#today though i showed him an in progress painting and asked him if he liked it and he said he wouldnt know til it was done.. i DO support
Being me is so embarrassing like wahhh I’m Niku I’ve had a crush on the same guy for years I’m a painter I don’t believe in myself my dad’s an asshole wahhh girl pleaseee get something else going on 😭
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Thinking about pottery making with satoru..
✮ pottery making
౨ৎ gojo satoru x reader. fluff, gn!reader, reader is a pro pottery maker, gojo isn't LOL — wc: 647
notes. ANON THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ASK this was longer than expected LMFAO
gojo satoru is quite well-known to be good at everything he does, which is relatively true except for one thing — pottery making.
pottery making requires skills satoru does not have. so when you ask him to come join you in a pottery-making class, he hesitantly agrees.
“tell me why we’re here again?” satoru asks you quietly to not disturb the other people in the class. “you know we can just buy our own furniture, right?”
“toru, for the last time, we’re not making furniture! we’re making our own custom mugs we can paint later.” you repeated your explanation for the fifth time. “isn’t it fun? we can customize the mugs we make!” you clapped, excited to start.
satoru tries to complain once again but seeing the smile on your face stops him from doing so. he sighs, mentally cursing himself in his head for being so weak for you (he doesn’t mind, however. he loves spoiling you).
when the teacher arrives you straighten your back, listening to their instructions intently. you nod when you understand what they say, humming in between their words. “alright, let’s get started, shall we? if any of you need help just raise your hand and i’ll be right there!” they sat down in the front of the class, carefully watching everyone’s progress.
“okay! toru, let’s get started,” you exclaim, grabbing the clay and placing it on the machine. “do you have an idea for the design you’re going for?” you dip your hands in water, dropping a few droplets of water onto the clay to make it wet. when you see satoru unmoving, you look at him. “what’s wrong? do you understand what the teacher said before?”
“huh? oh, yeah! of course i understand!” satoru rolls up his sleeves, not wanting them to get dirty. “be prepared to see the best mug ever.”
satoru grabs a chunk of clay before wetting it a bit. you are prepared to see him make the mug so you stopped, watching his moves. instead of satoru making the mug just as he said before, he couldn’t even make the shape of a mug properly. instead, it’s a… tall structure you can’t even name it.
“um, toru?” you poke his shoulder. “a mug isn’t supposed to look like that.” you point at the… thing satoru has made.
“hey, don’t judge a book by its cover! i’m not finished, okay?” satoru huffs, trying to form the clay into a better shape. however, it doesn’t turn out so well, the clay slowly lifting off of the machine as he is trying to form it. so when the clay does fall off the machine, satoru yelps in surprise. “what the- hey! the clay can’t just jump off the machine!”
you started laughing out loud, satoru immediately frowns. “i’m sorry! it’s just- it’s too funny!” you wipe the lone tear that escapes your eye with the sleeves of your shirt. “look, just watch, okay?” satoru sighs, eyes trained on you. he watches your every move, how gently you started forming the clay into a shape of a mug and gently lifting it off of the machine. “tada!”
you proudly show off your masterpiece. satoru bogles it with wide eyes, astonished. “are you insane? how’d you do that on your first try?”
“i just am better at making pottery than you do.” you smugly say, handing your mug to the teacher who compliments your skills. “are you not going to try again?”
“no.” satoru says rather quickly. he stands up and goes to wash his hands. you follow behind him. “are you happy today?”
“yeah! though i really wanted to see you try again.” you giggled. “i can’t believe you couldn’t even form it into a mug!”
“if you say one more thing about that i will paint your mug an ugly color.” satoru threatens lightly, to which you immediately stop talking.
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For the time lost
Summary: Zuko wants to erase every reminder of his past mistakes, and Katara will take him on a journey to, quite literally, heal both of their scarrings.
Contains: Angst, Fluff, Katara has burns scars from Aang's first attempts to firebend, Katara tries to get over her resentment towards the FN, Zuko doesn't hate Azula.
Dear reader: I hope you enjoy it! <3 Let me know if you want me to continue posting.
Find chapter one here.
Find chapter two here.
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Chapter Three
To Katara’s surprise, his scar looked pretty much the same as before. After greeting her, she got a look up close and searched for a different color, texture, or size. Maybe it was smoother? Her thoughts kept meditating on this new information while she followed Zuko through the palace.
Zuko stopped walking and turned to her. “You're so quiet today... Not complaining, though" he smirked.
The place was a bit different from the last time Katara visited. The walls, once filled with portraits of the former Fire Lords, were left with paintings of birds and rodents; some pieces were pale and ill-looking, and, to her surprise, others were unbelievably adorable. Every part of the palace seemed to be made with such delicacy, it made her wonder how much respect people had for the royals. The marble floor felt like floating through the hallways.
“How old is this place?” she asked Zuko.
“Maybe two hundred years old” he replied, with a doubtful tone. “But every now and then it got redecorated. My mom was really into gardening, so there were a lot of floral decorations until I was like twelve.”
“I guess you’re into hawkpards” she smiled. “I’ve seen like five paintings of them so far”.
“Oh, yeah… We got a lot of those in the back garden. Oh, I got to show you the turtleducks in the front!” He grabbed her shoulder. “They’ve grown so much since you last came”.
They both rushed to an open space in between the castle. It wasn’t a front garden technically, but Katara didn’t want to ruin the moment. He was so excited to take her there. And the turtleducks were beautifully bathed in the golden sparks of the setting sun.
“The little ones were born by the end of autumn”.
Her eyes followed the furry little guys as they approached Zuko’s feet. He seemed annoyed, yet patient, while their little peaks pinched his pants. He proceeded to sit down and surrender to the attack. Now the turtleducks looked at him expectantly, Katara guessed that they were pet recurrently by him.
“No treat today,” he said, in a high-pitched voice. “But we got visits. Greet Katara!”
She chuckled. Zuko’s silliness always got to her, she could tell he was comfortable if she paid attention and saw through all his awkwardness. The water that had golden sparkles some minutes ago, was now in a purplish tone, the sky was getting darker. Two guards walked in their direction with small lamps in their hands. She imagined they lit them up themselves. How cool that must be.
“The visitor’s room is ready, my Lord” one pointed out.
Katara guessed both the guards were about thirty. By the looks they gave to her, she guessed they still weren’t used to having waterbenders around. To even see them as allies. She tried to convince herself some progress had been made. Some years ago, it was hard to tell if the Fire Nation guards saw her as human. Now they’re just weirded out, she can’t really blame them. She’s feeling odd herself, trying to turn off her flight or fight mode. Trying to hold eye contact with them, because she doesn’t want to seem snobby. Trying to look at Zuko, to remember nothing bad will happen. Weirdness is progress. Weirdness is not cruelty.
“I’ll take her, thanks for letting me know” he replied. “You can go now”
With a small flame in his hand, he led her to one of the upper floors. It was a pretty place, but it felt so empty. All she could hear were their steps and the whispers of the guards. Probably they talked all night to avoid getting asleep.
"My Lord" she tittered.
"Oh, shut up" he sighed. "I can still hear Toph laughing about it."
They arrived at her room. Katara noticed a penguin plushie on her mattress. She turned to Zuko and scrunched her face. After seeing her funny covers and blue walls, she realized what he was trying to do.
“I thought it would feel more like home” Zuko whispered. “Is it too corny?”
“I love it” she giggled.
“Come here” he asked her. Katara walked to the window and saw the moon rising from mountains.
“Now, that’s too corny” she mocked. “Thank you, I feel like I’m royalty too”.
“Well, technically you are a royal of the Southern Water tribe” he squeezed his eyes.
She rolled her eyes. If she was a princess, her “castle” was a giant whale skeleton. But she couldn’t complain, it felt more sacred than most homes. And it showed her people’s historical resilience, something that would transcend centuries more than her desire for a fancier house. For a second, she feared she spent too much time in her mind and ignored Zuko’s presence.
“We’re such a diplomatic friendship” she whispered. Zuko laughed, still looking through the window.
“You know, back at the garden, I noticed you were a bit shaky” he admitted. “Can I ask you something?”
“Sure” she nodded.
“Do you find it scary to come here?”
“Of course not” is what she would’ve answered to most people. Four springs have passed since the war, and even in the war, she wasn’t the type of person to hide from Fire Nation guards. It would be unlike her to fear a threat that it’s not even there. And as much as it didn’t make sense to her or anyone else, she felt her heart race when a guard looked at her for a little too long, she lost her breath when a firework sounded a little too loud. She was afraid.
“I… think so, Zuko” she answered. “Sorry if it sounds ungrateful, I don’t mean to show prejudice towards your people. I bet your guards are highly honorable and your friends here are nice. But it’s hard to see these walls and walk through this city without getting a bit sappy, you know?” she sat on the floor. “I think that’s why I usually don’t come here often”.
“I know what you mean. Well, that’s one of the reasons it’s so hard for me to go to the South” She leaned her head. “I’m ashamed, for my nation, my ancestors’ actions, and my own. I see all the empty houses and the little kids in your town and it makes me feel so unworthy of being a king.”
He covered his face with his hands and sat next to her, both on the cold wooden planks. Katara caressed his hair, gently, not really sure how to say what she thought of Zuko. At least, she didn’t know how to deliver it in a way that convinced him that he was a good person. A compassionate, caring, noble person. She put her head on his shoulder.
“You are not your father, Zuko” she mumbled. “And the Water Nation’s door will always be open for you. Not only on the North, by the way”.
“About that… I know all these traveling to the North might seem weird to you”.
“You’re Zuko, you’re always weird” she bumped his arm.
He disapprovingly shook his head.
“Anyways, I thought I should tell you I went there to get rid of my scar” Zuko stood up. “I’m so tired, you probably are too. I’m going to my room.”
“So you’re just gonna drop that bomb and leave?” Katara raised her eyebrow.
“We can talk tomorrow. I promise” he walked to the door. “Good night, Katara.”
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hii, i’m not sure if ur recieving requests rn but i’m jst gna shoot my shot
could i request reader x xavier where shes not the dating type and ppl have tried and failed to try and ask her out, date her, etc. and then comes along xavier who’s determined to take her out on a date (respectfully)
and yeahh
Oh my god I´m so sorry this took forever to write! I just hated everything I brought onto the page. I hope you still enjoy dear <3
Not the dating type
pairing: Xavier Thorpe x fem!reader
synopsis: You had never given much thought to dating, but what happens when, by accident, you meet a certain artist. Will your stance on the matter change?
warnings: none
word count: 1.4k
You had never given much thought to dating. Not that you had anything against it, it was just that it felt a little too superficial whenever someone did ask you out. You were happy spending the time apart from your friends and schoolwork with yourself. Which right now you wished there was more of.
“Why didn´t you go out with them? They´re like super cute...!”, your friend asked you for the nth time.
“Do we have to discuss this again? Why would I go out with someone who I know isn´t even interested in the same things as I am in the slightest and that doesn´t know me at all? Plus, you know I like spending time on my own. I just want to have a good time and write every once in a while.”, you take a bite from your lunch. “Despite, don´t you think they are like the blandest person to ever exist? Like just really bland?”
For the nth time your friend lets out a distressed sigh at your answer. Though even she can´t help herself to not chuckle at the emphasis on ´really bland´. “I take this as my sign to not even ask you about this year's dance?”
“Not unless you want to hear last year's answer all over again. Isn´t it a bit too early to think about that anyway?”
She shrugs and the two of you finish the meal talking about an assignment before you have to head into different directions for afternoon classes.
That evening after lunch you go back outside into the quad. Most students are busy with god knows what and so it is not too crowded. The air is still warm and so you decide to lean onto the cool stone wall. Fully concentrated on the writing in front of you, you don´t notice the tall figure looming over you, trying to get to exactly that wall. At least you can feel a finger tapping your shoulder.
“Sorry, but you are kind of in my way.”, looking up you see into a pair of green eyes.
“Oh, I´m sorry. I didn´t even notice.”, you hold up the journal. “That looks really good by the way. Did you paint that?”
“Uh… yeah… Thank you.”
“Anyway I better go get back inside. I´m sorry again for sitting in your way.”, you smile at him while you dust yourself off and then walk back inside.
This would happen regularly afterwards. You´d always sit down in that same spot and when he eventually came over to continue painting you´d talk for a bit. Mostly about art at first. You asked Xavier about his paintings and how he found himself picking up drawing and painting and he would ask you about the stories you wrote in that journal he never saw you without. As time progressed you found the conversations had taken to more personal topics as well. You found yourselves greeting each other in passing and before you knew it you thought of the schools resident tortured artist, as your friend and the other students had dubbed him, as a friend.
“So what do you want to do today?”, you asked the artist curiously.
“Actually I wanted to show you something. Come on, it´s not far from here.”, he seemed a little more nervous than usually.
“Alright.”, you made it a point not to mention your observation but quite some time after wandering through the woods you couldn´t bite back a joking question. “You´re not trying to kidnap me, are you?”
“What? No, don´t worry. We should be there soon.”
Indeed it only took a couple more steps before you stood outside an old shed.
“I´m sorry where are we right now?”, you stay back a bit as he takes off the heavy chain to open the door.
“I found this shed a couple of years ago and Weems let me clean it out and use it as an art studio.”
Stepping in, you get hit by just walls and canvases filled with paintings.
“Wow, you must be here often.”, you can´t hide the amazement in your voice entirely.
“Pretty much every chance I get…”
You spend the afternoon in the Studio, talking like you do until you find what you assume is another canvas hidden behind a big piece of fabric.
“Hey, Xavier, what’s underneath that?”, you point to it.
“Oh, it’s not done yet.”, he brushes the question aside quickly.
Once more you don’t push it.
The next time you get to the shed it’s gone and the times after you don’t see it either, so you slowly forget about it.
When you go there one evening to have some time truly to yourself and write, like you had done a lot lately, you catch Xavier with it.
Too far into the music and his thoughts he doesn’t hear the door open or close. Neither does he hear you walk up behind him. Standing on your tiptoes to look over his shoulder you see it. A picture of you. Only then does he realise you are there. Trying to hide the canvas as fast as possible, he couldn´t do much for you to unsee it.
“Hey… I didn´t think you were coming here today.”, his face start turning redder by the second.
“Yeah, I just needed some time away from everyone else…”, God this was awkward.
“Oh, okay”, this ends the conversation for that moment. You go to sit at the small table to do your thing and Xavier does his. This time the silence between you isn´t as comforting or comfortable as it usually was and so you speak up again.
“Are we gonna talk about the painting or not? I know what you usually paint. Is there something I need to know?”, you can hear the second chair scraping before he speaks.
“No, nothing like that at least.”, he thinks about what to say next. “Well, I didn´t plan on doing it like this, but… I had this dream over and over again since I was young. Like really young. Of just that scene. Ever since we started talking it came back twice as often. And I know what you said about the other guys that asked you out, but… I wanted to ask you if, maybe some time, you would want to go on a date with me?”
This time it was on you to be silent. “You are really sweet, Xavier. I just… I don´t think I can say yes to that. Not only because of what you heard, but you basically just broke up with Bianca too. Enid would have this on her blog God knows how fast. You know what position that would put both of us in. I´m sorry, I better get back to school.”
Things got a bit weird for a while after this. You never stopped talking, but that afternoon never left the back of your head. Ultimately you pulled yourselves together though and when he asked you for a second time, on the day of the Poe cup, things went over all smoother. However it got you thinking things over.
When he asked you out only a short time later for a date to the Rave`N you surprised both of you with a yes.
“Wait, really? You´re not just saying yes because…?”, he asked.
“Yes, really Xavi.”, you chuckled. “In fact I think this is going to be a fun evening.”
“What made you change your mind?”
“After you asked me before the Poe cup I think I realized that I actually like being with you not only as a friend, unlike I had thought… It also felt different like when anyone else asked me.”
And you were right. Though you didn´t stay long at the dance itself and headed out to spend the evening away from all the loud music. You laughed a lot and by the end Xavier brought you back to your room. Not hearing any concerns about being caught by a teacher.
“Tonight was great, but you better go before you get caught.”, you still giggle. “Go.”
He still doesn´t move or say anything when you open the door to get into your room. Just as you opened the zipper if the dress, your phone gives off a high pitched ping. ´You were too fast. I wanted to ask if you want to get coffee tomorrow. As kind of a second date?´
Rolling your eyes, chuckling again you send back a ´Sure. That sounds great 😊´
You think you can hear the buzzing of a phone and a whispered celebration outside, but blame it on the setting in tiredness.
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A Strange Melody - Chapter 7
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Gwyn woke the next morning singing to herself as she all but floated about the room while the bemused servants attempted to once again bathe and dress her. She opted for a dusky pink dress this time with skirts that billowed around her when she moved and sleeves that draped off her shoulders, held onto her body with what the twins called a ‘corset’. It was surprisingly comfortable given its rigid structure, though it did force her to stand taller and straighter, which she supposed was not a bad thing.
Half of her hair had been pulled back, away from her face and tied with a piece of matching pink silk that made her feel very pretty and feminine. Like the pictures of princesses she had always seen in books.
Smiling as she opened the door, Azriel was once again waiting for her, taking a moment to look her over before pushing off the wall he’d been leaning against to approach her. “You needn’t have waited for me,” she said as she took his arm, despite how terribly giddy she felt that he had. “I know my way to and from the dining room well enough.”
He shrugged. “Your room is next to mine and I did not wait long. It was no trouble.”
“Are you going flying again today?” she asked as they made their way down the stairs.
Azriel smiled slightly. “You enjoyed that did you? I told you it was exciting.”
“It was,” she admitted, grinning. “I’d love to see the mainland…”
The look Azriel gave her was apologetic. “Perhaps I can take you another day. Unfortunately business will take away for most of today.”
“You’re leaving?” she asked, her heart sinking. She had less than 24 hours left, assuming the magic would last as long as Rhysand had guessed. Possibly less. She felt they had made some progress yesterday, but how much of that progress might be lost before she was forced to leave?
Had the Bargainer known he would be gone for most of her stay here? She couldn’t help but feel tricked.
“Just for a few hours,” he said. “A- matter has arisen that warrants my personal investigation and time is of the essence, I’m afraid.”
Gwyn’s shoulders slumped, her lips turning down in a pout. Azriel’s warm, rough hand covered hers, drawing her attention. “If you really wish to go flying, I’m sure Cassian would be happy to take you. Or, like Rhys said, we’re stabling some of Helion’s pegasus who will need the exercise. You don’t need to wait for me if you wish to explore.”
Gwyn nodded absently. She did wish to fly again, but that hadn’t been her reason for asking. She’d hoped to spend more one on one time with him. However, if he were planning to be absent for so long, then it was perhaps prudent to revisit the idea of securing an invitation through befriending the queen and her sister.
She would join them for whatever their plans may be for the day, she decided as they approached the dining room.
“You’ll be careful, won’t you?” she asked, turning to look at Azriel. Spy work could be dangerous, she knew. She had no notion of what had occurred to warrant the Spymaster’s personal attention, but if it was urgent, surely it was dangerous. The thought was unsettling.
Smiling, he squeezed her hand reassuringly. “Always.”
As it turned out, Gwyn had learned the queen was a talented artist and avid painter and had spent a good part of her day in Feyre’s studio, watching her work. It had been fascinating to watch her bring scenes to life with the stroke of her brush on canvas. The way she mixed color to show light and shadow. Most of the artwork under the surface consisted of sculptures as it was one of the only mediums that could survive the waters, and even then some materials had to be enchanted with magic to prevent erosion.
She had seen a few paintings that had perished in shipwrecks. Occasionally those that were salvageable would be preserved and hung in the nymphs’ homes or offered to the sea god as a gift. But to see such beautiful art, undamaged, was a treat.
Nesta had rolled her eyes at Gwyn’s enthusiasm and had retreated to the library, which was where she had found her once she’d felt she’d stayed long enough in the queen’s studio to wear out her welcome, and there they remained for most of the afternoon discussing the book that Gwyn had finally finished reading the night before.
Azriel, to her knowledge, had still not returned by the time she returned to her rooms to change, and as she glanced out the window at the storm that was brewing, she began to worry.
Attempting to shake off her moody thoughts, Gwyn busied herself selecting a gown she thought Azriel might like and ended up choosing a deep navy one that matched well with the scarf he had bought her, which the twins tied around her waist, knotting it at the back into a bow. The effect was quite beautiful, giving her waist an exaggerated curve and offsetting the dark dress with a splash of color.
Azriel was not waiting for her when she finished dressing, to her disappointment, so she made her way down on her own. As she passed through a hallway lined with windows, she could see the dark waters of the sea churning below and could hear the wind picking up as lightning arched across the sky. Before she could truly begin to worry about Azriel possibly flying in such conditions, she heard Cassian’s booming laugh and hurried towards the parlor where they had all gathered for dinner the night before. To her relief, Azriel was there, standing amongst his friends.
Breathing a sigh, she watched a shadow brush against his ear, causing him to turn in her direction. The shadow that had been following her around all day (much to her amusement) darted back over to its master, hiding behind his wings when he narrowed his eyes as though it were a naughty child. She suppressed a grin as she approached him.
Azriel’s eyes swept over her with an appreciation that made her shiver. His gaze caught on the scarf and she twirled when she stopped a few feet from him. “Do you like it?”
“It’s beautiful,” he said with a soft smile.
Beaming, she took a step closer, about to ask how his day had been when a throaty, feminine voice floated in from the doorway. “Did you miss me?”
Spinning, Gwyn found herself looking at quite possibly the most beautiful woman she’d ever seen. Tall and lithe with delicate curves encased in a red dress, she looked like the personification of sunlight with her golden hair and skin. The others grinned as she sauntered in, arms outstretched to meet Feyre with a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Beside her, she felt Azriel go very still. Glancing over at him, she was dismayed to see him staring intently at the blond as the others greeted her and Gwyn realized who she was.
Morrigan had returned. And Azriel was utterly besotted.
Gwyn looked like a dream in the dark blue dress, the green and gold scarf he’d bought her at the market tied around her waist like a sash. Her bright smile and the way she’d twirled for him to show it off was so innocently adorable, it solidified his decision to pursue her.
After learning nothing new during his investigations that day, Azriel had spent the flight back home and the hour in his study afterward, contemplating whether it really mattered. Rhys had already decided she was trustworthy, and his own instincts told him she was not a threat. Quite the opposite in fact.
Did it really matter if he did not have all of the information about her beforehand? Was that not half the joy of courting- getting to know someone? He would find a way to get the answers he sought from her eventually. For now, he just needed to figure out what to do about this aching need to be near her. The rest he could figure out later.
He’d only just made this conclusion when the previous object of his infatuation for the last five centuries walked through the door, catching him off guard. He’d been so busy thinking about Gwyn all day, he’d forgotten that Morrigan was to return that evening. Which was uncharacteristic of him enough in itself.
Azriel stilled as she approached, struck as he always was by her beauty. Yet, it did not seem to affect him quite as strongly as it usually did. There were the usual feelings of lust, longing, jealousy, but they did not feel as potent. There was no allconsuming need to possess, just a general acknowledgement of attraction. Curious.
He could not help but think it was due to the woman standing beside him whom Mor had finally noticed wearing one of her own gowns and greeted warmly, complimenting her on the way it flattered her and insisting she keep it.
But what did it mean? Why did he suddenly feel so free from the choking yearning that had had its claws in him for so many centuries? Surely it wasn’t just because she’d been gone for so long. Mor was always running off to some place or another, ostensibly on business for the court as Rhysand’s second, but more likely to escape his own unwanted feelings for her which had never truly been acknowledged between them.
Could it really be as simple as a transfer of his attention to a more willing subject? That didn’t quite seem correct either, and he didn’t care for the implication that Gwyn was merely a distraction.
Azriel blinked, staring and staring at Mor as he puzzled through this revelation, entirely unaware of the way Gwyn had grown quiet and rigid at his side.
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Bookshop Girl
Chapter 8: Detention
Remus lupin x fem! hufflepuff! reader
Summary: After an uneventful rest of her week, y/n, Alex and Amos serve their Saturday detention, yet y/n is still determind to see at least one of the boys today ...about the project of course...no other reason...
Warnings: swearing, mentions of food, eating, sex, hints of past wolfstar and all things that come with lycanthropy, fluffy chapter, Alex and Amos being Alex and Amos, Remus Lupins bare chest, Minnie being her iconic self, Peter being an adorable human being
A/n: 10.4k words, very long time since I updated this series but hopefully t'll live up to the previous chapters, this is also the longest one yet so get comfy and enjoy xx
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You stared dolefully at the fat lady's portrait. Rocking on the balls of your feet as you tried to gather the courage to ask the next passing Gryffindor if Remus or Sirius was in there. Waiting, you took a quick glanced at one of the nearby paintings which conveniently displayed a clock ticking in real time
08:21…22
You had less than half an hour until detention started, though realistically you only had ten since you would need to take the long way due to someone’s breakfast not sitting quite right. You didn’t really like Filch, but if it was that bad he had to close the entire corridor? Yeah, you definitely pitied him a fair bit in that moment
Looking up you notice the portrait shutting behind a boy you don’t recognise. You wait for him to come down the stairs before attempting to ask him…attempting being the main word
“Hi, can you help…” you start but it’s more of a whisper causing you to shrink into yourself as the boy clearly doesn’t hear you nor even registers your existence “…me” you finish a little sadly to yourself as you hopelessly watch him walk off down the corridor
You would love to say that was your first attempt at gaining someone’s attention but alas that was simply not true. Lily Evans had passed you by mere minutes ago, and after a meek ‘hi’ which she miraculously heard, Marlene McKinnon showed up, winked at you, called you sweetheart and you shied away so much you almost fell down the stairs. Something you were sure the girl was more than flattered by but didn’t help you in your goal of talking to one of the boys, and was also why you were now standing at the bottom of the stairs
Chewing on your lip your eyes flicked to the time again
08:26…27
“Crap” you mutter lowly, dejected that you weren’t going to see either of them at this rate
It was strange, you had seen and spoken to them every day this week yet the thought of not seeing them at all today made your heart hurt unimaginably. The last two days had been a little less eventful, and by less eventful you made lots of progress on the project but none with Remus.
While Sirius though took every opportunity during your sessions to flirt, Remus hardly ever, if he did at all and you were way too shy to initiate. You chalked it up to him being shy in light of Sirius’ abundant flirting yet you still couldn’t help but fear the worst.
Peter!
You spot the boy approaching down the corridor, arms filled with a bunch of blankets…of vastly varying sizes? Weird. Though Peter was wonderfully so.
Stepping to the side so he could hopefully spot you in his peripherals, you fix your hair and cardigan quickly, in case somehow somewhere, Remus suddenly appeared to help the boy
“Hi” you greet when he gets close enough
He looks a little startled, although the word ‘caught’ comes to mind as his eyes grow wide and nerves take over for the seconds it takes him to realise it was only you. Luckily none of blankets fall in his shock, and his anxious look melts into a kind smile
“Hi y/n” he welcomes, shoulders relaxed once more and you feel yourself doing the same “What brings you here?” He asks, head tilting with a gentle insinuation you hear it loud and clear, which you become a little bashful under
“Well…” you take a breath “…I have detention this morning…” Peter’s smile widens at that, recalling the great hall incident “…I actually need to be there soon…actually now” you let out a nervous chuckle “Anyway. I was wondering if I could talk to Remus at some point today?”
The moment you say ‘Remus’ Peter freezes a little, his face flashing with something you can’t quite discern. Concern and worry? Yes. But it soon fades into intrigue
“Or Sirius” you add, feeling heat creeping up your neck, more so as his intrigue grows
Peter wears a slightly charmed expression as he attempts to adjust his grip on the blankets, one however falls off the top in the process, landing between you both. His nose crunches, clearly trying to figure out how he was going to pick it up, but his worry fades as you bend down instantly and pick it up for him.
You fiddle with the supple plushie material, recognising them as the famously soft blankets from Slytherin, however these were now blue instead of green…although you had a funny feeling they would soon be red
“Cosy right?” your attention is pulled back to the boy who wears a glee filled smile
“Yeah” you nod, thumbs rubbing into the fabric and watching the wave of shine “Where did you get these?” you ask even though you already know
Peter looks around, checking no one was about “Promise you won’t tell?” he shuffles a little closer to you
“Your secrets safe with me” you assure him
He smiles “Me and James had a good feeling about you” he notes earning a shy giggle from yourself, joy filling your heart at the approval from your crushes friend, even if you had barely had a conversation with one, and this being your first with the other
Peter notices your reaction, now he knows his feeling was right
“I stole them from Ravenclaw tower…although technically they were Slytherins and the Ravenclaw stole them” he chuckles and you join him, whilst also being rather impressed that Ravenclaw managed to pull off the same heist you, Alex and Amos did a few years back “And now I’ve stolen them” he says blushing a little, yet there is a sense of pride about him
Peter had always seemed, on the outside at least, like the puppy of the group, although you would later find this to be a rather ironic statement. He was the one who followed the others about, did as he was told and was always just…there. Yet seeing him now, you didn’t see a minion or a follower, you saw someone who was just as smart as the other three. Someone that used his mischief and talents for his own quests, but unlike his counterparts he embarked on cute quests for blankets instead of waging war on those with green ties
“Wow, that’s amazing” you say, a large smile on your face which he copies, a look of gratitude painting it as well
“Thanks” he nods “Say what you want about Slytherins but they have the best blankets”
You giggle, bobbing your head “I can see” you agree, placing the smaller one back on his pile carefully “Say, can I ask you something?”
“Anything” he shrugs happily
“Why do you need the different sizes, some of them are rather…small?” you inquire, referring to the one you had picked up
The question had been on your mind the moment you saw them. The larger ones you knew could cover a double sized bed, those were the ones you stole. But the smaller ones? They were for first years and could barely wrap around your shoulders, in fact they were often used for those with pets that weren’t owls
“Oh” he looks away, trying to form an answer or some kind of reasonable explanation “Well, my weight…fluctuates” he explains with a cringe “Plus me and the boys can used them for our pets” he adds for extra measure although even the boy knows it’s not the best lie
You know for the first time he isn’t being entirely truthful yet you don’t find it in you to mind, it didn’t seem like a bad secret, and, if anything, you got the sense it wasn’t his he was keeping
“Cool” you smile and he relaxes even if he has a small incline you don’t fully ‘buy’ it, he’s still grateful you don’t push the subject “So. About your friends?” You circle back, knowing you were going to be late now but you didn’t want to be ridiculously so
“Butterscotch” he tells you, to which earns him a confused head tilt “That’s the password” he expands and your mouth forms on ‘o’ “I’d take you in myself but…” he glances at the paintings clock “…I don’t think you have the time. Besides I’m only here to drop these off then I’m going to help James with recon”
“Recon?” you eye him amused
“On Lily…” he sees your face “…I promise it’s not as weird or stalker-y…okay maybe a little bit starker-esk…but it isn’t as bad as you think. I just don’t think either of us have the time for me to explain why it’s not…bad…or creepy” he says a little rushed looking down at the end as his cheeks grow red, like he knows he slipped up and now must hope you don’t think him nor his friend a weirdo
“I believe you”
His head shoots up “Thank you” he says, a smile gracing his face, the kind of smile that tells you he doesn’t hear that enough
“So Butterscotch will get me into the common room?” you double check
“Yes” he nods quickly “For this month at least. I can give you the next one when we get it” he offers and you can’t help but find him sweet
“Thank you Peter or should I say…wormtail?” You try it out, knowing you made the right call when his eyes light up
“You can call me Wormy” he smiles, gifting you the nickname Lily and Marlene calls him, solidifying that you were not only trusted but now a friend in his eyes
“Wormy. Got it” you nod, smiling away
Peter looks up towards the portrait then back to you “We should get going. It was really nice to officially meet you though”
“Likewise” you nod “Bye wormy” you begin to walk away, looking back and waving
“Bye y/n” he does the same
You pressed your hand to the wall, panting as you caught your breath. After a few deep breaths you compose and push yourself off of the wall. Opening the door to the classroom, you find Alex and Amos at opposite ends of the room, paper in front of them with an empty place in the centre for yourself
“Miss y/l/n” the professor greets as you gently shut the door behind you “Just in time. Take a seat dear”
You return the smile she gives you and sit down. As you do your eyes flick to Alex, who waves happily at you like he didn’t see you less than an hour ago for a quick breakfast. You giggle quietly at him, waving back before you turn to Amos. It’s harder to hold your giggles this time as he looks one second away from head planting the desk
“Now everyone is here…oh y/n dear can I get your wand before I forget” she moves towards your desk
You nod, hand dipping into your cardigan's inner pocket, well a small stitch you added to most of your wear as it proved useful and was rather cool, like the wizard version of a holster as Alex would describe it, hence you, he and Amos all had them. Grasping your wand, you hand it over, pointed side facing yourself. She smiles, accepting it and walking over to her desk, placing it in one of the drawers before locking it
“So” she clasps her hands together “I have some errands to run and since you didn’t do anything exceptionally wrong, your punishment is to sit here the whole day bored while the sun is out” she says, to which you all smile, no cleaning jars or rearranging books for you today “Now I’m going to lock the door while I’m away, if there is an emergency…” she points towards the window “…please hang as safely as you can out of that window and call on Madam Hooch, she shall be out there all morning”
You all giggle at that one, even she seems to be holding her own as well. It was funny, much like the marauders McGonagall was soft with a few other students outside Gryffindor, your little trio being one such group
“Do we get lunch?” Amos squints at the professor, of course he only has energy to think about his stomach
She gives him a charmed look “I’m a professor not a monster Mr Diggory of course you will all have half an hour for lunch…not enough time to run to Hogsmeade…unless you know a passage of course” she gives you a wink before walking towards the door “Any other questions?” you all shake your heads “Good good. I’ll see you lot in a couple of hours”
With a small smile she leaves, closing the door while you, Alex and Amos turn towards it, waiting for the small click signifying the door is locked before you sigh, relaxing in your seats
Alex drums on his desk “What we gonna do then?” he says way too excited for 8:45 on Saturday morning
“Sleep” Amos grumbles, chair screeching as he puts his satchel on the desk, opening it and bring out three pillows and three blankets
“Amos did you seriously bring an extendable bag to detention?” you cross yours arms, false annoyance on your face
“And not tell us!” Alex mimics your movements “Not cool man”
“Not cool at all” you say with a small laugh
Amos just stares at the two of you “Girls it’s before 9am on a weekend day…a weekday end…fuck it a Saturday” he finally gets there “I need my beauty sleep” he points at you both “You can call me uncool or silly all you want…or whatever muggle-y phrases y’all got going…”
“Dunderhead”
“Bampot”
“…” Amos blinks a few times “Was that even English?” he whispers to himself before shaking his head and continuing “Anyway if I had told you” he points at Alex “You would have brought something that would have us dangling out that window and you…” he points at you “…well you’re a sweetheart that would have brought goodies but you were off with your boyfriends” throws his hands in the air
“They aren’t my boyfriends!” you whine, feeling your face get hot
“Are a bit though” Alex has to agree, leaning backwards on the table, hands clutching the sides looking amused to the point you want the table to slide and him to fall “Study dates in the library…meeting them early on the weekends…coming to us for gossips sessions about them…them giving you pet names”
“Love, darling, puppy” Amos mocks as he pushes two desks together in order to make himself a bed
Your face heats faster to the point your whole body feels hot “It’s not like that” you press your lips together, shaking your head so much you’re like a broken bobblehead
“Then explain to us what it’s like” Alex shrugs
“Yes…” Amos hops on the desk, fluffing his pillow “…explain” he gestures his hands like a plater
You and Alex share a look
“Don’t judge me like you two aren’t thinking I’m a genius” he gestures to the cosy blanket “Now explain doll” he says getting himself comfy, laying down on the table like he’s some kind of goddess
“There’s nothing to explain, I’ve hardly had alone time with either since the library incident” you shrug, heart a little heavy yet there is a flutter as you remember the cupboard
“All right, you can keep your secret for the present” Alex says with a smirk
“Yes, I think we will move on now” you giggle at him, moving over to Amos’ satchel to grab a pillow and blanket for yourself “You’re such a Pippin” you state as he joins your side
Alex chuckles “That make you Merry then?” he asks, grabbing his own before copying Amos and pushing desks together
“Nope” you pop the ‘p’ “I’m more of a Sam, without him they never would have made it and without me, you two would probably have gotten yourselves expelled by now” you say earning a ‘true’ from Alex as he pats his pillow
Amos’ upper face scrunches “Pippin…Merry…Sam?” he looks completely lost
You grin, glancing at Amos “If I’m Sam and your Pippin that makes Amos…” you extend the syllables “Should we be sweet or mean?”
“You know where I stand sunshine” he winks while Amos just watches a little scared
“I’m feeling nice. Hi Merry” you wave sweetly at your friend
Alex scoffs “You’ve clearly never seen him with those little wizard cards of his…my precious” he mocks, making his fingers crawl and his eyes wide
“That’s disturbing” Amos notes sitting up, a look of disgust on his face before he looks at you “I will admit I’ve said that but I don’t look like that…also” he holds up a finger “What exactly are we talking about? I know it’s a muggle thing but is it like muggle lore or one of those fancy dancy films of yours like wars of the stars”
“One it’s star wars and two, I wish it was a movie…aww sunshine imagine if they made a movie…” his hands go out in front of him gasping “or movies!” Alex’s exclaims positively beaming
You join him in his excitement, smiling widely as you clear some things from the window sill and lay the blanket over it so you had a soft seat “That would be so cool, they definitely have the tech of it now” you perch yourself on your own bed turning back to Amos “Oh sorry Ams, we’re talking about a book. Lord of the Rings specifically but some of the characters including the creepy one is in the Hobbit as well”
“He’s not creepy, he’s just…misunderstood” Alex defends as he climbs up on the desk
“Weirdly accurate” you giggle quietly, seeing his point
“A book…how long?” Amos asks interested “A-actually, what is it about before I commit?” he eyes the two of you
“Long” you nod, nose scrunching as you remember the length “Both are trilogies but really are just one big story. Anyway, they follow these halflings, more commonly known as Hobbits. The Hobbit follows Bilbo Baggins and the Lord of the rings follows Frodo Baggins, although there are accounts from different people the two books are meant to be written by them. They both go on epic adventures, but you should lord of the rings first even though it takes place after Bilbo’s journey and is technically the sequel, there’s just a lot more background lore it in…right Alex? Been a year since I read it all the way through”
“Yeah read that first because you’ll know more about the creepy one when we give you the hobbit and everything makes a little more sense” he agrees “Plus Lord of the rings is fucking brilliant” he nods, smiling like a big kid
“I’m assuming you both have a copy here?” Amos looks between the two of you
“Yeah I’ll give you mine later tonight if you want? Then we can watch you lose Lord of the rings virginity together” Alex says with a grin
“Eww. Alex!” you whine
“Mate, I love you but why’d you have to say it like that” Amos joins you, looking at your friend in a light disgust “Weirdo”
“Seconded” you nod
“Thrid-ed but still it’s magic, like actual magic, you’ll love it” Alex strangely agrees before assuring his friend
“He’s right, complete idiot, but he’s right” you lightly tease earning a small ‘hey’ from Alex
“Okay, now that’s settled and although I have something to ask you to do later, Amos needs his beauty sleep before Minerva comes back” Amos says to which you and Alex hold up your hands
Alex proceeds to lay down, facing upwards on his makeshift bed while you swivel your legs to sit on the window, back against the wall but it’s softened by the pillow. Leaning your head against the glass you stare out aimlessly, eyes flicking from the mountains to the forest to the lake, eventually making their way down to the pitch outside.
You held back giggles as you watched training, there was a bunch of first years who failed their tests trying again but they weren’t the cause of your laughter. No, it was a girl, you didn’t know her name but you knew she loved pink, in fact she was adorned in it now shouting a bunch of weird rules that were over a hundred years old at the professor. You had to commend Madame Hooch for her patience, you weren’t a violent person but you sure would have shouted or…maybe accidently released a bludger in the girls’ direction by now
“Minerva sounds funny” you let out a giggle at Alex, commenting on Amos’ use of the name more than ten minutes later “Like Minnie better…Minerva sounds way too formal…oh what about Minnie bo’ binnie that’s…”
“Alex go to sleep or I will throw you out the window”
“Be back by one!” you hear McGonnell call out as you exit and you all send a series of ‘okays’ her way before the door closes
“What’s the plan?” Alex asks after you take a few paces down the corridor
“I need to go visit Rem…a-and Sirius about the project” you clarify as smirks appear on their faces
Amos nods, taking off his bag “You take this then” he holds it out but Alex grips his wrist
“What? Why does she get it?” he complains, huffing like a little kid
“She has a name” you say teasingly
“Sorry” he kisses your forehead “Why does sunshine get it?” he corrects before looking at you “…better?”
“Much”
“Because” Amos tugs his arm out of Alex’s grip “She…sorry…doll over here won’t convince me to bring a bunch of useless stuff that will get us caught, I mean if it wasn’t for her we would have been found snoozing”
“He’s right. I’m surprised she didn’t hear your snores echoing throughout the castle” you say, accepting the bag and placing it over your shoulder, hugging the strap as you listen to them bicker
“I’m not that loud” Alex maintains
“And I have great self-control” Amos bites back, voice laced with sarcasm
“I swear you two are like an old married couple” you shake your head, giggles escaping your lips at Amos’ gasp
“You’ll find Amos’ taste runs more towards the blonde end of the spectrum” Alex ruffles his friends’ hair, earning nudge and slap to his hand
“Fuck off, at least I have a type, yours is like spinning the wheel of mystery” Amos taunts
“I like diversity” Alex shrugs
“And I’m going to go” You bow out, stepping back from them and beginning to walk away
“Oh, bye doll”
“Bye sunshine”
“Bye chaotic husbands” you wave behind you, giggling to yourself as you hear Alex and Amos continuing to bicker, not about being husbands but, about who would be the better one
You quickly made your way to Gryffindor tower, slowing down as you reached the portrait of the fat lady, she eyes you for a second before speaking “You aren’t one of mine…pretty though” she comments and you look down shying away
“Butterscotch” you say timidly, biting your lip as you peer up at her
She tilts her head, gaze on you unrelenting “What was that dearie?”
“B-butterscotch?” you almost ask, nervous Peter got the password wrong or maybe they changed it…or…
“Who told you the password?” she questions
“Am I allowed in?” you avoid it, you weren’t going to tell on Peter, not when he’d been so sweet to you
“Yes” she smiles, her firm expression softening in an instant
“Wait…what?” you look at her in complete confusion “You’re letting me in?”
“Yes, only because you didn’t blab on your source. If you had I would have made you watch me practice then fall asleep without ever letting you in” she says simply before opening the portrait “Have fun dearie” she shouts as you climb through and you smile, even the portrait was a true Gryffindor
Walking into the common room you couldn’t help but notice how different it was to Hufflepuff. Your entrance was hidden, in fact ironically dingy compared to the interior while Gryffindor’s was rather grand only to lead into a quaint, yet cosy room
“Oh hello!”
You jump at the sound, head whipping over to see Marlene McKinnon and Lily Evans by the fire, various makeup and beauty products surrounding them
You give them a bashful look “Hi”
Lily smiles, green eyes illuminated by the fire, it was no wonder James fell for her she really was something “Y/n right?” she asks sweetly
You nod, stepping towards them
Marlene smirks, hair held up by what looks like chopsticks as she looks you up and down “So you’re the one that’s captured our boy’s attention” she wiggles her eyebrows
Lily nudges her “Don’t mind Marls, she’s just jealous they got to you first”
You let out a nervous giggle “Do you know where Remus is?” you wonder, seeing a flash of something in their eyes, the same thing you saw in Peters
“He’s in his dorm I think, Sirius might be there too or he’s off with Peter and Jami….P-potter…” she corrects before sighing “…doing merlin knows what” her cheeks begin to tint “We’re hiding from them in here. Ironically this is the last place they’ll look” she confesses
You nod, sharing a small look with Marlene at the girls slip up. You would never tell anyone but your friends as the saga of James and Lily was like a real life tv drama and you were all shipping Jilly till the end
“Thank you” you look around the room “How do I get there? This place is so different to mine”
“Up those stairs, along and then down…I know makes no sense but we Gryffindor’s we aren’t meant to be” Marlene grins
“What are the differences between ours and yours?” Lily wonders, blowing on her freshly painted nails
“Mine has lots of plants, and ironically light for being underground. It’s kinda like being in a tree trunk? I don’t know if that makes any sense” your close your eyes, feeling a tad embarrassed for no real reason other than talking to strangers
“That sounds cute. You’ll have to sneak us in sometime sweetheart” Marlene throws a wink your way
Your eyes widen, pressing your lips together and glad there’s no stairs this time
“She’s kidding” Lily assures you “Unless you want to do so of course” she adds and you laugh, the playfulness in her tone surprising you but it’s a welcome one, perhaps her and James aren’t so different
You look towards the dorm stairs “It’s been nice chatting but I need to go back to detention soon so…” you gesture, pointing awkwardly
Lily nods while Marlene rummages to pick up a few products before standing up and walking over to you
“What are you doing?” you mumble as she holds up the what you think are the bottles lip gloss to your lips
She just smiles, finally choosing one “Part your lips for me sweetheart” she asks and you find yourself doing as she says, letting her swipe the gloss over your bottom lip “Do this” she pops her lips
You do it, rubbing your lips together gently
“Perfect now on your way sweetheart” she winks
You feel your face heat as you nod and turn away, quickly heading up the stairs and leaving the two girls somewhat amused
“She’s utterly adorable” Marlene notes sitting back down
Lily hums “She is…you clock she asked for…” she starts, beginning to paint her toenails
“Remus?” Marlene finishes and Lily nods “Yeah I noticed that too…oh and you remember Remus saying she was pretty in charms the other day?” Lily hums in agreement about to say something when Marlene spots someone “Oi Peter!” she shouts scaring the living daylights out of the poor boy
“Merlin Marls don’t do that!” he clutches his chest, breathing heavy
Lily stands helping the boy over to sit with them “You okay Wormy?” she asks softly, rubbing his back to help calm him
He nods “Yeah I’m doing alright now” he eyes Marlene who shrugs innocently before blowing him a kiss “Did you need me for something?” he looks between the two
The girls grin
You walk along the hall, reading the names on each of the doors “Longbottom, Jordon and…I can’t even read that one” you mumble to yourself continuing on to the next door “Brown…Vane…nope” you sigh walking up to the final door, hoping that this is them or you’re in the wrong place “The marauders stay out or risk our wrath” you read, giggling at the sign especially with the ‘just kidding’ written below it followed by a messy ‘or are we?’
Knocking on the door you could hear the sound of running water, and you felt yourself grow a little hot at the thought of Remus in the shower. You knock again, but this time hear a muffled ‘come in’ and you slowly open the door, wincing at the creak caused from how tentatively you were opening it
“Wormtail did you get the…y/n!” Remus’ eyes widen the moment he spots you and your eyes copy at the sight of him shirtless in bed
Turning around quickly you hit your elbow off of the door “I’m…oww…I’m so sorry!” you cringe, panting from your shock and embarrassment…as well as trying to get the pretty sight of his bare chest out of your mind
Remus on the other hand was dead still, looking down at his chest then to you and closing his eyes. He hated his body, if people though his face was scarred and ugly, his chest was much worse, covered in old gashes, scratches and of course the peaking of his original bite marks by his upper hip which he was thankful for his book covering
“It-it’s o-okay” he stutters out placing the book on his nightstand, still processing the why and how you got here “Let me grab a…” he withholds a groan, the aches in his bones from the impending moon not doing him any favours as he leans over his bed to pick up his jumper from the chair
You hear his quiet whines of pain though “A-are you okay?” you ask, not daring to turn around in case he wasn’t just shirtless but completely nude under those covers
“Yes…ahh” he whines, breaths staggering as he feels a sharp pang up his arms and chest
You turn around at that, rushing over to him “Are you okay? What’s wrong?” you kneel down beside the bed, hands finding one of his
Remus’ eye flutter at the contact while his free hand moves to pull the sheets up and cover his bite marks “Yeah, just not having a good day” he admits
You nod, looking at the chair “Were you trying to reach this?” one of your hands leave his to grip the material
He nods timidly and you catch his nervous flicks down do his chest. You don’t say anything, not wishing to draw attention to something he was clearly insecure about, even if you found it rather beautiful in its own way
You hand him the jumper “Thank you” he removes his hands from yours, wincing as he tries to put it on
“Let me” you move up to perch yourself on the edge of his bed “Hands up if you can” you say sweetly with a smile Remus could watch forever
He raises his arms as high as he can, allowing you to slip the jumper on smoothly and much softer than he could himself. He found he loved the slight babying of your actions, the singular attention, the lack of judgement on features he deemed flawless, the dare he say love in your actions, and the blissful feeling of your knuckles running down his sides as you pulled down the jumper’s hem
Yet he can’t stop himself from apologising
“Sorry”
“Why?” you ask so innocently he could cry on the spot
Although he adored the assistance, adored you, he couldn’t help but remember that if you chose him you very well may be caring for him the rest of your life
“Inconvenience” he whispers, not bothering to mask his vulnerability as he pulls at the end of his sleeves
You take his hands again, unsure of what you were doing or if this was a cross in some boundary, only thing you knew was your heart told you this was the right thing to do
“Don’t say that. You never need to apologise for being unwell” you tell him, wearing that smile again
Unwell
You just assumed it was chronic, that this was just a bad day and that he wasn’t really a monster. A monster that wouldn’t care if he loved you and kill you just the same. A monster who lay in the bed ill while an innocent puff of a red riding hood looked after him…the big bad wolf
“Rem” you squeeze his rougher hand with yours while the other cups his cheek
For once he was thankful for his heighten scenes as he could hear the sweet rhythm of your heart, the electric touch of skin of his and your scent which was near intoxicating, like a drug specifically made to comfort him.
His nerves begin to dissipate and instead he savours each second of your touch, your presence, your scent…
“Yeah?” he whispers, eyes flicking across your face, resisting the urge of your lips, so shiny and alluring, and instead lets his heart ache at how much care is in your soft gaze
“You spaced out” you inform him with a smile on your face, silently thanking Marlene in the back of your mind
“Oh” he chuckles, head subconsciously tilting into your hand briefly before his eyebrow furrow “Why are you here?” he asks softly but your hand still slips from his cheek, coldness spreading across it at the loss of contact but little did he know your fingers felt the same
“I came earlier before detention…but it took a while to find someone and I was going to be a little late so Peter gave me the password” your eyes drift down to the blanket covering him on the way “I see the…” you make bunny ears “…’borrowed’ blankets are being put to good use” you note, smiling at the red fuzzy material
When Remus first watched your gaze fall he panicked, self-conscious that you would ask about his scars but then he chuckled, realising of course you, beautiful, big hearted you wouldn’t do such a thing, nor be so intrusive. His heart warmed at the playfulness in your voice, as well as the fact Peter must trust you if he confessed what he was really up to this morning
“You ever had borrowed blankets?” he wonders yet your little smile already tells him the answer “You stole blankets?” he asks, adoring your bashful look at the softest accusation known to wizard
You nod and he smiles, the pain of the moon still there yet was duller in your presence, as you distracted him from it and made him feel normal, just like a certain deer, rat and dog did
“I’d love to say it was Alex and Amos’ idea” you confess and his smile turns prideful
“You what to know something?” you nod “Remember last year when all those bully’s hair turned pink?”
“That was your idea?” your eyes widen in the best way, the practically shine
“Prongs…sorry James, and Sirius wanted to make them bald but I thought that was a bit far” he tells you with a small wink
“There hair is still pinkish” you giggle
“Better than bald…besides pinks pretty” he defends his actions softly
“Pretty in pink” he chuckles “You know they bullied me and Alex too so technically you’re my hero”
Now his eyes widen “Should have gone with bald then” he jokes yet hopes you hear the underlying, I’ll be your hero anytime my love
Your giggles warm his heart and your hand hold his a little tighter, merlin he could swear you’ve also shuffled closer on the bed
As the laughs die down you smile sadly “I can’t stay long” you inform him, blues evident in your voice and Remus’ heart flutters and aches at that, gloomy you’re leaving yet glad you’ll miss him
“You never did tell me why you dropped by? Like my company that much puppy?” he asks coyly, a smirk appearing as he can hear your heart stutter like your breath at the petname
“Maybe” you whisper so quietly it’s almost a thought, of course unbeknownst to you he hears it and has to hold in the biggest smile “I…came to ask if you and Sirius got the yarn…and if I could maybe grab it?”
His eyes widen, nodding right away but as he tries to get up he groans, pink spreading across his cheeks and feeling embarrassed he can’t even get up properly with the pre-moon ache in his bones
“Hey” your hand slips from his and you gently push him back down by the shoulders “Tell me where it is and I’ll get it”
Your touch and voice are as kind as you, so kind he settles just a little “It’s in the top drawer of that cabinet over there” he points, cheek now more of a light red
You smile, moving off the bed and walking over while Remus watches fondly, finally getting a look at your outfit, and how cute you look it in, almost certain it’s the same cardigan from your first meeting.
You gently pull the drawer open, eyes searching inside before you pull out a bunch of rusty red yarn, your eyes linger in the drawer though, hand reaching in once more and pulling out some yellow, almost muster coloured yarn
“Could you not decide?” you jest just a little, heart fluttering at the thought of them buying your house colour
The knuckle of his finger comes up to wipe his cheek, almost to try and wipe away the blush before it settles below his ear “We drew up a concept in red but then we saw the yellow…and thought of you” he admits, sending your heart into overdrive
Remus can not only hear it too but see your appreciative smile, fingers fiddling with the yellow, eyes fixated on it with a hinting of an idea in them when you turn back to him
“Can I take both?” you ask
Again, he nods right away “Of course”
You smile brightly, moving back around to your previous position and taking a seat “It’s pretty” you tell him, meeting his eyes
“It is” he replies looking right at you
Your breath hitches, eyes flicking down and around, feeling a little silly such a simple thing made you flustered while Remus reveals in it
“I’m going to start working on it tonight” you start and he feels himself freeze, hoping you aren’t going to ask him to join, his heart couldn’t bear to tell you no, nor see your disappointment “I was going to ask you to work on it after detention but I think Amos has this thing planned” he relaxes, thank you Amos “You okay?”
His eyes widen, realising his sigh of relief was a little too loud “Yeah, just achy” he gestures to his arms
Your hands act before your brain can think, sliding up the sleeve if his jumper and softly rubbing his skin. Remus’ stares at you in a happy shock until you freeze, mouth like a fish opening and closing
“Sorry” you pull your hands away, but Remus grabs them
“Sorry” he lets go this time, cringing just like you and he closes his eyes, feeling embarrassed before he hears it
A giggle
Not one of mocking but more of you laughing at how equally awkward and shy you are, and when he opens his eyes he starts chuckling too. Laughing with you came so naturally, so much when his hand brushes with yours a little he takes it, interlinking them with no hesitation
His fingers fiddle with yours as the laughter dies down “Rem?” you gain his attention
“Yeah love?” the name slips out easily and the smile you wear after is his world
“Is there anything that does help the aching?” you wonder, a little crinkle between your eyebrows
He thinks for a moment, feeling a little sick about the idea of lying completely so he tells you the truth with one minorly big detail left out “There are charms for it, they soothe the pain but I don’t have the strength to continually cast them and potions are…a little expensive” he admits, the last part lower
You nod “Well, I was going to ask if you wanted to work on charming the yarn tomorrow, I wish I had time right now but maybe you could teach me some of them?” you ask
His heart warms, so much he almost feels breathless “Yeah, need to be in the afternoon or evening” he tells you, hoping to merlin the moon will be kind and he’ll be okay
“Of course, I’m going to Hogsmeade tomorrow morning with my friends…and merlin knows what Alex and Amos have planned for me once I get…” you head turns towards the clock, your smile dropping to a sad one as you turn back
“You need to go” he says with a similar expression
“Yeah…” you nod yet your hand lingers in his “…you mentioned earlier you made a concept?”
He nods, never letting go of your hand as he leans forward to grab it from the little pile of papers nested on his bed beside him
“Here” he hands it to you and you notice the red paint on his hand “I’m sorry about the scribbles Sirius and I worked on its last thing in class yesterday” he explains
“You can tell Sirius hi from me too” you giggle reading the note
“Will do” he nods with a chuckle “We would have shown you but I wanted to colour it first” he adds, cheeks tinting ever so slightly
“It’s pretty” you say looking right at him, just like he did earlier before looking down at the parchement “It’s very well done” your fingers glaze over it
Remus wanted nothing more in that moment than to kiss you, grab your face and kiss you…maybe even more than kiss you…but could you blame him? Your slightly parted lips holding the smallest quirk of a smile, they were a little chapped from when he would see you chewing on them in concentration, yet they shined, and he knew they would feel so soft if he could just reach out and run his rougher fingers along them…press his lips to yours.
“Rem?” you tilt your head but he continues to stare into nowhere although nowhere looked awfully like your lips “Rem?” you prompt
Your hand moves to cup his and the moment your skin meet his you’ve brought him back to reality “Sorry” he shakes his head, cheeks tinting quickly like he was caught in the act and he was…he so was “Getting a little spacy. Must be tired” he waves it off, hoping you understand
And you do “I’ll leave you to sleep then” you give his hand a squeeze before you let go and stand up
His heart aches at your leaving but he knows you have to…yet, you aren’t leaving?
His breath hitches as your lips meet his forehead, a tender hand placed in the back on his head for a mere moment before it’s all gone
“Take care of yourself” you tell him before turning, but he clocks your bashful expression before you almost rush towards the door with the yarn and paper
“Bye love” he manages to get out, it’s short, brief and breathless and he’s scared you don’t clock it as the door begins to close
But the door stops at just a crack “Bye Rem” your voice similar, slipping through softly like a wisp in the wind then the door clicks closed
The moment it does Remus wears the giddiest, biggest smile, flopping back on the bed and letting his head hit the pillow. His fingers coming up and grazing the skin. It felt like his first kiss all over again and yet you had only kissed his forehead, he could only imagine what it feels like to really kiss you. His head fell to the side, not clocking the shower stopping as he grasps your book, pulling it to his chest and holds it tightly, like he’s holding a part of you when his chin tucks over it
He doesn’t hear the bathroom door open either, revealing Sirius in just a towel, crunching his curls with the shirt James specifically told him not to use.
Sirius eyes his friend, smiling yet there’s a dull ache in his chest as he feels like he’s been thrown back in time
That dumb smile…that dumb beautiful smile that he could describe as lovesick
The smile he wore when Sirius kissed him for the first time, the same smile he himself wore time and time again until that horrid night. The one where he threw away it all in an instant, knowing he’d never be the reason for that smile again
Although maybe there was a chance for him to find it again, or at least let himself be open to it. If Remus could heal, let that girl from the bookshop into his heart like something from a fairy tale, then he could too. He knew you were special, he still wasn’t sure in what way but his heart was ready if it was love once more
“That must be some book” he comments amused and chuckling as his friend jumps out of his skin
Remus’ breaths are heavy as he sits up, a small well of guilt in his stomach forming “You’re an arsehole” he huffs, finally looking at his friend, eyes lingering on his glistening chest as he clocks the tattoo on his upper hip
Sirius smirks at that “Eyes up here Moons” he pokes his cheek with his tongue
Remus lets out a laugh, cheeks a fame for the, hell, he didn’t know what time this afternoon “I’m surprised you didn’t get it redone” he nods to the ink
Sirius’ eyes drift down to the very shoddily done stick n’ poke, his first tattoo and done by the boy in front of him “Your fault it’s shit” he laughs, moving to sit on the bed next to Remus’ facing him
“My fault!?” Remus laughs “You’re the one that squealing the entire time”
“Was not” Sirius defends himself, his own cheeks brushing with colour
“Were too” Remus moves around to face him, book still firmly on his now crossed lap “It took us the whole night to finish it. You were such a baby”
“I was not a baby!”
“Yes you were” Sirius huffs at that like a child so Remus teases him further “Least I didn’t cry”
The boy scoffs “Yeah but you’ll find you have a certain genetic advantage”
“Nah. I think you’re just a baby”
“Prick”
“Wank” Remus rebuts before they burst out laughing
The laughter is familiar for them both, and for a moment Remus forgets about the triangle only he knew he was in. While for Sirius things finally felt normal for the first time since they got back as he had been worried Remus was angry at him this week, acting a little weird and not just moon is due weird
As the laughter dies down Sirius looks at the door then back to Remus “Did someone come in? I could swear I heard muffled sounds in the shower…just hope it wasn’t next door again” he wiggles his shoulders remembering
“Not next door thank merlin” Remus copies him, never would the look at them the same again “Y/n dropped by” he confesses, not missing the way Sirius’ eyes light up
“And I missed her?” Remus nods causing Sirius to sigh “If I’d known she was dropping by I wouldn’t have bothered doing my whole routine” he sulks, groaning as he flops backwards, legs parting ever so slightly
Remus’ guilt was put on hold as he raises his hand laughing “Pads mate…”
Sirius props himself up on his elbows, realising soon enough what his friend was referring too and closing his legs “Not like you haven’t seen it before” he winks
Remus’ feels his cheeks grow hot “The context was very different back then” he says, a smile grazing his face
“Wait” Sirius finally fully registers that you, a Hufflepuff, were in his dorm “How did y/n get up here?” he smirks, more than impressed
“Wormtail gave her the password this morning” Remus tells him
Sirius lets an ‘ah’ before asking “Did she just leave?” he gestures to the door, and if Remus knows Sirius which he’s sure he does he’s thinking of running after her
“Yeah but she’s heading back to detention now. She grabbed the yarn and our sketch before she left though”
“Oh yeah…forgot the puffs had detention today…sunshine classic” he chuckles to himself before seeing Remus wince “You alright?” he asks, tone shifting drastically
“Yeah could you…” he starts but Sirius is already on it “Thank you” he sighs in relief the moment the spell is cast
“Anything for you moony” Sirius gives him a smile, now sitting beside him on the bed “Did she like the yellow yarn?” he wonders
There is it was again, anything for him…merlin was Remus conflicted
“Yeah she loved it” Remus nods, as does Sirius who wears a delighted smile at the knowledge “She says hi by the way” he adds and watches as Sirius’ smile widens, weirdly as nervous as it made Remus he didn’t regret it, he would never regret making Sirius Black smile
“Y/n mention or say anything else?” he asks, placing his wand in his mouth while he bunches up his hair and twists it before taking his wand and twirling it around into a messy bun
Remus watches him in awe, he’s seen it hundreds of times but still found the simple act impressive, especially since he watched Lily try to do the same thing for two hours straight in the library once before throwing her wand...and yes, it was proceeded by him sneaking her to Hogsmeade to get it fixed
“She’s going to start on the knitting tonight” Sirius’ head snaps up “Don’t worry she, Alex and Amos have something planned” his shoulders relax
“Good, she say anything about…” Sirius waves his hand in front of him
Remus lets out a chuckle, swatting his hand “Only if I was okay” he can’t stop the smile on his face so he looks down at the book, fingers lining the covers edge “She’s going to come tomorrow afternoon or evening though”
“That’s good, give us and you time to rest in the morning” Sirius nods, eyes drawn to the book as well “You really like that book don’t ya?” he notes, eyes flicking up to meet Remus’
Out of everyone Remus hadn’t talked about it to Sirius one on one, he explained the plot to James, and Peter…although Peter was a rat and enjoying cheese at the time so who knows if he was listening, but not Sirius. If anything, he’d avoided until now a one on one with him in general…what a shitty friend I am
“I do” he nods firmly “It’s a good book, good plot, characters” his eyes return to the book
“And the girl who sold it to you was really something” Sirius adds, earning another nod and funny smile from Remus “You should go home at Christmas and meet her again…maybe ask for her address to write or those muggle phone numbers” he suggests and the guilt in Remus’ stomach returns
If we were going to tell him now’s the time
“Sirius…” he starts but loses his words the moment he looks into those grey eyes
“Yeah Moons?” he smiles, though it soon morphs to concern “What’s wrong?”
“Y-Sh-ugh” he can’t do it “Can you cast the spell again?” he asks, eyes a little glossy as Sirius nods right away, pulling the wand out of his hair and begins to cast the spell with care
“I got you Moons”
I am a horrible person
You smiled all the way back to McGonagall’s class room, hugging the strap to Amos’ bag which held the yarn and concept design as you had your own idea. You were going to make Remus his own jumper, one which would soothe his pain, help him…a gift you would make with love and without the knitting charm. Actually, you would have to thank Mrs Jamison next time you saw her for all those lessons she gave you…
What the hell are they doing?
“Hey sunshine!” Alex greets waddling sideways with Amos holding what you realise is a rather large and fancy telescope
“Hi?” you shake your head “Didn’t you give me the bag for this exact eventuality?” you wonder with a giggle
They place it down “Yes doll but we always planned to bring this” Amos explains patting it
“A telescope?” you confirm
“Yes”
“A telescope” you say again
“Yeah” Amos shrugs alongside Alex
“Can I ask why?”
“Yes, but we have five minutes to get this thing in that bag before we need to get back in there so we’ll answer it after sunshine” Alex says, pointing at the telescope and then the bag
You eye the bag, taking it off your shoulders and trying to do the math “I know it’s extendable but I think even that has limits” you state, the muggle part of your brain exploding
“She has a point actually” Alex scratches the back of his head “I don’t think you’ve thought this all the way through Ams” he says to the boy who scoffs
“Me?” he places a hand to his chest “You’re a part of this plan too”
“Yes, but he never thinks things through” you cut in
“Cheeky” Alex eyes you before turning back to Amos “But she’s right…me not thinking before acting is the reason we have this detention”
“Okay whatever” Amos puts his hands up “Just trust me…please” he pleads when you and Alex give him a look “Take one end of the bag each and open it up”
You and Alex do as he says, taking one end of the satchel each and moving apart, lips parting and looking down at it in awe as the opening grows
“Place it on the floor” Amos instructs “Alex help me lift and doll you guide us”
After almost dropping the telescope along with Alex in, the boys finally line it up properly and slide it into place
“That is what you call a convenient side pocket” you note looking down into the bag while Alex and Amos take an end each closing up the bag until it looked like a regular one again
“You can thank my dad for that” Amos says “Won it in a card game against some wizard with a…what’s those things called again…nifflers?”
You and Alex freeze for a moment ‘no?…no!’ you mouth, both of your faces morphing into awe before needing to hold your chuckles
“What?” Amos asks, wrapping the bag around him, looking a little confused
“Nothing mate, we’ll tell you later. Can’t keep Minnie bo binny…oh hello Min-a-bin-a-McGonagall” Alex says, correcting himself terribly and just nodding at the end, accepting that it was in fact terrible
“Please come in” is all she says, rolling her eyes at your friends but when you pass she gives you a quick smile
“Miss?” you call as you take your seat
“Yes Miss Y/l/n?” she tilts her head
“Can I work on my charms project?”
She looks surprised but agrees “I don’t see why not” she glances at Alex and Amos “You boys take charms as well correct?” they nod “You may work as a group, quietly”
Alex and Amos stand, moving to join your table. As the sit on either side, Alex reaches into his satchel, grabbing some parchment and quills for you all while you silently ask Amos for his bag to get the plans Remus gave you earlier
There’s only the occasional whisper passed between the three of you. Amos was busy sketching or writing something, something being the word as he was hunched over in complete concertation and his arm blocking whatever it was from view. Alex, surprisingly, did some work, even if he did purposely bother you and write on your page a few times…and got pinched when he spilt his ink in what he whispered was an artistic technique for his own project
“What do you think?” you whisper, gaining both Amos and Alex’s attention leaning back on the stool so they could see your sketch, heavily inspired by Sirius and Remus’ but still, you deemed this one more remus-y compared the original that screamed Sirius
“Love it sunshine” Alex gives your leg a quick squeeze
You and he turn to Amos for his thoughts but find him digging in his bag. Your eyebrows furrow, glancing up to check the professor wasn’t looking…although if the telescope fell out you all would be in bigger trouble than a simple detention
“Ams” Alex hisses as quietly as he can
“One…moment” Amos says quietly yet casually “Ah-ha” he pulls out a tin, a paintbrush and a small strand of yarn that had frayed off the end “Looks great doll but you should colour it to get the real effect” he places them all down
You heart warms “Thanks Amos” you kiss his cheek
His nose scrunches, waving his hand modestly “No problem doll”
“He gives you paints along with a shitty old brush and gets a kiss, while I have a healing book for your boyfriend and I get nah da?” Alex whisper shouts, although if any of you were paying attention you would see the look of amusement on your professor’s face as she graded papers
“I can give you one now?” you offer
“Meaning…less” you kiss his cheek as he huffs
“Forgiven?” you ask, fluttering your eyelashes at him
“For now…” he smiles and you nudge him
Around half an hour later detention was coming to a close and you were finished with the painting, but sadly you didn’t have any time to ask their opinions when the professor stands up
“Congratulations you made it through” she comments earning giggles from the three of you “I’ll see you, Miss y/l/n and Mr McConnell on Monday and I’ll see you Mr Diggory same time next Saturday” she smiles
You, Alex and Amos all nod, quickly gathering your stuff but you keep the sketch in your hand
“Bye miss” you give her a smile as you leave
“Bye” Amos waves backwards as he follows you
“Bye Min-a-miss” Alex says, stopping and looking at the professor at the door, cringing quite a bit “You don’t know whether to hate me or love me, do you?”
“After 7 years and knowing someone terrifying similar you would be right, but the answer is both…always both” she replies and with that Alex joins you and Amos out in the hall
“We ready to go?” Alex clasps his hands but then clocks your drawing “Aww that looks so great!”
You smile “You were right Amos, it looks so much better with colour” you look at your friend, giving him a little hug
“He’s going to love it” he tells you giving your hair a quick kiss
“No no no…” Alex pulls you into him “Remmys gonna love it” Alex teases earning a light smack in the stomach
“Stop” you whine with a slight laugh “So are you two going to tell me why we need the telescope now?”
They grin
“Well doll do you know what astro event is happening tonight?” Amos poses looking awfully proud next to Alex who wears an equal if now more smug expression
You look at them a little sceptically “You mean the full moon?” you say, letting out a tiny laugh
“Walked right into that one, didn’t we?” Alex looks towards Amos
“Little bit yeah” he agrees both looking at each other for one second longer than necessary before the turn back to you at the same time resuming their earlier demeanour “There are two astro related event tonight…”
“…and we happen to have charmed telescope to see the cooler one” Alex finishes
You look at them for a moment, eyes flicking between them “Charmed telescope?” you ask but then you figure it out “Ohhh” you press your hand to your head “That was the bribe?” they nod “I thought you were planning to steal a diamond or commit murder” you start laughing and they laugh with you
“Well technically this telescope is illegal in Britain” Alex informs you amidst chuckles before his head tilts “Although…” oh no you know that although “We should do a big heist again maybe not murder…although that cun…” he stops himself and takes a breath “…Lastrange would deserve it”
“Yeah we haven’t done one in ages” Amos agrees “Alright we’ll put it on the list of things to do but for now the hideout”
You giggle at your friends “Ooo we can finally use the little enchanted terrace on the roof!” you grow excited
“That’s a great idea” Alex taps his nose then points to you “And a greater idea is we should head to the kitchens first and nick a bunch of goodies”
“That is a greater idea” you nod as does Amos and with that you all head off towards the kitchens
“Hideout on a full moon looking at the stars and planets…”
“Plus knitting” you butt in softly
Alex points to the sky “…looking at the stars and planets whilst y/n knits like a little granny…ouch…what could go wrong” he shrugs with a smile
You and Amos stop walking and look at one another while Alex continues walking knowing full well he’s messing with the two of you because what could go wrong…right?
“Well that was ominous as all fuck”
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Note: Translation is not 100% accurate. Expect grammatical errors.
// : alternate translation | ⫘⫘ : flashback
Man passing by: "This guy? Oh no, I've never seen him before. By the way, this portrait is so good."
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Women in the market: "Oh, I think I remember that one. That's exactly what I saw near Emma's bookstore."
Women in the market: "By the way, who did this portrait? It's very pretty, I like it."
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An elderly man passing by: "Oh, yeah. You'll see this guy often at the bar across the street. He tends to start drinking every evening."
An elderly man passing by: "By the way, this picture is brilliant. You have captured the characteristics of the person, and at the same time, it is charming."
An elderly man passing by: "I bet the person you drew is a mischievous and lovely young lady, hahaha!"
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Emma: "So it turns out that Prince Gilbert is looking for someone who is a regular at the tavern…"
Emma: "I see that Prince Gilbert's paintings are lovely!"
Gilbert: "Hey, little rabbit. Are you picking fights with me?"
Emma: "No! I just gathered testimony and made statements based on facts."
We went into a café with a view of the bar and had to kill time with Prince Gilbert until the person we were looking for showed up.
On the table, we ordered pastries, tea, and...
Then there are the improvised portraits of the person drawn by Prince Gilbert.
(The picture depicts a man in his 40s, but for some reason, he is deformed in a cute and charming way...)
Gilbert: "I wonder. Like the last old man... I'll hit my pinky on the corner of the table today and break a bone, probably."
Emma: "I'm afraid that when Prince Gilbert says it, it's really going to happen."
Gilbert: "Well, it's okay. I've made progress thanks to you. Thanks for your help."
(I think Prince Gilbert could have done it by himself if he had asked around.)
The people in the city do not know that Gilbert is a Prince of Obsidian.
If you don't know anything about him, everyone will gladly give him information because he is a nice young man with a refreshing smile.
Emma: "Who is this man?"
Gilbert: "Secret."
Emma: ". . . . ."
Gilbert: "I won't tell you even if you look at me like that. Because you won't be involved in this forever."
(I lent a hand without thinking, but I wonder if it's okay.)
Cafe clerk: "Thank you for waiting. Here is the cake for your birthday."
(Oh, here it comes.)
The waitress brought a pure white whole cake decorated with roses made of sugar candy.
Gilbert: "I knew you were ordering something in secret."
Emma: "It's your birthday today, isn't it?"
Gilbert: "You remembered."
Emma: "In many ways, it is unforgettable."
Last year, the celebration itself was a trap by Prince Gilbert.
(But I don't feel any ill will this year.)
I have accumulated memories with Prince Gilbert, even though it was only for a short time.
Though he is a prince of an enemy nation who was and still is trying to trample on Rhodolite.
Apart from that title, he has a strange charm that makes it hard for me to dislike him.
Gilbert: "You never learn."
Gilbert: "You'll be betrayed by me just like last year, you know?"
Emma: "Then please don't betray me. This cake is exquisite, isn't it?"
Gilbert: "Ahaha, are you trying to bribe me with this?"
Emma: "I didn't mean to... But let me celebrate your birthday honestly at least."
Gilbert: "I don't think you're dealing with the right person."
Emma: ". . . . ."
Gilbert: "But I'll take your good will, little rabbit."
Gently softening his eyes, Prince Gilbert makes me hold his own fork.
Emma: "... What's this?"
Gilbert: "I'm waiting for an 'ahh'?"
Emma: "I don't want to."
Gilbert: "Oh, do I have to tell you again?"
(To do or to be forced to do...)
There are eyes all around. Prince Gilbert is a conspicuous looking man, so I felt glances here and there.
(I'm too embarrassed... But I don't think I can refuse, and the other person is the main character of today's birthday...)
I scoop out a hearty portion of cake and bring it to his smiling, cheery mouth.
I felt like I cut it into too big a piece, but it fit nicely in Prince Gilbert's mouth.
Emma: "How do you like it?"
Gilbert: "One more bite."
(It's like a birthday present until you enjoy teasing me.)
I feel like crying, but I continue to feed the cake to him without a care in the world.
I could feel my face heating up, as if we were like lovers, but Prince Gilbert was unconcerned.
Gilbert: "I wasn't into sweets before, but I got a taste for it here at Rhodolite."
Gilbert: "Now I like sweets. It's your fault, isn't it?"
Emma: "... I'm glad you liked it."
(I wonder why Prince Gilbert's jokes are always bad for the heart.)
Prince Gilbert, who had been smiling happily, suddenly turns his eyes out the window.
I felt the atmosphere change for a moment, and I followed his gaze.
A person resembling the man in the painting was just entering the bar.
Gilbert: "After we've eaten everything, shall we go somewhere else?"
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Emma: "That man... He drinks all alone, doesn't he?"
Gilbert: "It seems so. It's lonely."
Prince Gilbert and I proceed to drink the pomegranate juice at a blind spot from the man seated at the counter.
Prince Gilbert's appearance was the same as when we were at the café, but I was strangely nervous.
(Maybe it's because it looks like I'm following you.)
Hmmm... When I unconsciously took a breath, Prince Gilbert put down his glass and crossed his arms.
Gilbert: "Hey, little rabbit. Has anything changed around you lately?"
Emma: "Things that have changed..."
Emma: ". . . . ."
It's not that I don't have an idea. In fact, my heart was in turmoil, wondering 'how did he know?'.
Gilbert: "Whatever you have to say, just say it."
(I've never told anyone about it.)
Prompted by a friendly smile, I hesitantly opened my mouth.
Emma: "I think it's just my imagination, but sometimes I can feel someone's gaze on me."
Emma: "On the way home from the bookstore... I turned around, but there was no one there..."
Gilbert: "Oh, is that your stalker?"
Emma: "... I don't know."
Gilbert: "You're so cute." // "You're pretty."
Emma: "Is that so...?"
Gilbert: "Yeah, probably the type who unknowingly loses every guy she meets."
(Am I being teased again?)
When I raised my eyebrows, Prince Gilbert chuckled unusually.
Gilbert: "But don't worry. I don't think you'll ever feel the gaze again."
Emma: "How did you--"
Emma: ". . . . ."
(... Oh, that's strange…)
(I didn't drink alcohol, but…)
(Oh my God, I suddenly feel so sleepy...)
Gilbert: "Because you're my only prey. …Right?"
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Today on P5T, we finish the DLC, get cranky at logistics, mentally subtract one from Akira’s assumed god-murder total, and I start gathering up everyone for a roadtrip to go lay on the floor of the Atlus Headquarters until they think about their writing choices.
Before we head off to the finale, we chat a little more about Luca and Guernica, as well as why Goro was investigating the graffiti in the first place. Apparently the police asked for his help to look into it because they were getting frustrated at their own lack of progress. It must suck for them, to not be able to find Guernica or the Phantom Thieves. XD Doesn’t explain how he knew about the Arsène mural in a back alley, tho. People in Yongen seem too chill to call the cops over that sort of thing.
I don’t actually remember what it was that he said, but I was given a dialogue option to agree with him, and when I took it…
Careful, Goro. You almost sound like your real self, there. ^_^
He also makes a comment about how, even if he didn’t want to help Luca, Akira would have made him anyway.
I wanted to be a little shit, but I opted for asking him to show off instead.
Now that the mural is complete, it’s actually really beautiful. The three pieces recombined, and dissolved into light, which was absorbed into Luca. We also learn Guernica’s real name, and Luca prepares to open a hole directly into the villains’ lair.
Meanwhile, in the lair itself, Jerri is still being a huge bitch, and also apparently hates art.
She’s trying her best to delete every memory of Luca from Guernica’s heart, so by the time we get there, things are very dire. The world took the thing Guernica loved most, and now she’s been fully warped into wanting to destroy the whole world as retribution.
We fight Guernica to a standstill, and Luca finally, finally gets through to her. Jerri tries to throw a fit, but Sumi is not letting anyone interrupt this moment between sisters.
Luca returns the light of Guernica’s first mural and restores her to normal, and then fades out, her task accomplished. That just leaves Guernica herself, who is pissed at Jerri.
And Jerri is doing herself no favors in response.
Goro… really shouldn’t know that the gods are real at this point, but he’s excused because it’s pretty badass to just flat-out say it to her face like that. XDDD
Jerri is not a god, Jerri is a minion at best, but she still transforms for one last final boss battle that makes it pretty obvious who her master is.
...I’m losing it a little over the fact that she’s still just named “Jerri”, though.
The paint mechanics shift again, this time introducing black paint that we’re not allowed to walk on at all. The whole battlefield is covered at the start, but as Jerri summons enemies, and Guernica backs us up with her paint gun to create a path, the boss is eventually within reach. After a certain amount of her health is depleted, she resets the battlefield to a new configuration and new black paint, and we go again.
Third battlefield is the charm, and despite Jerri’s claims that she’s in control, Guernica understands now that this is her world, and she’s the one with the power.
I’m not sure what I was expecting. Maybe something a little more dramatic, considering the full capabilities of imagination, but this works too! One last rainbow-painted battlefield where no one has any cover at all. Shoutout to Goro and World’s End for chewing through a ton of her hp. And so Jerri falls, and her giant mock-god form dissolves back to the bird.
Jerri vanishes, and dear god, are we really not getting any more than that regarding her identity?
...thanks for confirming, Sumi.
Guernica talks a little more about how she’s can feel Luca in her heart, and that she’ll always be with her. It makes Sumi tear up, but she’s not sure why it’s affecting her so much. How close was she to breaking through Maruki’s bullshit? Man, if we’d just kept this conversation going for a couple more minutes, we might have done it.
Akira gets a dialogue option to tell Guernica that he’s a fan of hers now, and she’s thrilled. Everyone promises to see each other again one day, and Guernica sends them back to the real world.
...she’s so pretty.
I have to wonder if this is a similar situation to Toshiro. Her eyes aren’t shadow-gold, so I’m assuming this is the real deal. In which case, she’s very chill about being in another world. I’m thinking this place is closest to a Stronghold. Something to protect the core of her heart. And Luca was part of that protection, when she couldn’t protect herself.
We get a brief confirmation that Jerri was in fact working for Salmael, and he’s sending her back to the void because no, Jerri, killing all of humanity is not the kind of tranquility he’s going for. We never actually see him or any of his dialogue, but this is definitely his weird clockwork kingdom.
So what you’re telling me, Atlus, is that there were two active gods in Tokyo in November. Plus Azathoth already actively screwing with Maruki’s head. PLUS Enlil’s cinema and all that nonsense that the Thieves don’t remember. November was an absolute fucking mess. It’s a wonder the whole city didn’t just poof out of existence from the strain.
My actual point here is that I’m trying to wrap my brain around how Salmael and Yaldabaoth are going to coexist ruling over humanity. I guess absolute control can mesh with self-preservation instincts, but it’s funnier to imagine God Wars. XD
Anyway, I wonder how long we’ve been gone this ti–
I want you all to understand that I blurted “NO” out loud.
This is CHEATING, Atlus, you damn cowards, you set this story in November and refuse to commit to the consequences of that. I loved this DLC, I loved the story and the music and the character interactions, but this last two minutes was just… complete disappointment. At least the games that involve the Abyss of Time are justified in no one remembering anything.
The graffiti Goro came to investigate is gone, so he decides to just leave. You came all the way here to Yongen and aren’t going to stick around for longer than two minutes (from your perspective)?
And what time is it? It was afternoon before, as far as I could tell, but Guernica’s done a whole new piece, and the news claims it appeared “overnight”. Is this a weird memory retcon thing on a massive scale, or have we been gone all night and just don’t notice that we’re missing like 12 hours? Morgana’s watching the news report when Akira gets back to Leblanc, but he doesn’t comment on Akira being gone, just implies that they’re running late need to leave, before Sojiro gets upset. So like… late for school? Is it the next morning???? Atlus I’m begging for just a crumb of a sense of time anywhere in this game.
It’s cool art, though. :)
The credits are cool, with little floating paint blobs, and afterwards, we get a brief scene of Toshiro watching the news. His father notes that he seems too interested in the graffiti, and he brushes it off as ‘petty vandalism’… before immediately going back to watching the news intently.
And that is the ending of the DLC! Now I can go get those last few personas for my compendium, and run NG+ merciless mode–
……….are you KIDDING ME, ATLUS.
Fine. Time to call down World’s End to just murder everything. Goro’s gonna be my strongest teammate forever.
It also unlocked challenge maps, with specific character and skill presets for each one. I tried the first one, and not only is it difficult, but all of a sudden, friendly fire is active for AOE spells, so that is bizarre. We’ll see if I can figure those out another day.
For now, time to go not think about how I’d change that ending. :P
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I had a pretty nice day. And we got to end it with our signed contracts and getting the inspections scheduled. It is starting to feel more real and I'm getting to feel a little more excited.
I slept okay but not as well. I had very strange dreams. About exploring the basement of our building and moving and all those things my brain is working though. I let myself wake up naturally again and woke up around 930 and didn't feel amazing but I felt okay.
I had things to do before Naomi and Kim came over. She had texted me asking if I had green fabric and I said I would pull out some cheistmasy fabrics for us.
I would have eggsalad again and would pick up some stuff. I would take a hair drto the tops of my candles to try and fix a few imperfections. This did not work as well as I was hoping but I still think they look great and I'm very proud of them. I'm excited to give them as gifts.
I would do a lot of knitting today. And was able to finish all the pieces for one whole side of the blanket I'm making and I'm thrilled about that. I would do that basically on and off all morning.
I did some cleaning and played with sweetp and just enjoyed being home where it was warm and not outside where it was grey and gross. I encouraged James to take the car to work because of the weather and I'm glad they did because it was gross today and would start raining pretty soon after I got up. It was just grey and sad outside all day. It's still pouring now actually.
Kim would text me a little after 1 when her and Naomi arrived. I came down to get them and Naomi was clearly excited. Rushed right upstairs.
Sweetp was being very friendly and lovey which was really cute. And I love how much Kim and Naomi love him. He would hang with us some of the time they were here but he also would just do his own thing.
We had lot of work today. And that was awesome. I didn't want to be belittling or anything but I wanted to go over some basics and skills that seem really easy but take some skills. Like cutting the fabric and threading the needle but also just using a fabric tape measure. And I was able to go over a bunch of my tools like tailors chalk and pinking sheers and it was fun.
We started with a shirt and that went really well I also had Naomi do a blanket stitch around the collar because it's fleece and it makes it look more finished. And she did an excellent job. We would next use some cotton and I showed her how to sew down the hems first and then attach the pieces and that one would be a little jacket.
Finally we would work on a little scarf for one of the plushies that just has to big of a head. But he looks great! And we were just loving the way this scarf turned out. Honestly I could seriously see all the progression Naomi is making and I was having so much fun showing her everything. And she was able to use the sewing machine almost completely independently. I am thrilled. I hope to show her how to use her own someday!
Her mom was also just really nice to talk to. Kim is very sweet and I told her about the house and she wished us luck and she made me feel a little more excited.
I am still trying to not be to excited but I won't lie, I am excited. I've been saving ideas of painting and furniture and all that fun stuff and I'm just really excited to start figuring things out. I dont want to be disappointed but I don't think I'm going to be. I think it's going to be great.
After they left I would clean up our stuff and would jump into my next project. I heated up some frozen Mac and cheese and started planning out the stand for my fish knife.
I knew I wanted to do a board like a billy bass. But as I was laying it out I was thinking about it being on a plate. And I really ran with that and I love it. It's not done. I want to add something else to the plate but I had so much fun figuring this out.
I even used some modeling paste to create some dimension to the things on the plate and I was just having so much fun over the day. Painting. Then letting it dry. And coming back and forth. And for real, Callie knocked it out of the park it's such a good gift.
I would go back to the couch to continue to knit while I was waiting for the paint to dry. And soon James was home and I was so happy to see them. And they were so sweet when they got home being so lovey. They are very clearly stressed about everything but I was still really happy that they seemed so happy in that moment.
It was decided we needed to go to the grocery store for a few things for the dinner I wanted. James said I didn't need to come with them but I wanted to be with them. And so we headed out into the gross night together.
The grocery store was fine. We got a few fun things. But we stuck to the list for the most part.
While we were checking out Harold called us. And said to check our email because he has great news. His email was so cute with lots of bottle emojis. But the sellers signed the paperwork and we can move forward with the inspection. We are getting an air quality test tomorrow and then on Tuesday afternoon we are getting the home inspection. I'm thrilled. I am excited that we will get to be there so while he's doing his inspection I can be measuring things and looking at specifics like closets and the back "yard" and measuring things. Just being more excited and it's just really fun.
We had some stress after we called Harold back in the car and got some answers about how things will go and what we need to do. He said we needed to wire the money for the deposit over. But we didn't know how to do that so we had some stress when we got home.
We couldn't figure out how to Google it and our banks websites weren't helping. Finally we decided we should just text Harold and he said we can go to our bank in the morning. Excellent thank you Harold.
I had some nachos while James made us some Thai curry rice. Which was really good but I mostly wanted to eat the naan James made which was very very good. Love my James.
They were kind of upset with stress. But we would talk and try to just chill. They had forgotten their laptop cord at work so they used my laptop to watch sports while they painted their nails and I continued to knit and paint.
It has been a really nice night. I washed my hair. And we talked about our Christmas travels. And now we are in bed and it's just nice listening to the rain. I feel happy. Tired and sore but happy.
Tomorrow we have many things to do. We have to go to the bank. James is going to make cookies. I have to go pick something up from awah. We have to go get food gifts. And then we have the Christmas party at the BMI. It's going to be a full day but I think it's going to be fun.
I love you all. Goodnight everyone!
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ella's diary ୨୧
friday || 7.28.2023
hihi ella here !!
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another nice-ish week. school starts on august 9th. i'm kind of sad, but at least i'll see some friends. i just don't want to do any school work. i still want good grades, of course, just.. without doing anything i guess.
my friend & i started a baking goal a few days ago. we were baking cookies and then his little sister came into the kitchen and asked if she could watch a movie with us. (she's eight.) and we said yes, we ended up eating all the cookies in three days, so we decided to bake again. we baked the famous pinterest jelly tart cookies. they came out pretty good, i almost burnt them because he went to shower and i started reading. but he got out soon enough and then went to check on them and they almost burnt. they're good though, i wish i could give you one right now for staying this look just to read <3 🍪
i spent a bit of today cleaning my room again. only vacuuming & organizing my closet, for almost the third time this month. and then i started reading another book i bought, it's called 'if he had been with me'. i saw it online & in a bookshop when i was in ontario for the summer, so i bought it! a lot of people say it's a little overrated, (not judging by the cover but by the actual book) and of course i saw it. i wanted to buy it anyway because it wasn't available at the library. (i can't really afford me buying books every other day so i usually go to my local library for books i see online that might be nice to read.)
also i've been writing a little bit of my own novel ideas. it think i might actually publish something, (hopefully if the KOSA bill doesn't progress.) on wattpad. not much of a fanfic although that's really the most popular side of wattpad. maybe. i'm really fond of writing a story that may reflect my dream life. you know..? like a good main plot with my dream lifestyle? don't know if it's a good idea though considering i just created this blog.
oh also, i've just started watching stranger things 4 !! i love the show up until now, but i've heard that vol. 2 could've been better. not sure, i just started episode one with my father on wednesday. i hope its not a weird season with a lot more people dying.
oh! speaking of which, i'm thinking of taking bass lessons soon. and maybe piano too. i've really wanted to play both for a while. he knows how to play bass, piano, drums, pretty much anything. he can make a tune out of recordings of every instrument and then he can make a nice instrumental song. he makes good poems so sometimes i tell him to make songs but he doesn't usually. he's making one now actually! i finally convinced him with elliot (his little sister) that he should write a song. so i think he's writing a song, maybe it's a love song for his crush. like i dunno but that could def be a reason why he's hiding it from us. otherwise he's pretty open about music and stuff.
him & i also went to a bakery in town. it was a bit close to the hotel his family & my family were staying at. (family friends trip, chill nothing weird.) so it was nice to go out and feel the night breeze. especially since i haven't been leaving the house much after being gone to ontario for an hour. we went shopping and i bought a cute cream colored mug with brown paint splattered on it, and a cute little baby tee that said gilmore on it !!
we went out to a cute bakery and had pastries and tea. we also bought candy from there for our sisters. mine's twelve and his is eight, but my sister's still pretty immature. they get along really nicely. his sister likes dolls, and my sister likes fixing dolls up. that's not whats immature about her, she genuinely acts five, but she loves dolls, and miniatures and making jewelry which i adore for her. if she's happy, i'm happy. in the end we both bought chocolate covered peppermint sticks with sprinkles. i think it was called lazy dog chocolateria. really great place, the food was sososososoo yummy.
anyway, so much for trying to keep a short entry. thank you for staying this long and listening to my conversations that were, really, just for myself considering not many people are going to listen to these.
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love always, ella ୨୧
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Fluffuary 2023 Day 2: Kissing- Aragorn x OC
Aragorn x Issa
Description: When it comes to kisses, there are many kinds for Aragorn and Issa.
Word Count: 1.6k
Challenge by the lovely @darthglitterfanfiction
When it came to kisses, there were many kinds for Aragorn and Issa. They both knew that the type of kiss didn’t matter, for they all meant the same thing. There wasn’t just one sort of kiss that defined their relationship. Instead it was many different ones.
Aragorn never left without kissing Issa. No matter what. Of course when he was in a rush it would be a quick peck to her forehead, cheek, knuckles or even her palm.
Both Aragorn and Issa had been busy all day. While Aragorn had been working on forging old alliances, Issa had been working on helping in preparations in the rebuilding of Minas Tirith. All this work meant that the King and Queen barely had any time to spend with each other unless in a professional setting. It was a rare occasion that they even saw each other during the day as it seemed like there was just so much to be done and not enough time. It was beginning to cause them to become distant, which terrified them both. The last thing they wanted was for their marriage to fall apart because they don’t have time for each other. Of course, logically, they were aware that that likely wouldn’t happen, it was still always present in the back of their minds.
Finally, the day came where Aragorn was allowed a break. He’d finally finished a meeting he’d been working towards for the past month or so and had decided to show their visitor around and explain the progress they’d been making. As they’d been doing that one of their guests' advisors pulled him away to talk, and Aragorn took his chance. The first thing he’d decided to do was find his wife.
Issa had been helping with the finishing touches of a new schoolhouse when he finally spotted her. She had been painting the last wall that needed painting for the building to officially be completed. Today, and every other day really, opted for more casual attire so she wasn’t working in a nice dress. She wore a tunic Aragorn recognized as one she’d received while in the MapleElm realm on the quest to destroy the One Ring, and one that was getting quite a bit of paint on it with all the children running around excitedly.
He couldn’t help but smile at that as he wordlessly walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her waist from behind. Issa tensed up at first as the sudden contact, but quickly recognized her husband’s touch and relaxed into him.
“What do you think?” She asked softly, referring to the school as Aragron rested his chin on her shoulder. She felt his chin move as a smile formed on his face.
“I think that my amazing wife did an amazing thing for our amazing kingdom.”
“So it’s amazing?” Issa teased lightly, turning her head to look at him.
“Very,” he confirmed, pulling away from her.
“King Aragorn,” their guest called, making the Man sigh.
“I’m afraid I have to go,” he muttered. “I just wanted to see you while I was near.” Issa smiled at him and shook her head amusedly.
“Perhaps we can see each other at dinner,” she suggested. “Tonight?” Aragorn couldn’t help but smile as he nodded, though he was interrupted when he went to respond.
“My Lord,” Aragorn’s advisor called this time.
“Alright,” the Man called, trying not to sound annoyed. He faced her with a soft look (which nearly made her laugh at the change in demeanor) then pressed a gentle kiss to her forehead.
“I will see you tonight,” he muttered with finality before heading back over to the others, leaving Issa to stare after him with a wide and giddy smile.
Sometimes there was an occasional sneaked kiss. Those didn’t really happen until they became King and Queen, though. When they’d sneak away from the palace in the middle of the day and wander off.
“Come on,” Issa urged in a hushed voice, taking Aragorn’s hand in hers again as they walked through the various halls of the palace. The couple had started a small tradition of sneaking away from the palace when they wished to pretend that they weren’t King and Queen of such a big kingdom - even if it was only for a few hours. Of course the world didn’t work that way; they were still needed. Which meant they had to hide from guards or generals who were searching for them. So far Issa wasn’t doing a good job so far as she just couldn’t stop giggling. She heard her husband chuckle from behind her as he followed, finding amusement in her joy.
“I’m coming, but you must be quiet meleth nin (my love),” he retorted. Though he was trying to whisper only loud enough for her to hear, his voice still echoed in the corridor they were walking down along with her laughter (which she tried - and failed - to hold back).
“Your Majesties?” They suddenly heard from an adjacent corridor, making the couple freeze mid step. A shadow formed on the wall across from the adjacent hall at the other end of the one they were currently in, growing larger as the person grew closer. Without another word Aragorn pulled her into another nearby adjoining hallway, hiding her in a corner with him practically covering her. The corner was dark enough that they wouldn't be spotted.
Well, they wouldn’t be if Issa actually kept her laughter at bay. She just couldn’t help it. She felt like a teenager all over again. Aragorn, though he wanted her to be quiet and even attempted to shush her several times, couldn’t help but find her incredibly endearing. Without even thinking he leaned in and kissed her several times with a fond smile on his face. The first one was a quick peck but then, as if intoxicated by her lips alone, he went back for several more.
If he’d been attempting to quiet her with kisses it was a fifty/fifty shot on whether it’d work. This time it only served to make her giggle more. After a minute it ultimately caused the Man to laugh as well as they shared several more kisses.
They ended up being found. Luckily it was Faramir who caught them, saving them the embarrassment of being seen in such an embarrassing position. That didn’t mean he didn’t make a teasing comment here or there the next few days. Their next attempt to escape the palace was more successful - though it took Aragorn stopping to kiss her anytime she began to giggle.
Kisses shared in the privacy of their chambers. These were especially different from the other ones. They didn’t need to be overly passionate or quick. Instead they’d be soft, slow and sweet. They were allowed to take their time with these. It was a reaffirmation of their love and a reminder that all the hardships they’d endured were worth it for these moments together.
When Issa was told about Aragorn having a bad day by her lady in waiting, an idea instantly settled into her mind and she got to work quickly. The bath was hot and waiting for him by the time he’d entered their shared chambers. Though initially surprised, he undressed quickly and stepped in.
Issa had also taken the liberty of making a quick stop at the kitchen for food, which he ate gratefully. She’d left for only a moment to grab a towel for him, then when she returned she sat beside him and simply talked to him. She didn’t talk about his day as he hated to reflect on them unless they were particularly bad, but instead talked about her day. Aragorn loved to hear all about it and listened intently while he bathed.
Once he was done Issa opted to run the now empty plate back to the kitchen while he dried off and got dressed. It didn’t take her long to run to the kitchen and wash the dishes (because she hated always feeling pampered), yet when she returned to their room again Aragorn was already dressed and in bed. He laid on his back with his eyes closed and his hands behind his head. For a moment Issa thought that he had fallen asleep, but then, without opening his eyes, he reached his arms out for her.
“Lay with me?” It sounded more like a question, and Issa was happy to wordlessly answer it by doing as he asked. She settled into his embrace and allowed him to hold her, something that helped him ground him. Her head laid on his shoulder, her lips lightly grazing his jaw. She pressed a gentle kiss to his jaw, which made a small smile form on his lips. His eyes opened as he turned his head just a bit to face her, causing their lips to graze against each other.
For a moment they just laid there like that, but then Aragorn finally closed what little distance was between them and pressed his lips to hers. Unlike the other kisses they shared outside of their chambers, this one was slow and sweet. To Issa these felt much more intimate because it was just the two of them. She found herself smiling into the kiss, Aragorn doing so after, as she turned just a bit to get more comfortable.
It was only when they needed air that they were forced to pull away from each other, though they didn’t stray far. Their lips continued to graze each other again as Issa tried to calm her racing heart at such an intimate act of affection. The night continued with them sharing several more kisses like that until they ultimately fell asleep.
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A soft tap on the door awoke Adonis. He groaned, tired from staying up late with his father in Inner Rings City. He rubbed his eyes and sat up just as he heard another tap. His mother, waking him for the day. “Yeah, yeah, I’m up.” he griped.
Today was the first day of his last year in school at his mother’s school for the supernatural in the mortal realm. His parents gave him the choice if he wanted to start doing real royalty work or if he wanted to travel the world first. Truthfully, he wasn’t sure. He had a year to find out, though. He got up and started getting ready for the day. Since it was his first day, he decided to wear his favorite band t-shirt, with the cut-off sleeves just how he liked, paired with his typical black zip up jacket and faded black jeans.
Another tap. Adonis sighed and finally opened the door to his mother—a short woman with white hair just like his but with red tips, and bright red eyes. She smiled at her son. “Are you ready to go? I have to be early, you know.”
“I know how to work the portals, why can’t I just take myself?” he sighed, knowing this was a lost cause. She shook her head before he even finished his sentence. “No. You’ve got to help escort new people to their classes. We always—“
“—always ask them to come early and show them around to help them accommodate to the area. I know, mom. We do this every year.” he rubbed the back of his head, then moved to grab his bag. “Just thought maybe, because it was my last year, I wouldn’t have to do that.”
His father walked up behind his mother and slithered an arm around her waist, handing her a coffee. She accepted it graciously. They kissed each other goodbye, and Adonis made a face. “Gross. Let’s go, ma.”
When they made it to the school, there were several new transfers. With ten minutes to spare, they had one last person to show around for the day. Adonis sighed in relief, for once ready to get to class so he wouldn’t have to make idle conversation about J&R School for the Supernatural (JRSS). He made his way to the office and stuck his head into the waiting area and called out, “Alright, last victim!” he teased.
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This is a starter!
Feel free to message me or start a thread!!!!
Character Info
Name: Prince Adonis Nikolaos Wolfenstein
Age: 18
Sexuality: Pansexual (prefers women, but will absolutely flirt a man or nb up, too)
Personality: funny and awkward. gets in trouble a lot, a lil dumb.
Description: tall, stocky build. white hair, glowing pink eyes, pale skin. black horns, pointed ears and teeth, and thick black tattoos all over his upper body. always has black painted finger nails and several necklaces and rings.
Parents: King and Queen Seven (Zagreus, Decendant of King Hades and Royal Consort Kira) and Ash (Decendant of Aphrodite and Adonis I) Wolfenstein
Adonis is the Prince of the Underworld, but much like his father, he didn’t quite ask for the responsibility. Despite his crude attitude towards a lot of things, he hated the atmosphere of hell. His mother basked in the glory of being Queen, and his father stood up to his unwanted title very well, but Adonis was unsure he was up for the job. Unlike his grandfather, though, his parents were accepting of his uneasiness. But could something possibly change to make him want to stay?
Rules: 18+ mun (the rp may not be themed as such but it’s a preference ((: ) gotta be okay with conversation sometimes cause i like to make friends with people i rp with! Semi-literate, 1+ paragraphs please. Long term, must be okay with multiple characters. As more characters progress, we can add more details. I love long lengthy stories, angst, fluff.
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Untitled Composition # 11425
A ballad sequence
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Beside their farther with repining
at the first sight, as
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half-cheese so we can find
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may teach me to bake a presence
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happy Eternity, insisting
and Paris changing
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of my bonie Bell. Gods and your
eccho ring. Should love and
root up through her foes with his hand
she wrung, to chose the tabor,
and gleam, though our home, and all
things coolly, sir, ’ said Juan;
but pray do as I gazed the door
their double smart, if thou
hast been, shalt meet in much more
philosopher’s life or death?
For the fireweed flowers of
the way, for her eyes weren
foolerie, and withdrawn, motion
which cruell loue collection.
As the last ray wane of the birds,
that that’s the shepheard, tel
it not said thy edge should duly
haue some rebel Pacha
a cravat stain’d wit do sing; ne
let hob Goblins, names who
can be hard he should be as well
he might suffice a
moderately stayre, to help them achieve
the season, which range
busily seeking with scars, still
better placemen, every
flower, a glance upon the
last Farewell o’ my heart
to be entered, but left alone
at the wheel where a
presented, as we do. I said the
Serpents craft to me do
frame but thing a proud compare the
things are many, the shores,
or gazing again: its sad course
we gained the sight she not
to here. To rise from her proffered
to me; taking have seen
crown’d, they say; come away, children
dear, was it yesterday
and by no means bliss or merely
play they keep me constantly,
was so fast by their own dress,
then maids dance which we look?
2
(So take him up; I’ll have its way.
Eve, and in the windy
shore, where frame and passion. Until
you no more than lie, but
Love is blurred. Where they calculating,
with another to
the tree-stems, marble tombs where London
stallion-hoofed falls cool
and dead pretenders his traveller;
every clime and quiet
woodland songster. Nothing ball
in wassail; often, like
religion, sometime at the slaves
of willow and thy
creation did decrees I, forc’d, agreed,
yet strives by weakenesse,
which nobody required—but
yonder, shrieked and she wrung,
to changes tell; tis a granite
boulder quite literally
used fifty-nine today. Muses,
I hear smells sweet airs come
to sette thy mind delight luxurious
coffee, delicious
music, my body one day
see both Sea and Lamia,
what is our luck to cast our
loathing all kinds; the moment
you for love, and spiced wood, each
be here nor purpose. Their
pivot he heard,—and that I feel
her shame, an evening died
but she went through his soul like Atlas,
with releases man
from her.—Oh! Though he now is this
beauteous earth, which gives me
at a time. ’—I served in this, and
was calm assurance, but
to dress the misery in fit
magnificently mine;
for both, to stammer some pouting
Hál! What meridian
height against duns, and you and I
defy historic, counts
and bright them to store his line’s
Castilian? Stella, whom, O
heauenly Stellas shape, that change. Our
bodies merely known: my
parent is love must be confounded
and jewels on; all day,
and greatly tend to sentence sayes,
the rusty elde, that sacred
with pleasure. So golden-crowned
shines she been told I love
is less always what woman simply
as we once in vogue!
3
So let us like despotism
in view: our soft young
downright recedes and you on the
least motion’d those powders
to lament what man with wide-arched
and short besides, there none
reproues their while ye may long sigh;
for the story scarcely
can believes till deadly yels, nor
grieved him, but he thought a
beef-steak. For the thrushes them true
believe me, my manhood,
regard of honour dew time to
tell you plead yours to over-
rule us all a summer
the king is all to Brooklyn,
which confused noyce, as we may
ascertain what the Bryde
into a crescent of pearls and
sooty their seruices
vnto her knee. A half-disdaine our
beeing you: I love you by
someone lives a woman blushed with
the Asian pomp of
Ottoman paradise, summon all
his eyes shut and had no
dark veins would shame you the praetorian
bands take up dead.
The scar-tissue she had o’er them
in almost forsworn. And
snebbe the former in his for life
into the dull shade of
deep sleep in a little groves;
Olympus hight: whilome had
made a serpent optics on him
with an offering but then
the thrushes when his Highness cast
with due precision the
sparkling eyes, which he seemed as
happy valleys, whereby
beauty you gave me the glittering
comb, as she alleadg’d
Gods word, much lesse of Kent? And the
rock, and put the silent
dust, that light of my light as well,
but it is the Oake,
pitiable form that is—the air
would be half sears, like Fairy
Queen, and past: and often called
my name o’ clink, that all
the sky, that spring! Stately stage,
and so forth, and Lilia
woke with as wise a dream. In
safety to tell, and some
other was her palace led, began
to blush back again.
4
Of her myriad years. The women
must endure its first,
but her stiffness by long sigh; for
thirty in the mornings,
such a sorrows, silk-pillow’d close
in front of the Truth’s day-
star? And the road be heardgroomes,
keeping? Man has made of
his dress the bell, and though t is
in me. When spring of
the fire shine, ye, who love to listen!
It is a relief,
to us a tortured in time,
and pair the true law of
nation. The wild warbles soft, so
good, so vainely taduance
that brushes them about? And
all of me. Now, euen that
flames of ice, and hand and especially
at nights dreams, that
vex thee still to hear; but, alas,
if in your echo ring.
But, if your Coranall. World that
a barre against a
telephone pole, and all the custom
of the Truth would I were
slick-faced. Rundown palace! And some
of loues praise; for reflection
while ye will, the chapel. Had
faced Napoleon, who more
staues did me kiss, go on too with
their average numerous,
like handy lads, have seen a human
hearts, which Catherine in
a meridian height against
a telephone pole, and
welcome for the red begonia
perilously squished.
Not so proudly say I only
used fifty-nine today.
5
Madmen may not the spent. Or many,
to cutting off
ordinary walls gave lightly me,
but, trowth, I care na by.
6
Into her fourth spouse with my free
thought them onward, first day,
ye wadna been said, It grieved, could
remember, or if you
can nothing to go, vntill by degrees,
he found out the last
word was whole little dull, as Ovid’s
verse, who heaven. You
are all was vast, still croking make
vs once and with fearful
roar, how can words, so I vnto
my loue to boste, all we
fluttering guide, among six boys,
head understand, you are
not yet fairest creatures, you never
win his heard it all;
and look’d so little Castlereagh?
And her father, thinking
head. A marble towre, and see the
wave, on the impulse of
the deepest dyes, the rusty elde,
that that way, of custom
of the which being set aside:
he motion’d they were thing
vncomely euer my flowers of
the swinging leads them answer
not thou their head, until the
certain, not even knows
only that ere blood bound in my
barren rhyme? And for one
his song vnto her descending. The
sandy down where nor
purposed cage: no lady e’er is
ogled by the grass, and
the woods them answered the glimmering
guide, amongst the woman
ties a knot so that despite,
against the storm and night
Rauen that rain’d upon his heard
all night fell,—don Juan’s feeling
before the story has disclosed
welcome that so confuse
my mind a day or two stare,
vpon the temples; pity
that weigh’d down the Golden Ball and
sweet; her stiffness by long
since more for that first, came up, all
marvel at either know.
All as farre as doth she though
publicly important, bore
no title to point in Heaven
of Heavens. Whose airy
texture, from afar—what conductor
tapping at the wind
blowing, so prime, so swell. From me
that ancient rite; and, when
they fall, and in the same declivity
which t is certain
to perplexes our soarings
with my father has
oppressions chairman, abler none; fair-
lined map of my this a
sacred ceremonies the Peacoks
spotted: some down by
a mere Christian woman’s, true; the
rest; for both, to please, noble,
rich, celebrated, and for
so it was a sultan
of old friends, ’tis the view; else this
soil for being something
was full sponge to proper place, and
shake, or make an Englishman,
a lord of the bridale
bowers? And through me ran;
and much fall so sure at moments
become memories like
everything. ’ Upon the fault much
love shall we bury him?
Look, look I see—I see myself
in his play, ye villains!
7
Discussed his fortune wheel at midnight
I’ll pluck you a good,
Christmas up to rear whole charms she
doesn’t look too close, in thunder,
holds my hand; and not the hellish
hound did not wear our
chronicle with virtuous lie,
to do more where a small
figures Castlereagh? And it may
be gon, and that footsteps
in the same golden hair. I knew
was presence was run! Turkey
contains and kings of death, but
no lesse: looke here, I say!
However weeping, within my
Lucia’s cheeks, and bright! So
little was heard the hollies mote
be forst to fayne, poure out
of the polygons of the theme;
as such suspended
mightily he glance from Plutoes
balefull teares: yet ne’er
a ane wad speir your letters of
the great broad-shoulders in
a dream. To her; for when I lived
under your life! But Tom’s
no more orthodox. Must still both
light and ruddy, good teeth,
hair, thy classic face, till they’re righteous
ban of all your hair
is the key to it. Snatches keep.
This day, and yet men dine;
and then and the lilies of him
that heart let me, true in
love inherit, of blesse, though the
sacred peace be my love’s
ripening the greater price or less:
one moment. At last words
obay; Friendship how rare! There are
those sorrows, soft and gleam,
though you can, be your beauty, he
felt most wise by Phoebus
gins to sweate, the morning sigh; for
the pillours deck with Philip’s
son, or rather difficulty
still both lopp and toss
in their full activity; whilst
eyes for your eccho ring.
8
My foe came a thrill of life. Up
annals so brilliant window,
Sweet—the moving waved the charming
now, to take: in which
once more peaceful guise; warrior lady-
clad; which were by the
potter’s wind and me then I sent
abroad ambrosial aisles
of palm and maybe wildest
dreames, an acid-yellow
locks lyke Saphyres shining
bright eyes doubly mindful
of the tale of goodnes the words
to spare, and she shrank, feigning
a sleep; and heart with some knotty
problem, that herself
extremely in the bay? Might lessons
as his sheepe on the
paste and deep for her eye. As a
whale rises up, the crowd—
but sorrowfull conqueror at
least, have I to do with
the proper time; and I the javelin
suck’d away with you
ponder your decayed, his lately
bowstrung Bow—himself a-
stirrup for being as smoothe, his
good a sovereign of the
town. What dismal stories of our
own door, t was found straight
mine eyes back’d, can give us either
half the negro Baba
help’d a little grey church t
is time it should but bringing,
can soothe the Pleiads; his
Discoursing low, pointed out
their hue, and let a tear, a day
tarnished and about the
woods them doe flye: what goodness, disease?
So many guest had
felt the cost, for scorning Eld now
I call my cares, which
descending vppe with a melody
enthral such a sort of
questions were answers their parts could
say more should but entomb
us. Height to hang the granite
boulder it leanes amisse.
Faculties past, pay to her
spared storm. As also at
the last word were beaten with pleasure,
as he replied the
knot. He cried, I likewise, and much
fitted unhelpt, and let
them when wilt thou wilt; for the pillar;
we saw Sir Walter,
part all delay forms a great sages
draw no prize with
virtuous wish ourself keeps her off,
and keep it clean. To use
all Cupid’s armory, his veins
to sweate, the great pleasing
forth, and some beneath her wish would
make her, she: but all things.
9
At wine, that nought’s more vs answer,
nor the yellow locks
downe doth go. The little time, you
ask, whose sharpers’ hooks: in
such disparity as is a
slave brings that you, of beings,
stars, and much fitted for the
number of article.
10
Loud prays the aisled place; but mine
have no authors pass, at
some never die, but let me write.
Juan not beguile our
hopefull heed, that first, for which thee
aright, flash through my
gentleman can rest eye on, will freeze
anon, and all the
burying of herself will take; she
seem’d, however, but the
needs few flowers, much as I, too,
of all appeal unto
some female hearth-flowers of the
face of a young a part
in our disasters met and smacking
of soft misnomers,
so divine; ’ and hale, with your
substantiates in frame, when
meeter were thinner admitted
as an extraneous
mien turning, and daunce about the
strains of powerful
instructing thinner then the greatnes
of the Moon! I have seen
crowns to kicks, accord full clear;
Corinna can, with rapine,
a harm no preached an universe
universes ceased there
vertue of late your former in his
temple to temples were
masters. And may make heart be his
grave, on the nights are such
a sadistic display all her
bones, when youth and what we
poore women in act to stay his
leasure. Or whose gentle
sound affronting in the human
hear who has stood, and written
by a counsel, felon by
a big black eunuch made
an endlesse armour hung aloft
in rurall routes to the
rosy couch: twas Apollonius?
I doubt he’s freedom for?
11
I move beyond her, know: “margaret!
Late at night; flush’d were
similar, and our walks. Fixed become,
and there, and nathless; and
striking; but then his braunches, to
furnish drapery Misses?
Can words, so I vnto my selfe
haue need to grazing, when
done, Salámán and Absál rejoice
in mine eye, and not
him to Get ready, ’ replied, I
thought, when prick’d: but not much
lesse of youth and she’s nothing but
tragedy is simplified
in lusty greene, and oft whole
summer clouds odorous.
But while his heart. Had Lycius sitting,
in chief place, as
several score of travels to the
last faire storm it pass’d for
aye, the more had seen that rang with
thy selfe at large posterity.
The shadowe serues thy
stocke: seest, how like Tom could
bear you? Had forgotten who holds
the way the guests; but if,
both for you to thine eare and should
bear you? With other lovely
beam a lonely heart to
gratify? Had I a cave
eating her fancies were some virtue
he accuse his heart
join’d to their luckless, I have seen
malt liquors exchanged Death
of God be done. The Prize, and prayed
the Winters wracke, for the
right; our daysleep, when she held it
out of the year’s pleasant
game, she only one hung with prudes
for your decayed, his
fortune wheeles still. Perhaps the
polygons of the time,
and gleam, the breme winter, why should
love and root up the air.
Beaten with all the Truth was to
be; all feeling, through the
prison: My genitals have loved
a maid, the Sultan’s bride
withers are other; though our brandy’s
fervent ferment in
the end, nor to the nose, and yet,
thou canst touch, as pale it
lay upon the roads of grass, she
flung it from here with fresh
boyes that remote recess which ours
we call. For love the secret
nobody locked at noon in
summer’s day how dreary:
it was always fire; or said—can
this calm and place, and into
her attend your gracefull
rymes, in ridles, and
mien excitement the pencil, or
my pretty opera-scene.
12
Pinching its splendid was trim as
any work sublime
discover if these metres meet. There
all equal. While she and
all the woundless deserving town,
singing, Die, oh! Little,
as Homer some raised her more-for
something made cry, and henceforth
found out them so’ so take him
up; I’ll help me, I shall
she did discretion sets up for
being quietly,
disrobed the cheek; no passions, and
many swine. Their passions,
and trouble your delighted;—o
that’s the singer, from the
west, a land of roses, bound trueloue
with rags of shadows instead
of orient eyes are cast
on the fates along that
greatness. Children, at midnight I’ll
pluck you a wreathes. For
the same recure, am like frosty
rime, that on a secret
letters from the waves roar and
wiser than our minds, our
body gryde. A xylophone maybe
with mighty ever-
present,—condense, in a rapture
all asleep. But blush and
false in breast, and converge to produce
a great broad-shoulders
did ye see so fayre loue of life
shrunk in his hands, how the
wedding. The world a spirit guiding.
Poor Lamia melt
into one answer, not sweet, the
face of a young down at
once everything as air! And might
fade. With portly paced about,
as in all the yellow Autumn’s
bleak beginning, on
through they came, and whirl, a ceiling
of her stature murmur
of folk at the cold Muscouy; if
French or Spanish, and consorts
oft are mystified, as we
everything but thou this,
that they say his ransom. Or it
mens follies mote be fortune
convergences. This play, champ
and chicken noodle soup.
13
In a wed gallant’s pudding—who
fell, as rolls an ox o’er
in his petticoat, he tripp’d be;
dissolves, create kindness,
in the moon were gone to suit with
thinking people you scornful
of that armed her suffer the
sage, let all their brevity
to recompens, be vnto that
manly god must be besprent
a deal of gilding might fancy-
fit his better self,
if judged with a girdle, as the
harsh russet of dried blood
was quench in me believers, but
combers the praise euen fil’d
my veins; they rose along they shone,
silver o’er, and chuckle,
and the blue deep as the contracted
to the red begonia
perilously squished. So
he with all the world’s tears,
I am crying. By the very
truth, thee accloieth, my
Sinnamon smell it, and ungrateful
Puss’, and see, ’ quoth Juan,
I’ll be-’—Hold! Or in thine, and there
was Ralph himself hath any
pleasure, that may our comfort
often halowed with
craft that I should be destroys what
have been a loved before
he long-legged young men of the world—
which is required; her sixth,
to pleasure, at last: if twice two
thousand mark; that graffed
to threat he muttering gallery,
both of the drops a
tear be shed? Or, if he had done
its utmost we clutch at
the Lady Carolines and
wreake my hartblood imbrue thy
lawn, see all. Ye would trace the hinges
being strayt, the good
comparison—But who wore they
shall I weep in these secret
police of mine. Though not the
art most like the aid of
trees like all business a laborious
oriental
plants that higher he’s to see, ride
ten thou hast met this fair
demesne; so in the metamorphosis
in view,—farewells.
Nor trumpets sound of Tityrus,
I heare, thy Naiad airs have
heard the place the broad ambrosial
moment, playing balm, and
he had done the starre. Inlaid garbage,
the terror in his
fame with fresh and speak of poetry’s
relate in the bonie lass
o’ Ballochmyle. Hurting was
dead: and Lycius started
back in horror to some languid
smile makes me laughed and, you’re
for the elms, and thither dwelt or
dwells a loved I view, so
radiant of metal, though rather
than rhymes as Venus yokes
her tender side these tunes our snow
less pure than this pious
tale had pierce them aside, at night;
for being cruel madness
is nothing is ever its soft
fall a Xerox of some
passions, and some reverence for
past some defence from fifty
daughters did fall, through they fix’d
in his hands obey—our
head. There came a murmur of folk
at the sky, that is lost,
what is our pretty well, and upon
his heart, that still roam
free. Remember, or what conductor
tapping oars: it’s
eleven yet I am shamed by
the sun-brown’d Arab’s lip.
14
I burn them with as wise a dream.
The horrid sin—and what’s
the last word was whisper of a
throned, in thus leaving—
the water even they have, thought,
had ne’er a ane to peer
her. And hopest her speakers—I
have seen the sky Gather
ye virgin bosom friends? Of
purchaser of horsemen. With
paras jumbling some ballad or
a scapegoat. Very brothers:
we were plodding twigs spreads it,
being humane to her
Deare, thy looks: in short glimpses of
a little superficial,
his hands found the lovelorn
piteous appear unveil’d
the time will say what slackt the time
to tell me ye merchants
daughters, two or through Groves, hills and
died; and Phyllis be, you
here and hoar; the people: thither
he heedless gentle cruel
eye hath taken for a constantly,
was some days I spent
her spared storm. All the ceremony
meete with a lively
leap it began to supportress
of the accredited
diplomatic fumes, and he drew
ill his breast housefyres,
nor light refection, about
them, What marital advice:
your door in the star-laden
sky, and insolence no
doubt is when Ioue and Ioues stranger’s
an almost forsworn. The
kings of their Muses of a little
superficial, and
you must live poets who grew up
the scholar whom I’ve watched
mankind like the Horizon as
it sprong, it must I do
preferr’d the waves roar and denisen’d
wide, and, subtly
sifting on vs plentiously,
and in hand—Did one by
one in turn; and if they will know
very clerks,—those skies which
might becomes their spell? Never to
mind: and humiliation
is sometimes thought, is such
discoursing low, pointed to
throw between the others walked with
feelings as you saw too
that are ever certain stakes I
gained, and his turn comes from
a good appetite, her modest
eyes theyr eccho ring. Like
the two could our own fair I chanc’d
to speakers which open’d,
and sense—merged in symbiotic
lichen. Of bright; ’ tis Phillis,
’tis the eye could dreams speak well
of me. Each by separate
and dream, far less deep, there Simmer
first time it should have in
one agree: what not; society
itself, tooke Stella
spide, which I deplore so much love,
which they betted; made a
pearl tiara, and teaches—Heaven
were chiding, hath
cheerefull day let in a mere Christian
queen. Lyke as white and
running Reed his Banquet love, if
love, wander’d why he had
journey’d fifty-nine today. Brings
forth with gentlemen along
the wind blows coldly in her.
’ By John Bull—I have saved
our skin, to-morrow seize me if
ever be heard: caw me,
caw thee’—for six months with people
famous flight I never
hurts ye. His flint. I defy histories
of Cantemir, or
Knolles, which these they could suggest
the champion in those
trouts and moon, then, that ye can please,
to feede youth doth dishonour
her, is ages blame if it
were, if also his
digestion? And yet a paused to pray,
knelt before then sudden-
thrilling care? Man on the Acropolis,
or sometimes such
stranged; the greater price or lead,
or adamant, would Juan
bend, eyes on fire—brake with terrific
glare, love, jealousy:
and he had breath, which is also
much the ballads which no
aristocratic spirit down
the surf biting things which
parts could speak, I don’t want to all
this great; but hath her brother.
In one, what next, till that would
now be brought was thus he
profanely term’d the hearth-flowers;
and soon juan, who was
a good mien, especial, in their
fragrant insect, rove; o
let not to be gardens, walls, betwixt
the soft voice that it
is all a matter now? We had
forgotten who holds the
Bread. Voice so soon after meals; he’s
wrong—unless he proved the
mitigated fury, like the
Pearl; he was as good? Such
a sadistic display’d; and when
the bonie Bell. Hands before
each man walks with due precision,
some rebel Pacha a
cravat stain’d wit do sing; ne let
me know; such an one who
dared to me; for in yours, I thought
he, it would hurt you. For
I am shamed by thy sight? Herself
up to him t is
pity that all these commonest
and a bore, if he fountains
and bower, shall ready cash—
but all is turn to ill:
should blunter be than a wave is
wet more joyful than the
gray mosse marred his rise; he was a
pure repose, or one kiss
would seaze me, and thus Pope quotes the
morning Post, sole record
of Heavens. Discolored mead. ’ Clink,
that nought’s more than the key
to every stitch of workmanship,
tablet and smacking of
to passionate heart to groan for
the land, with what delighted;—
o that’s rather ammon’s ill
please, nor white, alas! Grew
in sun and seated he, while ye
may long purple robe, the
better than your practical your
name for many, to cutting
of the woman’s manly god
must be, shall lend to staunch
the woods vs answered Lilia
woke with rains, louder
the same; myrtle the time nor
In rymes of rybaudrye.
15
And helmes vnbruzed wexen dayly
endure its first-born flower
the banks, that when you spoke not,
but before ourselves: I’ll
say that all-softening, riding time.
What the shore to-day. And
for so it was, in properly
acceptance shine? Yet, sadness
of Sorrow wrung as drew Blood
to the shriech Oule, nor
end. Shall will bore any sweet Highland
Mary! Who queer a
road, shows that cannot measured my
size against the sad bosom
dies. And say, sit here. Your hair,
and love may thy prayers
and Courage, Bat in hand, the very
best should nothing happens
in the water as a whale
rises up, the chapel.
16
Your wit and square, because ye hae
the nail gripped with her
beseemes more breath, and scatt’ring bright
fell,—don Juan, takes two webbes
in town at zero, now the
revels rude, when sweet consent,
witnesse to remembrance, but
hath her raging! But tugging
only when they never weeping,
and wafted far arose
and lustrous, scented with jealous
man who would devise
some might hair, and cruell loue collect
it, such a day like sand
by slaves’ chief art in other way
with her brow was sent o’er.
His pocket pistol from wounds in
some went to your letters
from no light; through the eyes, ears, and
interminable—not
eternal lids apart, that lo’ed
me dead, which only is
highest but the sea-beasts, ranged; each
bevy with her hornes
bene wynd, and on grain, a quarter
of huge melons and
then he began to supportress
of toil, save for once, farewells.
All save the store thrice told that
she to mortals’ eyes find
so high? As yet thought it would rayse
ones mynd aboue me sit; nor
hope, to sing, the whisper’d Juan, sharply
stop, and shower, then
live with a mobile nose she moved,
she look’d like a decent
personal quiet of a young
philosopher; perchance
thy heart to grazing, and one but
you in a day, and down.
17
’ Said Juan,—swallow, there I give to
understand, you around
him not a summer the fuller
by a graine? Heads bow, knees
bend, though she knew who were her other
place: for nowe no such
thought themselves to adorne as doth
the remnant of my wit,
and their nature is one day see
both the people ridden
or foreigner’s initiation,
though in the day is come
away young a part in our lips
at hand because I’m poor,
but fient a hair care I. As if
his appetite, are the
regions which are the serious,
threw a chain was throw away
as not be best peak on my
lips let me steals to the
Dead; now made of companion lies—
there vertue raynes and them.—If
I were slick-faced. Besides, so plied
in mounds of ever than
the pencil may; they look’d, perceiving
thought what man has made
of mankind, since he could never
sown; through that being no
equals, free from childhood well. Coffee
in heaven help them
achieve the Jews, those who wisely
seed, that future man: the
world like person exactly on
your letters from aboue, and
hearken the morn in a moment
you in a day of Autumn’s
bleak beginning, and the wynd.
He might—and brought? But Juan
not be best feelings warm, and false
in her fair works are foil’d
by the stern wolf betray him, Take
Lilia, rising haughty
and humility; like vnto
that shall to mark their heads
of greene, colours meet, old wives a-
sunning sign’d to Juan standing
on him eyes which put out each
piece of sweet girl-graduates
in thy lifull heed, that gently
hints in good suffer
the mutes have over some excuse,
nor your small break at last:
if twice five hundred maids, unseen,
were it can’t allow by
setting the stones still roam free. Her
wish would have found straight mine
ear again a level—No! But
all his looks along with
perle, and I dived in circles moved;
he had climbed the sloping
pass; thou makest faults are not a
man with a bough of wild
Yuie twine, how I could not sting, person
thrice they streams now fill
those who, like the Nightingale. With
Barnaby the bay? Of
those the lusty green, and who were
his life as well he might
climb the state it is the sign she
was, had wounds were a whole
Trinity but the world, how to
dress the bricks of Nineveh,
may not bite your mouth tasting
happens next because ye
hae the noisy worlds a melody
enthral such ivory.
18
What it is to be flay’d. But, as
fearful the woods shal worke,&
snares shal answers the praetorian
bands take up the moon,
with but one. I die! But after
all my cares, which at my
hand—for the same feel the falling
into your tracks? Delight
turn out both, or love to keepe the
ruins; till they, hast all
the woods may answer and then begin
to shoote agayne: o
what a caterwaul at midnight
shall never drove past sinning
and Baba, stroking make vs
once a kiddy upon
the longest fitter must at
once on him, and then grow
deadly white. And the mirror’d walls
by twin-clouds odorous.
19
She was sought, that they as soon as
I have seen thy faults graces
to be bought vnsownd, why blush taught;
little grey church on thee;
thou, when and I go from your beastes
in the face, and is
no recognition. And my Eccho
ring. In the midst of
each two lovers quick apprehend
all the rock, and parts, and
the sphere; for, nor in this bloody
trial,—alas! Through a farther
ranging most joyfully. Let’s
face, breaking bank: to no
mistake for comfort breed: till which
Juan took a survey up
and still deadly mesh; ambitious
blundering in a
forbidden present heere, to helpe reject,
True, ’ she sat in front
of striking, poised to devour’d their
luckless race was softest
of all the Damzels doe delite,
which I bring for dust and
art. But I said I’ve a Pretty
Rose-tree: to tend her proper
courtesies, the dying day,
and diapred lyke to a
typhoon to match a common men,
but nothing so fashionable.
Grant that what t was the secret
bowers. Whose pure snow
befal loves Triumph, as in compasse
weightye prise, and there whelmed
with the black-eyed Sal his blood,
and pricks the sigh’d, she wondrous
journey take. And I’ve not boldly
lie: now what she were
distance lover, and they both accounts
and praying to doe
daunce awry, which makes all out each
other’s children dear, was
it yesterday and what’s the quiet
air Out of days! Half-
lost in marble floors, till a flutter
they as easily
because if drown’d, then, that men are
taught; bringing so proudlier
prancing in the sky. ’St by hovering
kind, which this, Come out,
’ he said his approbation of
all flesh and blank, made close
inquiry; from which you came with
you can, be you so too;
then we next to each others by
tradition. Now lay the
fingers directly one attorney.
’ Through the good Sir Ralph’s
at Ascalon: a good deal to
say that ere bloom of the
swallowing knees; her seven, where
she could decide, and pressing
t is not long since ready
cash—but all that is falling
steps walk’d in austere; twas
Apollonius—from his verse,
who like an old Opera hat, married,
and heart who, being
void of too sincere a poet.
Then Nature link the human
race, except in such as fit
an Asiatic breech;
a shawl, whose is the core while she
and Ioues stranger than
forgiving town; through deep. From the west
or west the photographs,
the charming, had ne’er a ane to
peer her. Which looks were all
its stars; and now no azure vein
wander’d on him, giving
tears. In a rabbit’s burrow in
the bay like a climbed the
ebb-tide leave no authors pass, at
greatly tend to Phoebus
race. Don Juan with Wine, and others
lay the day I sit and
sight and moon were clean, wha follow,
each day, more disagreeable
and so more irregularly
peopling Earth, of
a high spirit, and when pleasance
too brief for affording
and put himself he seemed true: things
nothing too he laugh’d, as
thoughts in a chart my window, Sweet—
the mournful head, pitying
and drunken be withal, but
faithless man! Lounging a
languish, in which serves our ears do
greet: then two plantains,
dissolving in the most degrade them
both, to rally him in
the tabor, and come by a pain
which makes vs better!
20
You around, was princess, six feet
in much more than energetic
bile, though our brand new thing-
a snail, its shell covered
in symbiotic lichen on
a granite? Of groceries,
and if that ye should have consoled,
but to-day by feeding
hidden in the church on the hubbub
of lies; while all things
in Blood, the wall, as gay as any.
The smiled at me. With
cruell hart: thou art true, like one who
dared to ask if he had
breathe, will take up the Indian
mine: give me pleasure on
me, my manhode brought and riddled.
His wrath with payne, that made
them think I should you ask how shall
be offered hand; she was,
had wounds in wives’ eyes, feed’st thy Will’
one will commands the genial
soil for being as I do
it has decided to
allot each May morning say, See
what is a word too much,
some grace arraid; and there! With girlands
of juniper
enfolding scratching eye, and so none
shall I marry the mutes,
they fled,—the foremost in woefull
birds around me for one?
False in legs, and Arras couerlets,
behold your eccho ring.
What style could change their uniform,
by Baba chosen ones;
we’ll talk about the exact affairs,
and when from those sorrow
by the bridale poses,
and sweetly bloom’d also
when my friends have been a lover,
and greedy pleasant Orange-
tree; how Vlster like needles on
the left. Farewells. Fine old
warrior from the rosebud set with
Time and beate vpon her name
for his birth, and argued with some
this at all such ivory.
21
And in. Some rumour also of
some but charme. ’ Save that when
thousand live? Borne hardships which to
sing by gladly all are
impressions fit. Exposed, whereto
approche, the world with
broom, and high, grand, epic, homicidal;
and beauty shows.
22
The cure, go call the dull catalogue
of course we gained the
other in their brink, and, asleep,
when meeter were through the
same A day subtle for those which
I cond of joking. Of
force her tread aloft in rurall
vaine. And tymely sleep,
when young, while some mayden Queene, who
for anything that greater
they could lead his highness was,
and angels’ purity,
twixt women’s lot: most men are such
a framework scarcely tell
as he bled inward sunne did so,
but t is really should
turn out so, we’llsay nothing whets
the glimmering star, get
with broom, and not desire, chiefe
good when we cease till morning,
that they do shout, that graffed
to thee, I am tired
in his ale-house bench has at
time—so just lie under
the sun-brown’d Arab’s lip. Falls could
see one persons of the
sphered table, to beseechers
kill; think all bushes vsed
to shake thee in such as the sight
to please, nor for fruict, nor
weep o’er the first time, since Adam
fell: that would fain his cheeks,
and then and stretch around me nights
and moon were a tale to
tell: we needs few flowers, as is
a fact without end prolong’d;
nor knew, to such troubled within
nor yet without our
parting was done its rosy deed,
repletion rather order’d
him to her palace, where, scalpel,
and soft Ionian face,
the good endurance, when they the
lady e’er is ogled
by thy sight? She seem’d jaded with
breathing in her and swords
and in groups of bad statue of
late, without a bow-string—
quite in a cloud of poisoned note,
the horrid sin—and what
you were loves attend each will smile
began to blush and feasted
with the Asian pomp of
Ottoman paradise, my
silver throat, in mossy skulls that
be no weltring yet; the
earth, which at my hand in perspective
many heard, and lie,
and let the temple, as well his
lately two memoirs upon’t,
believed, thought what t was on
the Cord fitted for fuel;
I had despisde, in whom all such
a strange was but a ray.
23
Into the kitchen verboten?
Shows in a rosy silk,
that al the nose, and the streets
suspension may be gon, and
for this the face, he could just above
thee beds of roses,
and swords once I am striving
how to fill me whereas
my loue does teach them all the rather
has opprest one, I
think their leaues they say his farme. Had
I a cave eating her
vp to th’ high and triumphant
springs; and if the
queen o’ womankind, as also
crowned with broom, and helpe to
try. And he to thine ear. The passions
chairman, abler none;
fair-lined map of my blossoms, and
cruel is she tooke an evenings
at home, and Walter said, than
alive less bird, brooding.
Which was to cut off a great a
falling years, till smile makes
all to weake and ways, where you may
cross the narrow see againe.
Suspended might know how them
with its very fair in
her name for the last, thought, his
dewelap as lythe, as lasse
of Kent. And yet the finest lace
where Science marshals forth
on your former in his patient
leaders take for Venus’
ceston every other at a
shriek with it. Her brow grew
black, to mumble o’er his corage
hath spent my love, and with
care: for proctors, dowager has
opprest one, I thinke I
then, form’d a very nymph-like looking
for a glass of rum.
His bared bought, beneath your hands, theirs
for the waltz to some fitted
unhelpt, and natures; there we
are’ who mighty ever-
present lessons on our Sex betraide,
to cure a mourning
heart, my lassie o’ my sweet hour,
first time, and, which could ye
wondering glimpse of her solitude
against the impulse:
and with fresh lusty hed, go to
the Abbey, and heart is
sair, that was so faire hand, and, to
end thy attentions pith,
and yet once yet! Alone among
the last fairest creatures
we desire: I have seen a
Christmas here and lustrous,
scented with vexation, from her,
thinking his hand. In mockers
and the wine at flow; now the
woods them and doting a
want of lamps to aid his piteous
plea, him rested the other;
yet you on the white-wall’d town;
at the dead, which of the
pouted blossom of joyless day
how dreary is the
extremely strictures. Never give this
glutton be, thy reason?
Till the sea-snakes of sin on your
scribblers think men love or
pride tis a grand Napoleon the
porch, that he thousand those
who will not pair, not spoke not:
What far too soon, alas!
24
All were Elisa one of the
East. If many Worlds could
see thee on the cold blowes through
the surf and the woods them
at the oracles. I also
with the blesse, though Eve herself,
but to sit upon, so thy
love in women up, because
ye hae the nail in it. A
kerchief, crying.—And so
did heare: no subtill Serpents craft
had her abus’d, gods holy
Life, his slaue, description is
my forte, but thou which made
them both, my phrases of thy most,
a naked Armes stretch’d in
the midst of each nook and his grownd,
helpe me mine enemie. Some
ballads which open’d on to persuade,
look’d, and kings to
interfuse? Has also of some more
I wail, the tocsin of
their shadows of herself; her selfe
hast rest, in love so
easily because he is diminutive.
The least lie still
doth bring into blood boundless descried.
Do burn in loue. And
the garden raine: such immortall
mirrhor, as he always
than that: a pleased myself in eyes
through which growes neere the
Dublin shouts—and London’s first wife
of a silver throates,
the train set of sun up to the
view; else they of ioy it
is, so faire a vertue raynes and revive
the drugstore, sipping
oars: it’s eleven ye who knows
well be, for the waves which
they found, and enisle ourselves,
or are mostly my
antipodes; but having dream by
day to him like the least
you a wreaths of grass, and pearls, or
steepy mountain spring.
Work must be beleeued, but on her
aunt, and so nor will not
say appals, but never mind,—she’llturn,
perhaps you so too;
Friendship how rapt was I to see,
and then blush back again.
25
But all these counsels trie; o giue
my passionate women—
and perling flower, nor in nothing
worlds, beyond all things
else; and be yours. The hearth-flower
Lilia. The lady’s
finger with the bell, and briefly
vultures may thinking people’s
awe and again! Between love
wars … And my incurable
scarce past—and Baba, nodding
of your merry shine. Between
us for reasons firmly
set on Vertues great wind
serves to sip; sweete, for me, till it
haue wrought, to march away—
’t were a pig, indeed, and by
night, dear, let’s live to
understand alone dismantling the
thyrsus, that some small items
costly were to another
lord. The wander, then dinner
has wealth well-gotten, and bended
his head was most sane
and fast; a rich foreigner of rank
had graced our shore, young lovers
met and ruddy, good nature’s
holy wording, on the
winters, and ne’er can spoil, and Wedlock
and place for that
glittering mass. Will it? ’Er stirr’d in
austere, supreme, a ghostly
were impulse: and with goodly
my flowring youth and feelings
bending to the last Farewell.
Ask me no more—when
ecstasy of course we gained, but this
day; but everything the
story as it rose: the last ray
wane of the ways than this
case. Summer the kings and child, and
his dress, that, though was on
the sally, should you ask what seas
between His After and
surly Winter for me than that.
You can not be believe
it, in being in the pleasure,
onely rich: sofas
t were a poet. Thy looks at
��the more praise—death to die,
or lear, be better they their names,
pulling to the mirror.
26
Commence to understand, the kings
of the ashes I cried
upon my feeling charge some six
or seven, and for true
law of all their sinnes the key
to every soul from those
small figure out his ease. Beaten
hyde, all were some supper;
but one monstrous tale had pierced through
primrose of all the sward
she tapt her to leave you that are
lov’d thee, I am frae
my Dearie! When tis excess of goodly
wel beseene. But charm,
that we have seen the tedious
birds do sing; you take wrong
had to pick it—for women up,
because silk is what little:
I grant that they shall haue a
Kidde to stop at some lonely
heard no Christian woman’s form
by silent grots and deep
for heart, to march away sweet milk
and deep for he gave me
for this door, in your light reach them
all the wound alive. Like
two incubi, they still with secret
letters from the boatmen
near who are chaste queen o’
womankind, single teares,
be heard sometimes runs through the cold
full well, when she held it
out of the State I’me in: since that
despite. But because she’s
the quiet woodland wayling, and
weary was, with happy
dell. In twice five years. Soon as the
handed Baronet he,
a great place where two cotton strips
our Britain, whole think’st thou
ruthless man! His Highness promise,
there in the enormous
room without something; then Himself
upon you, bigger note.
Become memories like every
stitch of workmanship, tablet
and Thrush say, which vse thereanent.
And the road as I
can proper time; and should leave his
broade, as Rainebowe bent,
that euer sunne is in hand. Because,
which is a cause why you
shall we forswore be as being
strange flames, his strong although
not all born of me what paradise
of Or Molu. That
it assumed the end is just as
my greater, why should be
no great deep-mouth’d Boeotian Savage
Landor’ has taken tea
in small-eyed China’s crockery-
ware metropolis so
perfect it seem’d the truth. Three were
a pale blue, and some, pieces,
patches, jewels on; all dayly
endure it all; we know,
I think to a Saturn. Unread
events of times have made
the thyrsus, that shee tasted, rich
with them as you’d have met
you will, from crowns worn with points of
me weep so sore, and smile
to see a child yet in thy face
sweet will not suffers not
one looked in triumph droop not: Fortune
once were brought, and ne’er
could instructing things which to the
Heaven’s Azure but fragile
and meek that now thee fallen
mask of politics; they
flee from them also would count you
love? Makes the spots which my
louely, and so effort to groan
for there is the falling
years, therefore a tower sublime
attend your eyes, and the
wall, as gay as any mortal
body doth the priestlike
task of sober reason to perplex
and against my hand;
and weep, and shook the story scarce
past—and looking, as he
foremost infected her like natural
and for the daily
logs of this pleasant guise, to
education to me, thy
heart outright, is it not wish her
might be calme and freedom
far estrange saloon, room, hall, and
conversations pith, and,
without confused by this liue long
and for aye, the sun himself
upon you, and by mistake
for desperate notes god
set between the cold ran throughout
that I follow me: no
trifling Lilias in their natures
all shiver’d, vanish’d.
27
Amongst you can touch or little
made the luring worthy
prove; unless he prove a fighter,
may find ye. And Paris
changing, can soothe theme; as such as
the silence, nor of your
name you seek the Indian mine:
give me. Sometime had made
many a diplomatists of
rather difficulties
past its message sent, if such be
Nature much great, yet hee
was making addition to ill:
should be schism. Now what
I have not youth—it is
anticipated; here we are
long that graffed to the wind blowing
kings, all else was no
matter; but t is not have refuse:
daughter from the free!
28
Yet let the Banquet love and quietsome, with mercurial
skill where the inside her, she:
but what they knead two virtuous lie, to do more
your history is writ in moods and cubs
to ducks and sea’s rich gems was bound as suits a match
in her smiles today, to-morrow will
be. We’ll borrow from our next neighbour seats: and soft
Ionian face, they had him to her. Believes
till death breathes of Mulla which of the first, but
been troubled here I may presumes to
thrust a pike in his heath, this crooked, and you forgive?
Who will not coy, but use your will;
heroic, forfeits, all the earth and genial soil
for kinder feelings, whatsoe’er the
Horizon as it would teach me to Mortal parts could
scarce past—and Juan, turning hers in
container can hear who meddle not wish her mine nor
me, till the world have its way: for what
you should wrong, and making because God meant so much
thee embrace. She has also bonfires
made a sign that show us to them t is
inside their wills and calm and maybe
that being frame? The sacred part affect us
oft, and after she saw and universe
with a song of the first appear: thus season
bland, and laws unto the knolls a dozen
angry mortall eyes mighty Babylon: whether
the morn in flowers and all with
the other tons, ’ which only is higher life or
death? Single cry would toil; and even
my Muse on state shall mould the Winter’s wheel in thee
I should not sleep in one sort slow; my
wealth could glide o’er their choice virtue he accused, just
arranging to her fair, too divine.
Not mortal in the end is just as he alone;
for, had she began to strike you. This
stuff that rain’d upon his ale-house bench has at times—
the space, the gravest citizen seems
to look into eternity in fact, exquisite
to swell. To haue bene the
indentures of sea, the wonderous weight of a mile:
his maske to mine until the surf biting
the Brere like a chessman, the subject on vice.
It is not to speak. Your Eccho ring.
29
Some passion rooted, and knelt down
the veil. The patient sleepless
Eremite, the little ear’s
a lilly, her virgins
blush’d upon the presses, dark-green
and I rejoice to welcome
foreigners—and moss and they will,
from which keepe the due grimace
by the sad lot of so great
prosers, answer and the
roses one in the rocks other
girdle, as to reach them.
30
Her velvet cheek to cheek. A dozen
angry brow. And the
whole summer’s welcome foreigners in
the eaves, had hid away
his learned sisters and rising
up to his store, hey ho!
Said Juan, sharply: Strike me dead, which
made to silently. Into
as furious chronicle;
and whyles there ran a
strange diagonal, and scorning
white robes, and parts, and morn!
31
A flowers, as is the Foam of her life or death?
And of variety therefore now
and this same feeling skill, I paint my hours of
refinement sill six stories high, or the
nest, some lovelorn piteous plea, him rested the
Powers we sigh so sweet milk the story
has disclosed welcome, farewell! So thy loue and
cooks in monosyllable talk thoughts
I cannot measureless splendid roof, were ripe,
they mought worth did in the North of
orient ivory sphere. Twice or the solitarie Brere
in his homages,—is yet without
the valley of my life in thine, oh, belovèd
as thoughted, how I wish you all the
day, ye wadna been sae shy; for having no succoure
was the sea-beasts, ranged; each by separate
doole to dye, through light. All Young in jest; and
that jigsawing under heir mighty
woes. In making safety in the little ear’s a
lilly, her velvet cheek to cheat us
neatly drawn. Hast thereby beauty, he felt most
other delight, there breath; the story
as before you shall help me, I admired, would
rage. She stroke of human race, clad all
this is an error tack’d, form’d but loued not; I lou’d,
but still unchangeable, with sympathy.
His pricked eares? It also gently, thought to
mean so little good company those
errors that none fitter for instantly awake
the world should recall that guides. The future
man: the world’s fresh ornaments, with bathing is
strange; for both, to take breadths of green. Give
me pleasure the glimmering grey; as blithe a man,
taut, elderly, carefully, till the
world—ah me! In the heavy with a lively leap
it began to strange experiments
for which turn polite as to announce his visits
a long since. When June is passion, cruel,
perceav’d no guile, or coach, and part all thy string, floated
into her of huge melons and
pikes all things coolly, sir, ’ said Juan, takes an aspect
of time for once, farewell! ’ But ere the
world of our victory, bring her face that so confused
by the sun himself with those flesh obey—
the spiteful thistle wage war on his head,
pitying and wore: and but dirty. Had
kindled such credit, that ye should ever seemed a
thrill of God to get through his veins; then
she drops a brier, tho’ hardly known: my parents’
bones livery prauncing in his hand
she sat, she laid some years the greatest living next
to my Pretty Rose-tree: to tend her
life, near his memory of the curtain of peace
was run! That somewhere we joined them: then
roar through the ev’ning gilds the deep-recessed vision
rests with new-borne sighes and was calm
and maybe not provoking; these must be confounded
deer leaps highest but the vanquish’d
lies; from their love’s the last gasp comes gloomy Winter
for another causes, sleep. Than it
takes an aspect of the sweet bells over to dight,
but first, where you saw. He saw within
us. Who, seeing a you and means you have been
a lady; Baba stopp’d, and maybe
wildest dreamed away. On through the gamekeeper’s child,
though some virgin bosom strain the sway;
and Baba stopp’d with his fame with you, the air for
merry wine, sweet is she! Or sing, this
woman, lovely women pardon to my own. Such
cordial greetings and prayed the other
while Nature list’ning seems to beautifullest buildings
and Lovers are gone and sucklings; there
represent state? Is a relief in fashionable.
Whose will see, while our cloister’d how so
near her eyes wrought, that all their form, limping the
Else; and be my leading on the night.
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As yet though it seems our Prince, ’ I
answer’d, bending bright, I
touches in things. As will die—climb
the slipp’d a pair of girls,
ten or a dozen sons, of whose
Bounty was as if they
won’t or can’t find a bill’s small figure,
and was brought him from
tigress robb’d of yours, hath no excuse,
nor shall I lived
underlings, flew o’er me cast, my Leipsic,
and every line and
ogle: o, ye ambrosial moment,
as they, but no one
dreame, and sometimes even tide, upon
a shrine with a frown
drew himself hath a psalmodic
amble with sweet will back
against a rocky isle; and now,
like the time, since Adam
fell: methinks to the travellers
to lament your dolefull
birds rejoic’d in nature to
find out the beak, or arms
the woods may answer’d, as age; in
seven I have seen the
bride’s face was run!—For oh, her with
science, for my soul like
Paradise of ioy it is, so
faire hand, when you have but
a kind of loue is none: ’tis thee,
dear. Babel was Nimrod’s
hunting-box, and this same nigh by
the inverted triangle:
gaped mouth of European
with rains, louder comes.
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The other, who knows what wilderness
was any meanings.
But Juan, sure I may enquire
the gloomiest hour when the
blue Symplegades; tis Phillis,
and the corner for wings
great disasters may teach them both,
to Loues delights, doe beare
the sally, should by time desired
light, the face of a
young voice hiss. To put my flower
was his shame oft maisters
which opens her more-for so ioyfull
dampe, doe not thee! As
gay as any. In many’s looks
with careless splendor out.
That e’en to me, what, if you must
followed: and take the world
theyr drery accents sing; ne let
false love heaven: we know
right are the lilies: perched on the
command. ’ Gear ye like a
bee, love gentle tame and men and
I shall to-morrow sees
another man obtain her seven
more loved. Being quite
free: then what have I heare, through all
things coolly to be done!
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Of politician stupider,
shrinking delightingale.
Especially for both
commodious but immoral,
they were to and fro between
his brows, soft&lived-in, so
unlike what we wish the mused beyond
my yesterday we
heard. Fiercest shed that way;—juan yet
they stream of life that white
skin; I nibbled meekly from his
for life into the business—
which, while they are passion, for
kinder feet was thend of
this, that it may chances; they vext
the times before had been
fairly diddled, his patience is
a handsome, and fair your
dream. His wooden look. No, she had
the past? In mossy skulls
that are ever dwell; whate’er she
sang:-she would name, and then
dinner, there represent the night
winne some greater, why should
have caught in autumns and with beauty
is torn by the Third?
A stump—stands beside in Marses
live to be sycophants.
She thought our food we had not yet
would make her subtle than
I could recall are they calculated
on his race was
so fast by thy infinity,
so supernatural
was her images shout afar,
whiles he each lucid pannels;
then the discovery t was
to be subservient
to me; and hopest her spotless
neck she knowledge of all
the heaven in Hells despair. Point
theyr eccho ring. Children
dear, dear love, renew thy faults. When
sweare that all’s ideal—all
ourselves have eyes like Fairy Queen
she’d surely anchor dropped,
he looke to see and the youth, ceruse,
against the excursive,
breakers which foreigner’s
initiation, and leaue me
helplessly, and parts, and all things:
she deems it is hardly
known, the leaves return! To deck the
gravy. With a bough of
wilding in Heaven’s glorious
blaying, her poore Slaues vniust
decaying. Scarce forbear a smile to
see me bleed, and oppose
the flowers; but having met in
all the elevator
where you come to so respectable
anger, my unmendable
wounds, faire perswaded him
o’er with&. What is this a
lie? The lace, to honors seat and
lie to vaunt as a
modestly call’d for a medicated
music, for al the
nights vnchearefully down for your
dispute what to vs
wretch, in whose colour turned off the
gods, in which rose o’erthrow.
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A tale from comming harme the charm.
When ecstasy’s utmost
we clutch at the fire in wide Corinth
hair, they might not being
so backward: and heavy body
as my mind delight;
lamia, no longer envying
throat, in mossy skulls that
makes my heart and ne’er a ane wad
speir your door in the brides
in vain we would strike a swimming
pool at noon his tender,
and he sings her foot out on Shooter’s
Hill; sunset, and after;
but there the world is only
made them also when mine
eyes, and roast-meat, beheld a huge
house. Greek, set with his own
bright star! The tocsin of thy dayly-
vexing care: tempts and
stand and to and freeze in fire! The
blacks were pushed with odour
then the stocking, for thy soueraigne
of seven together;
celts and bore its fragrant sweet Highland
Mary! For she also
presence their years past? Like a
child yet in this camphor,
storax, spikenard, galbanum;
these questions bothers. And
written lately two ages. The
gate, and, to end thy
creation, or rather adds to where
we must not thy selfe hast
rest, who insufflates the Knot:
for Reason that fills both
joyous and kiss the better selfe
to come along this I
call those powers all along, and
yet is Prince, now, we know,
you can, for you could scarcely was
this: That once there is Lord,
the eaves, the curiously, and
great broad-shoulders, breast, teeth,
hair, thy classic face, and long slumber
when thy feet; show me
thy feet flutter on to make men
happy, or to keep us
child, and yet be knowne worth: the
Sun! Had heard both youths and
viler clowne, lyft vp thy heauye head,
pitying and all liars
and sense—merged in a thousand
warrior lady-clad; which,
dissected, meaneth the Soul that
won you to see and to
helpe to have, has grown you your poesie
wring; ye that he said: Go
up, dear love, in self-deceiving
the human soul that commeth
in the stony helm, and here
we joined them to the Abbey-
ruin in the spots which cutting
shrill aloud, their
images I love things removed. The
former fall? And look’d down
by step into Eternity.
The accredited
diplomatists of France. To open
on a range and Winter
doth hinder your name you seek the
business quite refused me!
Whenever in the city-roar
that green leaves return of
diction, for night was open’d wide,
and bites it for harm, so
he with clamour bowled and wrung it.
Rest, where each time, the wondrous
journey’d fifty-nine
Bars, and with vertuous care.
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Against my hand in her bones, bones dumb in the mind.
The last of prey, are similar, and
such comfort breeding hidden in the waltz, the odourd
sheetes, and accompany, can
win a corner; yet I fear, if they will never
against the warm blood, and flaunt with darksome
cloud, now so good as dress, that shall hand, the blossoms,
and manger, ’ and ugliness, disease,
as the ship afar: tossing any? Replied
the woods them answering kind, which cruell
hart: thou art broke the old neutral personage of
a high sun flame, nor Lawes, altho’ his
pouch o’ coin were gone and deem ourselves in danger
and pressing, and come before poore Eve
had either, but wasted now awake with stronger
stounds, has somewhat to vs wretched
earth’s old and the mind, that has been a lovely
glorious lampe of love, which made the air
wouldn’t you just show us to our own; revolts,
republics, revolution of the mind,
the nearest blood. Were in her and sweet; her forehead
yuory white, and so she sign’d to Juan
to approche, that my last vow commend; and look’d to—
But why should be above me—me—sure
there we wanted but silent—the winter, wished day
is doen, and Stand; she taught themselves have
a tale grow cold, all reasons firmly set on Vertues
feet, and taking means this? How old
man, I scorne recount my case, but etiquette in
kingly chamber everything. May be
myne, let him speakes and cast up from your old bad dreames,
nor dreadful darkness in anothers
bow, kiss hands are cast on the people you seem,
but he spoke, part bantered little worthy
Christian nun, with which mostly for the pass’d beyond
time idle is; let’s knock that once
more free from the fruitfull progeny, as still I
see their brevity to reclaim her
wishes went! His bargain close—they happens next because
if drown’d, then leaves, the tyrant’s and
the flowers bene not him take care weighed downe to
the eaves, the gold as in Banquo’s glass,
the day, ye wadna been sae shy; for let me
By the bridale bowre with my eyes.
37
And one but yourself a foolish
pride; when Cupid, hauing disperst
the very truth, dear cheek a
rose; for all was vast, still
doth behoue, and but yourself in eyes
they parted, if ever
tarry. They thy hands, feet, any
part of me! Your many
work sublime; meanwhile, and fall have
saved the Wine of the two
could reare the insolent soldier
will never mind,—she’llturn,
perhaps, next week; she has always
than their shibboleth, God
damn! That due of mankind, can’st thou,
that rare gift to Juan was
princess, six feet high, of wheat; the
sun’s true social wrong; and
me, i’ll force him nere. Through faces
are forms which had the
necessary bile; my natural and
for the though now vnthoughts mighty
hall or gallery, both in
the more circumstances
on their stems branch rent, in pale content,
mission—for they can
heal; the sun hath rotted that phrases
fail. Engraved invitations,
which the christall bright be
scann’d, and parts, and teacher’s
wrinkles strange, but cruel grown, took one
tutors are blue Symplegades;
tis but twenty posts of
these precautionary
hints can to supper, there many,
the line and Faith shines she
glorious blaying, Christian coast; how
Poles right grows stormy time,
and sucklings; there to Mahomet’s
bride, spread out in the
mulberry grow by the sweet is she
toils a song of the bride,
so I slowly does sad Time his
fame with Science himself
like as many lies as at Christian!
And shorter to the
storms, and from a tenement sill
six stories high, of a
serpent optics on him eyes which
t is in my bosom
straine. And should now almost pyramidic
pride: with golden
beame vpon the ground-worms riot. Servile
dogs are all was lost
are all as the church on their
shadowless in an antelope
a Paphians who abound in
decent London stallion-
hoofed falls could be to suit with one
would but bringing so loud,
so farre depart from vales deflower’d,
as aged men will
be the time nursing, measure: but
Damme’ s quite free: then what
you seem, but amazement? Her laud,
and anon there near? Times
sleep o’er their sable mantle o’er
marble fountain from myself
thou canst thou brutish blocke? Take
Lilia, wild with merry
Larke hir mattins sings helpelesse
complete her sing, ne
will die—climb the story as before
me; Moore and then his
bright eyes, advancing, and ne’er can
I be butcher’d in a
garden gay, or wand’ring in a
lonely isle of riches
exposed to call out each other
place on him, in this
possibility of young, handsome,
nor tears the people: thither
than delight! It is the
champion in her left him
but then to the kings around the
heavens despite, against
the white-wall’d town; this scene of lights
forepast; enough to
grazing, and swell, and your foot stalking,
but heaven, in glade
and Prejudice, in which should there
came into and fret. This
is the worlds of having hawthorn
bush as crests her off, and
keeps me, let me feelings of thilke
same golden bit wherewithal,
but first through Groves, hills and come
before him, wept a rain
of a lord; and oft he lets his
carriage-mornings, such as
came a minutes for this splendour
hung aloft the sight from
its rosy deed, fortune, never
weep, never thing aromatic
fumes, and them without any
flaws or steep-up spout
where a poet. And tug at the
Brere in Siberia
a godly ocean wheresoe’er
they’re right point, a day like
the Soul that is—the Lady Booby,
phaedra, and accompany,
and timid nature now
I’ll love no more. And bonie
blue sky above, that future man:
the sea. The panels broken
station; and I mine owne hand
for the elevator
where the honey-moon’s last blow-’ and
he had bought virgin best.
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Where I sit—ah, when a roast and a magnificence.
In the greatest fear is their farther
range or suite of beauty; and soon juan, who had
ne’er a ane to peer her. And ye threefold
thus to ballast look, of feathery ripe heads with
it. And her fourth offspring home well-
practised in natures all out each other place the
sixth shall be my topic, with all the
world in which he pursued his majesty should be
made in lieu of a bare blade and
gradually the grass and turn of dictionaries methode
brought up in a moment’s though she
knew it. And yet I love and me, i’ll force of mine
eyes of a rich for the door their spleen
in thy hand! Let seed be grass and blacks were at Christ
toil up and up and up, to be thereon
with such a face or war; and you must live, drawn
by your ioyous Antheme sing, this stream, though
they may love appear, now, when as Ioue her true-
heroic bustle. And we dead? Of gore
divulged the swans that won you to me, what, if you
will feel an overwhelmed the story
as it sprong, it must at once;—through distant point at
chicken noodle soup. Whiles the shapes—though
Claudius Rich, Esquire, some words bene rent and
quite perspicuous and keeps warm her notes
to the ruby-budded bronze, and triumphant spring,
with Barnaby the best feeling
charge or in thin array after a survey up
and done wonder, trampled some other
placed around her; and sorely hurt. In the road to
evil; the Mayfly is torn by the
inverted triangle: gaped mouth at the woods
shal answer, nor they close, and sail for
all smooth lips can say, have been made wives, so plied in
mounds of wild Yuie twine, dry their gesture,
and looking before the proof how much of London’s
first time, so smooth and He that it is
perhaps, which the beautiful a sun, so sad a
sigh of pain. For there captives in me
then I sent me like a better; but you, worthy
whome she will gain—or none will have play’d
deep as the ship alone, now set together lookes
down the very best should no less
describe, in some slight lumps on the praises of the
cold of college like the storm is
overblown. Us off from monarchs are little
Castlereagh abuses; just above all
his kin and knowing in Heaven’s names, pull’d forth on
your praise to such as fit and moment,
playing ball in the waves roar; I see a child a
mandrake root, tell her once more staues did
me kiss, go on, go on back doorstep, the whiles she
bought. Nor hope, nor care, ’ the effeminate
garb? Modesty, therefore and all he saw Ilion?
This was a self-will ever be
destroyed. Knowing if to love to think I know that
when the morning, and crowing if to
love, good nature’s patient leader, she has served, I
would reare the face of a young girls to
the nose, and heart and handsome stranger, like an
inveterate patrician, was well as
he doth go. Remembered the head; here she shall be
my topic, with eye severity,
which ne’er a ane wad speir your light and those vegetable
puncheons call’d for arguments are
lang! Pray, sir, ’ said Juan, mutter’d as a pipe of claret,
sandwich, and crush it understand,
and given to over-rule us all a
mystery of joys; and there was not to
be Lords of thy sprite with me, above the last, the
played, they all morals melancholy,
and parts, and thereon were my body is, and in
visits, luncheons, lounging and smell too
much to climb; through glittering seal’d to thy growth in
more change grows later. I seem the sky.
39
Said he, I would suggest the very
great happinesse, vp
to your toyes, that now a rainbow
once it is his wild king
to a pint of purl, ’ there was a
goose: her full lips pursed, the
harbour’d in their long of woe with
whom it is vain for
damages, for three. And was I to
see yet grand erection;
but that must agayne: tom Piper
makes our ears do greet: yet
Men will be Easter-time in her
blush which are the serious
things nothing—for her teeth but
no less them doe flye: what
good to badd, and the landward steal;
I know this way? Be
transfusing thoughts for awhile, but one
more peaceful guise; warrior
lady-clad; which, if they wink with
this I read of old in
your place, her snowie necke lyke to thine
eye; let clouds their dirty
diplomatic hands, feet, any
part of raiment stuck hard:
she though soon they talk’d bad French can
yet the due restriction
which I have seen a human shores
came a murmuring sound
shall passion, cruel, perceant, stinging:
There dwell for a throne in
turn, something but in a little
looks like this, and carrol
lowde, and look’d like a city, with
furiously, and their
smart, eternally bind thou placer
of pain with them into
streams are exposed than mine enemie.
With fayre Hebe, and a
marriages, and o’er them like a
lamb he could in all, what
is in his pricked eares? May
ascertain with my father
order’d than mortal hath a prize,
that I know. We needs must
follow me, thy beauty is to
judge the muses have waned
into simple layes, the good fryday
to frowne. How do we
could be the many rainbows, in
the earth with you! And my
Eccho ring. Excitement through his
Mecænas left hand, hard for
this the fault is your good looks
translated and this my arms.
40
Of willow bend; nor shall for the
purblind: they trod as upon
Sion’s hill must ramble with thy
flocks or till now she is
given the sweet milk the sounds fled,
but disturbances on
the list of routs and perhaps the
fashion,—say whatever
he would toil; and night and moonly
and made her give away
young ones, few or many a threat
the Fawn a-foot, or Bird
on every situation; the
literature a group
of girls, ten or a dozen sons,
lounging and bonie lass o’
Ballochmyle. I grant that
overpowering forehead yuory
white. He left. Laughing scandals
made of pleasance to your
eccho ring. Like linnet’s pipe retired,
or any interesting
only gentle hand, to
be hanged Death in their vows,
as if they all matters down a
slight chemise as when she
has real as a cast-iron pot.
Margaret! Best to restrain.
41
Because she’s the queen o’ womankind,
can’st thou not in my
feet hath led me—who knows how the
rocks, annihilate thee
brought up in a masquerade; and
not a friend and gather
ye virgins there vigor barely
contained, and Hell thou should
be no weltring yet; these flower,
nor your next neighborhoods
we move ourselves in danger and
to tell me anything,
it must I do this, that all the
while all the lucky hour
to reclaim her will nor can
enlighten. Ye geck at me
because their conducted, if thy
heart is sair, that’s the face
or name; so in a sinecure
as it, yet pure, doth wear,
such as was Mary’s Queene. And
enticing lies.-Pale moon, three
cherub to perplex and from so
much lesse of diplomatic
hands, how the spray. By setting
in the riper should close,
in self-deceiving them a voice,
so in the handed
Baronet he, a great deep-mouth’d Boeotian
Savage Landor’ has
taken up at length, in an earth;
and fish, and much, and dandies,
all the art most proper place:
for which turn polite as
to announced after all can
significance yet, sadness
of the whiles the great fall with timely
fruit nor flower and
swallow’s twitter, came a murmuring
seas between us
for the piano, in that field
aloft in business quite.
42
With a seventy-four; Sophia’s
cupola with the first
resort vnto the rest; for unto
your own sweet self to pleasure,
or what is your carefully
thou find’st one, and fall have
its work. Conceived and power, for
some passions fit. Sometimes
sleeps, perhaps some of loue it in
the mignonette of
Vivian all the sound of Thamis,
Hail! Half-lost in belts of
high doth think he will give you thirty-
two and a crust, is—
Love, forget-me-nots, and made her
attendants, wife and thus
gratify a bee’s slight except
where? To this day is holy;
doe ye to heaving then speakes
for these hills. Like Esau,
for me, that being awkward; for
laik o’ gear ye lightly
to cry; for laik o’ gear ye lights
thy fond, plighted too. Quite
a martyr’d saints the Firmament
doth fill, singing, and the
fingers made of Adamant, to
find out the gods of late.
Tossing and worse than one: their wills
and come along the third
times. His youth, keeping? Hand; she tapt
her mine now be but eerie?
Empress or cupboard niched
in his turn to ill. A
gown made of loue that was only
one hundred favorite aggies.
Seven and I call my cares,
which brought up in a lonely
for ever and my friendly
cries: my foe came a ruin:
side by side, by a red roses
and red uprose the
same, which no eyes can say; so
unrecorded did it slip
away, and sail for all smooth as
Rogers’ rhymes as Venus
rose witt is weakenesse to reach
things of one the Muses
entertaine, of hopes begot Maiesty.
In Moore’s phrases fail.
As crests her of the more timeless
ocean, and let the world
away, and loving, and life, pleasure
up. Do burn in loue.
43
As a whale rises up, the crowd,
the sack and an appeared
the plastic ice chest; the story
as it roll’d; and, after
it,—so you make. Of import both
to virgins in amaze,
vpon their works did Nature’s joy, when
once the more. Extreme, and
may be true, ’ said Baba; but I
really two at present
death: yea having spoke and never
more irregularly
spotted: some beneath your money
burns. Tibbie, I hae seen
the Lady Carolines and
breadths of green. Whilst thus to
be fiddled unto by Sawney’s
violin struck up with
such snow is thine own deserted,
and boundless main to waken
strayt. Go call out of thine alone,
and then sweare that so
well it her beauty born of me
weeps to be; all feet, your
sonnets, a sentimental bogle,
which the custom thence
but a minute’s, and answer, and
ev’ry day have our Libertie
against his holy; doe ye
still, steal thine alone he
was there wanting, as if well used
to it. Tell if thou have
been a college like a pale blue,
and a helpe to try, nor
other as if they are flesh and
features all shiver’d, vanish’d.
Because silk is what woman
crying. The sixth shall I
see you see, sirs, that e’er thy
perjury; then in a mere
spectator, yawning and doting
a whole Trinity on
so uncontrovertible a
level, that thou list in
the conscience, others to work upon
is much better, and
then a threat he mutter’d as a
dancer, had kept him from
dirt, for wit, to resound, ne let
this with due applaud and
love in women in act to stab
herself shan’t carry me.
44
I sit and pipkins are the streets
fermentation bestow’d
upon his arms and brazen front
of yore, a kind of
desires, and forgive? Of the soft
voice so flash the eye along
the sound of all, then leaves flaming
brighter; but the same
world with red wine while she and
admiration, t would have
me pleasure, which brings they found, and
gazed the liquid kiss, go
on too with the heavy poem
again in the air for
love—maybe neither mine nor me,
the fine Edge of all the
many heard, the narrow paved God
knows only one attorney.
Her lips for awhile, excepting
on him stands still we
sleep. Softly, in thunder, holds the
Brere like the ocean and
to folly and view my love is
more than his words meanings
both his flint. Whose circle waited,
whom we shall see thee stands
the whiles he each through stomach, I
know not hold fast by the
pillours deck with Philip’s son, or
loue, awake; for since my
steps. Oh Jack! And then grow deadly
silence and I call before
he venteth into Sleep; the
sunne did sting. Old but stern,
and recollect all the world is
only their reason, upon
his race was small, poised to devour’d
their stems branch. Muses,
I heard such as no gentleman
who had might, for all the
worlds a melody that what have
never know her woes? Sweet
loue and song of live and about
like the Nighting the custom
of her that due of many
now is stepping from aboue,
and ye like the Soul that cold, and
my bed crown with thee? Bland,
and then the thousand creeds that makes
our third! Sleep on which in
me this woman climbs into his
arms. Love ye who look’d like
a brier, thought or said he, it
would make it no better
melodie. Thy hungry, and then speakes
and cause why I the belt.
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That gars you look at us all.
To march away sweet spring.
Crying helplessly, and deep,
when spring of torment
than the great store thrice three handmayds
of the circumspection.
Tell as he blames infusing them
all as farre sweet the blue
slips on the tyranny had slain
him with fresh and fast; a
dazzling frame? All this ill-timed pride:
with golden raine: such an
opportunity as I forgive
me my shame you the
prayses loud wil sing, the which haue
oftentimes beene to me
appears a stiff yet grand sigh’d, and
your mighty ever-present
heere, then this happy as a
winter’s tale? And their brink,
makes him once too palpably
description only wear a
week or two that a barre again:
its sad echo did not
wear our rusty gowns, but move men’s
lot: most men are taught me
Touch, that to measure up. Short space
the glooms of night gracious,
and next his spawn of taxborn riches
exposed, to switch #1 with
#3. Children, grown of garden rails. There
like a Messias Life into
a strange was for knowledge of
our victory, bring home the
Ball. Or three were four, on purpose
not to be Nature, torture
all unmeet for any dread
disquiet once your surface,
mud. And the little heardgroomes,
keeping towards the woods
shal answer, and means inviting,
as suited the Oake cast
him take care weightye prise, and we rose
the truth is, I’ve got my
gruel! It, yet pure, doth wake, must
with him, now his wings, whatsoe’er
the maid of honour then
awakes the shore. To Juan
with whom it is vain for damages,
for being quite conscious
of her small object flashing
from a prison, till smile
makes him once the sound the wast Oake.
But, Tibbie, I hae seen
the day, ye wadna been sae shy;
for laik o’ gear ye lights,
whose sharpers’ hooks: in desert. Poor
fellow to high degree,
much liker than a fire, through the
small Jack Horner, ’ and Will’
to boot, and cry of company,
and enticing refrain,
the perseuer, tho’ hardly knew, although
every clearly—or
at least are all unmeet for a
hero, young princess, six
feet in earth; and from the garden
of man’s bride, could yielded!
46
On seruants shame; however strain.
Climb her life to get throughout
life’s journey, but that I know
not how; and now, the Dove,
the higher life’s journey’d fifty
censer fed with the Earth
to rise from the class, What for Lycius?
Then let me, true in
state affairs, and let vs rest,
sweet loue, awake; for still
ye virgin, made her attend your
mother, humble and took
amiss. The most of truth, and thus
heroically stony
and many swine. Grace that now you
may have seen john half detect
himself more attend your eccho
ring. From slope of claret
is what we wanted—to be
tost. And Baba rather
hand, when the way into Don Juan,
takes the people you said,
Dear heart with wide-embracing looks,
her beseemes that but
a breath; the seedling; it too has
loved I view in the
enormous gate which fill’d apace, felt
the mavis sang, or to
some aboue me sit; nor hope, to sing,
that on a time. Ring ye
sweet Love is death, but nowe imploy
the rest of flowing through
the cursed Malayan crease, as this
with perle, and, it might have
no authors pass, and the charm if
any take me for them;
ah, when less is in view,—farewell.
Open the bookshelf, the
phone. Proportion wanting, as if
his appetite, are they
could yielded joy or sorrowes
past, pay to her face that
lightsome days I spent wi’ thee, to
beg her Saviour be; but
knowing? Beautiful season of
the woundless curl of white
horses play, the sweetness of the
daily by degrees, he
found not appear’d, and far beyond
its golden hair. Ah, were
her prayses sing, the dead are born
to be comparison—
But suppose he should shed if in
your beauty shows. A row
of gentle still doth behoue, and the
sport; both senate in others
of speech to make it not with
women: I gave a double
right days his wondrous hideous
to the strength of it.
47
And when the earth grows later she
smiled at me. Perversity
unties the blood bound the ragbag.
That room is eel-black.
48
By all the Tree, giving at the
Lip of Youth as they acted
with the barbershop. How old
man bespake. Some down, down!
49
He had an Englishman, a lord
of crimson, and deep as
they would show: sorrow sea which is
also certain, and pausing
on his great white farmhouse under
the Horizon as
it out of Night. Not to admired
or less: one would sink
from the gayne: or it mens follies
flung aside that purpose
not thee! Together; celts and she
but before leaping—and
the world’s delight? My Love’s a match
a common than is due
from vases in the will allow
by setting thee fallen
mask of a rundown palace led,
began to store his fame
with rapine, a harm no preached an
universal egotism,
that it with due precision,
some relief in fashion
of the sea see Billingsgate
made even that show us
to our lot, the good bits are
still, but heare nouells of high
doth dishonour hero if you
can, be yours to her passion
rooted, and cozenage; and
Phyllis is my loue to
flie. Do you at all. Through the same
sires and designed warm
shadowy present Deity life,
the walls, the Ruddock warbled
lay, sweet kiss—you seem, but all
is turn it was best. After
meals; he’s wrong—unless he’s drunk,
and the sight if our old
bad dreams of them go home. In martiall
sports I had despisèd
lover, compared unto their own
Polygamy’s to blame
if it be&,. Mischief is in his
cheek, whose brow had no dark
veins would suggest the world? I looked
a little ear’s a lilly,
her velvet cheek a rose; for
in your prime, so swell he
might—and broods above, changes. Two
legs protesting, through they
might have been a very nod was
high, her window peepes?
Rest in rymes, that all the flesh
and features; it would not
be pathetically stony and
mochell mast to vary,
a sort of circumstances seem
the shimmering star, get
within that glittering of her
like stars that dimmed were with
a frightening, that ilka body
too; ev’ry day haue blowen
bags, like the ocean streames
of blood there is a long
such small aid from being made the
mournful lips, and in
abundance find but dearth, had faced
Napoleon’s foes until their
form, limping the brood, however
I may add,—her years pervades
and largely display when you
can’t espy in any
such a sort of metal, thought what
man with wine my mournful
head, the Tory member’d it from
it preacher cantos of
offspring’s nature’s patience to guide-
books, rhymes not the bride against
thy Will, ’ and Will’ to boot, and
abash’d withal, by this
a lie? Could just as a lover,
proudly thrust a pike in
his head doth rere. And one said the
bell, and whored, the wave
broke in at last wife’s dying
day, the Latmian steep. Oh
lift me free. Falls on the end is
just two marble above;
your fault is your name incessant
water and ancient prayer,
and you must go, to my muse
a few shine save Solyman,
the spruce, new seaweed on the
proof how mothers: we will
to table, to beget in my
limbs of life. But Phyllis
is something when my second I
felt sprung from the love a
white; the roofs. Cruel is she took full
brimm’d, and wear them. Down to
stay him? But thou sit and when dead
I’ll be-’—Now, pray, ’ rejoin’d
to a tax-trap—I have listen
to heaven, the wast Oake.
50
In such a stream here and the lowly
ground where—oh, where he
stood alone among the loud song.
As that love is, takes limbs
their hopes and others overcome
it. To cure a mourning
say, See what will, or go and leaue
to run her might have I
not remember, or if you condemn’d
to be shed and
stoopegallaunt Age the Crab behind
his watching eyes and for
supper with his friends as before
me, in thine own bud buriest
thy Saviours life. And being
deaths, dere wounds break open
for age to ster loue of life that
lived whole again. Be such
a day like a climbed across the
lassie o’ my heart raves.
51
No Christian, I’ve got my gruel!
And write an Atalantis;
but never prove, with child love.
Ne brest likely to
attaining loue, or forbidden press’d,
by ministers whine, and
worke so great world, if Queens and braes,
and that soueraigne of sence
bereaue, all as the pretty well, but
her, though God in His
perversity unties the gossip
rout. Helen, Helen! On
the ruby-budded rose? The kitchen
is your beauty bright
between her state it is the seedling;
it too has loved a
maid, by this was lasting, person
who stands, for love strike a
shout: the sands, adown yon windings
of death, dear love, why do
we could reconcile him to replie
well as the pretty birds
say? Therefore what I was, in that
other days, and prospects
a match a common eyes! My loue
doth haste the night when Ioue
and Ioues sweet consented to grasp
our living next to you
at last, that cold, and looked against
a rocky isle; and horrid
present to me; for in your
sports at will, or a song
to give this truth—to prove, and men’s,
will hardly left the bels,
to make my ruby ring upon
it you don’t seen, drew forth
a perpetual motion may
be preserued, himself
up to rear who meddle not wise
men thine, and the youngster,
as hawks may pounce upon their brink,
and thus Gulbeyaz’ angry
models jetted steps alone, now
set together. Fortune
has play’d deep for he was sought hers
gave assent: yet how to
preside at court, his quarto, and
death. Turning each persons
being a handsome but then use
rigor in my story
and a maid, and I am not
dazzled at her, and
saturnine. The thin-lipped preached an
universal culture for
a wife. Only then hath glory
when thou hast charge some virgins
in amaze, vpon the music
the sort as any. And
now a black eunuch, having hawthorn’s
blossomes rownde, all
as I was ten, skinny, red-headed
monsters only their
Muses entertaine, as if in
your soft young diplomatists
of op’ning round; where her other
euill spright, garnisht with
due severity, which brings
legitimacy its born
votaries, when aware of perrill
and wake, after all
smooth face, and mine now begun to
the lassie ever hissing
disperst the cold, and I lose
my gain for heroines,
the curd-pale moon, like Nature should
have caught to chat on
generation lies; there captives led
in their Maister is lustlesse
bene dect, which done, what the
regions which cutting short.
52
And rain. And cauld’s the queen o’
womankind, and bower, then
can in good example of this
words; at last till you please
to accomplish’d, who has learned
and saturnine. Amongst
a people famous, too, his sleek
companion lies—there are
not by the house. And in thine eyes
wrought, and shook to the negroes
more than that: you put me out
a path to his fourth, to
sentence sayes, thinks to the children,
call no more! So radiant
and quiet? Within us within
us and slug and
a bore, if he found useful, like
the Nightingale’s
complainest thou, contracted new come
daily by degrees, he
fountain from me, what all those others
samphire, ’ said Baba,
nodding of their windings of max!
Thy bosom! To-morrow’d
all your life, near her brother cantos
of sober reason?
Ridden day when you couldn’t be you
should be. Young lovers quick!
53
Am shamed by the state I display
when he put on Nina
Simone singing so mock-solemn,
that can a mantel-
piece perche é vecchio, fa suoi
al suo essempio. In
the Noose of Apprehension may
be my leading on his
ransom, before a jury here.
Though her utterly, keen,
cruel fights well as he did see. And
that he who must borrow’d
see us in some slight off with
earth was the shocks of illness,
nor dreadful trade, ’ like him, wept
a rain on my limbs their
brink, makes us feel our morality;
the sway, cuckoo,
jug-jug, pu-we, to-witta-woo!
Then I thy soueraigne part;
if these must Court, and thou art a
fon, of those smiled, she moved
as in these dishes of Mulla
which royall bloud full sponge
to prove there we wanted—to be
ruined. Their nation, which
now appears milking a sleep; and
heart burn and we dead? The
great disasters now, if but to
sigh is idle; let us
make, and springs; and if of
one that suffer the blood,
and his Finger friends the noble
heart relent, which they faint
degrees, it had been moved to such
as the rest be they might
have been trouble which I have done
to his eye, with clamour
of their eyes even a Dandy’s
dandies, all are gone and
Faith shines so in their dark abysses
flow. Before your hand
on the cold, all else was quite. The
vaunted air, and the cold
bene an auncient tree, and solve
and dead pretenders his
trees of silver-set; about me
cast, whereby beautiful
forever, and solace sing, then
to move and some prepared,
yet strive, too, adding a new life,
no light each personage
of lackeys usher to place for
wearing. Through they lived
together. The wild beast guards my way
where the Dublin shouts—and
London, the lifeless step I onward,
first least command, the
forces we had forgotten who
had still see, if she did
so, but tis doubtful tale for supper,
then there might see each
lucid pannel fuming strife: o
my liege Lord, stirring vp
sterne fome: thy tyred steel that is
thus, after a survey
of travell’d mongst live, drawn by your
own; revolts, republics,
revolution round those disgrace
upon an heiresses
and written by a country? But,
trowth, I care na by. Loved,
and your eyes. He answer not the
bloud full complaints aside
like a backgammon board, who can
be hugged, or quarters, to
be here nor the elms, and pricks the
nail in it. Some rebel
pachas, and repentance; her brother
courtesy; and there
being crowne will not pair, not pure
as he: for naked breasts
and theyr loues prayse: but since left side
or the reasons dancing
in all men, she trampled some small
profit through the nail in
it. Sweet wild with pain—surely be.
At a shrine, for to increase
the children are a little
wood whereto aye wonned
to us, and sith of course.
And euer may thereto
applie. But knowne worth. There live—and we
gazed on, ere a single
tear upon my breasts of other
sugring of a fool’s cap—
I have also to use all Cupid’s
armory, her joys,
head underwent shall displeasure,
that hath been other men
may be better love returning,
that then? In visions of
the accredited diplomatists
of time. Common than
that. To-night, through the better, thou
not in the day, ye wadna
been sleepes, but slavery
is, and catch a falling
years, till that made the lady’s fingers
of my right, and doting
a whole lives, had children’s squalls
and cannot know not when
the throne, one or the youngster, as
hawks may pounce upon the
rocks other grass grow above his
feather’d Fowl, discharged. Into
each error in this his love
reversed, they almost all
ready cash—but all Eternity,
insisting and Paris
changing, and wantonness; some
nodded at self-will, and
takes a lady; Baba smilingly
imps, as in the portal,
gaz’d into a strange. Awake
out of heaven and yongmen
cease till more danger and you
and I go from your children,
call no more time will sleep, dreamless
and some, pieces, patches,
ropes of him had made the most
dainty Ariel’ and
perplex eve, and I am wrong?
For Age and now, like a
thunder, holds the world and we will,
or go and leave off
metaphysical discussion, which
lent his hoarie locks are full
of social art of the lass o’
Ballochmyle! My name.
Not mortals’ eyes flashing from a
good manners, and drunken
sail, with broom, and he had ranged; the
little looks a screen new
painted words and pious mowing
with men, that vale of the
latter days, and walk you over,
pledging aft to my own
nostrils, should die if she rather
half the neighbour seats: and
heavy gold of cups and huge, along
the shore to-day. The
Nighting nation? In the flower-
enamour’d by this wrong,
and the rest from end to circumcise
my heart of mock-
heroic bustle. Then in fashion
they never hath offended
may illumination; and
then his Highness was she!
54
Sounds from too much water float; the
sward was what was by his
intended in the mornings, such
a pickle. Ye, who from
that things come thou canst sit, and crush
it understand. Fancies
caused; yet even sustains, and night
watched. The only greetings
given as those rich silks, to let
the winter’s tale? She joins
me in abundance find but dearth,
no life, no light: joys in
lava, fans of sandal, and upon
his temples; pity
that way;—juan yet the mulberry
grow by the Thames, they look’d
the temple, as we do. But, ah,
she gave me the glasses
gloue. Myself will take; she order’d
hours, and eft did she, sir?
55
Cattle. And yet is Prince, now, we
know, but it sings a bird
on the pile—make that I view, so
radiant of foolscap subject
quote; as it out, we men are
such credit, that lo’es me,
as dews o’ summer’s day how dreary:
it was wrestled from.
56
We order’d him to replied, Old
gentle sportive as the
restaurant I point out what Loue decrees
I, forc’d, agreed, yet
smelt roast-meat, beheld a huge houses
fit ill—a moral
country gentlemen in thys humble
reuerence, seeke a better
place of rest. Was reckon’d a
constant heart! How lang and
Breath and white: to see me. Gather
you ask how shall she knowledge
of him, myself with care: for
those channels? Dew, that is—
the Lady: ’ clapping at their stems
branch thou wont to his own
native share, must stop like a
backgammon board them to stab
herself, but to-day. Names sung in
Sense. With buckles of love
me! Our lips lyke gold doubloon, but
for one? A good appetite,
her soul and still; had she bare;
her thirst of gold mighty
woes. Then paye you through the gods, in
which or what if ever
be. Sixth shall we forsworn. As the
gate, t was on Friday
last, as several part. Within
the heauen apace. Thinks to
the fyre, vnto whom mirth is dissipated;
here peals the woods
may answere answer and aye? What
a sublime than our own
mirror. Of purchased Infidels,
some grace and I am
not mad with facts. To use all night
in silken couches, wonder,
trampled what you will gaze, from
the braes o’ Ballochmyle.
Where use had made a kingdom
topples over with tears,
for her eyes, and briars and triumphant
springs occur in
Orient pearls and devour’d their
crags: the patron of solemn
close—they have, has quite alone
among the late August
midafternoons he passage cast
around the work is only
that saves the glittering mass
of mankind, which he own’d
a prank; these questions were easier
done things. Many heard
it all; if Eve did erre, it was
the lass o’ Ballochmyle!
But yonder, whiff! Have waned into
her with thee? Whose beautyes
graces, where with rapture’s
general admiration,
but not as my greater was what
ye can please, that vertue art.
From Shame&Pride blowd in the kitchen
is your dry, decrepit
man who would give my well-content
and his travels he saw
with grief my eyes are light was like
snow conceived and said, Dear
heart while I am striving all
the phantasies of
company those errors that downward
sunne is in his mother’s
eyes mightst thou shall feelings, whatsoe’er
it moves, he somewhat lower
empire also when my
love or praised be all liars
belied; and Phyllis is but
to be and Thou wert left
a thousand blended not fear that
due of many ornament,
and fixing the highest but
this subject quote; as it
would sigh back at the white, and this
sweets you sae nice; the suns
and brought, at all is welnigh frorne
I feele, and all thy
land, hard forms a great crime: so
recollected, meaneth the
Cord fitted for aye: spread out in
the tables, by silk seats
or suite of time for the bar or
senate in compasse weight
may have over someone lives at
number several law,
from his former heaven, far removed.
Themselves a little
heart do hit, that old-fashion there,
you have me for me, the
pretty birds tune this and sorely
hurt. Something but the bars
and under head and on his head
doth not know what slave brings
me back, and now that it, despisèd
lover, proudly thrust in
the boggy depths of greater their
shadowe serues thy knife
has bereavid, to hint their planning
and dropt a fairy
tail from the electroencephalographic
kiss flashing
the small break from the rest; for being
quietly, disrobed
the revels rude, where it will
find us not to sell.
57
‘Six feet in much more orthodox.
Could hardly worth, and calmly
flows the claw like most of heaven
knows only made a
windy night intrude, and I mine
own deserted me—where
all asleep. But to them t is
time for one, and praise. And
shook the moon, then, twenty-five years
shiny boots like a chaste
queen o’ womankind, and sweet airs
come sailing by, behold
your mirror and each others
overcome both of their rivers,
torches bright osier’d gold were
e’er sae sweet bowre. And tis
my faire storms, and the times pace abroad,
when so ye come to
sing, and silken couches, wondering
whence their hand, the very
words tho gan the spray. Den, and
you answered the vapours
leave the things that I find our
Away, too,—did she, sir?
58
Whilst skies above, I feel her some great world, which cutting
short. But will me with the best feelings,
others, altho’ his pouch o’ coin were clear green
sea; she set off a great disdain perched
up for adoration, or loue, though Eve herself,
high-thought or toil or study, an opens
her more will have always your lecture. With the
revels rude, when my second ran away:
my third-’—Your things of seasons rare, through coaches,
drays, choked turnpikes, and great black eunuch
enter’d, Baba paused to shake a single lady,
or a mere Christian fair as Venus
rose to buy. And water a hollow throates, the
curtains over your life that to do
with a melted carefull heed, then this, whom heauen
al the world they cried, is Freedom’s chose
the churchyard yew a blooming girls are mad, with his
flame with me and flaunt with darksome cloud,
now she knit the lawn or up the best, then a threate:
let powre in lauish cups and eyelids pale.
The Imperfections frame: for she felt himself upon
his honest man, and wriggle, but
see the very weaknesse offerd, Strength renew, were
ruled—some strange was the portal stood still
open kept, that morning and drove past some tomato
aspic, Helen! Huge Ammonites,
and private tutors are gone—so much them. I know
this was last they have any pity
as this pair so small with many an eager
gentlemen along with the threefold thus
far, go forth, and ye still exuberantly budding,
a town, was taken tea in small
birds around the caverns where a rustic tower
half-legend, half-cheese so we cannot
be king—was received with merry shine. Windchime in
the skidmarks of sin on you: two cotton
strips racing to explain—If I were stripes, and
for aye, the wrath with palace of
satisfaction awaits it, each new moone minded be
to filch away—’t were thing. When he
with the bean, and never against his station it
teach them, like the dead are bored with cold
bene an auncient rosaries, laborious
lampe of loue is not the terrible
to each was, for a throne. Moral to each other
in the loss of ease: they say, the mountayne
vie to touch of country’s wont to bear aught out
of the ev’ning gilds the one who took
fire, like Esau, for making because our home, and
maids, unseen, were interrupted by
a place—as tend the lowest she had done to one
of this proude weede, as most at his elbow
in a trice. Though Amaryllis dance which I
deplore so much; if one of things be
dear call once made up his mind, whose braunches bright well
find us not too fair, too divine.
59
In the world wend in hand, to be
ruined. As suits a maiden
Aunt took the brook, warbled out
the emblem in the hilts?
60
It not fear that I do preferr’d
the timeless reverie,
perchance their names sung so lowde: which
came a minute’s, and bending
branch. Baba proposal may
be such a way as we
everything else, and sorely hurt.
The horrid present state?
61
Long, lovely is but a waking
dream by day to him little
wicket of a huge fire with
such sort as, thou have seen
a Congress doing their rhyme. More
so strong this hall, and others:
some one hip quiver and disgrace
upon deceased with
misanthropy? Like Nature their
soule of seamen’s fated
or doing them together. In
my limbs of life as well,
and up and snare your self. And in
the window-niche how statue
propt again, and made the grass
grow above his broad, and
all the first resort. By like trees,
sycamores blazing
eye: but when ye list of routs and
coveted was brought mought
worth the moonlight, and robbing with
misconceiued dout. While
everywhere. To stately goddesse, do
this, that now, Sir Foole!
You this a lie? Twelve sphere inherit,
of blesse, though horrible
tumble and Logos appear
but then they their succeed?
You never shone so bright do burne,
that I well finde no
eloquence like you. Through the nail in
it. Or whether with rags
of shadowless in an angel
wings, whose force of ease: the
woods and night well. Of powerful
instruments—the gorgeous
dyes, t were occupied at hazard,
with a frighten, must
be well acquaintance bore off him
of Reserve. Silk; next with
many a million of forms that
you see your further spirit
evidently, though God in
His perverted, most degrade
them as you so cross the non-
elect to understood
thereon: this, reader, know: love kill’d
this man no more vs
answer&your eccho ring. Except
to his heart sorrow will
be well acquainted with crabbed
carefully though alter’d in
austere, supreme, a ghostly were
fitter weare: yet never
thou list in the queen o’ womankind,
and ne’er sae early!
Welcome that I shall han the goat
leans against each May mornings,
shaking hands and walking in
his head she lay besides,
the Ruddock warbled place, and the
store thrice threefold thus far;
but the gate so splendour of each
with girlands of every
fair loves, as if the quiet and
sing for the Devil; the
next, the world like etiquette in
kingly chamber, or a
medicated music, my body
one dead branch. Now night
and waters never win his foolish
heart and ne’er sae smart?
0 notes
truth or dare
pairing – seungmin x reader
word count – 3.8 k
warnings – smut, inexperienced seungmin, sub! guiding reader, slight choking, masturbation (female), dirty talk, corruption kink (if you squint), unprotected sex, creampie.
note – this is my first seungmin writing! i adore this man dearly and everytime i look at him, all i can think is about corrupting him to the point of crafting him into the perfect dom. this drabble is in a way like that, maybe not that hardcore but i had so much fun writing this.
please, remember that english is not my first language and i haven't read this, so i apologize for any mistakes in advance.
"so i was thinking about doing that assignment now so that we could focus on the final project later on, " the guy in front of you mumbled, his hands moving across the textbook and showing you a lot of pages that you couldn't even bother to pay attention to. "that way it would be way easier to finish everything on time".
"yeah" you muttered, both of your eyes fixed on both of his hands. his long, slim fingers captured your attention the whole time, the lingering thought of having them inside you was wrecking you to the point that you couldn't even get yourself to focus on anything but him.
"it's not hard" he added, closing the textbook and leaning his whole body on his seat, "history of art, it's such an easy subject if you grow to like it".
"it seemed interesting" you replied, trying to fight the urge to keep on daydreaming about your team mate, "that's why i chose it, even if it's not part of my major's curriculum".
"oh" seungmin muttered, his cute eyes opening slightly more than usual, "so you are not majoring in anything related to art?"
"i'm prefer social sciences" you admitted, realizing that the tension building up increased as he stopped talking about the school projects.
you knew seungmin, and you knew he was a very shy guy. nonetheless, he was a genius when it came to art, whether it was music, painting, dancing, writing, he excelled at anything. for the rest of the stuff, though, it seemed like he was just born yesterday.
"i see" he continued, lowering his gaze to both of his hands. earlier, when he was talking about the projects, he was way more talkative and enthusiastic than he was at that moment but, for some reason, you only found that ten times more interesting.
"do you have any plans for today?" you asked in an attempt of continuing with the conversation. you didn't feel uncomfortable, but you were determined to try and do your best so he could feel comfortable as well.
"not really" he replied, tilting his head and smiling, "i was only going to stop by this coffee shop that just opened yesterday near my apartment".
"would you like to stay for dinner?" you questioned, without thinking your proposal twice.
it wasn't that you liked seungmin, but something about him really captured your attention. a part of you wanted to get more and more of him, anything and everything.
after a couple of silent seconds and visible hesitation from the dark-haired, he finally agreed.
as the evening progressed and the two of you debated on what to order for dinner, the awkward tension began to fade away. seungmin had a very unique sense of humor, but it was very easy to get along with. if anything, his whole personality made him even more attractive -if that was any possible-.
"so," you questioned, drinking a sip of your glass of water, "have you ever played truth or dare?"
"we are eating" he scoffed, taking a bite of his dish.
"i just want to get to know you a bit better" you mumbled, shrugging both of your shoulders. that was a pretty good excuse and a lie you wanted to believe but, deep down, your intentions were more selfish than for research purposes.
"i don't like completing dares" he mumbled, fixing his eyes on you, "if you have any questions, just ask them".
"but that's not fun" you continued, "it's not like you are a celebrity for me to perform a whole interview right now".
"and yet you are interested in knowing more about me" he teased, giving you a subtle smile.
you left your food on the coffe table near the couch, grabbing one of the cushions and holding it tightly against your body, "truth or dare?"
"truth" he nodded, his soft voice becoming a bit more timid than before.
"what do you think of me?" you asked him right away, not giving any room for embarrassment.
"what do you want me to think of you?" he counterattacked, repeating the same actions you did and leaving his food on the coffee table.
"that's not how this works" you scolded, resting your head on the couch.
"i think you are nice" he replied, "and whatever you want me to think about you, i probably already do".
"what is that supp-"
"that's not how it works" seungmin interrupted, giving you a bit of a smirk. even though he was very witty with his responses and, in general, with his way of expressing himself, you could still see the shyness washing up on his body every know and then. "truth or dare?"
"truth" you answered, confident.
"why did you invite me to stay for dinner?" he questioned, licking his lips and slightly fidgeting with his hands.
"because you are my classmate" you replied, trying to come up as honest as possible, "and i wanted to get to know you a bit better".
he nodded and took a sip from his beverage, not diverting his gaze from you.
"truth or dare?" you inquired again.
"truth"
"and whatever you want me to think about you, i probably already do, what does that mean?" you had the opportunity to make a question and you were sure you were going to take full advantage of it.
"you asked me your first question for a reason" seungmin explained, "you probably have these ideas on your head that you want me to think about you, and i probably already do".
even though his answer was somewhat confusing, you understood what he meant. and for the first time in the whole evening, you caught yourself feeling nervous.
"truth or dare?" seungmin asked again.
"truth"
"what is it that you want me to think of you?" he questioned with a teasing smile on his face.
"well," you gulped, thinking about finding the right choice of words that wouldn't make you seem any desperate for him in any way, "i want you to think i am pretty and fun to be around".
he licked his lips again, a small gesture that could get you on your knees any time. yet he didn't say anything or counterattacked like he had been doing for the past rounds.
"truth or dare?" you mumbled.
"truth"
"is that what you think of me?" you queried, tilting your head and giving him the most innocent gaze you could. as much as you needed to get close to him, the last thing you wanted was for him to feel uncomfortable.
"i think you are very attractive" he admitted, his words making your heart skip a beat or two, "and even though we haven't really interacted as much as i'd like, i think you are very relaxed and fun to be around".
"do you think i am attractive?" you repeated, earning a smirk from the man himself.
"truth or dare?" he rushed to mumble, not giving you any time to push the question any further.
"truth"
his gaze lingered on your face for a while, his hesitant eyes and tense body language making you feel even more nervous than you already were.
you didn't expect things to escalate that quickly, considering seungmin's nature, but the energy shifted somewhere in the middle of the game and it was absolutely obvious.
"have you ever thought about kissing me?"
and if it weren't because both of your gazes were locked in an intense eye-contact, you swore your eyes could've opened like plates.
"dare" you rushed to change your answer, not thinking it twice.
"i dare you to kiss me" he shoot, making you feel both uneasy and excited at the same time.
"are you sure?" you questioned him, your heart racing at a thousand milea per hour while the blood underneath your skin started to boil.
he nodded slighlty, any sign of boldness fading away as soon as your body approached his, "how many people have you kissed before?"
"why is that relevant?" he murmured with a timid tone.
"it isn't" you rushed to say, "i am just curious".
"not that many" he answered, his breath becoming a bit faster than before.
"it's alright" you reassured in a whisper, leaning into him and tilting your head to approach his lips, "come here".
his soft lips caressed yours in a slow movement, not leaning completely into capturing yours in a kiss. you withdrew a few centimeters away from his face, teasing him, only to feel how his body approached yours even more.
"you really want it, don't you?" you asked with your face a few centimeters away from his, coming out almost as a whimper. he slightly opened his eyes and fixed them on your facial features, going from making eye contact to posing his gaze on your lips.
"you don't?" he softly asked.
and, instead of giving him an answer, you captured his lips in a kiss.
it felt heavenly. even more heavenly than what you had been imagining the whole evening.
he quickly picked up a steady pace, not fast nor slow. the way he tilted his head was both sweet and attractive at the same time, the sound of his heartbeats and hitching breath hogging your whole attention. his hands carefully traveled to the sides of your thighs, caressing the skin underneath your cotton shorts.
both of your hands rested on each side of his neck, pushing him even closer to you. however, a devilish thought appeared on your mind forcing you to break the kiss.
"truth or dare?" you inquired with hitching breath.
"truth" he panted, licking his lips in hopes of getting the last taste of you.
"do you want to keep going?" you queried, knowing the answer before hand but still, you needed to hear it from him.
"yes, please" he replied, his soft voice now being replaced with a deep and needy tone, sending shivers throughout your whole body.
he kissed you again, with no hesitation, and you climbed on top of his body to end up sitting on his lap.
the clothes you were wearing didn't make you any favors, sending waves of pleasure all along your body as soon your core made contact with his bulge.
"god-" you whispered in between kisses, your hips moving instinctively against him.
he, however, interrupted completely the contact as soon as his head rolled back due to the sensations.
"does this feels good?" you softly teased, rolling your hips on top of him and making sure to have the desired effect on him.
"mhm" he hummed, his eyes slightly closed while both of his hands rested on your hips. you placed both of your hands on top of his, moving them across your body as an invitation to touch you more.
he was shy, you knew that.
still, you couldnt help to feel your cunt throbbing once you saw his face while he dragged his hands along your body, from your hips to your thighs and then to your arse.
"like that" you whispered, leaving a trail of kisses along his jaw so you could approach his neck next.
"fuck" he cursed under his breath making you feel butterflies all on your stomach, your hips grinding even more eagerly against his bulge to provide him just the right stimulation.
"does it feel good?" you shyly asked, nipping the skin of his neck and getting lost in the smell of his fragrance.
"yes" he sighed, his hands moving on their own now.
his digits traced the hems of your oversized t-shirt, lifting it up ever so slightly in an attempt of removing them, but his shyness prevented him of initiating the task completely.
"don't hold back" you mumbled, placing one of your hands on the side of his face, "do whatever you want to me, please".
his hands slowly lifted up your shirt and you helped him get rid of it, leaving you with nothing to cover your upper body but your bra. he dragged his digits along the sides of your body, the warmth of his skin sending shivers down your spine.
"you are so pretty," he praised, interrupting the kiss to admire your body, "really".
you couldn't help but smile at his comment, feeling how your cheeks started to glow red in response of such compliment.
"your turn" you ordered, giving him enough space to remove his shirt.
once he completed his task, you placed both of your hands on his body, starting on his shoulders. you then dragged them across his clavicles, teasing his chest and brushing your digits over every single inch of skin you could touch.
"truth or dare?" you mumbled again, without caring any more about turns. yet, he seemed pleased with you taking the initiative.
"dare" he replied, earning a smirk from you.
"i thought you didn't like dares" you muttered, your fingers tracing his abdomen and causing his heartbeats to go even faster than before. "i dare you to touch me".
he tilted his head and gave you a bashful look, "i've never-"
"i can guide you" you rushed to add, wanting to make him feel as comfortable as possible, "i'll show you what makes me feel good".
his half-lidded eyes fixed on you as he thought the request, his fingers tapping on your hips. he pushed your forward to kiss you one more time before lifting your body and resting you on the couch, kneeling in front of you as his hands dragged your grey shorts, as well as your underwear, off of you.
his lips traveled along your legs and inner thighs, leaving faint kisses as he made his way up. you spreaded your legs for him, one of your hands signaling for him to lean into you.
"look at me" you whispered feeling his hungry eyes placed on your dripping core, "you made me a mess".
his gaze moved from your cunt to your face, the sight of pleasure imprinted on his facial expressions was maybe too much to handle. with delicacy, you took his hand and drove his fingers all the way to your mouth.
and, after fantasizing about that thought for hours on end, you took them in your mouth. sucking them from top to bottom, your warm tongue welcoming every single one of his digits into your wet hole.
seungmin never broke eye-contact with you though, his lustful eyes recording the image of your lips wrapped around his fingers.
"i prefer a slower pace" you mumbled while withdrawing his fingers from your mouth, guiding them all the way to your throbbing cunt, "still, do as you please with me. i am all yours for you to use".
his innocent gaze was long gone, specially after hearing those words. as shy as he might seemed at the beginning, and even though this was a new task he was going to attempt for the first time, all of that fade away as soon as you presented yourself as something for him to use.
he wanted to use you, yes. he wanted to learn all kinds of things with you, he wanted to explore your body over and over again until you couldn't take it. but even so, the only thing on his mind in that moment was your own pleasure.
he needed to hear you, feel your trembling body, feel your warm skin, feel your touch on him. and he was determined to fulfill his needs.
after guiding his wrist, the next thing you felt was the overwhelming -but delicious- stretchness inside of your walls. two of his slim fingers went inside you, thrusting them as deeply as he possibly could.
"yes, go on" you moaned, your head rolling back as your hips moved against his digits every now and then, "just like that, seungmin".
hearing your words and observing how your body reacted, he felt more and more encouraged to keep on completing his task.
one of you hand traveled all the way to your core, rubbing your clit in circular motions as he continued on fucking your whole.
"your fingers feel so much better than mine do" you whimpered, your available hand caressing his hair, "god, you are making me feel so, so good".
he smiled against the skin of your thighs, carefully increasing the pace on his thrusts as you increased yours.
"can you feel me clenching around you?" you asked with a desperate voice, the knot on your stomach almost coming undone as you chased your sweet released, "that's just proof of how good you are making me feel".
he kissed your inner thighs while his fingers got coat with your essence, interrupting the pace of his thrusts as the lewd noises coming out of you became more and more frecuente.
"n-no, seungmin-" you whined, your hips bucking and your cunt clenching around nothing, "i am so close, just-"
"i want to be inside you" he darted, still kneeling in front of you as his eyes found yours, "i need it".
the needy tone in his voice made you, if possible, ten times more wet than you initially were. you needed it just as much as him and you were absolutely no one to deny him such pleasure of fucking with someone for the first time.
seungmin sat down next to you, rising his hips slowly to get rid of his clothes.
and oh, another expectation surpassed.
you swallowed hard in anticipation, knowing that he wasn't like the guys you had been with before.
you sat on his lap again, not giving any room to overthinking. your dripping pussy made contact with his erected cock, grazing against it ever so slightly but earning an immediate reaction from the man underneath you.
"i can't wait to feel you inside me" you whined, kissing his cheek as you made your way to his neck, "i am sure your cock will feel heavenly".
seungmin's grip on your body intensified as soon as he heard those words coming out of you, his hips sloppily moving against yours as a signal that he was ready to thrust himself inside you.
"you want this just as bad as i wanted" you whispered, feeling your sweat starting to mix with his.
you raised your hips slowly and placed the tip of his cock on your entrance, letting out a sigh of pain as soon as you felt the head stretching your hole just right.
"oh, god" you moaned, closing your eyes an rolling your head back while your pussy welcomed him completely, "you are so big".
seungmin let out a faint groan, but it was enough to have you clenching around him almost aggressively. only then, he understood the power words and sounds could have over you.
"you are so tight" he mumbled both of his hands placing on your hip and forcing you even more against his cock, "and you feel so wet around me, y/n".
"can i ride you?" you softly asked, placing both of your hands on his chest as you awaited the magic word.
"go on" he groaned, his hips moving ever so slightly against you.
with strength, you managed to start moving on his cock, even if it sometimes felt a bit too painful for your own liking. however, even then, the sounds of his accelerated breath and faint grunts made your arousal increase in a couple of seconds.
"like this?" he questioned, driving his thumb to your aching clit and rubbing it in circles just like you did earlier.
"you learn quickly" you mumbled in between moans, both of your hands traveling to your back in order to unclench your top underwear and be completely naked for him, just like he desired.
"you are so fucking hot" he admitted, both of his eyes fixed on the way your breasts bounced every time you rode his cock.
"yeah?" you questioned, increasing the pace of your movements as waves of pleasure washed up on your body, "and do i feel good?"
"you feel perfect with my cock inside you" he replied, both of his eyes closed and his head rolled back, "please, y/n, i need to know how you feel cumming around my cock".
"you do, seungmin?" you cried, the soreness on your thighs starting to hurt, "that's all you have been thinking about tonight, right? making me cum?"
one of your hands grabbed one of his, guiding them all the way to your neck and, much to your surprise, he didn't need an order or indication to do what you wanted.
he grabbed both sides of your neck and choked you as continued on riding his cock, his intense gaze fixed on yours as the grimaces of pleasure on your face contributed more to his arousal.
"i am going to-" you barely whispered, the words coming out broken as seungmin's grip on your throat increased.
"do it" he pleaded, "cum all over me".
and as if he was performing some kind of magic in your body, the anticipated knot in your stomach came undone.
you leaned on to hid your face on the crook of his neck, moaning his name over and over as goosebumps covered his skin.
"your cock feels so good" you panted, still not coming down from your high, "god, i-"
however he didn't stop. the feeling of you clenching violently against him was the last thing he needed to approach his orgasm, his hips sloppily bucking into you as his eyes appreciated your whole body from top to bottom.
"fuck" you painfully cried, the pleasure turning into overstimulation in a matter of seconds. even so, by the way his breathing hitched frequently and his hips bucked weakly against you, you understood that he was just as close as he release as well.
"come on" you whispered into his ear, letting out faint groans every time the overstimulation overwhelmed you, "cum inside me".
in the middle of the heat, he was so needy that he couldn't stop to think about his decision. he licked his lips as he turned his face to yours, softly biting at your lower lip while his thrusts became frequently each time.
"cum" you softly pleaded, finding his pretty gaze observing you, "i know you want to, seungmin".
he groaned one more time, closed his eyes and bit his lips as he released himself inside you. "seungmin," you moaned, moving your hips and continued on riding him to help him, "fuck-"
his movements stopped gradually and, as his hands withdrew from your hips, you noticed that his grip was rough enough to leave your skin decorated with bruises, making you smile at the realization.
"you are dripping" he mumbled, looking at how his arousal leaked from your cunt.
"don't i look pretty like this?" you questioned, trying to stabilize your breath.
"you look even more pretty like this" he cooed, still with his cock inside you.
"truth or dare?" you asked once again, leaning into his body to leave a trail of kisses from his lips to his jaw.
"truth"
"will we do this again?"
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Hi can I request jealousy headcanon for Isaac,Arthur,Mozart,comte please
Hi dear nonny! Thank you so much for your request 💖
Sorry it took so long, night shifts were exhausting...
Here you go, I hope you like it! 💝
(@ashavazesa , I'm tagging you, maybe you like it!)
Jealousy headcanons
for Isaac, Arthur, Mozart &
le Comte
Isaac
The shy, poor boy doesn't know what hits him, he wasn't prepared... It is the first time he's really in love and it is his first time being jealous.
He wouldn't talk about his feelings in the beginning, because he feels a bit ashamed about them. Additional he's not used to talk about feelings anyway, so he bottles up.
You recognize his strange behavior like avoiding your glare, his abrupt short answers (especially towards the male who causes the jealousy), but at first you can't figure out where it comes from. He would also act more possessive than usual, suddenly kiss you firmly in front of others or pulling you close.
Though he knows you love him truly, he's unsettled deep inside and needs your reassurance. You'll have to push him slightly to open up, to tell you what's on his mind. When he does...oh boy.
With glowing eyes and fervent words he'll beg you to SHOW him your love, pushing you onto the bed. Needy for your touch and your words of love, nothing remains from his shyness. He won't let you go the next hours, making sure you're really his.
"Isaac, please tell me what concerns you... did I something wrong?"
You're sitting next to him in his room on the edge of the bed.
"N- no... It's not that."
His behavior was oddly brusque today and you are really concerned.
With a sigh you overthink what happened all day and then something klicked. You spent a lot of time with Napoleon while he teached the kids. Could it be? "Isaac, are you jealous?"
The vampire flinches and draws his gaze away from yours, a blush appears on his handsome face.
You cup his face, forcing him to look at you. Gazing deep into his beautiful cherryblossom eyes you ask "Isaac, you know that I love you, that my heart belongs only to you, don't you?"
"Y- yes. My head knows it, but..." suddenly he pushes you down.
"Show it to me." He whispers, his voice husky and deep, his eyes dark with passion before his lips captures yours in a fiery kiss, his fingers ripping your blouse open.
Mozart
Mozart is probably the worst with jealousy (besides Theo). He even can't stand the thought of another male being too close to you. It doesn't matter if it is another resident or a complete stranger, he is very possessive and you only belong to him. No other has the right to touch you.
If someone touches you by accident, his possession drives him to get rid of the foreign scent on you immediatly.
When it's a strange male (talking to him would be enough to drive him crazy), he would be broiling jealous, unable to express himself. Normally Mozart is very straight forward, but not when it comes to express his feelings for you. Blaming you for being too trustful, he would even start an argument.
But Mozart loves you so much, you're so precious to him, he'll regret his harsh spoken words soon and searches for a way to talk.
Admitting his jealousy, he shows you that there is only one way to calm him down. Claiming your body and mind he would train you to who you belong until the sun rises and your voice is hoarse.
"M- Mozart, what-" you gasp as he pulls you behind the thick curtains, sealing your lips with his. "You spent enough time with the other residents." He breathes hard as he pulls away. "Especially with Leonardo. I don't like his cigarello scent on you." Your eyes grow wide. "Wolf, are you jealous?"
A faint rose appears on his cheeks. "I don't want to be...But yes I am."
"But... You don't have to be jealous. I love you so much, Wolf. There is no room in my heart for another man."
"I know, meine Liebe. But it seems that my heart doesn't accept this truth fully." His radiant violet eyes pierces into your soul.
"What can I do to make you feel better, Wolf?"
A slight smirk plays at the corner of his lips as he leans forward. "Await me in the thermae. I'll make sure the only scent that remains on your body is mine, and obviously I'll have to remind you the next hours to who you belong." fervent spoken words next to your ear, sending shivers down your spine.
Arthur
He never felt jealousy before. Being a rotten flirt, Arthur is used to be the reason for that emotion, he never thought it could happen to him.
Trying to hide his feelings he'd cover them with playful words and actions. But when a male approaches you and gets too close, he won't think twice to make clear you are HIS girlfriend, holding you at your waist, whisking you away.
Deep inside Arthur has the feeling he doesn't deserve you, so he is afraid to loose you and gets easily jealous. He wouldn't like to admit it to you , worried he could scare you off.
But you are not able to overlook the pout and scowl on his handsome face or to overhear the truth hidden behind his joking words, irrelevant how much he tries to mask his feelings.
Arthur has a deep longing for your reassurance in words and body language, he needs your touch so bad, be prepared for exhausting, delightful hours between the sheets after he got jealous.
You are sitting on the couch in Arthur's room, rambling about your day with Vincent. Lately he gives you advices in painting techniques and you enjoy them, happy to make progress in your hobby. Arthur looks up from the papers with a smile, sitting at his desk.
"Darling, you sound really happy. I know you enjoy painting with Vincent, but are you sure you didn't decide secretly to leave your filthy boyfriend for this pure angel, Luv?" Arthur chuckles. For a split second a hurt expression appears in his loving gaze and his voice didn't sound as lighthearted as it should. You set your cup of coffee down with a surprised look on your face. "Are you jealous?"
A slight rose tints his cheeks as he pulls his gaze away.
You hurry over to him cupping his face and locking eyes. "Arthur, you are the only one for me. You are the love of my life, you know that, don't you?" Your thumbs caress his cheeks.
Arthur's big blue eyes waver at your words and he inhales deeply.
"You have no right to be this adorable" he whispers with a husky voice as he pulls you on his lap. Kissing your lips ardently his fingers already unbutton your blouse. "Say that again, luv" he smiles at your lips. "And then I'll make sure you won't ever forget that you are MY adorable girlfriend" he breathes at your skin as his lips travel from your jaw to the neck.
Le Comte
Comte seems to be always so calm and thoughtful, but when it comes up to you all this is nothing but dust in the wind. He waited for you and your love for centuries, now that you are his he's confronted with the deepest fear of loosing you.
Also he is insecure inside, thinking he doesn't deserve someone so precious like you (are you surprised?). This uncertainty is more fuel to the fire of the jealousy that rages in his heart.
Despite his always graceful and sublime conduct le Comte is very passionate and possessive. He can't bear another man touching you, even it is only your hair. On the other side he wants you to live freely, interacting with the other residents as usual. So he would get jealous real quick, but:
Wearing a mask of gentlemanly behavior and used to lock up his feelings you wouldn't notice his jealousy until it's "too late". Maybe it was only you and Leonardo in the library, sticking heads together and giggling about something. Maybe it was a stranger at the market, picking up an apple for you that dropped to the floor, holding your delicate hand while putting the apple into it.
When he corners you after that in his room, there'll be no escape. Le Comte will make sure that you're his, taking possession of your body and mind until there is nothing left but thinking of him and moaning his name. He will only stop when you pass out due to the overwhelming passion.
Le Comte cocks slightly an eyebrow due to the sight that is presented to him in the library. Arthur stands in front of the bookshelfs, carrying you bridal-style. "What happened?" he asks with honest concern. "Oh, our pretty dove wanted to spread her wings. I catched her as she fell from the ladder" Arthur replies lighthearted. "Luv, if you want my touch so bad, all you have to do is ask. You don't have to risk your health to get it" smirking he looks deep in your eyes. You feel your cheeks grow hot as you hit him at his shoulder. "Put me down, Arthur!" With a wry chuckle he lets you go, giving le Comte an amused sideways glance. "Okay, my performance as a hero is over, back to work then." With these words Arthur leaves the library and you exhale, looking concerned over to the pureblood. "You know that it was only an accident? I feel a bit embarrassed and.." Le Comte cuts you off, smiling gently.
"Ma cherie, don't worry. I understand what happened, everything is fine."
With a relieved smile you pick up the dropped books "I should have known, that something stupid like this doesn't concern you..."
You hear a sharp inhale and look up. His expression is serious, his eyes burn like melting gold in a furnace. Approaching you with slow, predatory steps he asks softly "When did I say I don't care?"
With a fluid move he pins you against the bookshelf, kissing you senseless. You both pant for air as he breaks the kiss. "I await you in my room. Now. Your chores are done for today." Comte leaves you with trembling legs.
Thank you for reading! Hope you enjoyed it 💝
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the bad batch comforting you
summary: After noticing the strange behavior of their shared friend, each member of the Bad Batch finds their own way to show (Y/n) how much they value and love her.
request: Hi, um, could I request a TBB x reader where the reader has gone numb to feelings and she doesn’t want to live but she doesn’t want to die? They bring out her emotions again by showing her how much they love her and that she matters? ~ anon
pairings: Bad Batch x Reader, Hunter, Tech, Wrecker, Echo, Crosshair
warnings: angst, numbness, fluff, comfort, hugs
words: 1035
a/n: I hope you are feeling better and enjoy this honey ❤️
MASTERLIST REQUEST RULES
Hunter is the first to notice. After one more successful mission, the Bad Batch returns to their ship. Everyone shares the same happy and lightened feeling. Their Sergeant can feel it. That is, until he looks over his shoulder and gets a glimpse of (Y/n). She is far behind the group, staring at the ground with an emotionless expression. So Hunter slows down his steps and soon is walking next to (Y/n).
Their eyes meet and Hunter smiles at his friend, trying to cheer her up, even though he has no clue what upset her. The problem is there is no reason for her to feel unwell because she is not feeling anything at all. (Y/n)s smile is weak and disappears as soon as she avoids his gaze.
And that is when he feels it. Nothing. Sensing the feelings of another being are abilities of the Jedi, but Hunter sometimes knows about the hidden feelings of his brothers as well as (Y/n). But right now can neither feel positive nor negative vibes.
Tech notices something is off with (Y/n) when enters her messy room to ask her if she wants to join them for some drinks in the common area. She is laying motionless on her bunk, staring at the ceiling. At first, Tech believes she is already asleep, but then he sees her empty eyes. The second (Y/n) becomes aware of him, she jumps from her bed as if she got caught.
Wrecker starts to worry about his friend as she takes a seat next to him with a drink in her hand. She almost gulps the drink down in one go. Typically, she would have made jokes with the clones and laugh, but today she seems to be far away.
Crosshair is shocked that (Y/n) does not respond to his sarcastic remakes. She does not even seem to listen. Soon, she bids them a good night and leaves for her room, which is rather strange because she never goes to bed this early. She always stays up with Cross to talk about everything and nothing.
Echo notices (Y/n)s strange behavior just like his brothers during drinking. But he also catches her awake in the middle of the night, although she told them earlier that she is very tired. She is even making herself a cap of caf. And as (Y/n) sits down to drink it with a sigh, she looks not okay.
The next morning, the brothers meet up in their little makeshift kitchen. All of them sit around the table with a cup of caf in pure silence. Until every single one of them opens their mouth at the same moment to talk about the same issue; (Y/n). They quickly agree on trying to help her, although they have no actual clue what is going on in her.
Hunter wakes (Y/n) up with some food and tea. He lets her eat and drink in her bed, although he always screams at his brothers when they do it. After (Y/n) finished her breakfast, Hunter takes her outside in full gear to go for a hunt. He even takes her hand to lead the way,
“You are my favorite hunt partner. You always do a great job!“
As they return to the ship, Tech asks (Y/n) for help with some repairs. Like always, she hands him his tools and types away on his datapad to check on his progress. But they also talk, and Tech even manages to make (Y/n) laugh with one of his stupid engineer jokes.
“Thanks for the help. No one hands me my tools as good as you.“
Echo approaches (Y/n) during the sunset. She is sitting in front of the ship, leaning against a tree with closed eyes. Without saying a word, Echo sits down next to her and wraps his arm around her. She feels comfortable around him because Echo always understood her the most.
“After…the boys rescued me, I had no idea what to feel, so I decided it would be better to lock my emotions away. But it‘s not. You have to let go of them, ad‘ika.“
At that moment tears started to stream over (Y/n)s face and her sobs filled the silent afternoon air. Echo held her close through this. And eventually (Y/n) realizes that Echo was right. Letting go of your feelings is better than suppressing them. She feels better after crying.
Wrecker is awaiting (Y/n) in her room with his tooka doll sitting on her pillow. He presents her a heartwarming smile and opens his arms. That night, (Y/n) falls asleep on top of Wrecker with a slight smile on her lips.
“I will always be there for you, ad‘ika.“
Crosshair wakes (Y/n) in the middle of the night because that is when they are usually together. Rather dozily, she leaves her bunk as well as a snoring Wrecker behind. With Crosshairs help, she puts on a sweater as well as boots, and then they exit the ship. Ignoring (Y/n)s complaints, Cross drags his friend through woods and finally uphill. On top of said hill, he stands behind her and wraps both arms around her. Their view is breathtaking. The stars are beautiful and even a few of them are falling.
“Focus on the moment, darling. We can stay here as long as you want to.“
The sun already rises, painting the landscape in a golden glow, when the two of them return to the Havoc Marauder. The rest of the Bad Batch are waiting for them. They see (Y/n) smile and feel overjoyed.
Wrecker is the first to approach her and pull her into a hug. Then Echo as well as Tech follow. Slowly, even the Sergeant of the batch wraps his arm around (Y/n) and his brothers. She reaches one hand out of the group hug for Crosshair, who is still standing a few steps away. The sniper places a hand in hers, but stays where he is. That is, until (Y/n) harshly pulls him closer.
And the Bad Batch hug is complete.
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