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fallevs · 3 months

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me: satisfied with my quick drawing before going to sleep

me again: I remember I have real artists in my mutuals and get anxious because... this is kind of ugly...

But hey the beauty of life is to try, right? You don't know me anyway and at most you can insult the drawing, not me 😃👍

(no please don't do it or be gentle)

Adding a warm filter makes it nice tho!

#i'm only posting this because it bothers me that i've spent time on it – however little – but tearing it up #my problem is that i always think i'm good at it but then in the process i realize i can't do it #i mean okay it's not that deplorable but i would like to do better 🥺#it doesn't matter anyway #watercolor crayons #hand drawings #i wanted to make a caption like:#Kurt Elizabeth CUNTmel #because of course #but i didn't do him justice 😔🤚#kurt fanart #kurt hummel #sorry baby

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lesbiandardevil · 2 months

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#one of the things from forever ago i never posted etc #its actually me and a friend but we didnt really look like that i think #it doesn't matter anyway #pokemon added later for reasons ...#pokemon #buizel #wooper #childhood nostalgia #original art #my art #pokémon #pokémon art

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running-in-the-dark · 6 months

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I've not been feeling great. we're looking at an apartment tomorrow and it's making me extremely anxious. I'm not sure why - it's not like the perfect apartment for us or anything and we're not really in a rush yet, so there's no reason for it to be so scary.

I thought the last time was scary because my mother was involved, but apparently that's not the case.

I just hate everything about this. it's horrible. I already hate talking to strangers but when I need something from them (like a place to live...) it's a million times worse.

I'm so tired of feeling Wrong all the time

it would be so much easier if I could just 'be myself' (I don't actually know what that means/how that's possible) instead of pretending all the time

#is it an autism thing is it a trauma thing is it just me being weird #who knows #it doesn't matter anyway #the result is the same #fuck I really hate this so much #I just need to feel safe #I don't think I'll be able to finish my thesis. I don't see how I possibly could. it's been over a week and I haven't done anything #as in. not a single thing. haven't worked on it once #I'm just so scared again.#ugh. going to sleep now hopefully #personal

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iturmom · 1 year

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Oh man. I don't know how to navigate being seriously ill at the homeless shelter. No one took me seriously probably no one will. I don't know how I am supposed to recover from it I just see it snowballing until I die slow and painful and I'm sure they wouldn't care to watch me die or maybe they would enjoy it

#It doesn't matter anyway

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jimothysomebody · 1 year

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Trying to make sense of a situation and remain grounded in reality while your perception is distorted by pained, heightened emotions is wild.

#It doesn't matter anyway

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richardgrimes · 7 months

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BARBIE (2023) dir. Greta Gerwig + favorite outfits

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marikodraws · 1 year

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equipping Akechi’s tie to fight Shido 👊🚢

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bixels · 3 months

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Jesus man, relax.

#this was in response to me saying “lunar new year” on the rarity art #personal #delete later #what in insane nonproblem to get this angry about #i asked my parents (taiwanese immigrants) about this and they said we use either but prefer lunar new year #because it's inclusive to koreans and vietnamese people who celebrate on the same day #lunar new year is an umbrella term same as “happy holidays.” this person is basically getting mad i said happy holidays instead of #merry christmas.#my family and i identify more as taiwanese than chinese so. we're not gonna say chinese new year much anyways #i sent this to my mom btw and she replied with basically “die mad i guess.” love you ma #this literally doesn't matter anyways i could have said “chinese new year” to caption that post and it wouldn't have mattered #the only reason i didn't is because i plan on drawing another art including carol (coco pommel) who's korean and celebrates the same day #like. most people in china/taiwan don't care they just say “happy new year” cuz it's the fuckin new year. someone saying lunar new year is #not erasure it's not flattening asian identities into a monolith. it's just an umbrella term.#anyways happy lunar new year happy chinese new year happy tet happy spring festival happy seollal #like i cannot stress enough to you guys that these holidays are on the exact same day and celebrate basically the same exact thing.#this is not an issue.

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fallevs · 3 months

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Day five of the @klaineccfanficlibrary event ❤️

This fifth poem is called The power of love is a curious thing, set in A Wedding (6×08), the night Kurt runs to Blaine.

"Kurt, are you okay?"

"No. I'm not okay, okay? I-I love you. I-I still love you, and I-I know everything was completely messed up before, but everything's fine now. So will you will you– will you go to the wedding with me? I-I mean, unless there's there's somebody else."

"There's no one else."

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Kurt cannot explain how he feels at that moment. A mix of awe, wonder, and surprise. He welcomes Blaine's lips, soft and fresh, as if it were his last day on earth and he were being asked to make a last wish. That would be it, he thinks, the last thing I would want to do before I die. The last thought, the last kiss, the last caress. If he had one last chance to give love, the answer would still and always be Blaine. Blaine, his beginning and his end. The certainty, the safety, the anchor to cling to without fear of falling.

Blaine, that smells like home and happy memories.

Kurt clings to him as if it were the most natural thing in the world. As if he can't help himself. He holds him close, touches him, has to figure out if he is real, if he is not imagining, if he is really here with him and not still outside running endlessly without ever arriving.

And what amazes him most is how Blaine is welcoming him. He feels him giving his all, leaving nothing behind, not omitting even a small gesture. Why? He would like to ask him. Why do you want this disaster with you? You have the world at your feet, you have the sun in your eyes, the light in your heart, and you still want me. Me, who will continue to make mistakes but now I know how to speak the right words.

It's beautiful, beautiful, so beautiful the world together with you.

"I want to make love with you," Kurt tells him without breaking away from his lips. Blaine smiles, barely breaking the kiss. "There's nothing else in the world I want to do," he whispers.

And Kurt loves him so much that he feels his heart flare up and burst, but he doesn't care.

A short time ago,

talking to someone,

I had started to say

that by now

I would never go back

to believing in love, because

love began and ended with you.

With your gentle touch,

the flutter of your eyelashes on mine,

the sweet smile you reserved only for me.

Love began and ended with you.

With your trembling hands,

your weak legs clasped around me,

the sweat on your neck;

sighing and

welcoming me.

Love began and ended with you

and I know I didn't deserve your return

to me

but you chose me, again

you chose us, again

and you saved my life, again.

kh

#klainevalentines2024 #kurt hummel's bullet journal #power of love #the power of love is a curious thing #klaine fanart #klaine fanfic #kurt hummel #blaine anderson #no beta #i am nowhere near satisfied with this #but that's okay #it doesn't matter anyway #today i have life energy under my shoes #if i had a pool i would fill it with tears #tomorrow will be better

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veliseraptor · 2 years

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sometimes fandom seems to struggle with the concept that...people can be kind/"good people" in some situations and very very not kind/not "good people" in others.

I feel like there's this urge to either write off the positive behavior as "fake" or to find a way to ignore/explain away/write out the negative behavior. and I personally find this really really irritating in both directions, actually

#the really bitchy addition to this post i'm leaving in the tags: it kinda makes me wonder if they've ever met real people #this isn't just about villain police stuff either #but it's not not about that either #mostly it's just. characters can be more than one thing depending on the situation #just because a character kills somebody doesn't mean every time they're nice it's totally fake #and conversely: just because somebody does good things doesn't mean they can't also have taken very harmful actions #anyway. irritable early morning post i might regret later #lise's aggressively bitchy opinions about irrelevant and unimportant matters

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webonchin · 2 years

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So... I did something ...yhea

#dreamling #dream of the endless #hob gadling #dream x hob #this blog has officialy become sandman terrain #i think this is the first sandman relates art I post hete lmao #i love them your honor #they stole my heart ghaaa #i don't think matthew is the third wheel I think hes more of a wingman like.... literally #i also don't know if Dream actually sleeps....it doesn't matter anyway i think he likes to be included #he probably uses the excuse that he is protecting Hob from nightmares so they can just cuddle #*giggles*#my dumbass forget to add matthew tag #matthew the raven #FPRGOT MY OWN ART TAG #my art

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littlebigmouse · 6 months

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"Reigen was extorting free labor from Mob", "Mob working at spirits and such is child labor"

I mean yes kinda but also that is so not the point.

Reigen and Mob first met when Mob was ten. Mob asked if he could come back. Mob needed companionship and life advice and a safe space to hang out, all of which Reigen provided. Mob gets paid in pocket change and food and snacks at the office. In return, Reigen gets to not die a horrible and gruesome death once a week.

It's a mentoring relationship. They're friends.

Mob doesn't need money. Mob isn't at the office to get money. If Mob genuinely needed and wanted a part time job, then yeah, 300 yen an hour is bullshit and he should book it out of there. But the two just needed an excuse for Mob to hang out and Mob meeting spirits and going to excorcisms was probably helping a lot with feeling in control of his powers in the first place.

Is it always the healthiest friendship? Absolutely not. It's explicitly adressed that Reigen has come to rely on Mob a little too much sometimes and increasingly doesn't respect his boundaries. That's also what made Mob bail in five seconds flat and he only came back when Reigen apologized. Not because Mob wanted the 300 yen give or take a bowl of ramen and some plant seeds back. But because these were friends having a conflict and they talked it out and wanted to hang out again.

Do you think Mob has a work contract? Set work hours? Do you think either of them care?

They are friends, your honour, who cares about the pocket change.

#also reigen is too poor to pay him more lmao #i have no idea how reigen can afford serizawa #by all accounts #it doesn't make sense #anyway #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #it annoys me sometimes when people make reigen out to be a terrible person for underpaying mob #i'd bring up all the free therapy reigen is giving out but the crux of the matter is that these are two loners who became unlikely friends #they are just chilling #reigen arataka #shigeo kageyama

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gojosbf · 8 months

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when they said

he said

ladies gentlemen and my non binary pals, once again I am here to remind you why yuji will always be the protagonist and our best boy.

the way it did not even take him 5 secs to recognise her. and he doesn't care. he's just like oh hi <3 I LOVE HIM

#ik it should be the bare minimum but i am so glad gege put this out #he doesn't care. why? because it shouldn't matter. in this weirdass society where everything is about a women's weight how she looks and #talks #it's refreshing to reminded that it doesn't matter. it really doesn't.#normal people don't care. people who like yoi don't care. it's always the assholes and entitled fuckers #anyways #yuji itadori #jujutsu kaisen 2 #jujutsu kaisen #shibuya arc #jjk s2 #2k

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shit-talker · 26 days

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The only way I can rationalise people accepting literal children going out and fighting crime as Robin is if they don't think Robin is a real child.

I think it would be fun to see how Bruce would use that to his advantage in protecting his kids. Like, if people think Robin isn't human, if they instead think he's a spirit or a ghost, they are less likely to shoot at him, less likely to try and physically attack Robin because they think it would be no use.

The fun part would be deciding HOW they would do this. I like to think that Robin's domino mask doesn't have a hole for his eyes but instead is glazed over so that he can see out of it, but you can't see in. Maybe they install small lights in it so it looks like his eyes glow in the dark, because can you image how fucking scary it would be to just see these two sentient light-like eyes and just know the Batman must be lurking somewhere close by?

Maybe Bruce installs super strong magnets in their gloves because on the chance that someone does pull a gun on his kid close range, it would be a lot easier for them to grab the gun away if they had the force of magnetism on their side. Also, grabbing onto poles and other metal materials would make all the scaling on tall buildings a little safer. Obviously, they'd need a way to turn it on and off, but still. Can you imagine, you're in a warehouse and there are steel frames fucking everywhere and you look up and suddenly there's a child gripping onto one effortlessly? Horrifying.

Maybe they have a voice box. Want to scare people? Play this really ominous recording of a child's laughter that echoes just a bit too loud to be normal. Play this ominous screaming that seems too silent to be real. Play this ticking that seems to never end that induces stress and increases the chance of them messing up.

What would be even funnier is keeping this act up with the Justice League and other teams.

Batman doesn't bring Robin to these meetings at the beginning because he sees no need to involve a preteen in such matters, but at some point the subject does come up and it's sort of like; So, Bats, what exactly is the kid? Like...is he yours?

And Bruce (paranoid as fuck) doesn't want to admit to these people that yes, Robin is my son because hello? That's gotta be his biggest weakness, he would do anything to keep that kid safe and fuck them if they ever tried to hurt him to get to Bruce.

So, he tells them that he's a spirit sent to haunt him and remind the city of it'd failures and the Justice League just... believe him?? Because this is Batman, and why would Batman ever lie about something so, frankly, strange? And it's not a huge deal, like they're a team comprised of metas and aliens and literal godesses, so what if the one normal human guy has a weird little ghost child? Who cares if he cares about it like it's a real boy? Maybe the baby spirit has rights, too!! They don't know!

So, when the JLA gets more popular and becomes an actual, legal part of the American government, they're required to list all of their members. And they class Batman as a human, because that's obvious but next to Robin, they don't really know what to say or how to ask Batman about it, ao they just put "Unknown Child Spirit - TBD"

And then just... never change it?

So, they don't question why a few years later Robin seems to look entirely different, or why after that he changes again, or why Robin is suddenly a girl for a while before going back to a little boy. That's obviously just some weird spirit thing they don't understand, and it's not like Batman is going to explain it!

#batman #batman and robin #robin #justice league #bruce wayne #dick grayson #jason todd #tim drake #stephanie brown #damian wayne #the kids obviously play into this as well making themselves seem not fully human #but also??#they arent exactly normal anyway so it really doesn't matter #dick joins a team for the 1st time as robin and everyone else is kind of like #“so...do you eat? are you...wanna play video games??”#and dick #who has been raised in a circus before joining a family comprised of batman and alfred has not really played any video games #and obviously there is no way a real human child has not played video games before so everyone never even thinks that MAYBE its not true #shit talker talks

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uncanny-tranny · 10 months

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Periodic reminder that unless a person specifically and clearly tells you it is okay to tell others they are trans or queer, you should err on the side of caution and assume they do not want you to tell people (especially random people!) about their transness or queerness.

You have no idea, generally, why somebody doesn't talk openly about their trans or queer status, and you have no idea, truly, how somebody might react to that information. The most progressive person out there is still capable of harbouring incredibly negative thoughts about somebody's queer status.

#lesbian #gay #bi #bisexual #trans #transgender #queer #lgbt #lgbtq #ally advice #inspired after somebody at work outed me (again ×3)#i don't care how 'safe' you assume they will be! you cannot TRULY guarantee their safety!#you are effectively gambling with somebody's safety by assuming you can out them #also even if their safety was somehow 100% guaranteed it is still not your place to dictate what others know about THEM #like it isn't your own information you are giving out. the other person is a real human being with real thoughts...#...and there are real ramifications to your actions! this is like... real life and like... real people #anyway. i'm still fucking horrified at how cool people are (at least wrt me) with outing others 🙃🫠#and it just... further reminds me that others see me as like... a thing to be talked about/over and i'm not seen as an autonomous human #maybe that's not their intentions 9/10 times but that still doesn't justify it nor does it change how i interpret that behaviour 👍#it's just dehumanizing imo to be reminded 'your comfort DOESN'T MATTER. i think you should be talked ABOUT not TO.'#clarification for the first tag: this is the THIRD time somebody has outed me. i NEVER talk about being trans to... pretty much ANYBODY irl #it's shit like this that i have to resist taking the 'doompill' over #because it's scary and dehumanizing every. single. time. i feel so fucking scared each time #because - AGAIN - i know my safety will NEVER be guaranteed because i am trans and queer

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sophsicle · 1 month

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time is so fucking scary. because it does not care if you are happy. you will think I wish to stay like this, right here in this moment. i have found my place. but then time comes like a wave and pushes you forward. you cannot stay. and neither can the people you love. forward forward forward. time has ripped the claws from my hands, and the teeth from my mouth, as I have tried to cling to yesterday. but you must move forward forward forward. Forward forward forward. Forward forward forward. Forward forward forw—

#i recently went back to the place in which i was happiest in my life #and it has changed and doesn't look the same #and doesn't belong to me anymore #and quite honestly nothing aches quite like knowing #that no matter what i do i can never go back #that even if i stayed it would have all gone away anyway #that i had to move forward #and i had to let go of the things that made me happy #because time wouldn't stop #soph rambles

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