell you Cas defied him and his plan to love you, actually.

#destiel #dean was always bi #deancas #spn 15x17 #spn 15x02 #spn meta #fav #original content #dean winchester #Dean meta #misha collins #it kills me that cas's line wasnt in the script #that misha knew and might have ad libbed it in #jensen got his start on soap operas and boy did that pay off for us #supernatural #castiel deserved better #why am i being so normal about this

[ninjautistic]

I FOUND THIS NINJAGO (MOVIE VER) AD ON VIMEO

I LOVE LLOYD AND GARMADON IN THIS AWWW 💚💚💚

#Why did garmadons mech had a jiggly bum #be honest does it make him look fat 🤔 #I LOVE LLOYD IN THIS MUAHHHH 💚💚💚💚💚 #I'm gonna add so many tags because everyone deserves to see this #Ninjago #ninjago fandom #lego ninjago #the ninjago movie #lloyd garmadon #lord garmadon #lloyd ninjago #ninjago lloyd #lloyd garmadon ninjago #lloyd montgomery garmadon #ninjago lloyd garmadon #ninjago garmadon #garmadon ninjago #lord garmadon ninjago

[thief-of-eggs]

Oh wow! The commenter from earlier escalated! Folks- here is a perfect example of what NOT to comment on AO3 works :))

#no longer hiding the name bc once you start making threats like that??? you deserve to be exposed #like literally why? ao3 is a safe space. why fuck it up like this #i am so sorry to the people who commented in my defense- yall did not deserve those reply’s #archive of our own #ao3 #fandoms #hazbin hotel #radioapple #appleradio #ao3 comments #ao3 community #ao3 things

[himehomu]

“Homura can't stand the idea of moving on. So she's isolating madoka from everyone who's ever cared about her.” Are you fucking stupid? She literally rewrote the entire universe so that Madoka could be happy with her parents and her little brother, so that Sayaka could have another chance with Hitomi and Kyoske, so that Kyoko can have a life with Sayaka, she literally revived Mami and Nagisa and gave them a life together. What the fuck do you mean she's “isolating Madoka from everyone who's ever cared about her??”

The only person she's isolating Madoka from is herself because she knows Madoka will regain her godhood sooner ot later and she knows that her desire for Madoka and her friends to be happy will directly rebel against Madokami's rules that require Madoka to die to maintain order to the broken world that traps Magical Girls in their cycle of hope and despair, even if maintaining order means making hard choices and sacrifices, which in this case, is Madoka sacrificing herself again and again not only because she cares so much for others but because she cares so little for herself whilst Homura is the only one who can see that she's so much more than her sacrifice and that she shouldn't reduce herself to a means to an end.

She took Madoka's immortality for herself to spare her of anymore loneliness in Heaven as a trapped Goddess. She literally gave Madoka and the rest of her friends a second chance at life and you people have the audacity to just blatantly fucking lie on her to justify hating her for how she reacts to the psychological torture of having to watch the love of her life and her friends die for 12 years worth of time loops then to live in a world where no one remembers the girl she loves but her. Let something like that happen to you at the age of 14 and then come and talk to me about Homura. Idgaf that she's a fictional character. If y'all continue to treat her like a heartless monster that deserves to be “held accountable for her actions,” then I'll defend her like the traumatized 14 year old child that she actually is. Fuck off and stay away from Madoka Magica. It clearly isn't for you.

#pmmm #puella magi madoka magica #mahou shoujo madoka magica #puella magi madoka magica rebellion #pmmm rebellion #madoka magica #madomagi #homura akemi #madoka kaname #madohomu #rant #im so pissed tell me you watched rebellion with your eyes closed especially the last 10 minutes #where she literally EXPLAINS why she did what she did like are you literally stupid #no i will not calm down im fucking sick of these idiots with literally no reading comprehension skills thinking #their opinions on homura are facts when they can't even comprehend how different ppl react to trauma #without demonizing them for it. homura antis are victim blamers and deserve the worst in life idfc

[ibrithir-was-here]

Sooo I wrote a…weird little thing, a certain comic by @mayhemchicken-artblog got my creative juices percolating and under the press of staying up far too late for several days this came to fruition, enjoy!

The Eye of the Beholder

Link to the Comic

#my art #reincarnation #comics #tpodg #the picture of dorian gray #basil hallward #(why did he reincarnate as a girl with Dorian’s face? #cuz that was how the mad idea came to me at 2am #plus it’s easier to hide the ‘birthmarks’ with long flowing locks #my brain is weird ) #lord henry wotton #dorian gray #gothic literature #really the thought I had here was basically #man it would be so messed up to be haunting the body of the person who murdered you #especially if you loved them #and I think Basil deserves both a second chance and to get to be actually upset about that betrayal #even if as Rosemary she can’t really remember it #but also this is gothic fiction nobody just gets handed a happy ending you gotta work through stuff #sorry hon #tw body dysmorphia #tw stab wound #Rosemary is for Remembrance

[ruporas]

hello there, angel

[ID: Digital illustration in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. Vash is sitting facing the viewer and holds a rose between his clasped together hands, but he’s looking to the left, upwards, at Wolfwood, with an awed expression. Wolfwood hovers over him with wings sprouting from his back. He has a cigarette lit between his lips, his arms and legs are crossed, and he looks back at Vash with a neutral expression. The both of them are covered in a blue shadow, casted by Wolfwood and his hovering form, while warm light hits the back of his wings and over Vash’s legs. Small feathers sits next to Vash. End ID]

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #this is not meant to mean anything btw i just wanted to draw wolfwood as an angle #i love angel and follower depiction but i also think wolfwood is just the most angelic human being ever #he was sent to guide him... he protects him... he Saved him #i mean they both just think of each other as the most good they've seen in the world in a really long time #and in turn makes themselves coil and feel a little more disgusted with themselves. but they're also so Good to each other that they can #start to believe that they can be that good too. #they love each other so much and theyve never loved anyone else like this before so i can just imagine the heights their love can reach #endless pouring of affection in a way they can only keep to their own chest in fear they'd never be able to let go otherwise #that is to say i just feel like they'd worship each other and it's probably excessive but i feel like they both really deserve it #i did not even mean to go on that tangent but back on topic -- i just love angel wolfwood depiction in a way that's Normal...... #need more of vash saying cheesy shit like youre my light wolfwood!!!! and wolfwood beating the shit out of him like WHAT ARE YOU SAYING!!! #which is why i have a tablet in the first place. my mission in the world... #ruporas art

[loon-ybin]

going to hell for unaliving yourself because your life is a hell doesnt sound right to me 🤷

#where is your god now #god where are you #bible makes no sense #unnecessary suffering #actually mentally ill #depression memes #major depressive disorder #i want to be weightless #why did i deserve this #mentally drained #self h@rm #sorry for being depressing #triggering stuff #bpd

[prism2674]

The greatest misfortune for Dazai’s enemies, is that they are Dazai’s enemies-

And the greatest misfortune for Asagiri’s favorites, is that they are Asagiri’s favorites:,)

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #Asagiri bsd #bsd 108 #so folk how we doing after the new chapter- #bc I for one AM A WRECK #Idk why but that quote from Oda was this first thing I thought ab #my boi Sigma DID NOT deserve this #the worst part is I’m not even suprised #but I am however in denial #like I have been for the past 30 chapters #bsd spoilers

[kittyandco]

does anyone else get so upset when you think about all the things that happened to your f/o... all the things they went through? all the things they haven't healed from? the pain that they may still be enduring? how you can do your best to help them but you can't protect them from everything. so you just love them the ways they needed before, how they deserved. and you see them happy because they finally accept, at least in some ways, that they do deserve it. they deserve love like all beings do

#i get so upset when i think about it for too long; i'm there for them now but there was nothing i could do; wanna go back and protect them #i'm like this with everyone i care about (real and fictional) and sometimes it's hard #it's about hans this time. i just can't believe all the things that happened to him #no wonder he's terrible! no one cared about him! why should he care! all he knows is pain and neglect! except from me! #i know why he sees everyone else as worthless because that's exactly how everyone he knew saw him first; he was supposed to be loved #they all used him up til he was nothing and that's all he knows #i can't even read certain parts of a frozen heart again because i just cried so much the first time... he didn't deserve that #no one does #and then the comics detailing it all even FURTHER #he was like any other innocent kid and seeing that progression hurt so much. i could get into the details but ugh #hux's age of resistance comic did the same thing. i can't even look at the first 2 pages; it's too much. i just want to hold him #anyway... i'm fine :') i've made a post like this before but i'm feeling it so hard right now #self ship

[calware]

i understand why people are sad that characters like equius and eridan got killed off before they could grow as people and didn't have a chance of having a finished character arc but also... they were side characters in a comic with 5000 side characters. they aren't really supposed to have a finished character arc. i do think that homestuck went on for a bit too long towards the end there and it did not have the time to fully flesh out every single person it introduced

#''[insert side character] deserved better!!'' did they? did they really #this is why i think more spinoffs would've been good for homestuck........ as long as they're. written well

[holographic-mars]

Soundwave face + ravage calming Soundwave down and grounding him during his time in the mines

#went though Optimus Prime to find this #and then quickly remembered why I haven’t finished Optimus prime #idw did irreparable damage to Optimus as a character because HE WOULD NOT ACT LIKE THAT #OPTIMUS WOULD NOT WANT TO ‘OWN’ SOUNDWAVE AND MAKE SOUNDWAVE BOW TO GIM #IDW Optimus count your days cause when I get my hands on you.. #it makes me viscerally angry #every time Optimus goes near Soundwave im like GET AWAY FROM HERR DONT TOUCH HER YOU DONT DESERVE HER #anyways #soundwave face that isn’t Baldwave #and ravage continuing to be an anchor for soundwave #he’s still a lil bap who is learning to control his abilities #ugh help.. help me…… #the fambily…. #soundwave #transformers #maccadam #maccadams #ravage #tf ravage #idw transformers

[endlesspaint]

"I had to save them"

Rest in peace, Liam. Your sacrifice will never be forgotten. 😔✊

I finally finished this, YAY! This animatic is a mix of digital and traditional art. I definitely learned a lot of tricks while making this (also, can you notice the slight difference between art styles??).

This animatic singlehandedly explains what happened to JD after his mom sacrificed him. He was definitely ready to accept his faith until he discovered Branch's was with him (which almost gave him a panic attack). It was a good thing that everyone decided to help him, and Liam (a troll around his age, maybe older?) helped him escape.

For more context about my au check this post!

I obviously don't own the audio, only the animatic. "Bruno is Orange" by Hop Along featuring Francis Quinlan, so credits to them. Here's the link

#Idk why I gave Liam a name #but I think he deserve it cuz he suffered #he might live #maybe #idk #also-- the running animation is SO hard to make HAHAHHA #I legit had to use my brainpower for this and constantly check if what I'm making is okay #but even with the challenges I enjoyed making this #the result is very satisfying and I can't believe I did it #I swear to you guys this animatic has been stuck on my mind for WEEKS so I finally decided to try my hand on this type of animation and #bring my daydream to life #trolls #dreamworks trolls #john dory #trolls band together #trolls 3 #trolls au #trolls john dory #branch trolls #trolls branch #Beyond Reach au #BR!JD #BR!Branch #BR!Liam

[mooshroomterrarium]

Grian fell from a high place.

3rd Life (manga ver.) — End

#... haha i uh. sorry #this composition came to me in a vision and i couldnt rest until i made it real #manga adaptation when....pls.....they deserve it...... #(the stains on his thighs and torso are from cradling scar in his lap btw. if u were wondering.) #3rd life #3rd life smp #third life #third life smp #trafficblr #life smp #grian #my art #sorry to my friend who had to witness my layer structure for this with admittedly warranted horror #at one point i had almost every lock of hair on its own layer lol #but waaahhh why did the screentones export w that weird stripe effect ;-; idk how to prevent it... #tw suicide #mouseposting