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turtletimewriting · 3 years

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roceit? >w<

1. Who has the cutest tickle laugh?

I feel like I’m giving the exact same answer for this question but god dammed! Of course they would absolutely adore each other’s laughs! Roman has grown used to faking a laugh and just acting happier than he really is about whatever is happening. So to break through that and hear some genuine happy loud laughter makes Janus’ day! He especially loves when he’s stopped tickling and Roman keeps giggling minutes after. His giggles are just so sweet and joyful but the fact they’ll die down and then he’ll burst into laughter all over again despite not tickling him anymore!

But Janus makes a very big deal out of only evil cackling and when he’s with the others, he tends to only act serious and quiet. So to see him alone, frantically giggling and out loud key smashing when Roman wiggles his fingers at him! His loud belly laughter is the best of course but there is a special part of his heart that is reserved for Janus’ hissy giggles!

2. Who is ticklish in unusual places and where would that be?

Not really an unusual place but I cannot stress enough just how weak to leg tickles Janus truly is. He’s snek! Sneks don’t have legs! And so that means Janus’ has the most ticklish legs ever. It’s not a death spot or anything but everything from his knees to his calves to his thighs are incredibly ticklish! One big long tickly spot! Roman’s favourite thing in this entire world is when Janus wears his skirt (cough cough, I’m waiting mr Sanders) and that leaves his legs vulnerable to attack. He could be walking to the kitchen and he knows it’s only a matter of time when he’ll feel Roman attack his legs with a feather duster.

3. Who gets cheer-up tickles?

Roman, absolutely. Janus recognises early on just how much work and effort Roman puts into everything he does and a lot of it is criticised or outright denied. Roman at first doesn’t see this at all. “It’s my job, of course I’m going to get turned down. Why would an essential part of my job upset me?” but Janus puts his foot down. After an idea is turned down, regardless of how much work it was, and sits him down for a self care session. Janus will pull him into his lap to receive all the tickles and kisses. Then after he’s all tuckered out, Janus will paint his nails. Eventually, Roman looks forward to having a hard day’s work rewarded with tickles and a soft session with his soft snakey boyfriend.

4. Who takes advantage of the other one getting their arms stuck while taking off their shirt?

Janus is always targeted. His cape makes it harder to tickle his sides and even his tummy because Janus will absolutely curl up into a protected fortress of cape. So Roman has to pick his moments where he’s truly vulnerable. A perfect moment for that is when he’s getting dressed. The only problem is that Roman thinks he’s being sneaky but Janus knows exactly what Roman does. He has woken up before shouting “Oh wait! Are you changing yet! Wait, wait, wait! I need to get into place!” while he scrambled out of bed and perched like a pouncing kitten right behind him. Janus knows exactly why Roman targets him in the morning and if he takes a little bit longer to get dressed or be noisy so to wake up Roman, then that’s for his information.

5. How did they discover each other’s ticklishness?

I feel like it would be early on in their relationship, or maybe before they started dating, Janus declared who could only date someone who he knew all of the weaknesses of. Roman who was just sitting there eating a breakfast bar is just like... okay? So he lists off allergies or just stuff he doesn’t like and eventually they work round to the question of “are you ticklish and if so where can make you cry?”. Janus then obviously has to doublecheck that he wasn’t lying. Of course.

In comparison, I really like the idea of Roman just presuming Janus isn’t ticklish for the longest time ever. Especially since Janus is more ticklish than Roman. I just really like the idea of Roman being gently tickled and him making some remark about how lucky Janus is for not being ticklish. But as he says that, he jokingly tickles over his knee. Resulting in a squealing Janus jumping fifteen feet in the air. I just like the exact opposites for their ticklishness.

6. Who can’t take tickle bites?

Roman but that’s only because Janus is the master. Again, he’s snek! Sneks are great are tickly nibbles! What’s even better is that Roman literally never expects it! There’s never anything that sets it off. He’s never particularly vulnerable but he still manages to strike! He’ll be lying in bed sleepily and then all of a sudden his boyfriend is buried under the covers attacking his belly. He’s making dinner and then an arm turns off the oven and tickly nibbles are kissing up and down his neck. Sometimes, Roman thinks Janus just likes having something to nibble on as they will be sitting there and he’ll nibble gently on his wrist before diving for his sides.

7. Who has to be tickle-forced out of bed in the morning?

Janus. Both of them get up at a similar time but it’s during winter when the evil snek boi wants to sleep for 30 hours a day. To make it worse, Janus wraps up during winter, fluffy socks, five blankets and two pairs of pjs on at the same time- he thinks he’s completely safe from all and any tickles. Surely, right? Welp no! Roman is too determined to ever let that stop him! Every day he has to find a new way to penetrate the fortress of warm to wake him up. Sometimes he’ll tickle the palm of his hand, sometimes his little sock covered feet are peaking from the covers, the best days are when he can gently peel away the blankets and get access to a little scaley tummy.

8. Who gives up in a tickle fight?

Listen... unstoppable force meets unmovable rock. Janus is way too evil to be defeated, do you not see his cape! Roman is way too noble of a hero to accept defeat, do you not see all his princeliness! Who gives up during the tickle fights is Virgil who just wants a peaceful morning and he storms into their room to break up the tickle fight. Both of them are crying with laughter as Roman squeezes his knees and Janus’ hands are stuck under Roman’s arms. Neither of them have the breath to tease or appreciate each other’s laugh. Good vs evil and it turns out both of them are too stubborn and ticklish for tickle fights.

9. Who is in danger of getting hurt when attacking the other?

Janus but getting hurt doesn’t happen often. His scales can be quite sensitive and so it’s easy to irritate them or leave angry red scratch marks. Of course, this results in Roman gently brushing over his scales which is so so so much more ticklish than it should ever be. In terms of when attacking the other, I’d say neither? Roman is aware of his strength and takes pride in how long he can sit there and just take the tickles. Janus simply squirms but when it gets too much his fight or flight response just shouts at him to turn into a snake and disappear up Princey’s sleeve.

10. Who always provokes the other into tickling them and how?

Roman but I don’t think he realises. If I haven’t made it obvious by now, I’m in love with himbo Roman. I just love the idea of Roman loving tickles and unknowingly provoking tickles. In his mind he just thinks that people love tickling him a lot. He has no idea how walking into the living room wearing a crop top while stretching his arms over his head would ever provoke tickles. So what? He’s just walking around muttering away to himself about how his feet itch but he’s too ticklish to itch it. Why are you blushing so hard Janus? I’m just laying in your lap so my bare belly is sitting by your hands.

#janus sanders #deceit sanders #roman sanders #Tickling #TurtleTalking #headcanon #roceit

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National Enquirer, March 15

You can buy a copy of this issue for your very own at my eBay store: https://www.ebay.com/str/bradentonbooks

Cover: Tiger Woods' car crash

Page 2: Bruce Springsteen has beaten the DUI charges leveled against him after federal prosecutors couldn't find a drop of evidence he had been drinking over the legal limit -- with an acceptable blood alcohol level of 0.02 well below the 0.08 threshold at the time of his arrest in Sandy Hook, New Jersey, prosecutors backed off two of their charges for drunken and reckless driving -- the rocker did plead guilty to a third charge, admitting he had two small shots of tequila on federal parkland and for that, he was fines $500 plus $40 in court costs

Page 3: Patrick Dempsey's dreamy return to Grey's Anatomy was a big hit with fans but his well-received cameo left series star Ellen Pompeo seething with jealousy -- Ellen may have permitted Patrick to revisit his old stomping grounds in Meredith Grey's fever dreams in season 17 but she doesn't want him coming back permanently and swiping her hard-earned glory and she considers herself the anchor of the show and thought she was rid of this guy after making the show her own, but now fans are begging for him to be brought back and Ellen is furious -- it's no secret Ellen hated the first 10 years of the show when Patrick was the star and she feels the series got better after he left and she became a big-shot producer, something she'd been demanding for years -- she likes being in control and calling the shots and clearly thinks she got this deal on her merit alone but it's also because she's the star who's lasted the longest; most of the original cast had already left and bosses had to cave in to keep her -- unfortunately being in charge hasn't amounted to better ratings and show has been slipping consistently in recent years and the main reason they brought Patrick back on was to spike the ratings, which it did and now producers are considering offering Patrick a full-time gig but Ellen will do everything in her power to prevent Patrick from stealing her thunder again

Page 4: Home reno gurus Chip and Joanna Gaines are clashing over his wild spending, and she's desperate to rein him in before they land in the poorhouse -- Chip and Jo are rich on paper and worth $20 million in property and assets but they were hit hard by the pandemic like everyone else and recovery has been sluggish to say the least -- they're just getting back on their feet and under a ton of pressure to get their Magnolia network off to a running start but Chip, as usual, is casual when it comes to money and it frustrates Jo to see him buying things they don't need, like new tools and equipment when the old ones work just fine and overpaying on lumber and masonry -- Chip is always shopping and not always for the house; he's got a boot fetish and has dozens of pairs, plus he treats the crew to free cappuccino and treats from their coffeehouse several time a day and Chip wants the best of everything for himself and everyone else

* Blake Lively and Ryan Reynolds are ready to welcome baby number four through adoption -- the couple who are parents of daughters James and Inez and Betty hope to find their next child in South America and they've invested time and money sponsoring immigrant children and they're warming up to the idea of providing an orphaned baby or toddler with a forever home -- a 16-year-old girl they sponsored through the Young Center for Immigrant Children's Rights was deported back to Honduras and they were heartbroken, and Blake and Ryan are now determined to provide a child with a happy home and opportunities he or she wouldn't have in their native country

Page 5: Newlyweds Pamela Anderson and Dan Hayhurst are itching to start a family and are already trying for a baby of their own -- 53-year-old Pam tied the knot with the 40-year-old handyman on Christmas Eve at her Vancouver Island home and she's been telling pals they hope to have happy news soon -- Pam wants to build a whole new clan with Dan and he's on board even though they each have kids with their exes and Dan's two kids from a previous relationship are living with the couple at Pam's pad -- the couple love the idea of adopting or going the surrogate route and it's not something they want to waste any time over

Page 6: Weary Kelly Clarkson is juggling her skyrocketing career and brutal divorce battle with estranged husband Brandon Blackstock on less than six hours sleep a night and Kelly has also been pushing to sell her homes in Nashville and Encino, while running her L.A.-based talk show and recording new music -- she's been running herself ragged for months and she's feeling the burn in a big way but despite her exhaustion, she can't sleep and nothing she tries works and the most shut-eye she catches is two, three hours at a time; she lays awake in bed at night worrying and crying

* Suddenly remorseful Kanye West has spiraled into depression and despair since soon-to-be ex-wife Kim Kardashian filed for divorce -- for all their problems, Kanye realizes she was the one person who was there for him whenever he went off the deep end and now he knows he's alone and seriously doubts he can hold his life together -- without Kim and her family to keep his wild impulses in check, he may succumb to the poor judgment and wild mood swings that have marked his chronic bipolar disorder as they were the ones who reminded him to take his meds and steer clear of recreational drugs and now all he has is a circle of yes-men he doesn't listen to anyway -- since the split, Kanye has shuttled between his ranch in Cody, Wyoming and a hotel in L.A. near the sprawling mansion he once shared with Kim and he's been blowing up her phone to beg forgiveness, but she won't take his calls and it's driving him off the deep end again

Page 7: Kourtney Kardashian is fed up with Shanna Moakler's online barbs and is plotting her revenge against the ex-wife of her new squeeze -- since Kourtney and Blink-182 drummer Travis Barker went public with their romance last month, former pageant queen Shanna has been throwing social media shade and Kourtney's tired of taking Shanna's crap and she's going to fire back soon and Kourtney's using her wide network of contacts in Hollywood to bad-mouth Shanna and she's placing calls to casting directors and perspective suitors to put as many potholes in her love rival's path as possible and she plans to make Shanna regret messing with her

Page 8: Nearly two years after Johnny Depp was forced to exit Disney's Pirates of the Caribbean franchise following ex-wife Amber Heard's allegations of abuse, the company has kicked him while he's down by considering her for a plum part -- Johnny is fuming over news that Amber is reportedly in contention to play fairy-tale heroine Rapunzel in the studio's upcoming live-action remake of Tangled -- for Amber to be in the running for a Disney pic is the ultimate insult to him especially because he believes the company made millions of dollars off his name

Page 9: Prince Harry and his wife Meghan Markle had a whopping $500 million motive to betray Queen Elizabeth -- outraged at being cut loose by the British royals, the couple retaliated by secretly negotiating backroom Hollywood megadeals and going public on TV -- Harry and Meghan see themselves as victims of an out-of-touch monarchy and want revenge and selling out Harry's family is the way to get it and cash in big-time; Meghan's convinced they'll have deals totaling $500 million by the end of the year but they better act fast because Hollywood is a fickle town where even royalty can be chewed up and spat out

Page 10: Hot Shots -- Amelia Hamlin stuck to the shore while pink-haired beau Scott Disick made waves in Miami, Steve Martin nibbled on a pretzel while filming Only Murders in the Building in NYC, Floyd Mayweather turned 44 and celebrated with a birthday bash in Miami, Bachelorette reject Tyler Cameron showed off his toned tummy in Florida

Page 11: Drew Barrymore feels deeply for dad-controlled Britney Spears because she's been there: she said her mom locked her away in a loony bin for over a year when she was just 13 -- Drew said it's hard to grow up in front of people and she empathizes with Britney and Paris Hilton and any star who can't escape the glare of celebrity -- Drew's mom put her in a place that was a full psychiatric ward and says she used to laugh at those Malibu 30-day places because she was in a place for a year and a half called Van Nuys Psychiatric and you couldn't mess around there and if you did, you would either get thrown in the padded room or put in stretcher restraints and tied up

* Eddie Murphy famously bragged he has never changed a diaper in his life despite having so many kids and now he's set on having another baby with fiancee Paige Butcher and this will make baby No. 11 for Eddie -- he says his genes are incredible as ever, so why stop; he's super fit and Paige is in amazing shape at age 41 and wants at least one more baby so they're going to go for it and are already trying

Page 12: Straight Shuter gossip column -- CNN could blitz news veteran Wolf Blitzer as the network revamps its lineup and TV is a young person's game and no one knows that better than Wolf and after 31 years at CNN, he sees new faces getting promoted and knows his days are numbered and Jim Acosta and Poppy Harlow are the future of CNN, not Wolf -- although Wolf's airtime has been cut as Jake Tapper's role expands, he isn't bitter or angry but instead he's grateful for an amazing run

* Love It or List It star Hilary Farr is moving on to her own show and leaving partner David Visentin in the dust -- Hilary's new show is basically the same one she and David have been doing for years, with him edited out and David was blindsided by the news and he knows HGTV has sent out a casting notice for the new show and he's hurt and angry especially because Love It or List It hasn't been renewed yet

* Sacked Dancing with the Stars host Tom Bergeron has reached out to Chris Harrison after he stepped away from The Bachelor amid a racist scandal -- Tom wasn't fired over a scandal, but he knows exactly what Chris is going through because both of them thought they had a job for life, but nothing lasts forever -- Tom is a good guy and wants Chris to know he's around if Chris needs anything

* Tom Felton, who played Draco Malfoy in the Harry Potter films, spruced up for the camera (picture)

Page 13: Brooke Shields isn't letting a busted leg keep her down but she's taking her recovery one step at a time -- she shared an Instagram video showing her cautiously hobbling on crutches and explained she broker her femur and she was beginning to mend -- she didn't reveal what caused the unlucky break

* Outspoken actress Rose McGowan is living a charmed life in Mexico and the Harvey Weinstein accuser has headed south of the border and vows never to return to the United States -- she got her permanent residency card from Mexico and is grateful to have it and says it's a really healing land and it is truly magical -- she moved at the dawn of the COVID-19 pandemic because she knew it was going to get really bad in America and she had a moment to figure out where she wanted to be

* Picky perfectionist Blake Shelton listens to around 300 songs to choose what to record for each of his albums, according to his longtime producer -- music pro Scott Hendricks said he wades through nearly 3000 tracks by professional songwriters to select tunes for Blake to consider and then Blake methodically whittles down the nominees until he's certain which songs he wants to record but Scott admitted that process is more difficult for him culling the 300 from the 3000 -- Scott, who has worked with Blake for most of his career, said of their close professional relationship that the chemistry works and they have recorded several hundred or more songs together and they are getting ready to go do some more

Page 14: Crime

Page 15: Killer kingpin Joaquin "El Chapo" Guzman's busted beauty queen bride will be marked for death behind bars -- if Emma Coronel Aispuro snitches to the feds about the bloodthirsty Mexican Sinaloa drug cartel long run by her caged husband, she'll put a big fat bulls-eye on her back -- according to a federal complaint, Coronel was intimately involved in her husband's multibillion-dollar drug-running racket and acted as his criminal agent while he was on the lam and the mother of El Chapo's two young daughters helped mastermind her spouse's daring 2015 tunnel escape from a Mexican prison and also paid him $100,000 for another failed bust-out a year later -- they are going to put the heat on her to spill more details on other top operatives in the cartel and take them down, too, but if she spills, it will be open season on her on the inside

Page 16: Dr. Dre appears to rap about estranged wife Nicole Young in a song filled with angry, explicit lyrics calling someone in his life a greedy bitch -- DJ Silk previewed part of a new track from Dre full of digs presumably at Nicole, with whom he has been locked in a nasty divorce -- his lyrics include: Trying to kill me with them lies and that perjury/ I see you trying to f--k me while I'm in surgery / In ICU death bed on some money s--t / Greedy bitch take a pic / Girl you know how money get

* Hollywood Hookups -- Lorenzo Lamas is set to wed for the sixth time to model Kenna Scott, Justin Hartley and Chrishell Stause are officially divorced, Adam Rippon is engaged to Jussi-Pekka Kajaala

Page 17: Former Home Improvement kid Zachery Ty Bryan has pleaded guilty to two felony counts of domestic violence -- Zachery, now 39, has been sentenced to three years of probation and will also have to take part in a batterer intervention program

* John Mayer has dated a succession of famous singers including Katy Perry, Taylor Swift and Halsey and he hopes they write chart-topping songs about him and admitted he'd be jazzed if his exes enshrined him in song, saying sometimes a song is so good he hopes it's about him and he even scours their lyrics for clues -- Taylor already has several tracks that have been linked to John including Dear John

* Ruthless chef Gordon Ramsay said he's cooked up his own plan to keep his kids humble -- he has five kids with wife Tana: Megan, twins Holly and Jack, Tilly and Oscar but said he plans to leave most of his reported $200 million fortune to charity -- Gordon explained his kids must tidy up after dinners, can only fly coach and are expected to learn how to cook for themselves and he's forbidden them from taking costly taxis and the foulmouthed foodie insisted they don't swear

Page 18: American Life

Page 19: Roseanne Barr was blindsided by a humiliating new scandal after risque photos from the early '90s recently emerged which appear to show her teenage daughters licking her boobs -- Roseanne posed for the shots with her two youngest girls at a Glamour Shots studio in Iowa more than 25 years ago and the photographer who claimed he snapped the fake lesbian lovefest but did not want to be named dished Roseanne and daughters Jessica and Jennifer who are now in their mid-40s happily hammed it up for the camera but decades later Roseanne and her daughters are all mortified and embarrassed by these pics; they were horsing around years ago and never thought they'd see the light of day

Page 20: Cover Story -- Still recovering from agonizing back surgery, Tiger Woods was pushing himself to the limit when he flew off a California cliff into a career-crushing car accident -- lawmen said the golf legend was lucky to be alive after the horrific wreck that shattered his right leg -- the accident only added to Tiger's physical problems; his movement has been restricted since a fifth back operation in December and he was unable to play golf despite an appearance at a local tournament the weekend before the bloody wreck -- at a press conference days before cheating death, Tiger admitted he was worried about his physical condition and his ability to play again, saying a lot of it is based on his surgeons and doctors and therapist and making sure he does it correctly and he doesn't have a lot of wiggle room left -- Tiger could barely move, and it seemed to get him down and his back rehab has been brutal and he was hobbling around and distraught but he refused to give into his condition and his tough-as-nails mindset could have contributed to the crash: when a person is overwhelmed by physical pain, that dominates everything they do and if you're behind the wheel of a car and in physical pain, it can distract you and likely lead to this kind of disaster -- Tiger was eager to get to a TV taping on the morning disaster struck and he seemed impatient when he left the Terranea Resort in Rancho Palos Verdes, an L.A. suburb, just after 7 a.m. and although traffic cameras show he was driving within the speed limit, his Genesis GV80 SUV crossed the center median onto the opposite side of the road and flipped -- authorities said Tiger appeared lucid to first responders and there were no signs the recovering addict was under the influence of alcohol or drugs and they did not request a blood test when Tiger was rushed to the hospital from the crash site and the incident was an accident -- Tiger was taken to nearby Harbor-UCLA Medical Center, where doctors said his broken bones protruded through his right leg and they put a rod in his leg and used screws and pins to stabilize the break and his ankle -- it will take three to four months to heal and then eight months of physical therapy and it is unlikely he will ever run again and he may have a limp and in terms of golf, just walking for extended periods of time will be a big deal and recovery will be agonizing; it's a very real possibility that Tiger's taken his final swing

Page 21: Addiction experts warned Tiger Woods' recovery will test his sobriety after his stint in rehab for prescription painkiller use and it is very, very common for a patient in recovery to relapse after a trauma like the one suffered by Tiger and exposure to painkillers administered directly or prescribed after a physical trauma is highly likely to trigger a relapse -- Tiger will probably need painkillers to get through this, but he'll also need to be connected with like-minded people to keep him away from his old thinking that pills are the solution to his problems

Page 22: Desperate Ghislaine Maxwell has offered to renounce her British and French citizenships in a new bid to get out of jail -- the disgraced socialite's last two stabs at freedom including one package offering $22.5 million as bond money were rejected by a judge who deemed her a flight risk -- now according to her lawyers, Ghislaine will formally commence the procedure to renounce her foreign citizenship to satisfy any concerns the court may have that she may try to seek a safe haven in France or the U.K. -- Justice Department officials were concerned Ghislaine would flee to France, where she was born, since the country has no extradition treaty with the U.S.

* Woody Allen claimed his own words are being used to attack him in the bombshell Allen v. Farrow documentary -- Woody has repeatedly denied adopted daughter Dylan Farrow's claims he sexually abused her when she was seven at her mom Mia Farrow's home -- Woody blasted the documentary which rehashes the claims as a shoddy hit piece and a hatched job riddled with falsehoods adding the filmmakers stole from his autobiography

Page 26: Twice-divorced Ricki Lake's engagement to California attorney Ross Burningham has insiders fearing she may suffer yet another heartbreak -- she announced her happy news on Instagram but Ricki has seen far more than her share of bad luck in the romance department and everyone is praying this final shot at love doesn't end in despair and it's never Ricki's fault, but she's never found a man who could keep her happy

Page 28: A lurid landscape of drug-fueled orgies, suicidal thoughts and fake sexual enthusiasm will play out in a new television series based on model and reality star Holly Madison's X-rated confessions from her shocking 2015 biography Down the Bunny Hole -- Madison first exposed the sleazy details of how she and other young women were plied with drugs and coerced to participate in sex parties with Playboy founder Hugh Hefner in exchange for acting as his girlfriends and getting to live inside the iconic L.A. mansion along with a weekly $1000 stipend -- the limited series will star actress Samara Weaving as Holly, who was a member of Hef's harem between 2001 and 2008 -- Holly, Kendra Wilkinson and Bridget Marquardt became the notorious stars of the reality show The Girls Next Door which debuted in 2005 and focused on their seemingly glamorous life with Hef but glossed over the dark secrets behind the scenes -- in her bombshell confessions, Holly revealed the 22-bedroom manor was actually a foul pigsty filled with stained mattresses where Hef's live-in ladies were forced to perform weird bedroom rituals and look excited by it

Page 29: Jack Osbourne has listed his sprawling California home for rent at $16,500 a month -- the 35-year-old son of Ozzy and Sharon Osbourne is offering the five-bedroom, 5600-square-foot home in Studio City unfurnished -- Sharon was recently seen outside the home with moving vans helping Jack prep the property -- Jack, who suffers from multiple sclerosis, bought the home in 2014 when he was married to Lisa Stelly; the couple divorced in 2018 and share three children: Andy, Pearl and Minnie

* Heidi Klum has snipped all threads tying her to dad Gunther Klum after the cosmetics and modeling honcho skipped her wedding -- Heidi dumped her manager dad after he snubbed her August 2019 ceremony in Capri with guitarist Tom Kaulitz of the band Tokio Hotel and she has also ended her German enterprise Heidi Klum GmbH, originally overseen by Gunther -- Heidi and her dad had a falling out over Tom and Gunther never really approved of him and was dead set against the marriage and it drove a wedge in their relationship

Page 32: Health Watch

* Ask the Vet -- an African Gray Parrot with a feather-picking problem

Page 34: Barack Obama broke a buddy's nose over a racist remark -- he revealed the two classmates were playing basketball when his friend hurled a racial slur and he popped him in the face and broke his nose, Obama told Bruce Springsteen on their podcast Renegades: Born in the USA -- Obama said he doesn't think his pal even knew what the word meant, just that it was meant to be hurtful

* Country singer Keith Urban has shrunk to 140 pounds as the former addict is hooked on a bizarre diet of nuts and berries and even worse, the five-foot-ten crooner appears to be growing thinner and friends are worried the stress of his demanding career and his desperate desire to be a good husband to Nicole Kidman may push him over the edge -- no one sees him eating much more than handfuls of raw almonds or sunflower seeds and berries washed down with gallons of water -- though he's been sober since 2006, pals fear the struggle to avoid giving in to temptation as well as hearing Nicole purportedly mended fences with ex-hubby Tom Cruise may be weighing on the star -- despite his bony appearance, Keith thinks he looks great

Page 40: Evil ISIS terrorists are using the COVID-19 pandemic as cover while they rebuild their network and mastermind new attacks and both Iraq and the U.S. are in their crosshairs -- because the West has been focused on dealing with the pandemic, ISIS and new groups sprung from their shattered forces have been reloading and plotting revenge, according to Ryan Mauro of the terrorist-monitoring Clarion Intelligence Network -- the pandemic has brought decreased confidence in Western governments, which has emboldened the terrorists to launch sleeper cell attacks on foreign soil

Page 42: Red Carpet -- Anya Taylor-Joy

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I Want You Back (Part 4)

Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader

Summary: Peter was too blind to realize that you were slipping through his fingers

Word Count: 3,394

Warning: Angsttttttttt

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Now it's much too late for me to take a second look~

~~~~~~~~~(yes, I am aware I used the same lyric twice)~~~~~~~~

It was needless to say you barely got any sleep that night. You were restless, as you ran scenario after scenario on how you would break up with the boy you had been with for three years. You had also stayed up because the second you did fall asleep, you knew the next moment when you opened your eyes, you would be that much closer to doing the one thing you never dreamed of.

But here you were anyway, 7:30 on a Friday morning, hair a mess, bags under your eyes, still in your pajamas, and that much closer to finally getting it over with.

Every step you took as you approached Midtown felt like you were in a funeral march. Time seemed to have dragged on endlessly as the pounding of your heart was deafening in your ears, but once you opened your high school's door and stepped in you were back in the present. The loud buzz of the school day filling your ears.

"Hey loser." You jumped as MJ had sidled up next to you. She narrowed her eyes at you. "What's wrong with you?" She asked, taking in your appearance and you jumpiness.

You swallowed, and shook your head. "Didn't sleep well." You muttered in an attempt to shake off the attention she was giving you.

"Bullshit." She simply answered. MJ stopped in the middle of the hallway and grabbed your arm making you face her. "You look awful, you're wearing pajamas, your hair's a mess, your eyes are red and you have crazy dark bags under them and-"

"Alright, can we not do this in the middle of the hallway." You said impatiently as you pulled her to a set of nearby lockers. "And I get it... I look like shit."

"Yeah, so what happened."

"Noth-"

"Bull. Shit." She said slowly as she cut you off. "What happened."

You sighed and looked around to see if anyone was overhearing as you blinked back a set of tears. "I've decided I'm gonna do it." You said, looking back at her.

She furrowed her eyebrows, "Wait...you don't mean..?" She trailed off. Not even MJ, the most forward and honest person you knew, could treat this situation the same way she did with everything else.

You nodded, looking down at your feet.

"Oh." She simply said. "..When?"

"Tonight." You answered. "I haven't asked if I could come over yet, but I just- I need to get it over with tonight."

She placed a comforting hand on your shoulder, which you greatly appreciated, knowing MJ was never a touchy kind of person. "Well good luck, I guess." She muttered. "Let's get our stuff."

The two of you headed to your lockers to gather your books for your morning classes.

You kept glancing down the hallway for Peter as you put your combination in. You stiffened once you saw a familiar mop of brown hair amongst the various students in the hallway.

You quickly turned back to you locker and pulled it open. Your heart was racing as you waited for him to approach. The plan for right now was when he came by his locker you were going to ask if you could come over around six. May ususlly served dinner at six thirty, and it tended to be the easiest time of the day to get ahold of him due to the fact he was out on patrol before and after dinner. But still it was a gamble, because as of late he had been skipping dinner a lot since May knew that he was Spider-Man now and he didn't have to cover up his tracks by being at dinner on time.

"Hey- why are you in pajamas?" Peter asked, stopping at his locker.

"Woke up late- didn't have time to change." You mumbled quickly, as you turned to him. "Um- look I-"

"Y'know you seem a little off lately." Peter interrupted. "You know you can talk to me right?"

You faltered, you didn't even know where to begin with that statement. When the fuck did he think you'd be able to talk to him? During the dates he stood you up on? Or over text where you were pretty sure he had muted your conversation.

He was really making the whole breaking up thing a lot easier than you hoped.

You blinked, completely dumbfounded before you blurt out. "Actually I'd like to take you up on that offer." There was a slight snarky undertone to your voice, but thankfully he hadn't picked up on it. "Can I come over tonight? Around 6?"

A look of guilt, which you've become all to familiar with, immediately covered his features, and you felt ready to scream. "I can't, it's Friday and you know Friday's are my busiest nights."

"Look Peter, I really need to talk to you tonight. I promise it won't take long, I just wanna talk." You said desperately.

Reluctantly, Peter finally nodded his head in agreement. "Okay, you can come by for a bit then."

You nodded, a sigh of relief passing through your lips. "I'm gonna go to class now, see you later." You muttered before walking off to your History class.

It was almost ironic how fast the day seemed to go when all you wanted was for time to move slower for once. History had gone by way to quickly, everyone split up with their partners to work on the project some more but it ended up with Brad having to comfort and encourage you yet again about how you were making the right decision, and before you knew it three more periods had passed, and the bell for lunch had started to ring which meant having to see Peter again.

At least, that was what you thought, until you stepped into the lunch room, MJ by your side, and noticed that Peter wasn't in his usual spot at the table.

As the two of you approached Ned, who had been beginning to eat his lunch by himself. You raised an eyebrow and asked, "Where's Peter?"

"He's taking a test with Ms. Warren." Ned said through a mouth full of food, while MJ stepped around the table so she could take her usual spot next to Ned.

"Good." MJ said, dropping her bag onto the table with a 'bang' before dropping in her seat. "Then this is the perfect time to tell you that (Y/N)'s breaking up with Peter tonight."

"MJ!" You shrieked, "What the hell!?"

She shrugged her shoulders, while you took your seat across from them. "What? He was gonna find out eventually." She muttered.

Ned's jaw had dropped and his eyes widened in shock. "Is she telling the truth?"

You sighed and nodded.

"See, I always knew this would happen!" He said in disappointment.

You shot him a look. "Dude."

He sighed, "I didn't mean it like that, it's just how many relationships last in high school? I was always nervous about the two of you breaking up and now you are and it's going to completely throw off our group dynamic."

"Yeah." MJ agreed sarcastically. "Now you're going to have to share custody of Ned."

Ned turned and raised his eyebrow at her. "What about you?"

She scoffed. "(Y/N)'s stuck with me, Peter doesn't even have visiting rights."

You rolled your eyes, "My life is not a joke guys." You mumbled, which quieted the two down. "And anyway, it's not gonna be like that. We're gonna stay friends."

Ned frowned, "But what if-"

You cut him off, "No, buts. We're gonna stay friends, Peter and I were friends before we dated and we'll stay friends after." You said with a finality that Ned didn't want to debate with, so he sighed and nodded his head.

"It's probably for the best y'know." Ned said, "I love Peter but he hasn't been very good to you latetly. It makes the rest of us sad to see you upset."

You gave Ned a tight lipped smile and nodded, his words making you feel a bit emotional. "Thanks."

"Anyway." MJ said. "What made you decide to do it?"

You bit your lip, torn between telling the truth and lying, you knew MJ would have something to say if you told her Brad was the reason you finally decided to go through with it. "Let's just say, I kinda had my eyes opened and I realized that me and Peter just aren't working out anymore."

MJ hummed, narrowing her eyes at you skeptically, and you knew she probably put the pieces together, but if she did she didn't say anything. Instead she stood up and said, "Let's get lunch then you can rant about what a terrible boyfriend Peter is."

Eventually the day wore on, the final bell rang, you reminded Peter you were coming at 6, went home, rehearsed your break up speech about a hundred times in the mirror, cried a couple times, and before you knew it it was 5:45 and you were leaving your place to head over to Peter's.

You weren't surprised in the slightest when you went over just to hear May tell you Peter wasn't in yet. Instead you ended up talking and eating dinner with May, which had to be the most awkward experience ever, to have dinner with her when your whole purpose for going over in the first place was to break up with her nephew.

You had a hunch she figured out why you were there by the way you were acting. You just seemed off. You were stuttery and easily distracted, not to mention the stuff she hadn't noticed such as your pounding heart and clammy hands. But just before she let you go wait in Peter's room, per your request, she gave you the tightest and longest hug she's ever given you. You hugged her back tightly.

By that time it was already 7:00 and there was still no sign of Peter, so you layed on his bed, sent him a text (which you were already aware that it would be pointles, but still) and you decided to watch a show on your phone to kill time at least.

Eventually 7:00 turned into 8:00, then 9:00, and by 9:15 you had fallen asleep. You were determined to wait him out, even if that meant staying until 3 in the morning.

You suddenly woke up by a rustling sound at the window. Your head snapped towards it and in the dark room you could make out Spider-Man's silhouette as he climbed through the window.

You quickly glanced at the clock on the nightstand and saw that it was already 11:00. You sat up on the bed and angled yourself towards Peter, who hadn't noticed you were there yet, as he shut the window and tugged his mask off, his brown curls sticking up in multiple directions.

When he turned around and spotted your figure, he stopped, and you could already make out the look of surprise on his face that quickly morphed into guilt from the moonlight that filtered in through the closed window.

"(Y/N)..." He mumbled guiltily. You ignored it as you leaned over to his nightstand and turned on the lamp, dimly lighting up the room.

"Peter." You finally answered back.

"Look, I'm so sorry." He started, stepping closer to you. "I completely forgot and-" You put up your hand, silencing him, and he started to nervously gnaw on his lip.

You sighed again, "It's fine, I don't need to hear any apologies, I just wanna talk."

Peter sensed something was off, realizing the situation was much more serious than he had originally thought. So, he placed his mask on the bed and sat down, facing you.

You took in a deep breath and collected your thoughts. "I-" You stopped as you suddenly realized that this was actually about to happen, that you were going to break up with the first boy you've ever fallen in love with, the boy you still loved. "..I-" You tried again but the words were caught in your throat.

Peter furrowed his eyebrows in worry. "W-what's wrong?"

You could hear the blood rushing in your ears, realizing with a sudden fear that you physically couldn't get the words out. You were only able to remember every good memory you've had with Peter in that moment, as you seemingly forgot how miserable you've been these last few months.

But then, almost as if someone read you're mind, you're phone vibrated. The screen lit up to show a text from Brad.

'Did you do it yet??'

And then you remembered last night, and how he comforted you as you cried into him, how he let you vent, and how he told you you didn't deserve to be in an unhappy and unloving relationship... How you should break up with Peter.

So with new intent, you clenched your fists and shut your eyes tight, bracing yourself as you blurted out. "I want to break up."

The silence that followed was deafening. You slowly peaked your eyes open, and your heart dropped upon seeing the look of shock on Peter's face.

"...Y-you w-what?" He asked with furrowed eyebrows.

"Please don't make me say it again." You pleaded.

"B-but I- w-why...?" He didn't sound sad, just confused.

You looked down at your lap and started to blink back tears. "..C'mon Pete... you know why."

"...Is it because of Spider-Man?"

You sighed.

'How can he be so blind.' You thought sadly to yourself.

"N-no, you know that's never been a problem."

"Then why?"

Instead of talking, you pulled out your phone and opened your texts with Peter, and dropped the phone in his lap.

He picked it up and scrolled through the conversation.

There had been so many messages from you, simple texts that just asked about his day or a text good morning and good night, and almost all of them hadn't got a reply back. And he suddenly felt some guilt start forming in his chest.

"We barely talk or go on dates anymore." Your quiet voice said. "You stand me up all the time... I feel like we don't know each other anymore Pete."

"That's not true. Of course we know each other-"

"Peter." You interrupted him, looking at him now. "Can you even remember the last time we even kissed- like actually kissed?"

He fell silent, no instances coming to mind.

"Exactly."

"I'm- I'm sorry." Was all he said.

You nodded, wiping your eyes. "I know you are... but I can't keep doing this. I'm tired of crying, I'm so fucking tired of it."

Your phone, which was still in Peter's hands, buzzed again. And out of habit, Peter glanced down.

And what followed ended up turning into an absolute shit show...

"Why is Brad Davis texting you?"

Your heart stopped.

Peter was staring down at the screen in utter confusion before directing his gaze towards you.

"I-I- um.." You felt like you were suddenly caught in a huge conspiracy against your boyfriend.

"And why is he asking if you broke up with me yet?" Peter's confusion was turning into anger.

You now realized that maybe talking about a relationship you've had for three years with some boy that you barely knew, may not have been the smartest thing in the world. But in your defense, you had been thinking about ending things with Peter way before Brad came along.

"Why are you talking to Brad about this!?" He asked, his voice raising as he now jumped to his feet.

You stood up as well. "Okay, calm down Peter-"

"No! Don't tell me to calm down- just tell me why you were talking to Brad Davis about us!?"

You groaned in frustration. "I was talking to him last night okay!" You yelled, finally matching his own voice, and you prayed that the walls were thick enough that May couldn't hear the two of you yelling back and forth. "We hung out for a bit after working on our project and one thing lead to another and-"

"Wait- Don't tell me you two kissed!" He suddenly shouted, remembering Ned's words from the day before and suddenly feeling insecure, wondering if he was right.

You faced held a look of complete shock. "Are you kidding me!" You hissed. "We've been together three years Peter! And you think I'd fucking cheat on you!?"

"Alright fine!" He shouted angrily, knowing that he was out of line to accuse you of that. "Then what happened."

You took a deep breath to steady your anger. "I was upset and I was crying, he comforted me, and he may have suggested that I should... break up with you." You said slowly

"And you're taking his advice! (Y/N) you barely know Brad and you're letting him tell you what to do!? Did it not cross your mind to- I don't know, talk to me? Before crying in the arms of some boy you just-"

You threw your hands up in the air in frustration and yelled, "MJ said I should break up with you too!" You were shaking with anger.

Peter fell silent upon hearing that one of his best friends told his girlfriend to break up with him.

"And in my defense, talking to you kinds seems impossible, I mean just look at tonight, I asked you to meet me at 6 and you show up at 11." You bit your lip, but continued. "I'm not happy being your girlfriend anymore." You said quietly, calming down a bit. "And I know you think I'm annoying when I keep texting you and calling you, and trying to make plans all the time. I know you are because if you weren't you wouldn't keep ignoring me. And the truth is is that I don't feel like I'm your girlfriend anymore and I've felt like that for a long time. And I'm tired waiting for you to come around." You said softly. "I wanna stay friend's though, you're still important to me." He stayed silent, and you exhaled softly. "I guess I'll see you Monday then." You muttered as you made your way past him and to the door with slow movements.

Your hand had just touched the doorknob when you heard him say. "Fine, whatever. We're done." He said coldly. "You can go cry to Brad now, maybe he can be your new boyfriend."

Rage immediately started bubbling within you again and you spun around on your heel, seeing his back was still towards you. "You know what? Fuck you, Peter!" You spit out, if he was going to act like this, accuse you of cheating when he was the one who treated you like shit, friendship be damned, you wanted nothing to do with him. "I can't believe how easy you've actually made this, I take it back, don't fucking talk to me anymore, asshole. And not for nothing but you were a fucking awful boyfriend you prick." With that you turned back around and swung his bedroom door open, slamming it behind you.

You stormed down the hallway and past the living room where May was, ignoring her worried stare as you left Peter's apartment for good.

It wasn't until you were inside of the elevator that you broke down in tears.

You were infuriated and your heart hurt so bad. You knew he would be fine, which upset you the most. You knew that he would realize that you hadn't had much of a place in his life these last few months as he went through his normal routine, and that he would easily move on.

But you knew it would be much harder for you. Peter had been the only one on your mind for such a long time that it hurt to think about not having him in your life anymore.

But you had to be fine. You needed to move on, and you had just taken the first step to finally healing your shattered heart.

You felt some relief despite the pain.

This was the last time you ever had to deal with Peter's bullshit.

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A/N: Yooo I’m so excited for part 5, this series is about to get sooooo much angstier omg.

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Painful memories

Paring: Kirishima x female reader

Warnings: TW death of a family member, depression, flashbacks?, mental abuse, read at your own risk, fluff.

Word count: 2.6k the longest thing I’ve written before.

Time taken: Started 7-27-2020, finished 8-14-2020

This dives in quickly to some major mental health. So please be advised. Also, some of this story is based off of my own experiences with my depression. It comes and goes when it wants too with no warnings. Now, don’t go off and said I didn’t give you warnings because I did. Last change if any of the things listed above trigger you. Now, this is NOT fully based on me, just parts. That’s it.

Kirishima had you in his arms, you'd fallen asleep an hour ago in his arms. He smiled down at you, knowing that moments like this were rare. You’d both been in your second year at UA and you both had work studies and had to mainly focus on becoming a better hero. He knew he had two choices, wake you up or have a sleepover and cuddle the whole night. But here’s the thing, if you two got caught sleeping together. No one would hear the end of it. Some students would think you’d done the dirty deed, others would just say aww they look cute together. But here’s the thing, you two never did anything well besides a steamy make out once in a blue moon. He knew that most nights you couldn’t sleep so he decided to just let you sleep in his arms. Holding you closer, he slowly fell unconscious into dreamland.

The sunlight woke you up first, you looked down and Kirishima was sleeping on your chest holding onto you. His hair was down and a bit of a mess. He just looked so damn cute. He looked so peaceful and was quietly snoring. You looked over at his clock that was on the wall. 5:30 am. Breakfast should be ready at six and off to class by 7.

You ran your fingers through his messy hair trying to slowly get the red head to wake up. Leaning down, you kissed his temples.

“Sharkie, it’s morning. Time to get up.”

It took sometime but he finally got up and you went back to your dorm before anyone noticed. Looking at your nightstand you saw an old photo of someone you loved. Your grandmother had passed away when you were younger but the wounds were still fresh. Your parents didn’t believe that you needed to talk to someone and just acted like nothing happened.

You’d have flashbacks of seeing her in her final moments. It would start off as you going about your day but then a certain smell or sound would trigger it. Feeling as if you were time traveling back to that very moment. You never told anyone about it, well until Kirishima found you in your dorm curled up in a ball.

“Please don’t go! Mom doesn’t care about anyone but herself, you promised you’d be with me for me becoming a hero grandma!” You cried, holding her pale hand.

“Everything happens for a reason my dear. There is no need to cry. Besides, I don’t like seeing my only granddaughter cry. Just remember all the wonderful things we did together. Don’t ever be sad because of me.” The heart monitor was beeping less and less. Then a flatline, she was gone.

She was very sick and your mother didn’t care to help her. You had to walk to the hospital when you wanted to see her. You went everyday after school. But now, everything was blank. She was gone and the room felt like it was closing in on you.

When he found you, you were stuck. All you could see was the hospital room she was in and her body lying on the bed. You felt like you couldn’t breathe. He had to put his hands on yours to make you snap out of it.

“I’m here l/n, just focus on the sound of my voice. Squeeze my hand if you can hear me.”

You gently squeezed his hand. A single tear shed. “I-I-I can.”

“Are you okay?” He picked you up off the floor and set you down on your bed.

“I don’t wanna talk about it.” You mumbled, trying not to burst into tears. No one has asked you that question in years and actually meant it.

“Y/n, you're my friend and I want to help you. So please, tell me what is wrong. I care about you so much and you scared me when I found you on the floor.”

A few minutes was spent in Silence, debating on what you should do. One you made you choice there was no going back. His words repeating in your head as if it was an old song.

You nearly jumped onto him and gripped his shirt and let out everything. You cried so much that his shirt was damped. Confessing everything, how you watched your grandma passed away and how your parents treated you. They made you do things and miss out on life. The custody battle you’d gone through in order to get out of your parents house because of all the mental abuse. You couldn’t take bottling up all your emotions anymore and let them all out onto him. Your parents drilled into your head that you didn’t need love or attention. You were forced to cook and clean. Do whatever they say and trick you into doing whatever they wanted you to do. Giving up your freedoms and your childhood. Luckily, a cousin decided to turn your parents in and you started going to talk to someone. But since you started going to UA you stopped going because you didn’t have the time and thought that everything was okay. Then the flashbacks started again a few weeks after starting UA.

Every since that day, Kirishima decided that he would be full on by your side and learned to read all your emotions. Even if you tried to mask them. You two are just friends but he had feelings for you over the course of your first year at UA. He decided not to say anything because he knew you weren’t ready for a relationship. But there was something he did cherish. He did feel and about it but he couldn’t help. When you were starting to have a depression episode, he would cuddle you as a way to remind you that you were loved and appreciated. You didn’t mind it, it actually helped a bit. Along with long talks, laying in silence, crying, and joking a bit. His arms were a getaway from the world, just be in his arms and you could recharge emotionally. Remember that you do deserve friends and happiness. He had also gotten you many stuffed animals and a weighted blanket to help you. They came in handy a lot. Couldn’t sleep or was starting to feel stressed, wrapping that blanket around you was like a hug. Sleeping was a bit easier with the blanket and the stuffed animals. For some reason, they helped you when Kirishima couldn’t be by your side or when it was late into the night. No matter how many times you yelled, punched or kicked him. He was still always by your side. The red haired boy knew you didn’t mean anything you did or said when you were having a bad day. For a year and a half you were just friends and nothing else. Just best friends that happened to cuddle, a lot.

Until one day it hit you that you had feelings for him. You were scared of these emotions because you didn’t know how to deal with them or why you had them. Your face would get all pink and red every time you saw or thought about him. You didn’t talk much with the girls, due to you being so quiet in class but you decided to ask Mina for some advice. At this time, some of your classmates knew about your past because you had learned to trust people and open up. It took a long time but you slowly opened up about it and went back to talk to someone. But there were still some things that you only told him because he was one of the first people that had shown you kindness when you ran into him at the entrance exam. You tripped and he helped you back on your feet.

Once Mina told you, well more like was in pure joy that you told her your feelings toward him. She told you not to worry and that it was normal to have these emotions.

“I know some shit happened in your past, but enjoy being young. Take risks y/n, besides I’ve known Kirishima for a while and he’s a great guy. He will treat you as the queen you are. Now you wanna hug?” She smiled at you, you liked her hugs she gave.

You texted the redhead and told him that you wanted to talk with him after he had gotten back from his work study with Fat Gum. Over the few years you learned what triggered you and what to do if something did. Just try to breath and walk away.

When Kirishima looked at his phone, his heart dropped in his stomach. Did he do something wrong? Wear you mad at him? Did you find out that he had feelings for you that wouldn’t go away no matter how hard he tried?

“Are you alright Red Riot?” Fat Gum asked, concerned in his tone of voice.

“It’s y/n, she told me she wanted to talk to me when I got back to the dorms and I think I did something wrong?” He looked up at his mentor.

“Look, women are easy. If you did something wrong, just buy them chocolate or the snacks they like. Maybe some flowers if she likes them. From my experience, if a woman is mad just buy her food and tell her you care about her. I’m sure you didn’t do anything wrong but there’s a store down the street that you can stop by at.” Fat Gum smiled down at his sidekick.

“Thanks Fat! I’ll make sure to stop by. Also, we aren’t dating. As far as I know, I’m in the friend zone.” Kirishima said quietly and went to change out of his hero costume.

Looking in the small store for the snacks you liked. He couldn’t decide what to get you so he just bought everything. Along with some feminine products and pain medication. He didn’t know if it was that time of the month so he just bought everything he could find that you may need if it was that time of the month. Better to be safe than sorry. He also picked up a small cute little charm that had a (favorite animal) in it. The cashier looked up at him and smirked.

“In the doghouse bro?” He looked to be in college.

“I don’t think so, but on the safe side I’m just being a good friend and buying her some of her favorite snacks. It’s manly to help your friends in need.” He smiled.

“Well good luck man.” Kirishima payed and left and walked to the train station.

“Man I hope I didn’t do anything wrong.” He thought to himself on the train ride back to UA.

You were in your dorm room, it was late at night. Good thing tomorrow was Saturday. You looked down at yourself and remembered the hoodie you were wearing wasn’t yours. It was his, it was red and had a few holes in it but that explains why it smelled so good and had the faint cologne. You were scared and debating on if you should tell him. He meant so much to you. He reminded you everyday that you matter and that your parents had no control over you. He stood in front of your door when your parents somehow got permission to come on the school grounds. He refused to let them in your room or near you. That’s when the teachers found out. They were not pleased and were ashamed of allowing them to come into school grounds. You weren’t in your room at the time, you were in Sato’s room helping Deku with making candy apples for the class and Eri to enjoy later that evening. You enjoyed it when Eri would come over to the dorms. She was sorta like you, you both have a dark past. But she is growing up so fast and learning new things everyday.

A knock on your door pulled you out of thought, it was time.

“Come in Kiri.” You sat down on your bed and took a deep breath in. It was now or never, he was your best friend. The tears, wanting to come out due to being scared of him rejecting you.

The door slowly open and he had two large bags full of stuff.

“I didn’t know if I did something wrong so I went to the store and bought everything I thought you would like.” He started dumping all the snacks onto your bed. “I didn’t know if it was shark week for you so I picked up these too. I hope they are the right size. I didn’t know they had sizes so I just bought all of them. Pads, tampons and a cup that I found next to them. Along with some pain meds.”

Your heart immediately melted. “Eijiro, you didn’t have to do all of this.” You smiled at him, all your worries slowly washed away. Doubt was thrown out the window.

“Wait so I didn’t do anything wrong?” His eyes widened.

“No you silly shark, I’m not mad at you and you didn’t do anything wrong. Also, it’s not shark week yet, that’s next week. But thank you for all of this. It’s too much if I’m being honest.” There was a mountain of snacks on your bed now.

“Thank god, your message you sent earlier sounded like I did something wrong.”

“Oh no, I just wanted to talk to you about something.” You started to sound quiet.

“What’s up? You can tell me anything y/n.” He held onto your hand and the tears started to come back.

One fell down your cheek and Kirishima wiped it away.

“I-I-I-“

“Take your time, okay. We got all weekend, okay?” He squeezed your hand and smiled at you.

“I have these really weird feelings toward you Eijiro and I’ve never felt this about anybody before and I’m scared.” You cried out and he hugged you.

“We can both be scared together.” He flatly stated.

You looked up at him. “You feel that same way I do?” You rubbed your eyes. “More than best friends and something more?”

“For a while now, I didn’t say anything because I knew you weren’t ready for something like that.”

“Then we can both be scared together.” The two of you smiled.

“So uhh wanna watch a movie or something on your laptop?” You laughed.

“That sounds perfect.”

You did that Tik Tok challenge of where you close your eyes and scroll through the movies until someone says stop. It was a romance movie but hey, it worked.

After the movie you decided to ask him something.

“So what are we?”

“I was hoping you’d be my girlfriend since we both like each other. But it’s okay if you want to wait.” He rubbed the back of his neck.

You smiled at him. “Yeah.”

He kissed your forehead and you blushed.

“Since I’m a rock, you can be my little pebble.” You smiled and cuddled the rest of the night.

Some years later.

“So that’s how you and daddy met and fell in love?” Your daughter asked while holding a Red Riot teddy bear.

“I think it’s sappy and love is gross.” Your son argued with his younger sister.

You nodded and smiled. A click of the door opening and your children ran to the door.

“Daddy's home!” They cheered.

Your husband had a single rose in his hand. He kissed you and whispered in your ear.

“My little pebble.” He handed you the rose and you smiled. Your son thought it was gross so he gagged, your daughter thought it was the cutest thing.

You never saw yourself having children or getting married. But you knew that those painful memories wouldn’t hold you back because you were happy with your family that you loved.

Tag list: @tryna-imagine @zyrielwolf @tooloudarts @lemonlordleah-shinzawa-kitten the last person i tagged gave me the idea to write this so this is kinda for them. So if you find this, i just wanna say hi, i tried writing this with my own experiences with depression, also huge fan of the shinso one you wrote. I find myself re reading it when I am starting to go back into a dark place, it reminds me that I can feel anyway i want to feel.

#mha #mha kirishima #mha x reader #mha fluff

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mab1905 · 4 years

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84 Questions

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1. Put your music player of choice on shuffle and list the first 10 songs

Someone New (Hozier)

Cactus Tree (Joni Mitchell)

Budapest (George Ezra)

And Dream Of Sheep (Kate Bush)

Nancy Mulligan (Ed Sheeran)

And Then She Kissed Me (St. Vincent)

Level of Concern (Twenty One Pilots)

Lovefool (The Cardigans)

Best For Last (Adele)

Video Killed The Radio Star (The Buggles)

2. If you could spend a week anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Would you take anyone with you?

Japan. I travel a lot and it’s been on my list for a while, I would really want to go to the Hayao Miyazaki/Studio Ghibli theme park, if it ever opens that is. I would bring my best friend, Layla. I also would love to go to Amsterdam again.

3. What is your preferred writing implement? (eg. Blue pen, pencil, green pen)

My ink nib cartooning pen (similar to a quill, but without the feather)

4. Favourite month and why?

October, not too hot, not too cold, and of course, Halloween!

5. Do you have connections to any celebrities (even minor)? List them.

Nope, met several, got to true connections though.

6. Name 3 items you could pick up from where you are.

My iPad, my Leatherman Multitool, my collection of David Bowie postcards.

7. What brand logo is closest to you currently?

The Apple logo

8. Do you ever play board games or other non-computer games? Got any favourites?

Chess. Card games like Solitaire, Black-Jack, and Castle. A game that I can’t remember the name of but it’s essentially a board-game version of Capture The Flag. Mostly Chess.

9. A musical artist you love that isn’t well known

St. Vincent? I’m not sure if she’s well known or not.

10. A musical artist you love that is well known

David Bowie.

11. What is your desktop background currently?

A picture of Apollo 11 accompanied by the words “It won’t fail because of me”

12. Last person you talked to, and through what you talked to them

My best friend Layla, through the iMessage app.

13. First colour name you can think of that isn’t in the rainbow

Salmon

14. What timekeeping devices are in the room you are currently in?

My iPad, my computer, my collection of vintage stopwatches

15. What kind of headphones do you use?

Sony, wireless, noise canceling, over-the ear

16. What musical artists have you seen perform live?

Twenty One Pilots, Sylvan Esso

17. Does virginity matter to you?

I guess? I think it’s important, it’s certainly some kind of ‘milestone,’ but I don’t think it should be treated like the scale of a persons ‘purity.’ It’s important because it’s sex, and (hopefully) that means that you’re sharing a consensual, intimate experience that feels fucking great for both (or all, if it’s more then two) participants.

18. What gaming consoles do you or your family own?

Z e r o, although I’m hoping to buy a PS4 at some point so I can play Detroit Become Human.

19. What pets do you have? What are their names?

Juno is my cat, she is an adorable grey tiger-striped shorthair. She’s got little white mitten-paws and it’s absolutely ridiculous.

20. What’s the best job you’ve ever had?

Doing tech at a local theater

21. What’s the worst job you’ve ever had?

Teaching art to little kids (I like kids but it was just exhausting)

22. What magazines do you read, if any?

The New Yorker, and the National Geo if I’m like, waiting in my doctor’s office or something.

23. Inspiration behind your URL?

It’s just my initials and a year from the Edwardian era

24. Inspiration behind your blog title?

It’s just my initials

25. Favourite item of clothing?

My reddish-brown knit sweater vest and my floral bow-tie (often paired together)

26. Are you friends with any exes?

I made a very conscious effort to cut my exe out of my life… we were not happy for a very long time to say the least

27. Name at least one book you loved as a child.

Strega Nona, it’s about an Italian witch that makes great pasta in a magic pasta pot. My dad would read it to me and my sibling in Italian.

28. What’s your native language? If that language has distinct regional variations, which variation? (eg. AU English, US English)

US English

29. What email service do you use?

Gmail

30. Is there anything hanging on the walls of the room you are currently in?

So many things. Here's the list:

A giant David Bowie poster, a plaque that says “David Bowie IS,” five David Bowie postcards, a giant Abbey Road poster, all of my patches from summer camp, polaroids of me, my friends, and my family (including my cat), ticket stubs from concerts and plays, two trail markers that I took off of fallen trees on two important cross-country backpacking trips I went on, playbills from a bunch of broadway shows I’ve seen, a poster that says “Stonewall was a riot,” a DC Comics poster, a Pink Floyd poster, a few paintings of mine, and a painting that I got for free from a street artist I befriended in Rome when I was twelve

31. What’s your favourite number, and why?

16, 24, 21, and 8, some numbers make me uncomfortable, but these are just very soft and light and nice

32. Earliest moment in your life you can remember?

A rocking chair with fruits painted on it sitting in a dark room and my great grandfathers brown leather loafers (I remember early early stuff in just images or stills, not full moments)

33. What did you have for dinner yesterday?

Pasta with shrimp

34. How often do you brush your teeth?

Usually twice a day, but I’ve been waking up later and later and sometimes forget in the mornings

35. What’s your favourite candy/chocolate?

I don’t know the name of it but it’s this chocolate bar that is stuffed with caramel, hot chili flakes, and crunchy bits of baked tortilla. It's one of the greatest things I’ve ever tasted.

36. Have you had other blogs on Tumblr? Do you have any other blogs currently?

I used to have one but I deleted it because I never used it

37. If you were suddenly really hungry, what would you choose to eat?

I would probably walk into the kitchen, realize that too eat something I would have to muster the effort to cook something instead, and then decide to just have a glass of milk instead.

38. What fandoms would you consider yourself a part of?

Downton Abbey (primarily Thommy)

Chernobyl HBO (as well as the Leonid Toptunov/Sasha Akimov subfandom)

Lord of The Rings and The Hobbit (books and movies)

CrankGamePlays

Buzzfeed Unsolved

Star Trek TOS

Philosophy Tube

The Dark Crystal and The Dark Crystal: Age Of Resistance

39. If you could study anything, what would it be?

If I had the energy to fully wrench my life in a completely different direction I would like to become a professional scuba diver and study the ocean. I already am a scuba diver, but it’s a hobby and not something I’m able to do very often at all.

40. Do you use anything on your lips? (eg. Chapstick, gloss, balm, lipstick)

I’ll wear chapstick if I have a cold

41. How would you describe your sense of humour?

Intellectual and dry

42. What things annoy you more than anything else?

People who think they’re better than everyone else and people who recognize a fault in themselves and then refuse to work to change it

43. What kind of position are you in at the moment?

I’m laying on my bed, hunched over my laptop

44. Do you wear much jewellery?

Occasionally I’ll wear a necklace or a few rings. I have a lot of non-traditional bracelets (I literally just have pieces of canvas and industrial tie-line wrapped around my wrist). I’m a gay guy and I like to sort-a walk the line between feminine and masculine (often leaning more towards the masc side), so it really depends on my mood.

45. Who is the leader of your country, currently? Any other levels of government with leaders? (State, region, province, county, district, municipality, etc)

A cheese-pizza flavored pringle is currently POTUS and every day the thought of that tears away at a piece of my soul.

46. Last 3 blogs on your dashboard, not including any of your own

@shochmonster @velvet-of-the-night @panicsheerbloodypanic

47. What do you carry your money in?

My pocket, I have a wallet and I don’t use it

48. Do you enjoy driving? Why or why not?

It’s fine, don’t love it don’t hate it

49. Longest drive you have ever been on?

Three days

50. Furthest away from home you have ever been?

Went on a trip to Switzerland to visit family, I think that’s the farthest but I’m not entirely sure.

51. How many times have you moved house?

Twice

52. What is on the floor of the room you’re currently in, not including furniture?

Five paintings, stacks and stacks of books, boxes filled with stuff (mostly more books), plates, glasses, cutlery, clothes

53. How many devices do you own which can access the internet?

2, and iPad and a computer

54. Is there is anything that is guaranteed to always make you happy?

Listening to music

55. Is there anything that always makes you sad?

Thinking about my past for too long

56. What programs do you currently have open?

Google drive, I’m writing

57. What do you associate the colour red with?

Blood and fire

58. Last strong smell you can remember smelling?

Shrimp and butter

59. Last healthy thing you ate?

Three green olives and a handful of bean sprouts

60. Do you drink tea or coffee, and how much per day?

Used to drink coffee like it was life support (which it essentially was), now I’ll have the occasional cup of tea.

61. What do you associate the colour blue with?

Birds and rain

62. How long is the closest ruler you can find?

I don’t think I own one

63. What colour pants/skirt/etc are you currently wearing?

I am wearing olive green corduroy slacks

64. When was the last time you drank water?

30 minutes ago?

65. How often do you clear your browser history?

Never

66. Do you believe nude photos can be artistic, rather than erotic?

Nude anything can be artistic, it can also just be normal, eroticism is in the eye of the beholder.

67. Ever written fanfiction for anything?

Yes dear god so much fanfiction.

68. Last formal event you attended

I genuinely can’t remember, I am have extreme social anxiety and don’t go to events like that unless I absolutely have too

69. If you had to move your birthday to another date, which one would you choose and why?

I don’t care about birthdays

70. Would you prefer to be at a beach or in the countryside?

Beach, I love to swim, I’m also a surfer

71. Roughly how many people live in your town?

Uhm… eight times the number of people who live in the state of Montana and that doesn’t count daily commuters and tourists (New York City is essentially just a tin of sardines, except inside are 8.399 million sardines)

72. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?

No, but three of my friends were born on the day just after my birthday.

73. Favourite place to shop? Can be a certain store or a place where there are multiple stores

The Strand Bookstore, L Train Vintage, any antique shops in the town of Hudson, New York

74. Do you have a smartphone? What kind? If you don’t, do you want one?

I used to have an iPhone 5SE but then it stopped working after a few weeks of quarantine and I haven’t gotten a new one (I’ve had it for about 5-6 years so it makes sense)

75. What is your least favourite colour, and why?

I don’t have a least favorite color, but my favorite color is prussian blue

76. How do you spell grey/gray?

Grey

77. Go to your dashboard and describe the image shown in the radar section (below the “Find blogs” link)

It’s anime fanart for a show I’ve never heard of

78. What difference is there between how many followers you have, and the number of blogs you follow?

79. How many posts do you have?

219

80. How many posts have you liked?

619

81. Do you post mainly reblogs, or your own content?

Mostly reblogs but I do my own content as well

82. Do you track any tags?

No, just blogs

83. What time is it currently?

10:39

84. Is there anything you should be doing right now?

writing

I’m not quite sure who to tag so it’s just open to anyone I guess?

#i love questionaires #they're so much fun

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the-kings-of-games · 3 years

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i’m not popular enough to get tons of asks, but I pushing off zine work and secret santa so fanfic writer asks! (YGO only)

1. What’s your favorite character(s) to write for?

Answered here

2. What character(s) do you find the most difficult to write for? Why?

Characters that don’t get much of a reaction from me from the beginning or at any point, and characters I have never considered writing before (like Bruno). Never feel like I’d write them so I never put thought in their character and stories.

3. Do you have a favorite scene you’ve written from [Fanfic Name] story/chapter?

Yeah, from Two Fingers Crossed Over Your Lips, Chapter 8: Domestics (Orinthoptershipping). It’s when Crow is laying on top of Bruno on the couch, and they share a kiss. Crow is flirty, and Bruno is cute. I think this is the best example of my portrayal of Crow, lol.

4. Did you have any ideas that didn’t make the final cut of [Fanfic Name]?

No, for the most part, I end up using pretty much everything I write out. I’m the kind of person to go back and cut out entire scenes because I tend to write out scenes I like/want to do and find ways to connect them together. It can be kind of counterproductive because some scenes might actually pull you away from the plot you wanted, but I never never plot before I write, lol.

It doesn’t mean, however, that that I have never ended up writing something bigger than I expected. Currently, it’s The Supreme King’s Husband (Prologue) because I just wanted to add in Yūsei and Kizuna, omgs. QWQ

5. Do you listen to music when writing?

Yes, I do. It both keeps me focused and distracted at the same time.

6. If you listen to music when writing, what [do] you listening to when writing [Fanfic Name]?

A lot of Joji, Jack Strauder, Oliver Tree, CUCO, and the like. Pretty much this mix.

7. What story/headcanons do you feel the proudest of?

I really love my headcanon of Crow being masculine leaning genderfluid afab (assigned female at birth). It’s really fun exploring this headcanon, and I always write Crow with this in mind. However, it’s only 5D’s Crow, not Arc-V Crow. They are both Crow but, in a lot of ways, are essentially two different characters, and I’m very attached to the former. Crow didn’t start doing he/him stuff until he was, like, nine, and Yūsei and Jack have been super supportive about it since the beginning. Crow was she one day, and he the next day. Still Crow. ^^ This is from one of my many Crow WIPs:

"It doesn’t matter how I look or what I call myself, I’d always be their friend, and they’d always be my brothers. The bond we share is irreplaceable, and I’m thankful to have met them in the first place. They’ve always supported me, and they know it’s my right to tell people about me, when and how. If I wanted it to be different, they’d be the first one to know. As it is right now, though, I’m happy with the way I am."

Crow has two feminine outfits he wears occasionally: a yellow dress with red flats (a gift from his girls), and a yellow blouse with a green plaid skirt and black knee highs. To go with these looks, he wears his hair down with his headband around his neck and shiny lip loss Trudge bought for him.

8. Do you prefer writing one-shots or multi chaptered stories?

One-shots by a long shot, lmao. That being said, I sometimes don’t finish one-shots either.

9. If you had to assign a theme song to [Fanfic Name], which would you assign?

I don’t think in music. I do that thing where you pick a song and write a fic with it but not the other way around.

10. What is the line you’re proudest of from [Fanfic Name]?

One of my favorites, from the aforementioned Chapter 8: Domestics (Ornitoptershipping):

Closing his eyes, Bruno was taken back to the beach, the one he woke up at with no memories, but this time, he didn't feel the confusion, nor the faint touch of grief at the bottom of his heart. Instead, he only felt the quiet crash of the waves on his skin, the sun shining brightly over his head. This was now a memory he remembered twice.

(I really like this one-shot a lot, lol.)

11. How would you describe your style? (Character/emotion/action-driven, etc)

A lot of dialogue, stream of conscious narrative. I think. I never really thought about it.

12. Who is your favorite author?

I don’t really have one at the moment. I don’t read a lot, lol.

13. When did you start writing fanfic?

I got more serious about it in high school, but I think I started during middle school? KHR was a thing then, lol.

14. How do you feel about your older work?

Answered here

15. What is the fanfic you’ve written that you’re most proud of?

From YGO, probably The Distance of Time which features Orinthoptershipping. It’s very dialogue heavy, but it was a lot of fun. I’m very thankful of the people who took the time to read it, and even more those who commented and gave feedback.

16. What fanfic tropes do you avoid writing for?

I don’t do gore, violence, or torture. I don’t dislike them, I just don’t write them (so I don’t have any practice either).

17. What fanfic tropes do you gravitate to writing for?

I love ones that explore the idea of soulmates. I’m a big fan of the soulmates AU, but I love the different ways that people just complete each other that borders on more realism than trope. I mostly write fluff though, and attempts at humor because I think I’m funny.

18. Do you prefer editing as you write, or waiting until it’s finished?

I edit as a I write, which is bad because I don’t edit afterwards and miss typos (lol) and sometimes makes writing take longer to finish.

19. What words do you think you tend to use the most?

Epithets probably; otherwise, I don’t know.

20. What feedback makes you the happiest to hear?

I love comments that think my pacing is good and my character interpretations are great. If someone tells me that they can imagine this happening in canon, I’m over the moon.

21. Is there an idea you’ve always wanted to write, but haven’t yet?

Yes, and they’re all WIPs.

22. Do you enjoy making OCs for your fanfics, or prefer sticking to canon characters?

I mostly stick to canon characters and don’t like doing OCs (unless they’re extras or side characters). Writing OCs makes me a little uncomfortable actually because I fear veering into self-inserts which I cannot write because that’s even worse than doing OCs. The only OCs I like do are OC babies of my favorite ships.

For YGO, I currently have two: Sky Hogan, the daughter of Crow (Papa), Jack (Father), and Yūsei (Dad); and Mira Princeton, the daughter of Chazz (Mama) and Jaden (Dad).

23. How much do you stick to canon?

I try to write characters based off of canon as much as possible. If I don’t see a character doing something, then I don’t write them doing that thing. I’m more about filling in blank spaces than trying to rewrite inked ones.

24. Do you prefer AUs with the characters, or sticking to the original universe?

I do original universe most of the time.

25. What scene in [Fanfic Name] took the longest to write? What was difficult about it?

Smut scenes because they are pretty much one continuous scene, lololol. There’s no scene changes for the most part, so keeping up momentum is a must and a difficulty.

26. Are titles for your stories easy to come up with?

I suck at making titles. I can have whole fics done but back petal so hard because I forgot to give it title.

27. What time of day do you prefer to write?

Past bedtime.

28. Is there a part of [Fanfic Name] you’re surprised no one has picked up on yet?

I’m not sure what this is asking, lol.

29. What part of the writing process do you enjoy the most? (Brainstorming, outlining, writing, editing, etc)

Writing it. I don’t brainstorm or outline, I just write what comes to mind. I brainstorm only if I need to connect things together. Finishing it is a close second.

30. Do you write down all your ideas? What makes you decide to write one versus the other?

I never write down my ideas; it’s either I start on a WIP or I don’t. What I decide to write depends on my mood.

31. What was the development process of [Fanfic Name] like?

I write for three hours and produce only a thousand words, smh. Agony.

32. What story do you think showcases your signature style the most?

Fluff with subtle angst, I guess.

33. Have you ever stopped yourself from writing something? Why?

Yes, because I already have so many WIPs, I shouldn’t start on another one. (Does this stop me? No.)

34. Have you felt emotional while writing a scene before? What scene was it?

I might have, but I have terrible memory. U_U

35. Where’s your favorite place to write?

In my bed in the dark, on my phone. (Computers tire me out after a while.)

36. What fanfic of yours has the symbolism you’re proudest of?

I’m not sure what symbolism is.

37. Would you ever collaborate with another writer for a story?

Yes, but it will be a really big learning experience because I’m using to have most, if not all, control over my writing. I try to be open, but getting used to new things is hard, you know?

38. What story of yours are you surprised that people liked as much as they did?

Honestly, for YGO, any of them. The feedback for YGO isn’t a lot, lol, or it’s because I write characters/ships/tropes a lot of people don’t go for? I’m just glad I now know the people who like my stuff. I know my writing is good, but I won’t force people to read it.

39. What area of writing do you feel strongest in?

Characterization, if I’m not being too big-headed, lol.

40. What area of writing do you want to improve in?

I need to stop feeling the urge to rush ending and give the settings more details.

#yugioh #Kizunashipping #ornithoptershipping #i have three zines and one secret santa on my to-do list #lmao #im lazy but like to talk about myself #i do indeed have a big head #Flame muses

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cometorub · 4 years

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(SUB 11) Alana is answering: -> this survey ❤️

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1. What is your name?

Alana

2. Age, and where are you from?

15 and from Brazil

3. What’s your sexual orientation?

4. Your pubic hair?

Bald

5. Are you virgin?

Nope

6. How old were you when you first masturbated?

7. How did you discover masturbation?

School, then I asked my mom

8. How old were you when you had your first orgasm?

9. Can you tell us more about your first orgasm? How did it happen?

I actually tried everyday because I wanted to know how it felt like. I still remember the story I was reading the first time I came

10. How often do you masturbate?

Almost daily

11. When was the last time you masturbated?

Today

12. Do you masturbate to any stimulus?

Pics I receive, taking dirty online and literotica

13. What do you think about?

Depends on the stimuli that I’m using

14. What’s the last thing you thought of or masturbated to?

Came while trading nudes with another Girl

15. Have you ever walked in on or caught someone masturbating? (If yes, please tell us a little more about it)

One time I was going to take a friend of mine and he was masturbating. I laughed a lot and he was really embarrassed

16. Have someone ever walked in and caught you masturbating? (If yes, please tell us a little more about it)

Was caught by my mom. She just shrugged it off.

17. Have you ever had cyber sex?

Yeah

18. Have you ever had phone sex?

Nope

19. Have you ever had a wet dream?

Yes

20. What’s your favorite method of masturbation? (i.e. Hands/Toys/Lotion/etc.)

With my hands or with my pillow

21. Are you loud or quiet when you masturbate?

Usually quiet, but eventually I let myself be louder

22. Do you ever masturbate in pjs? If so what type and how?

Yes, with pajama shorts. There's a neighbor that can see my bed, so eventually I give him a show

23. Do you ever touch any other part of your body whilst you masturbate?

Yeah, my boobs I seldom do that

24. Has anyone ever watched you masturbate live online?

Yeah

25. Has anyone ever watched you masturbate in person?

Yep

26. Have you ever watched someone masturbate live online?

Yes

27. Have you ever watched someone masturbate in person?

Yeah

28. Have you ever masturbated with someone? (Mutual masturbation)

Yes

29. Do you enjoy watching others masturbate?

Yes, boys and girls

30. Do you enjoy being watched while masturbating?

Yeah I do

31. Who do you like to think about when you masturbate?

It varies a lot...

32. Have you ever told them you think about them while you masturbate?

Yes

33. Does anyone know you masturbate? How did they find out?

I told them

34. Have you masturbated because your partner wasn’t around to help? Where were they?

Yes, at a party or at a trip

35. What’s your most embarrassing masturbation story?

My mom when she caught me, but it's not that embarrassing

36. What’s your funniest masturbation story?

I don’t think that I have one...

38. Have you ever masturbated in unique or strange places?

At school or at a public bus

39. Have you ever used something unique or strange to masturbate?

A brush or my pillow

40. Is it easy for you to orgasm or do you have to work for it?

Extremely easy

41. What’s the easiest way for you to get off?

Fingering myself, getting fingered and receiving oral sex

42. Is there only one way you can get off? (i.e. Vaginal/Clitoral/Toy Use)

Nope

43. Are you able to achieve orgasm through only non-conventional or indirect methods? (Breast Play/Hands-Free/Anal)

44. Do you ever double penetrate while you masturbate?

Yes

45. Do you ever suck on a dildo while you masturbate?

Always like to taste my fingers once I'm done

46. Do you edge when you masturbate? (Get to the point of orgasm and stop repeatedly to enhance the experience)

Sometimes

47. What position do you typically masturbate in?

Laying

48. How do you react when you orgasm, arch your back, pull faces? Etc

Arch back, cry out if I can and loose control of my legs

49. Describe how an orgasm feels to you when you cum? If possible

I don't know how lol. It hits my entire body and it's really intense

50. Describe a typical masturbation session.

Get horny talking to someone to the point that I can't help but to touch myself

51. How long do you usually last?

I usually cum in under two minutes, but the entire sessions lasts about half an hour

52. What’s the quickest you’ve ever been brought to orgasm?

Just inserted my fingers about ten times and I came

53. What’s the longest masturbation session you’ve had?

About 2 hours

54. What’s the most amount of times you’ve cum in a day?

7 times

55. How wet do you get? Do you leak fluids when you orgasm? (If yes, please describe)

I get really wet, to the point that my fingers get soaked. I have pics

56. If you are older than 35, how has masturbation changed for you over the years?

I’m 15

57. Do you want to tell us something more about your masturbation experiences?

Not really

58. Are you sexually aroused taking this survey?

Nope lol

59. Are you going to masturbate tonight after taking this survey?

I'm going to masturbate tonight, but not because of this survey

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1. What would you say to someone who has never been out of their hometown? >> Well, it depends on if they’re unhappy about it or not. Some people are content to stay where they were born, and far be it for me to say that they shouldn’t be. I have a wandering sort of nature, so of course I don’t grok how one could stay in one place for all time -- but obviously, not everyone has the same nature I do. On the flip side, if they’re unhappy about having been nowhere else, then I’d certainly encourage them to travel if they can swing it -- even if it’s just to another part of the state/province/region, or the nearest major city, or something.

2. What (or who) do you miss the most when you are travelling? >> My bed, are you kidding me? I miss my room and my bed so much when I’m travelling.

3. Do you feel more comfortable sleeping in your own bed or in a hotel bed? >> Definitely my own bed, obviously. I have the roughest time sleeping in hotel beds. That’s one thing about travelling that’s gotten more difficult for me in recent years, my body is getting kind of intolerant to a lot of the conditions that one comes to expect while travelling. :/

4. How many different countries have you visited? >> None. I’m really hoping we can go to Canada sometime soon, since it’s, like. Right there.

5. What do you always keep tucked away in your backpack? >> Nothing, really. I think there’s a chapstick in there that I always keep in there, but most of my stuff gets shuffled around from bag to bag to room etc as I need it.

6. How many languages can you speak? >> Only one, fluently. I know snippets of other languages.

7. Do you prefer to travel by plane, car, or boat? >> Plane, for the speed and convenience (and thrill of being in the air). That’s only convenient for long distances, though. I wouldn’t take a plane to, like, Detroit.

8. Who is the most interesting person you’ve ever met on your travels? >> I can’t even say. I’ve met many interesting people on trips. When I was going to New Orleans for the first time, I took Amtrak, and there were two old women across the aisle from me who were going to, I think, Mississippi, or Alabama. They were kind and funny, they bought me food at one point, and when I told them where I was going, they warned me to watch out for the witchcraft and the lesbians. Those things specifically. I was very amused.

9. Who is your favorite travel buddy? >> I mean, I prefer to travel alone because that’s what I’m used to (and it’s easiest for me), but Sparrow is fine to travel with too.

10. What is the most beautiful beach you have ever set foot on? >> I don’t know, most of the beaches I’ve been to weren’t necessarily breathtaking or anything.

11. What is the most enlightening thing your travels have taught you? >> People is the same. Wherever you go, people are just people, in all their complexity but also all their similarity. I’m sure that holds true for out-of-country travel, too, although I’ve never done it.

12. What’s the best souvenir you have ever purchased? >> I have no idea.

13. Where is your dream vacation spot? >> I don’t think I have one.

14. What’s the first thing you do when you get home from traveling? >> Lay in my bed, tbh. I usually unpack pretty soon afterward, too. I used to actually live out of suitcases, so I don’t much fancy reenacting that nowadays.

15. What’s the longest road trip you have ever taken? >> I’m not sure.

16. What’s the longest plane ride you have ever been on? >> The longest time I’ve been on the plane itself is probably 3 hours.

17. What’s your favorite book to read during a long ride? >> ---

18. What’s the most entertaining story you have about getting lost? >> I can’t think of one.

19. Where is the most romantic place you have ever visited? >> ---

20. What are your top three traveling essentials? >> I mean, I don’t have any top three travelling essentials. Just the usual things you’d expect, like, you know, wallet and phone and shit.

21. What gives you a rush of adrenaline? >> Er... like, in general...? I mean, I don’t know.

22. What was the most expensive trip you have ever taken? >> Well, the wedding-honeymoon combo in New Orleans definitely takes the cake there.

23. What was the cheapest trip you have ever taken? >> Going to Chicago, I guess. Or, like, any day trip in-state.

24. Have you ever lived abroad? >> No.

25. What is your favorite dish from around the world? >> I mean, I like a lot of non-American food.

26. Where is the furthest you have traveled on your own? >> Across the country, almost (Colorado <--> NYC).

27. What’s the scariest thing that’s happened to you while traveling? >> I can’t really recall anything scary happening to me while travelling. The actual act of travelling is largely the most mundane and tedious activity, tbh, and nothing particularly bad has ever happened to me while in another location. Knock on wood etc.

28. Which songs are on your travel playlist? >> ---

29. What is your favorite airline to use? >> I don’t have one. They’re all the same to me, tbh.

30. What’s the best Instagram photo you’ve ever taken on vacation? >> ---

31. Which travel blogs do you follow? >> None.

32. What’s the best Airbnb you have stayed at? >> Hmm... I really liked the one we stayed in during my second trip to NOLA, the little place in the Garden District. The one in Chicago when we went for the Hozier show was nice, too, from what I remember, but I didn’t get much chance to enjoy it lmao...

33. How much of your finances do you set aside for travel? >> I don’t have enough finances to set any aside for anything.

34. Do you have friends from around the world? >> I mean, online.

35. How often do you travel? >> Not very often. We don’t have much disposable income, after all; but we try to do little daytrips/weekend trips at least twice a year (like going to Chicago for my birthday and then Frankenmuth around Thanksgiving). Last year was a fluke because of the wedding stuff, and was largely funded by Sparrow’s parents.

#surveys #survey #travel survey

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03/07/2019 DAB Tranbscript

Numbers 8:1-9:23, Mark 13:14-37, Psalms 50:1-23, Proverbs 10:29-30

Today is the 7th day of March, welcome to the Daily Audio Bible I’m Brian it's great to be here with you today like it is every day no matter what part of the week it is. But it's the end of another of our weeks together and they just…they just keep going by and then just keep going by until we complete our journey. So, it's is wonderful to be here around this Global Campfire bringing to a conclusion another of the weeks that we get to share together, and we’ll take the next step forward in the Scriptures. And we’ve been reading from the English Standard Version this week. And today numbers chapters 8 and 9.

Prayer:

Father, we thank You for another week in Your word and we just keep marking the weeks and You just keep taking us deeper and we take to heart the words of the gospel of Mark today, “stay awake.” This seems to be the theme screaming out of the Gospels, “have eyes to see, stay away.” And we confess the slumber…the slumber of our lives, the way that we get so focused on whatever it is that's happening to make us uncomfortable. If we could just open our eyes, if we could just wake up and see the vastness of Your goodness and the eternal nature, the never ending-ness of it all and that we are in the middle of it, but that our vision is so narrowly focused that we can see, that we are just under the haze of life. We’re slumbering. Awaken us God that we might see You at work in this world in and among us, through us and all around us. We ask this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

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Hi beautiful family this is Susan Schultz I’ve been a listener since 2012 but I don’t call in much but I have been the airport liaison for the More conference for seven years and I love you all so much and I pray for you all the time, especially the pilgrims and I love all my More ladies. Hi, I love you. Hope to see you all soon. But I just wanted to call to rejoice with Harold. I have learned through More conference and I even have a jacket that says it, “I can do hard things.” I started running at the ripe old age of 57 two…two summers ago and I have made it my goal to run a half marathon by my 60th birthday which is six 6/6/60. Hey Nora Lee, my other six 6/6/60 DABber. I know that what God has taught me through running is that I can do hard things and when I did my very first...the longest run I’ve ever done since my training started, I was listening to the DAB. It was an 11-mile run and I made it the whole way, but in the middle, I was rejoicing because Harold called in and said that he was saved, and I…I just couldn’t believe it. I mean it’s…we’ve been praying for him since January and I was so excited because my training started in January and he was training and I just…he’s been on my heart ever since. And, so, I just thank you all and love you all. And, so, thank you Jesus…

[singing starts] Have Your way Lord. Have Your way. Have Your way Lord. Have Your way. Have Your way Lord. Have your way. Have your way. Have your way. Someone needs you Lord now today. Someone needs you Lord now today. Someone needs you Lord now today. Have your way. Have your way. Someone’s crying Lord have your way. Someone’s crying Lord have your way. Someone’s crying Lord have your way. Have your way. Have your way [singing stops]. I’d like to ask for prayer for the family and friends of Caleb Mekins a 31-year-old minister who passed away in Ethiopia. This is Blessings Flow in Pennsylvania.

Hello Daily Audio Bible community this is Abiding in His Love from New York. It’s February 29th. This is my first-time calling in. I’ve been listening to the Daily Audio Bible on and off. Today I’m calling in…I actually struggle with calling in. I’ve been trying to call in but every time I put it off and I just want to reach out to the community to pray for myself as a parent for spiritual guidance in helping my daughter. She’s 12 years old and lately she’s been going through some tough times and struggle with self-defeating thoughts. Most days…her days are mostly overshadowed by just feeling oppressed. I know that’s not typical, that’s not of God and the Bible say that He came that we may have life and have it more abundantly. And I’m praying that over my daughter, that whatever spirit of oppression, depression or sadness or self-defeating thoughts, that those will be gone in the name of Jesus and for other parents who are struggling with adolescent children that may be going through the same thing, I pray dear God that we will use our weapon of praying to destroy whatever plans the devil has to destroy our children. So, I ask you guys to keep us in your prayer, to uplift us. My daughter is Kay. I thank you. God bless you.

Proud witness right here in this place it’s the light of God’s love all over my face all those who see me they ask me what’s up it’s the presence of God that’s filling my cup love overflowing in rivers and streams causing reflections visions and dreams dreams of the future reflections of the past visions and fulfillment of all that I’ve asked it could be a gesture a word or touch something so small can accomplish so much because it comes from you Father up in heaven above filling me with mercy wisdom and love helping me to be a blessing today to all those my Father whom you’ve sent my way someone who’s hurting someone in need yet all are desiring to somehow be freed so help us keep patient and do things your way help me dear Lord to have the right words to say someone’s confused about what they heard longing for the truth that comes only from your word there’s a powerful witness right here in this place it’s the light of your love all over my face

[email protected]. Like to give a shout out to Brian, Jill, Max, China, China, Ezekiel and Christian, you know, the whole Hardin family. Thank you so much for this wonderful podcast for God’s Holy Spirit to flow. Keep it flowing y’all. And it was so nice hearing Jill’s voice again. I haven’t heard you in a long time. Sounds good.

Hello DAB listeners my name is Janice and I’m in Illinois. I’m here to report that I’m not just a DABber nor double DABber. I am a triple DABber. Because of a difficult trial I am going through right now I have many sleepless nights. So, instead of laying in my bed worrying and stewing over my troubles I listen to DABC and DAB for Kids and I let God’s words wash over me. I’ve been listening to Brian since the end of the first year of broadcasting DAB. China I was listening the year that you went to India with your dad. As a second-grade teacher in a Christian school I would use those DAB for Kids in my classroom. You were 11 years old. This year they are replaying that first year of DAB for kids. DABber’s, what a blessing it is to hear China and her dad teaching the Bible together. Then I listen to China, the grown-up. Oh my, what an incredible wisdom God has granted you China. So, I am a triple DABber and God’s word is carrying me through this, the most difficult time I’ve ever gone through. Thank, you China for obeying the Lord’s calling on your life. Thank you, Brian and Jill for bringing your children up at the feet of Jesus.

Hi this is Asia from Chicago it’s March 1st and I just heard Tony the Narrator or Tony the Narrator if you say it like him. Hey man. I’m so glad that you called in such a vulnerable spot. I just was really moved and heartbroken to hear you speaking and crying about your ex-wife and her boyfriend and it’s just so…I just can’t…I just…I can’t even fathom how hard marriage, loss, and divorce and marriage breakup could be. I…just this week had just a guy that he and I were talking and then we had a conversation and decided that we were gonna just be friends and it was so hard for me it was really sad. And I just can’t even imagine, I mean a hundredfold the anguish that you must be enduring right now, and I just want you to know that it’s okay to lament, it’s okay to grieve. It’s so hard. It’s not what we want. It’s never what we want, right? And we can do everything we can to distract ourselves. But I’m so proud of you for being brave and strong, for calling it like it is instead of, you know, putting a fake, a pseudo-silver lining over it. “Oh, it’s going to be fine, I’m good, Jesus is good.” Like those are all true things and it is good but brother, kudos to you for being strong and admitting when you are weak. And I’m here for you and I’m praying for you and I love you. This is Asia from Chicago.

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Chapter 9 Just Killing Time

Book: The Royal Romance (AU)

Series Premise: Parallel, behind the scenes, Madeleine and Bastien

A/N: This is my first series, my first AU, because Madeleine and Bastien needed to smash. I posted and then pulled it because it wasn’t quite right. It’s still a work in progress.

Warnings for this series: The first sex scenes I’ve ever written, bad language, sneaking around, alcohol, general mischief and the occasional academic symposium.

Chapter 1 Prelude

Chapter 2 Drinks on a Yacht

Chapter 3 A Dark and Stormy Night

Chapter 4 Meanwhile, Back At The Palace

Chapter 5 She’s Gone

Chapter 6 All The Single Ladies

Chapter 7 The Game is Afoot

Chapter 8 It’s A Farce

Permatags: @speedyoperarascalparty @burnsoslow @dcbbw @emceesynonymroll @stopforamoment

The palace released one additional announcement that day. The competition to become Liam’s bride was officially cancelled, citing an acknowledgement that the entire premise was demeaning to women and that it devalued the entire idea of marriage. The participants were thanked profusely for their efforts and devotion to Cordonia’s advancement. The palace made it clear that the media would be required to respect their privacy, and a formal apology was issued to all involved. Future events that focused on Cordonia’s rich history and culture were in development, and all would be welcome.

Bastien spent the day overseeing the evolving palace security protocols. There was really no way to know how the people of Cordonia would respond to what was going on. Everyone was on high alert. The residents, staff, and guests were discouraged from leaving the safety of the palace, and nobody was allowed in.

Olivia, Penelope, Kiara, Hana, and Riley were all in Madeleine’s suite. There wasn’t anywhere for them to be, so they took advantage of the down time to watch movies and daydrink. By mid-afternoon, Madeleine started texting Bastien.

At the end of one of the longest days of his career, Bastien got cleaned up in his own room, in case Madeleine’s was still full of her friends. He saw no reason to stay away now that everybody knew about them, though, so he let himself into her suite through the front door. Someone was asleep on the couch, but the fall of long dark hair showed that it wasn’t Madeleine. Kiara. Another form was curled into a chair. Red hair and clenched fists. Olivia.

He made sure the balcony door was secured, and then silently made his way into the bedroom. A sense of deja vu crossed his mind, and he smiled at the memory of their night on the yacht. I’ve got to get a job where I’m not sneaking into her bed in the middle of the night so much, he thought.

Madeleine was sprawled out across the bed. He marveled at how one so small could take up so much of such a big space. He looked at her for a moment. She let out a decidedly unladylike snore.

“Hottest damn woman on the planet right here,” he said out loud. “Mother of my children.”

“Love,” she murmured through her dreams.

“Love,” he replied.

He made sure she had water and ibuprofen close by, and crawled into bed, curling around her.

***

“Oh god I’m going to die.”

Madeleine’s brain was too big for her head. She opened one eye and closed it again immediately when the room spun around her. She was laying on her stomach, and she felt a warm hand on her lower back. She groaned and leaned up into it.

“Good morning, Icarus. Fly a little close to the sun?”

She smiled in spite of herself as she started remembering the previous day. She’d spent it laughing with friends. It had been forever since she’d had that much fun. But wow, she was paying for it.

“I seem to recall texting you,” she murmured with closed eyes.

“Yeah, about that…”

“I regret nothing.” He laughed and rubbed her back. “Mmmmm, you will keep doing that, please and thank you,” she managed to command and purr all at once. His hand slipped under her tank top and he sat up to get more leverage. Bastien worked through the knotted muscles, feeling the stress she had absorbed in the past weeks loosening up. He made a fist and twisted his knuckles into her shoulder blade.

“Oh that spot right there. Yeah, that’s the good stuff,” she mumbled into her pillow. Inspired, he tugged her shirt over her head. “No no no you stopped. Go back to that thing with the knuckles.”

“Work with me. I need access to all the fun places,” he said as he ran his tongue up her spine to the nape of her neck. He felt her twitch under him as goosebumps covered her skin. He moved her hair out of the way and bit her shoulder. She started to roll over and reach for him, and he pushed her back down. “No, stay there. I like the view.”

He worked up and down her entire body, from her scalp to the soles of her feet. He slid her underwear down her legs. It was sensual and powerful and delicate and she gave herself over to it. She felt his mouth, his scruffy chin, his breath moving over her with his hands. He licked her neck behind her ear and whispered, “Any requests?”

“Potatoes and coffee would be amazing.”

“I’m sorry what?”

Her eyes opened wide as her stomach rumbled. Did she say that out loud? She quickly rolled over onto her back. “I mean, come here baby and show me how manly you are” and she pulled him down for a kiss, pulling his hands back to her body.

“Oh don’t let me get in the way of your breakfast, your Grace, “ he said in mock indignation.

“Shut up and get back to work down here. You missed some key locations.”

“Really? I thought I was pretty thorough. Show me.”

“This whole front part was utterly ignored,” she said in a snooty voice as she ran her index finger down between her breasts.

“Let me jump right on that, milady.” He put his mouth over one nipple and squeezed the other. His free hand traveled down between her legs. “I know it’s not potatoes but it’s the best I have right now.” She gasped out a laugh.

“Cream, madam?”

“Not yet, but keep going….” she jumped as he ran a finger over her clit and slipped it inside her.

“You sure you don’t have a headache?” he murmured, grazing his teeth against her thigh. “You’re not weak from hunger?”

“I am, but I’ll allow you to eat first.” She raised a knee.

He snorted out a laugh. What was with her today? He’d never had so much fun with any woman. “Your wish is my command.” He lowered his head, his low growl of a laugh rumbling against her. He kissed and licked his way back up her body to her mouth and thrust his cock into her. She cried out at the abrupt change in sensation, and dug her nails into his back as she held on to him. He moved faster and faster, drilling into her. They reached a frantic rhythm and she began to shake under him, and he lost control of his senses.

Afterward, They lay together quietly for awhile, staying tangled up around each other.

“HOLY SHIT YOU GUYS THAT SOUNDED AMAZING,” Olivia yelled from the other room.

“LIV WOULD YOU CALL FOR SOME POTATOES I’M STARVING,” Madeleine hollered back. Bastien buried his face in her neck, laughing and holding her tight.

***

As they were enjoying their potatoes and coffee in bed, Madeleine’s phone buzzed on the nightstand.

Family meeting, everybody. Gather in the 2nd floor library 30 min.

Wait who’s that?

We’ve been hacked! Abort!

Who added Liam to the group?

I added myself.

You can’t add yourself to a group chat! #rude How do you even do that? Show me

I’m the mf king. You think I don’t have the authority to slide into your DMs, fool?

I feel like we’re in trouble. Are we in trouble? Should I pack?

GUYS. Relax. Maddie, tell Bastien?

Sure.

Oh like Bastien’s not right there reading over her shoulder #lovahs

Maxwell if you ever manage to get with anybody, remind me to make fun of you for it.

BURN HAHAHAHAAAAAAASavage

Dang girl!

Merde!

LOL pwn

They were all seated in the magnificent main library when Liam walked in and sat down. Everybody knew about Drake & Riley and Bastien & Madeleine. Nobody knew what Liam had planned.

He began without preamble.

“You are my best friends. I’ve been around you all for my entire life, and I’m horrified that you felt pressure to be part of Regina’s … whatever it was. I’m so sorry. Please know that it’s done, and none of you needs to explain it to anyone. The Crown will take all responsibility for any damage inflicted.

“My father was planning to step down in the next few months anyway. He’s been diagnosed with cancer–” he stopped abruptly when he heard the gasps of shock–”and his prognosis is good” –everybody sat back in relief–”but he and I agreed that in the interest of helping Cordonia regain some stability, we’d make the big changes right now.

“Ladies, the fact that you basically organized into a labor union in order to avoid becoming queen reminded me of why you are all so important to me. I would have been lucky, and it would have been my honor, to have been worthy of marrying any of you. Your duty to crown and country is unquestioned.” The women were all smiling, obviously relieved but still utterly unapologetic. “I look forward to implementing policies that empower Cordonia’s girls to grow into strong women like all of you.”

“Riley you are amazing and I’m so glad you’re here. Your happiness is important to me, even if that means you’re not with me.” Drake took Riley’s hand and looked over at Liam in gratitude.

“Guys, you are my brothers. You’ve dealt with a lot because of your friendships with me, and I can never show you how much you all mean to me.” Maxwell had tears rolling down his face.

“I love you bro!”

“Yes Max, love you too, my bro.” They all laughed.

The conversation continued for hours. Liam began to detail his plans for what he wanted for Cordonia. He singled them out for potential cabinet positions and executive offices. He emphasized that these were offers and not commands, and he made no secret of the fact that he wasn’t entirely comfortable with the rapid changes that had happened to him. He’d had plans of his own, and while he hoped to fulfill some of them, he knew he had to let some go. He was asking for their help, and they were glad to give it.

“Madeleine, I’m hoping I can count on you to become Minister of Finance in the future. I know you want to continue your education. Please know that the position is yours when and if you want it. I read your undergraduate thesis, and I want it to be one of the foundational documents for the 50 year strategic plan I’ve started developing. I’d like to work with your team of experts when you return to Oxford, if you’ll let me impose.”

Madeleine was stunned. He’d read her work and saw its real world potential. Her ideas would inspire Cordonians for generations to come.

<FIN>

#trr #trr bastien #trr madeleine

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canadianpearls · 5 years

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No escape. 1, 2, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 10, 11, 12, 19, 20, 29, 30, 31, 32, 35, 46, 50, 51, 53, 55, 58, 60, 61, 62, 63, 65, 66, 69, 70, 73, 75, 76, 77, 78, 79, 80, 81, 82, 93, 94, 95, 96, 100.

1. What feels better sex or masturbation?- Usually masturbation, but idk maybe I have never had good sex.

2. Fave 5 stops to be stimulated?- well fuck. I don’t know if I have ever thought about this? I guess the obvious clit, vagina, nipples, ass, and then ears (if that makes sense, like licking and biting them?)

4. Have you ever had an orgasm from anywhere else then your genitals? - hell no.

5. Vaginal or clitorial? - clitorial

6. Does it hurt when you directly touch your clit? - it doesn’t really like hurt? It is just super super uncomfortable when i directly touch it. Idk how to explain it. When I didn’t even know where my clit was if it was touched I thought they were touching my urethra 😂

7. Are you well acquainted with your g-spot? - nooo

8. Handjobs boring or underrated? - hmm I’d say underrated but if you are with a boring guy who is into boring stuff they are BORING

10. Do you like getting your nipples touched? - yes. When I had them peirced I liked it even more

11. Do you like getting your anus touched? - yes. 100% but I am pretty shy about it.

12. Have you ever been fisted? - no. Absolutely not. I can hardly get three fingers up there let alone a whole fist.

19. Do you like being naked? - kind of a complicated question. I am pretty self conscious so not really, but by myself yes, and with people who appreciate my body yes

20. Do you sleep partially or fully naked? - hmm I usually sleep in a baggy T-shirt or sweater (Canada is cold) and then panties or sweat pants. If it is hot I will sleep just in panties

29. How many sexual partners have you had? - a lot more than people expect for how inexperience I seem. I have slept with lots of people while being drunk as fuck 😂 so 17.

30. How often do you masturbate? - lately like 2-3 times a day. But before idk once a week or two weeks

31. Age you started masturbating ? - oh I was young. Like probably 11 or 12? I am not sure how to discovered it? But I have memories of me like riding my webkinz

32. What position do you usually masturbate in? - often on my stomach. Sometimes on my back. Occasionally sitting up.

35.every masturbated so much you get sore? - yes I have!

46. Is your clit large or small? - I literally don’t know 😂 umm I feel like it’s on the smaller side

50. Do you find genitals attractive- hmm. I think I am pretty neutral about it, but every once in a while I will be like “oh shit that a nice looking vagina” or “damn, that’s a good cock”

51. (you didn’t ask but I felt like you would like to know) do you like the way your genitals look - HELLL no it’s one of my biggest insecurities. I freaking hate sending photos or videos of anything related to them. And am seriously considering plastic surgery

53. Do you like your butt? - omg I LOVE MY BUTTTT!! For sure one of my fav things about my looks.

55. How do you like your partners pubic hair? - gone. But if they aren’t into that then well trimmed and clean

58. Quickest you have been brought to an orgasm? - uhhhh. I honestly don’t know. I like 2-3 mins probably ?

60. Longest masturbation session, and longest sex session? - for masturbation probably like on and off for like an hour or so. For sex 2 hours

61. Most orgasms in a session? - idk? Like maybe 2

62. Orgasms more crotch located or body? - it actually depends on the orgasm I find. But I would say typically more body

63. Spit or swallow? - what a stupid question.. SWALLLOOOWW

65. Is it gross to get ejacualted on? - no I love it .

66. Do you ‘squirt’? - hmm I have before. Like Maybe once or twice. I think I get to nervous about that someone wouldn’t like it so I kinda hold it back.

69. Have you ever had sex in a public place? - no? I had sex like in the forest but it wasn’t really public.

70. Sex on a couch or bed that didn’t belong to either of you? - yes.

73. Strangest place you have had sex? And masturbated? - sex? Uhhhh probably in a forest and masturbation I haven’t really done anywhere stranger.

75. Are you particularly vocal during sexy - no. I get really shy.

76. Have you ever been caught masturbating or having sex- yes to being caught having sex, and no to being caught masturbating

77. Have you had a threesome or more? - I have not. But I would be 100% open to it.

78. Do you have sex toys? - yes a few, like a tiny little magic wand (I think it might be broken though), and then like a gspot clit stimulator thing, and the like some like ropes that aren’t supposed to leave such bad marks

79. Have you used a homemade sex toy, or used a house hold object?- I have not. And this question made me realize that I might be kinda into that

80. Can a dildo feel as good as a regular penis? Okay just a plain old none vibrating dildo NO. But if it is like vibrating or something yes.

81. Fav position? - I hate this question. Because a lot of my sex had been like SUPER vanilla like I am talking missionary only. I don’ t feel like my fav is that exciting. But like laying in my stomach while he fucks me from behind often legs squeezed close (idk if this has a name)

82. Most embarrassing sexual experience? - for me umm crying during sex. But I think the most embarrassing experience I have had was this guy who put it in and literally cam instantly.. like just penetration and POOF .

96. What body parts do you find the sexiest? - hands, eyes, mouths (lips and smiles), buttttts, lower back, lower lower stomach, hip bones, and necks.

93. If you had the opposite sexes genitals what 5 things would you do?- 1. Pee 2. Masturbate 3. Get a blow job 4. Have sex 5. Pee in the woods 😂😂😂

94. What is something you like about your body? - my freaking ass and my eyes

95. What’s something you dislike about your body? - my current weight and my lips

100. Do you often think about others naked? - no .. no not really.

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I can't believe that I was in New Jersey with James yesterday. It feels like it was a week ago. I'm laying in another hotel room but by myself this time. I'm exhausted. And while it's only 9 here it is midnight back home. And I've been awake since 4:30 this morning. So I'm really going to try to go to sleep soon.

I went to bed at like 8:30 last night. Or at least soon after 8:30. I was certain this morning was going to be terrible. But going to bed so early actually help me out and when my alarm went off I felt fine. I got up and got dressed. I texted James. I fed sweet pea and made sure all the dishes were put away. I took the recycling out. And then James was there. I said goodbye to Sweet Pea. And we headed to the airport.

James and not going to bed at all. He had gone straight from our trip to home to eat and then right to work. They had some Ghost Hunters on board constellation. And they interviewed him with my ghost story from sting I saw on the birth stack. So that's pretty cool. But he was kind of exhausted. He felt okay enough Drive but I really don't like when people drive when they're tired. But I was still very grateful and thankful for him taking me to the airport so early in the morning.

We got there about 5:30. In line for TSA was surprisingly long. But I made it through. I had to get patted down because my jumper had a knot on the side of it that's at the machine off. But then I texted James that we were all good and he went home to go to sleep.

I looked out that the McDonald's is right across from my gate. So I got breakfast and tried not to get a nervous stomach. I had until 6:45 when we were boring. I ran to the bathroom and wash my hands and tried to mentally prepare myself for a 6-hour flight. It's the longest flight I've ever taken. So I was a little bit nervous. And like the TSA is fine and the actual flying is fine. The worst part of felt air travel to me is the few minutes between first boarding and waiting to get in your seat. For some reason that makes me so stressed out. I just want to be in lazy and sitting down with my headphones in and not thinking about anything.

But I got on the plane and my seat was great. Right over the wing-like I like. It's still see the ground but if I didn't want to see the girl I didn't have to go. I had to endure this. The girl next to me was incredibly fidgety but then when they close the door there was an open seat near her family so she moved. So I had an open seat next to me. The ideal way to fly.

And it was a really good fight. It took us a little bit over half an hour to actually get off the ground. But we make great time. I texted everyone that I love them just in case. And then kind of half those. I have snack. Arrested. I don't think I ever actually fell asleep. I started multiple different podcasts. I couldn't focus on one so it was hard. Actually don't even remember what I ended up listening to. Oh it was a lifetime podcast because it was 4 hours long and I thought that would be my best bet. But I was barely listening.

I played a game on my phone for a lot of the time and look at the window when I could. The sun was on my side of most the entire time so it was reflecting off the wing pretty badly. But I got to see mountains in the desert. It was just really cool.

I was really happy to not be in the plane anymore though. Home time it was 2 pm. In California it was 11 a.m. Well actually it was about 10:45 when we landed and my driver who was scheduled for an app all of a sudden was coming a half an hour early. Because my plane landed 15 minutes early. It was very confusing. Especially because wall we landed we didn't get off the plane for almost 15 minutes. So then I was very stressed out. And that went to me ending up leaving at the wrong terminal. And then my poor driver had to try to find me. He was a really sweet guy though. You're younger than me. We talked for the entire 40 minute drive from Los Angeles to Thousand Oaks. He's a nice guy. And it was nice being able to talk to someone for that long about paranormal stuff and other nonsense.

I was really happy to be a busy Hotel though I was starving and gross. Find that long was hard. My flight back is not that bad. I got to stop over with an hour break in the middle. But I checked in and they were very apologetic because they were all out of king size beds and so they had to give me to Queens. I'm one person. Why do I need to Queens. But that's fine. Maybe I'll sleep in that bed tomorrow. Get use out of both of them.

Once again packed I headed out again. I caught a car and I headed up to a local barbecue place. It was like $3.50 left. I have never ever experienced a car ride that cheap. And it would be the only lift I took today. Because I decided to walk everywhere.

I ate so much food. I got a burger and fries and salad and bread. And I saved some of the bread. Hey I didn't eat everything. But I felt much better. And then I left there and walked over to the Antique store. I picked up barbecue place because it was in the same shopping center as the antique store I went to the last time I was here in 2017. And it was just as good. I ended up getting a stone bracelet that is locally found courts. But mostly had a good time just kind of taking pictures of my clock Furby I brought, Otto, and looking around. It was nice.

I went to a couple other shops in that shopping center. Including the other antique store. And then I decided to walk. For a really long time. Almost 2 miles. I was specifically looking for an antique store thing. It turned out to be more of a consignment shop when I finally did find it. But before that I found some really cool shops and adorable Bakery. Where I bought the prettiest little cheesecake. Which I saved until about an hour ago. I was shocked that it survived my backpack all day. But it was still really really good.

I found a tiny Goodwill bookstore and I got a milkshake. I enjoy being outside. I saw a cactus . Just growing on the side of the road. And the weather was beautiful. And I'm just having a great time. I was tired but walking was nice. Ended up finding these like Spiral shells and the dirt. So I can collect a bunch of those as I was walking. And then listen to the Adventure Zone podcast and enjoy the weather. Because it was beautiful outside. I'm a little sad that I'm going to be missing 7 in of snow in Baltimore tomorrow. But they did preemptively close the schools so I'm not missing as much work as originally thought. And I am a little sad that I'm alone out here. Like I like my own company don't get me wrong. But I miss James. Or Jess. This trip would have been nice to have with someone else. But it's okay. I'm still having a really nice time.

I started my truck back to the hotel. I stopped at this little Park where they change the kind of cement runoff River into a more natural environment. And I sat and watched the nature for a while. I saw a little bunny. But then I was starting to get cold. In my headphones were dying. I plug those in for a while in my backpack and walked around. Just enjoyed looking at the mountains and feeling the Sun.

I got about a half mile away from the hotel and I had to take a break. I sat down on the side of the road. It was a safe spot. And I just kind of played on my phone for a few minutes. This usually brought or not my normal travel shoes. I accidentally sent those back home to my parents house and so I kind of had to make a game-day decision and we're untested she is. And I got a little blister on my heel and on the side of my foot. So I'm a little frustrated about that. But it's okay.

I made it back to the hotel in one piece. Tired and sore. But one piece. I cleaned up and just kind of laid down for a while. I didn't actually fall asleep but it was nice being horizontal. Eventually I got up and went down to the bar to grab a fork for my cheesecake. I was going to get a soda too but I decided I really should not have any caffeine. And I should just get some sleep. But it took I really nice bath. I do the face mask. And now I'm just in bed. I think I'm going to do some yoga try to stretch it out a little bit. And then I'm going to try to get some sleep.

Tomorrow is the big day. My plan is to wake up early and have breakfast at the restaurant here at the hotel. Then I would like to go up to the closest state park. And walk around a bit. Then at 11 I have to head up to the campus to do the talk thing that I'm here for. That's until about 1 and then I'm going to take a car and go to the art museum. I was originally going to do that today but then I remembered the reason I had set the schedule to do the art museum tomorrow is because it's closed on Tuesdays. That's fine. I had a great day with what I ended up doing.

I'm excited to see the art museum and then there's a Goodwill up there as well. And just kind of them all. So I'm going to just kind of wander around and enjoy myself. I may be having dinner with someone from vibrant lives so that would be cool. But that's really my whole plan for tomorrow. Just kind of enjoy the nice weather before I go back to very cold Baltimore. I'm praying now I think I'm just going to get some stretching in and then some sleep.

I hope you're all having a great night. I know this post is later than normal because of the time difference. But I hope you're all well. Sleep well everyone be safe.

#ootd #babe #selfie #furby #roadtrip #good day #tuesday

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notsissannis · 6 years

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—I’m Not One to Watch

Pansy Parkinson x Hermione Granger

Prompt: @honeyweeds — Hermione caught her roommate, Pansy, masturbating... online.

One-Shot: Complete

World: Muggle AU

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“Hi! Are you my new roommate?” Hermione stood at the door with her hands full of boxes. “I’m Hermione Granger. I’m in my second year of Bachelor’s Degree in Special Education.” She walked in to the spacious shared room, back facing her new roommate. “My parents wanted me to take dentistry, you know, but I said no. I’m hoping to do some good in the world. And I believe it all starts from—“

“Hey, will you shut up?”

Hermione stopped whatever she was doing and turned to look, finally look, at her roommate. “Excuse me?”

“Can you — pardon my French — shut the fuck up? I’m trying to make this man cum,” she lifted her phone off her ear, waving it to Hermione, “and I can’t do that if you keep bitching bout your boring life, yeah?”

Hermione was speechless. She just stared at her wide eyes and quickly muttered, “I’m sorry.”

Though she knew she did nothing wrong but just being friendly.

And the fact that she heard her new roommate moaned while studying her manicured nails — as though the phone call was a normal, boring call — made Hermione left her stuff unpacked in favour of fresh air.

She could feel her face reddening as she closed the door, her hand rubbing her chest, willing her heartbeat to slow down. “What did I just got myself into?”

“Don’t you have any assignment to do?” Hermione couldn't stand it anymore. She has been rewriting the same paper over and over again. It was draining.

And yet, there her roommate was. Earphone on, video calling some old man that roughly could be assumed in the same age as her dad. Hermione’s lips frowned in disgust when she saw the man licking his lips hungrily as Pansy let out another — obviously fake — long moan.

“You have no dignity.” Hermione shook her head, decided to do her assignment with Harry and Ron.

“Sick,” she said last before she closed the door.

Hermione just finished her class when a blond young man pulled her by her arm. “What do you think you’re doing?”

“Relax. I just wanna talk,” he said, steering her into one of the empty classroom. “Heard you’re Pansy’s roommate?”

“What about it?” Hermione crossed her arms. She didn’t like this. She was in an empty room with a stranger. Her eyes scanned around the room, looking for thing, anything, that she could use as a weapon in case something happen.

“How much?” He asked. His smirk was prominent, confident he would get whatever it was he wanted.

“Excuse me?”

“Come on, darling. Everyone knows what Pansy does. And you are her roommate. So,” he placed his arms on each side of her, trapping her, “how much is it to make you cum in my face?”

Hermione didn’t miss a second when she slapped his pale cheek hard. “You are loathful, evil cockroach!” She screamed, pushing him away off her and ran toward the door. “And it is not like that!” She stopped, turning to face him, her face flushed from fury. “You can only look, but not touch!”

She left the empty classroom with her hands in fists. She was furious. Of him. Of her roommate. Of herself. She couldn’t believe she just defended Pansy — in a way.

And it didn’t sit well with her that she thought what her roommate did wasn’t so bad.

“Oh, yes. Faster, baby.”

Hermione screwed her eyes tighter. It wasn’t something new to hear Pansy pleased her clients. Almost every night she would be on call with different man, sometimes it would be a video call of her watching them.

But tonight, it was something different. She could hear from the sound of shuffling clothes and sloshing wetness.

She was masturbating in front of the man.

“You wanna see me add one more? Like this, daddy? Yeah?”

Hermione wanted to turn her body — to face the wall. But she couldn’t move now. Pansy would know then she was awake. She berated herself for falling asleep facing her roommate's bed.

“Oh, daddy. Faster.”

Hermione couldn’t stand it. She got headache from shutting her eyes too tight, and, oh God, she was curious. So so so curious. She wanted to see how the whole business work. Was Pansy playing with herself at the same time her client was, too? Were they looking at each other’s intimate part? She wanted to know.

So she opened her eyes.

And there she was, legs wide apart in front of her laptop, fingering herself. Hermione didn’t know what the man in the laptop was doing. Her eyes were locked to Pansy.

She was… mesmerising.

She could see the reflection of the light from the laptop screen on her glistening pussy. Her bangs were damp on her forehead. Her body was supported by her elbows. Her head dropped back.

The picture that Pansy make was something that Hermione couldn’t describe.

She moved her eyes up from her heaving breasts to her slender neck and then she found her dark eyes. Pansy was looking straight at her. And she couldn’t find it in her guts to look away.

So she kept staring. And Pansy stared back at her.

She moved her fingers in and out, faster and deeper than before. Hermione didn’t need to see, she could tell from her panting she was getting closer to her climax, she was getting there, just a little bit more.

“Oh, I’m coming!”

And Pansy came with Hermione eyes on hers.

It has been two weeks since that night.

They didn’t see each other much as it was examination week. In that two weeks, Hermione found out Pansy was one of the best student in her major — Biochemistry. Hermione blushed at the memory of her bragging about her own major on the first day they moved in together. Her major didn’t sound as good now compared to Pansy’s.

Not as good as the sound of her coming.

“Alright, Hermione?” Ron — sitting across from her — asked.

“Yeah.” She shrugged.

“You’ve been staring at the same page for 30 minutes.”

“I did not!” She said loudly, trying to tone down the warmth on her cheeks.

Pansy’s voice and face has been playing in her head. She watched her came. And Pansy knew she watched. And she hadn’t said anything about it after. She had left Hermione for shower.

Hermione banged her head on the table.

“Bloody hell!” Ron jolted from her action. “Has your brain finally gone fried?”

“I’m dead,” she mumbled.

“Uh. No you can’t. Not until you’re done helping me with revision. Then you can die.”

Hermione banged her head again. But the image of her roommate dazed face wouldn’t leave her mind.

Pansy was doing her homework.

She didn’t know how to react to seeing Pansy with glasses on, reading a thick book, laying flat on her stomach on bed. Her short hair billowed gently as the evening wind blew in. The golden light shone her pale face. She appeared warm compared to her usual cold demeanour.

She looked like sunset.

“You’re staring, Granger.”

Hermione startled, her blush creeping up to her cheeks. “I— Sorry. It just that, I’ve never seen you study.”

Pansy looked up from her book. “Everyone studies.”

“Yeah. But you never do your homework.”

“I have. I just never have to do them here. I always manage to finish it in classes.” She turned to her book. “I have other things to do on bed.”

“Yeah. Of course.” She walked to her bed, putting her bag down. Pansy’s panting face filled her mind.

"Oh, I’m coming!”

“It’s an unusual thing to walk myself into. That’s all.”

Once again Pansy gave Hermione her full attention. “Compare to walking into me masturbating in front of other men?”

Hermione swallowed nervously. She looked around, avoiding Pansy’s eyes, and caught Pansy’s cracked phone screen. “What happened?”

Pansy followed her gaze. “One of them came to see me. I tried to tell him that’s not how it work. They can only—“

“Watch. No touching,” Hermione answered.

“Yes.” Seemingly intrigued by her knowing answer, Pansy put down her book, her body turning completely to face her. “And he got pissed and snatched my phone off my hand.”

“That’s terrible.” Eyes still not meeting her roommate.

“Indeed.”

Pansy’s voice was silky. The silence around them stretched. Hermione didn’t know what to say. She was nervous under her scrutinized, dark eyes. So she left.

It was the longest they have spoken.

“Do you like it slow?”

Hermione closed the door behind her. Pansy was on bed, on her phone with yet another client. She was sucking a lollipop.

It was slowly becoming her new normal. Coming back from class to find Pansy on her phone, moaning and dirty talking with a face that said she’d rather be at Professor Binns’ boring history class.

“Oh, yes. I’m so wet for you. Please, faster,” she begged.

Hermione shook her head, a small twitch tugged at the corner of her lips. It was entertaining to watch her rolled her eyes as she said ‘faster’.

She took out her book and ready to start her homework, where at the same time trying her best to push down— denying the urge to watch Pansy came undone like before. Again.

She hated herself for wanting that.

She found a box on her bed. It was their last day before Christmas break. She opened it and laugh.

It was earplugs.

She gave her roommate a pink earphone two months later.

If Pansy noticed it was on Valentine’s Day, she didn’t say anything.

“Granger.”

Hermione looked up from her book, lifting an eyebrow when she saw Pansy stood beside her bed with a frown. “Yes, Parkinson?”

“I just want to let you know, I’m gonna do a video call later.”

“Like normally?”

“No.” She shook her head, pointing at her laptop. “They’ll be watching me.”

“They?” Hermione sat up. “How many of them?”

“Four.” Pansy tucked her hair behind her ear before she crossed her arms under her breasts. “I’m letting you know. So you can leave if you don’t feel comfortable.”

Their eyes locked on each other. Hermione could feel her heart threatened to jump out of her chest. This was nothing like she normally had to endure before. She only ever watched her masturbate for her client that once. This was wrong. Bizarre. Unreal.

Hermione licked her lips before she said, “And if I wanna stay?”

Pansy walked closer to her. Her eyes never leaving hers. “Then stay.”

“If— If I wanna watch?”

Pansy opened up her laptop before she turned off the light. She stood between their bed. The light from the laptop shone behind her as her body was still facing Hermione. She stripped off her clothes painstakingly slow until she was all bare in front of her.

“Then watch.”

10.

Something has changed after that night.

There was touching, there was lingering look, there was shared jokes, there was intimacy.

Hermione couldn’t pinpoint when did it happen first. But she noticed she always feel heavy to leave their room and always excited to come back.

And somehow, along the changes, she began to wish for less and less phone call.

“Aren’t you ashamed of yourself?” She blurted out.

Pansy was on call, begging for him to go faster, and Hermione loathed to hear one more of her fake moan.

“What, Granger?”

“You have good grades and rich parents. Why do you this?”

“Come of it, Granger. What is it to you?” Pansy took off her pink earphone, she stood up and approached Hermione who was still standing at the door.

“Don’t you have self-respect? You talk to those strangers, men around our dad’s age, mind you, and for what? To get paid?” Hermione pulled her hair, frustrated at Pansy’s amused face. “You are beautiful! If you so desperate for money, find yourself a sugar daddy! You don’t have to sell yourself out like this!”

“I thought you’re cool with it? I thought you like watching me?”

Hermione tumbled backward. Her back hit the hard door, trapped between the door and Pansy.

“I don’t want you to waste your time on this… immoral lifestyle.”

“But you were okay with it.”

“Well,” she snapped. “Clearly I’m not anymore! And I don’t think I can stand one more disgusting leer from those sick man!”

Pansy hummed thoughtfully. “So, you don’t want them to watch me?”

“I don’t want them in your life anymore.”

Pansy laughed. A genuine laugh. It was the first time Hermione saw her laughing freely like this. It suited her.

“But,” Hermione licked her lips, “I still want to watch you.”

The room quieted down. She covered her mouth and silently cursing herself for blurting her thought out loud.

She watched as Pansy’s eyes widened in shock, and a smile slowly graced her face. She turned to her bed and picked her phone up. Waving it between them at their eye-level, Pansy dropped it to the floor, and stomped on it with her heavy Dr. Martens boot.

“What are you doing?” Hermione found her voice. The phone was beyond repair.

“Cutting them off my life,” she said nonchalantly, pulling Hermione closer to her.

“But you could just change your number. You don’t have to be dramatic about it,” Hermione whispered, their nose against each other.

“It’s more of a statement, Granger,” Pansy laughed. Her hand caressed her waist up and down.

“You stopped just like that,” Hermione closed her eyes, enjoying the feeling of her touch, “For me?”

“Let just say I am in favour of the idea that only you alone can watch me play with myself.” Pansy pecked her lips.

“You’re incorrigible.” She opened her mouth, encouraging Pansy to kiss her harder.

“Yet you love watching me come.” She leaned back, huffing in mock annoyance.

“Yeah.” Hermione chuckled, feeling light in her heart now that it all out. “Yeah, I really do.”

It was crazy how it all turned out. And it was maddening how good Pansy was with kisses. And as they walked toward whomever bed it was — Hermione couldn’t care less — she stomped on the broken phone harder than Pansy did.

Just to make sure.

#hermione granger #slytherdornet #fairestoftherare #hprarepairnet #pansmione #pansy parkinson #wlw #hp fic #hp fanfic #fic #mine #cheap thrills

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prettycurvey · 6 years

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1-100 I want to know everything. Get me moist.

1. What tends to feel better for you, sex or masturbation? Sex, that can include some masturbation. 2. Your 5 favorite spots to be stimulated. Clit, nipples, back of neck, inner thighs and anus. 3. Have you ever had your prostate stimulated? Erm...I have a vagina 😂4. Have you ever had an orgasm from anywhere other than your genitals? Through nipples. 5. Do you prefer clitoral or vaginal stimulation? Clitoral 6. Can you touch your clitoris directly, or does that hurt? Directly 7. Are you well-acquainted with your G-spot? I am indeed. 8. Are handjobs boring, or underrated? Underrated. 9. Do you like having your balls touched? Can’t say I have any 😂10. Do you like having your nipples touched? Yes!!! Praise the nipples. 11. Do you like having your anus touched? Most definitely. 12. Have you ever been fisted (anally or vaginally)? Almost! Vaginally not anally. 13. Do you like mild roughness (scratching, spanking, hair-pulling, etc.)? Mild? More the better! 14. Do you have any kinks? My whole life is a kink 😂 BDSM is my main, I love being dominated. 15. Are you into anything under the BDSM umbrella? Bondage, submission. 16. Do you pee in the shower? I think everybody does? 🙈😂17. Do you ever masturbate in the shower? Very often. 18. Have you had sex in the shower? Nope. 19. Do you like being naked? Not by choice. 20. Do you sleep partially/fully naked? Partially, sometimes fully. 21. Have you ever skinny dipped? Nope. 22. What’s the most unusual thing you’ve done nude? Cooked a bacon sandwich 🥪 23. Have you ever to a nude beach, naked party, or other situation involving casual nudity? Nope. 24. Are you comfortable being seen partially/fully naked by family or friends (i.e. getting dressed, etc.)? Nope. 25. Are you comfortable with partners seeing you nude in non-sexual contexts? If I’m used to them I don’t mind. 26. Have you ever showered with someone (non-sexually)? Nope. 27. Do you care if a partner sees you going to the bathroom? Nope I don’t mind. 28. Do you have naked pictures/videos of yourself? If yes, have you sent them to anyone? Are they online? Only to my partner, they aren’t online. 29. How many sexual partners have you had? 2 for full intercourse, 5 including other sexual contexts. 30. How often do you masturbate? Quite a lot! Nearly everyday. 31. Age you started masturbating? How did you discover/learn about it? I honestly can’t remember, I don’t remember really being into it until I was around 15-16. 32. What position do you typically masturbate in (laying on back, on stomach, sitting up, etc.)? Laying on back or partially sitting up. 33. Describe your masturbation routine, technique, etc. Get the job done is my motto 😂 fingers or stimulation from a toy. 34. What do you masturbate to (porn, smut, imagination, etc.)? Porn or imagination. 35. Have you ever masturbated to the point you got sore? Many times! 36. Your thoughts the first time you got up close and personal with the opposite set of genitals? What the fuck is that! Joke, I was surprised when he came! It took me by surprise and I ran to the other side of the room 😂 37. Have you ever “compared” (genitals, breasts, whatever) with a friend? Nope. We just both say we have Big Macs. 38. What kind of underwear do you normally wear? Normally French undies. 39. Do you ever go commando? Depends on the weather. 40. Have you ever had a wet dream/orgasmed in your sleep? Many times! 41. How big is your penis? Erm...bigger than most ;-) I have a vagina! 😂 42. Does your penis curve at all? Yeah all the way round like ring. 43. Which testicle hangs lower? My chesticles? 😂44. How big are your breasts? 42D45. Do you long or short labia? Are they even or uneven? Fairly long but not too long and even. 46. Do you have a particularly large or tiny clitoris? It’s perfect size for my vagina. 47. Are you circumcised or no? Are you happy with it? Holy shit! If I was I’d be worried. 48. Are you turned on or off by foreskin, or don’t care? Couldn’t care less. 49. What are you more into (or like more about yourself), boobs or butts? My boobs, I hate my butt 😫50. Do you find genitals physically attractive, or weird/gross, or not feel strongly either way? I think they’re all weird! 51. Do you like the way your genitals look? I don’t like the look of them so nope! 52. Would you be able to pick out your genitals from a lineup? Nope, probably better playing spot the difference. 53. Do you like your butt? Hate it. I could do with toning. 54. What do you do with your pubic hair (shave, trim, wax, nothing, etc.)? Use hair removal cream all over or shave all over. 55. Do you care/have a preference what partners do with their pubic hair? As long as I can’t gag on it I don’t mind. 56. Do you tuck your penis a certain way (i.e. left or right) when you get dressed? I put it in the invisible pants. 57. Do you have or want any genital piercings? Do you like any on other people? I don’t, I wouldn’t mind any other person having it, doesn’t influence me. 58. What is the quickest you’ve ever brought yourself (or been brought) to orgasm? Myself - 1 minute (probably less) been bought to - 3 minutes. 59. Do you ever “edge” (repeatedly stop and start) when masturbating? I have done, more intense. 60. What’s the longest masturbation session you’ve had? Longest sex session? Longest masturbation was - 2 hours. Longest sex session around 4.5 hours. 61. What’s the most orgasms you’ve had in one session (of anything)? 7 lucky 7. 62. Do your orgasms tend to be full-body, or crotch-centric? Majority are full body. 63. Spit or swallow? Swallow, it’s rude to spit. 64. When you ejaculate, do you more shoot or dribble? Depends if I’ve edged. 65. Is it hot or gross to get ejaculated on? Hot!!!! 66. Do you “squirt?” Quite often if I’ve edged. 67. Have you ever attempted (or succeeded) to give yourself oral? Nope my belly would be in the way! 68. Have you ever given/received a footjob, boobjob, etc.? Given a boob job. 69. Have you ever had sex in a public place? In an alley 🙈70. Have you ever had sex in a bed/on a couch that didn’t belong to either of you? Yes. Family members houses. 71. Have you ever had sex/masturbated while somebody was sleeping near you? I have yes. 72. How many rooms of your house/apartment/etc. have you had sex in? 4. 73. Strangest/most unique place you’ve had sex? How about masturbated? In an alley. 74. Have you had any sexual experiences that were downright gross? I gagged that much I was sick a little. 75. Are you particularly “vocal” when masturbating/having sex? Always! 76. Have you ever been caught masturbating/having sex? A few times. 77. Have you had or do you want to have a threesome (or foursome, or more)? Never had, wouldn’t say no if my partner genuinely wanted one. 78. Do you own any sex toys? Many!! 79. Have you ever used a homemade sex toy, or a regular object as a sex toy? Electric toothbrush when I was a teen. 80. Can a dildo feel as good as a penis (assuming the person with the penis is good at what they do)? It depends on which dildo it is, so sometimes it can. 81. What are your favorite positions? Reverse cowgirl or doggy 82. Your most embarrassing sexual experience? Gagging so much I was sick. Recently too! 83. Worst place/time you’ve ever gotten a boner? Can’t say I have 😂😂84. Have you ever had any genital injuries? Nope. 85. Have you ever had a sexually transmitted infection? Nope. 86. Have you ever had a non-sexually transmitted genital infection (yeast infection, etc)? Nope. 87. If you lack a penis, have you ever tried to pee standing up? Whilst drunk yes. 88. If you lack a penis, how familiar are you with how you look down there? I look every so often. 89. Do you think you’re “good” at sex, or your performance/skill could use improvement? I’ve never had a complaint but that doesn’t mean I don’t need improvement. 90. Have you “sexted” (whether through text messaging or IM chat)? A few times. 91. Have you masturbated for or with someone via webcam? Once, yes. 92. Have you have phone sex? Nope. 93. If you had the opposite set of genitals for a day, name 5 things you would do. Masturbate, helicopter penis - can’t think what else. 94. What’s something you like about your body? My thighs. 95. What’s something you dislike about your body? Everything else. 96. What body parts do you find the sexiest? Thighs! 97. What was your most recent sexual thought? Being gagged again. 98. Do you ever just play with your boobs, penis, labia, etc.? I do, daily. 99. When was the last time you touched your genitals? Last night. 100. Do you often imagine people naked? Sometimes. Thanks lovely! You knew majority anyway 😂😘

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threat // peter parker

request from @fragilefrances: Reader keeps getting threats and she keeps it to herself and when she disappears, Peter finds the threats and tries to find her before its too late

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a/n: hey guys! this my first time writing a request, so i hope you guys enjoy! i realize i didn’t do exactly what the request said, but i hope it’s still ok (sorry!!). unedited! this will get a part 2 soon! and starting next monday, i begin high school! it should be okay for the first few weeks, but i might get a lil busy so i hope y'all understand! i’ll still write as much as possible <3 and hope you guys enjoy this! warning for threatening and kidnapping themes. <3333

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“So I thought about telling her that, y’know, I was kind of in an awkward situation there. But how are you supposed to do that with all these people around?”

“Mhm.”

“And then she had this idea, right, and I was like, ‘What are you doing?’ and she was getting this empty bottle and she said she wanted to play Spin the Bottle!”

“Uh huh.”

“She knows that I have strict boundaries with that stuff, and she still…” You trail off into silence for a few seconds. “Okay, Pete, I know you don’t care, but give me something to work with here.” You wait for a response, and then check to see if Peter is still on the other end of the line. “Hello?”

“Wait, what did you say?” You sigh audibly at this. “I’m sorry, Y/N. I was…zoned out.”

“It’s okay.” There’s a short pause.

“So what were you telling me?”

“Uh, it’s nothing important. Speaking of which, I’m getting a little tired. I’d better get going.”

“It’s not even eight, how are you tired already?” He sounds confused.

“I stayed up last night. I’ll see you.”

“Uh, okay then. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

You hang up the phone call, feeling discomfort poke at you. Peter’s as close to a best friend you’ll ever have. You know him like the back of your hand. But recently he’s been a little weird around you. He’s always off in his own little world, thinking about something else. It was okay the first few times, but now you hardly have conversations with him anymore. You’re just worried if he’s okay sometimes.

Is this just a thing that happens when people grow apart? You gaze out of your tiny window into the not-so-tiny world. The sun is drowning in the horizon, the fiery orange and red tones fading away into pink, and then into periwinkle blue. The city is noisy, but in this transition between day and night, everything looks beautiful.

You think about talking to Peter. But where would you even begin? How do people have supportive conversations? You’re not very good at being helpful in this kind of situation. You move away from your window and flop onto your bed. You dig around your sheets for a minute before finding your phone. You Google ‘Why is my best friend being distant?’ and scroll through a few pages. If anything, this just depresses you more, so you decide to stop.

You’re about to close your phone when it dings with a text. Is it Peter with another half-assed apology? It seems you’ve been spared from that tonight. You scroll through your conversations, but you don’t see any new texts. You frown when you see an old text. Whoops, you forgot to text a classmate back about a quiz. The quiz that happened today. Yikes.

Well, you’re sure it’s okay. You set your phone aside to do homework. But as soon as you lift your pencil, your phone starts ringing. Without looking at who it is, you pick up, voice firm. “Peter, I’m sleeping. Bye.”

You pause, and then look at who’s really calling you. Whoever it was turned off their caller ID. Uh…weird. Is this a prank call? “Um…hello?” You say cautiously.

The silence hangs for what feels like an eternity. Unsettled, you hang up. You have a notification for a text. You open it.

Unknown: There’s a package waiting for you on your doorstep. Get it within fifteen minutes.

You frown. Is this one of your friends trying to play some sick practical joke on you? “Yeah? Or what?” You mutter to yourself, scoffing.

Unknown: [image attached] Or else something might just happen to him.

Your eyes widen when you look at the picture. It’s Peter, sitting in his bedroom. But…he’s, like, attached to the ceiling. He’s hanging upside down and reading a book. No, this must be digitally edited or something. That’s when you see two things. The digital clock, which reads the time right now: 8:37 PM. And a very familiar looking suit on the floor. The Spider-Man suit. You’ve never been more confused.

You feel a tight knot in your chest. How does this person know who Peter is? How do they know you? Who are they? How do they know that you know Peter? They’re not going to hurt him, are they? Why does Peter have that suit? Christ, is he the Spider-Man that you saw in a YouTube video a few days ago?

You look at your clock. Nearly five minutes have passed already. You don’t want to find out what they’ll do to Peter if you don’t comply, so you quickly stand up and fumble to unlock your door. You race downstairs and past a pair of worried looking mothers.

“Honey, is everything -” You cut one of them off as you step out of the apartment. Sure enough, there’s a small box sitting there. You scoop it up and dash back upstairs with it. You swallow, breathing heavily as you grab your phone. Another message pops up.

Unknown: Good girl. Give it to the hooded boy waiting in the alley by your building at 7:50 AM tomorrow. Don’t talk to him.

You try keep yourself together and think. Do you dare send a message?

You: who are you and how do you know me?

You: how do you know him?

No response. You didn’t really expect one, anyway.

You: you can do anything you want with me. just don’t touch him. please.

You don’t expect a response to that, either, but then, a message pops up.

Unknown: Follow your instructions without hesitation and he will go unharmed.

You set your phone down as you try to process everything. The first thing you do is cry, sobbing uncontrollably while you clutch a pillow to your chest. What do you even do? You want to call Peter, but you’re scared of what might happen. Whoever this is knows how dear he is to your heart. What do they know and what don’t they know? Is anything even private anymore?

You think about every memory you shared with Peter. That one time you ruined his new jeans by throwing a cupcake at him. Or when you sat on the floor and debated over Star Wars fan theories for a whole day. Or the countless nights you stayed up with him on Skype, talking endlessly. Or just a few months ago, when he kissed you and he thought you didn’t feel that way about him even though you did.

He’s not just the friend that went through thick and thin with you. You love him, goddammit. And now you don’t know what to do because you can’t imagine being in a world without him. You can’t even imagine him ever being hurt. At any other point in your life, the possibility that he might be Spider-Man would freak you out more than anything. But right now, you don’t care about any of it. You’re pretty sure that even Spider-Man can’t dodge a bullet when he least expects it.

You try to make yourself feel better about it all. So what, you move around a few packages and then they leave you alone. And then you can carry on with your life and have everything be okay. No biggie.

Still, a dark feeling disturbs you.

Having completely forgotten about your homework, you lay on your bed to sleep. You’re too frightened to sleep with the lights off, so you leave them on as you drift into an uncomfortable slumber. You toss and turn all night, racked with paranoia and fear. You hardly get any sleep. For the longest time, you stare at the ceiling. You just want Peter to be safe. You just want to protect him. The idea of protecting Spider-Man feels silly, but the picture ‘Unknown’ sent you lingers in your head. He’s still a kid, like you. He still has vulnerabilities.

You jolt when your alarm clock goes off, scaring you. You quickly switch it off. 6:30 AM. If you have to give the package to someone at 7:50, you’re going to be late for school. You guess one day won’t be too bad. You scrape your hair out of your face and put on your jeans and t-shirt from yesterday. The t-shirt says “May the force be with you” but the word “force” is replaced with the formula for force. It was a Christmas present from Peter.

At 7:30, you head outside to wait with the package in hand. It’s chillier than you expected, but you manage to stand there for twenty minutes. Goosebumps lines your exposed arms as you look around for the recipient. You realize that you didn’t even stop to think about what was in the box. You were so busy worrying about Peter that you forgot about it. What if you’re carrying meth or crack cocaine or something? What if you’re helping some illegal activity happen?

Just as you start freaking out over it, a hooded figure enters the alley. You’ve never seen the guy before, but he looks young. He can’t be older than seventeen. He stares at you expectantly. You open your mouth to say something but quickly shut it when you remember that you’re not supposed to say anything. You quickly hand over the box. To your surprise, he starts opening it. You watch, lips parted.

You expect him to take out something suspicious-looking, but instead he reveals a knife wrapped in cloth. He unwinds the cloth, and before you can even scream, the boy pins you to the wall. One gloved hand presses tightly over your mouth as you try and yell out. He presses the knife to your throat and you reflexively tilt your head back to try and create some space between your neck and the knife.

Oh god, this is it. This is the end. You think about how you should’ve been a little nicer to your moms, and how you should’ve apologized to a few people. You should’ve told Peter you loved him. And maybe kissed him again. His image flashes in your head. His warm, dark eyes that crinkle when he smiles at you. His soft lips against yours, hungry for something you’ve both wanted for an eternity. The way his dark brown hair flops onto his forehead and escapes the gel when he’s leaning over to work on a project. The look on his face right before he’s about to make a dumb joke that you’ll laugh at anyway. It’s all too sweet to let go of so quickly, but if it means saving him, you’ll do it without hesitation.

And then, as though the guy was having second thoughts, he steps back. He almost looks apologetic, but it might just be the lighting. Your heart’s still pounding out of fear as you fumble for your phone. What the hell?

Unknown: Wait until further instruction.

You look back up to yell at the boy, but he’s vanished. You glance into the darkening alley, and then out towards the street. Great, you don’t want your life threatened again anyway. You check the time. It’s nearly 8:10, and you’re already missing first period. You race out to go to school.

In second period English, Peter side eyes you the whole time, like he normally does. You normally do the same, but you can’t seem to bring yourself to look at him today. Your phone is on your lap in case you get a text.

Is he really Spider-Man? You tune out the entire class, until the teacher walks up to you. “Y/N, are you alright?” You jolt slightly in surprise when you see her.

“Uh, yeah, I’m fine,” you say quickly, tripping over your words.

“You didn’t seem to hear me for the past five minutes. Where’s your homework?” You’re acutely aware that the whole class is staring at you, including Peter. Your cheeks redden in embarrassment when you realize you didn’t do it last night. What are you supposed to say?

“U-Uh, I left it at, um, home.” Your voice is quiet as you look down, your face burning up. Everyone’s going to think you’re stupid and you don’t take school seriously. They’re going to think that instead of doing my homework last night, you were at Flash’s party getting drunk, and that’s why you’re being weird now. Ha. As if you’d even get invited.

You spend the rest of class being extremely embarrassed as you try and participate more. At the end of class, Peter walks up to you. Dejected, you try and walk past him, but he blocks your path. You step around him, but he’s too quick. He grabs you by the arms this time, but then lets go when you show obvious discomfort. You walk out of the classroom, Peter right beside you. “What’s up with you?” He asks.

“Nothing,” you murmur, slightly annoyed.

“Oh, so you mean nothing as in totally ignoring me, having bags under your eyes, and not doing your homework for once in a blue moon. You look like you saw a ghost, you’re scared out of your damn mind. So don’t give me this bullshit about nothing being wrong, Y/N.” Is he mad at you? Suddenly, it seems silly to think he was the same person you fell in love with months ago. He seems completely different. The Peter you know wouldn’t get mad at you. His expression softens when he sees yours. “I’m sorry.”

“No, you know what, Parker, what’s wrong with you?”

By now, the halls are nearly clear except for those skipping. “What are you talking about?” Peter asks, confused. He looks kind of upset, because he knows you’re serious when you call him by his last name.

“You know what I’m talking about. You hardly talk to me, and you’re never paying attention when you do. If you don’t fricking like being around me, then tell me and I’ll leave you the hell alone! I thought we were best friends, and I thought that meant you could tell me anything. But whenever I ask, you say it’s nothing and I’ve been trying so hard to believe it. Because I trust you to tell me the truth when you think it’s time. But then the moment I start acting weird too, you just have to push it. Maybe I have my own secrets too. Did you ever think about that too? Maybe I put on a suit and I leap around kicking ass, too.” You spread your arms out, the angry look on your face quickly breaking apart. Peter’s eyes are wide as he stares, in complete shock. You can’t bring yourself to say anything else. You wipe the tears that start spilling from your eyes.

Peter tries to pull you into a hug, but you shove him away as hard as you can. Spider-Man can take a push, can’t he? But he winces anyway, simply watching as you walk away. You check your phone, and your heart pangs in your chest at the message.

Unknown: Don’t speak to him again.

You’ve never felt more alone, but at the same time, you can never truly be alone. You can’t even talk to Peter anymore, isolating you from the one person that matters most to you. But now you’re sure they’re watching you somehow. They’re watching your every footstep, they’re listening to your every word.

You instantly feel bad for yelling at Peter, as you always do whenever you get upset at him. You just can’t control your emotions around him anymore. For some reason, this all makes you want to protect him more.

God, you hate everything. You hate Peter for what he does but love him for who he is, which is a confusing thing all on its own. And he’s Spider-Man. And you’re doing scary ass things under the promise of his safety.

Your fingers brush against your throat. There isn’t a cut there or anything. Huh, maybe the knife just wasn’t that sharp.

Your phone pings with instructions to retrieve a box. For the next few hours, you’re forced to skip school as you obediently follow seemingly random orders. Thankfully, you don’t get any more knives shoved to your throat again. You just move things around, and you don’t even have to deliver things to anyone.

Over the course of the day, you start to calm down a little. It’s only now that you begin to question the person’s motive of threatening you with Peter. Do they want something from you? Or something from Peter? Peter is more likely, with him being Spider-Man and all. But all Spider-Man does is stop robbers and help old ladies out. He just doesn’t seem like a person worth targeting for the reason that he might be a threat to criminals.

You’ve had missed calls from him all day. He must be wondering where you went, but every time you even get the urge to call back, you remember the harsh warning you were given to not talk to him. He sent you tons of texts, too.

Peter: where are you???

Peter: y/n please!! i’m worried about you, just tell me you’re safe and i’ll stop.

Peter: i know you’re mad and you don’t care, but i really care. just tell me if you’re home or something. i won’t come visit you if you don’t want me to. i just need to know if you’re in a safe place. that’s it.

Messages like this continue on until a few scrolls. Finally, they come to a stop and then Ned texts you.

Ned: Hey Y/N Peter looks like he’s going to have a panic attack

Ned: It’s really bad and he won’t listen to me

Ned: Just tell him you’re okay so he’ll stop freaking out

Ned: Dude you realize he’ll put on his suit and try and find you if you don’t respond soon right

You take a deep breath and look away, pained inside. You don’t want to think about Peter getting anxiety over you. At least he’s alive. And when all of this is over, you can tell him everything and he’ll understand. Because he’d do the same for you. That’s just the kind of people you and Peter are. Your thoughts are cut off when you see you got a message from ‘Unknown’.

Unknown: Go back to the alleyway by your apartment and wait.

Unknown: This is the last message you will receive.

Something about this feels weird to you. Wait for what? This is a vague message, which is unusual considered the pattern of very specific messages. Nonetheless, you begin making your way home. Your phone keeps buzzing with messages, probably from Ned. You keep yourself going with only one thought in mind. It’s almost over. Just one more thing to do, and then it’s all over. You just hope Peter will be okay.

You finally get to the alleyway as the sun moves downward. It won’t be sunset for a few hours, unfortunately, but it’s not like you would be able to see it from down here anyway. You’re nervous, and there’s a very odd feeling in your gut. It’s giving you a very clear message. RUN. You ignore it, looking over your shoulder to see if anyone’s coming. No one.

You wait there for a while, realizing how exhausted you are from running around the city all day. You probably have so much homework to catch up on, and you owe an explanation for not showing up to most of your classes. Your phone buzzes again, and you finally look at it.

Mom: Honey, why did your mother and I get an email saying that you didn’t go to any of your classes other than English today?

Mom: You know that you can talk to us about anything. You can tell us the truth.

Shit. You are so screwed when you go home. You quickly start thinking of excuses, because you obviously can’t tell them the truth in this situation. As you worry over this, you don’t notice that someone is behind you.

Suddenly, you feel metal clang against your skull, and you’re gone. You drop the ground instantaneously, unconscious.

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