#exept for hating themselves

[sebek-zigbolt]

#rollo so u love books too huh #guess who ur coming across in the library then #the two most annoying fucks on campus also hate eachother this is grand #malleus is slightly homoerotic w 2 ppl and sebek goes #yes my new mortal enemy #i may or may not clean this up to post on main but lmao its so funny #why am i still talking #twst spoilers #my art #ikkkkk in my minddd that rollo is a great magician n very talented but also consider #sebek can snap him like a twig #anyways i love them both sm #rollo also fo sure dislikes fae since they run on magic basically #exactly opposite beliefs these 2 #exept for hating themselves #they got that in common yippeeeee #maybe i should leave my rollo sebek analysis OUT of the tags of a shitpost

[mqsi]

Can you do one where reader is a model and gavi has the biggest crush on her when he saw her walking in a fashion show and his teammates were making fun of him in the locker room and the rest can be up to you

Hey anon, thank you for requesting. I changed up the request a bit, since I already did a story about the team making fun of him,so I hope you don’t mind. 🫶🏻

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Pedri and him were driving around the city,when of course fans stopped by the car asking for photos. Pedri pulled down the windows of his mini so they can take pictures. Gavi was smiling at some girls phone when he noticed a billboard in the distance. It was an ad for some clothing brand, the girl advertising it really pulled Gavi’s attention and he probably ended up looking in the wrong direction in the pic.

When Pedri finally managed to slip out of the crowd, Gavi turned to him “Can you pass here one more time?”

“What? You want me to go in circles when I barely managed to pass trough?” Pedri said, confusion and irritation evident in his tone.

“Please, I have to check something” Gavi replied making Pedri sigh and take a turn.

They were passing by the same spot again when Gavi pointed at the billboard.

“There. That girl, I need to know her name”

Pedri took a few glances off the road to see what the hell Gavi was talking about.

“I think I’ve seen her on instagram or something, but I don’t know her name” said Pedri “Can you see what brand she’s working for?”

The billboard was pretty far from the road, Gavi was stuggling to read the letters but he ended up recognizing the logo.

“I got it” he said before opening his phone to dig out the information about the model, that being you. He found you on the brands instagram page, also finding out that they were having a fashion show this weekend.

“We need to go” Gavi said.

“Where now?”

“To her fashion show”

“You want us to go to a random fashion show? And for what? It’s not like you can do anything from going to her fashion show exept watch her” Pedri replied now laughing at his friends ideas.

“Bet” Gavi replied, already searching the way to get tickets.

Gavi ended up convincing Pedri to come and they both agreed this should stay between them. Since they were famous themselves, they got seated first row. Gavi spent most of his time looking around the room instead watching what was presented to him, until you came out on the stage.

His eyes instantly locked with your body, analyzing your features. You on the other end, had to stay professional and not let your eyes wandre the room. But duting the entirety of your part, you felt an intense gaze. As you were walking back, you stole a glance at the boy that was looking at you. Your eyes locked for a second, making Gavi smile. You quickly turned your head, basically rushing off the stage.

When the show ended, Pedri and Gavi had a plan. Pedri was going to stand in the middle of the entrance practically presenting himself to public, making a crowd and letting Gavi slip behind, hopefully unnoticed. And they did just that. Gavi managed to rush in an empty hallway where he was hoping to find your changing room. As he was walking, looking around, he suddenly felt a hand on his chest stopping him in his tracks.

“Hey there big guy” the man said “you can’t go back here”

Gavi usually hated using his reputation for private life occurrences but this was a must.

“Do you know who I am?” He said.

“Woah golden boy slow down, your football doesn’t mean nothing here, it ain’t a football pitch” the man said.

You were in your room, just a few steps away and had already changed into a pair of sweats and a hoodie when you heard the commotion outside. At first, you just brushed it off proceeding to take off your earings but you got curious. Stepping out of the room, you were met with the same eyes from before. Gavi was looking at you, chewing on the inside of his cheek in hopes of you letting him trough. The man, seemingly your body guard or something, was still ordering him to leave.

“No, it’s okay let him” your voice inturrupted him.

“What? You know we can��t do this”

“As my manager, you can decide stuff I do for work. This definietly isn’t work so you might as well leave us be” you said, making your manager leave down the hall. Both you and Gavi followed him with your eyes until he was out of sight,before turning to each other.

“Hi, Im Pablo-”

“Gavi” you inturrupted him “ I know. And I’m guessing you know me as well, since you came all the way here”

“Well yeah, I wanted to see If I can get your number or something?” He said making you chukle.

“You’re a bold one, aren’t you?” You said taking a step closer.

Gavi’s face got hot, why were you so close to him all of the sudden? He put his hands in his pockets cause otherwise he would fidget with them.

“Listen, I can’t give you my number right here, there are cameras around and that would make a headline everywhere, don’t you think? But..” you said before slowly reaching to your pocket and signaling Gavi to look in that direction. He got the memo and took a step closer and you slipped a card in his hand, which he quickly stuffed in his pocket.

“There’s my manager’s number written on it. Call tomorrow, and I will answer. We have a meeting and I’ll make sure to answer the call myself and step away from him. After all,he is always distracted at meetings,trying to organize my schedule” you said smiling at him.

Gavi smirked, biting his lip.

“Thanks”

“Well, I’ll see if it was worth it” you smiled back, now turning away from him so you can get back in the room “Oh and take a second exit down the hall so people don’t see you come from here” you said before dissapearing into the room. Gavi stood there for a few moments, just smiling at the thought of you.

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a/n: poor Pedri still being outside alone with the fans

#footballer imagine #x reader #gavi x reader #pablo gavi #pedri smut #gavi #gavi imagine #pablo gavi imagine #pablo gavi x reader #pablo gavira #pedri barça #pedri gonzalez #pedri fanfic #pedriandgavi #gavi blurb #i left the end open #maybe a part 2 someday idk

[trashy-corvian]

You draw the twins real funky (I like it) so could I perhaps ~inquire~ what some of your body headcanons for them are?

Sup~ And thank you🖤

Now, do i have some headcanons?

General

While not strict, demon can be sorted into different categories. Some of them are: avian, reptile, fish, amphibian, insectoid, mammal and hybrid.

There a lot of arguing abot how to better categorise them, some demonologist argue that there is no such thing as "fish" type, while others say that arachnids should be considered a seperate type

Each brother, exept Mammon, represent the most common type present in their Ring

Mammon is a hybrid type. Hybrids aren't common but most of them come from the Greed Ring, some demons like to joke that "greed demons wanted to take all the good traits for themselves"

Body hair and fat are traits most often associated with mammal types but other demons can easily have those of they so wish and/or they lifestyle made them like that

Genitals are not a fixed thing. Demons are flexible like that. I also believe that demons are most lax when it comes to this stuff. Angels used to have the most strict gender policies until humans became-waves hand- like this

Lucifer

Avian type

Has the body type like those horny Lucifer statues, you know the ones

Scars. A lot of them. The biggest is a mix of old wounds and burns that starts at his ribs and goes to the mid thigh

He covers them up with clothes but refuses to glamour them

Suffers from chronic pain, especially in his back

Bird feet, with talons✨️

Mammon

Hybrid type

Slutty waist🖤

Lean body with some muscle definition. My boy has to look a certain way in order to be a model

Used to have scars but glamoured them

The fastest among the brothers, rivaled only by Barbatos among the high ranking demons

His horns are a nightmare to maintain. Before Mc he used to spend a lot of money on salons

Fuffy hair, like, the fluffiest~

Leviathan

Reptile type

Covered in the most pretty scales you'll ever see, compliment him!

Very tall, very skinny, a beanpole basically

Has an ucanny long limbs

Unhingable jaw, like in this one movie where old lady almost ate a child

Very strong tail, can lift things and people. He once used it to toss Mammon across the room.

Uses the fish in his giant tank to clean his horns

Has lighter colored scales instead of scars

Satan

Mammal type

Hooves, man

Can and will break your foot if you piss him off

The guy is a reader. No muscles, soft body and a belly.

Moderate amount of body hair but it's so light you can hardly see it at first

Another owner of great hair, so silky and soft~

Once tried to pierce Lucifer with his horn. It was awkward for everyone involved

Asmodeus

Arachnid type

No muscle whatsoever. Still slim, like those pretty anime boys

Mandibles that come out when he's excited

Managed to avoid getting any big scars or at least he says so. His body is heavily glamoured

Scorpion tail isn't just for show, darling. Be careful

Can withstand the most extreme temperatures but who would put this beauty in such conditions. He will complain all the the time while his less adjusted brothers are literally dying of heat/cold

Beelzebub

Insect type

Strongman body because i said so

Grows body hair to make Belphie feel better about his body

Stamina and strength is off the charts

Buzzes when happy or excited

Unhinged jaw and mandibles, also long tube-like tongue

A lot of scars, i haven't drew them but oooh boy Beel is covered in old wounds

Belphegor

Mammal type

Black spots across the body

Tall as Beel but slouches most of the time

Actually really malnourished, you can see his ribs and hipbones

I headcanon him getting slowly better though

A lot of thick black body hair

For the love of Demon King, brush his tail i beg you

Constant stubble, he can shave but it will grow back the next day

No hooves because he hates the constant maintenance they require

Forgets to eat because he unconsciously taps into Beel's eating, but ,unlike his twin, he doesn't suffer from constant hunger so he often feels full while in reality he hasn't eaten in days

#obey me shall we date #obey me #obey me! #obey me swd #obey me lucifer #obey me belphegor #obey me mammon #obey me asmodeus

[orionchildofhades]

steddie swapping soulmate au part 7

part 1 |[...]| part 6 | part 7 | part 8 | Ao3

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Steve first year in highschool trickles by slowly.

He grows into his skin, more comfortable with the dynamics of the school, accepting bit by bit the way people expect him to act. This is not middle school anymore. This is where the first steps of his future begin, this is where he can write a name for himself, remind the world of the meaning beind the name Harrington.

Or so his father says. And his mother. Or at least she nods like it's one of the wisest thing she heard. And then she comes see him after dinner, sit on the edge of his bed and look at him, remind him how she loves him and how proud the whole family will be when he graduates and join the firm.

We'll all move to New York, honey, over with this town, don't worry.

And then she, and Father, leave once more, leaving Hawkins until they decide it's time to show themselves again.

So Steve plays basket, he swims. He tries as hard as he can on his work, on essays and history dates. He doesn't get much of the things his english teacher says, but he never did. Who could even know what a writer thought when saying the tableclothe was red? Not Steve.

But he likes when the teacher explains how the universe came to be, how all matter comes from the stars. The way we're all stardusts, linked to each other and the world around us. He likes when they tell him about the velocity and aerodynamics.

Tests are a bore and he loves complaining with his friends.

Carol swaps during winter break but doesn't say much about it. No one tries to pry. And Steve would really be an hypocrite if he did. Soulmate is private buisiness. If he doesn't want to talk about it, he shouldn't have to. Same for Carol.

Tommy swaps with his soulmate, Natalie, during a cold day in January. "It's not cold. This is pretty acceptable actually, for this month. Where are we again?" She had said with a thick accent. If this wasn't cold, Steve didn't want to know what was.

Steve doesn't swap again. Not for seven entire months.

Seven months spent thinking about Eddie.

Why Eddie rejected him, why he sneers in his direction when they cross path in the corridor.

Why he still hasn't swapped.

Because what could it mean? What exept that his soulmate doesn't want him and the universe apparently agrees with it.

Long nights are spent staring at the ceiling, both fearing and hoping to swap the next day. Thinking about what he did. Replaying each words and actions of this time before the club room.

He is a mistake. Maybe what people say is true, soulmates of the same gender shouldn't exist, and Eddie hates him for it. For being there, for being the body he woke up in when he was sent by the universe itself.

If we're all made of the same stardusts, what does it matter if I'm boy?

The universe had not sent an answer to that.

So Steve watches.

Richard picks on Eddie's friends, on the kids who play chest, on the drama club. And Steve watches.

He watches when Eddie is shoved into a locker, his heart aching and tears pricking with tears that he would not let fall. He watches as the sneers Eddie bears become more violent, when he is hit by a violent growth spurt and he grows into it, using the hight advantage he has against most people. He watches as rumors starts flying around about Eddie, listen to the words people use, The Loveless, the Freak.

All wrong. But Steve doesn't say anything.

For spring break, Steve leaves Hawkins. Instead of coming back, his parents send him a plane ticket for him to come to the city. To New York. His mother swore to take him to own of her favorite broadway show, his father to show him the firm properly. He is a man now after all, he has to learn the proper way to live his life. To follow into his father's footsteps.

He leaves Hawkins and he leaves behind the worries and the dread of having a soulmate who doesn't like him.

In the late hours of night, he sometimes thinks he'd rather have what his parents have, which is not fucking much, rather than whatever it is that Eddie feels for him. Even less than not much. Even worse.

New York is big. Bigger than he remembers. Bigger than Hawkins and his school, bigger than all his problems and he let the light of the city sip into his skin and bones, the lives shaking the entire ground, the noises and voices and faces all mixing in a fury of colours and movements.

That's when he swaps again.

#Carol Perkins lesbian rights #im not sure im going to say more on the subject but who tf knows #not me #steddie soulate au #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #eddie stranger things #eddie munson x steve harrington #steve harrington x eddie munson #steve pov #steve x eddie #steve stranger things #orionwritesthingies

[lilisouless]

Look, Show!Wesper will never be book!wesper

(I know you hate long post, but would you make an exeption for Wesper?)

It´s a vanilla jelly you get from a supermarket vs a fine restaurant´s chocolate pudding (ps, i got hungry writing this and actually stopped to eat a jello from)

I am also aware that the desition of having them hooking up very early on instead of the build up wasn't just pragmatic choices, i really think them being a same sex couple had an influence on that desition, is a consequence of how netflix often treats their lgbtq rep, which is why i get why a lot of people got very upset , specially being lgbtq themselves

Not to say how many scenes will be lost or won't have the same impact.

Now, that being said , there is something on Show!Wesper potentially coming. Is not just the angst, if netflix writers notice what they have done, they could build something interesting

You`ll see, i said before many times that Leigh pairs up often people with similar or complementary issues. The difference between Wesper with Kanej and Helnik is that their problems aren't related to each other

With Kanej, we know their similarities with the touch and how they affect their relationship, not to say anything that their moral conflict, Inej still believes in salvation for Kaz but Kaz can hardly show his good side because is dangerous for him that people know there is someone he loves more than himself. Inej represents a kindness and faith Kaz believes must be left behind, Kaz represents for Inej that people who do bad things can still have good on them , which is something she applies to herself

And Helnik speaks for itself, Nina represents everything Matthias was supposed to destroy, Matthias is part of people who wants to kill her kind. Even without that, Nina is not the concept of the perfect woman behaviour Matthias was raised with and reminds her of this over and over, reminding Nina she is loud and sometimes goofs too much, something her trainers often told her, also got bullied on the orphanage, all this things makes Nina think she is "too much" and people may get tired of her (see her speech to Inej, the best reflection of her insecurities were there) Matthias would eventually realize he actually likes this things about Nina (and letting her know it,a huge step on making amends) and thats why he was so cruel about it.

In both couples, they manage to turn their relationship into something with only joy, but there was pain at one point or another,there were part of each other´s problem thats what i mean.

With Wylan and Jesper that doesn't happen , and this is not a way to say they are better or less important because of it, is just stating a fact and the reason why Kanej and Helnik often think about each other on specific terms while Wesper think about the whole team , but making important highlights on each other. They have meet each other for less time,they are not important on each other`s lives from the begining like the other two, most of their relationship build up is seen on the book with little previous information other than Jesper being send to recuit Wylan and sometimes flirted with him to see what happens (which was pretty ambiguous but you get it). They have a similar conflict individually but the other is not part of it, they mostly bond because of it and are more a companion than a participant on their respective problems. As much as Jesper bitchs on Wylan, he is hardly the reason of his insecurities and Wylan is not related to everything that was going on with Jesper

Now my point: Show Wesper does have a shot on making each other part of their problems, not a whole (that was never a think with Kanej and Helnik...well,on the books anyway🙄) but like i have said before

-Jesper´s loved ones are either leaving or distancing themselves from him,Wylan is the closest person he got at the end of the season. Wylan in exchange has no one, he has no friends outside of Jesper ; sure he has some friendly interactions with other characters but they aren't friends. This means Jesper and Wylan and , maybe unaware, pushing for the other to be their "person" their stability: Jesper offers Wylan a key on an impulse and Wylan decides to move in inmediately.

On the book they find their stability on each other as well, but that was the result of a healthy outcome, knowing each other and deciding that staying together was both what they wanted and the best for them in more than one sense, is not a problem,its a resolution.

On the show it can turn into a problem because becoming someones person its an untold compromise if you and that person have unresolved issues.

By this point i`ll drop spoilers from the book, so if you only watched the show i suggest to not open the cut

Jesper doesn't know Wylan is a merchant son, Jesper hates when people hide information from him, when they consider him untruswhorty or leave him out. This doesn't sound nice if your person is hiding a big deal from you,specially someone you have been vulnerable with. And remember that Jesper in the book , when Wylan stoped talking to him supposedly, his reaction was thinking "he doesn't want to be associated with criminals anymore" and was quite bitter about it. This was Jesper not only not in a relationship with Wylan, they were hardly friends and didn't consider their mutual atraction outside of a phisical thing, "why bother getting attached, he will leave when all of this is over" .

So Show!Wylan , acording to Jesper , may as well be one more of the people who don't trust him or will leave too. Thats how Wylan becomes part of the pain. If this guy,he got so attached only saw the barrel as his playground all along and will go back to his privileged life where Jesper doesn't belong and leave him alone. Its also very unlikely that Wylan explains to him that his dad tried to had him killed, he never says that on the book since the only thing he confess to Kaz was that he couldnt' read,Jesper having a loving father himself which he has a dificult but still loving relationship with, will not even think that Wylan`s dad won't have him back, even if Wylan tells him that.

Also, Jesper always felt like he didn't deserved the people in his life and on the show Wylan hasn't shown to be aware of his gambling adiction or his drop of university, he may hide that from Wylan out of fear he will be judged (and deep inside, feel like he deserves said jugdment)

On Wylan´s side, its harder but not impossible. Jesper on the show already knows he can't read, but lets see this: Jesper thinks Wylan is either a colelge drop out or from the streets, Wylan may think is not the same someone who was never taught to read from someone that had all the resourses to learn and still couldn't.

Wylan doesn't reason "my dad never loved me for real" he thinks "my dad used to love me until i failed him" ,so if the love of his father who knows him from birth faded away very easily, why this boyfriend he has known for one months at most would be diferent? Add that Jesper forgot their first meeting, Wylan may think "sure, he will get over me quickly" considering how fast they got together and making rushed advances, you know "easy comes, easy goes" way of thinking.

So, a soc spinoff can build a whole double abandonement issues conflict for those two. Not book!Wesper but can help to flesh them out and making their relationship not just be the happy side couple, they can still have the grown together wesper had on the books while adding something more.

#wesper #jesper fahey #wylan van eck #shadow and bone #six of crows #shadow and bone netflix #grishaverse #netflix shadow and bone #leigh bardugo #crooked kingdom

[brainworms-all-night-long]

So I've been randomly thinking like haha Sonic would be such a Mondstadt character, he's already an orphan with a knack of adventure freedom based mindset and zero self preservation he'd fit right in but a feew strings of thoughts later and it hit me that Mondstadt parents kinda suck????

A city of freedom with its entire economy reliant on selling alcohol is suprisingly a perfect recipe for creating mentaly ill children that probaly say "I don't have it that bad" to themselves on daily basis.

This post is kinda long but I just needed to put all this word salad somewhere, it has been stewing in my brain ever since Mika came out and it was finally put to words.

Like we have probably the most agredious example in Diona who is a child bartender that hates alcohol sounds contradictory right? Exept she hates alcohol because her dad spends more time at the tavern than with her, and she's a bartender because she wants to make the most revoting concoctions imaginble so people will stop drinking alcohol, while also wanting to destroy the wine industry. All of which sounds silly and over the top, but in her lonely child brain it just makes sense to get rid of the thing her dad chooses over her on the daily, right? All the while she is suffering from succes and subsequently exploited by every adult around her, because of her very neat power which turns every drink she makes into the most fantastic of beverages, no matter the disgusting ingredients used in the proces, and therfore makes the bar she works at a popular destination for drunkards. She just wants to have a dad that cares more for her than the bottle.

Next is Mika, a cryo vision bearer who's character story's first lines read "Mika comes from a loving family" which sounds sweet but suprising for a cryo character, kinda? Exept reading down you realize they might love their child but they, don't really do the whole.. parenting part. They're advetureres that are rarely home and Mika's older brother is usually too drunk to care and has to be covered up for way too often for slacking off on his job as a knight, which forced the poor boy to basically raise himself and steadily develop every anxiety and self esteem disorder and issue there is, because throughout his childhood until now he could never rely on anyone else, be it physicaly or emotionally.

Speaking of adventurer parents that are rarely ever home, Fischl spent most of her days engrossed in library books to distract her from reality of her parents also more ofthen than not fucking off on adventurers without her. In her years she was getting lost yet all too aware in a coping mechanism of play pretend of being an all powerful princess from another world that was exiled and nearly was drained of all her power, while running away from the fact that more emotional attention was given to her by a supernatural raven made of electricity she gained after having a breakdown in a library over her messy identity than her father that shattered her entire sense of self one day. Also more of an angst headcannon but it's possible she joined the adventurer's guild to get closer to her parents while also show them her powers as Fischl just make her one of a kind and most efficient in the field of investigation. But just a thought.

And questionable adventurer parents don't end there because god I have so much to say about Razor but can't atcually articulate it cause theres so little known about them so much is just left for guessing?? The kid was raised by a wolf pack lead by an undead spirit of a demigod composed of ice and wind taking on the form of a seven meter tall wolf. And his human parents, we don't know if alive or dead (they're 100% dead), named him. Razor. Like what the fuck, who names their child like that, put that bottle down and rethink that name. I get it has been nine months since last you had some but by god, Adventurer or not, as a nickname it's ok but girl, he's not a sonic character. Don't name your newborn child as if he was a sonic character. Also that whole being raised by wolves thing, how did that happen???? How and why did he end up in a forest not too long after he had been born, why did no one besides Varka knew about him really and, I mean the kid is now a part of the pack so you can't just take him but why the FUCK WAS HE LEFT WITH THE WOLVES. My working theory is just that his parents were fascinated by wolves and researched them from a safe distance until one day uh oh monsters struck, they got killed conveniently right at Andrius' doorstep who was like "damn you gonna drop your baby here like that- oh oh shit youre dead. Damn my bad what am I supoused to do with this thing tho, I can't leave it there to die too ah fuck-" and adopted the human child known as Razor because the husband was too drunk to stop his also drunk wife (ok I'm exaggerating this a bit but why is his real actual name Razor) and everyone just assumed both the parents and the child died than and there so no one bothered to look for Razor until Varka stumbled upon him that day. But that's literally just a theory/headcannon because Hoyo is allergic to giving us straight answers to character lore questions.

Bennett is a slightly special case because he was- actually one does not know if he was abandoned, his was family killed, or fell as first victim to his luck or if he just spawned in hell one day, but that doesn't really matter because he got cool adoptive adventurer dads that clearly cared for him deeply despite his curse and whatnot when he was a young kid. Exept now his dad's are really old, like have trouble taking care of themselves old. Which leaves Bennett, a former social outcast child(he has friens now that care him), to take care of –we don't actually know how many– old men, some with probably have severe past adventurer injuries. So yea on top of barely surviving the next day because the gods hate him, he also has to work for free as a caretaker of his own parents (but here I can't really blame them cause they're old and did their best while they could)

I don't know anything about Noelle or Sucrose's parent situation. I know there was some messy custody and breakup stuff happening with Jean and Barbara's parents that left an everlasting impact on their relationship as sisters and Albedo's mom caused the apocalypse, but he's not really a mondstader or a teen so he doesn't count

And yea theres Kaeya's and Diluc's dads respectively but Kaeya is not from Mond either and Crepus is dead but seemed to be a nice dad and this post is already way too long so please can we get more lore on these children and some theraphy would be nice too actually.

#genshin impact #homestly idk what fucks me up more #the fact that Fischl's deadname is Amy or that Razor's real name is Razor #this is out of the blue kinda #i dont play genshin almost at all #i will get that smeggc ass kaeya skin and dip #i have no hope for eula cause I have 1 pull ans 50 pity with no guarantee #diona #genshin diona #mika schmidt #genshin mika #genshin razor #fischl #genshin fischl #bennett #genshin bennett #genshin jean #genshin barbara #genshin albedo #genshin diluc #genshin kaeya #im not tagging sucrose or noelle caus etheyre barely mentined the last four already tip the scales but hhh #genshin varka #i care about these kids hoyo please can we get more of them #silly brainworms

[teawinx]

idk if you agree,but post-enchantix the only 4 of the thunseds transformations of the Winx that makes linda of a Sense(and are actually good visually(exept harmonix(harmonix should be Sirenix tf))) are

-bloomix:WARRIOR BADDIES,chef kiss,also the lore is kinda good tho,like they lose the Powers,Bloom give them 0.00001% of the dragon flame,BUF,this masterpiece(the way they get it sucks,yup)

-mythix:they are born from a ancient-ass fairy wands that are in tir na nóg that can be only used in the legendarium? That's so simple,so can't a Enchantix post-form at all(the design is a little lame

-dreamix/onyrix:a earth form that's mostly used in the dreams world,created form a spin off? Same thing as mythix(i kinda like onyrix design,love dreamix design,but,they are uniform(It don't actually matter since in s5 they are almost the same shit in Sirenix)

I'm very very mixed on most of the post Enchantix forms. Personally I prefer it if the forms are specialized, acquired and used for certain situations and missions rather than being straight up stronger than the previous form. Especially considering how they weaken previous forms to make the new one more impressive. Bloomix is weaker than Butterflix? Come the fuck on.

Bloomix has a lot of favor for me because of how pretty it is. And I think it COULD have worked but it really bombed. The Winx loosing their powers in the first place is really flimsy, but I can handle it. I just wish this form had some consequences to using it. Like Bloom giving 1/6 of her power to everyone, so they require convergence to be truly strong. And then one by one entering the Legendarium to get their powers back, so much cooler. But holy shit the name sucks.

I hate Mythix XD The dresses are horrible, and while I don't MIND its existence it could have been more. I'm just happy that it's a specialized form that didn't stick around for long

Idk shit about the WOW forms, wasn't interested in it

But to me none of these forms feel necessary. It's clearly just for doll sales. The only one I can think of that works is Sirenix, form used to enter the Infinite Ocean, but even then it's lacking. One I feel it should have been a mermaid form, just sayin' But I also think that the Winx needing to change their physical form to enter the Infinite Ocean could be interesting. The curse is them being stuck as mermaids, unable to live on land again, trapped in the Infinite Ocean forever. Unable to live as their true selves. Much clearer stakes, and makes transforming into Sirenix hella dangerous and tension filled. But then also showing the girl's bravery and selflessness, putting themselves at great risk to save the universe.

[scalecallerpeak]

Maomer question: I remember you talking about snake magic (?) one time and I wanna hear more about that and how common/uncommon it is

Okay so!! Maormeri snake magic is different from Tsaesci magic for starters just to make that clear. There's like a venn diagram of how the two over lap but it's not quite a circle. (Tsaesci actually hate maormeri snake magic as it can control them the same way it can control actual snakes so it's illegal in Akavir.) Snake mages themselves are relativly common in Pyandonea. Basic snake magic is a skill that anyone can learn just like any other form of magic. However, snake magic itself comes from Satakal and only those with bloodlines in relation to Satakal can really gain an advanced grasp of the magic.

General basic snake magic abilities include controling snakes (varying levels depending on how good you are, from garter snakes to sea serpents). Snake mages are linked to the snakes they control so killing that snake is a great loss to them.

More advanced snake magic that you need a permission slip from Satakal for involves a inner working to the magics aspects. For example being able to take on a serpent like form similar to the Tsasci because you understand their lorkanian aspect. Or extreme blood magic, or other fun things like feeling like moving the moons today to rise the tides because you're having a bad day. This is basically 'Grandma did some weird blood sacrifices back in her day now the whole bloodline is cursed'. This curse included that of the Leviathan, where some maormer's kids will be leviathans who are considered children of Satakal by those pretty deep into the religion.

Leviathans are dangerous, most arn't given proper care to grow up as a normal maormer would. So despite being as sapient as another maormer they're mostly raised as weapons due to their extreme strengh and size. A leviathan todler having a tantrum is dangerous enough to harm or potentially kill their own parents so leviathans arn't super well liked exept by pretty extreme practioners of Satakal worship.

Satakal worship itself is a pretty common thing in Pyandonea, Satakal is part of the maormeri pantheon but worship of if is kind of 'are you normal or are you an blood sacrificing cultist?' the latter get the fun generational snake magic.

But hey you do get cool glowey eyes

#Maormer #Headcannon #I know this is a ramble i had to remember all my snake magic stuff ghufj #The art of Len is super old too whoops #Fysh Talks #Asks

[jhirowolf]

I am propably reaching but mutants being left to wear their costumes in the X-men movies could imo be linked to how queerness was seen and treated through the years.

In the first couple movies you got these dark leather "biker gear" looking outfits, basicly saying "sure you can exist, but keep it lowkey, don't express yourself too freely and openly".

Then comes first class and the team gets more color but it's the same outfit for all of them exept for small changes to fit the wearers needs. Kinda a "you can exist, be open but don't make it too complicated to not overwhelm us."

By Apocalypse we see them get more comic accurate suits, with personal touches and unique designs, they're able to be freely themselves and express who they are.

In Dark Phoenix we see a step backwards into the utilitarian muted looks, like queer people had to step back over rising controversies and pushbacks.

Now with Wolverine in 2023 i'd call this the "fuck you, we are here and we WILL show ourselves and be true to ourselves even if it makes you angry and uncomfortable" with accurate suits, bright colors (some might even say too bright) and a fair amount of camp. Whitch works perfectly i think for the current times where queer people are starting to loose rights and the amount of hate (especialy for a specifc part of the comunity) being on the rise.

Again i am propably and most likely reaching, but it makes sense in my head.

#marvel #x-men #fox x men #fox xmen #fox deadpool #movie!x-men #superhero suits #marvel comics #marvel movies #x men movies #queerness in superhero media #queer op #lgbtq community #just something that's been on my mind #x men comics

[albonium]

tw health issues being old and poop

my grandma is fully bed ridden, she didn't want to go to a retirement home when it started being necessary yeaaaars ago and now she's too dependant to be accepted in one so she's stuck at home. she doesn't want a "stranger" in her house, my mom has done more than she should have ever done these past 15 years or so caring for her my grandpa and my uncle (he had parkinson she took care of him until he died it was awful). so rn my aunt accepted to help but only if she was being paid, so my grandma took her to be the state funded helper and she should do a certain amount of hours per week and come several times a day to help her wash and pee/poo but she doesn't. so my grandma sits in her dirty diapers all day. today my mom went there and my grandma had somehow gone off the bed a bit and pooped on the floor and on her slippers.... she cleaned it all + our grandma. my mom is disabled and is physically limited she shouldn't be doing this. it's so unfair that all of this still ends up on her when it shouldn't.

we saw the social worker the other day and she said that the amount of money allocated to my grandparents will increase when my grandpa comes back from the hospital bc he'll be bed ridden too now. the thing is that nurses refuse to take care of people for showers and diapers these days and companies don't do it on the weekends. she said well it looks like you won't get any help on the weekends and then looked at me and my mom. it's awful to know that once again we're gonna have to do this. i hate it. my mom probably won't let me do it anymore too. i hate it. my mom is ill she doesn't have a lot of years with a relatively ok health (meaning she can breath without an oxygen tank) and she'll have tk dedicate them to my grandparents when my aunt and uncle don't give a fuck???? also as i said before around here our neighbourhood is getting bulldozed over so my parents sold the house and will be moving, my grandparents are supposed to sell too bc the house is too big and impractical for them. the money they get could finance all the care they need and even a retirement home (if we find one that would accept them). it costs about 4 to 5k A MONTHS. the thing is my aunt and my uncle are already taking a lot of money from my grandparents, money that's supposed to be used for their funerals. my uncle was left by his wife bc he was a violent asshole that couldn't not spend every single euro he had (or didn't have tbh). he tells my grandma he's gonna kill himself every month so that she paya his rent while he stays at home and doesn't do anything to get unemployment money or a job. when they get the money from the house they're going to take everything from them. and if they don't have money anymore to take care of themselves guess who has to help? their children and grandchildren. exept my uncle and aunt aren't financially abled to so my parents' money would dissapear in it, my sister and i would have to pay too. we'd be financing my aunt and uncle's fucking lifestyle. i wouldn't care if it was bc my grandlarents actually needed it. i love them i will pay if needed. but not like this. we asked if we could put them in a state protection financial guardianship thing and the social worker said no bc they're still mentally sound. it angers me so much i left the room crying the other day lol.

isn't life fun lol

[rockbottomwithashovel]

hello, idk if u'll remember this. like quite a while ago but i used the r slur in a post i made about how much i hated being at my specialist school. due to a bunch of trauma and stuff that had happened in my past, i have never exepted my disability. i just wanted to let you know that. let people respond before you block people.

im a shitty person for other reasons, i know that well. i shouldve killed myself years ago. but tbh thanks for showing me how shitty your space of tumblr was for me.

to everyone that remembers me. fuck you.

(also, i get that ur space works for you, it just made me feel so anxious, hoping no one would mind my posts, and that id not trigger anyone.)

i have a new account here for my ED, im hoping to find a place that is safe for me. if anyone recognises me elsewhere please leave me alone. i dont like you guys. i thought you guys cared about me, but you didnt. and tbh the feeling was mutual.

Hi. I do remember someone using the r slur and it triggered the shit out of me. I don't remember what I said or did, but I do know I get too aggressive sometimes, so I'm sorry if I was nasty or something. I just can't tolerate people using slurs.

I think I understand where you're coming from, considering it took me 6 and a bit years to come to terms with my ASD diagnosis, I also have trauma around it. I'm sorry if I made you feel invalid or anything, that's never been my intention. But just because you haven't come to terms with your disability or have trauma around it, doesn't give you the right to make others feel bad about theirs or themselves.

And you're right. I should have at least given you the respect to wait for a response before blocking you. I'll make a note for future reference. Please do the same (not using the r word)

It's not for me to tell you whether or not you're a shitty person. But I can tell you that you don't deserve to die and, even if we don't agree on things, I'm glad you're alive. I wish you well. I'm sorry that this area of tumblr wasn't good for you, but it's keeping me alive. I know that's not the best, I'm sorry, but I'm working on it. I never meant to make you feel anxious.

I don't remember your url (to be fair, I don't remember most of my moots, let alone someone else's), but if I recognise you, I'll leave you alone. If I don't and I follow you, just block me, no hard feelings. Even if you told me "fuck you", and you did, I still hope things work better for you this time around.

#rock rambles #tw r slur #anon #anon hate #tw ed #actually autistic

[furbiefleshsuit]

I love characters where it's like "you're the worst person in the world and you want to live more than anything." Characters who hate themselves for past actions, regardless of how much agency thay had, but will do it all over again if it means staying safe. You'll make it so no one can hurt you exept you. Intense self loathing vs the desire to live no matter what. You can imagine throwing yourself off a bridge as many times as you want, but if someone shoots at you, you will dodge. Bonus points if it's self preservation out of guilt

#characterization

[ink-man-sam]

Well, I may not know that much about ADHD and autistic traits, but I think I'd definitely go straight up to the kid who was pretending to be a pokemon trainer, BECAUSE HOLY GUACAMOLE THAT'D SOUND SO FUN TO ME!

Also, I don't know if "first" also means "favourite" in your case, but pokemon x and y are my favourite games! They and Black and White (what I want to ask by telling you this is... what is your opinion on all the games?)

oh golly, my opinion on ALL the games? that's a tall order lol

okay, so:

the kanto games (including let's go and remakes):

very, very boring. sure, they're classics and all, but that's all they've got going for themselves. I do not have any nostalgia connected to them at all, so playing them is mainly just a chore

gold/silver/crystal:

never finished them, but I really like it so far! I'm playing the crystal port for the 3ds and I love how spooky the vibes of these games are

ruby/saphire/emerald/oras:

very fun, amazing music, great pokemon designs! but also more or less the beginning of pokemon's "downfall" since it introduced most of the formula that restricts the game series these days (story relevant box legendarys, mandatory evil teams...) I have a lot of nostalgia for omega ruby and oras really were the best remakes pokemon games ever saw

diamond/pearl/platinum:

I haven't finished pearl yet, but I find it very underwhelming so far. very slow-paced and I don't really care for the characters. I obviously love the lore those games introduced tho and the music is amazing! I would even say it has my favourite soundtrack out of all the games

black/white:

fucking amazing. best pokemon game I've ever played. peak story, peak characters, peak soundtrack, peak gameplay, peak pokemon designs. may everyone who hated those games and made gamfreak stick to the boring old formula meet a terrible demise. I love those games so much!!!

X/Y:

done so dirty. I know exactly that if they had more time, gamefreak could have made that game so mucn better. obviously I love them bc X was my first pokemon game but saying that they're the best just wouldn't be true. they have a lot of flaws, but they will always have a special place in my heart

sun/moon/usum:

straight-up amazing! they got a lot of hate back in the day bc they didn't have gyms, but that hate was so unwarranted. the cutszenes could be kinda annoying sometimes but the actual storry made up for that. very nice artstyle too! i want to eat it.

Sword/shield:

doesn't deserve a lot of the hate it got. I had a lot of fun with it and the artstyle is my absolute favourite out of all the games! I connect a lot of good memories with it and they're much better then the games that came after (exept legends arceus, that is the best switch pokemon game)

Scarlet/violet:

a fucking mess. pokemon designs are great, the story is great, the character designs are great, the music is great, but the overall shittyness of it completely destroyed all my enjoyment. I'm not a big graphics guy, I don't care about how a game looks as long as it's fun, but these games aren't fun. the graphics make me want to rip out my eyes. the laggyness makes me want to vomit. the crunchynes makes me want to rip my skin off. I've gotten itchy just from looking at the screen because the entire game lookks so uncomfortable. I really hope they playtest their games next time, because scarlet and violet have made me cry from frustration only because I walked around on the overworld. very bad and I will not waste my money on the dlcs unless the visuals stop being vomit-inducing :(

sorry for responding to this ask so late, I had a lot to do and I have a lot of opinions to sort through

and sorry for getting ranty at the end too, I have very strong emotions regarding scarlet and violet

#inkmansamoriginal #anon ask #pokemon #pokemon opinions #autism

[ask-the-zeno-resistance]

Muses: the evacuated dimension

Most other inhabitants of mobius evacuated to the sol dimension,the last time that anyone used the chaos emeralds..

Name: blaze

Age: 14

Gender: female

Bio: when she was alerted by the news of Zeno,she immediately evacuated her entire kingdom and forced them into her castle,she expanded it so they feel less caged but those who escape are outlaws who are being searched,this is cause if Zeno comes those outlaws will be a danger to themselves and others,she also has a bunch of hidden escape tunnels and bunkers in the castle for the citizens to escape if Zeno arrives,she’s very serious and barely anyone sees or hears her,she’s very stressed about the whole situation,she wasn’t ready to handle this kind of situation so early.

Name: silver

Age: 14

Gender: male

Bio: silver was a hedgehog from the future that stayed with blaze especially since the Zeno news,he helps enforce the new law but also spends time with everyone,he’s the exact opposite of blaze,rather then isolating himself,he is overly friendly to everyone,well,exept for the outlaws aside from marine

Name: fang

Age: 17

Gender: male

Bio: he was an outlaw with his two gang members,bean and bark,however after the Zeno news broke out he ended up turning himself in just so he could have a chance to live,after his short sentence,he became an officer to search for the rebels and bring them to the castle.

Names: vector,espio and charmy

Ages: v: 20 e: 16 c: 6

Genders: male

Bio: these three once had a detective agency but thanks to the lockdown,they now hang around the castle,they are grateful to be able to live in a stable place with food now,charmy does try occasionally to escape but vector and espio always stop him. Vector mainly acts as a music maker for people who want to listen to it while espio looks after charmy like a big bro.

Name: mighty

Age: 16

Gender: male

Bio: mighty was once a ring collector and a bounty hunter for fang,bean and bark. But when the lockdown hit and he was forced in the castle,he spends all his time with his best bud ray,to make up for lost time and to enjoy the moments he has with him all the more in case Zeno comes.

Name: ray

Age: 7

Gender: male

Bio: ray is a very energetic kid,having fun gliding around thanks to him being a flying squirrel. He used to fly around the green hills,but now he fly’s around the castle,with mighty having to make sure he doesn’t break anything or hurt himself,mighty is the only one ray listened too,he’s his best friend and he even sees mighty as his big bro.

Name: big

Age: 18

Gender: male

Bio: he is a very nice and friendly big kitty who enjoys fishing,that was until he was forced into lockdown,he mostly hangs out with froggy as his besties Amy Rose and cream are missing..wonder what happened to them..

Name: shadow

Age: 18

Gender: male

Bio: known as the ultimate lifeform,he was once Sonics biggest rival,and very edgy. But after an almost fatal battle with Zeno that blinded one of his eyes,he evacuated whoever was left and turned into super shadow to get everyone to the sol demention as quickly as possible. He keeps his eye out for any rebels with blaze and silver but he is very angry with himself,that he couldn’t save his world or anyone else or even sonic..he disappointed Maria..and to this day he hates himself,he feels like a coward…

Name: rouge

Age: 18

Gender: female

Bio: once a spy for GUN she’s now a spy for blaze,trying her best to hunt down the rebells. When she goes out she comes back with a bunch of sweets for the kids,wanting them to be happy despite what’s going on right now..

Names: jet,wave,storm

Genders: male,female,male

Ages: 14,18,19

Bio: these guys are the masters of using hover boards to zoom around the world,they are the main rebels of the sol dimension,they are constantly on the run,they don’t want to be caged in the castle and just wanna be free like birds.

#muse list #blaze #silver #fang #vector #espio #charmy #mighty #ray #big #shadow #rouge #jet #wave #storm

[stormvalk]

School

School can be so fun. It can be entertaining, full of life and friends. But, that's not the case for everyone. Autistic people for once. They don't get enough support. They get bullied, they don't have friends. Maybe people have tried to make their situation better, but it just doesn't work. We need to change the world if we want to make it a better place for autistic people. The only selution for the school problem is throw them all in a "special" school. Just for autistic people. No, that's not how you fix problems. That's how you move problems. Yes, it's better for the child, but it's not the best. They're still stuck in a world full of problems and judgement and nobody 's helping to make this world a nicer planet to live on. I just find it a bit depressing that everybody only cares about themselves. All we do in this world is pass jugdement to eachother... Can't we just all work together and stop hating on eachother for our skincolor, our faith, our sexual oriëntation, our genderindentity and how emotionly capable we are. Let's just all exept eachother as humans. That's how you solve problems. There would be no wars, no fights, no bullying. I find it sad that humans are humans okay. We all bleed the same colour.

(Oh, and if you don't, you should get yourself checked out..)

[peepo]

MMMMMMMMMMMMM a listen

#i would like to *** ideally then i wouldn’t have to **** with tbis #not like anything in partout par jusy life #though IG im drunk i just want to end it so i die and no one can contact me #no 1 curr it’s like <3 life #life goes on but only for me because to everyone ake reading this i cried over a person i met a max of 3 times for 5 minutes each #like had just a horrible mental state #it was really rough no one should #kill themselbes or hurt themselves exept meesa cause i’m wootbleeza #i fucking hâte yhat im alive because my mom is alive if she died i’d 100% kill myself but i don’t want her to die cause i want her to be #happt and be in a good place with friends and love and i need to get the best for her cause even if i did kms #she would not kill herself or well i wouldn’t know but anyways i wanna die and get dead #hate violence and pain and suffering. i need to talk to my therapist about this but also scared. so so so so scared #emily brought a whole load of issues upon me IG or maybe it’s just been a long time coming #drinking drinking drinking more #but now usually i don’t drink. maybe tomorrow. maybe maybe maybe #kms #LOL #i hâte life and living here #i want to die and never be seen or have to be responsible for smth again #whining