#I had a lot of fun making this but it was TOUGH cuz I've never really drawn him before
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𝕊𝕀𝔾ℕ𝕆ℝ𝔼, 𝕊𝕀𝔾ℕ𝕆ℝ𝕀!
#stainedlilac#I had a lot of fun making this but it was TOUGH cuz I've never really drawn him before#artists on tumblr#repo opera#repo!#repo#repo! the genetic opera#a#amber sweet#luigi largo#pavi largo#paviche largo#fanart#artwork#art#drawing#sketch
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i love cryptid-like ocs... they are something. not telling u what or what their name is. but they exist, probably.
ive never actually talked about this oc on tumblr cuz i got the distinct feeling tumblr either wouldnt like it or wouldnt care (this is also why i dont talk about a lot of ocs very often and its usually just afhiri... low self esteeeeeeeem)
but i'll use this pose to give a lil rundown. trigger warning i guess for a generally terribly unhealthy and toxic relationship dynamic with weird shit like cannibalism and blah blah
this oc was specifically created because i wanted to explore orin's character more. i wasn't satisified with what she got, and i also am not really a dark urge fan/player so i don't have a durge to explore with orin (and i don't think i could do this now because i've fallen in love with a particular default durge interpretation i see on twitter a lot)
i wanted to make a werewolf in general cuz they're my favourites. cirok IS a werewolf but it's... not a typical werewolf and genuinely so fucked up. and i really liked the idea of a changeling with a werewolf, so i gave orin my more Typical werewolf
when orin is a young teen she finds a werewolf who is about the same age as her. orin decides she wants it, like a pet, and is able to convince the cultists who actually looked after her/raised her to essentially keep it as a pet and care for it... 'care' for it
they are raised together with the werewolf being orin's constant companion in every sense of the word. orin demands they are together whenever she can. they have a very close bond, which isn't quite owner and pet, but it skirts that line a lot.
orin trains the werewolf to be a cannibal and only eat people, this is partly for control reasons and also because it's fun to orin. the werewolf is specifically ordered not to hunt animals, and is punished when it does. so whenever the werewolf does hunt, it hunts the streets of baldur's gate for people to eat. it ends up developing favourites :)
orin also trains it to be tough and loyal in other ways. like orin practicing her blade work on it, which not only strengthens its skin with scar tissue, but also improves its pain tolerance, and tests how far she can go before it will act out. as they reach adulthood, it never tries to stop her - meaning she could kill it whenever she wants, and it wouldn't defend itself
going back to the cannibalism, the werewolf, in all of its love and devotion to orin, has determined she must be the most tasty meat of all. she's a changeling, the only it's ever seen, so it simply assumes she must taste unlike anything it's ever had. and because it loves her so, her scent alone is enough to drive it to a desire to devour her. orin uses this to toy with the werewolf, and will allow it to lick her, taste her blood, and various other things like placing her hand in its mouth to tease it. it would never bite orin without being ordered to, and sometimes she does allow it. when she's feeling particularly mean, she will taunt it about how much it wants to eat her, to see if she can break its resolve.
orin has also taken to drinking the werewolves blood, thinking it has forged a bond between them that transcends everything - they are connected through flesh and blood and it can never be severed.
the werewolf worships orin in a way that she could never get anywhere else. she has created the perfect creature for her, something that will always listen to her and respect her, that'll do anything she says, that will love her always no matter what she does, that will always provide whatever she may desire. if orin ordered it to die, it would. if orin ordered to eat itself, it would.
one of my favourite facts is that orin doesn't want it to ever leave the werewolf form. while this is technically impossible, and she will be visible angry and disappointed and upset if she witnesses the werewolf in it's usual form, she's found she enjoys a half transformed state a lot. so the werewolf has taken to forcing itself to be half werewolf, and half whatever it is when it isn't a werewolf. this form can and will look different! it's hard to keep up and is painful for the werewolf.
on that note, no. i don't know what the werewolf is when it isn't in its werewolf form. its race/species doesn't matter. i will never decide on this i don't even wanna think about it. Unimportant Information!
also because it is a dnd werewolf, it can be in Just A Wolf Form. sometimes it does this on its own accord and for orin. she doesn't mind it but prefers either full werewolf or the half transformed state. however sometimes u just wanna pet a wolf yknow. yknow???
ok i think thats enough LKSDFSFSDKFLDS
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Two questions for the fanfic writer ask game!
❤️ What is your favorite line that you’ve written in a fic?
📚 Is there a fanfic or fanfic writer you recommend?
Thanks so much for asking!
Okay, so my answer turned out to be really long, so I'm just gonna stuff it all under a cut. Also, second question first, cuz that's always fun.
📚 Is there a fanfic or fanfic writer you recommend?
The answer? Lots. I read a lot of fanfic (I'm a fast reader :) and I struggle with picking a favorite amongst things like books, movies, and fanfic. So, here's a (hopefully I can keep this) small list of awesome fanfics for both Amphibia and The Owl House that I absolutely recommend. Btw these are not in preferential order or anything, just a simple list.
(Some of the) Fanfics I recommend:
A Witch in Wartwood by @discet. And, of course, I have to include the sequel An Alchemist Abroad.
A Valeween Night To Remember by QuirkQuartz on Ao3. Just amazing worldbuilding and writing
Of course, I had to include this one: Let's Get Some Strings on You by @runemyth0 (It was just so well-written and captivating, what can I say?)
this will be our last dance by @kaseyskat- truly a wonderful story, I've reread this like three times now, and every single time I come close to tears.
Lost and Found by @themissakat- one of the first fics I read on Ao3, and I loved every second of it.
Literally my first fic ever in either fandom and one I still follow to this day- The Owl and The Frog by ChampionElCid.
The Days Ahead by GeminiAlchemist: just all-around amazing, a good ending to a bad end AU, and well-written to boot.
77Xfire's The Fourth Light: One of the best crossover fics I've ever read.
Return to Amphibia by @thenightslayers-musings: an amazing fic about the aftermath of Amphibia, and what would happen if the girls managed to make it back.
Message in a Bottle by BSChocolatte is amazing, really moving, everything. I have no words.
in the glow of the vending machine by Anonymous- I just really love this one, I spent like an hour trying to find it after the first time I read it and forgot to bookmark it
Medicated by @silly-sketchy, @opin88 (official Tumblr account is @medicated-au): it's just awesome, so well-developed and thought through.
(Some of the) Fanfic authors I recommend (sorry there aren't any words to go with the rec):
Discet @discet
QuirkQuartz
runemyth0 @runemyth0 (Hi!)
kaseyskat @kaseyskat
Missakat @themissakat
Reyna_is_epic
ChampionElCid
GeminiAlchemist
77Xfire
Thenightslayer @thenightslayers-musings
Polythropos
BSChocolatte
kfaerie @kfae
ghostadventurespiritorb (marcylore) @marcylore
nosferatank @banyanas
Rohad
Lollytea @lollytea
fictitiousregrets @bardicspiration
Dragonlovinggirl6 @silly-sketchy
Opin88 @opin88
And there's actually more, but that's literally all I can think of right now. Maybe I went a bit overboard, but you know what? It's all nice things anyway, so I kind of hope this makes some people happy.
❤️ What is your favorite line that you've written in a fic?
Okay, well, this was a really tough one. So tough that I had to go through like half my fic to find lines I loved enough to call them my favorites. In the end, the win goes to three lines- more like a tie, then? Anyway, after a small warning of very minor spoilers for later chapters-
Luz gasped in delight. "Backstory..." she whispered almost reverently. (Chapter 7)
I just love this line because I feel like it really fits Luz as a character, plus it's just a really fun callback (or shoutout cuz it never really happened in this AU?) to Canon!Luz and literally every time she says she loves backstories.
Anne shrugged. "I don't question the strange laws of Amphibia."
"Don't worry, I'll question them for you," Marcy said, already lost in thought. (Chapter 12)
This is undoubtedly one of my favorite lines. It just encompasses the Marcy and Anne dynamic I'm trying to go for, not to mention it emphasizes their friendship? Man, I'm taking this way too seriously, I just really love this line. I debated separating them but they're definitely better together.
He scoffed, finally working his hands free of the rope bindings. “Whatever. Don’t listen to me. Who cares.” Give it two weeks and I’ll be out of here. (Chapter 16)
Okay, so this chapter hasn't actually been published at the time of answering this question, lol. But I love this line so much I just had to include it, so here you go. Technically spoilers, but makes like no sense without context, so *shrug*
#fts#fighting the stars#ask#fruitdragon answers#the owl house#amphibia#ao3#i kinda went overboard lol#you know what#that's fine#my writing#fanfic author ask game#ask game#fanfiction recommendation
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San PM 6 : 07/27/23
Deureureureuk
Drrrrr *in english*
What are you all doing
I'm resting now ❤️
I ate lots of the catering food today
I liked it because it was warm
It's waterbomb soon!
It's going to be very fun
(What if) red water flows by chance (cuz his hairs red)
I'm worried
Since I bleached my hair
When I wake up in the morning
Booong (sound effect to describe how his hair stands)
It's floating
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
You know what I mean, right
Hwirik hwirik (sound effect like swoosh)
It can't help but hwi (swoosh) around
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Right thise goggles are unconditional
They told me to wear them
It hurts to get hit in the eye
If there are people (in chat) going
Make sure you all wear goggles
Don't get hurt
I've never been to waterbomb
I'm looking foward to it
I want to play to
(To see) What type of atmosphere it is
The stage will get wet? (Humid)
It's because water gets sprayed
What do you mean "T" (as in MBTI T)
I am San
The outfit is safe. Don't worry
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
If I wore a padded jacket
It's be tough
(Seonghwa joins)
Seonghwa: Sanies outfit
Seonghwa: is safe
Seonghwa: but dangerous
Eng (his little ?? Sound)
Who's here?
Seonghwa: it's me
Seonghwa hyungs comments
I can't see them
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Seonghwa: you can't find them right?
Seonghwa: ㅋ
Seonghwa: I'm going ㅅㄱ(you worked hard)
No, why only me
How annoying
(Yeosang joins)
Yeosang: sanie-ah
Yeosang: sa-na
What's this
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Yeosang: what are you doing
Why are you playing without me.
Yeosang: hihih
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Yeosang: tiny hi *cutely*
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Yeosang: this here is
Yeosang: sangul mart ㅎㅎ
Everyone
Fix your meals.
Yeosang: hihi
Yeosang: tiny, have you had your meal?!
I see you're playing yeosangie
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Yeosang: San said to make food
I'll watch
Yeosang: they said to eat well
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Yeosang: You're back again?!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋbut
Yeosangie is mine
Everyone's reaction
Everyone.
Hes mine
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Everyoneㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Anyways!
Have a good day today too❤️
I'll come visit again❤️
Good morning, good lunch, good evening❤️
I love you 3000❤️
5
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Yeosang: tiny bye *cutely*
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Hey there. I was wondering if I can have a BoB ship, please? :)
I have pale skin, short brown hair and green eyes. Average height, I'm a bit of skinny rn but I lift cuz I want to be stroncc and protecc. I was raised in a town in mountains, so I can stand any cold but i'm dying when it's even a little hot. I collect knives and adore military stuff (probably it's the reason I'm in love with this show lol). I really love to comfort and take care of people. If someone wants to cry on my shoulder, I see this as the top of the trust I've earned. I know a couple of languages and fond of learning them. I'm a writer and a smoker(this things are connected..). I'm humble of my achievements and always think that it's not enough and I should be better. I'm open to people, not minding to tell about myself if someone asks. But I tend to be cold and disappear from time to time, cuz I need a lot of time to be alone with my thoughts. I really love to see how people become awkward from compliments, praise and stuff, so I give 'em regulary :D. Tho, I do it wisely and study a person for a while to shoot words that will 100% reach their hearts. I'm trying to be stoic and confident, but sometimes this image cracks(mood swings my beloved), and when it does, I isolate myself for a time being, because I don't want to show my drama queen side. I'm all quiet and uncomfortable with new people, but if they have patience with me, I warm up to them quickly. I had a lonely childhood and teenage years, so I might be kinda cringy cuz I've no idea how normal ppl talk. Despite all of this, I receive a lot of comments that I can be a great leader and I sense that it's true. I don't really like kids, but I adore animals, felines especially. I like thoughtful people with whom you could just sit in silence and admire stars/nature/etc or talk for hours about universe, human nature or interesting things we have recently learned.
yea. I hope this sheet of text isn't too long, heh. Oh and thank you for everything! You're doing lord's work for this fandom. I appreciate all the stuff you've written and like to reread it, because it makes me a little happier. The way you write about each character is immaculate. May your inspiration never end!
I Ship You With...
Joe Toye!
Notes: Thank you so much for the kind words! <3 I felt safe just by reading your request 😂💕 Btw, I chose the person who has the personality closest to yours but honestly I think it would be cute to see you with someone who has a opposite personality, but anyway…
I think it's time for you to let be taken care of by a tough boy, you can't be the only though one in town, alright?!?
Do I have to say that you’re a badass? I think you know it but, yes you fucking are!
He obviously fell in love for how resilient, strong, caring and confident you are.
This man could take a grenade for you but he knows he wouldn't need to because you can take 3.
Both of you are very stoic, and both don’t like to show your soft side.
But I think you could bring his by praising him; he gets all flustered and awkward and he hates it but you have a lot of fun.
The moment he saw your knives he was just: “Holy shit…”; his jaw just dropped and his admiration for you just got higher.
You were the first person Toye finally felt comfortable sharing his feelings with, because he knew you would understand and of course because you would take care of him.
He is a big and tough boy but he likes snuggles, he just doesn't want to admit it.
You know, Joe finds it amazing that you are a writer and admires you deeply for that; he came from a big and poor family, he never knew how to speak formally, write beautifully and all that stuff and he just finds your skills something that he wishes he could have.
You’re his favorite writer and you are always more than enough and more, he just wishes he could see yourself the way he does.
When you need to be alone he understands, he is not the type of guy who annoys the shit out of you just for attention or to be talking to you 24/7. No. When you need to disappear to have your alone time, he lets you have your time, because before being your boyfriend he was also your friend.
He loves your drama queen side, he really does. He loves when you get to show your sensitive side. He wants to take care of you too, that’s all.
Okay, Toye doesn't hate kids but he still loves animals more than kids for sure.
He’s a dog person but if guys get a cat he instantly becomes a cat dad.
I can totally see him holding a small kitten like It’s his baby.
He doesn't admit it but he loves the cat.
Making a picnic or camping is definitely one of Toye's favorite dates.
He gets to have more intimate time with you, sometimes just likes to lay down by your side watching the stars in silence.
I hope you like it <3
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KL's Peasant Cube
April 20, 2024 draft. 4 players, 5 packs of 9.
List: https://cubecobra.com/c/10oz
Another draft fired from the Toronto Cube Community Discord! This time KL was hosting, and we drafted his Peasant Cube. The defining features as he introduced it are:
Narrow powerband
Emphasis on mechanics that incentivize attacking
Availability of sideboard options
The last item in that list is especially interesting. It's something I've done a little, and am being more and more sold on. I'm not good at sideboarding, but I've never played another cube where sideboarding provides such an obvious advantage.
My default is to try for an optimal game 1 build of my deck and make pretty minimal changes between games. When you're building an engine, or just have efficient cards, it can feel like sideboard answers don't have a place. Here though, KL has succeeded in keeping the powerband really tight. The narrow power bands are a cliché, but he's actually delivered on it. One of the drafters commented that it makes the draft uninteresting. I can see that. Compared to a lot of cubes it didn't feel as much like building a specific deck (huge caveat: I think that's also a result of the 4:5:9 draft setup), but if/when I draft this cube again I'll shift my mindset: what will happen if instead of drafting a "deck" I'm drafting a pool with sideboard plans?
On Saturday I drafted a Boros deck with some light +1/+1 counters, equipment, and flicker themes.
KL was not kidding about removal being light. I took almost everything I saw and didn't end up with much. I made the four red spells work for me, but it was tough going. (I also ran Planar Disruption, which was decent, but had sided it out before my last game). I would've killed for a Banishing Light. Vampire's Vengeance was surprisingly useful.
Recruitment Officer and Bola Slinger were huge for me, with Frenzied Goblin doing some work too. Nothing I played felt like it shouldn't have been in the cube, but I did find myself craving equipment that added power and toughness cuz...
This cube might be about power and toughness. The impact of the rules text is light enough that the bodies really, really matter. The vanilla test is crucial.
With the importance of P/T in the context of scarce removal, I think combat tricks could really over perform. Looking at what's available... of course I didn't prioritize them: the rates are rough ...but they're probably more playable than I imagined.
Looking at a couple sample P1P1's, 4/4's and 5/5's look really tempting. Combat tricks don't, but maybe on the wheel.
Stray thoughts:
My favourite thing here is the use of sideboard options to enrich matches. I want my cube to have more of that, and I hope KL keeps leaning into it.
Is 540 the right size for this cube? Is 5 packs of 9 the best way to deliver the target experience with 4 players? When you only see 150 cards players don't have a ton of agency in the draft, and this is probably limiting synergy more than card selection.
Inefficient removal provides a certain texture; it works here. Scarce removal is a different texture, which I'm not sure is intended. This may have just been the 180 cards we had at the table, but at a very rough pass it looks like the ASFAN of removal might be under 1.5, which is pretty tight
Despite the removal, board stalls weren't a big problem in my games, which is great. Attacking is good! Games were brisk, and we finished the draft and round robin in like 3 hours I think, which rules.
I love that Peasant has some board wipes.
Would it be worthwhile to signal that combat tricks are viable? Feather isn't legal here, but maybe something like a Heroic theme? I'm not a fan of Heroic specifically, but something in the card pool that suggests playing tricks. Combat tricks are mentioned in the overview, but I mean signalling it through card selection, within the draft.
Incentives to attack are really fun. Cards that punish blocking are less fun. General Marhault Elsdragon was rightfully called out as a power outlier. It also provides rough play patterns: when you've got a 2/2 facing down a 4/4 trampler, the choice of taking 4 damage or losing your 2/2 and taking 6 isn't an interesting decision (but it does advance the game!)
Thank you so much to KL for hosting and providing the cube, and to everyone for the games. It also spared me from watching a brutal Leafs loss, and I ran into SF on the way home which was a really nice surprise.
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OMFG. I'm famous. haha.
<THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG ONE. I am recalling things I've never posted online...>
So there's only been 2 times in my life I felt 'cool'.
1-You would think all the times I met famous people and (sometimes) talked to them. Nope. It's when I earned an imdb credit (and in turn page) for a voice over I did for a BAD movie (that's why I have never mentioned this publicly till now. And I ain't posting my real name on tumblr. Sorry. It's my only anon site). I wasn't even paid. Given free drinks tho. And an experience I never had before or since (recording was AWESOME. I would love to do professional VO work. TOUGH market tho; actually worse than the acting market. Seriously). It was fun...not gonna act like it was a good movie, tho. AND I got to go the premiere: red carpet and all. It was....one of the better times in LA.
2-When I worked for a few months at a club as the front door greeter (Ids, keep the line, report shit, and once it's going, patrol the club). I got to wear my SUPER TACKY BEJEWELED with an eagle fashion jacket, fedora, and I looked fucking cool; no one had to tell me. Also, best I have ever been treated by strangers IN MY LIFE. They treated me like a demi god (all cuz they thought I could hook them up/break the rules. I did not). It's weird when people (who I KNEW were mostly assholes) fake being nice to you, even trying to bribe you, all because of your power. It honestly made me feel bad for famous/powerful people. Sincerely. You wouldn't know WHO you could trust. That IS tough. Eventually, the gigs died down. All the people I started with originally quit or...no they all quit. I was gonna say some just didn't show, but that's quitting in a different way. I stayed the longest. It was...usually fun. 1/2 of the nights were dead so you're just standing there with your dick in your hand (always hated that expression). The LGBQT parties, tho..... THEY WERE FUCKING NUTS! IMO I had not seen a 'party' party till those parties. I mean, the one on new years eve...it was an EVENT. OMG. I felt bad for the cleaners. And I still remember 2 of the most insane things that if I had not seen, I would not have believed while working there. I do wanna say I don't think these happened necessarily at LGBQT parties. One time, a guy was knocked to the floor, and like SIX people beat the ever loving fuck outta him, and it took a while for it to be stopped (they didn't hire the most guards...) Ambulance had to come and all. Had to work on him immediately, on the ground, once outside. I had only seen a beating one other time like that in my life. The second is a more humorous, but a still violent story (these wouldn't happen at cannabis only parties....). I saw, I fuck you not, 2 people in powered wheelchairs fight. First in the chairs, then one knocked down, fighting on the floor. OMG. They tried to chase each other down at some point. Finally, one left, and the other REFUSED to get back in his chair. Like fought off 2 people trying to get him in his chair. It was a LONG 5 minutes. Finally, the manager (one of them. They had so fucking many. All paid shitty) said 'if you don't leave, I am calling the cops.' Never saw a handicapped person move so fast from the floor to the chair to out the door. It was....you can't make this shit up, kinda stories, ya know? I may have HATED city life, but, I lived a whole LIFETIME in the 3 years I was there. I have so many stories, I genuinely forgot a lot of them...sucks, but sometimes (like these) they'll...pop up.
But NOW, #3 cool moment in my life...
SO, why, today, am I famous? My friend pointed out that on 102.5 WIOG's wikipedia page (ya know, where I worked 5 1/2 years), among the famous known DJ's, MY NAME IS UP THERE.
NO, I swear on my soul, I did not do that. <OR, if I did, I was a new level of black out I have never reached before. Joking.> Cuz...I don't google myself often. Like I did last year for the first time in...3 years? I am starting more and more, now. <cuz my wack885 name which I use on everything is being lambasted by trolls on fucking youtube of me bitching when they choke on overwatch (it's from THEIR viewpoint and you SEE them suck, but they upload it to mock me for pointing out their suckage.> So now I HAVE to look up my real name, wack, and wack885 cuz fuckers have no fucking life. I never paid attention to them; I have no idea how long this has been going on.
ANYWAYS,
The weird part of my name on the radio wiki is....the names they mention around me are all WAYYYY before my time. It's like all classic radio djs I remember...then me, 2nd from the end, outta no where. I mean, no one I WORKED with was even on there, and they were on the morning show.... So it's def a gag/troll thing, but...thanks? lol Because of it, I actually added 'wack' to the 'wack' wikipedia (there's a lot of em').
(Anyone know how to use wikipedia? I actually just created an account. I know nothing. I need to link my name in the article to my name in the 'wack' page. How do I do that? I know I have to edit, but how do I impose the link? Thanks in advance.)
<Yeah...after ALL that shit, I end on a 'help me with my wiki'. But that's me. I'm wack ;) >
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It's a couple other things to announce he's running low and battery
-this is a tough thing is doing effectively all macaronis of one kind or another and they're very racist and it's only grown a quarter inch due to chocolate chip ice cream. Honest goodness that's why.
-we have a lot of things to talk about and I'm not wasting time he says good so we have some people here who are wounded very badly bleeding out and don't have the stamina for it and it's fairly ugly and it's going on there's a lot of partying and a lot of drinking and he says it's a good thing cuz it gets it out and then they think of something to do or they get picked up and it's true
-is also a few reasons to worry there are some new faces in town but that's been happening over and over they're not scrupulous and they're evil people and we have seen them we don't want to go over it but they're not really people who should be near our son they do something they come here I've been doing it for years just a heads up though
-you're still a good 10 ft of Mark on either side of the harbor and they're going out there and doing water sports and they do have life for service but it's really dangerous and the sink down in and they can't get out we have some other things going on we need to modify the program a little and we did see why it is going to be a long time before it gets anything if you don't he said if he said if we are tired up like we are it's harder and harder and harder then they just sit there getting rid of themselves and nothing happens and we did know that and there's a few reasons why it's bad. It still has for working right and we're trying to modify it and we're going to make it work and Frank Castle hardcastle got on it and Duke nukem Blockbuster you said that I'm not getting anything and it's all tying up and they know how to do it and they have gotten him things but there is a tugboat here and I'm pleased with what they're doing I do hear it and it works probably going to be running through the mouth of the harbor there's too much water and it's turned into a houseboat kind of thing so really a smart thing to do because if you're in trouble you can get out of it for the regular boat you can't and they should have kept the fourth holes we can love those back in
-he's got to turn it off now but we have a few more things there's a ice cold feeling in the air and it's true not very friendly people and if they are for something and we have a problem with that we have a problem with them tying everything up so he never gets anything so what to do and we see that it is a problem and we are going to fix it but we don't want we don't want this kind of behavior I said it's valuable person is friendly fun to talk to you and those last stuff and was oddity and they're not worthy of having them here because I don't just squat they're holding up the car they're holding up the money they say they won't ever do it they're trying to extort us you never do anything because we can't the other parties won't allow it and then have power a lot more than they do they keep insisting by bothering him and it's really a fruitcake routine we used to do punishments and things like that it worked now they had blown away and they just keep coming back and it's going to change soon their numbers are going down then you're doing it all over and he says it's probably going to be the same with every week group and we have to develop slicker smoother faster systems and he called Duke nukem Blockbuster and he's working on it and our son has been a student of his and daughter forever and Frank Castle hardcastle taught him fast and his son too and we know the same just saying it's brilliant it's right on the money and we need it now so we're going to publish
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Okay! I made a little ask on your other account specifically for your AU :)
But, since we're on the topic of au's, I actually have a little recommendation for another one that you've probably heard of, but in my opinion, it's still pretty underrated and deserves all the love in the world. It's called the Little Brother au, and Sharkfinn, the creator of it, made an original character named Spot. It's basically a separated au where Spot is being raised by Draxum, except this Draxum is just a really good Dad, so that's nice for a change. There's a lot more that goes into it, but I don't wanna spoil anything. So just go check it out if that sounds interesting at all. It's just that after Cass's Apocalyptic Series ended, Finn's au has really gotten me through that tough pain of letting an amazing story go. So, maybe it could do the same for you.
Say, I've actually chatted with Finn a little bit about digital art and how he's made his au, so if you wanted, you could ask him some questions! I think he'd be happy to have another fellow oc au comic artist in the Tumblr space asking for some pointers :]
But that's just a suggestion. Regardless, I'm happy to see others make their own au's with their own storylines and characters and world building and all of that because it is my absolute DREAM to create my own fan works and share it with a fandom as big as this one. That's what sharing your passion is all about, man! It's my absolute happy place just interacting with the things I love and making others laugh and learning a thing or two along the way, yk?
But I gotta stop myself right there because I'll start rambling on-and-on about my love for this fandom because God knows I'd never stop, lol. Anyway, I'm happy to be here, so thank you for having me ❤️
I’m thinking of putting a comic up for your ask right now I’m so ready to get going with it
AAAAAAAAAAA but thank you for the suggestion and the motivation to keep going with this AU! It’s a pretty big project that I’ve had playing in my brain for the past couple years and it means a ton to me!
Totally forgot to even mention what it’s called lmao - It’s called the New Home AU. The name symbolizes Clover’s entrance into a new, healthier life and a new home with a new family. Her name also ties into some important details later down the line which is completely unintentional on my part, but I’m not saying what until someone asks for the answer on my blog~ I’m not teasing anything cuz I literally just realized this as I’m typing it but if anyone out there were to randomly be like “Hey why’s ur name Clover???” I’ll just make a response like “Hey yeah so uhh it’s cuz of this one random detail that I literally just noticed haha” I doubt someone would ask that and they don’t have to at all but it would be so hilarious if that happened right????
ANYWHIZZLE I think I’ve heard of this AU actually! I found an animatic around a year or so ago on YouTube of a smaller turtle brother being sad about the fact that he can’t do his bandages properly on his own and Raph comes in, offers to help, while the little guy remisces on his time with Draxum. Though that last bit had an ominous subtext to it so I’m gonna assume that’s not it… I’ll totally check this AU out though! Seems super fun!
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HAAAAAAAI i'm so glad i could bring a smile to your face in your day through my messages heheheheh ☺️ how was your day today!!!
omg is this telepathy or what! i was just considering and thinking of whether i wanted to pursue a masters after finishing up my undergrad degree studies!! hehe what's your masters in if it's not too private to ask 🫢 i was just thinking of doing masters because of my current timeline!! it's rly rly tuff to find a job here after graduating because the mkt is currently just kinda meh :/ so i was just wondering if perhaps going for masters would put me in a better spot!! but then again masters is something i can decide at a later time so rn im just gathering opinions from ppl who have taken it! wbu!! do u have any thoughts or opinions? :")
OMGGGGGG have i mentioned im a SUCKER for childhood besties concepts cuz that's just so so so cute 🥹🥹 I LOVE IT I CANT WAIT!!!! 😍 and my goodness how r u alw so creative w your ideas??? iM so unimaginative that like stories alw amaze me 🫢 hehehehe and HELLO wdym u have a life like a fic odnfoenfoke THATS SO COOL AND SWEET N LOVELY gosh i'd WISH i had like one thing from a fic ever happen to me 🥰🥰🥰🥰
AHHHH im so glad u could meet your friends and hang out together!! wish u had as much fun as u possibly could!! hehehehe how nice would it be if we could always be hanging out w our besties and just spending time together 🥺 hope you guys r meeting again soon!!! sounds rly rly fun to karaoke together it's been so so long for me to both karaoke and meet my friends cuz literally everyone im close to or care about is on exchange this semester :/
which brings me to my never ending rant of how despresso espresso i am this semester >< it's a rly tuff time in my life rn cuz im trying to navigate and find an internship that matches both my interest and my degree cuz it is a graduation requirement for me 🤡 i guess im at least getting somewhere w the search cuz i did have a pretti good offer lately! and im currently just pending the outcome of another role i interviewed for under the same company before making a decision (if i do get offered by the other role too heh) 😊 but then im just rly rly LONELY this semester and im just sad cuz im attending classes and doing everything by myself :/ and i dont have friends arnd locally rn that i could meet and just unwind after a period of stress so its rly draining me a lot on top of my never ending assignments projects and exams 🥲🥲 and yea ldr is so so tough and its so hard to keep my emotions in check because of how big of an overthinker i am so im always just having sleepless nights, constant nightmares and sometimes even sleep paralysis 🥲 i guess im becoming more independent from this whole experience though! forces me to become a whole even without everyone by my side and to continue living and functioning, doing what i should be doing!
i love coming to talk to u and reading all your responses too!! 🩵 m alw looking forward to your replies and your kind words to me hehehehe keeps me going!!!
love, 🍑
i've spent the weekend in bed becuase i'm sick again! i binged s2 of the summer i turned pretty and i cried a whole bunch. i love how they really took the angsty route this season--really showed how diff people deal with grief! probs gonna call out tomorrow because i've been sneezing like crazy and my voice is lowkey gone ;; i think i'm gonna try to get some writing done and post a teaser for a story that may never be completed but it's too good to just stay in my drafts!!
oh sure, i have my masters in education. i went thru a one year ma program with a teacher's cred tied into it too. my program was unique in that they condensed a two year prog into one accelerated and it was the toughest year of my life tbh. working full time as a teacher and going to school full time for basically two degrees was tough.
i love all my ideas but i haven't been able to finish them!!! i really want to get them out to the world bc theyre too good to sit in my drafts but it's so incomplete!! the one i am thinking about posting can be a standalone because its such an open-ended ending but there's still WAY more planned for it.
if you have time, playing games together online is a good way to keep in contact. we played pictionary on a website and it was super fun during the pandemic a lot!
it looks like youre slowly getting your ducks in a row for the internship despite the stress! but i see how missing your so and friends can affect your mood. feeling alone is never the best feeling and i totally see where you are coming from. but look at you, you're already looking at the positives out of your stressful situation! that's so great! you can only go up from here, you know? and listen, this is something i always tell my students, each person has their own timeline--their own time to make mistakes, to figure out what they want or need, etc. you may take longer than others but you don't need to worry about others. worry about you and focus on the things you can do for yourself to make you better. and if you make a mistake, that's just a lesson you can take. it's all about your growth mindset!
love u lots!!!
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are you bored yet?
synopsis: with uncertainties in life you cant say for certain if you and fred being together is a good thing or bad thing. so many things are running through your mind as you spend watching the sunset with the love of your life, fred weasley.
pairing: fred weasley x female! reader (i swear im like obsessed w him i need therapy fr)
words: 1,503
genre: fluff omg so much, romance, song based, writing challenge, one-shot
a/n: so this is based on the song are you bored yet by wallows. and this is for the writing challenge of @lunalovecroft. i had so much fun writing this and as u can tell im currently in a fred spiral and its out of control but idc tbh. he is so beautiful and yes he is invading my dreams every night. enjoy yall and hope u like also thnx for liking my recent fred drabble so much it means a lot to me and requests are open! ps i also tried to incorporate the words and meaning of the songs lyrics to the story hope that makes sense.
The ocean waves crashed against the soft, cool sand. It would simmer and relax, but then the pent up frustration mixed with wind would allow it to meet and kiss the earth.
The future always scared you. Somedays you looked forward to it and other days just the unknown was filled with anxiety. It was the feeling of not being able to control loss and love, happiness and sadness. You would find yourself some nights thinking about it, almost losing your mind.
The sun was setting so peacefully and beautifully. It was something so simple yet something so divine and of such importance. You had faith in the sun and space. Yes, everything around you may be changing and things might be going wrong but one thing was for certain was that the sun was going to rise and set every day, when the sun rises that will be your new chance at starting anew.
It was so peaceful. The smell of sea was so inviting and comforting. What was more comforting was how Fred let your head rest against his chest. The feeling of worn out cotton against your cheek, as you heard his heart beat almost at the same rhythm as yours. It was if you two were in perfect sync. The faint smell of cologne that Fred always used to try to impress you made you feel at home, along with a small smell of something unknown to you but only Fred had that smell. Maybe it was gingers own scent.
You sighed, relaxing.
“So, love, what do you think about the muggle world?” Fred asked, wiggling his brows like he was the man.
You looked up at his freckled face, from his chest, giggling, “You know I’ve been here before.”
Fred laid back down and enjoyed the moment with you. But something was eating you up inside. It was starting to bug you that everyone had a someone. Ron to Hermione. Harry to Ginny. You were starting to feel left behind in the crowd. Again with the uncertainty. Everyone was with their soulmate and you felt lonely.
You didn’t realize Fred was eyeing you this whole time you had this battle in your head. He could tell something was off. “What’s wrong?”
You very much disliked confrontation so you pretended to fall asleep.
“I saw you were awake Y/N,” Fred sat up. He was patiently, quietly waiting for your answer.
You sat up, kicking your feet against the peak you two were sitting on. The warmness from the sun making you smile just a bit. “I wish we didn’t have to leave. That we could sit here for the rest of our lives.”
Fred chuckled, scooting closer to you and resting his head against your shoulder. Something sparked within you at the contact. You could feel his breath on your neck, feeling the hair stand up on its own. You leaned your head against his and sighed once again.
“I wish I could sit here with you forever too sweetheart. But unfortunately we’re really not supposed to be here and I bet some muggles would find us and we’d be toast.” Fred kissed your knuckles.
You distanced yourself away from him, worrying Fred with wide eyes. You couldn’t bear the physical connection you two had and not have something from it. Yes, you and Fred were friends but you were wanting more than that. You yearned for more than that. “There is just so much on my mind,” you said quietly. You can tell you hurt Fred’s feelings but you needed to know what Fred was doing to you. Why did he kiss your hands? Why did he want to be with you daily? You needed support, something stable in your life.
“Feels like I've known you my whole life
I can see right through your lies,” Fred was worried seeing you so distant.
He was right. He knew you in and out. He knew when you were okay and when you were not. You leaned back, “I like this guy and I’m afraid he doesn’t like me.”
“That’s bonkers! Who wouldn’t like you Y/N?” Fred tried not to grit his teeth at his jealousy. This man was so lucky.
“I’m afraid Fred. I don’t know if he’ll feel the same way and when we get older will he still feel the same way about me? There is so much to think about. What if something happens to him? I would fall apart, I would be living in fear and paranoia.” You clenched your fists.
“Wow, you do really love this man?”
You huffed as you looked into Fred’s eyes for a split second, hoping he would get the hint. “I do, I really do.”
Fred was silent. He was playing with his fingers. He usually had always something to say, seeing him like this was odd.
“If you could tell me how you're feeling,” you held Fred’s hand.
“I don't know where we're going
But I'd like to be by your side,” Fred blurted out. You gasped as you took your hands away and held onto to your skirt, holding in your breath. “I can’t go on living knowing I didn’t at least try to stop you from being with that other guy. I know you love him Y/N but I love you. I can’t do this anymore. Kiss only your cheek when I want to kiss your lips so bad. I can’t make believe that every time you hold my hand I don’t feel a spark. Or when you come to my room every time you have a nightmare. When we cuddle, how I carry you on my back. I can’t make believe that those things don’t affect me. I can’t keep putting this wall between us and making believe we’re not something worth fighting for. Tell you the truth baby, I’m smitten with you. I’m so madly in love with you.”
Your lips trembled as tears fell down your cheeks. Fred couldn’t help himself and also found himself emotional, wiping his tears with his jumper sleeve. Nobody knew what to do. “Why are you crying love?” Fred whispered.
“Because the man that I was referring to and talking about was you Fred,” you said with tear soaked lips. The wind carried your tears away. “I love you Fred Weasley.”
You both were knew in this territory of love. Love that you would sacrifice everything and risk more. Love that was unconditional. It was awkward the air funnily.
“So are we more than friends then? Like boyfriend and girlfriend?” Fred was so shy. You both just confessed your loves for each other, nobody knew what to do. You both were just friends for so long.
“When we get old, will we regret this?” You asked, bashfully.
“I will never in my whole existence ever regret meeting you and being your love. No matter what tough trials come, I know I will always be by your side.”
“I will forever love you Fred. There is not one person on this world I love more than you. I’m so grateful I was sent to Hogwarts because you’re my favorite person.” You gave a small, genuine smile. “Maybe we'd get through this undefeated
Holding on for so long.”
In one swift moment, Fred’s lips came crashing down against yours. It was with such passion and fire. Like Fred was preparing his whole life for this one spectacular moment. His lips moved against your and you couldn’t help but deepen the kiss by running your fingers through his orange locks and pushing him more towards you. You wanted everything he got.
Fred pushed you back and wrapped his warm hands on the back of your neck. Your hands fell to his collar and you clutched onto it with all your might. You felt you might explode. Fred went from your lips to smothering you in kisses all over your face. You heard his laugh and saw his toothy smile but it was better because his freckled covered cheeks were such a cute pink. He was blushing the whole time. Fred kissed your nose and you and him laughed together, simply in love. He leaned his head against you for one moment and leaned back in his spot on the cliff.
You were out of breath and stunned. Did that just happen? You were so happy it did. You sat there surprised by the amazing kiss, touching your lips and feeling them sting a little from the contact. It was incredible. The best sensation of your life.
Fred saw you the whole time, smirking. He coughed to get your attention and your eyes traveled up to see the most amazing view. He was leaning back, his lean neck resting back against his shoulders as his adams apple bobbed. But what got you choked up was his lips were plump and wet from your twos make out session. His skin was flawless with his freckles and his eyes were bright and light from the sunsetting. The sun’s rays hit his face just perfectly to make him look like a prince. Like he came down from heaven. You were so dumbfounded at how a man could look this beautiful and handsome.
Fred smirked as he bit his lip, winking, wanting to tease you, “I don’t know if you wanna get out of here or maybe go get a bite together as I’m your new boyfriend. I mean 'Cause we could stay at home and watch the sunset
But I can't help from asking, Are you bored yet?"
a/n: ive been listening to this song on repeat and know its in my head and i just want to make an edit of fred for this song cuz he is so bf material. thnx for all the love and support stay safe guys and tysm.
#lunalovecroft1kchallenge#fred weasley#fred weasley x reader#fred weasley imagine#fred weasley fanfiction#x reader#x you#fred weasley x you#gryffindor#harry potter#harry potter imagines#harry potter imagine#fred weasley imagines#hogwarts#hp#hp imagine#george weasley#fred weasley drabble#fred weasley headcanons#headcanons#imagines#are you bored yet
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seems like lot of people are really angry at misha for his rude, unprofessional behavior at the last cons.
people in screenshots of charlotte con facebook group are really mad and disappointed
https://eisforeidolon.tumblr.com/post/667684609648115712/im-in-the-charlotte-con-fb-group-because-i-went
you are for suuuure a copy paste anon but i'll answer cuz i don't have anything better to do and am still recovering from shoving wayy too much spaghetti in my mouth lol.
hi anon! you are definitely a bros only/wincest/j2/anti-heller/anti-misha one, aren't you! because that post you linked, goes to a blog that is all of the above.
but as far as the content of it goes: i'm on spn stan twitter and i've seen a lot of people. a lot of people recounting their fun experiences at both denver and charlotte with misha. i didn't see people recounting a bad experience.
i am not in the spn charlotte con facebook group so i can't read these screenshots but i'm gonna assume they are real. in one of the screenshots, they mention that misha seemed irked or joked that his photo op line wasn't as long as the other.
i wasn't at the con nor did i watch the footage, so i don't know how he delivered that but misha's joking is often self-deprecating even when he is insanely inaccurate while doing so. as far as i know misha's a pretty popular dude at the cons. not as popular as jensen because he overlapse with "both sides" and jp might be more popular because those not on social media will see him as one half of the brothers duo that "made the show" (i disagree, if cas/misha didn't come along in s4, spn wouldn't have made it as far as it did and it wouldn't have been interesting)
but circling back to people being disappointed about how misha didn't smile at them or looked at them: i understand that. i wouldn't be disappointed too if i were them.
again, saw a lot of positive stories about misha from people who attended denver or charlotte and as always on the other hand you have people that didn't experience that.
this actually isn't the first time i've heard this except last time i've heard it, it was about jensen or jp. or another one of the guests (i don't remember). these people see a lot of fans in their line and if you're having an off day, the last thing people wanna do is smile and make small talk.
now this is a part of their job, part of what they signed up for so they should suck it up cuz people pay a lot of money, right? i mean i kinda agree except we are all humans and sometimes we have off days or off weeks or months or a year because everything is kinda changing rapidly and while we don't know much, misha himself has said that he's had a tough year behind him.
i honestly think these fans were just very unlucky unfortunately and i'm sorry they experienced that because they paid a lot of money for it.
but this also isn't the first time i've heard this criticism of spn cons in general/of spn actos in general. a lot of people expect this hilarious and fun talking when getting something signed or taking a photo op but it seems to me that it's mostly with fans who go to these cons regularly enough to build something of a repertoire that they get those fun wink-wink interactions.
a year or two oh wow no that's like 3 or 4 years ago with covid (damn that's long) anyway so 3 or 4 years ago someone—i don't remember where either twitter or tumblr—complained/mentioned this exact thing:
that their interactions with the actors weren't at all what they had hoped they would be. that they had heard and read about all these fun and smiley interactiosn and they wanted it to but it was nothing. it was just rush through and that was it. and they mentioned how they were in tears after because they didn't have a fun experience.
and a lot of veteran con-goers replied to it that you only read about the positive stories, the long stories where fun anecdotes were mentioned during their autos or photo op and never of the short ones.
it gives this warped view to fans taht every single interaction with the actors is gonna be amazing and funny when in reality there are also a lot of people then don't necessarily get all of that. now does that mean it's a bad experience? not per se. but it does mean that people hype it all up so much that getting let down is almost inevitable.
to be clear: i really feel for people who did not get what they wanted out of the interaction. if i was in their shoes, i'd be pretty crushed too. but yeah humans sometimes have off days and that's unfortunate for those around them. it isn't necessarily fair but it is a part of being human and interacting with others. but still sucks tho
but while you're trying your best anon, this isn't solely a misha and his fans kinda problem. this is a problem that i've seen a lot of fans from a lot of different spn actors say and non-spn actors as well. and it's one of many reasons i don't wanna go to cons lol because what if my bad interaction is just that 1/200 of good interactions?? then it's gonna sour it for me even though the actor might have just had a bad day
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I HAVE RISEN! MUHAHA Hai ish me again! R u okay bb? Here my virtual tissues and a hug to u 💞💖💝 u can vent to me if u want to. I can come off of anon if that would help. Hopefully I've scrolled thru everything so I'm up to date. Also I think I don't have a word limit anymore wowwwwww. I moved from iPhone to android (but like barely... I haven't properly transfered anything except my sim card 😂). Wow it's a whole new world here.
For periods u can lay on ur back and prop ur legs up against a wall or door (so u make an L shape) that's a lifesaver I got from another Tumblr user. A blanket over ur upper body when u lay like that is always noice too. Can try period yoga. I do yoga with Adriene videos but I haven't tried that specific one out. Also if u don't eat a lot of red meat n chilli u can probably have ginger tea with brown sugar. That one always helps me out. So long as ur body isn't naturally considered hot then it should work well.
ALSO I read ur new fic!!!!! Congrats on getting it out (and am happily waiting for anything Zhongli even tho I know literally nothing about the man haha). I'm usually not a huge fan of Dia and luci in a romantic way but for u Zara I WILL READ THE GREAT WORKS PROCURED BY OH MAGNIFICENT ONE! It made me so soft. Silly luci trying to put up a fight with the relationship. He's such a Lil doof hahaha. And the touches n lap sitting ughhhhhh I wanna be there man 😭 that would feel so divine~~ The demon language but was a v appreciated touch (I never really thought about something like that lol mind u I still don't play the game!). It was v well written! I totally think u have maintained ur touch! Please give credit to ur self!
I've been really busy. Had to suddenly get gifts for peeps and then now doing birthday stuff for two of my besties (cuz covid cockblocked us before) n jobs man. Had a few breakdowns about it but I expected it tbh. Proud of myself tho n Im planning to get back to driving! Sorry I'm like dumping my life on u cuz I haven't interacted in soooo longgggg! I promise I'll check out the Achilles song after I wake up (cuz I should be sleeping rn) but in the meantime I Hope Luci Comes Home For You! Have fun tag teaming with ur siblings (I think?) in genshin and a HUGE ✨CONGRATULATIONS✨for making it thru uni! I'm proud of u hehe. Much love until next time 😊 - lurker anon
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HI! i have to thank you for taking ur time to write this ask, especially since you mentioned you’ve been busy!! i’m so glad you could drop by and we could catch up a little!! this made me very happy, if you could believe it. kinda like we’re friends and we’re catching up 😭 so thank you so much for this message!! very thoughtful of you, and i really appreciate it!! you don’t need to come off anon if you’re more comfortable on anon, okay? 🥺😭💖
i’m fine, actually! it’s nothing terrible!! just one of those random bouts of sadness, yknow? ones you can’t really explain so you just gotta ride it out. but i think i’ll be okay. and even if not, well, that’s okay too hehe and thank you so much for the advice! i’ll definitely have to try those out.
AAAAA you definitely did not have to scroll through my blog. i post so much crap, why would you put yourself through that 😭 still, i’m very happy that you enjoyed the dia/reader/luci fic! i really am attached to that au tbh, have lots of feelings and thoughts about those three shdjd i think they mentioned briefly that the demons have a different language? and that’s been living in my brain rent free for the longest time bc i love it SO MUCH.
and ZHONGLI aaaaa i have so many thoughts and feelings for him too and i really wanna try writing a full fic for him. hopefully i’ll be able to do that soon 😭
it seems like your life has been a little tough and a little hectic~ i can’t offer much but pls remember to take breaks, and drink some water! i’m proud of you too for getting through everything!!! hope you enjoy achilles come down, honestly i’m obsessed with it. i hope lucifer comes home too bc i will be Upset if he doesn’t 😤 also i don’t mind the long messages tbh they really make my day tbh shdjs i’ll be here if you ever need to talk! aaa much love, and thanks again!! 💖💖💖
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So, I've always had a hard time keeping myself active. Besides the physical discomfort and the mental distress over the fact that a single workout doesn't produce any immediately visible changes (Hell Brain™ wants INSTANT GRATIFICATION), I had a really tough time because working out on my own was just so... Boring.
Working out around other people is... Not an option for me right now. Running sucks because yeah I can listen to music and daydream, but I can't really watch anything and I NEED visual stimulation at all fucking times. Lifting weights is fine but unless you know what you're doing it's wayyyy too easy to hurt yourself, especially with my shitty joints. Following 30-day challenge apps sucks because some days I just... Really can't.
And then one day I dug into the Fitness side of YouTube and found something I love.
Dancing. I love it. Do it all the time. Just... Not for anything other than using up the extra energy listening to music gives me (and for fun because it's SO FUN). And there's so many good things about it.
1) The channel I follow most often is called The Fitness Marshall has a fantastic male lead dancer/choreographer, a few backup dancers my size (!!!), POC backup dancers who are not overly sexualized but free to have fun and be sexy however they want, a few disabled backup dancers I've seen- look, there's just so many videos and so many new things to find and love. And yes the backup dancers from the videos I've seen are still mostly white, stick thin women, but like 40ish% of the time there is other representation for people to see and follow and relate to. It's so much better and more heartwarming than a lot of these workout videos that refuse to show anyone not accepted by society as "pretty" or "fit".
2) The videos are short! 5ish minutes max. I have a system where I fill up a 24oz water bottle, take a drink whenever I need to, and just keep going until the bottle is empty. But if I needed a quick workout because I was tired or busy? One video is still a good way to get myself moving and my heart rate up.
3) Following a video with other people in it kind of satisfies the desire to workout with other people, but without feeling like I'm being judged cuz nobody else is actually around.
4) It's free! Yeah a lot of Fitness channels have memberships available for exclusive content, but usually there's plenty of free stuff to use.
5) I keep saying this BUT It's fun as hell. I feel confident and happy and I laugh when I make mistakes rather than feeling embarrassed. I can modify it how I want to and just jam out after a boring/rough/hard day at work.
6) Visual, auditory, and physical stimulation at once! People are dancing and smiling and there's music and I'm dancing and smiling too! ADHD Brain Approves™
Look I've been working out consistently for TWO WEEKS NOW. I've never been able to do that before. No, Karen, it's not curing my depression. But it IS occasionally making me feel silly and energetic and I will take that!
I know it's not an option for everyone, but if it is an option for you and it sounds like fun, I definitely recommend.
Tl;dr - Dancing is fun and following dancing videos on YouTube is a good way to stay active in a fun way if you're able to.
#fitness#working out#YouTube#adhd life#adult adhd#adhd#actually adhd#adhd post#text post#long post#life hack#?#maybe#idk#adhd stuff#living with adhd#the fitness marshall#dancing
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I never realized you changed your name and was really sad cuz I thought something happened and made you deactivate suddenly after seeing a post with your name deactivated and I wasn't around to see where you moved to. But you're here! And I was following you the whole time and didn't realize! I feel kinda dumb but I'm glad you're still around lol
The thing is that I don't really make that much use of my tumblr anyways. The whole Skitty trend wore off and real life became more of a concern for me.
Wife and I got married, I got a job as a teacher and I now have a son.
Things change a lot and so I've seldom had the interest or time to be concerned with social media in general. It certainly does not mean that I'm oblivious to current political affairs, quite the contrary. The NZ attack was probably one of the worst things that sat on me and you all saw me raging with no regrets. It's a total change from when I was having fun with Enecoo, but at the end of the day, things change; we grow. While I've learned a lot with Enecoo or as Skitty guy, it's just not the same anymore in this time and age, haha. Some call my general change as walking "down the path" in a negative sense, because I've expressed more activism and well, I just gotta say, tough.
The point is, I don't even mind losing all 60000 followers at this point, my family is my most important part of me now.
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I'm sorry, I need to ask since I've seen it here too. Why is everyone so obsessed with Trans!Kakashi? Don't get me wrong, I'm FTM myself so I'm very far from being against trans people, it's just that... I've said it before, on another blog, that I'm not really fond of this headcanon (I don't know why, it just- it rubs me wrong) and I had people FIGHT ME like it was CANON (which- is really not, please people calm down) and I don't understand. I'm confused as hell
Obviously it's not cannon since Kishimoto is a coward and could never give us anything that's not cis het norm
But i know i like Trans Kakashi cuz it's an outlet for me. I'm very much still in the closet and can't tell people 'hey i'm non bianry' without having to face a lot of shit so it helps me have this character who you can have as trans as an outlet
And i think we latch to Kakashi because he shows a lot of how trans people feel. He's what people around him consider very beautiful (heart eyes when they see his face, etc) but he is clearly uncomfertable showing his face.
He has an undershirt that honestly looks a lot like my binder and thus can easily be viewed as a binder
He has both masculin and feminine traits by traditional standards (his spinning the scroll when he summons his ninkin is like rythmic gymnastics and very feminine. He's also portrayed as quiet and very caring but also tough and ready for a fight if he needs to have one)
Abd honestly, it's just fun???
Like i get that you don't have to headcannon him as trans and no one is expecting you to, but let the rest of us have this. We all have our reason's and i know i post all my trans headcannons as Trans Kakashi so you can block it if it really upsets you/you just don't want to see it.
But i'm not about to give up trans Kakashi. Usually when we do have trans headcannons we have to dig and fight for any sign to back up our headcannons because people will argue against them, and with Kakashi finding those things thst say 'hey this character could be trans' is actually really easy so it's not hard to see how he could be trans.
Kakashi is a very complex character that we know isn't comfertable with himself in certain ways and i know for certain that's an experience i deal with a LOT as a non bianary person, so he's easy to latch onto as Trans and i know i'm not about to give up that headcannon for anything.
At the end of the day all i can say is obviously you don't have to like trans Kakashi and you don't need to defend your dislike of it or explain ahy you don't like it, but there's also no need to tell anyone else we can't enjoy it. We're all going to deal with our experiences diffrently and see ourselves in diffrent characters at the end of the day and thats totally ok.
Just block trans kakashi from view if you can
I'm not going to be offended cuz it doesn't affect me and i'd feel better knowing i'm not accidently making you uncomfertable
But i meed this outlet so i'm not about to let go of my trans kakashi
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