#Not really ok

[jenkyblep]

You ever wake up in the morning and go

"OK the world has some shitty things but I've brooded long enough, life goes on and today's a new day!"

And for like 5 minutes you actually feel ok....

And then you find a new list of the Supreme Court twerking on the graves of your rights...........

Yeah the past like week has just been the start of a waterslide to an authoritarian oligarchy and I'm rapidly flip flopping in between internalized wrath and listless helplessness

The climate crisis and pollution have become more noticeable where I live too

Gas prices are out of control

Idk. I feel like the world's ending around me but no one cares.

No one offline even seems to acknowledge it.

Literally why can't we have nice things.

How hard is it to give a single fuck about someone else. There's no way I'm just insanely empathetic- how can I be when I'm so fucking desensitized to death that I dont care. I'm not even sad I'm just angry.

I'm so fucking angry but there ain't shit I can do.

Protests and petitions are ignored.

Voting is more about choosing "lesser evils" than anything productive (I'm still gonna vote obvs but that don't mean it *feels* good)

And any kind of violence is morally reprehensible.

But I'm so tired of everyone being expected to play nice while our rights and freedoms are stripped away.

I'm tired of arguing and trying to understand the perspective of hatered and not even being met in the middle.

I am 20. In so many ways I'm still a kid. I don't see myself making it to 30. I don't see the United States making a comeback from this. This is not ok. Nothing is ok right now.

I have to keep my eyes down for the sake of my sanity but does that not make me just another bystander? Is that not morally wrong? Selfishly narrowing my vision to ignore the wrongs around me to keep putting one foot in front of the other, lest I take a step back to see the disaster around me?

Why does the government demand control of people's lives in the name of freedom?

Why do grown adults take such fun in complaining about children's content?

What is sexual about growing up? About being yourself? About loving who you are?

How is regulating private matters freedom?

How is Christianity flavored legislation freedom?

Why are businesses more free than people?

I don't understand. I really don’t understand anything right now. None of this is logical- from sense or from heart.

I ain't religious but I imagine God would be ashamed. I imagine they'd be angry to have their name abused in such ways.

Maybe I'm overly sensitive, overly dramatic, overly paranoid.

But it's all just so much.

I just want to exist.

I want to exist, to stay in my own lane, to mind my business and get by on a simple life. But to live in a society means to bear the burden of moral responsibility for those who need help.

I don't know.

I just want to get my words out.

I'll probably feel silly in the morning.

I always feel better in the morning.

Even if it's only for 5 minutes...

#politics #rant #us politics #mental spiral #should probably clarify this aint a suicide note #im just feelin a lot rn #not really ok #but tonight ill brood and tomorrow the sun will come up #it might not get better #but ill be there to see it i guess #keep putting one foot in front of the other

[roninkairi]

You can only reblog this today.*

*PLEASE READ THE TAGS

#adventure time #finn the human #if you are reading this #please be aware this is a joke #this was a random thing tound on Facebook #and no finn really didn't say that #so go ahead and reblog it #just don't take it seriously #some of the people who reblogged this overreacted #so I feel compelled to add these tags to call them out on it #like seriously #chill out dudes #maybe eat a taco or two #tacos are life #so are burritos #ok this is running its course #david zaslav can suck it #i just felt like adding that because he is a douche

[junietuesday]

GIRL ITS ALL THE EXACT SAME FACE 😭

#june speaks #I LOVE LINK I DO BUT. REALLY. LIKE THE TOP LEFT IMG UNDER THE ZELDA SECTION OK BUT OTHER THAN THAT #loz

[yourangle-yuordevil]

That time in ancient Greece when Aziraphale needed a speedy horse and accidentally invented the pegasus

VS.

Whatever Crowley had going on in medieval times

#Crowley just really misses the unicorns ok??? #Also Crowley didn't start from a horse to make a new unicorn #he looked at a horse and was like.... nah #then looked at a goat and was like YEAAAAH LET'S GOO LET'S MAKE YOU BIG AF AND YOU CAN ALSO SPIT FIRE WHAT A GREAT IDEA!! #While Aziraphale is fretting over the fact that he accidentally gave WINGS to a HORSE and every time that the angels asks about it he's lik #whaaat?? PegaSUS naaaah never heard about it. Must be a made up thing. humans...right?? silly little things ahahah *sweat nervously* #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #pegasus #unicorn #Do I wanna draw the precious good omens beans? yes. #is this an excuse to draw more horses? also yes. #medieval crowley #ancient greek aziraphale #CAVALLIIIIIII 🐎🐴🐎🐴🐎🐴🐎🐴 #good omens comic #historical husbands

[adriles]

when we’re done with our overwhelming grief we’ll eat i guess

#book 22 #im verh drunk #hi #greatest hits #not really sure why this one resonated. are u all ok #is everyone just at the shiva #yall need to stop saying you arent gonna eat then in the tags #i love that a lot of you are getting beautiful things out of this #but some of yall need to know i wrote this while incredibly drunk #this isnt meant to be all that deep this is just shitty iliad posting #more comments like this is just judaism. surprise surprise im jewish #but again this isnt about sitting shiva #this is me drunk talking about the last 3 books of the iliad #idk what to tell u man

[floweypilled]

the many forms of Boy

#i dont really like this #its ok my hyperdeath azzy is cute hes the highlight here #the weird blobs everywhere was me trying to fix the values but Eh #undertale #asriel #flowey #my art

[mildly-inconvenienced-bat]

Oh, that's totally a post I did on my side blog, I just needed it to be stamped everywhere to convince myself that I did everything I could to vent with somebody

#a bit of a rant #not really ok #probably looking for attention but oh well #it would be nice to have someone to talk to #i mean #i have therapy tomorrow #but having to hold on for another 24h after barely going through the last 2 days feels... intimidating #anyway #vent #i dont even know which triggers i should warn about here #but again i dont even believe someone will see this

[sleepy-bebby]

#meme #memes #relatable meme #relatable memes #relatable #oop #funny memes #funny meme #mecore #funny #lol #babe is everything ok #I wanna add that this is really just a joke. #it’s ok to enjoy having a simple and mundane life #I’m definitely happy with mine

[radioroxx]

this is kerdly 2 me. btw

#utdr #deltarune #kerdly #kris deltarune #berdly deltarune #roxx art #ok hear me out. ok . ok #AHDKFK LISTEN. LISTEN HEAR ME OUT OKAY LISTEEEN #guys. guys #hi #ok tbh i really like the kris’ i did here… might have to change a pfp or two….. we’ll see #also. erm. this was supposed to be a dumb stupid doodle comic but then… i liked how the colours were turning out so….. </3 #anyways. ill draw more deltarune promise. u can even request it of me #love and light. signing out goodbye

[tawnysoup]

The one eyed Siffrin Wink™

#i wanted to know how it'd look so i animated it (a still image doesnt rly do it) #i ended up going way cleaner than i usually do for animation so it took a couple days #but im really pleased with him - im quite proud of my style matching - just the lineart is too thick but thats ok #little scrunko winks for u #what mischievious thoughts are they having? probably sadder ones than u'd think #my art #my animations #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #animation

[abisalli]

bring your kid to work day 

★bonus:  he’s impressed 

#batman #bruce wayne #dick grayson #robin (dick grayson) #justice league #superman #clark kent #hal jordan #wonder woman #dc comics #my art #digital art #this came to me in a dream #love the idea of Bruce just taking his kids to league meetings and everyone's like '?? ok ig??' #I also really really wanted to draw small baby robin #batfamily

[sameboot]

Simon petrikov coping FAIL compilation

#HNNNGGGNNN!! SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT EPISODE 2…… #my art #adventure time #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #Fionna and cake spoilers #<- kind of??? maybe not really #I’m so glad ep 2 gave us some insight to that scene in obsidian #it’s such a shift from Simon saying he’d literally rather DIE than be the ice king again #BUT IT MAKES SENSE! #nostalgia can twist your perception of the past #and then mix that in with a metric ton of trauma ! #‘things were simpler back then’ #SIMON 99.5% OF YOUR LIFE AS ICE KING WAS AWFUL…. #I mean in the later seasons he does gradually gain acceptance and fit in with the others #but that just makes the CURRENT simons situation so much sadder it’s like he’s back at square 1 in some ways #WILL THE ISOLATION EVER END? #OK IM DONE RANTING IN THE TAGS

[jakejeffreyperalta]

sally jackson is literally the only person ever. she's so amazing. she's perfect. she's so kind it makes people cry. she listens to nirvana. she's beautiful. she fought a bull. she can cook. she's everyone's mother. she's a writer. she sings sad songs and applies them to her life and cries. she killed her abusive ex husband and sold him to get money for an apartment. she used to work at a candy store and bring percy samples of his favourite flavours. she shot a monster with a police gun in the middle of a war. she started making food blue because she's petty and she knew it would piss gabe off. she's an icon. she's the moment. no. 1 milf. no one's doing it like her.

#when i say she's literally the best character in the pjoverse i really really mean it #shes everything. everything #i love her to death #ALSO SALLY JACKSON MIXTAPE DROPPING WHEN I LOVE HER MUSIC TASTE SO FAR #COME AS YOU ARE WHILE MAKING STIR FRY??? JEALOUS GUY BY JOHN LENNON. OK QUEEN #pjo #percy jackson #percy jackson and the olympians #the chalice of the gods #chalice of the gods #sally jackson

[spiderversegf]

i have started asking myself “how can i make this more fun?” in regards to the things i have to do and it is such a small difference but it brings me so much delight

#🍜 #sagittarius posting #but really like i just let myself stim however i want and i let myself do my weird silly harmless stuff #i used to be sooooo self conscious even when all alone! so this has been making me feel braver in a weird and unexpected way #i love joy i will never stop seeking it out!!! #ok to rb #🦠

[snippit-crickit]

BLOOD IS FUEL HELL IS FULL AND THE NEW ULTRAKILL UPDATE is so much fun,,,,,,,,,,,,, also i am spreading the tailed/dragonfly V1 propaganda

#art #ultrakill #v1 #v1 ultrakill #dragonfly #furry #maybe #in a way #ok not really #heavypaint

[morganpdf]

Lost my fucking mind at a red light today

turning off reblogs bc im tired of terfs in my notes. anwyays trans people are sooo much cooler and sexier than cis people but especially terfs. bye

#morgan.pdf #oh i forgot to tag SORRY </3 #suggestive // #i fucking SCRAMBLED for my phone. i read it and went 'that doesnt really say that does it' #havent checked this on desktop where i have shinigami eyes but this is breaching containment #if u reblog this post u acknowledge that trans people are sooooooo swag #yeah ok terfs are touching this post now. die 1000 deaths (shinigami eyes on for free blocklist<3) #5k #10k #20k #banger.pdf #edit: i only respect the person who tagged this with a transformers character. thats so funny holy shit