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xdeadbarbie · 9 months

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"I think the chances are bad that I'll ever find myself again."

— xdeadbarbie

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britcision · 5 months

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“Happy well adjusted people wouldn’t become adventurers they wouldn’t want to fight dragons”

Yeah Steve Irwin had such a tragic backstory now shut the fuck up and point me at a dragon 👀

#ttrpgs #tragic backstories for the WEAK #now meet my army of twinks and adrenaline junkies who became adventurers because it let them meet men #big gay dnd problems

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thankgod4pattsu · 1 month

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I feel as if god himself is ignoring me.

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anaaxiety · 22 days

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kinda wanna take a lethal dose of fent, I'm so confused about my life and where I'm going, everyday is such a burden and I'm so tired, I hate feeling fucking depressed and suicidal cause I feel hopeless about the future. But alas, I keep going everyday. where's my trophy lmao

Probably gonna cave in and say fuck my healing nose piercings and snort my o

dose of fent instead of popping or smoking (can't smoke it rn cause I'm with my grandma atm and she'll notice and smell it even with the windows open) and maybe a fat line of tramadol to chase it and calm me down. (I'm not using alone and I managed to get narcan so I'm somewhat ""safe"") I just need to nod and then everything's gonna feel okay and like a warm blanket. When I'm home full time again I'm def gonna smoke my shit again but snorting is also so nice, the ritual and the pain, the rush when you know you're gonna get high is addicting in and off itself. Ofc shooting up and needles are addicting, but for me whenever I see powder, a card or a straw I instantly feel the urge to cut a line and sniff lmao

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thebibutterflyao3 · 5 months

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I learnt how to crochet a week ago and have already managed to sprain my wrist. How’s that for a hyperfixation?

Also, because I’m ambidextrous and overeager, I switched hands and continued to crochet. I may or may not have two sore wrists now.

#no you’re a dopamine junkie!#adhd problems #adhd #adhdlife #crochet

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xansimsystem · 1 year

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Bin schon wieder verballert und wollte nur sagen das is keine Phase ich bin Chronisch auf Nase!☝🏼

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lorethebookworm · 2 years

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I am in that place where I'm so deep into the fandom bullshit that I don't remember what is canon and what isn't anymore and I'm seriously scared to pick up the books and find out

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yuri-is-online · 4 months

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Just rewatched twilight! It's worse than i remember!

Why does Bella twitch so much?

Why does Bella blink so much?

Why does Bella deliberately ignore the red flags?

Why is Edward exhaling every line?

Why does he always look so constipated?

Why is Edward so God damn creepy?

Oh go I am so glad you gave me an excuse to say more about Twilight.

95% of the movie is close ups of the actor's faces. And all the main couple does is stare at each other in a field and talk about how Bella wants to be a vampire. They don't go out on dates, they don't talk about hobbies, they just don't do a n y t h i n g. For some goddman reason all of New Moon takes place in the woods for no real reason because I don't know if any of the characters like being in the woods. Neither Bella or Edward have personalities, Jacob has one but the author gets in the way of it because she has an agenda. She wants Edward and Bella to be together at the end of the series so she has to give all the complicated parts of humanity to her side characters so they don't get in the way of that.

I watched the movie with two friends of mine and we were trying to brainstorm ideas on how to fix it and we kept coming back to how boring the over all premise is. My one friend was less interested in the romance and more interested in the world building, the other wanted Alice and Jasper to form a polycule with Bella, but we all wanted Bella to have... something. Interests, hobbies, a fucking reason to be in the woods. My proposal was that she's really into bugs and is always out there collecting beetles and shit, she just needs to have an interest other than Edward but again. If she has those it gets in the way of the author's main goal.

#<3 asks #our other ideas included: 1 bella actually gets over edward in new moon when she realizes she likes being an adrenaline junkie #and gets together with jacob but still goes to save edward and actually break things off in a mature manner #2 bella gets turned by the volturi in new moon and it causes a bunch of problems with the wolf pack back home #3 bella stays together with edward and jacob imprints on the evil pain vampire played by dakota fanning and it's real awkward for everyone #4 bella alice and jasper polycule means edward and jacob get together idk they had more chemistry than they did with bella #oh and finally not a fix it note #but the vampires are so painfully Mormon it hurts me to watch

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imoxydone · 2 years

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miss you, beauty..

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xproblematiquexx · 18 days

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About to do a shot after a long time. Gosh I’ve missed this bitch so much.

#addiction #heroin girl #iv #nodsquad #golden brown #life is hard when you’re a junkie #problems of a heroin addict #girls who shoot up

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xdeadbarbie · 7 months

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🤍🤎

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modernghostfare · 30 days

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u guys ever think about the evil of price. he's so cute

#worlds most well funded adrenaline junkie making it everyone elses problem

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hisjunkiegf · 11 months

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i’m too young to be thinking about death.

#💭#bipolor #soberlife #living with bipolar #bipolar problems #benzo addiction #benzo addict #junkie #snorting benzo #girls who do drugs #girls who like drugs #drugs addict #drug addiction

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anaaxiety · 3 months

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The moment I'm wasted I wanna get a million things done, get a manicure, get new piercings, get a lower back tattoo, dye my hair, buy a new wardrobe etc. etc.

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1337wtfomgbbq · 4 months

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Thank you @schumi-honey for tagging me. Post the first 9 photos from your pinterest to get a moodboard

(yeah, this makes total sense. my mind is full with cycling, classic f1 and titanic au)

tagging: @kimizilla, @miafi, @felixa2728, @green-like-the-sky, @lauriel816, @dorianslover, @nancylou444, @penseesauvage, @gufettogrigio and whoever else feels like doing this.

#tag game #junky was tagged #my brain has a fucking problem with titanic au atm #and with Coppi apparently🤷#personal

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mxnd-infxction · 4 months

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fucking b1ng3d today. i was doing so good since yesterday and I just HAD to have some cucumber slices after my workout. had like 2-3 servings of the great value fruitcake cuz all the shredded cheese was moldy. it's not even good btw. my mom's getting pizza hut tonight too.

wish i could start today over. wish i could turn down THE FUCKING HEAT. wish my eye didn't hurt for no reason. wish i didn't hit myself right on the bridge of my nose on my dad's stupidass sideview mirror. i actually wanna cry rn. hope i thr0w up too bc that quesadilla cheese had mold in it.

i just wanna take every single thing i could possibly b1nge on and throw it away in the outside garbage can rn.

time to say goodbye to anything under 113 pounds for the next 5 fucking days.

time to go take psychic damage when I see how many c@lori3s that shitass fruitcake was in lose it.

#the biggest problem w me is that once i get even the tiniest junky snack it sets me off on a binge EVERY SINGLE TIME #plus during december when my mom bought me an advent calendar without asking me 🙄#tw disordered eating #@na vent #4norexi4 #ed bullshit #ed not ed sheeran #ed vent #4n0r3xia

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