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i am begging you all to stop treating this site like instagram if you dont want it to be content free by next year

#say it louder for the people at the back #one of the main reasons why i kinda stopped writing #really #a one worded comment or tag can make a content creator’s day #if you really appreciate the hours of work put in a piece you can spend a couple of seconds to reblog/comment smth

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hi i'm too shy to say this off anon but i have reread your headcanons about the first years finding out reader self-harms, over and over again. it's a big comfort to me especially yamaguchi's and i just keep coming back to it and it makes me feel so warm and fuzzy every time. thank you very very much for writing it.

ah thank you sm for reading it and sending me this ask!! it also makes me feel really warm whenever i receive asks like these🤧 also hope you’re doing okay and i’m sending you lots of love and hugs

#asks #thank you thank you thank you #glad you enjoyed it too #sending virtual hugs💌

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because i have no one else to bother with my rant, i present you my heavy thoughts on ‘no longer human’ by dazai osamu

i’ve always had a kink for journal-like structured books and ‘no longer human’ is yet another reason why.

we follow the protagonist, yozo, throughout his turbulent life from childhood to the moment he deems himself ‘disqualified as a human being’. and the only way i can describe this journey is ‘terrifically tragic’.

it deals with so many actual issues, poorly treated even now and even worse in the early 1900s. yozo obviously displays characteristics pointing to neurodiversity, maybe even autism, a concept not even taken into account at the time. he finds himself not quite human ever since his early years and never manages to define himself as anything more than that: ‘disqualified as a human being’.

it touches on subjects such as alcohol/drug addictions (heavily), SA (not graphic, but a turning point in yozo’s life), depression, loneliness, poverty, unhealthy coping mechanisms, trust issues, alienation, mental institutions and obviously suicide. none of these were glorified in any way, it was just shown the heartbreaking and mind-numbing reality of them.

at the same time, i often found myself re-reading entire paragraphs and even pages and then thinking ‘i feel like that too/i also do this'. it’s relatable in ways i never thought i could relate to. it left me a scary feeling of satisfaction and bewilderment to realize that i’m not the only one, it’s not just in my head, it’s real and possible and it was put into words in a way so tragically beautiful.

while the entire book is clearly not a walk in the park, the last few pages left me feeling empty like no other. it feels impossible to me to even attempt to describe the hole in my chest as i read through yozo’s devastating last pages of his journal. i felt hollow beyond the point of tears as it hit me that this entire soul-crushing book might have as well been a last desperate shout of the author, dazai osamu, who committed suicide shortly after this book was published.

to conclude this meaningless rant, ‘no longer human’ isn’t a book to speed run through or a quick read. every word has meaning and unless you take the time to feel every last one deep into your bones, it might not seem a good read. but i assure you, in the end, you won’t deem it just a story of the protagonist and in hindsight also the author’s truly distressing life, but also a journey through your own self, through the hidden corners of your not-so-human character.

#no longer human #dazai osamu #book review #book recommendations #books recs

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karasuno first years fiding out their s/o self-harms

A/N: requested by @yukilynxcallenreese -"Hi! I've no idea if I've already sent a request but I love your writing, esp the one where they react to your head getting hit by a ball 🤣 Can I request for some angsty moments where the Karasuno members (1st and 3rd years + Ennoshita) find out their s/o self-harmed due to depression? >< if it's too disturbing to write I'm sorry-"

hi lovely!! i'm really sorry i took so long with this one but i hope you;ll like it ^^ this is quite a serious topic(TW!!!!) so hopefully i addressed it properly. if anyone ever needs or wants to talk, my ask box and dms are open, you're NOT alone and i luv you!! <3

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hinata

my boi may be all sunshine and smiles but that doesn't mean he hasn't been through his fair share of hardships

and even though he may not fully understand what you're going through, he'll stick by your side through thick and thin, storms and peace, tears and joy

there's no getting rid of him

but i do think it would CRUSH him when he first found out about your scars

he felt almost overwhelmed by his own emotions

guilt, for not being there for you and letting you get hurt

worried, since he would put the world at your feet just so you'd feel better, but he knows he can't

love, since no matter how low you think you sink, his adoration for you will never deter it only gets stronger and stronger each day

devastation, seeing you hurt and sad and not yourself kills him inside, but he'd die a thousand times if he could make you happy even just once

he may not be that eloquent with his words but count on him to hold you together whenever you need it

"y/n, can i- can i please hold you?"

if you do allow him to touch you, he'd hug you the tightest you'd ever been held

his arms would cradle your body so firmly his warmth seeped into your own body and he would press his forehead to yours

and then it's just small hushed conversation, breaths mingling

"i just want you to know that i'm here and i'll always be and i love you unconditionally. please, never feel afraid of reaching out to me. we'll do whatever you want. if you want professional help, i'll be here supporting you, if you want cuddles and affection, you already know i love it and you, whatever you want, okay?"

while he's gentle with his comfort, i think he'd be quite firm about helping you get better with self-harm

he did his research both on his own and with the help of you and others so he understands it won't stop overnight

but he strongly believes in growth and he knows you can get through it slowly and steadily

and he'll be there with you for every step of it

"that's my pretty baby, you can lean on me, you know that? now how about a bubble bath and then a good ol' cuddle, huh, sounds good baby?"

kageyama

let's be real here

he gives me big *PANIC* vibes

like he's confused and worried and 'how? when? why? why didn't you tell him? is it- is it because of him?'

tbh i think you might have to comfort him before he gathers his big boy pants and snaps out of it

he gets emotional

but kind of like the silent, overwhelmed kind of emotional

he wants to share your burden no matter what it is or when it acts up or how heavy it is or why you're feeling it so heavy on your shoulders

because you helped him grow and mature and taught him how to love and how to treasure

and he can't fathom not being there for you when you need him

he's not a man of words, but he tries, for you he really does

"come to me. whatever it is, come to me. i'm here, always."

and then he interlocks his fingers with yours and brings your hand up to his lips, pressing butterfly kisses to the pads of your fingers, your palm the same way you kiss his palm good luck before games, your knuckles, your wrist

kags is already an observant person because of his position on the court, but he only becomes more hyperaware of your little tics and habits and telltales

he sometimes drives himself CRAZY with worry

so he calms both himself and you down by doing little things more often than usual

he's learned by experience that baby steps work magic

he's an awful cook, but he makes the best smoothies and always seems to guess the flavors you're craving

sometimes, during your nightly routine, he brings out his nail file collection and treats you to a manicure he asked his sister to teach him how to apply nail polish too so you're in for a treat

he's a pretty good masseur too, he learned how to massage his tired muscles after practices and matches even though he had both a medic on his team and you at home ready to do it for him

he's scared he's too forceful at first, it's more like he gives you back rubs rather than a massage

he's aware he's lacking with his words, but he'll never hesitate to help you with your scars whether it's related to your mental or physical state

very supportive, but never too pushy of the idea of getting some professional help if you want/need it

he'll do everything in his power to offer you everything and beyond

"we can overcome it, okay? you're so strong and when you can't be anymore, i'll be plenty enough for the both of us."

tsukishima

i think he'd have his suspicions since before you told him

but he never mentioned anything since he wanted to wait for you to feel comfortable enough to come to him yourself

doesn't mean he won't keep a watchful eye on you

he may be stone-faced but he certainly isn't stone-hearted, at least not for you

'oi, y/n, how about we take the long way home, i want to clear up my head after those dumbasses messed it up" he just wanted to spend as much time with you because he could be sure you're alright at least while you're with him

"hey babe, my mom bought me those stupid band-aids but i'd rather perish than be seen with hello kitty ones" he searched through 4 stores to find them

"i have some old notes and flashcards for this lesson, here, i don't need them anymore" he fell asleep at his desk in the middle of the night while making them for you

when you finally tell him he won't have a big reaction

he'll just cup the back of your head, brushing his lips against your forehead and then press your face into his chest

both of you need this closure, silent but steady

he poured every word and emotion into those actions

i don't think he'll change much after your confession

he's still attentive in his own tsukki way, maybe just a tad more affectionate in private

also not the best with words so he compensates with acts of service and subtle skinship

still, since you can't always be together, he'd propose a code between the two of you for when you don't feel like yourself pls allow him this his heart feels like it's bursting when he's not sure if you're okay

you send him a simple dinosaur emoji and he knows everything he needs to

shows up wherever you are in record time, comfort food/drinks, playlists specifically made, a scarf soaked in his scent it's so calming it's ridiculous and his arms, all ready for you to take

if you want professional help, just tell him, he'll help you find the right one and if you don't then he'll do as much research as possible to keep you safe and help you as much as you let him

either way, there's no getting rid of him

"i got you your sweetness bomb, sugar and marshmallows and all. are we in the mood for the 'the moon loves you' playlist or the 'unconditionally here' one?"

yamaguchi

his lil heart will stutter like crazy and then shatter

but while i'm sure he'd be devastated beyond words and kind of panicky too, he'd try his hardest to gather his wits and be there for you, he's had his fair share of overwhelming bad thoughts and you'd been there for him through all of them

and he'll be damned if he allows his bubbling anxiety to get in the way of offering you comfort and cuddles and love and-

he'll just softly walk over to you cup your face his entire world in his warm hands

and then peck your forehead

and your cheeks and your nose and your eyelids and the crown of your head and your lips

he leans his forehead against yours and with noses brushing against each other's and stubborn tears clinging to eyelashes he swears his entire world to you

"let me love you, hm? and- and i can try to help you love yourself too. no, please don't cry my love, you deserve to be loved, by yourself, by others and i'm lucky to get to love you."

he'll be so soft guiding you to care for your scars and wounds even though it hurts him

it hurts him so so much but he'll hold himself back because he knows it hurts you more

and once he's done with your physical damage?

he'll take his time nurturing your heart, your mental state, he'll lower all his walls and bare his soul just to show you that it's okay to be vulnerable, that it's okay to rely on each other, that he trusts you and you can trust him right back

but there's one thing he doesn't allow himself to do

yamaguchi doesn't cry

at least not until your breath evens out, fanning his neck softly from where he tucked your face into the juncture of his shoulder, until your heartbeat doesn't stutter anymore, a gentle thrum against his own chest

and then he allows himself to shed tears, careful to not disturb your much-needed slumber

he cards his nimble fingers through your hair as he quietly sobs out his heartache and his gratefulness to have you all at once

and in the quiet of the room, yamaguchi loves you enough for the both of your for the time being

"you know what my definition of love is? it's you. it's always been you. so please don't hurt my love, okay? i'm here, come to me when it feels wrong, you're it for me, with all the good and bad."

#haikyuu #haikyuu angst #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu reactions #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu hcs #karasuno x reader #hinata fluff #hinata x reader #hinata headcanons #hinata angst #kageyama x reader #tsukishima x reader #yamaguchi x reader #kageyama fluff #tsukishima fluff #tsukishima angst #kageyama angst #yamaguchi fluff #yamaguchi angst #karasuno

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piano anon

respectfully i have done what you’ve asked ;) it’s the kenma one

#the power of anon honestly

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thank you for tagging me once again @ushijimacentral!! these are always so fun to do ^^

Which school would you go to and why?

hmm probably nekoma, i also come from a kind of 'powerhouse' highschool even though it's a public one haha

What would be your extracurricular?

either some kind of sports club (preferably an individual sport lol) or maybe a photography club i guess

Were you bad at school?

probably not, definitely not a genius, but not a bad student either

Mode of Transport?

uhhh walking?

Who in Haikyuu would be your BFF?

kuroo!! i love his personality and he'd be a good influence on me. he also seems like someone with whom you could talk all kind of things, like go from joking to serious convos

Given all these, who in Haikyuu would be your boyfriend?

assuming that i could pull any of these gods which i can't i think kuroo or akaashi would fit me best, love these emotionally intelligent men (as much as i'd love bokuto or atsumu we'd just drive each other insane)

i don't really have anyone to tag :,) so any lovely person who sees this can do it!!

let’s play a lil get-to-know game! answer the questions to give us an idea of who and where you would be in the haikyuu universe ✨

which school would you go to and why? i’d definitely be in karasuno—irl i came from a small, relatively unknown high school

what would be your extracurricular? either a dance club or like some sort of writing club

would you be bad at school? i wouldn’t excel but i wouldn’t be terrible. maybe like upper bracket of average

mode of transport? walk, if i could! i’ve always walked to school

who in haikyuu would be your bff? i’d probably kick it off best with hinata and suga!

given all these, who in haikyuu would be your boyfriend? i’m torn between akaashi and kageyama tbh but probably akaashi because kageyama has the emotional dynamism of a rock

tags: @ahtsuwu @larkspyrr @oikawaandkuroostan @sunshinetoshi @wishterya @aiiwa @kotarotea @shokami + anyone else who feels like doing it!

#tag games #loved this!! #i actually had to think about those questions for a moment lol

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hlo!! piano anon here again to report the recital went very well!! ur fic helped me to calm down loads before i went to play (tbh atp i'll make reading it a routine before any competition/recital) so thank you sm <3 :) anyways how are you, how's things going? hope ur taking good care of yourself!! anyth interesting that happened to you recently?

hiii!! i’m so glad your recital went well, i never doubted you would do an amazing job and it makes me so so happy to hear my writing helped with your masterpiece!! <3 i’m pretty good, really busy working my ass off for school haha so nothing too interesting ^^

#asks #piano anon #i honestly love you sm #your asks make my day #how are you tho?? #hope you’re well and taking care of yourself!! #sending virtual hugs💌

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tsukishima and yamaguchi setting up their best friend with kageyama

a/n: thank you sm for requesting this it was so fun writing it!! ^^

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lemme start by saying this

tsukishima is just DONE with y'all elementary school crush antics

"you're a coward and this is just plainly dumb so either one of you gets out their big kid pants or you both die in a ditch"

"wait how do we even end up dying?"

"you both break your necks staring at each other when the other isn't looking, wouldn't be surprised if you fell into a ditch while drooling over the other dense dumbass"

yamaguchi is your #1 supporter tho

while not necessarily kageyama's biggest fan, he is yours

but sometimes the fog in both yours and kageyama's brain cells is just TOO MUCH for him too

like don't get him wrong

he loves you to bits and he'd follow you to the ends of earth especially to stop you from falling to your untimely death in a ditch

(tsukki would too he's just being a lil bitch-)

"wait let me *sigh* go over this again. so you were tutoring kageyama"

"yes"

"and you slipped your confession in an exercise he was supposed to solve. what was he supposed to get?"

"i like you"

"... okay, simple enough for a simple mind like his. it must've worked, right? what happened then? did he reject you? because if he did then he better-"

"he didn't. he didn't get it, i mean"

"what? what could he have possibly got then?"

"... i'll kill you... he's avoiding me now"

*facepalm* *bangs head against wall* *chokes on doorknob* *commits genocide*

tsukishima just cackles in the background

"i knew he was dumb but this exceeds my expectations. god, this just made my day, i can go die in peace"

"hey! he's not dumb! they do sound similar... a little bit"

"careful, y/n, it might be contagious"

so if there's one thing you learned out of this experience is that slick confessions aren't for kageyama

your boys always take you to practice under the pretext that they have to walk you home after and it's less boring for you if you just wait in the gym and watch them practice

certainly not so you can gawk at kageyama in his natural habitat

in the earlier days of your crush, tsukishima used to play extra hard and be extra snarky in hopes that kageyama would make too much of a fool of himself that you'd drop your affections for the dude

obviously didn't work out

so now you're sitting beside yachi, casually chatting while the guys are playing a practice match

you're too caught up in conversation to notice tsukishima lean down to whisper something in kags' ear just as they're about to jump for a block

something that makes kageyama lose composure so bad he just SLAMS the ball

good news is he blocked

bad news is the block was bad

so bad it actually went so out of bounds it was headed right in your unsuspecting direction

nonetheless, he kindly made sure he hit it so hard it was basically a nuclear rocket at this point

that's how you ended up sprawled on your back, head knocking painfully into the gym floor with a bloody nose and seeing not just stars, but entire constellations

kageyama just *freezes*

alexa play 'single ladies' because that's what kageyama's about to be for the rest of his volleyball dictated life

yachi is already having half a seizure by the time he scurries to your side and you're struggling to sit up

"no no wait don't lean your head back! just- what were you supposed to do?! oh, lift your left arm!"

he just snatches your left wrist and lifts your arm so hurriedly he almost peels your entire upper half off the floor

"no shit it was the right one!"

so now you're dangling by your right arm

"oh oh or did you have to pinch your nose??"

he pinches your nose before you even process what the hell is coming out of his mouth so you choke as he cuts your breath mid inhale

tsukishima just HURLS kageyama aside and helps you *uncharacteristically gently* as yamaguchi appears before you with a pack of tissues and water

still concerned, kageyama shoulders his way back in your field of shaky vision and lifts up 2 fingers

"what can you see?"

"a face way too handsome for a fucking dumbass like you"

*crows cawing in the distance* *crickets* *yachi fainting* *kageyama's one(1) left brain cell working out*

yams' hand that was previously wiping away the blood just freezes and he looks up to lock eyes with you with a squeak

"y/n???"

...

"shit did that come out out-loud?"

"y/n??!!?11?"

tsukishima is just at his wits end so he just gathers you up, props you on your feet and drags you out to the infirmary

"that's enough wattpad romance for you, you're getting out of here before you splatter more brain cells on the gym floor"

kageyama is still deep in lalaland

as yamaguchi stands up to rush after you and tsukki, kags gets one final incredible epiphany

"was-was that about me?" no shit buzzfeed unsolved just solved a case

and yams just SNAPS

he just grabs kageyama's shirt and rattles him so hard whatever thoughts he might have gathered were gone and forgotten

you kow it's shit serious when ball-of-nerves yamaguchi gets physical to get his point across

"when will that volleyball filled head of yours JUST THINK for once huh? if you're not interested at least man up and tell y/n before you cause them more harm than good."

and then left kageyama to go through the biggest existential crisis of his not so many years on earth

even hinata leaves a small input

"it's not right to lead someone on, much less a friend, you know?"

'lead someone on?... LEAD SOMEONE ON?!?!?!!? i thought y/n was the one not interested. when did this happen? how? oh god and i hit them? what if they get amnesia? what if they don't even remember me? shit OR WORSE, what if they remember i decked them in the face and now hate me?!!11!? shit shit shit-'

and kageyama RUNS

in the infirmary room, yams is FUMING while you're slowly coming to your senses and realize just what went down

for once tsukki is the rational, calm one

"look, whatever that dumbass king does you still have us, we can just-"

"strangle him with wrung wire and stuff his remains in a volleyball and play against aoba johsai and oikawa with it? sure, tsukki, great plan, i 100% agree with you"

"...okay, guess that works too"

you're just like 'welp, now what'

but in a more panicked voice

in the midst of the chaos, there's a knock at the door

take a guess, it's dumbass of the decade kageyama tobio

yamaguchi has half a mind to hurl him out the window, but tsukki holds him back without too much effort, wouldn't be too much of a waste if he let wild yams eat kageyama up ya know

well we need 2 yamaguchi's cuz you're about to be the one to do the unaliving

to yourself

pls don't

but kageyama is quick to pass by a barking yamaguchi and press a carton of milk in your hand, his love language basically

and then love confession of the century

"i life- liff- l-like you"

you're shocked

he's schocked

yams is feral

tsukki is done

"you messed up this line too"

nosebleed no.2

but hey, at least 2 nosebleeds and a mild concussion later, you have a boyfriend now!! and it's kageyama!!!!

not sure if i should congratulate you or feel sorry

things are AWKWARD at first and it takes him 4 tries before he even holds your hand for the first time

but later on, he's actually a little bit clingy (less physically tho and more emotionally)

he'll hold you so so precious

despite your bestfriends' reluctance to entrust you to kageyama, they actually support you both a lot

yamaguchi is a bit of a mom at times, taking pictures and videos of you to 'document' the growth of your relationship (and while you're embarrassed now, nothing will compare to the joy you'll feel at the compilation he shows you on your anniversary with kageyama)

kageyama also makes an effort to prove to them that he's right for you, he wants your relationship to last, he's serious about this, about you and he'll stop at nothing to prove this to you and those who matter to you

in the end

kageyama makes sure that your nosebleeds were worth it

#haikyuu #haikyuu angst #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu reactions #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu hcs #kageyama fluff #hq kageyama #kageyama tobio #kageyama x reader #kageyama angst #kageyama scenarios #kageyama imagines #haikyuu kageyama #yamaguchi tadashi #tsukishima kei

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omg thank you for tagging me this was really cool!! ^^

tagging: @jenosdaemi @yoongiesbby @alicanta77 ;) and any lovely person who sees this and wants to do this i don’t have any other moots lol

This was unreasonably fun 🙈

Tagging @birkastan2018 @flowerslut @juuls @pain-somnia @xxlovendreamsxx @murd3rm1ttens @the-reylo-void @sun–flowerseed and anyone else who wants to play along!

Here’s a blank canvas:

#tag games

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HEYY HELLO !!! I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHOLE WEEK SINCE U POSTED THE KARASUNO/INARIZAKI/SHIRATORIZAWA HCS BUT THANK YOU SM <33 had sm fun reading them and u got me laughing so hard. ur writings make my day honestly -anon who rqed :))

thank YOU sm for requesting!! i really enjoyed writing it too actually. congrats on getting your spot and good luck with your perforamance, i’m sure you’ll do a great job!! (hope that re-reading this will give you confidence ;))

#asks #piano anon #really loved that you updated me🥺 #both about your piano recital #good luck again!! #and to tell me that you enjoyed reading your request #really gave me a happiness boost!! #sending virtual hugs💌

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this is one of my favorite panels it’s just so funny seeing them be little fanboys and getting jealous that kageyama gets romero head pats i love them

#PLSSSSS why are their faces like that #why is every single one of them so precious yet look like complete dumbasses #help do i want to be kags or romero????? #i’m sorry but atsumu just SENDS ME #jealousy at its finest gents #kags be like stand in line bitches #good for him good for him

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inarizaki, karasuno, shiratorizawa surprising you at your piano recital

a/n: it was a pleasure doing business with you, anon, lovely request

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inarizaki

ah yes, the rowdy bunch the twins create most of the ruckus tho

now imagine this

a formal piano recital, audience consists mostly of very composed, very polite and dandy people, dressed in perfectly ironed suits and dresses and polished shoes, speaking quietly and properly

and then there's this FLOCK of very loud, very all over the place highschool boys and- ヽ(*´∀`)ﾉ┌┛

'OH GOD are those people on leashes?!' yes it's the twins again

they just stroll through the main hall and unceremoniously plop down in their seats (the twins and ginjima barked at some elderly people so they could get front row seats)

kita and aran have to sit at the ends of the row in a hopeless attempt to gain some control over the bunch (oT-T)尸~~

these assholes YAWNED not conspicuously at all during the other performances (aran had to bonk atsumu on the head when he heard a low 'boo' coming from him and akagi wanted to hide under his seat when suna snorted loudly at a kid's mistake)

basically the team made it AWFULLY clear they were only there FOR ✨YOU✨ maybe a bit TOO clear

it was no surprise that when your name was called and you stepped on the stage oh so graciously they swooned loud enough for the entire hall to hear ⊂（♡⌂♡）⊃

"bless our ears y/n!!" aran babie

"yer an angel!!!" the whole town heard the twins

"throw it back for the camera, babe" NOT APPROPRIATE SUNA

but they make sure it's dead silent during your performance, kid crying? throw him out ma'am. elderly coughing? just die already. fly buzzing? you've lived long enough. (¬､¬)

suna is recording every second of it

atsumu is tearing up ("there's an angel before us!!!!!")

osamu is clutching at his shirt above his heart

aran and kita are smiling fondly and not taking their eyes off you

and when you're done and you sit up to bow to the audience?

maybe they didn't catch the gist of just politely clapping

but did they have to jump out of their seats and WHOOP and SCREAM your name and praises and did they pull these huge banners out of their asses-? (۶ꈨຶꎁꈨຶ )۶ʸᵉᵃʰᵎ

disturbing the entire hall while they scurry out like rats foxes to greet you with huge bouquets of flowers and sweets

"y/n, you were STUNNING and you're so talented and your playing was MAJESTIC"

"grand words, 'tsumu"

"shut up, 'samu!" (ง •̀ゝ•́)ง

"I caught both of them crying on video, wanna see, y/n?"

they're a mess, but they're a very supportive and loyal mess and they're YOUR mess no joking, you're stuck with them 4life have fun

karasuno

oh god they're SO cute (๑♡⌓♡๑)

they're too awed by how elegant the hall is to cause too much of a commotion less headache for daichi

the entire team contributed to buy you a nice flower arrangement currently in suga's care

they didn't quite understand that they aren't allowed to go backstage to wish you luck (≖ლ≖๑ )ﾌ

noya and tanaka were *almost* kicked out for arguing with security and the guards' grandchildren shivered at the glare suga shot them

hinata literally deflates once he hears they can't see you

"but y/n always wishes us luck in person before games"(oꆤ︵ꆤo)

let this baby crow through!!!!

eventually daichi, asahi and kiyoko dragged them to sit down

these kids have NO CHILL

they're bouncing all over the place, can't keep their mouths shut, their too long legs keep hitting the seats in front of them and daichi has half a mind to just knock them out (҂⌣̀_⌣́)

"when's y/n coming out?"

"how much longer until it's y/n's turn???" *overactive kids sigh*

at this point the entire hall is counting down the seconds to your performance just to get rid of those menaces ε-(´・｀) ﾌ

despite that, they're listening quite closely to the other performances, for a reason of course

"we have to scout the enemies" noya no

"pfft, there's no need" yes kageyama good boy "y/n's gonna crush them anyway" KAGEYAMA NO

and they criticize every single one of them

"this is lame" ┐( ˘_��)┌

"tsukki!!"

"it's lame because it's not a y/n exclusive recital" tsukishima has his own unique love language

noya and tanaka are one(1) snore away from falling into a coma when you are finally called on stage

and then they explode

suga, hinata and surprisingly yamaguchi are the loudest ones

"KARASUNO FIGHT!!!" (۶ꈨຶꎁꈨຶ )۶ʸᵉᵃʰᵎ gtfo

we have an entire criers club composed of asahi (1st place, the old lady seated beside him offered him tissues), yachi, hinata and surprisingly the chaotic duo noya and tanaka

daichi and suga watch you with so much proudness

kageyama, tsukki and yams are in a trance the entire time don't talk to them, can't you see there's a blessing on stage?

when you're done, they all stand up in a clapping ovation, causing ruckus even long after you've retreated backstage ( ƅ°ਉ°)ƅ

they bombard you outside (tanaka and noya make sure to mention to everyone they pass by that you're 'one of their goddesses') with praises and hugs and flowers

"that's our y/n!!"

"was that divine peace i felt while i was listening to you?"

"you crushed them y/n, you won right?" ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ “

"kags, you know this wasn't a competition right?"

"HUH??¿¿?" (・о・)

shiratorizawa

my educated guess is that the shiratorizawa bois would be the least rabid team

goshiki is probably more nervous than you tho (๏д๏)

i think they'd actually make an effort to look pretty nice like imagine semi prettied up a lil bit

despite how tidied up and composed they look, NO ONE could stop tendou from dragging a huge handmade banner, he spent the entire night before your recital to make it pls appreciate this bby

semi and shirabu face timed you for 2 hours (1 and a half were spent with the 2 of them bickering) the day before to choose your outfit so they're SO PROUD once you step on the stage lookin' like an angel （´ω｀♡）

ushiwaka actually borrowed a video camera and watched tutorials to learn how to use it for this occasion

even though they're all giddy for you, they're respectful towards the other performances before you, politely clapping after each one

but the formal claps can NOT compare to the OVATION you receive from them the moment your name is called with goshiki and tendou in the lead （ﾉ｡≧◇≦）ﾉ

even the usually reserved ushi makes an effort to be noticed by you

when you look in their direction they all give you fist pumps, thumbs up and winks( ͡~ ͜ʖ ͡°) i'm looking at you semi

DEADLY silent during your performance

goshiki and shirabu (even though he doesn't admit it) are the criers

semi is already planning a proposal for a duet with you

tendou and ushi? proud parents, heart eyes, lovestruck smiles (maybe a bit subtler in ushijima's case, but still there) (๑✧◡✧๑)

everything is caught on ushijima's camera until you finish your magnificent performance and suddenly the camera's view is obstructed by tendou's huge ass banner

which contains your name written in capitals and occupies most of the page, and the rest is just piano notes and sheets and drawings of pianos and even a chibi version of you playing tendou didn't take this lightly at all !(•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑

and in the whole ruckus created by their excitement, tendou passes the banner to semi and sprints to the bottom of the stage to give you a small pretty bouquet of flowers and then runs back leaving you flabbergasted and with flushed cheeks before you scurry backstage (๑ּగ⌄ּగ๑)

you're met with SO MANY PRAISES once you're outside and reunited with your boys

"it was very remarkable performance, y/n"

"so, y/n, you're a genius performer and i'd say i'm pretty good with my guitar too sooo how does a collab sound?"

"ohohOH can i play the triangle? i want in on this too!!" (۶* ‘ꆚ’)۶”

"goshiki, can't you see this is a semi and y/n thing?"

"why can't this be a semi, y/n AND goshiki thing?"

"i have an even better idea! how about we make it an entire siratorizawa team thing?" (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

"tendou NO"

#haikyuu #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu angst #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu reactions #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu hcs #atsumu x reader #osamu x reader #inarizaki x reader #shiratorizawa x reader #karasuno x reader #kageyama x reader #tsukishima x reader #tendou x reader #ushijima x reader #kita x reader #suna x reader #hinata x reader #yamaguchi x reader #sugawara x reader

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lover, please stay

oikawa tooru x gn!reader

a/n: part of @smolla-than-a-bug's collab event (give her all the love in the world!! (´∀｀)♡)

𝔪𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱

it was windy. and it was cold. and it was dark.

oikawa's whole life had been like this. until you showed up and it wasn't anymore.

you gave him color.

rosy cheeks, cupped in your hands as you left a flurry of pecks all over his face. painted nails tracing his skin, scratching his scalp as he laid in your lap, grumbling about your choice of a tv show. the matching streak of hair dyed mint green (his choice, he wanted matching outfits, but he had to resign himself to this, as a subtler substitute, he thinks it's a brilliant idea now, not that he'd ever admit it). daisies, tulips, lilies, sunflowers, roses in all kinds of colors, oikawa loved giving them to you. sometimes for anniversaries, or birthdays, sometimes for the silliest of events he could come up with, sometimes for no reason at all. oikawa finally had color.

now, your skin was pale and the only colors were the dozens of wilting bouquets.

you gave him warmth.

lazy days spent under your blankets, relishing in the heat of your skin seeping into his. his flushed ears when you aggravated him or managed to fluster him (the king of flattery has been dethroned more times than he'd like to admit). your embrace before and after his volleyball matches, after wins and losses, during favorable and hard times, soaking your shirt in kisses or tears. your breath against his lips, mixing with his own, steaming the windows. oikawa finally had warmth.

now, icy bitterness bled deep in the marrow of his bones. the towels were cold, and so were you, and so was he.

you gave him light.

waking up with you beside him, limbs tangled together and the morning sun rays didn't seem as harsh, as unwelcome as before. kissing under the dimming street lantern after your first date (he deemed that exact spot yours and he never failed to take you there every anniversary, including the one when he finally proposed to you). his sparkling eyes the moment you entered the room and your shining smiles once you laid eyes on him. oikawa finally had light.

now, the only light was the lonely candle burning away. his arm itched to just topple it over, let the flames engulf the dark world he isolated himself in, six feet under the ground.

'if i end tonight, i end with you'

you gave him sound.

swings creaked as you lightly swayed on them, hushed conversation passing between the both of you as the sky turned pitch black.

"do you ever plan on going back to argentina?"

"maybe. it was my glory era after all."

"...oh."

"imagine how glorious i'd be. argentina. you. with me."

"you'd take me with you?"

"there's no me without you. you're staying with me."

your laugh, his heroine. your sobs, his heartache. your comforting whispers caressing his ears through his body-wracking sobs.

"i wasn't enough... i wasn't-"

"you are. you are everything to me."

your screams overlapping during fights.

"stop this! all this is killing you, please tooru."

"everything I've ever done, everything i'm doing, it's all for you!"

"i don't want all that, don't you get it? all i want is you!

your inside jokes, casually slipped into conversations, prompting sweet giggles no one else but you two could understand (it drove iwaizumi mad and oikawa lived for this so you just couldn't take it away from him). your muffled gasp once he got on one knee, swearing himself to you.

"-i'll give you my all, so, marry me?"

your heartbeat. your pulse. your breathing. oikawa finally had sound.

now, the echo of your fading giggles prompted his. turned into a laugh. a dark laugh, delving into hysterics. shrill screams, a deranged symphony of agonized chords. anguish rising from hell in spiraling howls of pain and tainting the hollow sky, increasing and growing and leaping and louder and louder and then... silence. silence swallowing you up. unnerving and freezing silence.

you gave him color and light and warmth and sound. he had it all as long as he had you. he had so much to give to the world, to his world, to you. oikawa finally had everything.

the candle went out.

and the tomb was windy. and cold. and dark.

and oikawa had nothing left to give.

#🎧 — made for you #haikyuu #haikyuu angst #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu reactions #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu x reader #hq headcanons #hq oikawa #haikyuu oikawa #oikawa tooru #oikawa x reader #oikawa fluff #oikawa angst #oikawa headcanons #oikawa scenarios #oikawa imagines #oikawa reactions #haikyuu hcs #oikawa hcs #hq angst #hq fluff

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𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚔𝚘𝚐𝚊𝚗𝚎𝚐𝚊𝚠𝚊 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚋𝚘𝚔𝚞𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚐𝚊𝚖𝚎

requested by @ushijimacentral hope you'll enjoy this!! (and also hope you don't mind that I added bokuto too :)))

𝔪𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱

koganegawa kanji

look he's a very understanding and supportive puppy bf but he can't help but be a bit ʕ ಡ ﹏ ಡ ʔ *bummed out* about you missing his game

he was still a bit new to playing with sendai frogs and even though he is a VERY friendly individual your mere presence still helped him get rid of his nerves

for your sake and tsukishima's patience he still keeps up his cheerful and happy-go-lucky personality

but on the inside, he's a bit of a lost puppy without you there as usual ༶ඬ༝ඬ༶

as usual, he gives his all during the match so after a *spectacular* set to kyotani which ended up bringing them a point-

"GO KANJI GO WOOOOO!!!!"

my dude koganegawa got em heart eyes before his gaze even landed on you (●♡∀♡)

and then he breaks out in that huge adorable smile of his and he raises his arms with a tiny jump of excitement and you can *swear* those bangs of his stand up even straighter up ◦°˚\(´°∇°`)/˚°◦

he kinda forgets where he is and what he's doing because come oooon his baby is here and cheering on him and he just-

"owowOW GOT IT tsukki got it it can wait until after the game"

and his determination to win burns even brighter and he gets even MORE fired up once he knows you're watching

but he still looks at you for praise after a successful and *impressive* set that scores them a pointლ(*꒪ヮ꒪*)ლ

spoiler alert: you won't be able to break out of his hugs and cuddles once he's off the court

picks you up and spins you around until you're dizzy once he gets to you and makes sure to be touching you in some shape or form for the rest of the day ＼(^o^)／

"baby did you see THAT?! i just did went like THIS and then the ball went like THAT and then WE WON!!"

"yes honey i know i was there and you were so awesome"

"right!! there was no way we wouldn't win since my lucky charm came to watch their boyfriend kick some ass!!" !(•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑

...

"but last month you lost"

"DON'T ruin the moment"

bokuto kotaro

*instant emo mode*

droopy hair, sad eyes, constant pout (◞‸◟；)

he even completely misses a few spikes which just pushes him further down his emo episode

"what's the point if not even my s/o is watching?" (´∩｀。)

he prefers your attention over the entire stadium's which means A LOT when it comes to bokuto

and there's no bribing in the entire world that can bring him out of this my boy knows EXACTLY what or better said who he wants

and then just as he's about to be subbed out-

"GO BO!! SHOW 'EM WHAT A REAL WINNER'S MADE OFF!!!"

and once he sees you staring at him only with a bright face and waving a handmade banner he can't help but mirror your sparkly eyes as his hair spikes up again in glee ୧༼✿ ͡◕ д ◕͡ ༽୨

and he instantly goes

'hell yeah i'm a winner, my baby just said so!!" (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧

he REALLY gets into his game after seeing you in the stands

he cheers with you every time he spikes extra hard (he thinks of your upcoming praise once he wins and just can't help his excitement)

not even his coach can hold him back once the game is over and he obviously wins

he heads straight in your arms and embraces you so hard it suffocates you for a bit (it's not that bad if we don't take consider the buckets of sweat on him) ─==≡≡ΣΣ(づ￣ ³￣)づ

he celebrates with you after he showers and deems your banner the team's official banner which must be held preciously by you and only you

he brags to EVERYONE about you ♡(ŐωŐ人)

"yeah but have you seen MY S/O?? look here's the team banner made with care and love by MY S/O!! and did you know they attend EVERY match?? and we win EVERY time they come too??!!"

"i'm sorry m'am, here. 4$ for our coffees, keep the change please"

#haikyuu #haikyuu reactions #haikyuu angst #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu x reader #bokuto headcanons #bokuto fluff #bokuto imagines #bokuto x reader #bokuto koutaro #hq koganegawa #koganegawa x reader #koganegawa kanji #koganegawa headcanons #koganegawa fluff #koganegawa imagines #bokuto scenarios #koganegawa scenarios #hq bokuto #koganegawa angst #bokuto #koganegawa

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Hiii I was wondering if we could get something where MC asks Mammon if they could be greedy because there is a treasure they want to have and keep... And when he asks what treasure they just put their hands around his face and caress him while looking in his eyes.

It can be fic, hc, reaction from Mammon, or other characters, whatever you want... I just want to give him some love

Also I need to tell you how much I love your writing... It's simply... Wow... Words fail me to explain how wonderful your writing is...

Demons tempt humans.

They entice them into committing sin, indulge themselves in pleasure and transgessions which would result in them being destined to go to hell.

You, living among demons are no exception. It's what humans call hell and demons Devildom, and perhaps it's your angelic heritage that you have resisted their temptations.

Well, all six sins except one.

You're getting greedy.

It's a rapacious desire, one that has you craving for more, more than what would satisfy you. But the treasure you're seeking isn't jewels or gold, money or coins. And, to search and claim this particular treasure, you're going to need the aid of Mammon, who's the Avatar of Greed.

How convenient, you think, preparing yourself to open your mouth and voice the question on your lips, sitting right besides the demon in question, whose delving through a fashion magazine and highlighting all the clothes and watches he wants.

Greedy.

"Mammon?" You whisper, settling down your phone as you turn your attention fully towards towards the demon. He arches a brow in response, but doesn't tear his gaze from the magazine.

"Can I be greedy?"

"Huh?" At your question, the demon shoots you a confused look, setting down the magazine as he finally gives you all his attention. "What do ya want to be greedy for?"

Turning towards Mammon, you look him straight in the eye as you muster all your courage. "There's a treasure I have and want to keep."

Your lips turn upwards in a smile when you see the familiar glint of excitement in his eyes, eyebrows furrowed in concentration as he tried to figure out his next move.

He mirrors your actions; turning towards you as he beams. "And what treasure is that? The Great Mammon will have sixty percent of the treasure as compensation—Huh?!"

The excitement in Mammom's voice changes into one of suprise when you cradle his face in your hands and gaze into his eyes, which are filled with shock and surprise at your blatant actions.

The demon stutters in his words. "W-What, what are y-you doing? I-I asked what your treasure was and—"

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

When realization washes over his features, Mammon blushes when you graze a thumb across his cheek. He makes no effort to stop you, but instead leans into your touch.

"You." You murmur, resting your forehead against the flustered demon's as he splutters, smiling when he gapes at you, even when he knows.

"You're my treasure," You croon, your fingers carding through his hair as Mammom's breath hitches in his throat, and he swallows thickly.

"...I am?" He whispers, still unsure, still doubtful. And you erase all that doubt with a single word.

"You are my treasure."

At that, tears begin falling from his eyes as he silently sobs, his shoulders tremble as you wipe away the tears and place a kiss upon his forehead.

He's used to being called scum, looked down upon and sneered for his sin. But then you came along, gently held his hand and let him be him. You don't call him the same things he expects from his brothers, you treat him with a kindness he thought he won't receive again.

He's greedy too, wanting more and more of your time and affection, and even then, it's never enough. It won't ever be, and yet, he finds himself smiling through the tears when he realizes you're greedy for him too.

Mammon smiles as he gazes at you through the tears.

"You're my treasure too."

~

I'm glad you like my writing so much!!

#too soft #too pure #i love mammon #even though he’d sell me for a piece of gum #he’s still the most precious baby demon to ever grace us #we love one (1) emotional support and mess at the same time demon #my babyyyy #60% tho??¿¿ #you crazy ass

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HAIKYUU MEN + LITTLE THINGS THAT MAKE THE FALL EVEN MORE IN LOVE WITH YOU

featuring: various characters—aged up!

genre: fluff | sfw

warning(s): none at all—just pure tooth rotting fluff

author’s note: the set up’s like a basic point first and bonus fact next, just in case it confuses anyone

ʚ AKAASHI KEIJI

he finds it adorable when you stumble over your words, especially when you’re talking about something you’re really passionate about.

the way your eyes sparkle and fill with excitement has him nodding along with you.

“tell me more, princess. i’m listening, i promise..”

ʚ MIYA ATSUMU

he loves the way you make everything between you two a challenge, always betting that you can do this and that better than he can.

too bad atsumu uses it to his advantage, and you always fall for his trap too.

“there’s no way ya can beat me at this! ya think yer the best kisser? prove it then.”

ʚ TOORU OIKAWA

he thinks it’s cute when you talk in your sleep, most of what you’re saying doesn’t make sense but sometimes he’ll respond to you anyways.

has tried to get you to tell him secrets while you do it, but no it hasn’t worked.

“mhm, crocodiles are a really pretty color, mi ángelita. now get some rest, alright?”

ʚ KOUSHI SUGAWARA

he likes it when you sing to yourself about either what you’re doing at the moment, or just a random tune.

always takes the chance to snake his hands around your waist and pull you into his chest.

“you have a beautiful voice, angel. almost as beautiful as you..”

ʚ HAJIME IWAIZUMI

he can’t help but chuckle when he hears the way you talk to your pet, it never fails to make him smile when he catches you doing it.

makes fun of you for it but he’s a blushing mess when you do it to him.

“talking to the cat again, love? don’t let them take all my attention now, might get me jealous.”

ʚ KUROO TETSURO

he loves it when you’re sleepy, you just turn all cuddly and needy and of course, he’ll happily accept your affection.

moves away from you on purpose just to see you pout and grumble while you search for him.

“you’re so needy, babe.. hey wait! i wasn’t saying no to you, get your ass back here and cuddle me.”

ʚ NISHINOYA YUU

he likes it when you start randomly dancing for no reason, anytime you’re happy it just happens and it has him grinning like an idiot.

sometimes he’ll dance with you but he looks 10 times stupider and it cracks you both up.

“you’re so cute, baby. look we can both do it! people always tell me i’m a great dancer, you know.”

ʚ TANAKA RYUNOSUKE

he loves how you always have to be touching him, there’s no complaints from his side at all. in fact, he definitely eats all that stuff up.

honestly, your little habit affects him too so now you’re both just clingy together.

#all these are just so soft🥺🥺🥺 #i would die to have someone dote on my little habits #*cue insects in the abdominal cavity* #i may be biased #but oikawa’s🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #and as a very competitive person atsumu’s😉 #and all of them^^ #best late night tired af short read

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Your writting is superb <3 and i really want some reassurence. Could you please do a second part of the "finding out their so is harassed at work" for atsumu, osamu, kita and bokute? Like finding out their girlfriend or wife is being made fun of by a male co-worker or smth along those lines.

THEY FIND OUT YOU'VE BEEN HARASSED AT WORK | 2

CHARACTERS: atsumu + bokuto + osamu + (gn!reader)

WARNINGS: mentions of harassment bc of the content but it's not explicitly detailed

NOTES: i don't write for kita so i excluded him from this !

PART ONE | PART TWO

★ atsumu would be so pissed off and you can see him fighting off his anger as he listens to you telling him what happened, even more so when he finds out it's been happening for a while now. but he tries to calm himself down to make sure you're okay, holding you tight, "m'so sorry babe, you want me to beat him up? i can bring the boys with me to your job to scare him off." and he's completely serious about that. you tell him it's okay and he pouts but agrees nonetheless, giving you a kiss on the forehead as he holds you. he'll come with you to work the next day cause he wants to make sure you're safe but also cause he wants to scope the place out and see who this guy is. you actually have to hold him back when he sees the guy by hugging his arm (it always calms him down) but he glares the guy down with an arm around your waist and just the look of him makes the guy not want to mess with you anymore.

★ bokuto would get so sad, "baby what? how long has this been happening?––" he would literally almost cry, he feels so bad that he couldn't protect you, he feels like he failed you. "he can't just get away with this, i should go over there and give him a piece of my mind! show him no one messes with my baby! can we call someone? get him fired?" he'd be so so worried and would do everything he can to help you and make things right. he also makes you promise to tell him next time anything like this happens again so you can stop it at the start. he just wants to protect his baby :(

★ osamu's jaw would clench more and more as you tell him what happened. you could practically see the anger radiating off of him, his hand rubbing your side affectionately as he took in your words. when you finished speaking he asked if you were okay and asked why you didn’t tell him sooner. then he nodded once and spoke up, his eyes full of determination, “m’gonna kill him.” (he won’t actually, but he did think about it yeah.) would go to your job and give the guy a piece of his mind, he’d be eerily calm but you can tell he’s a second away from punching him. you’d need to calm him down but once he looks at you, his gaze softens and he holds you close while telling the guy to stay away from you.

#our reliable bois🥺🥺🥺 #bo baby you’re just too precious for this world aren’t ya #must be protected at all costs #THE miya twins confronting the asshole #yes babies go off!! #pretty sure both of them considered murder but osamu just vocalized it too lol :))))) #we love men who drink their respect juice