#my heart literally broke

[kissyck]

there’s this cute little cottage in my neighborhood that’s PINK!! it’s the cutest, prettiest house that used to be covered with vines and foliage before the hurricane hit last year. i’m obsessed with it. i drove past it yesterday to see that they’re renovating it and they painted it white 💔

#i had to share this bc im still upset over it #my heart literally broke #it’s the cutest lil house that looks like a fairy could live in it #and i know they’re about to make it look so bland #kissy.txt

[haunted-xander]

Do you ever think about how Alisaie's biggest fear is losing the people she cares about? How the very first conversation you have with her alone, a deeply personal one, is about her confiding in you about those fears? Telling you that she hated the state of the world Louisoix died for because, to her, it wasn't worth the sacrifice? She tells you about all the allies she made and lost, who she watched die and could do nothing to save them.

Do you ever think about how Alisaie was consistently one of the first to act, to recklessly throw herself at danger throughout stb? She didn't care (as much) about herself getting hurt, but she'd be damned if she let her friends suffer without doing anything. She has to be fast and proactive, because if she can't protect them even when striking first, how would she be able to when acting after the fact?

Do you ever think about how every time her loved ones are in peril/are in risk of being in peril her heart just breaks? How whenever someone's safety is unsure she panics and immediately tries to contact them/rush to their aid? When Castrum Abania's cannon shot the tower that, for all she knew, Alphinaud was still in, she immediately stops what she's doing and runs to it in panic because her brother was in there and he might be dead.

Do you ever think about how when the Scions start getting their souls yanked to the First, Alisaie reacts the strongest? How, when Urianger and Y'shtola got taken, she fell to her knees shaking Uriangers body, screaming for him to wake up? And when Gaius appears with Alphinaud in the Burn, she immediately goes to fight him (before being stopped by Hien) because this man, who has been her enemy, is holding her brother's lifeless body. She doesn't care that she can't possibily beat him, he has her brother and she's already lost so much in such a short amount of time. She's lost Thancred, Y'shtola and Urianger already, she can't lose Alphinaud too.

Do you ever think about how you are the only one she can fully rely on at that time, but who is also at risk of being taken away? Of how she's so desperate for you to stay, to not be taken away, that Alisaie, who, for all her bluntness, prefers to rely on herself first and foremost, begs you not to leave her? She begs you. Alisaie does not beg. She yells at you to not do something, and she'll scold you to hell and back if you do it anyway, but she does not beg. But this time she did.

And then she ends up being taken away right in front of you. She cries out for help and uses her very last energy to reach out for you. And then she falls limp.

Do you ever think about how, when Alphinaud turns to tell her his plans at the end of Ultima Thule, she immediately rejects it without even letting him say it? She's lost so much and experienced so much grief, not only overall but also just in Ultima Thule. And she loathes to bring that grief onto another. Especially to one who has already lost so much, like you. She hates it. She ends up doing it, yes, but she hates it still.

DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT-

#AND THIS ISNT EVEN TOUCHING ON COILS OR GA BU OR LITERALLY ALL OF SHB OR LIKE 90% OF EW EITHER #SHE GOES THROUGH SO SO MUCH AND SHE LOSES SO MANY PEOPLE. HER LITERAL GREATEST FEAR IS REPEATEDLY SHOVED IN HER FACE SO MANY TIMES #I THINK ABOUT HER AN UNHEALTHY AMOUNT. I THINK ABOUT EVERYTHING SHES BEEN THROUGH ALL THE TIME #THE END OF POST-STB BROKE ME OKAY. HAVING TO NOT ONLY WATCH ALL THE SCIONS GET TAKEN AWAY #BUT ALSO HOW ALISAIE REACTS TO AND GETS INCREASINGLY MORE DESPERATE WITH EACH ONE #JUST. JUST BREAKS MY HEART #I LOVE HER SO SO MUCH OKAY I WANT HER TO AHVE ALL THE HAPINESS IN THE WORLD #ALISAIE :'(((((((((( #alisaie leveilleur #final fantasy #final fantasy 14 #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #ffxiv #xander rambles

[butchdiaz]

eddie diaz is the archer thanks for coming to my ted talk

#its here!! eeeee #literally did nothing else but this for a week cause i had covid so go show her some love :') #she broke my heart and my laptop #911 edit #911 fox #911 abc #lol have we decided on a tag #911 #buddie #eddie diaz #evan buckley #taylor swift #abby is making #my vids

[oddishblossom]

I am saved by the fact that you exist

BANANA FISH (2018) #22 As I Lay Dying

#bananafishedit #banana fish #dailyshounenai #fyanimegifs #useraslaanjade #userkarura #animangaboys #animangahive #anisource #asheiji #ash lynx #eiji okumura #ask to tag #my gifs! #gifs #gifset #saw this quote and it made me think of them #watching this episode broke my heart btw 🥲💔 #like… ash literally recoils from physical touch #he slapped cain’s hand away right before this #but if it’s eiji… he’s ok if it’s eiji who’s holding him #in fact he even melts into the hug #and even though this is far from the first time they’ve hugged eiji still moves so slowly #as if saying to ash ‘you can move away from this if it’s not welcome’ #and it just… i’m crying again nobody look at me 😭

[apileofwizardbooks]

good fucking lord juno. what the fuck.

#words covered in moss #tpp #the penumbra podcast #tpp spoilers #the penumbra spoilers #juno steel #yeah i listened to both episodes yesterday #this paragraph just about broke my heart neatly in two #crazy how juno was just some guy the first time i listened to tpp but then on my relisten #he became just like me fr #fuck offff with your guilt and overcoming feelings of worthlessness (<== said looking at a mirror) #something something #postmodern recurring dream #this is literally what that was about #aaauagahayaghagh #mecore #i guess

[miracle-romance]

EPISODE 110 REDRAWS

#harumichi #michiru kaioh #haruka tenoh #sailor uranus #sailor neptune #uranep #sailor moon #haruka and michiru #haruka x michiru #haruka #michiru #neptune #uranus #@%^ #PLELALSLELLE dont say it looks like danganronpa i will cry so hard #she's meditating. #this episode means so fuckin much to me man #i'm literally going to redraw all of it it's just so perfect and beautiful the imagery is incredible its so sad it broke my heart it

[luminousstardust]

something i noticed after tonight’s episode when Laudna called out to Imogen through the scrying spell is that ever since Laudna’s resurrection, there’s been an ongoing reoccurrence of both Imogen and Laudna reaching out to the other who can’t hear them… in the moments they need each other the most.

#imogen turning away from the scry ball after laudna called out to her literally broke my heart so bad #IM GOING TO BE SICK #why can’t they just be happy and live out their lives in imogen’s little dream cottage pls pls pls #imodna #imogen temult #laudna #bells hells #critical role #critical role spoilers #bells hells spoilers #tay liveblogs

[moothemotherfucker]

“He can get hurt?”

#way to violently rip my heart out throw it on the ground and stomp on it #poor baby is so scared for his bf #ahhh the ending broke me #whyyyyy must you do this to me viv #if stolas dies that’s literally gonna be the end for me #helluva boss #stolitz #season 2 #blitzo #stolas goetia #striker #millie #moxxie #loona #stella goetia

[fandom-trash-goblin]

Alicent Hightower, Queen to King Viserys I Targaryen

for @boundlessfantasy (my only hotd moot currently, hi ma'am i survived geography! hope you like this one it's based on your blog background)

credits: icons of alicent hightower: pinterest user linberlyy, random images: pinterest, quote in first three rows: me, and last quote: tumblr user ojibwa

#god i love emily carey she broke my heart being alicent hightower #idk how people can look at her and say oh look she manipulated viserys #viserys was the adult in the situation. some of y'all are so deluded in that glorifying targs like viserys and daemon mood #idkidc baby alicent was a saint and a martyr and nobody gets to act as if she deserves it #also symbolism. dull red something something never fitting in with “pureblooded” targs #queen to king viserys: little to no agency for herself she is literally just a childbride broodmare no need for sugarcoating #baby alicent my love my sweetheart i want to wrap you in three blankets and give you a warm glass of tea. and then i want to #give you some glass bowls and tell you shatter them pretending they're viserys #it aint fixing much but atleast we know where to begin #anyways #alicent hightower #alicent my beloved #hotd #hotd aesthetic #hotd moodboard #*mine: aesthetics #pinterest #emily carey

[cerise-on-top]

Been really into gardening, so what about Nikolai and König with a gardener s/o? Would they be interested in helping out, or have a specific favorite type of plant?

(I love love LOVE rambling about plants, they're so cool once you get to know them!! I blame my mom entirely since she has a green thumb)

(Also, do you have a fav kind of flower? I personally love hydrangeas)

Plants are really cool, though! Hydrangeas are very pretty, I think I've seen some here and there! I personally adore lisianthus, though! They're absolutely gorgeous! Now I can't help but wonder if I could grow some someday when I move out, haha!

Nikolai and König with a Gardener!S/O

Nikolai: I do believe that he has a garden somewhere near his house only he knows about, where he grows vegetables. He loves having his own little garden, just that little bit of space that no one can take away from him with which he can do just about whatever is nice. He especially likes tomatoes, they’re nutritious, healthy and very delicious, as well as easy to cook. Nikolai is a pretty good cook, so he knows how to utilize tomatoes to their full potential. He has tried to grow flowers as well, though. He’s made some good success with sunflowers, in fact he still has some in his secret garden. So he absolutely knows how to take care of a garden, he finds it relaxing even and would love to help you out a bit, if you let him. Do let him plant some plants of his own, though, he loves watching them grow. Although he’s never been able to do so, he’d love to cultivate some melons at some point as well. Watermelons, cantaloupes, honey melons, he’d love to eat his own ones someday as well, especially with you. He thinks it’s so cool that you’re a gardener because, in another life where he wasn’t a soldier and or leader of a PMC, he, too, would be a gardener. Has always dreamed of having a garden with you and would love to plant some trees as well. Apple trees, cherry trees, maybe even some orange trees, as long as he gets some delicious fruit out of it, he’s down. Besides, what’s more domestic than working at your shared garden together? He’ll even plant some flowers as well. He can’t particularly surprise you well with them, but he can look at your surprised face when they first start sprouting. While he won’t pluck or cut them unless he needs to, he will cherish the moments he gets to spend with you and your shared plants. And if you’re the type of person to name your plants then I can assure you he remembers each and every single name.

König: He’s never really been into gardening. He had a small succulent as a kid once so he had something to take care of that would help him with feeling down, but it didn’t survive very long. He loved the little plant a little too much and gave it too much water every day. To this day he feels guilty about it. He named it “Luisa”. Ever since then he’s not very confident in his plant keeping abilities, thinking he has the worst green thumb imaginable. He would love to help you, don’t get me wrong, but he’s afraid of killing your plants and making you mad about it. No, he’d much rather watch you and encourage you with your endeavors. He’ll buy fertilizer, if needed, or some new seeds or saplings if you want some, but he won’t really do much with your plants, aside from moving them to the sunlight if you want him to. Although, it should be added that he could still learn how to take good care of a plant. With some guidance, and another small succulent that’s hard to kill, it’s not too late. Just show him the ropes, tell him what to do and he’ll do it. He might get nervous about having overdone it again from time to time, and will come up to you, the succulent tiny in his hands, asking you if his plant will make it. Reassure him and give him some good tips, he’ll appreciate it more than you’ll ever know. König feels very accomplished when the plant has survived over two months. As time goes on, he’ll grow more comfortable with plants and ask you if he could maybe help you water some more plants. He may still need to get a feeling for it all, but he’s very eager to help you. Again, this is all very domestic for him, so he quite likes it. Just watering some plants with you, harvesting some parsley, maybe picking some apples from the tree. He can get most fruits from the tree due to his height as well, which is great. König’s more into the practical side of gardening, so he prefers fruit and vegetables over flowers. His favorite plant would be a pumpkin, but only because he loves pumpkin seed oil.

#cod #cod x reader #cod nikolai #cod nikolai x reader #könig #konig #könig x reader #konig x reader #pumpkin seed oil is literally the best thing out there it goes so well with salad #I never eat my salads without some pumpkin seed oil #been eating it ever since I was a child and my mother to this day buys it whenever she can. salads are so good #therefore König also adores pumpkin seed oil because I said so #besides he's Austrian so it makes a lot of sense as well #plants are so so cool #I had two succulents once but my heart broke when I had to throw them out due to mosquitos #my entire room was filled to the brim with mosquitos it was absolutely disgusting #my two succulents were named Eden and Arya #and yes I did name one after an OC of mine and the other one after a VN character #I miss having plants it was so very cool but I fear the day I have a million bugs in my room again #I'm not at all a big fan of bugs I think they should leave me alone and stay as far away from me as possible #also I really like lisianthus because of a song. otherwise I wouldn't even know they exist haha #nine point eight by mili is very depressing but also really good. it names a lot of flowers #however don't listen to it if you don't fare well with suicide themes since that song's very heavy on those

[bellamysgriffin]

Dana Watches Gilmore Girls: Santa’s Secret Stuff (7x11)

#ggedit #gilmoregirlsedit #lanekimedit #dailytvwomen #* #dwgg* #userbbelcher #this literally broke my heart :( #like. it's so emblematic of where the show went wrong in writing her arc anyway

[i-literally-cant-with-this]

A/N ::: This is, uh, my take on an HC/Fic hybrid about Break-up sex with Baji. Initially, it was going to be HC's but then this damn sad ass song I'm listening to made me a sobbing mess and here we are now. I really don't dabble in angst but something about this felt so right (and heartbreakingly beautiful??) Hope you guys like it, too. Also, I would probably never ever ever never break up with this man.

C/W ::: Just MDNI under the cut. More painful than smutty but there's still some parts that are not for minors, says I. Thanks!

Listen to me (on repeat if you can stand it)

Knows why you came over today

Won't stop kissing you because when he does, he knows what you're going to say

Won't stop even when you tell him to because you "need to talk about something"

Doesn't care

Doesn't want to hear it

Finally takes his lips off of yours and tucks his face into your neck

Whispers how much he loves you against your ear because he knows how sensitive you are there and he’s hoping you’ll cave to his whims

Doesn't want to have to wake up in the morning and face the fact you're "not his anymore"

Pulls you over to where he's sitting on the bed and wraps his arms around your hips

Smashes his face into your belly

Soaks your shirt with his tears

Kisses his way up your chest to your lips again

His lips are wet from crying

"Please just ... why? Why is this happening right now?" he'll ask in vain

You don't really have an answer but you know that this is how it has to be

You will kiss him back against all of your better judgment

His hands slip under your shirt and he rubs circles into your warm skin with his rough fingertips

You can feel yourself falling back into that same comfortable routine with him despite fighting it with every ounce of your willpower

Things are so easy with him

But you just don't see it going anywhere

You're goal oriented

He's content with the way things are

His eyes tell you more than his words ever could

And you want to listen

You want to let him love you forever

But you have plans

Life plans

You've worked so hard to get to where you are and you didn't mean to fall in love with [someone like] Baji

And though you did, you've never loved anyone like him

Never been loved by anyone like he loves you

Your parents gave him the side-eye from the beginning

That didn't matter to you

You were just 19 and he was wild

Fun

Fun

He knows this is your mom's idea

He's trying to convince you to just give him another chance

But he's not promising to be better or change his ways (and why should he - you don't love him because he has potential - you love him for him - he's perfect the way he is)

You break down and fold into his chest letting the tears you'd been holding back fall without subtlety or aim

They stain the gray shirt he's wearing

He knew you were coming over today and he knows you love that shirt on him so that's why he wore it - the both of you will never look at that shirt again after today

Baji will burn it when you leave him to stand there and stare at you as you walk away

You kind of knew that, too

He brushes the hair that is glued to your cheeks and kisses the tear streaks running down your face

Does not ask for permission when he picks you up and lays you down on his bed

He will lower himself, slotting down between your thighs and rolls his body against yours with a desperation you've never felt from him

He can't stand to look at you but he forces himself because after this, he will never want to see you again

His ego will heal soon enough

But there will always be a blemish on his heart where he carved out a safe little niche for you to stay forever and ever

A part of him will hate you forever and ever for doing this to him

You feel his growing need for you against your own

This feels wrong

It feels too final

Because it is

This probably shouldn't happen

Though neither of you seem to be able to stop it

His hand snakes down between your bodies and he unbuttons your jeans

Pulling down the zipper like he has so many times in the past

"Baji-kun ..." you try to make it sound like you know better than to do this

It won't fix anything

No closure will be obtained through this final act

"Don't - please ... don't y/n." He chokes out

He leans back and gathers the denim of your jeans up in his hands to tug them down

Flashing back to the very first time the two of you gave yourself to the other

He coughed out a sob or a laugh

You couldn't tell

You didn't really want to know (if you were being honest with yourself)

Right now, the both of you were being anything but honest with yourselves

He got your bottoms off and began to undo his belt

The cool clink of the metal shook you out of the trance his unabashed affection had put you in

Drunk on him

He always fucked you up

Leaving the belt in his pants, he undid the button and zipper and just pulled them down a little

Enough for him to pull his shamelessly hard cock out

Baji was not patient with you

He slid himself into you without any warning

You gasped at the less than skilled intrusion and he hissed at the feeling

It felt familiar

It felt like coming home

He felt like home

But this wasn't home to you - now

It couldn't be

Not anymore

He pumped into you with a sense of urgency

As if he was racing against time to keep you here with him

To keep you his

He couldn't stop his hips from snapping into yours

He didn't want to stop

Didn't want you to stop

Didn't want to wake up from this dream and realize it was a nightmare

He was living a nightmare

And it was just beginning

"Baji-kun ... I can't do this." You moaned, though you didn't stop him

It felt too good

Too good to be true

He pulled out and you cried out at the loss

Effortlessly, he flipped you over onto your stomach and pulled your hips up

Gripping them with an iron fist, he entered you from behind

"Oh fuck, Baji-kun!" You screamed into the pillow

You sobbed through the pleasure racking your body and the pain strangling your heart

He was hitting you at a different angle and it was making your eyes roll back into your head

Your body was on fire

The kind of fire that only Keisuke could ignite

You will never feel this again with anyone

Not ever

You came hard and fast, soaking his sheets with your cum

He was close

You could feel his cock twitching inside of you

He pulled out and flipped you back over, entering you again

He grabbed your chin and forced you to look at him

Tears ran down his face like a tsunami after a violent earthquake shook the world's entire core

Baji was your world

You wondered how this happened

How it had come to this

How you would ever learn to live without his bright eyes and smile greeting you after any time apart

It didn't matter

He was always happy to see you

Always smiling at you with that devilish grin of his that made your heart beat a little faster

His lips found yours again and he kissed you with a restlessness you had never felt from him before

And a tenderness that terrified you

You had broken his heart

You had ripped it to shreds

You had eaten him whole and swallowed him up without any hesitation

That's what it means to love like this

It is overwhelming 

It will leave you an empty shell if you're not careful

It is fast

Hard

All encompassing and heavy against you when you’re not sure about anything but the person staring back at you

You will never know this again

And it hurts

So fucking much 

"I love you so much, y/n." He whimpered against your lips

He came with a moan and you felt his warmth fill you up

You let him lay on top of you for a few minutes

Just breathing in his scent

One last time

Knowing that you could never let yourself fall in love again

Because you knew, deep within your fucking shattered soul, nothing would ever, ever measure up to this.

@katshimizuu @kazutora-kurokawa @southside-otaku @arlerts-angel @viburnt @darkstarlight82

#tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers angst #baji keisuke #keisuke baji #tokrev #tokyo revengers x reader #tokyo revengers x you #tokyo revengers x y/n #baji keisuke x reader #baji keisuke x you #tokrev angst #tokyo rev x reader #tokyo rev x y/n #tokyo rev x you #baji x you #baji x reader #baji x y/n #angst #jesus christ #this literally broke my heart

[starsxinxthexbluexsky]

Wei Wuxian + Crying

"Can someone tell me... what I'm supposed to do now?"

#the untamed #cql #theuntameddaily #here literally crying #well this post is very sad cuz it is wwx suffering and crying except in the last gif #where he is happy that his a-yuan is alive and that lwj has raised him #but from there the burial mounds was the one that broke my heart the most #gg why are you such a good actor!!? #i didn't put scenes of his madness in 'nighless city' cuz there were many and so i only put the one of him crying when lwj catches him #there are really many scenes where he was sad. 😭😭😭 #my poor little baby #i put the quote cuz i think that every time something bad happened to him and he cried. he wondered what he would do next #to help others but at the same time he hurt himself too much with each new decision he made #until he finally ended his life #long gifset cw #blood cw #wei wuxian #xiao zhan #my gifs #mygifs.cql

[fear-no-mort]

loving it keep it coming

#usually ‘they cannot be normal about eachother or the whole universe explodes’ is just a funny exaggeration thing people like to say about- #-characters they like but with these two it is quite literally canonically true. the whole universe is forever stained because of how much- #rick and morty love eachother and how intense they are when it comes to eachouther #of course this is highly exaggerated but yeah #rick will hang out with this little guy and expose him to the whole world and be the only source of comfort in both that and his normal- #-life and then be surprised when that little guy doesn’t let go of him and wants to stay with him forever and never want him to replace him #and kf course only because morty did the same to rick. he saw everything able to be seen by human eyes and then after everything only then- #-he discovered the single greatest thing ever which is Morty My Grandson Morty :). and he absolutely broke ricks heart by the smallest- #-things and drove him crazy with just how much he adores him and wants him to live and would do and sacrifice anything and he wouldn’t just #-die for morty he does that every week. he’d LIVE for morty and that’s much harder for him #but hed do anything. how the hell did i end up rambling about them like this #ive written thousands of words about these fuckers just today alone i think its safe to say. #rick and morty #odieart #odiespeak

[faofinn]

A question.

We're in a situation where there is no more Fao and Finn.

Shiv has left, taking Fao and Ely (epoch's, but too much to talk to both of us), and leaving all our fics frozen still.

As mentioned previously, you can find shiv on ao3, but all of my work has only ever been on here.

Would people be interested in a rewritten situation where the Daniels etc remain (but without Fao obv)? Fao left in prev works but removed from future? Leaving the blog frozen with no changes or additions? Completely new characters on a new blog that has zero to do with the boys?

If anyone has any tips etc, they'd be appreciated.

#ev posts #faofinn breakup #this isn't how i expectedly the blog to go ngl #but i also didn't expect to be split up either tbh #we've got five years of writing every single day behind us #but now I'm not allowed to even message every day #hell even any week #shout out to mental illness for ruining my life again #ironically enough it wasn’t my depression that broke the straw #but i did try and off myself the same day shiv broke up with me lmao #and not a week has gone by without a tragedy #I've had too many deaths in the family #and three prealerts #two resus stays #and another three admissions #and not one of them was for my bloody mental health #it's literally a broken heart #they've actually genuinely considered it and it blows my tiny medical mind.

[singingice]

I WAS SCREAMING when i saw bmo i was like YAAAAAAY BMOO like bmo always says. i love this lil guy shes my fav character closely followed by marcy and ahh i love seing more of them

#they did him dirty at the end tho :C #this time he didnt win. he didnt bounce back #this literally broke my heart #adventure time #fionna and cake #bmo #bmo adventure time #adventure time bmo #fionna and cake spoilers