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boinurmom13 · 1 year

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whats up gang

they all go bowling together (they all get mad at each other)

here are their categories

WORST BOWLERS!!!

Allan and Bo (neither of them bowl that often, and bo only preforms better than allan because he plays with the dogs in bowling-like fashion)

both average scores of 20💀

best bowlers

Alesia literally does trajectories from long distances for her job. shes made for this game dude. I dont have an explanation for Lance i think he just gets lucky a lot

they both average scores of 80-150

Takes the scores too seriously

not just in bowling but in literally any game.

Oh you came in first for gokarts? Congratz, you have 20 points. No, no, its not a part of the actual game i just made it up

gets in arguments over who had so many strokes in golf

both jadu and isaac seem highly competitive so i think they pay really close attention to scores n such

does anything BUT bowl

“Why would I roll a ball when I can throw a ball instead?” kind of mentality (talking about basketball games)

Camilla really likes skating rinks inside of recreational centers (fuck if i know what theyre called, but like an all around rink, arcade, bowling alley, wtc etc kinda place. so many bowling alleys double as like 30 other things)

sam owns any claw machine/basketball hoop game. also really good at the racing games for some reason??? no one knows why

camilla has gotten in trouble multiple times with the employees for bringing the skates outside of the rinks (goes to check on bo and allan who will NOT leave the bowling lanes until at least one of them gets a spare)

i should mention that camilla’s probably really good at bowling and just gets bored of it (she cheats with magic but shhh everyones too busy yelling at each other to notice)

isaacs really bad at bowling (the scar fucked up his vision but hes too stubborn to get glasses or contacts. bros half blind in one eye so he cant even see the pins all that well)

jadu cheats in every single game he plays with magic. (that leads to him and isaac arguing over whether or not the golf ball was hit or just compelled with gravity)

sams okay at bowling and literally any other game i didnt mention specifically (he went to arcades and shit a lot as a kid)

bo sucks in arcade games and cannot skate in the roller rink even if he was held at gunpoint to do so (he also comes in last place in gokarts cuz he’s too careful of a driver)

allan cant do arcade games (except for the basketball ones because he used to play in highschool. sam refuses to play against him because he knows hell lose) but yall best be DAMNED he aint rocking peoples shit in gokarts. as long as sam isnt racing hes coming in first (used to speeding in traffic)

do u like their casual outfits i gave them (SAY YES RIGHT NOW)

also theres more in the original post’s tags (if ur seeing this without a reblog attached to this is the original post hiiii hello)

#im sorry i just rly like making my favorite characters do what i do #art #stardew valley #stardew valley expanded #lance stardew valley expanded #sdv mods #sve #sve lance #sdv #sve isaac #sve camilla #sve jadu #sve alesia #alesia sve #camilla sve #jadu sve #isaac sve #sdv ocs #okay anyways #the 8 of them didnt even go together #camilla actually decided to weigh in on what she THOUGHT was gonna be a date btw bo and lance #she did not expect allan and sam to be there #but she brought isaac jadu and alesia with so it could look like she was taking a day off #with the ppl who deserve a day off #isaac protested cuz the guy likes to work #jadu was more than thrilled #and alesia was just happy she got some time off #the three did not know camillas intent #so their genuine shock when they saw lance at the alley as well was so trippy #anyways bo and lance both got kinda annoyed that they all joined in but they all ended up enjoying their time together anyway

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cutekermit · 6 years

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when you're p sure you have clinical depression but have been in denial for years so you havent gotten any help

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bxthharmon · 4 years

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Never Go Home Again, Pt. XIII || JJ Maybank x Reader

Words:2715

Series Warnings: violence / talking about abuse / toxic relationships / talking about nudes sex and sex tapes / drugs / underage drinking

Pt. Warnings: abuse / being a fugitive???

Series Summary: A new girl, a shoebox of old memories, a past she’s trying to forget coincide with a hotheaded, but selfless, boy. teenagers getting in way over their heads

Pt. Summary: In a desperate attempt to sort everything out, Y/N finds herself in the ones place she least expected to be

A/N: ok ok ok i promise im writing my requests oops anyway love yall send more requests cuz im always bored. Also, yall dont understand how sad i am that this is ending :( BUT started writing another series so lemme know if u wanna get tagged in that <3

Chapters linked in my masterlist.

“masterlist”

“John B, what are we doing at the police station?” JJ asked, breaking the stuffy silence that was consuming the vehicle.

“Somebody’s gotta tell them what happened.” He justified.

“Need me to come in, like, as a witness?” you asked. He shook his head.

The heavy quiet was broken by Pope, coughing like he’d inhaled chili powder. “Easy there, chief.” JJ reprimanded, and you took the blunt away from your friend. “Alright,” JJ leaned through to John B, “I’m just gonna be real with you right now,” You watched his red cap, “You might end up in the lion’s den, but you don’t go there on purpose. It’s fundamental, just like my old man always told me, you should never, ever trust cops. No matter what the circumstance is.”

“Your old man’s an abusive liar.” Kie countered.

“I agree with JJ.” Pope spoke, and you frowned, holding back the giggle in your lips as he continued, “Fuck the police.”

“You going to the dark side now?” Kie snarked.

“When was the last time the police ever helped us?” He countered.

“Peterkin looked out for me, alright?” John B interrupted, “Or tried to, at least.”

There was a moment of thick quiet before he continued.

“They need to know.”

He looked around, none of you willing to argue as he got out of the car and entered the station. You looked over to JJ, who was determinedly ignoring your stare. You wondered what the fuck was going on because last time you checked, you had been on good terms with him. You sighed, looking out the window and waiting impatiently for John B to return so that the awkward silence would end. You took a hit from the blunt you’d taken from Pope, letting the smoke swirl around in your lungs before gently blowing it out, ignoring the frustrated looks you got from the other three.

Next thing you knew, everyone was shouting and the car was accelerating, the officer trying to open the car door discarded as the shocking adrenaline rush took ahold of the speeding car. Eyes wide, you took another hit from the blunt.

“Good news for residents of the Outer Banks, Dominion Power says their underwater transmission line, which will restore power to 95% of the area, should be functional within 24 hours.”

Sirens passed, but in the hazy atmosphere of the car, no one moved, other than to make sure the car didn’t turn. Pope and Kie sat in the front, JJ and John B to your right, seats reclined as you all attempted whatever kind of rest was possible on the worried heat of the day.

“And still no arrest for the shooting death of Sheriff Susan Peterkin. The state police have issued a statement regarding a local person of interest, a juvenile from-”

Kie clicked the radio off, glancing over at the three of you in the back.

“Let’s game this out.” JJ suggested, “Maybe you guys can help, being the smart ones and all, but… who are the cops going to believe? Ward Cameron or us? So the accuser is a big shot developer, kind of lord of the island, got the governor on speed dial kind of person, and the accused…” he looked over to his friend, “is John B, who is pretty much a homeless 16-year-old boy at the moment.”

“Thanks.” came the hoarse voice of the boy across from you.

“Shit.” you muttered, running a hand over your face and sitting up straight for the first time in hours. You twisted so that your back was leaning on the back oh Kie’s seat, and you were facing the three boys.

“Okay, man, Yucatan, alright?” JJ said, swiftly avoiding your arm as you stretched, “I’m saying, that’s the only option, what other option do you have?”

“Enough with the Mexico bullshit.” John B shook his head. “Sarah’s gonna bail me out.”

“She did witness the whole thing.” Kie pointed out.

“So did I?” you reminded, “So what? She’s gonna snitch on her brother for her dick appointment of the week? No offence, bro.”

“It’s not happening.” JJ reiterated, “We’ve gotta get you off the island.”

“The ferry.” Pope said, “It’s the only way.”

“Exit stage left while you still can.” JJ added. “Before the entire island is on lockdown.”

“Get down.” You reminded him softly, and you all ducked. You reached for JJ’s hand, but his simple gesture of pulling it away made you feel embarrassed, unsure of whatever was going on between you. You turned away from him, looking out the window again.

“Sarah’s not a pogue, John B.” Pope reminded.

“Yeah, you can’t stay here, man.”

“Let’s go then.” You muttered, and Pope pulled out, driving carefully to the docks. They were crowded, and you got out before anyone could argue, thankful for even two minutes out of the suffocating atmosphere. You walked to the sign, reading the notice about the ferry closure and ripping the wanted poster off its staples. You walked back to the car, reading it as you reached the vehicle, then passing it through Pope’s window and shaking your head solemnly. You got in next to JJ as they passed the paper around, JJ making a joke.

“Okay, so the whole island’s looking for John B right now.” Pope said.

“Well at least you know how much you’re worth.” You joked, receiving a frustrated look from Kie.

“Congratulations, John B,” JJ smirked, “you’re famous.”

“We gotta get to the HMS. We need small, no running lights-” kie began to reason, but John B cut her off.

“It’s at the Chateau, Kie.”

“And I wonder if the cops have got the entire place staked out.” JJ said, voice dripping with sarcasm, “Let me think. Yeah, no, they definitely have that place locked down.”

“Hey Jay?” you nudged him, an idea forming, “Like, a couple of weeks ago, you mentioned your dad’s boat? The Ghost? Spectre?”

“The Phantom!” JJ and Pope caught on.

“He still got it?” Pope asked.

“Maybe.”

“You could get that right up the coast, no problem.” Pope said.

Bickering followed, and then the sudden realisation that Pope’s car was on the poster. Suddenly, someone was hitting the window and the car wasn’t starting and everyone was shouting. The car lurched forwards, straight into another car, and then took off, driving away as people watched, shocked.

The car sped forwards, crashing around as you all shouted for Pope to stop, his high ass was definitely not fit for driving.

“JB,” you shouted over everyone, “you need to get out.”

Pope braked, all of you thrust forwards with the force of it, and you found yourself pushing John B out of the car while JJ shouted instructions at him.

The two field tents were massive, rows of chairs on either side as swarms of people worked, talked, and typed. You wandered around for a minute or so, watching the officers interact, always being pushed back when you tried to talk to anyone. You could feel the eyes of the security team burning into you as you looked for Shoupe. Eventually, you saw him, talking to a taller man in an SBI windbreaker. You walked towards them slowly, finalising your plan in your head.

Shoupe saw you, and stepped aside from the conversation so that he was facing you, the agent turning as well, a frown forming as he took in your scruffy attire and the faint smell of JJ’s weed that was clinging to your clothes. You looked between them, “Uh, Officer Shoupe, I have some info.” You greeted.

“Who are you?” The agent interrupted, looking you over again.

“Um, I’m Y/N Y/L/N, I know John B.” you clarified, and he nodded.

“What have you got for us?” he asked, and you breathed in, and out, pinching yourself slightly.

“I saw everything on the airstrip.”

The SBI agent introduced himself as Bratcher, then they sat you down in one of the tents, letting you explain what you saw, uninterrupted, and asking questions when they saw fit. They told you that your account, while plausible, was a hard one to argue, especially against Ward Cameron, unless you had a second account to back it up.

Sarah Cameron, you thought. Talk to Sarah.

After taking your statement, they left you to sit in the field tent, shivering in the cold breeze and no coat, watching them call your dad, listening out for any relevant information you could gather.

You could feel their eyes on you, discussing what to do with the information you had for them. An officer, you couldn’t remember her name, had draped a jacket over your shoulders at some point, then led you away while the SBI agent gave a briefing.

You waited at the end of the tent, looking for anything to cease your worry and boredom.

Then you saw her. She looked as lost as you had, trying to work out who to talk to, just like you had a few hours ago. You stepped towards her.

“Sarah?” she turned to you, going to hug you, but an armed officer stepped between you, pulling you apart. “No, she’s my friend!” you struggled towards her, another officer holding her away from you, both of you shouting.

“What’s happening?” Bratcher asked, all of you stopped struggling.

“This is Sarah Cameron,” you explained, “she was there, like I said.”

He looked between you, and nodded, asking her if she was able to make a statement. They took her away, sitting her down at the other end of the tent, letting her talk. You saw Ward approaching.

“Y/N?” he frowned, and you raised your eyebrows.

“How do you know who I am?”

“Sarah’s mentioned you.” he looked around, “have you seen her?”

“Oh, is she no longer locked away in her room?” He tensed, confusion and anger contorting his features.

“How do you know about that?”

“Can’t say.” You said, “Not a great parenting strategy, just saying.”

He leapt forwards, a madness in his eyes that you’d never seen before. He grabbed you by the throat, screaming in your face while you clawed at his grip. Within seconds, other bodies were pulling him away. Your panic subsided, and you looked at Bratcher. You could use the situation to your advantage.

“See what I mean?” you yelled, pointing at him as you faced Bratcher, “He’s crazy! I told you, he attacked Big John, he’s the reason this is all happening!”

Bratcher sighed, signalling for his men to take away the older man. “I have to say, Miss Y/L/N, your story is making more sense. Two stories matching perfectly, his temper. But we talked to your father, you’re free to go, we’re almost done with Sarah.”

“What’s going to happen to John B?”

He sighed, “We’ve gotta bring him in, you understand that.”

You nodded, “I hope I shed some truth to the situation.”

You walked away, leaving the jacket on a chair as you passed, sending a reassuring smile to Sarah on your way out, you wandered the streets, finding your way to JJ’s house.

By some kind of miracle, you arrived at the same time as Kie and JJ. He was getting out of the car when he noticed you, and instead of making any move to hug you as normal, he froze.

“Look, JJ,” you sighed. “Why are you mad at me?”

You stood opposite him in his front yard, staring at the way he sighed, an odd mix of relief and defeat adorning his features. “I saw some texts, from Tyler.”

You nodded slowly. “I rejected him, if that’s what upset you. Since I met you, no guys have been the same, you know?”

His eyes pulled in slightly, as if realising that maybe, just maybe, it wasn’t one-sided. “Did you sleep with him?”

“Yeah.” you glanced at the floor, “I don’t really know why. Things were weird between us and I just - I missed my old life. But it was like, the confirmation I needed.”

“What do you mean?”

“I love you.”

His jaw dropped slightly in shock, running you words over in his head, working out whether you were genuine. You began to step back, and before you could think about what had just happened, he was kissing you.

It was urgent, emotive, full of everything that you couldn’t put into words. You broke apart, still slightly shocked at the confession. You looked at his front door.

“Do you want me to come with you?”

He looked to Kie, who was pretending she hadn’t watched, and nodded apprehensively, slipping a hand into yours and leading you to the door. He opened it, leading you through into the mess. You stepped over shoes and bottles as he led you in, calling out for his dad.

You ventured into the living room, seeing his dad passed out on the sofa, a half empty bottle of something on the table next to him. “Dad, I need the keys to the Phantom.” a snore sounded, “Dad?”

You looked down, noticing the sleeping pills and picking them up, showing the bottle to the blond boy next to you. Watching him, you could practically feel the hurt resonating off him, masked by his strong resolution as he looked back at his dad. Noticing the chain around his neck, between you you found a pencil and pin to get the keys with.

You stood a couple of feet behind him as he knelt down, preparing himself.

“Well, I didn’t expect to see you.”

The voice was a murmur, almost soft, and your heart was beating in your throat. You knew what he was capable of.

“You’re back.”

This time, Luke had more clarity in his voice, and was more awake. He hadn’t noticed you yet.

“Just checkin’ in.” JJ said, backing away as the older man sat up, taking a swig from a beer bottle.

“School out already?”

“What?” JJ frowned.

“Did you ditch? It’s alright, you can tell me.”

JJ nodded slowly, “Yeah. I hit the break, you know?”

“I hated school too. My boy!” Luke chuckled. You felt intrusive, like you were standing in on a moment that wasn’t yours to see. But the moment felt intimate, hitting you where it hurt as your eyes went glassy. “You know what? Listen, hey.” he stood shakily, “Hey, look, I know I’m hard on you sometimes.” JJ hummed, fear mixing into his pain, “But sometimes I - I see your mother in you, and it gets me a little tweaked, you know?”

You wiped a tear away, the scene before you hurting more than you would like to admit. The man looked at you, and you could see JJ’s shoulders tense.

“You got a girl?” he didn’t look away from you.

“Uh, yeah, Y/N.” JJ looked over at you, worry seeping into his eyes.

“You treat my boy better than I could, okay?” You nodded slowly, more tears slipping down your face.

“Of course.” your voice broke slightly, “I love him.”

“Me too.” His head turned back to his son, “I love you, son.” He pulled JJ in, “Come here, I love you. I love you, son. I love you.”

More than anything, you wanted to call him out. Tell him that if that was true, then he wouldn’t hurt JJ like he did. But whatever this moment was, it wasn’t the right one to do so.

You could hear JJ sniffling, letting his hands find their way onto his father’s back. When he spoke, he sounded like he wanted to be stronger than he felt, his voice thick, pained, struggling. “Love you too, Dad. I’m sorry.”

“Ain’t got nothing to be sorry for.” His father muttered, the sleeping pills pulling him back out of consciousness, slowly as ever. JJ helped him down onto the sofa. “You’re a good boy.” came the murmur.

JJ let out a shaky breath, not sparing you a glance as he pulled the chain from his father’s neck and stepped away. He looked back at you, almost embarrassed to have let you see him in such a vulnerable state. He turned to leave, your voice came out as a hoarse whisper.

“JJ, you don’t always have to be strong, you know that, right?”

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hufflautia · 4 years

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Hope you’ve had a great day today 💛

funnily enough, i literally just stopped crying. today was a bad day, I don't know

why but my anxiety was just quite bad today and I was panicking before school started. something happened in my first class and I overthink a lot, so my mind was like, “oh my god why did they write your name last, do they hate me, am I boring, am I forgetful, people are always forgetting about me” and “my teacher doesn't like me, why didn't he respond, I'm embarrassed, why did you have to say what you said??” my English teacher does these “mindfulness” moments in which we sit in silence for a minute and reflect on the day, and I literally started crying. after the minute ended, I just stopped bc I didn't feel like crying anymore, and suddenly my brain said, “ur so fake, ur just acting, why did u stop crying all of a sudden, u just want attention u crave attention ur such a faker!!” also I keep thinking about something that happened years ago with my dad, I don't rlly wanna get into it but I think it would be good if I just say it so that its not jammed in my head. basically, I was really young, like in elementary school; my dad asked me if i wanted to sleep in his room with him, and originally, my mom was sleeping with him and i shared a room with my little brother. however, i was like hmm maybe, and then my dad said, haha ill pay u 5 dollars. at the time, i said YAY OK but now i realized that's so fucking creepy, yall know what its insinuating right?? anyways, i said ok, bc it was just a change from the usual sleep schedule and i liked spending time w my dad, so my mom went to my brothers room (it was a king-sized bed so it was ok, it wasn't a small bed that we had to share or anything like that) and i went to my parents room. basically, what happened was that we went to sleep, and in the middle of the night, (the next part makes me feel so uncomfortable and i feel queasy writing it) my dad slapped my butt really really hard to the point where i woke up and i was like ?????? and then he rubbed it softly immediately afterwards. i didnt know what happened, and i told my sister the day after, and she was confused too. recently i was thinking about it and I'm still confused and a lot more uncomfortable with what happened. here is my theory and i was very upset by it bc no one would want to think things like this- maybe my dad likes hurting women during sex and it was a reflex that night, but once he realized it was me, he tried “soothing me” or some shit by rubbing my butt (i literally hate this, i hate the fact that this happened and i don't like typing it out). no one wants to think about their parents sex life so this was just disgusting to think about. also my brother and mom keep arguing and fighting with each other, and I'm sure i have trauma from hearing my parents argue all the time so i rlly don't like it when they fight. my brother has explosive anger and he literally screams at her, which is very disrespectful; however, she screams at him too and sometimes hurts him, which scares me. I'm not worried about my own safety, I just hate violence i hate abuse, that scares me. so much stuff has happened in my life, and it results in a lot of trauma and other stuff that i don't even know about. i just know im really fucked up, im damaged and it just all felt like crashing down on me today- like everything thats happened, i was feeling anxious for no reason, i was thinking about the past, and i started crying again while watching netflix after school, so i just kept crying and i talked to myself out loud about my day and why i was feeling the way i was. that did help to some extent, and after i did that, i stopped crying, and then my brain said “why do you shut off your crying so easily, you seem fake, you seem like you wanna be sad and cry just so that you can see your pretty little tears drip down ur face like an actress, ur so fake ur so fake ur faking it ur not actually sad”, and the hardest part was that i didnt even object to it bc i didnt feel like anything was real, i felt like i didnt know who i was. i was like ok bitch whatever maybe ur right maybe i am faking it. i dont even know how to explain it, but its like being tired of that nagging and negative voice that you just submit to it, and you say ok whatever sure i am faking it, but in truth, the sadness i was feeling was real and genuine. about 10 min ago, i saw that someone tagged me in a fanfic and while i was reading it, i literally started bawling. i guess it was bc i saw in my email inbox that people had sent me asks, and i was happy bc i thought that maybe the person who sent me the fanfic idea responded back with more details. i was anxious about that before, bc i was thinking, oh god what if they just never respond, what if they just dont care about u anymore. when i saw the asks notifications, i felt a lot of relief bc i thought to myself, oh phew ok people still care about u. when i was crying while reading the fanfic, i couldn't stop crying, it felt endless. i couldn't just stop crying like i had before, and it reminded me of the time when my mom was going out to meet someone that she met on a dating app, and it was in the earlier times when she started doing this; she had gotten involved with some terrible men in the past, men who catfished her and were rlly vulgar and gross. im sure this was somewhere in June, when i had just posted chapter 1 of the slytherpuff series bc when i was freaking out about the date, i wrote about it in my journal and i know that it was somewhere in June bc i wrote something like “mom is going out to meet someone and im nervous, please please please i hope shes ok and careful, im really nervous and scared, no one likes my writing, mom is probably in danger, oh god oh gosh”. it was just a whole bunch of negative and anxious thoughts, including how i was feeling about the whole situation with chapter 1, so that's how i know it was somewhere in June. anyways, basically i was really scared for my mom bc shes had a bad history with online men and i was scared that someone was gonna kill her. i read and listen to a lot of murder mysteries, so my mind was going absolutely wild. i remember on that day, i went to take a shower after writing that entry in the journal, bc showering makes me feel better. when i stepped into the shower i started crying bc i was really scared for her and i was hoping she was safe and ok but i was just feeling so scared so i was crying and i couldn't stop crying. that was the scary part because i just kept bawling and i couldn't stop like i usually do; my brain said ok that's enough, you’ve cried enough, but my heart just kept going on and on and my brain said ok ok jessica holy jesus that's enough and eventually i sucked it up and was kinda ok afterwards but still sad and numb. that was similar to what had happened about 20 min ago. also im sure i was also sad today bc yesterday, my mom talked to me about in-person college visits, and her demeanor was very rushed and controlling. she said, “ok jessica we’re gonna do the college visits, we’re gonna drive there, and your dad is gonna come home for that. tell him that you need to do that, ok? tell him we do the college visits together.” i said that colleges are doing virtual tours, and her facial expression was very strained, she was like “DO NOT TELL HIM THAT. dont tell him that, ok?!” and she was pointing her finger at me and everything. she said, “tell him we’re going to do the physical college tours, which colleges do you wanna visit??” and she kept telling me not to tell him about the virtual tours. it reminded me of whenever she told me to say this or that to my dad over the phone, and i was upset, like oh great ok so dad’s coming home and i dont even wanna see him bc i dont like him that much, and now im gonna have to lie bc dad is probably gonna already know about the virtual tours and im gonna have to pretend that none of the colleges are doing virtual tours. in essence, today was a terrible day. while i was crying my eyes out when reading the fanfic, i wanted to tell something, i wanted to reach out to lee and jolie, but my brain said that i would burden them, im always telling them about stuff that happens (concerning my family or other stuff) and its probably getting too much for them. my brain said that they wont be able to help anyway, im still gonna have to deal with the stuff im dealing with, and no one can help. that's a sad thought, it seems so helpless and sad. sometimes i overthink the smallest things, and when i see a text from lee and jolie that doesnt seem “right”, i think, oh gosh they hate me now, why did i have to say that?? i usually see my therapist every Thursday, aka today, but we didnt meet this time bc her schedule is becoming busy so now we’re gonna do it every other week, so next week i shall see her. perhaps she can help.

thank you for this ask, it seemed so out of the blue bc no one rlly sends asks like this anymore. while writing this, i literally thought to myself, shes like an angel sent from heaven

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mercatorantique · 4 years

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aesthetic tag!

tagged by @seungchris

tagging: yall dont have to do it but ! @banghans @kimatas @djxiao @chrrysoda @utunes @itzmidzy n if anybody else wants to feel free to say i tagged u!

rules: bold the aesthetics you relate to and add twenty of your own aesthetic qualities for others to bold

soft

dark academia

edgy

seventies

preppy casual

cinanamon - steph

gold jewelry, slowdancing in the kitchen with a lover, sun on skin, red-tinted lip balm, lazy mornings, getting lost in foreign cities, scent of bakeries, high-waisted jeans, kissing someone’s neck, writing reminders on your wrist, sleeping in braids to have waves in the morning, growing an herb garden, gentle touches, sketches tucked between pages, flushed cheeks, tandem bikes, floating in a pool, vintage gold hand-mirror, deer grazing, softly singing while doing chores

jaesmintea - dia

naptimetea - helena

jeonginks

scxrlettwxtches

listening to a song and remembering the times you used to listen to it on repeat | imagining yourself living in any other life than the one you have now | crop tops and high waisted jeans | forgetting to smile but not actually being upset | nuzzling your face in the crook of their neck | back hugs when you’re stressed | turning in assignments 1 minute before they’re due | wanting a relationship but getting scared the moment you’re in one | pretending that you don’t care when inside you’re burning with doubts and fears | the sound of the evening waves as you lie on the sand | lying in your bed listening to your sad playlist | exhaustion but you can’t sleep | singing loudly when you’re the only one home | feeling safe and comfortable with that person in your life | knee high suede black boots with your black winter coat | comfort over appearance | writing essays at 2 am | creative peak from 1 am to 4 am | the one that always ends up walking in the back of a friend group

hyunsracha - sav!

lveletters

dnceracha - sydni

seungchris - tessa

gutenyang - luca

a game over screen playing its melancholy music in the darkness | being so full of love you start choking on it even though it has nowhere to go | being so drained of love that everything runs together | hazy memories as if they’re no longer your own | wet ink staining the palms of your hands | teeth glinting in the dim light, are those really so sharp? | getting lost in a campfire, the voices of your friends laughter and singing fading out as you stare | home-grown roses and lavender and lilies | the burn in your lungs after a good long scream | the ringing in your ears after seeing your favorite artist in concert, live, feeling the vibrations in your very soul | a smile shared between two...not lovers, but impossibly intertwined regardless | the fascination with catholic imagery and disgust with everything else | a ballroom in the modern era | lips against skin, a kiss and a secret whispered | a leather jacket so loaded with pins and patches that it says more about the owner than any words can describe | a bassline so melodic it catches you off guard, sweeps you off your feet | laughter for laughter’s sake | reading between the lines and only praying someone reads between yours as well | that one knife that says ‘jopping’

#i think i did more than 20 but like im a writer it's what i DO #about tag #bullshit.txt #thank u so muc !!!!

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s1lentsnip3r-a · 5 years

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SO. I’ve been wanting to make one of these for a LONG TIME, but i’m horrifically bad at making these sort of sappy posts because i always forget to mention a few people when I do - but I have to do this because i’m bored and it’s 2 am and i can’t sleep.

First of all, thank you all so much for following me on all my sonic blogs. I had a rough time getting acclimated into the sonic rp fandom at first because years and years of ‘bad sonic ocs’ honestly kind of scared me away from the roleplaying side on tumblr, but then the more i dabbled into it the more i started to like it. I ended up finding people who wrote the characters better than the games themselves, and OC’s better than anything I could possibly find on something like deviantart or... god forbid any other notorious furry site.

So I wanted to make this post as a big thank-you to several members of the community who’ve made my time spent here a fucking blast and have given me all the encouragement I need to continue writing and developing the characters I write on all these blogs. I also wanna take a moment to mention a couple of people I think inspire me to stay in this community? Because good god, some of you are fucking incredible.

Mentions below the cut.

@dieviskais / @solfading & @ofsoleanna (AND ALL OF P.P’S OTHER BLOGS) & @exignium (AND ALL OF CWOW’S OTHER BLOGS) @two-fluffy-tails & literally just the entire battle bus server bc wow there are a lot of u. : Thank u all so much for providing me with a nice place to hang out and talk about serious and dumb stuff with, thank u for all the laughs and moments we shared together on call, and sincerely thank u for all the fun fucking threads we’ve had as well as the shitposts we’ve endured together. I love each and every one of u, don’t u forget it.

@antibadnik & @fortruechaos & @chaoslent : rain, ren, aura, every time we interact with each other its either the heaviest shit or something completely fucking wack, and honestly, i’m all for it. All of the threads I’ve had with yall have been an absolute blast to write and i’m so happy I get to spend time with you all in the little group chat we have. I know Aura hasn’t been around but i’m still gonna shittalk her and say that you three (aura included u can FIGHT ME) have writing that honestly makes me so fucking elated to read every time i see you guys on my dash. you all write so gd well and i can’t help but go through our threads every now and again and find things that i love about the way you portray your characters. thank u all so much for existing.

@pistolbitten : Tycho gets one all to himself because i said so. Dude, you and I have been writing for a LONG ASS TIME. Been a few years now and you and I have seriously been plotting some of the most dopest shit i could ever imagine. A lot of the times when I plot things they dont usually happen because the plot is either forgotten about or processed and refined into something completely different, but every time you and i think about shit we just HOP ON THAT and start milking every last bit of it out and honestly? I fucking love that. You have such good writing and the way you’ve written every character i’ve seen you write has been absolutely incredible and honestly I’m honored I even get to call you a friend. You’re such a talented dude and I really hope I can meet you IRL one day so we can just hang out and shitpost all over the place. Love ya’ dude, stay strong <3

@masterprotector / @skyfcx : Aaron, aaron, aaron. where do i even fucking begin with u. You mother fucker. You and I have such good history writing characters that mesh so fucking well with each other. Spark and Rosalina? Whisper and rosalina? Whisper and Knuckles? Proxy and Knuckles? NEO AND ROSALINA? TIKAL AND KNUCKLES? LIKE DUDE. You write so fucking well and every time I see you active on my dash it’s like a breath of fresh air. I’m so glad you’re in this community because you shine a light on me every time I feel like reading something that’ll either tear me apart or make me laugh. You write your characters so damn well and I’m extremely glad you consider me that much of a friend. Thank u for indulging me on all of my ridiculous shit <33

@chaosbcrne & @heroquills : You two are like two peas in a fucking pod. I love the dynamic between sonic and shadow and i love how much you two have developed both characters since I first started following you. Seeing you both on my dash always makes me happy because you two always seem so eager to contribute to dash shenanigans and add another layer of icing onto an already sweet cake. Having you in this community is a fucking blast and I’m really thankful yall exist. Much love to the two of you and your excellent takes on both characters <3

OKAY MY FUCKING EYES ARE GETTING TIRED NOW so i’m gonna end it off here, but just know that if we’re mutuals i appreciate you so very fucking much. If I had the patience I’d tag every other one of you and include you in a nice long list of people i’ve come to admire in this community, but for now just accept my fucking love because yall are the reason i’m even still in this community at all. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. IF YOU’VE INDULGED ME IN THE PAST CHANCES ARE I LOVE YOU.

nevermind fuck it i’m tagging a few of yall i can think of right off the bat AGAIN IM SORRY IF I FORGET ANY BUT LIKE... ITS 2 AND IM TIRED PLS DONT BE OFFENDED

@team-phantom @fishing-purple-cat @lnfinitc @lightdash @lunafading @chaosblcst @wrld-heroes @enrichedheart @rosehammcr @projectlightfox @the-twinventors @anaerchy @atangledfate @debasxrr @fastest-hedgy-sonic @glittcrngcld @hoverskates @xochimili @bunniedrabbot @ncvabcrn @two-evil-tails

OKAY THATS IT GOODNIGHT FOLKS. LOVE U

#/-\ SHE IS OUT /-\ (OOC)#i love u all.#long post

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bicodeofhonour · 3 years

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my oc tag is so funny considerin i dont do anythin w it unless to comment in the tags of a post about characters yall know nothing about and cannot learn anything about thru searching my blog so.... ok lemme rectify that second bit w a quick rundown of the main names i drop

theres like... currently? 4-5 separate worlds of characters running round in my head so im just gonna mention the main ppl from each

lets call world no 1: hoshi’s terrible no good awful college year

- hoshi is a vampire old as hell and after years of seclusion they finally gets out of her slump n enrolls in a small community college in an even smaller town to “see how the modern world has developed”... calamities ensue! details of her: she’s ancient n looks about 19-23 so she claims to b 21, nonbinary with no particular pronoun preference, bi, black, likes the colour green a lot, and is a scorpio with a mean streak born from years of seeing the world change n change n stay the same but he cant help having a soft spot for people who really try despite everything. she has a couple token humans who hang out w her a tonne but they wont b mentioned much cuz... spoilers? nah im just lazy

- isseia is hoshi’s once bestie now immortal werewolf worldwide supermodel cuz why? she got bored? anyways she’s spent years searching for hoshi then even more waiting for hoshi to reach out only to accidentally find them in a tiny town... doing fuckall... so she’s a lil pissed with hoshi! details include: black and indian darkskin cis lesbian, she/her, looks about 23-ish, tall, idk what her sign is yet and she does not fuck with humans...

- betty is a fae and she’s just as problematic as any myth u’ve heard multiplied by 10. she isseia and hoshi were a trio at one point but ... things change! she’s got secrets she’s got stories and she never does anything she doesnt want to, or at least not for free. if u ever see betty just hanging around i’d recommend meeting with an exorcist or curse breaker or something cuz that’s a nearly certain sign of terrible things coming your way, fast. how to recognise her? first look out for a mane of cloudy white hair, sharp uncolourable eyes, a beautiful but ageless face and smooth ethereal dark brown skin and a smile that could burn ice. she’s not so tall, she loves annoying ppl she likes but she’s indifferent to most ppl tbh, she/her pronouns but any further id is ? more of the fog moist air of a conifer forest at dawn type feel than anything i could say so i will simply not.

- taemin is just shamelessly my oc vampire version of taemin from shinee, superm and an illustrious solo career bcuz i cant really say anything about hm that isnt just major “spoilers”, so.. but he’s funny n has sum depth n thats more a template for his style than anything i promise he’s just so so fun to make fun of even tho hes just ... a Lot. hm he has strong feelings about hoshi AS DOES EVERYONE IN THIS CAST MY GOD... n is very arrogant n very smart but in a dumbass way. think mensa iq but “apartment complex... i think its very simple actually” type shit. details: well obviously he’s korean, old asl but nowhere near hoshi’s deal, “information savant” he’s literally just fucking nosy, loves to ask questions without answering them... he looks young. also did i mention he’s like a vampire mafia boss he’s a vampire mafia boss lololol lmfaoooo luv this guy

- there are tonnes of minor to major-ish charas i left out cuz i dont rlly talk about them that much lol so....

- but anyways stay tuned for world 2′s hot debut in part 2: uzoa and the never ending search for some really good sandals

#ocs on my mind #myorrin.origin #yeah betty n taemin r probs cancers... omg if i make isseia a pisces for the full water effect.. naw #earth sign thru n thru if we're real #BUT WHICH EARTH SIGN... that IS the question #EVERYTHING LISTED HERE IS COPYRIGHTED blah blah no seriousy dont steal frm me ill cwy... but lbr this just for funzies i love these guys #and the space they occupy in my brain so im sharing... if i ever actually take the time to write shit well then u know what im talkin bout"#!!!#stay tuned for part 2 at a later date... when ? where ? STAY TUNED!#oh speaking of if yall have q's please send them uhhh sorry for no visuals my art quotation marks is NOT GOOD #also i havent picked up a pencil pen or ms paint mouse icon in WEEKS... so.#when i make collages on paint 3d for these guys>>> heehehheheh #lowkey dont even think that p2 joke will b funny once i explain tales of uzoa but lhsd its funny rn to ME!!#sorry to yall if the lack of spoilers makes the joke just not funny tsk tuh

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lesllooo · 6 years

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@super-rich-kids-94 tagged me to do this get to know me post, thank u queen!!!

and the rules r u have to tag 10 other ppl which we all know im not gonna do bc i dont even have 10 mutuals i talk to SO

age: 20!!

birthplace: arkansas this state is so boring yall

current time: 11:30 am exactly

drink (last): watur

easiest person to talk to: my brothers, my parents, my bffs

favorite song (recently): ermmmm spice girl by animé and TBH sorry not sorry by demi lovato that song is so catchy its my guilty pleasure currently djhfdfhk

grossest memory: once i was carrying my little brother and he was like barely a year old and he was laying his head on my shoulder, which i didnt know its bc he didnt feel good, and u can already tell where this is going the gremlin threw up on me and the vomit..went in my shirt…..like down the front of my shirt and down my back……i was traumatized honest to god

in love: noooo

jealous of ppl: not really

love at first sight or should i walk by again: honey ur gonna need to walk by a couple more times before i notice something im so slow hshsdjsdkhsdk

middle name: ann

siblings: 2 younger brothers 1 older brother

one wish: to have a certain future /: idk my future makes me…nervous? stressed? bc i dont know what i want to do……

person u last called: my MOM of course

question ur always asked: how old i am..specifically if im old enough to ___ when im out doing something by myself HDKSFJDSKF

reasons to smile: i have a good life and family and friends, i dont really need anything i have lots of resources and opportunities available to me so i have it good tbh

song u last sang: peek a boo

time u woke up: 8:30 am

underwear color: gray

vacation destination: mexico and mmm i dont really have many places i wanna go..just somewhere cool where i can enjoy local attractions

worst habit: being too nice 🙄

x-rays: i have pretty strong legs which most ppl dont know

favorite food: mexican

zodiac sign: libra

ultimate bias: we all know WHO that is

ultimate bias wrecker: i dont really have one….maybe wendy but shes like…my Queen

favorite kpop songs (of all time): for life, unfair, lmr all by exo, automatic and one of these nights by red velvet, GENIE, sorry sorry and super girl by suju. super girl is like an og song ive loved that song since 2011 yall dont understand..and i didnt even get into kpop until like 2014 i was a solo stan for super girl

favorite kpop album: exos love me right repackage and the limitless ep

favorite kpop ship: i dont really have one

hard or soft stan: im an intermediate

favorite kpop company: hmm, me, an sm stan….i wonder which company xncbxnnbx

backstory of how i got into kpop: i was watching one of the finebro react videos and they reacted to overdose and i looked up the music video afterwards myself….and baeksoo and pcy……and the rest is history

i tag: @4uta @jungjaehyu @doyoungmutual @phon @running-2-yoonoh and whoever else wants to do this (:

#and of course u dont have to do it if u dont want to #bloop #tags #mutuals #personal #text #kpop #long post

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b00bstone · 6 years

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@theofficialolive tagged me in this. i think im supposed to answer the same questions they did? is that correct? oh well its what im gonna do. im tagging:

@wall-king @literallystrawberryfields @merlin-the-ginger-cat @awkwardwriterpilot and @celsquietramblings yall dont have to do it tho.

1.Do you want a significant other?

yes. i mean im okay without one right now. but id kind of like one yeah.

2.When did your last hug take place?

i think it was friday.

3.Are you a jealous person?

if i feel i have reason to be. like a guy i kinda dated talked a lot about his gf so if id been more invested in that relationship i probs wouldve been jealous. dont tell him i said that.

4.Are you tired right now?

yes, i slept less than an hour last night. but also no because i drank so much caffiene my entire body was shaking in art class.

5.Do you chew on your straws?

only when im anxious or bored. so usually yeah.

6.Have you ever been called a tease?

not to my face.

7.Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?

yeah. i think so anyway… time is fake.

8.Do you cry easily?

usually. i mean like ill go thru droughts where nothing can make me cry but usually ill cry at anything,

9.What should you be doing right now?

homework.

10.Are you a heavy sleeper?

when i get to sleep yeah.

11.Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?

yes. at least i hope so.

12.Are you mad at someone right now?

like there are some people im always mad at so yeah.

13.Do you believe in love?

i think so?

14.What makes you laugh no matter what?

my families cat sylvia. shes so cute and stupid.

15.Who was the last person you talked to?

my mom.

16.Do you get butterflies around the person you like?

i dont like anyone rn.

17.Will you get married?

i hope so.

18.When was the last time you smiled?

either earlier today or sometime yesterday.

19.Does anyone like you?

ha! i doubt it. at least in a romantic fashion.

20.Do you secretly like someone?

ok i just said i didnt like anyone. so even if i do im not telling yall (if i secretly like someone its so close a guarded secret that i dont even know).

21.Who was the first person you talked to today?

my mom. unless u count like after midnight. in which case it was smelly belly.

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

ok no one get salty or weirded out or anything but my friend the nerd. which probably annoys them a little.

23.What are you NOT looking forward to?

theres a lot to choose from. going into debt. getting a new job.

24.What ARE you looking forward to?

the incredibles2!!!

25.Has a significant other ever told you they loved you, and meant it?

i have had one significant other and im not even sure they liked me so the answer to that is def no.

#i wouldve tagged fridge but adi got there first. so #I can’t find this on my page... didn’t I post this???

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smoochbin · 6 years

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hey heres some shit abt me

bc @taeyanglovebot tagged me lmao

(see ho i did it this tiME)

age: sry yall shall never know (tho i probably posted it once lmao who knows)

birthplace: a city in the Southest South That Has Ever Southed In The Entire History Of Italy™

current time: 8:00 pm

last drink: water ajahsjshsjs im a boring drinker

easiest person to talk to: if talking physically then no one lmao

favorite song (recently): why don't you do right - peggy lee,,, you kno the one jessica rabbit sings in who framed roger rabbit? yea that one dont ask me why

grossest memory: this 1 time my brothers knee did a weird thing where it like.....twisted to the side and while i wasn't there to witness it it was gross n painful to imagine lmao,, that might not be the grossest thing ever but hush i was like 11 and impressionable

hogwarts house: i have no fucin idea my dudes

in love: yes i lov very frequently and lov a lot of people lmao

jealous of people: all the dang time & mostly of their skills

killed someone: very likely

middle name: dont have one......my birthname is already embarrassing enough lmaoooooo

number of siblings: 1 lil sister & 1 older brother

one wish: not to be cheesy as always but,.,., for my loved ones to be safe & happy jehdjd

person you last called: momm

question you are always asked: "why dont you go out/talk more" im introverte d

reasons to smile: @yimyeojin this ho (♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡) and a lot of other things jdfhhfj im a sappy bitch

song you last sang: the u so fucin precious when u smile song lmao

time you woke up: like 6:15 i thi nk

underwear color: a lot bc stripes

vacation destination: a kfc probably

worst habit: forgetting to drink (stay hydrated kids), picking @ my lips

x-ray: teeth maybe 2 yrs ago??

your favorite food: chicken / anything fried

zodiac sign: gemini

idk who to tag pt. 284738 but i might come back to this tomorrow and tag some ppl lmao

#hi my name is alex and i want chicken #also i have no fucin idea how hogwarts houses work jsjfjdhdh

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kiligilig · 7 years

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i was tagged by @biancangelo thanks honey 💖💖 (and i will never get tired of you tagging me in things haha)

rules: answer the following 92 questions and tag 20 people

LAST:

1. drink: water

2. phone call: my friend olivia, we were at the mall w a group of ppl and i was wondering where she was at lol

3. text message: my dad, he said “omw”

4. song you listened to: brother by needtobreathe ✌️

5. time you cried: friday night it was soo pathetic im so glad no one saw me

HAVE YOU:

6. dated someone twice: its funny bc whoever made up this tag thought ive ever dated someone lmao

7. kissed someone and regretted it: ^

8. been cheated on: ^

9. lost someone special: yup

10. been depressed: yupp

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: the most alcohol ive ever had is a sip of wine at church lmao

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. lavender

13. millenial pink

14. black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. made new friends: yuppp and i love them

16. fallen out of love: not sure ive ever been in it

17. laughed until you cried: yess

18. found out someone was talking about you: not that i recall

19. met someone who changed you: definitely

20. found out who your friends are: yup

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: yall acting like ive been w someone romantically hahahah

GENERAL:

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: i dont got a fb, but idk any of my tumblr friends irl (i still love them very much however)

23. do you have any pets: a goldfish named fishie

24. do you want to change your name: nope nope nope

25. what did you do for your last birthday: my friends and i did some painting and drank boba it was great

26. what time did you wake up: 5:30ish am pst

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping(?)

28. name something you cant wait for: halloweenn

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like a lil bit ago shes downstairs lol

30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: wish my mental state wasnt so fucked up

31. what are you listening to right now: nothing

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: none that i recall??

33. something that is getting on your nerves: my crush,, is so confusing like wth what are tjese mixed signalsnsjsjsk

34. most visited websites: uhh,, google? idk i use my phone for everything so i dont rlly use the internet

35. mole(s): a few all over my body, but theyre rlly small like the size of freckles

36. mark(s): stretch marks and a couple scars

37. childhood dream: i hellaa wanted to be a singer,, too bad i cant sing lmao

38. hair color: dark brown/black

39. long or short hair: long, almost to my hips

40. do you have a crush on someone: YUPP, i got a couple posts abt him on here, tagged as yams

41. what do you like about yourself: my writing, my hair, my style, my grades, the way i love so fully (though it can be my downfall sometimes) (tfw youre trying to be positive abt yourself bc you usually arent hhahah)

42. piercing(s): just the typical ones on my earlobes

43. blood type: o(??)

44. nickname: none but call me whatever u like :)

45. relationship status: single (but hopefully i wont be soon hahhahaah)

46. zodiac: pisces

47. pronouns: she/her

48. favorite tv show: i dont watch anything on tv except food network and hgtv lmaoo

49. tattoos: none and i dont want any

50. right or left hand: right

51. surgery: ive never had one, but im probably gonna get laser eye surgery when im older bc my eyesight hella suckss

52. hair dyed in different color: never have and never will, i lovee my natural color

53. sport: nopenopenope (but i like to watch basketball and american football tho)

54. favorite accessory: the bracelet my friend made for me :) she beaded rose quartz on it because it represents self love and she knows i struggle w that :’))

55. vacation: i visited the grand canyon and the hoover dam (hahahahahhahahaha) over the summer but it was hella boring lmao, but i did go to las vegas as well and that was fun (but it was stinky and the sexualization of women was heavy and i didnt even see the lotus hotel so what was the point)

56. pair of trainers: ??? i wear some to pe ???

MORE GENERAL:

57. eating: plain white jasmine rice is good w anything, also i love chocolate

58. drinking: i just like water bc im healthy like that (what a joke lol)

59. im about to: take a nap

60. waiting for: for my crush to like me back hahahah

61. want: my crush to notice me and be my best friend uhsjkks

62. get married: its actually one of the things i want most in life, hopefully when im around 24-26

63. career: author? lawyer? idek

WHICH IS BETTER:

64. hugs or kisses: HUGS but i like kisses too

65. lips or eyes: eyesss (but lips are pretty too (hes got a nice smilensjsjsk))

66. shorter or taller: idk what u mean man everyone is taller than me lmao, but if u mean abt myself i like my height, and in terms of an s/o id prefer them to be taller

67. older or younger: this is gonna lead to some philosophical ass questions soo ima just leave it alone

68. nice arms or nice stomach: idrc bruh

69. sensitive or loud: im cool w being boisterous but ppl who are too rowdy get me so tired,, just gotta find that balance

70. hookup or relationship: definitely relationship, im too emotional

71. troublemaker or hesitant: again, gotta find that balance ya feel? cant be too scared all the time bc life wont be interesting but u cant be putting yourself in danger and getting in trouble all the time

HAVE YOU EVER:

72. kissed a stranger: no

73. drank hard liquor: no

74. lost glasses/contact lenses: i dont,, rlly know??

75. turned someone down: yupp lmao i was in fifth grade and he asked me out over text like,, binch

76. had sex on the first date: uhhh no, ive never even been on a date??

77. broken someone’s heart: yes platonically, idk about romantically

78. had your heart broken: yes platonically

79. been arrested: no

80. cried when someone died: yes

81. fallen for a friend: my crushes have only ever been my friends??

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

82. yourself: ,,,

83. miracles: yes definitely

84. love at first sight: no no and no, thats definitely just infatuation

85. santa claus: i want to but in my heart its just,,,

86. kiss on the first date: not for me personally, but for others idc as long as its consensual

OTHER:

87. current best friend: i dont rlly know,, the whole “best friend” concept has been kinda ruined for me

88. eye color: brown

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sunnysidewrites · 6 years

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11 Questions Tag Pt 3

thanks for making me suffer @mansaeboysbe :)))))) feelin the luv

Rules: answer 11 questions from the person who tagged you and then make 11 more for the next people that you tag.

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5

1. If you could create your own group like produce 101 or the unit, what would it look like? Who would be in it?

we need more coed groups so probably something like that HAHA IDK

2. What are the five weirdest songs you listen to?

i honestly dont even know everything is weird nowadays but back in my dark days in middle school my friend showed me the song “if a nerd and a cupcake had a baby” and its pretty catchy but its so??? yikes

3. What’s your favorite cover a kpop idol or group has done?

i thought of seventeen but they’ve done 92734997 covers how are u gonna just choose 1????? all of them??? i have vocal unit’s because of you cover from 17 project on repeat so often though that was derived from the gods themselves

4. Favorite kpop choreography?

jfc i cANT PICK FAVORITES GUYS I DONT HAVE FAVORITES!! svt’s don’t wanna cry and boom boom are p stellar but also anything by infinite bc yall already know dance kings

5. Anything you wanna say to me?

BEE AND MARI QUEENS OF WRITING!!!!!!! I haven’t talked to mari much or really at all but fellow juho stan yes hello i am here!!!! and also every time i think of her i think about her cute giggles in her audio tag!!! and bEE!!! MY HUSBAND!!! THANK U FOR REACHING OUT TO ME AND REQUESTING THAT STREET MUSICIAN!WOOZI WOW CHANGED MY LIFE BC I GOT TO MEET YOU!!! you are the most adorable i cant believe i was so blessed to be able to get to know you :’(((( words will never describe how dear you are to me and how close i hold you to my heart!!!! you’re so so so sweet and cute i love u so much my heart explodes when i think about u!!!! <33333333

6. What are three things you would put in a time capsule?

i don’t really have much!!! i would probably put a letter to my future myself, a token that holds significance in some time of my life, and a photo of another significant time!

7.What is something you always carry with you?

a smile LOL jk i mean i try to but sometimes Days Are Rough! i always have my phone on me!

8. If your life was a Disney (or Pixar or Dreamworks) movie, which one would it be?

YEEHAW MY TYPE OF QUESTION!!!!! well my life is p boring so i dont think there’s really a movie that has the slightest bit of parallel structure but i’m just gonna go with Brave! i relate feeling restricted by your parents and as a kid, we all wish our parents weren’t always this or that and take them for granted. i feel like what she experienced would happen to me if it were plausible irl. i cried so hard because it really resonated with me -- all family-orientated movies do or those with a familial theme. i also would like to include The Croods since Brave is for the mom and The Croods is for the dad aspect!

9. Ballads or dance songs?

baalllladddsss but it also depends on my mood!! but by far ballads!

10. What’s the weirdest survival tip/life hack you know?

,,,,idk putting bread in a freezer??? it actually saves it from going moldy for a while apparently

11. If you could go back anywhere in time, where would you go and what would you do?

i would go back to my 4 year old self and be the friend I never had bc everything started from there unfortunately

IM SORRY FOR THE SPAM IM PHYSICALLY TIRED FROM DOING THESE LDSFJLDJ SEE U IN PART 4 AAAAAAA

#about #about me #personal #tags #my post

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hopingforjoyfuldays · 7 years

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Jimin as you bf!!

hello friends ヽ(〃･ω･)ﾉ !!!! not requested im just bored …….

edit: for some reason this post just won’t show up in the tag :( so thank you for reading and tumblr, eat a dick.

this sweet boy….where do i start

he LOVES you

like damn boy chill

you probably met at the company

you were a intern there for only a week

and chim saw you walking around with your messy bun and tired eyes

and he was STRUCK

he was so shy around you

like how do i talk to this goddess wtf

BUT he gathered up the courage and said hi

and you were STRUCK

you exchanged numbers and quickly you became close

very close •̀.̫•́✧

lol jk

you talked daily and at some point you decided to meet up

친구를 만나느라 shy shy shy

you get a bit of ice cream on your nose and jimin wipes it off

and he gets all red n shit

and youre like ?????????

“i cant help it, youre so pretty”

lets just say that the rest of the day was v enjoyable (●˙꒳˙●)

after it’s official, he tends to get kinda protective

it’s cute at first but it can get annoying

he doesnt want the other members to fall for you so he doesnt let you around them

but you start to complain since you want to meet his friends so eventually he lets you

“wow guys look how pretty she is!!”

“dont look for too long tho” ꉂ `o´ )

buys you stuff

like a lot of stuff

expect rilakkuma plushies and flowers at your bed

and you always feel so bad bc you cant buy him as much

“i dont need anything else, i already have you”(´,,•ω•,,)♡

barf

HATES skinship outside but LOVES it when you two are alone

outside:he does hold your hand

and maybe a small peck when no one is looking

inside: he likes it when you sit on his lap

and will kiss you without holding back chim u dirty boy

you rarely fight

usually about his health

bc youre v worried about his dieting habits

he always defends himself even if he’s completely wrong

even if you cry he wont care bc he gets really mad

after a few hours of calming down he realizes what he did

and he will try so hard to make it right

buys you food and watches that dumb movie with you

never goes to bed angry

it’s usually forgotten in a day

if youre smaller than him, he’ll tease you to the end of time

he will stop tho if he sees that you dont like it

if youre taller he would just hope that you dont tease him

“oh pls mighty jagi leave i, your humble servant, alone”

but you tease him anyway lol

teaches you how to dance

and if youre not interested he just wants you to watch him

you two do cute couple shit ALL THE TIME

cooking together: ✓

going to the zoo and imitating the animals: ✓

sharing a drink: ✓

couple clothing: ✓

and everyone around you thinks it’s gross

bc theyre jealous

OK YALL NFSW COMING UP

HE IS SUCH A SUB I WILL FIGHT YOU ON THIS

whines

probably v intimate

he really wants you to feel beautiful

l o u d

likes it if you cling on to him

he likes frilly lingerie

like this one http://www.thewildflowershop.com/intimates/3770-serena-frilly-lace-lingerie-set.html

or this one https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aYKmHJsRq48

(˵¯̴͒ꇴ¯̴͒˵)

he will 100% cuddle you afterwards

the next morning he’d just look at you with that smile

and youre like boyy if you dont stop youre gonna catch these hands

but you still love him

and he loves you too

even if youre kinda weird and want to fight everyone

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novemberocean · 7 years

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Get To Know The Blogger Game

I was tagged by @bigbryan suh man

LAST: Last drink: Cokeacola. Last phone call: my boss. i was wondering where the teacher i was giving a break to was Last text message: “Babe, U know I see things u tag me in” Last song you listened to: "Colourize” by Brighton Last time I cried: uh i cried at work but thats just sometimes how i am HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice: YES AND I REGRETTED IT Been cheated on: Nope Kissed someone and regretted it: Nah Lost someone special: Yeah, but sometimes thats just how life is Been depressed: hahahahaaha... yeah Been drunk and thrown up: Nah i dont drink

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU: Made a new friend: uh probably, i make friends but i have no concept of time Fallen out of love: twice Laughed until you cried: cried and couldnt breathe. i was watching a thing by Olan Rogers Met someone who changed you: Imma say yeah Found out who your true friends were: thats a weird question Found out someone was talking about you: i applied for jobs. id be bummed if i had discovered that they werent talking about me

GENERAL: How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: uuuuuuuuhhhhhh maybe like 10 but im related to half of them Do you have any pets?: two cats now. my own kitty passed away a couple of months ago. Do you want to change your name?: no dog, my name is the tits What time did you wake up this morning?: its saturday and im about to sell my soul to the capitalist structure for the next two weeks. i got up at like 10:30AM What were you doing last night?: sleeping yall Name something you cannot wait for: Anime Banzai in three weeks. (hence selling my soul to the capitalist structure. i need that good good dosh) Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I know like 3 Thomases. What’s getting on your nerves rn?: my currently empty tummy Blood type: Dang it man youre making me go get my stupid donor card in my stupid wallet hang on... A neg... which is boring and why i dont know off the top of my head Nickname: i havent been called RinRin in a long time. People call me November a lot... which is why my name is NovemberOcean, as opposed to NovemberOscar which is the american shorthand. i didnt want to be called oscar Relationship status: Single, but thats been my choice. Zodiac sign: Saggitarus (and im a Boar in the Chinese Zodiac, which i have been informed recently is way more badass then i previously thought) Pronouns: Her/She/Miss Aireeann Favorite tv show: Im currently loving Elementary with my sister. we dig it. College: one year Hair colour: Pink! :D (well it was brown) Do you have a crush on someone: No What do you like about yourself: I get too excited when i buy things for people. I can never wait until Christmas for stuff because I get so happy that i got a thing for someone that i just hand it over right away. i like buying things for people.

FIRSTS: First surgery: I had a precancerous mole on my nose. i was... 6ish?? before 3rd grade First piercing: both ears. only piercings and i barely ever use those First sport you joined: Soccer. i sucked at it First vacation: Uh we went with the side of the family that doesnt like us to California and we broke off from them to see Medieval Times First pair of sneakers: bro i barely remember what shoes i wore before reading Sammy Keyes made me a Hightops fan.

Eating: Remember the last drink question? yeah, that coke is my breakfast. Drinking: COke. always coke (although im trying to switch to lemonaid) I’m about to: take off yesterday’s eyeliner Listening to: General Conference. Want kids: YES but thats kinda a long way off for me Get married: That is the goal yeah Career: Childcare. I promise i love kids, i just yell because i care about whether or not they smash their little heads open on the playground

WHICH IS BETTER: (for all of these, assume i am implying my bisexual father’s motto “embrace the power of and”) Lips or eyes: Eyes Hugs or kisses: Hugs Shorter or taller: Taller. Older or younger: Older Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic Sensitive or loud: Sensitive Hook up or relationship: Relationship Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed a stranger: It took me forever to kiss my boyfriend. No Drank hard liquor: Nah son Lost glasses/contacts: 20/20 vision baby Sex on first date: nope Broken someone’s heart: I literally have no idea. probably not Been arrested: No but every time im approached by the police i assume this is the end and im going to jail... even tho i am a white woman and have never done anything illegal. Turned someone down: Er... a couple of times? Fallen for a friend: Isnt that sorta the goal?

DO YOU BELIEVE: In yourself: Not really Miracles: Yeah Love at first sight: Only in fanfiction yo Heaven: Yes Santa Claus: I WANT TO BELIEVE

Tagging : Mutuals. my dudes if we are following each other please do this (and even if not and u wanna, tag me i wanna see)

#i like doing these #aerin babbles

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