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lutik327 · 10 months

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song

#ultrakill #ultrakill v1 #my art #long post #blood cw #ask to tag #i used a compilation of official linked and my own translation of this song #this is very self indulgent sorry

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slug-cube · 1 year

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my crying eyes (please just hold me, god)

#caspers.artpng #bkdk #dkbk #bakudeku #dekubaku #midoriya izuku #izuku midoriya #katsuki bakugou #bakugou katsuki #my hero acedamia #mha #this is very self indulgent sorry

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thirstywaffles · 25 days

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Bingqiu singer au where sqq is secretly lbh's super fan

#doodley #i blacked out while doodling fhis LMAO #alnst round 6 broke me so here's me coping through making silly aus #anyways i was trying to give lbh one of those rizz wolfcut and sqq a slicked back hair (he just got home from work)#this is very self indulgent sorry bros #artists on tumblr #digital art #sketch #scum villain's self saving system #scum villain #svsss #sv #bingqiu #luo binghe #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #bingyuan

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betweenblackberrybranches · 4 months

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Shameless established relationship RLGL AU fluff ♡

Look at these goobers, they are just foolin' around

#fnaf sun #fnaf moon #sundrop #moondrop #dca #daycare attendant x y/n #sun x moon #sun x y/n #moon x y/n #dcamv #my art #rlgl au #awawawa #i dont know if this is even good #aaaaa #in which y/n fights back against moons constant flirting by upping the ante #im sorry this is very self indulgent

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mockerycrow · 4 months

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ghost x masc!fem!reader where you’ve sat here for a while thinking that you’d likely never enter another romantic relationship after your last one; too masculine for men, but you feel entirely disconnected with any womanhood, so you don’t bond with women, either.

and then there’s simon.. dear ol’ simon who finds himself staring when he meets you for the first time—simon, who has to clear his throat to get his train of thought back together, to not stare at the buff woman in front of him and that he is not a dog.

he is. he’s a dog, but only for you.

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pupkashi · 7 months

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we all know gojo loves pda and will absolutely place sloppy and obnoxiously loud kisses all over your face in public,, but no one talks about how he absolutely will respect any and all boundaries you have </3

oh you don’t like kissing in public ? no problem ! he’s content and grinning ear to ear just holding your hand and having you close !!

he’ll stick to making you giggle and putting his hand softly on your lower back in crowds, whispering in your ear how pretty you look today, squeezing your hand when you tell him he looks handsome

you don’t want to cuddle during movie night because there’s guests over ? no worries, he’s sitting next to you with his thighs pressed against yours and he has your pinky’s looped together <3

the shared blanket, stolen glances and muffled giggles and enough for him to feel just as loved and warm as any other form of pda would

because as much as he loves pda and showing everyone you’re his, he loves you more and puts your boundaries and respecting you above everything else <33

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taglist (send an ask to be added!): @chilichopsticks @anime-for-the-sleepless @4sat0ruu @safaia-47 @nanamikentoseyebags @fushironi @nineooooo @the-mom-friend-dot-com @gojoshooter @sat6ru @beautiful-is-boring @luna0713hunter @torusmochi

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softspiderling · 2 months

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☆ ⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂

bubs: hey, can I come over?

me: 'course. need me to come pick you up?

bubs: no, be there soon.

rafe knew as soon your text came in that something was wrong. you never asked to come over. you just did it. said it was your "right as a girlfriend" whatever that meant, rafe never argued with you. He was still playing with the phone in his hand he didn’t hear the front door open, you slipping inside.

“Hey,” you said, overly cheerily but he could tell your voice was tight when you spoke. His suspicions were confirmed when you flounced on the couch, immediately pressing yourself against his side, hiding your face in the crook in his neck.

“Hey, you good?”

Rafe wrapped an arm around you, rubbing your back soothingly as you hummed your response into his neck.

For a while he just sat there with you in silence, giving you comfort, until he felt wetness on his neck and he noticed how you were sobbing silently, your shoulders shaking.

“Baby, are you okay?” He asked, panicking as he grabbed you by the shoulder, pulling you away to see if you somehow hurt yourself.

“Are you hurt? What’s going on?”

“I’m fine,” you sniffed, wiping your cheeks but Rafe only gave you a look. “I’m fine physically at least… Can we not talk about it?”

Rafe tensed. “I mean, we don’t have to if it makes you unhappy… But I don’t really feel good not knowing what has you so upset.”

“Can you just hold me?”

“Yeah, of course baby,” Rafe sighed, pulling you close to him again. You snuggled up against him, laying your head on his chest. Luckily, you didn’t start crying again, the small sobs subsiding and Rafe just held you for a while, trying his best not to get up to find out who hurt you like this, because god knew he’d rip them limb from limb-

“I had a fight with my parents.”

Rafe paused his violent thoughts glancing down at you, brows furrowed.

“What? Why wouldn’t you want to tell me about that?”

You hesitated, gripping his shirt before letting the fabric go, smoothing it down again.

“I felt stupid coming to you about this fight when you had to go through so much worse with your dad.”

Rafe inhaled deeply, his chest tight just like it always was when someone brought up Ward.

“Hey, I want you to listen to me,” Rafe said, tilting your chin up so you’d look at him while he spoke. “I did go through shit with Ward, he was a pretty.., Terrible father. But that doesn’t mean that what you’re going through is any less shitty. I never want you to hold me because you think your stuff isn’t as bad as whatever I went through, you hear me?”

Your lower lip wobbled and Rafe was scared you’d cry again but instead you threw yourself at him, kissing him deeply. Grunting in surprise, Rafe caught you in his arms, returning the kiss, albeit briefly.

“Did you hear a word from what I said?”

“Of course I did, silly,” you huffed, your arms around his neck. “Thank you. I just get… I don’t know. I don’t want to bring up any bad memories for you.”

“You’re not.”

You gave him a small smile, sighing softly.

“I love you.”

“I love you too, baby.”

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author’s note: purely self indulgent bc i had a terrible fight with my parents

#rafe x reader #˗ˏˋ mine ˎˊ˗#rafe cameron #rafe cameron x reader #rafe cameron fanfiction #rafe cameron x you #rafe x you #very self indulgent #sorry #outer banks #obx #drew starkey

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alwaysshallow · 4 months

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simon "i don't want kids" riley, but then he sees you with your cousin and is obsessed with the idea of giving you a baby. so. he fucks you, leaving no pole to discussion; you two gonna have a kid. a house with white fence. he's gonna even try to make a garden in the back, small greenhouse just for you to take care of.

ohhh and don't mention how obsessed he'd be with making a playground:/

#sorry ill always believe in his breeding kink #like #not maybe in MANY versions but i feel simon would sometimes propose on the first date. and a happy life is a dream #and this is very self indulgent so LMOANDKSNS

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esprei · 2 years

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baby safety is verrrrrrry important!

#trainwreckshipping #subway boss emmet #subway boss ingo #pokemon volo #togepi #my art #sorry i had to be a little self indulgent again but #these baby do do not things put me in stitches every time #volo is going to insane again #baby togepi is having a fun time all around #uncle ingo is cool and also a very responsible babysitter #egg adventures aka eggventures #my serotonin #.

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bones-of-a-rabbit · 27 days

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I lovea him

#kinito #kinito the axolotl #kinito fanart #kinito x y/n #kinito x player #self insert #babbitsona #babbit sona #doodles #sketches #silly shit #self insert cringe #self indulgence time #self comfort #I know I’m being major cringe but rn I don’t care. but also I am very sorry #out there somewhere is someone who hates kinitopet who is furiously waiting for me to stfu abt it #lmao. anyway #I’m srry pls don’t hate me

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fishnchip3011 · 1 month

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thanks for 200 follows!!! here's a silly comic to celebrate %)

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artsyaprilmr · 3 months

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And this one is for meeee :^)

#this is very self indulgent. i'm going to tag this still. sorry #infamous if #orion quinn #nairi #background is a blurred stock picture because i am not going to bother drawing it for myself lmao #did a cute sketch though :^)))#RAHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH......boyfriends...................#q

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ghostr0tz · 1 month

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some disabled vees

#the sillies #follow for more self indulgent headcanons #very messy and i gave up halfway sorry val only has liek. one arm on the right sketch #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel valentino #hazbin vox #vox hazbin hotel #hazbin fanart #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin velvette #art #the vees #hazbin vees #hazbin hotel vees #my art

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iindigoeyed · 10 months

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i imagine felix explained to kagami that he was transmasc and she was like "you can do that? really?!" and then felix lent them his old binder and well, you get it.

bonus:

#miraculous ladybug #kagami tsurugi #felix fathom #felix graham de vanily #feligami #miraculous fanart #trans #kagami is also wearing his pants too ehehe #probably doesn't own any bc strict mother :( so she had to borrow his #my kagami is agender btw! they/she pronouns #This is so SO self indulgent. i have no regrets. Enjoy.#i hope you like t4t feligami. you will be seeing a LOT of it from me.#they are very precious to meee <333 #please nobody mention how terrible those pants are. I hated every moment of shading them.#god i am so sick of looking at this. Sorry for any obvious mistakes. i am very tired. i have been working on this for 3 days #tumblr please dont ruin my image quality i worked very hard for those crisp colors i'll cry #EDIT quietly fixes the panel where felix's sleeve is missing.........#indigarts

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tethered-heartstrings · 3 months

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protesting ao3's lack of "fingers in mouth" as a tag by writing a very homoerotcially charged fic with fingers in the mouth as the primary focus

#'finger sucking' is just noooot the same. sorry #and no i dont want the little spn finger friday whatever #i want it as its own tag #also this fic is very self indulgent.... sorry #or will be. it isnt finished #the speaking clown

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scificrows · 8 months

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i like to make fun of murderbot for being all "i hate everyone, i don't care about anything or anyone, fuck off" while simultaneously caring very much about the people around it and the situations it finds itself in. i love how it "accidentally" ends up caring quite a lot about the friends it makes along the way. but i think something that i tend to forget is that murderbot actively decides to care - at least at some point in its story.

idk, as a person that struggles with depression, this paragraph from artificial condition really resonates with me. prior to all systems red, murderbot had contracts. it had routine and it had protocols. it knew what it had to do to just get by, how to perform so no one would notice it had disabled its governor module. it was deeply depressed, yes, but it was functioning (for lack of a better word). in artificial condition, murderbot's routine is gone. it cannot go on in that state of numbly going-from-contract-to-contract, putting in as little effort as possible, consuming media to cope. that option is gone because it escaped (and note that escaping the company was not an active choice, it kinda happened to it). murderbot has two options now: it can either gather all its energy; actively do something new and difficult and distressing; change something in its life and try. or it can let the numbness and the emptiness take over and stop trying. if murderbot wants to survive as a rogue secunit, it has to try. no matter how difficult that is. the wording in that paragraph really hits home for me. the way the non-caring sees an opportunity to slip in and to take over. does murderbot even care? does anything really matter? is anything really worth the hassle? wouldn't it be so much easier to just let your mind slip away a little, to go numb, to be passive, to watch media and wait for things to happen to you? wouldn't it be nice to stop thinking and struggling and feeling complicated things? to stop making an effort? you've been dealing with a lot lately and maybe it's time to just shut down. maybe you'll just take a little break. just slip deeper into this chair and start the show. time flies when you're not paying attention. trying is exhausting. who cares if you don't do the things you wanted to do, you were supposed to do. it'll be fine. let's just ignore those things for now. just let the non-caring take over. just stop thinking. you can deal with the aftermath later. just watch your shows. who cares. but murderbot cares. it decides to care. it decides to fight with all it has and i think that is so brave. and i think in the later books caring is less of an active decision for murderbot. once you start caring, it's easier to keep going than to stop; and murderbot, for all its "i'm a grumpy rogue secunit, leave me alone" behavior, knows just how important caring is. so it's not that it doesn't know what's happening; rather, it lets itself care. tl;dr: caring is not the default for murderbot, it's just the more difficult of two options. and it decides not to take the soft option. it decides to struggle. it decides to care. and so it does.

#sorry i'm rambling i'm a little depressed rn (hah) and i've been thinking about murderbot again #at least writing this got me out of the adhd/depression paralysis :) yeah this might be self-indulgent so what #the murderbot diaries #murderbot #𓄿 #i just love martha wells' writing for things like that #and i love murderbot as a character so very much #also i'm pretty sure some of this could be read in a way i did not intend #i'm not trying to say that depressed people have the option to just not be depressed #or that it's as easy as going “okay well i can either care or not care... i guess i should care! done!”#listen i know it's not like that; i know that first hand #but murderbot had just enough energy and fight in it to try and it had people in its life that cared about it and helped it #and it managed to get out of that deep dark hole #and we see it struggling with trauma etc in the later books #things are not magically better #just yeah #okay imma add #tw depression #tw suicide #(this is not about suicide though; this is about sitting on the couch while the dishes and the laundry pile up #and watching netflix because getting up and taking care of yourself and calling a friend or going outside are too difficult)#(but i can see how this might hit a little close to home if that is something someone's struggling with&better safe than sorry)#also sending lots of love to everyone who this resonates with

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