#localloveletters

[death-born-aphrodite]

goodbyes were never really your thing. so i’ll just pretend we had one and maybe i’ll sleep a little better at night. i watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind and i just kept thinking how nice it would be to have you erased. i know that’s not the message of the film but god it’d be nice. so now you’ll sit and rot in my head. and i’ll try not to spend my summer thinking about you but you feel like a missing tooth. it was a summer of revelations but you weren’t around to hear them. i want to call you like the old days and tell you everything you’ve missed. but i don’t know you anymore and you don’t know me. so i’ll lay in my bathtub and try not to drown and i’ll keep telling myself “i know it’s for the better” but it wasn’t suppose to be this way was it? i wish you the best but please, if you ever wake up in the middle of night and think that you got it all wrong, please, don’t call me.

- “anyway, don’t be a stranger”

#mine #spilled ink #my words #poets on tumblr #poem #my writing #4bella #4trey #localloveletters #loveserum #deadwatered #extrasad

[pol-ar-ity]

It’s really over.

I realize it at 11 pm on a Friday.

You are gone. We are done. This is goodbye.

Please know you are the love of my life. You always will be. And I’ve learned that when you find your person, you want them to be happy. Even if it’s not with you, you want them to be desperately, crazily happy.

I realized we’d never be anything again at 11 pm on a Friday.

Someday I’ll come to grips with that. I just don’t know when. But we said goodbye on a Friday, and that’s how it is.

And I hope you’re happy. And you’re my person. And I’m madly in love with you. And you deserve all the good in the world.

I just wish it could have been with me.

“Zoë pt. II”

#poetry #poem #writing #love #heartbreak #heartbroken #breakup #broke up #goodbye #prose #heart break #exes #broken up #creative writing #loveserum #4tray #loviely #weaksorry #deadwatered #localloveletters #thewordsyouneverunderstood #i miss you #I’m sorry #i am literally bawling my eyes out rn #she’s gone #she’s actually truly gone

[cultheart]

but i have a lover and i have a best friend, i’m doing well and i hope u listen to this... u’ll always be on my list of all the good things that i miss.

#mine #things that i miss #awfultune #spilled ink #excerpt from a book i'll never write #localloveletters #extracold #extrasad #loveserum #loviely #weaksorry #4tray #unsends #affectioms

[lovvur]

poem for @good-vibes-and-blue-eyes. hope this is okay !

♡

it has been quiet here for a long, long time.

the wind here,

it cuts through me, chilling me deeply.

oh,

so deeply i almost forget that there was a time when i enjoyed this feeling,

reveled in it.

♡

the sun pours through a sliver of clear sky,

just for a moment,

before it slides away behind the clouds.

i remember when the sun would wake me in the morning,

and i know,

i enjoyed this, too.

but the sun has not woken me up in years,

and i am so often cold now, it is hard to remember ever being warm.

♡

in quiet moments,

i sometimes wonder if i should have been a faery,

think that maybe the universe made a mistake with me,

if only because i am more spite than love.

more malice than kindness.

i worry that people can tell how raw i am on the inside;

my taut skin cut open to reveal such fragile, fragile bones.

and here,

where the wind is so frozen and the sun is so shy, the blood flows and it never stops.

#mine #dreamygirlfrnd #buttertoastbitch #loveserum #localloveletters #4Tray #supercutting #deadwatered #4bella #compljcated #weaksorry #highschoolhandjobs #extrasad #extracold

[my-angel-my-stars]

being and becoming pt. 1/? //

it hurts to exist.

#mywriting #writers on tumblr #4marya #4bella #4tray #loviely #unsends #weaksorry #sorryish #extrasad #extracold #veincold #poets on tumblr #spilled poetry #spilled prose #loveserum #affectioms #honeylovur #highschoolhandjobs #localloveletters #blossomfully #screencap #moon #poem #poetry #girlswhokissgirls #girlswholikegirls #lght #slugmother

[gaysuggestions]

stop settling for people who treat you like you aren’t deserving of the world just because they can’t give it to you

#gaysuggestion #localloveletters #loveserum #lovehigher #loviely #gwlg #girlswhokissgirls #gay #suggestion blog #girlswholikegirls #suggestion #love quote #quoteoftheday #queer #tattoos

[anglsonfire]

BLUE EYES TURN BLACK YOU DON’T LOVE ME, DO YOU? WAS IT EVEN REAL?

#slugmother #softgrlfriend #localloveletters #loveily #poetry #poem #love

[raine]

when did it start

when did you realize that your skin was just a home for your sadness

that all the love you thought you knew wasn’t really love at all

when did it start

when did you realize that you’d rather be dead than have to wake up to another day

that the pain wasn’t just gonna go away

when did it start

but more importantly, when does it end?

#loviely #4tray #poetry #spilled ink #lovehigher #weaksorry #extrasad #extracold #557am #words #me #mine #loveserum #4marya #wreckurs #localloveletters #unsends #highschoolhandjobs

[kaylemarie-spacey16]

FRESHMAN 15 PT. 1 // k.m.

#my writing #aesquo #slugmother #duh this basically is one big love letter to her highwayanxiety series #4tray #4bella #4marya #localloveletters #spilled ink #i cant wait to continue this series #freshman 15 series #weaksorry #its late and this one is for you #you know who

[supercutting]

and I don’t wanna come back down

#sorry idec of this gets notes i just feel it so. here it is #hazyaffection #loveserum #deadwatered #honeylovur #poetry #4tray #4belle #localloveletters #love #mine #x #writing #crush #pink

[1badassdog]

Remember that to

Intimately understand

You must know release

— 50. haiku on consciousness

#haiku #deadwatered #words #mine #poem #localloveletters #loviely #4tray #writerscreed #poetry #365 days of writing #excerpt from my life #excerpt from a story i'll never write #spilled thoughts #brokensoulsreborn #softgrlfriend #loveserum #lovehigher #hazyaffection

[death-born-aphrodite]

It’s funny, I always thought we’d end up together. That we’d get a house and fill it with books we love and art on every wall. That it’d be our own little place. We can always say “in another life, universe, timeline it all works out” but we don’t know that. We just know the here and the now and maybe that’s enough. I need to let this idea go, I need to let you go. If it’s any consolation; you were my best idea.

- via (death-born-aphrodite)

#mine #my words #spilled ink #4bella #4trey #localloveletters #poets on tumblr #extrasad #loveserum #my writing #poem #deadwatered #my poem #writers on tumblr #poetry portal #highschoolhandjobs

[pol-ar-ity]

So yeah, sue me for falling in love with your snore and the way you talk with your hands. It’s not like it was a conscious choice, like I looked at you one day and thought ‘huh, yeah, you seem like a good one to fall for.’ I didn’t wake up and miss your hair between my fingers suddenly - it grew over time.

Look. I want to get this right with you. You and your ocean blue eyes and crinkled forehead and gap between your teeth. You and a silky voice and hands that dance around my hips when I cook us dinner. You, you, you. If we’re gonna do this, I have to learn how to stop burning cities down and enjoy the skyscrapers for what they are.

It’s 3 am and you’re taking up the whole bed. You’re a light sleeper, but I don’t want to wake you up. I stay small and imagine what you’re thinking about. What that incredible mind has dreamt up. You are fascinating to me, from your pet peeves to your favorite color (lavender). Maybe you’re dreaming of me. Probably not, but I’d like to think so.

So this is how it goes. A delicate dance between not enough and too much. But believe me when I say that you are a chance I will never regret taking. The world is going to fall to pieces. I want you there with me when it burns down.

“it’s gonna hurt when you leave”

#poetry #poem #writing #love #crush #happy #4tray #deadwatered #loveserum #mellowgf #extrasad #weaksorry #localloveletters #thewordsyouneverunderstood #slugmother #prose #cute #excited #i have the biggest cruuuush #and i’m going to be his date at a public event! #like WHAT

[cultheart]

i hope they’re home for u, even though i had to lose u. for u to find who fills ur heart, even if i’m not the one u choose

#b #chicken tendies by clinton kane #extracold #extrasad #loveserum #loviely #spilled ink #mine #excerpt from a book i'll never write #localloveletters

[lovvur]

just feel this // 2-13-19, 11:25 pm

#mine #art #poetry #loveserum #spilled ink #collage art #collages #art journal #compljcated #dreamygirlfrnd #supercutting #deadwatered #localloveletters #haleyincarnate #get you wild make queue leave #slugmother #loviely

[my-angel-my-stars]

i’m trying so hard not to hate you, but the taste that you have left in my mouth this time is more bitter than the black coffee riddled with espresso that i downed every morning just to stay awake after long nights with you. it’s like our love is a breeze that comes and goes when it wants to, or maybe it’s just your love. because, mine was always there, it never faltered or swayed, but you’ve came and gone just to watch me burn all over again. this time i am not ash and i cannot be set on fire again. this time i’m trying not to hate you, but the taste you’ve left in my mouth makes it hard to swallow any love that was left.

i just want my wasted time back.

#mywriting #slugmother #affectioms #weaksorry #extracold #extrasad #veincold #localloveletters #highschoolhandjobs #4marya #4bella #4tray #loviely #unsends #sorryish #honeylovur #557am #blossomfully #spilled prose #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry #poets on tumblr #writers on tumblr #my writing #lgbt