#feel more alive than i have in ages 😅

[mobius-m-mobius]

Lokius in Loki 2x01 - "Ouroboros"

#mobius #loki #lokius #mcuedit #marveledit #lokiedit #loki spoilers #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #oh we're eating SO well!??? like being in a fever dream 🥺💖 #y'all i've NEVER seen two people touch as much or often as they did in this ep or coincidentally had as much fun watching anything #they put their missions on hold for each other could've died saving each other never wanted to let each other go in case more went wrong #it is episode ONE 😳😳 #also it really took me like a year to figure out my s1 coloring only to have this much fun w/ s2 after a couple hours lmao #feel more alive than i have in ages 😅 #marvel #owenwilsonedit #loki s2 spoilers #dianagifs

[thesecretsofthedivine]

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PILE 1 COLLECTIVE

This is a person who is a lover of the arts! You may meet them in an artistic environment (think art class, concert, museum, etc.) or they’ll just enjoy visiting those places and have a knack for creative talents. They also seem to be a people person who is a smooth talker and has a very strong aura. They like to entertain and make people feel relaxed, which could inspire them to host a lot of parties or be an active member of their community. For some, the person coming into your life will be a part of the LGBTQ+ community or advocate for such causes. This person will have a romantic purpose for most of you, but some may choose to keep this connection as a lighthearted friendship or FWB. You may feel slightly reluctant to take them seriously because of how carefree and popular they are. They will be comforting, but some of you could feel like you’re just another person under their spell and may become resistant to these romantic feelings as a result. It’s important to mention this person‘s energy feels very sincere. They want to cater to you and can often struggle with people pleasing tendencies.

~ miscellaneous: blueberries. the color blue. a coquette aesthetic. whicker baskets. white snocks + sneakers. aries, capricorn, taurus placements (tons of cardinal energy). piercings. hair parted to the side. ripped jeans. a laugh that sounds like a scoff/sarcastic humor.

PILE 2 COLLECTIVE

For most of pile 2, the person coming into your life soon is a platonic feminine around your age. Their personality is very peppy, organized, empathetic, hardworking, and sensual. You will meet this person through school, work, mutuals, or shared goals. They seem to be a lover of animals as well so they may have pets or easily connect with them. The two of you will bond over music and the type of people you aspire to become in the future. They’ll make you feel lighthearted and bring out a more extroverted side to you. You may have moments where you let them put stickers or makeup on you just to have something silly to do together. For the people who have a feminine energy coming in, they may also be skilled in things like speech & debate, reading long/foreign novels (especially russian), playing chess — something traditional and academic. This person is an avid lover of film, especially vintage or historical ones. They could be multilingual or come from a different culture than your own. It’s clear that the two of you will never run out of things to talk about, making it seem like you finally found your perfect mental match!

~ miscellaneous: blonde hair. teal/blue crystals or blue eyes. the letters c, e, i, s, n, a, l, and p. scarves. whimsigoth/hippie/70s aesthetic. winter time. romeo & juliet. film major. coffee hangouts. mercury or 3h synastry.

PILE 3 COLLECTIVE

Pile 3 has an entire friend group coming into your life (multiple individuals)! Psychically, there’s a lot of overlapping conversations I’m tuning into 😅 so the people coming into your life will be a big part of your life/daily schedule. You’ll stay quite busy because of their presence in your life and may notice yourself becoming more talkative or that you all can be quite loud and rambunctious together. Parties, social events, clubs, concerts, and any other crowded environment can be relevant to how you meet these people or where you’ll spend time with them. You may notice that the group’s energy becomes more alive at night so a lot of these people could be night owls and extroverts. It’s the kind of thing where you’ll always have thousands of notifications blowing up your phone or will always have something fun to do. There’s a huge blend of masculine and feminine energies here so some people may encounter a friend group of 2-4 people whereas others will find themselves with 6-8 new people in their lives. Some of the masculine energies in the group could like to wrestle so be wary of breakables/fragile furniture that’s in their vicinity 💀. I feel that these people coming into your life will all enjoy sharing food, secrets, tips, and so on. There’s a very open and excitable vibe here so some of them may even be slightly younger than you.

~ miscellaneous: matching tattoos. karaoke. late night escapades. musicians. fire sign placements. the book everything i know about love — dolly alderton. bars. pinterest boards/pinterest aesthetics (especially for those who use it to manifest). gaming/dart boards. bets/dares.

PILE 4 COLLECTIVE

A family member will either become a bigger part of your life or start a new relationship with you entirely. For some, this will relate to a grandmother figure and/or deceased relatives watching over you/being around your energy. For others, it’s more of a mentor vibe. Older, feminines with a lot of advice and maturity to offer you. At this stage in your life, you could be feeling anxious or uncertain about your future/career. This person coming in is meant to be a support system for you during this specific transition period. They will help you to broaden your horizons, believe in your dreams/capabilities, and strengthen your willingness to take risks. If your mental health has been low, you feel like you’ve stepped out of alignment with your desires, or you’ve just been processing some heavier topics lately, this person will come in to soften those experiences while helping you to work through them. They will teach you how to validate your emotions without feeling disempowered by the weight of them. “Your depth is beauty” and they will make you into a stronger person by honoring this part of yourself.

~ miscellaneous: the barbie movie scene where she meets her creator (ruth handler). what was i made for - billie eilish. holding hands. traditional baking. words of wisdom/words of affirmation. bridges. feeling at the end of your rope when they come in. disco music. the 60s - 70s as their birth year. gardening hats. flowers.

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[effloradox]

I’m slightly obsessed with this vampire cowboy if you couldn’t tell 😅

Being the baby in a family of vampires is a difficult position to hold. You're not a baby by any means, you're in your thirties by now, but compared to the patriarch of your new family who is over three hundred years older than you, the other vampires dwarf your time on this planet. You know that this life is a blessing, that without it you'd be long dead by now, but it still stings having your age used against you in practically every family discussion.

Carlisle has more sympathy for your age difference but Edward is the worst for it. He's only seventy years older than you and yet you'd think he was seven hundred years older from the way he acts. You can't help the fact that people born in the same year as you are still alive and well, it's not like you can make time pass quicker and yet your adoptive brother seems to take great delight in pulling rank over you in any discussions about the future of the coven. Knowing he can read your thoughts of frustration does nothing to help the situation either.

Jasper knows it bothers you. He was still fairly new to the coven when you were turned, so whilst he's older than Edward he doesn't have the same position in the coven. It doesn't bother him as much since he outlives Edward, but he understand your frustrations. One of the perks of his abilities is knowing when you're reaching the end of your patience so he can quickly intervene with the suggestion of getting out of the house if only for a while so you can calm down.

It's almost a tradition at this point that not long after a move, the two of you will seek out some private spot far from the new house, far from the new town, that will become your spot for the duration of your time in whatever new place the coven has moved to.

As far as your limited experience goes, Forks seems to be a fairly nice town. Nothing like the small English town you lived in when you were human, but it's nice. It rains almost constantly, which is a nice feeling of being back home, and the people seem more than friendly enough. Carlisle had mentioned you having your tour of the high school in the upcoming days once enough time had passed for the family to have 'settled in'. The only thing you'd actually done upon arriving in town was choosing a bedroom for you and Jasper and immediate heading out to find your new spot.

Carlisle had warned you about not breaking the treaty he had formed with the Quileutes but aside from that, you and Jasper had been given free reign. It still hurt when the last thing you'd heard before you left the house was yet another snide remark from Edward about needing to baby proof the house before the two of you returned. You'd stopped running after maybe twenty minutes, and this was definitely not going to be your spot, but Jasper got the impression you needed time to process the past rather than look to the future.

"Do you think he'll always treat me like that?" You question makes Jasper pause for a moment as he considers his response. He lets his eyes drift over the small clearing the two of you are sat in before his gaze falls back to you.

"I hope not darlin'." His words do nothing to stop the ache in your chest and he knows it. He can tell from the defeated look on your face and the way your emotions flicker across your face. He doesn't need to be an empath to know how much this tirade is starting to bother you.

"Alice said that he'd stop with time, but I don't think I can spend another thirty years listening to him be so condescending about me." The mention of your precognitive sibling makes Jasper pause. For her to have a vision of something so specific would be unusual from what he's discerned over the years.

"Did Alice see something about him stopping?" You shrug lightly, pulling your knees close to your chest.

"Not necessarily. She said she saw something big happening whilst we're here that will make him stop but that could be years away." Jasper lets out a quiet noise of consideration at your words. Alice had been having more frequent visions since you'd all moved, maybe something big was on the horizon. Last time she'd had this many was just before you'd come into their lives.

"I can ask Carlisle to speak to him if you want." You take a moment to consider his offer before shaking your head lightly.

"I think that would just make him do it more out of spite. Thank you though." You outstretch a hand to him that he's more than willing to take. Even after over a decade of being together, it never fails to fill him with joy how perfectly your hand fits in his. Like you were made for him, or he was made for you. Maybe both. It certainly feels that way when you look at him with a smile that could rival the moon for how beautiful it is.

"You want to head somewhere new?" You nod at him and allow him to help you to your feet. Even now you're both standing your hands are still entwined and he smiles as he feels you squeeze his hand gently.

"Lead the way cowboy."

#my writing #drabbles #jasper cullen x reader #jasper hale x reader #twilight x reader

[onebadpunspoilsabunch]

Another thing I hated from those last two seasons were the villains, especially cozy glow

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I really should stop talking about mlp. It's embarrassing 😅 I'm kind of embarrassed. I apologize to all my followers. But...

But again, 100% right.

Funny thing is, I can see a world where Chancellor Neighsay's character is written better. The problem with his character is that the terrible writers wrote him as the most stereotypical, strawman-y racist villain that I've ever seen in any piece of children's media, ever. 

If they wrote him more realistically, and actually gave the audience an explanation for why he feels that way about the other creatures...

For example, they could've showed that the reason he hated the other creatures is because of their past history with ponies:

The hippogriffs/seaponies refused to help when the Storm King attacked 

The Yaks were very picky when they came to visit for the first time

The dragons were usually very hostile towards ponies, to the point where ponies were afraid to approach them

The Changelings attacked Equestria twice

The griffins had a better relationship with ponies, but the majority of them were still very rude

Of course, the explanation for all of their behavior is the result of their environment, leadership, and upbringing. But it would still be an understandable reason.

And if they had him realistically realize the error of his ways, combined with writing him in a realistic way and giving an explanation for his mentality, then BOOM! Character fixed, problem solved :)

Now, as for Cozy Glow...

Idk what the writers were thinking when they came up with her character, but in terms of writing/character motivations she is 10,000 times worse than Neighsay. At least with him I understand what the writers were going for, and he can be more easily fixed.

But Cozy Glow…

She is a child. The same age as the CMC. Who is... inexplicable an evil sociopath who hates the other creatures, wants to get rid of magic, and... rule the world...

Absolutely no explanation given for how this child turned evil, racist, a sociopath, a master manipulator, and a megalomaniac. No backstory, no explanation. At all.

At least with Neighsay, you can logical see how he got there. But I have no idea what they were going for with Cozy Glow. 

The only thing I can figure out is this: Cozy Glow exists to prove one point that Neighsay made. He was afraid that the other creature students would use their friendship lessons and the school to secretly take over Equestria. He believed that they were sociopaths who were incapable of being changed, so instead of being improved by the school they would only learn how to better manipulate ponies. That's what sociopaths do in real life. 

But instead of it being the other creatures who did it, it was a pony. The point of Cozy Glow's character is to prove that ponies are capable of being the megalomaniac sociopaths that Neighsay thought the other creatures were. So in a way, I can see where the base concept for her character came from. 

The thing that makes it terrible is that there is absolutely no backstory or explanation given for why this child is evil, or how she got there. The writers just expected the audience to accept this incredibly bizarre, horribly written character. 

Lol, shrug

Grogar would've been a really cool villain, if he wasn't actually SPOILERS Discord in disguise the whole time.

The real Grogar does exist in their world. He could be dead, he could be alive. We don't know. But the writers lied to people, telling them that Grogar would be the final villain, hyping him up... only for it to be taken away with a terrible plot twist. That they (apparently) planned from the beginning:

But when Discord was impersonating Grogar, he was still a better villain than Cozy Glow and Neighsay. The plot twist was the real problem, not Grogar himself. 

I actually feel kinda bad for Grogar's character. They did him dirty. They did my sheep dirty :(

Anyway, my final thoughts on the season 8/9 villains:

Chancellor Neighsay: Terribly written, but can be easily fixed.

Cozy Glow: They were high on BATH SALTS or something and were watching Cats Don't Dance (or the episode of Batman the animated series with Babydoll) when they came up with her character, and didn't give a shit about anything else.

Grogar: I feel bad for my poor sheep :( You deserve better, you could've been great 🐏

#i apologize to my poor followers #ask #my little pony #mlp #mlp fim #my little pony friendship is magic #mlp g4 #mlp season 8 #mlp season 9 #chancellor neighsay #cozy glow #grogar #mlp analysis #mlp critical #critical

[why-what-no]

Father’s Daughter

Pairing: Morpheus x Matthew’s Daughter!Reader

Warnings: Moping Morpheus

Notes: Finally getting through my backlogged requests 😅

Summary: Morpheus begins to fall for a human girl he met in the dreaming. But when he discovers something about himself, he begins to wonder if her feelings for him are truly genuine. (Requested by: @writing-fanics)

The Ruler of the Dreaming had a problem. One that he had been stewing over for a while.

He hadn’t expected to fall for one of the visitors to the Dreaming, just some human (although one that was strangely perceptive to the fact that their sleeping world was a whole other dimension to earth entirely) that he had passed by when inspecting his realm. But she had captured his attention, for a reason he had not known. There was a familiarity in her soul that could not be understood.

So as ashamed as he was to admit it, he kept returning to her dreams. They were odd, but not unheard of: she was constantly searching, although for what or who he did not know. That desire was something that he understood quite intimately and eventually, he couldn’t resist the need to make contact with the intriguing human.

It wasn’t hard to love her, he realized quickly. This fragile human who he met, she brought a happiness to him like no others could. Morpheus would show her the dreaming, feeling immense pride when she would awe at his creations. Somehow, her praise mattered to him more than anyone else’s.

And then came the problem. A problem in the form of a raven. For when Morpheus went searching for (Y/N) one day - sensing that she had returned to the dreaming - he found her speaking to Matthew. Speaking to his subject, and saying…

“Come on, dad.” She laughed, sitting in front of the bird who ruffled his feathers with clear fake indignation. “That guy totally tricked you. I think becoming a bird has messed with your memories.”

“Ha ha ha.” Matthew replied sarcastically. “I think sleep has messed with YOUR memory. I was practically a flawless conman when I was alive. Being tricked by someone else? Ha, don’t be ridiculous.”

She laughed her lovely laugh, but Morpheus couldn’t help but narrow his eyes. “Fine,” she said. “But…”

Morpheus waved his hand. (Y/N) disappeared from the Dreaming.

“What? (Y/N)?” Matthew’s confusion at his daughter’s disappearance was evident, until he noticed Morpheus presence. “What did you send her away for?”

Morpheus stared at Matthew emotionlessly. “The Dreaming is not made to allow the living to tarry with my subjects. Not even family.”

“But…”

“You died. Your daughter didn’t.” The King was stern, his tone final. “You were not meant to have this extra time together. In fact, you never told me you had a daughter. Why?”

Matthew was clearly irritated with his ruler, answering rudely. “You didn’t ask.”

***

Morpheus left (Y/N) in her own dreams for a while. No longer rushing to join her. None of his subjects could quite explain why, but they could certainly link it to his worsened mood.

They put up with their King’d behaviour for a while, but eventually his sulking became too much for even Lucienne.

“Your misery is affecting the Dreaming.” She told him sternly, but careful enough not to be too confrontational. “For it’s sake, fix whatever has been causing this mood in you.”

Dream of the Endless dismissed her, trying to ignore her words. But he knew Lucienne was right. And eventually…

“What are you doing here?” There was no smile or warm greeting from (Y/N) as he appeared in her dream. It made his mood even worse, but Morpheus knew that response was his fault.

“Visiting you.”

“You haven’t done that in ages.” She crossed her arms. “Locking me in my dreams and not letting me see you or my dad or anyone else. So what’s the deal with that?”

“All our time together, you never shared with me that fact that Matthew, my raven, was your father.”

He had avoided her question, which honestly annoyed her. “Because you never asked.” She gestured exasperatedly. “I fail to see the issues.”

“The issue was that you were using me and my favour towards you to get in contact with your father!” He didn’t mean to raise his voice, and judging by the surprise on her face, she didn’t either.

And then the surprise on her face turned to a sort of sadness. “You think I was using you? That all our time together was just to what… manipulate you?”

“Your father was clearly your priority and…”

“Yeah.” There was pity in her gaze, and he both hated and desired it. “Cause he’s my father. But… so are you. I spent all that time with you because I loved it. I love you.”

He didn’t look convinced. (Y/N) reached forward to take his hands in hers. “Tell me how to get you to believe me. I’ll do anything.”

“Promise me.”

It was all he needed. For her to say it.

“I promise.”

Morpheus let out an almost-shaky breath, there had been a weight on his heart for those past while and her words had finally released it. It was true, she did love him.

“Well then.” He began to smile once more, his first since before that conversation with Matthew. “I’ve shown you nearly all of the Dreaming, but I have one more part for you to see.”

He waved his hand, teleporting them with a gust of sand. When it cleared, (Y/N) could only gasp in awe at the building around them.

“My palace.” He announced, gesturing around them.

“It’s beautiful.”

His heart swelled at her amazement. Morpheus took her hand in his, recapturing her attention. “I’m glad you think so. After all, hopefully soon you’ll have a more permanent presence here.”

She gazed at him in shock, and he just smiled and leaned down to kiss her. “Go, look around. My home is your home. My heart belongs to you.” He nudged her forwards, away from him and further into the regal and colossal palace around them.

As he watched her step forward, beginning to hesitantly explore, his raven flew down to stand on a banister beside Morpheus.

“She’s a good kid.” Matthew told him, his voice fond as he looked at his now grown daughter looking over the palace in awe. Turning his attention back to Morpheus, the raven puffed out his chest to try and seem intimidating. “Make sure you treat her well. Or else.”

Of course Morpheus would do that, but he couldn’t resist giving his subject a teasing smirk. “Or else what? What would you do?”

“Dad stuff.”

The king of the dreaming chuckled at that, simply staring at his new love as things became simple and right again. His problem was solved and he was happier for it.

Taglist: @dark-academia-slut @silverhart93 @dangerousdreamkitty @endlessly-entertaining @stygianoir @minetticatinwonderland @fangirlmary @absbdbshhs @kiki13522

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[pink-apollo]

Can I request for 141 with a reader who's only 18( platonic of course) and they were trained to be a soldier from a very young age so

✨Trauma✨

Bonus points if the reader has daddy issues

This had me in the feels….

I hope this was okay??? And I hope gaz doesn’t seem too ooc. First time writing for him so😭😭

Warnings: mention of truama, young solider, parental issues, mentions of mental health

Price

💜Price has seen many things in his time of being in the task force. Has seen and been through things that no one should go through at any age.

💜The moment you join the task force he was well surprised but also worried to say the least. How could someone so young be here?? Is very protective of you. He knows you can protect your self and are capable of many things! But he just can’t fathom the idea of you dying because of him

💜It was never spoken nor mentioned how price had become a parental figure in your life. He’s seen you angry, loosing control because of the frustration. So he took it upon himself to be that figure, to be that parent. And I must say, he’s one hell of a dad

💜As very impressed of your marksman skills and had you often with him and gaz on missions

Ghost

🖤Sees himself in you a lot and it hurts him. How you just go quiet when on missions, dropping people left and right shakes him to the core at times. Will never admit that but will do his best for you to have a better life with the 141 task force

🖤He knows very little of your background but knows that it wasn’t easy. Fighting every day to just stay alive, barley sleeping, always on the move

🖤Although Simone is very protective of you, possibly a little more than price but in a brotherly way. Helps to show you how to keep your aim steady, breathing tactics, and how to be stealthy

🖤Isn’t very open with his past and bring up, but he’ll tell a little for you so you don’t feel alone like him. Nothing better than relating traumas with one another

(It’s actually very therapeutic and to feel like you’re not the only one who’s going through or have been through something, just clarify)

(With the heigh comparison to ghost, is soap a short king? Or am I tripping?)

Soap

❤️Was unsure how to handle you joining 141. Wasn’t against the idea of you joining at all, but felt sad. It takes a lot to join the squad and to see you in your gear standing before them made him go cold

❤️Honestly did scare him at one point and soap wasn’t sure how to feel about it but shook it off only knowing how you felt was much worse. Took it upon himself to engage with you everyday so you felt less lonely and more like a team

❤️Soap has read some of your profile and knows how back at home you were trained to be a solider. Thinks that is more than enough to traumatize a child but here you are. Standing tall with a look of death in your eyes

❤️Honestly likes having you around. If anything, Soap had been the one to break you out of your shell along side gaz too! Is blown away by your humor and loves to hear your witty remarks

Gaz

💕Gaz honestly thought with how you handled yourself was in your 20’s. How you spoke with absolute might in your voice, taking orders like a pro without asking questions, overall a typical well trained solider. Only to find out…you were only 18

💕Was quite curious of you and tried his best to befriend you without annoying you like soap had done before. Of course he meant well but sometimes can’t tell when enough is enough😅 which is we’re gaz comes in! The more quiet friend if you will

💕Has teared up hearing your stories from your home and past. Hates how you were forced to be a soldier at such a young age and how it changed your way of life. Gaz does his absolute best to play the big brother part in your life by taking time out to go to places with you like arcades and what not. Just because you’re a solider doesn’t mean you can’t learn how to have fun

💕Has because your best friend to talk to if you feel uncomfortable, scared, or depressed. Of course the others will always listen, but gaz just has the affect I suppose which he is happy if it means it will help you!

#mw2 #ask #cod #headcanons #x reader #modern warfare #modern warfare2 #simon ghost riley #kyle gaz garrick #captian price #John soap mactavish

[the-cookie-of-doom]

Regarding the split!Kim AU I'm just gonna put my ramble of thoughts out on here.

1. Okay so what events led to Kim wanting to remove his younger self? What inner turmoil, self depreciating nonsense thoughts did he put himself through?

2. Where did Kim find this magic spell and how did he follow through with it without searching for it's consequences/side effects? Did he go down a black hole on the web and found the most reviewed witch/ spell out there to help him? Idk how to words more on this brainrot

3. How long was it till Kim hid what he did and how did young!Kim reach the compound??

4. What all young!Kim must be thinking and what did he do that everyone in the compound realized something was wrong? (Plus I hope Korn is dead in this, he doesn't deserve to be alive)

5. What was Chays reaction to young!Kim and how he takes care of him and spends time with him? (just being the most loving, and Kim feels so touched and full of unknown feelings because Chay?? the love of his life?? accepts and appreciates and treats young!Kim like he's the most precious in this entire world???)

6. Young!Kim's reaction to finding out about Wik? Is he shocked/ surprised/ wonderstruck? In complete awe of himself of the future?

7. How does Kim behave with young!Kim? Is he hesitant at first? But then he sees the way everyone else treats him and has Feelings™ and then thinks (a lot) and maybe something happens like some new stupidass bodyguard shouting at/ hurting young!Kim and Kim just snapping out on him, completely pissed off and in the worst rage he could ever have, completely protecting young!Kim like who tf you think you are?? How dare you??

Okay I think that's all for now, sorry for the spam of Randomness™😅

(yes i typed this up in my notes first so i don't accidentally lose anything.)

Anon darling I'm kissing you on the forehead, you're hitting so many of my story points with these asks! I feel Seen.

I haven't decided what Kim specifically does/feels that makes him want to do this in the first place. Since I started the fic where it's already happened, I just kinda. Handwaved it. But he does comment on the fact that Chay has been pushing him towards therapy, so that's probably part of it. Kim would rather lose all his memories than talk about his feelings. He's also 2 years into dating Chay (which honestly. That's bc I wanted baby Kim to be 13, and aging Kim up to 23 gave me an easy 10 years to work with. Tbh it would work better if Kim were only a few months into dating Chay and he was willing to do anything to Be A Good Person/Boyfriend/makeup for the breakup. BUT I DIGRESS!) Anyway being with Chay makes Kim want to be/feel better, and this is his nuclear solution. It does not work.

I also don't know how he did it! I... hesitate to write white pagan magic in KP fics. Maybe Kim pulled a Porsche and went to a monk for help dealing with his traumas, and ended up with a modified past life ritual that ended up splitting him right down the middle. The most important side effect is the way Kim feels about his brothers now; Tawan trauma happened when Kim was a little older, so the Kinn his child self remembers is still very loving and happy, he hasn't pulled away yet. But for adult Kim, who's memories start when he was a teenager... there was so much distance between him and his brothers, and then he moved out a couple years later, so he feels like they're practically strangers to him. Like really distant family that you only see at weddings and funerals. Meanwhile kid!Kim is a precocious little smol who's cuddling both of them whenever he can. (Khun loves it, Kinn has no idea what to do with it but he loves it too. Adult Kim is jealous but wouldn't know how to accept affection from them.)

It all happens pretty much the next day/couple days later, as of the current time line! Kim goes to the temple and does his thing. Kid!Kim manifests wherever he was when the memory split happens; so he just. Wakes up somewhere in the middle of Bangkok, and has to find his way back to the compound. Meanwhile KimChay are living in his condo, obliviously going about their lives. It takes a while for Kid!Kim to get home, then he's sneaking all around because things are different and he doesn't understand why (and he keeps stabbing people, but like. stabby the Roomba more than murder); Kinn has to find him/calm him down/get Porsche involved and figure out what's going on before anyone thinks to call Chay (who's been busy having sex with adult Kim lol)

Korn is dead! Bc I'm lazy and didn't want to think about all the terrible things he could do to mess with smol Kim! Like I said, Kim is kind of a feral cat just let loose in the compound, surrounded by people he doesn't know and freaking out a lot, until the guards finally get him cornered in his old room and notify Kinn. Then eventually Chay gets a call from Porsche, and he goes to the compound with adult Kim, and it's a whole Thing.

Chay absolutely adores kid!Kim. He's absolutely feral but he's also a cutie pie, and he gets a crush on Chay quick. Chay loves it; he was such a lovestruck kid with Kim, now it's his turn! (And he teases adult Kim soo much about how he like likes him >,<). Adult Kim is weird with his younger self at first, bc as far as he's concerned, this may as well be a random child. So Chay schlorps him up quick bc the poor kid needs love. And Kim does come to appreciate the way Chay takes care of his younger self (he has some very odd memories about it when they're eventually reunited.)

My goodness, young Kim is so excited. At that age, he had all these dreams about the life he wished he could have, but he never thought it would really happen. But he got away from his father, he gets to chase his dreams of making music, he has a (very cute!!) boy that loves him, that he gets to love in return. It's all his dreams come true. Again, Chay thinks this is adorable, that Kim was such a dreamy little kid. (Kim is also so excited when he finds out that!! Chay lets him write songs about him!! that's so cool!!! And Chay writes him songs too!?!?!)

Like I said, at the start kid Kim may as well be some random child, he's vaguely curious about what happened but has no personal investment (kid Kim might be. a little. heartbroken about that. He's very sensitive.) But overtime Kim warms up to him, learns how to love him and take care of him. It's seeing this as someone else, rather than himself, that allows him to "forgive" himself. It's easy to blame himself for all the bad parts of his life when he's not looking that poor kid in the eyes. And bc I think cuddles are important, and Kim definitely wasn't hugged enough as a child, there's many snugs. There are still Mafia Things going on around all this that Kim has to deal with, so kid Kim spends a lot of time with Chay and his brothers, but there are a lot of times where he's asleep between KimChay. He kind of is like their kid in some ways. It's an odd dynamic for Kim, especially when he gets those memories of being cuddled by himself and Chay?? But ultimately it's a good thing for him. (Except the Porsche memories. He doesn't want those 😤)

These were so much fun, thank you for sending them!! I love talking about this AU <3<3<3

#cookie speaks #cookie writes #kimchay #split!Kim AU

[goldkirk]

My five happy things for yesterday

• pain cream. and frankly all topical and ingested pain relief substances. it is so fucking cool that humans have tested and found an compounded and tested and found and compounded and tested and found and compounded century after century and out of love and care have passed down knowledge and improvements to next generations so that we’re now lucky enough today to have both complex modern medicine and procedures AND the ability to wander into shops and buy substances to rub on pain spots that helps them ease. it was made by your herb growing ancestor healers it’s made by modern suppliers and across all the ages human beings care for themselves and each other by rubbing things on our bodies to ease a bit of the pain. god I love societies. I love altruism. I love innovation. I love improvements over time. I love the desire to heal and to ease and to care. I love the passing on of knowledge. I love the experimenting and recording and teaching and handing on of torches. I love the natural world that unites us all across time despite the manufacturing process being more removed these days than old in-person compounding and creating was. I love the decades and decades that scientists have put in to find more compounds to isolate and more medications to help people with. Corporate big pharma is a beastly bastard taken over by greedy executives, but the ones who do the actual innovation are in the shoes of a thousand ancestors from the centuries, devoting their brief and bright and precious time conscious and alive on the Earth to the same thing their precursors did. Across all of human history we find all our societies filled with people who look at their life and everyone around them and say I just want to do my utmost best to heal and to mend and to help fellow humans to feel better and be well. God. Centuries upon centuries in every continent and tradition of people trying their best, for part or all of their adult lives, to take care of and save others.

anyway. now that I accidentally wrote an essay length wall of text in a bullet point 😅…

• I’M TRYING A LACE-UP ANKLE BRACE AND HOLY SHIT DOES IT HELP

• listening to zipping and unzipping sounds and how unique they are and how all toir zipper items can sound different from one another and you can just experience them whenever you want. zip zop zip zop zip zop zip zop

• that reminds me of 3rd grade drama class and zip zap zop. That game was fun. I’m really glad humans create so many games, both handed down from older kids or adults and created totally on the fly. it’s like a type of magic in our bones.

• lip gloss. I used to think it was dumb but it can be such a little pick me up now and in the winter it’s like an extra layer of comfort or a winter coat between my lip balm and the terrible dry cold

#fivethingsaday #katie.txt

[eth3real-ess3nce]

My Astro Observations (part 4)

😳 Neptune in the 7th or Venus-Neptune aspects, is a catfish placement. This could both go ways, like they could be the one who has catfished OR could have been catfished by someone else before.

🐠 Mercury in Pisces can't type a sentence or a text without using emojis. Hey, it makes speech look more alive. 😂

🙄 Chiron in the 9th house or Sagittarius makes the individual incline towards a nihilistic mindset. It seems like their faith has been let down a lot in their lifetime, so they adopt a certain kind of philoshopy that "rejects" the meaningfulness of life overall. This usually stems from a self-loathing wound and they use such beliefs in order to avoid facing it. They believe everything is inherently pointless and the irony is that they gradually tend to jump from philoshopy to philosophy in order to find the meaning they've been subconsciously chasing after.

💙 Moon-Uranus or Venus-Uranus must have experienced online/long distance relationship at least once in their lives. Or long time crushes. Could mean that you met your s/o online too.

💭 Moon in Pisces can get lost in their primal, sexual desires and sometimes the individual can get hooked on pornography.

🦁‌ Leo Mars in the natal chart could indicate high blood pressure.

💻 Sun conjunct Mercury and Sun in the 5th house might choose a career path that has to do with lots of analysis (computers, psychology, etc)

‌🥀 Females with Venus/Moon aspects to Pluto, might have fallen victims of oversexualization and/or meaningless hookups. I've seen this a lot. Even if some of them wouldn't see themselves as stunners, they have this dark magnetism that tends to attract potential partners like moths to light. From a young age, they see this as a power of theirs and might engage in sexual acts just to gain validation + to feel like they are in control. This is more likely to happen after rejection, a breakup or during an emotionally intese period. Most of the time they regret it. And even if multiple hook-ups isn't the case, sexual trauma is almost always an issue for them.

🍒 Most girls I know that have Aries placements, have dyed their hair in red shades before.

🚢‌ I've seen too many men with Sagittarius placements / midheaven follow a career that is related to the sea , specifically traveling by it or working on-board! I just love it when the traveler archetype perfectly plays out 😂

‌🐏 There is a reason why Aries is so opinionated and fixated on what they have to say. Besides the quick-tempered nature Mars gives them, Aries is ruled by Mercury in esoteric astrology. People with prominent aries placements will always feel like they have to speak their minds. They're born to teach, to analyze, to understand. To bring new and fresh perspectives on the table and fight for them is one of their highest callings. Self-awareness is important though, in order to avoid being perceived as arrogant. 😅

🔮 Everyone is divinely protected in some way, but people with their natal Jupiter in water signs and/or water houses (especially pisces and 12th), are more protected more than most. This is because of good karma and their selfless acts.

💔 Hard aspects (square,opposition,conjuction) between Sun-Chiron and/or Moon-Chiron ; these people have inherited their parents' trauma and they're given the opportunity to heal their ancestry line. Known also as generational trauma, basically it's all the unhealed wounds from our ancestors being passed down to us. Such aspects indicate that the individual will indeed suffer in life, but as they spiritually evolve, they will be able to stop the generational wounding with their own healing. Their self-awareness is high so they will be able to see the trauma in themselves and other family members too. Chiron is literally the 'wounded healer' and this path of yours is full of loneliness, but it grants you tranquility in the end.

🌕 Women with an ill-dignified moon (moon with negative aspects to personal planets) might experience issues with their womanhood and tend to take visits to the obgyn more frequently than most.

🔥‌ Your 5th house ruler shows your sexual preferences and potential "kinks". For example let's say someone has scorpio in the 5th. Scorpio is originally ruled by Mars, their Mars is in taurus in the 10th house. Therefore the individual likes their sexual acts sensual and dominating.

‌🏆 Why do people with 10th house placements feel like they're never enough or that they are underaccomplished in comparison to their peers? It's because 10th house opposes their 4th house which represents what they learnt from home. Therefore, they feel that they live to meet their family's standards which might contradict their own. There's a constant battle between who family/society wants you to be and who you aspire to be. Don't be afraid to make a difference.

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#astrology observations #astro observations #astro notes #astrology

[levmada]

Well since you said you’d take one I’ve had one that’s been on my mind for a bit

Top levi x bottom m reader fluff to smut. Basically it’s the night before they retake shinganshina and they’re having dinner and before the night ends levi proposes to the reader saying ‘if we make it out of this alive then would you do me the honor of being my husband’ (I’m thinking they’ve been together for a few years at this point but Levi’s been too scared to ask for fear they wouldn’t have made it this far) and reader says yes and so they go to their place they’re staying at and just some nice sweet smut 👀

Maybe there can also be a part after about how even tho they lost a lot of friends they had their wedding in the honor of their lost friends and comrades and it’s a sweet wedding with all their close friends and all that sappy jazz :3

I hope this is alright with you and I hope you like it and are ok with writing it. If not that’s totally ok I understand. I requested this from someone else months ago but they haven’t written it and so I thought you’d maybe be down to? 🖤🙏

hiii i’m SOO sorry this took me ages! hopefully the was worth it! in order to best fit with the plot i didn’t add an epilogue😅but i’ll add it on later! i hope you like it :3

➥ pairing: service top!Levi x male!sub!taller!Reader

➥ about: The most important battle in the history of humanity is rapidly approaching. In order to go on without regrets, Levi makes a proposal. The ensuing night is one of love and worship.

➥ c/w: established relationship, canonverse, tooth-rotting fluff, proposal<33, slow&sensual, fingering, praise, oral, overstimulation, vanilla

➥ wc: 3.6k

Levi’s mood would be as dark as the nighttime outside this cabin if it wasn’t for you. It straddles the picturesque wilderness and the wide, winding river that runs back to Yarckel District in the east.

He’s content despite his vivid awareness that it’s painfully temporary, reserved for tonight before the regiment’s departure in the morning to retake Wall Maria.

Many of the troops—especially the new recruits, but that's par for the course—aren’t worried about an encounter with the Armored and Colossal Titans. But as usual there’s no telling what to expect—he is aware that too many could be wiped out before they even reach the Shiganshina's gate. The shit cherry on top is Erwin’s refusal to stay despite the clear fact that he's not exactly as spry as he used to be.

Levi is going to, as he's forced to, go into tomorrow with the expectation that many won't come back.

But like himself, you understand the danger, and you're strong enough to react sharply and effectively when it presents itself.

There's too much he admires about you, too strongly to put into clear or concise words. Especially when he's this on-edge, and all that stands out in his mind now is how handsome you look by existing simply across the candlelit table and eating, and occasionally raising a glass of water to your mouth by the rim.

He has no appetite. He sneaks glances at you more often than he eats. A silver spoon remains raised to his mouth.

He never expected this—you. The both of you. In fact, he was in ferocious denial for the longest time until, on no particular day or during any important hour, you were walking in the relative wilderness outside of HQ, raised him by the lapels of his jacket and kissed him.

He was probably explaining to you what he doesn’t believe in anymore. He just remembers the feeling of your kiss like a slap, and your words right after.

“You talk about yourself like you’re—some weapon. But look at me.”

And without being forced to do so he looked up at you.

“How important you are doesn’t defeat the reason why you kissed me back! We are just men. Don't you understand?"

He started to understand.

He understands. But he’s thinking too much, both about the future and the past, more than necessary to muster the courage to do what he's about to. While by far, he would rather savor this night with you.

Even if you turn him down.

“It’s rice. It's palatable,” he's explaining, defending his favorite food.

While your rice is buttered and seasoned to perfection, for him, as long as it's edible Levi is happy. For being such an amazing cook, it's charming how simple his tastes are. And it feels nice to debate about nothing, especially leading up to tomorrow.

“Hm,” you grunt. “You like everything bland.”

Levi takes another bite without breaking eye contact. “Not everything.”

A smirk quirks up the side of your mouth. “Right. Not your women,” you retort.

He deadpans, and you laugh.

“Is your boyfriend a good not-bland?”

You put down your spoon. You’re not too much interested in dinner anymore—Levi is blushing. He blushes almost effortlessly, always, but it’s a sight you love.

But he doesn’t shoot back with a teasing quip like you expected. He frowns as he seems to struggle with himself.

You tilt your head. “What's on your mind?”

"Before tomorrow, we shouldn't have any unfinished business. It might be anticlimactic, but our lives are already pretty unconventional."

This grabs your attention. He's been quieter than usual all week, but you figured he was nervous about the operation. It's going to be the most important battle in all of humanity's history, after all. But right now, he seems uncharacteristically flustered.

He doesn't elaborate.

"I feel the same. Talk to me."

He gnaws on his bottom lip, and finally, meets your gaze again with new, cool determination. You can tell it's forced.

"If we're still living a couple days from now, I—I want you to live with me. Even if it's short-lived... Even then, I'd"—He takes a breath, and reaches across the table, taking your hand"—I'd have no regrets about doing that. Would you... do me the honor of being my husband?"

Your eyes widen. Suddenly it feels like you're dreaming—how else could this be really, really real? Laughter bubbles up within your chest as a disbelieving grin stretches across your cheeks.

"Wh-What? Me?"

He scowls. "Who else is sitting right in front of me?"

"Even if..." You tightly hold his hand.

"Yes," he answers, as serious as death. "But I don't need an answer right now either—I'm not forcing you to—"

"Levi, shut up!" you laugh. "Yes. Yes I will marry you."

He really weighed the possibility that you'd reject his proposal. You've never seen him so nakedly nervous.

You always had it in your mind that marriage wasn't even a defined concept—same goes for him. Not living the life you did, and not with what you did you survive it. It's the promise that matters, the fact that you're both willing to seal it with a ring, to speak it, regardless of what suffering the future will bring.

Unable to contain yourself, unable to fully get across to him this storm of joy and exhilaration swirling within you, you jump out of your seat with full intention to reel him out of his, but he's already way ahead of you.

Levi hops up on his toes and kisses you as if he'd been confined to only using his words before, his fingers threading through your hair and deepening it as much as possible. You reel him close by his waist so that you both stumble, with your back landing against the wall.

You have no idea where this is coming from, but maybe Levi doesn't either. Maybe your ravenous hunger for each other speaks for itself.

You kiss, harder and deeper, hands encompassing his small waist to catch on his belt-loops, to signal what you want. All you want—him. He rips your shirt from its neat tuck in your trousers, and pulls away to level with you a blazing, wanting stare.

This is abrupt—you didn’t even finish dinner—but you don’t have the blessing of unlimited time. You tell yourself that you'll both have lots more candle-lit dinners, the next time you both return to the Walls.

“I need you,” you murmur, ducking you head to kiss down his neck, unable to dip below his collar. Your hands slide up from his hips, just shy of his ass. He whispers a moan softly by your ear. “You know that?”

"Yeah." His hand slips away, reaching for his back pocket. "You didn't even give me a second to put the damn ring on your finger, you brat."

He grasps your wrist, brought between the both of you. As he slide the simple silver band onto your ring finger, his entrancing gaze is one you could get wonderfully lost in.

It's cool to the touch. A certain weightlessness swoops through your stomach when it's in place, like it was crafted for this sole purpose.

"There."

He grasps your open collar and yanks you down for another bruising kiss, pulling a soft groan from you.

"Mm..."

"I'm guessing there's no possibility you're patient enough for the wine?" he retorts, as annoyed as he can sound...

“Wine after,” you purr, voice like syrup. “And then we’ll go again, and then, I’ll get on my knees for you in the shower…”

As you speak, you bring the small of his back forward, pressing up against each other. He’s hard enough to feel friction against your thigh, of course, he’s always so sensitive.

He inhales sharply, snatching your hand and walking you both backwards to the living room in which the hearth burns, bright and warm.

The fireplace below the mantel licks at the logs calmly and steadily. The chill of autumn instantly melts away to be replaced by the burn of desire.

A mound of blankets lays in front of it. He's thankful they were tossed together earlier, a refuge from the cold and the impending tomorrow while dinner was still cooking.

"C'mere," he grunts, stepping backwards onto the fluffy, thick flooring.

You're more than happy to oblige him by bringing him down first. He spills onto the blankets, on his back, hands flying down to untuck your shirt as you settle, straddling his thick thighs.

Quickly you undress him, opening button by button to reveal his pale chest and blushing nipples to the golden light of flame the same time he opens your belt with a faint but piercing clink.

Though you're straddling his thighs, he's the one perfectly in control of kissing you, and sliding your boxers down to take handfuls of your ass properly.

You groan, your hips rocking forward and palms spreading across his pecs, playing with the soft swells as his tongue plays around yours.

"Hah..." he breaks away to huff, palming somewhere beside him for the oil.

You take advantage of the moment to lay wet kisses on his neck and tug his nipples into perfect points. His chest lifts, and you watch as a little cum wells up in the slit of his hard cock, and drools down.

"Eager, huh." His fingers sink in your hair, plastering your lips to his neck as fingers brush across your tight hole.

"I'm not the only one..."

One, his middle finger, pushes into you easily enough because of their size. They drag along your walls, deep inside. You press to feel every inch, and hear him sigh as he pumps lazily.

It's not enough, for all the hours you still are guaranteed to have left. With your back arched, you whine with a second and relax atop him, moaning loudly together as your cocks share delicious friction.

Sensing your urgency, he stretches you open in quick increments before making you whine with a third splitting you beside the others.

"Good?"

"Don't ever stop." You nip at the tender, new mark on his neck.

He doesn't know when he slowed down to admire your lips trembling as he curls his fingers; your jaw, your eyes closed, letting your lashes kiss your cheeks. (He could gaze into your eyes for hours and perhaps never find his way out, but like this, he can stare openly without embarrassment.) One part of you that attracted him to you later on—when he was past the point of denial and wanted his hands on your strong shoulders, or your hands hoisting him up by his thighs, to put him on an even surface and kiss hard—that was the strength you exuded, broad shoulders, strong jaw, your sheer beauty. You were gorgeous, and you still are.

He pumps them a tad faster, parting his fingers to feel your walls flutter around them, and your face buries in his neck, nipping and kissing.

Sensitive. He worries his bottom lip between his teeth as your hips rock—back into his fingers, forward to grasp friction from his thigh. His cock twitches in the valley of your hip.

"Good?"

"Mhm... Feel s'good."

Levi smiles to himself, just a tiny bit hidden in your hair. "You’re fucking yourself on them. Cute."

His palm rides down your strong back to the bottom, pressing down to shift the angle.

“H-Hah—!” Your teeth dig into his soft throat as his fingers brush along a swollen swell inside.

He hums, having found what he wanted, and the exact reaction he was hoping to pull from you. As always, how he enjoys, how much you let him hear your voice. The pinch of pain makes his toes curl.

Each time, every time he gets close, traces your prostate, he revels in the sense of your muscles tensing, then relaxing. Tense and relaxed.

He keeps his fingers buried in you, and rubs it in slow, but precise movements. Your precum smears his thigh.

"Good boy, let me hear you," he murmurs, speckling kisses to your jaw.

You shake overtop him, your breaths and the occasional gasp heating his neck. Your thumb traces the base of his jaw in frantic little circles as he massages without pause, sometimes carding through the blanket-like strands where his undercut lays, and scraping through the prickly spots where it's shaved.

"Fuck, Levi..."

Fuck, he mouths, hearing his name, a moan in your voice.

His free hand squeezes at just the place the back of your thigh curves, working the tight muscles in the palm of his hand with a warm sigh. He strokes in full, deep revolutions, slow but steady.

Your breath has grown shallow; you grip the nape of his neck a touch tighter. He's known you so long, he can tell that you're getting close.

"Please..."

Levi hums, and works his fingers out of you. The sense of your heat quivering on them makes him remember that in a bit, that's what his cock will be buried in. He moans as you seize his lips, picking up his jaw and taking total control.

You wrench away, and struggle to speak between a flurry of heated kisses. "I need you."

He squeezes you tight, nodding his head the best he can. Lust makes your gaze dark and hungry—an unceasing but quenchable desire. He knows just how to take care of you.

“Sit up.”

You do as you’re told. Levi stands first, his hands pressing on your shoulders to keep you kneeling. You look up first, his eyes lidded, demure almost as he cradles your cheeks. Times like this, it’s so clear that his body have to have been sculpted by a god. He’s beautiful.

“Will you get it wet for me, sweetheart?”

You were leaning forward already. With permission, you take his thick cock in your hand—really it’s swollen, rose-pink, and blushing deep fuchsia at his drooling tip.

His fingers lace in your hair as you welcome him past your lips. He’s not big length-wise, but it swells your cheeks, a comfortable, heavy weight, and distinctive heat.

Levi sucks in a breath through his teeth as your nose buries in black wiry hairs. You’re practically nosing his stomach as you lathe his cock in as much of your tongue as you can while his murmured moans make your head spin. Your bottom lip brushes up against his heavy balls. You clutch and squeeze his wiry thighs, appreciating his hard muscles.

“Good boy,” he murmurs, low and from somewhere deep inside his chest. Your press forward for more praise, working him inside your throat, but he guides you off before you can get too ahead of yourself.

“Let me take you to bed,” he says, bringing you back to your feet.

A candle is lit. This bedroom smells of warm lavender, and despite the autumn chill, Levi feels warm as you tongues lazily swirl, and your fingers wind through his hair, there on top of you slotted between your legs.

He cups your cheek with one hand, his spare sliding down your waist to your narrow hips. “Tell me if you need anything,” he reminds you, like he always does.

“I will.”

He watches your expression transform as he pushes inside you, past your puckered rim, to feel your softness open up around his cock. You welcome him inside. To tremble and quiver, your heat that sucks him in deeper, gripping.

He’s careful. As always, he treats the privilege of intimacy with you as a precious gift he will never actually deserve.

Until your calves close around his waist, bringing him in entirely, deep in you.

He reels from the pressure and heat at first, eyes barely opened where he hovers above you. Your chests lift and fall against one another. He loves the closeness and the envelopment of your bodies, the way one would love and treasure something they missed for their whole life up to a point they met, without ever having met it before.

He admires your eyes, nearly made closed under the intensity of it all, but staying stubbornly open for him. He almost wants to look away. He knows what that look means—what it may mean.

“Okay?” he asks, his lips not an inch away from yours.

“God, yeah…—”

You cut yourself off, when he pulls out slowly, and he sinks his teeth into his bottom lip. Your walls clench down around him, massaging his shaft and sensitive frenulum in all the right ways. He savors the drag until he’s just barely held inside, and sinks in again.

Fuck, he mouths, his face dropping to your neck and tasting the salty heat there as your fingers slot in together by your head. Yours is bigger than his. He moans, and remains consistent. He’s not a patient man, but he wants this to last, a long time. He’s going to make sure you live, for a long time. So that nothing about tonight implies goodbye. Even if you both ride into hell tomorrow…

He’s thinking too much. Your sharp gasp when he brushes against that slight swell inside you, and your heat shivers around him, snaps him out of it.

Your heels dig into the small of his back. “Please. Hurry, fuck."

He shifts the angle slightly, pressing you down more on your back and raising your knees further. And with that, speeds up marginally as you bring him down by his hair, lips moving fervently against his. He grips your hand, and thrusts without faltering into you as hard as his kiss.

You share breath, your sweat mixes, your voice like a chorus down his throat, mixing in with these groans that come from deep in his chest.

He’s never been one to talk sweetly—he messed it up royally when he asked you to marry him earlier. So in every action, in glances, or favors, or with his arms wrapped around you as his body makes love to you, he strives to love you in every way you deserve.

He squeezes your hand, determined not to come too fast. You’ve broken away, your head tossing and your thighs pressed tightly around his waist and the sounds falling from your mouth that takes his breath away.

“Levi, Levi—L-Levi—”

“Fuck. You sound too fucking good…”

He presses you down, for several passes pounding in deep, rapid succession, unable to escape how good you feel taking all of him. He should be barely winded, but you work him up all too much. He admits that, chanting your name where your shoulder meets your neck.

“Kkeep going, keep going—Levi, I'm...”

He pistons his cock in complete, steady, quick motions as he lifts his head to watch you. Your mouth is perpetually gaping, giving him a glimpse of your canines as your body trembles harder and harder intertwined with his.

And he’s not even touching you.

His hand dives down between you, groaning to find the sticky mess your cock has made. It throbs rapidly in his fist as you shout out, and in a few tight pumps, you freeze still.

You writhe, and your hand squeezes his so tight it hurts. Your climax spurts out between his fingers as he fucks you hard and fast through it, groaning between breaths right in your ear, “That’s my fucking good boy.”

“God, Levi—Don’t stop—Fucking—inside—”

Your shakes pass through you, and he slowed at first, but he whimpers now, as everything raises and works up, tightens up, meets at a point.

“Doesn’t it hurt?”

“I want you.”

“Ev—Even though it hurts?”

“Yes, yes!” you babble.

He slams inside you a final time with that satisfying sound of skin against skin, moaning in soft and long succession—not even hearing himself. A few deep thrusts are all he needs, gasping your name as he spills and fucks his climax deep inside you.

When he’s finally finished, slowing to a complete stop, you’re kissing again, lazy and slow. Considering it’s Levi, he’s not as winded as you.

He pulls his softening cock out slowly. You shiver with the sudden emptiness, as it oozes out of you, you sigh.

“You alright?”

“Don’t fuck me so good and that won’t happen.”

“Unfortunate for you, then.”

You smile.

“You like that, huh,” he muses as he rests beside you. As you curl up with him, he fleetingly rubs your shaky thigh. “You alright?”

“You’ll have to be more specific.”

While your eyes are closed, he kisses your lips, getting them to open. He doesn’t reply for a moment, and that feels just fine—you savor gazing into his eyes. He’s undone, relaxed in a way you’re confident you’ve only ever seen of him.

“I’ll tell you the day after tomorrow.”

You’d complain if you didn’t know what tomorrow was. You concede by nodding, and before he gets any ideas about dragging you to the bath yet, you intertwine your legs and bury your face in his chest, near to a hickey you left. You kiss it.

He strokes your hair, tracing the notches of your spine, succumbing to relaxing, just for once.

“I know I don’t say it much, because it’s not necessary,” he murmurs into your hair. “But it’ll annoy me if I don’t tell you—I love you, before tomorrow.”

Your heart swells. You cling onto the end of his sentence, intent not to focus on its bittersweet undertone.

“I’ll say it back the day after tomorrow. How about that?”

He huffs lightheartedly at being beat at his own game. “It’s a deal, then.”

“It’s a deal.”

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#levi x you #levi ackerman x y/n smut #levi ackerman x you #levi ackerman x reader #levi x reader #levi x y/n #levi x male reader #aot smut

[lablim64]

I get impressed by @weirdsillycreature 's re-desgins

So I decided to re-design lim again and make him look more better than his old version

(Don't tell him that I said this but I think his old design were look like a cheap version of an incredibox scratch mod to me 😅)

That's more like it lol

+ I add him a third bow that actually looks like a bow XD

Also I finally wrote his full story too

Enjoy~

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Lim is an orphan with his oldest sister, he's been adopted and left out a lot as a kid, his good first step dad were passed away and his brother who suppose to take care of lim were traumatized lim with his step brother and step mom, then kicked out from the house, lim's step aunt and oldest sister helped him a little but then the aunt have to put him to adoption again, luckily his oldest sister go with lim to protect him, then lim got adopted again by a family with 3 daughters, the parents were gone work but the daughters were nice to lim, sadly they were way older than lim so they grow out and have to live on their own before lim did, then due to an unknown accident, lim put on adoption again, on the moving days this goes like this, on this times, lim's oldest sister always helped lim about his education and health, until one day they got adopted by an unmarried couple, apparently these two were not lovers but live together as roommates, due to lim's traumas, the new step dad desired to sign lim to parent therapy so lim can feel parent love faster, for now he got two mothers who helps him but far away, and one day the step mom(roommate one) left saying lim were too much to care and she has her life above, that hurt lim a lot since he were like 15, after years at age 17 lim started a job in brimfero laboratory as a janitor for money, he did not like there but he needed the money, but the salary they giving him were barely enough and that got lim pissed so badly, so one day he desired to steal the tests tubes of brimfero and sell them to gain more money so him and his family can move to a better home, but lim got caught by John and mason near the woods, due to lim betrayed the laboratory, John order mason to beat him up and snitch his eyes shit, mason hesitate at first but he doesn't have a choice, so he did, then John takes mason's metal pipe and stab it thru lim's chest before leaving him bloody dead there, lim's death were reported on the news and lim's family were shocked, but after an hour the news reported that lim's body were now missing, that confused everyone ofc, suddenly lim woke up his head in a rock inside the woods, still bloody and looks like how he left like, he didn't understand how he's still alive but whole trying to get up he start to float a little, lim panicked and make a off move that causes him to fall and crack his neck, that caused his head to fall but oh..how is he still alive? Lim were shock, he hold his head in his hands and place it back on his neck, then he realize he break his joints too and doesn't die at all, he were kinda amazed but scared, he didn't wanna face anyone, he were undead and also so ugly looking in his current situation, he float to an abandoned house and looks at himself on the mirror, he start ripping the snitching off his eyes and take the Metal pipe out his chest, then snitched the bloody hole on his chest and re-build his body, while exploring the house he found two ribbons (which he's currently wearing on his head) and use the ribbons to tie his hair up, after all that he start living there, far from home he get his food and needs by stealing and also start drinking and doing cocaine, he even got caught ones in a stranger street (which a lot miles away from where he died) they put him on a mental hospital for some months and after that lim start to live on the abandoned houses and different streets, due to his fear of going back, he sometimes visits his grave and also that's how he killed that 5 victims who were burning down his grave.

(Sorry if there any typos-)

#incredibox #orin ayo #breakthrough #tragibox #incredibox breakthrough #incredibox e.v.a.c.u.a.t.e #incredibox orin ayo #incredibox fanart #incredibox oc #wekiddy

[shisui-uchiha-anon]

Can I please rq headcanons for young shisui falling off love with a jinchuriki who is despised by the village?

It has been ages since I got asked like this, hopefully, I will live up to my reputation 😅

The age difference between him and jinchuriki is some two to three years. She was not born in Konha she was brought back by the Konoha nin. Order issued by Danzo. She was more than just jinchuriki, that came to light later. She was also a descendant of the Senju bloodline. Her features are witness to that. Inside of her are locked six tails.

Danzo got what he wanted a Senju under his command water to fight the fire and if that did not go well he could always use beast in the girl. He didn't even have to plant her into Uchiha lines she planned herself. Like a magnet to the metal, she became friends with Uchiha Shisui first. Like a flame love bloomed between them, till Shisui changed, he became cold and distant.

Till news broke out, Shisui committed suicide or at least that is what they have been told. Everyone suspected that Itachi was the one to blame...The last thing that Shisui told her was...

~ "Don't feel left behind be happy that you are not a Uchiha"~

.....he was dead ten days later.

But Shisui was not dead and by the strange turn of events he was alive, he hoped that he could reunite with her alas...She committed crimes she did unthinkable things, in search of him, and she was now despised by the village.

As the Akatsuki started to die one by one. She left the safety of Konoha once the circumstances were favorable. She was fortunate to find the snake Sannin Orochimaru. There she learned the secrets she never hoped to even exist. She also learned that Orochimaru was the one playing Danzo as his figurine. Learning beside him fast she became his favorite "A Snake Daughter" he gifted her with his curse mark, which was now decorating her collarbone. She was ready after that...

Revenge was on her mind. She will not allow Itachi to die he will live. For Itachi living shall be a curse, not death. And Itachi alive shall be a curse to Shisui, to watch him being forced to walk this earth

Hidan has fallen. She was waiting to learn his location where his body was parted and planted under the ground. Using a jutsu she protected herself. Once she got him out of the ground, well just his chest. Cutting it out she had his lungs. She got involved in the battle between Itachi and Sasuke, together with some Knoha nin, injured and with his chakra depleted Sasuke retreated leaving the body of his brother. There was still a little life left in Itachi. She used all of her chakra on him, healing him. When her chakra was gone she used the chakra of the six tails. She was in a coma for six weeks, thanks to that, but still, she learned her limits. Orochimaru had her safe and Itachi contained in one of his chambers. She got the transplantation done after she was back in the world of the living. It was a success. Just in time, Konoha found out about this hideout where they were, and she fled, she could not be caught with the snake Sannin. What happened with Itachi she had no idea and she didn't care. All that he was to her was an experiment.

And Now Shisui was aware of all that facing her, angry, disappointed, disgusted, defeated. And all the love that he once felt burned leaving only ashes of hatred.

"I hate you. I would sooner feed the dog than you. I thought that my presence, that my sacrifice would mean something to you. Why? Am I too just an experiment? Were I that all this time, from the very beginning?" He looked at her from behind the bars, she was bound, more beautiful than ever. Long brown thick hair, almost as curly as his own, pale clean face, dark-brown eyes almost flashing to that dark red of the thick spilled blood. She lifted her face, a cruel sirk decorating her face, he had on each side of her face one red stripe that married both cheeks jawline, the identical stripe she had on her wrists.

"We go separate ways. You are right and I am wrong, but you are the past and I am the present" The Only response he got from her, they hated each other.

#anon #ask answered #shisui imagine #shisui #uchiha clan #naruto #shisui x reader #shisui x y/n #shisui uchiha x reader #shisui uchiha x you #shisui x you #naruto fic #naruto fanfiction #shisui uchiha #naruto fandom #thanks for ask ^^ #i hope you like it

[mun-of-orchid-and-friends]

In deciding to try and draw the warden I inadvertently created new characters 😅 they still don't have names but let me introduce you to my Warden, blind illager, and half blind villager...

Under the cut to save room

I wanted to put my own spin on the Warden because I've noticed a few artists who do very well renditions of them... In the end I went with a default dragon style, sort of, for the warden... If you had seen my older artwork (I mean MUCH OLDER) then you would notice that I have a particular style when it comes to drawing animals 😑

Not too good but not too terrible either more of meh...

But I didn't want him to be left alone, so I thought it'd be neat for him to take in a blind illager as a pet... Where as she thinks he is the pet (language barrier 🚧)...

Then as usual, I had to add a half blind villager into the mix... Again, the warden adopts him too as a pet where the Villager thinks the opposite. The Villager thinks he basically is caring for two blind beings...

They still technically don't have names but they do have a bit of backstory;

The warden shares his territory with his older brother, who is the dominant one. Eventually, when he adopts the blind illager his brother forces him to make a choice; get rid of his new pet or leave the territory... It's obvious he chooses the ladder to keep his pet. Eventually the warden and his new pet come across another similar to her kind except somewhat different. He starts to think that maybe he can adopt both of them as his pets and then he could show others that hurry up that would be so bad... Maybe eventually he can come across one that can speak the language of his pets and maybe he can learn from them how to communicate... Maybe one day~

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The blind illager was not always blind. She did have poor vision when she was able to see, but in a duel with another Evoker... He blinded her purposely for his plans. After being blinded she understood what his plan was and ran through the cave system close by the mansion, blind and scared, to get away from it all. She ended up coming across the warden's territory and the warden himself took it like him to her... She then wondered if she could tame it and make it a loyal Ally, or in the very least a loyal pet. From the warden she learned that her blindness was not really a weakness but something that she could easily overcome. When she comes across a stubborn villager she realizes that he still has his vision, if only half of it. However she doesn't fully know he's a villager (until he tells her) as not being able to see and they're kind being too similar other than a few features, she thinks of him as another Ally, although a stubborn one, an additional Ally nonetheless... She starts to fall for him until he finally admits that he is a villager, and now she is torn from what she was raised to pillage from them to getting to know one. She keeps the feelings to herself until she can sort it out...

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The Villager lost part of his eyesight in his early years of mining after running into some skeletons. In his current age he is the foreman of the mining team but due to a freak accident ends up losing his team and getting lost. Believing that the survivors have pretty much claimed him dead, he decided that if he ever made it out he would let them know that he was alive and well. During his job he takes safety very seriously, trying to teach the younger generation of new minors to always be on the lookout. Eventually he came across the blind illager and the warden... believing that they need his assistance to get out. In reality it was the other way around, he needed them....

#new MC OCs #new minecraft ocs #minecraft warden #minecraft villager #minecraft illager #just some fun

[simbico]

Sims Get To Know Me

Tagged by @damseljamsel @simsdastra 💜  (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)

I put it under a cut because it’s quite long. I didn’t know who to tag because I’m so late to posting this with everything that has been going on. 

What’s your favorite sims death? I never thought of this one... Maybe death by pufferfish nigiri because the ghost has a little pufferfish floating inside them and I think that’s cute because I really like puffer fish (not to eat). I’d love to have a little puffer fish buddy with me in the afterlife.

Alpha CC or MaxisMatch? I lean towards MaxisMatch most in my game but I don’t mind the aesthetic of alpha either. There’s some nice alpha stuff out there.

Do you cheat your sims weight? I have only because no matter what I do, toddlers living on the long lifespan always gain a lot of weight (the calorie system in the game is kinda weird) but outside of that I haven’t (although I never adjusted Fern’s weight when she aged up because I just decided not to for no reason whatsoever).

Do you move objects? Yep! I could not live without it in Sims 4.

Favorite Mod? I don’t have one favorite mod so naming one is difficult. I could not enjoy this game without the majority of mods I have. More Traits In CAS is one of my faves because having those extra traits through the life stages has helped create some depth to my sims’ personalities, at least in my mind. It’s helped to keep my interest in playing longer than a few months.

First Expansion/Game Pack/Stuff Pack? I bought everything in the order it came out for Sims 1, 2, and 3. For Sims 4 (iirc): Get To Work/Outdoor Retreat/Perfect Patio

Do you pronounce live mode like aLIVE or LIVing? aLIVE.

Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? It’s a tie between Hector and Sophie. (Most of my faves have been born in-game)

Have you made a simself? Yep! Back when it was still just the CAS demo. I don’t have her around anymore though.

Which Sim traits do you give yourself? Social Awkward, Cat Lover, Creative, probably Gloomy too if I’m honest.😅 (But I don’t show that side of me to others, a lot of people think I’m Cheerful. lol)

Which is your favorite EA hair color? That light brown shade that was added around when Snowy Escape came out.

Favorite EA hair? I don’t think I have one.... I have some I don’t care for... I just like that there’s finally a variety of hair types/styles that aren’t just straight hair.

Favorite life stage? I don’t think I have one... I have the most fun when I have a variety of life stages to play (although it can feel overwhelming sometimes).

Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? Gameplay. I don’t mind building in Sims 4 but it’s rare when I’m having a good time doing it.

Are you a CC creator? Nope. I tried to recolour the kids’ bicycles and gave up. lol I might try again but I need the time and focus to do it.

Do you have any simblr friends/ a sim squad? I guess it depends on how those are defined since people define them differently. I do know a lot of really awesome people on here who I enjoy interacting with though. 🙂

What’s your favorite game? Right now it flips between Sims 4 and Genshin Impact. Used to also be Overwatch, which I still enjoy on occasion, but not as much as I used to.

Do you have any sims merch? Nope.

Do you have a YouTube for sims? Nope. I have the charisma of a wilted lettuce.

How has your « sims style » changed throughout your years of playing? I went from creating haunted houses in TS1 to playing legacy style in Sims 2 and beyond (and creating a haunted house by more ethical means). I only ever managed to finish one legacy family to 10 generations and that family will forever be lost somewhere on Live Journal as it should be. (I have a picture chart of all their faces though.)

What’s your origin id? Simbico but I don’t have anything worth looking at on there. It’s usually for my own backups.

Who’s your favorite CC creator? It’s hard because I have so many I like and not just one favorite. 😭 But RavenSim is one of my many favorites because their hair helps make my sims’ infants/toddlers/kids even cuter!

How long have you had simblr? According to my first Sims 3 post, at least since 2011 but I did abandon it for a long time. I was so happy seeing some familiar simblrs still posting when I came back. 😊

How do you edit your pictures? I used to use Photoshop but now I just use Reshade. I use a really old version of Photoshop from 2012 for cropping and stuff but I tend to not do much more than that. I don’t have the time with the amount of pictures I take. lol

What expansion/ gamepack is your favorite? TS1 - Makin’ Magic | TS2 - Open For Business | TS3 - Pets | TS4 - Growing Together, maybe tied with Country Living (the EP that kept bringing me back).

#tag meme #text post

[natelia-aldelliz]

OMG WAIT SO IN A WAY SOAP WOULD THINK HE IS DEATH AND HIS SISTER AND MOM ARE LIFE BUT TRUELY THEY ALL ARE THE IN BETWEEN. I mean you can see Soap as Death and his family as Life in a way with Soap being a guide or helper of the dead and his family the helper to keep people alive but also his family could be death by if they don’t use their gift, but that could be mercy depending on the situation and Soap could be life because he can bring the dead back to life and bring life to the dead by talking to them and seeing them! So truly it feels like they are the balance that Soap’s grandma talked about but in less of a good and and why you know? I don’t know I just love these tropes XD hoped you enjoyed this rant!

-Anon 🎧

Yes!!! And he thought death was bad because it took his dad, so that must mean that he's bad...

Definitely! They're all here to help, his sister and Ma people who are still alive, and him people who have died. He wouldn't see the ghosts if it was just necromancy, so he's probably mainly meant to help people, "heal" their sorrows so they can move on and not decay on earth until they're just raging shells of themselves...

Also something that he hasn't let himself think about too much is that he can't really be Death, because he can't kill people (not more than any other human beings, I mean 😅) the only thing he can do is see and hear ghosts, passively (at least for now) bring them back to life, and not die (which he doesn't really know in the start, just has suspicions)

So since they mostly so the same kind of work (help people), there's not really much balance going on, not between them at least. The balance is within himself, basically he can resurrect people, but he can't die himself but his body will eventually decompose with age, which means he'll always stay here, even after he's dust, as a ghost forever. He pays his own price basically.

I really liked your rant lol it was so great it even gave me an idea that I unfortunately can't talk about because it's the resolution of the whole fic lmaooo I hope I can finish the fic quickly so I can talk about it, it made me gasp outloud!

#accidental necromancer soap and ghost roach au

[altocat]

Hey Alto, I keep thinking about what Genesis might be like if he ended up as the poster child of Shinra (say Vincent or someone got Sephiroth put of there). I think he'd like the attention at first but then grow to hate the burden of it, all the whole recognising that it's only him and Angeal at the top.

What if Hojo got his hands on him to fix the genetic instability? And in "fix" he would end up with more Jenova via Sephiroth DNA.

(My brain is doing hulla hoops and I need further input 😅 )

Hhhh such an interesting AU!

Thanks to the massive genetic boost from Hojo, Genesis is nearly unstoppable, a national darling whose reputation on the battlefield marks him as a major celebrity across the world.

Genesis, still oblivious to his and Angeal's place in the Jenova project, finds himself somewhat at a loss. He's reached the absolute top, but he's mostly just lonely and frustrated. He constantly butts heads with Angeal, who is gradually growing apart from him due to his arrogance.

Genesis' increased bitterness, even with all the status an elite member of SOLDIER could ever want, makes him more and more angry and reckless, using his fame as a means of pulling off more and more dangerous, attention -grabbing stunts, all to fill the void.

He just doesn't get it. He's the best of the best. And yet he's still so terribly insecure. And now he might lose his friendship with Angeal because of it.

That's when he encounters a rather lithe, silver-haired rebel his own age, cockily prancing about causing catastrophe after catastrophe for Shinra. The young man is mischievous, drippingly sarcastic, and always two steps ahead of Genesis in battle. If anything, this asshole is STRONGER than Genesis! The nerve!

The rebel calls himself "Seph" and is apparently an old lab rat from Shinra in his early days, now vengeful and ready for some payback, much to his weary father Vincent's private despair. Despite being unnaturally strong and resourceful, Seph is also untrained and rather brash in his attacks, owing to his soft life at home and not on the battlefield.

Genesis, his ego thoroughly bruised, takes to declaring this snide little upstart his number one rival and enemy. The two are constantly clashing with Genesis fighting on SOLDIER'S behalf and Seph casually blowing up a reactor or two, calling Genesis a loser, and then making a speedy getaway.

Of course, Genesis eventually reports this to Hollander and Hojo, who are VERY interested in hearing of this "Seph". They give Genesis an even greater boost to go after him, and to bring him in alive.

It all goes awry when Genesis ends up getting critically wounded from overexerting himself, waking up with Seph and Vincent debating whether or not to nurse him back to health.

Vincent relents and Seph is VERY happy to have a brand new "pet" to dote on and fuss over, using this time to bond with Genesis while staying out of Shinra's reach. Turns out they have quite a lot in common! And naturally, their feelings gradually begin to change and everything becomes way more complicated.

What follows from there is ultimately Genesis having to choose between his new found family and the company that holds his reputation.

#Sephcanons #ff7 #asks #ffvii #crisis core #sephiroth #final fantasy 7 #genesis rhapsodos #AU #Vincent valentine #Hojo #Sephgen #Genseph #Sephesis #angeal hewley