#i love and miss stan uris | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

Visit Blog

Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.

Fun Fact

The average Tumblr user visits about 67 pages every month.

#i love and miss stan uris

antisociallilbrat · 11 months

Note

Bill "I need to get off at least three times to be satisfied" Denbrough and Stan "I consider it a personal failing if my sex partner doesn't end up in a sex coma by the end" Uris

Anon I am sorry it took me so long to answer this ask, I just kept going back and forth on if I wanted to write a smut one shot based off this very true concept. I was so happy to get this ask you have no idea.

Bc it's canon. Bill is constantly horny and Stan sees it as his personal mission to tire him out.

Have some Notsfw headcannons:

ive made hcs on this before but Bill is horny, it's one of his personality traits at this point

Now Stan on the other hand, it can take a minute for him to 'get there' but once he's there he goes hard

Like he's the person who will plan whole sex weekends

Also he's kinky, loves being control and having his partner wear collars and tying his partner up

big fan of sensory deprivation, blindfolds, earmuffs, ect

And when Bill and Stan both start dating...they honestly kind of assume that the other is vanilla

to Stan, surely Bill in all his boyish charm would be into the kinky shit he likes right?

and to Bill, he assumes that Stan just isn't an inherently sexual person so he tries to 'tone' it down

first time they fuck it was very vanilla which sucked bc they were both secretly craving more

them learning each other's sexual secrets start slow

Stan notices how Bill's will hide his erection when he watches Stan do his morning yoga

Bill hears the groans Stan emits when he accidentally yanks too hard on his curls

Until one day Stan decides to push his luck and ask if Bill would be interested in being tied up

he obviously consents

but heres the thing, once Bill is tied up and Stan has already worked one orgasam out of him, Bill is gagging for another one

it's like a damn broke open

Stan made sure that Bill couldn't walk the next day, he worked him dry

ever since they continued to be horny/kinky fucks

Didn't look over this before I posted it bc I am sleepy

#little bit of sin for your dash #whoops #thank you anon #I miss writing sm*t for my boys #also I just love asks like this in general #sam answers asks #sex ment tw #not sfw #bill denbrough #stanley uris #stan uris #stenbrough #stanbrough #it 2017 #it 2019

43 notes · View notes

glitchy576 · 6 months

Text

Dating Stanley Uris (Head-cannons)

-When you guys started dating he was so nervous!

-He protest against you telling his and your friends, like he would stand outside your house with signs

-Such a sweetheart, will by you gifts whenever

-If you are ever sad Stan will show up at your house with a tub of ice cream and two spoons

-Of course he will cry with you

-Richie will always bully him

-"I could so pull Y/n if I wanted to."

-"Yeah, no"

-You kiss in front of the Losers?

-The losers will pretend to wash their eyes out with soap and vomit

-He absolutely loves calling you darling, honey, little miss sassy, and pumpkin

-You on the other hand betch, sweet cheeks, little jew, and babe

-You always go one dates at parks

-You enjoy the silence and he likes the birds

-He tries his hardest to draw you and they turn out beautiful

-He says they never capture your beauty but you think there to pretty

-If you get hurt Stan will be the first by your side

-He is the most protective thing ever

-Someone hits you to hard with a dodgeball?

-He will smack them right back until they bleed

-He will send glares their way until you tell him to stop

-He is a complete golden retriever boyfriend

-Stan dies when you wear light blue

-Doesn't matter what it is as long as its blue

-Want to annoy him?

-Pineapple on pizza

-Insult his favorite games

-Call him a stupid jew

-You think bird watching is his favorite?

-You watching is

-Not in a creepy way but sometimes he gets lost in your beauty

-The bowers gang will never be able to touch you

#x reader #it 2017 #stan uris #richie tozier #beverly marsh #bill denbrough #eddie kaspbrak #mike hanlon #ben hanscom #bowers gang #henry bowers #patrick hockstetter #belch huggins #victor criss #stan uris x reader #stanley uris #loser club #horror movies

137 notes · View notes

emmies-agere · 3 months

Note

cg stan from it hc for baby regressor?? (0-2)

hello anon!! of course <3 stan is my favorite it character so i really hope you like this!! he is so caregiver coded,, anyways, take care! :D

caregiver stanley uris headcanons!

•stan would be a very sweet yet organized and careful caregiver. he just wants to make sure that you’re okay!

•he likes to plan in advance for things, like if you were going to the park or exactly what book you want to read before bed. it always gives you little things to look forward to when you regress!

•he has a few rules that he likes to stick to, like your bedtime being reasonable and that you have enough meals/cups of water. but other than that, he isn’t strict! he feels like while your regression should be safe, it should also be fun, and he doesn’t want to constantly police what you do.

•i think he would really like playing games with you! like matching games, board games, or even just building blocks :0

•his favorite pet names for you are angel, dear, and love.

•always prepared!! if you regress in public, he’s got a plushie for you to hold/fidget with. if you regressed on a long road trip and forgot to pack for if you got small, he’s got paci’s and your favorite cups/bottles in a little bag. trust him to have everything you need!

•stan definitely buttons your buttons for you and laces your shoes. he brushes your hair behind your ear and makes sure the collars of your shirts/coats aren’t twisted. he’ll always murmur something like, “let me fix that for you, kiddo” and it always makes you feel small!

•he loves reading to you. he’ll let you pick out any book you want and read it to you!! if it’s a picture book, he’ll look at the pictures with you and point out small details, and if it’s a chapter book, he’ll read it dramatically and ask you what you think is going to happen.

•praises anything you color/draw!! he tapes anything you make for him to his bedroom wall and looks at it when he misses you.

•loves taking you bird watching! he’ll take you to the park and point out all the birds to you, giving you many facts about them too. he’d never admit it, but it warms his heart when you point at them and say, “birdie!”

•also really good at listening to you, too!! you can talk to him about anything. you can give him stuffed animal lore, talk about one of your interests, complain about a problem bigger you has to face,, whatever it is, he’s more than happy to nod and talk to you about it!

•if you were ever feeling upset, stan would be very gentle with you. his voice would soften in a way that it only does for you, and he would do his best to talk you through it. if you were comfortable with physical affection, he’d wrap an arm around you and pull you close to him.

•he’d try to make things easier for you when things were tough— checking up on you more often and making sure you were taking care of yourself— especially now. he loves you and he really, really wants you to be okay.

•stan quite honestly adores you. he thinks you’re adorable when you’re small, and he wants to protect you. if he can make things easier for you, or make you happy, then that’s all he wants <3

14 notes · View notes

sunshinereddie · 1 year

Text

a month after her husband’s passing, patty uris sees something strange on the news.

it’s a story about a missing person, a man who has been missing for a month now- a man named edward kaspbrak. patty watches as the news anchor explains the story, about how edward one day got up and left his job in new york without notice, told his wife he would be gone for a few days, and has not been seen or heard from since. a video recording plays of mrs kaspbrak, advocating that this behaviour was completely out of character for her husband, how something was definitely wrong with, that she fears something has happened to him, that she just wants to find him. the date on that video is three weeks old. edward kaspbrak remains missing.

the news anchor goes on to explain how the search for the man has extended out of new york and into neighbouring states and even further in the attempts to find him, but patty isn’t really listening to the words being spoken. because she is far too busy looking at the picture of the man in the top right corner of the television, her heart pounding in her chest and her hands beginning to shake…

because she knows that man.

well, she doesn’t ‘know’ him- she’s never met him before in her life. but his face, she knows she’s seen it before. and the name, kaspbrak, she’s definitely heard it before, but not with the first name ‘edward’… no, she knew him as something else, a nickname…

patty drops whatever she’s doing and rushes into her bedroom, opening up her closet and pushing all of her clothes aside. her late husband had always been quite sentimental, and stanley had kept quite a few mementos from his youth all the way through adulthood- and he kept them all in these boxes at the back of their closet. patty pulled out the dusty boxes, and with trembling hands, she opened them for the first time without stanley.

in the boxes were various random objects, perhaps looking like junk to someone else, but patty knew that they were some of stanley’s most loved possessions. an old battered copy of a birdwatching book, the first one stanley had ever received as a child. the baseball from the game where stanley had gotten the winning point for his team (stanley had stopped playing long before he had met patty, but he had never stopped being sentimental about that game). patty shuffled various yearbooks, trading cards, and journals that littered the box, until she came across what it was she was looking for: a photo album.

she placed the book on her lap, reading the title that stanley had written in his neat printing: ‘SUMMER 1989’. she hesitantly flipped open the book, and began looking through the pages. each one was filled with photographs, of her husband at twelve years old along with the group of friends she had always heard so much about. not so much as of recently (in the years before his death, it seemed as though stan’s memory of his past was starting to grow worse and worse), but when they had first started dating, oh how her husband- then boyfriend- had told her stories. stories about his friends, “the losers club” they had called themselves. how they were the best friends stan had ever had, how they were a little less like friends and a little more like family. stanley spoke of them less and less as the years went on, but patty never forgot- she could never forget about the people who had made her husband so happy and so loved, despite never having met them herself.

but she wasn’t looking through the photo album just for the memories- she was looking for something. someone. and it was close to the end of the book (well, it wasn’t quite the “end” of the book, it was only about halfway through, but that was where the pictures mysteriously stopped, and made patty wonder what had happened the rest of that summer) that she finally found it: the picture that made her blood run cold.

it was a photograph of her husband during that summer of ‘89. he wore a small smile on his face as he stared into the camera, but it wasn’t him that patty was focused on. instead, she was looking at the other person in the picture- the boy who had his arm thrown around stanley’s shoulder, and a wide, toothy grin on his face. his face was thirty years younger and ever so distorted from the poor quality of the old picture, but there was no mistaking it.

it was the face of the man patty saw on the news.

she picked off the piece of tape holding the photograph against the page, and slowly turned the picture over, where she was once again met with stan’s neat printing on the back of the picture- and this time, it felt like her heart stopped.

July 27th, 1989- Stanley Uris & Eddie Kaspbrak.

there it was. eddie kaspbrak- the man patty saw on the news. the man who was missing. as she read the name over and over again, then flipped the picture over and stared at the young boy’s face, it felt like the world around her was slowly starting to fall around her.

she always thought that there was something not quite right about stanley’s death. how sudden, how unexpected it had been. but now… things were starting to become far too strange for her. first, stanley’s death. then, just the very next day she had received a frantic phone call from a woman claiming to be his old friend, asking about him. and now, one of stanley’s best friends from childhood, the ‘eddie’ that patty used to hear so much about, was missing? and from the sounds of it, had gone missing right around the same time stanley had passed a month earlier.

patty’s hands dropped to her lap, the photo album falling to the floor in front of her. as she stared down at the photograph, those two young smiling faces staring back at her, she had only one thought going through her mind.

what had really happened to her husband?

#so this was the post i was talking about yesterday heheheheh #i just thought it would be cool to write about post ch2 from the view of an outsider #from the view of someone who doesn’t know everything that’s gone on #but ya i really like this idea i hope you guys do to!!!#i may even write a second part to this but who knows heheh #patty blum #patty uris #stanley uris #stanpat #the losers club #it #it hc #it 2017 #it 2019 #it stephen king

129 notes · View notes

itnewsletter · 1 year

Text

Issue #3

Thursday, March 30th - missed in Issue #2:

• richie tozier Fanart by @sugarartt

• hanbrough Fanart by SmshMouthTozier on Twitter

• reddie Fanart by SmshMouthTozier on Twitter

• reddie Fanart by stanstanuris on Twitter

Friday, March 31st:

• polyship exchange Exchange Interest Check

• reddie Fanart by @noodles-and-tea

• reddie Fanart by @xavierlynn1998 (tumblr deleted it, link)

• reddie Fanart by hetheystanuris on Twitter

• eddie kaspbrak Fanart by snaalfoss on Twitter

• reddie Fanart by FnofuS on Twitter

• eddie kaspbrak Fanart by @softreddie

• reddie Fanart by FnofuS on Twitter

• reddie Fanart by @scrunchi

• eddie kaspbrak Fanart by @whatthefuckisasweep

• mike hanlon & pennywise Fanart by adrianakarinape on Twitter

• stanley uris Fanart by @whatthefuckisasweep

• reddie A Comfortable Distance Fanfic by @reddiesworldsblog

• hanbrough take to the sky Fanfic by @masterwords

• reddie gold rush Fanfic Update by @izzyspussy

• reddie Summer of Chaos Fanfic Update by Mushroom_ace on AO3

• hanbrough Bill Denbrough Breaks a Promise Fanfic Update by Capricornicis on AO3

• pennywise They All Bloat: Super Mario Bros. x Pennywise Smut Fanfic by Kenlestations on AO3

• reddie your love, your love, your love Fanfic Update by theoceannymph on AO3

• richie tozier & stanley uris I Could Sleep When I Lived Alone Fanfic by BeSeriouslyWilde on AO3

• pennywise vs. other clown Poll by @stormiclown

• reggie and vic go to mcdonald's Fanvid by @cl0wnsoda

• beverly marsh Fanart by @sugarartt

Saturday, April 1st:

• eddie kaspbrak Fanart by @noodles-and-tea

• richie tozier Fanart by truly_clowning on Twitter

• reddie Fanart by ratboyrich on Twitter

• reddie Fanart by SmshMouthTozier on Twitter

• reddie Fanart by viagox on Twitter

• reddie Fanart by @scrunchi

• benverly Fanart by @reluctant-fandom-participant

• reddie Fanart by @noodles-and-tea

• reddie My Dear Eddie Fanfic by Anonymous on AO3

• reddie How to: Be Gay in the 50's Fanfic by inkthewriter on AO3

• reddie Won't Come Back Fanfic by @val-creative

• reddie Kick the bucket Fanfic Update by @xavierlynn1998

• favorite IT ship Poll by @iamnotreddieforthis

• stanley uris Fanart by @areyoureddieforittaylorsversion

• preferred version of Stan/Bill ship name Poll by @antisociallilbrat

• reddie vs. other ship Poll by @thatonepannoah

• beverly marsh vs. other character Poll by @weirdthoughtsandideas

• ben hanscom Fanart by @reluctant-fandom-participant

About Us

Submit a Missing Fanwork/Fanevent

Is this format working out okay?

#it 2019 #it 2017 #stephen king's it #it newsletter #it #newsletter #issue 3 #march 30 #march 31 #march 2023 #april 2023 #long post #april 01

11 notes · View notes

misslauwie · 1 year

Text

The way Jimin loves and engulfs his members in his love...

Today I want to talk more about this. I think this has not been talked enough.

It was a sad day when uri sunshine left for the military. & I kept thinking the one who will be missing uri sunshine a lot is our very own Jiminie. Our Jiminie who had been roomate with Jhope for almost a decade.

Both have been equally supportive of each other. Jimin flew over and made time to visit Jhope for Loolapaloza. JHope accompanying Jimin on his Dior show. And the haters from both stans saying that they tried to take each other spot light can reflect on the meaning of friendship. I admit I was a bit ticked when I saw the twitterfuck following Dior show saying that the crowd was for Jhope and not Jimin. But the twitterfuck that followed where Jimin stan tried to shame Jhope by comparing crowds during Hermes and LV shows just made me cringe. I started going around and twitting if you are Jimin stans than this narrartive is putting shame to Jimin's name because Jimin is the epitome of love. Be a good human like Jimin always wears on his shirt.

And remember the members know whats going on in SNS. And Jimin came on weverse a day after thanking Jhope for being there with him and thus making him less nervous. I think its meant to put an end to the toxic narrative of Jhope trying to take spotlight away from Jimin during Dior show. & this is why I am less than happy when another member (who may not be name) is less supportive on SNS. I know Jin said that when you doesnt see it on SNS doesnt mean that they havent express their support towards each other. But as idols and adults they should know sometimes twitterville can get nasty as hell. And some neutralizing post can alleviate some of the toxicity. But maybe not. But then again Jimin is always the standard for me so its not others fault if they fail to meet the Jimin's standard.

Even his band leader stated many times that Jimin is best at giving support towards his fellows without the green monster peeking in.

https://twitter.com/kinantinanti2/status/1623719265051500544?t=cq5In_D9Lx11gRfLDFdTHg&s=19

And Jimin isnt the type to lie down and let the members walk all over him. He may in early days but he can assert himself and ask for affirmation from his members when he need it.

I think Jimin's own value also shines in the way that he never made other people a competition. But he made himself a competition. He always said I want to become better than I am now and thats why I need to practice. He always says he himself is his role model.

Living over 3 decades now I can tell you the way to get out of a rut or a downward spiral where you feel you are always lacking esp against others is to get moving... to get off your feet... do the 10000 hours you want to be good at like Malcolm Gladwell book. Even TxT members praised Jimin for his work ethics where he always saw Jimin practice. Heck even Yoongi said if hard work is a type of talent then Jimin himself is a genius. I am somehow reminded of an anime where you have 2 main characters; one born with innate talent and one born with grit. And when the tough gets tougher, the one born with grit may overcome challenges that the one with innate talent cant. Just because their mental strength is superior as nothing comes easy for them. And I think this applies to Jimin in spade.

https://twitter.com/d2verses/status/1641077099086618625?t=9RDfHDA-9BsIccjAL3Rr4g&s=19

So its never a surprise to me that Jimin is always overflowing with love and how supportive he is towards his members' works. I am convinced even though some members may not express it through SNS that they are equally happy and proud of Jimin's achievements. After all they went through hell and back together. They overcame the system together. For a while it was them against the world.

All these stuff Im sprouting is to underline, highlight and put in bold letter on how Jimin loves. And its oh so beautiful for me.

And this comes through beautifully through the hug he gave Jhope when he sent Jhope off.

He engulfed his brother Jhope in his warm embrace. If you watch the video, you will see that Jhope was equally moved in the hug. He closed his eyes, also tilted his head for a moment towards Jimin's neck and softly hug Jimin back. But God forbid him to stay and savor the moment after all there are under watch and was recorded.

I really dont want to compare Jhope hugs with the other members but sorry I cant help it. And I might get hates here but its my blog so if you dont like it you all can take a hike.

Jhope closed his eyes as well when hugging Yoongi and RM. But the one where I can see he had to take a moment and soaked it in with all the overflowing feelings was when Jimin hug him. A testimony of how move Jhope was when Jimin hug him was ... when JK started patting Jhope as if saying "its going to be ok, I will take care of your mochi baby in your stead." Call me delulu but thats how I saw that moment.

And for those whom are jealous of the moments that the members had during the sent off. Saying that its workplace harrasment when Jimin violently playfully hug JK. Its actually making me pity you. My love language is physical touch. And how you are missing out that it is Jimin love language without any sexual connotation is just pure loss. Physical touch is reassuring. Human need physical touch to florish. Im sure there is a scientific study on this. Just couldnt be bother to put the link up. Google it yourself.

I will end this post with:

I sincerely hope I can meet a Jimin in my life. a friend like Jimin in your life can take you places.

and you gotta wonder if he is your other half. He might gives you the world.

#jhope #btsjimin #park jimin #bts #jiminie #jiminbts #jungkook

7 notes · View notes

liv45no · 2 years

Text

folklore by Taylor Swift x IT

Beverly Marsh as Augustine (august)

back when we were still changing for the better / wanting was enough / for me it was enough / to live for the hope of it all / cancel plans just in case you’d call / and say ‘meet me behind the mall’ / so much for summer love / and saying us / cause you weren’t mine to lose

Bill Denbrough as James (betty)

but if I just showed up at your party / would you have me? / would you want me? / would you tell me to go fuck myself? / or lead me to the garden? / in the garden would you trust me / if I told you it was just a summer thing? / I’m only seventeen, I don’t know anything / but I know I miss you

Stan Uris as Betty (cardigan)

when you are young they assume you know nothing / but I knew you / dancin’ in your Levi’s / drunk under a streetlight / I knew you / hand under my sweatshirt / baby kiss it better / and when I felt like I was an old cardigan / under someone’s bed / you put me on and said I was your favorite

#itmovie #stan uris #beverly marsh #bill denbrough #stenbrough #taylor swift #folklore #betty taylor swift #cardigan #august #taylor swift aesthetic

39 notes · View notes

crazyk-imagine · 1 year

Text

GIFS I

Gifs I don’t want to lose :)

Top Gun + Top Gun: Maverick

The Dog fight Scene

More of the scene

More dog fight scene

Hangman & Coyote

Hangman and his darts

Bob in the sky

Hangman during the dog fight

The one time you see the other pilots

An adorable duo

Fritz during the dog fight

Bob’s move

“Hangman in costume”

“College Jake”

Yale in the sky

TGM cast

Bob

Bob and Mickey in college collage

Top gun as troubled birds?

TG and TGM teachers

Icemav

Bob and Fanboy as besties

Shock

Bob, Fanboy, and Coyote

Dagger Squad

Rooster @ Hangman

Hangman @ Rooster

Bob’s hair

Kermit and Lewis

Things associated with BB

The Squad

Brad

Quarter of the dagger squad playing jenga

Mav and Rooster

Mav runs to Rooster

Rooster learns Mav is insane

Bradshaw boys // B Boys

Goose Goose

Anthony as Goose

Iceman, Maverick, Goose, and Slider

Iceman

Iceman being Iceman

Wolfman and Hangman

“Nerd” boys being proud of Nat

Glen

Cleaned up Dagger Squad

Sassy Bradley

Edit

Should have been a real pic in the movie

Wolfman and Hollywood

Slider and Iceman

Top Daggers

Fanboy and Payback

Wolfman and Hollywood

Dramatic Hannix

Hannix

Sad Hannix

The cast

Butts

Everybody Wants Some!!

Finnegan with his cowboy hat // Cowboy hat

Finnegan dancing // more dancing

Finnegan // Pt. 2

Finnegan and the bull

Finnegan and Coma dancing

Supernatural

Richard Speight Jr fangirling

Jensen *tsk tsk*

Gag reel

Dean

The cast and their hair

Dean stealing candy

Dean cleaning himself

Funny post

Dick Hunter

More Dean

Alternate Dean’s

Swat Supernatural

Dean

Sam and Dean

Dean

Devotion

Jonathon and Glen

Glen in devotion

Glen in his uniform

Glen in his whites

Narnia

Lucy and Peter

Tiktok song

Dialogue

Susan w/ Eliza H lyrics

Pevensie Ages

Small timeline

Viva la Viva w/ Peter

Sad times w/ Peter

Moodboard series

Hamilton lyrics x Narnia peeps

William Mosley gifs // Pt. 2

Narnia book remodel

Peter edit

Parallels

Merlin

Merlin and poetry

Merlin curses

Arthur’s love language for Merlin

More Merlin

Gwaine

More Gwaine

Merlin edit

Arthur

Arthur accpeting magic (what we deserved to see)

Non Merlin watcher comments

Rupert Young being cocky

Merthur

Break my heart // Pt.2

Arthur learned the truth

Edits

Merlin

Arthur messing with Merlin

Arthur defying his Father

The End

Locations

Arthur undressing

BBC Merlin

Funny

Interesting

Bridgerton

Kanthony

Character develpment - Anthony

The family dancing

The family

Mentions of the sting

Stranger Things

Equipped Nancy

Eddie

Nancy and Eddie

Platonic Soulmates

This is music

Ted Lasso

Jamie

More Jamie

Some more Jamie

Jamie

Sleepy Jamie

More Jamie

Lot more Jamie

(Don’t judge me) Jamie

Character development

Jamie (cold upstairs, hot downstairs)

Jamie

Parallels

Jamie

The strings

Character arc

Cartwheels

Roy

Jamie

Cuteness

Dance Dance

Pass the ball

Dance dance again

Fist bump

Beard and Roy

The Richman Way

Lasso dance

The end

Uncle Roy

Jamie

Birthday

Jamie knows Roy

Progress

After the poster

More progress

Jamie being mature

Last practice

Jamie and Sam

Jamie

Ted and Rebecca

Jamie

Jamie and Sam

You missed a good one

Wizard of Oz

Father and Son

Jamie

Will and convos

Sassy trio

Tears

The Fashion Police

Team fines

Jamie and Dani

Facts

Jamie

Sweaty Jamie

Triple Frontier

The boys

Makes me cackle

How I imagined the end in One Shot

The main four

Santi

Frankie

Will

More Will

Benny

More Benny

“After” the movie Benny

Menacing walk Benny (future unwritten scene?)

AU Will

Marvel/ DC

Zemo dancing

Bucky

More Bucky

Not Bucky but fits the vibe

Misc

Willard dancing

Willard and Ren Dancing

Marko, Paul, Dwayne, and David

Lindsay embarrassing Flack

Shane and Ryan through the years

Shane and Ryan

Ryan

Salem Saberhagen Icons Pt. 1 // Pt. 2

Salem Saberhagen

Chris Knight deleted scene

Chris Knight

Black Phone

Leatherface (2017)

Numb3rs “date night”

Eric saves Jack

Monk

The boys and Lassie

Benny icons for My babysitters a vampire

Bowers gang

(Book) Stan Uris

Stan and Ritchie

Harry potter

Fred and George being adorable

Now you see me

Bohrap

Queen commentary

Tom Hiddleston is a real life prince

James Diamond

Kira Yukimura

Fic edits

BTR vibes

Glen Powell

P & P Trivia

Know your Leatherface

Drew in the puppy interview

Rafe obx 3

Lewis

“College Student”

Art History meme

Deadpool

American Psycho

Shower AP Scene

AP Lines

Rafe

Phil Dunster

Dungeons and Dragons

Aemond Targaryen

Ken talk

Behind the scenes - HOTD - AT

DPS things

Wolf transformation

The toast

Aemond T

12 notes · View notes

ivehurtpeople · 1 year

Text

Event Meme call!

❤️ like this for me to spam you with some memes. If I accidentally missed you last time pls let me know. I'll send it to you right away. ❤️

My muses w/ tags:

Logan Howlett (aware) @ivehurtpeople , Renfri Vellga (aware) @renfri-vellga , Coop Halliwell (unaware) @i-trust-in-love , Lisa Snart (aware) @gclden-glider , Mara Jade (aware) @smuggler-jedi-marajade , Ted Tonks (aware) @ttonks-the-unaware , Fili (unaware) @fili-lionofdurin , Stanley Uris (unaware) @stan-birdwatcher-uris , Johanna Barker (aware) @johanna-songbird-barker , James Fraser (aware) @redjamie2 , Chandler Bing (aware) @chandler-whaapa-bing , Grace Hargreeves (aware) @grace-aka-mom

4 notes · View notes

occasionaloneshots · 2 years

Text

Master List

These may not be all the fics on my page but they’re the ones I still will write for and am still at least slightly proud of. My requests are always open though, and I write for most of the characters from any topic I wrote about so feel free to ask about them

Key:

Multi part ⭐️

Song Fic 🎵

Head Canons 🖤

Holiday Related 🎁

Drabble ✏️

Requested *

Twilight Saga

Seth Clearwater

Firelight (she/her) The pack forgets that humans react to alcohol differently than they do and Seth’s imprint gets wasted - written in 2018

Leah Clearwater

Sleep (she/her) Leah’s imprint comes to visit her when she can’t sleep - written in 2021

The Way I Loved You (they/them) They got set up on a date with Angela but they’re just not ready to let go of Leah yet - written in 2021 🎵

No Reader Character

Disaster Quartet Seth, Jacob, Bella, and Emmett learn to get along after being around each other for so long - written 2021 🖤

Modern Cullens how life for the Cullen’s would change facing a pandemic - written in 2021 🖤

Santa Mug The Clearwaters spend Christmas with Charlie - written in 2021 ✏️🎁

Gingerbread Jacob and His friends spend Bella’s first Christmas Eve in Forks with her - written in 2021 🎁

Stephen King’s It

Bill Denbrough

Being Married to Bill (no pronouns used but pregnancy reference) - written in 2022 🖤 *

Stan Uris

Projector (she/her) Stan is keeping Richie and their partner awake at night and she calls for a family meeting over it - written in 2021

Just Between Us (she/her) Stan has a secret relationship with Bill’s sister which just ends up hurting her - written 2021 ⭐️ 🎵

Richie Tozier

Projector (she/her) Stan is keeping Richie and their partner awake at night and she calls for a family meeting over it - written in 2021

But I Do (she/her) Richie misses Bill’s sister after her breakup with Stan, and not just because they were close as kids - written in 2022 ⭐️🎵

No Pairings x Readers

Being the Youngest Loser (she/her) joining the losers club while being a year younger - written in 2021 🖤⭐️

Flowers and Birds (she/her) the losers club comforts their youngest member on the anniversary of Pennywise taking her sister - written in 2021 ⭐️

No Reader Character

Soul (Reddie) heavily based off of Dean selling his soul in Supernatural- written in 2021

You Belong With Me (Reddie’s Version) Richie has a girlfriend that Eddie doesn’t like - written in 2021 🎵

Childhood the losers club before they were the losers club - written in 2021 🖤

Z Nation

10k

Ring (she/her) 10k finds his sister again after a long apocalypse and only believes it’s her when he sees her old ring (Georgia St. Claire x Reader Minor plot) - written in 2021

Georgia St. Claire

Ring (she/her) 10k finds his sister again after a long apocalypse and only believes it’s her when he sees her old ring (Georgia St. Claire x Reader Minor plot) - written in 2021

Stranger Things

No Reader Character

Modern Girls how I imagine modern Robin, Nancy, Max, El, Suzie, and Erica - written in 2022🖤

#stranger things headcannons #stranger things fanfiction #Znation headcanons #Znation fanfiction #it stephen king #it fanfiction #it headcanons #twilight fanfiction #twilight headcanon

12 notes · View notes

antisociallilbrat · 2 years

Text

We're The Losers, And We Always Will Be Chp. 10

Read on Ao3

Chp. 9

Chp. 10

Summary: Stan talks to a lost love and Syd sees torment

Warnings: Stan's infamous bath scene is referenced a few times, Bev's dad is mentioned but not in heavy detail, only like a line or two, and there's some major graphic MENTIONED character death. It involves a dr*g overd*se and a s*icide, if need too you can skip Syd's part. If I missed any warnings just let me know

A/N: I WILL FINISH THIS FIC I SWEAR. Anyways I'm back on my bullshit

Since Stan has been in Derry it has felt like there’s this, this voice, screaming at him to leave, and it feels guilty.

He hasn’t wanted to remember anything. Still not convinced this isn’t some sick joke. Or better yet, maybe he took some bad poppers at a party and he’s stuck in a coma. Maybe he saw a rerun of Jacob’s trial, that’s why he’s making a guest appearance. He always thought the guy was cute so he's playing his love interest. Of course, Syd is here, he knows her, and Wendell, Sonny, and Freddy are probably just the faces he’s seen at said party. Mike though, fuck, Mike is the thing that shatters the hopeful fantasy of just being stuck in a coma.

Mike- Richie- the Trashmouth, who is Stan Uris’s best friend. Mike, who is infuriatingly so much like Stanley Uris and like how Stan Barber is like Richie Tozier. That can’t be a coincidence. He would argue his jokes are far better though. Also now that he has started to remember Richie, is he really that annoying? He’ll have to ask Syd.

The few memories that have forced their way in, some good, some bad, are mainly of Mike- Richie. Growing up with him and confiding with him when being gay and the son of the Rabbi became too much. Being Jewish in his past life isn't surprising, since he’s still genetically Jewish. He would like to say he can’t imagine the pressure that went with being the son of the Rabbi but he can remember his Father’s scolding eyes just fine. He always thought Stan was too much of a ‘fairy’ and too soft. His Father would call him a fairy because of how much time he would spend with Bill.

“That Denbrough boy is turning you into a faggot.”

And Bill, the man who's books have always been a sense of escape growing up in this life- the voice inside his head roars with such a ferocity whenever he tries to remember anything about him. It uses the same intensity it has when it’s screaming at him to turn around and leave Derry. He’s only going to get them- no, he’s not going there. He can’t, his heart hurts.

Yet Jacob has been nothing but comfort since they’ve been here but he can’t get too close. Stan doesn’t shrink back at thought of being gay, or of having gay feelings for Jacob. Or Bill? It’s the same person- kinda. What scares him is the feeling of heartbrokenness that surrounds the idea of Bill. Whenever a memory threatens to leak through, the voice just tightens the chains around it. Honestly, he thinks he prefers it that way.

He doesn’t care if they’re supposed to be out remembering, trying to figure out what went wrong during the ritual. He doesn’t want to remember. The longer he’s in Derry, it feels like he’s losing his choice in that.

Especially now as he sits in the synagogue, the place where he properly pissed off his Father at his Bar Mitzvah, sitting by his best friend who is entirely too much like his past self, as he stares up at the face of his wife. Or the wife of Stanley Uris. For a moment, the voice in his head runs quiet. “Patty?”

“Stanley? Is that really you?” She dashes as fast her aged body can carry her over to the stop of the spiral staircase, her slippers shuffling against the carpet, “Oh please, please come where I can see you.”

Apprehension runs down the back of his neck, this could easily be a trick of It’s. Mike squeezes his shoulder, causing him to jump at the sudden contact. Mike doesn’t notice as his eyes are still on Patty, probably thinking the same thing.

“Stanley,” she pleads, descending the stairs, back into the light.

Now that he can see her better, any tension bleeds out of his body. She’s not just one of It's games, she’s just Patty. That’s enough to get him on his feet. Mike stands with him, his hand still steady on his shoulder.

“It’s okay Rich, it’s just Patty,” he says as reassuringly as he can.

Mike gives him a look, his eyes worried behind the magnified lens, “You two know each other?

“Yeah, we’re…,” he searches for the words, this is so overly complicated, “we’re old friends,” he settles on. Not a lie but not nearly enough of the truth, that’ll just have to wait till they’re in the safety of the others.

Mike scoffs, but he must sense Stan’s reluctance to push the issue, letting his hand fall from his shoulder, “Then I’ll give you two some time to catch up,” he spares another glance back at Patty, still untrusting, “I’ll be right outside if you need me.” The “So I’ll be close enough to hear you scream if you need help,” goes unsaid but still appreciated nonetheless.

Patty ushers him up the stairs and unsteadily he follows her to an all too familiar office, his Father's old one. She’s tried to make the place homier, with a comfortable couch and pictures of what must be family and friends, and there's a candle lit, its applewood scent trying to override the inherently musty smell of the room. It’s not working.

The ugly green carpet has at least been ripped out and replaced with hardwood but the wallpaper is still that piss yellow. There’s a stain on the wall where a large painting was replaced. The flute lady and her crooked face, he can still hear her wretched music and feel the rows of her teeth around his face, she’s going to rip his face off- He shakes off the nightmare, rubbing at the sides of his face and expecting to feel the silvery skin of scars. There’s none, for now.

The flute lady’s painting has been replaced with a smaller frame. It’s a photo of a smiling couple. Patty was beautiful in her younger years, she's still pretty now- just in a grandmotherly way, and it’s easy to see why he married her. Beside her, the face of Stanley Uris stares back at him.

His hair is even darker than it is now, curls immaculate, a kippah resting on the top of his head. Stanley Barber has never worn a kippah a day in his life. He’s clean-shaven with thin framed reading glasses perched on his nose. He's dressed in fancily crisp khaki pants and a baby blue button-down tucked into his pants. If he wore something like that, Syd would look at him like he’s grown a second head. He has the same sentiment, he would never dress like that. He's wearing sandals right now for fuck's sake, Stanley Uris wouldn't do that. And it may just be his imagination but Uris's eyes look haunted, and the eye bags tell him that Stanley Uris never got a lot of sleep. In the days leading up to Wendell’s summoning, he barely slept too. Too busy being plagued with nightmares of bathtubs filled with blood, blood that was coming from him.

“You grow up to be very handsome.” Patty breaks him out of his scrutiny of Uris, standing beside him.

“Huh, if you say so."

“I do say so.” She tells him, turning to pull out the chair across from her desk, “Come on then, I’m sure you have questions.” She wraps the blanket that was on the back of her chair around herself, even though she's in a pink sweater. He remembers her being perpetually cold.

But she is right, he does have one particular question gnawing at him. He takes his seat as Patty sits across from him in her desk chair, vaguely reminding him of a principal's office. Like when he would get busted for smoking pot in the bathrooms, simpler times.

Stan swallows the lump in his throat and asks the question he’s not entirely sure he wants the answer to, “How did you know? How did you know I was Stanley?” How much does she know is what he needs to know. Does she know about It? And how did she end up in Derry? How badly did he break her heart?

“After being married for nearly twenty years, a wife knows her husband, although I suppose my husband died in 1994 as I’ve always thought.” She says this matter of fact, despite the small smile.

“...And what do you make of me?”

She studies him for a moment, “I don’t know. I know you’re Stanley, but I don’t think you’re quite my Stanley,” she leans over her desk and whispers, “But there are some things that we’re not supposed to understand and I’m okay with that. After the life I’ve lived, I take comfort in my blissful ignorance and the knowledge that there are bigger forces that are just outside my understanding. That used to annoy my Stanley, such a factual man he was.” She falls back in her seat.

He snorts, “Yeah, I think me and him had different views on things. Sometimes I can’t believe we’re the same person.”

“No, I see him in you. You’re more like him than you think, I can just sense it.”

That stops him short. Patty had just given him reassurance for an insecurity he didn’t even know he had. This whole time he’s looked at Stanley Uris as this unattainable idea, there was no way he could live up to who he was, he was just so different. But hearing Patty, the woman he loved and was married to in his past life say that they’re alike, helps.

“So do I have to worry about suddenly having the urge to dress like a mini lawyer?”

“Accountant actually,” she corrects with a giggle.

He smiles at her, proud of himself for making her laugh. He’s missed it. Being here with Patty, it’s the lightest he’s felt since he’s gotten here, or in weeks. Besides last night when he was with Jacob, but that was more feeling safe than light. He wishes he could just stay with her, or at least at this moment, but it can’t last. Not when Patty’s eyes get a faraway look in them, remembering something.

“Do you remember the night Mike Hanlon called our home?” she asks him.

No. Yes. Kinda. He doesn’t remember the details, doesn’t want to, but he remembers how he felt. Being so terrified he didn’t know if he was even going to come back. That maybe he’d be better off dead. If it wasn't for the urgency he had felt to get back to the losers, to get back to Bill, he doesn’t know what he would’ve done that night. What he should’ve done.

Patty, thankfully, doesn’t wait for him to answer, “I do. I relive it every day. After that phone call, my husband throwing clothes into a suitcase, not even bothering to fold them,” she laughs but it’s not that funny, “I tried to talk to him, to find out what was going on, to help even, if he’d just talk to me, but it was like talking to a ghost. He left his sparrow puzzle half done on the coffee table, I had gotten it for him for his birthday,” her voice breaks as she sniffles, “You didn’t even say goodbye.”

“I’m sorry.” he chokes out. He’s so mad at Stanley Uris for putting Patty through that, but it’s just guilt. He did that, wasn’t even aware he did that, but now he can pay for his past life’s mistakes, at least the best he can. “I never wanted to leave you like that, I just- I had to come back to Derry.”

Patty wipes a few stray tears away, “I know. I know that now. I don’t understand why, but that’s okay. After you had left, I never heard from you again. I filed a missing person report, I wasn’t sure what else to do, but the police weren’t much help. They never are. It didn’t help when my parents found out about your disappearance. For a while my father had me convinced you had left me for a man, he always thought you were a little queer,” Stan swallows down more guilt as Bill pops into his head, “But I was just angry and scared. It was easier to think you had left me for someone else, but you wouldn’t have done it like that. So I went searching for answers. Even called up your parents in New York. I had forgotten how dreadful your father was.”

There’s a vague sense he lived in New York during his college years, but that time wasn’t important. Not important enough to remember, but…that’s where he met Patty. At some stupid college party and he had thought she was the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen. The smell of her perfume and her soft hands cradling his face. He was in love the moment he saw her. She’s much more pleasant to remember than the harshness of his father who also lived in New York. Compared to remembering Derry and It, remembering Patty is safe. The voice in his head doesn’t scream at her memories.

She continues her story, “Your parents were absolutely no help, and your father made the same jab about you probably leaving me for a man,” of course he did, “But your mother mentioned your childhood home, Derry. Which was funny because you never spoke about your childhood,” because Stanley Uris didn’t remember it, didn’t want to either, “And on a whim, I decided to travel up here. It was Mike Hanlon from Derry that called, so it made sense.”

“And you never left?” The idea of Patty being in Derry all these years, it’s a little scary. She’s not safe as long as she’s here.

“Well, that wasn’t the plan. When I first came here, no one would talk to me. I learned quickly that Derry didn’t like outsiders. Even filed another missing person report with the Derry police, but they were too fixated solving the escape and the murders at the Mental Institution. They never did. Then I discovered the Neilbolt house.”

A chill runs down his spine. “Please tell me you didn’t go in there.”

“No I didn’t, but it answered my questions because I felt It. ”

“It?!” he squeaks.

“Yes Stanley, it. The presence of an otherworldly being. A thing outside of my understanding, a thing that didn’t concern me but entirely concerned my husband. The reason you went away.” Patty is talking about IT, but she doesn’t know what IT is, not like how he does. And all he knows about It is terror.

“But then why did you stay here? Knowing that there was this thing here that kil- caused me to go missing?” More importantly, is there any way he can convince her to leave now? It’s woken it up, who knows what It’ll do.

As she tells her story, she starts to visibly relax and her silent tears start to dry up. As if just telling him her story is making her feel better. She's had a lot of time to keep it bottled up. So Patty hums, amused, “I’m not sure. I just kinda stuck around. Being here helped me feel close to you, and before I knew it I had rented an apartment and was teaching at the elementary school. Then not long after that, I got involved with the synagogue and now I’m one of the leaders here. Ironically I built my life in the same place my husband lost his.”

Stan flinches. He hates thinking about the fact that he’s technically died before, and it has him jonesing for a blunt. Or at least a cigarette.

He reaches across and grabs her hand- she still wears her wedding ring- resting on the desk, it’s wrinkled with age but he grasps it tightly, “And you’ve had a good life? After me?” She deserves that but also, maybe selfishly he’s looking for a way to aleave some of the guilt.

“I’ve done all right for myself, you don’t have to worry about ole’ Patty, Stanley,” she pats his hand with her free one, “I’ve missed you my whole life, and I’ve always hoped to see you again but I gotta say, this isn’t what I expected. You’re back, but it’s for a reason isn’t it?”

Stan leans back in his chair, letting his hand slip from hers and ignoring the dejected look on her face. He could lie, it’s not like he can tell the whole truth, but he’s tired. “It’s for the same reason I left you. We, my friends and I, have to try again.”

“I can help this time,” the look of incredulous he gives her makes her laugh, “I’m serious Stanley, I can help. You just have to let me.”

“But you’re old.”

He’s an idiot. He said that out loud. He’s such a bad husband, he’s never getting married again.

Patty bursts into a peal of laughter, “You’re still blunt! And I suppose I am, but with age comes wisdom. Let me help you.”

That’s true, but he’s not having her risk her life. There’s no point in trying to convince her to leave Derry, her life is here and she’s always been stubborn as a bull, but he can try to keep her safe. “No, one of the others has a plan, we’re seeing it through. The best help you can do for me is to promise me to stay safe. Avoid the house on Neilbolt and any other unsettling places and just- stay safe okay?”

“This is Derry Stanley, every place is unsettling.”

“Patty please.”

She relents, for his sake, “Okay Stanley, I promise.”

“Thank you.” Then the guilt finally breaks him and the tears start. Not the quiet ones like Patty had earlier, no- ugly gut-wrenching sobs. The kind that makes you ache down in your bones. He doubles over, clutching his sides and trying to hide his face. He hasn’t cried this hard since his mom left when he was nine and he realized she wasn’t coming back that time.

A pair of arms scoop him up and his face is pressed into the softness of Patty’s fuzzy sweater, she still wears the same perfume. She coos at him, running a hand through his curls, “Sssshhh it’s okay, you’re okay, we’re okay,” she repeats this mantra softly. He clings tighter to her. The comfort she’s giving him is like the kind his mom used to give him, this just makes him cry harder.

“I-I-I I’m so s-sorry! I’m sorry Puh-Patty!” he sobs out, “I left you and I h-had to! But I should’ve said guh-goodbye!”

“Ssshhh, don’t you worry about that!” She sounds almost as hysterical as he does, trying to reassure him, “Neither of us had a say in any of this, and I know you wouldn’t have left me if you had a choice!”

He did have a choice, he could’ve slit his wrists.

Her words do little to calm him, he still thinks he could’ve done things differently. He should’ve done things differently. He just keeps apologizing to her till eventually, he runs out of steam and he’s reduced to mumbles. She doesn’t let go of him, still telling him it’s okay, and still trying to soothe him by running her hand through his curls.

He doesn’t know how long they’ve been there by the time his tears finally dry up. Surprisingly, Mike hasn’t come hunting for him, but it’s probably time for him to get going. Even if he’d rather just stay here with Patty, the others are counting on him. Plus the sun is starting to go down outside the window. Reluctantly, he pulls back, “Thank you. I think I’ve cried enough for two lifetimes.”

“Of course Stanley, I’m just happy I got to hold you again.” Her cheeks are wet but she smiles at him.

He’s just happy he got to see her again, he’s missed her. When he stands, he towers over her, “You’ll stay safe? You promised me.”

“I’ll do my best. As I said, don’t worry about me. I’m a tuff old gal,” Stan grimaces, “But you have to make the same promise. And don’t hesitate to come to me for help, I’m always going to be here for you.”

Stan pulls her into another quick hug, “You don’t worry about me.” He can’t make a promise he doesn’t think he can keep. She doesn’t ask him again.

They say their goodbyes. He almost doesn’t want to out of fear it may be a permanent goodbye, but at least this time Patty got to hear him say it. When this is all said and done and if by some miracle he’s still alive, he has to find a way to make it up to her. She deserves it.

When he exits her office, Mike is back inside, sitting at the pew where they were previously. He’s trying to clean the glasses lens with his shirt, looking frustrated too, but when he hears Stan coming down the stairs he plops them back onto his face and sighs with relief, “There you are! I was starting to worry I was going to have to bust in there.” He’s trying to sound funny but there’s a twinge of anxiety in his voice still.

Stan just rolls his eyes, “Yeah, captain Trashmouth to the rescue.”

“Hey! I was worried about you and you just call me names!”

“I call you names out of love,” Mike scoffs at him, “Come on, let’s get out of here.” He starts to head out of the synagogue. No dramatic exit this time.

Mike scrambles after him as he pushes his way outside. The sun is setting, casting an orange haze on the city, and the evening chill has picked up. Time moves too fast here. He’s not ready to go back to the library, not yet. Wendell will only ask if he remembered anything about the ritual, which he didn’t and he still doesn’t want to but he wouldn’t say today was wasted. He got to see Patty again.

“Sooo how did that go?”

He hasn’t stopped to think how strange that may have been to Mike. It makes sense Mike is curious, he hasn’t explained anything. He didn’t even remember Patty until a few hours ago. May as well fuck with him.

“That was my wife. I guess my ex-wife now,” he keeps a straight face as Mike comes to stop, spluttering like a fish out of water. He spots a pharmacy on the corner of the street and chooses to not elaborate any further, “C’mon I wanna get some cigarettes before we head back.” He leaves without checking to see if Mike is following him.

Mike hurries after him, “Hey! Wait a fucking minute! You can’t just say that shit and then walk off! Also, those are just going to kill you you know!”

Wow, Mike sounds a lot like Eddie. Stan laughs to himself.

Syd couldn’t get away from everyone fast enough. Every time she looked at one of them…she was plagued with what she saw in the deadlights. What she remembered.

When she was in the attic, she felt It before It even appeared. The attic became freezing all of a sudden, she could see her own breath, and then she was ambushed before she could question the change of temperature. She still feels cold. If the others hadn’t shown up when they did, she’s not confident she’d still be here right now.

The face It took, the face of Bev’s father, his face still terrifies her. Honestly, she hadn’t remembered much, just a few details here and there, but seeing It brought it all back. She can remember the foul hands of Bev’s father on her. Syd clings to her dad’s dog tags as she stumbles down the street, not paying attention to where she’s heading. Her dad was kind, he was her hero, she has to remember him when the memories of Bev’s father threaten to overcome her.

Remembering Bev’s father wasn’t even the worst of it. She saw what Bev saw in the deadlights, how they would have originally died the first time if they hadn’t come back as adults. If that was bad enough, she saw what would happen to them if any of them left, if any of them decided to run away from their promise. She wasn’t lying, none of them made it out of their twenties if they fled. They don’t have a choice, they have to face It. But if they don’t figure out what went wrong during the ritual, they'll just die anyway.

Her first instinct was to call Dina. Dina offers comfort and an escape but if she heard Syd right now, she’d be on the first flight here to help her and figure out what was going on. She wouldn’t understand what Syd was talking about, but she’d still be here. God, Syd loves her. That’s exactly why she can’t call her, she can’t drag her into this.

Sonny has been a help, especially right after the attack. He had grounded her and given her something to hold on to. It was obvious he wanted to go with her after their conversation with Wendell, but she needed space, even if she was thankful to him. She can’t fall into old feelings, not with Dina around now. She needs time to try to process what she saw in the deadlights or whatever. What would her high school guidance counselor say now she wonders? Suggest for her to start journaling again? Bullshit, the last time she journaled she got outed to the whole school by fucking Brad.

Gradually as she walks she starts to spot more broken down buildings and the streets get dirtier. A homeless man is laying on the sidewalk, a blanket pulled tight under his chin. She knows exactly where she’s heading now, home.

The apartment building where she grew up, or where Bev grew up, is abandoned. The paint has withered away and the windows are pretty much nonexistent at this point, leaving the insides at the mercy of the weather. The only color on the gray building is faded spray paint from vandals. The doors are open, barely still on their hinges, and they call to her. Inviting her to come explore what is left of her home once upon a time ago. She b-lines for the back of the building instead.

Behind the building, the huge dumpster sits, right next to the stone fence and the back of the apartment. It creates a small sliver of space that if you’re small enough, you can crawl through the small opening to where the dumpster doesn’t sit completely against the wall. It’s a great hiding spot. She has to wiggle but she manages. The space is smaller than she remembers, but it makes her feel secure. She pulls her sweater over her knees and hugs them.

A sob tries to wrench its way through her chest but she holds strong, distracting herself by staring at a line of ants carrying grains of dirt back into a hole in the apartment’s wall. They create a red line, like the red lines that ran from Stanley Uris’s wrists in the bathtub. If he hadn’t come back as an adult the first time he would end up killing himself. Bev knew this and maybe Syd remembered that, is that why she’s always been protective of Stan? Why she clung to their friendship and at one point tried to convince herself she liked him romantically?

Bev also knew how the others died. Richie’s drug overdose, Bill’s aneurysm, Eddie’s car crash, Ben’s heart attack, and Mike- being devoured by It because he was forced to face It alone. Her throat tightens at Bev’s death. Years of being tormented by her father, only to marry an abusive man who inevitably beat her to death.

Yes, Syd remembers Tom. Mainly the beatings that were always paired with harsh words. She doesn’t know whatever became of that bastard, she was too busy dying and being reincarnated, but she hopes he’s cold in the ground and rotting in hell.

Their new reincarnated lives brought about all-new ways for them to die if they break their promise. Those she can remember in detail, too much detail. The way they had appeared in her mind was a shock to the system.

Wendell’s was the same as his past life’s death. Abandoned to face It by himself, again. “All by yourself Wendy boy? I guess your little friends never cared about you.” Wendell doesn’t make it to the end of the year if they leave him. Driven mad with despair, Wendell would charge into It’s den, where Pennywise is waiting. It barely swallows when It eats him. It’s not quick.

Neither is Freddy’s death. Freddy would go back to Philadelphia, this trip and meeting everyone being nothing but a hazy memory. If they left, they all would forget, reducing It to just nightmares. Freddy would probably live on the streets, bouncing shelter to shelter until one day he got robbed in an alley. That part she saw. He didn’t own much but the gang of men took everything he had, even his crutches. Which they would beat him half to death with. Between the freezing temperatures of a Pennsylvania winter and the blood loss, a couple of hours later he would just be a frozen body on the sidewalk. He never made it to his twenties.

Mike would never know how Freddy died. In the deadlights, she saw Mike hiking in the woods alone. He looked sad and she could tell he became a recluse after returning home. His hiking gear is heavy on his shoulders and she wanted to yell at him to drop it and run! That’s because she could hear the growling of the pack of wild dogs that were circling him. With his earbuds in, Mike was oblivious. The first dog lunges and takes out his ankle. Mike scrambles to get out of its hold, “Let me go! Let me go!” but it’s no use. Once he’s on the forest floor it’s all over. They shred him alive.

Jacob’s death is at least quick since he does it himself. Maybe he got tired of always being an outcast, or maybe he’s tired of constantly being villainized. That’s an ironic thought, their brave leader was villainized to the point he was deduced to take his own life. Jacob’s dad is pounding on the bathroom door, begging him to open it. “Jake please, don’t do this! There’s another way! Don’t leave me!” He tries to kick the door down, but It was there keeping it sealed shut. It is always there when they die, it doesn't matter that they don't remember It. Jacob sits in the bathtub, twirling the gun around in his hands, ignoring his dad’s hysterical pleas. His scars look rubbed raw like he tried to claw them off of him but besides that, his face looks passive. He doesn’t stutter when he puts the gun in his mouth and eats a bullet.

Would she have remembered Stan if they had left? She’s never thought about it, but if they went home, would she forget about him after she went off to college? Or would his death be nothing but another junkie oding report in the newspaper to her? If they left, Stan wouldn’t be able to cut it. One of the main reasons she stays is to make sure they keep their promise this time. She saw what he looks like in five years, strung out on drugs. Too skinny and never sleeping. One day he pushes his body too far. She sees him laid out on his basement couch, eyes wide open with a needle in his arm, foaming at the mouth. Blood Witch plays in the background.

Sonny is the oldest when he dies, twenty-six. Holed up in his home, working on his next innovation in electricity. The bags under his eyes are dark and he studies his notes, tweaking his invention without paying attention. His hair is greasy and he’s in dirty sleep clothes, and she knows that’s because he doesn’t have a reason to go out. His only friends are his inventions. His death happens in a second. He’s not paying attention and his hand brushes against a bare wire, electrocuting him on the spot. His body is charred and his eyeballs burst. It makes her want to scream.

Knowing her own death is just as bad as knowing how the others die. She’s with Dina and they’re studying together in the library. She doesn’t know what exactly happens, except her vision gets hazy and she falls out of her seat, blood pouring out of her nose and ears. “Oh my God, Syd?! Syd, stay with me! Somebody! Please! Somebody help us!” Her vision goes white but she can feel Dina clinging to her as someone else tries to perform CPR on her. Maybe a blood vessel in her head popped? She doesn’t know. Whatever it is, it was caused by It. Her death would be no freak accident.

But none of this is going to happen. It can’t. They’re all staying and they’re going to figure out what went wrong. And honestly, she doesn’t want to forget everybody. They were there for her, they’ve always been there for her. Especially for Bev.

Syd curls tighter in on herself, refusing to let the tears fall. Emotionally constipated is what her mom calls her. She misses her mom and Goob. She will make it back home to them and Dina. She rests her head against the brick, she should head back soon but she’s not ready to leave her safe space, not yet. Her eyes start to feel heavy and she lets them fall close. She can head back after a nap, she's owed one.

A/N:

I'll see ya'll next month

A heads up, Patty won't be the only familiar face we'll see pop up. Sorry in advance...

Yessss Ik Ik Stan and Syd's part were different lengths, its what the story called for I swear

Also I tried to reference the demadogs with Mike and Brad's death with Syd

Next chapter will be set this same day except with some ooey gooey kaspbrough friendship with a side of Eddie Angst

Also also thank you so much to everyone who reads and comments on this fic, it means so much to me, our fandom is small but it is great

9 notes · View notes

scottpilgrimvsmydepression · 1 year

Text

I posted 226 times in 2022

That's 43 more posts than 2021!

10 posts created (4%)

216 posts reblogged (96%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@leg-stealing-bee

@glittertimes

@choiyeonjuns

@mozart-in-a-gokart

@funnytwittertweets

I tagged 51 of my posts in 2022

#me core - 6 posts

#stray kids - 2 posts

#idk if ppl associate me with it but ducks - 1 post

#i read rent for a second and was like hell yeah - 1 post

#idk if it called that in english but iykyk - 1 post

#my greca - 1 post

#it’s literally them - 1 post

#2min - 1 post

#lmaooo - 1 post

#hes so handsome - 1 post

Longest Tag: 116 characters

#like it's funny how they ignored something that wasn't even subtext but a big part of the character from the word go

My Top Posts in 2022:

seeing new tumblr users struggling is lowkey entertaining,,, sorry for you guys

1 note - Posted November 18, 2022

hes so cute i wanna keep him in my pocket

1 note - Posted July 20, 2022

love to see the migration happening in real time

2 notes - Posted November 18, 2022

missing stanley uris rn

2 notes - Posted June 6, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

since twt is moving to tumblr let me introduce you guys to my current brainrot,,,,,

skz as losers.

you cant tell me han jisung isnt richie tozier. like be fucking for real if u think otherwise

idk whos more bev, felix or hyunjin. since theirs only 7 losers so they can share.

chan is bill bc leader being leadering. (plus i think its really sweet that if it were for them both groups of people probably would come together)

something about jeongin screams mike to me. i dont know exactly why but it just makes sense.

minho would definitely be stan. like hes the most stan to ever stan. even stanley uris himself couldn’t stan the way minho would stan

i dont think seungmin is eddie but i also think he could be eddie. depends on the day.

been think about this i also have thoughts on txt as the losers club…

7 notes - Posted November 8, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review

5 notes · View notes

sunshinereddie · 1 year

Note

Haven't intruded in your inbox in a while, Hi!! How have you been?

I just wanna ask who's your favorite Loser? I'd say Mike because of your profile picture but everyone loves Mike so I wanna make sure!

HELLOOOO i've missed you !!!!! <3 <3 <3 i've been doing okay, life has been very busy and very demanding lately so ive been riding the strugglebus for a while but im trying to get through it :') how are you!!!!

okay so this might be a cop-out answer that you weren't looking for but my favourite loser is... all of them!!!! i don't think i could honestly choose a number 1 all time favourite loser, but i do go through cycles of having a current favourite!!

i'd say that right now im in the stanley phase of the cycle. he's just been on my mind a lot lately... i love him so much ;-; been thinking about a lot of stan hcs recently as well and also just thinking about canon stan as well!!! there was a post going around (i can't remember who op is :c ) with a bunch of stan moments from the book and it made me remember what a fun & funky lil guy stan is! also i am an andy bean enthusiast. but yeah i'd say AT THE MOMENT my fav is mr stan the man uris :))

#sunshinereddie asks #fun fact i actually did choose mike as my pfp because he was my favourite at the time that i created this acc!!!!#OF COURSE I DO LOVE HIM THO !!!!!#i always fall back into my mike phase when i read the book #when i was reading the book a few months back i was deep into the mike phase of the cycle because ofc he is the narrator of certain parts #and having him narrate and such it just made me feel closer to him #and reminded me of HOW DIRTY THEY DID MIKE IN THE MOVIES!!!!!!!!!!!!#mike hanlon deserved better than how he was written in the movies :(#chosen and isaiah i love u both tho. this isn't about you <3

5 notes · View notes

dumbass-denbrough · 4 years

Text

losers club in a group chat

Bill: bill spams the gc with nonsense at one in the morning. he never sleeps so he’s literally active all the time. he has never proofread a single thing he’s ever written so every single message he sends is just rhkbsgkjv and the losers have to translate that into english. he responds to everything the other losers send because he doesn’t want them to feel forgotten or ignored

Mike: mike is a hardworking farm boy with lots of chores and shitty cell service, so he’s rarely active. sometimes he’ll pop in to send a wholesome meme to his friends or wish one of them good luck on some upcoming event, but most of his interaction with the losers is in person. he gets nervous about missing out on inside jokes and experiences, so the losers are extra careful to keep him filled in on everything that happens

Ben: since mike, the resident therapist for the losers club, is absent most of the time, it’s ben’s job to help out with any late-night meltdowns or rants, and he’s pretty good at it. mike’s approach to a friend’s crisis is to talk it out and help them sort through their feelings, which is nice in person but difficult to do over text. ben’s solution is more to calm his friends in the moment and help them stop spiraling until they can talk in person

Eddie: eddie texts either one word or an entire paragraph, no exceptions. he has lots of thoughts and needs to get them out right now. he just has so many feelings, and his friends are the only ones who he feels like he can tell them to. some of his rants are angry or sad, but a lot of them are just eddie trying to put the ideas swirling around in his head into words, and the easiest way for him to do that is to share his heart with his best friends

Bev: bev texts exactly like she talks, in all caps. to her, everything she shares with her friends is very urgent and important!! she likes to get out of the house and go on adventures a lot, so she’s not as active as bill, but she’s pretty much always got her phone on her. even though she doesn’t always read everything right away, the first thing she does every morning is catch up on everything that happened in the gc the night before, because sis cares about her friends <3

Richie: richie doesn’t speak in words so much as he speaks in images. he considers himself a meme connoisseur. he doesn’t really start conversations, but he has such a wide variety of reaction images that he has something for literally every situation. the losers have never seen the same picture twice. once, stan stole richie’s phone and found out he had 1,274 screenshots in his gallery. when stan asked about it, richie just shrugged and said “i have unlimited storage”

Stan: stan writes in the group chat like he’s writing to the fucking senate. he uses perfect grammar, syntax, and punctuation. he corrects every spelling mistake or typo he sees, because he’s an asshole. if someone makes a mistake, he’s the first one to make fun of it, and then everyone else will make fun of it. he also changes the name of the gc like once a week and no one knows why

#i feel like mike has a lot of anxiety about missing out #esp since he was the last to join the group #idk maybe i'm projecting #eddie is such an emotional person i love him #it 2017 #it 2019 #losers club #losers club hc #losers club headcanon #bill denbrough #mike hanlon #ben hanscom #Eddie Kapsbrak #beverly marsh #bev marsh #richie tozier #stan uris #stanley uris

95 notes · View notes

Last Seen Blogs

g3h

Fucking your heart.

violetduchess

Eternally Obsessed

itscharissa

カリッサ♥アマラル

eienias20

Eienias20

1nkst4t1c

Ink & Stars