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Second hand embarrassment makes me want claw my skin off

#please why is it so unbearable #i hate second hand embarrassment so much #put me out of my misery #adhd #autism #neurodivergent #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #second hand embarrassment #sensory overwhelm

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I'll be rotting until further notice

#excuse me while i rot in bed for awhile #burnout from life and need to rot #adhd #autism #neurodivergent #adhd post #autistic #autism post #burnout #autistic spectrum #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #autistic burnout

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Nor the money, I genuinely don't know how I'm still surviving this neurotypical world, it's hell and I'm in burnout constantly.

horrific realization that it would be nice to have help taking care of myself and that getting that help is nearly impossible. no one has time for this especially not me.

#im constantly stressed and i fear it will one day kill me #wish the government would pay liveable wages so i could work less and afford the help i need instead of constantly being in survival mode #adhd rant #void post #neurodivergent #anxiety #depression #autism

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As a neurodivergent person with the seemingly inability to sleep, I'm feeling more and more connected to the phrase:

"I'll sleep when I'm dead."

#please. god i just want to sleep #insomnia #adhd #autism #neurodivergent #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #cant sleep #i need sleep

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spent the whole day around neurotypicals… I’m ready nurse, take me to the asylum

#me at work #autism #adhd #neurodivergencies #neurodivergent

[confused-mortal-being-ft-adhd]

It's that time of year again: Harry potter marathon

#adhd #autism #neurodivergent #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #hyperfixation #hyperfixated #current obsession #special interest #harry potter #draco malfoy #ron weasley #hermione granger #gryffindor #slytherin #ravenclaw #hufflepuff

[confused-mortal-being-ft-adhd]

Doodling on my work paper while I'm watching training videos, like I'm back in high-school, adhd unfocused, and doodling on the corner of my notebook.

#adhd #autism #neurodivergent #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #neurodivergent working #work #job #adhd job #adhd working

[confused-mortal-being-ft-adhd]

How can I appreciate and defend the good men out there without sounding like the "but not all men" douchebags?

#neurodivergent #adhd #autism #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #gay #men #queer #lgbtq rant #gay rant #homosexual #homoromantic #bi #bisexual #pan #pansexual #ace #asexual #aro #aroace #aromantic #demi #demisexual #nonbinary

[confused-mortal-being-ft-adhd]

I want to be someone's first choice. I want to be their priority above all else. I want it to be me vs someone/something else and I'm the choice everytime.

I want someone to show me how they think of me just as much or maybe more than how much I do that for others.

I want be on their mind, and I want them to miss me and want to talk to me almost all day.

(I don't want to be all that there is to their life, I just want to feel loved and appreciated. I have people around me that I love and miss even if we're just not in the same room. I just want someone to want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to them. I want them to show me how much they think about me and love).

I just feel so undescribably lonely and alone. Sure I have friends. Close friends. People who I have a deep connection with but it's not the same. Don't get me wrong, I love them dearly and wouldn't trade them for the world, but I just need one person. Just one to make me feel seen, heard, loved, cared for on the level that would make me feel like I'm not alone anymore.

#adhd #autism #neurodivergent #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #love #rant #yearning #alone #lonely

[confused-mortal-being-ft-adhd]

As the days go on I learn more and more just how autistic I am

#adhd #autism #neurodivergent #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems

[confused-mortal-being-ft-adhd]

Do other audhd people also deal with head empty but also there are bees in my head??

#neurodivergent #adhd #autism #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #autism struggles #autistic struggles #adhd struggle #audhd struggles

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I love books, so much.

The feel of them, the look, the smell. Turning a page satisfactorily after finishing the chapter. The emotions that they evoke, and the world's I get so lovingly lost in.

I love going to the library to check out books.

I love when it rains I get the urge to cuddle up and read, with a warm beverage.

#neurodivergent #adhd #autism #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #reading #books #fantasy #lgbt books #booklover #bookworm #booksbooksbooks

[confused-mortal-being-ft-adhd]

Been enjoying being able to binge read again.

#neurodivergent #books #adhd #autism #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #reading #bookworm #fantasy #booklover

[confused-mortal-being-ft-adhd]

Alot of times I just have questions, and no one to answer me.

#overthinking #adhd #autism #neurodivergent #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #social anxiety #anxiety #depression

[confused-mortal-being-ft-adhd]

Me: *Physically exhausted on the couch, can't keep my eyes open while scrolling through social media*

Also, me: *crawls into bed* *wide awake*

#adhd #autism #neurodivergent #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #insomnia #internal clock #cant sleep #insom

[confused-mortal-being-ft-adhd]

Not being able to cry unless someone asks me "are you okay?" Or unless I start talking about the thing thats making me emotional.

#neurodivergent #adhd #autism #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems

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I wonder how many times people mightve thought I had a "crush/feelings" for them because I was simply just being nice.

Sharing your things with them, and going out of your way to be kind/generous, how much of my genuine thoughtfulness and kindness was mistaken for me "having a crush."

#adhd #autism #neurodivergent #adhd post #autistic #autism post #neurodivergent post #actually autistic #inattentive adhd #adhd problems #crush #miscommunication