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liliansun · 1 year
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OMG YAYYY SO CAN I REQUEST SOME DOYOUNG TEXTS??
random texts w—boyfriend doyoung!
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(idk if you can tell but I really tried 😭 so I hope you like it love!)
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doderyscoffee · 11 months
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pairing: kim doyoung x fem!reader (oc) (not really a pairing) genre&au(s): engineer!au, end of the world!au, sci-fi!au warnings: n/a length: 0.5k
[5:45 am]— engineer!Doyoung wiped the sweat off his brow, pushing himself to his full height. He had been on his knees, crawling around under the newest spaceship prototype our team had to offer. His eyes were dark, calculating, and I knew not to open my mouth when he looked like that. That look could only mean one thing: something was wrong.
“Who assembled this engine?” he asked the room of tired engineers. We had been dragged out of our bunks only thirty minutes before and he was the only one who seemed to be awake enough to work.
A man stepped forward, his eyebags and bedhead evident. “I did, sir.”
“We turn the damn thing on and the engine explodes.” Doyoung kicked the underside of the ship and I took a step back. “Who authorized you to be on this team?”
“Taeyong, sir,” the man said, looking as if he wanted to crawl into himself.
Doyoung chuckled humorlessly. “And I thought Taeyong had some brains on him.” His voice turned cold. “Get the hell out of my workshop.”
The poor engineer didn’t need to be told twice, practically running out of the room with all the strength he could muster. Once the door closed, Doyoung turned to the rest of us. “I need a working engine by tonight. If you fail, humanity dies. Get to work.”
We hurried to our stations, putting our heads together like a football team to brainstorm our options, but our ideas were wearing thin. We had been doing this routine for months now and we seemed further from a break through than we did the day before. No one had slept more than a wink, running off of fear and caffeine, and it was a wonder that our bodies didn’t give out like the machines we were paid to make.
Doyoung went from station to station, joining the brainstorm before butting out and joining another. The end of the world as we knew it was coming and he still held us all on a leash, as if extreme discipline would keep us alive. Maybe it would.
Finally, a girl from a station across the room said, “I think we have an idea.”
We turned to face her, a room of brilliantly exhausted engineers with sparkles in their eyes waiting for instruction, waiting for someone to tell our bodily machines how to function. She looked nervous, cleared her throat, then said, “Only if Doyoung approves of it, of course.”
Doyoung didn’t look impressed. “Go on.”
The girl gave us a quick run through of her team’s idea, which seemed to be the same as the last idea we had come up with, but Doyoung gave a nod at the end of it, looked us each in the eye and said, “Maybe we will save humanity after all.” Then, he clapped his hands, all hints of optimism gone. “Now, get to work.”
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kjmsupremacist · 2 years
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The Bucket List (Doyoung/Taeyong)
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Doyoung’s always been a bit depressed, but this last year has really put him through the wringer and he’s been pretty suicidal. So his therapist cuts him a deal. Make a bucket list. A real, actual bucket list, of all the things he wants to experience, and then do everything on that list. If, at the end of the list, he still wants to kill himself, then they’ll go from there. His therapist has a feeling that won’t be the case. Doyoung would beg to differ, but he plays along anyway. And then he meets Taeyong, who finds out about the bucket list and makes it his mission to help Doyoung fall in love with being alive again.
Chapter 3: List Item Two: Doyoung Rediscovers Sugar Highs   |   prev   next   mlist
Characters: Doyoung, Taeyong; misc family members
Genre: heavy angst, eventual romance, slow burn, hurt/comfort, college!au
Pairing: Doyoung/Taeyong
Warnings: discussions of suicide, depression, self harm, mental illness; homophobia, bullying, family dysfunction. heavy heavy shit.
Rating: Teen & Up
Length: 2.5k
This work is very heavy, and potentially triggering. There are serious, lengthy, and often detailed discussions of bullying, homophobia, mental illness, self-harm, and suicide. Please proceed with caution.
taglist: @pastelsicheng​ @doiefy​ @lebrookestore​​
you can listen to the official playlist here!
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Doyoung waits a couple of days under the pretense that he has to help his parents around the house. Really, he just wants to stall a little, in case Taeyong decides he doesn’t like Doyoung after all, so that their friendship can last longer than a day. But the following week, he asks Taeyong to come shopping with him so they can pick out their dessert-meal. Taeyong replies in seconds, saying he’s ready whenever Doyoung is.
Doyoung swings by Taeyong’s place in the late afternoon to pick him up. An older man is working outside when Doyoung pulls up; he turns off his lawnmower and comes up to Doyoung’s passenger side window as Taeyong struggles into his shoes on the front porch.
“I’m Taeyong’s dad,” the man says, pulling his work glove off and offering his hand to Doyoung to shake. “We’re glad Taeyong has a friend this summer. He’s only got a part time job with a bunch of old hacks like me, so we were worried he might get lonely.”
“Ah,” Doyoung manages. “I’m glad he and I met, too. I also would’ve been lonely.”
“If he ever bothers you, let me know,” Taeyong’s dad says, but his tone is fond. “I’m pretty sure we raised him right, but still.”
“Are you embarrassing me,” Taeyong asks, flatly but with amusement, as he approaches.
His dad stands up, laughing. “Only a little. Have fun, you two.”
“Sorry about him,” Taeyong says once he’s shut the door. “He’s too friendly for his own good.”
Doyoung snorts. “What’s that saying about the apple and the tree?”
Taeyong punches him weakly, laughing. “Hey, without me you’d be eating cake alone on your floor,” he points out, which Doyoung doesn’t have a rebuttal to.
“He seemed nice,” he says instead as he maneuvers them onto the street.
Taeyong smiles. “He’s the best,” he agrees. 
They chat about their weeks as they make the short drive to the nearby grocery store. Taeyong works at the local pet shop as a cashier. He says he likes being around animals, teaching people how to care for their pets.
“Do you have any?” he asks Doyoung as they pull into the parking lot.
“Yeah, we have a couple cats,” Doyoung says, turning his car off. “They’re cute, but a little shy. You might get to meet them today, but they usually hide in my parents’ bedroom when we have guests.”
“They’ll come say hi when they’re ready,” Taeyong says, nodding.
They stroll the aisles of the grocery store, eyeing the tightly packed shelves. Doyoung leans over the handlebar of the cart, pushing it along, while Taeyong points at different snacks to see if Doyoung’s interested.
“So, can I ask why your therapist wanted you to do this?” he asks as he throws a variety pack of Airheads into the cart.
“Um,” Doyoung says, remembering his mother’s warning. “I… may or may not be incredibly, uh, toaster-bathtub, and… she thought it would help. You know. Trying random things I want to do.”
“I see,” Taeyong says, taking it in stride. “Well, let’s see if we can’t prove her right, huh?”
“Yeah,” Doyoung says faintly.
On top of the Airheads, they end up with tres leches cake, strawberry mochi ice cream, a six-pack of red velvet cupcakes, and a couple of king-sized KitKats. Doyoung also snags a big bottle of Coca-Cola. Taeyong faithfully totes the bag to Doyoung’s car, chatting away. “I’ve never had tres leches cake before,” he says. “I’m excited to try it!”
“It’s really good,” Doyoung says. “You’ll never want any other kind of cake ever again.”
“We’ll see about that,” Taeyong giggles, lowering the goods into the backseat with care.
The drive back is kind of quiet. Doyoung doesn’t mind the lull. Somehow, it’s not awkward or uncomfortable. Then—
“Thank you,” Taeyong says. “For inviting me along, for—for, like, trusting me enough to tell me about this to begin with.”
“Oh,” Doyoung says. “Yeah, sure. I mean—I don’t really have any friends. So I guess I should be thanking you, for joining me.”
Taeyong hums. “An even trade, then,” he says.
Though Doyoung’s father is home, he only waves and says a brief hello when they pass the living room on the way to the kitchen to get utensils. Doyoung has a feeling his parents are so glad he’s got a friend that they don’t even want to ask any questions. 
“If you need anything, just let me know,” Doyoung’s dad says as they head back towards the stairs.
“Thanks,” Doyoung calls over his shoulder.
They settle with the food on Doyoung’s rug. He’d spent the morning trying to organize his room a little so it looked less like someone with severe depression lived in it. He’d only partially succeeded, but Taeyong doesn’t say anything, just sits right down and starts opening the boxes.
Maybe if everyone were as easy to be friends with as Taeyong is, Doyoung wouldn’t be so friendless. 
They turn on a movie and work their way through the cake. It’s small, only a four-inch-by-four-inch square, but heavy, so Doyoung’s already feeling a little full by the time they open up the mochi. Still, he’s committed, and besides, everything looks yummy, so they keep going. They split a cupcake, and nibble at the KitKats. Doyoung admits he feels a little crazy by the time he finally decides to put his food down.
They finish the movie, then take all the trash downstairs, leaving the rest of the cupcakes on the kitchen counter before retreating back to Doyoung’s room. Doyoung collapses on the floor once they’re back inside, groaning. Taeyong follows suit after he’s closed the door behind them.
They’re quiet for a few moments, staring up at Doyoung’s ceiling. Doyoung catches his breath, waiting for the throbbing in his head to subside a little. Outside, the sun is setting, and it lights his room up red and orange, making everything look more beautiful than it is.
“Well, you were kinda right about the tres leches,” Taeyong says.
“Yeah?” Doyoung tries to crane his neck to look at him, but can’t.
“Yeah. I don’t want any cake, ever again, for the rest of my life,” Taeyong says.
“I think that’s just called overeating,” Doyoung snorts. “Tell me tomorrow when you don’t feel like shit.”
They laugh to themselves, letting it taper out into silence. Doyoung stares at his ceiling, tracing over the familiar shadows, the places where the paint was too thick and left small bumps. It’s the same ceiling he’s stared at every single night his entire life. Somehow, though, today feels like he’s seeing it again for the first time. 
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Once their bodies have digested a little (all it takes is an hour on Doyoung’s bedroom floor and a couple of glasses of water each), the too-full feeling subsides and is replaced by a near-manic energy that Doyoung recognizes to be a sugar high. It’s not happiness, but it’s something close to it, so Doyoung’ll take it. 
“Let’s go for a drive,” Doyoung says, shaking Taeyong’s arm. 
“Where to?” Taeyong asks, but he’s already clambering to his feet, video game controller forgotten on the floor.
Doyoung turns off his TV. “Along the coast, maybe?” he suggests, stretching. “It’s only like thirty minutes. We can watch the sunset.”
“Let’s go,” Taeyong agrees, reaching for Doyoung’s doorknob.
Doyoung pokes his head into the living room. “We’re going to go for a drive,” he says. “Just down to the beach. We’ll be back in a couple hours, we won’t be gone long.”
“Don’t be out too late,” his father says, casting him a confused and slightly concerned look. 
“We won’t,” Doyoung promises, hurrying down the hall to find his shoes.
Five minutes later finds them in Doyoung’s car, flying down the interstate with their windows open. Taeyong’s connected his phone to the car speakers and is playing some pop mix. Doyoung steals glances at the water as they get nearer and nearer to the shore. 
The beaches are crowded, so they keep driving past all the popular spots until they’re out of the city a little bit, until the roads thin and the trees thicken. Doyoung spots a turn-out up ahead and pulls into it, parking his car and turning it off. 
They sit for a second, and then Taeyong points beyond the windshield. “Look!” he says. “There’s a path!”
Doyoung follows the line of his finger and sees that yes, there is a path, a tiny trail that disappears into some bushes and over the edge of the outcropping. Doyoung pops his door open, grabbing his keys. “Let’s find out where it goes.”
Taeyong follows him to the edge, holding out his hands in case Doyoung needs something to grab onto as he picks his way down the path. “There’s a beach!” Doyoung says, pointing. “It’s not even that steep, come on.”
Taeyong peers over the edge and, upon seeing that he’s not lying, grins. “We should come back here for your night swimming,” he suggests. 
Doyoung nods without turning back, too focused on making sure he doesn’t fall on his way down. “Yeah,” he agrees. “No one will be here. Look,” he says, pointing at the sand in front of them. “No footprints.”
Taeyong gives a little whoop. “It’s ours!” he exclaims, brushing past Doyoung now that they’re on flat ground and running down the stretch of beach. It extends pretty far, the cliffs rising up along the side, putting distance between the water and the road. Taeyong turns, now quite a few meters away, and waves for Doyoung to follow him. “Let’s see how far it goes!” he calls.
Doyoung laughs, shaking his head, and bends to tug off his shoes. The sand is warm from the sun; his feet sink in a little as he runs, so he moves closer to the water, where it’s tightly packed, cool and damp. 
It’s a pretty long, albeit thin, expanse of sand, they discover. It’s just fine with Doyoung because he needs it mostly for swimming, not building sandcastles or sunbathing. “There,” Taeyong says, pointing to a ragged line of debris. “That’s high tide. So there’s still room for us to put our stuff down even if the tide comes in while we’re out here.”
They splash around in the water for a little, not going much deeper than halfway up their shins, until the sun begins to set, painting the ocean brilliant shades of orange and red. Both of them stop fucking around, standing side by side, waves lapping at their ankles, and look out over the water.
In the silence, Doyoung feels himself deflate. It’s not that he’s never happy, it’s just that he’s happy for very short pockets of time, and then when he comes down from it he remembers all the reasons why he’s not happy like that more often, and it gets ruined. There’s a hollow space in his chest that was filled with laughter only seconds ago. Now, it just feels like a wound.
“We should probably head back,” he says quietly. “Before it gets too dark. My parents worry.”
“Yeah,” Taeyong agrees. Doyoung knows, without asking, that Taeyong understands.
They climb back up to Doyoung’s car, get in, and start to head back. Taeyong doesn’t play music this time, just watches out the window, pointing things out occasionally in a sort of gentle tone voice that Doyoung can’t quite read. “This beach was the one my family used to go to when my sister and I were kids,” he says. “There’s this little ice cream stand there run by the tiniest Korean grandma you’ll ever see, and it was our favorite treat. I went back to visit her earlier this summer.”
“I bet she liked that,” Doyoung says. He imagines Taeyong as a child, face round and soft, the same sunny smile. He imagines the beach, the sun. The warmth of the fabricated memory is like a lash in the face of Doyoung's chilly childhood. “She remembered you?”
“Yep,” Taeyong says. “She held my face in her wrinkled old hands and said I was always one of her favorite customers. And then she gave me my favorite popsicle, for free. She remembered, after all these years.”
“What’s your favorite popsicle?” Doyoung asks.
“Melona, strawberry,” Taeyong replies. 
Doyoung nods sagely. “I like the melon flavor.”
“That seems like you, somehow,” Taeyong giggles quietly.
Doyoung’s mom is home when they return. He introduces Taeyong quickly, and then they drag themselves up Doyoung’s stairs, sticky and tired now from the warm summer evening on top of achy from the sugar crash. Doyoung falls back onto his bed with a grunt, legs dangling off the edge. Taeyong joins him, head so close his hair tickles Doyoung’s ear. They lay there for a moment, catching their breath.
“So,” Taeyong says at length. “How do you feel?”
“I feel like shit,” Doyoung replies drily. “My tummy hurts and so does my head.”
Taeyong giggles brightly, though he’s quick to snuff it out. When he speaks again, his tone is serious. “No, but really. How do you feel?”
Doyoung mulls it over. “I mean, it was fun,” he says. “But I don’t… feel any better.”
Taeyong lets out a short breath of laughter. “Yeah,” he says softly. “Probably not.” A few beats of silence go by; Doyoung flicks his gaze to the side to watch out the window as the sky turns from a bright red to a deep, empty blue. “You should tell your therapist she’s a quack,” Taeyong says. It catches Doyoung off guard; he snorts, slapping a hand over his mouth to muffle the noise. Taeyong laughs, too; they fade again into silence.
“When something doesn’t sell,” Taeyong murmurs after a minute, “do you blame the product, or the salesman?”
Doyoung doesn’t reply right away, taken aback by the frankness of the question. He wants to ask, are you having fun? He wants to ask, why are you trying to sell me the world? Why does it matter to you? But he doesn’t know how without the potential for some kind of fallout.
“It’s a pretty hard sell, to be fair,” he says finally.
“Yeah,” Taeyong agrees.
Doyoung gives himself a little shake, then props himself up on one elbow and turns to Taeyong. “Well, Mr. Salesman,” he says, “we still have a few more chances for you to convince me, so don’t give up yet.”
He meant it to be funny, but neither of them laugh.
Taeyong blinks up at him, slow and a little sad. “Do you think it’ll work?” he asks.
Doyoung looks away. “I don’t know,” he says. “My therapist says it’s worked for other people, so… maybe. I don’t know, though.”
He expects Taeyong to ask him why—why he’s depressed, why he doesn’t think he’ll get better, why he wants it all to be over, maybe why he’s bothering to stick around. But he doesn’t. It’s like Taeyong understands when Doyoung’s about to get uncomfortable. He’ll brush up against the line but never cross it. Doyoung wonders how he knows, but asking would be over Taeyong’s line, Doyoung is pretty sure. So he doesn’t.
Instead, Taeyong asks, “Do you want it to work?”
Doyoung exhales quickly though his nose, vaguely amused. “I don’t know,” he says. “I think maybe I’m hoping in doing it, I’ll find out.”
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nctstar · 3 months
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poly! nct 127 ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ threesome ver.
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hard dom members x sub reader
pairing: nct 127 x fem!reader
word count: 2.6k
genre: smut
warnings: sexual content so minors please dni! everything is consensual, hard dom members, heavy degradation and bsdm content (don't read if triggering), safeword discussed, oral (male and female receiving), rough penetrative sex (unprotected, please be safe irl), manhandling, hair pulling, painplay + impact play (whipping), face slapping + spanking, squirting, fingering, clitoral stimulation, double penetration (same hole), a lot of crying, begging, sexual punishment, daddy kink, kissing, anal (female receiving), multiple orgasms + overstimulation, intense orgasms, mentioning ex during sex, handjob, hand over mouth (female receiving), profanity, (everything is really messy idk how to write this so you hopefully get what i mean)
disclaimer: this is a fanfiction purely from my (filthy) imagination. I don't know the nct members and don't claim that they act like this in real life. I also do not condone any of the activity by any of the characters in this fic. everything is consensual and safewords/limits have been discussed prior to the scene - sex is only sex when it's fun for both parties, please keep this in mind <3
a/n: so um...here's this. I was running on matcha coffee 3 hours of sleep and 2 episodes of pretty little liars all before 9am yesterday when something in my body just felt COMPELLED to write this, so here it is :D also labyrinth ch 2 is COMINGG i just need time to write it in a good way, but i've planned the entire thing and am excited to see how it ends up. also, i've decided to make poly! nct a series, not quite sure if i'll keep the same pairings or how this will work but it won't only be smut, i plan to write lots of different types of scenarios for them. anyways, love you, bye for now xx
Mark & Taeyong ~ Thighs slipping against each other, water dripping down to your ankles as you stumbled towards Taeyong’s parted legs. “Bend over.” He commanded, but you felt the shove before you could, pushing you forward with a gasp. Mark’s open hand now pressing down on the shallow bend of your back, he toyed with the strings of your bikini bottom, chuckling darkly at your every whine. Taeyong grabbed your chin roughly, forcing your face inches away from his. You winched as his grip tightened, hard enough to leave bruises. “Fucking slut.” Your heart hammered as you felt the cold air hit your now bare core and ass, Mark squeezing the plush of your behind as he groaned in pleasure. “Fuck, she’s so sexy.” He drawled. The panic began to quicken, pouring down your veins like ice water when you felt the wood-hard bulb of his dick press against your exposed hole. Eyes watering, you begged, not quite sure what you were begging for. “Please, please, p-please…” Mark slapped your ass in response, the tears now rolling down your cheeks as you cried out. Your vision whitened, side of your face stinging as Taeyong slapped you, twice, the edges of his ring marking a spot underneath your cheekbones. “Bend the fuck over. All the way.” You nodded as you cried, shutting your eyes as you held your ankles and let your head hang down, the blood rush making you delirious.
The pain and pleasure made your legs tremble, losing control of your body, gripping until you felt the bony edges of your ankles, moans ripping themselves from your throat as Mark bottomed out. “So big, please…” You gasped, as if his cock choked you from the inside. You babbled apologies, shaking your head when you heard the sound of Taeyong’s zipper above Mark’s sloppy thrusts. “Please, n-no…no more, I can-nghh,” you trailed off, feeling your own release grease your inner thighs, shame pooling in the bottom of your stomach. “We’re not done here, slut. No safe word means you still want this. Stupid whore.” Taeyong groaned as he pumped himself to his full hardness, watching you shakily squat down to the cold tiles, listening for any signs of protest. You stayed quiet, heaving, a sudden urge to let go as your head throbbed from your last orgasm. You felt Mark wrap one arm around your lower stomach, pressing down hard and lifting you off the ground. You squealed, trying to push his arm away, the muscles bulging underneath his skin. “You’re too rough with m-me…” Your knees hit the cold tiles as Taeyong pushed his length into your mouth, another hand holding you in place and gripping your hair tight. “Can you cum like this? Hmm?” Your head spun, pussy throbbing from the humiliation, Mark’s legs now caging your body as you stared up at Taeyong, cock bruising the back of your throat. Your pleas were lost around his length as Mark began to press his fingertips into your scalp, making you sob. “What’s the matter? Too rough?” He teased, his laugh searing into your brain. You pressed your thighs together as something sent you over the edge, making you spray all over the tiles like a rabid animal. As you gasped for air, Taeyong kept thrusting in your mouth, groaning as he came, moonlight hitting the sheen on his skin as you swallowed every last drop.
Jaehyun & Johnny~ “Faster, sweetie.” His words dripped sticky like honey in the shell of your ear. Your legs wobbled, biting your lip so hard you tasted rusted metal. With Jaehyun’s semi-hard cock nestled inside of you, you tried to grind your hips quicker, earning a satisfied groan from Johnny. “Good girl.” You moaned in pleasure, shockwaves of euphoria running through your body, but moments later, Johnny gripped you around the waist, fingers digging harshly into the plush of your sides. “But not fast enough.” You whimpered, knowing what comes next. Jaehyun brought one arm up to wrap around your shoulders, pulling your face into the crook of his neck. As you shook your head, he shushed you quietly. “Wanna use your safe word?” You shook your head, and Jaehyun held you tighter against him, the fingers of his other hand travelling down to press down on your clit. “Such a nasty little doll for us to fuck.” You moaned when he sped up, tears flowing down your cheeks as you came. “So quick to cum too. Open.” You thought he meant open your eyes, so it took you by surprise when he pressed his fingers past your slightly parted lips, pressing down on your tongue until drool ran down your chin. “Silly girl.”
Your body jerked when you felt the thick tip of Johnny’s cock press against you. You gazed pleadingly at Jaehyun, as if to beg for mercy. “Can’t even use our cocks right. Gotta do all the work ourselves. Stupid girl.” You buried your face into Jaehyun as the heat of embarrassment blossomed across your face, but Johnny wasn’t having it. One quick wrap around his wrist and your head was yanked back, scalp burning from the impact, stray strands of hair falling limply across your face. “What do you say, hmm?” The stretch burned deliciously as he continued to push inside you, tucking himself right next to Jaehyun, so good you forgot how to breathe. “Mnghh, y-yes, s-so good, please, please, Daddy, l-love it, love being stuffed…” Your mouth slackened as an unexpected orgasm rendered you numb. When your senses returned, you felt Jaehyun grind his hips upwards in smooth, fluid, quick snaps, while Johnny pounded you from the back. You cried as you felt another orgasm be torn from you, piece by piece. “F-fuck, oh my god!” Johnny’s arms wrapped around your neck, your fingernails tearing at his biceps for air as you squirted hard over both of them. “Please, Daddy, can’t-“ As he released you, letting you fall onto Jaehyun’s toned torso, you cried, stuttering in between shaky breaths. “T-thank, you, thank you…”
Haechan & Taeil~ “It’s too big…” you whined, lube running down the crevices between your legs. Haechan shushed you, petting your hair. “You’re okay, kitty. Remember we use our words when we want to stop, hmm?” You nodded, remembering the safe word. You couldn’t lie – it felt equal parts weird and good. You felt Taeil lift you by your arms, letting you wrap your arms around him. “Mmm, Daddy…” you sighed as he sucked and nipped at your neck. The dildo continued to travel inside your ass, and Taeil whispered in your ear. “You’re gonna take it all, right? Like a good kitty.” You cried as the stretch started to make you force yourself off the dildo, but Taeil grabbed your thighs, pressing them against his so you couldn’t move. “Shhh…” he continued to kiss along the shell of your ear, while you protested. “Daddy, f-fuck, wait, it’s so b-big…” Haechan was relentless, and without warning, began to thrust it upwards. You felt like your entire world had been split into two, your stomach torn to shreds. “Oh my god!” you screamed. “H-Hyuckie!”
“Naughty kitty…you thought I hadn’t noticed that you were flirting with Mark today?” You cried, shaking your head as he continued his pace. Your heart pounded at the thought of him going faster, even though you knew you could stop him at any point. “Bad kitty.” He tutted. Taeil’s bulge grew underneath your pussy, and you made the mistake of glancing down. “Nasty kitty.” Haechan’s breath tickled the side of your neck, and your body started to shake in pleasure. “Hnghh…” Taeil laughed. “You’re soaking me, kitty. You’re really gonna cum from your punishment?” His teasing tone made you moan incessantly, and he grabbed your hand, shoving it under the waistband of his shorts. “Daddy first.” You nodded, stroking him under his pants as Haechan continued to fuck your ass with the dildo, groaning at your pornographic sounds. “What do you say, kitty?” You felt Taeil coat your hands with cum, and your legs shook. “H-Hyuckie, please, can I cum?” He stayed quiet, pressing the dildo fully inside you. You continued to beg as he pushed his cock inside you, sliding down Taeil’s body agonisingly. “Can’t, c-can’t hold it in, p-please…” Taeil pressed your face on his crotch while he chuckled. “What about me, honey?” With tears running down your face, you begged, “C-can I cum, Daddy…please – oh!” the breath left your lungs as Haechan yanked the dildo out, sheathing himself inside your ass. “Cum, kitty.” You stammered words of relief as you came the hardest you ever had, Haechan finishing all over the curves of your ass and lower back.
Jungwoo & Yuta~ You couldn’t see anything, but you knew it was him. You’d recognise his lips anywhere, tongue slithering up inside you like snakes. “J-Jungwoo.”
You heard the whip crack before you felt it, a diagonal line on your back, white-hot pain seeping into your body. You fought a sob as Jungwoo kissed your neck, the lips on your core still sucking and kissing your sensitive folds. “Wrong.”
He waited for you to give you the all-clear, to nod, letting him know you were still good to continue before he left your side, and it was silent again.
You yelped in surprise as you felt someone nip at your chest, one hand pressing your back to keep you still. You whimpered, the sudden jolts of pain making your body writhe under his arms. “Y-yuta.”
You were released immediately, but your breathing remained laboured. For a second you thought you were wrong again, and you held your breath, squeezing your eyes even though you were blindfolded. “Correct. Last one.” You felt your head be yanked back by your hair, making you yelp. “A-ah, it hurts…” You feel something rub against your lips, the shape and texture making you quickly realise it was a cock. You whimpered involuntarily, knowing this one would make or break this game. You swirled your tongue around the end, sucking on the tip, kissing blindly around the shaft, your lips meeting the softer skin of the balls as you did. “Jungwoo.” You continued kissing, sucking, bringing your hands up to cup his balls, and that’s when you heard him groan. “Fuck. So filthy, isn’t she, Yuta?”
He laughed, and you felt the air between your legs. He sucked your clit, making you moan onto Jungwoo’s length. “A-ah, feels good…” Yuta hummed into your core. “Filthy sluts like you…” he kissed you, “…deserve…” he swirled his tongue inside you, holding your knees down when they rebounded upwards to move away from his mouth, “to cum over, and over…” You came with a cry as he sucked relentlessly, but you were cut off by Jungwoo pushing his cock inside you, making you gag noisily. “If you like my cock so much, let me give it to you.” Dizzy with relief, Jungwoo lay you on your back, the sheets slipping against your bare skin as you slid your body upwards. Yuta held you down, pressing your stomach into the mattress, watching as your back arched off the sheets rhythmically, tits rolling with each movement. “S-so good, fuck, f-fuck…” Your legs felt like jelly as Jungwoo held your face in place, the new angle over you allowing him to thrust in your mouth, the weight of gravity making his cock heavier than usual. Balls slapping against your chin, you felt it bulge in your throat, wrapping your fingers around yourself to feel it slip in and out of you. He pulled out slowly, a slurry of coughs and moans filling the air as you felt yourself cum onto Yuta’s face, his fingers rubbing the inside of your knees to ground you. You babbled incoherently, not knowing whether you wanted Yuta to stop, for Jungwoo to leave. The tip of Jungwoo’s cock on your lips brought to back to Earth. “Give me a kiss.” You kissed him diligently. “Y-yes sir, love this c-cock so much…” He came all over your ruined face to finish the job, just as you felt Yuta press himself inside you, sensitive clit screaming from the stretch.
Doyoung & Jaehyun~ “Stop, s-stop…” Jaehyun halted his fingers as you shuffled your bare body on his satin pants, pressing your legs together to centre yourself in the midst of your post-orgasmic haze. “Already came.” Jaehyun leant his head over your shoulder, bringing your naked body closer to his. “I know, sweetie. Wanna see you make another mess…” He brought his hands closer to your core, watching and waiting for you to protest. You didn’t. You were watching Doyoung, watching the way his shirt hung off him desperately, inches of his body peeking out from under the fabric. “Like what you see?” You moaned unexpectedly when Jaehyun dug his fingers inside you, running his fingers across your spongy walls. “A-ah…” Your mouth hung open, the pleasure more intense than before. Doyoung walked across to tilt your chin upwards, wrapping his fingers around your jaw while his thumb ran across your swollen bottom lip. “What was that you said about your ex? How he made you finish so hard you had to throw away your sheets?” The implications of his words somehow made that knot in your stomach tighten, every stroke of Jaehyun’s fingers now bringing you to the edge of euphoria. “Answer me.” He squeezed your cheeks as you made guttural noises, your orgasm hitting you at once. Jaehyun sped up his fingers, not caring when he felt your insides grip him like a vice, as it begging him to slow down. The slap of his palm against your clit was brutal, and Doyoung pressed his open palm against your mouth. “If you’re not gonna answer me, then you don’t deserve to speak, whore.” Tears sprung to your eyes as you grabbed at Doyoung’s wrist, pleading. He watched you carefully. “Nod if you remember the signal that replaces the safeword.” You nodded eagerly, and he stepped closer to you, his other hand now pushing the back of your head into his palm, holding your head in place.
“Finish me off. Hurry up.” You grabbed at his pants, the silky fabric slipping away as you wrapped your hands around his length. He groaned, bringing your head to his stomach as he let go of your mouth, letting you breathe into his stomach. “Good girl. Stay quiet now.” You whimpered, losing count of the times you had already came. Jaehyun pulled his fingers out, pressing onto your clit now. You lifted your head off Doyoung. “Nghh, wait, not there…” Doyoung smacked your head in warning, making tears spring to your eyes. “This is why you haven’t squirted yet. We’re too nice to you. Always listening to you, treating you like a princess. When all you are is a dirty whore.” His words made the tears run down your face, but you were turned on more than ever. Jaehyun sucked at your neck aggressively, his voice deep and sonorous. “We’re not finished until you’ve squirted hard enough to ruin these pants. Then once again around my cock. And then around his.” You wailed, feeling your orgasm approach you in towering phases. “Ah, ah, feels w-weird, fuck, wait, I think I’m gon-“ You were cut off by Doyoung’s fingers, pressing inside you while Jaehyun drew circles on your clit. “Don’t fucking stop jerking me off. Don’t care if you’re cumming.” You threw your head back, quickening each flick of your wrist as you felt yourself reach your high, each cry more intense than the last. Legs shaking, you felt the wetness come out of you in quick bursts, fingers spreading it all over the three of you, through clothes and onto skin.  
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daydreamingyuta · 8 months
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127 as Little Acts of Love
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(Sweet things I think 127 would do for their s/o to show their love.)
Taeyong:
He always looks at you with the most love and adoration in his eyes. He just adores you so much that he can't help but to just look at the love of his life. He literally finds it hard to pry his eyes away from you. He knows you can get a bit shy when he does this, but he always makes sure to tell you just how beautiful he thinks you are.
"You're staring at me again, Taeyong." You say, looking up from the restaurant's menu. "I knoww, I just can't help it. You're so pretty, angel." He says, looking at you with his boba eyes.
Taeil:
Whenever he knows that you've had a long day, he always makes sure to take care of you. He'll draw you a bath because he knows how much it relaxes you. He makes sure to put in all the little extra things that makes a bath perfect. He adds the bath salts, the bubbles, and places the book your currently reading on the ledge of the bath.
"Baby, did you make me a bath again?" You ask, feeling nothing but pure adoration for your boyfriend. He nods his head at you and kisses you on the top of your head, "Go relax and get your mind off of everything, and dinner will be done by the time you're out."
Johnny:
He always writes little love notes for you! He's very spontaneous about it, you never know when you're going to get one. This makes them so special because his love notes are always unexpected, and so sweet. He'll even hide some around your place so that it's an extra surprise when you find it.
You're getting ready for bed, feeling extra lonely now that Johnny is back on tour. You decide to do a face mask tonight because it's been too long since you've had a self care day. You take out the bear shaped basket that you keep your sheet masks in, and you notice a small folded up piece of paper in between two masks. You know what it is, and your heart skips a beat in anticipation for your boyfriends sweet note. "Hopefully you find this while I'm on tour, just know that I'm missing you so much. More than you know. I hope that your self care night is relaxing. Please send me a cute picture of you with your face mask on. - Love, Johnny.
Yuta:
He doesn't let you lift a finger. He carry's your bag every time you go out together. He gets all the groceries out the car in one go, so you don't have to bring in any. He doesn't even let you hold the umbrella over yourself. He'll locks his arm with yours, making sure to cover you completely, even if it means he gets rained on a bit.
"Yuta, baby, you're arm is getting soaked. Move the umbrella over." "Absolutely not, if you get a single drop of rain on you, i've failed as a boyfriend." "Yuta, you're always so dramatic." "You love it." He said, still refusing to move the umbrella over to him. You couldn't disagree with what he said, you did love everything about him.
Doyoung:
He has a list in his notes app of all the little things that you love. Every time you mention something, he'll sneakily write it down, so that he can surprise you with things that he knows you'll love. He has different categories all listed out. Your favorite foods, favorite type of flowers, and favorite jewelry.
Doyoung stands in the middle of the grocery store, phone in hand and notes app open. He's trying to decide which one of your favorite dishes he should make tonight, and which ingredients he needs. He settles on something he hasn't made for you in a while, knowing that the meal will make your night better. "Oh! I should make y/n a dessert as well!" He says, out loud, to himself. He gets a couple of stares, but he doesn't notice. He's on a mission to give his angel the tastiest meal.
Jaehyun:
He's a serial hand holder. Like his hand is always in yours. He thinks it's genuinely one of the most romantic gestures, so he does it all the time. It's also just very comforting for him, and he feels close to you when he's holding your hand. He also subconsciously always brings your hand up to his lips so he can give it a kiss
You switch your shopping bags over to your left hand, because your right hand was getting tried. Without even thinking twice, Jaehyun moves over to your right side so that he can continue holding your hand. "You're so cute, Jaehyun." "Hm?" He says, genuinely oblivious. "Nothing." You say back to him, giving his hand a little squeeze.
Jungwoo:
More times than not, he'll ask to facetime you at night. He loves to fall asleep with you over the phone. He wants to be close to you and spend all his nights with you, even though sometimes he can't be with you in person. At some point, he figured out around the time you do your skincare routine, so he calls you right before because he loves to watch. He even started doing his skincare routine with you over the phone.
As you wait for your toner to completely dry, you watch as Jungwoo struggles to wash his face because his hair keeps getting in the way. "Where's the headband I bought you?" "Oh!" He says, face still soaking wet, as he moves out of frame to get his headband. He comes back with it on, making him look like a cute bear because of the ears on it. He checks himself out in the camera, "Very handsome." You wish you could give him a kiss for his cuteness. You agree with him, and continue on with your routine.
Mark:
He loves to send you pictures of things that he finds beautiful. Just to show you that he's thinking of you, but also because he loves to share the beauty of the world with you. He has such a good eye for finding beauty in everyday things. The pretty sky, the green grass that practically glows in the summer, and gorgeous flowers.
Your phone vibrates and you see that you have a new text. Mark: I have a new picture for you, it's easily the most beautiful thing i've ever taken a picture of 🫶 You assume it's going to be another picture of the sky, because it looks extra pretty today. When you receive the photo, you see that it's a picture of you from the previous day. You hadn't realized he had taken it, it was of you at the brunch place you ate at together yesterday. Y/n: The most beautiful?? 🥹 Mark: Of course, baby.
Haechan:
He has a picture of you in his wallet. He noticed that his grandfather does the same thing with his grandmother, and he thought it was the sweetest thing. Literally bought a Polaroid for this very reason and had you do a little 'photoshoot' for him. If anyone asks to see a picture of you, he'll show them the Polaroid instead of one on his phone.
It's the seventh stop on tour so far. He always misses you, but this time, being away from you is hitting him so hard. He knows that your asleep, so he can't call you, even though all he wants is to see your pretty face. For right now though, he settles on taking the Polaroid out of his wallet. He sets it up so it's leaning against the lamp that's next to the hotel bed. He tells your picture all about his day and how amazing the concert went. If anyone would have caught him doing this, he would be so embarrassed, but he just misses his girl so much.
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ruwriteshours · 10 months
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PROVE MY LOVEִ ࣪𖤐 (L.D.H)
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↳ pairing: lee donghyuck (haechan) + fem! reader
↳ genre: slight angst, fluff, smut
↳ summary: Being used to second choice, what difference does it make when Haechan were to confess. You would be second choice to him too anyways... right?
↳ warning: sexual content (minors dni)
The moon beamed across your features, the light illuminating your face as your eyes sparkled underneath the night sky. Humming contently at the cold breeze as you basked yourself in your padded jacket, your legs bouncing slightly from the coolness.
In Haechan's eyes, you were more beautiful than ever, his heart kept fluttering too much that he had to compose himself.
This was it.
This will finally be the moment that he gets to build the courage to confess his undying love for you. Months after months of late night hang-outs, the not-so-subtle glances and the longing looks. This couldn't have been more right.
Unbeknownst to the lovesick boy, Cupid was no where near his sight that day.
"I love you." He breathed out, your name escaped his lips shortly after.
You paused.
Haechan bit his lip in anticipation, the fear crept through his face at the thought of rejection.
His heart shattered when he saw you stood up from the wooden bench beside him, the fear was slowly becoming a reality when you uttered,
"I'm sorry, Haechan but I don't feel the same way." And with that, you walked off.
After the humiliating rejection, you would have assumed that Haechan would do anything to avoid your presence from now on.
However, the persistent boy was full of suprises.
In fact, he was more determined than ever. He was becoming more bold with his actions every passing day. Day after day, he would wait for you outside the practice room, send you small bouquet of flowers and refuses to leave your sight, clinging onto you. Not to mention, that his touches and teases would increasing grow more suggestive, leaving you with crimson-coloured cheeks as you shoved him away to shield your nervous state.
Overtime, it became hard for you to convince your friends that you and Haechan are merely friends. They all saw right through you. You were in denial. The thought of someone ever being willing to devote to you was... frightening. You didn't want to believe it and you needed Haechan to stop what he was doing before you get your hopes up too soon... again.
"This needs to stop, Haechan." You faced him, your legs were seated across as you watched him falter at your words.
"Stop what." He asked stubbornly.
You sigh exaggeratedly, "You know what I'm talking about." You gestured your hands between the both of you, "This, whatever you're doing. You have to stop!"
"Nah, I'm good." He shrugged off before resuming his attention back on the TV.
"This isn't a joke, Haechan. I'm serious." You stated firmly.
"So am I." He retorted.
You could see his fist tightened as his eyes refused to meet yours. Deep down, he was just in denial as much as you. You needed him to understand he was better off. Mustering up the courage, you finally decide to tell him the truth.
"I've never been honest with the guys I've dated." You spoke up.
You didn't miss the way his ears perked up at the topic. You were always very private with your love life and you were never one to share it openly, even when someone were to ask. So the fact you were even willing to share this part of your life with him, only fed to his delusional thoughts that he could have this chance with you.
Just this once.
He hummed in acknowledgement, urging you to continue as he picked up the remote control to turn the screen off. Facing his direction towards you as he eyed you intently.
You gulped at his intense gaze, "The guys I have dated," You paused, nervousness laced in your voice.
Haechan seemed to notice as he gently held you hand and drew circles on your palm, humming once again for you to carry on. Despite being eager with your response, he was attentive and patient with you. He knew that it must be hard so he decided not to push it. You tried to ignore the way your heart fluttered at the action.
He was making it hard for you.
"All of them, fall out of love. One day, we were perfect for each other and there was even a time I genuinely thought we would last, but then," You sigh shakily, "The next, they told me that they found their true love and left."
Haechan tried to process that information. His heart clenched in sorrow and anger. He was deeply upset that you had to go through so much pain in your past relationships but he was also frustated that the guys you have dated had no idea how wonderful and beautiful you were. He would give away everything to take their place and it sickened him at the thought that they had thrown away the most precious girl in his eyes.
They don't deserve you as much as him and he was going to do whatever it takes to prove to you. To prove his love to you. He needs to show you how much you deserve it.
He was about to utter your name when you beat him to it.
"Haechan, I'm not saying that you'll be like this but I'm not gonna risk to find out." You let out, finally having those months of dreadfulness being lift off.
You loved Haechan just as dearly, if not more. But you couldn't risk damaging your already-broken heart once more. It was too much. You didn't want to have the same occurence happening over and over again. Afterall, you couldn't be Haechan's true love... right?
"I hope you don't take this rejection to heart, you'll find someone better." You comforted, patting his shoulders.
His head hung low and he was dead silent. A million thought ran through his mind and you could sense it. You feared that one of them was agreeing to your words. That you're unworthful of his love and that he shouldn't have wasted his time on you.
Those agonising thoughts haunted you and you sincerely hoped that you had made the right decision to tell him. It was better than to let him think you were his. He was bound to be with anyone else but you.
His prolonged silence only confirmed your theory and you try to not let it get to you.
Little did you know, in Haechan's case, you were dead wrong.
Now, you think it's time to depart. You have already said what was needed to and there wasn't anything left for you to give. With a heavy heart, you picked up your steps and began making your way towards the door to his apartment.
However, just a couple steps further, you were pulled towards his figure and engulfed in a tight embrace. Your heart yearned for this feeling, your heartbeat accelerating as you tried to ignore the surging feeling of reciprocating the hug.
His arms were wrapped around your waist as his head was nuzzled at the crook of your neck. This warm feeling made your head fuzzy. Never had you felt such emotions from a simple hug.
Much to your dismay, he pulled away but still kept a grip on your waist as if he was afraid that you would disappear from his life if he didn't do so.
"I am so in love with you." He stated, staring into my eyes with such fondness, "And I would rather die than to have anyone else that is not you. I don't want someone better. I don't care if someon better ends up coming into my life. I want you and only you." He wholeheartedly confessed.
"Haechan..." You trailed off,
He picked up the uncertainty laced in your tone, "I know it may be a lot to take in but I've been in love with you for the longest time. I'm crazy about you. Even if you don't want to be with me, please don't push me away." He pleaded.
Your heart couldn't handle such an emotional turmoil that your only instict was to grab his face and smash your lips against his. He steered back slightly from shock but quickly recovered as he began wrapping his arms around you tightly. Tip-toeing your feet to reduce the strain on his neck, the both of you deepened the kiss further. The kiss was full of affection and tender, feeling no need to rush into this act of intimacy. You could feel the genuinity from the way he took his time exploring your mouth.
He was hesitant, experimenting his tongue as it glided against yours softly. His hands moved lower and began circling softly around your hip-bone. Your hands began to wonder from his neck to his hair, tugging it slightly. He groaned at the pressure and began harshly biting your lips to part them, only to shove his tongue further down. You moaned at immense pleasure. Bending down slightly to pick you up by your legs as it immediately wrapped around his waist, both of you refusing to leave each other's lips as he led his way to his bedroom.
The kiss got progressively rough as he pushed you up against the door to his room, successfully slamming the door shut. You whimpered at the slight agression, a little turned on by his dominant side that you have never seen before.
His hands gripped onto your thighs to support your weight as he pushed his pelvis near your area. Both of you moaning at the insatiable feeling. A look of hunger took over Haechan as he began eyeing your clothes, ripping off every one of your clothes until your left bare. The feeling felt foreign and you couldn't help but felt a wave of insecurity flashed through you, ducking your head from his eyes as you gulped nervously.
Haechan wouldn't have none of it, though.
Gripping your jaw, he smashed his lips against yours. "Look at me." He demanded as he began trailing his kisses down your neck.
You couldn't help but obey his command, those piercing eyes made it difficult for you to not listen. He began throwing you onto his bed, the impact made you bounce slightly. He quickly hovered over your body, his lips attached to yours once again as his hand played with your breast, You moaned loudly against his mouth. Gripping onto his shoulder tightly as you began arching your back against him, wanting to feel more of him. Your hands found its way to his shirt and you began yanking it, hoping he would get the message. Thankfully, he got the hint and began removing his clothes one by one.
It has now dawned on you of what was happening and you couldn't help but feel the nervousness creep back in. Haechan seem to notice it as he paused, grabbing both sides of your face to make look at him.
"Do you want this?" He asked gently, his actions coming onto a halt.
His other hand is caressing your thighs while he awaits for your answer, being patient with the way you took your time. You couldn't detect any annoyance or anger laced in his voice. This time, you could feel your nerves dissipating at his question and you nodded, turning your head to the the side to kiss his warm hands.
"Yes." You answered honestly.
That was more than enough for him as he continued with his ministrations.
His hand made its way to your private area, sliding the panties down to make contact with your clit. You let out a pornographic moan when he collected all your juices and rubbed it together. You covered your mouth, embarassed that you had let out an erotic sound but Haechan held your wrist, stopping you.
"Let me hear you, babe." If it was even possible, your insides grew more wetter by the sudden nickname and you couldn't help but moan even louder.
"H-Haechan, a-ah!"
He continued to make motions with his fingers on your clit, slowly adding in another finger in hopes to find your sweet spot. When you whined and began grinding against his hand, he knew he had successfully found it and began removing his hands completely, preventing you from reaching your orgasm.
Before you could complain, he slowly laid you back down onto the bed, moving to the side of his desk to open up the drawer. He took out a condom and began ripping the wrapper with his teeth. He looked up to meet your eyes, silently giving you the chance to back out but you could only moan out his name, encouraging him further.
As he began lining up the condom, he stared into your eyes as he slowly inserted his dick inside your tight hole. Both of you moaned loudly at the feeling. He gave you a few seconds to gather yourself before you began arching your back, silently begging him to move. His thrust began slow and steady, not wanting to hurt you but as you began to tug on his hair and suck on his neck, he couldn't help but pick up the pace.
"A-Ah! Haechan. Feels so good!" You mewled.
"God! You're so- fucking tight!" He groaned.
You started to move your lips against him, your legs wrapped around his waist to push him even further inside. The pace got rougher and the both of you could feel an orgasm coming soon.
"H-Haechan, i'm about to c-cum!" You yelled out in pleasure.
"M-Me too, babe!"
His thrust began more sloppy as he pulled you into another kiss, both of your saliva mixing with one another. A drool dripped down your chin as you began sucking on his tongue, the kiss was more messier and needier now that both of your orgasm are nearing.
Both of you let out a moan when you had reached your climax.
Laying down on your side, both you and Haechan laid there in silence. Letting those event lingered in your minds, the more you think of it, the more you began to feel more giddy.
"That was..." Haechan broke the silence, trailing off.
"Amazing." You finished off, turning your head to the side to face him.
His eyes had already been staring into yours and he slowly inched his way closer to give you a long, passionate kiss. You returned it with just as much intensity.
He broke the kiss, "Look, I don't want to force you or anything but I really want to be with you." He caressed your cheek lovingly, "Fuck those guys you've dated, they don't know how beautiful and precious you are."
You blushed at his words, looking away.
He gripped your chin, "I'm serious. I'll do anything to prove my love to you."
You began cupping his neck, kissing the side of his face lightly as you snuggled your face up to his neck. Haechan wrapped his arms around you and kissed your forehead, both of you drifting to sleep under each other's presence.
Little did he know, he had proven his love for you already and it was about damn time you open your heart up to someone.
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multifandomslxt · 10 months
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The type to ...
Doyoung is the Type to
Remember EVERY last detail about you. He literally never forgets
spoil you with everything
Make a secret playlist he listens to when he misses you
Wear a scrunchie on his wrist just in case you need it
Purposefully leave you one of his hoodies when he knows he won't be home for a while
take candid pictures of you and save them in a secret folder he has
completely melt if you give him a back hug
deepen a kiss to let you know he wants you
kiss with his hand lightly squeezing your neck
Bite your bottom lip before pulling away from a kiss
stare at you across the room when you aren't looking
sleep in the crook of your neck
usually show his love through action but when he says it..he always whispers it.
always caress your hips with his thumb
always know when you're upset or sad
give the best hugs and squeezes you slightly
let you know that he is ALWAYS there for you
"I could be a million miles away just call me and I'll come. I promise."
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onyourhyuck · 11 months
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Rent A Boyfriend. | K.DY
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— Prologue: “It used to be “I miss her” for the longest time, but now she misses me.”
— Summary: You want to make your ex boyfriend jealous so you end up renting your ex boyfriend Kim Doyoung to be your new boyfriend.
— Genre: Kim Doyoung is a petty petty man. Kim “acts of service” Doyoung. Bro doyoung is the greenest flag ever. Doyoung’s the prettiest man alive, he knows it. Exes coming to realise they love each other again. Y/n and Doyoung have a complex relationship, they’re not your typical exes.
— Notes: I usually hate exes and second chances but this isn’t your typical toxic ex thing. It’s more of a “finding each other” again trope.
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You hate to be thrown out. You really do, your current boyfriend, well who was your current boyfriend broke up with you.
You’re simply not over him, you don’t understand why he broke up with you either, it’s not like he explained himself he just stated over a phone call “Let’s break up” and expected you to smoothly go with it. But no you tried your best to get an answer out of his mouth but all you got was a ring tone hanging up on you.
You thought things were going well in your relationship with Yohan but that all came crashing down on you. You’re determined to get him back however you don’t believe he can just break up with you — I mean things were going so well for you both.
Without thinking you ring up another caller. The caller ID that you told yourself you wouldn’t ever call again but you don’t look like you have a choice with what plan you’re going to make and do to get your ex boyfriend Yohan’s attention; what better way to grab his eye sight when going back to your another ex…
Kim Doyoung and you dated for a while, probably the longest time you both ever kept a relationship. Problem between you was that Doyoung was too perfect; quite literally. He was the perfect ideal man that you couldn’t keep up with him. You felt strain in that relationship and therefore you left him. It took a while for the man to accept this but few months go back and those months turn into a year, he seems to be doing better now.
You and Doyoung kept contact all these time despite no longer being together too. If anything he’s the one who knows all your gossip and problems in life and gives you advice.
What you don’t know is Doyoung always waits for you. He always wants to believe you’ll come back to him once again.
“Hello Kim Doyoung speaking?”
The deep voice caught you off guard. It’s been a while since you heard his morning voice and your ears found a strange comforting nostalgia of it.
You trail. “Doyoung Hey I need your help.” You we’re sounding half sniffing mess and half trying not to sob breaking down. It would be embarrassing to know that you’ve got broken up with now.
Heck, you expect Doyoung to say ‘That’s karma for you bitch.’ But instead you heard something more shocking.
“Why are you crying, hey what happened?”
‘Why are you so kind and asking me.’ You thought in disbelief but you bury your thoughts away for a large minute as you clear your throat on the call keeping it close to your ears. “I’m fine I just need your help Doyoung.” You we’re desperate.
Desperate for something to feel again. You want to make Yohan come crawling back and beg you to take him and what not.
You won’t stop till you get that.
Doyoung didn’t quite understand what you need him for but he would never abandon you when you’re crying this hard, he doesn’t like seeing you upset. If anything he always hated it. Doyoung wasn’t sure why you’re crying either, because usually you’re pretty good with your emotions.
You don’t cry unless you’re very very sad. Doyoung never misses when he could tell your emotions by the sound of your voice.
And right now you sound broken and beaten down. “Okay tell me then. I’ll do whatever I can to help you.” And you wanted to hear this so badly. You shift on your bed sheets rubbing your eyes with a sigh.
“Yohan broke up with me.” Doyoung heard you say as his eyebrows rose up in surprise. He thought you might of found the one in that man that you had. Not because he was perfect for you, but because you tolerated his ass for more than a month.
You ended up dating that asshole for about six months.
He tried to sound sad for you, but you could definitely tell a bit of happiness in them. But he most certainly wasn’t happy you’re crying your eyes off for a man who hurt you.
Just when he thought you were here to complain and vent about what happened between your relationship with Yohan he felt like a fever dream has kicked in.
“And I really need your help in getting him back.”
‘My help?’ Doyoung exclaims. How can he possibly help you get back with a man that is an asshole? And he couldn’t for once understand what’s going inside your head, you shock him more you speak.
“Yes your help Doyoung, become my rent a boyfriend.”
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You see you weren’t expecting your ex especially to agree to become your rented boyfriend until you make your recent another ex come back to you. It’s a very strange situation thing, most people wouldn’t even let you speak if you were their ex.
But then again you and Doyoung are a strange couple.
Many people saw you and Doyoung as the ideal relationship when you went to university together last year. They claimed you to be long lasting and honestly it would’ve been if you stayed. But you found it to be straining and you wanted to experience more things.
Doyoung wanted commitment and you couldn’t give him that when you’re young wanting to date more people.
But he never once judged you. He understands you want to live a little more. Unlike Doyoung who’s slightly older but not that much. He’s a 96’ liner meanwhile you’re a 98’ liner.
You both decided to meet up and make yourself coming out with Doyoung which would shock anyone. You both were invited to a class reunion from your university campus and it was today so what perfect timing right?
Yohan was in your class together which makes it perfect at the same time because he did say he would come before he broke up with you.
You’re now at the party area wearing your black slim dress hugging your perfect curves as in your one free hand was a champagne drink and the other held a purse. Your hair was in a beat up bun but your side bangs were neatly curled on the side resting above your eyebrows.
You were a star of the attraction definitely, because when Doyoung arrived he was in a formal gathering suit and tie. It was a formal attire so everyone was told to dress up. But you certainly took it to another level. He couldn’t get his eyes off you and neither did anyone else you were attracting everything without a pause.
A hand slid like a grenade around your hips pulling you towards the silhouette and your eyes rose up against a familiar face you haven’t been close like this for a while.
It felt familiar yet it leaves unfamiliar feelings to pop up inside your stomach once more.
“Oh Doyoung.” You retort.
Doyoung stares at you. “We were meant to go in together Y’know— you told me to make it look real.” He was assuming you’d want to walk in together but you forgetting your own plan you walked in without him.
You look away. He was right you have to make it look real to make people believe you. He plops his hands in front of you and your eyes watch it knowing exactly what he wanted.
He wanted you to hold hands.
Your fingers reach his own skin folding your hands together and you both walk together to the round table where the rest of your classmates from last year semester were. Everyone graduated now and they’re probably working their lives away.
Who knows but you were interested in what people got up to ever since graduation.
“You look beautiful by the way.” Doyoung said gently whispering and you look back at him smiling. “You don’t look so bad yourself Kim Doyoung.”
He smirks. “I never look bad and you know it.”
It’s the honest truth Doyoung has amazing fashion dress sense and it always left you drooling. You might be trying not to drool at him now but your mind was set on someone else.
The minute your eyes met Yohan’s he was speaking to another girl that was in your class last year. Kim Jisoo. Your eyebrows furrow squeezing Doyoung’s hand unintentionally you felt jealousy rise in the pit of your stomach and he looks at you.
His side eyes was tugging on your hand back and he clears his head before tugging again. “Y/n you might blow a bullet in them if you keep staring at them like that.” You weren’t aware you were staring them down so harshly until he pulls you back to reality and you murmur. “He brought Jisoo as his plus one.”
Doyoung rolls his eyes at your sadden tone to your face and voice he really doesn’t understand what you saw in Yohan. What he saw was a bunch of negative things and he even tried to be unbiased he still saw nothing but rotten apples in him.
He was everything Doyoung wasn’t. The bad version of him if anything.
Sometimes Doyoung wonders if you got with a bad guy because you were grieving how good your relationship with him was but why would you put yourself through such an asshole? Only God knows an answer to that he’s afraid.
“Look he’s already staring at you because you’re holding my hand so just — do the things you did when we were together.”
When we were together. You couldn’t help but nod following the idea of Doyoung and you acting like when you were actually together.
It wasn’t a bad shoutout but you couldn’t help but feel instantly shy when Doyoung pulled you towards the crowd and now everyone was watching you and him walking in with your hands holdings
The first one to shout out your names was Kim Jungwoo: a close friend of yours as well as Doyoungs. He was also your age so you found it quite easy to bond with someone like Jungwoo when you were put in that class in the semester.
“Doyoung! Y/n! Whoa I didn’t expect you guys to come together.” Jungwoo was left shaking in the boots wondering what’s been happening with you two.
When you broke up with Doyoung everyone found out but nonetheless it was easier to believe you’re back together because of how perfect you were made for one another.
Jungwoo wiggles his eyebrows. “So what’s this huh? Back together already?”
Doyoung glares pushing Jungwoo aside. “Stop being so nosey Jungwoo, what about your plus one?” He started and Jungwoo whistles.
“Judging by your reaction I think I’m right.” He smirks knowing his friend was irritated because it’s true. “Oh my plus one? I brought Giselle.”
You eye Jungwoo momentarily before grinning. “Giselle? Isn’t she like a freshmen at our university?”
He nods. “She’s dating my step brother Shotaro and she really wanted to come with me.” He sighs. “If I didn’t she would’ve made Shotaro ask me to take her.”
You laugh a little. It was a cute scenario to imagine on the other hand Giselle was freaking beautiful you couldn’t help but jerk your face and wow everytime you saw her outfit.
Doyoung could see your eyes sparkle and widen everytime you saw a pretty women around and he found it honestly, a really good reaction. He loved seeing you hype other people around you.
You never once were jealous of someone and he found that a good quality considering you never lacked trust in Doyoung. He never gave you a reason to lack trust too.
“Whoa is that Doyoung and Y/n together?” Someone on the side blurts out and your gaze saw a hundred faces watching you.
You link your arms further with Doyoung smiling. “Heya long time no see huh?”
Taeyong laughs out coming towards Doyoung’s side. “It really was. So what’s this occasion huh? You guys came together and have your hands holding.”
“We’re together.” You smile through saying.
As you could tell everyone was curious of your status with Doyoung now. Johnny on the other hand brings a toast on the table catching everyone’s attention on to him to raise their glasses up too.
You raise your champagne glass and Doyoung grabs a whiskey in a glass up to your arm length.
“To the ideal couple getting back together, Kim Doyoung and Y/n. I always knew you guys would find each other once again.”
Everyone toasts drinking from their glasses but what you saw was only Yohan’s eyes burning through you and Doyoung especially;
You can finally tell that this was getting to him. And it’s only the start of the long young night.
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The people sat down at the table dining together. Jungwoo and Giselle were sat together bickering at what they should get to eat because he certainly wasn’t buying multiple different dishes at once. Meanwhile Doyoung and Taeyong were at it again: the real Tom and Jerry.
You couldn’t help but find yourself speaking with Johnny on the side smiling ear to ear only pissed more Yohan off despite him coming with Jisoo.
Johnny exclaims. “So what how did you guys get back together?”
You chuckle. “We just sat down and talked our feelings out. Y’know how it goes.”
The older man whoas. “As expected from the campus ideal couple. You don’t need any fancy confessions. You only needed a long talk.”
Doyoung rolls his eyes. “Taeyong I didn’t come here to argue about this once again. I will not be modelling with you.”
The older man stood up suddenly doing a pose (the cursed doyoung pose) making Johnny and you burst out laughing from the sudden realisation a travel back down the memory lane.
When Taeyong and Doyoung did modelling together he asked the boy to come with him on the side and when he did the first pose was this. A very unique looking pose that’s been haunting him forever and to this day still does.
He learned to expect him through nervous and embarrassing tears and laughter.
But Taeyong always has to get him back and as long as you found it hilarious he didn’t mean it.
“You know this is going down history babe.” You seethe with a smile and Doyoung turns to you going slightly red.
Whenever you’re both natural like this you always call him Babe or Love maybe even Darling. But you weren’t think at the time which caught you and him surprisingly off.
But Doyoung smiles holding your hand underneath the table caressing it with his thumb. You found it somehow very comforting to know he was okay with it even though it was a natural slip up.
It truly felt like you were back together for a hot minute.
“It’s nice to see the old couple come back. I knew you guys wouldn’t break up so easily.” Jungwoo said with a proud smile.
If only it were true, Doyoung would think. He would love to have you back in his life.
Maybe he agreed too easily for this knowing damn well he wants to be with you again so all it took for him to agree was to fake date you until your recent ex you’re so mad that dumped you shows the lightest of attention to you.
“Doyoung’s an amazing guy. It would be a shame to lose him because he’s always been there for me. He never once took it against me. He was just there whenever I needed someone to help me.”
The most sincere he’s ever seen you speak about him, it would make him think that you’re cherishing him so much behind close doors and sometimes you cry wondering what would you be without Doyoung? But other times you’re just blessed to have him and grateful for his existence.
He never once left you alone and he knew you wouldn’t want to be left alone either. Doyoung was just as much good for you than anything.
He leans closer stroking your hair away from your face smiling down at you. He whispers into your ears when the other people were busy eating and chatting away since the food came.
“I think that’s the most genuine thing you’ve said to me.” He would quietly say to you and you smile resting your head against his forehead for a moment closing your eyes.
This was always your thing. You resting your head on his own whenever you spoke about something real and raw from your own thoughts.
Doyoung missed you being this way with him, just honestly truthful and speaking with him. He always remembers your smile and it never once erased from his head. It was engraved in to his thoughts.
“I’m going to use the toilet alright?” You whisper standing up and leaving the table. Doyoung nods letting you go as he would focus on drinking and now eating.
Taeyong was going to bother him any minute he knew it would be the second you left.
As you’ve left you come out of the toilet when you’re done using it drying the hands into the pieces of paper to get rid of the water after washing your hands. You walk to the bin in the hallway and then you meet a figure standing there waiting for you.
You turn around raising an eyebrow. “What are you doing here?”
Yohan stares you down. “We need to talk.”
‘Oh yeah we definitely do.’ You thought clenching your jaw.
“You and Doyoung are back together so quickly?” He trails crossing his arms together wondering where and why you got so quickly back to another ex that he’s always been questioning if anything was happening behind you and him when you were together.
But he never once believed you and always wanted to sabotage your relationship with Doyoung and you.
Even if he found no evidence. You weren’t cheating on him ever.
Doyoung was the reason you managed to stay with him anyways. He gave you such good advice whenever Yohan made an argument or a problem.
You reply back bluntly. “You have a problem with that?” Yohan stares at you as if it wasn’t an obvious problem.
“Yes Y/n what the fuck? How can you get back with him right after we broke up.”
You roll your eyes. “No we didn’t break up, YOU broke up with me. Furthermore you didn’t give me a reasoning so if you won’t give me a reason I’ll just make one up.”
He stands there going quiet. You can’t believe his utter silence now as you shot back at him and you walk away to return back to the table but he grabs your wrist pulling you back and stopping you from leaving him.
“I’m sorry I broke up with you. I just found you boring but I don’t know what I was thinking.” He said making you watch him. “Let’s get back together.”
Your eyebrows scrunch up. “You broke up with me because I was… boring?” You repeated in confusion. What kind of breakup excuse is that?
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” You reclaim pushing him off your wrist taking it back to your chest. “Nahuh, Nahuh. I don’t need you anymore.”
Sure your plan worked but now you are realising how stupid this whole plan was and the fact he found you boring enough to throw you out? You weren’t sure how that makes sense but now you’re realising the true colours of your ex.
He wasn’t the one. He definitely wasn’t the one.
Yohan shouts your name as you left but you didn’t turn back this time you were the one doing the walking away and when you returned to the table Doyoung was the first one to ask you what was wrong when he saw your indifferent expression.
Doyoung whispers. “Y/n what’s wrong?”
You shake your head grabbing your dress edge on the thighs tightly. “Nothing i’m an idiot that’s all.”
He puts down his fork and knife grabbing your hands and standing up suddenly causing the table to look where you both are going.
“Y/n isn’t feeling well so we are leaving. It was nice to catch up and all but I’m sure you understand right?”
Doyoung always knew how to get away when it comes to you. You were his first priority and still are even if this was just a whole fake situation he would never put you through a place and time where you can’t handle being.
Taeyong nods seeing everyone come to a mutual understanding. “Yeah of course take her away. It was nice seeing you and Y/n!”
Johnny smiles. “Let’s meet up for drinks later on alright?”
You nod at Johnny smiling a little but even so you couldn’t help and not firm a genuine smile because all you could say was that you’re feeling like absolute shit and insecure now, Yohan really made you feel like you were a recycled bottle easy to throw away and disused of instantly.
‘Am I really that easy to replace?’
You were tucked into the car passenger seat putting on the seatbelt as Doyoung sits in the driver seat starting the car engine letting it roar a while before fully driving off.
You look out the window trailing softly, letting your mind overtake your consciousness.
“He was bored.” You state out like a lifeless child.
At first the man driving the car couldn’t understand what you meant by ‘he was bored’ because it wasn’t a freaking excuse to break up. Doyoung driving clenches the stirring wheel as he drove but kept the eyes on the road.
He firmly tells you in a deep voice enough to think he was going to lose his shit when you told him the reasoning. “Y/n move on from that piece of shit already. He didn’t even give you one bit if happiness.”
He was right but somehow his words stuck to you more than they should’ve.
“I know. I’m aware of the stuff he put me through but seriously.” You pause feeling your eyes begin to sting out as you felt water in them rise like sea levels. “He really said it like I’m something that can get replaced.”
He scoffs. “Well you’re not okay? Y/n you are the hardest thing to replace and forget.” He slings out one of his hands onto your thighs squeezing them but this time you felt your face look at him with a slight blush on your cheeks.
“Look at me for an example.” He slowly says feeling himself loose a bit of his logical mind screaming at him not to confess but he couldn’t help but shoot the opportunity to let you know the truth of how much he’s still in love with you. “I’m still here missing you when we were together. I still have a lingering hope in me even if you want us to be friends, I’m happy with any status as long as I’m there in your life. But I can’t replace you no matter what people I date.”
“So that asshole yeah? He won’t be replacing you anytime soon trust me.” Doyoung said nodding at the road as he kept them on driving with one hand on the wheel while the other was squeezing your thighs comfortingly.
You found comfort in his honesty the most and you smile finding yourself having butterflies in your stomach.
This feeling… this feeling you’ve felt before.
“Please don’t waste your tears on a scum like that.” Doyoung would slowly tell you as he could see a little of your eyes watering before he refocused his eyes on the road once again.
You muffle. “I won’t.”
“Promise me?” Doyoung asked you and you reply back “I promise you.”
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You sat down curled up on the bed as Doyoung walks in bringing you a glass of water on your nightstand. He sat on the edge of your bed looking around the room.
“This room hasn’t changed at all.” He beams somehow finding this good because this room held many memories with you together with him.
You roll on your bed sighing. “I can’t bring myself to change it. It has too many…”
“Memories?” He finished your sentence and you give him a nod exactly what it was. “Memories with you.”
You’re laying there in the comforting silence as you remember laughing a little pointing at the wall that has a painted bunny on it drawn. When you got this place for the first time it was your first owned property and you wanted to decorate this room and for a while Doyoung helped you.
But you came to the terms that you wanted an animal drawn and Doyoung suggested a bunny because your contact name back then was the bunny emoji on your phone — actually it’s still the same contact name. You’ve never changed his name in your contacts.
“I still have the bunny you wanted on the wall. Remember how we drew it together?”
Doyoung turns around the minute he saw it he softly smiled finding it alarming how he was remembering so many moments in the space of a minute. When you painted this with him you and Doyoung came out with dirty clothes because you both decided to be mischievous and get the one covered in full paint.
It was a white bunny with a pink nose and folded bunny ears up. It was a beautiful drawing honestly, you can draw. Doyoung made sure to colour it for you but you’ve done the sketching mostly.
He helped you decorate this house entirely. He helped you move into this house entirely. Heck he even second lived here with you because whenever he would stay over he left a bunch of homebody clothes to wear if he ever does.
And you think it’s still in that singular drawer still. You haven’t taken it out and you sometimes wear the shirts and sweatpants.
You found it comforting because it’s oversized on you. It’s very comfortable and nice to sleep in it. Plus when you broke up you found comfort in them because it sort of made you feel like he was still there.
“You know, I like that you didn’t change this room.” He said honestly looking back at you.
You smile. “Me too. It’s iconic at this point. Oh and…” you pause seeing him still wear the formal clothing attire and you point at his clothing.
He looks down as you motion. “I have your clothes still here you want them? You can stay over if you want honestly.”
Doyoung’s face forms a smile as you get off your bed walking to the drawer and getting out a pair of shirt and pants for him throwing it where Doyoung catches it in the air he stands up humming.
“Didn’t think you’d have kept my clothes still.”
You shrug a little smirking. “They’re comfortable. I sometimes wear them still.”
‘You can’t move on either it seems.’ Doyoung thought before walking to the bathroom to get changed and meanwhile you would go into the cupboard getting out a sudden memory boom that fell on the floor. You raise your eyebrows as you lift it up.
It was a memory book from the university and some pictures were when you were a baby. You sit back on the bed flipping through them.
You were a cute child you had to admit looking back you were a fashionista to the highest grounds. Doyoung comes back from the bathroom walking inside your bedroom again and he folds his clothes neatly somewhere.
He eyes down the memory boom. “Is that the memory book we made together?” He beams sitting back down and you smile.
“I forgot I had this.” You flip the page to when you and Doyoung started your relationship. It was a picture of you and him at a beach.
Then a picture of you and him on your first Christmas Day. Another one would be on holiday in Italy. You spent so many days with him doing absolute anything to enjoy together.
He softly brushed on the picture of you and him on the Christmas Day sitting on the couch, him kissing your cheek in the picture. His eyes softens and you felt him becoming slightly nostalgic and emotional. It was a rare sight to see him become soft when going back down the memory lane with you.
You bite your bottom cheek as your fingers brush over his hands caressing the picture in the memory book.
He looks at you as you made contact with him. “You know…I’m still being rented by you.”
You couldn’t help but smile at the sudden change in his voice becoming slightly playful at the same time he was being cautious because he wouldn’t know how you’re going to react but to his surprise you softly laugh leaning closer giving him a soft peck on the lips.
“I don’t want this to become a single thing.” You admit leaning closer. “I’ve come to a realisation that I only needed you…”
Doyoung’s eyes risen up from the dead. They lit up so much brighter than they were before when he was normally watching you. “Really?…”
You give him a reassuring nod. “So… how about we make this rent a boyfriend a real thing once again. But this time I’ll be serious about you.”
“God I waited so long to hear this from you.” Doyoung gasps going in for a long passionate kiss with you and you entitled yourself to return it missing the longing lips on yours so bad.
You weren’t even sure of it because you were deprived of him, of Doyoung.
“It used to be “I miss her” for the longest time, but now she misses me.” Doyoung thought all along it was you at the end who was coming to terms of how much you need him back in your life.
And that maybe it’s real. That the world was putting you back together and you always found each other to be each other’s safe zones.
You found each other finally.
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Shotgun Fiancé | Kim Doyoung
Summary: Your boyfriend tells his parents you’re engaged. You have to play along….
Genre: Established relationship AU, angsty, suggestive at the end
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KNOCK KNOCK
You stand in front of Doyoung's door, heart racing. 
It's Doyoung's family reunion, and as his girlfriend of three years, you are expected to attend. 
Doyoung pulls the door open. You twirl, expecting him to compliment your outfit, and maybe kiss away your nerves. 
But he doesn't compliment you. He doesn't even smile. Doyoung just grabs your arm and pulls you into the house. 
"Just play along," Doyoung said through gritted teeth. You had just arrived to meet his family. 
"What do you m-"  
"Y/n, darling, you're here!"  Doyoung’s mother pulled you in for a tight hug, her perfume sickly sweet.
"Congratulations!" she said, pinching your cheeks. 
You glance at Doyoung, confused, but he's gnawing at his fingernail and avoiding your gaze. 
"Congratulations for what?" 
Doyoung's mother shook her head, laughing. "For your engagement, silly!"
Your mouth fell open. 
Doyoung laughed loudly and swung his arm over your shoulder. "And that's the face she made when I proposed!"
When his mother was out of earshot, you turned to him. 
"Engaged? What the hell?"
Doyoung rolled his eyes. "I needed something. My brother made partner at his law firm. And ran a marathon for some stupid orphan charity." Doyoung scowled. "Brown noser."
"And you had to get engaged?" 
Doyoung shrugged. "My parents are eating it up. Plus, a girlfriend is like the one thing Johnny doesn’t have. Just fake it.” 
Despite how petty Doyoung was being, your heart fluttered at the thought of being Doyoung's fiancé… even a fake one.
"And when we're you going to tell me about this?"
"I just thought of it an hour ago!" Doyoung whined. "Come on, baby. You can fake it, can't you?"
You winked. "I guess I have some experience in faking it."
Doyoung shot you a look. "One more thing." He grabbed your left hand and slid a diamond ring on your fourth finger. It fit perfectly. 
You gasped. "Where did you get this?" 
"Some great aunt – while Miracle Child got the 24 karat gold ring from my mother, I was stuck with this one. No surprises there.”
Linking your arms together, you walked into the living room and faced your audience.  
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At the end of the night, you were exhausted.
You and Doyoung slumped side by side on his bed, too tired to change out of your fancy clothes. 
You'd just spent the last three hours being congratulated by virtual strangers. You'd had to make up stories about how he proposed, how your family reacted, what wedding China you would pick out…  
A single tear trickled down your cheek. You sniffed. 
Doyoung, who was lying with his eyes closed, turned towards you. 
"Hey, what’s wrong?"
"I don't know," you said, roughly swiping away your tears. 
Doyoung touched your arm lightly, but you shrugged him off and jumped off the bed. 
"This is a bit... much, Doyoung. I’m going to stay at mine tonight."
You twisted the ring on your finger, trying to pull it off. But it wouldn't budge. A burst of pain shot up your hand. 
"Fuck!" 
Doyoung jumped off the bed and took your hands in his. Gently, he pulled the ring off your finger. 
Your breaths slowed. 
Doyoung pressed his forehead against yours and shut his eyes. "I'm sorry I sprung that fake engagement on you. It wasn't cool." 
You hummed in agreement. 
"I love you, Y/n. And you know… I want it all. Two kids, the little cottage on the edge of town, the minivan…”
You couldn't help but smile. "I want that too.  Just… leave the proposal to me next time, alright?”
Doyoung grinned "Hell yeah. I want to be pampered. Flowers, chocolates, candles… treat me like a princess."
"That there - is why I love you."
You pulled Doyoung in for a kiss, still laughing as your lips met. 
Doyoung would make the perfect husband. 
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I'll Call You; Jaehyun (part 2)
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~Jaehyun's POV~
parts: 1 2 3?
It had been over a month since that fight between Y/n and I. In the heat of the moment I was mad, but thinking about it now...it was an overreaction.
I had spent the night, for over three years we had been sneaking around. Around last year is when I started openly showing up at her dorm, getting to know her members, friends. Even knew her manager.
The morning of the fight, I had told her that I had to leave, I had a recording session later that day. It had been around 9 in the morning, I didn't have to be at the studio until 5.
I was packing my stuff, she was still on the bed, laying on her side with her body weight resting on one arm. This was one of my favorite moments with her, just the two of us. I was searching the bedroom floor for my shirt when I heard her start to say something. Like she was inhaling. I looked up at her and turned my head to the side, a silent, 'You wanted to say something?'
That's when she asked if I could stay a little longer.
I'll admit, it was tempting and I couldn't help but allow a small smile to creep up on me. But I'm not exactly sure, but something changed my demeanor in a matter of seconds.
I had to remind myself that a relationship would be too complicated. Too nerve-racking for the both of us. There was a reason why the relationship was kept so vague in the first place. She was making everything more complicated than it had to be, I told myself.
And that's when I snapped.
"I thought what we had going on was enough? Now you want more? I mean...what the fuck Y/n? You spring this on me now. What do you expect me to say?", I said. I knew it sounded harsh, but I was defensive. The fight had happened so fast, I had no filter.
She told me to just forget it, she didn't mean it. But by that point, I knew I had not only sent out a harsh message that I'm not even 100% certain I meant, and now she was hurt. All I knew was that I had to get out of there before I said anything else.
I came up with some bullshit answer, "But now I feel like you want more from me. You know Y/n I just think we need a break for awhile okay, I'm busy with work right now anyways so i'll call you in a few weeks", but before I left she stopped me.
"I'll let you go but can I just say one thing", I looked over at her and waiting for her to continue. "If you would give me a bit more to work with, I wouldn't have asked in the first place, because I would've known you were busy. I had no idea you were preoccupied with work because you never tell me about any of that. Plus I thought the deal was that we only see each other when we're both not busy?"
And yet again, I was angry. To be fair, I DID have work later that day, so yes, I was busy. But I just couldn't believe it, she was making everything so complicated.
The last thing I had said to her was, "Oh, so now you're trying to twist my words. Like I said, I'll call you in a few weeks."
Now a month had passed. I didn't even know what I would say to her.
But because I had time to think, not only did I regret everything, but now I just don't know how to face her. Part of me wants to coincidentally run into her, the other part doesn't.
About two weeks after the fight, I had assumed things were over since she hadn't called me. At the time I was still felt like the anger was simmering. I still didn't know why though. Why was I angry at her asking me to stay with her for a few more hours?
Since I couldn't come up with a solid answer, I just decided to ignore the problem all together. I had been going out with friends and members almost every night, people from the company, one of which was Min-jeong, or Winter.
I could tell she liked me, I didn't really care, I was just looking for the company. I just wanted to get my mind off of things. Plus, I only really ever went out with her in a group.
This leads me to the current situation. Johnny, Doyoung, Jungwoo, and I went out with some other SM staff and artists, her included.
We were all sitting at a restaurant, all quietly talking, when I had turned to Johnny and said something. To this, she grabbed my arm and laughed playfully. Johnny looked at me suspiciously and raised his eyebrow. He had known about my relationship with Y/n and was of the first people I had spoken too after the fight we had. He was the one who told me I freaked out on her because I was the one who was afraid of commitment. I told him he was crazy, that a lack of commitment had nothing to do with the argument, but deep down, I was beginning to think he was right.
When we all got up to leave, I told Winter that I'd see her around which she seemed disappointed to hear. The more time I spent thinking about it, the fight I mean. The dumber I sounded in my head every time I tried to justify my actions. The things I said, the fact that I hadn't even texted her, let alone called to apologize.
So the next morning, the first thing I did was send Y/n a text, simply put: Can we talk?
She didn't respond immediately, so I sat around for a bit, glancing at my phone over and over again. But 10 minutes later I heard my phone go off. I felt my heart rate increase, but as I read her message, I felt it sink.
There's nothing to talk about.
'Nothing to talk about? I don't think so', I thought to myself.
So I texted her back: I just want to see you and apologize. I was a massive dick.
Another 5 minutes went by before she responded: Oh? I see that your new girlfriend has made you a better person, I don't want to talk to you. Leave me ALONE.
To this, I didn't know what to say. What girlfriend? Who told her I had a girlfriend? Did she see me with someone and got the wrong idea?
So texted her back: What are you talking about? I don't have a girlfriend, the only person I'm seeing is you.
All I got in response was: Bullshit.
When I responded back with a, 'I really need to talk to you', the message wouldn't send, signaling that I was blocked.
'Shit', I thought to myself. 'I have to fix this'.
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{A/N: Hewoooo, so I know I said I'd only be doing two parts, but halfway through writing this, I realized I'd rather make this a 3 or 4 parter. Depends on how I write part 3. Sorry for taking so long to come out with part 2 btw, I've been doing a lot of school work lately and my GPA fell🤧so I'm trying to make it up. If anyone has any tips for that plz let me know lol. Piece of advice; DO NOT TAKE AN INTERCESSION CLASS IF IT'S NOT URGENT LMAO, cuz that's what ruined my grade.
But anyways, I'm having fun with this series, like I said, I think part 3 will be the finale, but I'll see how it goes while writing it. Part 3 could be out the day after this part, or a month later, I'm like CoryXKenshin, you never know when I post lol, the difference is that I write fanfics on Tumblr}
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I will not vanish [MASTERLIST] is a companion series/backstory to the ‘soulmates collection’ [doyoung]
demon haechan x fem reader
genre: fantasy, smut, angst!!, comedic and fluff elements, tarot reader haechan
warnings and content: +18, explicit sexual content, oral f, body worshipping, titty sucking, first time penetrative sex for reader, fingering, breeding kink, unprotected and pulling out then protected (?), cum play, dirty talk, biting, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, finger sucking, sexual tension, mutual pining, slow burn, tarot readings, fight scenes and use of swords/knives, magic snakes, wounds, swearing
other characters: demon jeno, immortal jaemin, doyoung, selene (oc), archangel mark
words: 17k
soulmates universe equivalent: my soulmate loves wine
note: the terminology used [demon, angel, archangel] has no correlation to the usual religious connotations
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Mark was a peculiar man, you thought.
His eyes were dark as carbon just like his hair. They would pierce into yours as if they could read your mind. Perhaps, he could. He was an Archangel after all. 
But he didn't feel frightening when he approached you that day, gently sitting on the dying grass near you. 
“Are you my guardian Angel?” you finally spoke after his short monologue, explaining who he was. 
Mark chuckled, closing his eyes, and showing white shiny teeth. 
“No, I am not. And Haechan is not your guardian Demon either.” 
He didn’t bother to explain how he knew you were thinking precisely that.
You swallowed. 
“But you can come with me and ask him that yourself.”
When Mark said he knew where Haechan had run to, you had no idea that convincing the University Rector to suddenly let you take a gap year was going to be the most difficult thing to do. 
“What if I promise you that I will get a sick as fuck dissertation on this travel? You’ll get so much fame and so many people will want to come and study here.” 
The woman was slightly swinging back and forth in her huge chair as if unsure. 
“Well, if you write it the same way you speak, I’m not sold.” 
You fought the urge to sigh. “I am the smartest person in Slytherin.” 
“That’s not true. It is, in fact, Kim Doyoun-” 
“Okay, I’m the second smartest person in Slytherin.” You felt your eyebrow twitch. 
“What’s even the topic?” she looked bored. 
“Parallel universes,” you were firm. 
The Rector had to hide a patronizing smile. “Research on parallel universes.” 
Your fist tightened. “I think it’s absurd how we have all sorts of magic, and we can fly and stuff, and we don’t believe in parallel universes and people - no, beings - travelling to them through portals.” 
“What would these beings be?” 
You were unsure. Angels? Demons? Could that actually be the case or were Haechan and his weird friend group pulling the biggest prank in history?
“That would be my my research question, ma’am.” 
You were so convincing that you convinced yourself as well. Or at least, you tried to not think too deeply about it. 
But when you reached the city Mark gave you an appointment in, you fought the urge to run back home.
What were you doing? Were you that stupid and gullible to believe a stranger and follow him around? 
Maybe.
But Haechan has always looked very strange to you as well. His magic wasn’t of your world, and the way both he and Jeno disappeared all of sudden wasn’t normal. You had to find out what the hell was going on. 
“You actually came,” Mark commented, raising his eyes from the phone he was holding. 
The man was sitting at a small round table, in front of a café, a steamy coffee to blur his face.
You sat down as well and looked around.
People were walking by and not giving both of you a single glance.
Of course, you just looked like two normal people having a conversation at a café. You had no idea why you felt like an undercover spy instead. 
“So, where is he?” 
You meant Haechan. 
Mark leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms on his chest. He looked so confident that it was making you feel anxious as if you somehow fell into his trap. 
“He’s right here,” he tilted his head towards the entrance of the coffee shop. 
You looked at it, snapping your head. Some employees were inside but none of them looked like Haechan. 
“Not here here. In the Universe he is right now this place is not a café but a tarot shop. That’s where you’ll go.” 
“A tarot shop?” 
Mark nodded. 
“And he’s there.” 
He nodded again. 
“How do I reach him?” 
Mark extended one hand on the table. You looked at his fingers. The palm was facing up and he had one faint scar in the middle of it. 
“Touch me,” he whispered. 
You had no idea what you expected to happen as you leaned forward and slowly brushed your fingertips with his. But you expected it to be something. 
Yet nothing happened.
No electricity, no headache, no vision, no portal transportation. Just you and that strange man holding hands. 
For a second you thought he was some type of creep, and you gathered all the magic you could feel ready to blow him the fuck away. But then his eyes became completely white, no iris and no pupils, and you gasped.
In a second his eyes came back to their usual very dark brown and he smiled. 
“Tomorrow, come back here. Have a good night's sleep, that’s crucial. You’ll find him inside.”
“Why are you doing this?” you asked quickly before he could get up. 
“I thought you wanted to know where he is.” 
You cleared your throat. “I’m just generally curious about him and you and this situation. From an Academic point of view. I’ll write a paper.” 
Mark nodded as if not believing one single word. “You’re useful to me.” 
“How?” 
“You’ll bother him a lot.” 
Your eyebrows furrowed. You wanted to ask more questions but just like the first time he spoke to you, you blinked and he was gone. 
That morning you woke up after a good night's sleep, completely unaware you were in a different Universe with the task of finding a man called Haechan. 
 Haechan, Jaemin and Jeno were in silence at the round table. The first had a concentrated face as if he were completely in his head. The second looked bored and the third was simply waiting. 
“I know,” the Demon finally broke the silence. “Kimchi jjigae.” 
Jaemin’s mouth opened while his eyes closed. “Unbelievable.” 
Jeno looked like about to attack at any time. “Were you thinking about what to have for dinner this whole damn time? I thought we were on a mission.” 
Haechan eyed the other’s veiny fists. “Chill out. I figured out the plan in the first three seconds and then I wondered about food for the rest of the time. Who do you think I am? I thought by now you would have known I am a genius. Olay, you-” he indicated to Jeno, “Selene. And you-” he said to Jaemin, “Doyoung.” 
“I have to pretend to be Doyoung and romance Jeno, who's pretending to be Selene?” Jaemin asked, confused. 
“I regret every waking hour that I helped you survive,” Jeno didn’t look amused. 
Haechan sighed. “Jaemin, I did say you don’t have to think when I am around, but I didn’t mean you don’t have to use your brain at all.”
Jaemin leaned back in his chair with a smirk as if acting dumb has been his plan all along.
“I have to take care of Selene and Jaemin will take care of Doyoung. To push them together,” Jeno guessed.
Haechan nodded.
“And what will you do?” Jaemin asked. 
“I’ll be the glue,” Haechan answered. “Selene is gullible as hell in this Universe. I was thinking something like giving her a Tarot reading. Telling her a man is coming and describing him exactly like Doyoung.” 
He chuckled as if he was about to prank someone and the other two sighed. 
“It’s going to be easy peasy lemon squeezy.” 
 Haechan watched Jeno trip on his own feet and scratched his eyebrow. “Okay, maybe it’s going to be more so difficult difficult lemon difficult.” 
“I don’t know why I have to pretend to be a girl. I can be her friend even if I’m a man,” Jeno was mad, hands on his hips and long black hair in his face. 
“Stressy depressy lemon zesty,” Jaemin commented from his chair after having a good laugh. 
“I need you to be her only friend, my dude. Every single person in her life it’s going to be just you.” 
“That’s fucking crazy. I feel sorry for Selene,” Jaemin sighed. 
Jeno, or the woman who looked like someone related to Jeno, sighed and looked at herself in the mirror. “This is going to take a long time.”
“Consider this a vacation. Let’s take it easy. Where are we rushing? We have eternity. My book-” Haechan patted an old tome resting on his desk, “says wine business. There’s no way in hell she’s into the alcohol business right now. I stalked. She’s in her last year of university.” 
“You’re a stalker?” 
“I’m a Demon. That's basically the same thing."
"I am a Demon, and I am not a stalker," Woman-Jeno lifted one eyebrow. 
Haechan felt weird seeing him like that. "Did you really have to make yourself this sexy? What if Doyoung falls in love with you instead of Selene? No. What if one of us falls in love with y-" 
Woman-Jeno disappeared to show a very angry Man-Jeno about to whoop Haechan's ass. 
 The day felt quite cold and you shivered after opening the front door.
Was it already sweater weather? The song played in your head as you turned around to run the stairs and grab something warmer from your closet. It would be nice for someone to hold both of your hands in the holes of their sweater, you thought with a melancholic smile.
But there was no one.
After wearing a clean hoodie you noticed the corner of a red and gold scarf, hidden under piles of hats and gloves. You’ve never seen it before and you wondered if your grandma put it there when she announced she was cleaning her closet. Perhaps a nice scarf was needed that morning, you realized. You grabbed it and felt it between your fingertips. It was very good quality and almost pristine.
Why did your grandma give it away? Then you shrugged and put it on.
Running the stairs again your fingers brushed over the “HC” embroidered on the bottom and you made a mental note to search the brand online. 
It was the first day of work after graduating from university and the only company that accepted your CV has been this shady wine company. They barely had any information online but the contract seemed legit. Your task was managing the social media accounts so it made sense for them to not have anything prior if they hired you. Ideally, you wanted to do something more artistic. Like doing art for some weird brand or- 
you stopped in place. A tarot shop?
You looked around as if checking if others were curious about the place as you suddenly got too but there was no one around.
Weird, you thought. It was a Monday morning after all. 
Your eyes darted towards the shop’s glass windows again. It was closed and the lights were turned off. Your reflection looked spectral and you blinked seeing how your lipstick was a little bit smudged on your chin.
 Haechan inhaled suddenly, eyes on the outside of their fake Tarot shop. Behind the glass, you were trying to look inside. It was closed so you thought no one could see you while you were touching up on your makeup in the reflection. 
Jeno and Jaemin looked at Haechan first then in the direction he was staring at since they felt him freeze up. 
Jeno’s eyes widened at the sight. 
Jaemin furrowed his eyebrows confused. “What’s up with you guys? Do you know her?”
Haechan stood up in a second, knocking down the crystal ball from the desk with a shattering sound but Jeno’s iron fist stopped him by grabbing his forearm. 
“Don’t.”
Haechan’s eyes were incendiary. “Let go.” 
“No.” 
“I said-” 
“What are you going to do huh? Talk to her? Say what? You’re a Demon and you just talked in another universe a few days ago which felt like years? She doesn’t remember you.” Jeno scolded him but his expression relaxed as Haechan looked up, exchanging a look with him. He looked devastated. 
“Haechan…” 
Haechan shook his head with a tired chuckle. “No, you’re right.” He sat back down and rested his head in his palm, pretending to be busy looking in his book. The crystal ball turned intact on his desk as if it never fell. 
“Haechan?”
“Jeno, it’s okay. I said you’re right. I’m not going to do anything stupid-” 
“No, dumbass. Look!” Jeno lightly hit his shoulder.
You adjusted the big red and yellow scarf around your neck in the window's reflection. Haechan could see the bright “HC” letters on the bottom of it as you walked away. 
 Haechan had to fight the urge to search for you. The Y/N you were in this universe wasn’t like the Slytherin he grew to-
To what?
Love? 
Haechan wasn’t in love. He couldn’t be.
He was a Demon.
Whatever he felt in that Universe almost disappeared during the travel, proof that it was the human flesh he wore to be attracted to you and not his real self. 
But you were wearing the scarf he left behind. That was impossible unless that version of you was the Slytherin.
But humans can’t travel. 
Haechan shook his head. He opened his book and sighed. In a few months, he’d give a tarot reading to both Doyoung and Selene.
Time flies when you’re pretending to be human. 
The cards were neatly piled up and he smiled. Just a simple tool and it makes people lose their minds. He grabbed them and shuffled, pulling a card for himself.
The Tower.
He furrowed his eyebrows and suddenly exhaled like a dog sensing danger, eyes trained on the entrance. He turned all of the candles off while turning invisible. 
“Is anyone there?” your voice could be heard before Haechan could see your face peeking through the crack of the door. He could feel you coming.
“Hello? I saw the lights on and thought it was open. Are you already closing?” you asked again.
You stepped in cautiously and looked around with tight eyes, unable to see much. 
Haechan turned on one candle on the desk. “Who are you?” he asked. 
You muffled a scream with your palms. Your wide eyes looked around again but Haechan was still invisible. 
“I-” you tried to speak. “I am Y/N. I was interested in getting a reading.” 
Haechan chuckled silently. You didn’t look like you wanted the reading anymore. 
He turned on the rest of the candles and the room warmed up while he appeared from the shadows, this time gently to not scare you any further.
“Welcome. You can sit down here,” he indicated in front of himself. 
You exhaled and blinked, eying him from head to toe.
 When you decided to finally enter that Tarot shop after walking in front of it for weeks you didn’t expect to be met by a very handsome young man. 
The place has been creepy for a moment but then it became so cosy that you felt at ease on the chair, staring at the way the man’s fingers were expertly shuffling the cards. It almost put you to sleep.
His hands were delicate but manly, with a single ring adorning them, and a silver watch on his wrist.
You thought he looked too modern for being in a Tarot Shop. 
“Can you please blow on these?” he asked. 
“Huh?” you lifted your head to look him in the eyes. They were very warm but with a piercing darkness you didn’t like, as if something bad would happen if you stared too much into them. 
“Oh, sure,” you did as you were told, hoping you didn’t have bad breath. 
The man shuffled again and spread them in front of you. 
“I’ll let you choose,” he said.
His voice was melodic like a snake playing with its prey. 
You looked at the back of the dark red cards then exchanged a look again. “I didn’t say what my question is.” 
“I know without you telling me.” 
That amused you and the seed of wanting to prove him wrong got the best of you. “Really?”
The man nodded with a little cunning smile. 
“What is it then?”
He leaned back in the chair and pushed back his hair. He definitely didn’t look like he knew what he was doing. Was his grandma - the actual tarot reader - in the toilet? 
“Will I ever find someone to hold my hands in the holes of their sweater?” he whispered. 
Your heart dropped. 
“How do you know that?” 
The man’s eyes twinkled. “It’s my job.” 
You suddenly didn’t feel safe anymore but not in a bad way. You looked down at the cards and you chose one, turning it.
It was the Page of Swords, or at least that was written on it. The image was of a young boy holding, well, a sword. 
You looked up at the man for an explanation. 
“You’re asking a good question. It also means that you might find a lover in some kind of mentor or a studying field.” 
“I’m done studying. I’m working now.” 
“We’re never done learning.” 
That sounded like something an old grandpa would say and the mixed signals that the young man was giving, both young and millennials years old, were throwing you off. 
“So, I’ll find a lover in a teacher?” you were weirded out. 
“Maybe. Or you’ll find a lover while you research something.” 
“Like what?” 
“I don’t know. Is there something on your mind that you want to research?” 
“I wanted to research this place,” you started then ended with a lower voice, realizing how that could sound to him.
You weren’t trying to hit on him, although he looked- well he was the most beautiful person you’ve ever seen in your life. If you could have a lover to hold your hands in the holes of his sweater you’d definitely imagine him like the young tarot reader in front of you. 
“Well, maybe you’ll find your lover like this.” 
His expression didn’t give you any information on what he was thinking. 
You looked back down at the card and pulled another one. It was Strength.
You couldn’t tell what that could mean regarding everything else. On it, a woman was grabbing a lion with the symbol of infinity on her head. She didn’t look afraid or tired. She looked at peace. 
“Is that my lover?”
“The Lion?” 
You nodded. 
“That’s an enemy,” he explained. 
“What? I don’t have enemies.”
The Tarot man’s eyes were flickering like the candles in front of him. “You have a task,” he whispered.
He looked like he was in a trance and for a moment it spooked you. The young man looked surprised. But then he looked at you. “Give me your hand.” 
His tone was calm but intense and you didn’t even think of not doing as he said. 
You noticed your fingers were trembling a little as you put your palm on top of his. His skin felt soft but firm, just like what you imagined a man’s touch would be like. 
Nothing happened for a second but then the man screamed and got on his feet, holding his wrist with the other hand. 
You got up as well, the incriminating palm to your mouth, watching in horror the way his fingers were turning charcoal black. 
“What the fuck is going on? This is not a funny trick!” you accused him. 
The young man didn’t pay any attention to you, his soft brown curls becoming jet black and straight in his eyes, the veins on his back popping as his mouth was open in a silent scream. 
“I will- I will write a complaint!” you added, sure it was some kind of elaborate joke. “It is not okay to bring it this far!” 
But then the man fell to his knees and on his side with a thud. 
You ran around the table and crouched down, the sweat suddenly accumulated on your forehead making your eyes burn. Or maybe they were tears? 
“Hey?” you whimpered, afraid to touch him a second time. “This is not funny, please stop,” you tried again and the drops that fell on his arm were tears, this time you were sure. They burned his shirt and blackened his skin. You put your palm on your mouth and slid back until hitting the desk with your blades. 
With a loud thud the front door opened and a tall man appeared in front of you with the angriest expression you’ve ever seen on a human. 
“What have you done?” 
 “I think you should sit down and have a cup of tea,” the young man you learned was called Jaemin addressed the tall and scary young man who interrogated you for what felt like while years while the Tarot man was lying unconscious on the couch. You were occupying the other one, right in the front with Jaemin, who kept pouring you tea although you didn’t want any anymore. The scary man never stopped pacing the room and you wondered when the floor would cave in. 
“Don’t piss me off,” Jeno replied. 
Jaemin rolled his eyes and although you were feeling sick to your stomach at the situation, his energy was very calming and healing, so you let the corner of your mouth turn up for a moment when he locked eyes with you. 
“Maybe if you sit down, you can think better. I don’t think you’re able to do two things at the same time.” 
“You think this is a time to joke.” 
“I just got possessed by Haechan’s spirit while it left his body, I don’t know what to tell you.” 
That was the first time they said the Tarot man’s name and you understood they were talking about him because they both stared at his unconscious face - Jaemin with actual worry that he was trying to hide with jokes and Jeno with love that he was trying to hide with anger.
You didn’t like the way Jaemin said that his spirit left his body.
They also said going to a hospital is not going to help so you stopped insisting. And when you asked who or what they were they didn’t reply. 
Finally, when you asked what happened to Haechan, Jaemin made sure to assure you that you didn’t do anything wrong while Jeno was firm on the fact that Haechan would be awake if you never placed a foot in that shop in the first place.
You also regretted coming. 
“Do you have any- adulterer adult to resolve this? Like a parent or a teacher?” you tried again with a timid voice. Jeno sighed as if annoyed to hear your voice while Jaemin poured some tea for himself and faced you like some sort of kindergarten teacher. 
“That’s him.” 
You took a few seconds to process. 
“He-,” for some reason you felt too shy to pronounce his name, “is your parent?” 
Jeno groaned again as if that would be his biggest nightmare and Jaemin laughed. “Not like that, but yes. For how weird it might seem, Haechan is the chaotic parental figure. If there’s something someone should know it’s usually him. If he didn’t foresee this happening, then we’re against-”
“Another parental figure,” Jeno interrupted. 
Jaemin’s jovial expression dropped. The gaze he exchanged with Jeno was so intense and full of information that your intestines twirled on themselves. 
“Why attack now?” Jaemin asked. You had no idea what was going on. 
“He found a weakness,” Jeno replied and looked at you. His eyes weren’t kind. 
“I am a weakness? For whom?” you were starting to get mad yourself.
That Tarot dude scared you to death, the other dudes interrogated you, keeping you there, blaming you for whatever happened, without wanting to explain anything, and now they accused you of something else too? 
“Don’t answer that,” Haechan cawed. 
Jeno moved so fast near the couch that for a moment you thought he teleported.
Maybe he did. 
“Fuck man, I thought you were gone for good.” 
“You would have liked to see me gone,” Haechan tried to cackle but groaned in pain instead.
Jaemin moved just as quickly and brought Haechan a glass of water. “Can you lift yourself? How are you feeling?” 
“Oh,” his eyes were still closed, and he chuckled, “I feel like I’ve been to hell.”
The other men didn’t laugh with him and from their expression, it was as if Haechan literally descended into Hell in the past hour. 
When he opened his eyes, his pupils were fixed on you, and you noticed how black they were. His burned hands were still black fading towards the middle of his forearms. You thought he’d leave prints on the glass, but he didn’t. 
“Well, I didn’t expect that to happen,” he commented after finishing it. He let the others help him to sit up and when he extended his head back as if the movement caused him great pain you saw the lettering of a silver tattoo on his neck. You had no idea if he had it before. You slowly turned your head to the side to be able to see what was written but Haechan put a palm on it. 
“Nosy,” he simply said. 
You straightened your back, embarrassed. 
“I think she needs to know,” Jaemin said suddenly. 
They were talking about you as if you weren’t there. “What do I need to know?” 
They ignored you. “I just need to stay away from her,” Haechan opened his eyes and stared at his burned hands with disgust. 
“And will you?” Jeno wasn’t impressed. 
“Are you joking? After the literal Hell I’ve been through? Of course, I will.” 
You didn’t understand anything of what was being said but you somehow felt hurt. 
“Okay, I am going home.” 
“No, you’re not going anywhere,” Haechan stopped you in your tracks. 
“Haechan,” Jeno’s voice was a low warning. 
“I can’t let her roam around. Who knows what’s going to happen?” he explained extending his thin fingers. 
“You can’t keep her near you. You’re Superman and she’s Kryptonite!” Jaemin added. 
“I am a person, and I can hear you talk!” you raised your voice, and all the candles went off. 
Jeno’s eyebrows were furrowed when he turned them on in the same instant. 
“Was that you?” Haechan asked after a moment of silence. His tone was grave.
You gulped and stepped back. “No.” 
They all exchanged a look as if to check if some of them did that instead, and then they looked at you again like some sort of Fates about to decide on your destiny. 
“Get her,” Haechan spoke and in the same instant Jeno’s hands were on your arms, materializing in front of you. 
Panic washed over you as you tried to escape but he was too strong. “Let me go! What are you doing? Back off!” you screamed. 
Jeno’s body flew across the room, landing on the desk and crashing it. Jaemin stepped towards you, but you raised one arm and he got hung against the wall as if an invisible snake kept him in the air by the throat. 
You turned around, trying to find a way to run towards the door by avoiding Jeno who was already on his feet and, if possible, even angrier than before. But someone’s shadow obscured your face and you realized you were mere centimetres from Haechan. You didn’t bother to understand how he moved so quickly to be there, but one thing you knew, your touch for him was deadly so just one little-
your body was frozen. You tried to speak but you couldn’t move, not even the tip of your tongue. 
“Now,” Haechan sounded exhausted. “There’s no need to be this aggressive. We don’t want to hurt you. Although I see you have no issues hurting us.” 
His eyes were even darker than before, accentuated by the black eye circles. He looked like someone who actually just returned from Hell. 
“You’re going to get all the information you want but you need to be a good girl and stay here. Is this clear?” 
As if he was giving you a choice. 
“I’ll take it as a yes although you can’t move. Nice to see you again, miss Slytherin.”
 You couldn’t remember when or how you fell asleep, if you did at all, or if they knocked you out instead. 
But you woke up in a big white bed and you realized you were wearing soft orange pyjamas with sunflowers on. The shame and anger washed over you at the thought of any of those disgusting men undressing you while you were forcefully unconscious last night. 
“I can sense you’re awake,” a voice you grew to find annoying could be heard behind the door. The room was spacious and airy. It was probably some guest room because it didn’t fit any of the dudes’ personalities. 
“Can I come in? I have breakfast.” 
“As if I have any choices to make,” you mumbled. 
The door opened and Haechan walked in with a tray. “You can choose what to eat for breakfast.” 
“Kidnapping, assault and battery, psychological abuse, conspiracy-” 
“But I also have flaws.”
“Sexual-”
“Hey hey hey, no one did anything sexual,” he interrupted drawing the line at that. 
“You changed me of my clothes into this!” you indicated your body. “While I was unconscious! Hell knows what you did to me!” 
Haechan sighed and put the tray on the nightstand. Then he snapped his fingers, and you were back in your clothes.
They were dusty and sweaty. 
“No one undressed you and no one did anything to you.” 
You were still looking down at your body as if not believing you were awake. 
Haechan snapped his fingers again and you were wearing a different set of clothes. Then another one.
Then a dress with heels.
Then a fur suit. 
“Okay okay okay! I get it!” 
Haechan snapped them again and you were back in your fuzzy pyjamas. 
“Also, there was no assault, no psychological abuse, no conspiracy.” 
“You did kidnap me though.” 
Haechan thought about it for a moment turning his head to the side. “I did yes. It’s either kidnapping or me letting you go, but becoming your stalker. Choose.” 
“I don’t understand why this is necessary.” 
“Listen, I don’t want you here either, but I don’t trust you after what you did to me and-” 
“I didn’t do anything!”
“You sent me to Hell.” 
“You went there on your own!”
“How do I know you’re conspiring with Mark or not?” 
“Who the fuck is Mark? You’re so worked up over a dude named Mark?” 
Haechan closed his mouth and after a moment his whole body started to shake. You realized he was laughing.
“I’ve never realized how simple his name was. Doesn’t sound like a villain at all.” 
“Well, because maybe he’s the good one and you’re the villain.” 
Haechan’s smile disappeared and with it all the warmth in the room.
When he walked in he looked like a normal young man, a boy even. His hair was back to his soft brown curls and his hands weren’t burned up to the elbows anymore.
For a second you forgot what he was capable of or what he did the previous night.
Now he was showing you a little piece of that and you felt your spine shake. 
“You’re right. Maybe I am. That’s what everyone says anyway.” Haechan turned around and left the room without adding anything else. 
You stared at the breakfast tray feeling a weird sensation of guilt. 
 The bedroom door was unlocked, you discovered, after taking a shower and debating whether you should trust the food Haechan brought you. But your growling stomach didn’t care so you had to trust that he still needed you alive, and if he had to kill you, he’d do it more interestingly. 
You walked towards the corridor slowly, following the string of groans coming from what seemed like some sort of living room. It was almost identical to the room in the shop, and you realized you were probably on the second floor of the same building. 
The groans kept going and when you peeked from the corner you were met with Jeno’s bloodshot eyes. 
“I will kill you.” 
You jumped in place. 
“Now now, let’s calm down. It’s not her fault,” Jaemin talked with his kindergarten teacher’s voice and you noticed he was medicating wounds that made Jeno groan like that.
Then you noticed that Jeno was shirtless. 
“What happened?” 
“I went to see your grandma to make sure she’s not worried about you.” 
You were surprised they’d do that.
“But the little grandma was a fucking wolf in disguise,” he added. 
Jaemin chuckled. “Literally.” 
You walked around to see wolf bites on Jeno’s back. “Oh my god.” 
“Yep, a hellhound,” Jaemin explained. 
“My grandma is a hellhound?” you felt your head pulsate. 
“Of course, she’s not your grandma. You have no grandma because you’re not from this Universe,” Haechan appeared on the stairs.
He was addressing you but he didn’t look at your face once. “It was one of Mark’s henchmen tasked to make you believe you’ve been living a normal life here since birth.” 
Haechan walked around Jeno as well and winced. “Why are they not healing?” 
“Well, he’s a fucking dog from fucking underground and I’m an angel. My powers are limited.” 
“You’re a Demon now. Stop using that word,” Haechan sat on the couch and exhaled as if exhausted. You wondered what he has been up to. 
You felt just as exhausted, as if you started to watch a tv show in the middle of the season and you lost very important information. “What the hell are you all talking about? At this point, I think I’m due an explanation.”
 Jaemin finished taking care of Jeno’s wide shoulders by the time Haechan finished his tale. You were sitting on the couch, the cup of coffee you were offered still intact and cold on the small table in front of you. Your muscles were stiff and your body paralyzed. This time, it wasn’t because of any of the dark powers those individuals possessed, it was just horror keeping you in place.
Haechan started from the beginning, recounting the time when he was an Angel (no, not the way you imagine, he scolded you when you asked about wings and halos), then he mentioned his departure from the City (that’s a story for another time, he cut it short when you asked what exactly happened), then he casually mentioned how he lived in this Hell Prison for millennials (time doesn’t exist, he rolled his eyes at the way you eyed him like he was some prehistoric grandpa), and finally, he recounted the way this dude, Kim Doyoung, came to his rescue and they signed a contract (contract with the Devil, you commented, and Haechan ignored you) to make him fall in love with his woman, Selene, in all lives possible. 
“Well, and what does that have to do with me?” you asked. 
“We met in another Universe while I was doing my little task and you’re from there.” 
“How is that possible? I have no memory of it.” 
“That’s what we’re trying to understand as well,” Jeno got up from his chair and grabbed a silky button-down, groaning a little when he lifted one arm to wear it. 
“Do you have any proof of this?” you lifted your chin, surprised you still had a voice to ask questions.
Haechan’s eyes analyzed your features and your courage went missing. 
“Your scarf,” he simply said. 
You furrowed your eyebrows and looked towards the entrance where your coat and scarf were neatly hanging. 
Then you understood. 
“HC,” you exhaled and got on your feet to go and grab it. The letters were there on the edge of the red and gold woven material. “This is yours?” 
Haechan didn’t confirm nor denied. 
“Why do I have it?” you looked at him then at the others. Jaemin and Jeno avoided your gaze. “Were we close friends?” 
Jeno cleared his throat and mumbled something about work, heading towards the entrance. Jaemin scratched his forehead and just backed away into the kitchen. 
“Haechan?” you hesitated. For some reason, you felt like you had to use “sir” or “mister” when addressing him although you looked roughly the same age. 
The young man bit his lower lip then finally let his gaze fall on the scarf and then your face. “We were acquaintances. Same University. We talked before, that’s it.” 
Your voice was a whisper but Haechan’s demonic ears were very sensitive. “Then why am I your weakness?”
He got up and passed his hands on the dark jeans. 
“Never said you were,” he tried to walk past you but you took a step to the side and blocked him. Your hands, holding the scarf, almost touched his arm and he winced, putting distance between you two. 
“Sorry,” you realized.
The fact your touch was deadly to him was making you feel upset. 
His story had many holes and you still had too many questions.
Maybe the reading was right. Maybe you did have a task, some research to do.
But was Haechan the lover holding the cup with you, or was he the enemy, the lion, in that story? 
“Is this Mark person my lover then?” 
Haechan’s eyes became black. He seemed irritated. “How would I know that?” 
“Well, I clearly have no memories so you’re my only source of information.” 
“Since you’re here to kill me and I can smell his magic all over you, then yes, I guess you two fuck. And maybe you’ve been fucking the whole time and I had no idea,” he replied in a low voice before heading down the stairs. “If you have any more questions don’t ask them.” 
“Then what about you?” you raised your voice so he could hear you from downstairs. “Are you my lover?” 
Haechan stopped and you watched his back. 
“Whatever happened in that Universe doesn’t matter anymore, does it?” he answered then disappeared from your sight. 
 The place was quiet, safe for a low metallic noise coming from the kitchen. You walked towards the noise expecting someone cooking but instead you were met with Jeno’s dark eyes, shining only when the reflection of the knife he was sharpening would hit his irises. They shifted towards you to give you a single glance. He looked like a butcher. 
“Are your wounds better?” you tried to be friendly with that grumpy man. 
Jeno sighed. “Yes, thank you.” 
You adjusted your posture. He was being an okay person?
You remained both quiet for a few moments, safe from the knife sound. 
“If you need to say something, just say it,” he lifted one perfect eyebrow. 
In the mess of it all, you’ve never realized how good looking everyone was.
Truly angels.
Or demons.
You inhaled and shifted the weight from one foot to the other. 
“Has there been something between me and-” you hesitated, “Haechan?” 
The man listened and remained quiet for a moment. He got a sense of deja-vu. 
 “Oh, we– don’t talk much.” 
Jeno looked at you from the corner of his eyes. “Why is that?” 
You shrugged. Then you shivered. Apparently, having nude shoulders wasn’t only offensive for the Headmistress but also inconvenient for the autumn cold. 
“He stopped talking to me all of sudden.” 
“Maybe it’s for the better.” 
You looked at Jeno’s chiselled jaw. “Why do you say that?” 
“Haechan,” he started, “is not a great man. You should avoid him.” 
“Because he’s a Demon?” you mumbled.
 “I don’t know,” Jeno simply said. “It’s not important.” 
“It is important to me. I have no memories. If you want me to stay here, you need to trust me.” 
“Thing is-” Jeno threw the knife across the room. Its blade hit the poster and hung on the other wall exactly in the middle. The man walked towards it and grabbed it, feeling it with his thumb as if not completely satisfied. “-we don’t,” he finished. 
“It is not my fault I have a deadly touch.” 
“Maybe you’re a spy,” he commented, lifting one leg and putting the foot on the table. His combat boots were huge and the knife slid perfectly inside. 
“I am not a spy! I don’t have any memories.” 
“If you want to prove yourself, be quiet, and stay away from Haechan. That’s it.” 
You hated him.
You hated everyone.
Maybe that Mark dude was right. Maybe he was the hero and everyone here was the enemy.
Maybe you were conspiring against them.
Maybe Mark was your lover.
Maybe you were the spy.
Maybe maybe maybe. 
Deep in thought, you didn’t notice Haechan behind your back checking whether Jeno was ready. 
“We’re going in five,” his low but melodic voice announced, and you jumped in place. 
He was dressed for some kind of hunt too, you noticed - or assassination.
Haechan wasn’t carrying any swords or knives but the shadows curling around his legs told you he didn’t need any physical weapon to kill someone. 
“Where are you going?” 
“To catch a little bird,” Haechan replied, his back muscles flexing as he warmed up his wrists. Jeno was jacked, but you’ve never noticed how to fit Haechan was as well. 
“I’m coming with you,” you crossed your arms on your chest, faking confidence. If they were going to meet Mark, you needed to be there as well. Maybe seeing him would make you gain your memories back or make you understand something about that crazy situation.
If what they were saying was true, you weren’t of that universe, you didn’t have a home or a sweet grandma.
You had nothing to lose. 
“No, you’re not.” 
“I have magical powers,” you reminded them, the thing still surreal to you. You had no clear idea of how to use them. 
Haechan chuckled. 
“Mark would probably want to see me,” you tried again. 
Haechan’s jaw clenched. His eyes were as sharp as Jeno’s knives when he looked at you, like two dark cuts in that perfectly spectral face.
“This could be a trap,” Jeno’s voice was grave. 
“What kind of trap can this be if I don’t even know where you’re going?” you scoffed. 
“She has a point,” Haechan shrugged.
You hated how they always talked about you as if you weren’t there. 
“Listen, you’re a Demon,” you suddenly said to him. It sounded like an accusation although you didn’t mean it to be. “The Demon. Lucifer Demon.” you added. 
“What’s your point? Don’t waste our time.” 
“Are you really not capable of– I don’t know, entering my mind and seeing if I am actually conspiring with this Mark dude or not?” 
“You’d have a mental block anyway. Mark came in contact with you and sent you here. That is for sure, even if you don’t remember it. The reason why you’d accept to do that-” he interrupted himself, “that’s what we don’t know. And that’s why we don’t trust you.” 
“What if I was just trying to find you?” you tried.
Haechan’s eyes shone but he shook his head. “Impossible.” 
“Why? If I understood everything correctly, you guys suddenly left my home Universe. Maybe I wanted to find you again.” 
Haechan’s mind went back to the last words you told him.
“It’s all your fault. If you knew all of this from the start, you should have just let me go.”
“I don’t think you’d do that,” he simply said and turned around. 
You felt powerless. 
“Haechan, please. Let me come with you,” you whispered. 
The Demon stopped in his tracks and exhaled as if annoyed. Then with a snap of his fingers, you got covered in firm black combat clothes. They were so heavy that you almost fell backwards. 
“Just keep up with us if you don’t want to be left behind,” he mumbled, descending the stairs. 
Jeno grunted and followed him. 
“So, she is a weakness after all, deadly touch or not,” you could hear Jeno comment. 
“Shut up.” 
 Holding Jeno’s hand to travel the space-time wasn’t as unpleasant as you initially thought. No falling and no head spinning. Just close your eyes and open them to a different place. 
The unpleasant thing was his reaction though.
Jeno let go of your hand as soon as he could. You could almost see the way he had to force himself to not clean it on his pants. 
You wondered if given other circumstances Haechan would have been the one holding it for you. 
Your eyes darted to his fingers wrapped in something that reminded you of a sword but it was made of pure shadow instead. Then your pupils focused on the surroundings. It looked like an abandoned warehouse, nothing majestic and Archangel-like.
What if they couldn’t find Mark there?
“But you did find me,” a melodious voice whispered behind you. You screamed and turned around. Haechan tried to move between you two, but Mark was quicker. 
One palm cupped your face and the other one slid on your waist. His lips felt warm and soft on yours, slightly ajar to make them fit almost perfectly together. 
“Hello, my love. Thank you for bringing them to me,” he smiled. 
You didn’t have time to process anything.
Mark - or whomever the person in front of you was - disappeared from your sight, harshly knocked down by Haechan’s thighs, tightly pressing on his throat. 
“If you fucking dare to touch her again I will kill you.” 
The view was impressionable, and you realized you were shaking.
On the surface they were just two young men, one on his back and Haechan knee on his throat, eyes hidden by the black straight hair you understood by now was his real appearance, and the tattoo on his neck finally fully visible - Donghyuck. 
But it was their energy that you could feel, like two black holes about to meet and merge in the most explosive event in history. 
“Unleashing your full powers on me, Haechannie? I haven’t seen you like that in so long.” Mark’s clear and calm voice echoed in the warehouse.
Jeno took a step, and you felt his hand lightly push you behind him.
He looked tense. 
“And who do we have here? Commander Jeno Lee went to the dark side?” 
Mark’s carbon eyes moved from Haechan to the other man. Jeno’s expression didn’t change but you saw the way his forearm’s veins looked more prominent. 
Haechan groaned, pushing his knee further into Mark’s throat. “Enough talking. You sent her to kill me, yes or no?” 
Mark didn’t look bothered although a choking sound came from his mouth, as if he was letting Haechan do that.
In fact, he grinned, with perfect white teeth, and appeared in a different spot of the warehouse, at a good distance.
Jeno’s arm snaked around you as if he was afraid Mark would take you with him and Haechan just slowly got up on his feet, as if he also let Mark do that. 
“Y/N, darling, did I send you to kill Haechan?” Mark looked at you and you eyed his lips, moving slowly around the letters of your name, the same lips that kissed you just moments ago. 
Haechan’s gaze was heavy, staring at every glance you and Mark exchanged as if he could read into that. 
“I didn’t. You chose to come here and kill him yourself, right?” Mark answered for you.
And what you saw next made you gulp and want to lean on someone, but Jeno took a step away, as if he saw that fragment of memory too and didn’t want to be close to you anymore.
 “A tarot shop?” 
Mark nodded. 
“And he’s there.” 
He nodded again. 
“How do I reach him?” 
Mark extended one hand on the table. You looked at his fingers. The palm was facing up and he had one faint scar in the middle of it. 
“Touch me,” he whispered.
 “Enough,” Haechan’s voice was loud and deep.
You looked at him and his eyes were bloodshot with hidden rage. 
“Unfortunately, I can’t get your memories back because you were the one erasing them but I can show you mine,” Mark spoke to you. “If you don’t remember me at least I hope you can sense what we,” he stopped as if a bit embarrassed, “shared together in the past, my love.” 
You felt your throat close. Mark was standing there, chiselled face and perfect posture, his wide eyes looking angelic and the light shining from his essence as he extended his hand towards you calling to you. 
Then you looked at Haechan, shadows slowly creeping around his feet and his eyes, sending shivers down your spine. 
“You tricked us the whole time,” Jeno growled but Haechan stopped him with a hand on his chest. 
“Stop it. Don’t humiliate yourself.” 
“You pretended all of that time. You make me sick,” Jeno didn’t stop. 
His rage was burning so you took a step back. You had no idea what to think.
Mark appeared near you, but you didn’t know if you should feel any safer. 
If what Mark was saying was true, he was your lover and for some reason you forgot, you decided to find Haechan and kill him, thus explaining your killing touch. A
nd from Jeno and Haechan’s reaction you must have become their friend while working in incognito and now they felt betrayed. 
It all made sense. It all clicked together.
But for some reason you felt sick. 
“Mark,” you whispered, slowly turning towards the Archangel. The tattoo of a pair of wings was shining on his arms in the same ink as the name on his neck. 
“Yes?” he grabbed your hands with both of his and you let him do that, staring at the perfect nails for a moment. 
“If you’re a good angel, why do you collaborate with hellhounds?” you simply asked, your fingers grabbing his palms tightly and making him wince in pain. 
“Now!” you yelled. 
Haechan appeared behind his back and grabbing his throat they disappeared together from your sight. 
Your knees felt wobble and you sunk on them. Whatever magic trick you’ve done to Mark it took all energy from your body. 
“Where are they?” you wondered. “You need to follow.” 
Jeno took a few steps forward, eyes staring away as if ready to see them appear back anytime soon. “Haechan would kill me if I leave you alone and vulnerable. He can handle it alone.” 
A cold sensation wrapped you. “They’re going to kill each other.” 
“That’s the goal, yes.” 
“Why? Why do they hate each other that much?” 
“That’s a tale Haechan has to tell. I’m not sure of the reasoning myself,” he replied then turned to face you, eyeing you sitting down on the freezing and dusty warehouse floor. “Why did you help us?” 
“I didn’t help you.” 
“You didn’t go with Mark.”
“I don’t trust him. And no, I don’t trust you two either. I don’t trust anyone. I will not trust any of you. I helped myself.”
Jeno’s inquisitory gaze danced on you and his jaw flinched as if thinking whether that was another trick of yours or not. 
“I got involved in something that has nothing to do with me,” you continued, a burning rage finally warming your body. “And that dude Mark is lying.” 
“How do you know?” 
You gulped, staring at your shaking hands, resting on your knees. “I don’t know. I can feel it.” 
“You’re a Slytherin,” Haechan’s rough voice made you jump in place. “You people can sense lies.” 
He appeared a few steps away from where he disappeared. 
“Are you okay?” you couldn’t help but ask, swiftly getting on your feet. 
Haechan walked the distance and grabbed Jeno’s hand. The latter’s eyes unfocused as if he was downloading information then he nodded and disappeared. 
“Don’t ask me questions as if you care,” his breath was heavy, and he unclasped the hard outwear to reveal the white t-shirt he was wearing underneath.
He lifted it.
Silver shadows were tangled around his torso, on his skin, and he groaned as if they were painful.
You didn’t notice when Jaemin came around, his hands on your back making you yelp. 
“Take her home. I can’t touch her,” was the last thing Haechan said before you saw the darkness. 
 When you opened your eyes you were on the couch of that same apartment, familiar voices discussing in the background.
For a moment you wondered if everything you’ve been through has been a dream and if those voices were your family you couldn’t exactly remember because of the hazy of the dream.
But when you opened your eyes, reality crashed back on you. 
“...lost him after that. Sent a few of them to Hell,” Jeno was narrating, sitting tall on a chair with crossed arms on his chest. 
Haechan was mirroring him, sitting backwards on another chair, a tired Jaemin working on something on the Demon’s back.
The silver strips. 
“Thank you, man,” Haechan murmured and Jaemin winked at him. 
“What were they?” you asked, sitting up and feeling your head heavy. 
Jaemin grabbed the strips he presumably took from Haechan’s body and sighed. “Angelic snakes or some weird stuff like that.” 
You grimaced as Jaemin went outside to probably get rid of them. 
“Why that face? You’re a Slytherin. Snakes are your thing,” Jeno commented. 
You understood by now that everything they said made no sense to you. 
“Where is Mark?” you asked instead. 
The two men exchanged a look. “He escaped,” Haechan was the one to reply. 
You took in the information. 
“I guess you’re delighted I didn’t kill your lover,” he added. 
“He is not my lover,” you replied back, still unsure of the dynamics. Haechan’s gaze was grave, and you felt unable to look away. Jeno sensed you two would get into a serious talk and wisely decided to walk outside the room in silence. The air felt thick and heavy afterwards. 
“Can you just-,” you started, “can you do what Mark did? Show me some of your memories?” 
Haechan looked away and grabbed his t-shirt, wearing it quickly. “What memories?” he asked.
“Of us.”
“None of them are exciting,” he replied as if wanting to end the conversation there. 
You stood on your feet and walked the distance towards the chair Jeno abandoned. 
“You said we were acquaintances. Mere colleagues in University. Yet you reacted like my betrayal, or whatever the hell I supposedly did to you, could almost kill you.” Haechan scoffed. “I didn’t react that dramatically.” 
You didn’t say anything else, your gaze connected with his in a silent order as you sat down in front of him. 
The young man sighed and you didn’t see him anymore.
You saw yourself in a uniform, a loose green tie around your neck. You were in Haechan’s body, staring at his memories from his point of view. Haechan jolted at the sudden foot hitting his ankle. 
“If you don’t stop being so fucking creepy to women I’ll make you stop with my own hands,” you said.
Then the scene changed. Haechan swiftly put one hand on your nape and the other on your mouth in a mortal clasp. "That’s not something the whole campus needs to know, now, what do you think?" His whisper was so close that you smelled the sweet chewing gum on his tongue.
Then another day, you were writing in his hand because he took away your voice. “Oh my God, stop or people are going to think you’re into me,” he giggled teasingly. You let his hand suddenly fall and looked around scandalized. You could see the way you were flustered.
Then another. You were leaning on a wall, with Haechan in front of you. “Are you nervous?” he asked genuinely, gaze dropping to your chest as if he could actually see your heart through your flesh. You inhaled scandalized and covered your breasts with your arms.
Then other scenes, going quickly.
A peck in a corridor, then a full-blown kiss.
The feeling of his lips.
His hands on you.
His deep voice.
“So are you into demons? That’s why you’re into me?”
His thumb circling your back.
You sitting in his lap. His body pressed against you. A room filled with water, both wet, making out, his mouth on your bare breasts, your moans, his fingers inside of you, you palm swiftly around his-
“Okay enough!” you got on your feet. 
You were panting and you could feel your body on fire. You brought a hand to your throat as if it could help you swallow the sudden lump.
You walked away from him, taking a few steps, but then you stopped, unsure of what to do with yourself. 
“It’s okay. Don’t panic,” Haechan’s low voice was surprisingly sweet. 
You eyed him for a moment. He didn’t look bothered like you, safe for the shining eyes and the nervous fingers pulling at a single thread of his shirt. 
“How do I know this is the truth?” your voice was a whisper. 
When you asked him to show you his memories you somehow didn’t expect you two to have been that… intimate. 
“You said you know when people lie. What do you think? You think I’m lying?” 
Your rational side was screaming at you to say yes, to run away from Haechan and his shadows, but your gut was pushing you towards him instead.
You didn’t know whom to trust. 
“I don’t know.” 
“I don’t know if you’re lying either,” he replied. “I don’t trust you. And now you know why your betrayal,” he paused as if unsure of what words to use, “was so surprising.” 
“I don’t trust myself either,” you sat on the couch, away from him. “I don’t know. I don’t know if I’m a spy or not. I don’t know if I originally decided to kill you or not. I don’t know if I’ve always lied to you even when we-” you interrupted yourself and gulped, the flashes of his mouth on you making you dizzy. “So you’re doing well. Don’t trust me. Because I don’t know anything.”
The silence felt heavy and you could see the same inner fight inside of Haechan as well. 
“Why did you stay with us?” Haechan looked young and vulnerable in his chair.
He looked the most human you’ve ever seen him. 
“Do I have a choice?” 
“You could have gone with him.” 
“I don’t even know him.” 
“Do you know me?” 
You bit your lip. “Somehow I think I do.” 
Haechan’s eyes felt almost warm and the setting sun made his skin lit up like honey.
How could Demons look like that?
You had no idea how you were looking at him but he suddenly sat up and turned around, one hand in his fluffy - and now back to brown - curls. “Ah, you’re fucking with my brain,” he mumbled. 
You closed your eyes and sighed. “I am not.” 
Haechan chuckled dryly. “For being a hag of a dark entity you’d think I would be more capable of not being manipulated. The human world always messes up with me,” he added the last phrase quietly, almost to himself only. 
“I am not manipulating you. Since I’ve met you, in this world,” you precised, “I’ve done nothing but be truthful with you. I have no memories so of course I have no idea of my previous intentions and I don’t know if I am here now to look for you because I love you and you abandoned me or to kill you. Maybe both.” 
Haechan’s eyes lit up at your words and he looked at you over his shoulder first.
Then he walked the distance so quickly that you inhaled and took small steps behind until hitting the couch with your calves. 
“I will be delusional for a moment and believe Mark looked for you after I,” he gulped, “left, and you were angry at me enough to start working with him and come and kill me.” His voice was an intimidating whisper and you couldn’t help but feel the tension in all of your muscles. He has never been this close.
You could feel his warm breath on your face and the scent of his cologne. Your thigh muscles started to shake and you didn’t know if it was because of the effort of staying away from him, fear, anger, or-
“Would that make sense?” he continued. If he noticed your reaction his face didn’t communicate it. 
“Why not?” 
“Would your love turn into hate this quickly? Or maybe there wasn’t any love there in the first place and all of this time you’ve just been fucking that son of a bitch while playing me. Which one makes more sense?” 
“You want me to hate you so badly,” you lifted your chin. Your thigh muscle stopped shaking and you leaned in.
Haechan flinched but he didn’t move away. 
“You want me to look you in the eyes and scream that I hate you and I want you dead because it would make things for you easier, right? Why aren’t you honest with yourself?” 
Haechan inhaled then scoffed. “You want honesty? What do you want me to say? That I’m happy to see you? That I hoped you actually came to find me? That it kills me to not be able to touch you because I might go to hell while that jerk can kiss you? That I might go insane anytime soon and actually touch you even if that means I’d go to the damned hell and take this whole shitty world with me? Fuck,” he turned around and you could only stare at his back getting farther away as he walked towards his chair, his shoulder blades moving up and down following his heavy breath. 
You put a hand to your chest, feeling your own breath just as quickly. 
“You already know about my touch. What else would have I prepared for your downfall? Nothing. I have nothing on you. You can trust me now.” 
“You destabilize me. I am on a mission. I have a task and you’re here and all I think about is you. This is what you have on me.” 
“This is also why you left, right? Your grand mission. Much more important than anything else. Much more important than me.” 
Haechan didn’t say anything. 
“Okay, I’ll leave you alone.” 
“You can’t go anywhere,” he turned around. 
“I’m not welcome here.” 
“He’ll get to you.” 
“Let him come.” 
“Y/N.”  
“Haechan.” 
His name took you both by surprise. 
“What do you want me to do then? Lock myself in a room forever so I don’t bother you and your task? I can’t be here, I can’t go away. What do you want me to do?” 
“Just stay here. I’m not a piss boy. I can handle your presence,” he finally murmured. “And you can come in now,” he said louder. 
Jeno and Jaemin awkwardly entered the living room. 
“Thank God, I was starving and the fridge is on the other side of this fucking house.” 
 You didn’t sleep much at night.
The conversation you had with Haechan kept replying in your head.
His words, his feelings, his eyes, the scenes he played out for you. 
You felt exhausted.
So much happened in the past couple of days that you felt like a brand new person. 
You learned a lot but you didn’t gain any memories. They were tales told to you but you couldn’t find them in your brain or heart.
Was Haechan truly the one he said he was? Was Mark setting you up? Why did he pretend he was your lover then? Why did he kiss you? So many questions and infinite possibilities.
What if Haechan was right? What if you’ve always been on Mark’s side and you tricked him? But what if you actually fell in love? Or what if you were just looking for him? What if Mark was tricking you all? 
You huffed and rolled on one side. Why didn’t Haechan bring you with him? Why did he leave you? You exhaled. You rolled on the other side. 
“Stop huffing and moving. I can’t fall asleep.” 
You opened your eyes in shock. 
“What?” you thought. 
“I said-” 
You sat up. “Why are you in my brain?” 
Haechan’s roll of eyes could be almost heard through the walls. “We’ve done this before. It’s called talking telepathically.” 
“How is this possible?” 
“I’m a Demon.” 
“And me?” 
“I don’t know. Technically you shouldn’t be able to reply back. Mark must have given you some sick powers while you two were fucking.” 
You let yourself fall down on the pillows and crossed your arms on your chest. 
“Again with this story. We’re not fucking.” 
“You wouldn’t know that.”
“I’m not a cheater,” you were growing irritated. 
“We have never dated. I wouldn’t blame you for it.”
“The thought pisses me off.” 
Haechan didn’t reply but you could sense he was amused and pleased. You didn’t like that he infiltrated your head but a heaviness in your chest disappeared after seeing him in a good mood. 
“How did you get into my head?” you asked again. 
“You don’t have any blocks. Thought you did.” 
“Does it mean you can look and see if I am lying or not?” 
“I’d need to touch you for that.” 
Right. 
“Can Jeno do it?” 
“No.” 
“I thought he was also a Demon with your same powers.” 
“He’s capable of doing it. But I will not allow it.” 
“Why not?” 
Haechan hesitated. “It’s very invasive.” 
“Is it dangerous for me?”
“I’m not letting Jeno Lee see the depths of you.” 
Oh. 
Oh. 
“Alright,” you thought. “I will try to fall asleep so your demonic ass and your superhuman hearing can also rest.” 
You expected Haechan to chuckle or at least reply with a grunt but whatever mind connection there was it disappeared. 
You sighed and turned around again, fluffing the pillow with one hand. But the moment you closed your eyes you heard his voice in your head, low and warm but clear.
“I am sorry for abandoning you.” 
You opened your eyes. 
Haechan continued. “I thought I was making the right choice. You said you didn’t want to do anything with me anymore. I thought we were over.” 
You didn’t know what to reply to. 
“If I don’t complete this fucking important mission as you call it, I will vanish.” 
“Why can’t both things coexist?” you asked. 
“You’re human,” he simply said. “I thought you’d live a good life without me. I erased your memories. I don’t understand-” he interrupted himself and you didn’t know why. You felt a sudden lump in your throat and you didn’t know if it were you or you were just sensing his emotions. “-I don’t understand how you got here. This is why I don’t believe you came to look for me. Because you couldn’t have remembered me in the first place.” 
You felt tears prickle your eyes. 
“This is the moment to tell me the truth, please, Y/N. Maybe you enjoy torturing me but it’s too late to keep playing. Just tell me the truth.” 
“I swear-” you started, “I have no idea. I wish I could tell you.”
No thought came from Haechan for a moment then he said a single “Alright.” 
“Haechan?” 
“Yes.” 
“In the warehouse,” you started. “Right before Mark appeared, I had a thought.” 
Haechan waited. 
“I thought what if we can’t find him there. And the first thing he said-” 
“But you found me,” Haechan completed the thought for you. “I don’t know if he can read your mind or whatever Archangels ended up being able to master all of this time I’ve been away. But it could also mean you might have a connection with him.” 
“What kind of connection?” 
“The spell you have on yourself. Your deadly touch. He obviously put that on you. I don’t know if by force or if you accepted it willingly. But it might explain things.” 
“Do you think he can- listen now?” 
“Maybe.” 
“Doesn’t that scare you?” 
“He can listen either way. And if you keep thinking about me maybe it will piss him off.” 
You lifted one eyebrow, the flirty reply to your serious concern making you scoff. 
Haechan didn’t say anything else but you could still sense his presence. It was weirdly comforting and it lulled you to sleep. 
 In the morning you discovered Jeno and Jaemin were on their missions to bring the famous Doyoung and Selene together. You didn’t even know them, but they were kind of pissing you off. The fact they needed a Demon to bring them together instead of actually working on it themselves was also ridiculous. 
Haechan was downstairs, sitting down at his Tarot desk and staring into a glass globe. 
“Are you actually spying on them? Like a stalker?” 
The young man chuckled as you walked behind his back. 
“That can’t be legal,” you added and sat down on the other chair in front of him.
Haechan lifted his eyes under his soft fringe and a mischievous twinkle sparkled in them. 
“I am an evil Demon,” he reminded you. 
You took a sip out of your coffee and sighed. “Well, I guess this is the least evil thing you’ve done off of your list of crimes.” 
Haechan passed one hand on the ball and the images disappeared. 
“Does that thing really work or is it your demonic power?” 
“Just my demonic power,” he smiled. 
“The tarots too?” 
Haechan looked at the pile of cards with fondness. “Yeah. They’re just paper.”
“So did you choose the cards on purpose for me to pick?” you felt amused but betrayed. 
“Actually,” he was still staring at the cards, “I didn’t.” 
You looked at them too. “May I?” you asked and Haechan gave you a single nod. 
The cards were luscious in your hands and felt expensive. You stared at the images on them. 
“You said I had a task.” 
Haechan’s eyes were on your fingers, unsuccessfully trying to shuffle them. 
“I could feel that. Everything I said during the reading is true. You have a task and I wanted to see what it was about in your head, but-” 
Your mind went back to his scream and the way he plopped on the floor as he touched your hand. 
“Do you still think I am here to kill you and that I work with Mark?” 
Haechan shrugged. “At this point I don’t know if I care.” 
That stung your heart. 
“What happens when you’re done with this Universe?” 
“I move to another. And another. And another.” 
You took a card from the pile and turned it towards you. Two of cups. 
Haechan’s eyes fell on it too. 
“And what about me? Are you going to take me with you so you’re not living in fear of me randomly attacking you or will you bring me back to my old Universe and erase my memories the way you did it once?” 
The card had two people on it, both with a cup in their hands. Above them was a lion with angel wings. Below it was a caduceus - the medical symbol with two snakes.  
“I still don’t know,” was Haechan’s answer. 
“What does this card mean?” you lifted your gaze to realize Haechan was already looking at you, chin resting on his fingers. The sun was shining brightly, the last rays of the sun for that year, and his eyes looked like fudge. If you didn’t know better you’d think he was about to lean in and kiss you. 
“Union,” he started. “Attraction. Love.”
You gulped and broke eye contact to stare at the card again. 
“Longing for someone,” he continued. “Healing broken ties. Being drawn to someone.” 
You felt difficulty breathing. 
“Discovering a feeling is mutual,” he finished in a whisper. 
You dared to look up again and regretted it. The sensation of him caressing you with his mind crept into your body. 
“Don’t do this.” 
“I’m not doing anything,” he replied. 
“You’re doing something right now. My body feels-” you interrupted yourself feeling very ashamed. 
Haechan smiled. “That’s called being turned on.” 
“Well, stop turning me on with your demonic powers then.” 
“That’s just human,” he explained. 
You wanted to get up and run away but your knees felt weak. But if you stayed there you were afraid you would end up touching him. His hand was on the desk, mere centimetres away from you. 
“I am dangerous for you. Please go away,” you almost mewled. 
“Mark really has a hidden sense of humour,” Haechan exhaled, stretching his arms back and sliding his chair away from the table. It looked as if it took him a huge amount of effort to do that. 
“He doesn’t want me dead. He wants to torture me,” he added, eyes staring at the ceiling. 
“Can I ask what he is for you?” You felt better to have Haechan at a healthy distance and the air started to flow normally in your lungs. 
“I don’t even know,” the Demon murmured. “We used to be friends. Then he betrayed me. In his perspective, I betrayed him, so I am not sure of the current dynamics.” 
You remained quiet.
Haechan’s adam’s apple moved up and down in his throat and you realized you were staring at his silky skin when his gaze connected with yours instead. 
“I don’t think I could ever have any desire to kill you,” you found yourself murmuring. 
The young man’s lips stretched in a little smile. His dark and lazy expression felt like burning your face and at that point you had no idea if it was his demon powers or just human emotion as he said. 
“I am glad,” he replied. 
“I really wish you could trust me. I can help you.” 
Haechan got up, the tarot cards still spread in front of him. He dragged his fingers on top of them when a card flipped out. It was the Knight of Swords. 
“How?” he asked although his furrowed eyebrows gave him the air of already knowing the answer. 
You got up as well. “I can spy for you.” 
He shook his head before you could finish. 
“Haechan-”
“No. I can’t bear the thought of you with him.” 
You closed your mouth. His silver tattoo was slowly appearing on his neck and the way his hair darkened all of a sudden gave you the impression that he was losing control. 
You really wished you could touch him. 
“Aren’t you curious as to why I am here? How I got here? In another universe? Why I am still me and not my counterpart?” 
“Yes, but you will not do anything about it. I’ll take care of it.” 
“Haechan,” you took a few steps towards him. The man turned around. 
“Stop saying my name like that,” he sounded pained. 
His back was right in front of you, wide in his black t-shirt. You didn’t notice the tattoo he had on it, peeking a bit from under his collar to his nape. You wondered how the design looked like and why he concealed it before - what that meant for him. 
“I can almost feel your gaze on me,” he whispered. 
“What happened when I touched you? Was it painful? Was it really hell?” 
Haechan didn’t reply for a few moments, and you bit your lower lips. Perhaps you shouldn’t have asked. 
“You don’t have to know,” he turned around slowly. His scent engulfed you in the movement and you felt your throat close.
Maybe you looked at each other for too long. Or maybe you were imperceptibly getting too close, but he inhaled. 
“We can’t,” he added with the same tone. You didn’t know what expression you had on to make him say that, but you knew what he was talking about. 
“I know,” you whispered. “I know,” you repeated, rubbing your knuckles on one temple. But you couldn’t move away. “Fuck.” 
You turned back your seat and exhaled. 
Haechan was motionless in the same spot. 
“What does the Knight of Swords mean?” you asked, eyeing the flipped card. You desperately needed to think about something else. 
The young man turned around the chair and sat on it with his chin resting on his folded arms. 
“Action,” he simply replied. 
You smiled. “That’s it?” 
Haechan’s expression relaxed. He hummed. “Do I look like an actual Tarot Reader to you?” 
You chuckled. “To be honest, not at all. When I first arrived here I was expecting some old lady or something.” 
Before you could add something else an older lady was sitting in Haechan’s place and you suppressed a little scream.
“Oh my God. Can you actually do that?” you put one hand to your mouth.
The lady chuckled slowly. “Cool, huh?”
“Okay okay, go back, please. This is creeping me out.”
Haechan’s features appeared back on the woman’s face, and he was there again. You looked at each other for a longer moment and you forced yourself too look away.
“Is there any fun reading I can get? I’m sick of future and predictions.”
Haechan hummed. “There is one.”
You stared at his ring then at his wristwatch, not wanting to risk looking him in the eyes again.
“What is it?”
“Would you be interested in knowing your sexual energy?”
You rolled your eyes with a scoff. “You’re going to make it all up on the spot, aren’t you?”
Haechan’s little smirk was daring. “Try it out and don’t blame me if it’s too accurate.”
You exhaled and stared down at the spread.
You grabbed a random card and turned it around.
“Chariot is self-restraint. Quiet alone time. Might indicate edging or masturbation.” 
You gulped. “You can’t possibly know all that from a card, can you?” 
Haechan chuckled and shrugged. 
“Do you want another card?” 
You inhaled and bit your lower lip. You wanted to prove him wrong. With a decisive movement you flipped another card and watched the way Haechan stared at it. It was the Devil. You lifted your chin. 
“Now don’t tell me I’m into chains and stuff because it’s drawn on it.” 
Haechan’s eyes shone under his eyelashes. “No. This is Temptation. You want something very badly although you know it’s bad for you. It’s about wants, desires, lust, carnality, senses, pleasure and all things erotic-”
“Alright!” you stopped him. 
Haechan licked his lower lip as if enjoying himself way too much. “The object of desire can be some kind of forbidden love, or-” he stopped. 
You waited. 
“It’s the Devil card. Maybe you really desire, I don’t know, some kind of Demon,” he concluded and you huffed when you realized where he was going with that. You grabbed the card and threw it at him. He caught it with his perfect teeth and laughed. 
“You’re playing with me right now.” 
“I am being truthful. Pick another card.” 
You inhaled and exhaled, trying to calm your nerves. The last card was the Queen of Wands. It looked innocuous and you wondered what story Haechan will make about it. 
“Mmm,” he hummed pleased. He grabbed it and turned it towards you, keeping it in front of his face. “Making me blush,” he murmured. 
You furrowed your eyebrows. “What does it mean?” 
“This is someone who is shy.” 
“I am not shy,” you tried to argue although your knees were starting to shake. 
“Then,” he thought about it for a moment, “modest. Takes a while to relax.” 
You gulped. His eyes looked feline and his voice sounded lower and smoother. 
“The virginity card,” he continued.
You opened your mouth to speak but you stopped. Haechan waited. 
“I have-,” you started then stopped again. “I don’t know if-” 
Your eyes searched for his as if he could have any information. Haechan’s cheeks bloomed with a very faint shade of red that you wouldn’t have noticed if you weren’t that close to him. 
“Last time I personally checked you were still a virgin, if that’s what you wanted to know,” he gave you the answer. “It doesn’t matter though. This card talks about wanting something pure, not necessarily the literal meaning. The sensation of doing it for the first time. Being taken care of,” he added. 
“Have we never-” you tried to speak again but couldn’t finish. 
“Virginity is a construct, it doesn’t exist.” 
You closed your eyes for a moment. “I know I know. Just- I just want to know what-” 
“We never had penetrative sex, no,” he concluded.
You wanted to hide at the choice of words. He chuckled. 
“Next card?” he offered. 
“I don’t think I want to do this anymore,” you rubbed your cheeks with the back of your hand to cool them down. But the little smile on his face and the intimate moment made you enjoy his company and you didn’t want it to end. So you flipped yet another one. 
Nine of wands. 
Your gazes met again after staring at the piece of paper. 
His lips looked plump when they moved to speak. The sun setting made the room dark and the few candles just accentuated Haechan’s jaw and the shadows on his chiselled face. 
“It means - keep going,” he murmured, “don’t stop, again, I can’t take this anymore, please.” 
The air felt heavy and you desperately wanted to walk away and get a breath of fresh air, but for some reason your brain was telling you the only way to breathe properly was by kissing Haechan’s lips. 
The sound that escaped his mouth was almost a plea, as you got up and placed both of your palms on the desk right in front of him. He lifted his face to see you. His eyes were begging and you didn’t know what for. 
“Tell me to stop,” you whispered. “Tell me to stop and I will,” you leaned down and Haechan’s soft fringe moved gently under your shaky breath. 
He gulped and the view of his desperate expression made you almost whine. “I don’t think I can take this anymore, please just-” 
You couldn’t finish the phrase. Haechan’s lips on yours felt better than you could have ever imagined and his hands grabbing at each side of your face, pulling you towards him made you melt in his touch. For a moment or many, you couldn’t think. You weren’t brain anymore or conscience. You were just lips and skin, just lungs to breathe in his scent. 
But then he wasn’t there anymore. The abrupt separation made you exhale and you opened your eyes. 
But Haechan didn’t disappear. He was in front of you, eyes wide open and shining, surprised as you.
You were probably mirroring his expression. “Are you okay?” you tried to speak. 
You lifted one hand to place it on his face as if not believing he was there, and he closed his eyes, letting his head rest better in it. “I am okay,” he whispered. Then he placed his own hand on top of yours, sliding his face to kiss your palm. Then he kissed it again. And again. Then he pulled you closer, getting up so fast you didn’t make sense of how he made you sit on the desk getting so close that the only thing you could do was wrap your arms around his neck and let him guide the kiss the way he wished. It was only when he started to adventure on your jaw instead, going around it to reach the soft spot under your ear that you managed to breathe out.
“What about-” your fingers dug into his shirt, gathering the material underneath them, “the curse? The touch?” 
Haechan ignored you, peppering wet kisses all over your throat, making your breath quiver and your legs tighten around his hips. 
Your hands moved from his hard shoulders to his hair, finally sliding your fingers into the thickness of it, feeling how soft it was. Every touch on your skin felt like burning and you didn’t know if it was good or bad but it felt so nice you didn’t want him to stop. 
“Haechan,” you moaned when he slid his thumbs on top of your bust, pulling down your shirt for a moment and the bra with it. His hands went to your spine, supporting you and pushing his face against your breasts, making you throw your head back. The view made him grunt and he came back to the base of your throat, sucking on the tender skin until it stung, and wetting the spots with his tongue. That tongue then slid into your mouth again, both whining into each other’s mouths, too hungry for touch to let yourselves breathe properly. 
“You look like you’re in pain. Are you sure you’re okay?” you managed to talk again as he rested his forehead on yours for a moment. 
“I am in pain because I feel like I’m going to cum in my fucking pants any moment now,” his eyes twinkled and your thighs twitched under his fingertips, gently going up and down on top of your jeans. “I don’t know why I am still here and not getting tortured somewhere underground right now but I want to make the most of it if perhaps I need to go soon.” 
The implication of that made your skin shiver. You didn’t know if you wanted to know what the most of it meant. 
“Are you scared?” he murmured against your ear. “You can tell me to stop and I will,” he repeated the same thing you told him. But just like him, you remained quiet. 
“Please take care of me,” you only whispered and Haechan’s eyes never got that dark, not even when he saw Mark. 
He could have snapped his fingers and gotten rid of your clothes, but instead he took his time, slowly sliding his fingers underneath your soft sweater, feeling the warm skin of your stomach, fondling your body until getting it off completely, all while his tongue never stopped swirling with yours.
The circles he drew on your back going to unclasp your bra could have been some ancient language that only expressed love because you couldn’t have imagined that kind of touch to mean anything else.
And when the fabric of the clothes touched the ground and you were naked in his arms he finally let your lips go, breathing heavily against them, and slid his t-shirt off by the collar, piling the indument on top of yours. His chest against you made you whine and grab at his toned body.
He was hot at the touch and his scent made you nuzzle your face in the crook of his neck to get more, while his quick but delicate hands reached the button of your jeans. 
“Lift your hips for me, baby,” he murmured against the crown of your head and you did as he asked, supporting yourself on his shoulders.
He pulled at your bottoms, sliding them down your thighs, his gaze never leaving yours for a moment.
Your chest brushed against his nose and he reached down, peppering kisses all over your cleavage. You mewled when he let go to get rid of your jeans and you inhaled deeply, holding tight on the edge of the desk when he dropped on his knees to free your ankles off the fabric and started to gently kiss them. He came up your legs, accompanying his soft trails with his hands, feeling your body until reaching the softness of your thighs.
You imperceptibly tightened them and his eyes darted towards you. It was a silent command and you felt like covering your face with your hands as you opened wider for him. 
“Good girl,” his breath was hot and the sound of his voice vibrated along your skin getting you goosebumps. Your body was flinching at every touch and the closer he got the faster your chest rose and fell, until you couldn’t take it anymore and just moaned his name, pushing your hips against his face. You heard him chuckle and he didn’t waste any time. The feeling of his tongue on your clothed clit made you gasp and you pushed his hair off his forehead. 
“Can I mess up your hair?” you murmured.
“You can do whatever you want to me,” he replied, his husky voice travelling down your core and making your spine curve. 
You got it now. Everything Haechan showed you from his memories was true. The heaviness of his feelings, the desire, the fear, the passion, it was all real. 
You couldn’t imagine not being his lover. While you were there, spread for him and at his mercy, you couldn’t imagine not being on his side, not falling in love with him. 
The little tug at your panties made you focus your thoughts back on him.
“Are you perhaps getting bored, gorgeous?” he clicked his tongue. 
You felt like laughing and shaking your head. 
“I’m just thinking-” you started but the way your panties were slowly descending down your thighs and knees while Haechan wasn’t touching them made you interrupt yourself. 
“Yeah?” he kissed the inner thigh and you shivered, the thought of him seeing every centimetre of you from his position making you unable to focus anymore. 
“I was thinking that I am sure of it,” you repeated. 
Haechan’s soft and plump lips made their way further between your legs and you closed your eyes for a moment all breathy. 
“Sure of what, darling?” 
“That you’re my lover and I am definitely not here to kill you,” you explained with a certain difficulty. 
Haechan stopped right above your sweet spot and you had to bite your lower lip, the anticipation making you lose your mind. 
“A little kiss made you sure of it?” his eyes were dark but amused. 
He looked breathtaking. 
“You know it’s not just because of a little kiss.” 
Haechan’s breath was hot and tingly on your sensitivity. “I know,” he replied and didn’t give you any time to adjust as he gave you a slow and deep lick on your clit making you gasp loudly. 
He hummed pleased at the reaction and he repeated it, again and again until he was satisfied with the sounds you were making. Then he went lower, dipping his tongue inside of you, making you grab at his hair. 
“Oh my God,” you whimpered and you heard the buzz of his laugh at your word choice. 
Your thighs got closer as he increased the speed and you noticed the red tint of his ears pressed against your skin.
It made your chest bloom with affection and it just increased the shivers on your spine as he kitty licked and sucked on you, the hums against you sounding more and more hungry.
His hands felt wide on your ass as he pulled you even closer to his mouth and you had to support yourself on his shoulders. 
“Please,” you started to chant at the way he flicked his tongue. 
His jaw flinched and the moment he directed his gaze on you, two deep cuts under his messy hair, your whole body trembled in his arms.
He lifted his hands and you intertwined your fingers with his as with a last suck you came against his tongue. His name was on your lips like a mantra, laced with swears that to Haechan’s ears sounded like the most divine compliments. His warm mouth was still on you when your breath started to slow down and the little licks he’d give your pulsating pussy made your whole body jolt in spasms. 
“Enough, please,” you mewled at the overstimulation and Haechan listened, peppering kisses on your stomach instead, going up to gently bite the underside of your breasts, sucking on the spot, before giving your hard nipples a cheeky lick. 
You hummed, brain still mush from the high, but body already reacting to Haechan’s touch. He didn’t stop this time, letting you feel his wet and hot tongue, sucking on one bud then another, diligently.
Your legs wrapped around his waist and you let him slowly push you on the desk until your back was resting on top of the Tarot spread. With the corner of your eyes you saw the Devil card and you wondered if it was alright for you to get fucked on it. 
As if reading your mind Haechan murmured against your neck. “As much as I’d love to take you on this same desk you need to be loved properly on my bed instead.” 
His voice was so husky and deep that you felt yourself getting wet again and the way the stubble on his chin felt rubbing against your throat just stirred you even more. 
“I am not against you taking me on this desk,” you slid your palms on his face and brought it to yours, kissing him slowly. 
“That’s going to be for the next time, when I can bend you over it,” he replied against your lips and before you could realize it, your back hit a mattress instead and Haechan’s weight on top of you felt overwhelmingly good. His scent was all around you, his pillows, his room, the sheets you had to grab onto as you felt his delicate fingers dipping inside of you. 
The wet sound felt even dirtier in the dim lights of his bedroom, the deep silence interrupted only by the slow pumping and his mouth on your chest. 
His name came back on your lips and you found yourself spread even more for him to reach deeper inside of you. Like a switch, he found your sweetest spot and your body seized up, curling your toes in the air. 
“There it is. I didn’t forget it,” his amused whisper lingered on your lips, mixed with his moaned name. He curled his fingers so deliciously, hitting the same spot repeatedly as fast as your quick breath. 
“I am going to cum, I am going to-” your quickening voice announces and Haechan hummed deeply. 
“Yeah? Cum for me again, baby, let go.” 
“Fuck,” you dug your nails into his body and the last thing you saw was his veiny forearm stilling between your legs as you pushed your head into the pillows. 
“Good good girl,” Haechan’s voice brought you back from the radio silence your brain threw you in. “You need to relax a bit so I can get my hand back,” he added with a light chuckle and you realized his fingers were still buried deep inside of you as you clenched around them. 
You tried to catch your breath and focus your gaze on him. Not once in your life you’ve felt that inebriated. 
And when you felt his wet fingers on your lips you just opened your mouth and sucked on them slowly with a hum, letting your tongue on the underside of them. 
Haechan inhaled. “I know you’re so fucking dirty. I just want to discover it little by little,” he leaned against your ear, sliding his fingers off your mouth. You let them go with a plop and gulped as he dragged that wet hand on his lower stomach, putting a little show for you as he reached his cock and lazily stroked it. He groaned softly and the small fuck that escaped your mouth at the view made him lean back down, resting his wide hand near your pillow and making you watch the way he aligned himself to your needy pussy and softly pushed inside. 
You pressed your face against his forearm at the sensation, grabbing at his bicep and he exhaled. 
“God,” he murmured, “you’re perfect.” 
You whined again, feeling stretched and full and he searched for your eyes after stopping moving. “Are you okay?” 
He rubbed your face with one hand and kissed your cheek, then your temple. You let out a faint yes and wrapped his neck with your arms, pulling him into a deep kiss. You felt him growing inside of you a bit more and the thought of feeling him all made you clench. 
“You can move,” you whispered against his lips and he gave you another small kiss before gently pushing his hips forward. The first thrust was smooth and it made you open your mouth to breathe better, the second made you curl your toes and the third, deeper, made you roll your eyes back. 
“Demon or not you’re going to make me nut so fucking quickly,” Haechan’s voice was breathy. 
“You can cum wherever you want to,” you entangled your fingers in his hair. The man rubbed his face in the crook of your neck. 
“You can’t say stuff like that to me or I’ll break you,” he replied and as a demonstration his hips snapped and you gasped at the way he managed to bottom out. 
“Does it hurt?” he murmured and you shook your head unable to speak. “Does it feel good?” he tried with a little smirk and you nodded, wrapping your legs tightly around his hips. 
“Fuck, baby,” Haechan thrust once, then twice, until the wet sound got drowned by the skin-slapping sound of his hips against your ass.
Haechan’s bed started to creak and he pushed one hand on the headboard above your head, giving you a better view of his body moving inside of you. 
“Shit shit shit,” you grabbed at the sheets, pulling and twirling. Haechan grabbed them and held them on each side of your head, intertwining his fingers with you to let you squeeze as hard as you wanted to. His mouth was so close to yours but you were both unable to kiss. You’ve never thought of how hot a whining man could sound and the thought of you being responsible for those sounds made your head even dizzier. 
“I want you to cum inside of me, please,” you begged and Haechan moaned harshly against your neck. 
“Ah shit I can’t-” he choked on his breath and rose to his knees, pulling out frantically and releasing on your stomach. 
The view knocked the breath out of your lungs. His messy hair partially hiding his lustful eyes, his chest, his veiny hand still stroking his cock, his plump abused lips still letting small groans escape. 
His cum was hot on your skin and you desperately wanted it inside of you. 
“Give me a second if you don’t want my child,” he exhaled, a lingering amusement on his now relaxed expression. 
“What are you trying to do?” you asked, the thought stirring something in you. 
“Contraception,” he lifted one eyebrow. 
“And if I want the child?” you smiled. 
“Don’t mess with me,” he leaned down, giving you a quick peck. Whatever demonic magic he did was done already because he didn’t miss any more time. His cock felt heavy on your lower stomach, and when he started to rub it between your folds, his tip pushing against your clit, your arms flew back around his neck. The slick made him slide back in so easily that you could just gasp. 
“Hmm, yeah, you’re taking me so well.” 
The praise went to your fucked up head and you could just throw your head back and moan his name again.
The pace was so fast and his thrust so deep that you could feel him inside your gut. Haechan messily kissed your lips and face, murmuring low shhs and nothingness in your ears, laced with curses with his husky needy voice.
His body was hot, caging you underneath him and you felt so full and so safe, you felt loved and desired. 
The emotion that bloomed in your chest imitated the feeling nesting in your stomach, about to burst.
You wanted to tell him many things but you couldn’t find any good words, so you just pulled him tightly and brushed your lips together, chanting his name. 
“Cum for me again, baby,” he grunted and you spasmed in his arms as he pushed you into the mattress again and again until your shaky moans and eyes rolled back in your head making him still inside of you, feeling you rhythmically pulsating around him.
The sounds he made as he released inside of you were the most erotic thing you’ve ever heard in your life. 
 You jolted in your sleep, feeling around you and finding the bed empty but warm. 
“I’m still here,” Haechan murmured, his shadow getting closer. The bed dipped as he laid down and you inhaled his scent as he slid under the covers to pull you to his chest. 
“I thought-” you started but then stopped, the image of Haechan screaming on the ground after your touch still haunting you. 
“I didn’t go anywhere. I am fine,” he added. His arms felt strong around your shoulders and his gentle hands slowly rubbing your head and back were lulling you back to sleep. 
“Jeno said it’s possible that the curse lifted after we touched the first time. Single usage.” 
You lifted your head, resting your chin on his chest. You couldn’t clearly see his features but his eyes were shining in the dark. 
“You’re saying that we could have touched all of this time and we just didn’t?” 
Haechan’s soft chuckle warmed your face. “Mark humour I guess.” 
You rested your head back on him, listening to his calming heartbeat. 
“Are the guys back?” 
Haechan hummed. “It’s Christmas. Selene will arrive soon. I expect Doyoung to come by in the night of the New Year.” 
You nuzzled your head further into him and Haechan turned to the side, resting his face on top of your head. The little peck he left warmed you all up. 
“I want to come with you wherever you go,” you whispered.
Haechan didn’t comment. 
“Promise me,” you tried to lift your head to see his eyes again but a sudden light invaded your irises. 
You wanted to scream and ask what was going on, but Haechan was on his feet already with you behind his back. You put your hands on his back to balance yourself. 
“Oh fuck,” he exhaled and turned around. “Hold onto me tight! Never let go!” was the last thing you heard him say as the floor opened and swallowed you both. 
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doderyscoffee · 1 year
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pairing: kim dongyoung x fem!reader (oc) genre&au(s): military!au warnings: possible military rank inaccuracies length: 0.3k words
[5:40 pm]— “What do you think you were doing?” commander!Doyoung demanded, specks of saliva spraying out of his mouth from how angry he was.
“What you told me to do.” I shifted out of my vest and hung it on its hook. “Why are you pissy?”
“Because you deliberately disobeyed me.” Doyoung took the rifle from my hands although not roughly. “I told you to get out of there with the rest of the unit.” He leaned in close, voice dropping to nearly a hiss. “You could’ve gotten yourself killed.”
I met his eyes. “Then you would be free of an insubordinate soldier.”
Doyoung pinched the bridge of his nose. “I don’t want to lose you, Y/N. You’re too valuable, but you need to listen.”
“I’m not dead am I?”
“No, but it was a close call.”
“Relax, alright?” I scratched the back of my neck, which was insanely itchy from the mix of dirt and sweat accumulating there. “Everyone’s safe and sound.”
“For now,” he said. “Dinner’s in ten. Wash up and lose the attitude. The lieutenant will want to speak to you.”
“Oh, great.” I rolled my eyes. “Tell the grandpa that I’ll speak to him as I am.”
“You’ll watch yourself.”
I couldn’t help but smile. “Alright, I’ll be presentable.”
“Good.” Doyoung turned on his heel. “I’ll return your rifle to the armory.”
Before he could disappear from the room, I called to him. “Will you be there?”
“For when the lieutenant summons you?”
“Yes.”
He looked at me over his shoulder. “Of course. I can’t leave you to your own devices.” And with that, he was gone.
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nctstar · 10 months
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one, two...
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“Oh, so she’s like that with all men. I see.”
“No, no,” you whispered. “Only you, only…you three.”
pairing: dojaejung x fem!reader 
other members: none
word count: 3k 
genre: smut
warnings: this is purely a graphic smut so minors please dni!! foursome, everything is consensual (verbal + use of the traffic light system throughout), dom!dojaejung, sub!reader, sir kink, unprotected sex (don't be silly wrap your willy), rough sex (+ reader is manhandled a LOT), degradation (liberal use of the words slut & whore), praise kink, multiple orgasms, fingering (everywhere), oral (female and male receiving), breast play, (sort of size kink idk they all have big bananas), penetration, use of vibrator, kissing, spitting in mouth (sorry), anal, double + triple penetration, lots of cum, profanity
disclaimer: this is a fanfiction purely from my (filthy) imagination. I don't know the nct members and don't claim that they act like this in real life. I also do not condone any of the activity by any of the characters in this fic. 
a/n: some people tell me that I need therapy after reading the smut I write and I think they're onto something
The thin fabric of your dress clung onto your skin, droplets of pool water sliding off the seams and dripping onto the floor. You watched the carpet darken with every drop. Drip, drip, drip… Your gaze didn’t leave the floor once, despite feeling eyes boring holes into your skull, the tension thickening with every passing second. Goosebumps prickled across your skin, but you felt hot, your face flushed and your heart pounding, feeling restless on your feet.
“Are you just gonna keep staring at the floor?”
Before you, Doyoung was sprawled out on the couch. Donning the shiniest pair of black pants elongating his legs, his shirt hung off his body, casting shadows across his ribs. The remnants of the long past music show was evident in his done-up hair, straight black tendrils shrouding his forehead and dark lined eyes piercing through the strands like a dragon. He raised his eyebrows ever so slightly, and you felt like you were melting like putty under his intense gaze.
This wasn’t the energy you had carried hours ago backstage when you were moaning in his ear, running your hands across his torso shamelessly while you got carried away with your words…
“Come here.”
He patted his right knee. You walked over, swallowing a shudder as you felt wind prickle at your wet skin. You perched yourself on his leg, more and more aware of just how flimsy your dress was. He pulled you in closer from the waist, his other hand bringing your face closer to his. Yet, he stopped short of the kiss. “Are you cold?”
“No.” You had no idea why you lied. In reality, you were fighting the urge to shiver, your nipples being pricked everytime your dress slipped across your chest. In fact, as you shifted in his lap, you brought one hand to fix the strap of your dress, now threatening to expose your entire torso.
Doyoung’s hand grabbed at your wrist. “Don’t. You came here to be a whore, right? So act like it.”
“Doyoung-ah,” you whined, the word whore making you slide into a different headspace. You felt his hands dip between the plush of your thighs, making you squeeze your eyes shut in response. Every time he touched you, it was gentle but immediately passionate and relentless. And every time he closed in on you, he felt familiar and unique at the same time, jolting your body awake with something different blooming every time.
“You guys are here already.” The statement hung in the air with a hint of finality. You pulled away from Doyoung and were met with Jungwoo’s unmistakably toned body. The beige shirt from before was now hanging off his arms, letting rays of moonlight dance across the skin of his chest and stomach. His eyes met yours, his expression serious and unmoving.
Not at all the way he was an hour ago when his mouth was tangled with yours, the bottle of wine you’d had mixing dangerously with the sweet smell of his perfume and the dim lights, making you dizzy and him more and more eager.
“Jungwoo, uh…hi.”
He stepped closer to the arm of the couch and dramatically rested one knee up on the edge in an almost comical display of dominance. Yet, it made something in you switch, and you felt your body aching to be in that bar again, tasting him in the corner of the room.
“Tell us again what you told me backstage,” Doyoung broke the silence, his icy fingers now bringing your face back towards him. “You know, back when you were rutting against me like a bitch in heat.”
Damn, that was harsh.
“Oh, so she’s like that with all men. I see.”
“No, no,” you whispered. “Only you, only…you three.” The word three quietly slipped off your tongue and trailed off like it was a long-held secret, something that you would have taken to your grave if you weren’t in your current predicament.
Memories ran through your mind, of yourself. Mere days ago. Your head in between Jaehyun’s spread legs, scalp tingling from his random pulls on your ponytail, the bony part of your knees feeling sore on the cold tiles as the beat of the song beyond the door thumped on.
“Right, right.” You watched Jungwoo’s demeanour crack as he smirked, looking at you teasingly.
At first you hadn’t noticed Jaehyun leaning on the doorframe, lurking in the shadows like an outsider. But as he took a few steps forward, the darkness began to leave his slender frame, and he was standing in front of you and Doyoung in no time. Your eyes began to scan the outlines of his waist, and the way his jean shorts hung on for dear life. Despite how much you had fooled around with all three of them the past couple of months, not once did you think you’d be here, dripping onto the carpet on the lap of one man while two others watched you with hungry eyes.
“Staring at his cock, are you?” Your eyes widened at the filth of Doyoung’s words, him usually striking you as a missionary-reserved kind of guy. But you looked away immediately, mortified, and he only chuckled.
He pushed you onto your back then, letting your head rest on the armrest of the couch and the small of your back on his legs. You felt breathless as he manhandled you around, your dress slipping and sliding around to expose you in obscene ways.
“Open up.” You met Jungwoo’s face upside down. You were no stranger to his casual dominance that molded you into submission every time, but today you hesitated slightly, having never taken him in your mouth before. Let alone like this.
Almost like he read your mind, he immediately added, “It’s okay.You can do it, baby. I’ll help.”
“So nice, isn’t he?” Jaehyun finally spoke, and you looked down to see him on his knees, towering over your bottom half. Doyoung had lifted the ends of your dress to your stomach, exposing your pussy now dripping onto his lap like some sort of cheap porno. You whimpered as Jaehyun ran his fingers over your folds, holding your breath in anticipation. “Tell me what you want from me.”
“Oh, Jae.” You sucked in a sharp breath as his mouth landed on your pussy, making you pull away involuntarily. You felt a sharp sting on the inside of your thighs. “Mmm, sorry. Please, please fuck me. I need it so bad, fuck.” You drawled out your words as he ate you out with the vigour of a young bachelor, Doyoung keeping one of your thighs anchored down.
“You hear that, Doyoung? So pathetic. Any common whore could have come up with that.”
“A-ah,” you moaned as his fingers entered you, the rush of sensation making you feel scatterbrained. “No, wait, I didn’t, ah…I meant…”
“We’ll give her another chance later.” Jungwoo hooked under your chin and bent your neck up, letting you open your mouth and engulf his girth. Your hands fisted tight as you choked, drool running down your chin and onto your collarbones. You closed your eyes, letting yourself be used as he pleased. “Good girl.” he groaned, and Jaehyun began to pump his fingers inside you at a steady pace.
Your cries and moans were getting lost around Jungwoo’s length, his hips now pistoning in and out of your mouth, and you felt Doyoung play with your nipples, making you jerk on his lap. You felt an impending orgasm build up inside you, your whines getting stronger as you pushed Jungwoo off to release your mouth. “Gonna cum!”
“Who said you could?” Jaehyun’s pace remained unchanged, and you shut your eyes, your brain turning into mush as ripples of pleasure took over your senses.
A sharp pull on your hair brought you back to reality with a yelp. “Answer him, baby.”
“Ah, s-sir.” Your eyes glazed over, making Jungwoo’s figure look less and less definite. His grip didn’t falter, but he let out a gentle sigh. “Do as he says, or you’ll regret it.”
“I can’t…I can’t hold it in,” your voice shook, your muscles stiff as your body was pinned down. “Please, ah, let me cum, ah, ah…shit!”
“Go ahead, princess.” You came with a cry, soaking Jaehyun’s fingers in the process. Your head felt floaty, and you faintly registered being shifted around until your legs were pressed up against your chest and you felt a hard bulb press against your hole.
“Nghhh…” With little energy left, you were painting the air with incoherent sounds. Doyoung pressed his lips against yours, his hands slipping on your thighs. “You gonna be a good whore for me?”
“Y-ye…yeah.” You sucked in a breath through your teeth as his wide girth filled you to the brim, your walls stretched thin. “So big.”
“Yeah?” He breathed, before slamming into you, knocking the air out of you in the process. You opened your mouth to scream but no sound came out at first, your body almost feeling helpless to the sudden intrusion.
“Does it hurt, baby?” You felt someone stroke the hair on your face, and you shook your head. Jaehyun patted your cheek harder, as if to snap you out of your haze. “Don’t lie. Use your words.”
“No, no, feels…feels good.” Your voice wavered with every stroke, and you looked up to meet his eyes, filled with lust. Standing beside Jungwoo, both watching you get ruined making you surprisingly wetter. You threw your head back, feeling Doyoung rack your body with his strong thrusts. You closed your eyes in response, but a slap on the side of your face made your eyes fly open again. “Look at me while you’re getting ravished like this, baby. Don’t you dare close your eyes.”
“Ah, yes, s-sir!” Doyoung’s face was now in front of yours, his thrusts getting sloppier and more desperate as he went along. “You like being watched, too? You keep watching them and squeezing around me, you filthy girl.” You only moaned in response, your eyes rolling on the back of your head, all logical thoughts spilling out of your mind as his release poured out of you, hole left gaping as he pulled out.
You felt like you blinked and Doyoung was just gone, replaced by Jaehyun. Before you could register anything, you felt his cock slap against your dripping hole, making you yelp and shut your knees together. “Ah, wait, wait…” Your chest was heaving, the bottom of your dress now slick with sweat and release.
“Colour?” You felt Jungwoo’s whisper on the side of your head, Jaehyun’s heavy gaze on you, and you didn’t hesitate with your answer. “Green.”
“Fuck, you’re just insatiable, aren’t you?” Doyoung’s words and Jaehyun’s hands prying your knees apart made your stomach churn with anticipation. You felt another tug on your hair, gentle this time, and you looked up to meet Jungwoo, his face now closer to yours. “Tongue out for me.” You whimpered as he engulfed your open mouth into his, the kiss sloppy and wet. He pulled away, one hand now shoved under your dress and playing with your tits, another stroking your face, driving you crazy with his simultaneous gentle and rough handling. Without warning, you felt something hard and almost plastic rest on the top of your pussy, and you immediately felt Jungwoo block you from looking down. “No. Keep looking up.”
As soon as you felt the vibrations start on your already spent core, you squealed and began to writhe away. Much to you dismay, you were being held down mercilessly. “Oh my god, oh my god, it’s already too much…”
“I don’t care. Pay attention up here. You think you can get away with not making me cum?”
“Fuck, fuck…”
“On your knees, _. I don’t have all day.”
You supported yourself up, wobbling the entire way, your entire body feeling the effects of this vibrator that was sucking the life out of you today in mere seconds…or minutes, you no longer could tell. Feeling the cold edges of the Jaehyun’s rings against your bare thighs, you realised he was probably the one rolling the end of the toy on your clit, making you cry out in pleasure. “Good fucking slut. She’s good, isn’t she?”
You whimpered, feeling the vibrations ebb away, almost missing the way it was letting you build up to your climax. “Yes, sir…”
You heard Doyoung’s laugh next to you, making you feel both embarrassed and hornier than ever. “Gosh, she’s so out of it already.”
You looked up to be met with Jungwoo’s length, your hair shrouding your face as you stared thoughtlessly. Jaehyun breathed into your ear, “Need some help with that, baby?”
You nodded, all self-respect leaving your body at this point. “Let’s make a deal then,” he continued. “If I help you suck his cock, you let me fuck you from behind.” You inhaled sharply, the vibrations now slowly building up again. “Or we use the toy. What do you want?” You knew he was being gracious by asking, but his tone was mocking, almost scathing.
“Your cock…a-ah…please. Want to be stretched out and…fu-fucked, please. In all my h- ah, oh my god,” Your thighs shook, the last of your inhibitions leaving you as you felt a hot combination of your and the mens’ release leak down your inner thighs, naked and needy in front of all three.
“What was that, hmm?” Doyoung placed a hand on the small of your back, tipping you towards the vibrator, making you pant louder and louder.
“Nghh…fuck, please fuck me, in, all my holes, oh my-” you were cut off by the vibrator leaving your clit, the sudden loss making you want to fight back tears.
The steady silence that followed made you realise then the gravity of your words.  
“Mmm, we better give her what she wants then.” Jungwoo stated as a matter of fact, but you sensed a sudden arousal rise up within him, and your stomach churned with a mix of excitement and anxiety. “Here I was thinking you’d be satisfied getting fucked two at a time.”
You yelped as you felt something cold on your rim, and you heard Doyoung shush you immediately. “It’s alright, baby, it’s just lube. You okay with this?” You bit your lip, trying to hold in your moans already. “I-I think I can.” Your voice was tiny and shaky, and Jungwoo tipped the bottom of your chin up so that you could meet his eyes. “What’s your colour? Be honest, it’s okay.” You felt Jaehyun hum in agreement, patting your thigh comfortingly.
“Yes, yes I want this. Green. God, I need to cum so bad.”
Jungwoo’s fingers changed you squeeze roughly around your cheeks, forcing your mouth open. Bending over, he spat inside, making you shut your eyes and whine. “Tell me who you belong to.”
“Ah, you, you…all of…y-you.”
“That’s a good girl. You look so pretty like this. Just waiting for cock.” You hummed in pleasure, feeling fingers enter and begin to stretch you out. Gasping and moaning, you let Jungwoo guide you to his length, Jaehyun pulling the hair away from your face as promised in a tight, unforgiving grip. As you gagged, the two men swore and pushed you down deeper, Jaehyun holding your head in place while Jungwoo pushed his hips forward. You held back tears as you accommodated to his length. “That’s it.” The sounds of you choking replaced by a broken scream as you felt Jaehyun slip back inside your sopping hole. Shaking your head, the two men released you as you groaned incoherently, feeling your eyeballs slip to the back of your head. “Oh, haah…I think I’m gonna…c-cum.”
You kept your promise as Jaehyun thrusted inside a handful of times, the squelching sounds a testament to the juices that just kept flowing out of you. In the post-orgasmic haze, you felt Doyoung’s fingers stretch out your rim, the unfamiliar sensations feeling both uncomfortable and so good. “How’s that, babygirl?”
“So good,” You heard Doyoung groan. “How on Earth are you so wet…”
As if a trained response, you opened your mouth as Jungwoo tipped your face up, letting him enter your mouth again. “You suck me so good, baby. Gonna make me cum like a good cockslut, aren’t you?” You furiously nodded, the wet noises filling up the entire room as his cock slammed in and out of your mouth. “Keep going, keep going, baby, good girl.” You became aware of an otherworldly stretch and tears sprung to your eyes. You pulled off. “Ah, oh my god, I’m so…full…” the words fought to leave you between your open mouth gasps of air, your head turning to watch yourself be stretched to the brim. Jungwoo pulled your head back to his cock. “Thought you wanted this, being fucked by three…” You engulfed him whole, your desperate moans vibrating his entire length as you felt Jaehyun and Doyoung fuck you into the couch. Jungwoo threw his head back. “…fuck, three cocks. Fuck, just the sight you like this is gonna make me cum.” It wasn’t too soon after that Jungwoo came, his hot load escaping down your chin onto your chest as he pulled you off him. “Fuck, that’s so hot.”
You screamed as you came, your sensitive walls fluttering and struggling to take so much stimulation. You felt a few seconds of shushing as you whined and tried to clamber away, the men holding you down until you were well and truly stuffed with loads of cum, the feeling of it hot deep inside your abdomen.
You collapsed onto the couch when all of you were done, your vision now seeing stars. As you slipped into an exhausted slumber, you felt one hand stroke your hair, a gentle kiss placed on the top of your head. “Shhh, you did so well, baby. Go to sleep.”
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daydreamingyuta · 6 months
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NCT as Husbands Series: Doyoung
summary: fluff, drabble, husband!doyoung wc: 587 nct as husbands masterlist
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Doyoung is the sweetest husband actually 🥹 like you’re his favorite person in the entire world and he treats you as such!
I think Doyoung is really observant and he’s been that way throughout your entire relationship so there are many quirks and habits that he’s picked up from you over the years which is his subconscious way of telling you that he pays attention to every little detail about you.
Also, because he's so observant he will notice if you really want something so he's constantly showering you with gifts because he just can't help getting you things he knows you'll love.
There’s a really beautiful balance in your relationship where you both find comfort in each other. He’s there for you when you need him and you’re there for him when he needs you. Since you’ve been together for so long, you both know exactly what the other needs, when they need it.
One way that Doyoung shows his love for you is in the kitchen. He loves to cook for you, even though he doesn't get the opportunity very often. He even goes out of his way to learn new recipes that he thinks you'll like. However, he knows that you’re always extra appreciative when he cooks a favorite meal of yours. 
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After a long day, you can’t wait to get home and spend some time with your sweet husband. You also can’t wait to eat. You’re making plans in your head on what to order as you unlock the front door and are hit with the scent of your favorite dinner being prepared.  You take your shoes off and drop your bag by the front door before heading into the kitchen. You had expected Doyoung to be right in front of the stove, but he wasn't. You sneak a bite of the food before wandering around your house looking for him. You called out his name but got no answer. You checked the living room, bedroom, and bathroom and still couldn't find him. You were just about to pull out your phone to call him, when you heard the front door opening.  "Hey, I was looking all over for you." You say, grabbing the bag out of his hand and planting a kiss on his lips. "I had to run by the store real quick" He says with his adorable smile.  You look into the bag and see that it only has one thing, your favorite flavor of ice cream. "I know you've had a hard day so I cooked for you and then I noticed that we ran out of your ice cream and I thought you might like to have some tonight." Your heart was already melted at the fact that he cooked you your favorite dinner, but him going out of his way to get you some ice cream made your heart soar. You wrap both your arms around him, the impact causing him to stumble slightly but he catches himself and holds you tight. "You didn't have to do this, but I appreciate it so much." "Anything for you sweetheart." He says, eyes closed relishing in your sweet embrace. It really was the small things in your marriage that made you the happiest. That’s what made getting to spend your life with Doyoung so precious, you were consciously doing sweet things for each other, no matter how small because at the end of the day the only thing either of you really wanted was to see the other happy.
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jinisnuggets · 22 days
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Hello can I ask for a Doyoung smut, I haven't been seeing new fics of doyoung these days 🥹 tysm
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ᵂᵃʳⁿⁱⁿᵍˢ: ᵀʰⁱᶜᵏ ᵈⁱᶜᵏ ᴰᵒʸᵒᵘⁿᵍ, ᴴᵃʳᵈ ᵈᵒᵐ ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ, ᵐᵉⁿᵗⁱᵒⁿˢ ᵒᶠ ᶜᵒᶜᵏ ᵃᵇᵘˢᵉ, ᶜᵒᶜᵏ ʷᵃʳᵐⁱⁿᵍ, ᵗᵉᵃˢⁱⁿᵍ, ˢᵘᵍᵍᵉˢᵗⁱᵛᵉ, ˢʷᵉᵃʳⁱⁿᵍ
ˢʸⁿᵒᵖˢⁱˢ: ᴺᵒ ᵐᵃᵗᵗᵉʳ ʰᵒʷ ᵍᵒᵒᵈ ᴰᵒʸᵒᵘⁿᵍ’ˢ ⁶ᵗʰ ˢᵉⁿˢᵉ ᵐⁱᵍʰᵗ'ᵛᵉ ᵇᵉᵉⁿ… ʸᵒᵘ ᵏⁿᵉʷ ʰᵉ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ'ᵛᵉ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵖʳᵉᵈⁱᶜᵗᵉᵈ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʷᵃˢ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵗᵒ ʰᵃᵖᵖᵉⁿ ʷʰᵉⁿ ʰᵉ ᵃʳʳⁱᵛᵉᵈ ᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵖˡᵃᶜᵉ ᵗᵒ ˢᵖᵉⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ⁿⁱᵍʰᵗ.
ᴬ/ᴺ: ᴴⁱ ᵃⁿᵒⁿ! ᴬˢˢᵘᵐⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘ ᵃʳᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ ᵃⁿᵒⁿ ᵃˢ ᵐʸ ʳᵉqᵘᵉˢᵗᵉᵈ ᴶᵉᵒⁿᵍʷᵒᵒ ᶠⁱᶜ, ᴵ ʷᵃⁿⁿᵃ ᵗᵉˡˡ ʸᵒᵘ... ᵀʰᵃⁿᵏ ʸᵒᵘ ˢᵒ ᵐᵘᶜʰ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉˢᵉ ᵃˢᵏˢ, ⁱˡʸˢᵐ 😭🩷, ˢᵉⁿᵈⁱⁿᵍ ᵛⁱʳᵗᵘᵃˡ ʰᵘᵍˢ 🫶
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“Hey… it's late, is everything alright?” You called through the phone after not hearing a response for a concerning amount of time, he had called you so you didn't know if it was much of a real call or more of a prank call.
“Hey, the boys are gonna go eat somewhere but I honestly wanna just lay in bed and sleep. The company's too far and I know you live nearby- mind if I spend the night?” you could hear his croaky voice from the other side and you honestly couldn't help but feel pity for him, you didn't see the problem in letting your boyfriend come over in order for him to just immediately lay in bed and knock himself out, it was just one night and you didn't seem to find a problem with it.
“Doyoung - you don't need to ask, just call me and say you're coming over. My house is your house.” You calmly responded, “Ok, ok, my bad, I'll be there in 10” he responded, half chuckling while you heard the familiar beep and then the line went dead.
Part of you was nervous about him coming over to spend the night, but what was one singular night gonna do? Nothing could happen in the span of those 12 hours that he'd be coming and sleeping over. He had practice the next morning, which meant that by breakfast hours at the company, he should already be there and ready for practice.
So you waited until you heard a knock on the door, you slowly walked to the fronts of your apartment and looked outside the peephole. It was the habit you couldn't get rid of as well as the one people always found themselves questioning you for, to which you always responded with.
“Better to be safe than sorry.”
Once confirming that it was indeed Doyoung, you slipped open the door and allowed him to enter the cozy setting, you greeted him and escorted him to your room.
“Since I live in an apartment- I unfortunately don't have any guest bedrooms, but you can rest in here and I'll be on the couch.”
Doyoung took the little energy he had in order to glance at you and turn his full body to face you, he looked a bit disappointed and a little annoyed.
“Why don't we just sleep together?” He responded. Now you were sure that your cheeks were flushed red judging by the burning sensation you had in them, you cleared your throat and made eye contact with him which was quickly broken by whatever reason you may have made in your head.
“I don't know about that-”
“Why? We're dating and from the looks of it, your bed is big enough to fit 2 people. I don't see a problem with it.”
You turned your head and thought for a moment, although you also didn't really have a problem with sleeping together, your conscience wouldn't really leave you alone if you dared to lay in the same bed as him, especially since in the recent Treasure comebacks he was really putting it off with the visuals.
“I probably won't keep my hands still if we do-”
He completely disregarded your comment, probably because he didn’t hear you or he just didn't pay attention, nevertheless it was one of the two. “It's only one singular night, I think we should be fine-”
Hesitant, you nodded, having already brushed your teeth, you asked him if he had brushed his, to which he simply nodded and fell onto the bed… to which you followed right after.
It had surprisingly worked out at first… both of you were sound asleep in a matter of minutes, and to be honest, you slept like a baby for those couple of hours that your eyes were shut, which felt weird since you hadn't slept like that in ages… maybe it was because Doyoung was next to you.
But you had woken up to the sound of Doyoung groaning, and of course it caught you off guard. Your eyes immediately widened and you saw yourself laying on top of your boyfriend, you figured you had just somehow shifted into that position during your sleep since you definitely did not remember falling asleep like that. Therefore you didn't think much of it, that was until you felt Doyoung's hand grab onto your shoulder and attempt to push you off lightly.
“Y/n… can you stop doing that please…?”
Confused, you looked at your boyfriend as if he was out of his mind, “I'm not doing anything…?” You lightly said, trying not to disturb his still tired side that had yet to woke up completely, and you could only imagine how much more confused he became when his groaning shifted to moaning.
It took you a while to realize that your knee was in a place where it shouldn't have been…
“Crap! I'm sorry!” you said, feeling Doyoung's arms wrap around you as you could feel his slow but repetitive breaths lightly caress your skin.
“Y/n… I'm tired. Let's forget this and go back to bed.” You could hear his shaky yet desperate voice, that same voice that was probably about to fall asleep any moment now. It took you a while to realize that the reason you had probably felt so uncomfortable around him lately was because you were turned on by him in a way, which had you wondering how you hadn't noticed earlier.”
You heard a groan come from his mouth, which left a smirk tracing on your mouth, satisfaction running through his body as his back slowly arched. Your hand had traveled over to his tighted pants and gently squeezed him, making him moan ever so slightly.
His breathing became more regular, becoming a mix of breathing and moaning “Y/n… you shouldn't do this here…”
“What are you so afraid of?” You muttered lightly, not daring to leave out the mocking pitch, knowing he wouldn't be able to do anything about it since it was technically you in full control.
“Y/n- I have practice tomorrow” he whined, but your grip only got tighter. Doyoung’s moan got cut off by your abrupt kiss when you leaned up and connected your lips together, giving him a passionate and wet kiss.
You lifted his shirt to reveal his small and skinny figure along with the small shape of his forming abs, chuckling a bit, you licked his chest in which he lightly groaned and looked at you.
“Doyoung- you really have no idea what you've been doing to me lately.” You muttered, unzipping his zipper and massaging his crotch, using the little fabric that was his only advantage against him… no matter how much he wanted to deny it, he was turned on, and you were the cause of that.
There was no need for permission, your hand was already sliding up and down his bare cock, as his dick grew in your grip.
“You're all out with the teasing today aren't you?” he commented, chuckling at the act along with you. Ignoring him, you brought your free hand onto his stomach and gave him small belly rubs, you felt his hand travel to your back and down to your waist, as he held you in place to prevent you from falling. His eyes were shut as he was beginning to relax at your every move, still letting out small groans at the feeling of your hand sliding on his cock.
And you surely weren't expecting him to have such an impressive girth, you felt he was thick but you didn't expect him to be that thick.
“Y/n… please let me feel you-” he moaned, words barely forming and escaping his mouth. Hearing it for sure drove you crazy, so you nodded and turned around which was the first time you actually managed to get a good look at his dick.
“Doyoung, I hope you know that with this dick you're just gonna make me want you more…”
“If you want me, then claim me.”
The response took you by surprise, sure your boyfriend was flirty with everyone but this was different, and you knew that he had caught onto you and decided to get revenge for all the teasing you yourself was guilty of.
“You think I won't?” You smirked which made his cock grow stiff, he liked it.
“You like it when I tell you things like that?” You muttered softly, he shaked his head, a bit ashamed before ultimately nodding, which only earning a small giggle from you.
The both of you pulled into a wet kiss, tongues intertwining and transferring all your love to each other with that one singular kiss, morning practice was the last thing on his mind now, almost completely forgetting about it. Once the kiss was separated you took the moment to look at your boyfriend, who was making eye contact with you intimately.
“Get on me…”
“Doyoung- you feel good…”
Taking a moment to process his words before smiling, bringing yourself over to him as he slowly removed the shorts which surrounded and highlighted your waist, following his instructions and lining yourself up with him.
Doyoung fluttered a bit and you felt him twitch inside of you, you gave Doyoung a moment and started grinding yourself on him, allowing him to feel all the pleasure as you both shared knowing sounds and moans.
“Y/n… you-”
Unable to finish his sentence, you cut him off by leaning down and kissing his chest, trying your best to limit your moans and allow him to do all the talking, you allowed yourself to suck his nipple and play with his other as you picked up your speed, pressing his on parts onto him.
“You can't get any better at this can you…?” He commented, completely out of breath and with sloppy speech, hearing him being so distraught really did something with your subconscious, enough to make you pick up your speed once more earning a growl from him.
“Fuck Doyoung… you really know how to mess with my feelings don't you?”
“I really don't mean to…”
Feeling his dick once again begin twitching, you brought yourself off of him, having a gut feeling that he was close and which was proven to be correct shortly after.
Small bits of precum leaked out of his dick, which was proving to your theory furthermore.
“Y/n… I'm close… please don't stop.”
“I'm not going to, I wanna show you satisfaction to the fullest.”
He didn't know what you meant, that was until you flicked his crotch allowing him to feel a small moment of both pain and pleasure at the same time, all feelings overtook him as his eyes rolled back and mouth watered at the feeling of his cock being distributed from it's original state and ending up with a small mark.
And that only got worse, as it started with small flicks to full on slaps, you slapped his dick harshly yet still with caution as you knew you there was a higher possibility that you'd hurt him than actually please him.
“Fuck…!” He whined, his whimpers got loud as he attempted to limit his volume, for a moment forgetting you lived in an apartment building with neighbors on all sides of your room. “Y/n! Stop! Please!” he once again whined, which just made you slap him slightly harder.
Tears began forming in his eyes as he felt the feeling of his dick slapping against his stomach and being brought back up to your hand for you to just repeat the cycle, his tears streamed down his cheeks and his mind became overwhelmed with thoughts.
How was the feeling of both pain and pleasure all at once was darn addicting?
His mouth watered, as he picked up the nearest pillow and brought it to his face, all his cum leaked out of him the moment your hand allowed his crotch to breathe.
“Was I too harsh on you?” Pity finding your voice as you saw the mess your boyfriend had done.
You both had been virgins up until that point, and the feeling of something like sex was truly just so overwhelming, the feeling of each other's touch in such an intimate way just really fluttered both of your hearts.
“No… it felt good…”
“Can try cock warming in you…?”
“Of course…” you lightly responded, reading his excited expression, he smiled lightly and brought a himself inside of you once more.
It was truly when you realized that one singular night was truly all it took for something so unimaginable to happen to two individuals.
Just one singular night.
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