#i'm not good enough

[antisocialistica]

i’m so fucked up. why would he love a person like me?

#broken #sad #unhappy #alone #lonely #unloved #unwanted #depressed #depression #cold hearted #i hate everything #anxious #anxiety #i'm not good enough #i feel like shit #i feel lonely #i dont feel okay #i feel so alone #mentally unstable #mentally tired #mentally fucked #i hate myself #i love him #i don’t wanna live #i wanna die #i wanna disappear

[miabear915]

And what hurts the most is I saw a future with you, and I cared so much. But all I was to you was someone to be around when you didn’t have anyone else

#alone #sad #lonely #broken #depressing quotes #hurt #heartbroken #you broke me #im not okay #i tried #im not good enough #i give up #you lied #i'm not good enough #im not enough

[angi-writes-filth]

I tried to 'unmask' Al. yeeeahhh.....

My faces always look whack and this one looks particularly just weird, but I don't know if it's because it's badly drawn, or because Al himself looks weird without the mask SAFSADSA--

I got to the point I was just smearing colors all over, hoping it'd magically get fixed but nothing seemed right, so, here. Just. Idk. Take it--

#the black phone #albert shaw #the grabber #slashers #slasher art #angi draws filth #The masked version looks a 100 times better #ASFASDSA #I swear I tried to reference off of Ethan's actual face but #I'm not good enough #ASDADSADSA

[danielsullivan]

if i jump off the balcony do yall think i would get to stay home from work tomorrow

#I'm so like #idk I enjoy the work ITSELF but I hate waking up and I hate going and I hate how much I just feel like #i'm not good enough #and that everyone just secretly hates me #idk

[rat-sak]

I just want him to like me

#personal #there are too many things in the way #and I'm not attractive enough any way #I'm not the right type of person #and i dont know why #i'm a good person #I'm funny #I'm nice #I'm kind #I'm caring #but I'm not good enough #i'm not good enough

[allysketches]

"I loathe him. And, despite myself, I respect a worthy opponent...Which he isn't because he's a demon and I cannot respect a demon. Or like one."

decided to draw a small part of the bookshop opening deleted scene bc not one day goes by where I don't think about it 🥺 we lost so bad by not getting this one 😭😭 especially bc it contrasts the season 2 finale so well… I could write entire dissertations about it 🤧

#good omens #good omens fanart #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #crowley x aziraphale #aziraphale #crowley #anthony j crowley #neil gaiman #my art #ngl I'm not really happy with this one #idk if I just stared at it long enough that no matter what it just looks weird #but I redrew parts of it several times to the point I just gave up and finished it anyways... #done is better than perfect #right?!?! 🫠 #anyway #I'll try not to look at it again for a while 😵‍💫

[antisocialistica]

I’m so close to kill myself today.

#tw suicice #tw depressing stuff #tw mention of death #broken #sad #depressed #depression #anxious #anxiety #unhappy #alone #lonely #unloved #unwanted #i feel lonely #i feel like shit #i hate everything #i'm not good enough #i dont feel okay #i feel so alone #mentally unstable #mentally exhausted #mentally fucked #mental illness #mental ill health

[harryssanc]

i was wrong

i assumed one of my friends backstabbed me and told my sister a secret because that's what all my friends ever do to me and I know. It's me it's my fault I'm bad. Inside deep down I'm broken because someone I trusted did that and not just once either that systematically did that and promised over and over they wouldn't and constantly told me I was a terrible friend when they did shit like that to me and idk I'm just ruined and every friendship I have now is tainted and I'll never truly be good enough no matter how hard I try or if I apologize for overstepping or when I come across as mean. Even if I try to change all the things I've ever been told are wrong with me I'll always be terrible awful and nobody will ever really be my friend and will hate me when I'm not around

#Me #mental health #myself #personal #Sad #Sad bastard #sad thoughts #sad but true #sad backstory #Bad friend #I'm terrible #I hate myself #I'm wrong #i'm not good enough

[pseudophan]

anthony is dead: the funeral roast (paid content)

#daniel howell #amazingphil #dan and phil #phan #smosh #anthony padilla #mine #my content #hi sorry i can't get a hold of the person who shared this clip with me so i don't feel comfortable posting it in full #however i'm not a good enough person to Not Gif It #so here u go here's a bit of it in gif form lol #i'm going to sleep i'm sure by the time i wake up the full video will be up #oh also oh my god this clip gives me such super amazing project vibes i almost cried #ok. anyway. it's 8:20am. im drunk still. goodnight im finally going to bed x

[sketchy-tour]

Redrew some of my old daycare attendant doodles as stress relief today

#The original doodles were not posted here I'm p sure and for good reason they are SO BAD #but I wanted to draw something but without need to think too hard so redrawing something old felt good enough #also featuring the whole nickname thing the DCA fandom was always so fond of. Do yall even still do that??? I havent been up to date #ah. The blorbos before wally #anyway #fnaf security breach #fnaf dca #dca fandom #dca fanart #daycare attendant #fnaf daycare attendant #self insert #self insert x canon #my art #sketches #much needed comfort art

[zosanbrainrot]

clothes are not the only thing they swap

#watch out for that cig or the whole sky island gonna burn down #my previous pic had so much tension and also a tanktop #so i decided to resolve it #imagine they are 5 sec apart #sth seems wrong with Sanjis arm #but I'm not good enough to see it rn #love attatching zoros swords to his hip by the force of nothing but magic #zosan #zoro #sanji #my art #one piece fanart #one piece #zoro x sanji #rorona zoro #black leg sanji #vinsmoke sanji

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

Am I the asshole for getting my best friend killed?

I swear to God, it was an accident.

My (27) BF (34) has a reputation for getting himself out of any jam you can imagine; and at first it was just a fun little thing the friend group noticed: there goes Oily J wiggling his way out of trouble again. but as the meme evolved in the group, it got to the point where we'd loykey started getting him into situations just to see how he'd get out of 'em, and he akept getting out of em. He was having fun with it too same as us. "Oh you guys," he'd say, "getting me into situations again," before laughing it off and getting out of it, so it was enrichment for our shared enclosures, and as time went on, the situations got more intense.

The trouble is, it turns out that putting a man in too many situations eventually gets the police interested. And not local hobsknockers cops either; they was like, proper three-letter FEDs. They put out a bounty on any information pertaining to his capture and everything. It was good money too so I thought, hey why don't I put J in another situation he can wiggle out of like always (and he'd wiggled outta worse before, so I thought this one'd be relatively mild), and at the next boardgame night (cause it was too late to do anything special for this one) we can buy some extra strong booze and get absolutely blitzed while having a giggle about the situation.

Boardgame night, and we were playing some social deduction nonsense or another and he says: "One of you is gonna betray me tonight." and I can't help but think, looking back on it, that he knew. It's stupid, I know he was talking about the game, but the way he said it, it was like he knew. We all felt it, and we had a big round robin round the table taking turns promising that we'd never betray him. And I said it so easily cause I thought it was true. Sure, I was gonna talk to the feds about a bounty; but, I fully expected my big beautiful oily boy to wiggle his way out of the trouble I was 'bout to cause, and that's not a betrayal. I wasn't lying. I didn't think I was lying.

My big beautiful oily boy didn't manage to wiggle his way out of it. They killed him and I got my blood money. He's gone.

He's gone and I'm devastated, crying, mourning. I loved him so much. We all did. And I can't stop thinking that it's my fault: that I'm the reason he's gone. and it is. and the guilt is eating me up inside. and I just need to talk to someone about it. So, I tell the rest of the group what happened in the group chat, hoping they'd understand that I didn't want this. I didn't want the government's blood money. It was supposed the be a prank. some joint enclosure enrichment. He was supposed to wiggle out of it like he always does... did, i mean.

They call me, among worse things, the asshole and kick me from the group chat. And, I know it's my fault he's dead: I know that. If I didn't do what I did, he wouldn't be dead right now. But, I didn't mean it for it to end up this way. He was supposed to be okay, damn it. I loved him. AITA?

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole #fandom aita #unreality #i never know how to tag the bible ones #also i don't think this is explicitly jesus christ superstar but for some reason it put me in mind of it #so that's where the extra option is from idk #specifically in my head is one particular production of it that a friend showed me when we were like. 17 #anyway i'm in love with how this one plays with modern language #good enough to post on purpose

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

#selfie bee #good evening friends!! how are you doing! C: #I'm very very sleepy I got a new ikea office chair and I build it all myself #I think it went okay! I don't think I pulled the back screw tight enough and now the back is a bit loose #I can probably fix it but I can also ignore it for the next 18 years #thats how long the old chair held up!! in germany it could now drink vodka and drive a car!! #not at the same time that is illegal! not at the same time!! (❁´▽`❁)*✲ﾟ* #but the day is not over yet my uncle asked me for a big art quest and I do not want to disappoint #he wants a muppet tattoo and asked me to draw it #my uncle has started to get tattoos a few months ago #as far as I know he has now gotten 3 note clefs 3 stars a flower and multiple birds #he also started getting piercings but so far I managed not to know exactly where #I think tattoos are super cool (´｡･v･｡｀) I wish I had a good idea for a tattoo but the last time I was very sure about getting a tattoo #it was heath ledgers face as the joker #at that point I was 12 and would not see the actual movie for two more years #a muppet tattoo is a way better idea!! he asked for the count van count! that is also one of my top 3 muppets ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡ #I always thought I knew a lot about muppet lore but since I started looking up muppet pictures I think there are still a lot of secrets #can the muppets from the Sesame Street actually leave the Sesame Street? #I think Kermit is both on the Muppet Show and on Sesame Street but he is also like the boss muppet #he might have special abilities #I hope you're having a good day friends!! C: #I think I'll post a Sherlock comic later this week #miss you!! ♥♥♥

[egophiliac]

LET THE BOY HAVE AN EDUCATION

officially at the point where we're starting to see where it's all headed and I am just going NYEEHEEHEE in delight at it all. ahhh...next week can't come soon enough...

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #stage in playful land #stage in playfulland #leona: (devises an actually somewhat clever plan to take out the staff-puppets without breaking any rules) #leona: (taken out two seconds later because he sat down in the wrong place) #at this point i'm half expecting the ssr boys to actually bust in with a big sandwich platter or something #a cake with 'please don't kidnap people :)' written on it in shaky icing #kalim isn't good at plans but he DOES throw a good shindig and by god he's going to play to his strengths #also IT WASN'T SHINY TICKETS IT WAS GIDEL?! #MY BOY #MY BEAUTIFUL MAGICAL FELINE BOY #i mean i'm assuming at this point but that seems to be the implication #genuinely kind of shocked that they actually WERE being magicked into being extra gullible #it was ✨foreshadowing✨ all along... #the blot though! what about the blot! #is that going to be an issue or are we going to have enough to deal with already! #i have rocketed from 'i find these villains entertaining' to 'i am suddenly incredibly invested in them as characters' #LOOK there is one thing better than characters with sort of unhealthy codependent relationships #and that is characters with sort of unhealthy codependent relationships but TWIST IT'S NOT THE WAY YOU THINK #nyeeheeheeeeeee