#deepression

[johann-666]

Ich habe solange versucht für andere Menschen da zu sein und diese glücklich zu machen, bis ich nicht mehr konnte. Ein Teil dieser Menschen hat sich abgewendet als ich zusammenbrach. Ich hab dir alles gegeben, auch als du am Boden warst.

Ich hätte dich niemals verlassen. Doch als ich fiel, gingst du weg und hast mich getötet. Nicht körperlich aber seelisch. Du hast nun ein schönes Leben und lächelst als wär nie was gewesen, als hätte ich nie existiert. Ich frage dich, weißt du wie es ist innerlich zu sterben?

#darkness #lostsoul #deepression #black stories

[rottent0mato]

TW: because if you get it you get it but ⚠️SH⚠️

So me just being depressed.

Thank you

(Also I’m new to tumblr so this is my first post please no hate) :D

#deepression #life #bodypaint #coping

[maaxxxaam]

You descriped me as;

Happy

Outgoing

Friendly

Optemistic

And Fun.

You didn't do it because I asked. You did it after I told you I have been depressed for years, and consider suicide 2 weeks ago. You where shocked and sad, and that was never my point, I wanted you to know, I see you as a friend and I wanted you to know me.

But let this be a reminder that a suicidal person, a depressed person, can still show happiness and laugh and function. It's just different from day to day.

#quotes #poetry #poems #therapy #deep feelings #deepression #anxious #suicudal

[doughnotdisturb]

Everyday gets harder

it is hard form me to feel good

Girl can you make me feel special?

i just want you back

that's for sure

Every minute is torture

It is hard form me to feel good

Girl can you make me feel special?

i just want you back

#love aesthetic #aesthetics #deepression #black and white #aestheitcs #quotes #black and white aesthetic #aesthetic #love #sad thoughts #tumblr #blog post #aesthetic quotes #design #delete later #root device #dean winchester #disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #harry du bois #jean vicquemare #delhi #la

[tubelines-n-tears]

One toxic trait about me is that whenever I'm laying down in bed and feel some intense chest ache I hope something wrong is going on with my insides and when I fall asleep I never wake up again.

#me #depeession #depreesed #depression #deepression #tw sui ideation #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #anxienty #anxitey #vent post #venting #tw vent #toxic #toxic people #toxic traits

[novastarry]

Meeting Myself Where I Am

This is a list of daily goals/steps of meeting myself where I am. Where I am is struggling to get out of bed, struggling to not have panic attacks,

Everyday we need too...

- Take meds

- Eat three meals a day

- Excercise for at least 30 minutes

- Change clothes

- Drink 2 bottles of water

- Make my bed

- Get enough sleep

- Talk to myself positively

- Leave the house once a day

Goals are too...

- Pick up and place 30 things a day

- Take five steps toward creative projects ( No matter how small they are)

- Implement or remove a habit everyday

We also need to do things that make us feel good...

- Talk to Jay

- Sit outside

- Excercise

- Meditate

#deepression #recovery

[thoughtless-kitty]

Was verdammt stimmt nur nicht mit mir

#deep #deep thoughts #deepressed #selbstverletzendes verhalten #depressiv #selbstverletzten #depri #selbstzerstörung #ich kann nicht mehr #post traumatic

[sparklehoard]

I love that I googled the most powerful search of Vancouver tourism and now every single one of my ads is the nature park I was searching for.

It's been 12 straight days of seeing the same forest picture like every 5 posts on here 🌲🌲🌲

#its so much nicer for my brain that so many of the other ads ive gotten on here #no more w3igh+ loss ads~ no more deepression ads~ and no more pr3gnancy ads~ #only forest!!!!

[starswirly]

[ * This is so not slay ]

#Random Ramblings #ghhhhh my brain is being mean #Started remembering how bad last school year was (I might’ve been some varieant near being deepressed) #and that turned into feeling Bad and Lonely now #I might’ve just needed lunch tho idk #PE sucks and has done this to me multiple times #vent #???? Maybe

[johann-666]

Mein ganzes Leben einfach kaputt und unheilbar. Ich fühle mich Tod, leere im Kopf und komme nicht voran. Gebe nur Geld für scheiße aus, für Sachen die ich gar nicht brauche. Keinen Job. Medikamente die nicht helfen. Keinen Ausweg. Keiner der da ist. Nur noch Tod und leid.

#darkness #lostsoul #deepression #alone in the dark

[fairyforu]

i actually hate summers..i have no friends to go out w or anything it really sucks. i hope it ends very soon bc i have to stay at home:(( and spend this whole two months indoors, better mention that my parents wont lemme go out.. i cant believe it im almost 21 and yet they do me like this it's fuvking pathetic im literally a prisoner..lol

#childhood trauma #toxic family #trauma #childhood #toxic parents #toxic household #deepressed #traumatized child #im cryin #traumatised #strict parents #mommy issues #crying

[pctaldrunk]

if you will marry me . / @dreams-of-fate

#dreams of fate #𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐆 𝐘𝐀𝐎 & 𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐉𝐔𝐄 : 最先动情的人，剥去利刃沦为人臣 / dreams of fate #edits : now a woman in a dress is a frightening and powerful thing #((after years i finally present nie furen to his husband)) #((SOBS)) #((this show is so hard to edit bc this is a deepressed bitch)) #((anyway)) #((FJ;SAJF;LSF)) #((POSES)) #((OUR VERY MARRI BABIES))

[shxtodxroki]

Hiii. I just came here to tell you that i absolutely love your works. I'm glad i found you on my tags. I'm gonna binge read everything haha! Take love and keep up the good work! ❤️

Omg thank you so so much for this message, I'm glad you found me in your tags too :) I'm still pretty new to this blog and writing for My Hero so I worry a lot about how good I'm actually doing and if people are really enjoying my stuff, so hearing this means a lot to me:') I hope you enjoy what you read and if you ever have a request I'm more than happy to fulfill it, thank you for supporting my writing and sending such a sweet ask <3

#{💭} - bee answers #{🍬} - sweethearts #{🌻} - deepressed

[novastarry]

So I'm currently having a fibro flareup due to the stress and also massive low pressure system, as well as a depressive episode, but I am doing my damn hardest to get fucking better because nothing is gonna change if I don't.

I'm really struggling right now but I know the more I do it the easier it'll get.

#fibro flare #deepression #mentally ill

[mysteries-thoughts]

Sleepy eyes, heavy heart

#lostsoul #spilled thoughts #empty inside #disppointments #sad tumblr #بعثرة مشاعر #late night thoughts #deepressed #بعد منتصف الليل

[thoughtless-kitty]

Ich habe mein ganzes Leben über gelernt, dass ich nichts wert bin und nichts Gutes verdient habe.

Klar kann ich niemandem glauben der mir das Gegenteil erzählt.

#deep #deep thoughts #deepressed #selbstverletzendes verhalten #depressiv #selbstverletzten #depri #selbstzerstörung #ich kann nicht mehr #post traumatic