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polakina · 4 months
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how they act when they're jealous
call of duty headcanons #5
hc masterlist // masterlist
god i love seeing jealousy in men. and i love the 141. so this is a nice happy medium
ALSO im running out of ideas AHH pls send me some. i need to write more
rating: explicit
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stone-faced expression
teeth gritted
if looks could kill, they'd be dead
you'd all gone out after a long mission to unwind
gaz and soap took the opportunity to try and out drink eachother while simon stayed pretty much to himself
but price had alternative plans for the night
keeping an eye on you
not that you needed the supervision, but when you drank, you liked to wander. he'd been thinking about tying a balloon to your shirt when you all went out to make sure you were still in the building
he was considering it right this second, after he'd lost sight of you for a third time that night
then he caught you, at the bar, most likely ordering another round of drinks. you looked happy, smiling. it was nice for him to see after such a strenuous three weeks you'd all just had
but his eyes turned black when he saw a guy come up next to you, hand reaching for your waist
he'd left his drink with simon, made his way over to you and stood directly behind you as you were turned to the man before this asshole even formulated a hello
you'd felt a presence behind you, knowing it was john and not even turning to see if you were right. but by the look on that guy's face, you probably were
"best just to walk away, eh?" you heard from behind you. it made you smirk as the guy scuttled away like a raccoon in a trash can
turning to see john's stoic expression, his piercing gaze boring into the guy's head until he was out of view
had his hand on you the whole night after that
it felt like a protective grip on your thigh
his jaw was clenched and you felt his eyes on you constantly, but every time you looked at him, his gaze was elsewhere
feels the need to touch every part of you to eradicate any sense of that other guy's hands on you
turns dominant, holding you down, kissing every part of you
"can't believe he thought he had a chance" "fuckin' arsehole thinks he can put his hands on you" "need reminding that you're mine, hmm? is that it?"
you love it when he gets jealous
you're not leaving the bed for hours
he fucks you raw. hard.
your throat is hoarse and your voice is gone by the time he's done
you can barely lift your arms or legs afterwards; they're shaking and sore from his harsh grip on your thighs
his manhandling is rough, but you love it. you submit to it as he pounds into you until the sun peeks through your curtains
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graves is who riles him the most on base
especially when he's talking to you
graves has a certain way of annoying ghost but making it seem like an entirely normal conversation to you
just by existing, he gets on ghost's nerves
"you look good in that gear, honey. suits you" was all ghost could hear from the air field
it enraged him completely. everyone saw it. you brushed it off, and saw ghost glaring at the two of you
you smirked, catching his eye. he cocked his head, almost daring you to further this
always quiet when he's jealous
just likes to watch, unless something goes too far. then he steps in
but with this, he wanted until you came to him
you did, an hour later in the armoury. he busied himself cleaning his weapons as you came into the room
you knew that look, the one he gave you
he always gave you that look. whether it was because some man gave you attention, or you flirted for intel undercover, or even if someone looked at you for too long
he didn't speak. he just walked over to you, towering above you while reaching behind your back to lock the door
he liked to make you know that you were his
"letting graves give you all that attention, hmm?" his voice was decibles lower than usual when he was like this. it made your walls clench just hearing it. "that man was looking you up and down like a piece of meat. can't have that, can we?"
liked to hear you cry out his name when he fucked you
can't feel jealous if someone else's name isn't in your mouth, can he?
with each thrust he coaxed you, ordered you to tell him who you belonged to
the table which you sat on rammed into the wall every time his cock pushed deeper and harder into you
his hand on your throat forcing you to look at him, into his eyes, fingerprints bruising into your skin
his hands slapped against your thigh, marking your skin a deep red
never let you cover it up the next day either, you had that shit on show, for all ghost could say
graves steered clear of you after that
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as a commanding officer, you trained the rookies
but they were smarmy and smug, often threw comments your way that you learned to brush off without a passing thought
soap had sat in on one of your sessions, watching from under a tent
he watched them whisper about you, watched a few of them gaze at your arse
it made his blood boil
his face could never hide any signs of jealousy. it painted his features like a detailed portrait
they were target shooting, and the few delinquents that couldn't concentrate on anything other than you were poor at their aiming
he liked to prove his worth in situations like this
he took it as a competition, one he knew he could win
you saw him stride over, taking the rifle out of one of the boys hands and taking a stance at the marker
rolling your eyes, you knew this couldn't end well
he'd done this before
a guy tried to flirt with you in a bar once, soap won the fight between them
you were whistled at while driving through the city you lived in, soap smoked him and sped off way ahead of that asshole
he can't back down
he doesn't realise he doesn't need to compete for you. you're already his
soap fires at every target with immediate precision, not even taking a breath between shots
then he tosses the gun back to the rookie with a smug look on his face
"maybe start focusing on the task at hand instead of her, hmm? or else i'll have you off this base before you can blink, boy"
he grinned as he caught your eye, winking before taking his seat back under the shadow of the tent, continuing to watch as though nothing happened
no rookie let their gaze linger on you again after that
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he came to visit you at work often when he was home, so he didn't have to stay in the apartment by himself
the little coffee shop was a comforting place for him, the smell of coffee grounds and freshly baked goods always lifting his spirits
you had a co-worker that was always close by your side, but he never thought much of it up till now
you were on your break and made your way over to join him at the table with two coffees in hand
you seemed different, more irked than usual, and your phone wouldn't shut up either, which seemed to piss you off more
it was your co-worker. he learned about the dates he'd asked you on, about whether you wanted to go to his place after work. it'd been happening for weeks, even after you'd said no
gaz said nothing, making his way over to that co-worker
you watched as he leaned over the counter, whispering something to the man that turned his skin pale and his eyes wide
he scurried off to the back room and gaz walked back over to smiling
"what did you say?"
"nothing you haven't already said to him, love"
he pulled your chair closer, kissing the side of your head
he was calm when jealous, to a point where you could barely tell
his jaw never clenched, his gaze never darkened, his body language remained the exact same
but he was always observant, never let anything go too far
but his body language always changed, more tense, more aggravated whenever you became uncomfortable in any situation
he was always by your side in seconds, but never starting a confrontation, just removing you from the scene without causing a fight
like i said, not a man of confrontation
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bedoballoons · 11 months
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im in need of subby kaeya, hcs or a oneshot pls 🙏
Here I deliver! Also just in time for the new update and his new outfit! Good luck on your pulls everyone!
Kaeya oneshot:
~Beg~
CW: NSFW! Very suggestive!, Smut!, pleasing him with your hand!, Calling him good boy!, DNI if under 18!
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Kaeya bit his lip, gently swirling the dark red wine in his glass as he stared at you, doing his best to keep his dirty thoughts in the back of his mind and yet still failing miserably. You always made him feel...so needy, like if you didn't give him the attention he needed at the very second he wanted it, he'd simply...combust.
Eventually he gave up hiding his desires, his hand reaching out and grabbing yours, his eyes glazed over with lust, his voice pleading with you as he spoke, "We should do something fun, the two of us just sitting here is rather boring...isn't it~" You looked at him, seeing him in this state made you want to giggle, your evil side almost wanting to leave him to suffer...just a bit longer.
"I think it's nice to relax for a little,...oh is something the matter? You look a bit red in the face and your eyes have a bit of glassy look to them. Has Kaeya caught a cold from his own vision?" You teased him, watching in satisfaction as a slightly annoyed look crossed his face, "You know full well I don't get colds...must you toy with me...please lets-"
"Hmmm what was that? I think you should say it a couple more times and then maybe I'll be inclined to do something fun.~" You cut him off mid sentence, your voice filled with the authoritative tone he liked so much and your fingers drumming against the soft cloth of the couch you were both currently sitting on. His blush deepened in colour, his eyes looking anywhere but at you...as he responded in the whiniest tone you'd ever heard him use, "Please....please help me...I...have a issue only you can solve...please~"
Your smirked at him, gesturing for him to move closer to you and the second he did you pushed him roughly against the plush cushions of the couch, his surprised gasp making your heart skip a beat. You caught his lips in a painfully slow kiss, licking the bottom one teasingly before biting it, almost harsh enough to draw blood, savouring the whimpering noises he made, all for you.
Your hand slid down his waist, traveling further and further down till it rested on his...issue. He tried desperately to grind into your hand wanting friction, wanting you to move and you just watched...leaning down to whisper into his ear, "What do we say~" His eyes met yours and from the look in them he was incredibly embarrassed... but...he also liked it, "Please...t-touch me.~"
"Good boy~" You said, while trailing kisses from his ear to his neck to his shoulder, biting down on it just as you palmed at his bulge. The mix of pain and pleasure made him moan out loud, his body already feeling heated up from your assistance...god the things you did to him. You in unbuttoned his pants revealing his pale blue underwear, taking your sweet time with every movement while he squirmed impatiently beneath you.
"You wanted fun...I'm going to give you all the fun I've got~"
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Kaeya Headcanons:
~Subby~
(Just a few but this way you get both <3)
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He absolutely loves being teased, he will do it right back to you in public until you're forced to leave.~
He prefers when you go rough on him, his whole body should be sore the next day even with a bath.~
His favourite thing is when you use your hands, feeling him up, doing dirty things with them...as long as he can see them he's excited by them~
He goes weak at the knees when you call him a good boy and whispering it into his ear is almost enough to make him finish, it's overwhelming.~
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✿I hope you enjoyed~✿
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matthewtkachuk · 4 years
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wow, so you might have noticed i’ve been a little absent from tumblr these past few days, a couple of things happened that reminded me i have a lot to be thankful and grateful for
first: i hit 1k last week which just absolutely blows my fuckin mind, y’all do not know how grateful i am for each and every one of you. it genuinely feels like yesterday i was nervously writing the first part of feel something and now i’ve got a whole masterlist and a giant support system. thank yall for always supporting me and treating me so good i love you guys so so so much
second: saturday night i was in a pretty serious accident with a deer, i’m okay (super super sore tho fml) my car is well... my car is not okay. at the end of the day i am just grateful to be alive and relatively okay - always wear your seatbelts you guys!!!! i firmly believe we would be having a much different conversation if my seatbelt hadn’t locked 
so i thought it would be fun to do a game/ask night and celebration to celebrate 1k and walking away from my accident - the theme is simply my most used emojis
🥺: let me simp over you - could be a blog compliment, fic compliment, something i love about you, maybe me simping abt our friendship?? idk let me have free reign to love on you
🤷🏼‍♀️: typical games - would you rather, fmk, send me a number and i’ll shuffle my liked songs on spotify and tell you what song comes up after that many skips, literally any other celly game you can think of  (pls no cym it gives me anxiety)
✨: let’s get dramatic - tell me a secret and i’ll tell you one of mine (you can go on anon if you want!!)
👀: kink same or kink shame - tell me your kink and i’ll tell you if i share it (lex gave me this idea a few cellys ago and i’ve wanted to do it but never fit it in before so creds to her ig)
🌻: this is my positivity tag emoji lol - send me something positive and i’ll send you something positive back (maybe something really awesome happened to you today?? maybe you have a fave positive quote?? maybe you just want to see a picture of my puppies??)
😭: the angsssstttt - let’s talk angsty fics, have a good fic rec to make me cry?? wanna talk about some of the pain i’ve inflicted via my masterlist??
🥵: let’s thirst - send me ur nfsw thoughts?? send me your celeb crushes and let’s simp?? (rae if u submit something abt pegging i will delete it :) )
😇: anything goes here - idk i like to have an option with no prompt because some of my favorite celebration stuff has come from these so
[obligatory taggin some moots so it don’t flop statement] [obligatory sorry if i missed tagging you i love you so much i’m just still in shock from the force of hittng a deer at 110 km/hr statement or alternatively i’m worried im annoying you and dont wanna tag you to be annoying idk could go either way]:
@rekrappeter​​ @girlsru1eboysdroo1​​  @sortagaysortahigh​​ @euphoricmalfoy​​ @socialwriter​​ @anxietyandtacos​​ @rudyypankow​​ @midnightmagicmusings​​ @mdlyncline​​ @jellyfishbeansontoast​​ @bricksatanakinswindow​​ @stargazingstarkey​​ @anonymous0writer​​ @softstarkey​​ @sguymon21​​ @danicarosaline​​ @notphilosopherstudentblog​​ @outrbanks​​ @downbytheouterbanks​​ @royalmerchant​​ @butgilinsky​​ @jjaybank​​ @popeheywards​​  @tempestuousjj​​ @rae131415​ @https-luna​​​ @love-chx​​ @outerbankslut​​ @honeyycheek​​ ​​ @kookkyra​​​ @cognacdelights​​ @stfukie​​​ @pogueszn​​  @starkeybabie​​ @x-lulu​​  @spideymyluv​​ @sguymon21​​  @angellissy​​ @drewstarkey​​ @ilovejjmaybank​ @kindahavefeelingskindaheartless​ @jiaraendgame​
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dysfunctionalcrab · 3 years
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headcannon: quackity with a sick reader
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pronouns: gender neutral
requested by anon: could you do quackity and or dream with a sick reader?
note: thinking about quackity’s sick voice rn (I PROMISE YOU IM NOT A WEIRDO)
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• you woke up in the morning, and your body was aching and so was your head. you also had an awfully sore throat. goddamit. you were sick
• but sick days doesnt mean you don’t check your phone, so you grabbed your phone and alex had texted you about 30 minutes ago
alex <3: pls come over early i’m so bored
• you sighed sadly, having to tell him that you couldn’t and that you were sick. you had plans today, too.
you: i can’t, i have have a rlly bad fever :(
alex <3: you’re sick? LMAOO sucks for you
• you didn’t hear from him for another 15 minutes
• you switched on your tv and just decided to do what you always do when you were sick:
• stay in bed and watch your favourite show, and blow your nose 20x a day.
• but soon you heard the door open, you lower the volume down with the remote and held the blanket to your chest protectively (as if that would actually do anything if there was a real intruder)
• alex was standing there with a backpack. he gave you sympathetic smile after seeing how bad it really was. you turned away in embarrassment as he started to analyse the state of you.
• he unzipped his backpack and took out a black thermos.
• “i brought you soup! i didn’t actually make it, my mom did, but it’s really good for people who are sick, and it’s still warm, if you want it,”
• your heart warmed and he sits beside you. [soft quackity mode activated]
• “how are you feeling, baby?” being gentle with you, knowing that you probably weren’t in a mood to joke
• “sick,”
• “well no fucking shit,” [never mind]
• he stayed beside you, and watched whatever you watch, even if he absolutely hated it
• whenever you needed something, he would go and get it for you without hesitation.
• constantly bugged you to take medicine and pain relievers. he literally tried to shove them in your mouth
• though he kept a relative distance from you, and because he was planning on streaming tomorrow and he didn’t want to get sick too.
• he refused to give you kisses
• “fucks sake alex, kiss me! i need love!”
• “and catch your dirty disease? i don’t think so,”
• but after about two hours of trying to get far from you, he just gives up because he starts to get touch starved
• you’ll be resting your head on the pillow and he’ll just slide into bed next to you and hold you tight.
• when you realise, you give him the most bullshitting grin.
• “you’re such a simp” you say with your eyes still glued to the tv
• “shut the fuck up,” he says, holding you tighter.
• sometimes when you’re sick, he would stay the night over, which in this case, he did.
• he usually wakes up before you, but today he didn’t. you woke up first and started preparing breakfast. your head and body was feeling much better
• you hear a series of coughs, and you turn to see alex standing there, crossing his arms like a child.
• “you made me sick!”
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masterlist
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popcornpoppin · 2 years
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hi.... horny anon here and i just read asking permission and am deceased
You looked at his back with bewildered eyes and when he turned around, meeting your gaze, he only shrugged before saying “Come on, we need to get ready for the meeting”.
this little-- the teasing-- 😫😫
leaving you horny and flustered
how did you know my name?? 🤨
Grabbing the door handle he paused before he slowly turned around, one hand still on the handle. His eyes were dark and stern as they bore into yours “If you so much as think of playing with yourself I'm not touching you for a week” and with that he fully opened the door and entered the bathroom before shutting the door behind him.
i- sir- that's too much stop SKSHSKNSKSBSIS
“We never finished what we started this morning darling” he rasped as a cocky smirk grew on his lips, knowing the effect his words had on you.
FUCKC YOUUU idk what is it with you and your exhibitionism ideas but they do something to me and make me question myself sometimes 😳
“Fuck that´s where my fingers belong -” he murmured into your ear, kissing your earlobe. “- riiiight there” he smirked, curling his fingers as he found your sweet spot; making you moan loudly.
i GASPED I GASPED
However you never got an answer as the door was suddenly pulled open, revealing Plutarch and Coin, with the rest of the team entering not long after.
WOWOWIWIWOOOOOIOOOOOOO that's hot
“Make me” you spat back, wanting to get back at him for how much he teased you earlier.
YN IS SO BRAVE I LOVE HER
“I want your eyes on me at all times baby” he explained before enveloping your clit with his mouth and picking up the pace with his fingers.
eye contact is hot im gonna cry
“N-no Finnick, no more, I´m too sensitive” your voice shook as you spoke and you anxiously eyed his every move. Finnick didn't answer you and made no comment on the action before moving your legs apart, his cock sliding against your thigh as he moved closer to you.
is that cnc i dont know but it does something to me and i am rethinking everything i know about myself
“Fuck, that´s it my love. A little faster for daddy now”
for- 😳 for da- 😳😳
You let your head fall back against the headboard, your eyes roll into your head in ecstasy
yes that's how i look like rn reading this
“You keep saying that honey but the sounds you´re making are telling me something completely different” he pointed out
as i said before.... hot...
“I know what you want, baby, better than anyone else - even yourself. I know you´ve got one more round in you..”
as i said before 😵🦋😵🦋 x2
“Are you too sore for round two?”
never 🥰😋
THAT WAS SO GOOD and it was your hottest fic i think 😭 and the blood?? idek how to comment that my mind short circuited somewhere in the middle of reading 😭
pls i’ve been excitedly expecting your incredible reactions💖😏
the teasing - what can i say i love when he riles her up. idk why but it annoys me more if it’s the girl teasing the guy (depends on the teasing but yeah🙈)
HORNY AND FLUSTERED ANON PLS💀✋
….i love assertive and very dominant finnick… he does indescribable things to me
THE EXHIBITIONISM LISTEN- idek like irl i could never but in fics >>>> (like i don’t want anyone seeing them but them doing it and no one else knowing, the risk of being caught>> them having to stay quiet and suppress moans>>>>) i’m glad my smut makes you question your kinks😌💖😁
PLEASE ITS SO- the power finnick has over us
oooh you like them interrupting huh? 😏
PLEASE I LOVE WHEN Y/N CHALLENGES THEM BACK AND ISN’T JUST WEAK AND SUPER SUBMISSIVE STRAIGHT AWAY
yesss it is and him pausing until she does as he says 😏
uuuuuhm well 😅 i honestly don’t know if it counts as cnc, that’s why i just add dubcon warnings but maybe i should add a cnc warning 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️ it wasn’t my intention but i get how it reads that way YIKES
heh heh, i just had to slip that in there 😇 just like finnick slipped into y/n
oh i’m glad😌💗
him being in full control>>>
him being possessive and asserting his dominance bc someone else dared look at you>>>
PLS YOU AND @andvys HAVING THE SAME REACTION TO THE ENDING more like round 4 but whatevs finnick
THANK YOU OMG🥺💖 listen- blood is,,, there’s a reason i made a blood suggestion for call out my name 😏
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mangomochi-yn · 4 years
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[volleyball with the aces]
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haikyuu best boi aces x reader
g. all around fluff! (and crack :P) wc. 12-17 bullets/ea
contains. bokuto k., sakusa k., asahi a., iwaizumi h., ushijima w., futakuchi k.
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bokuto
this hyper baby
the minute you suggest it he’s shouting in excitement
would immediately get ready to serve at you, even stopping practice
((but luckily akaashi stops him to let you gear up))
“whoa y/n you have to practice with me now! youre good!!”
always. i repeat aLWAYS exclaims (with glee) when you make a tricky move like a curved spike or a float serve
laughs when he has to sprint to receive a feign
v v tempted to show off his spikes but doesn’t wanna hurt you (awe bb 🥺)
so he’ll pretend to go really hard but then mid air just like *taps* the ball. asgshgshshdksl
overall super fun and super loud
he literally just turns into a ball of sunshine and youre just 💘💞
10/10 can’t get better than him
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sakusa
this boi
ya gotta convince for a while
will be like why? what brought this? you want to get sweaty and dirty? are you that bored?
like bruh 😑
eventually gives in when u tell him u just want to play with him
plays normally for the most part
(he knows you can handle some of his spikes and serves 💪)
but he will lightly tease you with a curveball every now and then
oh and btw you’re geared up to the max before you start like 💯
— im talking knee pads, elbow pads, hair tied up and tight, compression shorts (absolutely NO loose and hazardous clothes), and dont forget double knotted shoelaces
afterwards? i m m e d i a t e shower
you better drink your water in 10secs cause he will not hesitate to scoop you up and throw you in there if you take any longer
all in all was the game worth all the time it takes to gear up and the 1hr shower after?
100% — that small smile he had as he played with you was a blessing in itself
will give you some pointers too after just cause he hopes to play with you more smoothly next time
8/10 ur very clean now. very refreshed
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asahi
now we all know how unsure and nervous this jesus is
so naturally, once u ask him he’ll be like 😳 with me? why?
ur like “ur my boyfriend asahi, who else would i play with” 😐
“noya’s pretty fun to play with”
😑 bruh
just act all pouty and mad and he’ll be right on it though
plays softly, very leisurely
it’s as if you two were just.. passing the ball to each other (and it got a bit boring)
so you told him
asahi spike em balls pls ☺️
he laughs but eventually does and right then and there you remember how he is the a c e
1 dive turns into 2, 2 turns into 3, next thing you knew you were rolling all over the place trying to receive (noya’s v proud btw)
meanwhile asahi was having so much fun so ur just like 🥺 dont matter! anything for him!!
“that was so much fun, y/n!” your heart melts at how he beams at you after, he was sweaty all over but somehow he said he felt ‘refreshed’
i think ur confused bby
but anyways 8/10 protect him at all costs or u catch these fists
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iwaizumi
like sakusa this boy will be a bit sus
like he’ll say yeah right away but will be like??
when you tell him you just wanna play with him he then turns a bit of a cocky bitch (unintentionally!!)
hes like “😏 oh? i won’t hold back yknow.”
lies.
worse than boku he def holds back
just receives all the time like boy?? wheres that strong ass spike form i fell for? 
the minute you tell him to not be a 🅿️ussy though be ready cause he will get in the zone
— he decided he might as well use this for actual practice 💀
so in the end you’re dead. arms sore.
“we should do this more often babe its fun practicing with you” as he takes a swig from his water bottle shoving it to u after
how can you say no tho when you see that bright ass smile of his and hear his hearty laughter?
you lk regret asking but in the end what makes baby daddy happy — he gets 😪
another 8/10 at least u see the bara arms flex during the whole thing
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ushijima
“huh okay”
ya kinda feel bad asking him cause he had to stop practicing but bbys like “no. we can play like you want it’s fine.”
and it’s like... hes playing with a child
(hes also part of the gear you to the max squad btw)
but anyways as he plays with u a few mins in you’re like 👁👄👁 boy what is this mockery
but then before you complain you now notice him gradually amping up his spikes— not just receiving as often any more (oh? 👀)
turns out baby boi was just assessing you it seems. agsshsksjjl what a man 💔
cracks a smile every now and then when you barely receive something while u shout-laugh loudly at him
then afterwards he hydrates u to the max
im talking g a l l o n s
(you got your 8 cups for the whole week now)
then offers to bathe or massage you if you’re too tired cause unlike u hes like so unaffected 😐
like one (1) single sweatdrop on his forehead and thats it
gives you pointers as he massages you too but overall says not to hesitate to ask him if you wanted to play again
another 10/10 baby’s perfect
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futakuchi
sassy mf
“are you sure? i wont hold back you know.”
(him and iwaizumi — to the streets!)
((jk just him cause iwa is bae))
he’s still not done at just that btw
“did you want my attention that much 😘 im kinda busy tho” so u hit him with a “nah nvm then”
and this mf hugs you so fast and says he might as well since you asked (smh 🤦‍♀️)
and this boy..
he’s asahi but intentionally
— like why??? are you running back and forth the edges of the court???
“go go dateko!” he fuccin sings as he sees you run to where he received the ball to 💀
— the complete opposite side of where you were btw
will also urge and keep teasing you to try tricky moves on him
*loud fake gasp as you do a curve spike*
istg if you could still walk at the end of playing with him you wouldve drop kicked him instantly
smothers you with kisses and hugs, and offers to carry you home after though so you cant really be too mad 🙄
all in all 7 jelly legs out of 10 (hes lucky u love him)
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a/n. i used to play varsity in my middle and high school vbc!! i loved being a pinch server but most of my days i was a wing spiker 😗 did one year as a libero and gave up immediately cause i had no idea how to dive properly (komori pls teach ur ways 🤲) i would literally sacrifice my w h o l e b o d y to receive every time
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goldvnboy · 3 years
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screams hi guys im gemma && im so excited to be here !! on today’s disaster episode im introducing my boy, park jaehyun, a whole ass snake in sheep’s clothing 🤪 if u would like to plot w me, pls hit the LIKE button && ill come runnin into ur dms ( or more preferably u can add me on discord @ gemma#8039 ) !! also under the cut is some fun facts abt him bc ya bitch and straight to the point simply do not gel so a lot of this info may not be immediately evident in the bio huhu
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( stats \ bio \ plots )
gemini sun, aries moon, leo rising / enfj / chaotic neutral
momma’s boy thru && thru, his dad cheated on his momma so the man can go to hell ( nah jk deep down jaehyun still hella thirsty for his dad’s approval also who else is gna give him all this good ass STATUS )
jaehyun is honestly a perfect mix between his mom && dad !! his dad tends to be p in ur face but that can translate into him being p easy to read and sorta relatable while his mom tends to be more enigmatic and does a lot of work behind the scenes huhu
so at face value he is like those sports captains that give rlly motivational yet kinda crass pep talks + a lil slow at times + can get pretty aggressive if u challenge him ( thx 4 yo dominant genes dad ) so everyone who comes across him doesn’t think he has the wits for it bUT PLOT TWIST !! he is p familiar with manipulation / underhanded tactics thx to his mom who whipped his stupid ass into shape !!
honestly the best descriptor i can give is imagine a loud, kinda dumb jock taking a bachelor in snakery hurr durr
but him being manipulative doesn’t necessarily translate to him being hella evil ?? it’s honestly v similar to his momma, who is v manipulative too but in a way that she thinks it’s for the greater good ( i.e. keeping the peace, calming the situation, thinking she knows better, the person she’s manipulating doesn’t know what’s good for them etc )
speaking of, my boy honestly just wanted to be a pro soccer player && yeah he’s great and all but his skills are probably juuuust shy of being considered to play pro, but also his parents have alw wanted him to go into politics to follow after his dad’s footsteps && when he didn’t want to at first, his mom basically manipulated him into thinking this is def the Superior Option and So Much Fun
so yeah he enjoys politics rn but deep down there is that child that just wants to play soccer yknow
that said his manipulation can turn really Ugly and evil when his competitive side comes out !! case in point back when he was a charity pledge, he basically disqualified the other charity pledge by managing to get his hands on a sex tape ft. that pledge and a [ redacted ] initiate !! he also coulda sent the tape to the regent at the time, but he decided it would be more fun to play it for the whole uni to see and let em find out that way :)) of course if anyone asks him this he’s gna be like ?? huh ?? i didn’t do that but man what an asshole that other pledge was breaking the rules like that i would n e v e r do that e v e r ( also if ur wondering, jaehyun is not the greatest schemer on the planet so a lot of his brilliant ideas can be attributed to his mastermind bestie fthv )
also one defining feature of jaehyun is he is the biggest sore loser in the milky way && if u > him in literally anyth, he will secretly hate ur ass ( he may even plot ur downfall depending on how important this competition was to him el oh el )
like no joke, this man could decide not to participate in a race thinking nah it sounds boring the stakes are lame, then when the winner for that race is announced hes like >:( basically if he doesn’t win in anyth he qualifies is eligible to apply for he gna >:( not him dreaming of random committees hes barely even heard of barging into his room w a gold medal w his name on it
ok enough shading my boy huhu jaehyun is v v aware of his strengths and weaknesses and he’s honestly an amazing team player !! like he understands his role v v well espc in schemes and such, so he’s not the type to try and do someone else’s job and he knows if you’re the expert, he’s not gonna mansplain u cause obv u know more than he does l o l so he is v aware of his stupidity role and he executes it to perfection !! even if sometimes that role just means lookin pretty
he is also known to be flighty but that’s just him trying people out for wear, cause he knows his weaknesses v well and lets that guide him as to the kind of people he needs on his team and if u don’t fit the bill he’s simply gna *andy from ts2 vc* i don’t wanna play with you anymore
but to the people he considers part of his *vin diesel vc* family, he is Omega loyal to u and if he goes up, yall go up tgt !! rule of thumb is his family can win ( ideally not in smth he rlly cares abt or he gna semi >:( again ) but everyone else who isn’t part of his family can only lose or he gna try knock ur ass out :)) but if he smells any disloyalty he is gna end u x100 compared to if u were just some random
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tobi-momo · 3 years
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Pairing: Model!Kirishima x Photographer!Reader
Genre: Romance, Fluff, a lil pining
Word Count: 3.1k (sry not sry :p)
Synopsis: When given a new project due within a week from your boss, frustration is all you can see before a certain someone becomes your inspiration.
Warnings: alcohol consumption (barely anything), cursing
a/n: omg its finally here!! valentines day!! im so excited to be a part of Project Runway, featuring many other amazing writers! pls pls pls enjoy this i had so much fun writing it and even though i changed the plot halfway through i made it work- kind of. this is only proofread once, so if you see any mistakes i am so sorry kaskjdsf- happy valentine's day everyone and i hope you guys have an amazing day with your friends/ loved ones <3333
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“Yes. Yes, sir. I understand.” The volume of your voice graduating slowly as you move to balance your phone between your shoulder and your cheek, your hands moving to grab your camera, the strap in the way of you comfortably holding your phone. “Next week? How many?” You hold in a sigh as you furrow your eyebrows in frustration, not wanting your irritated expression to show through the phone. “Yes, I can do that. Thank you. Bye.” Ending the call with a low beep, you whine in frustration while you turn around, taking in your surroundings.
What were you gonna do? You had a week to send your boss a couple hundred pictures of bright, unique pictures. In the middle of winter he decides to assign you this project. ‘To show off the start of spring!’ he says. You loved your job, but couldn’t you at least have an easier task in the winter than this?
Maybe you could find inspiration somewhere in the park. Something bright and unique, huh? Shouldn’t be too hard. The fog wasn’t really helping though, masking the natural essence of the park, although you could still see happy couples walking around, hand in hand while they talk about God knows what. Young women walking their little dogs down the walkway, while others are out for their morning run. This wasn’t helping. Central Park would be an amazing place to find inspiration, you thought. No. It wasn’t. Especially with the dreary weather, you weren’t hopeful.
Boring. That’s what this was. Boring. The boring weather, the boring mood, the boring assignment, the boring-
Bright red, spiky hair pops into your vision, sticking out like a sore thumb in this weather. What is that? 
The red head turns towards you, although facing his phone, scrolling through whatever occupied his screen. He didn’t seem to notice you staring at him in awe, or the fact that he just became your new inspiration. His bright scarlet hair contradicting the slow, sad, tired weather, brightening the whole scene. He looks like he would have a beautiful smile, and his build looks like he would give the best hugs.
You are thinking way too hard about this. But… you do need some pictures for inspiration, so why not ask him? He radiates sunshine through the fog, even if he was doing something so mundane as looking on his phone. Just ask him, that’s it. Just. Ask him. 
Taking a step forward, you grab the strap of your camera, sliding your phone in your jacket pocket before taking the last sip of your coffee, throwing it in the metal trash bin a few feet away from you. 
“Um, sir?” You ask politely, your hand raised in a half wave, hoping he understands that you are the one calling him. “Hi, I’m Y/n L/n, and I was wondering if you’d let me take your picture for an article i’m doing,” you continue, trying your best to sweet talk and not lose him. He smiles politely, but it doesn’t look genuine. It looks like he’s done this before, many times, now that you think about it. 
“I’m sorry,” he apologizes, bringing his hand to the back of his neck, awkwardly scratching. Shit. You lost him. “Although I’m glad you guys asked for permission this time I don’t want anymore pictures taken.”
Huh? What the hell was he talking about?
“What?” You question, utterly confused. His head reaches out around you, looking around in the bushes, round the trees, though his vision murky from the fog. 
“Sorry, but you guys have been following me everywhere. I’m just on my way to work, you guys don’t need a picture of me everywhere I go.”
Who was following him? What the hell is he talking about? 
“Who’s following you?” You turn your head around you, trying to find the imaginary people around you two. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“No need to act all clueless, I found out you were paparazzi, so just go home,” he says with an attitude that irks you.
Now you were mad. Obviously being patient with him wasn’t working. 
“Sir, I don’t know who you are, or why the paparazzi is following you, but I am not one of them.” His eyes widen in shock, looking between yours to see a fault, not succeeding. “Do you talk to every stranger like you’re some celebrity that can’t be bothered?” His head jolts back, as if he was offended. “If this is the way you act, honestly I’m surprised anyone likes you, let alone the paparazzi.” His mouth opens in protest, words failing to find their way out as you continue to spit words at him in anger. 
Something catches his attention, causing his head to snap up, his eyes squinting to try and see through the fog. He hears a couple clicks, then sighs, looking back at you.
“This project is due in a week and y-”
“Okay, I’m sorry, just, could you be quiet for a sec?”
“Quiet? With all due respect you can’t tell me wha-”
~Click, click, click~
His hands slam on your shoulder moving you forward and rotating your body; your back faced the walkway, you trying to turn your head from the giant tree in front of you. “He- hey! What are you doing?”
A bright flash blinds your vision, your arms immediately come to guard your face, your knees bending as if to try and duck from the light.
“What the hell?”
He gives you a sympathetic look, then grabs your arm, dragging you away from the lights. Or, he was attempting to.
“I told you, the paparazzi likes to follow me everywhere.” His rushed pace speeding up while he drags you with him, your hands flailing around, trying to find a grip. 
“Hey, let me go!” You shout, his head shaking before leaving the park, tugging you in an alley before stopping, his hands still firmly gripping your arms, keeping you in place. “What the hell is wrong with you?”
“Stop talking for one second!” He interrupts you, his expression seeming a little...pissed. “I told you, the paparazzi is following me around, what don’t you get?”
“Why?” His face turns into a sort of confusion, like he expected you to know who he is.
“Wh- i’m,” he exhales sharply, frustrated. His eyes drill into yours, again scanning to try and see how you’re not understanding. Were you really this dense? “I’m Kirishima Eijiro!”
“Who?” He backs up, his head tilting to the side. Huh. You really didn’t know. That’s the first. Seriously. 
Sighing, he lets out a little chuckle. You couldn’t help but giggle a little back at the situation, the whole ordeal not making you as mad anymore. A few snickers turning into having to clutch your stomach in hopes that it doesn’t cramp from you wheezing too hard. You could see Kirishima leaning on the wall to try and not collapse on the cement. Was it a sort of rush? Was it the complete obliviousness? Hell if you know, but God, did it feel good. 
You understood why he dismissed you, and why he said the things he did, knowing that the paparazzi came anyways just making you feel even more stupid for not catching on quicker. His smile definitely is breathtaking, but you still needed to find out if he gives the best hugs. Maybe one day, but not while you guys are struggling to stand up.
“I’m guessing running away to an empty alley wasn’t exactly ideal for taking pictures, huh?” He pokes, calming himself down, a lot more comfortable with the atmosphere.
“Yeah, you’re right, but i’ll just find some more inspiration later,” you respond, remembering his refusal.
“Oh, I mean, you could, or I could always help you after some coffee?” He proposes, like it was a risk. 
“Coffee, huh? Well, I already filled myself up on that today, but thank you,” you turn him down politely, “but maybe tomorrow? Would that be alright?”
He smiles, a soft, sweet smile that will definitely not leave your head for the next few days, nodding while standing straight up with his feet fully planted on the pavement. A cute, innocent blush creeps upon his face, his expression making you not want to leave. But alas, you were on your way to work. 
“Um, I should- I should go, I can’t be late, but I’m sure that I’ll be able to find you somewhere, being the Kirishima Eijiro,” you tease. He understands, and doesn’t want to keep you waiting, so he watches you leave, his eyes trailing along your legs as you turn the corner, disappearing from his view. 
Wow. You were mesmerizing. Why is it now he’s just experiencing something like that? He loved it and hated it at the same time. But now he has to deal with the publicity of what just happened. Shit. He needed to get that covered up. Before he could even dial his publicist, a notification pops up on his screen:
 “Y/N L/N has followed you”
A smile of relief and a sort of excitement crawls on his face as he taps on your account, scrolling through the pictures that you’ve taken with your camera. He didn’t think you were that good but, damn, was he wrong. You were good with your colors; he liked that. Maybe him being your model could be better than he thought.
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“Kirishima, no, you can’t just- don’t move!”
“What, I’m just making it better!”
“You mean you’re making it worse!” You laugh, turning your camera and pressing the shutter button as Kirishima jokes and teases, messing around like an absolute child. Which you can’t help but adore. The past few days you guys had spent together was absolute heaven, almost like you never had any problems. The stressful assignment now turned into a fun project as you two walk around the city, talking about yourselves, getting to know each other before parting to see each other on a new dawn. Him being your model was perfect, although knowing he didn’t have much time until his shows, you tried to pry yourself into his schedule. He didn’t mind it either. 
“Okay, okay, what abooouutt, this!” He exclaims as he holds his arms up, flexing his muscles with a cheery grin decorating his face. 
“Mm, absolutely beautiful. You look so manly,” you joke sarcastically.
“That’s good! That’s what I’m goin’ for,” he replies. You giggle at his statement, not understanding why everything he says is funny, and why you laugh every time. 
“Annndddd, last one!” You shout before the shutter clicks and the light flashes at Kirishima, who is unbelievably keeping his pose perfectly. “Okay, I think these are enough for now. Thank you again, Kirishima, I would completely lose hope if you didn’t offer.”
“Hey, It’s no problem, plus, technically you asked me first- I didn’t offer.”
“I guess you’re right, but still.”
“Right, right. I get it. But this is fun so I’d rather be doing nothing else.” Oh, how you loved those words. You wanted to hear them more often. You just wanted to hear his voice more.
“Well that’s good. I-” you interrupt yourself before grabbing your phone from your vibrating phone from your pocket, a text from your boss telling you to come in late. “Oh, I guess I gotta go,” you both frown, “but I’ll see you tomorrow!” 
“Wait! I uh, I wanted to ask you something.” You stop before him, his eyes suddenly not wanting to find yours. “I have a plus one to my shows, if you want to come,” his eyes widen and he quickly back pedals his words, “you don’t have to! I was just curious!”
“Sure!” You beam, absolutely delighted with the thought of going to one of his shows. You’ve seen his pictures. He was incredibly good at what he does, and you wanted to see all the seriousness of it up front.
“Really?” He hesitates, as if he didn’t hear you correctly the first time.
“Of course! I’d love to! I shouldn’t take pictures though, should I? Maybe a video? I’ve seen videos of people but I don’t think-”
“Yeah, you can take pictures, as many as you want. Plus, being at my show would help with your boss, right?”
“Mhm!”
“Great! Then it’s a date!”
His face immediately freezes, the blood disappearing from his face then suddenly reappearing like a firework, turning his face a heated red that only made you blush further. 
A- a date? 
“Uh, yeah,” you try to play it off, trying not to explode with seven different emotions at once, “it’s a date,” you emphasize the word ‘date’, it getting caught in your mouth and hard to come out once you grasp what you’re saying. Man, you two looked like middle schoolers.
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Arriving at his show, you did not expect this many people. Well, you expected it, but didn’t want it to be true. It was like you were being trampled on trying to get into your seat. The paparazzi wouldn’t stop bombarding you and Kirishima, wondering if you were his ‘new lucky girl’. You politely waved at them, although the urge to flip them off once they got too close was starting to overflow your system. Kirishima was there to pull you aside though, telling you not to worry about them, leading you inside. He left you by your seat to go get ready; it was obvious he was nervous, but your attempt at cheering him up seemed to work. 
The announcements run quickly before the stage lights flash on, the music starts, and the colored LED lights fill the runway.
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You were in shock. Absolute shock. You could barely process what was going on during the afterparty, one that Kirishima took you to after the show. You couldn’t stop thinking about it. He winked at you. On. Stage. In front of everyone! You were pretty sure he wasn’t supposed to do that, but he did. And the result? You being unresponsive even two hours after the event. 
“Y/n, it was just a wink! No need to get so nervous!” Kirishima yells over the music, trying to shake you out of it, trying to get you to loosen up, maybe even have a drink if you wanted, just, not stare into space with your mouth open. “Here, I am going to make you a drink, my signature, and I want to know if you like it, okay?”
You nod, your eyes coming off the crowd to his beautiful red eyes. “I don’t want to drink much tonight, tho. I have to be functional for my project tomorrow, remember?”
“Mhm, that’s why I’m only giving you a sip. I’m not gonna drink either, these parties always have some weird stuff in everything, so don’t take anything from anyone except me, okay?”
“Sure. But, do we really have to stay here? I mean, watching other people get stupid drunk is fun but the music is loud and we can barely hear each other,” you shout, him agreeing with you. 
“Alright, just stay here I’ll be right back, we’ll leave soon, okay?”
He comes back in a quick minute, a small crystal glass with a pink liquid inside, sparkling as the bubbles of carbonation rise to the top. 
“What’s it called?”
He shrugs, perking his lip out. “I haven’t thought of a name yet, never really intended to. Just try it.” Rolling your eyes, you bring the glass up to your lips, then turning the glass upwards, emptying the alcohol into your throat, although there isn’t much of a burning sensation like you thought there would be, more of a gross wine taste. This was champagne. He laughs at you when you completely deadpan him, trying not to smile. “Okay, okay, I’m sorry. I didn’t have a signature drink. I just wanted you to try the champagne.”
“Why didn’t you offer the champagne then?” You accidentally let a laugh out, still trying to be serious.
“I just thought it would be funny.”
“Well, funny you are, mister manly man,” you tease. You always thought it was cute and funny when he got super giddy when you called him manly, it’s something he likes to be told, obviously. “Let’s go somewhere else, now, shall we?” You perk up, his arm out for you to grab and hold onto as he leads you outside to his ride. He opens the door for you, then closes it once you’re in, hopping in the other side. 
“So, where do ya wanna go?”
“I don’t know, actually, I guess I didn’t think of that,” you chuckle.
“Well, I know a place if you’re up for it. It’s not that far and I’m sure you’ll like it.”
“Sure, let’s go then.”
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Flowers. Everywhere. Covering the field and illuminating in the moonlight. Pink round petals sticking from the center of the top of the light green stems, yellow and purple daisies rest in the meadow, their colors contradicting each other perfectly as the stars make everything glow. The clear skies make the rest of the clear visible to you, hills full of tulips and carnations. Dragonflies and butterflies roam the air, making it their home. This was magic. You couldn’t believe your eyes. How did he find this place?
“Kiris-” you stutter, turning towards him, an excited and happy look on your face, “this- this is beautiful. How did you find this? Oh my god.” You couldn’t help but chortle at the sight. It was too beautiful. He takes a step closer to you, his gaze at the grass below him.
“I thought it was perfect for your project, you know? The start of spring? These flowers and the butterflies and th-”
He couldn’t speak. His voice was muffled by your soft lips on his, your hands moving to cup his face while you screw your eyes shut. He’s surprised, to say the least, not expecting this. You tasted like champagne, but he didn’t hate it at all. He liked it, more than he thought he would. He places his hand on your waist, pulling you closer, wanting more of you. You don’t even realize how much time passes as you two stay in each other’s grip before you disconnect. The feeling in your body was euphoric, you never wanted it to go away. His hands graze up your waist and up to your face, cupping it gently before he leans in to press little kisses on your cheeks before straying away from your touch.
“Let’s take those pictures, now, shall we?”
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uno-writing · 2 years
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idk how but i just listened to taylors enchanted today and im 😭😭😭
if you've listened to it can u pls make scenario/hcs of isen in taylors pov😔😔
Or john idk maybe both hnngggg bdjshsjsjh
Haven't given u any veggies for awhile now hope ur not combining pb and brown sugar again🌶🍠🥕🥔🥒🥦🌶🍆🌽🥔🍅🥒🥬🥦
-radish🥬 anon
I’m getting a spoonful of peanut butter and brown sugar rn just for you <3🍿🥤🍭🍬🍫🧋🥨🥬🍦🍧🧊🐇🍩🥖📦🌻🥀🥒🧃
Isen boredly glances around the room, sighing as he stuffs a cracker into his mouth. Remi and Blyke had gone to enjoy the night and Isen was feeling bored without them. It’s not like they didn’t offer to stay either, he just didn’t want to drag down the mood.
“You not a fan of parties?” A voice asks from beside him and Isen jumps, his head whipping to look towards the voice. John raises an eyebrow at Isen’s response, watching as Isen hits his chest with his fist, coughing roughly due to a few crumbs he accidentally sucked down his throat.
“What?” Isen asks after he finishes coughing, not remembering a word John spoke.
“I asked if you were a fan of parties.” John chuckles lightly and Isen’s eyes flash towards the dancing people.
“Sometimes.” Isen answers with a shrug, grabbing a water to help sooth his now sore throat.
“Same here.” John hums, looking partially disdainfully at the crowd. His eyes flicker back to Isen and warmth rushes up Isen’s neck to his face. John’s eyes shine beautifully in the dim light of the party. John’s quick to notice the flustered look on Isen’s face and his lips crook up in an amused grin. The two bounce back and forth, from topic to topic for the next few hours. Neither have noticed how fast time has passed by until Remi and Blyke come over, asking Isen if he’s ready to leave since it’s after midnight. Isen nods and looks back towards John, ready to tell him bye but John’s gone. A frown slips onto Isen’s face and he goes to follow Remi and Blyke out before a napkin with writing on it catches his eye. In kind of messy handwriting a phone number and the words ‘call me if you want to finish out conversation’ are wrote on it. Isen can’t help the smile that flourishes onto his face, his eyes flickering around the party to make sure no one caught his smile. Isen follows Remi and Blyke out, clutching the napkin tightly as they walk to make sure he doesn’t accidentally lose it.
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daisydaisybilly · 3 years
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hello again | d.w
Title: hello again Pairing: dean x Reader Summary: when all the fighting was over you left the life alone. then one day Dean shows up. Warnings: angst, fluff, swearing and kind of unhappy ending but not really Square filled: for @spnquotebingo​​ : free space - whenever and wherever you like. just not all the time Word Count: 1.2k A/N: i have an benedict x reader coming out soon just being sent to my friend whose beta reading it! im getting some spn fics out too so if you have any request send them in. also if anyone like my 1912 series pls tell me to update it because idk if anyone cares enough. as always has been edited but im dyslexia and probably missed something
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Tears fell down your face onto your clasped hands, by your side sat Dean his own eyes glassed over with unshed tears. “So, this is it? you’re just gonna up and leave us?”.
“we fought the main boss and now-” you whispered against your sore throat. You looked up to meet his green eyes, “and now I want out, I want the peace we’ve been fighting for”.
“and what? I don’t want that too?” he shot back.
“Sam, Jack and Cas all a part of what I can’t do anymore” you shook you head hopelessly. Shakenly you took Dean’s hand in yours, “yes. They are what makes this life bearable but I can’t do it anymore. And I can’t ask you to walk away from them”.
“So, you leave?”
“yeah, I leave” you pressed your lips against his, savouring one last kiss, pulling after you put your forehead against his.
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Juggling a basket full of clothes and a 4-year-old you walked down the stairs planning the afternoon out. You smiled to yourself hearing your husband in his office on another meeting, recently all he did was meetings yes it was boring but after years of monsters and blood, boring was perfect.
As you were passing the front door a knock stopped you. Pausing you waited until another knock came. Your old incense scream for you to grab a gun and get ready for a fight, even after years of safety it wouldn’t go away.
“One sec” you called laughing at yourself.
Carefully you put the basket down to the floor. You were still smiling when you opened the door, it froze like your whole body did when you saw who was waiting on the other side. Time felt like it froze.
“y/n” his voice, his eyes, he was the extra same.
“Dean” his name left your lips before you could think. Then time started again and you remembered everything. You looked to your child in your arms who was looking curiously at Dean. You swallowed and smiled at them reassuring them everything was fine.  “go on and see daddy okay?” you smiled pushing them towards the office.
When you were alone with Dean again you stepped outside closing the door behind you, closing the life you had built behind you. “what are you doing here?”. He didn’t speak at first his eyes were glued to your living room window which was still decorated for the holidays. “Dean?”. He finally looked at you but closed his eyes immediately when he saw the ring on your hand, the kind of ring he’d always dreamt of giving you but better.
“I’m ready” he still couldn’t look at you, he was taking in everything he could.
“Ready?” you asked confused, anxiety eating away at you. “I don’t-“ you started but stopped when the door opened from behind you.
“there you are! The little one and I were looking for you” your husband pressed a kiss to your cheek, hanging his arm over your shoulder. He looked from you and Dean, “who’s this?”.
“Dean, he’s an old friend of mine” you said breathless, looking up at the man beside you. “we used to run in the same circle back in the day”.
“Yeah, I wanted to see how they were doing” Dean mood shifted as he held out his hand and shook your husbands.  “But I can see you’re busy so I’ll go”.
“wait” you called pulling away from your family  running after Dean getting  him to stop. You looked quicky over your shoulder. “I still have the same number, text me where you’re staying and I’ll come, I’ll always come”.
Before he could reply you were back by your husband’s side with your child in your arms. “come on, I have so much to do” you smiled, ignoring your husband’s worried gazes.
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He didn’t expect to find you like that, happy and whole without him. of course, he also didn’t expect you to be frozen in time and fall into his arms again. your address had sat on a piece of paper folded and refolded over and over again in his pocket of weeks. Every now and then he’d look at it, tracing over the words.
When he finally built up the courage to go there and see you again, you were even further out of his reach.
His thoughts were cut off when you came into the impala, soaking wet from the rain. e/c eyes looking as bright as ever. You were wearing the same outfit as before minus the ring, taking it off before you left the door felt like a betrayal.
“I should have brought a coat” you tried to dry you face with the back of your hand but they were just as wet.
He reached over to the back seat and passed you a blanket. Wordless you took it from him smiling at the memories coming alive in your mind. The cold night drives, the cheap smelly hotel room, Dean smile being present in every memory. You loved this blanket and he kept it through all the years apart.
Once you were warm and halfway dry, he spoke. “are you happy?”.
You blinked at him not expecting that to be the first question he asked, then you smiled. “it took me awhile to get there but I am”.
He nodded swallowing.
Water ran down your face as you watched him think. The rain outside pounded on the metal of the car, you sat there and waited for him to speak. “how long did you wait?”.
“I waited until the day my child came. I knew there was no turning back after that” you reached across and took hold of his hand, he pulled his hand away right away. Not being able to hid the  hurt on your face you looked away. “this was a mistake, I shouldn’t have come”.
You reached for the handle wanting to leave as soon as possible. “wait” his hand rested on your shoulder. Slowly you turned to face him, a drop of water ran down your face. You felt his touch wipe away the tail of water from you face your breathing stopped watching him closely.
“Dean” you breathed, his name catching in your throat.
He had moved closer to you, your eyes fluttered shut when he kissed you. scenes from the past lit up in your mind. You were lost in his kiss, falling deeper and deeper. But reality came back to you. you pulled away breathing fast. “I can’t do that to him and our kid, I just can’t” you turn away.
“I should have come back sooner, then maybe me and you would be the one with a kid” he sighed running his hand down his face. “but I need to let you go” he smiled holding your cheek, you lent into in.
“I love you both you know but in different ways so I’m doing what’s best for you both.” you said in between a laugh and a breath.
“can I call you?” he desperation clear on his face.
You smiled, “whenever and wherever you want but not all the time, I have a family remember” you laughed. He laughed too shaking his head, “goodbye Dean”.
“goodbye y/n”
You left his car and got in your own. No matter how many times you walked away from him it was painful but this time it felt good, he would still be here and you would have the life you loved. And you could live like this.
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madch madch <3 hello love!
how are you my love :D YAY I'M SO HAPPY YOUR COLD IS GONE OMG!! Do you feel properly better now? the sleep nose cloggs is the worst, i'm super glad it's gone for you.
YES for a whole month - like it makes me miss summer holidays when i was a kid and you could take the time off like that. do you ever feel like you didn't appreciate that stuff like when you were a kid? like being able to have long sleeps and stuff or just running about the mall with no consequence? we really do have the same situation going on! i just want to be able to buy my mum a better house and a better car and nicer holidays and stuff? like that small stuff which sounds a bit boring but like, idk that means more to me than the overly flashy stuff? like i'd love to be a mum one day but seeing how much my mum does sometimes i'm like... IDK if I could hack it you know?
ah wow ok! my school i really get what you say about catholic guilt as it's super similar from my cultural influences as well? YES like, it's bad to think too well of yourself, or just that you shouldn't do it? or you're gonna end up inviting bad things if you do think too much of yourself? i get really confused about it sometimes. like - almost like there's a difference between self love and thinking too well of yourself? and i can appreciate myself without ever thinking i'm too good at something etc? does that make sense? idk i'm worried about self love it if means it makes my ego bad and over arrogant and all that stuff? I GET YOU tho - it is that line between contentment and like feeling yourself to the point it's ... ick? it's hard isn't it?
THAT FACT STEALING TOILET PAPER WAS YOU USING BAD LANGUAGE omg do you see what i mean you are just so so so so pure of heart and sweet and thank you for being so kind <3 are you looking forward to going back to uni in some ways? or is it all general *internal screaming*? remember you're mega and amazing <3
omg we literally had a HUGE HEARTWAVE to the point where I have so many bites everywhere - i'm glad you've had a bunch of sun but YAY TINY TINY SQUAD!!!!!!! I AM 5'1" so yay to us being tiny together <3 I am always the tiny one too! i used to hate it but i like my height more now - and like the fact i can fit into kids stuff on sale? or like shoe sizes not being a problem? but then sometimes the sizing is a bit weird like you said before! YOU GET IT WITH THE BF JEANS. It is a neverending quest RN. I've figured out the size I can really get for them but so few stores make it :/ we will see how this saga unfolds. do you lampshade a lot with clothes? i find i always end up doing that even if i don't mean to haha XD
OKAY SO JO MALONE I like the smell of pomegrante noir but IDK if I'd wear it but the lime and basil is another fave of mine. I just really really don't like musky smells I'm with you with the citrus! like, stuff that reminds me of summer and fresh stuff? musk makes me feel like i'm walking into like a noughties teen clothing store i just can't hasjdakshd. like i hate lynx smells? WHY DO BOYS WEAR IT?
AHHHH OMG ok mutual blue moon love YES HELLO <3 <3 <3 I ADORE lofi jazz garage I honestly die/simp for that sound. like they dabbled a bit more with those vibes in OOAK and that's why I loved the new album so much I guess? just so so so beautiful. i just wanna drown in like the sounds of moonlight and suggestions of other things by candlelight or long city drives? does that make sense? ugh LOVE IT. getting up in my feels here hahahajsdkhasda
YAY HI TO YOUR MOM <3 I hope she's having a beautiful beautiful day too and that's getting rest as well! never worry about getting back to me late, I know you're so busy and that's always okay, love you lots and lots <3 <3 <3
-💥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
MY BEST PAL <33 hello my sweet, how have u been doing these days? i know i must sound like a record on repeat, but i miss you all the days that i don't hear from you, i'm always thinking about how you are doing ;____;
but YES after like ,,,,,,2 and a half weeks of being sick with the cold i am FINALLY over it :') it's not so much the stuffy nose during the daytime that annoys me it was the freaking clogged nose at night for the love of GOD i hate breathing with my mouth open it's so gross ;___; and sore throats ......... honestly i wouldn't wish a sore throat on my worst enemy lol like i'd rather have the flu for 2 days than a sore throat for a whole week ldkfjsdkf i'm such a baby <3
about being on holiday as a kid LOL IT WAS !!!!! the absolute best time !!! i know at some point we need to be functioning human beings in society lol but honestly at the age of like 13 where ur too young to work but u can't drive yourself anywhere ?? it's the best time (besides the driving part lol) bc you literally do not have one ounce of responsibility it's so great ;____; it's good to work and help ppl but i miss that too ....... and about our experiences with our single moms !!! pls this is all i want for her lol ; like u said nothing overly flashy but once i'm established i would like for her to live comfortably without being at the hands of someone else so i wouldn't mind like buying her a nice apartment ;____; when she was younger she traveled all the time and once i was born she coudn't do that with me bc she simply didn't have the money so she's always telling me after i graduate we should take a little trip to europe or go out west :( i think that would be so great :(((
OH GOOD OLD CATHOLIC GUILT LOL listen ..... there are a lot of things that the catholic church has done in the past that i don't agree with at all and stuff but ;____; i'm still grateful in some aspects bc my moral compass is like . a super big part of my life and it guides me to lead me away from decisions that aren't the best for me lol and i'm really grateful again for my mom for sending me to catholic school all these years :') and i think it's good to have this sense of humbleness (i hate ppl that are so boastful about themselves like truly no one cares sdjfslkf) but i do agree that catholic guilt can sometimes be a hinderance like i keep on saying i wish i had at least one ounce of self dignity SDLKFJ idk like u said it's a fine line between being humble and having no self worth :') i guess at the end of the day u need ppl surrounding u who make u feel like u are worth something and that it's okay to think positively about urself <3
honestly babe no ,,,,,, i'm not looking forward to going back to my final year of uni at all ;____; i don't know when i got like this but nursing school has literally scarred me to the point where i'm so anxious to even finish this year :( the ICU, my preceptorship, exams, finding and landing a job successfully before i graduate ???? i want it to all be over with so quickly but i'm so nervous for the future ahead of me ;____; will i get to where i am meant to be ???? i'm going to sOB IM NOT READY FSKDJFDS .............................
YAY TINY SQUAD LOL SOMEONE UNDERSTANDS !!!!!!! everyone on here is like boo hoo i'm 5'3 and im like ?????? ur inching near normal height shut up ?? SDKFJ :') truly shopping is so hard literally u can kill pants every fitting u perfectly unless u hem them and omg ??? pls explain to me what lampshading is LOL I HAVE NEVER HEARD THAT TERM BEFORE ?? :o !!!!!!!!! but also yes almost all of my sneakers are kids shoes LOL JOKES ON TALL PPL WE CAN GET THEM FOR CHEAPER <3
and about jo malone !!!!!!!!!!! the lime and basil one i've had my eye on it omg !!!!!!! bc i love love the smell of basil :) i'm actually visiting my grandparents this weekend and we are going to the mall so i'm going to finally pick up a new scent !!! i've literally had the one i told u about for 2 years LOL but i also agree everyone loves musky scents for some reason but i don't lsdkfjs i feel like those heavy scents "weigh me down" ????? do u feel that way too? it's hard to explain :')
ALSO OMG OKAY you are my blue moon ride or die now <3 have never met a mbb yet who loves blue moon as much as i do LOL it's just *mwah* perfection ........... absolute perfection like it fits all moods its fresh its lowkey it's perfect and YES YES i felt heaven kinda had the same vibe ??? not so much the dark garage jazz sound but more of the light and airy garage jazz sound LKDFJS i know that sounds dumb but it's lighter and happier but has that same lofi sound i'm obsessed with <3
okay bubbie but YEAH mom and i are healthy now we are in good spirits and we are hanging in there !! again i'm sorry for getting back so late hun really i always want to respond right away but like i always say quality over any short answer hhhh <3 i hope u have a lovely rest of the week if i don't hear from u soon okay? always sending love and hugs xxxxxxxxx !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
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LOL A 401K IM DEAD but honestly...... tru
all that tax stuff, retirement plans.... nanami’s got it covered. and then there’s gojo, committing tax fraud 🤧 i’d compare gojo to salt as a seasoning but that’s kinda mean, he does have some flavor. like, sugar probably suits him better?? sweet, can be addicting, but bad for you if have too much of it 🙈 AND THEN NANAMI. man’s the whole spice rack, he wouldn’t have it anything less since he loves food so much 😤 he is, as we say, umami personified 🤌
yeah, it’s unfortunate lmfao but oh well. i do occasionally have them in a smoothie though, like you said!
alsjfhsha it’s def time consuming.... like i’d be sitting down w my family and when i’m finally done picking it all out, they’ve finished eating welp 😭 and yeah, the rational part of me knows that, but i’m that person someone has to go up the service worker for and be like “excuse me she asked for no pickles” (except i didn’t 🙈) i’m much better in restaurants bc the language barrier isn’t as intimidating so i will tell them to leave out an ingredient if it’s something i can’t easily take out
mmmmm i can see that! he’d be the guy who’d eat pizza with a fork and knife wouldn’t he lol. and dab all the excess oil off w a napkin. he probably only goes to the Legit pizza places too haha but i think if he likes you enough he can be convinced to eat almost anywhere
ofc!! ask games are more fun if it goes both ways 😌 and ooooo tsumu! interesting...... 👀 those are honestly such good date ideas w a guy like atsumu! that’d rly be smth he’d enjoy and ngl the moment i read ‘something physical’ i immediately imagined y’all racing LMAO. he’s a prime example of how competition can be good for you w the right person, so i can see you filling in the space osamu left after he decided to focus more on his food aspirations. like imagine making cute lil bets w him and the loser having to do what the winner wanted hehe. omg a double date w the miya twins would be sm fun tho??? from my impression of you so far, i definitely trust you to keep tsumu in line lmfao so catch me there. me and osamu are the ones spectating and judging your guys’ competitions and cheering you on to beat atsumu like we’re olympic commentators or smth LOL
aaaaa i’m honestly p shy but if anything can get me to come off anon, it’d be nanamin 😂 (it’s like we’re todo and yuji bonding over their shared type but w nanami skdjfjsjsjs) let me know if you prefer to keep it here or on discord and i’ll give you my account, whichever platform you like better! also congrats on 1k! much deserved!! 🎉
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A;LDSKJ GOJO WOULD COMMIT TAX FRAUD. lmao salt is a lil mean!! sugar is more fitting <3 sugar is also used for more fun foods, and I feel like it matches him bc of his sweet tooth. but Nanami........ o lawd. definitely the whole spice rack yes. 100% agree. pls I would use him in everything. wait was that a weird thing to say?
ah I totally understand! well, u got this friend. the next time u go out for Mexican food, I’ll be there cheering for u in spirit!!
and yes.... ugh... I don’t think he’s particularly picky, he’ll try anything. he just doesn’t like foods that are excessive, if that makes sense? like what you were saying with the grease. I think he’s more the type to like subtle flavors. an obnoxious meat lover’s pizza from The Hut would be a no go, but he’s down for a, quote, Legit Pizza Place. the kind of Italian restaurant that’s authentic! but let’s admit it, by that point it wouldn’t even technically be “pizza.” authenticity comes with a price :’)
ty friend you’re far too kind 🥺 AND PLS YOU’RE MAKING ME BLUSH OVER MY LAPTOP HHHHHHH. I would love nothing more than to fill the Osamu-shaped hole in his heart once they both go into their separate careers. and god..... don’t encourage him. or me. I would definitely make bets w him. and I would win. but thank you sweet anon, I would do my best to keep him from annoying the shit out of you!! it would be an honor to have you and Osamu comment on our tomfoolery. 👉👈
MY GOD I WAS ABOUT TO KEYBOARD MASH AGAIN. we’re definitely Todo and Yuji.... u like Nanami and so now I’m obligated to imagine a whole life we coulda had together in high school together. even tho I graduated five years ago. and I’m assuming you did some time ago too since you mentioned you’re old...... lordt. anyway! thank you for the congrats!! I would love to discuss more headcanons and such w you over Discord! dm me and I’ll add you so that we can sob over Nanami’s absence in the anime <33
nanamin date anon said: me, rewatching eps 9-13 on replay until the new episode comes out: hahaha i love all the jjk characters equally! nanamin and *looks at smudged writing on hand* the extras
lol i love them all rly, it’s just super refreshing to have an adult like nanami in a shounen
haha yeah, i’m definitely glad i’m not the oldest (bc that’s way too much responsibility for me, idk how they do it) so being player 2 as a younger sibling isn’t too bad, especially since it’s the story that i’m usually more interested in rather than the gameplay itself. i don’t have to worry about remembering which buttons to press in a fight when i can just watch the plot play out lol. (it’s definitely a good game, i just suck at the controls 😅 my brother let me play a bit and i couldn’t get the web swinging down i was struggling so bad aslfjjfsjak) what sort of games are you into? 👀
even if it’s boring to some ppl, watching is a good way to experience the game for yourself as well, esp if it’s a single player game! ofc i do tend to prefer multiplayer games, but it’s not too dissimilar to watching someone play a sport tbh. AND NO KENMA IM PRO-SIDEQUEST LIVE OUT YOUR COMPLETIONIST DREAMS. if we gotta fetch that dude a super rare item to unlock his backstory we MUST do it ok
YEAH! mikorin is also voiced by noya’s va! it’s honestly a shame gsnk didn’t get a second season, it’s so good 😔
me: lol does that mean kuroo’s your tomoda
kenma: ok this date is over
LMFAOOOOO not my fault the popular choices are the ones that get you the good end 😤 and it’s all good, i’m also guilty of replaying to see how the other choices impact the story haha. if there’s no save system tho, i’d make him switch out w me every time we replay bc i’d zone out at all the repeat stuff (bless games that have a skip option 🙏)
UGH TELL ME ABOUT IT!!! ok so I love the other charas too but.... Nanami’s so good. so good. iono about you, anon, but I went back and rewatched his episodes from the dub and it made me Feel Things. and I agree, it is refreshing to see an adult like him in shounen. esp since he treats the kids like kids. and he makes it clear that their being kids is never a bad thing. I will reiterate: he’s so good.
ahhh friend that’s so nice!. your brother sounds really chill. plus it sounds like a good balance: you get to watch the story, and he gets to dick around!! win-win. and as for my fav games, I’m up for anything! I try to avoid co-op games like Overwatch bc I get too competitive and I’m a sore loser lmao (but they are fun!). the last games I played were the Last of Us 2 and Persona 5, two very different games, but stuff that’s a good time nonetheless. tbh as long as I can immerse myself in the story and there’s tons to explore, I’m down. what about you?? you’d kind of mentioned otome games and Animal Crossing, but I’m curious!
hm. interesting. that’s a nice way to look at it. I guess if it’s a really good game, it’s no different from an interactive movie! also Kenma would love that omg you’re going to save so many villages in the rpgs he plays w you.... gotta max out EVERYTHING. every side quest! every mundane task!! collect literally every feather!!! but I feel like he would pass the time by making idle conversation. like some dumb shit Lev had mentioned earlier that day. such a nice way to unwind at the end of the day, shit talking Lev w his fav person 😌
anyway! going back to completionist stuff: Kenma would have such a blast going back and replaying games w you! and yes bless games w a skip option hhh. thankfully he’d remember all your previous choices together, so he can help navigate where to go next. he has no qualms handing the controller over, I think he’d love to curl up next to you and analyze how you play! but I also feel like he’d be giving unwarranted suggestions....... thanks, Kenma.
also, about Mikorin’s va: WHAT. OH MY GOD. so many things to learn..... pls. indulge me w your trivia.
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joshslater · 5 years
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Discordant Roleplay
Bryce: Hi man, love your stories.
John-tf: Hello. Thanks!
Bryce: Wanna RP?
John-tf: Nah, I usually disappoint people.
Bryce: Come on! It'll be great.
John-tf: Ok, suit yourself... You feel a slight change as the computer is no longer just a computer. It can change you and change your life. It's exciting to you, arousing even.
Bryce: Oh, yeah. I can feel it. I'm eagerly awaiting changes from master.
John-tf: The computer shifts the tracks in your mind and your body. Like any track change there is no difference just when it happens, but you'll quickly diverge from the path you were on and instead head full steam ahead to become a jock.
Bryce: Mmmm. Love to become a dumb jock.
John-tf: You are starting to feel warm. Perhaps it is just excited anticipation for your new life style, to always be sore, unless you're drenching yourself in sweat. Or perhaps the body is actually changing, preparing itself to grow.
Bryce: wait
Bryce: This is so hot. I don't have any shirt or shorts on anymore.
John-tf: You will never feel comfortable in formal clothes ever again. Sweatpants is as posh as you'll go.
Bryce: Always stringers. Need to show off my muscles lol
John-tf: It doesn't matter how much you resist it. Slowly but surely you are becoming a dumb muscle jock. Your preferences change, your diet change, your clothes change, your haircut change. A thousand small decisions will always favor in the direction of becoming dumb muscle jock.
Bryce: What else will happen to me?
John-tf: The way you talk change almost immediately. You can hardly go a sentence without saying "dude" or "bro". Complicated words escape you. Simple sentences from here on. You start sounding overtly dumb to everyone you meet.
Bryce: dude im such a jock
John-tf: Day after day, you get a little bit dumber. Remember a little bit less of what used to be important. You are on top of macros, workouts and sports teams like a librarian, but everything else is boring and unimportant. Eventually no one will even talk to you about anything else, unless to get a laugh.
Bryce: yeah bro. getting so dumb
John-tf: You will sell all your stuff that doesn't fit your new life. Sell your car and buy a truck. You'll legally change your name from Thomas to Bryce.
Bryce: dude how do u noe my real name?
John-tf: You'll be horny all the time. You can barely sleep unless you blow a guy once a week.
Bryce: hey dude no homo shit
John-tf: But it will be easy to get willing guys, with your monster size cock and softball size balls.
Bryce: wtf
Bryce: w8
Bryce: my dick n balls just is this shit fo real
Bryce: all the stuff u sad also ture ??
Bryce: fix me back
John-tf: As I said, I usually disappoint people.
Bryce: fuck u bro
Bryce: pls dude
Bryce: help
*John-tf has left the chat*
Bryce: pls
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YES she was really excited that i got to watch!! she dmed me afterwards freaking out it was so cute 🥺 i hope its nothing serious either!! i'll be sure to let you know before i go in next time so you know where i am!! OH NO THAT SOUNDS HORRIBLE thats a thing i worry about with ear piercings, & i move alot in my sleep so i worry about something getting caught on it then too 😭 it was pretty painful! the tip of your nose is super sore afterwards for some reason so if you rub it it just 😖-🧸 1/3
THATS VERY SMART!! pls forehead kisses for you 💋🤲! i actually didn't end up watching AH I EDITED ALL DAY INSTEAD i needed to though honestly i haven't posted in a while. bnha is pretty good, i remember enjoying it when s4 was being released! i got bored and ended up stopping at the last episode though. YOU HAVE GOOD TASTE iwa is 😳 i will spare any details as i don't wish to make you uncomfortable but i like iwa as well! my favorite definitely has to be bokuto! hes a major-🧸 2/3 comfort character for me HES SO CUTE I LOVE HIM SM just wanna give him the biggest hug ever 🥺 I KNOW HE GIVES GOOD HUGS TOO I CAN JUST FEEL IT!! omg i could go on about him forever he's so <3 i also really like hinata & suga, i tend to like the really friendly characters! also akaashi and noya are a couple of my favorites as well! tendou is alright, i'm not super fond of him but he does have his moments!-🧸 3/3
aww you guys sound so cute🥺🥰me missing having a best friend but also feeling so happy with my current friends😔 aww please do let me know if you can💓
omg yess also a scary thing about getting earrings caught is what if they rip your ear😳😳thankfully it’s never happening but maybe avoid wearing dangly earrings to bed (sksks wearing earrings to bed like all the time🤡) aww sore nose🥺that means no nose boops :((
awww forehead kissies🥰🥰OOH EDITING I BET YOUR EDITS LOOK AMAZING!! it’s okay if you’ve not posted in a while, you weren’t feeling good so you needed to rest and look after yourself🥺ahahahaha i love how you watched up to s4 and then stopped at the last episode sksksks my faves are definitely deku he cute🥺and bakugou!!!!😍😍😍😍but im intrigued to meet more characters!!
BAHAHHA THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME I HAVE TASTE but unfortunately my taste in guys irl😔😔 IWA IS BEAUTIFUL AMAZJNG FABULOUS BEST BOY!!! OOH ICAN SEE THAT BOKUTO DEFINITELY GIVES THE BEST HUGS AWW- wait bokuto edits here and here!! aww yes suga, hinata, noya and akaashi are all🥰i also love all their voices in the sub!! yes tendou can be a bit😳😳at first but i think in season 4 during that dreaded training camp bit ahahahaha he’s really sweet!!!
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i’ve stopped getting sore after my workouts and idk if that’s normal or if i need to be doing more? like i’ve added weights and resistance bands but i’m still not getting sore lol and i only have so much workout equipment around my house
IF YOU WORK OUT OFTEN ENOUGH YOU JUST GET USED TO IT TBH BUT YEAH COULD MEAN YOU COULD ADD MORE BUT DONT HURT URSELF
Anonymous said: But paige I love trashing celebs I hate they deserve it 😭😭
EDFHBHUDJ I AGREE BUT IM TIRED OF TALKING ABOUT THESE BORING ASS RICH PEOPLE I WANNA TALK ABOUT HARRY
Anonymous said: I’ve decided for my birthday next month I’m going to do a Harry Styles-esque photoshoot pls u and all the other anons send any ideas
YAAAAAS ICONICU COULD DO LIEK A BEAUTY PAPERS ESQUE ONE
Anonymous said: Stop Paige the vine where the dog was driving the car in circles and playing what a feeling in the background why is that a mood snnsnsjskskjsn
lmfaooooo
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girls-scenarios · 5 years
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Ignorance Isn’t Bliss
Prompt:  Hi, can I request a friends with benefits angsty scenario with Blackpink's Jennie and fem reader. You can add smut if you want. Thank you💙💙💙
Writer: Admin Lee
A/N: I ended up leaving out the smut :( and also made this very sad! There’s some cursing and implied adult content, but other than that it’s just angsty. Jennie might be a little OOC towards the end (and the ending was a little rushed) but it’s just to fit the prompt better. Hope you like it!
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It was cold in her room, despite the events that had just transpired. Jennie had gone to shower, leaving you alone in the dark space, lit only by a dim lamp on her nightstand. You felt a little gross after the fact, both from the sweat drying on your body as you sat on the edge of the bed, and from the nagging feeling you had in the pit of your stomach; the one that made you feel like this whole thing was a mistake.
Wrapped deeply in your thoughts, you didn’t hear the door open, and didn’t register Jennie coming into the room wrapped in a towel.
“(Y/N)?” She called to you, but her voice was muffled.
She touched your shoulder gently, effectively snapping you out of the stupor you were in.
“Oh, sorry, I’m just tired.. what time is it?” It was a half-lie and a distracting inquiry, meant to placate and avoid the truth of your unease.
“It’s almost 1 a.m.” She replied, turning from you grab some pajamas from her closet. “Are you going to shower?”
You got up, catching the used towel that Jennie threw your way and wrapping yourself in the slightly damp cloth.
“Yeah, I guess I will.”
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The shower was warm, physically comforting you as the water washed over your skin. You feebly attempted to scrub the guilt away, rubbing until your skin was red, but to no avail. Everything stayed, stuck to you like glue; the most recent events, as well as the ones of days past. You didn’t want to realize that she was using you, didn’t want to acknowledge the fact that this situation wasn’t something good anymore. Really, you tried to hold out for her. You were friends - are friends. Couldn’t you talk to her? Maybe rethink the whole “benefit” addition to your friendship? You sigh, running your hands through your hair. This was a lot of heavy thinking for what, ten minutes? You should get out of the shower, you think. So you do, and you’re back in Jennie’s room within a couple of minutes.
“Hey,” you greet softly, not wanting to startle the girl, who was now reading in her bed. “Sorry I took so long.”
“It’s alright, don’t worry about it. Feel better?”
You frown, which goes unseen by her.
“Yeah.” You tell her, but it’s a lie.
-
You’re up before anyone else in the morning, and work on extricating yourself from Jennie’s bed, careful not to wake her. Thankfully, she was a heavy sleeper. You then pad into the bathroom to brush your teeth and look a little more presentable before you ultimately leave to go back to your small apartment. When looking at your reflection in the mirror, you noticed there were bags under your eyes; unsurprising to you, because you had ended up not being able to sleep at all that night. Whether it was the overthinking or the extremely close proximity to the girl that was causing the overthinking, you couldn’t be sure. But, one thing could be said: you were dead tired. A nap would definitely be in order when you finally got home.
Upon finishing in the bathroom, you complete gathering your things before slipping out, still unnoticed by the 4 members of the household you were in.
-
At home, you distracted yourself until it was nearly noon. You decide to make lunch, hoping a warm meal will make you feel at least a little better. Though after eating, you found that the festering feeling of guilt in the pit of your stomach isn’t sated by something so simple. You rush to your bathroom, that feeling now making you sick. And now when you look at yourself in the mirror, you notice the ugly bruises that mar your skin; becoming more visible from where she was a little too rough with you last night.
But if all of this was something you agreed to, why now did you regret it so much? Whatever. It happened, it’s over. For the moment, at least.
You needed a nap, you remember.
-
When you wake up it’s 8:00 p.m. You check your phone; there’s 3 missed calls and 6 texts from her.
           1:30 p.m.
Jennie: (Y/N) where did u go??
Jennie: did you just leave?
Jennie: u didn’t even say goodbye :(
          4:23 p.m.
Jennie: is smthn wrong?
          5:10 p.m.
Jennie: (Y/N) pls answer my calls
Jennie: im worried.
It’d be decent of you to let her know you’re alright, so you give her a call back. The line on the other end rings for a few seconds before it’s answered.
“(Y/N)? God, I was really worried.. Why’d you leave without letting me know?”
“I’m sorry. I had some work at home I needed to take care of. I would have woken you up, but we were both up late and you looked like you needed some sleep.”
“Oh,” She replied, calmer now. “Well, I’m glad you got home safe,” Jennie hesitated, seemingly about to say something else. An awkward silence loomed over the two of you, the only sound being made by the soft static of the phone. “Um, the members and I were going to go out to dinner.. Did you have any plans?” Jennie asked with a nervous lilt to her voice.
You weigh your options for a moment, should you go, or stay? Going would mean pushing down those ugly feelings once again, denying yourself the solace of a silent evening in your own home; a safe space free of anything that reminded you of her. Staying would mean you could try to forget.
“I can’t.. I’m really sorry,”
Sorry. You were always sorry. “Maybe some other time? I just really have some stuff I have to finish before the week is out.”
“Oh, uh, yeah of course!” You hear. It’s a weak attempt at sounding positive even though you know she’s disappointed. “I hope you finish everything you need to.”
“Thank you, have fun at dinner.” You reply, saying your goodbyes and hanging up the phone.
The rest of the night is spent in your bed. You’re not able to sleep thanks to the nap you took, so you watch a movie, play on your phone, pretty much whatever to keep you distracted from the stuff that’s really bothering you. But eventually, you’re bored and you end up staring at the ceiling, thinking once more about everything.
I didn’t expect it to bother me this much, but here we are.
I still like Jennie, I think. Maybe just as friends. I want to be friends with her.
I can’t do this anymore. It’s too much. The bruises are sore and the marks are still there.
There’s no way I can actually talk to her about it though. She’d be disappointed. I can’t disappoint her.
These thoughts are all scrambled as they switch places in the forefront of your mind; they stress you out, make you feel sick again, but you just lay there and deal with it.
-
You wake up once again with barely any restful sleep. Following your normal routine, you get ready, eat, check your phone, etc. It’s a pretty mundane day so far, nothing’s particularly bothering you (you know that’s not necessarily true, but in the moment, you’re fine).
Until you hear a knock at your door.
Your heart drops when you realize it could only be one person: Jennie. Getting up from the couch, you walk to the door and open it, finding her just behind it.
“Hey.”
“Hey, uh, come in.”
You step aside and gesture for her to come inside, closing the door behind her.
“I know something’s been going on with you. You’re usually not so distant,” She paused, looking down. “Was it because of what happened two days ago? I thought we both felt the same way about it.”
You sit back down on the couch after following her to your living room.
“Jennie. I’m bad at this kind of stuff, you know. I just didn’t really know how to act. I didn’t think you’d come over..”
“Why wouldn’t I? I was worried.”
“This isn’t working out anymore.” You tell her, rushing your words and starting to feel clammy because it hurts you to say the words you’ve been holding in for so long.
She looks at you, shocked. You could only imagine what must be running through her head right now.
“I don’t know what you mean.. what isn’t?” Jennie asks, her voice unusually timid and small.
And now for the waterworks. Everything had just been building up before now, and you couldn’t hold back. You felt tears prick at the corner of your eyes, and seconds later they were streaming down your cheeks.
“I just - everything that’s happened lately has been.. a lot. I think we moved a little too fast and at first I was okay - I was fine with everything. I don’t know what changed but… are you using me Jennie?”
It was really just word-vomit at this point. And who could blame you? You were running on nerves for the most part, and on the verge of really breaking down.
Her jaw dropped.
“Are you fucking serious? How could you think - No, of course I’m not!”
You flinched when she rose her voice. God, that must have looked pathetic.
“I’m sorry. I just thought - I don’t know what I thought.”
“Yeah, it’s apparent,” Jennie bit back, tone laced with hostility. “You know what? I’m done. Talk to me when you’re not being so fucking difficult, (Y/N).”
She turned on her heels and walked out the door, leaving you with no time to react or reply in any way. It hurt a lot, to say the least. However, it’s not surprising. Jennie was using you, you were sure, so matter what she told you moments ago. You sighed, now being left with nothing but a broken spirit and aching body. What were you supposed to do now? Jennie was gone. You didn’t particularly want her to return, but it was more than a little upsetting to see your friend of nearly 2 years leave you like that.
Some things just happen though, and you’ve come to discover now that ignorance isn’t bliss.
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