#i'm healing my inner child

[frenchublog]

how do you have the energy/time to colour in every piece you do? especially so detailed?

way too much turkish coffee

#i need to take a break #but for real though #i don't know i just ? draw #i draw what i love and what i always loved and i know for a fact 16 years old me would be jumping and screaming like a banshee #i'm healing my inner child #this is therapy #and in these trying times with Ai and stuff #i think this is important to cherish what we love #it's when everything is hopeless that hope is important #personal #ask box #anon ask #also yeah i'm spending more time to paint #so things take extra time haha #i think it's important to stay focused #“other artists are better than me” #sure !!! but is that gonna stop you ? #passion...you need that drive to take your pen and do stuff #not saying it's easy it's the hardest thing ever #when i was in class id say shit like “i'd love to do this...” my teacher would say “remove that ”would“ in your vocabulary #“do it” #we tend to be overcritical and have the “blank page syndrome” but “throwing up” anything on a blank canvas #is the key to start drawing #you cant do shit with nothing #you can do everything with something

[little-hermit-crab56]

Can't believe I'm out here confessing my sins (admitting I'm a ninjago stan at the age of 19)

#shitpost #ninjago #I'm healing my inner child #juge me if you dare #it's no sin

[deffnotzero]

My thighs from the front vs the side makes me want to commit seppuku.

#Yes I'm wearing light up unicorn sneakers #I'm healing my inner child

[okeydokeylackey]

fuck you *ponifies Snape*

in all seriousness though, this was really fun to do. I know he has a "canon" design (see Professor Flintheart MLP) but my Severus design doesn't with that lol so

My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic was my entire childhood and the reason I got into writing and drawing and everything and it feels so good to be doing full pony pieces after so long. Expect more.

#don't at me about the name i'm attached to it now #snape #severus snape #snapedom #pro snape #my little pony #my little pony au #mlp fim #harry potter #harry potter au #this is some inner child healing dawg #lackey art

[enii]

To my inner child,

I'm sorry you have to find your way out of this darkness alone

I'm sorry if you still have to heal from everything

I know how hard it is to bear all those unfamiliar and heavy feelings

With your tiny hands and bruised little heart

-it can be really really scary

But now that we are stronger,

One thing is for sure:

We will get through this together.

💕

#illustration #artists on tumblr #cute #artoftheday #digital illustration #wholesome #Message to myself #to my inner child #I'm sorry #We will get through everthing together #Healing #Self healing #overcoming #mental health #mental health awareness #i'm sorry if no one is there to protect you #protect yourself #prioritize yourself #prioritize your healing #prioritize my mental health #aesthetic #meaningful art #meaningful illustration #relatabe #apology to myself #aesthetic colors #beautiful color #i feel everything too deeply #deep feelings #deep

[iska48s]

Luna🌙

Wated to do my take on "human AU"

This is a more "fairytale✨" approach compared to others (I know it's not the fandom content I usually create, but I'm burnt out and need to draw something different for a while + all the human versions of mlp characters are so amazing and overall I'm glad to see mlp content again , I want to join in myself, even though it's a little late hah)

#fan art #artists on tumblr #digital art #fanart #mlp #my little pony #princess luna #luna mlp #mlp humanized #celestia is next #wanted to start from the princesses #i'm mostly doing this for fun + i was obsessed with this show as a kid #so i'm kinda healing my inner child #anyway have a great day as always <33

[platykool]

tha team

#inazuma eleven #inazuma 11 #my art #kidou yuuto #fudou akio #kiyama hiroto #gouenji shuuya #sakuma jirou #okay nostalgia won there's going to be inazuma drawings around here don't judge #I'm healing my inner child with this #but I'm genuinely having a great time rewatching this whole series

[hood-ex]

If I don't find a Titans friendship edit set to the "you're the only friend I need" song, I'm gonna die.

#it's not looking promising so far 😌 #am i going to have to make it myself #is this the activity i'm going to choose to heal my inner child lmao #reminds me of the old yugioh days when i made yugioh edits ahhh memories #tiktok is hard to edit w though aslkdja as i recently found out #but maybe i'll give it a try

[uncanny-tranny]

Your child self was right when they thought they deserved better. They were right when they said they weren't being treated fair. They were absolutely right in saying they are allowed to be upset or even angry.

Your child self was right. And you're still allowed to say that what happened to you was unfair - that you deserved better. You're right to be upset or even angry. Your child self was not wrong.

#trauma #recovery #mental health #encouragement #that post that said 'i don't want to heal my inner child i want to gove him a gun' was actually really helpful for my healing #like it unironically reframed the way i saw my child self #because i still framed my past as a shameful thing that i brought upon myself when i hadn't... #...nobody asks for that treatment. so i deserve to express my displeasure at having been subjected through it... #...i don't think it's helpful to shove away the 'dark' feelings because they're 'bad'... #...bad emotions aren't a thing. what is a bad thing - i think - is to deprive yourself of the space to have them or express them... #...even when you're alone and even when you can express those emotions... #...that shit isn't very conducive to healing at least from my experiences #and i've TRIED that. for years! and it's only lead to more pain to heal from #i hope this rant isn't coming across poorly i'm just passionate about talking about this #unreality tw #can't ever be too sure <3 #these posts are intended to help but i know the way i word things doesn't do it for everybody

[horrorgirlreads]

When the 'fit is immaculate

#mine #my photos #yes I'm pushing 30 and still dress like a teenager from the mid 00's #I'm healing my inner child leave me be #alternative fashion

[jcforsapphics]

Ryan's smile after Nancy said he's nothing like Everett will forever be stuck in my brain

#that healed my inner child actually #haha I'm back to posting about this show sorry it took me so long #nancy drew #nancy drew cw #cwnd #ndcw #nd #ryan hudson #cal's basement

[walrus150915]

I AM DEEPLY SORRY BUT

I thought about Goldenheart fankids for a while so I've decided to make my own!

Now, it's important to acknowledge that I honestly believe that they wouldn't have kids post-movie. That makes sense thematically and it's kind of poetic if you think about it (a gay man being the end of his bloodline which started all this copaganda n stuff) but I😭😭 I couldn't stop thinking about this!!

I present to you:

THEIR KIDDO YUPIEEEEE

Some fun facts abt them:

- Aquila is a gender neutral name which means "eagle". I thought it'd be funny to keep the tradition of their weird medieval names. Eagle Braveman, a child of Godsfood Goodatsex and Staircase Braveman, gotta love that💅

- also yea. I gave them Bal's surname bc there's no way in the world Ambrosius would want to give them his surname. His bloodline ends with him in an good old gay tradition😎😎

- I think they'd be a happy accident tbh (if we're talking about seahorse dad situation shfjj)

- Nimona didn't expect to love them as much as she did but now they're literally her favorite person😭 siblings are REAL (although I think Nimona is like- sibling-uncle-aunt-family friend figure sorta kinda)

- About their personality? Well, they're reserved, not much of a talker, kinda socially awkward and overthinks a lot (just like their papas)

- They hate sports of all kinds like they CAN'T stand it. Also they don't know those knight traditions n stuff and have never held a sword in their life- I think that's a good "f u" to the system which expected children to become weapons bc Ballister, Ambrosius and especially Nimona would never let this child repeat all the stuff they all came through

- I don't think they even talked about their knightly upbringing to Aquila, and when Aquila asked about it they tried to avoid answering so bad

- About parenting btw- Ambrosius and Ballister both beat the "emotionally detached Asian father" allegations. These two are WAY too attached I'd say😭 they can be overprotective (cough cough Ballister) or overbearing (I see ya Ambrosius) sometimes (although Ambrosius is overprotective as well, if not more than Bal)

- Ambrosius tries his best to not repeat his parents' mistakes and let Aquila live a happy, relaxed childhood, but he slips from time to time. "Why did I have to work so hard to achieve even a little bit of acknowledgement from my parents and now this kid expects me to praise them even for the smallest of things" kind of deal. He slowly learns to relearn this way of thinking but- yeah, bro still has those good ol' Asian dad quirks

- I think Ballister had loving parents yet they couldn't provide for him or care for him properly because of poverty and social injustice. So now he makes sure Aquila has everything they need and are loved enough. It's really hard not to be overprotective of your child when you and your husband had an upbringing like theirs😭😭

- Aquila is kind of embarrassed by them because I think they both would be the type of dad who drives them to high school and makes them say "I love you too, dad" in front of their peers (like that into the spiderverse scene)

- With that said, they three all love each other despite all the hardships and stuff bc they're a FAMILYYYYY

- Nimona would be THE best person in the world for Aquila, she's their role model of sorts, I even think she'd be what helped them to realize they're enby in the first place

- Nimona would always be there for Aquila and would always be on their side even when they're in a fight with their dads

- They're the best buddies ever - Ballister expected Nimona to be jealous ("older kids of the fam" deal) but she wasn't in the slightest!

- Imagine Ballister and Ambrosius trying to make Aquila say "abba" or "appa", but the first thing they mumble is "Nim!" oh Nimona would DIE FROM LAUGHTERRR😭😭

Some general hcs:

- Ambrosius would read bedtime stories to Aquila when they were a kid and would miss this horribly as they grew up

- Ballister would make them clockwork toys

- Aquila loves sewing and customizing things

- Idk their sexuality honestly but I know that they love girls💅

- Ambrosius would distance himself from his family so much that Aquila barely knows them

- I think Aquila is aware of the whole Gloreth situation but doesn't care that much for her - after all, they know that it was some random kid 1000+ years ago whom everyone took as a hero when she wasn't

Some sketches of them shshwjne!!

Please don't ask me why Ballister looks like my grandpa😭

(Speaking of Ballister- I think at some point of Aquila's toddlerhood him and Ambrosius laid in their bed and Ambrosius was like: "Babe, what do you think of getting a second kid?"

Then Aquila immediately started crying in another room and Ambrosius signed heavily, standing up from the bed: "Yknow what? Forget what I said")

#nimona #ballister boldheart #ambrosius goldenloin #nimona fanart #fankid #also i know for the fact that with a 1000yo shapeshifter child and a toddler these two would have ZERO privacy #ambrosius would be so pissed off😭😭 #let him kiss his husband #maybe more than kiss JQJDJAJAJAJSN #but yea #making this post is what healed my inner child #they arent perfect but they try... thats what matters #god bless #thank you for reading this i hope you enjoy whatever i'm talking about #aquila boldheart

[rice-pudding-slaps]

in the metro. sonic shirt. pokemon shoes. vocaloid in the headphones. my 12 year old self thinks im so cool.

#rice rambles #pokemon #vocaloid #yeah im healing my inner child #also the man by my side has no idea how cringe I'm being

[ride-a-dromedary]

Halsin does not know what clowns are.

I consider this to be vital information.

IT IS AND HE'S SO CONFUSED ABOUT IT TOO 😭

Can't imagine clowns are in high supply in High Forest or the Emerald Grove, or even around the Shadow Cursed lands pre-curse considering it was just a market town, though interesting he didn't encounter anything similar on his youthful "misadventures" inbetween (though he likely avoided cities like the plague and there are probably not lots of clowns in the Underdark...at least not that type of clown).

What's the best thing for me is if you pick him, he's wary and questions the logic in sending him up when he's unfamiliar with "local customs", but he is one of the only companions that approves being volunteered, aside from Wyll and Karlach (of which only Wyll actually seems happy with). Good on you Halsin, up for anything - literally figures the ritual is about being punished but is still such a good sport for literally no other reason than "Well, Tav told me I should, so I guess I will??"

I think the poor man is just happy to be included tbh. Can't imagine this was a good first impression of clowns for him.

#don't worry halsin you're not missing anything #i need more situations with halsin just being absolutely flabbergasted by the audacityTM of society and civilization #because that one dialogue with jaheria where he's just thankful to see grass like please my dude i'm so sorry i'm forcing you to be here #though he DOES seem rather intrigued by fireworks #he's actually got quite a few gems in companion banter where he's like you all live like this??? #BG3 Musing #halsin healing his inner child by experiencing weird ass city rituals

[lesbiancolumbo]

It’s kind of funny that the adults who love YA and comic books and Disney and other media for kids also, apparently, want desperately to be taken seriously by other grown ups. (You know, treated like an adult.) Like ‘yes, I only read Harry Potter fanfic and watch cartoons, but damnit Barbara don’t you patronize me! I demand to be treated with the same respect as any other adult baby!’ (I’d say ‘have a drink and calm down’ but my bottle warmer is on the blink.) Does the defensiveness come from a place of insecurity or do they genuinely believe that other adults are lying when they claim to enjoy adult things? Like do they think all adults would secretly prefer to watch CocoMelon instead of HBO and play with Lego rather than have sex, but gosh darn it most grups just won’t admit it?

i think they just never grew out of the child mentality that adults are boring and lame unlike them, this fifteen year old moron, the coolest person they know (because they know like 20 people). they see adulthood as going to bed at 9 PM and having to work and do taxes and chores and watching war documentaries and reading nonfiction. it just smacks of arrested development to me, but i also like don't take that kind of adult seriously and i definitely don't put any stock in their opinions on books, films, etc., and will tell them so lol.

#asks #i'm not commenting on it as a whole but i find 'healing your inner child through indulging in all your childish whims' personally unhelpful #i heal my inner child by striving to have a fulfilling adult life free of all the fears and trauma responses that defined my childhood. #not by making kraft mac and cheese and nuggies for dinner every night #but by LEARNING how to cook. and clean. and take care of myself. and be responsible for myself. #but yknow. those things take time and effort. engaging with complex books for adults is HARD and why do hard things :( #also i never read why aye books as a kid because i was reading adult books from the age of 10 and i'm not gonna say that makes me better #but

[a-dinosaur-a-day]

so of course we most likely wont ever be able to actually bring nonavian dinosaurs back to life. but what if someday in the future someone "reconstructed" them in the form of highly advanced hyperrealistic robots? like what if someone made a kulindadromeus that perfectly resembled what a real one mightve looked like in life and even gave it AI to act realistically like an animal. would you keep one as a "pet"? i've been fascinated with this idea lately lol

honestly, I was tempted by those shitty dino robot toys they had in the 90s/early 00s, so... probably

the reason I did not have one was because I grew up poor, next question

#palaeoblr #healing my inner child by getting a roboraptor #jk I'm broke now too #dinosaurs #kulindadromeus #ai #robots