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jils-things · 16 days
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by the lighthouse.
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theunconcernedembalmer · 11 months
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Mr Gatto, do you like doing your job? Is it something you enjoy doing?
(Also take care of yourself Mun! :D)
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Even after everything... I don't think I will be changing my job anytime soon.
#identity v#aesop carl#identity v embalmer#identity v ask blog#identity v the embalmer#gatto event#hi anon thanks for the concern XD#im doing alright i just have this insane depressive block that has been impeding y creative processes#so ive been trying a lot of things to get out of it#one option is to wait it out but im miserable doing nothing. so i will force it out and feel slightly better that at least i did something#i probably should have spaced oout my posts i clear the inbox really really quickly#ill try to get some stuff out while i can. since im free for the month before work resumes n i disappear again#seriously though its frustrating sitting down staring at a blank canvas for 10 mins with 0 ideas and low energy#and then resigning myself to going back to lying down and mindlessly scrolling twitter or whatever#every single time i try to do something i end up back on my bed. for days on end. it makes me want to throw myself down a flight of stairs#at least with asks i have something to work towards and thats so much better even if i do end up back on the bed afterwards#this sounds like a very pathetic show of begging for asks. which i guess it is???#its just that. i used to have so many ideas. i used to draw so many comics. i want to cry every time i compare that with myself now#has work killed off so much of my creativity? probably. but i just really want it back. so im trying my best#i didnt mean to get this emotional in the tags but this is really something ive been struggling with a lot right now#so if u have the time to spare. just drop something dumb in my inbox. it helps a great deal. much greater than i can express#but anyway if ur reading this im still very grateful for the support u have shown to the blog in one way or another.#so thank you very much n i hope the day will treat you kindly#less than three
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sunnydice · 10 months
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man.
#i had this whole post ive been trying to formulate for so so long. abt my issues w ceewilbur and ccwilburisms and#to clarify i do like cwilb he is one of my faves. ik it may seem i wanna bite his arm off smtimes and i Do but#its mostly bitterness directed to the stuff Around him if that makes sense. yk the response to lots abt him#the way the overcompensation abt how he can be villanized swinging into a state where he Cant and never Did and wrong and if you critique#or acknowledge it you get snipped at and demeaned and treated like its a targeted hit on the mentally ill when its like#a mild disagreement with one of the most popular characters in the fanbase Easily#and w cc wil i do think he is just sm guy. im sure he's a nice dude idrc abt the ccs usually but he seems alright enough even tho he has v#goofy ahh takes and opinions but that doesnt make you Evil#but when i dive into what really has made me feel so alienated and snippy its. llmao its the racism yeah lol its super very much the racism#its very very prevelent and very common and very unchallenged. and it like. upsets me so bad its why i keep bailing on making my actual#full detailed post abt it. cuz everytime i try to formulate my thoughts i just get upset and frustrated i wanna rip my hair out#its hard not to feel like im talking to a wall when its so common and unchecked and. ive seen rightful critiques of these spaces and how#ppl interact with them Openly Mocked and brushed aside and treated like 'petty sensative internet drama' that ppl need to 'just get over'#sorry man im a fucking 🇲🇽 i cant exactly log off and Stop Experiencing Racism. and sorry that me feeling alienated and tired and sad abt#it is an inconvenience for you llol#and like idk. im not upset w anyone in particular this isnt a call out post or vague who give a shit and.#eh maybe im stupid but i really really believe a lot of ppl arent doing it on purpose#its just bein parroted ik i get it but#am i rlly not allowed to be tired? why should it feel like my responsibility to hold ppls hand and go hey mb treat poc and darker skinned#ppl like ppl. maybe you should examine why you need so many things made palatable to you through conventionally attractive whiteness first#idk. idk!!! am i crazy who fucking knows#but it has been weighing on me stupid style so bad#the shrinking fanbase and primarily yk common stragglers has just. rlly felt like a magnifying glass to my already existing issues abt it#idk man. idk im tired and im at work its 100°+ and my head hurts so this is all yr getting. lea me alone#and again this isnt a vague who Cares. just wanted to get it off my chest finally#huri.txt#discourse#<- ig
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pandapupremade · 2 years
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I wanna talk abt panda pearl i miss panda pearl i miss my baby and things keep getting in the way of my working on it (mostly asthma) . Theres so much story i hold in my head and heart for it but i cant produce as fast as i want to
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cryptidscries · 4 months
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// vent post
its really frustrating to me that people dont understand the attachment i still have to him. Yeah so what if its been almost two years since ive talked to him. Idc, i still have the worst connection to him and i would still drop everything and everyone for him if he asked. And its frustrating that people dont understand why i would do that. Like theres only one other person that i would do that for. Idk its just UHGHGKJHG its so frustrating that i cant talk about this to people, and its so frustrating to me that i cant talk to him. its frustrating to me that he makes me uncomfortable and that im scared of him but i still want him here Idk man i just miss him. and i know i'll get yelled at for saying that but omg i miss him so much man
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toastsnaffler · 4 months
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I have to be up for work in 3 hours and I'm gonna be real I think ive hit the point where I might not be getting any sleep at all. for fucks sake.
#ive survived all nighters before ill scrape through the day itll just be Rough. at least i dont have much in my schedule#im not gonna take the dose this morning bc i think thats a really bad idea to do on zero hours sleep#and i can't risk two consecutive all nighters. like I have done that before but not while working full time 💀 its not worth it#drafting an email to my doctor to let her know im skipping day 2 + ask advice re. whether its worth resuming again on day 3#bc she did list 'trouble sleeping' as a common symptom that often passes but i need to know a) how long it usually takes to pass and-#b) if this is unusually bad + would she rec supplementing with a sleep aid or just switching tack entirely and trialling a non stimulant#by this stage of the night i dont think its actually acting anymore bc i took it at 7am and its now 3am. it shouldnt last that long#i think its more just triggered my preexisting insomnia. my ability to sleep is very very sensitive sometimes + hates routine changes#just so fucking frustrating bc ive spent the past 2 months nailing my sleep routine + ive had a couple weeks of being able to-#go to bed like 9:30-10 and it only takes an hour to get to sleep and i get usually a good 7 hours sometimes 8 only waking once halfway#and i dont feel like utter shit like yeah im tired but from work not so much lack of sleep.... and now thats all fucked lmao#whatever. maybe i should just take the next dose anyway#ill see. gonna try to sleep for another 2 hours but once it hits 5 im not doing this anymore ive been trying for six hours already man#i cant even remember when i last pulled a full all nighter. it might be longer than 6 months ago... i was doing so well :-(#im so mad i was so hopeful it would have SOME good effect like ik its not a miracle worker + these things take time but so many people-#seem to have an immediate positive response even if its probably a placebo. and i got fuck all except This.#i was searching on the reddit for sleep issues and other ppl only seem to report bad ones on higher doses or years in..#like damn. do i even have adhd then. ik thats a stupid thing to think bc obvs everyones body metabolises meds differently etc but still#it is ALMOST HALF 3 and i am FUCKING TIRED#UGH. alright bedtime round 189447383#.diaries#.vent
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aliaology · 6 months
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COACH — PART III
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summary: jack finds himself really wanting to be a dad when he gets older, mostly because of connor.
pairings: jack hughes x single!mom!fem!reader
warnings: none
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you felt bad, you felt like a burden. you hesitantly accepted the offer to spend the night at jacks house. was it the best idea? not really, no. you barely knew the man. but you also knew how famous he was, how one wrong move would send his career into the trash.
you watched as jack carried your sleeping son up the stairs, making his way to the fourth floor. you felt bad, again. there was an elevator, but god you had a terrible fear of elevators.
jack seemed more than happy to walk up the stairs though, and clearly carrying connor was almost like holding a feather.
jack’s keys jingled as he fumbled them in his free hand. you watched silently as he twisted the key and then the knob, opening the door to a silent apartment.
“ill put him in my bed, you can sleep with him in there, ill take the couch or the guest room.” jack spoke softly, allowing you inside first.
your brows furrowed, not out of frustration but out of concern. “i can’t ask you to do that, jack. this is your apartment. me and connor can both take the guest room. you letting us in here was enough.”
jack sighed, “y/n, its okay. im willingly giving you my bedroom to sleep in. i want you both to sleep there, my beds comfier and i think you guys need it.” jack told.
you bit your lip before sighing, “okay.” jack gave you a smile before grabbing your stuff and bringing it to his room.
you followed behind him, taking in the room as you stepped in. it suited him. the red, black, and white that adorned his room. the tall but old-looking dresser was a stark contrast with its light brown compared to the rest of the room.
you gently lied connor down on jacks bed, the boy immediately cuddled up to the covers as he slept.
you turned to jack, "thank you, again, jack. you don't understand how much this truly means to me." you told.
jack smiled, "its no problem, plus i really like this little guy, not to mention his mom is pretty good looking too" he laughed.
you chuckled slightly. "you wanna go watch a movie?" he asked. you looked to connor before looking back at jack. you nodded. jack headed towards the livingroom, you following behind him.
it didn't take long for you to decide on 'remember the titans' and lie down on the couch together. his arm rested on the couch, just above your shoulders. every now and then his fingers would brush against your skin.
mid way through the movie, you fell asleep, head landing right on jack's shoulder. he smiled down at you before slowly falling asleep himself.
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jack felt himself get shaked. his eyes opened slightly to see connor standing there, a sad frown plastered on his tired little face. jack tiredly looked around, finding himself holding your sleeping body.
he looked back at connor. "whats wrong buddy?" he asked.
connor sniffled. "i had a nightmare, can i sleep with you guys?" he frowned.
jack internally groaned due to the lack of space. "uhm, how about you go lay back down in my room and ill bring your mom in there, okay?" jack spoke softly.
"i want you there too," connor told.
jack stayed silent for a minute. his heart melting at the younger boy's words. "alright, ill be in with your mom in just a moment, okay?" he told connor.
connor nodded, his feet padding along the floor as he ran back to the bedroom. jack slowly removed himself from the couch before gently picking you up. you stirred slightly but didn't wake up. he turned the tv off and walked to his room. he set you down next to connor, the boy instantly going to your arms which subconsciously wrapped around him.
jack smiled and lied down on the other side of connor. the young boy held his hand out. "can you hold my hand?" he asked quietly.
"of course i can, bud" jack smiled softly, grabbing the younger boys hand and holding it. connor's eyes fluttered shut.
jack looked at you and connor, finally understanding what baby fever was, and how much he wanted to be a father later down the road.
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I KNOW EVERYONE IS WAITING FOR NOW THAT WE DONT TALK BUT YOU GUYS DESERVED THIS <//3
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mikobeautifulheart · 2 months
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How JJK men react when they (or you) "accidently" fall on you (or them).
Including: Yuta, Yuji and Megumi
Tw: none unless you don't like falling over.
I KNOW THE TITTLE IS PAINFUL AND THE FIC IS NOT TOTALY EDITED. IM SORRY.
♡Yuta♡
All the second year students were at the traning field when you noticed that you forgot your phone.
Normally that wouldn't bother you, but today Yuta was supposed to come back from his training trip in Africa. There was nothing official with you guys but everyone around you could feel how much you both fell for each other. Just like the day he first arrived, you introduced yourself (probably the only person who did) to him. It was just like two wires fused and after that you guys became close. But it ened when Yuta left and you felt loke it was back to old times again with Maki, Panda and Toge.
"MAKIII" you yelled across the field as Maki was in the middle of her warm up lap.
"I NEED TO GO GET MY PHONE, ILL BE BACK SOON" You yelled getting a thumb up approval from her.
So you ran off the field and onto the path past the shed of cursed tools and straight to the main building in Jujustu high. You swung open the door and sprinted down the hallways.
Yuta was supposed to text you when he got back and nearly at the dormatrys because they changed the locks while he was gone and getting him his own key would take a while with his seemingly 'sudden' return. Luckily you had 2 keys made because you wanted a spare just in case it came handy.
You swung open the classroom door when you realised you forgot where you left your bag, which held your phone and pair of keys. You searched up the whole room panicking but to no avail. You looked at the clock on the wall. 4:00 pm. Yuta was supposed to be back at 4:10 and you figured the only other place your bag would be was on the bench bu the traning field...
Letting out a loud sigh of frustration you didn't want to waste any more time so you took a short cut to the oval. Right through the buildings window. You stood at the edge and pushed off landing harshly on the ground making you stumble a bit before sprinting again.
You made it to the field at 4:03, a new record, but still with your frantic searching you couldn't find your bag.
"I have to be quick before Yuta gets here or he'll be locked out the dorms!" You said franticly knowing your 3 classmates were watching you and wondering what you were doing.
You felt a tap on your sholder
"Tuna mayo Shakke."
(*We moved class rooms today remember?)
Your eyes went white realising you looked in the wrong room.
"I KNEW IT WAS IN OUR CLASS ROOM" You yelled before running again.
This time you went to the right room and saw your bag on your desk. You snatched it and looked at the time on your phone 4:11.
You said you would met Yuta at the schools enterance but there was no way you would make it there in time...unless you ran. Again.
You spun on you heals and with the last and most of your energy you ran head first into some body making them lose thier balance because the last thing they expected was getting rammed head first in a deserted hallway.
THUD
You fell onto your back in shock not realising the person hand was holding the back of your head making sure it never hit the ground.
"Are you alright!?" He asked looking down at you
It was Yuta.
"Yeah sorry about-YUTA?!" Your face flushed as his body caged your on the floor
"Sorry I didn't see you running then and just got in your way."
"NO, NO IT WAS MY FAULT" you were losing your sanity, he was so close and so...diffrent. His hair hung over his eyes and his body frame was way bigger from the last time you saw him.
He suddenly turned his head away from your gaze but you could see the red tint in his ears.
"Nice catch" you heard some one say
Both you and yuta looked down the hallway to see Maki standing there with a cursed weapon.
Immediately Yuta got up embarassed and offered you a hand up.
"Uh welcome back." You tried to act normally but that moment would live in your mind forever.
☆Yuji☆
You were in the library studying for Gojos "surprise quiz" that was taking place tomorrow. How were you going to get through all the subject set in the quiz with only one day's notice? Well you concluded that Gojo was not a very qualified teacher.
On the list of study books you'd need to read to take notes from there was one that was up impossibly high up on a shelf. But it was okay because there was a ladder at the end of the shelf you would just have to bring over.
You pulled the ladder over and made sure it was stable by shaking it a few times slightly, knowing there wouldn't be anyone to hold the ladder for you because Megumi, Nobora and Yuji were all currently out on a mission that you were no put on. It was a but disappointing but it was the perfect opportunity to study.
You got up on the ladder, when it came to the last step you got a bit nervous because the ladder began to shake a bit. But you took a deep breath and managed to make it up there without falling. You grabbed the book quickly got down the ladder. You put it on top of the other books you were using. You walked back to your table with all your study notes and materials.
It was a successful hour because you felt like you were finally ready. So you packed up your things and began to put the books back. Until it came to the high shelf. You tested the ladders durability again and finally took the first step. When tou were half way up, book tucked beneath your arm, you heard the library doors open and two people arguing. You already knew it was Nobora and Yuji. And if Nobora and Yuji were there then Megumi must be tagging along to. You kept climbing but a little faster so you could greet your friends back from their mission, however when you got to the top step you heard Nobora.
"JUST TELL HER YOU DAMNED IDIOT OR YOU'LL LOSE YOUR CHANCE!"
You looked down the ladder and saw the three (as predicted) walking toward the ladder when Nobora kicked Yujis back sending him forward right into the ladder you were on. With his instincts he grabbed a side of the ladder which only made him land on his back.
You let out a panicked gasp as you felt yourself lose your footing and fall off the ladder.
Nobora and Megumi watched in shock as the suddenly saw you fall off the ladder and crash...right into Yuji. Thank goodness for Yujis reflex skills because he managed to catch you. Catch being you landing the back of your head into his chest.
"YOU IDIOT" Nobora yelled
"YOU COULD HAVE KILLED MY PRECIOUS Y/N"
"ME KILL HER? YOUR THE WITCH THAT PUSHED ME!" He yelled in retaliation you slowly sat up in-between his legs.
"Are you okay?" Yuji sat up to crossing his legs almost trapping you between him.
"Yeah I'll be alright" you mumbled but before you could rub the back of your pounding head you felt yujis hand on it.
"I'm sorry, I'll be more careful next time, really I didn't mean to hurt you"
"I know, it's okay Yuji I know you wouldn't purposely hurt me."
A blush spreads across his face and your body warms against his.
You look around trying to avert his gaze before realising that you didn't have the book any more.
"Huh? where did my book go..." your eyes wander to Megumi who's rubbing the top of his head with one hand and holding your book with the other.
"Here" He mumbled in pain.
THANK YOU FOR READING THIS ♡♡
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AUTHOURS NOTE: yeah I'm not entirely happy with the Yuta part but maybe I'll re write it if you guys want. Also if you want a part 2 with other characters let me know because I was going to add Megumi but didn't.
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andreaheartscats · 3 months
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Ellie Willams
->stressed out reader about school work. -> fluff i guess? no smut. ->roommate Ellie
a/n: helloo there beautiful people! i hope you like this little fic i came up with, please dont mind any bad grammer (if there is any..i hope theres not) english isnt my first laungage so yea. love u all!
Five hours. Youve been studying for five hours now, the tiredness and sleepeness was carching up to you at this point. But the stress was like no other.
It was the last semester and you had so many tests coming up from every possible direction. You were sure that your eyebags had eyebags now, if thats even possible.
The dask was filled with random papers, books from diffrent subjects and many of your mostly filled notebooks. While looking through the papers you had laid messily around your desk, a gentle knock was heard from your bedroom door.
"come in." as you said those words the door opend slowly and there stood Ellie, your roommate and your best friend....and the person you had feelings for.
For a momment Ellie just stood there leaning on the doorframe as she looked at you for some time and finally spoke up. "havent seen you much today." she seemd a bit upset as she said those words.
"sorry Els, im really busy with studying.." saying that, you let out little sigh as you take your reading glasses off to rub your temples in frustration. Ellie takes a notice of your messy desk. Your tired eyes and the empty cans of many diffrent energy drinks laying around your bedroom floor.
Her face frowns a bit as she sees you in this state, honestly feeling bad for you. She noticed how much work you put in school and how much you try.
She walks towards you and crouchs down infront of you while you sat comfortably in your chair. The sight of her this close to you set shivers up and down your spine.
"how 'bout you take a little break yea?"she said with a soft smile forming on her face. The idea didnt sound too bad.. i mean you were pretty tired and a little break couldnt hurt.
Without saying much you just nodded your head at her while giving her a tired smile. You both laugh a little and decide to go to your shared living room and watch some TV.
"alright, you just sit there and ill get you somethin' to snack on babe"
you plop yourself onto the comfortable couch you two bought. Babe. those words triggerd the butterflys in your stomach. Even if you two were just friends, you melted every time she used some kind of pet names.
After sometime, Ellie came back with a bowl of popcorns and some other snacks. She sat them on the table carefully and looked at you with a proud smile. As if a kid would look at their parents when they do something good.
You couldnt help but smile at her. She sat next to you and threw her hand over your shoulder which caught you off guard a bit but you didnt mind.
As Ellie scrolled through the list of series and movies, she looked at you from thr corner of her eye. "you know..i just wanna help you a bit to relax. Youve been working so hard lately."
Her words were so calming. You snuggle into her, your head falling on her shoulder as she traced a little circles on your upper arm. "thanks Els"
you mutter quietly but making sure she knew you were greatful for her and for the things she did. In response Ellie just hummed as she choose a movie.
For the first hour of the movie you enjoyed it. Ellies arm around you as she held you close to her while your head was comfortably laying on her shoulder.. But for the next hour of the movie Ellie heard little snors coming from below her.
She glanced down and noticed you fast asleep. Not daring to move even a inch, not wanting to wake you up from your peacful sleep, she just stayed there watching the rest of the movie untill she finally feel asleep too.
Honestly this might be the best sleep you ever had. Literally cuddling Ellie, "your best friend" , roommate and most importantly your fucking crush!
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AITA for not saying please/thank you?
So this is an ongoing argument with my roommate. I (22nb) am autistic, and T (55f) has ADHD.
Now to get this out of the way, i do say thank you. I was always taught to wait a moment after receiving something, take a bite or appreciate what you were given for a breath, before thanking someone so that you could add something more to it. My roommate and I both agree that i do say thank you the vast majority of the time, but the problem for her is that i do not say it fast enough.
T often gives me a "tHaNk yOu" while the item in question is still being passed. This seems ridiculous to me as i haven't even been fully given it yet.
In addition, i have the dishes as my household chore, and i do them daily, despite almost never making any dishes myself. I do this to both support T and her diet, as well as contribute to the household that i live in.
T thanks me near daily for doing the dishes. This always seems weird and unnecessary to me, as it is my responsibility. I have told her this. I dont expect to be thanked for doing my own laundry, after all. In return, T gets upset that i dont notice and thank her for taking out the garbage/recycling/compost, to which she is the main contributor to and is under her responsibilities.
As for please: i do say this much more rarely. I think it feels overly preformative and fake, and i typical choose more "would you mind closing my door for me" "if its not too much of a hassle, could you toss me my waterbottle" "id appreciate it if you could preheat the oven while you're in the kitchen"
I think that these work perfectly fine as a replacement. Please just has always felt wrong and fake. No one else in my entire life has ever commented on this before.
Thirdly; T has been upset that i don't respond to her apologies appropriately. After she is snappy at me (due to her emotional disregulation from ADHD) (last time it was because i asked if she was using the oven instead of asking if i could use the oven myself, for reference) there is a 50/50 shot that she will come and apologize.
I dont often accept apologies. Apologies are for the person saying them to get it off their chests, or to make you put it behind them. Usually, ill say something like "it was just one of those days, y'know?" Or "its alright, water under the bridge"
Because i was always taught that apologies came with a promise of change, and T can't (or won't) change how she re-directs her frustration at unrelated things to things ive done "wrong". When she told me the correct response was "i forgive you", i decided to not engage instead of telling her directly that i didnt forgive her (because i am certain she will do it again). (I usually dont engage with her when shes irritated: she never notices and just wants to say her piece so im not being rude here)
She said that i was being disrespectful, "like always", and when i suggested it may be more difficult for me due to my autism, she said that we made plenty of accommodations for me (which i think is false), and that i just needed to do this for her comfort. That please/thank yous were something she needed to feel appreciated and i should be making more accommodations for her.
To me, i feel like she is getting really caught up on semantics and is being a little controlling about it. But maybe its just a boundary? I dont know if i could commit to changing my language for her though, i feel like i will just start forgetting after awhile because it feels so fake. Shouldn't it be better for me to say things genuinely than just for her approval?
AITA for not saying please/thank you?
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squerlly · 2 months
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flames of desire chapter 7: setting it off
Alastor x (f! bunny reader) -NSFW-TW: mentions of rape
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"cmon relax I can make you enjoy my company in more ways then one~" with the snap of his finger the girls that were once at his side were gone, and it was me, him, and the background noise of the club "so what is a cutie like you doing here alone" "I-I was with angel..." "angel is here? well ill deal with that later, for now~" snaking one of hands on my thighs he inches closer under my dress, using his other hand to take a puff of his pipe, he blows the pink smoke in my face, drool dripping on the corners of his mouth "how about we have some fun yes~?" "wait-" my words are trailed off as I start to feel dizzy, I feel light like I could be blown away by the slightest breath, my body begins to feel hot, really hot "w-what did you do to me...." "oh nothing you wont enjoy" being laid down on the seat my head spins and his hands lift my dress "no- stop!" "don't fight it I know you want to~" no I'm not going to let this happed, come on y/n snap out of it!!, grabbing his hands I push him off "No I wont" frustrated he yanks me forward pinning me, my chest pressed against the seat "damn you stubborn bitch!" "NO get off of me!!!" after a while of struggling somebody pulls me up, everything went silent, no people just music. opening my eyes there's a hand around my waist, looking up its Alastor?! what the hell is he doing here!!
Alastors POV:
when my shadow informed me that valentino was at the club and with her I rushed there, were the fuck was angel, why isn't he with her!!! barging in the club everybody moves out of my way as I storm past the crowd seeing valentino on her. I rush to grab her up pulling her dress back down "valentino, I'm afraid I'm going to have to cut this short" "alastor, what are you doing here!" valentino said through gritted teeth, I tried my best not rip all four of his arms off right then and now, maybe later...."I'm afraid your messing with something that's mine" "uh huh ho does this little conejita have a contract with you" "no but that doesn't give you permission to touch her without permission!" "if she doesn't belong to you, then she free game~" "you wont dare if you value your life!" by now my patients is running thin "I'm taking her and if you ever lay a finger on her you will never see that finger again!!" picking her up I walk of with her in my arms, the poor thing was shaking and she smells of alcohol, surly drunk "this isn't over Alastor I will get her eventually!!!!" ignoring Valentinos yelling I head out of the club, outside was a very panicked angel.
your POV:
I have a terrible headache, I'm cold and I cant think straight what the fuck is happening, being carried I look up at Alastor he looked pissed, angry, the static radiating off of him was loud but he was gentle, like he was holding a piece of glass. angel ran over "Y/N!! there you are, iv been looking every wear for ya!! what happened" as angel reached out to touch me Alastor pulled back "angel you said valentino wasn't supposed to be there" "he wasn't h-he was supposed to be filming with the others back at-" "well he wasn't, and because of your carelessness valentino got his hands on y/n" angel turning his attention to me "he didn't hurt ya did he, y/n are you alright!?" "no angel I'm-" "he almost did, I'm taking her back, this will never happen again"
back at the hotel we walked through he doors, Charlie and vaggie waiting for us "Y/N!!! oh my Satan are you ok, we saw Al running out of the doors in a hurry" how did he know I was in trouble..."I'm alright Charlie I promise" "what happened!" "unfortunately valentino was at the club and angel lacking in supervision lost her, letting valentino take his chance" "Voy a matarlo! (im gonna fucking kill him)" "I got there just in time" "thankfully she's ok, you guys are ok..." "I'm gonna...I'm gonna go change"
walking out of the lobby Alastor follows close behind me "what are you doing.." "making sure you get back to your room" "why" "do I need a reason?" "no but can you explain how the hell you knew I was in trouble!" he pauses for a moment stopping in the hallways by my door "I was watching you.." "why are you stalking me" "because angel is carless and I was just being cautious!" "ok but you didn't have to be so mean to angel he was just-" "just what!?, explain to me my dear what do you think would have happened if I wasn't watching you, angel couldn't saved you because he was to busy fooling around" "why do you care!" "what do you mean why do I care" "the radio demon a mercy less overlord who was known for his broadcasted carnage over hell, heartless, and terrifying so why... why are you so concerned for me, I mean nothing to you, you follow me around give me weird looks, vaggie told me about you, told me to stay away..." "I don't know, I don't understand why..." looking up his smile is almost none existent, his eyes are dark as he look at me, the radio static in his voice was gone, just his plane old voice "I though my interest was just playful amusement, to toy around a bit, but the more I know about you, your smile your laugh that dress, it irks me, this feeling... I-I don't know what you did!" "Alastor-" "I would kill a demon for even looking at you funny!, I never cared about some lowly sinner...but I care about you, you have me rapped around your little finger and you don't even know it" all this time I though he wanted to kill me, even eat me or something but I never realized "Alastor.." I huff out a small laugh "what's so funny..." "I didn't put a spell on you, or curse you, or anything" grabbing his hand "this is all you and its completely normal" bringing my hand up to cup his cheek he leans in to the touch "don't look at me like that, you did something and I know it.." he mutters as I lean in closer, hunching over he leans in breaking the distance into a soft kiss pulling me closer. once I pulled away, looking at him I smile "I don't think I will ever understand this feeling but...I will try my best to show you how I feel" bringing my hand to his lips he places a soft kiss "goodnight my dear and get some much needed rest~" "goodnight Alastor"
I hope you enjoyed and I love you guys so much for the love and support have a wonderful day/night!!!
-squerlly
@pooplyface1423 @strippezzz
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hisaame · 7 months
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OK kinda a specific request but like- could you do a Scara x fem!reader or gn!reader where he’s like overworking himself due to his studies(probably bc of his mommy issues sjsjks) and reader is like comforting and convincing him to go to sleep w her/them since it was late? Modern au ofc. And basically Scaramouche is being all stingy about it like “no I’m fine” and stuff but eventually goes to bed because of readers sweet words haha
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Of m y god this ones adorablw i love soft scara THANK UU!!
╰⪼ “fine, for you." ♡
╰ — scaramoucheˊˊ」
╎『modern au!ˎˎ
[fluff] — 『warnings: workaholic scara, soft scara again (i swear these arent real warnings), cursing, scara mommy issues, readers pronouns arent used, but feminine body type』
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It has already been a long week for you and Scaramouche, school was a pain in the ass, as well was studying. You would usually be studying at the schools library with friends, or mainly with your boyfriend, Scaramouche. But even with you being done with everything, he continued studying, alone.
It was late at night, around one in the morning, you had just finished some chores since you didn't have much to do, and you weren't tired then. But now you were, all the chores you did worn you out. You thought your lover jad already gone to sleep or is possibly waiting for you, but once you entered your twos' bedroom with a tired yawn, you saw Scaramouche still at the desk, focused.
'he's still studying?..' you thought to yourself, slowly walking over to your lover who seemed too focused to even notice your there. But with a gentle pat on his shoulder, he flinched slightly, then turned to look at you with tired eyes. "[yn]? Why aren't you in bed?" he asked, rubbing his eyes as his other hand still held a pen between his slender fingers.
"Shouldn't i be asking you the same thing?" you replied with a raised eyebrow, looking at Scaramouches own eyes that seemed to already have eyebags under them, his eyelids drooping as he forced himself to stay awake. "shit," he mumbled "you go, ill join you later. I have to finish this shit." with a groan, he turned back to studying, his eyes trying to soak in every word he reads from the book, and writing the more important things down.
You sighed, a bit frustrated now. "Scaramouche, please, finish it tomorrow, you look like you're barely awake." you pat his head, running your fingers through his dark indigo locks. You just loved him too much to let him overwork himself like this, he needs to be getting enough sleep. "Cant you fucking see i cant? This is important, alright? Do you think i wanna fucking do this either?" he groaned, frustrated with how long he's studied, and barely able to focus with his sleepiness. But seeing how he was a bit too mean to you, he mumbled "... Shit, im sorry. Love, please just go to bed, im fine."
he rubbed his eyes yet again as you replied "not without you. If im going to sleep right now, ill make sure you're right beside me.", you crossed your arms below your chest, glaring at your boyfriend. Why must you be so persistent? He cant even get his studies done with you like this. "I told you im fine, plus ill be in bed soon anyway." he put his hand on your hip, still reading over the words he's trying to memorize. His hand caressed your hip, then went around your thighs to pull you close. "There will be no later, come on." you groaned, too worried about your overworked lover.
"mmh, so soft..." the male mumbled, pressing his head against your stomach, to where he could reach since he was sitting down and you were standing up. He used your stomach as a head rest while reading. His hand still caressed your plush thighs. "Yeah? U can hug me all you want when we're in bed." you smirked, seeing how this was actually working. He narrowed his eyes, very tempted. After all, he could just finish this tomorrow, right? No big deal? Tomorrow he promises himself to study with you.
"fucking fine... Lets go. You better keep your word." he finally gave up, standing up lazily as the both of you walked to bed. He quite literally threw himself on the bed while you followed by doing it the.. safer way. He groaned as soon as he stretched his back, cramped from being in the same position. Now he gets his reward. You.
He lazily wrapped his arms around you, nuzzling his face into your neck, all while you held him in your arms. You did scold him a little for overworking himself, to which he only giggled and said "oops".
And he fell asleep almost immediately...
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kk43mi · 9 months
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Omg I loved the streamer Xiao one 💚 do you think you can do dom!albedo x afab puppy hybrid!reader
anon im foaming at the thought of this already, yes! id like to think albedo would try to finish his experiments before helping out puppy!reader when shes on her rut or something but shes just too needy and cant wait...absolutely loving this idea
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behave for me, will you?┊albedo
PAIRING ┊ dom!albedo x afab puppy hybrid!reader GENRE ┊ smut. WC ┊ 1.9k+ WARNINGS ┊ praise , edging , fingering , exhibitionism , whiny reader , breeding , lowercase intended!!! SYNOPSIS ┊ albedo always so busy with his experiments, he wont even bat an eye at you! youre in your rut, so why cant he just show you attention rather than his stupid experiments?! begging, whining, and crying for his attention, but hes telling you to behave, then hell give you all the attention you need. A/N ┊ written by kam , hope you guys enjoy !
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during one of your ruts, you would often find yourself begging albedo to come and assist you, but his unwavering dedication to his experiments kept him occupied, leaving him to reply with a "not now" each time. frustration and disappointment would well up inside you, leading to occasional outbursts of emotion, with tears and a feeling of being pent-up becoming a common occurrence, saying you needed to be stuffed and filled with his cum.
never letting go of that quilt in his hand as he just kept writing on his reports. there you are, just pouting with your arms crossed as you sat on the wooden table he was writing on. he seems so calm even in dragonspine. its so cold youre shivering, but that was the least of your problems.
"cmon, just behave for a little bit alright?" he would look at you before continuing to write his records on the clipboard, but you just couldnt!! "albedooo cmon im so pent up! i need to release!! i need your cock..mmm" you would whine before plotting yourself on his lap.
"y/n cmon, just a few more and ill help you out." albedo wouldnt take his eyes off his paper work, and that made you pissed. "fine! then ill just do it myself." you would wrap your arms around his neck, grinding on his hips to just get any friction, something for you to cum.
as you would continue your actions, albedo didnt even seem bothered at all...just that same calm composure of his while he looked at his researches. "this isnt enough...albedo..! need to cum..!" and there albedo would sigh and sit back on his chair, pushing his hair back before intertwining his gaze at you.
"if you behave, ill help you out. just wait for me to finish alright love?" he would caress your cheeks before putting a strand of hair behind your ear. you were so needy right now...but if you waited maybe it would be worth while..."you promise?" with those puppy eyes of yours, why would he lie.
"yes dear, just be patient." he gives a peck on your cheek before continuing his work. yet the urge to just take yours and his clothes off was big, you wanted to be good for albedo. and there you would sit like a obedient pup, waiting for its owner to help with its rut.
a few seemingly endless minutes drifted by, during which you found yourself sinking into his embrace, your head nestling gently against his shoulder. A sigh, tinged with a hint of melancholy, escaped your lips as your fingers traced tender circles on his back.
albedo would notice this action, wrapping a hand around your waist. "youre being such a good girl for me right now, a little more, okay?" he reassures you and that made your heart flutter, the praise made you want to be more obedient than ever, so there you smile, snuggling your head to his neck while hugging him ever so tightly.
to occupy your boredom, you give little kisses on his neck, wanting to pass time quicker. inhaling in his scent, he always smelled so nice, hinted with a rich perfume. sooner or later, albedo can be seen putting the quilt down, relaxing back on his chair, to gaze at you.
"ready love?" you were more than ready, your excitement couldnt be contained inside as your tail swished back and forth, signaling your sheer joy, hungrily going in for a kiss, a sloppy one to specify. "been waiting for...so long..mmh.." you would muffle through out the kiss. "my, my, arent you a feisty one."
albedo would return the kiss, inserting in his tongue, as your guys tongues danced together, creating a hot make out session between the two. you pulled out from the kiss, a string of saliva connecting to your lips to his. of course the feeling wasnt one sided, albedo also couldnt contain his excitement.
grabbing your thighs to plop you down on the table, he admires your figure...your body was made for him to touch and explore. groping your mounds to massage the flesh, it makes you moan in bliss. loving the way his finger would caress your nipples. the feeling of him touching you with your clothes on...oh so amazing.
"take off your clothing dear, then well get started." albedo pecked your lips and with eager anticipation building up inside, you quickly shed the garments that had been concealing your excitement, finally savoring the long-awaited moment that had arrived at last.
"please please pleasee..wanna be touched so bad..!" you whined before flipping onto your stomach, your ass bucking at him as your tail moved along with your motions. albedo couldnt help but let out a chuckle. "anything for my good puppy, now put your hands behind your back, mk?" followed by a sinister smile of his, and you of course obliged. feeling a cloth wrapped around your wrists, tying them up.
"albedo...pleasee...youre taking too long.." you look at him over your shoulder, you just wanted his cock in you right now. "dont worry dear, you will get what you need soon-" "no..not soon..now!" you tug on the resistances before letting out pleading whines again. though, it didnt last long as you felt a tug on the base of your tail, eliciting a moan from your lips. "a-ah!"
"behave y/n." lowering his head towards your ear, he leaned in, his warm breath caressing your skin as he whispered those words, carrying a subtle yet unmistakable undertone of seriousness. sounds as if hes had enough of the outbursts he had to be put up with.
"f-fine...just please dont take too long.." a simple and single 'hum' fell from albedos mouth as he grabbed the fat of your ass, making a yelp escape your lips. he trails a finger to your pussy folds, collecting slick on his gloved hands, and this makes your body shudder. "already so wet...so naughty."
bringing his hand back to his lips, he delicately bit onto the tip of his glove, expertly removing it, just as he had done with the other. "now, youre going to have to be quiet, wouldnt want adventurers to see what a needy pup you are." he warned you before inserting two fingers in your pussy. causing you to emit a moan.
curling his fingers so skillfully it had hit all the right spots. thrusting in and out so easily due to your slick...but after moments, the pleasure was soon subsided. "bedo...need more than your fingers..." whining again. there, the noises of unzipping his pants was heard, feeling his cock spring up, grazing your inner thighs. it had you biting your lips already, finally getting his girthy and long cock was what you long awaited for.
bucking your hips at him, with your tail swishing in excitement, "cmon bedo...put it in...need your cock.!" your pleads evokes a chuckle from him. "cmon, be a good pup and ask nicer." he grabs your ass, spreading your pussy lips for a closer look. its so embarrassing the way hes staring, but whatever to calm your rut down...you need it.
"please...pleasee! need your cock in me...need you to fill me up.." "good girl." he would thrust himself in with no warning, coaxing a loud vocal moan to emit from your lips. he didnt even let you get the chance to get used to his length before moving. thrusting his hips against your ass, seeing the way your ass jiggled when he made contact with your skin made him smile mischievously.
"mmgh!!" you would moan out, as he starts his merciless pounding. the sound of the table creaking while skin slapping skin was echoed throughout the area. at this point you didnt care if anyone saw you, you got what you wanted now.
pulling and caressing on the base of your tail, his firm grip pressed gently against your back, holding you securely in place. thrusting in and out, watching his own cock disappear into your cunt. easily moving due to your juices. the audible noises of your pussy making wet sounds as his body connected to yours was so dirty.
drool dripping down onto the papers from the corner of your mouth, making wet patches on the white. sweat emitting from your body even in this cold, beads of them trickling down onto his records of paper, but it didnt matter to albedo. he always had time to rewrite and remember his documents. all that mattered right now was your cunt taking in his cock so well.
"doing so good for me love." albedo muttered to you against your ear as his chest fluttered against your back. the smell of sweat and sex filled the air as he kept his fast pace on you. "t-thank...mmghhgh!!" a vocal moan eliciting from your lips when the tip of his cock hit that spongey spot of yours. noticing the way you tightened and squeeze around his cock, he would focus and angle himself to hit that one spot.
his cock made you feel wonders of ecstasy, but that didnt last long...until his movements came to a halt. "huh...bedo! whyd you stop?!" you would move your hips in a circular motion to try and get friction yourself. "i was so close bedo whyd you stop! you ruined it!" you cried, causing another outburst.
"itll all be worth it...just let me enjoy it for a bit darling." bedo halted his movements for a bit, moving again when he knew your built up orgasm was gone. "not fair..not fair..you said youd help!" whining again. "shh...itll feel good after on." whispering to your ears before giving a nice massage on your ass. caressing the soft flesh then speeding up his pace.
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you dont even know how many times he had denied your orgasm, you wondered how he was able to edge himself too...your over beyond tired body was panting and gasping for air, from the amount of times he had pounded into you with an animalistic pace had your eyes rolled at the back of your head. your tied up wrists, which had gave an aching pain, it definitely left a red mark.
there albedo thrusts would get sloppier, and youre left gripping onto the edge of the table to stable yourself. you were so tired, and tears was flowing down your cheeks. "gonna take it all love? for being such a good girl, ill offer you my seed." he speeds up his pace again, to chase his own and your high. your delight knew no bounds, and your tail wagged fervently from side to side.
"yes yes! please..let me cum..fill me up..been so good please...!" you let out as he lowered himself on your back, giving kisses on your neck, his thumb trailing to your clit to rub small circles. "im close...together...come on.." he would gasp out and there with one final thrust, his seed spilled out from his cock, your pussy squirted out your juices, some spilling on his documents, but mostly coating his cock.
"mmgh..." youre left panting like a dog, trying to catch up your breath. albedo would still himself in your cunt to rest himself. feeling stimulated from the way your pussy pustulated his cock before pulling out. goops of cum gushing out of your cunt, falling onto the frost.
"satisfied?" he can be heard from a distance, opening cabinets and drawers to find a cloth to clean you up with. but he was left with no answer, the only sound accompanying his thoughts being the howling wind rushing through dragonspine. turning his head towards your direction, he finds you in your slumber.
"ah, perhaps i went a little rough."
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adoredoie · 4 months
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[ pretty boy ] lee sohee | drabble
CW. kissing, slight hurt comfort, pet names (sohee baby, pretty boy).
WC. 780
ADMIN. cece
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"hi" you whispered in sohee's ear, throwing your arms over his shoulders from behind.
he gasped, glancing to the side at you, then sending you the warmest smile ever. "hi y/n." he said turning back to his initial task, building a lego bouquet of flowers. "when did you get here, i didn't hear you come in."
"just a few minutes ago, just stopped to have a talk to sungchan for a second before i came in here." sohee hummed, piecing together the small blocks to one another.
he went quiet, not like he wasn't already. which was unusual for him, especially with you. you thought, 'maybe he's not up for conversation right now?' or 'he could just not be talking'
that was until you saw him begin to become frustrated because he couldn't find a missing piece. as cute as it was, sohee frantically searching for the piece, you could tell it was far more than that.
"sohee baby" you called out to him, stopping his search for the missing piece. "what's going on, talk to me." he shook his head, continuing his search for the piece. "nothing's wrong- ah i found it!" he said, returning to his seat.
"well okay," you said, leaning in to kiss his cheek, sohee pulling away, dodging you kiss. "sohee, what's wrong babe. talk to me, im here."
he sighed, shaking his head, "sohee you have to talk to me. we're a team, whatever is on your mind i promise you ill try to fix it."
sohee cleared his throat, collecting his thoughts for a split second. "have you ever thought of ending things with me-" "no, never. next question" you said, playing with the tips of his hair.
"do you honestly find me attractive? looks wise. because sometimes i do realize that i don't look like eunseok or wonbin and they are far out of my league when it comes to looks... i guess i just want to know if im up to your standards." he looked at your eyes, almost in search for any form of disappointment, but when he found none, he felt a bit sense of relief.
you let a slight giggle escape from your mouth, quickly going to coving your mouth when you've realized what's happened.
sohee looked away, just as embarrassed as ever, his face and the tips of his ears turning red.
"alright then that's enough- all i needed to know right there." he said covering his face.
"sohee" you whispered, removing his hands from your face, climbing on top of his lap, straddling his waist. he hummed, looking up at you
"sohee baby, my baby." you said softly, his face in your hands. "you really aren't the brightest bulb in the box are you?" you smiled at him, pushing his hair back from off his forehead.
"i love you" you paused to give his forehead a gentle kiss "so so so much." to the point he doesn't even understand.
and you don't blame him for feeling lesser than, when that's all he's been told by his pasts.
all you want to do is love and appreciate him, for who he is.
"do you?" "yes?" you chuckled, pushing his cheeks together. "and don't you ever, ever think that i don't.
if you do, just remember, we chose eachother sohee. i wanted you, not anyone else." you kissed his puckered lips.
"you're incomparable, and the one and only person on my mind." you said, grabbing his hand to intertwine his fingers with yours.
sohee smiled cheekily at you, relocating your hands from his to sling your arms around his neck, pulling you closer. his arms wrapped around your waist, pulling you into a soft hug
"thank you for the reassurance, i really needed it y/n" as he goes on, your hands find their way to his hair, playing with the strands on the nape of his neck as you nod and hum in agreement to his words.
"i do love you y/n, so much. and im honestly so thankful to be the person you allow to call you mine." not as much as you are to him.
sohee looked up at you, his doe eyes filled with love and affection for you. he smiled, pressing his lips to yours in a soft, pillowy, kiss.
multiple pecks and 'i love you's throughout kiss, sohee felt at home, and loved.
his lips moving almost in perfect sync with yours, nothing but love in the air. as you pulled away from him, sohee chased your lips, causing you to let out a loud laugh.
"pretty boy" you smiled and whispered to him. "my pretty boy. the prettiest boy."
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oreoov · 6 months
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HIHII POOKIE!! IM INLOVE W YOUR WRITING SO I RLLY WANNA REQ!
Imagine like you were shipping bestfriend!kazuha/xiao (pick whichever!) with someone else, but he likes you and gets abit frustrated when he keeps giving you hints but their so subtle you don't notice em?
FEEL FREE TO PICK HOW YOU WANNA END IT, MWAH!!
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☆ ─ 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐒𝐄𝐄? 𝐈 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔, 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐇𝐄𝐑 .. .ᐟ
bestfriend!xiao x gn!reader / angst (?) & fluff / modern au <3
note ; bye i screamed when i saw this BUT OFFCCCC, i was gonna do kazuha because likes hes just so hdidjdisidi but i haven't done xiao in a while so YEAHHH, BTW ILYY TYSM FOR REQUESTING <33
synopsis ; xiao kept giving you subtle hints that he likes you ... but you never seemed to noticed them, and even started shipping him with someone else ..?
the bell finally rang after what felt like hours on end ... you and xiao were making your way to the cafeteria together, right before some girl bumped into xiao as she was in a hurry.
the sudden crash had caused her to drop all her books, and like what any person would do, xiao helped pick them up and returned it to who it belonged to. he even gave her a subtle smile as she thanked him before leaving.
"oooohh!! was that a smile i saw? hmm?" you teased him as you both resumed your walk to the cafeteria.
xiao gave you a confused look as he didn't understand why it was a big deal to you. "you're the one who told me to smile more ..?"
"okay well─ umm─ thats different!! you dont usually smile at people ... or .. YOU LIKE HER? is that it?!" you were literally onto nothing ...
from a confused look, he turned into a 'wtf?' look ... "what? i smile a lot more with you anyways ..." xiao mumbled the last part as he thought it was quite embarassing to say, he just hoped you would catch on already.
but you completely ignored what he said and started feeding your delusions to him again!
"its okay to admit that you were kinda into her xiao, you guys made eye contact for like 0.2 seconds ... like, dude she literally wants you so bad .."
"???"
"it's okay xiao we know you're new to all this."
"no i dont like her─"
"shhh ... i dont wanna hear it!"
but he likes you, not some random girl he crashed into, and might've thought that you would already notice .. maybe he needs to make it more obvious?
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the next day as you were both passing the lockers in the hallway, you couldn't help but notice the girl that crashed into xiao yesterday.
"omg, thats the girl from yesterday!! you should totally talk to her right now, this is literally your chance!" you said as you nudge xiaos elbow.
but he didn't want to. he wasn't interested at her at all, especially when there's someone way better right beside him after all.
"how many times do i have to tell you? im not interested in her whatsoever." xiao groaned as you kept insisting to.
"but why notttt? you guys would look cute together .. plus shes super pretty too ..."
"no, even you look better than that?" xiao looked at you, just for him to turn away again as his gaze meets yours. you're the prettiest one in his eyes and no one else! was it that hard for you to understand?
xiao was laced with frustration as you kept babbling nonsense about xiao and that oh, so, pretty girl and how cute they would be together.
you probably didn't even seem to notice that he basically just called you pretty ...
he was on the verge of confessing to you right then and there. but at the same time, he couldn't. what if you didn't feel the same way? what if you were just purposely ignoring the hints he gave you as a sign of rejection? he would never know.
meanwhile, you noticed that xiao has gone quite. has he grown upset? "heyy .. alright im sorry! i didn't know you'd get that upset ... ill stop now i promise!" you mumbled with a pile full of guilt.
"if i were really to be with her, how would you feel?" xiao unexpectedly blurted out, he was even surprised at his own words. but still, he wanted to know.
"uhh .. wha- what do you mean?" you were bewildered by the sudden question. it was unsual for xiao to ask such things, especially with his cold demeanor.
"if i were to be with her, wouldn't that mean most of my time with you would be taken away?"
the thought of that had never came across your head. it actually doesn't feel right anymore. in simple words, the thought of another girl taking xiao away from you? hell no ...
there was an awkward silence between the two of you before you finally spoke up. "i dont know ..."
xiao sighed as he set his eyes on you. "good, cause i don't know what I'll do if you were with someone else either." xiao mumbled out quitely, barely even audible.
but you heard it. you heard all of it, is he trying to say that he ...
"huh?"
xiao huffed as he still needed to explain it to your slow brain. "archons, how oblivious are you? i like you. was that not clear from the start?"
you didn't know why, but you felt like you had to chuckled a bit at his frustration. "okayy, okay im sorry!! okay but i swear i noticed a bit but i wasn't sure alright??"
"and yet you were so sure that i liked that other girl when i don't even know her name .."
"IM SORRY!!! but i guess i like you too by the way ... hehe .."
even that was enough to leave xiao completely flustered.
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extra notes : HELP THE ENDING WAS KINDA SCUFFED IM SO BAD AT WRITING CONFESSION STUFF SORRY LMAOO also this was not meant to be that sad 😭
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jqhotchner · 3 months
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quest
twelve
aaron was currently headed back to his office to finish up paperwork. they had just solved another case. the unsub had quite the cooling off period.
he was beyond exhausted. but he wanted to at least get started on the workload of paper work before heading home.
the rest of the team following behind him. they knew it was no use going home. they all had a feeling another case was coming. most likely because they’ve received one after the other just this week.
when aaron walks into his office he spots penelope, his wife, and his children. this brought a bit of a smile to his face.
“what’s this?”
“happy birthday!” aaron turns and spots his team. he laughs when he sees a stack of cupcakes. derek lights up the candle on top of the cupcake tower.
“make a wish, sir!” penelope states.
aaron laughs as he blows out his candle and gently kisses his wife.
“thought you deserved a nice surprise, hotch!”
“and a little bit of a break boss man. im willing to stay behind and take half of your paperwork.” derek tells him.
“same here. anything you need.” dave states.
“i appreciate that, but—”
“no buts! you deserve to go home, spend time with your kids, take a load off, maybe make another hotchner baby!” rossi finished. you blush at the insinuation.
you and aaron were still taking things slow. but that didn’t mean that heavy petting wasn’t involved. still, you’re both extremely frustrated.
“happy birthday, dad.” jack smiles at his father. aaron kisses the top of his head as he picks up his youngest son.
“did all this for papa, huh?”
theo nods. resting his head on his fathers shoulders.
he was the only one that called aaron papa. but aaron loved it. felt like they had their own little bond. he had different bonds with all his kids. he couldn’t wait to have more. which is something that the two of you needed to discuss. if anything dave just pushed him into wanting to start that conversation sooner than later.
“alright, i guess ill head home then. are you two sure you’re—”
“yes! now go!” derek chuckled. aaron nods as he grabs his family and head out.
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later that night, the kids are asleep, and you and aaron are getting ready for bed yourselves. aaron gets on his side of the bed.
you gently rest your head on his chest once he’s situated. he wraps his arms around you and holds you tight.
“darling?”
you simply hum in response.
“have you ever thought about more kids?”
it falls silent for a while. he nervously bites his bottom lip. you gently sigh. “yeah, i have.”
“and?”
“i—i always wanted a big family aaron. you know this. i just—i had a very complicated pregnancy with the triplets. im scared of going through that again.”
“i understand. have you thought about surrogacy?”
“i have. but if im gonna have another baby i wanna at least try myself you know? i—i know it sounds selfish but—i want you there next time. to be with me every step of the way.”
aaron smiles at that. he felt the same way. part of him wanting to have another baby to be present during it all. the mood swings, the labor, the early mornings, the first times—crawling, walking, teething— all of it!
“i want that too, yn.”
“so, one more wouldn’t hurt?”
“or two?”
you scoff at that. aaron just laughs before kissing the top of your head.
“when we’re ready? maybe we can try then?”
“id like that.” aaron states.
“goodnight aaron.”
“goodnight, yn.”
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