#midnight feelings

[ilovemylawyer]

midnight feelings

11-17-2023 / E / 4,149

my second fic! dongsoo helps try to conquer doyoung’s insomnia because he wants so badly for them to (literally) sleep together. i almost never write explicit scenes and that isn’t even the important part of this- but well idek it just fit to have some in here. i personally find this fluffy and sweet more than anything but it is. um. not.

#ilml #my fics #midnight feelings

[canisalbus]

barracuda face

#midnight doodles #own art #own characters #CanisAlbus #art #artists on tumblr #Machete #anthro #sighthound #dogs #canine #animals #sketches #wip #long snouts enable really wide grins and I feel like I haven't been utilizing them enough lately

[ellanessa]

i think i love too strongly, i love too fast, I love too much and it hurts, it hurts when they don't love you back, it hurts when you know they don't love you as much as you love them, it hurts when you know it is going to be over someday

but i think what hurts the most is that I can't tell them

when i love someone, i love them with every ounce of my being. i give them all of me and leave none to myself. i give all myself away and all I get is pain. maybe that's why I've experienced love and I haven't even graduated high school yet. maybe that's why I lose all my friends, because I give them all of me but get none of them and I'm too blind to see it

#love #i give them every ounce of my being #and get nothing in return #midnight feelings #my first love #rant #it hurts

[napping-sapphic]

I just want to fall in love with someone who makes me feel safe like even when we’re angry or sad or upset i just want to know that both of us are still going to be okay

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #today was….not good #and at one point i had a moment #where i was just unbearably SAD and LONELY because i didn’t have anyone to call or talk to about it #but im still really hopeful it will happen some day #because all i want in this world is to feel secure #and for others to feel secure around me #and for everyone to feel secure around people they love #because it’s so painful and scary when you don’t #but one day im going to be warm and happy in someone’s arms and will barely remember this at all #im manifesting it #im completely okay btw things just got a little rough #and in the incredibly stressful and dramatic times i was experiencing my brain STILL had to be gay #im gay and i like sleeping #also yeah i said i wouldnt post after midnight again like two days ago but whatever #im sad and want to yearn on the internet we can make an exception tonight

[academiaipromise]

watching a new mike flanagan really is like this place has everything: a complicated family dynamic, a could’ve been great love dashed by human failing, meditations on life in the face of death, a classic “are these ghosts real or are they just in my head/does it matter if they’re real to you?”, and, perhaps most importantly, a truly spooky house with wild shit going on in the basement.

#kt tangents #fall of the house of usher #midnight club #midnight mass #(yeah midnight mass doesn’t have a basement but like. still feels like it does) #haunting of bly manor #haunting of hill house

[whiskeyswifty]

Taylor Swift's The Eras Tour Poster - Luggage Tag Redesign

#Just a little design i was working on while experiencing work burnout #of course i obsess over ephemera yet again #had SO MUCH FUN making this and feel like it's a fun way to capture the truly global scale of this tour #anywayyyy enjoy #the eras tour #taylor swift #tswiftedit #tscreators #poster redesign #debut #fearless #speak now #red #1989 #reputation #lover #folklore #evermore #midnights #PHEW #mine #if there's a mistake im not fixing it i just wanna post it at this point

[armenelols]

Daily reminder that it happened twice for someone to be compared to Oromë while riding into battle. The first one was Fingolfin. The second one was Théoden.

Fingolfin, burning with so much rage, Beleriand ablaze, his nephews dead, eyes so bright and inhuman and otherwordly that he gets mistaken for a Vala. And he challenged Morgoth to a fight, and wounded him seven times, and scarred him for the rest of eternity, and orcs made no boast about that duel, and no songs were sung about it, for the sorrow was too deep.

And Théoden. Just. Théoden. Whose mind was poisoned, whose son was dead, and the world was falling apart around him, but who would not stand down and would not give up. And the armies of Rohan came, the hosts of Mordor wailed, and terror took them, and they fled, and died, and the hoofs of wrath rode over them.

Something about Fingolfin riding out to challenge Morgoth in wrath and despair, raging at the world and nothing going as it should be — something about Théoden riding out in wrath and hope, because there is a better future and he will be damned if he doesn't do everything in his power to lead the world to it.

#brought to you by #emas and emilys dumb midnight talks #not-midnigt edition #but yeah i have FEELS about this okay #the thing is #there are SO MANY characters you would expect to get compared to a vala over theoden #ffs aragorn is in the same book #but nope #it's théoden #the man the myth the legend #i just love him okay #theoden #fingolfin #silmarillion #lotr #lord of the rings #tolkien

[thedeaddraws]

Happy 14th February to those who celebrate

#what possessed me to make a yearning Michael valentine's card? Who knows #enjoy? #tma #the magnus archives #tma micheal distortion #distortion michael #michael distortion #tma michael #tma memes #valentines day #my art #not a big fan of how some of these shadows turned out but oh well #I was finishing it at midnight last night and don't really feel like doing it again

[freyadragonlord]

One of my favourite things about the end of The S-Classes That I Raised novel (major spoilers ahead),

is the realisation that the reason why Yoojin and Hyunjae's relationship looks so much like a love story at times is because it actually, honestly is.

Like, we know that sctir is a novel about love since the beginning, that's not surprising. Yoojin's capability for loving monsters (both literal monsters and the human kind) and the power of that love is at the centre of the plot.

But by the time you get to the end, you realise - and the author confirms this themselves in their final Note - that Yoojin's relationship and love for 2 specific people was the true core of the story, and what allows him to save the world in the end:

One is, of course, Yoohyun.

And that love is absolute; you cannot say that it's inevitable, cause we know Yoojin had to make a choice when he was a child between Yoohyun and his parents, and he almost chose his parents, but from the moment he decided to love Yoohyun onward, then it was unconditional and eternal. It's the love of a brother, but also the love of a parent and a caretaker.

And the other person is Sung Hyunjae.

And that love is not unconditional nor inevitable or absolute at all. It's not something that can be taken for granted. We actually see, because of how it ended between them before the regression, and thanks to the White Bird's power of seeing possible futures, that there were so many timelines where Yoojin and Hyunjae would have never come to care about each other fully (tho they are always at least somewhat interested in each other, because their personalities are actually really compatible).

But the White Bird also sees that the only possible future where the world is saved is the one where they love and hold on to each other. And that is how the story goes!

So, just like a romance novel, the necessary end is the one where they both love each other and accept that love. And it's not easy to get there! It's a slow burn.

From meeting to getting to know each other, appreciating each other's skills and intelligence, finding out they have fun together but still not trusting each other, to working on building that trust.

They go from a strong but superficial mutual interest to actually caring about each other as people.

Yoojin has to go through the self-doubt of feeling inferior and fearing that Hyunjae will lose interest in him. Hyunjae has to learn to stop pushing Yoojin away because he doesn't know how to handle having someone he cares about so much, and also someone that cares about him, because nobody in the world (except in part Song Taewon) likes Sung Hyunjae as a person, he is only ever admired from afar.

And in the end, after going through ups and downs and a few "break-up arcs", they make it. They accept their own feelings and each other's feelings.

And that's when Yoojin makes the choice to use the power that the transcendents gave him at the very beginning of the novel, to save Hyunjae. Not the world. Not even Yoohyun! Just Sung Hyunjae!

Yeah, the whole "gather 50 S-Class people", the very thing that gives the novel its title. That is not a power that is used to save the world!! It was meant to, but Yoojin is "selfish", and he will always choose to save the people close to him first.

And being able to love someone so selfishly gives Yoojin the power to save the whole world, too. As a bonus! A reward. Just a side effect.

So yeah. Is it romantic love? No. Canonically, there's almost no romantic love in the whole novel.

But is it a love story?? Yeah. Absolutely it is.

#these are my midnight thoughts #have a lot of feelings for them #870 chapters of “why do they have so many romance tropes lmao” #to realise that it is 100% the whole point of the story #reading the side story now #happy to report hyunjae continues to be hopelessly and shamelessly in love #sctir #sctir spoilers #the s classes that i raised #s classes that i raised #s classes that i raised spoilers #the s ranks that i raised #my s class hunters #jinjae #han yoojin #sung hyunjae

[cuntylestat]

you say change religions, now i spend sundays with you

(youtube)

#iwtvedit #interview with the vampire #loustat #loustatedit #my videos #edits #fanvid #always post my videos after midnight when everyone is asleep i guess #this is a bit of a slower video than my previous ones but i feel like it fits? #the video's not perfect but it's been a while

[dreamaboutwhathappens]

the are few lyrics that make me sadder than “familiarity breeds contempt” because uhm. no it doesn’t? irritation sometimes maybe. but there is something so sinister about the idea that the more people got to know her, the more they disliked her. and the way she talks about it in bejeweled is accepting that as fact and saying “but here’s why i can still be worthy of your love.” and it’s DEVASTATING.

i mean think about it. the old quilt your grandma made. your stuffed animal you’ve hugged countless times. the relief you feel when you finally get to see the person who understands you best. how nice it is to be in your home town after being away for too long. familiarity doesn’t breed contempt. it breeds peace. but someone made her feel like getting to know her made her seem worse

#just googled the definition of contempt to make sure i wasnt insane and it is: #‘the feeling that a person or a thing is beneath consideration worthless or deserving scorn’ #and i just. :///// #imagine getting to know someone and that makes you WORTHLESS TO THEM #:(((((((( #anyways. you’re all welcome. #random thoughts with grace #midnights

[hope-ur-ok]

#i can't think of anything to caption this with that feels right #i love all of you who are in rio for shows and i'm sorry so many bad things happened on your weekend #taylor swift #the eras tour #midnights #bigger than the whole sky #live audio

[kidspawn]

something about jason being a friend to nico for no other reason than wanting to help him, to befriend him, to protect him. no ulterior motive or malicious intent, just a desire to help out a troubled kid. trusted nico for his character and resilience, not because he needed anything from him. jason sticking up for nico even amongst the other quest members. jason seeing past the stigma of hades and death and the underworld and seeing a kid who needed someone in his corner.

something about nico becoming a friend to jason because of who jason is as a person. not because of who his parents are, or his heroic feats, but because jason was privy to a traumatic event, knew nico's best-kept secret and chose to stick by his side. nico trusting jason to keep his secrets to himself until he was ready for everyone to know, and jason sticking to it with no hesitation. nico seeing who jason was and being his friend because he saw jason's character and compassion.

something about jason and nico being each others first genuine friends. jason and nico chose to befriend one another when no narrative or underlying intentions pushed them together. nico could have hated jason, but he didn't. jason could have been terrified of nico, but he wasn't. they just... chose to stick by each other. jason, whose entire support structure was decided by juno and the prophecy. nico, who had never really had someone choose to stick by his side before.

nico losing his first genuine friend and being so distraught and gut-wrenched, he can't share this grief with anyone else. nico feeling, once again, abandoned by the first person who chose him.

#ik percy was his friend too but that was so muddled by each party's feelings its hard to explain so bear with me #i love jason and nico's dynamic sm #jasico #platonic or romantic can be read as either tbh #jason grace #nico di angelo #riordanverse #percy jackon and the olympians #heroes of olympus #midnight rambles

[apuff-comics]

i really hope mcr5 does not come out before this is scheduled or else it would be really awkward

#comic #comics #short comic #meme #mcr #my chemical romance #mcr5 #i feel like this might have been more impactful with a LESS extreme expression..? somehow #this is like midnight terror where i feel like what might be more appropriate is sort of a lingering unease which is quite different

[cacaocheri]

womp womp

#yeah sorry about the caption its almost midnight and i got nothing better in the noggin #yeah im posting now i dont care #i need sun to tell me everything's going to be alright #feeling kind of low so drew these as a pick me up #👍👍👍👍 #my art #sun fnaf #fnaf sun #sundrop #sundrop fnaf #security breach #sun security breach #dca fandom #the daycare attendant #charlie daydreamers #sun x y/n #fast and sketchy man i had to get these out

[dumblr]

I felt so much, that I started to feel nothing.

#quotes #feelings #emotions #love #romantic quotes #wise words #thoughtful #love quotes #feel nothing #midnight thoughts #i felt so good #true feelings #sad thoughts #sad quotes #dumblr