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fagziraphale · 7 months
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itd be cool if the reason for crowley's fall was literally that he tried to overthrow god. like he went all in on the rebellion. he downplays it later like he just asked questions he just hung around the wrong people he just got swept up in it etc bc he cant remember the details a lot and that makes it easier for him to maintain that he didn't even do anything. but like i want the truth to be that he DID do something. and this is not to say he would have deserved it, or that trying to overthrow god is wrong or anything. it would just unambiguously be like yeah, there was a rebellion, he was part of it, he chose to reject god first. and then he AND aziraphale have to come to realize that that still doesn't make what was done to him and the other demons justified
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cloudysonder · 3 months
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In Response to Criticism of Loser, Baby
According to the yt comments under prime's upload of Loser, Baby, apparently some folks are taking offense to Husker comforting Angel by telling him he's a loser and to get over it and somehow framing this lovely lovely song as victim blaming??
the media literacy bar really is in hell
I do think the song plays out far better in the context of the show, and isn't really made to be a standalone piece of consumable media, though I will be treating it as such in the coming days by endlessly looping the video
anyway, this is a song that brings comfort and hope to both characters thanks to who each character is and what situation each is in. These are vital pieces of context that are important to understanding the message of the song. It's important to realize one method of comfort is not going to work for every situation-- the particular method in Loser, Baby works because of what the characters are looking for in the moment.
Husk confronts Angel on his self-destructive tendencies, to which Angel responds that drugs, sex, and immediate dopamine hits are his escape, and that, even in the worst case, even if he destroys himself, it'd be better than the situation he's currently in (a suicidal, scary thing to say)
In the previous scenes in the show, we've seen that Angel takes an almost comedic level of pride in his work, eager to drag the gang off to sex dungeons and show them his porn tapes. He delights in how uncomfortable his world makes them and constantly does bits, putting on a character that's hypersexual, that seems like he's in control and wants to be doing the sex work he's doing
This is very clearly an attempt at masquerading a level of power over his life that he doesn't actually have; in reality, he has no choice but to be sexually exploited, but if he acts like he chooses it, it almost feels like he owns his life. Or, really, it almost looks to others that he owns his life. It's all about performance and perception with Angel; he hates the idea of looking like someone who needs saving, hates looking like a victim, and hates being seen as powerless, so he tries to act like he's none of those things. Of course, he can't really lie to himself, so he resolves that inner turmoil (suffering that he completely internalizes because he doesn't want to break his facade) through drugs, sex, alcohol, and even pain as distraction.
Which is why "Loser, Baby," is so fucking wonderful! Husk is telling him, over and over, that he's not fooling anyone, that his little character he's sacrificing so much to play isn't worth it, that Angel's a loser and everyone can tell. If you take his words at face value, it's cruel and unkind and could make things worse--- that is, if this wasn't Husk and he wasn't talking to Angel.
It's freeing. Angel is being told that he doesn't need to do his bullshit performance, that he can be a loser, and that everyone at the hotel's a loser too, so no one's gonna judge him. It's a song about accepting where you are in life, about stopping Angel's denial of reality and refusal of vulnerability.
Most of all, it's a very kind gesture on Husk's part. It wouldn't have worked if Husk hadn't also loudly called himself a loser and opened up about his past mistakes. It's a wonderful song about mutual vulnerability and accepting imperfections and mistakes and accepting that you're in a shitty place so you can finally stop self-destructing and start finding solace in other people also in shitty places.
also it's gay soooooo not too much on my beloved huskerdust
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strwberri-milk · 5 months
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Hihii can i request klutz and sensitive reader that radiates sunshine energy with diluc and wrio? Preferably when theyre still pining for eachother :3 Reader may be sensitive but shes still stronk and good with her abilities! Not as strong as them of course but she has special abilities to make her powerful :D oh and her ablities use a lot of energy so she ends up almost passing out if she uses it too much in battle :p
He thinks it's adorable, but he won't tell you that aloud. Wriothesley is much more open with his teasing of you, an almost permanent amused smirk attached as he watches you bumble around whereas Diluc almost looks unaffected. Their eyes always follow you around and he's making sure you don't actually trip but just in case you do he's always got a few bandages to wrap you up with just in case.
When the two of you get into a fight while spending some time together his first reaction is to protect you. He knows you're kind and has this perception of you being soft because he has no idea that you can fight. When you manage to catch a blade being thown at his back he takes a second to be impressed before falling back into the rhythm of the fight, glad you can hold your own.
If you accidentally overexert yourself in combat he worries over whether or not he should take you back to his place or if he should just take you home. He doesn't want to make you uncomfortable but since he also doesn't spend a lot of time at your place he knows it'd take him a while to give you the medical attention you'd need. That ends up with him taking you home and trying to heal you up as best he can before calling someone else to finish up the job.
He cares about you a lot but is very discreet about it, leading you to not know he actually has feelings for you. It's not until you wake up in the middle of the night with him sleeping on the side of your bed on the ground with his hand loosely on your stomach. When he feels his hand move he sits up and looks at you, blearily chastising you for not being more careful.
You laugh a little and put your hand over his, telling him that you're alright. He gives you a slightly skeptical look and tells you that he's going to have to keep a closer eye on you. You smile brightly and tell him that you don't mind, flustering the two of you a bit as you both realise that's an outright admission of wanting to spend more time with him.
He's even softer with you after that, not wanting to accidentally hurt you or your feelings because he doesn't want to see you like that ever again. You can tell that he's being softer with you and you're worried that he's pulling away, confronting him about it and telling him that you know he'd never hurt you and that you trust him. He's a little at a loss for words but when he thinks you think he's mad or annoyed at you then he stops you right there.
He ends up confessing to you and you to him, the two of you laughing about how much faster you could have cleared things up if only you had actually spoken to each other. He gives you a tight hug, loving the way you feel pressed up against him and planning out what he's sure will be the perfect first date.
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stargirlwrites · 1 year
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Not just s-ex
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Jungkook x f.reader
-> slight amut, angst, fluff
-> warnings: TW! - mentions of r4pe. , unprotected sex, slut shaming, angry Jungkook, high sex drive reader, crying, they get into nasty argument :(
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Jungkook didn't know what to do about you. When you first told him about having a high sex drive he didn't think much of it. He lost his virginity to you, he didn't know anything else but you so he understood everything about your body, but recently you've been asking for sex way more than you usually do.
You two spend more time having sex than actually hanging out together. So he's going to confront you in the nicest way possible.
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"F-faster please koo!" You whine out as Jungkooks cock hits every right spot inside of you, you swear he's all inside your tummy. Making you feel euphoric.
His hips snap against yours as he feels you clenching around him, knowing you're about to cum. You feel his thrust get sloppier as you let out high pitched screams, not caring about the neighbors. It wasn't short after until Jungkook gave you your third cream pie of the night. Yay unprotected sex your favorite. (Don't do it you'll die.)
After you two were finished, Jungkook was exhausted. You two went at it for 3 rounds and he is completely out of it. You two cleaned yourselves up and changed the cum stained sheets. Jungkook layed down on his spot, holding you close as he kisses you goodnight and tries to close his eyes to drift away in his own little dream land. Until he felt you shift and move onto his body.
He opens his eyes and let's out a little sigh. Of course you're still horny. Of course you still want to have sex.
"Baby.. look we'll do it tomorrow night I promise I'm just very tired so-" You cut him off with your bratty little voice
"Mmm but I want you s-so so.. so bad. Want it again" you started to rub yourself against Jungkooks soft crotch. You and Jungkook usually do this. You thought he was just doing the silly little foreplay like usually.. but he wasn't.
His hands gently hold your hips still, preventing you from making any movement. You pout your lips and remove his hands, putting them on your breast instead
"You can have me all the time. Always want you.." you started to grind on his crotch again, letting out small moans when your clit rubs against his clothed cock.
His once soft hands turn aggressive, you yelp when you feel jungkook slightly above you off of him. It actually kind of hurt he wasn't being very gentle.
"Ohhh I know what you want" you giggle and try to remove Jungkooks boxers, still thinking it'd apart of your little foreplay you two usually do, forgetting about his harsh grip.
Jungkook sighs angrily and grips your wrist and shoves you harder away from him. His grip was hard and left redness on your wrist. You yelp a small "Jungkook.." before he responds
"God damn it ___ can you stop being a horny freak for once and leave my cock alone Jesus christ." You didn't know you were going something wrong. You thought he wanted to..
"I- ... I thought-.. this was never a problem before I mean-"
"No, maybe if you weren't such a fucking slut begging for dick every hour this wouldn't be a problem. You're a whore. No self respect for yourself what so ever."
You couldn't believe Jungkook was this mad with you. If he would have actually talked to you before hand you wouldn't do anything he's uncomfortable with, never.
Tears escape your eyes as you make tiny sobs but Jungkooks mouth keeps running. His mouth keeps going as he gets up and starts dressing, like he's going somewhere. This only makes your breathing get harder.
"Do you even know all the stories I heard about you? All the men that's confessed of being inside of you without protection? They even had evidence, everyone at my fucking Job knows. That's why I fear fucking you raw, don't know what kind of disease I'll catch."
And that's where he crossed the line.
You wrap your body in your fluffy pink robe, quickly getting up to face him. His irritated face faces your pink puffy one with tears streaming down.
You slap him.
"How fucking dare you. How could you s-say that to me. I know I have a problem I'm sorry. Maybe if you just talk to me this wouldn't be a problem. I... I w-was fucking räpĕd by .. by 4 boys in high-school and they never got punishment for it. Sorry that it'll fuck me up in ways."
Jungkooks eyes widen when he hears his words. Well he's a fucking asshole. Before he could say anything you beat him to his problem pity words
"Don't care what you say. Don't want to see you please leave, we can talk later. Not tonight."
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That night you went to bed alone. For the first time in 2 years you slept in bed without him by your side. It was a long night. Thoughts rambling in both of your minds, Regret and pain. You regretted taking your past sexual frustration on him and not telling him your dark past. It was painful. Jungkook regretted saying all those nasty things to you and not listening to the screams of help you silently screamed. It was painful because he hurt the one he truly loved. He hurt you and it hurt him to know that you were hurt. It hurts him to see you crumble apart because of him.
It wasn't that long after Jungkook stopped crashing at his cousins soyeons place. You and him talked it out. You opened up to him completely and he listened. He reminded you how much he loved you. He reminded not just you but himself how much of a fucking idiot he is.
You're getting help with your high sex drive problem. Of course you and Jungkook still have sex, just instead of every day its twice a week. It feels good. It feels good knowing that you can feel good without sexual acts. That you can feel good with the one you love, and his name is Jeon Jungkook.
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( hope you guys enjoyed this. It's short but it's something. Love all of y'all and thank you so much for reading my fics. I have longer ones coming soon!! You can always leave requests too <3!!) - stargirl ☆
*Jungkook is so babygirl I need to write more sub!jk.*
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some Head Cannons about Bro zone inspired by the fact literally everyone else has been doing these posts lol.
I think Floyd and Clay would end up trying to live with Branch in the Bunker but would find it too hard for multiple reasons one being Branch actually has loud night terrors often. that no one knows about but its actually one of the reasons why he still chooses to live so far away from everyone else in the village and Floyd and Clay are kept awake at nights just hearing him loudly screaming and shouting.
and one on occasion when they did try to wake him it resulted in Branch springing up and attacking them throwing one of them to the ground and pulling a weapon out of his Hair and nearly hitting them with it until Branch finally snapped out of it and realised where he was.
kinda helping Floyd and Clay realise for the first time how deeply affected Branch is by his past to the point he's still on such High alert even in his own home.
2. whenever Bro zone have any sort of arguments even if their not 100 percent serous and just mostly petty sibling Banter Branch still gets visibly afraid.
and nervous maybe even trying to defuse the situation but his voice and body language making it clear he's genuinely nervous which actually stops the other bros in their tracks.
and they try to reassure him the family isn't breaking up and its just normal sibling banter but regardless Branch isn't able to tell the difference between serous family shattering arguments and just normal day to day sibling banter.
so the bros try and make it more clear in the future that their just mostly joking around as opposed to seriously fighting amongst each other.
3. John Dory used to be a pretty social party animal but after spending over 20 years traveling with just Rhonda for company he's actually a pretty anti social person now.
tho he doesn't like to admit it and he tries to put on the persona of the social party animal in front of his Brothers he actually finds big crowds and meeting new people to be super stressful.
4. Bruce gained most of his extra weight in the immediate aftermath of his and JDs big fight as he stress ate for quite a while afterwards tho in present day he tries to hide this fact to avoid making JD feel bad since he can tell he's genuinely changed since then.
5. Floyd would be the one to try and encourage his Brothers to actually talk about their more negative feelings towards each other meanwhile the others just want to leave it as they are seem to be doing fine in present day.
and they don't want to bring up the uncomfortable stuff from the past again but Floyd would think its healthy that they do so.
6. if/when Branch and Poppy do get engaged each of the Bros will be excitedly waiting in anticipation to see which of them Branch picks to be his best man and Teasing each other over it.
only for Branch to shatter their Dreams when he announces that he's chosen Gary to be his best man ( this HC assumes that Gary gets added to the movie cannon at some point ).
and his bros are all weirded out and confused and some of them even think its just a Joke at first but when it becomes clear he isn't Joking.
some of them even sorta angrily confront Branch on how he could choose a friggin Remote Control over any of them only for Branch to cut the none serous casual attitude he'd had up to this point and tell them.
that yes he knows Gary is an inanimate object but he's been a more consistent comfort in his life than any of them ever have and well its his wedding so if they can't accept that then he doesn't want them there.
7. Branch would be a little bit resentful about the fact that Bruce went off and started a new family forgetting all about him while he waited for all of them to come back over the years.
he wouldn't outright tell him this due to fear of stirring the pot amongst the family when they've only just gotten things back on track.
but it'd end up coming out one way or another and Bruce would show a bit of growth and actually be understanding of why Branch would feel this way Rather than judging him for it.
meanwhile JD would would say he also felt pretty hurt by this only for Bruce to casually brush it off since he really doesn't give a crap if it hurt John's ego 😂😂😂😂
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myunghology · 1 year
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XIAO , SCARAMOUCHE , KAZUHA general relationship headcanons.
!! gender neutral reader, completely sfw, fluff. tw ? ; none ( song reco )
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!! XIAO
you guys are definitely taking it slow, he still has to adjust y'know. even if he's over 2,000 years old, i doubt he's ever been in a romantic relationship. ( is that an insult ? ; maybe )
overprotective, doesn't care who it is, he just is. the only exception is probably zhongli and ganyu. still unsure about traveler, but i'm leaning to maybe yes.
"who's that? why are you acting so close with them? do i know them? have you mentioned them before?" "....xiao that's one of my family members." "oh."
easily flustered. he can either cover it up easily, or he can't. there's no in between, or that's up to you if you want to decide.
can't express his feeling's properly. this ones a little bit toxic, but if you didn't want accurate headcanons then i think you came to the wrong blog.
but you cant really blame him, he's naturally like that. and it's probably gonna take him a long time to actually open up about his feelings, but if you're an understanding and patient person, then that's better.
he'll probably ignore you if he's jealous, but i guess that's how he copes dawg
he'd want you to come to him first more than him actually confronting you.
but put all that aside- he gives you little things that reminded him of you whenever he goes somewhere. he would sometimes give you a random cute hairpin and said that it'd suit you, which it did.
that's what makes your relationship so cute, he does these little things that make you smile, like taking you out to places where he thinks it's pretty, just like you. he thinks. he does this because he doesn't know how else to express it. ( shakespeare could never amirite )
!! SCARAMOUCHE
mOTHERFUCKER NUMBER 2 WHO ALSO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS HIS FEELINGS
it's ironic enough that him and xiao are similar in relationships, more so that they absolutely can't express their feelings properly.
but what's different is that he expresses it more aggressive about it. more passive-aggressive probably.
buys you stuff you want without even asking, if he sees you looking at it then he buys it for you the next day, maybe even something better, but still the same design.
you tell him to stop spending his money on you when you don't even need it, but he tells you to just be good and take it. you give in, because it'd be a waste if he bought it and he'd just give it right back after.
but if you like it that way, then he's your personal sugar daddy now congratulations
denies it whenever you call him out when he's being shy, especially when you flirt back, this guy is a hard flirt, only to you of course.
there may be tons of women or men who are into him, but he's only looking at you, if he wanted to cheat, he can. but he doesn't.
"i don't understand why you're so worried about that, you know i'll only always be with you." ( AGOI )
( HE SAY THAT IM GOOD ENOUGH GRABBIN MY DUHDUHDUH THINKIN BOUT SHIT THAT I SHOULDN'T HA-)
but then again, he also says straight forward about problems into a relationship, because he wants to avoid them in the future.
you guys fight sometimes, and i mean teasing by the way, not an actual fight. but fights aren't really rare when you're with him.
it's usually caused because of a misunderstanding.
they do say you fight with the people you love the most
!! KAZUHA
probably the most normal one out of all of them here i fear. sweetest boyfriend ever
bros the whole package
he says whatever's making him uncomfortable in a relationship and he encourages you to do the same and not be ashamed, probably because you two have already been through everything together once you've even started dating.
also he's a very understanding person, and he's willing to listen to you no matter what situation it is.
his love language is probably words of affirmation, saying he loves you out of the blue is his favorite part of the day.
"i love you so much" "..h..huh..?"
10x more soft spoken to you than he is to other people, i know his voice is naturally like that, but he can't help but treat you like your fragile, especially if you're emotional. but if you don't want him to, then he won't push it. especially if you don't like feeling belittled.
closeted sadist
won't force you to do things you don't want to do, but he definitely encourages you.
never and i mean never comments anything rude or disrespectful at you, especially about your appearance. the only things he comments are compliments.
but if you truly want advice for your looks then he'll recommend a hair, clothing switch or something like that, "maybe that would look better, but you really suit anything and everything" he says.
gives you love letters whenever he's away, probably once a week so you don't go overthinking. you don't have to worry about him cheating either, beidou has promised you that she'd tell you if he cheats ( and crush his testicles ) , and obviously, kazuha isn't that type of person, you'd know for sure.
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kittievampire · 1 year
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Okay okay hear me out cheater!satan x mc x Lucifer
basically Satan cheats on mc he doesn’t really regret in the beginning but later on he start regretting it but by now mc has gotten over it and started dating Lucifer (maybe he comforted them when they found out) Satan ends up finding out (probably just like walking in on them kissing or something you’re choice) mc and Lucifer have a pretty fluffy ending but for Satan just angst you can make it nsfw if you want but free to ignore 💗🌈
Okay, so I SAID that cheating was iffy for me,
Buuuuuuut I like the idea so I'll do it just for you bb 😘
Also, this may have been a bit rushed I'm so sorry
Lemme see what I have in my bag, my dear~
Click here if you wanna request!
Listening to When I Was Your Man while writing this!
Regret
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Warnings: Angst (duh), Fluff, Cheating, Cursing, Hurt/Comfort, GN MC, Cheating!Satan x MC, Lucifer x MC, MC is a fuckin unit, MC has anger issues lowkey tho
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When you started dating Satan, you couldn't help but notice a slight shift in his demeanor.
Before the two of you started going out, he loved to spoil you with gifts, play with your hair, read you his favorite stories, and take you to cat cafes. Afterward, however, there was a sudden decline of such acts. You figured it was because he wanted to be more low-key with you while together, maybe he preferred it that way?
You weren't sure. But you didn't want to pester your boyfriend about it.
Though it did bother you a little that he didn't show you any physical affection, you assumed it must've been a personal thing. Maybe he was uncomfortable sharing his personal space with someone. Maybe later on in your relationship, he'd come around and start kissing your forehead or cuddling with you. Really, that was all you'd hoped for out of a relationship. While he wasn't giving you that right now, you concluded that you'd seem demanding if you went to confront him about it, so you remained quiet. There was, however, something else that was bothering you.
Lucifer had started acting odd as well. He'd avoid the two of you quite often, but when confronted about it, he denied such accusations.
"I have no idea what you mean, MC. Perhaps you're imagining things," was a common statement from the eldest.
Again, you decided not to pester.
You were well aware of the friction between the two brothers, but you didn't think entering a relationship with one of them would cause the other to start avoiding you. Occasionally, you'd catch the demon in question casting you small glances of worry whenever you and Satan were in the same room.
You think, now, that perhaps he was trying to warn you.
Maybe he was trying to voice his opinions non-verbally, make you aware of what would happen in the future.
Unfortunately, hapless you couldn't see the signs. The red flags seemed like regular ones, due to the love-tinted glasses you were wearing. And your heart wasn't prepared for the torture it'd soon endure.
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You returned to the House of Lamentation to the usual chaos. Leviathan yelling at Mammon for selling another one of his figurines, Beelzebub munching on a cheeseburger, Belphegor sleeping beside his twin, and Asmodeus putting on lip gloss. Racing down the hallway and into Satan's room, you set down the little trinket you'd gotten him from Akuzon that had finally arrived.
It was a jade green bookmark with cat faces scattered around it. There was magic within the bookmark that helped it stay in place when threatening to fall out of a book, so you figured it'd help him keep his spot whenever his books got flung around.
Smiling, you flipped over the bookmark, grabbing the marker you had in your pocket, and began to write.
'Hope this helps, love you always — MC'
After dropping off the gift, you noticed the brothers' mayhem bleeding into the hallways and the rooms. You bit your lip for a moment. Usually Lucifer was around to keep them all in check. Where was he?
This wasn't exactly the ideal place for studying. You had an important exam tomorrow, you couldn't afford any distractions during your study time.
Satan had mentioned he was going to be in the library to tutor another student. Perhaps you should join him.
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Assuming he wouldn't mind, you didn't bother texting him beforehand and entered the library.
Her giggle was what brought you to that position in the library, her hand on his chest was what made you freeze, and his kiss to her forehead was what made your heart drop.
"Satan?"
You called out to him, feeling the world suddenly pause around you. You could practically hear your heart crack slowly like a glass statue had been exposed to high sound frequencies. You tried your best to process the sight before you, sight becoming more and more fuzzy as tears began to well up in them.
Satan turned his head to look at you, green eyes widening in shock. "MC," He responded.
The succubus beside him giggled once more, her pink eyes meeting yours as a grin formed on her face. "Oh, this is your little plaything, baby?" She asked, her index finger tracing a circle along his chest.
"Plaything?" You repeat, one hand clenching into a fist and bringing it to your chest. "Satan, what the is this whore talking about?" You demanded, a tear slipping down your cheek.
The succubus growled. "Who are you calling a whore, you—" "Shut the fuck up, I'm not talking to you," You interrupt, not even giving her a glance. Satan raised his hand. "Hey, hey, there's no need for that, MC, relax." He said softly, feeling your anger rising.
You flinched. Looking deep into his emerald eyes, you could see the joy, the pleasure. Of course.
He wanted to see you angry.
He wanted to feed off of your anger, that's what he wanted.
That's why he was with you, because it was so easy to push your buttons.
Soon enough, the succubus was standing in front of you, pointing her finger at you, long acrylic nail almost poking at your chest. "You've got some nerve calling me a whore. It's not my fault he prefers me over some rodent like you. If you want him, I'll gladly fight you for him, but I doubt a human like you could put up a fight against me. I bet you don't even impress in bed," The succubus continued babbling in front of you. You glanced behind her, meeting the blond's gaze. His fingers intertwined, elbows pressed into the desk, hands blocking your view of his mouth, but you were almost certain he was smirking at the rising fury in the room.
"You're enjoying this, aren't you, you bastard?!" You shouted, the succubus stepping in front of you once more, pushing her finger into your chest. "Hey, I'm—" "Get your greasy ass finger out of my face!" You pushed her hand away.
The succubus stumbled backward a bit, teeth clenched as she seethed. "How dare you!" She swung her arm forward. Her palm would've struck you across the face, were it not for a red gloved hand to catch her wrist.
"What is the meaning of this?" You turned your head slowly, Lucifer's black wings wrapping around you protectively as his piercing red gaze shifting from the succubus to Satan. The Avatar of Wrath met his eyes, a glare making it's way to the blond's face.
Lucifer's icey stare shifted to you, then back at the succubus. Immediately, it turned into a look of disgust and disappointment. "Leave," He said in a demanding tone, causing the succubus to shudder and run off.
There was a dead silence in the room.
Only the sound of your heart loudly thumping against your chest was heard, ringing in your ears. You swallowed a lump in your throat, eyes flicking downward at the ground as you tried to process everything.
"Don't look down at me like that, Lucifer." Satan finally broke the silence, earning a scoff from the eldest. "I look at trash however I please." Lucifer immediately shot back, earning a slam of Satan's fists against the table. "Trash?! You don't even know what was going on before you walked in!"
Lucifer looked down at your quivering state, your arms wrapped around yourself as another tear slipped down your cheek. "I could only assume..." He murmured out softly, wrapping an arm around you. "Come with me, MC," He spoke softly, guiding you out of the library, leaving a fuming Satan behind.
You heard a loud crash, similar to the sound of a table being thrown across the room, as the library doors slammed shut behind you.
The hallway looked a lot longer than it used to. Probably because you were becoming less and less aware of your surroundings as your vision became even more blurry.
Soon enough, you were seated in a chair in the Student Council room, Lucifer seated next to you.
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Lucifer wasn't the best when it came to comforting, he was well aware of that. Nonetheless, he was silent when you started sobbing. He knew of Satan's intentions from the beginning, but he was also hoping that perhaps you could change him, make him forget what he originally wanted out of you and fall in love just as you did with him.
The Avatar of Pride was jealous of his brother. He had developed quite an affinity for you, but once you made your feelings for Satan known, he pushed back his thoughts on confessing. He wanted to respect your space, so he tried to push himself away as much as he could in a meager attempt to soothe his aching heart.
He wanted to give the two of you a chance, he really did.
Now he wishes he'd have stepped in sooner. Given you a fighting chance for the upcoming heartbreak he knew you must've been feeling.
Unconsciously, his hand gently grasped your shoulder. This was the most physical comfort he could give you right now.
You froze in your seat, slowly looking up to face him. Tear streaks staining your reddened cheeks, eyes puffy from your crying. Suddenly, you threw yourself into his arms, wrapping yours around his torso and sobbing quietly into his chest.
Lucifer flinched, allowing his mind to process what was happening before tenderly wrapping his arms around you. One of his gloved hands began to gently stroke your hair. His chin rested on the top of your head and he closed his eyes, finding a solitude of sorts in the embrace as you released all of your rage and sadness.
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Ever since that night, you and Lucifer had grown a lot closer. You'd been staying at the Purgatory Hall with Simeon, Luke, and Solomon, and you didn't interact with Satan almost at all at RAD, seeing as you shared none of your classes together.
That's when you started feeling something toward Lucifer. He'd always check up on you when you had the time, take you to special events as his guest, and give you his shoulder to cry and lean on when you'd ask for it.
The two of you were at Ristorante Six when he asked you to be his. Walking out of the restaurant, Lucifer stopped you by the window, gently holding you by your shoulders, biting his lip as if he was thinking over what he wanted to say.
"I know that what happened with Satan was recent and I understand that this may not be the best time, but, MC, I can't ignore my feelings for you any longer. I think... No, I know that I love you dearly, MC. You have a place in my heart no one else will ever fill. Despite your response, I will continue to love you, even if it has to be platonically," He said, a light blush forming on his cheeks.
You blinked, heart racing in your chest as you brought a hand up and placed it on his cheek. "Lucifer..." You murmured out softly, your eyes flicking to his lips.
Leaning forward, you gently press your lips against his, wrapping your arms around his neck. His arms snaked around your waist, pulling you closer to him to deepen the kiss, even if only by a little.
This, you thought, was what you were looking for.
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Ever since you moved back in to the House of Lamentation, Satan had been trying to talk to you. When he did, however, he'd only get a scoff and a back turn in response. He'd be lying if he said it infuriated him, but deep down, by this point, he knew he deserved it.
At first, he didn't regret anything. He knew that the only reason he was keeping you close was for his own entertainment. He loved seeing you so angry so often, it fed into his sin.
But after you left him, he couldn't help but feel this ache in his chest. Like something was missing.
And when he saw your little gift sitting on his desk, he couldn't ignore the way his heart thumped heavily within him, only to drop when he remembered that night.
The reason he was trying to approach you was because he wanted to make amends somehow. He wanted to work to earn your trust back, of course, but he also wanted to try again. This time, he knew he'd do better. This time, he'd put his everything into you, into the two of you.
The two of you could maybe achieve happiness, finally.
When he saw you kissing Lucifer in the kitchen late one night, however, he could feel his heart shatter.
The way Lucifer hugged you, the way he smiled at you, cupped your cheek, and gave you forehead kisses, it all infuriated him.
He should've done these things.
That's all you've ever wanted, was his love and affection. You weren't picky with his time, nor were you easily jealous, you were perfect.
And he lost you.
Now, all he can do is clutch on to the bookmark you'd given him, reading the little message in the back over and over in his mind while holed up in his room.
'Hope this helps, love you always — MC'
As tears cascade down his cheeks, he leans his head back against his chair, silently hoping, wishing that this was all a bad dream. Maybe he'd wake up and you'd be in his arms again, loving him once more. Love him always, like you promised.
Satan wishes the best for you and Lucifer. He hopes that Lucifer can do everything he couldn't do when you were his.
He hopes the two of you achieve that happiness that Satan had originally wanted for you and him, but was too ignorant to commit.
Now, you were gone, and he was alone.
Wallowing in regret.
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Bro should've bought you flowers, L
Now, if you don't mind, I'm gonna go read some fluff and sweet shit with Satan in it cause I NEED to be able to look at my sweet kitty boy after this pleeaasseeee 😭😭😭
I hope this was to your liking, anon!
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hihelloheyhowdy · 1 year
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I really like your nagi x itoshi!reader scenerio, can you make a part two where in the reader and nagi doing boyfriend girlfriend things and sae and rin finally saw it😄
This idea is super fun, i really like it! I personally thought of two scenarios so here they are. In first scenario mentions of fem!reader for this. Reader is also Rin's twin in this
Scenario one; your brothers came home to find out you and Nagi were hanging out home alone (they proceed to scold you)
The house was finally quiet for one moment. Your parents were away for the weekend, Sae had gone out to do you don't know what, and Rin was out practicing soccer. You really wanted to see Nagi, but you weren't in the mood to leave the comfort of your room so naturally you invited him over. This wasn't the first time Nagi came over, however it was usually you going to his apartment.
Since he lived alone Nagi's apartment was the better choice, considering the fact your brothers can get pretty loud arguing. So when you heard the doorbell ring you smiled widely going to greet Nagi at the door.You haven't seen him in two weeks due to both of you having midterms, and therefore you felt eager to finally spend time with him not over face time. You led Nagi upstairs to your room, where you were planning to watch the Hunger Games movies.
You paid no mind that half way through Catching Fire both your brothers had gotten home. You were to focused on the warmth that radiates off of Nagi, his fingers drawing little shapes on your hips, and the smell of sandalwood mixed with lavender fabric softer you'd missed. Cuddling with Nagi was always comforting, especially since he was taller and buffer than most practical engulfing you into him.
However your peace was ruined in moments as Rin aggressively swung open the door of your bedroom to ask you a question, and was met with a sight he certainly was not expecting.
"Hey (y/n) Sae and I are thinking of ordering take out-"
He stopped mid sentence to take in the sight in front of him, eyes shifting between the two of you before stopping to slightly glare at Nagi then returning back to you.
"What is he doing here?"
"I was bored, alone, and I haven't seen him in weeks so I invited him over."
"You invited him over? when you were home alone?!"
"No! What ew Rin it's not like that!"
"What is it like then (y/n)?!"
Sae made his way upstairs due to all the commotion going on.
"What are you two arguing about?"
"(y/n) decided to have her boyfriend over while she was home alone."
"What?!"
"No it's not like that! That's what I'm trying to explain we did nothing! We are just watching a movie."
Sae narrowed his eyes at Nagi.
"Why would you agree to come over, if you know no one was home? What were you intentions?"
"Because (y/n) asked me too, and I haven't seen her in awhile. I was just here cause I missed her."
"Is that so?"
"I don't trust that lukewarm idiot. Aren't there like rules against this? Shouldn't you be grounded?"
"No, mom and dad have let Nagi and I hangout alone."
Sae then spoke up.
"Why would they let you do that?"
"Because they trust me! Because they believe I can make my own smart decisions, and you two should also believe that! Rin and I are the same age Sae, so why do you always treat him like he's more mature? If anything you're both still the ones held up on a childish feud!"
"It's not that I trust Rin more than you, but I don't know Nagi well therefore I feel protective of my little sister who is with him alone."
Nagi wasn't really the confrontation type, but he felt as though he should step in as things were getting heated. He thought it'd be best to stop you before you said something you'd regret.
"I'm sorry to interrupt, but I can assure you that I didn't come here to do anything... inappropriate with your sister. I'm just here because I missed my girlfriend, and wanted to have a date. If it makes you uncomfortable I can stop visiting when (y/n)'s home alone."
Sae narrowed his eyes at him. The pointed a finger at him.
"You with me, in the kitchen, alone. Rin can come if he wants"
Nagi got up, and followed Sae and Rin downstairs. Despite your protests that Nagi had nothing the prove, he felt this would be the most peaceful approach that would get things over with the fastest. He didn't even go through this much trouble meeting your parents for the first time.
After a few minutes Nagi returned upstairs, and proceeded to cuddle with you again. You looked up at him in contemplation.
"What did you say to them to get them to calm down?"
"mmh just told 'em the truth."
"Which is?"
"That you're smart enough to make your own choices, and I love you so I'll always respect them."
You smiled softly at your boyfriend, he always had a pacifist approach to things. You gave him a quick peck on the lips.
"I love you too."
"Just so we are clear the door stays open!"
"Rin you ruined the moment!"
You take Nagi out with your brothers so they can all "meet" for the first time
Your brothers were undoubtedly some of the most important men in your life, but so was Nagi Seishiro your boyfriend. So you really wanted them to meet, and you were really hoping they would get along. Of course you knew they'd met in blue lock, but you didn't want them to meet as some of the people in your life closest to you. In order to achieve that you planned the perfect outing starting with brunch.
You sat at the table with Nagi by your side waiting for your brothers to show up. You put your head on Nagi's shoulder as you watched him play a shooter game of his phone. A few minutes later you heard Sae's voice as he walked into the restaurant, you smiled and waved them over. Once everyone was sat down you started introducing them- although you knew it wasn't necessary.
"Sae, Rin, as you know this is Nagi Seishiro, my boyfriend. Sei as you know these are my brothers Sae and Rin. I don't know what goes on in blue lock, but for today I want you both to forget about that. Today is a day where we are all getting along, because you're all very important to me."
Sae was the one to spark up conversation with Nagi first.
"So Nagi apart from football, what other things do you do?"
"I really like gaming, and I read lots of Manga."
"How'd you and (y/n) meet?"
"After the U-20 match."
Rin then spoke up glaring at you.
"Wait so when you were supposed to be there supporting your brothers, you instead were trying to get with my team mate?!"
"No! I did come there to support you and Sae, I even went to congratulate you on the team win after it's just I happened to bump into Nagi... really it's not my fault your teammates so cute."
"I did not pick my teammates. Nagi there are like rules to being on a team, like not dating your teammates sibling."
"Wait is that an actual rule."
Sae shook his head, as Nagi looked confused.
"No it's not, but maybe there should be."
"No there should not."
"Of course you say that, you're dating your twin brothers teammate."
"Technically I'm not on your team anymore."
"Okay guys let's just figure out what to get."
After everyone's food arrived Nagi took some of the strawberries out of his fruit salad, and put them on your plate. You look up at him.
"I know you like 'em more than me, so you can have 'em."
"Thanks Sei."
It was a small affectionate act, but it kept happening through out the day. When you were walking through the street your hand naturally reached out to Nagi's to hold. When you all got ice cream, you fed Nagi a bite of yours by holding it up to him. When you got cold Nagi gave you his jacket, stating he was wearing a hoodie under so it's fine. Your brothers were getting increasingly annoyed with the growing amount of pda. However the straw that broke the camels back was at the arcade. They played a few games, and Nagi won all of them. They knew he liked games, but not that he was this good at them.
"Oh my god Sei look. They're so cute!"
You were pointing to these fluffy penguin plushies that were white and pastel blue inside of the claw machines.
"Want me to win you one?"
Nagi didn't even need an answer as your eyes gained this sparkle of happiness to them. He walked over to the claw machine, and swiped the arcade card. After careful focus he ended up getting it first try handing it to you. Your eyes some how started shining even brighter.
"Thanks Sei, 'm gonna name him Shiro cause you won him."
You seemed to completely forget about your brothers as you leaned up, and gave Nagi a peak. Despite the fact that it was barely a second that your lips touched each other this finally cracked the two.
"Did we come here to get to know Nagi, or so we can just third wheel on your little date?"
Rin seemed incredibly annoyed as he stared daggers at the two of you. Sae just seemed bored of the whole ordeal.
"For once I agree with Rin. We already had brunch, and got beaten in a bunch of games. If you two want to stay on your date feel free to, but we're leaving."
"Oh sorry I kinda forgot you're both currently single losers with barely any life outside of soccer. See you at home."
Rin flipped you off, as Sae just rolled his eyes. You decided to get Boba with Nagi after the your brothers left (probably for the best because you ended up doing the cheesy sharing one cup with two straws in thing). As you both were sitting on a park bench side by side Nagi turned to you.
"Anything else you wanna do today?"
"Hmm, maybe you can give me a proper kiss now."
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total-drama-brainrot · 2 months
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i dont know whether youve established this or not but for ur p!noah au, what does phobia factor look like? (if he makes it that far)
I've got a few ideas for how Noah (both in general and in this AU) would behave in the Phobia Factor episode!
My first idea, which works better for a more canon-adjacent Noah, is to have him either genuinely fall asleep at the campfire or feign falling asleep at the campfire- so he doesn't have to divulge his "greatest fear" in front of the others.
Because Noah's a very private person; both his fellow competitors and the audience at large know very little about him, and those who try to are often met with his sour, prickly exterior. Why on Earth would he ever willingly share his greatest fear on international TV with a bunch of people he doesn't even like?
(And, as we saw in the Awake-a-thon episode, pretending to pass out is something Noah would and does do to get out of uncomfortable situations.)
Of course, that scenario could be ruined by having one of the mlre confrontational characters (like Heather) shake him awake to hear his answer. But, ideally, it'd end up being more of a Courtney situation, where he never does give an answer, but Chris finds something in the shows footage that indicates Noah has a fear of [insert phobia here].
Then there's the second scenario, where Noah just straight up lies about what he's scared of (and I'm surprised no one else did this canonically). Again, why would he tell people what he's actually scared of? So he picks one of the most common phobias and runs with it- something innocuous, like a fear of the dark, or claustrophobia. Or maybe he decides to be a smartass and chooses some obscure or 'ridiculous' phobia instead, like ailurophobia/cynophpbia (fear of cats/dogs), on the off-chance that they'll have to face them as part of a challenge.
In the case of p!Noah, I think he'd do something similar to the second scenario, but claim his 'biggest fear' is hemophobia (fear of blood)- a bold claim for someone's who's decidedly Not Afraid Of Blood, in fact he's quite fond of it. Of course, no one else has any way of knowing this, so it's accepted as truth.
As a side note here, I kind of touched upon this before but p!Noah doesn't really experience fear like others do- that's why he's so amused by other's fear responses, since he lacks one of his own. It's also why he's such a thrill-seeker, he gets all of the adrenaline and none of the actual fear.
And then the Phobia Factor challenge happens. Noah's tasked with submerging himself in a pool of blood, similar to Beth's pool of worms, to earn his team a point.
Noah's fine with this. (More than fine, really. Red is a pretty colour.) But he can't let the others know that, or he'd be caught out in his lie. But he also doesn't want to lose this challenge. So he gingerly climbs into the pool, doing his best to fake fear and revulsion to... mixed results. He doesn't understand things like fear, panic and terror at a personal level, so for the most part he just looks like a soggy unamused cat. Despite how much he really wants to splash about, or get lost in the sauce.
(Maybe the more switched on of his team mates pick up on the maddened glee in his eyes as he floats in a pool of blood, or his almost carefully crafted stoicism- a far cry from everyone else's screams of terror.)
He wins a point for the team, and that's that.
Remember, Noah's strategy here is to be as unremarkable as possible; he wouldn't go out of his way to draw attention to himself. Especially not when Izzy’s still around to cause chaos for him.
...That doesn't mean he won't later make a confessional, still dripping in 'blood', where he complains to the audience that Chris used the 'fake shit' for his challenge for the budgets sake. Noah can tell! He knows the feeling of being covered in real blood.
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radiostaticyuri · 2 months
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Vox's hypnosis actually works on Alastor. The thing about it is that Vox's hypnosis works like real life hypnosis. (ie. It can only make someone do something they already want to do). Normally everyone wants to do what Vox says because hes Vox. Alastor is different, because he doesn't buy into basically anything that Vox is selling.
It gets a little more complicated when it comes to the two of them spending time around each other, though, because Alastor doesn't even know what he wants. Alastor doesn't realize that's how Vox's hypnosis works. He thinks it can just make you do anything, so there will be times where Vox will try something and it won't work, and there will be times where it does work. Alastor just thinks he's more able to resist Vox because he's an Overlord. This isn't true.
Hypnotization is one of the few ways Alastor can be made to say or do something genuine even when he's not exactly ready to, and not being in control of his own actions is one of his greatest fears. So, naturally, any time Vox successfully hypnotizes Alastor, Alastor ultimately comes out of it feeling gross and violated.
Which Vox doesn't care about, because what's the big deal? Alastor wouldn't have done it if he didn't really want to deep down. Whatever he told Alastor to do, it probably resulted in the two of them having a good time, so Alastor has nothing to be upset about. Plus, Alastor has never told Vox no. His behavior after the fact suggests he's unhappy, but he's never outright told Vox to stop because doing the nice thing even though he wasn't prepared to still conflicts him. What if he says no and then they never do the nice thing again because he can't suck it up enough to initiate anything without the hypnosis?
Alastor ends up using it as a crutch. If he doesn't want to admit to having liked something, he can just say "well I was forced to do it." The fact he would admit something like that is telling on its own, because it implies he's even more unnerved and humiliated by the thought of people knowing he enjoys intimacy than he is by the thought of people knowing Vox has power over him.
The other problem is that he can be especially deranged sometimes and pull a "haha well i was actually just pretending to be hypnotized. I did it because I wanted to, not because he made me." But sometimes, he doesn't actually know. Because he doesn't believe Vox's hypnosis only gets people to do things they already wanted to do, sometimes he psyches himself out and doesn't know what he actually wanted to do vs what he didn't actually want to do. He gets really frustrated about it. In the end he's only really hurting himself, unless he somehow finds a way to gaslight Vox by lying.
But Vox is just like. Lol this is a win for me i get to do awesome stuff with alastor no regrets im getting all the attention from him EVER this is awesome
Its a really dubious thing because Alastor is just made so uncomfortable by the hypnosis, but Vox won't stop, but Alastor won't tell him to stop because what if once he stops they never do anything nice together again? And admitting any of that stress and fear to Vox would undo him. It'd shatter him.
I have lots of scenarios about this in my brain it can fuck them up so bad. Vox using his hypnosis to make Alastor confront every single desire he thought he locked away in a box at the back of his mind. Vox being endeared by that vulnerabiltiy, so positively intoxicated by it that he doesn't see that instead of fixing Alastor, it's making him worse.
Or maybe he does, and maybe he prefers it that way just to see Alastor express something other than his facade, to know Alastor actually cares even if he won't say it, to command Alastor's attention in a way no one else can.
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emeraldspiral · 8 months
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Been thinking about how they could adapt the Zimvoid arc into a film, because I think it works really well as a finale. I think Zib is a perfect villain to make Zim and Dib realize ugly truths about themselves and challenge them to be better. But there's no way they'd just do a straightforward adaptation. They'd have to make major changes to the story so it'd be something new and exciting and not spoiled right from the start, just like how they started ETF as an adaptation of the first comic and then veered off into something totally original.
I like the idea of playing it like the comic story is canon and the movie is actually a stealth sequel. Like, Zib used time travel to go back and do everything over and he remembers how everything went the first time and is making changes throughout the story to take it off the rails toward a different end goal. Maybe he was even the one who made Zim forget "Phase 2" and caused the events of ETF to happen.
I'd really like to see Zib introduced a lot earlier or at least for the story after the twist reveal to go on for a lot longer because I feel like in the comic everything happened pretty quickly and there was so much more that could've been done with Zib. Like, he doesn't really do much outside of exposition. Even at the end, all he does is sit on his throne holding Dib captive while the Zims battle his giant robot for like 2 pages before main Zim merges them all and Zib's plan falls apart. I'd really like to see a big horror movie chase sequence with Zib as the monster, relentlessly stalking Zim and Dib through multiple realities and tearing through every obstacle like cardboard, like Wanda in Multiverse of Madness. Would also really love to see Zim and Dib tag-team against Zib since the climax of the original comic has Dib doing nothing while everything Zim does to achieve victory happens off-screen and it feels like kind of a missed opportunity to not have them work as a team against a being that is a combination of the two of them.
There's also a lot of sequences in the comic that are just kinda skipped over that I'd really like to see in some capacity. Like, we don't see much of Zim's battles in the arena so we don't know how he managed to beat 166 opponents in a day while supposedly being the worst Zim. We also don't see the rebel Zims battle against the top 99 elite Zims or #2 fighting his way through the Massive to get an audience with the Tallest, so I feel like we missed out on some potential for really funny and exciting action sequences.
I like that Zim and Dib had parallel arcs of being confronted with the idea that there are better versions of themselves out there and maybe they're actually the worst, before ultimately coming out on top to prove they're actually the best, at least by the logic of "I'm only failing because I've had it harder than anyone else". So I'd like to take the natural next step and have them become self-aware about how much they validate each other.
Like, in the comic the alternate Zims openly admit that they're happy to see a Dib and express admiration for their own Dibs, which makes sense because they've had time apart to realize their true feelings. But we never see if this gives Dib pause and causes him to reflect on how his Zim might feel about him, so that's something that could be added onto the original arc. I also really like the idea that while main Zim was imprisoned with the other Zims they were talking the same way about their Dibs in front of him, and because he hasn't had that time apart to reflect and come to terms with his feelings he's uncomfortable with the thought that he might actually like Dib. Plus, I think adding a scene like that would give extra context to why Zim refuses to work with Dib when he breaks them all out. I also like the idea that in general, because they've had no one but themselves to talk to in the void, the alternate Zims have been able to work through stuff that main Zim hasn't. Like, they all know that their mission was fake, the Tallest never respected them, and they're a joke to pretty much everyone but Dib, but main Zim's still in denial about all of it.
Meanwhile, Dib wouldn't just take Zib's explanation for what he did at face value. He's convinced no Dib would be stupid enough to attach Zim's PAK to themselves and not expect to be corrupted, and he can't bring himself to believe it was just the lack of recognition that drove him to it. He'd demand to know the real reason so he can avoid making the same mistakes and eventually Zib would admit he did it because he missed his Zim.
"You never really know what someone means to you until they're gone. Until you destroy the only person who ever respected you, who understood you, for a world that doesn't even appreciate the sacrifice."
Zib attached Zim's PAK to himself because he wanted his Zim back, but the PAK had been damaged and all that was left of his personality were his final thoughts and feelings. Fear, anger, regret, sadness, resentment, and shame. The Zim part of Zib's mind is just a malevolent ghost in the back of his head, and the Zimvoid is nothing more than a hell of his own creation. The Zim part drives Dib to commit atrocities to get back at him for killing him and the Dib part torments the alternate Zims and plots to destroy all the Irkens to get back at the Zim part. Both sides want to punish each other and both sides allow it because they feel like they deserve it for being failures.
Learning all this is hard for Dib to swallow because it means there's seemingly no good outcome for earth no matter what he does. Either Zim wins and earth is destroyed or he wins and destroys earth himself because his life is empty without Zim.
What makes all the difference to the story's outcome though is that because ETF happened Zim and Dib are in different headspaces than in the original story. Dib has already realized that proving Zim is an alien was just a means to an end to get what he really wanted, which it turned out he already had, and now that he knows it he can see that it's exactly the same for Zim with his mission. Meanwhile, Zim's walls of self-deception have already started crumbling since he realized he "lost" the Tallests' respect, which makes him desperate to reinforce them even as they grow more fragile.
So maybe instead of trying to get rid of all the other Zims to prove he's the greatest of them all, he'd try to hijack Zib's plan and turn it into a plot to conquer all earths in every reality to really show the Tallest he isn't a joke. But Dib would realize that there's an alternative to the no-win scenario he thought they were in; making peace. And he does it by echoing his father's words to Zim, "You're always trying to prove to your leaders that you're amazing. But you never needed to prove that to me, Zim. I've always thought you were amazing."
And Zim realizes that as often as he's said it himself, no one's ever called him "amazing" before, and Dib shows Zim how much he matters to him by risking it all just to save him from his own reckless stupidity.
And then I like the idea that it's kinda like a Sylki situation where even with all the universe's infinite possibilities they're still supposed to be enemies in every reality so them becoming friends kinda breaks reality and gives them the power to resolve everything and get back to their home universe when it seemed like they were trapped with no hope of escape.
And then that would be like the ultimate perfect ending for the series. Zim gives up his mission and Dib gives up trying to expose him because they both realize they don't care about winning anybody else over as long as they have each other.
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nomoreusername · 2 months
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Fluff Alphabet
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A-Affection-What does he do with you? How does he spend time with you?
He likes reading to you. Cuddling while going to sleep, staying up late and talking, and looking at the sunset are also daily things.
B-Beauty-What does he admire/think is beautiful about you?
He likes listening to your voice and seeing your smile whenever you're happy or excited. He just really admires you when you're in any kind of good mood.
C-Comfort-How does he confront you when you're upset?
He's very upfront on asking what you need. If you need time alone he'll give it to you and come back to talk to you when you're feeling calmer. If you're too upset to speak he'll just sit beside you so you know he's there for you.
D-Dream-What is his dream life with you?
He wants a traditional life with one or two kids.
E-Equal-Is he more dominant or passive?
He's absolutely the more passive one in the relationship.
F-Fight-How often would you fight? What would it look like?
You two don't fight often, but it's when you do it's more of seeming passive aggressive than yelling. Before anything gets too bad you both give each other space to collect your thoughts. After a few hours to a day, depending on how bad it was, you sit down and talk about it.
G-Grateful-How grateful is he for you? Does he notice things you do for him?
He's very observant in general and definitely to what he cares about. He always notices the little things about you and is just always happy to be around you.
H-Honesty-How honest is he with you? Does he hide anything?
Honesty is a big thing to him. The only thing he isn't good at talking about is if he gets jealous or is worried about the relationship. If he bottles it up for too long it usually comes out in an argument.
I-Inspiration-Did you change him or is it the other way around?
It's a mix of both. You helped bring him out of his shell a little bit, and he put the bar for love and standards through the roof.
J-Jealousy-Does he get jealous easily? How does he deal with it?
While it's not extreme it happens usually when you're apart for a while. He just bottles it up, but you can tell when something is wrong and have to force it out of him.
K-Kiss-Is he a good kisser? What was his first kiss like?
Most of the time he's a very gentle kisser, and if things get heated and he ends up leaving marks they're usually in a place that's easy to conceal. Your first kiss was short, sweet, and when you two were alone.
L-Love confession-How would be confess his feelings?
He would take you somewhere where you two could be alone. He'd really have to hype himself up for it, and it'd take him a while, but eventually he would find the courage to just straight up admit that he likes you.
M-Marrige-Does he want to get married? How would he propose? What is the marriage like?
He absolutely wants a traditional wedding. He'd take you somewhere private that means a lot and has played a part in your relationship to propose.
N-Nickames-What would he call you?
He usually just calls you your name, but sometimes he'll call you bubs, angel, or my girl.
O-On cloud nine-What is he like when he's in love?
He gets very flustered around you when he first realizes his feelings to the point where he debates avoiding you so he stops tripping over his words.
P-PDA-Is he upfront about your relationship? Does he show you off or is he shy about affection when others are around?
He doesn't see the point in PDA or trying to prove you're his. The thought of everyone's eyes on your relationship makes him uncomfortable, but he'll do subtle things like holding your hand, keeping his arm around you, or kissing your cheek.
Q-Quirk-Some random ability that's helpful in your relationship
He's firm on boundaries for both of you no matter what they are. Even if he doesn't quite get one of yours he'll never cross it, and if he ever does it's never on purpose.
R-Romance-How romantic is he? What would he do to make you smile? Cliche or creative?
He's a hopeless romantic. He likes to schedule time alone with you, but sometimes he just gives you something out of nowhere just because he can and he loves you.
S-Support-Is he supportive of your girls? How so?
He's your biggest supporter no matter what you're doing. He'll always celebrate your accomplishments no matter how small.
T-Thrill-Does he do new things in the relationship is he not one for change?
He likes what you have and takes his time when it comes to changes.
U-Understanding-How understanding is he? Is he empathetic?
He's pretty good at reading you and knowing how you feel. If he doesn't he tries to put himself in your shoes. He never judges you for how you feel.
V-Value-How important is the relationship to him? Where does it rank compared to other things in his life?
After not constantly almost dying in the Safe Haven you're his top priority. Your kids are the only thing that mean as much as you.
W-Wild Card-A random fluff headcannon
He is clingy. He always wants to be around you no matter what you're doing.
X-XOXO-Is he affectionate? How does he show it?
He's really affectionate when you're alone. It's usually small and innocent things like holding your hand, cuddling, and having time just enjoying each other's company when you first wake up.
Y-Yearning-How does he deal with it when he's missing you?
He tries to distract himself, but it doesn't work for long because everything reminds him of you.
Z-Zeal-Is he willing to go to great lengths for the relationship? If so, what kind?
He would literally give his life for you.
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yesloulou · 8 months
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Ill be honest. Idk if I am making sense here but I find Daniel’s attitude and overall lack of comprehension toward the intended - subtle or not - misogyny that he’s around a MAJOR ICK!
I’m thinking of the European 🐱comment, this book etc. Daniel doesn’t come out with anything but a laugh and stunned silence instead of “hey look, let’s not objectify women” or “ah it’s a bit of fun isn’t it? For me, it’s weird, but let’s not shame the person who has written it”. In private he can laugh at as many 🐱 jokes as he wants too, he can talk all day long about how f*cking weird fanfics about him are BUT when it’s in the public eye and he has hundreds of thousands of female fans, it’s pretty gross and feels like he doesn’t care about female fans at all. (Idk if this makes sense in the way I’ve written it)
We all know he doesn’t keep up with the news (he’s said so himself) but he comes across as tone deaf sometimes. You can get away with that at 22,23 but he’s in his 30s with a girlfriend. Come on! It’s not exactly giving “I have a girlfriend and a sister and would hate for my girlfriend and sister to be spoken about like that so let’s chill with the sexist, double standard comments.”
Don’t get me wrong, he’s not the only one (Pierre is a major eyeroll) but he’s not 25, he’s old enough to know better. If this Dax book thing isn’t cut and the drug addict continues to push Daniel to talk about it then shame on Daniel for not saying no - from both his side in it being weird and for ripping apart a female who was just doing something she enjoyed
Just my take. I’ll probably get shit for this
this ask is from a week ago.. sorry about the late response 😳 also the podcast incident has been discussed many many times in the past so i really hope me answering this ask won't reopen the discourse.
pretty sure this was related to the other ask about daniel's non-confrontational personality so im just gonna go from there. if daniel were a confrontational person and he chooses to not address the host's misogynistic remarks, then i think it'd be worth discussing whether he lacks the comprehension. but he's not. in fact he resolves conflicts in the most non-confrontational way possible. and im not saying this just to make a point. when i say 'the most' i really mean non-confrontational in like an almost pathological way.
example:
this was after z*k brown fired him in the most public and disrespectful way possible, including assuring him he still has a seat when they'd already given his seat to oscar. mysterious italian man said to him 'told you not to trust zak' and he just. smiled like this.
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another example:
here max can be seen getting more and more annoyed for daniel by the second. meanwhile daniel smiled bigger and bigger. and when max interrupted to defend him daniel was NOT SURPRISED AT ALL even though he had appeared totally ok with Crofty’s question up until that point
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idk why he is the way he is, but to me it's very obvious he's not a confrontational person. he's like the opposite of confrontational (would literally smile bigger when he's uncomfortable/offended) idek if they have a word for that. "hey look let's not" is just not something he would say.
i do find it disappointing that he didn't call out the host for the p*ssy comment. imo a moment like that is where he (anybody) should've spoken up regardless. but i'd like to give him the benefit of the doubt and trust that he didn't react simply for the same reason he doesn't react to offensiveness/hostility in general. to me it doesn't necessarily mean he lacks the sensitivity or comprehension.
(the book thing was a whole different story tho. that book was literally erotica written about him. for him it's personal. imo he doesn't need to worry about how the writer feels at all)
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armpirate · 1 year
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UNDER HIS SKIN || JJK || Ch. 7
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Pairings: tattoist!jk x fem!reader
Genre: smut, angst, friends to lovers, tattoo au, virgin reader.
Summary: They say there are two versions for every story, and it's important to hear both of them. Everybody is hearing your side of the story, but it's just fair to get to know his.
After breaking up with his girlfriend, the only thing he wanted was to have fun with no attachment. You wanted to get rid of your virginity, and he wanted to tick you off his list. What he didn't expect was getting so emotionally attached to you that he would regret the deal.
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Laughing nervously, she runs away from that spot and heads back to where we all are sitting. And that makes me wonder where is that girl that seems so sure of herself whenever she's confronting me, and why she looks so innocent and clumsy when she's talking to Seokwoo. She didn't even know where to keep her gaze.
I roll my eyes at myself. What the fuck I'm doing.
I walk to Yoongi and Hobi, who seem to be having some fun away from the big group. They both work together, so I'm not surprised they spend some time talking about work. But even when I'm here, trying to insert myself in their conversation, they always manage to draw it back to one court case in concrete.
I look around in the room, my eyes instantly falling back to her as if there wasn't anything else I could look at right now. She's playing with her empty glass, moving the liquid that rests on the bottom while once in a while she looks at Tammy and Steve dancing and singing to the music they started to play.
One curious look and timid smile when her friend turns to her, only to go back to puckering her lips and focus on her glass as soon as Tam turns around to keep dancing.
I must be looking too hard, because I see her moving uncomfortably on her seat before her head lifts from her glass and looks for the owner of that gaze. She instantly looks at her left -and by the way her eyes widen when she looks towards my cousin's direction, I can tell she had a bit of hope he was the one checking her out and making her nervous. Her eyes drop when she realizes it's not him, but she keeps looking until she finds me. She slightly throws her head back and breathes deeply, showing off not only disappointment, but also annoyance.
She keeps her eyes on mine for a few seconds. And that intense look could make me twitch in my pants if it weren't because I'm surrounded by people. I must be sick in the head, because how the hell I'm turned on by her being done with me.
I keep moving around, changing groups, chatting to everybody as I try to find a way to distract myself. I know I should have stayed home. And Tae confirms that when he sends me a picture of his TV, while he's playing one of those shooting games he knows I love playing.
This motherfucker.
I lock the screen and save my phone on the back of my jeans, giving a sip to my drink while my eyes wander around the room. Just now I find out that it's less of us here, and I pay special attention to a certain someone missing.
—We all should also go to sleep —Namjoon suggests, getting our attention—. It'd be nice to wake up early, and take a walk near the lake before we leave.
—I second that —Tammy snaps her fingers, getting up from the couch.
It's not like I'm sleepy, and my sleeping schedule has been a little fucked up ever since I went back to living on my own. Going to sleep at 3 am for me, as of now, is early. So when everybody starts agreeing on going to bed, I feel bummed. Although it's not exactly for the fact of going to my room and staying on the phone -for three hours more, maybe. And, while thinking that, I realize I'm sharing the same room with Y/N.
Oh, this is about to get better now.
I make my way upstairs and head to my room, finding it completely dark. Although the momentarily light that comes in when I open the door allows me to see the empty bed, and a missing pillow.
I chuckle silently after I close it, spotting her improvised bed on the floor when I bend my body a little trying to spot her in the darkness. I start taking my clothes off, only keeping my boxers, before I let my body fall heavily on the mattress and cover it with the blankets.
I know it's her decision, I know she's the one who chose to sleep on the ground, and I bet she's aware she'll wake up with an awful back pain tomorrow morning. And that's why I wonder if I should insist on making her get in the bed, even if that means that I'll end up sleeping on the floor in her place.
I huff, finally giving in and speaking to her out loud.
—Get on the bed.
She doesn't answer. Y/n doesn't even move, and I bet she really thinks I'll buy she's asleep when I came to the room only five minutes later than her.
—Will you really make me get up and get you in bed myself?
No answer again, and I know that will be it. I get off the blankets and jump out of the bed, determined to walk to her place and get her on bed myself. I only stop when she speaks, and finally stands up.
—Alright —she stops my steps, sitting on the floor—. I'll go.
I see her throwing her pillow back to the bed. And the way she's standing there, looking at me through the darkness, hints how she's waiting for me to turn around to make the next move. I sigh, giving in and walking back to my place.
I still manage to see a glimpse of her exposed thighs because of those extremely short shorts before she covers them with the blankets. I'm ready to get my pillow and go back to what Y/n was planning to call her bed tonight, because I know she'll complain and try to drag me there. But she never does.
—Happy now?
—Very.
I lie next to her on my back, thinking it's finally over. But I feel a soft and fluffy fabric on my leg and torso, finding Y/n putting a pillow between our bodies before going back to lying on her back.
—Is it really necessary? —I support my weight on my elbow to look at her, hoping my eyes get used to the darkness soon.
—Yes —she moves on her side, her back facing me now.
—Are you afraid of me touching you tonight?
And there it goes.
Her whole body squirms only with the mention of being touched. She mutters a low "No", but the way her thighs move under the blankets and that loud gulp on her throat tell me everything I need to know.
Game's over.
I push the pillow, making it fall on our feet -still between our bodies. I encourage myself to touch her first. Softly and cautiously. I place my hand on the curve of her waist, getting a touch of the cotton fabric of her t-shirt. That makes her roll on her body, lying back on her back, trying to face me and I can clearly see the nervousness, despite the darkness, right now. That move makes my hand travel over her body, now resting in the middle of her belly.
My nose rubs against her cheek, keeping a safe but close distance between my lips and her skin, just enough to let her feel his warm breathing drawing her jawline and how close I could be of kissing her. My hand moves to the other side of her waist, and starts going lower until it reaches her hip.
—Is it the first time someone touches you this way?
I know she's lost and totally in for whatever that could happen now when she whispers a barely audible "Yes".
—Do you want me to stop? —I whisper really close to her ear.
—No —she manages to answer.
My lips curve in a satisfied smirk when the tone she uses is slightly higher than usual, while I keep going down her jaw and neck. I give soft and short kisses all over the exposed skin of her neck, as I let my hand wander over her body. It goes lower on her right thigh, getting a feel of how soft her skin actually is, before I move from one knee to the other and do the same movement, this time way down, on her left thigh.
She tries to turn her face and kiss me when I'm distracted enough, but I'm faster and move back to let her hang in the air.
My hand keeps going down, my fingers almost reaching her crotch -something that makes her jump in surprise, but that also makes her hips go up eager for my touch.
—I saw what happened down there —I murmur—. What went down with Seokwoo, how you didn't drink during the game. I'm also seeing how you keep reacting every single time I'm close to you, and touching you. It's as if you were new to all these things.
At first, the comment comes up more as a joke. She probably isn't, but the way she behaves kind of makes me think she might be.
—Are you a virgin?
—And why do you care?
I wasn't expecting that answer at all. I know the way she reacts as if she had been touched like this for the first time could be because of her inexperience -honestly, I'm good, but not that good to have someone gasping for her with just some caresses on the thigh.
All of sudden, a lot of things start making sense. Like the way she behaved with Seokwoo, or how she didn't drink at all when we were playing Never Have I Ever before.
And this, instead of turning me off, only makes me want to dig deeper in her.
—I could help you out with that —I simply say—. You know, dealing with guys and how to flirt with them, because you're clearly awful at it. Get more experience and confidence.
—And what are you getting out of it? —she squints her eyes.
I tilt my head, thinking of the answer. And it's quite simple. Deals are mutually beneficial agreements. Once I'm done with her, she'll be able to have any guy she wants; while I'll be able to get a taste of her without her trying to come at my throat every five business days.
—You.
I don't say much more, as I lean on her and bite her lower lip, taking it in between my teeth. That's the closest she'll be to a kiss tonight.
I palm her core playfully, making her jump again and whine for the brief and abrupt touch, but the whine gets louder when I move back to my place.
—Wha...?
—Sleep on it, cocktease.
Reaching back for the pillow on her feet, I try to place it under her head while I carefully lift her neck enough to place it there. I roll on the bed again, smiling as I let her think of my proposal.
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bear-momma · 29 days
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hi! firstly, i love your blog, it's very sweet and i hope you're having a good day! secondly, um, so, i just felt like you might have some helpful insight... years ago before my partner and i got together, i asked them to be my cg and they were happy to, and we had a lot of really successful sessions and it was really healing for me as someone who experienced shame and embarrassment about my regression from a previous partner. however, as time went on we stopped doing it because we were gonna move in together (after we got together ofc) so figured it'd be easier to do it in person, but we just kinda stopped talking about it after... and over the few years since then, my partner has developed a disdain for agere as a whole and thinks it's an unhealthy and uncomfortable coping mechanism. i think they assumed i stopped doing it/wanting to do it, and i just don't really say anything when it gets brought up atp... im trying to get back into it by myself, but it's really hard to balance it without letting it slip, yk?
I understand. It must be frustrating trying to regress when someone close to you doesn't want you too.
Maybe you could ask him why he changed his mind? Don't confront him or accuse him, use "I feel" statements to keep things neutral (I feel confused about your beliefs, I feel better when we communicate, I feel better when I'm regressed, I want to understand your side, etc). He might have a reason it makes him uncomfortable and may be willing to talk through it.
That being said, it's never okay to force someone to take care of you when you're regressed. If someone doesn't want the responsibility its not fair to force or guilt them into it. (I know that's not what you're doing!! Just including this as general advice 💛)
Overall, you shouldn't feel ashamed for regressing. Especially if you're doing so in a healthy way and it's helping you. I'm wishing you luck! 💛
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dearshelby · 2 years
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Hey Lora! I’m so happy to see you opened your requests for Halloween! 👻
I’m intrigued how you’d write Carving their initials on skin. with Tommy…the second I read that one I thought of him 🫢🫢
Thanks in advance if you choose to!! ❤️
Hi, K! I hope you enjoy this one, I got a bit carried away lol it was meant to be just a blurb, but what can I say? This prompt suits Tommy well 🤷🏻‍♀️
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BETTER THAN DIAMONDS | “Carving their initials on skin + Tommy Shelby”
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It'd be foolish to say you weren't purposely turning a blind eye to it, but it was so hard to admit, you've waited for so long to call Tommy your husband and now you finally could, why ruin it all with arguments and confrontation?
When he started meeting with a businessman from Brighton, you didn't mind, you could never imagine an actual friendship would bloom out of it or worse, you could never imagine how much influence that man would have on Tommy.
But both fought in the war, both lost their mothers and ached to have a better life. A strong, powerful and terrifying connection was established.
When Tommy brought him to dinner in your house, you were surprised, the man was nothing like your husband described, he was crude, far from a gentleman and yet, Tommy listened to his every word with utter fascination.
After dinner, you asked Tommy if he really considered that man appropriate to make business and friendship with, he looked angry, but only muttered, "He's a good man, don't stick up your nose on our business."
After that night, you no longer had peace on your own house, Tommy often arrived late and drunk, his answer to everything you said was cursing and telling you off, "Not women's fucking business." he said.
You could tolerate his behaviour, so you pretended everything was fine, it really was for that matter, you stopped asking about him and his friend and he ignored your existence.
Months went like this until that night, in which you and Tommy had to attend a party together, only under that circumstance he spoke to you.
You were finishing your makeup in front of the bedroom's mirror, next step was putting jewelry on, perhaps if you hadn't noticed Tommy's eyes on you things could have gone differently.
"Are you alright?" you asked.
"Fine." he drawled.
"Well," you hesitated, "what about your friend?"
Tommy scoffed, "He's not alright, no."
"Oh, why is that?"
"His wife," Tommy paused and took a drag of his cigarette, "bitch fucking cuckolded him."
"That's awful." you commented, secretly not feeling bad for the man, in fact, you thought he deserved it.
"Ain't it? During a fucking party."
"Bold."
"All of his friends, his fucking family, laughed at his face."
"Is he going to divorce her?"
"Divorce, no? That's not even an option, at this hour her body must have been given for hungry dogs to eat-" the cold manner Tommy spoke gave you shivers, but he continued, "her head was left on the man's door, fucking bastard shall know he's next."
"H-her head?" you shuttered.
"Hm-hmm." Tommy agreed.
"They beheaded her?!"
"Yeah."
"My goodness, Tom." you tensed up just imagining the scene, the woman's despair, her begs for mercy, everything made you deeply uncomfortable.
"Why are you so shaken? She was a fucking cheater," Tommy creepily smirked, negatively nodding, "as long as you don't cheat on me you don't have to worry about anything." he teased.
"I would never!" you quickly replied, "I would never cheat on you, but you- would you do that to me if I did?"
Tommy raised a brow, seemingly distrusting you, "No, I wouldn't have you beheaded."
"Goodness, Tom," you sighed, "your friend is really cruel."
"He's a fucking idiot." Tommy affirmed and your eyes widened with surprise, you'd never think he'd speak badly of his dear friend.
"Why are you-" you tried to ask, but he interrupted.
"He shouldn't have let it happen." Tommy stood up and walked your way, wrapping his arms around your waist, "if he had taken good care of his wife, it wouldn't have happened."
"I guess you're right." you awkwardly squeezed his bicep, for some reason, his embrace didn't bring you the comfort it used to.
"Good thing that I take good care of you, right?"
"Yes, Tommy," you nod, gently pushing his arm away, his hold still strong, "you take very good care of me, although the last few months." you mentally add.
"So you'll never fuck another man behind my back."
"Of course not."
"Good, good girl." Tommy kisses your neck, "So you won't mind if I make sure no one else will touch what's mine."
"W-what do you mean?" you worried about his weird tone of voice.
Suddenly, Tommy took a razor blade out of his pocket, "It'd be better if you don't wear any necklaces tonight, love, it might sting.
"No!" you immediately panicked, trying to leave his embrace, but he held you tightly.
Seeing you wouldn't cooperate, he dragged you to bed, straddling your waist and kneeling on your hands in a way you couldn't stop him.
"No, please, don't do that!" you cried out.
"Shhh," he covered your mouth with his rough palm, "We don't want the maids to hear you."
You arched your back when the blade first cut your chest, a groan from pain muffled by Tommy's hand left your lungs.
"It won't hurt if you stand still." he tried to tranquilize you.
Ignoring your begging eyes and nods, Tommy carved his initials on your soft skin, you were his, legally, physically, financially and emotionally, there was no escape now.
Your blood stained the white sheets, tears ran down your face and your makeup was ruined, Tommy looked at you with mercy, removing his hand, he kissed your tears away.
"There," he whispered, pampering kisses all over your face while you couldn't find strength to fight him off, "it's over now, eh? You were very good."
He left the top of you and walked to the bathroom to discard the blade, in the meanwhile, you turned to the side, crying and in pain, your throat hurting almost as much as your chest.
Tommy came back with his hands clean, lighting up a cigarette, he announced, "I'll tell Mary to clean this mess and help with your face, your makeup is ruined."
"W-what?" you managed to ask between hiccups.
"Stand up and pick up another dress, we'll get late to the party."
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HALLOWEEN REQUESTS
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