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mandalhoerian · 9 months

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🎀 show what your OC would be like if they never went through that one defining traumatic event they did, and then show what becomes of them after that trauma (basically the un-traumatize your oc trend on tiktok). the picrew. tagging: @lucky-peenut @shadowsofrose @the-resident-vampire @mishwanders @winksasleeplesseye (and everyone who would like to do it!)

1. Raccoon City Outbreak never happened, and Vera remained as a private investigator with a peculiar skillset. This is the “somehow Umbrella disappeared” ending lmao

2. No Time To Die events.

3. Post-NTTD. No comment.

4. bonus: if she remained in turkey and never ended up in america at all — studying engineering in boğaziçi university at 21. She would eventually pass away during the 17 August Earthquake at age 22 before her last year in uni could even start.

#oc: vera kaplan #the nttd one literally has a thousand yard stare omg #she is SO CUTE IN THE LAST ONE THOUGH 😭 completely pastel pink core. so soft #of course i had to doom her #if she wouldnt have died from the earthquake her diabetes would have killed her. 90s healthcare system in turkey sucks ass #so. i guess its back to doomed by the narrative #its quite interesting to think she was saved by what shouldnt have happened to her #maybe thats why she wouldnt be able to live in a normal au #kinda depressing ngl #shai.txt

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help-whatdoimakemyusername · 2 months

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Do you feel me?

God I miss the rain.

I miss the days in the library when it pattered at the windows, the calm and peace it would bring.

The fast drives down the highway during the night, the street lights a blur of orange as I sit in the passenger seat free from the burdens of the day. The burdens of existence.

The darkness of the night is its own special feeling, a charm per say. As the lights stream past in the dark sky, the smooth movement, lulling me to lean back, as path ahead is illuminated and in the distance all surroundings are embraced with the same rain hailing down from above.

The warmth in the car is obvious as fog gathers on my window, and yet I still have chills, encouraged by the gentle yet continous sound that hits the roof and windows.

It's so pretty as I watch the glass-like beads roll and fall, the clouds cover the expanse called the sky. No conversation, no music, no destination, just peace.

So dearly, I miss it.

Edit: It rained the day after I posted this after not for weeks, wtf.

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dejamepiola0404 · 5 months

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it's my birthday. im a birthday girl

#Im 20 ey yo #kinda depressing ngl

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onlystarintheskye · 3 months

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Lucifer is honestly so silly and I love it!!!!! I was kinda scared I was gonna hate him because he looked like he got twink-ified but I was pleasantly surprised and love this silly guy!!!! He looks a bit disproportionate but maybe it's just cause hes short so ima ignore that :0

Also yes I changed it into my own meme idc its relatable >:|

#hazbin hotel #lucifer hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel episode 5 #lucifer morningstar #take that depression #why is his duck obsession kinda a mood ngl #hes so silly goofy #i promise im so normal about this show #the tism is tisming

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ladye-zelda · 2 months

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I couldn’t help myself and so I drew Legend from @isasan347 ‘s coffee shop au The Chains Cafe lol. I was thinking he looked alright but then I tried something new with the eyes and now he looks like a cursed 2000’s anime lol (sorry)

#the ladye draws #linked universe #lu legend #legend linked universe #linkeduniverse #the chains cafe #CC!Legend #ngl i kinda hate it so expect a redraw sometime in the future #hi isa thank you for creating this handsome lad he helped me through my late-night depression

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skzoologist · 5 months

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Bumping into a fan in public

word count: 1.6k

warnings: none

genre: fluff

a/n: Here you go anon deary, the first of your asks now done at last 😄Hope you like it, since I felt like these two boys didn't get enough content on my blog. And as always, feel free to drop by anytime if an idea is tickling your mind, I'll get to it eventually!

Please let me know if I left a warning or anything out, I will add it in! Reblogs, likes and feedback are greatly appreciated!

!I don't condone anyone stealing my work and posting it anywhere without my permission, or feeding it to AI!

!This is just fiction, my interpretation of Stray Kids. By no means is this how they are and how they behave in real life!

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It was another day of work and practice, something that only seemed hellish from an outsider’s perspective. Idols were more than used to it, the industry and their own pride demanding it endlessly. Bae had no problem with it, only when those he cared for overworked themselves and stepped over a line they shouldn’t have.

That was why he’d been glad that day, his schedule overlapping with the others frequently, granting him the best opportunity to silently observe and care for them. This meant passing their towels and water bottles over to the members in each small break during dance practice, helping them execute a particularly tricky move, or just silently letting them cling to him when they had the chance. A comeback was breathing down their necks, the stress in the air basically palpable.

The perfect excuse for being lenient with the members and their shenanigans, caring for them silently.

Bae was watching Jeongin through the glass silently, his hands already working on mixing the sweet honey into some warm tea. Seungmin’d been enjoying the taste of his by then, only a few sips remaining in his mug as he was scrolling on his phone with an indifferent face.

The oldest member in the room’d been the first to have his singing practice, leaving Seungmin and Jeongin to have theirs later, providing their hyung ample time to get his hands on some tea and brew it up for the two. It wasn’t hard to do, since he kept some filters stashed away in the room for this exact occasion, being a regular there and all.

A little snort broke him out of his mindless stirring and staring ahead, a lit up phone entering his line of vision. It was a tiktok video, the edited face of his menace of a hyung greeting Bae back. He couldn’t help the quiet, strangled sound that left his throat, somewhere between a giggle and a cough. Nobody blamed him for it though, and certainly not Seungmin, the two quietly cackling at the short compilation.

The quiet giggles continued with every video, the two sitting next to each other, the younger letting all his weight fall onto the older.

It was peaceful, something rare amidst these chaotic days.

The door opened and both boys turned their heads towards the sound, watching their precious maknae exit the room and talk with their teacher. They only exchanged a few sentences, the young one soon joining them on the couch. Bae didn’t hesitate to gently push the still warm mug into his hands, gently smiling when he got a quiet thanks in return.

Bae went up to their teacher next, exchanging some quiet words and making plans for their next practice session. It was both a necessary and the most comfortable solution, since he could just convey the now modified plans to the young ones and let them take a small break at the same time.

Once he was done, he politely said goodbye to all the staff members, earning cheerful smiles and waves in return. He looked at the two on the couch, sat close to each other, probably watching a video from the same phone, not an unusual occurrence. The mugs were now empty and set to the side carefully, so no one would accidentally sit on them or push them onto the floor.

Just as Bae was about to go and get the mugs, fully intending to clean them, one of the staff members -a kind, middle aged lady, always willing to help- grabbed them and winked at him playfully. He froze in his spot, in disbelief, but soon he shook his head gently with a small smile dancing on his lips.

“Ready?” - his voice was quiet, yet the two young ones immediately heard it and looked up at him with a nod.

It didn’t take long for them to reach the bottom floor of the company, having made plans to eat an early dinner together at a nearby restaurant. A pleasant conversation was freely flowing between them, ranging from their just finished singing practice to movies they all enjoyed. Bae mostly watched the two in silence, only nodding and humming from behind the layers of his scarf and mask.

He always enjoyed watching them animatedly talk about something they liked, a bright light shining in their eyes captivatingly. Even when the topic of the conversation eluded him, as if he was trying to catch water with his bare hands, that fond look never escaped his face.

“Hey, Dal hyung, you wanna come over and watch some marvel movies with me and Felix hyung?” - Jeongin asked and Bae knew he could never say no to those puppy eyes.

Seungmin merely snickered behind his hand -even though his mask muffled the sound already-, amused by the quick nod his hyung gave their maknae. The older playfully glared at the puppy, both knowing that the whole dorm would join in on the movie marathon anyway, if not the whole band, regardless of their own nightly plans and wishes. Nobody could say no to Jeongin, especially when he teamed up with Felix, creating an impossible challenge filled with puppy eyes and pouty lips.

While Jeongin celebrated his victory animatedly, Bae ruffled Seungmin’s hair, earning a whine from the boy. The older’s hand was batted away, but he could tell Seungmin was just pretending to be annoyed by the lightness of his expression, eyes still as bright as ever.

Just when the small restaurant came into view -it was slightly hidden away in a narrow street, its brightly lit sign the only indication of its existence-, a meek little voice stopped them in their tracks.

Turning around, the three were met with a younger girl, form petite and small as she was anxiously fiddling with her sleeve covered hands. There was a faint dusting of pink on her cheeks, either from the chilly autumn wind, or her nervousness.

Even though he doubted there was a problem or danger, Bae still unconsciously stepped lightly before Seungmin and Jeongin, his voice soft as he prompted the girl to speak up.

“I- I’m sorry to bother you, but I’m a huge fan and, uh, I was wonderingifIcouldaskforapicture?” - her words were rushed together at the end, making it hard to understand them.

The three looked at the overly nervous girl, afraid she would worry herself sick at this rate. With a quick, shared glance, Bae stepped forward just a bit, careful not to startle her with their huge height difference.

“Sure, who did you have in mind?” - he asked as if he was talking to a startled animal, thankful that her shoulders slightly slumped down at that. “Ah, uhm, all three of you? If that wouldn’t burden you too much, of course! You’re my bias, Oppa, while Jeongin and Seungmin oppa are my bias wreckers!” - she replied, the faint colour now prominent on her faint skin.

Bae could only blink down at her with slightly widened eyes, a bit caught off-guard for a single second before he tamed his emotions and leveled his face. If he let his skin flush even a bit and showed how flustered he was, he knew his younger members would not let him live it down for at least a day or two.

Looking away from their excited fan, Jeongin and Seungmin nodded back at Bae, their eyes now crescent shaped. They all loved to meet with their fans, always glad to interact with them and take selfies with or give them an autograph. Usually those who approached them on the streets were kind and respectful, like this fan, making the experience all the more pleasant.

The four huddled together more, the petite STAY in the front, while the idols were behind her, with Bae in the middle. He was the tallest, so he was the one who took her phone and held it up, his height granting him the advantage for the perfect angle. Jeongin poked his dimples, Seungmin showed a V-sign, while Bae put up bunny ears for the puppy at the last second. His side was poked in annoyance, as subtle as Seungmin could be with the fan still in front of them.

Holding back a flinch, Bae lowered the phone and handed it back to the little STAY, watching with delight as her whole face lit up and she lightly jumped in place a few times. Catching herself, she pocketed the phone as if it was the most precious thing in her possession and bowed at them deeply, wishing them a good day and thanking them once again. The boys thanked her for her support, truly honoured to be her favourites, and waved at her leaving form.

“Did you really have to do that, Hyung?” - Seungmin’s annoyed voice could be heard, prompting Bae to step behind Jeongin and away from approaching hands.

Bae merely nodded, an unseen smile widening on his lips. Seungmin huffed, trying to circle around their confused baby bread to get to his hyung, yet to no avail.

‘Wait, what happened? Can you–” - Jeongin’s question was cut in half, the two around him too fast to follow. “Hyung, stop running away!” “Don’t want to.” “Then at least stop running around me and dragging me with you as if I’m your doll!” - Jeongin whined out desperately, having had enough of the two’s shenanigans.

Needless to say, Bae paid for the entire meal and carried the rightfully angry maknae back to their dorms. It was the only way to placate Jeongin, the ache in his muscles stronger than his dislike towards skinship.

#your other requests kinda bled through into this one ngl #hope you dont mind!#🐿️ anon #at least i think #request #stray kids #skz #stray kids oc #skz oc #stray kids 9th member #skz 9th member #glacial prince #kim seungmin #yang jeongin #stray kids fanfiction #skz fanfiction #stray kids fanfic #skz fanfic #also depression has been kicking my ass and i dunno if i can do what i've been planning for this blog

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nicistrying · 2 days

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Sat 27th April

Well I made it to the weekend although yesterday at work was kind of rough just purely from an anxiety point of view

Got up early to walk Maggie, I needed to get outside. Was a beautiful morning but still v chilly

Matt's mam text him at 7.30am asking to meet us for a walk. I said please no, I've set myself a boundary that I just want one fucking quiet weekend. But they did need to drop his bday presents off. Turned out later that they couldn't meet us for a walk as they needed to help a friend get a tractor out of the mud, thank god, but they came round to 'drop the presents off' and they were here for over an hour. Interrograting about the wedding, wanting us to invite more of their family as a couple of people can't make it etc , bearing in mind I have already ordered place settings and am about to order the table plan so I don't want the guest list to change. Matt said we may invite my maid of honour's parents and his mam came back with 'well they're not really important are they' like excuse me they literally took me in when my mam kicked me out at 16. They took such good care of me when I was in a shitty place. Fuck you 'they're not important'. Now I want to invite them just out of spite.

So that pissed me off straight away. Then it was 'let's get these pies in your freezer, oh god your freezer is so disorganised, the whole thing needs sorted out' like ok i'm sorry I didn't have time to reorganise the fucking freezer on my cleaning spree before you arrived, trying to not give you anything about the house to complain about.

'When are you going to do the escape room with your brothers why are you so disorganised' we're fucking busy! In the next 2 months, we have 3 weekends free and that's before Matt takes his shifts at work for June.

Like please, make me feel even more shit! Please do that! I really need that right now! Just say one fucking nice thing, would that actually kill you?? I complimented his mam's hair and she just went 'meh I don't like it they cut it too short' Just say thank you! Jesus christ

I'm seriously losing patience with them. They seem so pissed that we actually spend time with my family occasionally, as if we should spend every spare second with them. Like no, there are two people in this relationship and we both have family to see. Our entire existence does not revolve around you

Had a nap when they left (it was 11am lmao) and we went for a walk in a park where we used to live and it was lovely and nostalgic. Pets' Corner was open so we went to see the animals - billy goats, pygmy goats, ducks, rabbits, guinea pigs, guinea fowl, lots of sweet little birds, and a beautiful peacock and peahen. This dude was looking particularly handsome today

We got ice creams, and had a lovely walk. I started getting mega anxious on the way back to the car thinking wtf am I going to do when we get home and Matt has to go work on his assignment.. turns out I'm sitting in my pyjamas feeling gross and irritable and sad. He wants us both to go walk Mags but I need to just sit here and decompress I think

#not doing good yall #personal #mental health #family #in-laws #kinda hate them atm ngl #nic's wedding #wish we had eloped #saved ourselves 20K and just fucked off to a hill in scotland to get married alone #too late now #anxiety #sad #idk if im depressed enough to tag depression how sad is that #ugh #walk #Maggie

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detaryuu · 2 months

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My little brother (an adult) (autistic) found out I wasn't feeling well and asked me what would make me feel better and when I said I wasn't sure, but I was doing my best to keep busy and cheer myself up, he went quiet for a little bit. And then started meowing at me and using his favorite phrases to denote when he's thinking about cats and it took me a minute to realize what was going on and ask him to clarify, but he was trying to make me feel better by getting me to think about cats because that's what makes him feel better when he's sad???? Anyways that put years back on my life

#personal #He's got a hard time understanding concepts and ESPECIALLY emotionally involved ones #so going “Sorry man I'm just mega depressed for no good reason bc my brain just kinda Does That every couple months for funsies”#doesn't really click for him and I don't blame him bc it's STUPID #So I simplify with “I'm just sad for no reason and that's kind of silly! I'll feel better later though don't worry"#And this was the first time he's really thought about it and done something without direction to try and help and ngl the sentiment did mor #than any antidepressant ever did for me

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caffeinatedopossum · 11 months

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Lmao so I finally had an absolutely nonsense meme appear in my dreams and I need to share it with you because I was convinced it was real for like 2 hours after waking up. It was this meme with these two red balloons representing the pressures people were under and it started pretty reasonable/funny but very quickly became notorious for manipulative people taking it and turning it into pain Olympics.

Skgjghh they all looked like this

#lmao the depression ptsd one is kinda real though ngl #like girl same skgjfhf

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adelaideandart · 9 months

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So I wrote a poem about satosugu

Show me a tragedy that will shake me to the core Write me a romance so fierce it ends with war

Tell me a story how aquamarine eyes pierced the darkest soul How they filled it with infinite light Still, it was hungry for more

Cause you could think that he was doomed right from the start Beyond repair Ungrateful heart

But he loved him more than his lips were ready to admit And his heart was big enough to carry the belief that their story will go on even after death

And as his lover whispered please come back he turned his back on him and left without goodbye Feelings turned into a weapon love's a hostage, hands are tied And they still chase one another like shadow chases light

#s2 kinda sent me spiraling ngl #anyone else depressed after s02e05?#yeah suguru's premature death is MY premature death too #shibuya arc can't be more depressing right? RIGHT??#satosugu #stsg #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #geto suguru #gojo satoru #premature death #poetry #poem #angst

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