#Melanie Martinez stim

[summer-boy]

Hi! Can I get a stimboard of the album "Portals" by Melanie Martinez? Thanks in advance!

Portals stimboard

Request are open but slow

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#stim #stimming #stimboard #stimblr #stimmy #portals #portals melanie martinez #Melanie Martinez #Melanie Martinez stim #pink #pink stim #green #green stim #music stim #album stim

[meilia-stims]

can you do a Melanie Martinez one?

(any era is fine :3)

Melanie Martinez stimboard for anon

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#stimboard #stim #meilia’s stimboards #request #pink stim #black stim #lolita fashion #lolita stim #gothic lolita #melanie martinez #singer stim #music stim #melanie martinez stim #sparkly stim #doll stim

[autisticsp1derman]

CAN U DO A MELANIE MARTINEZ (portals) THEMED ONE?? OR MAYBE A VELVET (trolls band together) THEMED ONE??? :3

portals stimmboard

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request by: bugwugg

request are open / closed

#melanie martinez #portals #crybaby #stimboard #actually autistic #autism #nerodivergent #adhd #pink stim #green stim #nature stim #bug stim

[starsstims]

" I’m back from the dead "

DEATH

🪦 | 🥀 | 🕯️

👻 | 💀 | 💧

⚰️ | 🦴 | 🌫️

PORTALS Series: Part 1/16

#stimboard #stim #death tw #skull tw #PORTALS #melanie martinez #melanie martinez portals #death melanie martinez #⭐️ … stimboard #🌀 … self #🧚 … portals series

[st1mmywimmy]

🍭tag you're it by melanie martinez stimboard🐺

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might make this a series as i'm low on ideas rn, making every melanie martinez song into a board would be fun :)

#stim gifs #stimblr #stimboard #visual stim #stim blog #stimmy #stims #my stimboards #stim #cw kidnapping #tw kidnapping #cw implied kidnapping #melanie martinez #crybaby #crybaby album

[jammyjams1910]

BABE WAKE UP FAERIE SOIRÉE MUSIC VIDEO'S OUTTTTT 😭😭😭

#I'm stimming so fucking hard rn helpp #I NEED TO REMAKE THE ART I DID WITH THIS ONE NOWW OMGG #so stay tuned for that 👀👀 #jammyjams talks #jammyjams spills the tea #jammyjams loses their sanity #melanie martinez #faerie soirée #portals #melanie portals #melanie martinez portals

[l1ttlepup]

Melanie Martinez stimboard

Tw: fire, knife, spider

My requests are open so feel free to ask for one. I'll make stimboards and moodboards just clarify which one you want!!

#petre blog #agere #cute #sfw interaction only #sfw agere #kawaii #sfw furry #sfw littlespace #sfw regression #sfw pet space #stimboard #stims #stimblr #melanie martinez #melanie k12 #k 12 melanie martinez #k 12 album #crybaby #tw knife #tw spiders #music #singer #favorite singer #💗 #💜 #🩷 #🤍 #🩶 #🩵 #💙

[pinkprincesscore]

♡♡ PORTALS: DEATH --MELANIE MARTINEZ ♡♡

#death melanie martinez #avanilov3 #my post #melanie martinez #portals #death #moodboard #pink stim #stimmy #Spotify

[nyaning20z]

ELITA HARKOV STIMBOARD FOR THE ANXIETY ANGELZ <3

#elita harkov #yungelita #melanie martinez #stimboard #stimblr #stim gif #pink stim #emma harvey #elita #visual stim

[obl1v10nn]

melanie martinez - portals era (I'm going to the trilogy tour!)

#stimblr #stimboard #Melanie martinez #portals #mel #earthling #mushroom stim #green stim #pink stim #nature stim

[doingthewritethings]

reposting this here so @ephhemeralite has to see it TWICE

#sylv speaks #friend tag #melanie martinez #portals album #portals #melanie martinez portals #been stimming “oh now she’s birthing” #she wrote and sang that as if it’s not the most #hilarious possible string of words anyone could seriously say ever

[its-kayyyy]

(please reed all of this)

trans men are men.

trans women are women.

trans children are valid.

cis or cisgender isn't a slur.

nonbinary people are valid.

genderfluid people are valid.

agender people are valid.

aromantics, asexuals, and aroace people are valid.

bisexuals are valid.

pansexual are valid.

polyamorous people are valid.

neopronouns are valid

xenopronouns are valid

xenogenders are valid.

they/them pronouns are valid.

it/its pronouns are valid.

therians are valid.

furries are valid.

otherkin are valid.

neurodivergencey is normal.

stimming is normal.

autism is normal.

adhd is normal.

systems are valid.

age reggresion is valid.

witchcraft is completely fine to use.

paganism is valid.

theistic satanism is valid.

polytheitic satanism is valid.

luciferianism is valid.

demonalotry is valid.

worshiping deities or ancient gods/goddesses are valid.

this should be common sense but to some people it isn't. if you do not agree with one or more of these please don't interact with my blog. If you agree with these feel free to check out my blog. i am a agender cupioromantic pansexual minor named kay. I love mushrooms, bluey, melanie martinez, and gravity falls. im also a fictionkin and a polytherian. if you are interested in my blog , read the dni (should by at the top, i pinned it) and follow me!

#transgender #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #non bianry #genderfluid #agender #aromanitc #asexual #aroace #bisexual #pansexual #pan #neopronouns #xenopronouns #xenogender #they/them #it/its #therian #furry #furries #otherkin #autism #adhd #system #age regression #satanism #pagan #witchcraft #stim

[st1mmywimmy]

💕dollhouse by melanie martinez stimboard💕

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DNI IN PINNED

#stim gifs #stimblr #stimboard #visual stim #stim blog #stimmy #stims #my stimboards #stim #doll #dollhouse #melanie martinez #melanie crybaby #crybaby #crybaby album #melanie martinez crybaby

[adventuringblind]

Church Girl

Oscar Piastri x Autistic!reader

Genre: hurt/comfort

Request: no (check masterlist for request status)

Summary: Church has a tendency to make people feel unwanted. When reader goes to visit her family, they convince her to go with them to the place she’s trying to forget. Good thing Oscar is there with her.

Warnings: toxic religious folk, religious trauma, creepy old men, panic attacks

Notes: okay so this goes out to my neurodivergents who were stuck in a church that didn’t understand them with peers who made them feel like they were an alien, adults who were always asking the wrong questions and judging their clothes, and were forced into the stereotypes they wanted you to fit in. Fire Drill by Melanie Martinez was on repeat while writing this.

This is loosely based on true events

Masterlist

Summer break is here which means it’s time to go visit family. She and Oscar board the plane to her home country, all smiles and laughs.

She’s missed them since being away. Her family hasn’t always understood her, but she loves them dearly.

When they arrived they were greeted with hugs and questions about the trip.

At the dinner table that night, Oscar was quick to realize that he didn’t fully realize how religious his girlfriends family is. It seemed to be their favorite topic.

The girl next to him was struggling with the conversation and he could feel her stimming under the table. She’d talked about her church experience a little with him. He didn’t want to push her so he didn’t know the full extent of everything that happened. He recalls her mom having to put up with some horrible people and the tears over how it hurt her to see her mom so broken in a place she should feel loved. How her sister felt she would never be good enough for their expectations. How her dad uses is to control them sometimes.

And yet they’d convinced them to go with. Well- more like she was trying to please and wants to spend time with her family.

In the lonesome of their room that night, she collapsed into him.

“I think I might vomit.”

He simply hold her. “Do you want to talk about it? We can always say we changed our minds.” He suggests. His attempt at reassuring her futile as she panics more.

“The people there judge so critically. It didn’t help that I was weird to kids my age and mature enough for the adults to ask me why I’m showing my shoulders because they’re a distraction.”

Oscar hums in understanding. Carful not to interrupt her explanation but still show he’s listening.

“They say it’s a stereotype, but it’s true. I’ve been teased and looked down on and made out to be over dramatic. My old youth pastor used to talk to my mom about my ‘behavior’ and how I argued with him to much. Then I yelled at him for getting in my personal space and saying things an adult should never say to a child, in my opinion. I was constantly told I talk to much about the wrong things and not enough about the right.”

Though Oscar’s shirt is getting wet, he doesn’t care. Her more harmful stimming habits are showing as he’s determined not to let that happen. She plays with his fingers instead. “I can’t do it Jack.”

The endearing nickname alerts him this is serious. He didn’t know how far this trauma had been rooted inside her. No wonder she struggles with her self-esteem, she was told her entire life she’d never measure up. She’d endured hours of countless awkward conversations and events she couldn’t wait to leave.

The worst part is that he knows it’s why she apologizes for everything. It didn’t matter how much she tried to look ‘normal’ she couldn’t get it right and people were mad at her for it.

“I will leave it up to you, but say the word and I’ll have us out of here in an hour.”

~

Oscar had half a mind just to feign sickness and tell them they can’t go. The girl pacing the room had yet to get dressed or pull the plug and say she doesn’t want to go.

“I say wear something comfortable and scandalous.” He leans back on the bed with a smirk.

“Since when are you so evil? And are you crazy? I’d get eaten by judgmental stares.”

“Let them stare. You deserve to be comfortable in whatever you wear without feeling judged and preyed on.”

~

They took a separate car from her parents. Partially because they wanted to leave early, mostly because in case of emergency they had an escape vehicle.

He could feel her trying to self soothe in the passenger seat. She’d finally settled for her favorite pair of pants and his sweatshirt. Comfort clothes for a hard situation definitely seemed like the best option.

He held her hand as they walked to the front door and stopped right outside. “Remember you’re not stuck. We can leave anytime you want.” She nods her head appreciatively, then they step through the doors.

He felt like the were underdressed. Which is an absolutely ridiculous notion because it’s eight in the morning and he’d rather be asleep. How these people look dressed for a ball at this hour is beyond him.

Oscar spots her family amongst the sea of people and weaves them into their vicinity.

“Y/N, hi! How are you? It’s been so long!” Chirps an elderly woman who awkwardly embraces the girl. She’s still as a board and yet the lady doesn’t get the hint.

“I’m alright.” She smiles politely.

“And who’s this young man?”

“My boyfriend, Oscar.”

He reaches out his hand to her and she shakes it. “It’s nice to meet you.” He offers his media coached smile.

“Oh are you two planning on settling down? Having kids?”

She shuffles awkwardly looking for a response. She hates invasive questions like these. Now would normally be where an inappropriate joke about Lando practically being their child would go but she thinks that might be wrong. But what’s even right in this situation?

“Not currently. I travel for work majority of the year so it would be difficult to start a family.” She’s grateful Oscar knows to manage conversation.

“Oh well… that’s to bad.” Then the woman shuffles away.

“I told you it’s bad.”

“I see your point. Did you know her?”

“No but apparently everyone is allowed to talk to you like that even if you just know a persons name because we’re a ‘church family’.

As they wait for the service to start, they pass the time by people watching. Snickering at the obvious fake smiles and perfect families people show off on Sunday mornings.

They are rudely interrupted by a male probably in his forties. “Excuse me, I have got to ask, are you two siblings?”

He must be newer, she thinks to herself, it’s not like she’s been gone that long. She shakes her head at the man, one hand in Oscar’s the other inside the sweatshirt pocket. “No sir, we’re dating actually.”

“That’s a real shock. He’s a keeper if that’s how you dress all the time and he still chose you.” His comment is directed at her. The social analysis kicking in. Is this sarcasm? Or maybe a joke she doesn’t get? Is he being serious?

“What do you mean by that?” Oscar is quick to ask back. Again, saving her from most likely saying something she shouldn’t.

“Most guys enjoy when a girl wears appropriate female clothing. I’m just saying she’s lucky to have you if this is what she wears all the time.” He eyes her up and down. “Would be prettier in a dress I reckon.”

“Nope. She’s pretty in everything she wears.” Oscar is dragging her off in the opposite direction before turning around. “Also, sir, I’m the lucky one.”

The service is long and boring. The two pass notes back and forth like they are in high school. Though they aren’t necessarily trying to hide the fact they are doing it.

When it’s over, they quickly tell her parents they are heading out because truthfully, the girl is in the verge of a meltdown from the over stimulation.

They get almost to the door before being stopped again by the last person she wanted to ever see again. Her old youth pastor.

“Y/N! I didn’t think you were ever coming back!” He goes to hug her but she steps back. Almost using Oscar as a barrier. “Awe don’t be like that.” He pouts.

“We were actually just heading out.” Oscar steps in. He didn’t like how the man is eyeing her. It’s uncomfortable for him and even more so for her.

“And you are…?”

“Oscar, her boyfriend.”

A look of shock spreads across his face. “That’s gooier to hear. I didn’t think she’d ever find someone.” Oscar doesn’t hesitate to use his sarcasm and over expressive facial expressions as he feigns curiosity.

“Why’s that?”

“I could never get her to shut up about things that weren’t important. And after the lengthy discussion we had with the board about her argumentative attitude with her male superiors, I just thought it would never happen.”

She didn’t tell him about that one. Oscar can see out of the corner of his eye how her head drops in shame. He doesn’t let go of her hand. “So you work with kids but when one doesn’t act the way you want you take to abusive behaviors? Glad to see a church full of people who are supposed to be loving are letting their youth get hurt by adults.” He says launder then necessary, but it gets his point across because people heard him.

He turns in his heels and places a protective arm around her waist as they walk to the car.

He knows she’s overstimulated, so he tries lets her go at her own pace when they get back to her parents house. The spare key still in the same place it’s been for years, so no need to wait outside.

In the safety of the room, she latches herself onto the Aussie. “I’m sorry.”

He holds her and does his best to soothe her. “You’ve nothing to apologize for. Those people are sick, I swear. I’m sorry you had to go through all that.”

“That meeting was the worst day of my life. Sitting in a room with a bunch of older men telling me how to behave. They made some jokes that they shouldn’t have and told me I’d never have a good life if I kept acting like I had been.” She’s wailing now.

Oscar can practically hear his hear shatter. How could people be so ignorant and blind?

“They said that my autism isn’t an excuse and that I need to try harder. Then they said maybe one of them can take me under their wing and show me how to treat a man right. I was barely eighteen.”

They spent the night like that. Her crying into his shoulder and him trying to calm her down. She fell asleep in his arms and he didn’t have the heart to move her and risk waking her up.

He couldn’t fathom someone telling her her brain being different means she’s not good enough. It’s what makes her unique in his eyes. How could someone not love the way her eyes light up when she talks about those interests that she never gets tired of. How her honesty and ability to stand her ground make conversations with her never dull.

Oscar leans down and kisses her head. “I don’t care who says you aren’t good enough, they are lying. You are for more then enough and I feel so special that you love me and are willing to share those pieces of yourself with me.”

#x reader #fanficion #f1 fic #formula one #formula 1 #racing #angst #f1 fanfic #charles leclerc x reader #lando norris #max verstappen x reader #charles leclerc x you #charles leclerc #lando norris x reader #formula racing #max verstappen x y/n #max verstappen x you #mclaren formula 1 #redbull racing #charles leclerc fic #mclaren racing #scuderia ferrari #f1 #oscar piastri fanfic #oscar piastri x y/n #oscar piastri x you #oscar piastri x reader #oscar piastri #mclaren f1 #mclaren

[blackbutlerfandomnerddomain]

Fuck it Tumblr ate my ask AGAIN so I'm writing down my Idia x Riddle hurt/comfort headcanons here! This is for you anon!

Despite the obvious proud and well known family names and smarts they both have sever low self-esteem and often feel unworthy being by the other who heavily second guess each other over anything date related

Idia second guesses himself worthy so much and still struggles with the idea someone like Riddle wants him

While Riddle second guess himself being worthy purely thanks to his mother (whom me and my friend name Pamela as a twisted honor of Pamela Voorhees from Friday the 13th, you're welcome)

Add these issues with issues and trauma from childhood and PTSD and we got lots of problems they need to work on together

There are times they argue and sometimes they do get ugly and sometimes they need a breather apart, and on those days Idia and Riddle feel worst and think the other hates him now

They both suffer from bad eating habits that will borderline become a disorder if not noticed in time, with Riddle with stress of perfection and with Idia just forgetting to care on his health

Idia's anxiety and depression is also a main of Idia's problems of holding Riddle back in his mind

A few times they get invited to a party at Scarabia and Idia's anxiety will kick in hard so Riddle leaves with him

I sometimes headcanon they're both on the autism spectrum but neither are diagnosed for reasons

With that said, they both have perfect sensory fidgets and stim toys ready to go for the other as well as noise canceling headphones

These songs make me think of them with this prompt

The first song most in Idia's head about how he thinks he's not best for Riddle

Second could be both Riddle or Idia but I mostly see Riddle in the beginning of his crush on Idia and the internal issues he got from it

Should I animate either of these??

Their self-esteem issues do bring issues but they still cling to each other after a fight or crying session

They're both heard each other cry in their sleep from many things from trauma to what happened in STYX

Riddle one time cried over a sleeping Idia thinking back at STYX and how lonely he was

They both have really bad days of emotions and kind of just... lean against each other clinging or holding hands and just crying together

How Riddle comforts Idia is freshly cleaned blankets and pillows, video games or his favorite anime ready, LED lights set on Idia's comfort color, and pizza and soda ordered for a night in and cuddles

How Idia comforts Riddle after a bad day is cozy blankets, hot cocoa or tea, cake or tart from the store those if he feels for it he'll try to make them himself, Riddle's favorite audio book playing or a show he likes, and if really needed... hedgehogs to snuggle and coo at

During Idia's graduation he helped Riddle get a restraining order against his mother and Riddle moved in with Idia in an apartment during that break, far from their hometowns but easy to visit if needed

#twisted wonderland #riddle rosehearts #idia shroud #idia x riddle #riddle x idia #strawberry pocky #hurt/comfort