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#can't come up with any other explanation for how some of y'all keep getting them so mixed up like ............... ok.
bylertruther · 1 year
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you ever see a post and it's like. it's not a headcanon post it's someone saying that a character would canonically do something or has never done something and you just. it just makes you want to reblog it with screenshots of the various scenes over multiple seasons that disprove their weird post in its entirety. or are you guys, like. normal about characters.............. ha.hah...........
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bearsintreesofficial · 9 months
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a recreation of a sonic fanfiction i wrote when i was 10
ok y'all, some context is needed.
we have a song called cassiopeia coming out tonight. i made a tiktok that said if the sound for cassiopeia is used 100 times, i'll publish the sonic fanfiction i wrote when i was 10 that i joke about a lot but have never shared. anyway, this happened in an hour. i am shocked. i did not expect it to happen so quickly, if at all. i begin my search.
well, it turns out i can't publish it because the places it was published no longer exist, and 10 y/o me didn't back it up (although i thought i had). bummer. an early internet relic gone.
either way, the plot details are seared into my memory because honestly? for some reason, that small act of creativity was a core memory in my life. so while i can't share it, i can retell it, because it's silly and pretty accurately captures what it's like to be 10 and obsessed with a piece of popular media. so here goes.
enjoy, and stream our new single cassiopeia tonight.
SCENE OPENS
the fanfiction was about a page long. the story opens with me - in school, as i did most every day of my life up to that point. in the story, sonic/tails/knuckles live in the human world, and essentially function as superheroes. there's no explanation for it, they just are there keeping the earth safe and such. we are also friends. there is no explanation or backstory for that either.
with the setting established, we're straight into the action; an alien pod crash lands in our school playground after school. me and my friend are the only kids left. where are the teachers? who knows. as is evident, worldbuilding was not my strong point.
anyway, in this alien pod is...an alien. it was a spider that looked a lot like the facehuggers from the alien film franchise, because i'd seen a clip of that as a kid and it freaked the hell out of me. i call sonic (where did i get a mobile phone from?) and let him know something Serious is going down. sonic and tails arrive - knuckles is too busy trying to get the master emerald back from doctor robotnik in this instance.
my friend and i take a back seat and let sonic and tails deal with the weird alien thing. they deal with one, but as soon as they get rid of it 10 other capsules drop in the area. sonic and tails can't take them all, so me and my friend join in to help take them out. i didn't really account for how, but we're fighting all back to back and it's very epic. (sonic x was the prevailing sonic show at the time, and it was y'know - very dramatic. so this was like a scene from that.) tails even brings in the tornado two, his personal plane, to run rings around them. after we finish the final facehugger alien off, a final alien pod descends. but out of this pod emerges...
shadow the hedgehog.
the aliens had been sent by him, and he was here to take sonic down. this was all part of his master plan.
the piece then ended, because i suppose i was going to follow it up at some point. but alas, that did not happen.
moral(s) of the story:
archive the silly stuff you wrote when you were a kid, it'll be fun to look back on later.
stream our new song, cassiopeia. it has nothing to do with any of this, but i think it's neat regardless.
thank you.
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Imagine Darry calling you when Pony goes missing
It was late when you got the call, you lived with your grandma down the block from the Curtis brothers. 
When you answered it was Darry, frantic as ever, you didn't even get a chance to say "hello" before he started talking
"(Y/n) I messed up, Pony's gone and we can't find him anywhere I need your help."
"Where are you?" Is all you asked.
"I'm by the drive in right now I can be there in a minute to pick you up." 
"Darry, it's ok I'll meet you over there-Wait Where's Soda?"
"Absolutely not!" He said near to yelling. "It's too late right now, please just..wait for us, Sodas with me."
"Ok." You sigh out, "I better have a full explanation on what happened."
"You will, I promise."
Fifteen minutes later the two Greasers were at your front door looking sweaty as if they've run a mile.
"What happened?" You asked slinging your old school book bag over your shoulder. 
"We.." Darry began, "We got into a fight and.." he swallowed. "I hit him."
"Fuck." You breathed out, you covered your mouth with one hand and breathed, removing your hand you look grab Darrys hand and give a gentle squeeze.
"What about the others? Have you called them?"
"No." Soda said, "We figured we'd try and look first since it's so late."
"You two keep looking." You say, "I'll ring up everyone in this damn state if I have to."
"We'll walk you." Darry said.
"The more time you're with me is more time you're not using to find Pony." You say softly.
You reach up and give a kiss to Darrys cheek before letting his hand go and running off in the direction of their house.
You pulled out your phone book from your bag and started making calls.
Two Bit: Nothing but awake and alert now
Steve: Nothing but with your persuasion, he went out to look.
Johnny's house: his mother answered, he isn't home.
Tim Shepherd: Annoyed but did say he'd let you know if he saw either of them.
Buck Merril: Ain't seen any damn kids, but since their Dallys friends he might know.
Dallas:
"What?" 
"Dally I'll excused the attitude cause we've got bigger problems, It's Johnny and Pony they're missing."
"What do you mean missing?" 
"They're gone, Pony flew out of the house after a fight he had with Darry and I called Johnny's and his Ma said he isn't home."
"That's a dumbass idea to call over there."
"You and I both know that his dad's either out or too drunk to wake up to the sound of a phone so don't even start with me."
"And if he woke up?" 
"I would've played dumb that's what I'd do."
You two were silent for a moment before something clicked.
"Where are they?" You asked him
"How would I know? Look, give them some time, they'll come back, I'm sure they're just sleeping at the drive-in or something."
"Dallas Winston, you know where they are because you'd be jumping out of whoever's bed you're in to come help us and at the very least give them a bed to sleep in."
The line went dead.
You let out a frustrated groan then made other calls, some to your friends, others to a very few Soc girls you knew, and others to the middle class kids, all promising to keep an eye out but that was it.
By the time you were done the two older brothers were back.
"Nothin." You told them, "But Dally knows something but he ain't telling me."
Darry was up in a minute.
"Stop." You said, and he did.
"Bed," You ordered, "both of you, maybe Dally has them where he's at but if he does it's best to leave them be."
"Them?" Soda asked.
"Johnny's gone too."
Dallys shoulders relaxed a little, Soda still looked a little worried.
"It's late and y'all got work tomorrow, Soda go on in I gotta talk to Darry for a second."
"Yes ma'am."
When you two were alone Darry didn't meet your eyes, he looked frigid, carefully you stepped towards him and wrapped your arms around him. The reaction was instant, he buried his head in your hair and held on tightly.
"It'll be ok." You said quietly, and that's when he broke down. 
Every sob broke you and all you could do was hang on tighter.
"I'm trying so hard (y/n)." He said, "Mom and Dad would hate me if they saw how I was doing."
"No." You said fiercely, looked up at him and made him meet your eyes. "Darry they would be proud of you, maybe not the proudest right now, but you're trying and you're doing so good with them."
"I'm so hard on him (y/n)." 
"It's not because you're hateful to him." You said.
"You love him and it's unfair this is being put on you, but listen to me when I say they would be so proud of you Darry but they'd be more upset over you boys being thrown into this."
"Now, as for being hard on him, just talk to him, Darry, please. He'll be home soon and y'all can talk it out."
"I can't believe I hit him."
"Neither can I," You say, "but it will never happen again."
Darry nods and kisses your forehead.
"Bedtime." You tell him, "I'll take the couch."
"The hell you will, little lady." Darry says picking you up bridal style.
"Darrel Shane Curtis Jr you put me down right now!"
You squeal, Darry takes you into Pony and Sodas bed and throws you down in there with Soda.
"Lord you're lucky I love you." You say.
Soda laughs as Darry lays in between you and him.
"Yes I am." He says
"If y'all gonna be gushy, sleep in the other room, please!" Soda whines.
"Goodnight boys." You say kissing Darry on the cheek.
"I'll be here in the morning ok?"
Darry looks torn but nods, you lean down and give him a good kiss on the lips to let him know you love him, before leaving the two to some needed brother time.
You took off your sneakers and laid down on the couch, grabbing a blanket from your bag. They'd hear from the two of you tomorrow, at least you hoped so.
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sparkanonymous · 4 months
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THE EPISODES ARE OUT YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!!
⚠️ Total Drama Reboot Season 2 Spoilers ⚠️
Alright, so I've been awake for 15 hours now (before starting notes), so I'm gonna get rambly. I know I usually do, but it's definitely gonna get bad.
Episode 9
Priya definitely opened the door twice on Wayne and Raj on purpose. She was just that pissed off.
Okay, but Priya/Damien/Raj/Wayne friendship for the win. I want more of these guys.
Aw, Damien feels bad. (Zeemien-coded)
MK, you cheated in the game, and almost everyone made it clear that they didn't like that, especially since half the people who were mad at you were on the opposite team as you. You knew you were in deep shit with Chris. Are you really surprised? (Plus, like... Priya is generally more liked by most of the cast.)
MK, you know that they know your ways of playing the game. Do you really think sarcasm will work?
Get their asses, Damien.
Raj, why do you know what the peach emoji means?
Damien trying to be the supportive friend Priya needs. (Damiya-coded)
Holy fuck, we finally get to see Caleb. It's been like 5 minutes of straight no-Caleb.
Protective Wayne. He has no idea what's going on, but he's the man you want by your side when things go awry.
Chref moment. Even if he's not into it, Chris will watch any video Chef wants to show him.
Kinda lame challenge.
PRIYA/WAYNE FRIENDSHIP.
Goddamn, Caleb really doesn't want to get in between Team MKulia.
Wayne, Raj just got crushed by a fridge. Help him out. Please, he'll die.
Julia really trying to murder Caleb here.
THE FUCKING CAR.
Damien/Sheep friendship.
MK is so getting voted off.
Wayne did all of that in less than 5 minutes?
THE FUCKING YACHT.
Damn, Priya can push a boulder.
I don't think Damien can support Priya anymore.
Wayne, really?
Julia is seriously good with axes, huh?
NOT THE SHEEP!!
Caleb, this is most certainly not the time.
Julia would become a murderer if she didn't win.
Season 1 mention.
LMAO
Because he's a dumbass, Chris.
Poor Wayne.
Chef, that's a dumb fucking explanation.
How are bumper stickers private, Chef?
Damien doing everything in his power not to hurt the sheep.
I mean, it was pretty unnecessary for Caleb to take his shirt off, I agree. Like, come on, just one episode? Please?
Poor Chef.
Chris, you're such an asshole.
No matter how strong you are, you can not punch a yacht apart like that.
Poor Damien. Poor Wayne.
So... is Raj eliminated? Because of health reasons?
Chris really just wanted MK out. Wow.
Where the hell did that squirrel come from?
Priya, he had to. Are you serious? I know your heart was broken, but come on. Stop trying to guilt him.
MK, YOU CAN'T SAY SHIT LIKE THAT TO WAYNE OF ALL PEOPLE.
Poor Raj...
Did Chris forget to name Caleb?
MKulia. They love to hate each other.
Julia being worried about MK being mad at her.
MKULIA HUG. THAT'S ALL I NEEDED. FUCK EVERYONE WHO SAYS THEY'RE JUST FRIENDS (I'm lying, but I do see them as canon.)
Episode 10
Sneaky Damien. I'm surprised he still has the idol, tbh
RAJ PAJAMAS!
Finally, some more of Wayne being a good friend.
Caleb, be for real.
I heard that piano cue.
Caleb, you knew that MK and Julia were not trustworthy just last episode. You're either really desperate or really fucking stupid or really forgetful.
Priya, come on.
She's not being helpful, Caleb. Ugh, this is gonna be a slog to get through, isn't it.
So... is Julia just OP this season?
I knew Raj and Wayne didn't keep their own grades up. So they do cheat, they just don't think it counts as cheating.
Damien, don't get cocky.
Julia, how the hell would he cheat off of you? You're behind him. He's not behind you. Although, I guess they're broadcasting the answers on a massive screen...
"You'd be married by now-" Y'all are 16, maybe 17. I really hope they won't.
Raj, Wayne, stop being stupid. Please.
Poor Priya...
Caleb, help her anyway.
Damien, just stop mentioning it.
Poor Damien...
I like how Raj and Wayne are still laying there even after it was clear they guessed.
YES MORE DAMIEN WITH ATTITUDE.
They really couldn't come up with an MK punishment. Or an Emma one.
I like how Damien just calls everyone a bad person.
Chef calling the raccoons "trash pandas."
Chef letting his frustrations help the campers.
Poor Damien...
Julia, why would you tell Chris you have a phone on you?
"Hey, it's Bowie!" Raj, you're adorable.
Everyone knows Raj and Wayne are dumbasses.
Chef knows about the Caleb and Priya situationship.
Julia should be automatically get eliminated for that.
JULIA IS SO OUT IF SHE LOSES.
Caleb x Priya... pretty cute this episode.
Poor Wayne and Raj...
Caleb, don't let your tablet go.
Goddamnit...
No, you do not deserve to win, Julia.
Oh, come on, Priya... Ugh, not again.
Goddamnit, Julia found the idol.
DAMIEN TRYING TO RUN AWAY LMAO
Episode 11
Damien/Wayne/Raj friendship.
Raj and Wayne loving dogs.
Yo, Ridonculous Race character. Didn't watch that season, but I'm pretty sure that was where she was introduced.
Julia getting rid of a dog for likes... she would totally get canceled for that.
I think Raj and Wayne should have still liked the dogs even after being introduced. Like... come on. 1, they're stupid, and 2, they liked dogs. You can't tell me they wouldn't win the dogs' affections at some point, because they're also stubborn.
See, Raj and Wayne; fucking stupid.
Julia would've killed that dog for crushing her phone.
Why did Priya think that dogs were only after her?
Caleb don't misjudge the dog. You should know this by now; it's Total Drama.
Did you seriously think that would work, Julia?
Raj and Wayne being forced to split up...
"This is horrifyin'-" "This is my Christmas!" LMAO
Raj, you dumbass. Don't go streaking.
That worked?!
Holy fuck, Wayne really thought Raj died. Poor guy, but he's also dumb.
Naked and Afraid mention. I got that reference.
Even Wayne's stupidity surpasses Raj's sometimes...
Raj being dragged by the underwear.
Chris, this was never a family show. What do you mean?
Raj and Wayne were so pissed for a minute.
How did Julia find Priya?
Come on, Priya is fucking OP. She would be able to win just fine.
Take a wild guess, Priya.
Caleb, you're still playing Priya, dumbass.
Ugh, can we have one episode that isn't a close call?
NO RAJ OR WAYNE IS GOING HOME NOOOOO
NOT RAJ!! GODDAMNIT
Wayne's sad little arm raise at Raj's elimination.
"Bowie, put on your dancing shoes, 'cause we're goin' out!" Rajbow date mention! (No, I do not know if this is their first date or if it was confirmed somewhere else.)
Damn, they really animated that Raj and Wayne hug. Probably the most emotional elimination, aside from MK's.
"- Why are you still here?" "I dunno!" LMAO
Also, I really hope this Caleb x Priya thing is either resolved now or next episode, because it is a pain...
Episode 12
Okay, so are they like... okay now? I thought they were still rocky?
Caleb being more sensitive to death than Priya.
Priya knowing that Julia was watching them... somewhere.
Priya would definitely be the possessive one in this relationship.
Caleb, tell Priya the truth. Holy fucking shit.
Caleb, come on. You're more cruel than this.
Poor Wayne... also, where'd he get those sticks.
The fucking sad Wayne edit. This is gold LMAO
Where'd he get air pods?
Julia, how did you steal Raj's jersey? If this were another show, that would be really fucking weird. Like, come on. If Raj had ended up being bisexual instead of gay, this would've caused a ton of relationship drama. Y’know, if there was a season 3...
Julia, are you talking about MK when saying you and Wayne both lost your "best buds"?
"So you... wanna get MARRIED??!!" Juliayne nation, how we feeling? (Not my cup of tea, but this is pretty fucking funny. I hope I see more Juliayne art circling this moment.)
"I guess you're better than a bucket in some ways." LMAO
Something about Total Drama that I've noticed (and everyone else has, too) is that when the writers are pairing up an unlikely duo, when one of the participating members doesn't like the other member, they make up some random shit that solidifies their dislike for them. The example today is Julia only pairing up with Wayne for convenience, previously showing her dislike of him, and Wayne talking about some game that he and Raj have never played before on screen, "Spit 'N Catch".
Wayne asking the important, but unwanted, questions.
"Do you really want the answer?" "Well, now, I don't!" Wayne, you should know better than that by now.
Fear Factor episode.
Priya, you were raised on this show. You should see EVERYTHING coming. See, she's too broken of a character to make work well on the show. The writers either make her know everything (like she should)- which leads to her avoiding most of the competition because she's supposed to be that good- or they make her dumb as rocks.
There's a difference between being romantically involved with someone and dating. One can mean literally anything (that's what fanfictions are for) and the other is the official title.
Julia's threatening red screen thing seemed kind of dark. It looks like they put a layer above Julia and the screen, so it kind of doesn't stick out as much as it should have.
Stop playing Priya, man.
Julia, you're making him be a bad boyfriend right now.
Priya being scared of thunder and lightning.
Wow. They couldn't have gotten an intern to pretend to be Raj.
Wayne getting over his fear really quickly. Then the bear returning the hug. Wayne/Bear friendship.
"Fine! We'll do salmon. Again!" This friendship is giving me Izzy vibes.
Julia, you still haven't proven you can be trusted in any capacity. I think you should let the "Caleb avoiding proving himself" thing slide since we both know you wouldn't try proving yourself for anybody.
"Caleb, ya basic!" LMAO
"Woah. Was that Caleb or Priya?" "You should go check."
The Snow Owl mascot lmfao
The poor intern in the costume.
Oh, the clown snake tongue... that's disgusting...
Wayne x Intern Lady. Or friendship. I don't care. They're cute.
"Wayne doesn't get scared. He just grows as a person."
"I'm a big truth guy-" That is not what your tune sounded like during the first half of this season. Writers, stop switching it up. Please, I beg.
Poor Wayne.
"Priya, you got hit with a lot of lightning. So, can you, like, see the future?" With how this show works, I wouldn't be surprised lol
"- and you gave Priya the worst wedgie we've seen in... at least a week." That's so true.
Wait, how is the finale gonna work? I thought there would be 13 episodes, but we're on episode 12 and have 4- soon to be 3- campers left. Is this how it worked last season? I haven't watched the second half of that season in a while.
They do not believe in Wayne... and honestly, neither did I or half of this fandom. We all just prayed.
Well, bye, Priya.
Did you seriously not know. Wayne tells people practically everything, Caleb- while he did lie a lot during the season- would have told you, and you knew you didn't have it. It was obviously the manipulator of the season who had the idol, Priya. You're supposed to be the expert.
"Avenge me!" Well... lesson learned; don't mess with the expert of a really messed up show.
Episode 13
"I would also like to be part of this fight-" lmao Wayne is everything. I wish we could get more Wayne and Julia sibling moments. Those were always pretty funny.
So we finally get some insight on what they want to use the money for. Very helpful... but Julia's only comes into play after this season.
MK and Julia have already been talking about making a podcast? They really are just canon, y'all.
Wayne forgetting about the money.
"Phew! I was worried for a second there." "Were you?" Yeah, I don't think Wayne really knows what worry feels like at this point.
I'm interested. Specifically, who did Scary Girl pick? Or is she just gonna follow Damien?
Okay, I'm a little salty. Damien should've grouped with Wayne. I know most of them are on Caleb's team because he's the strongest and smartest of the three, but what about Waymien friendship?
I was gonna ask why Emma was there, but she kinda had the hots for him the first season and might still now. Millie just followed Priya.
I'm gonna nitpick, but they clearly just stretched out the walls of the outhouse so they'd all fit. Reasonably, there should've been some bickering about how crampednit was. Plus, Millie would've probably almost completely blocked Priya from the shot. Emma looks way too big compared to the other camper, purely because of her head size.
Poor Caleb.
All the characters on Wayne's team cheering for him. I'm not sure why Chase is there, seeing as they barely talked to each other, but it's sweet. Plus, look how cute Wayne is! He's just sitting so politely. (I'm so redrawing this. Please ignore the terrible quality.)
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Wayne would've totally still would've been like "you got it coach!" After the camera turned back to the mountain he actually has to climb. That's just the kinda guy he is.
MK's touch to Julia's thigh. (I have massive MKulia brainrot.)
MKulia banter. I'm glad that Julia has no other supporters.
Wayne joining Zee for a "pizza party." Best buds, man. They ALSO share a braincell.
I'm glad Scary Girl is back in her original outfit. It looks better than the one she had at the beginning of the season. I'm glad that they cleared up where she went, too. I think the writers wanted a more even split of the team supporters, and this was their excuse to have Scary Girl wreak havoc.
Priya, stop pushing Caleb.
"It's amazing he made it this far... and I'm not even talking about the show." LMFAO
Raj's favorite flavor of ice cream is strawberry?
At least Bowie knows their whole thing at this point.
"Isn't he great?" I can't handle Rajbow... my heart... I love them...
Julia would've so fallen.
MK getting pummeled with tee shirts and Chris just enjoying it.
Chris, that's your husband. Help him back up.
I forgot Total Drama's obsession with giving girls bad haircuts. Julia deserved that mullet, though.
MK, you almost made her feel better. Also, come on, did you see the way Julia looked at her for that split second?
Holy fuck, Julia has strength.
Kinda surprised Bowie didn't point out the haircut.
Zee is awesome. I missed him.
They all feel so bad about taking out Wayne. I will point out, however, that Damien was the first to hesitate. Look, I got my ship biases, even when they're friendship biases.
Raj, you dumbass.
RAJ, THAT IS YOUR BOYFRIEND APOLOGIZE
"- just remember there are different kinds of smart! ... and I'm Raj is one of them." Whoever is writing this dialogue deserves a cookie.
Priya, come on, celebrate the small victories. It helps.
Very true, Julia.
I like how Caleb still helped Julia. "Sorry I'm a good person!"
Wayne/Raj/Bowie friendship for the win. Their little quips. It's funny.
Was... was Chef gazing at Chris? What was he looking at? How bad is my shipping brainrot?
CHREF MOMENT. WHAT IS GOING ON? Headcanon, Chef has a crush on Chris. Chris doesn't know.
Caleb, you're not that stupid, come on.
"Desperate times call for bad ideas." - Wayne 2023-2024
When Zee knows better, you know someone's getting hurt.
WAYNE WON??!!
Why is Wayne's confessional with the team so dark?
I'm so proud of Wayne.
Chef shoving a bag of marshmallows into Ripper's face.
Bowie just accepting the dumbassery.
Next season? There'll be a third with these guys? Please!
It was odd that the rest of the episodes came out on a Saturday instead of a Monday. Oh, well! This was fun. I hope that, if there is another season, it's with these guys, and that a lot of the characters people wanted worked on will get the attention they deserve (Scary Girl, Emma, and kinda Millie). I wonder if they'll keep Julia's mullet, or if she'll give herself a pixie cut or something? I think she'd look cute with short hair, but she would definitely not keep it a mullet. And, hey, maybe it'll give even more fuel for MKulia. Who knows?
See you guys next time! Whenever that happens to be!
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worldiary · 8 months
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I'm midway through listening to Sep 13's Re:Dracula where Lucy's mother removes the flowers and.... come on Van Helsing. Come on, Van Helsing. You can't decide NOT to tell the mom how sick the daughter is, shove the room full of garlic, refuse to give ANYONE any explanation and then leave the house and expect everyone to follow the instructions you're NOT giving???? Sorry not sorry but if I walked into my daughter's room and the room is hot, stuffy, and smelling of garlic and the doctor has refused to tell me the garlic smell is important then, yeah, I'm gonna lovingly remove the flowers the same way you remove someone's glasses and phone when they fall asleep watching a video. Clean airflow is usually better for sick patients anyway!
(More random Dracula thoughts below the cut)
I also don't understand his insistence on not telling Arthur anything. It's so funny to see the difference between medicine today and (presumably) medicine back then. Today they'd say "Listen, being around your loved ones provides strength, we want people to visit." and here Van Helsing is like "No, Arthur, if Lucy sees you she'll get excited." Which isn't wrong per-se but given how much Lucy loves and thinks about Arthur, I actually think it would help her to see him.
Tbh I wonder if Van Helsing could have blamed any parasite. Mosquito, bats, whatever and said "listen y'all, our prevailing theory right now is some kind of parasite that's become addicted to her blood specifically. We just gotta keep this parasite away" and get everyone on board without diving into the supernatural.
Also also...not letting the maids sit up with them is a bad idea imo. I think I get why they're doing it: they don't want anything to happen to the maids. But trust and train them up, bro. As already seen TWICE, the more informed eyes the better. (Also, maybe I'm reading into this differently, but I kinda see the maids asking to be allowed to sit up with Lucy being a bit of girls looking out for each other on multiple levels. Yes, Lucy is clearly ill, there's an element about physically caring for her. But also: two random dudes insist they're the only ones who can sit up with my girl all night long while she's going back and forth between energy and near-death? Especially when the maids probably know Seward has feelings for Lucy? No trust, bro, let me in that room.)
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sincerelyaaron · 2 years
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My one constant is failing me.
Words are finicky things. They have surrounded me for as long as I can remember, even before I could speak. You remember that weird kid who would read the dictionary for fun? That was me. It's calming. Words were there for me when nothing else has. They have been the eye of my hurricane. My anchor. I have never lacked the words to explain myself or my feelings. So, imagine my surprise when I find myself unable to speak one morning.
It was just a normal day. Nothing was out of the ordinary for me, maybe a tiny bit more anxiety but not much. I don't know anybody in my first or second period, so I don't talk in there so nothing seemed unordinary. I have quite a few friends in my third period however and one of them asked me a question. I opened my mouth to answer them but found that I couldn't make any words come out. It felt somewhere between losing my voice and forgetting how to speak. It took me a moment to realize what was happening and I got a notebook and pen out of my bag to answer the question and offer a brief explanation. I spent the rest of that day using written or typed communication, yes or no questions, and the tiny bit of ASL that I know. Luckily my friends were understanding and patient with me but not everyone else was. It was a struggle and still is on days where I can't speak. Sometimes I don't even bother trying to communicate in any way because it's so frustrating. No matter how I write it I can never get my point across quite right and by the time I write down something to add to a conversation the topic has changed. It gets tiring trying to keep up.
Going out in public is a whole different struggle. At home I can hide and at school they understand but in public it just plain sucks. There's several different types of people when I go out while nonverbal:
The acceptors- These people are my favorite. They just take my written words without any questions or weird looks. They don't treat me like I'm less because I can't speak at that moment. The world needs more acceptors!
The starers- I'm not going to lie these people kind of creep me out. They talk to me or ask me a question and just stare at me and wait for a verbal response. Even after I give them a written answer and explain that I am temporarily nonverbal. I should dress up as a starer for Halloween LMAO.
Me too- The people who also are nonverbal. We just kind of have this you too? moment. GOD I LOVE Y'ALL.
Infantilizers- These are the people who treat me like I'm a child or less than them just because I can't speak. I'm not. Honestly if y'all can't see that than maybe I should be infantizing YOU.
There's probably way more than that but those are just the ones I can name off the top of my head. Another thing that I feel important to note is that I am not nonverbal all the time. That does not make me any less valid. Some days I can't speak to anyone. Some days I can't speak to anyone except one person. Sometimes 3. I'm still valid. There is nothing medically causing this as far as I know so I don't have any sort of diagnosis. I AM STILL VALID! It will not magically go away because a doctor has not pointed it out. If you don't name an animal or child, will it disappear? No? Well neither will this. Well technically my voice does disappear but YOU GET WHAT I MEAN! It won't make my voice magically come back.
I mentioned earlier that I love words. They have surrounded me forever. The strangest ones have stuck out to me. Subdivision. Forensics. Anvil. I love them. They stay with me and put my feelings into words. Imaginary. Poltergeist. Plague. I have so many of them. Short and Long. Rhyming and Not. They line up into poetry. Arson. Salt. Neptune. They come from every single letter in the english alphabet. Most originate from other languages. Some are dark and others, light. Phantom. Wither. There are so many of them. I shuffle through them hoping for the right words and when my brain can't make sense of them I fall silent. Trivia. January. Blood. Solar. Helium. Schedule. Radiation. Drawling. Convective. They stack on top of each other in my mind. Falling into piles, infinite mountains. I never run out of space in my head for new words. Oblivion. Century. Forever.
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vannybarber · 3 years
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Know Your Place
Summary: Christopher Jamal Evans puts your ass in place.
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Chris Jamal Evans x Reader
Warnings: SMUT, cursing, aggressive behavior (nothing serious), mentions of cheating, implied smut, degrading.
This is based off of Barbershop: The Next Cut with Terri, Rashad, and Draya, with their whole situation😂.
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"Just get in the damn car and meet me at the house. We're not doing this here."
"Fine!" You rush around to your car door and slam it shut once you get inside. You watch Chris go to his, also slamming it shut but not for the same reason as you. You were more so the reason.
Starting the car and driving off with him right on your tail, you turn the music up to drown out the many cars that honk at your recklessness and poor wheel skills. If only they knew, they would be acting just like you.
You had come over to the building where Chris was shooting a movie with his female costar, Melanie. You absolutely despised her because she often came onto Chris. Both infront of you and when you weren't around. Of course he shot her down every time because he knows better. He knew you weren't the one to be played with.
But today, when you didn't see him as soon as you walked inside the shoot, you scan the room for Melanie. Not seeing her either, you began to roam around through the halls. You look in a room and see his stuff on a couch inside. You walk into the room calling his name.
"Chris? Baby, where you at?" You check in the bathroom and its empty. "Boy, I got your nasty seafood salad. Where the hell are you?" You scan the room one more time before smacking your lips and heading to the door.
Chris was in the closet changing when Melanie came in trying to feel up on him. He was getting ready to finally cuss her out, but he heard you yelling for him and so he freaked, shutting the door. He specifically told her not to make a sound and she followed orders, up until the last minute.
As you hit the threshold, you hear something hit the floor. The sound seemed to have come from the closet. You pause, scared at first because it was evident that no one was in the room except you. But then you grow suspicious because Chris and that bitch were both missing. You turn around slowly and stalk towards the door.
Chris was fuming when she knocked the box over, but then started to freak when he heard you walking over to the closet door. He gave her the look with a mix of panic and 'I'm gonna fucking kill you'. He sees the door handle turn and prepares for your wrath because you damn sure were gonna give it to him.
You open the door and there was your man and Melanie. Her hands were covering her mouth, eyes wide. Your eyes relocate to Chris and his shirt was halfway on his torso. He clambers to get it fully in, stepping towards you and away from her.
"Babe, just listen and you'll understand everything. She came in while I was changing and-" he doesn't get a chance to finish, for your voice overpowered his.
"You got five seconds to explain to me what the fuck you're doing." You hand is still on the door, not planning on letting them out the closet just yet. Chris was confused, but discerned that you weren't talking to him. You were talking to Melanie. He looks back at her and she was now biting her nail, clearly anxious.
"Look, Y/N, I really don't want any problems." She is trying to be straight about it, but her voice is fastened with fear. She knew exactly what you were capable of and she still is trying to bullshit you.
"You don't want want no problems? You've been trying to sleep with my man since the first day you found out you were working with him!" You must look like boo boo the fool for her to think she was pulling this shit on you.
"And as for you Christopher," you turn towards him, jabbing your finger in his chest, "what the hell are you thinking? Are y'all just lying to me and actually messing around?" You had no problem whooping both their asses.
"Y/N no! Listen, she came inside the closet while I was changing and I was going to kick her out, but I heard you coming and I just...freaked out." He's trying to dissolve the situation, but is only making it worse.
"You instead of coming out, you decide to stay in there with her? You see how this is worse right? You're just giving her the benefit to think she could even get with you. This is entertainment for her. Don't you realize that?" Now your hand was off the door and balled into a fist because you were 2.5 seconds from losing it.
"Baby, I was going to put my foot down this time. I know its long overdue, but I didn't want any issues with the people I work with. And I should've realized how unfair that was to you. I'm sorry. But don't think I would ever cheat on you." He grabs your arm and pushes you back so he could get out the closet.
"Yeah, you damn right. All this could've been avoided. She's harassing you. You need to report her ass!" You snag your arm away from him and point back at her, who's now trying to ease out of the closet. You catch her and she runs off, you not far behind. You damn sure were not a runner, but you were going super sonic right now.
She turns down she same way you came to find them and Chris is right on your ass too. You guys get to the front of the building and you lunge for her, but no contact was made for Chris had you in a hold. You brawl against his wide chest and eventually give up when he doesn't let go.
People are watching in absolute shock and some even were laughing their asses off. It would've been even funnier if Chris had let you get one hit in. Of course that didn't happen since he scooped you up with minimal effort.
"Y/N chill! Stop, you're making a fucking scene!" He grabs on your flailing arms, yanking them back.
"I don't give a shit! Let me get her. Just one good time," you plead and scream at the same time. He literally drags you away outside with great struggle since you weren't giving in. When he got you out there, you accepted your defeat and he let you go, watching you extra closely in case you pulled a fast one.
"You should've let me get her! Why the hell you stop me?!" He runs his hands through his hair, obviously frustrated and very much embarrassed. But you could care less. She needed her ass whooped.
"It's not worth it. We need to go now!"
"I don't have to go anywhere!" You could give less of a fuck if the onlookers labeled you as 'the angry black woman'. Because infact, you are a black woman. And damn right you were angry.
"Just get in the damn car and meet me at the house. We're not doing this here!"
"Fine!"
After reminiscing over the lovely previous moments, you pull up at your even lovelier home. You hop out the car and open the gate. Walking back to the car you peek and see Chris with his arm against the window, leaning on it and watching you. For sure he had a headache by now.
Instead of pulling up all the way into the driveway, you park at the end, leaving no room for Chris to drive in.
"Really? Pull all the way in!" You sit for a minute with your arms crossed for a bit of rebellion before complying like a child. Only because you didn't want to walk the extra way to the door of course. When you park again, Chris pulls in and gets out to shut the gate.
You were already unlocking the door and stepping in, but before you could slam it in his face, he was right behind you. You toss the keys and kick off your shoes.
"Where are you going?" You hear him call from the front of the house.
"None of your business." You were just going to the fridge to get your pineapple juice. You drink it almost every single day. And you definitely needed some right now.
"Okay we need to discuss what the fuck just happened. What the hell was that Y/N?" He's standing across the kitchen island from you staring in anger.
"Well for one, I caught you in a closet half naked with that bitch after I called your name repeatedly. Then she's playing in my face and you're trying to defend her! You really need an explanation for my actions, Chris?" You close the bottle and slam it on the counter.
"Look Y/N, I explained to you what happened. I am sorry. I knew that if I had came out that closet with her, you'd still react the same way, probably even worse. I was literally fearing for my life, no joke." He puts his hands up in surrender. You almost laugh.
"I rather you just have came out and told me straight up. Yeah, I would be mad of course. Who wouldn't? But you made it more difficult yourself." You still have an attitude and even though he apologized, you still wanted to be mad.
"Baby, I tell you you're beautiful everyday. Why? Because I want you to know that no other woman could ever be at the level you are for me. I want you to know that you're the only one I see and there isn't anyone else for me." He's now standing infront of you, his 6'0 figure imposing over your frame.
You can't and won't lie that those words had you in your feels. You swear, Geminis really are sweet talkers. You could've gave in right then. But not just yet.
"You sound like a real bitch right now." You fold your arms and look at him with testy eyes. You slightly regret saying that because what he said was genuine. But who are you without some back talk?
His eyes go caliginous. You've only seen this a one time when you've stepped out of line with him. Your big mouth could argue for days, but you never held a grudge. You kind of forced yourself to keep going as if you were still upset. Stubborn was an understatement.
You scratch your straightened hair nervously before flattening it back down. You internally hope it wasn't obvious that you lamented what you had just said.
"I already apologized to you and explained what happened. Now you can be mature and we can have a real conversation or you can be childish and act like you're still upset and we can end it right here." He steps closer to you, if that's even humanly possible. "But this is will be the first and last time you call me a bitch. Got it?"
He's breathing heavily on your face. If only you could see your face right now. It would read shock, with a bit of fear. He never checked you like this and let you get away with a lot. But this right here, was well deserved. But the way he's over you and his voice lowering with a sharp tone had you...turned on.
Something about him putting you in place made you wet and excited. All the fear had vanished almost immediately. You finally respond.
"Yes," you say quietly, nodding your head. "I'm sorry." Your eyes remained on him looking up through your lashes nibbling your lip. If only you knew what it was doing to him.
The sight of your body go automatically submissive to him after he got firm with you threw him in a complete frenzy. He was dominant most times, but you had many moments where you didn't back down to a challenge and took the lead. You not clapping back and apologizing threw him off a slight bit, but did not disappoint him. It turned him on.
"Good girl." He grabs your arm, spins you around so that your back is turned to him and bends down next to your ear.
"Go into the room, take off everything but your panties and lie on the bed. Mkay?" He moved his hands behind your arm to your lower back. You might as well save yourself the embarrassment and take off your panties too because once he sees the tropical storm, it's a wrap burrito. But you nod your head in compliance.
He gives you a smack on the butt and pushes you forward. You walk the rest of the way to the room and follow his exact orders. You remove every clothing item except the saltwater cloth covering your most needy part. You lay on the bed and wait for him.
He comes in a few moments later and eyes you down, making sure you followed his instructions. Of course you would. He stands in front of the bed and starts to remove his clothes. The entire time his eyes alternate from your body to your eyes. It made you nervous, but still excited.
"I'm very much used to your little tantrums and what not, but there's a limit. And when you pass that limit and step out of line, you need to be taught a lesson." He's in just his briefs by the end of his sentence and crawls in the bed.
You adjust yourself onto your back, shamelessly welcoming him to help himself to you. He positions in between your legs and lowers his face to yours, lips gliding against yours and pulling back when you try to kiss him. You pout and he smirks a little.
"Tell me what you want, honey" he whispers as he rubs up your leg to your thigh, grazing his fingers against your soaked panties. Just when you thought you couldn't get any wetter. Damn.
"I want you to touch me. Please." Your hands are gripping the sheets just thinking about his hands on your body. You completely forgot about messing up your hair as you throw your head back when he starts circling his fingers on your clit.
"I'm starting to think that this isn't very punishing for you, sweetheart." He picks up pace and reaches for your boob, kneading it full in his palms. "You seem to really be enjoying it. A little too much."
You weren't even listening to him, only chasing your orgasm, rolling your hips against his forceful touch. You successfully make it a few seconds to cumming before he snatches his finger away. You pick your head up right away, looking appalled.
"Why'd you stoooop?" you whine out. He looks at you innocently.
"Hmm that's just something us bitches like to do." Before you could respond, he flips you over and smacks your right cheek. "These have been on way too long." He pulls your panties off quicker than Pietro Maximoff. Tossing them to the floor, he starts his teasing.
"Damn, Y/N. All this is for me? If this doesn't tell me you loved the beginning of your lesson, I don't know what does."
He drags his fingers through your wet lips, coating them with your wetness. He brings his hands to his face to taste the mess you made for him.
"Hmm. That pineapple juice is kicking in fast."
The entire time he's talking, you're moving around coding him to stop teasing you and do something to make you feel good.
"You really are a desperate whore, huh?" You moan in the sheets in agreement. You were never into name calling, but it was something with Chris that made you love it.
He lowers down to your pussy, breathe frisking over it. You shiver and wait for him to start.
"As much as both you and I would love this, you don't deserve it. So ass up." You internally start cursing him out, calling him all things forbidden. But you comply and slightly lift your lower half.
Chris gets directly behind you and lines up with your entrance. When did he even take his briefs off? You inhale sharply at the contact and moan as he slips inside you with little to no effort. He fills you quick, starting his thrusts right away.
Your left cheek is against the mattress and both hands are gripping the sheets.
"Oh my- fuck!"
"How's it feel baby?" He asks you, going deeper at every thrust back inside you. Between the loud claps of your bodies, your pornographic moans and the sounds of your WAP, he knew the answer.
"It feels so good Chris" you manage to get out between breathes that were suddenly hard to take. You suddenly get a hard slap on your right cheek, making you squeal.
"That's not my name." You quickly correct yourself.
"Sorry..Daddy."
"Look at this" he starts thrusting faster, both of you not far from climax.
"Just an hour ago you were bitchin' about me and now you're basically grovelling at my feet. You can barely make a word. I guess I'm not such a bitch now, huh? " He locks your arms behind you and you automatically lift your ass up further, helping him slide in you even easier.
"No Daddy, I'm s-sorry." He groans and grabs a fistful of your hair and leans down to your ear. Normally you would be pissed because he touched your hair, especially since it was just done. But you could give less of a damn right now.
"Yeah I bet you are. Would a bitch be fucking you like this? Hm?" He pounded into you hard at every word. Your face in the mattress, you let out a scream that would have the neighbors dialing 911.
"No, baby- oh GOD" you yell, right at your peak. Just a couple more thrusts away and you were gone. Chris recognized that yell. He wanted to send you off right.
"Go ahead and cum for me baby. But just remember,"
He was right behind you and close himself.
"No matter how smart you get with me, at the end of the day, you're always gonna be a little slut for me." The last 4 words sent you over the edge and you cum all over him. He doesn't fall short and fills up the rest of you.
"Fuuuck" he let's out as his seed spills inside you.
His body collapses next to you and you find the energy to move your body. You turn and look at him with this dumb smile on your face. He reciprocates with the same dumb smile and pats down your hair. You slap his arm, turning your nose up at him.
"Ow. Why'd you do that for?" He rubs his now red arm.
"That's what you get for messing up my hair. You're gonna give me money to get it done again." Remembering, you hit his arm again.
"Baby, what the hell?"
"That's for also making me leave my pineapple juice out the fridge."
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Idek what I was doing here 😭 This is the kind of stuff I daydream about, but it never looks as good written out 🥴
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donutloverxo · 4 years
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Vanilla
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Kinktober day 21 - Vanilla
Please note that my work is not to be reposted or published anywhere other than my Tumblr or AO3 account without my permission. Reblogs are most welcome though!
Note - @stargazingfangirl18 asked for soft ransom! Thanks @sweater-daddiesdumbdork and @whateveriwant for their advice! Also for @finleyjayne 's rainbow writing challenge with the prompt 'white lie'. Hope y'all like it💖
Dividers by @whimsicalrogers
Summary - When you find out Ransom's been lying, you can't help but assume the worst.
Warnings - 18+ only please!, smut (m/f), ooc Ransom.
Pairing - Ransom Drysdale x reader
Word count - 2k
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You sighed as a tear rolled down your cheek, looking at an old photo strip of you and Ransom. You had taken it in a photo booth at the fall fair, he was reluctant, calling them dumb and cheesy but he gave in when you gave him your puppy eyes.
He looked stoic in the first two, with you perched up on his lap, your arms around his neck but then he was laughing boisterously because you started tickling you. The last one was of him biting your neck as revenge.
Happy times. But they seem to be taunting you now.
Your family, even your friends, weren’t huge fans of Ransom. Your mother was actually scared he’d hit you or hurt you. But they didn’t know him like you did.
He was never cruel to you. Not even when he didn’t know you and had nothing to gain from being nice to you. Surprisingly, he was quite the gentlemen, holding the door for you, paying for your meals, even waiting for over a month before making love - you knew then you could never let go of him, no one would ever give it to you like him.
He did tend to be a bit judgmental and cynical, entitled and maybe a bit spoilt. But you accepted that as a part of him, encouraging him to work on himself. Sure, he’ll never be everyone's cup of tea, but he’d always be yours.
Or so you thought.
Dealing with Ransom required some finesse and patience that you were willing to put up because it was worth it. But you’d never put up with lies, or worse... that’s not who you were.
Ransom had told you he was going to meet up with his published to talk about his new project. Your gut told you that something was wrong. When he was late you took it upon yourself to call the publishing house only to find out he didn’t have a meeting today at all.
He didn’t have one that Sunday either, where he was for over four hours you didn’t know.
You let out a humorless chuckle at your own naiveté - who the fuck has a meeting on the weekend anyway?
You only saw what your heart wanted to show you. Maybe, he never loved you. Maybe everything you both shared for the past two years was a lie - an act.
You yelped a bit when you heard the door being slammed shut, putting the photo down you quickly composed yourself.
“Hey, babe,” he greeted you, kissing the top of your head before scavenging for a beer in your fridge.
“Hey,” your voice hoarse and croaky, you cleared your throat, “how was your meeting?” you spat. Unable to keep the contempt from your voice.
“So and so. They don’t know shit,” he twisted the cap off before he taking a long drag of it.
You gulped when you looked at his pale throat bobbing and swallowing the liquid down. He took his coat off, throwing it over the counter.
You watched his muscles flex under his tight sweater, his curious eyes watching you, your traitorous body still found him attractive. Which he was, objectively so, some might even argue that he was out of your league and not the other way around.
“Like what you see, doll?” he smirked, catching you staring at him. He stood before you, holding onto your hips.
You blinked, pushing him away and putting some distance between you, “I want to know more about the meeting.” you insisted.
“What the hell are you going on about?” He ran a hand through his perfectly groomed hair - messing it up. You knew it was a nervous tick of his.
“You know damn well what I’m talking about! You weren’t at any meeting were you? You were probably with some bitch,” you yelled, jabbing him in his chest with your finger, “No,” you laughed, “Wasn’t her fault. She’s not the one cheating. I should’ve known better.” you shook your head, “Everybody warned me.”
He had the audacity to roll his eyes, “God, you women - ”
“Shut the fuck up, Ransom. Now is not the time for your boring jokes. Where were you?”
“Why would you jump to the worse conclusion?!” he yelled back, his face turning red and a couple of veins popping on his forehead. “Do I not get benefit the doubt? Don’t you trust me?”
He walked towards you, making you take a few steps back until you hit the counter, tall and imposing above you. His jaw clenched shut as he stared you down.
You gulped, “I did trust you. But what explanation could you possibly have? You lied, didn’t you? Where were you?”
You watched him as he dug through his discarded coat, taking out a box and handing it to you. You knew what it was as soon as you saw it, the familiar burgundy color with the words ‘cartier’ written on top in golden cursive.
“I’m sorry,” you choked, your heart clenched in guilt. You accused him of the worst when he was just out getting you jewellery. “I didn’t mean to hurt you, I’m sorry.”
“Bit to late to be sorry when you already said your part.” he gritted.
“Sorry,” you gave him a nervous smile, “I really don’t deserve this, I don’t know what to say...”
“I was with Meg, since she’s the only girl I know, who’d be of any use. She just gave a lecture about how buying diamonds is so unethical or something, I don’t know I tuned out,” he shuddered at just the thought of it, “So, it’s not final. We can exchange it if you don’t like it,” he said, rubbing the back of his neck.
You frowned, “Why would I need to exchange it? I’m sure it’s very pretty,” you opened the box and gasped, your jaw dropping, “Ransom... this is...” the most beautiful diamond ring you’ve ever seen. “Wait a minute, does that mean..”
“Yep,” he snatched it away from you, taking the ring out of it and then sliding it on your ring finger, “I was going to go the whole nine yards. Get down on a knee, act like a fucking Disney Prince but you don’t get that now,” he smirked, the diamond looking so pretty on your hand. “You’re stuck with me, forever.”
“Well, I’m sad that I missed out on a proper proposal but I suppose I deserve it. It really is so pretty,” you beamed at the ring.
“Don’t you dare take it off.” He held onto your hand possessively. Glad to have some sort of claim on you now that would let any unworthy asshole know that you’re taken.
You giggled, placing a quick smooch on his lips, “I won’t. I’ll protect it with my life,” holding the hand close to your heart. “I’m still so sorry. I should’ve known better.”
“That’s right, you should’ve.” he grumbled
You couldn’t help but roll your eyes. He’d have no problem assuming the worst if the roles were reversed. “Is there anything I can do to make it up to you?” Jutting your lower lip out and looking at him with your big doe eyes.
Pulling you by your waist and holding you tightly against him, “I can think of a couple of things, pumpkin.”
He captured your lips in a salacious kiss that was all teeth and tongue, running his thumb over the diamond.
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“Look so pretty with your mouth stuffed, pumpkin,” he praised, choking on a moan, pushing your hot, eager mouth further down on his length.
You let out a muffled whimper, relaxing your throat so you could take all of him. Which was quite a task but you powered through, swallowing him down until your nose touched the brown patch of hair above his length.
He let out a loud, primal moan, holding onto your head and trying his best not to bust his load too soon. He pulled you off of him, getting off of the mattress, putting his hands below your arms and hauling you up and pushing you down on it. It was always fun to manhandle you like that, what with you being so small and plaint. Always ready to serve him and let him have his way with you.
You blinked up at him with unsure eyes, almost wanting to cover yourself from his predatory gaze. “St - stop looking at me like that.”
He chuckled, “You’re mine now. I’ll look at you however I like.”
He knelt on the floor, pulling you till you were on the edge of the bed, nudging your intimate lips apart with his nose. He took a long breath in, your unique scent never failed to make him hot.
Placing a flurry of kisses up and down your inner thighs, giving your a nick and a bite here and there till you were going crazy with need. Need to have his mouth on you.
“Please, Ransom,” you sniffled exaggeratedly, “Just want your mouth on me.”
“You’ve got no patience, doll.” Which was rich, coming from him.
He shook his head, teasing your entrance with his tongue. Before finally, wrapping his mouth around your bundle of nerves, sucking at it leisurely.
You pulled at his hair, pushing him closer to your heat because you needed more.
He took the hint, plunging two fingers inside you, pumping them in and out till he felt you clamping down on them. He pulled right away when he felt you getting too close to your climax.
No, he needed to look at your face as you fell apart with him.
Ignoring your whines and curses he hovered above you, pushing his tip against your entrance, coating it with your juices.
You were out of it, barely there with him, your hands loosely holding onto his broad shoulders, “I love you,” you murmured and then yelped, your eyes scrunched shut as he thursted his entire length inside you. Your nails digging into his biceps and drawing blood.
There was that delicious familiar ache at first, but you willed yourself to ride through it. It’ll feel good in no time. Except.... he didn’t move.
You opened your eyes and looked up at him to see him staring at you. You called out his name, caressing his cheek.
“Say it again,” he panted.
“Say what?” you yelped again as he lifted your hips up, his tip brushing against your spongy spot, “Oh.. uh... I love you.” you repeated.
He stayed still for a moment or longer. Still not used to hearing those words, especially said so sincerely by you. They often caught him off guard and overwhelmed him.
His hips bucked into yours as he started thrusting into you properly, his fingers digging into your hips.
You pulled him down and pressed your lips to his, swirling your tongue against his, spilling your moans in his mouths, only pulling away when you could barely breath. He did have a way of always leaving you breathless.
Propping himself on his elbows, he watched you writhe under him, your face scrunching up in untethered pleasure as you kept asking him for more. It's where you belonged, wrapped up around him. And your cavern was his rightful place, especially now that you'll be married.
“You’ve always been a, tight little thing. Squeezing the shit outta me,” he grunted as you pulsed and fluttered around him your body seized up and fell back.
He kept driving his hips into you, riding out your orgasm till ropes of his seed coated your walls, he didn’t let up till he was sure he gave you every last drop of him.
He collapsed on top of you, nipping at the shell of your ear, “Again,” he pleaded, his voice wavering with his cock softening inside you.
“I love you, baby, more than you’ll ever know,” you said, cradling his head close to you.
He hummed, pulling himself out of you, laying beside you, he admired your ring as you struggled to stay away, your eyes already dozing off.
He was proud to have bought it with his own hard earned money with the book you inspired him to write, it was sort of poetic in a way. But you didn’t need to know that or you’d accuse him of going soft for you - which to be fair he was. As his mother always says every marriage has its secrets.
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nexyra · 3 years
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RWBY's Love Language - Part 2
Hello friend ! I'm back at it with a second part and whatever character I can think of ! (Among which best boy Oscar because he deserves it, and also more adults)
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Oscar Pine
So ! While I love Oscar with my whole heart, honestly guessing his Love Language is no easy feat. One thing for sure : touch isn't is thing even if it's how everyone else chose to communicate their love.
I saw a post a while back detailing how Oscar is always putting his hands up as a barrier when he's scared or uncomfortable and that makes me cry a little instead but it's true TT. Anyway...
In the latest volumes we've got quite a bit of comforting Oscar-talks but I have to wonder how much of that is due to Ozpin's influence really. As a result I've decided to settle on... Acts of Service or Quality Time ! This is based on a few details : when people are upset with him in one shape or form, Oscar was always very eager to prove himself useful, give some aspect of concrete help (such as cooking a Casserole, ringing any bell ?). Plus I imagine that's the exact brand of help his Aunt would have needed most on a farm. Added to that, he always seems fairly happy to be included, be with the others no matter what's going on. Training ? Yay ! A movie with Jaune & Weiss ? Smiling puppy look. Fancy party ? Shenanigans together ! So yea, I love seeing my boy loved and hugged but please everyone settle for the loving he's most comfortable with <3
“She made a choice! A choice to put others before herself! So do I.”
“Oh, uh, yeah. I thought you guys would appreciate a hot meal after... spending all day looking for me, apparently.”
“No, it's okay. These past few days, I've been scared of the same things you were. I don't know how much longer I'm going to be... me. But I did some thinking, and I do know that I want to do everything I can to help with whatever time I have left.”
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Ozpin
For our favorite immortal wizard aka not quite dead Headmaster... I think the answer is rather obvious. When you're so careful with your words, but also so fiercely devoted to humanity, Words of Affirmation is a must. Ozpin constantly does his best to calm, to reassure. He's good at controlling the conversation and getting people where he wants... Except he more often than not use it to make them think and help them reach an healing ore motivating conclusion. This man is so insisten on giving and cultivating hope, so painfully aware of just how much words can change... There's no doubt in my mind that it's through these very same words that he tries to fight the darkness in others' mind, even when they don't want to let themselves be persuaded. And with some help from the farmboi, Ozpin is gaining in honesty and earnestness. And that can only help in giving comfort.
But to be honest... If you offer him a hug I doubt he'd refuse, and he definitely deserves one. Also therapy. For Oscar too. Everyone in therapy 2k21.
“Ruby. I've made more mistakes than any man, woman, and child on this planet. But at this moment I would not consider your appointment to leader to be one of them. Do you?”
“It's not every day that friends are able to come together like this. Time has a way of testing our bonds, but it's nights like these that can help keep them stronger than ever. Nights like these are ones we'll never forget.”
“Don't worry, Mr. Arc. Your journey is far from over, and the same might be said for all of you. Unlocking your Semblance isn't the end. It can still grow and evolve. Providing you are willing to put in the work, who knows what could happen?”
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Emerald Sustrai
Now here I'm gonna go ahead and say that the way Emerald has been taught to express her love and the way SHE would rather preffered to be loved most likely do not align. At the side of someone like Cinder, and even Mercury who isn't exactly the most emotionally vulnerable person; the only brand of love that gets an easy pass is Acts of Service, and that's probably what Emerald is the most used to. I can go on a mission with you. I can help. We go right back to the "I can be useful" mentality and I'm not sure she's been shown any other way honestly. Let's be real though : if someone offered a hug or some gentle words ? She'd probably pout & fuss but I hardly doubt she'd object.
“I don't care about Salem! But I owe Cinder everything. You want to fight her that bad? Be my guest.”
“I just... Cinder was the only family I ever had. She cared about me, taught me things... But without her here, I don't know if what we're doing--”
“I've been working on my Semblance. I can help. I won't tell anybody.”
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Pyrrha Nikos
What's with everyone and dedicating their whole love toward just helping their teammates anyway they can ?! Stop ! But any way, you guessed it. I'm pretty sure one of Pyrrha's top way of showing love is Acts of Service, and nothing means quite as much to her as Quality Time. For someone who's been put on a pedestal and has a hard time relating to people; both touch and words can be a bit awkward. But if they're wrapped up neatly in a training session or semblance explanations ? Well that's already a more familiar area. Pyrrha gives her whole to her friends and those she cares about. And in exchange, if anyone can simply... be there and spend time with her... May it be at the ball or simply sitting in the courtyard... I'm sure our girl would be delighted.
“Jaune, you know if you ever need help, you can just ask.”
“I'm constantly surrounded by love and praise; but when you're placed on a pedestal like that for so long, you become separated from the people that put you there in the first place. But thanks to you, I've made friendships that will last a lifetime.”
“I'll do it. If you believe this will help humanity, then I will become your Fall Maiden.”
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Qrow Branwen
If I say Gift Giving for the corvid, is someone gonna hit me ? Come on it's fun ! Okay, more seriously... I think this kind of love conversation is kind of a necessity for Qrow. With a semblance such as Bad Luck, making everything complicated... Qrow tries to keep his distance from those he cares about. And since he's an emotionally repressed (but caring) asshole on top of it... Well that kinda narrows down his option. You know what DOESN'T put anyone at risk but can still bring smiles on their face ? GIFTS. Shiny things, souvenirs from his missions all over the world to give to 2 smol nieces. Sounds safe right ? That said, as any good emotionally unavailable character in this show, I gotta say Qrow probably has a thing for helping out and making himself useful in relation to Oz, Tai or the rest of the inner circle. So you know what that means *whisper* Acts of Service.
That said ! When it comes to receiving some love back... Qrow probably likes everything he doesn't allow himself to have. Soft touches, loving & comforting words, spending time with a friend without his semblance making everything complicated... We know that's all he wants.
“You idiot. I know you didn't do this.”
“Look, pal, I'm not sure who you are, but you need to leave my niece alone.”
“No one wanted me... I was cursed... I gave my life to you because you gave me a place in this world... I thought I was finally doing some good...”
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Clover Ebi
And among our newbies (and gone too soon) friends we have Clover ! Clover was a very good contrast to our dusty old crow but also a great help. Kind-hearted, perceptive and honest; he knew just how to put Qrow's self-loathing in his place and push him to give himself some credit. He always had a nice word or a joke for everyone, and visibly the rock of the Ace Ops : an expert a keeping the moral up and the mood companiable. Evidently, Words of Affirmation was his expertise. Had things gone differently, I'm sure we'd have had time for many more earnest and helpful conversations with this teal-eyed fisherman.
“It's a good thing they had someone to look up to and get them through it. Not everyone is so lucky.”
“I meant deflect a compliment. Those kids wouldn't be where they are without you. You've had more of an effect on them than you realize.”
“We don't have to fight, friend.”
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Winter Schnee
And today in the "emotionally unavailable" category we have... Winter Schnee ! TALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS PEOPLE ! Just - I would say look at Ruby but even she doesn't talk about her bad vibes... Nor does any of the "Words of Affirmation" peeps. Honestly what's wrong with y'all people ? Anyway Winter cares so much. Is it hidden behind professionalism and a stern *big sister* demeanour ? Sure. But it doesn't negate just how much she loves her closed ones. She's fiercely loyal, and even if she doesn't let her personal feelings get in the way of her duty and doing what needs to be done, no one is allowed to say she doesn't care. Countrary to Weiss, Winter doesn't seem as good nor as aware of the love that exists in simply *being* with people. Rather, she's dutiful and ready to help any way she can when given the chance. You guessed it, yet another Acts of Service kind of love... Maybe I'm doing this wrong XD. I'm on the fence about Words of Affirmation as well. Despite her standoffish looks, Winter has always been very open & reassuring during her discussions with Penny. But she's more stern when it comes to Weiss so I dunno x)
“I don't recall asking about your ranking, I'm asking how you've been. Are you eating properly? Have you taken up any hobbies? Are you making new friends?”
“You've grown up a bit, haven't you? You're not the little girl clinging to the family name anymore.”
“You can't just buy trust like everything else! You have to earn it!”
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And that's it for Part 2 ! I might do some other characters if people suggest some but I don't have a pressing need to right now. I have many ideas of songs to apply to various characters however so that's prob what my next posts will consist of (or fun templates)
If anyone has tips to create RWBY gifs or links to download the eps in good quality I'll take it ! Good day everyone !
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Macaroon anon I love you and how can I resist writing for such a great idea? I really wanted this piece to take place as Ciel was stuck in twst in my previous au but since I mentioned dorm leaders there it couldn't be really done...Rip
A twisted path ✨
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~ Black butler x twisted wonderland ~
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Feat : Mey-Rin , Bard & Finnian
Poor trio stay away in shock of not only his unexpectedly loud shout but also...eh...his appearance .  Are they wrong or does this guy really look similar to master Ciel...?
Coming conscious still with his eyes closed , he hears some sounds around him:" He dead ?-""No I don't think he is, his chest is still moving" "Anyway what's this body doing hear at Phantomhive's mansion? If he's been stabbed or something it's going to be troublesome," "Na I guess this dude's just been really drunk y'all. Also...what's with the clothes ? Could it be that he's somewhat of an actor from nearby theaters ?" "Aye? Since when are the designs this messed up...- I guess we'd better get rid of it before mister Sebastian returns, maybe burry hi-"
Riddle freaks out as he hears this idiots wanting to burry him alive and immediately wakes up screaming at them to stay away.
Riddle on the other hand gazes upon what he just faced: a red haired haired maiden wearing a pair of glasses, a yellow haired boy with green pupils and a rather buff man with a toothpick in his mouth staring at him. " Ah- He a'live ! Man ya gotcha be more careful with drinking," the buff man chuckles. Riddle suddenly feels highly unsafe: Who are these people? And where am I? He's read NRC's maps enough to know that such a building is surely not a part of it , come along it's weird people. Was he kidnapped while asleep...?He pulls up his staff and starts threatening them with it , wanting them to immediately introduce themselves and explain what he was doing here- wherever it was-
Finnian tries to calm him down with a soft smile and a friendly attitude, but Riddle is strong at his point: He wants answers.
When he sees them all trying to calm him down with no explanations he gets mad : "OFF WITH YOUR HEADS!"
...What ? Wait-maybe try again:"Off with your-Heads!" ...Why isn't it working? Riddle stays still, the magic collars have to be around their neck but- they are not...?? There must've been a mistake: " Off with your heads - Off with your HEADS - OFF WITH YOUR HEADS DAMN IT-"
Mey-Rin, Finnian and Bard stare at their angry guest shouting nonsense and getting as red as a tomato, what is wrong with this guy..?
Riddle is furious and confused , what's the matter ? Is his magic blocked the same as that time Beans day?  He doesn't know , and he doesn't like it
Riddle starts shouting at them asking what they've done to his magic and the poor guys just go...Huh ? Riddle keeps on getting redder and redder as if he's about to explode . He starts threatening them from reporting them to the head master to giving them to the official policies for kidnapping and neglecting his picture 
Finnian then decides that maybe it's better to leave him to mister Sebastian and so : Picking up a huge branch and a striking it to his head , savage
Riddle passes out immediately whoops- maybe Finnian should have been softer-
They stay there gazing upon their... masterpiece . Finnian might have even broken his skull - Good god , what should they do now ? They must wait until mister Sebastian arrives ; But where is he now ?
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Feat : Suma & Agni
"Pssssssst- Agniii...I guess he finally woke u-" " M- my prince , y-you sure that it was a good idea too bring a total stranger out of nowhere to our home ? I'd greatly appreciate it if you be more ca-"
Argh...what is with all noises around him ? He's told Ruggie a million times not to let anyone in his room whole he's taking a nap even if it's gonna be the grim reaper ; what are these brats doing here?
Leona rambles under lips and with a push he's awake : " Oi , you'd better know that I don't like having my naps ruined,"
Suma gasps at the sight of him being finally awake and tries to offer his unwanted guest a welcome hug which Leona rejects- Poor Suma
Leona isn't yet realizing what actually is going on , from not knowing that this isn't his room to the fact that he's now at more than 100 years ago in a whole different world ; ironic
Leona orders them to take this annoying conversation out of his room just to face Agni's locked expression : "Your room...?"
Taking a better look , Leona finally gets that this probably isn't his room and these people surely aren't from NRC
Sounds get echoed through his brain and he feels a small ache inside it . He rubs his head ...why does everything feel so strange ? Something is different ... could it be that he's still sleepy or..? Wait a second - Why can't he shake his tail ?
He immediately looks back to see if he's sit on his own tail but faces a terrifying scene : There is no tail . Is it cut off ????
and a newer fact flashes his brain : There are no ears either . But then how can he still here the sounds ? "P-please don't be", he begs . His hands shake as he brings them up to touch both sides of his head ; wishing not to find what he is looking for . And they are ! Human ears !A mild shiver is sent down his neck and he rushes to the mirror on the other side of the room just to face this nightmare with his own two eyes
He stares at the mirror with his eyes wide open and mouth as if he is going to shout . No...
Oh...nevermind . He has to calm down ; it's nothing but another fancy dream . He'll soon wake up and these will be all gone . Leona tries closing his eyes and cursing , wanting to wake up to sanity when he opens them again
Surprise : Nothing's changes . Two crappy brats still staring at him . Agni is now a bit suspicious but Suma on the other hand is really motivated : " Ahh~! Sorry if it's strange to sleep in the streets and wake up in bed- I just saw you laying there in a death like slumber and couldn't help but to bring you along ! Also , haven't we met before ? I'm pretty sure that I've seen your face somewhere before... Don't you happen to be from India ? "
Agni is really stressed out and keeps warning the young boy : " My prince ! He's now all conscious and fine , then I'd lead him out of he-"
"Prince , huh ?" Leona wasn't ever really interested in visiting ally kingdoms back at his home town so he barely got to meet any other princes , hm but to think that this cherishing child is actually a prince...man , the world has really changed
But he has no time for such games now , he has to find Ruggie or anyone else who may lead him out this insanity and return him his ears and tail
He asks for where he is - else than Suma's mansion - and the answer doesn't really do any help either . Where on the bloody hell is London ? And if these people found him laying in the streets when the heck did he even get here ? Well , doesn't really matter now , but where is NRC ?
Suma and Agni probably don't know where NRC is and Dire Crowley ? Suma wonders if this guy was the one who fooled him to buy a sick elephant which died a week after in india , but Agni is sure that neither him nor his prince have ever met a single soul named this
Leona is getting more and more pissed off wasting time chatting with these idiots so he takes his way out , ignoring Suma's begs for him to stay for lunch at least
He freezes just at the second he opens the exit doors and gazes upon the streets : Horses? carriages ? 19th century's clothing ? How long have these people been stuck in this lack of technology?
He feels like he now really needs to make a phone call but searching his pockets he finds both of them empty...those brats stole my-
He was close to getting hit by a carriage when someone shouts at him with a : " OUT OF WAY YOU SON OF A-"
He is now ready to get in a fight but a sound cuts him off : " LEONAAAA HELLP-!!!!!!" , this extremely annoying sound...what the heck is he doing here and : WHAT IN THE BLOODY HELL HAS HE DONE NOW !!!????
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Feat : Lau & Ran-Mao
Business tip nu 1 : Always keep calm , even if you end up losing all your magic powers in the surface without the possibility of returning to your original form or knowing where in the damn world you are : K-e-e-p-c-a-l-m
Thankfully , Azul's dope nature avoids him from going crazy during his stay in this...non-Twisted wonderland world
He had heard of theories explaining the possibility of other world's existence ; countless ones indeed . But to end up in one of them without any preparations ? He wasn't planning on that
Well nevermind , that cannot be helped now . let's look for a better way
Lack of facility , cultural deprivation and severe corruption ; is this how humans are ? No wonder the sea witch called them Poor unfortunate souls...
Enough with these people , he must now ignore all other disadvantages and take a look into beneficial sides of it...If he has ended up here , in this world and into this spot of the city there must be something linked to magic nearby ; even if he's surrounded by all these foolish people who haven't ever even seen real magic by their own eyes
Just as he's looking around , something catches his attention : a strange smell . Thanks to his family he's pretty good at following smells to their source and knowing what exactly they are : it's the pungent smell of Opium
He follows the smoke to its source and arrives to a bunch of stares going underground . A board is place next to the stares with something written on it :  Opium Den
Azul isn't one to believe in superstitions but he is sometimes interested to take ambitious  steps ; life sometimes brings you worthy surprises
Entering the shop , someone slightly grabs his arm . He turns his head to face a young, beautiful lady pulling his sleeve softly , eyes empty of any emotions . Without saying a word , Ran-Mao grabs his hat and coat and Azul thanks her , seems like he took the right path
His vision got a bit blurred as must of the air is filled with smoke , not that he isn't used to such atmospheres
" Why welcome to my place , sir . How may we service you today~ ? " a sound says from other side of the room . Azul turns back to face the source of all these smoke holding that young lady from before close , could she be her right arm woman or something ? She seems pretty obedient for one , which is nice
Azul introduces himself and takes a seat . He isn't going to get to his main point at the very first seconds ; he needs to make sure that he's come to the right person . He introduces himself as a businessman from a far away city , came to explore more of business tactics here in London . He offers Lau a small chat toward that , wanting him to give him more information on business if possible and return , he'd be given similar information about Azul's home town
While being considerably great at it , Lau isn't really interested in wasting time talking about business , all he ever cares in some sort of entertainment in whatever he does . Still , he agrees of playing this fake role for a short time . Although he knows that Azul isn't here for this either...
A few minutes pass and they both know that Azul doesn't really care to know how much a pork costs and either is Lau , so takes a serious step himself : " I see you're a man of business , Mr . Azul . I wonder what I you may be able to offer me in return ," Azul clarifies that he would get interesting information if he gives Azul good ones ; everything is clear and equal . "Then , I'm afraid that I've got not much to offer ," Lau sighs , but a small smirks appears of his lips : "But what would you say about some tea ? And maybe a small talk ? "
Lau isn't like others out there and that's pretty recognizable to Azul , but it doesn't make him the right person to trust either . He is continuing this conversation in hope of Lau leading him to the right person he is looking for , someone worthy of a greater contract . Lau lets out a sad sigh feeling sorry that he can't do much help , but he knows that who may do : A well-known friend , serving years working as a right arm man . Talented , well cultured , big on all issues including business : "I'm sure that you'll like him ,"
Well perhaps this thing's starting to work out for him : " Then by all means , lead me to this mister you speak of , Mr. Lau~" "With all pleasure . Bring him his coat and hat , sister " , Lau orders . Pleasure is always his first priority , but nothing would ever break rules of a contract ; He gives , he receives . Even taking him to Sebastian is counted but , he's already thought of that . This young man seems quite entertaining and when he first stepped into his shop Lau was expecting him , a spacial guest
Lau doesn't really care about superstitions , but still enjoys his ambitious steps  . This guy had came to him just as expected and now , something about him tells Lau that getting him to Sebastian will bring him as well newer faces to meet...what an entertaining day it would be
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Feat : Tanaka
Jamil is... about to lose his mind . Caught in a whole other world without a meaningful explanation of how he ended up here or why . Magic doesn't work and there is no certain way to scape this situation and make a return to NRC . But the worst thing about it remained certain : He is caught with Kalim
Why in the bloody hell does he always have to be hooked up with Kalim ? Parents forced him into it at childhood , headmaster orders to it at school and now , the world suddenly decides to abandon him together with Kalim ? If it's joke , that's a pretty lame one . Why does he have to live in the shadows of Kalim being the unworthy dorm leader ?
Now lost in the streets , not knowing where to go or who to contact , what a wonderful way to start a day
Kalim isn't liking it at all : dirty streets , loud and short tempered people , street fight and drunk men everywhere , the smell of death filling the air , this is horrible . Kalim is well aware of poverty and deprivation lasting for so long and even remaining until the very present day , but traveling back in time and space to face one of the most terrifying levels of it just isn't his thing . He feels sorry and odd at the same time : Is this how life behind of the walls of his royal castle looked like ? He wishes he could help it . He probably could if he was any linked to NRC right now
He keeps on telling Jamil how poor they look and wonder if there is a way to help...The world Kalim knows has elegant and colorful nights and days but this world...was all caught in a dead gray mist
Jamil doesn't say a word because he doesn't want to listen , Kalim can keep on daydreaming but he has to find a way back a.s.a.p . They can't leave Scarabia just on their own and everyone (including Kalim's Dad) must be really stressed out by now . He continues to look , but there isn't really anything helpful around them . People yelling at each other and smoking the shit out of themselves . Young ladies flirting as young men offer them a carriage ride and tourists staring at each and every building like they hadn't ever seen a place to live inside as if they've been living in a cave so far , huh
Jamil can no longer take it next to Kalim and eventually goes feral : " WOULD YOU JUST SHUT UP !!?" He has no control over his words now , he's nervous , furious and freaked out . If he were to compare his mood to something similar he'd say the time he overblotted , just that he had his magic back then
Now Kalim as well gets into a fight with him . What the hell does this have to do with him ? Jamil has to calm down and be realistic unless they'll never find a way out ! Jamil states that if he grew up just enough to realize how terrible their current situation is , he would've had something better to do than showing mercy over some bunches of street rats
The two of them keep on arguing until someone cuts them of : " Hohoho young men ! What's with all these loud sounds ?"
They stop and turn back to face the source of this old , chill voice . Facing a tall , old man dressed in all black clothes which high-leveled servants would wear and a monocle , giving them a soft , calm smile
" Aa- nevermind grandps ! It wasn't like it seemed we were just talking ! Right Jamily ? " he says , putting a hand on Jamil's shoulder and giving a big , wide smile . "H-hey... don't call me that..." , Jamil doesn't like Kalim acting this chill ; but it is embarrassing to see that they actually called attention
"Hoho , better . Now tell me young men , could it be that you have a trouble ? You look awfully down ," Tanaka asks ; sounding just like a grandfather guiding his grandchildren
Kalim takes a look at Jamil , wondering if it's right to do what he's thinking of and Jamil in return , nods as a yes " Well sir , there you see we actually don't belong here yet to another-" Jamil cuts him off before he could mess the whole thing up : " -Another state , indeed ! We came here for some sort of a business trip and were supposed to be on our way back home by now but sadly , ran into thieves . Our families must be really worried for now and I doubt them being sure of us being hooked up here . We lost everything and have no way to contact anyone we know... only if someone nice enough could be found to help us with it right now ," Jamil dropped his head , trying to act as natural as possible . Kalim wants to remind him that this isn't right to lie someone who is trying to help them yet he wonders if he should let Jamil take care of this now , after all he was much of a worthier leader than him to be honest...
" That's so sad to hear dear boy , I'm sure that young master as well would've been really frustrated if he were here ," Tanaka replies . Oh ? Young master ?  Jamil is now interested . Wherever this man came from , it can't be somewhere cheap , Jamil could tell . Leading them to a mightier source would be a better thing than just laying in the streets waiting for some miracle to save them right ? " Young master , you say ? " Kalim asks . " On the second thought , how about me introducing you to my master ? You're not much older than him I suppose , he as well needs to have more friends like you good men  ," Tanaka says with a sweet smile . " That'll be so nice of you um , Mr...? " Jamil asks " Tanaka is fine young boys . And you? "  " Jamil Viper ," " Kalim al Asim ! Glad to meet you Tanaka sir ! " Kalim says , bringing his hand for Tanaka to shake . Tanaka shakes hands with both of them and Jamil decides to make the process a bit faster : " I look forward to meeting this young master you say , Mr. Tanaka . It's always great to meet more men of culture ," Jamil sneakers . " Then by all means , follow me young men ," Tanaka says . With a sound of pop and some smoke , the tall man shrinks into a chibi version : " Ho , ho , ho ," " What the-!!!" Kalim panicks , no magic and yet this dude can shrink all of a sudden huh ?
" Ho ho," chibi Tanaka says before turning back and going to another direction . " I guess we should follow him," Jamil says . Kalim agrees and then , they're both following the chibi old man to the Phantomhive's mansion . Unaware of the two eyes watching them all this time : " Hihihi ~ they're quite interesting ,"
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Feat : Grell Sutcliff & Ronald Knox
"Come oooon Ronald~ Shake your lazy ass and bring her along already..." " Oi senpai , that's mean ! This one's quite heavy-" "JUST SHUT UP AND DO THAT ! Don't you know it's rude to question ladies too much ? " " F-fine then , but at least give me a hand ! Have you even checked if she's dead !? " Heavy ? Dead ? She...? Vil isn't born to be disrespected like this . AND NOT A SINGLE SOUL GETS TO PULL HIM BY LEG WHEN HE'S ASLEEP
Vil immediately starts shouting at the Blondie , threating him that he'll regret it if he doesn't let go of him now . Ronald and Grell almost have a heart attack at Vil's chicken like screech which makes them jump
Vil snads up and glares at the two shinigamis : A really ugly female like one all dressed in red and a small blondie brat which looks like...eh..Azul ? Well nevermind ; doesn't matter now
What should he begin with ? Where he is ? Who these potatoes are and how they didn't recognize him being the leader of Pomefiore ? How perky they were to move him while asleep like this and ruin fabric of his overly expensive unforms ? Too many things to do
" Ah you're too loud ! My ears...Such an unexpected shout to hear from a man this hot I'd say..." Grell giggles . Vil's eyes widen , well of course he is beautiful but to be praised like that ? Ew , this is more of a insult ...
Vil decides to ignore Grell and get to the main point : Who they were and what they wanted . Grell smirks before preparing to give a 5 hour long opera show of shinigamis' romance but Ronald locks him on that point : They are shinigamis , they collect souls of the death , they had grabbed Vil because he looked a bit like the woman they were just going to collect yet didn't pay enough of attention to notice that they made a mistake , so they can all leave since they've got nothing to do with each other
Just before Ronald could get away Vil grabs him by collar , asking where they've brought him to . Grell clears that they just moved him by 30-40 meters from where they found him so it can't be really counted as bringing him to somewhere . Vil refuses to believe , wherever he is , it's way further than Pomefiore dorm or even NRC's accessable area ; that can't be . Vil threatens them one more time : " You refuse to tell , you'll end up dealing with the headmaster ," Grell and Ronald probably don't know who the headmaster is but Grell tries to take advantage : "Aaa? Is he one into punishing type ?" Vil is slowly getting annoyed by how weird this red one sounds to him ; To be honest he acts like an impatient porn star or something...
That's it , he's calling Crowley but uh , where is his phone ? Did he lose it ? Impossible . He'll never forget such an important thing to bring along ... Did these brats dare to steal his pockets....!? Vil asks them to give his phone and wallet back : now " Sir , you may like to know that human money brings no good for us and also , I'm afraid that I don't really know what you may mean by phone? " Ronald mumbles (Remember that phone isn't yet invited at their time ). Why don't this guy just let them go take care of their business ?
Vil hates it when people dare opposing him and doesn't ever take that lightly...who do these two think they are ? " Where is Night Raven College , answer or you'll face unpleasant consequences..." Is Vil challenging Grell ? Then Grell's more than ready to see what this human may have up his slave to speak to a shinigami like this : " And what may the consequences be...?" Vil gets tired , a small spell and this red ass bitch would be nothing but a toad , " I tried to warn you , you should've listened..."
Ahem , hello ? Magic ? Why isn't it working ? " Pffffffftttt- Lmao are you high or something man ? You just woke up !You'll be a great actor though I swear- You can drown in all that nonsense ," Grell laughs . " Well then hottie , I'm afraid we've got to go , see you when it's your time ~ " Grell turns to leave but Vil grabs him by collar . No one is leaving until they explain what the actual heck is going on : this place , the magic , everything
Grell on the other hand enjoyed flirting , but can't take being acted to like this . He pushes Vil back and gives him a psychotic smile , bringing up his chainsaw : " Wouldn't it be amazing if I cut those rushy tongue of yours at once ? fewer words , more of a male charm ," "Oh ?" magic may not work here , but they're not all Vil has got , he can still give this bitch guy a lesson without them : " Oi you two , this isn't really gonna workout-" Ronald mumbles but it's too late now -
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Feat : Undertaker
At least he wakes up to a more suitable scene , or it seems so - His body couldn't move freely inside of this cage-like space . Is this a cuffin...? He has experience with them from his freshman year but to end up in one of them again ? Could it be that Crowley is planning on another fancy event like their first time ? Boy , he didn't like it anyway . He knocks the door trying to open it but if seems too heavy to be moved . Damnit- , he hears footsteps from the outside : " Someone there ? Why can't I open this ??" A sudden screech from out and the door slides open : " Ah thank yoUWAHAAAA- !!" Idia screams at the sight of the creepy stranger's smile at him ; he wasn't expecting this . Also , this place doesn't look like the mirror hall ? Who is this guy and where is this place ??
" Hihihi you weren't that dead I see , why waking up so soon though~ ?" , Undertaker giggles in his playful tone . Idia needs too many things to be explained to him but he just doesn't have the time , Crewel will burn him in acid if he gets any late for his class again and he doesn't care how weird his current situation is , he has to go
He gets out of the coffin and rushes to the door but Undertaker stops him there telling him not to show up out there so carelessly , which clearly confuses Idia . " Your hair...It is quite fascinating that curses remain strong even as magic gets blocked..." Undertaker adds . Idia is used to people judging him for his family misfortune but this one seemed quite...odd . He decides to ignore it and leave
" ~ Okies then I warned you , but you'll end up needing a real cuffin in a few minutes pwahahaaa-" , Undertaker burts into laughter and Idia leaves
" creepy ass old ma-" , Idia nags slowly before freezing as someone screams really-loudly right into his ears " HAIR ON FIRE , HIS HAIR IS ON FIRE !!" Before Idia can notice what is going on he's gained tens of gazes to himself , why are these guys all dressed so strangely...
" M-mummy is that a monster ? I'm scared..." " Stay away from our children you hellish creature ! " Idia freezes , critiques coming one after one : Demon , monster , Satan , Death . One option left : Run
Idia now has to run for his life , this world just isn't his thing : not at all . Even if it weren't because of being chased by a group of angry humans , do you think that he could last for even one day in this old fashioned zone ? No technology , no phones , no robots , no gummy bears , no wifi- He'd read about how different the world was before the invention of media and couldn't explain how thankful he was to never have to handle a second in the past world because he wouldn't last there for more than an hour- well he wasn't right about never ending up there but , he was 100% right about not lasting for more than an hour
Now there , he is running like he never has , begging his feet to help him this time out of any other time . Angry people screaming and bringing fire and weapons to destroy the evil
He tries to contact any possible source for help but : No magic - no internet . RIP Idia
Meanwhile Undertaker is chilling at his shop , his mind running over the cursed boy and now listening to the sound of the frightened people because of him , how pathetic , If only he had agreed to hide his hair through a safer way...sigh he should have listened to advises coming from someone who has been living within humans for years by hiding his identity as a shinigami as as his eyes... " My my , humans aren't the only fragile creatures I see..." creation can seem disturbing to him sometimes , and that's the best part with it
Back to Idia , he is slowly running out of breath . Well maybe this is the point where he has to give up ? He has long lived as a loser , bastard , procrastinator and wasted almost each and every second of his life ; well perhaps except Ortho , that was a nice work of him . Wish he was here too say goodbye .  He isn't sure if his prayers would be accepted or not but it won't hurt trying : " Good gods who're told to be somewhere up there , I know that I wasn't best that I could be and I won't try to excuse my sins ; just please let it end fast, Ame- " he forgets his prayers as his guardian angel is standing just a few meters away from him ; oh have gods sent an identical twin - human version of Leona for him to be saved ? Well whatever now , he has no time if he's the original furry or not : "LEONAAAA HELLP-!!!!!!"
And yes , he is the original one ! He curses as he sees the population after Idia , what the hell is wrong with this world ? Idia hides behind his back and Leona tries to take control before they end up burning the two of them together : " You people , chill ," " Why you defending that creature ? He a a misfortune ! A demon !" others shout at this words in agreement . Leona laughs it off . He says that Idia is way too dumb for a demon and even if he is one , he's the type to scream his ass off when someone says "hi" . Idia doesn't know if Leona's defending him or not but he doesn't dare saying a word . Leona seems too busy dealing with the crowd and slowly , the argument topic switches from Idia to Leona ; who isn't afraid of punching some faces . The argument slowly takes over and no one (even Leona) realizes Idia sneaking into an alley saving his life . He feels a bit guilty for leaving Leona on his own but he'll be fine , hopefully
Thankfully the alley is deserted and he finally lays down to catch his breath , still panting heavily . He almost got killed today and can't get over it , but things were getting a bit comforting : "Meow~" several cats show up from the corners and Idia puts on a small smile . A white kittens comes closer and allows Idia to touch and comfort him . Idia wonders , how does their lives as a cat here feels ? do they as well get as scared as he was just now?  . A few minutes later when Idia -and his cats- were chilling someone steps closer to them  . Before Idia gets to run away , a tall , black and familiar face shows up and gives him a pretty calm smirk : " My my , I see you as well adore cats, could it be some part of our hellish natures ?"
"...J-Jade...?"
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Feat : Ciel Phantomhive & Sebastian Michaelis
Let us be honest , it isn't going to be that bad for him , is it ? His current lifestyle at Valley of the thorns is nothing less than London's late 19th century , just maybe it had more of a natural theme . Well , no technology can be good news since he never really get used to it after all . London's atmosphere as well seem to be just his thing : Sometimes savage but calm , filled with tea parties and great ceremonies , an interesting back ground toward the royal family and in summary , Malleus's ideal theme
Well maybe except some things : 1) HORNS-ARE-GONE . His family treasure , the great heritage that proved him coming from the all great and respected Draconia family , now is gone 2) No need to mention that there is no sight of his fairy ears either- 3) Having his magic lost in this unknown world , he is now nothing different from a fragile human being , just as weak , just as empty , just as disgusting . Oh but our prince isn't totally left on his own here...
Unexpectedly , Phantomhive's mansion is serving a mysterious guest today , even though Ciel was against letting strangers inside the house . Sebastian insisted on being aware of the importance of hospitality as the Queen's watch dog , specially with special guests
Everything seems odd to Malleus , this world , this time , this people and...this master and butler . He is no fool , not even the foolishest of these humans would treat and cater strangers without wanting something in return , therefore he needs to keep his guard up . They shouldn't be aware of his actual identity even if they look deprived of any magic
Ciel is feeling awfully uncomfortable , who is this man ? And what the heck about him might have caught Sebastian's eyes ? This greedy demon wouldn't easily be impressed , so what could it be ?
Sebastian insists that it's how he should learn to treat everyone else if he's willing to be well remembered after death ; he pronounces the last word in a pretty deep , dark tone . Making it clear that how he'll finally die in a sarcastic way which teased Ciel
He decides not to have any argues with Sebastian on that point since he can act pretty cocky with stuff he gets stubborn over , so let's see what he's hiding up in sleeve this time . Though Ciel is suspicious of other stuff as well , this Mr... -whatever he is since he doesn't give them a name- looks like a pale - greenish version of Sebastian . Could he be another demon..?
Malleus refuses to give them a name due to possible risks , yet he has to admit that he's being taken care of properly . The room he's given isn't as big as the one in his castle , but is still considerable for something a stranger would be given . Other than that , anyone else he's met here so far seemed to be pretty chill , oh except this tiny child with a blindfold and he gets to be called young master ? He has to admit that he's impressed . To be in control of all this property when you aren't yet even tall enough to pick your favorite book from the shelf on your own
And there is another guy who is really...how to explain , is it some feeling of deja Vu or he really does look like Silver ? The guy is always talking to the snakes just as Silver talks to the birds and animals . If it weren't because of difference in eye color , perhaps Malleus wouldn't believe that he wasn't Sliver himself . " Your stay won't last much longer master , your friends are on their way here , says Donne ," Snake tells him . Malleus doesn't really know how to feel about him but his words comfort him for some reason...
Ciel says that he needs to check on the trio since they've been calling him all day so he heads to the front yard , leaving Sebastian and Malleus alone
Sebastian offers him some tea and Malleus of course sees no reason to refuse . Sebastian doesn't sit beside him because it's arrogant of servants to sit beside the guests , so he remains stood up . He doesn't bother starting a conversation with Malleus and he does know how to get him to speak . Malleus doesn't mind answering to...some of his questions . How he likes it here in London , if he needs anything else during his stay , but the last question made his eyes widen : Does he do feel any uncomfortable under the terms of not being able to use his powers ?
Malleus doesn't answer , he pretends that he didn't hear him and stares at the window . He is hoping it to help him ignore Sebastian , but what he sees isn't any better :  Isn't that... Rosehearts laying there...??
Malleus has to go , not only because of getting rid of Sebastian at this point but to also check on his ally if he's alright or not :  Did the butler know he too was here all the time ?
Sebastian just knows what was going on in his mind and wants  better answers . Malleus stands up to leave but Sebastian takes grabs his arm before he could do anything : " No need to rush . We still have a lot to talk about , Mr. Draconia ,"
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Note for Idia's part : I was actually planning on Idea having his hair as well gone because , well , no magic no hair ? But that seemed too unfair for him lol
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that-bajan-kid · 4 years
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Boku No Hero Academia Chapter 291 SPOILERS
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Baby. Where did 14-15yr old Touya find a jaw bone that matched his? How did he know it was a match? That jacket kinda looks like it's the same brand Natsuo wears. Speaking of Natsuo, this chapter is called "Thanks for being alright". This better show the other Todoroki's reactions to this.
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So his hair did go from red to white. Touya looks pretty excited to be training with Endeavour tho I'm pretty sure I already know how it all went wrong. It doesn't look like Touya's hair turned white due to stress. I mean he doesn't look very stressed out in this panel and his hair is already turning white. Is it something to do with his quirk then?
Okay so Enji and Rei decided together to have another kid, Fuyumi, with Enji's reason being he wanted a kid with both quirks and Rei's being she wanted siblings that would encourage each other. Boy did that backfire. Fuyumi only got Rei's ice but at the time Enji was pretty content with what he had cause Touya had a super powerful fire quirk. The Todoroki's seem pretty normal so something must have happened between Fuyumi's birth and Natsuo's. Maybe that's when Enji discovered Touya's limitations.
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Ok so I'm thinking the change in hair colour definitely has something to do with his quirk since it looks like his fire started hurting him after his hair started turning white. There's a question mark by that ouch which leads me to believe this is the first time it's happened. Touya probably pushed himself past his own limitations in an attempt to keep his father's attention but then Shouto's quirks manifested and Touya was pushed aside completely. He probably felt like Shouto was stealing their dad from him and Enji ignoring him probably didn't help. No wonder he hates Shouto.
Enji is in complete and utter denial. Meanwhile Touya is living is best life taunting Endeavour and asking why he was never invited to his fire quirk infested agency.
Compress is wondering why Dabi didn't tell them about this and Spiner is trying to get Shiggy to give Machia an order cause apparently he finally passed out. The Todoroki drama was to much for him to handle. Dabi tells Endeavour to run a DNA test if he doesn't believe him but Dabi already ran his own and is currently showing it to the general public on the latest episode of Keeping up with the Todoroki's.
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Omg they had to call Fuyumi out of her class. And Natsuo's face, poor boy is in shock. The video is already going viral. This is gonna follow them for the rest of their lives. Also Touya and Enji have very different versions of what happened in terms of the siblings being born. I mean maybe that's how it went down with Natsuo and Shouto, but Touya and Fuyumi seemed to have been a mutual decision. Yeah it's Endeavour's flashback but his is the only one we see and Dabi is an unreliable source.
Oh my god the heroes are so fucked. Can't-you-see-kun is yelling about how no one could possibly believe the words of a villain and then the video cuts to HAWKS STABBING TWICE IN THE BACK. When did he record that? Does this mean he let Twice get killed on purpose? It's not like he was in tears after it happened and before y'all come for me in the notes, when Dabi cries he cries blood. We saw it when he was reflecting on what Snatch told him. Yes his tear ducts probably are broken but that doesn't mean he can't cry. Plus he was grinning like a kid on Christmas after Twice's death, guess now we know why.
(Edit: So I forgot about the cameras in Hawks' wings but I still think Dabi wasnt actually hurt by Twice's death. It still worked out in his favour in the end so why should he?)
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I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THE CAMERAS IN HIS WINGS!!! Are those things heat proof or some shit? His wings were literally on fire. Lmao Sceptic. Shit I don't know if the heroes are gonna recover from this. Dabi literally said "why stop at Endeavour? Why not air out Hawks' dirty laundry too?~".
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Dabi is on a role today. It would be so funny if Best Jeanest really is alive and decided to use this moment to make his grand appearance. It wouldn't do much against all this damning evidence but it would cause more chaos and that is what I thrive on.
(Edit: Ya love to see it)
Tho this info makes it more believable that Keigo was abused by his father which would not only make Endeavour arresting him coincidental but also extremely ironic.
Video Dabi is going on about how heroes are the scum of the Earth and that the civilians are being lied to.
Irl Dabi is going on about how people will never trust the heroes again and he's absolutely right. I don't know how they're gonna recover from this. Can't-you-see-kun is in tears. Everyone looks so distraught, except for Iida who's wearing a helmet and Bakugou who looks like he's about to straight up die at any given moment. Dabi is all "Thanks for playing, Endeavour" as he jumps down from Machia's back.
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IT'S HAPPENING! THIS IS IT!! Dabi is straight up suicide bombing them. There is no way Dabi is gonna survive this, he's already at his limit. If Endeavour doesn't move, and I seriously doubt he will, he's gonna get caught in the blast and probably die. Poor Shouto is in tears. Man he is gonna be sooo traumatised.
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I'M SO GLAD HE'S ACTUALLY ALIVE AND MAN WHAT A SHOCK THAT MUST BE FOR DABI. "Apologies for being fashionably late." My man I missed you so much. Also roll credits cause I'm so glad he's alright. I can't wait to see the different variations of "this takes away from Hawks' character growth" even tho it really doesn't. Also is it just me or does Best Jeanest have a new hero costume? We'll most likely get an explanation on what happened next chapter.
(Edit: OMG I JUST REALISED BEST JEANIST AND BAKUGOU ARE IN THE SAME PLACE NOW AND BAKUGOU LOOKS LIKE HE'S ABOUT TO DIE DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS?!?!?!???? MOTHERFUCKING NAME REVEAL THAT'S WHAT!)
Until next time.
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solarcitymelodies · 4 years
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Wowza sorry y'all about the random massive Rockafire spam, I'm pretty sure ??most?? People on here? know me for just Knight Rider because that's the only thing I've ever REALLY posted about--
but I Do Not Care it's RAE hours right now so uhhh here's some headcannons that probably aren't Canon compliant very much because I just got into RAE like last week
So like. I feel like Mitzi is a Good Amount younger than the rest of the band like she was in highschool when she joined, the rest of em were all Adults™ and she was a little bit nervous about it because...... ADULTS™
She was just lookin for a place to get her singing voice out there, because ya girl REALLY wanted to perform, and showbiz happened to have a slot open, but she did not expect all of the members to be older than her (although looking back, she realized she probably should have expected that)
It was intimidating at first but Billy Bob and Fatz were just the absolute sweetest and they introduced her properly to the rest of the band because she was like "oh I barely talk to them because I get nervous :(" and the resident dads p much said "aight we can do all the talking for you then, how about that?" And badabing badaboom she's now attached to these two and like honestly who isn't or maybe that's just me but ANYWAYS I feel like the band would become a second home/safe space for her
Yeah fr some reason I have BIG long headcannon for her joining the band but the rest of them? Nobody knows how they got there for all I know they just Showed Up One Day
Also I came across this
https://youtu.be/UU7BeUWQBDI
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Which got me thinkin about what my headcannons were as far as sexuality/gender stuff
And I find the concept of Billy Bob being Very Much Straight And Ignorant but trying his hardest to be a good ally SO funny like if someone came out to him he'd probably be like "oh!! I don't understand why you would choose that lifestyle but I respect you!!" not realizing how incredibly stupid he sounds sjkrjh like I don't think he can very easily wrap his head around how people are just. not cishet. so he's like "OH then it must be a choice, right? like you can choose to be gay but you're born straight. Right?" and everyone just shakes their heads in the background but he does earnestly try his best and my man would rather DIE than disrespect someone's pronouns I know this for sure
Fatz is pretty similar, straight ally and a lil confused but he's got the spirit, you know? He still least knows being gay (as well as,,, m o s t sexualities that aren't straight, although some he doesn't get/know about at all) isn't a choice but he hasn't quite grasped that being trans is also not a choice. He will respect your pronouns to hell and back but by god he doesn't get it,,, he's trying though and he feels very accomplished in himself that he's starting to get the hang of using they/them even though he slips up a lot
The rest of the band encourages the HELL out of these two because they're. Trying their best and making an honest effort which is more than a pretty good chunk of people would give
Rolfe, Earl, and Dook are the reasons Billy Bob and Fatz are trying so hard to understand it lmao
Rolfe took it upon himself to hang up a MASSIVE gay pride flag backstage, being the flaming homosexual that he is, and the rest of the squad quickly realized "oh he's GAY gay he wasn't kidding" because at first they literally thought he was joking as he was actually just being openly and obnoxiously a raging mlm (and like I mean no shade to him this isn't me tryna to make fun of it because my dumb sapphic ass almost crashed my car once because I saw a pretty girl walk down the street. And by "once" I mean. Yesterday.) Anyways yeah that's when the rest of em Realized and were like "OH" but after the massive pride flag was hung up that prompted Dook to come out and they were all like "???? YOU TOO????"
Dook is a non-binary ICON he's a demiboy and goes by both he/him and they/them and probably would have a bunch of pride pins I think,,, I'm not really sure of his sexuality though!! honestly he kinda gives me bisexual vibes but Who Knows . Not me. He has a HELL of a time trying to explain his gender to the rest of the band (except for Rolfe because like. He's a part of the community so he knows) and basically he was met with "so you're just a dude but ✨spicy✨?" and it was like, "no, but I have no idea how to explain it in a way that will make sense to you, so. yes?" And that explanation seemed to suffice for most of them
Mitzi went in knowing NOTHING about what being non-binary was so she asked a l o t of questions about it, which Dook just kinda dealt with answering (he's heard most of it before, and it gets tiring after a while. if you're nb or trans or honestly any part of LGBTQ+ you know what I mean) but he thought it was really sweet of her to be so determined to learn about it and eventually she did get a grasp on it ish, so she was able to understand why it wasn't just ✨spicy male✨ (the conversation pretty much went "well if i was just male, don't you think I would label myself that way instead?" "....oH TRUE!!!") and she ended up a VERY passionate ally, and she'll ask occasionally about how to be better at it, bein a queen as she is 👉👉 also definitely started questioning her sexuality after a while and just went with "maybe bicurious" and Rolfe, Dook, and Earl were all like "ONE OF US, ONE OF US"
Earl has never once spoken about his sexuality in his life, because 1. He's very aware that's an awkward conversation to have with a puppet, and 2. He's aroace anyways, which is basically what people assume even if they don't realize it just for their own peace of mind, because seriously, puppets and any identity that ISN'T aroace creates a really uncomfortable mental image for... Most people, pretty much. So it's not like he ever needed to say anything about it, which is convenient for him because he wouldn't want to say anything either way. not worth the risk of embarrassing himself and making everyone feel awkward
(side note ish though Rolfe 100% came out to Earl first and was met with "I already knew that but okay." Rolfe was mildly offended)
And spEAKING OF EARL he's VERY much sentient but he can't say he's particularly enthusiastic about it because Rolfe has to carry him around everywhere
He can move on his own but it's limited and generally annoying to maneuver around with his tiny body so he just says screw it half the time and stays on Rolfe's arm or hitch a ride on Random Object, but like... Yeah, the majority of the time Rolfe just has to deal with only having one arm available and a puppet directly next to him making fun of him at every possible chance
They high-key have chaotic and unorganized college roommate vibes (like they're actually roommates because... Where tf is Earl supposed to go?? So Rolfe took him in) and idk if this is really like a part of my headcannons or if I just think it's funny so I keep entertaining the idea of it but I think it would be Fantastic if Rolfe had no idea how to cook but Earl somehow did so this idiot is trying to take instructions from a puppet, who can't physically show him what to do, and it's like Hell's Kitchen live featuring a furry and a sentient stuffed animal
Aaaaamd going off of my Rolfe and Earl headcannons still Rolfe for SURE has some sort of executive dysfunction issue. ADD or ADHD I'm not sure (probably ADHD) but he definitely has it also this totally isn't just me projecting how dare you accuse me of that
And!!! More about Dook!!!! I don't know how or why I thought up of this but I cannot possibly imagine him any other way now-- he's autistic and space is his Big Huge special interest, and if you ever ask him about it you have to be prepared to get infodumped or possibly even shown a PowerPoint presentation, because GOD he loves space!!! He wants everyone to know all about it!! He knows not everyone thinks it's as cool as he does so he tries to keep his mouth shut but when someone asks about it he can't help himself and will infodump a LOT, also haha drumming stims go brrrr, playing the drums isn't really a stim but he likes to just take his drumsticks and whack em around in the air and get that good ol Wavy Arm Action (wavy arms is best stim change my mind you can't it's GOOD)
Also i bbbbelieve earlier I reposted somethin about someone else headcannoning that he has echolalia, which I don't really know enough about to say anything on it?? But even if he doesn't have echolalia he'd probably repeat phrases over and over until he gets tired of them (which is,,, something I do lmao, it's either memes I get stuck in my head or things I've heard from various medias I like the inflections in (like one tiktokker I saw was talking about their tourettes and their vocal tics and one of them was "uh oh! How unfortunate!" and now I CAN'T STOP SAYING IT)) but like uhhh yeah :))) repeating phrases that get stuck in your head for various reasons for the win
This is already really long so I'm just gonna vibe out thanks for coming to my Ted talk feel free to ask questions I probably won't be able to answer a lot of em though because my headcannons are a Mess hehe >:)
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babygirlkiki1016 · 4 years
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Wendigo
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As we pulled up the next morning I spotted a man who is talking to Haley, Ben, is checking a shotgun. They're all carrying full backpacks.
"I'll tell you again, I don't think Ben should come. You're paying me good money to keep everybody safe. I think Ben's safest at home." I hear man say as I get out, Haley shakes her head as Sam and Dean get out of the car. Sam opens the back door of the Impala and pulls out the duffel bag.
"You guys got room for three more?" Dean asks.
"Wait, you want to come with us?" Haley asks.
"Who are these guys?" The old man asks.
"Apparently this is all the park service could muster up for the search and rescue." Haley gestures to the man next to her as Sam heads past everyone.
"You're rangers?" The old man asks.
"That's right." Dean answers.
"And you're hiking out in biker boots and jeans? While your hiking in that." Haley points to me, signaling at (whatever you decide to wear.)
Dean looks down at himself, then at me. "Well, sweetheart, I don't do shorts." Dean heads past Haley, I walk up to her.
"And I'm more of 'I don't care what I wear type'."
"What, y'all think this is funny? It's dangerous back country out there. Her brother might be hurt." The old man says as Sam turns back to us.
"Believe me, I know how dangerous this could get. We just wanna help her find her brother, that's all." Dean says as he head past Sam. Our little group hikes through the forest, with 'Roy' in the lead, then Dean, me, Haley, Ben, and Sam bringing up the rear.
"Roy, you said you did a little hunting." Dean says, breaking the silence.
"Yeah, more than a little." Roy huffs.
"Uh-huh. What kind of furry critters do you hunt?"
"Mostly buck, sometimes bear." Dean passes Roy, uh oh, I can see where this is going.
"Tell me, uh, Bambi or Yogi ever hunt you back?" Roy grabs Dean as Sam looks on, I quickly step between them before it escalated.
"Both of you cut it out." I say.
"Whatcha doing, Roy?" Dean asks. Roy grabs a stick and pokes the bear trap Dean had almost stepped in. Haley looks annoyed.
"You should watch where you're stepping. Ranger." Roy drops the stick and retakes the lead.
"It's a bear trap." Dean yells to us and we hike on. Haley catches up to us.
"You didn't pack any provisions. You guys are carrying a duffel bag. You're not rangers." She grabs Dean's arm. "So who the hell are you?" Ben and I goes past her, who stopped to talk to Dean while Sam looks at Dean, who indicates with his expression that Sam's to go on by. Sam obeys and he catches up to me.
"Hey." He says.
"Hey..."
"So how did you sleep?"
"Pretty good, the bed was comfy."
"Did my brother try anything?" He asked worried.
"No he didn't..it was more of me who..."
"You kissed him?!" He whispers the last part.
"No I wanted to, but I turned away before I did anything stupid."
"That's surprising,mostly Dean is the one always trying to get laid." He say, I could tell he's some what pissed.
"Sam...do you think that he could..that we could?"
"No at least not now, your still a kid. Wait a little bit longer before you try anything." He smiles and pats me on the back. Roy continues to lead the way, followed by Sam, me, Ben, Haley, and Dean.
"This is it. Blackwater Ridge." Roy says as Sam heads past.
"What coordinates are we at?" Sam asks. Roy pulls out a GPS, which reads N 35o 45.383, W 111o 00.55.
"Thirty-five and minus one-eleven." Dean comes up to Sam and the three of us listen.
"You hear that?" Dean ask.
"Yeah." Sam replies.
"Wow...Not even crickets." I say.
"I'm gonna go take a look around." Roy tells us.
"You shouldn't go off by yourself." I warn.
"That's sweet. Don't worry about me."
"Fine if you wanna be the idiot be my guest." I joke, Roy just waves his gun and pushes between us to retake the lead. Dean turns back to the others as the other two catch up.
"All right, everybody stays together. Let's go." About ten minutes later the five of us are looking around, near a large rock.
"Haley! Over here!" Roy yells and Haley runs towards his voice, followed closely by the others and we come to a halt.
"Oh my God..." Haley gasps. The tents are torn open and bloody and all the supplies are scattered.
"Looks like a grizzly." Dean and Haley look around.
"Tommy?" She takes off her backpack and goes through the campsite.
"Tommy!" Sam moves to catch up with her.
"Shh." Sam says.
"Tommy!"
"Shh-hh-hh!"
"Why?"
"Something might still be out there."
"Sam, Y/n!" Dean yells, me and Sam goes over to him, Sam crouches down.
"The bodies were dragged from the campsite. But here, the tracks just vanish. That's weird." Sam says.
"I'll tell you what, that's no skinwalker or black dog."
"So then it's a Wendigo, it's the only explanation." I point out.
"We still don't know for sure Y/n."
"Dean think about it, it's fast it doesn't leave a trail and there's claw marks everywhere. It's a Wendigo."
"Y/n it can't be."
"Fine, if I'm right you have to do whatever I ask without complaining."
"Don't do it Dean." Sam intervened, with a smirk on his face but Dean completely ignored him.
"And if I'm right then you have to do whatever I say without complaining for a day."
"Alright deal." I hold out my hand and he shakes it. "Prepare to lose Winchester."
"In your dreams." Dean chuckles and we go back to the campsite as Sam follows. Haley picks up Tom's cell phone it's bloody and she cries. She turns the phone over and the back is open, Dean crouches next to her.
"Hey, he could still be alive." She gives Dean a look.
"Someone Help! Help!" A voice yells and Roy leads the way as everyone except me runs to the aid of the shouter.
"Don't run towards it you idiots!" My words were mostly towards Dean and Sam. They still did it anyway, there figures disappearing was the last thing I saw before I was thrown back against the tree. My vision went black, but before I was unconscious I could see the Wendigo walking towards me.
Dean's Pov-
"Don't run towards it you idiots!" I heard Y/n shout but no one listened.
"Help! Somebody!" It shouts again but we find no one.
"It seemed like it was coming from around here, didn't it?" Haley wonders, we listen, nothing.
"Everybody back to camp." Sam says and back at the campsite, all the supplies are missing, including Y/n.
"Y/n?!" I yelled, no response. "Y/n?!" Now I was getting nervous, she was right behind me...wasn't she?
"Our packs!" Haley exclaims, not even caring that one of our own was gone.
"So much for my GPS and my satellite phone." Roy complains
"What the hell is going on?"
"It's smart. It wants to cut us off so we can't call for help." Sam says, that's when we both realized Y/n was right. "Y/n, where is she?"
"Oh you finally notice!" I say sarcastically and kick a rock. "Damnit!"
"You mean someone, some nutjob out there just stole all our gear and kidnapped that pretty girl?" Roy says, making me even more angry. Sam tugs on my sleeve, catching my attention.
"I need to speak with you. In private." We head a little ways away from the group. "Good. Let me see Dad's journal." Sam says, I hand it over. Sam opens it and flips through until he finds a particular page.
"All right, check that out." Sam points to a First Nations-style drawing of a figure.
"Oh come on, wendigos are in the Minnesota woods or, or northern Michigan. I've never even heard of one this far west."
"Think about it, Dean, the claws, the way it can mimic a human voice. Y/n was right and we new it but you didn't listen. You just wanted to prove her wrong!"
"You think I don't know that!" I try to hold it in, damn it why am I getting emotional? I only met her a week ago! "Well isn't that great." I takes out my pistol. "Since we're hunting a Wendigo, then this is useless." Sam gives me back the journal then heads back to camp but only stopping for a moment.
"One of us should've stayed with her...we need to get these people to safety."
"Sam we can't just leave Y/n-"
"She's probably already dead Dean!....Her father was right...people we know die sooner or later." He leaves and I follow, we get back at the campsite, and Sam addresses the group.
"All right, listen up, it's time to go. Things have gotten...more complicated."
"What?" Haley exclaims.
"Kid, don't worry. Whatever's out there, I think I can handle it." Roy says.
"It's not me I'm worried about. If you shoot this thing, you're just gonna make it mad. You have to leave. Now."
"One, you're talking nonsense. Two, you're in no position to give anybody orders."
"Relax." I huff. "Sam will get you to safety, I'll stay and try to find Y/n."
"Look we never should have let you come out here in the first place, all right? I'm trying to protect you." Sam says but Roy steps right into Sam's space.
"You protect me? I was hunting these woods when your mommy was still kissing you good night."
"Yeah? It's a damn near perfect hunter. It's smarter than you, and it's gonna hunt you down and eat you alive unless we get your stupid sorry ass out of here." Roy laughs.
"You know you're crazy, right?"
"Yeah? You ever hunt a wen-" I push Sam, desperately trying to make him calm down.
"Chill out."
"Stop. Stop it. Everybody just stop. Look. Tommy might still be alive. And I'm not leaving here without him."
"Wow well aren't you brave." I comment.
"It's getting late. This thing is a good hunter in the day, but an unbelievable hunter at night. We'll never beat it, not in the dark. We need to settle in and protect ourselves."
"How?" Hayley questions.
~
We built a campfire, and I begin to draw something in the dirt around the campsite while Haley pokes at the fire.
"One more time, that's-" Hayley asks but J interrupt.
"Anasazi symbols. It's for protection. The wendigo can't cross over them." Roy laughs, gun over his shoulder.
"Nobody likes a skeptic, Roy."
When  I was fine with the drawing I head over to sit next to Sam.
"You wanna tell me what's going on in those freaky heads of yours?...Sammy."
"Dean-"
"No, you're not fine. You're like a powder keg, man, it's not like you. I'm supposed to be the belligerent one, remember?"
"Why don't you focus on your own feelings, I'm sure your feeling pretty guilty."
"Bout what?"
"Dad's not here and if we left then Y/n would still be with us. I mean, that much we know for sure, right? He would have left us a message, a sign, right?"
"Yeah, you're probably right. Tell you the truth, I don't think Dad's ever been to Lost Creek."
"Then I'll get these people back to town and we'll go find Y/n. Then we leave I mean, why are we still even here?"
"This is why." I come around to Sam's front and held up the journal. "This book. This is Dad's single most valuable possession-everything he knows about every evil thing is in here. And he's passed it on to us. I think he wants us to pick up where he left off. You know, saving people, hunting things. The family business." Sam shakes his head.
"That makes no sense. Why doesn't he just-call us? Why doesn't he-tell us what he wants, tell us where he is?"
"I dunno. But the way I see it, Dad's giving us a job to do, and I intend to do it."
"Dean...no. I gotta find Dad. I gotta find Jessica's killer. It's the only thing I can think about."
"Okay, all right, Sam, we'll find them, I promise. Listen to me. You've gotta prepare yourself. I mean, this search could take a while, and all that anger, you can't keep it burning over the long haul. It's gonna kill you. You gotta have patience, man." Sam looks down, then up.
"How do you do it? How does Dad do it?" Dean looks over at the others.
"Well for one, them." Sam looks over at Haley and Ben. "I mean, I figure our family's so screwed to hell, maybe we can help some others. Makes things a little bit more bearable....I'll tell you what else helps." Sam looks back at Dean.
"Killing as many evil sons of bitches as I possibly can, starting with the one that took Y/n." Sam smiles, but a twig snaps, someone presumably the wendigo yells "Help me! Please!" I stand and readied my gun.
"Help!" Sam shines a flashlight about.
"He's trying to draw us out. Just stay cool, stay put." I warn.
"Inside the magic circle?" Roy jokes.
"Better than ending up dead."
"Help! Help me!" Growling, Roy points his gun at the sound.
"Okay, that's no grizzly." Ben starts to freak out a little but Haley talks him through it.
"It's okay. You'll be all right, I promise." Something rushes past and she shrieks. I just smile, scardey cat.
"It's here." Sam says. Roy shoots at the rustling, then again.
"I hit it!" He yells happily and being the idiot that he is, goes to see what he hit.
"Roy, no! Roy!" I yell after him, I turn to Hayley and Ben. "Don't move." She's holding a stick, burning at one end, as a weapon. Me and Sam run after Roy, but no luck.
~
Sam is sitting against a hollow tree stump, holding dad's journal and playing with a lanyard. Me and the other two are among the tents.
"I don't...I mean, these types of things, they aren't supposed to be real."
"I wish I could tell you different." I sigh.
"How do we know it's not out there watching us?"
"We don't. But we're safe for now."
"How do you know about this stuff" Carefully, I think of what to say.
"Kind of runs in the family." Sam comes over.
"So we've got half a chance in the daylight. And I for one want to kill this evil son of a bitch."
"Well, hell, you know I'm in." I say, I had to, I needed to. That son if a bitch took her, and I was gonna get her back. Sam shows the wendigo page of dad's journal to the siblings.
"'Wendigo' is a Cree Indian word. It means 'evil that devours'."
"They're hundreds of years old. Each one was once a man. Sometimes an Indian, or other times a frontiersman or a miner or hunter." I contribute.
"How's a man turn into one of those things?" Haley wonders.
"Well, it's always the same. During some harsh winter a guy finds himself starving, cut off from supplies or help. Becomes a cannibal to survive, eating other members of his tribe or camp."
"Like the Donner Party." Ben says.
"Cultures all over the world believe that eating human flesh gives a person certain abilities. Speed, strength, immortality." Sam intervenes.
"If you eat enough of it, over years, you become this less than human thing. You're always hungry." I sigh, I knew the feeling...and Y/n probably does to.
"So if that's true, how can Tommy still be alive?" Haley asked.
"You're not gonna like it." I glance at Sam, then back to her.
"Tell me."
"More than anything, a wendigo knows how to last long winters without food. It hibernates for years at a time, but when it's awake it keeps its victims alive. It, uh, it stores them, so it can feed whenever it wants. If your brother's alive, it's keeping him somewhere dark, hidden, and safe. We gotta track it back there, and hurry cause he might it's next meal."
"And then how do we stop it?"
"Well, guns are useless, so are knives. Basically-" I grab the can of lighter fluid, the beer bottle, and the white cloth that was in the ground. "We gotta torch the sucker."
~
Once we gave them hints about what there headed into, I lead the way through the woods, Molotov cocktail in hand. We pass trees with claw marks and blood. Sam is leading the group now, with me right behind him.
"Dean." He calls out, and I catch up.
"What is it?" We look around at the trees, there are bloody claw marks and broken branches everywhere.
"You know, I was thinking, those claw prints, so clear and distinct. They were almost too easy to follow." Growling was heard and the three of us whip around. Trees rustle as Haley is standing under a tree. Blood drips on her shirt.
"Sam..." I say point towards Haley. She notices to what I'm pointing to and looks up, then leaps out of the way. Roy's corpse lands where she'd stood. I examine Roy as Sam goes over to Haley.
"You okay? You got it?" He asks.
"His neck's broken." I comment. Sam helps Haley up and more growling is heard. "Okay, run, run, run, run, go, go, go!" I yell. Everybody takes off and Ben falls, Sam hurries back to help him up, dividing the group two and three.
"Come on, I gotcha, I gotcha." Sam tells Ben, I listen for any movement. I heard a noise, then Haley screams, it was the Wendigo.
Y/n's Pov-
I woke up to shouting, it was Sam and Ben trying to talk to Haley. She was hanging by her wrists from the ceiling while Dean was trying to wake me up.
"C'mon darling, focus, focus." He unties me, making me fall forward but he catches me. "It's ok I got you, I got you. Can you walk?"
"Yeah...." I say groggily. Haley divests herself of rope as she stands up she spots Tom still hanging and starts crying.
"Y/n hey focus on me!" Dean caresses my cheek, tears were falling down his cheeks. "I thought I lost you..."
"It's gonna take a lot more than that to kill me." I smile, he returns it and hugs me. I spot the stolen supplies that are piled in the corner.
"Dean." I say and point to the bags, Dean picks up flare guns.
"Flare guns. Those'll work." Sam grins and Dean laughs while twirling the guns. We decide to make our escape and head down a tunnel, Me, Dean and Sam in the lead with the flare guns and the two siblings supporting Tom, who is limping. Growling is heard once more.
"Looks like someone's home for supper." I say.
"We'll never outrun it." Dean says and looks back at the others, then at me. "You thinking what I'm thinking?"
"Yeah, I think so." Sam answers.
"Good, I'll distract it, the four of you get out of here."
"That is not what I was thinking!"
"Oh I'll be fine." I stare at him in disbelief.
"If you think your gonna go up against it alone your dead wrong. We'll distract it while y'all get out of here." Dean knew he didn't have the time to argue, so he agreed.
"All right, listen to me. Stay with Sam. He's gonna get you out of here."
"What are you gonna do?" Haley intervenes. Dean winks and starts walking and yelling.
"Chow time, you freaky bastard! Yeah, that's right, bring it on, baby, I'm feeling good." The rest of Dean's words are indistinct. I follow Dean before he could get himself killed.
"Hey! Hey, you want some white meat, bitch! I'm right here!"
"I think it heard you Dean."
"Well if it heard me then why isn't it here?" I shake my head and listen, at first I couldn't hear anything but then I heard growling far of into the distance, then Sam yelling.
"Dean it's by Sam."
"Son of a bitch." He yells and we run down the tunnel towards where Sam is.
Eventually we spot the Wendigo and we come up behind it.
"Hey!" I yelled. The Wendigo turns and before Dean could shoot it, it slices his neck. Blood began pouring out, Dean eyes me and falls to the ground.
"No!" I yelled and ran to his side, it slowly came towards me but Sam yelled to distract it. However Sam wasn't having any luck either, Sam's flare gun was thrown to the side and he was cornered. I look back to Dean who was bleeding out badly, he wouldn't last much longer.
"Hold on ok? Hold on.." I cried, tears ran down my cheeks faster then me running a marathon. Although it was like I knew what to do. I place my hand on Deans neck to try to stop the bleeding, he grabs my hand roughly, I could see the fear in his eyes as he gasped from breath.
"Breath just breath ok? Hold on, please!" I focused and like an instinct the words came to me. "Heli tius naman" I muttered over and over, my hands began to glow as his skin begins to form back together. His eyes showed amazement as he watched my form changed, my hair turned white as snow. I looked towards the Wendigo who was about to kill Sam, and hold out my hand as I begin enchanting.
"Sini tuis montir ot leh!" The Wendigo turns but is trapped in place growling at me.
"Sam now!" I yelled and Sam grabs the flare gun then lights the evil son of a bitch. As the Wendigo burned I turn my focus back to Dean, who was staring at me. Sam runs over, with fear in his eyes.
"....Not bad, huh?" Dean jokes as he stands up and he pulls me up along with him. Sam sighs I'm relief, then hugs me.
"Thank you...I don't know what you did but I don't know what I would've done if he..." Sam let's go and Dean slowly approaches me.
"Your nose.." He reaches over and rubs the blood from my skin with his sleeve. After we exit the woods, an ambulance loads up Tom. Two Police officers interviews Ben as Sam stands behind him.
"And the bear came back again after you yelled at it?" Asked the officer.
"That's when it circled the campsite. I mean, this grizzly must have weighed eight hundred, nine hundred pounds." Ben agreed and Sam nods in approval.
"All right, we'll go after it first thing." I watched as Haley talked to Dean, both have already been patched up. A weird feeling set in my heart, what is this? Am I...jealous? Haley attempts to kiss Dean on the cheek, but he slowly stepped back. They exchange a few words, then he turns to look at me. Sam sits on the Impala's hood with me as Dean walks over.
"Man, I hate camping." Dean complains.
"Me too." Sam agrees.
"It's not so bad." I say.
"So I guess...you win the bet." Dean admits. "I'm sorry for not being there when it came after you."
"It's ok....it's not your fault your a dum dum sometimes." I giggle, noises of the ambulance caught our gaze. "Think they'll be ok?"
"Yeah they'll make it." Dean smirks, I grab his chin and kiss the corner of his mouth, however he didn't stop me, he slightly kissed back but then realized it wasn't an actual kiss.
"What was that for?" He said blushing.
"For coming to save me...and for wiping my nose and ruining your jacket." He smiles and looks over at his little brother who's smirking at us.
"Sam, you know we're gonna find Dad, right?"
"Yeah, I know. But in the meantime? I'm driving." Dean smirks and tosses Sam the keys. The three of us get in the impala, slamming the doors almost in sync. What I can't get out of my head however, is why did Dean refuse Haley but not me?.....
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m1serere-n0bis · 4 years
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Anyways. I don't care what the rest of you all have been doing during this but I have been trying to listen better and pray more.
For those of you who don't think that's "enough"... Sorry but I don't owe public opinion shit. The only person I owe an explanation to is God. I don't owe anyone information on what I'm doing in private. I don't owe anyone information on what I am/am not supporting financially or otherwise. If your personal opinion is that I'm not making adequate use of my voice or platform then that's rough buddy, but my voice is not the one that needs to be heard right now and also what platform? As a society hyperfocused on social media ESPECIALLY NOW DURING THIS PANDEMIC we have to come to terms that we all have lives outside of it and we don't "owe" each other ANY information about that in spite of what our culture tells us. Like if this is what "community-based policing" means, I can already tell you I hate it and it's oppressive.
For those of you who think this is a political power play, I would say those concerns are valid but there IS a REAL problem that will still be there when all the political pandering and posturing is done. And we need to fix it. Part of the reason I haven't been hyping what everyone has been telling me to hype in the name of activism is pretty much this:
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Do I think it honestly matters which political party is in charge for changes to happen? No, because I do not trust the SAME GOVERNMENT BACKING THE POLICE to take the money THAT IS STILL TECHNICALLY IN THEIR POSSESSION and funnel it into the communities that need it in any way that will actually address the racism inherent in the system. HOWEVER, that doesn't stop me from listening to what my brothers and sisters in Christ are telling me are their experiences not just in a society that is supposed to have progressed past racism but in the BODY OF CHRIST itself. Because it's there, everyone. Yes, it's not overt. Yes, not everyone is actively engaging in it but if we are truly One Body then we owe it to each other to make reparations for sins that aren't ours. It's what we've been doing for the child abuse scandals, is it not? The majority of us were not involved but do we not still carry the burden of that sin simply because we're Catholic, because one part of the One Body committed this massive hurt?
So anyway. The goal of this post is not to make anyone feel bad and it is not an invitation for people to pile on me because I haven't vocally supported x, y, z. This is an invitation to listen and to pray... which should always be the first step, EVEN WHEN THERE IS AN IMMEDIATE NEED FOR ACTION. (Maybe ESPECIALLY when there's an immediate need for action.) And holy shit are we not good at that or what? 😂
1) Fr. Mike Schmitz' homily this week was an invitation for us to listen to God and let Him tell us who He is because only by doing that can we see the image and likeness of God in each other. We've lost that in our wishy-washy prayer lives that inevitably end up with us trying to force God into an earthly construction in which He doesn't belong. We try to tell God who He is because the world is too noisy for us to hear Him tell us about Himself. And that inevitably trickles down into us trying to force each other into boxes before recognizing the human dignity instilled by God in all of us. The internet feeds into that by making us faceless virtual entities, thus making it that much more difficult to recognize our humanity. I can read faceless stats for days but if I don't have ANY CONTEXTUAL IDEA where those numbers are coming from, they're empty. They're easily manipulated into whatever whoever is selling me them wants me to think of them if I don't have someone LIVING THOSE STATISTICS giving me context. Right now the media wants us to feed on the controversy surrounding BLM movement without telling us that these communities have been MARCHING IN THEIR COMMUNITIES FOR YEARS AGAINST THE VIOLENCE THEY INFLICT ON THEMSELVES and it is the same media blackout as any March for Life. The media doesn't care unless they have drama they can use to stoke more division and that's the tea.
2) Fr. Josh Johnson is on fire right now, everyone. Like him and Chika Anyanwu are two voices I wasn't listening to before that I'm thankful to be hearing now. If you're wondering how God can be good even in the midst of chaos, turmoil, and pain, this is it. If you're struggling to separate the Black Lives Matter Organization from the heart of the issue, this is how God is doing that. The Church needs to hear these voices. They have real experiences to share. They are part of the Body of Christ, and they are really hurting through these thousands of small cuts.
I would recommend listening to the Jeff Cavins Show episode Distance Amplifies Difference where he has a conversation with Fr. Josh. They both have tremendously unique WORDLY perspectives to bring to the table on the issue (Jeff Cavins is a white man but has children who are black and they live in Minnesota and are literally witnessing the heart of this first hand in the trenches, and Fr. Josh is the son of a black former chief of police) but ultimately discuss how we as a Church can work towards fixing it.
Fr. Josh and Fr. Mike's dialogue on Ascension Presents is also really top notch. I still have to finish watching it, though. 😅
I can't believe I wasn't following Chika before because as another single Catholic woman, I feel like I've found a sister in Christ experiencing the same ups and downs of Catholic singlehood (her Instagram Highlight was like HILARIOUS and also a truth 😂). Her family's small business got looted during the rioting but I believe they've since been able to shut down their Go Fund Me since people gave them enough support to get it back up and running. Anyways, I'm glad this amplification of black voices brought me to hers.
3) Fransican Friars of the Renewal Fr. Agostino and Fr. Pierre Toussaint discuss their hopes for the movement from their perspective as people of color and as servants of one of the poorest neighborhoods in NYC, the South Bronx. Their dynamic is great because Fr. Agostino is like a Gryffindor on fire and Fr. PT is like a soft-spoken, phlegmetic Ravenclaw. I understand that energy. 😂 (I'm also a phlegmetic Ravenclaw) One of my takeaways was Fr. Agostino's opinion that we can't just posture and leave it up to the government or orgs with ulterior political motives to make things right because he's seen firsthand how well THAT goes. However, all that means is that we as people of God have to dig in and do the work our own dang selves. They're also hopeful that this discussion of the police force being built on a foundation of racism will eventually lead to the discussion of Planned Parenthood being built on the same. They said that 42% of the pregnancies of the predominantly black and Latino population in the South Bronx end in abortion. 42%!!!!!!!!!!! If that is not a wake-up call that systemic racism is alive and well and we are abjectly failing women of color as a society Idk what is. But also their analogy that society is a MESS of a dilapidated house and we have to pick ONE place to start and stick with it if we really want to fix it up is also the truth.
4) Did y'all know about Our Lady of Kibohe? This is a Vatican-approved Marian apparition that appeared to three teenaged girls in Rwanda a little more than a decade before the genocide (which she warned them about). There is no one in Creation demons and Satan hate more than Our Lady, and there's no better weapon against them than the rosary. There has been a call from our brothers and sisters to rend our hearts and even if you don't see, think, or believe there is still racism within the Church, will you not pray for Mary and St. Michael to help continue keeping it that way, then?
Our Lady of Kibohe encouraged us to take up the practice of praying the Seven Sorrows Rosary. I tried it for the first time last week and I have to say, even with my super basic limited knowledge of black history in the United States, it was not hard to see how their suffering could easily be united to the sufferings of Christ and Our Lady.
I guess my conclusion is this: I have my own misgivings about blindly supporting any ol' cause that happens to be trending on whatever. The Black Lives Matter ORGANIZATION has a manifesto touting things that are contrary to the Catechism for SURE, but when my brothers and sisters in the Church are telling me they are in pain RIGHT NOW and saying, "Hey, listen... They're right about some things... These are the things and we've experienced it IN the Church..." then they deserve to be heard. We owe it to them to listen because they are a part of us. We need to expose these sins to the light instead of denying they exist or claiming to be past it. We ALSO need to be charitable to those in different parts of their journey. Is it FAIR to bear the burden of others' sins and make reparations for them? Heck no! But we do it. Jesus did it for us. We do it for our brothers and sisters in Purgatory. What's the difference for bearing it for our hard-hearted brothers and sisters on earth? Nobody is perfect but we all are made in the image and likeness of God and thus inherently carry human dignity.
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Changing Colours
Hey y'all, this is my (@its-a-goddamn-heartbreak) fill for 25th June, using my OCs Séamus and Darragh and I hope people like it. It’s a bit different to what I usually write, bc I don’t often write whump…
Anyways, content warnings for vomiting and references to domestic abuse
Read the warnings. Enjoy :)
“Jesus Christ.” Darragh shot out of Orlaith’s lap and stared open-mouthed at Séamus. “What the fuck happened?”
Séamus was hunched over with one hand clasped to his hip, and as he stepped into the room there was a distinct limp in his step. Worse than that though was the mottled patchwork of his face. His lower lip was shiny and puffy, split lengthways from the left corner to the middle. That had nothing on his eye, which was swollen nearly shut and already bruising an ugly purple. Blood ran down his temple to join the discolouration along his cheekbone from an angry gash that sliced down his forehead to his eyebrow. He could feel their horrified gazes wandering over him like physical touch, and he jutted his chin out defiantly despite the pain that shot through his neck with the movement. Of course they were horrified, with their perfect families and perfect relationship and perfect lives, he thought bitterly.
Orlaith let out a soft gasp when the movement nudged his scarf to one side, revealing the suspicious pink lines patterning his throat. Seamus’ eyes flickered from Darragh to her and back again before darting off around the room like he was watching a mosquito that nobody else could see.
“I walked into a door,” Séamus muttered finally, his eyes coming to rest on Darragh. His heart was pounding at what felt like a hundred beats per minute, a sharp, staccato beat that thrummed in time with the throb of drums in his head, in time with the buzz of thoughts that swarmed like flies and threatened to envelope him. Only the tight clench of his jaw stopped his teeth from chattering, but he could feel his shoulders shuddering uncontrollably. His knees quivered like jelly on a plate, and all of a sudden he was feeling awfully woozy. Or awful and woozy. Or maybe they were one and the same, he wasn’t sure.
What he was sure of, was that he needed to not be stood up anymore, and that he needed Orlaith to not be in the room when he had his inevitable meltdown. He fixed Darragh with what he hoped was a meaningful stare.
“Ummmm,” Orlaith looked at him nervously, fiddling with the hem of her t shirt. “I’ll make you both some tea before I leave,” she murmured, edging past Séamus to the door. She nodded at him on her way out, but didn’t try to meet his eyes which he was glad of.
He closed his eyes, breathing in as deeply as he could before his ribs screamed out for him to stop. He let the breath out slowly, trying to release the tension in his shoulders and his stomach. Adrenaline was still coursing through his veins, making him feel sick and shaky, and suddenly his breaths were tight in his chest. Black spots danced in his vision when he opened his eyes. Darragh was looking at him with such concern that he just wanted to curl up and shrivel away.
“Sit down before you fall, you idiot.”
Séamus flinched when Darragh’s voice sounded in his ear, the movement making his body seize with pain, but the hands on his shoulders were firm and gentle as they guided him to the bed. He sat gingerly, ignoring the grating pain in his hip and the ache that splayed across his right side and down his leg. A few moments later, the bed dipped next to him, and a glass bottle was being pushed into his hands. It was cold and damp, and he pressed it to his tender face instead of prying off the bottle cap. He was freezing; the bottle slipped out of place every few seconds as his shoulders hitched with shivers.
A blanket was tugged gently around his shoulders, and he clutched it gratefully with his free hand. It was the throw off the end of Darragh’s bed, and the weight of it was comforting, even if he still hurt all over and was struggling to pull in enough oxygen to see straight.
“It’s not actually cold Séamus,” Darragh murmured worriedly. “Do you need a hospital? And don’t bullshit me…”
Séamus laughed. Not a happy laugh, but high and thin and strained.
“I’m fine,” he forced out, laughing again. Hospital was not an option. The last time he’d gone in his explanation had not been watertight, and this one was flimsy at best. The last thing he needed was someone investigating his string of suspicious injuries. His heart was in his throat now, threatening to jump out, and his breaths were so jerky and small that his vision was tunnelling. “I’m fine, I’m fine, I’m fine, I’m fine I’m fineI'mfineI'mfine”
Darragh forced his head down between his knees when he listed dangerously to one side, and Séamus giggled through the pain that flared in his side.
“Goddamnit Shae you need to breathe!” Darragh growled, keeping his hand clasped on the back of Séamus’ neck.
The bottle slipped from his grasp, hitting the ground with a thud before rolling away. Séamus panted raggedly, pulling in strained, wheezing breaths that made his shoulders heave and his stomach swirl. He felt like his throat was swelling up, a tight knot sitting stubbornly at the base of his airway. He brought his shaking hands up to his face, rocking slightly as he cupped them over his mouth. He was crying, he realised, and his mouth was still forming desperate, silent words.
“Don’t…hospital….can't…please,” he choked out incoherently.
“All right, all right, no hospital,” Darragh promised, kneeling down next to him. “Please breathe, you’re going to make yourself sick.”
His hitching, sobbing gasps were edging dangerously towards heaves he knew, and he sucked in a shuddering breath. Pain thrummed through his side as his rib cage expanded. He gritted his teeth, holding the breath for as long as he could before letting it whoosh out of his lungs,
“That’s it, there we go, breathe with me,” Darragh encouraged, pulling Séamus’ hand to rest on his own chest. Gradually, Séamus managed to pull together the pieces of him that were shaking apart. He was in Darragh’s room, in Darragh’s house. He was safe. As he fought the hitching in his chest, he let himself focus on the rise and fall of Darragh’s chest, let his mind go blank. They sat in silence for a few minutes, Séamus’ sniffling the only noise in the room. Darragh drew away, and Séamus heard the click and hiss of the beer bottle opening.
“Drink up,” Darragh murmured, “I’ll get an ice pack for your face.”
Obediently, Séamus took a swig of the cold liquid, grimacing when the bottle brushed against the split in his lip. Minutes later, Darragh returned with a tea towel wrapped around a ziplock bag of ice cubes.
“Is Orlaith gone?” Séamus asked, putting the bottle on the nightstand and straightening up to take the makeshift ice pack.
“She’s still ‘making tea’,” Darragh said, now rummaging through the cupboard in his ensuite. “I told her to give us some time.”
Séamus nodded gratefully. Orlaith was lovely, but she did have a tendency to fuss and her kindness grated on him for reasons he couldn’t explain. He shuffled backwards to lean against the wall. Groaning slightly, he shifted the ice pack from his cheek to his forehead. His head was throbbing like there was a cartoon monkey playing cymbals up there, and he hoped beyond hope that it wasn’t a concussion, and that the mounting queasiness was just the aftermath of his panic. He must have hit the door even harder than he’d originally thought.
“Hanging in there?”
Séamus glanced up as Darragh shuffled onto the bed next to him, clumsily balancing an array of towels and bandages in one hand and a bowl of water in the other.
“Just about,” he replied with a grimace. Now that he was a bit more clear headed he was painfully aware of quite how much his face hurt any time it moved.
Darragh nodded solemnly, crossing his legs and sorting through the pile of cloths. He picked the larger one up, and draped it over Séamus’ chest and shoulder so that they wouldn’t get blood all over his t shirt or the sheets.
“Ok,” he murmured gently, keeping his movements slow as he soaked a washcloth and reached for Séamus’ face, “I’m going to clean this out so it doesn’t get infected, it might sting a bit.”
He waited for Séamus’ grunt of acknowledgement before touching him, holding the washcloth just above the gash in Séamus’ forehead and squeezing it out so that the antiseptic laced water flooded the cut and trickled down his face. He was as gentle as he could be, but Séamus still sucked in a quick, pained breath. It would have been better, he was sure, to stick it under a tap for a bit, but he suspected they were both too tired for that. He repeated the process a few more times, before leaning in to check if there were any obvious bits of dirt or anything still in there.
“Shit, this is deep,” he cursed lowly. He examined it carefully without touching it. It wasn’t a clean cut by any means, the edges of it jagged and torn, but what worried him more was quite how much flesh he could see. He was fairly sure that it was the kind of thing that should really need stitches or glue, neither of which he could apply himself. “What happened? Really this time, no bullshit.”
Séamus sighed heavily. He didn’t want to rehash the experience, not at all; if he let his mind wander for too long he could still see the fists swinging towards his face, and the angry eyes, and the corner of the cupboard door filling his field of vision as he fell.
“I told you,” he said, his voice barely more than a whisper although he wasn’t trying to be quiet. “I walked into a door. It just wasn't….completely voluntary.”
He closed his eyes and watched the scene replay behind his eyelid. There was suddenly too much spit in his mouth and he swallowed nervously. Darragh must have noticed his discomfort, because he felt the warm weight of a hand on the back of his neck as he struggled to drag himself back into the present.
“It’s ok, you don’t have to talk about it,” Darragh said. “You’re safe here for as long as you need.”
“It was my fault though.” The familiar panic had returned, he could feel it pooling in his stomach and spidering along the lining of his chest. It had been his fault. He’d been lazy, he’d lost track of things, and stupid decisions like that had consequences in his house. He knew that, and he’d done it anyway. “Shouldn’t have made him angry, I should know better.”
Darragh let out a string of curses that would have made a sailor blush. “That’s enough,” he said, and Séamus could hear the tightly controlled rage behind his voice. He wished he was brave enough to feel angry like that. He wished he had the energy for anger like that. Sometimes he barely had the energy to feel anything at all. Darragh put both of his hands on Séamus shoulders, refusing to break eye contact. “None of this is your fault. It has never been your fault. Whatever you think you did, it wasn’t enough to justify this because nothing justifies this. Do you hear me?”
Séamus nodded weakly, opening his eyes and tipping his head back against the wall. He regretted it instantly, the movement shooting pain through his neck and the back of his head. Nausea flared in his stomach and he swallowed again. He needed to get a grip.
When it seemed that he was more settled, Darragh returned to examining the state of his face, and Séamus could tell from the tight lines around his mouth that he was worried - and maybe more than a little bit angry. Darragh scrabbled through the pile of medical supplies without looking, until his hand landed on a little box of steristrips.
“I’ll put these on for now, but you have to let Mam have a look when she gets home.”
Séamus nodded again; he felt too ill to argue. And anyway, talking hurt. As Darragh began to fiddle with the gash on his head, Séamus closed his eyes and tried to relax. After the initial shock of Darragh’s fingers against the cut, the pain seemed quite manageable. Breathing as deeply as he could manage, Séamus tried to release the tension first from his shoulders, before working through the rest of his body. The meditation was Grace’s thing, something she’d taught him once in the intimacy of her bedroom after a high school party when his anxiety had twisted him all out of shape. It usually worked well for him, as loathe as he was to admit it, which was why he was somewhat puzzled by the churning sensation that was still very much present in his stomach once he’d finished.
Darragh got up to put the stuff away, and returned with a clean t shirt and pair of tracksuit bottoms.
“You can sleep in these for tonight, and Ruairi can pick some of your stuff up in the morning. I’m going to say bye to Orlaith and then I’ll be right back.”
He was out the door before Séamus could reply, leaving the room feeling oddly empty and large. Séamus shifted to sit on the edge of the bed, grunting in pain as he jostled his hip. His stomach sloshed with the movement, and he had to sit with his head in his hands for a few seconds before he was sure he wasn’t going to lose his lunch all over Darragh’s sheepskin. Gingerly, he gripped the hem of his shirt, pulling it upwards. He barely got it halfway up his chest before pain lanced through his side, rippling across his torso. A hoarse cry escaped before he could stop it, and he bent forwards panting, clutching at his bruises until he could see straight again.
He curled forwards to rest his heavy head on his arms. He was going to have to ask Darragh for help getting changed - if he couldn’t manage his shirt, no way did he have the range of movement to change his trousers - and even though he know Darragh wouldn’t mind he found the idea humiliating. It also meant that Darragh would see the bruises that so far he’d kept under wraps, and that meant more searching glances and tentative suggestions about doctors and hospitals. Séamus smiled grimly at that. There were only so many times you could go to A and E because you ‘walked into a door’ or ‘fell down the stairs’ before eyebrows were raised.
Speaking of things being raised, he was pretty sure he could hear Orlaith outside the door. Orlaith in irritated mode, he was pretty sure.
“Darragh I know he’s your friend, but that doesn’t make him your responsibility every single time!”
Darragh’s reply was muffled, but sounded vaguely placating yet unapologetic.
“Please baby, you’re not well… You need to look after yourself too.”
There was a creak on the stairs and Darragh’s voice floated through from the other side of the door.
“I’m fine babe, don’t overthink this. I’ll see you in the morning yeah? I love you.”
The door handle squeaked, and Darragh walked in looking frazzled. Séamus waited for him to put his tray of tea down on a shelf before raising a quizzical eyebrow.
“What was she talking about?”
Darragh frowned in confusion, clearly unaware of how loud their lovers tiff had been.
“She said you’re not well. What aren’t you telling me?”
“Oh, errrm,” Darragh turned away, rubbing the back of his neck uncomfortably. “I had a flare up this morning and it was kinda unexpected. She’s worried it’ll recur because of the stress.”
“Oh God,” Séamus groaned, covering his face, “I’m so sorry. I should have checked before just barging in.”
Darragh plopped down next to him, lying back on the bed. “You’re always welcome here, you know that. I’d rather you were here and I knew you were safe anyway. And don’t mind Orlaith, she’s a stresshead, you know that. Right now I’m absolutely fine, just a bit tired. Now, why aren’t you changed yet?”
Séamus shifted anxiously, his stomach rolling as his heart gave a nervous flutter. “I - I can’t,” he murmured biting his lip. “It hurts too much.”
Darragh was silent for a moment, and the fluttering in Séamus’ chest ramped up a notch. Finally, Darragh pulled himself back into a sitting position.
‘Right, shirt first.” He ordered. “Arms out.”
Even with Darragh’s help, changing his shirt was an ordeal. By the end of it, Séamus had silent tears streaking down his cheeks, which he brushed away angrily. His naked torso had been even worse than he’d imagined. When Darragh had managed to cautiously lever the shirt over his head, he’d stopped still for a minute, dumbfounded by the mess of purple and yellow and red. That had been embarrassment enough, but the tears were the icing on the cake. Ignoring his friend’s emotional state, Darragh carried on, holding Séamus steady as he slid out of his jeans, and then sliding the tracksuit bottoms up over his legs.
“Jesus fuck Shae but it’s bad this time,” he sighed once they were done. “I think he might have cracked some ribs and all.”
Séamus hugged his arms round his body. He felt sore and sick and tired, and he wanted to sleep and to really, under no circumstances, talk about his dad. He slumped against Darragh’s shoulder, seeking warmth and comfort, and Darragh pulled him into a hug. Buried against Darragh’s shoulder, he couldn’t stop the sobs from coming anymore. They’d been there all evening, locked in a box at the base of his throat, and now that the floodgates were open he completely dissolved. He sobbed and sobbed, all the pent up frustration and fear and loneliness pouring out of him in wretched, gulping cries. Darragh shifted slightly to wrap his other arm round him, and then sat silently, his chin hooked resting on Séamus’ shoulder.
That was the thing about Darragh. He was, for the most part, terrible with feelings. So he never forced Séamus to discuss them, because he probably wouldn’t have known what to do with what he heard. But he would sit there and absorb it all as Séamus cried himself hoarse, and then hand him the box of tissues when he was a hiccuping, snotty mess at the end of it. Séamus found that infinitely more comforting than any of the other reactions he got; the soft concern in Zak’s gaze, or the clenched tension in Finn’s jaw, or, god forbid, the bright sheen of tears in Grace’s eyes.
Finally, Séamus pulled away, wiping his eyes with the heel of his hand. He felt so drained he was sure that if he closed his eyes he’d be asleep in an instant, and if he was lucky he’d be too tired to dream.
“You good?” Darragh asked, a concerned furrow between his brows.
“I - I…” Séamus wasn’t sure what he’d been planning to say. ‘I’m fine’ maybe, or ‘thank you’. Whatever it was flew right out of his head, because his stomach lurched and he nearly gagged right there and then. “I may vomit.”
“Yeah, you’re not looking great.” Darragh said, cautiously feeling Seamus’ forehead with the back of his hand. The poor kid was sweaty and shaking, his face pasty pale. He’d been looking peaky earlier, which Darragh had attributed to pain and nerves, but he’d deteriorate pretty drastically since then. “I really hope nothing’s infected. Can you make it to the bathroom?”
Séamus’ stomach somersaulted again, and he clapped a hand over his mouth as a guttural, empty heave tore through him. Darragh swore, eyes wide. He was no stranger to being sick but he was more exhausted than he let on, and he’d rather not spend the night cleaning puke off his floor. He looked Séamus up and down calculatingly, trying to gauge his size.
“Do you trust me?” He asked urgently, and Séamus nodded, eyes frantic as he gagged into his hand.
Darragh slipped one arm under his friend’s knees, the other under his shoulders and lifted him bridal style. Trying desperately not to aggravate the extensive bruising, he rushed through to the en suite, depositing Séamus in front of the toilet.
“Brruuaaarrrrk” As soon as they got there, Séamus doubled over retching harshly. He braced his hands on his knees so he didn’t topple forwards as a gush of sick splattered into the toilet water. Acid stung in his lip and pain had exploded across his chest, but he barely had time to think about that before another wave of vomit was forced up his throat with a strangled heave. “Hmmk’euuurgghh” He moaned slightly as his stomach contracted painfully, wringing itself out like a wet sponge. A stream of liquidy sick streamed into the toilet and then, finally, his stomach settled enough for him to relax,
“I’m sorry,” he breathed shakily, leaning forward to spit the taste from his mouth.
“Shut up,” Darragh murmured gruffly, one hand resting reassuringly on the back of the trembling boy’s neck.
Séamus straightened up - or at least he tried. A twang of pain in his side left him stooped, and he bit back a gasp as he crossed his arms over his chest. At least this way he couldn’t feel quite so acutely how badly his knees wanted to give out.
“Easy there,” Darragh said, grabbing onto his elbow and then supporting him slowly into a more comfortable position. He rummaged in the cupboard above the sink, and handed Séamus an unused toothbrush. “You might be wanting this? And then you need to get some rest.” He moved out of the way so that Séamus could use the sink. “Mam’s not home for hours yet, and you might feel better with some sleep.”
It wasn’t likely, but it was worth a shot.
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