#i’m so tired of living

[girlyteengirl16]

as i get older i really do understand why people abuse substances now

#tw drugs #mentally unstable #trauma #tw depressing stuff #mental abuse #i wanna kms #i want to be okay #pls help me #i’m so tired of living #im so tired of being me #i want to end it all #mentally tired #tw depressing thoughts

[fuitygummy]

I can’t eat. My stomach hurts, my head hurts I feel hungry but I just. can’t. eat

#personal fuity shit #what is wrong with me #I haven’t been eating properly these past few weeks #I just don’t feel like eating even though I’m hungry #seeing food and the thought of eating makes me nauseous #i’m so tired of living

[a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual]

Like the majority of society I’m obsessed with Nimona

And I rewatched it a million times and one thing always sticks out to me 

There are moments when Ambrosius is surrounded by light like a little protective bubble 

That keeps him away from the man he loves more than anything 

#nimona #nimona 2023 #ambrosius goldenloin #ballister boldheart #ballister x ambrosius #goldenheart #he always looks so small in these scenes #like the light is going to swallow him whole #it almost looks like a little kid wearing his parents clothes #like he’ll never live up to the expectations society has placed on him #this man is so lonely for the whole movie #poor baby had to figure out everything by himself #he looks so tired in the second picture #the thing that kills me is in the last scene he tries to leave the bubble #but Bal shoved him back in #bubba looks ethereal throughout the whole movie #this movie man #it kills me slowly #I love it so much #I’m gonna go cry myself to sleep now #people from the rise fandom know I only post angst when I’m sleep deprived

[blue-echinacea]

no one in my entire life has ever said “I want you to be there” to me.

#not a single person #I’m so tired of living #I’m so tired of being unwanted #if just one. one. one person could want me deeply and truly and authentically #then I could go on living. but I can’t.

[mostcheery]

finished rewatching st4, somebody kill me

#stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #steddie #steddie fanart #i’m tired so i drew them sleeping #tired and living in denial

[bpdcrybaby213]

Sometimes I want to let the mental illness consume me fully so I can stop fighting and not be exhausted anymore. Sometimes I want to give up and feel the release.

#sick and tired #borderline personality disorder #living with bpd #bpd life #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #bpd stuff #bpd things #mental illness #mental exhaustion #mentally drained #actually mentally ill #mentally ill #mentally exhausted #i’m so exhausted #bpd struggles

[sctumsempra]

androgynous summer snape but make them sleepy!!!

#severus snape #snape #pro snape #snape fanart #procreate #sketch #he’s always exhausted/tired/sleepy regardless of how much he sleeps 2me #the vibes of napping in the living room because it’s the coolest room in your old house are unmatched #girl help i’m projecting onto him again #reached the point of having so many thoughts about him where i end up mentally the meme of patrick star with a board nailed to his head #he deserves a full afternoon couch nap in an oversized t shirt and pajama shorts idc

[fawndlyvenus]

You know what’s funny? How I can say that I headcanon a character as somewhere on the ace spectrum and/or aro spectrum, and within minutes I am being treated as if I am somehow very unintelligent and know nothing of the world.

#venus speaks #ace #acespec #asexuality #aro #arospec #aromantic #asexuel #Seriously tho let me live in peace #and bonus points for people trying to tell me – someone on the ace spectrum – that I don’t know what those really are #I’m just so damn tired of not being allowed to talk about and/or bring my own headcanons to the table anymore #And it’s also not just me. I see it everywhere and it’s honestly making me upset and uncomfortable as hell

[artbysjv]

Remember when I said I was going to color it

#one piece #one piece live action #opla #sanji #sanji one piece #one piece sanji #sanji op #op sanji #straw hat sanji #taz skylar #sanji fanart #one piece fanart #op fanart #digital art #my art #fan art #fanart #i’m so tired #i have work in less than 4 hours and haven’t slept

[fox-trapped]

got the news on saturday that they don’t think my dad will live long enough to be placed into a long care home the wait list is just too long

and becuase I can’t afford a private care home that’s basically it everyone is giving up on him

and I can’t do anything about it

i’ve been screaming for 3 years that something *else* is wrong and no one would listen to me i’ve been begging to get him help so he doesn’t hurt himself or someone else

sometimes he doesn’t know where he is or who we are

everyone is giving up on him and it’s not fair he doesn’t deserve that he deserves so much better

#I’ve never felt this helpless in my entire life #posting this here because I’m too scared to say it aloud or to any real person #I cannot believe the amount of trauma my parents have put me through only to have to be co stantly involved and defending them #when really all I want to do is run the fuck away #like are you kidding I did the thing I got out of the abusive home I ran away moved to the other side of the country I still can’t get away #I’m so tired #I’m so tired of living #parents #what a joke #tw mental illness #for fox

[roseydollie]

the last time i was this fat and big was when i was 15

#literally none of my clothes fit me anymore #i’m so tired of living #it’s so humiliating to be a fat girl #especially when you’re ugly

[girlyteengirl16]

i should’ve killed myself when i was a kid

#mentally unstable #i wanna kms #tw depressing stuff #i want to be okay #mental abuse #tw depressing thoughts #i’m so tired of living #i just want to feel okay for once #i wanna gts forever #honk shoo mimimimi #trauma #mentally tired

[what-is-this-existence]

All day I’ve had the overwhelming urge to put my skull through something

#spinningg #my words #I’m so tired of living

[firefly-flickers]

I wonder what it says about my mental state

#I’m just so beyond fucked lately #and my ankle feels like it needs to crack #so i was twisting it around to try and make it work #didn’t work #but i had to stop myself from pushing it further like 5 times because intrustive thoughrs want me to just break it and be done #I’m so tired of living #I just don’t care what happens #maybe physical pain is better #i definitely should t be sharing this anywhere but i doubt anyone will see and i just don’t care #I’m so fucking exhausted #lemme just die

[honeypleasejustkillme]

with how life has been going this year, i’m contemplating suicide more than ever before

#actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #my entire life is going to absolute shambles and i feel like a fish flopping out of water.. nothing has gone well this year for me #everything has gotten significantly worse.. to the point of feeling like there’s no uphill this time #i’ve become so numb to life at this point that if one more bad thing happens i’m calling it quits #i’m tired of living like this #i CANT live like this #i physically cannot take any more this year

[luvrluffy]

I can’t believe it’s been confirmed now that Zoro is Luffy’s first-mate. I use to think we’d never get the confirmation lmfao

#and I really don’t want to see people going ‘well it’s a live action adaption so it’s not canon’ #WRONG #Oda literally oversaw EVERYTHING #which means he agreed with the notion of zoro as first mate #I’m so tired of all y’all deniers 😭 #one piece #one piece live action #one piece live action spoilers #OPLA #monkey d luffy #Roronoa Zoro #zolu #captain x firstmate stays undefeated