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#wishing all asexuals a lovely day <3
strawberry-s0ap · 1 year
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happy asexuality day!
x x x / x x x / x x x
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jazeswhbhaven · 4 months
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Hang Up Raphael, I'm gonna get to know him better ♱♡‿♡♰ (Christmas Miracle L-Card PROLOGUE Spoilers I)
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Hi hi once again lovelies, it is I your admin <;3 (i really need a name for you all to call me huh) Anyways, We're on to Raphael and I took way too many screencaps for this so I had to like pick and choose which ones I'm gonna use lol there were SO many good moments not to highlight. So just so you know, the beginning of it literally starts the same way as Michael's prologue with Minhyeok making a wish, us seeing his brother yadda ya (hmmm and here I thought it would be slightly different I guess not) And after that we're gonna dive right the fuck in. As per usual this is a two-parter, get yourself a snack and let's gooo ♨(⋆‿⋆)♨
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So our MC was invited to Avisos in this story to celebrate x-mas but it's very different from what they're used to. Samba, festival clothing, parades, etc. Avisos be gettin' down I swear. But MC is over here like "the samba has nothing to do with-" Let them party. It's fine. Everyone celebrates differently and the Avisos citizens wanna shake their ass to some feel good music.
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Naberius coming in to call them out on their thoughts, here is when I find out he can technically read minds so I'm gonna have to be careful around him...cause does that happen automatically or does he just do that when he feels like it?
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I think it's cute he's feeding MC btw, but MC being guilty about what they said makes sense because it's like telling someone when you go over their house you don't like how they do something. Because you could...just wait until you get home or something don't tell me that while you're here lmao
So in this scene Naberius explains that he had the turkey cooked and made just because he knew humans ate two types of meat (really three if you feel) during christmas and wanted to make MC comfortable. It also sounds good as fuck because sauce was dripping down MC's chin.
But Naberius was treating it more like a chore than what a lover would, so this has me headcanon that Naberius is possibly part of the ace (asexual) family! now I'm unsure if he'd be demi, gray, or just full on ace but regardless, he's being cute feeding MC like this.
Meanwhile....
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Our troublesome two...it's literally like watching two brothers fight and it's funny to me. Like Amon please don't take Stolas' juice T^T it was literally in his hand when he took it lmao
Also that sounds good too because it was fresh from a fruit bowl....my diet would be terrible in Avisos they eat so much and so many good foods ;.; (my ibs would probably kick my ass too)
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So while Amon and Stolas are squabbling, Naberius is just like chiding them as per usual and MC asks where Bael is. He's working (poor bby let him REST) and this is when Naberius says that Amon and Stolas should be working too and only he was asked to look over MC during the festivities and that they usually have to patrol around because things get crazy lol
Stolas ofc is like yeah who the fuck cares we don't get to celebrate anyway so I'm taking this time to do so xD
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He also adds that he's usually not outside during this time anyway because ppl annoy him with their happiness. (omfg Stolas is me on most days like why are all you outside? There's too many fucking ppl outside, go back to your own houses while I do grocery shopping then you can come back out)
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Amon chimes in that Stolas likes staying in his dark room and how mature that is despite how he looks. Stolas gets really offended and threatens to kill him (that's on brand for our bird bby, he's so adorable)
ANYWAYS what Amon really does like to bring up that Stolas looks so young and honestly it's just like...I can see why he would be irriated about that coming up each time.
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Amon ignores him of course and says he wants to make memories with MC (he's so fucking cute omfg) and Naberius whacks him on the head to remind him that he has work to do and he can't just be doing whatever.
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AMON YOU CUTIE LOVE YOU <3333333 He's adorable, like I'd hang out with him all day if he wanted me to. (I also can imagine that since he gets flirty in the beel event, he'd probably feel comfortable enough to do a l o t more flirting when it's MC/you with him)
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So Naberius brings in some lore about Avisos, bascially stating that they always need to celebrate something and there's no real reason for them to do so. As I stated before, this country loves to fucking party like I swear there was always something going on. He did bring up that he's slightly glad it's chilled out since the war (must of been that bad if a war makes him happy they stopped)
And MC is just like oh do you guys believe in Santa then or no?
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And then our sexy sexy Beel boo enters the chat
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He's so hot for this, thank you for bringing me gifts bby <3
So naturally all of his nobles are happy to see him, Amon especially and he brought them gifts!!!
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He basically brought everyone back souvenirs from the places he's been. That's so thoughtful because he took time to think about what each person would like. This is also something I do when getting gifts for ppl and every day they reveal more about Beel it makes me be like "yup that's why I was paired with him"
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Now we get to see what he got MC and oh.....
oh....
oh....................
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Fuck
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MC was just saying they were happy that they got to experience some adult items from Hell so they were grateful and would use it well, and while I love that response....
I would be creaming my pants already because I KNOW he bought that with the intention of MC using it with him and you know what....
I have immediate needs that need to be addressed and I'd let that be known.
But the topic of a christmas miracle starts being brought up again and Beel explains that there's always weird things happening in Hell around this time and well...he thinks it's best that you don't question it and just go with the flow
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See? Don't think about trivial things, just let your mind be free. Don't stress about the things you don't know for now.
While that goes against every fiber of my nuerospicy brain to not know what the fuck is going on and not freak out about the things I don't know....i'll just let him distract me with that d*ck
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And he's so cute he put his face all up in MCs and was like yeah we're going on a date later btw. After he was done delivering presents to the other citizens (he's getting the best bj known to man for this because what he got something for everyone?????)
BUT we are interrupted by some loud sounds...
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So it seems once again Raphael, just like Michael just fucking crashed into shit without any warning only the funniest thing about Raph is that he was fucking eating the food at the stalls LMAO
Mans got priorities.
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So we get some repeat lore about Raph, we got a little bit from the halloween event where it was Ppyong that explained how dangerous he was. And well from reading his comic he's literally as bloodthirsty as his seraph comrades...once he likes to play around and torment folks a bit. And if you're another angel that he does not like for any fucking reason yeah you're in the crossfire too. Raph's hands are rated E for everyone.
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Naberius is over here growling and challenging him and Raph with those big balls of his (hehehe) is basically being like yeah you sent for me so don't trip. But that's the thing I don't think anyone particularly called for him...though it does seem like there's a specific angel that likes bothering a specific country. Raph-Avisos, Gabe-Gehenna, and Mike-Tartaros.
And then from here he starts giving critiques on the fucking meat and the customer service of the stalls and I'm like Raph bby.....why are you doing this lmao He's such a true villian because totally coming in and taking the local's food and still not satisfied with it tracks.
But....it seems my lovely peeps that tumblr has alerted me that's all the photos I can add here so we'll end it! Meet me in the next post <3
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thief-of-eggs · 17 days
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I love the way you write Alastor and the way you write Luci. I know so many writers who maintain a very specific stereotype about aroace people, e.g. “Ew don’t touch me, you’re gross and I want to kill you because i would rather DIE then be touched” or “haha this character hates every single type of affection and is snarky because of it” and it’s just so icky to me… like yes some aroace people hate touch but they don’t hate other people, arocas people can have friends
yes alastor is snarky, it’s not because he’s aroace. he’s just a bitch (said with love) and his sexuality shouldn’t be used as his only personality trait,
idk if any of that rant made sense but I js wna say how much I appreciate the way you write and characterize Radioapple :3
Firstly- thank you so so much, this is so amazing to hear!!! It means a lot to me to have a canon aroace character, which is why I love diving into/embracing it in the fics I write!!
100% as you said, Alastor is a bitch because Alastor is a bitch, nothing to do with his sexuality. He’s a bit self centered, a bit harsh, a bit inconsiderate- but that’s just him and his sparkle. Not his sexuality.
And as for the hating touch- I wish more people understood how asexuality and aromanticism is a spectrum! It’s not a one size fits all! It’s huge!!!
Personally, I like to think that Alastor doesn’t particularly like touch due to past trauma, as well as sensory issues. I don’t think it’s all to do with his aromanticism (I think he’s more the type to be indifferent to romantic things, not repulsed by them) But I do think his touch aversion is real, just not stemming from his aroace identity.
And of course, I’m not in Alastor’s head (or Vivzie’s) but I like to think that touch is OK with Alastor, so long as it is on his terms- and I think “on his terms” includes those people whom he’s given either silent or spoken permission to in regards to touching him. Which is a huge difference from “I hate all forms of touch and I’ll kill you if you touch me”
We see with Mimzie and Rosie and Niffty that Alastor is OK with touch- he lets them initiate touch and he doesn’t bat an eye. Which is why I think so long as he’s comfortable with them, then touch is somewhat permitted. He may not feel the same sort of butterflies or attraction etc through touch- but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t enjoy it for what it brings to him!
I think it’s a big trust thing, and I also like to think it changes day to day. What’s alright on one day may be too much on the next. But I also like to think that Luci would be 100% understanding of that.
As you said- it’s not just all or nothing with aroace people, and it sucks that that streotype exists. At its core, asexuality is a lack of sexual attraction- but that says nothing against physical touch in general. And aromanticism at its core is a lack of romantic attraction- which again, says nothing on physical touch!
Not to mention, love is such a complicated, multi faceted thing. Aroace people are not incapable of love. Aroace people are not stony beings who do not crave reassurance and human connection. We just crave it differently than others.
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durudurururu · 2 months
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LU HCs since everyone is doing that today
Time
Likes drawing but rarely does it infront of others since it looks like a 6 year old did it. Malon has hung some of his drawings in their room.
Wars also has some from the war!
Has a speech impedent, but not very noticeable now since he has it mostly under control.
Can read but isn't that good at it. Tries to hide it since he finds it emberassing.
Honestly better at reading Warriors' Hylian than his own (Wars, Artemis, and Impa taught him)
Would be a vegan if he could.
Loves sugar. His teeth were bad before Malon got his diet under control.
Believes in superstituions and hates ghost stories since they always keep him up at night.
Counts everything in threes.
Warriors
He and Linkle are twins. Linkle is older by like, 2 seconds.
Grew up in a form, still hates cuckoos.
LET HIM HAVE BROWN, NOT STRAIGHT HAIR!
Biromantic Asexual.
Really wants to show off all his weird weapons but had never gotten the chance to.
Claustrophobic.
Almost lost his voice due to a cut Via made on his neck. When it hurts he just used sign.
Makeup queen.
Legend
Gay. Married to Ravio.
Prince. Zelda is older than him by a few years.
Has a VERY posh accent that he hides. Got bullied for it for 3 days straight when they found out.
Knows way too many instruments.
Lived with his uncle because of assasination and kidnapping attempts.
Loves dancing but never had time to do it.
Knows how to speak Hylian (duh), Labrynnian/Holodrummien(?), Lorulen, and Hytopian.
Knows how to read ancient Hylian (Time's language).
Loves messing with the others with his items.
Wild
Half Sheikah (mum Sheikah dad Hylian).
Roots are white NOT because he is Sheikah, but because they naturally lost their melanin (I think that's what it's called) when in the shrine.
Dyed hair.
Hates being underwater.
Really wishes he had some of the items the others had.
Can still summon the sages at will, but doesn't want to scare the others.
Even more scars from gloom damage.
Pansexual.
History and cooking teacher at the school in Hateno. Has lessons later in the day for any adults or travelers that want to learn.
May make more for the others, but we'll see...
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“I’d lay you badly but I’d lay you gladly” (Roman Roy x fem!reader)
An: I’m gonna try. Let’s see how this goes. As an asexual (demisexual panromantic) I can feel it in my asexual bones that Roman is so part of the asexual club. Like he’s panromantic for sure he will date and flirt and be with anyone who makes him feel ~wiggly~ so to speak. I think he felt it with Gerri, and felt it with Tabitha. He feels like that pull toward them. And if given the chance he probs does want to bang. Like, he just never has that talk of ‘oh if I just stop thinking and let this person who I trust more then anything know what’s going on in my brain space then it works’ like our man is just. I love him because I am him.
I’m gonna tag @romeulusroy because I heard they were having a bad day and maybe soft roman can help
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He liked looking at her when she didn’t know he was, he liked the feeling she gave him. A rush inside that he’s felt so few times in his life. Roman liked her smile, the way her lips split to show her teeth, the way her nose wrinkled when she didn’t like something. He liked her. Liked her? No he was pretty sure he loved her. Well what he assumed was love, he was pretty sure he’s only ever felt the emotion a handful of times.
Once when he was a kid and found a baby duck in the backyard pond of his mothers villa, it was so small and he helped it back into the pond where it’s family was. He remembers the feeling of warmth watching the mother goose bump it’s little tail back into place. He imagined every duck he saw after was somehow that one duck growing and visiting him.
He remembers the feeling when connor had popped him on the bathroom counter and bandaged up his scraped and bleeding knee. Connor was what he assumed his friends parents were like. He liked feeling cared for. Even if it was rare.
He likes listening to her ramble about her bullshit job of being a coffee runner most days, how she wishes she could punch Karl or frank or even his dad in the face when they forget her name, even though she’s worked under Gerri for at least 2 years.
He loves waking up next to her, always before her, something in him, maybe because of military school, maybe because he always wanted to be up before his siblings to hope that his dad would let him join him at the office, or to get the best pieces of bacon or toast for breakfast. Not anymore, now it was to be able to have the few moments of staring at her. Her softened face against the pillows, her worry stripped from her forehead. The moments when he could scratch her scalp lightly with his fingers and she would just sigh in her sleep.
He loved her. He would marry her if the fear of a marriage being the prison of unhappy people. From his parents to Tom and shiv and even Kendall. Though he would push all of it away if it meant a forever of seeing her like this.
He remembers the conversation that made him fall. Hard and fast and slamming him into the cold pavement.
“I’d lay you badly but I’d lay you gladly” it was a joke, she had laughed slightly looking down at her computer typing a report or email for Gerri or Karl or whoever was yanking her around this week.
“Roman we both know neither of us would enjoy that” it stung, she was right, but it stung.
“I mean I would rock your world for like a solid 3 seconds before you realise I have zero clue what’s going on” she had looked at him, cocking her head to the side, eye brow raised
“Roman. Can I ask you something.” He was caught off guard, his own walls coming up slightly, shrugging he looked around
“Yeah what’s up” he didn’t know why he couldn’t look at her suddenly but he just couldn’t.
“Do you know what asexuality is?” Asexuality? Obviously he did, biology and science was one class he knew he passed with more then a barley passing grade.
“Like fucking ameba and shit. They fuck themselves and bam! Another single celled whatever” she laughed, he turned to her then smiling a bit more
“I mean in the biology, organisms sense yeah, but like I mean in people,” Roman shrugged again shaking his head a little
“Some new fancy label the ‘woke’ mob has made to make people like my dad and Kendall rage for no reason?” She shook her head at that
“No Roman it means you don’t really like banging. Like, you could live with out it. So to speak, you could go your whole life never caring to want it. It wouldn’t change anything. And weird bathroom door Jack off sessions aside, it means your just not that into the whole sex thing” he felt his face flush at her mention of his brief weird relationship with Gerri. He simply looked at her
“I mean sex is…super cool….I love fucking, all night, we could do it right now, and it would be…explosive” he knew she could hear through his wavered tone
“Roman, do you know why I haven’t even pushed having sex?”
“I don’t know your weird and religious upbringing scared you for life with trauma?”
“Good guess but no…I’m asexual. Like, sex is just, a thing, I don’t care if we have it, or not, we could never and I would be 1000% okay with that. I don’t need you to bang me, how ever satisfying or not it would be, because I just, don’t need it.”
Roman stared at her then, his brain buzzing, heart slamming in his chest, he assumed like grace and Tabitha, one day you would clamber for him to attempt the unsuccessful routine of making out, hand stuff above his pants, a seemingly awkward game of red light green light before both of you gave up and you walked off to finish yourself in his bathroom.
“Roman, i haven’t brought it up, because if we never have sex ever, I wouldn’t care. It wouldn’t matter.”
He wanted to scream, and cry and hug her. He didn’t know why but he did. He simply stood up, walked over to her, yanked her up and kissed her. His hands holding her cheeks, hoping she understood what he meant in it.
When he pulled away she smiled at him nodding
“One day we may, who knows, but one thing is for sure. We’ll both lay each other badly”
“But gladly?”
“Yeah, but gladly”
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elysia-nsimp · 5 months
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I WANT TO PREFACE THIS TWST INCORRECT QUOTES BY STATING THE FOLLOWING:
all of the quotes that are Jamil talking to Kalim are actually me talking to my dog Ivy! It’s a running gag with my friends and I that the stuff I say to Ivy just gets more and more out of context and someone always quotes Jamil when I share a new conversation
Tagging: @queerlordsimon @ladyzsgolla @aetherphobia @thesunshineriptide @end3rm1st (lmk if you want to be added or removed ^^)
Warnings: Cursing, lighthearted bullying, suggestive jokes made by a bunch of asexuals and their token allosexual, caps
Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5
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Ruggie, RUNNING down the hallway screaming: I GOT A POPTAAAAAAARTTTT
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Idia: Screech was put down by the CDC for being a safety hazard.
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Deuce: why do you wanna go to school?? you're a fucking EGG!.... dumb bitch...
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Floyd: he's a merman. thats his merass
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Azul: I wish this game would let me commit tax fraud
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Jade: I DO NOT CONSENT TO THE SEXUALIZATION OF MY THREATS
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Yuu, to Jade: can they go on little slug dates?
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Floyd: It’s like depression if depression was a fish tank
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Riddle: Well to me this sounds like colour 1 is a more complex colour that is made from something being added to the base of colour 2. Orange (colour 1) is just yellow (colour 2) but with red added. Similarly, green (colour 1) is just blue (colour 2) but with yellow added. Now how does this apply to purple? Thus far all colour two's have been primary colours (as the primary colours are red, yellow, and blue and so far we have yellow and blue but no red. This means that if we assume the same pattern to be true, the last colour 2 should be red. This also matches up with purple as the final colour 1 since red + blue = purple. Lastly, this enforces another pattern I have noticed. Let's look at the second set to see this pattern. In the second set we have blue (colour 2) + yellow = green (colour 1). Now something iinteresting here is that yellow is colour 2 of the previous set. This pattern continues in set 3. We have red (colour 2) + blue (colour 2 of the last set) = purple (colour 1). Finally, it even goes in a loop. In set one we have yellow (colour 2) + red = orange (colour 1). And what do we see here? That's right, red just so happens to be the colour 2 we determined to be the colour which finishes set 3. Therefore we can conclude from multiple patterns within this set that orange is to yellow as green is to blue as purple is to red.
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Ace: it’s slightly NSFW, but there’s nothing explicit
Deuce: I’m allosexual, I’ll live
Ace: ok [sends picture]
Deuce: NEVERMIND
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Trey: Dennys is like, the place you go when you burn your dinner for the holidays
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Jade: Floyd… we’ve talked about this.
Floyd: about what
Jade: Tormenting the Gods…
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Azul: If you or a loved one has been attacked by Timothy--
Idia: SCREECH
Azul: or Screech, yes-- [dies to screech]
Azul: ...oh
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Floyd: this is what i call TRAUMA KARAOKE
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Epel: the femininity is dwindling and the polyamory is spreading
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Floyd, to Epel: Are you sustenance?….
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Kalim: I have never felt more unsafe than with your face.
OB!Jamil: What the fuck.
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Lilia: one day i will get my revenge. not only on the squirrel population, but the baby population
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Floyd: There’s like 4.5 trans people in this room
Idia: .5??
Azul: am I the .5
Floyd: yes
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Idia: Bad and naughty Discord users get put in the PS5 controller
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Floyd: I am going to UNZIP YOUR SPINE.
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Azul: This is all an elaborate game of pretend to them.
Floyd: AH YES. GAME OF PRETEND. LIKE HOW YOU KISSED ME ON THE MO U T H FOR PRA CT I CE
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Epel, behind Vil’s back on why he’s a vampire: It’s because he’s so pasty
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Kalim: i love sad cheesy romance scenes :)
Jamil: I love plotting evilly
Kalim: I also love plotting evilly but I also love sad cheesy romance scenes :)!!!
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Jade: Yes, hello. I've been keeping Kalim company.
Floyd: yes 😏 company. and they KISSED ON THE MOUTH GAYLY
Jade, ignoring him: He's been teaching me aaall sorts of things...
Floyd: 😳😳 YEAH GAY THINGS. LIKE KISSING ON THE MOUTH.
Jamil: Answer me. What did you do to Kalim
Jade: What did I...do? We were just having a pleasant conversation.
Floyd: ah yes just a pleasant conversation. DEFINITELY NOT GAYLY KISSING
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Jade: Out of the benevolence of Azul’s heart, he will let Jamil practice kissing with him.
Kalim: just like Floyd
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Floyd: SWING THE DICK AT THEM. HELICOPTER DICK TO SCARE THE NINJAS AWAY
Jamil:
Kalim:
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Trey: is it legal to milk clowns?
Jade: It depends on the clown… it depends on their sins…
Lilia: we dont like being milked actually
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Ruggie: I wish I cried lemonade... because then I'd cry more often and then I'd have lemonade. And then I wouldn't be sad anymore... but then I'd cry happy tears because I have lemonade, which would make me cry more... and then the cycle repeats...
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Floyd, in Minecraft: ooohhhHhhH Look at youUUU so KIND and GENEROUS HOUSEWARDEN--
Floyd, getting punched off the mineshaft by Azul: aH FUCK FUCK FUCK
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Ortho, after Idia showed him many cursed furbys: You owe me a new pair of eyes.
Idia: can they be furby eyes 😀
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Jack: Maybe the real booty is the friends we made along the way yknow
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Prof. Trein: Talk amongst yourselves, do not speak in Welsh.
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Cater: That's how Im gonna start commenting on things now. Just, person adjective
Deuce: Cater uh- nice
Cater, WITHOUT HESITATION: Deuce depressed
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Che’nya: My emotionally identifying with cats has nothing to do with me being a furry and EVERYTHING to do with me being autistic
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Yuu, about Grim: Your heart is bigger than your little body!!
Ace: so is his ego
Yuu, laughing: that’s true
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Silver: you look very intimidating right now
Sebek: Wh- Silver- I am sitting here eating my pocket muffin Silver
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Deuce: If you poke my eyes I won’t be able to breathe- wait
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Trey with a slinky over his eyes: New technology makes it more difficult to see! Mobility disaids
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Cater: You reenter the VC. I turn around in a swivel chair, filing my nails. “I've been expecting you,” I say.
Idia: ...... [disconnects]
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Jamil, to Kalim: I was wondering about the dust bunny too.. nO, NO, DONT EAT THE DUST BUNNY—
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Ace: What are we SUPPOSED to do? Hold each other by the toes and sing a friendship song???
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Lilia: mmmm bacon soap….
Silver:
Malleus:
Lilia:
Silver:
Malleus: …did you just say “bacon soap”?
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Silver: You DO look intimidating, eating your pocket muffin like an APPLE, staring into the middle distance dramatically
Sebek:
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Jamil: I really don’t want to touch your… gooey… wet… ball, Kalim.
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Leona: There’s weed in this tea… Hm. [takes another sip]
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Jamil: Kalim, stop putting your balls under the greenhouse. I don’t want to keep fishing them out.
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Floyd: Shrimpy, I want you to know that i am going to shit in your bathroom. just wanted to make sure you knew.
Azul: that is NOT how i expected you to end that sentence
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Jade: Whatcha doing?
Floyd: Your m—
Floyd:
Jade: Go on.
Floyd:
Jade: Finish the sentence, Floyd.
Floyd:
Jade: Floyd finish the sentence.
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Idia: THREE ASEXUALS… RECREATING SEX
Vil:
Jade: sex 2
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Lilia: Reminiscing from the glory days to the whore-y days
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Silver: I got off the plane, saw someone who was my friend, got hugged, then you TOOK OFF YOUR SHIRT, BIT INTO AN APPLE LIKE A MUFFIN, SAT AGAINST THE WINDOW LIKE A WALL SIT AND STARED AT ME
Sebek:
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Idia, TERRIFIED: PLEASE DO NOT LOOK TO ME FOR WISDOM I AM FUCKING STUPID
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Jamil: why do you have to pick the balls to kick that hurt the most, kalim
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Floyd: I like my men like I like my SCPs… keter class.
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Jamil: Don’t EAT your tie, Kalim-
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Jamil: Don’t steal any more frogs Kalim
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Idia: The heart wants what the heart wants… the heart wants autism. 🤷
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Jamil: LEAVE MY BALL ALONE
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Rook: maybe you can domesticate beastmen
Jack: I don’t like the implications of domesticated beastmen
Rook: I don’t think you appreciate my artistic interpretation here
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Floyd: I can’t believe Azul is a sugar daddy
Jade: …DONT SAY IT LIKE THAT
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Ace: if each day is a gift then can i return mondays?!
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Sebek: IF YOU WOULDNT LIE TO FAERIES THEN YOU SHOULDNT LIE ABOUT BEAN AND CHEESE BURRITOS
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Cater: Ace is dead?? Crab rave???
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Vil: I can’t believe you
Rook: I feel like you don’t appreciate my artistic expression
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Jamil: You need to go to the hospital
Floyd: I JUST WENT YESTERDAY!!!
Jamil: YEAH BUT THAT WAS BEFORE YOU ATE A MICROWAVE
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Floyd: personally speaking, mood. professionally speaking, yeah.
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Anyway that’s all this time, much longer than usual because I had a lot saved up
Lots of Floyd because he haunts my every thought my bad
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arecaceae175 · 11 months
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IT’S AROMANTIC VISIBILITY DAY!!!!
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FELLOW AROSPECS, YOU ARE SEEN AND LOVED AND SO SO SO VALID
HAVE A FIC
825 words of discussions and fluff <3 And everyone's here!
Hyrule: aro/ace, nonbinary, they/them
Wild: aro/ace, genderfluid, he/him today
Sky: polyamorous and bisexual, he/she
Twilight: bisexual, demiboy, he/they
Time: only loves Malon, asexual, agender, xe/xem
Wind: too baby for romance yet but becoming interested, bisexual probably, genderqueer, no pronouns
Four: pansexual and also somewhere on the aro/ace spectrums, genderqueer, she/xe/they
Legend: aro/ace, transfem, they/she
Warriors: gay, grey-aromantic, demisexual, trans man, he/him
“And then she showed me the coolest fruit I’ve ever seen!” Hyrule said, hands thrown out as they recounted their story. 
The chain was sitting in a circle around the fire as they recounted their days. After a long week staying in a town to rid the area of monsters, they decided to have one last day in the town to stock up on supplies then head into the woods for the night. They were all far too tired of socializing with anyone but each other.
Four, Wind, and Wild were sitting together playing some sort of dice game Wind found in town as they listened to the conversation. Time was next to Four, watching the game out of the corner of his eye and seconds away from joining in. Sky and Twilight were sitting on a log with their arms pressed together, wrapped in Sky’s sailcloth and Twilight’s pelt. Legend, Warriors, and Hyrule were on the ground, legs crossed and knees brushing against each other. 
“We shared it and it was so good! She said it was her favorite fruit. I think it might be my favorite fruit now, too,” Hyrule said. 
Sky raised her eyebrows with a smirk and shared a glance with Twilight. Twilight could barely hold back a giggle, and had to hide it behind his fist. 
“She was really cool,” Hyrule finished. They leaned back on their hands and stared at the fire with a dopey smile on their face. 
Warriors chuckled and leaned forward to rest his elbows on his knees. “Sounds like you really liked her,” he said. 
“I did. I almost wish we could go back into town tomorrow,” Hyrule said. Then, they froze, their eyebrows furrowed, and they slowly leaned forward as the realization hit. 
“I’ve never wanted to go to a town before,” Hyrule said slowly. Their voice was slightly distressed. The others looked up from their game in concern, but Sky, Warriors, and Twilight were smiling so no one was too concerned.
“Why do I want to go back? Why do I feel so fluttery talking about her? Did she curse me?” Hyrule frantically turned to Warriors and grabbed onto his arm. “Am I cursed?”
Warriors laughed as he gently pulled Hyrule’s hands from their intense grip on his arm. “You’re not cursed, Rulie. Sounds like you might be attracted to her.”
Hyrule’s expression turned even more confused. “What? Really? But… I’m ace! And aromantic? This has never happened to me before!”
“Malon is the only person I’ve ever felt any kind of attraction toward,” Time said. 
The color drained from Hyrule’s face. They very, very slowly turned to look at Time. “Do I… have to… marry this girl?”
“That’s not-” Time began.
“I’m not ready for marriage!” Hyrule exclaimed.
“Woah, Rulie, calm down. You don’t have to marry anyone if you don’t want to,” Warriors said. He was trying his best to be calm for Hyrule, but internally he was giggling. He had the same reaction, once. 
“Ignore the old man,” Legend said. 
“Good advice,” Four mumbled, still focused on the dice. Wild nodded in agreement. Time sent Four a glare, which she resolutely ignored. Wind stifled a laugh behind a hand. 
“What Time was trying to say,” Warriors continued, “Is if you can feel attraction only sometimes you’re aromantic or asexual. It’s a spectrum. I’m aroace but I’ve still felt attraction to a few men.”
“So… what do I do about it?” Hyrule asked. 
“That’s the fun part. You don’t have to do anything about it,” Warriors said. Hyrule’s eyes were wide as he latched onto every word Warriors said. 
“Really?” Hyrule asked. 
“Yeah, really. You can recognize the feeling, but if you don’t have any desire to act on it, then you don’t have to,” Warriors said. 
“I’ve felt attracted to a few people over the years. I did something about it once, but not the other times,” Four added. 
“Huh,” Hyrule said. Their gaze fell back to the fire as they considered Warriors’ words. “It was fun for today, but… I don’t think I want to do anything about it.”
“Yeah, sticking with the aro/ace crew!” Wild cheered, giving Hyrule a thumbs up from across camp. Hyrule giggled and returned it. 
“Your very first attraction,” Legend said as she slung an arm over Hyrule’s shoulders. “Our little Rulie is all grown up.” 
Hyrule laughed and gently shoved them away. 
“Ah, I remember the first time I felt attracted to someone,” Sky said dreamily. 
“Let me guess,” Twilight said with a grin. “Sun?” 
“Pipit, actually. You met him, right?” Sky asked. 
The group fell back into amiable chatter as Sky recounted his story. Hyrule leaned back on his arms again and fell into thought. They were jolted out of their mind as Legend put an arm around their shoulders again.
“Hey, you good?” Legend asked. 
Hyrule considered, then smiled and nodded. “Yeah,” they said, leaning into Legend’s side. “I’m good.”
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theresthesnitch · 1 year
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Pinned
Based on the website mentioned because I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since I found it. Thanks to @r33sespieces for reading over it for me.
Sirius found the website on a Tuesday afternoon.
He eyed it suspiciously at first. Kids nowadays were terrible about putting everything about their lives online. He could remember the days of the early internet, with a/s/l and the expectation that it was entirely a lie. No one knew who you were on the internet. 
So, if this was just one more way for the stupid kids to put their personal information on the internet, then he wanted no part in it. 
He clicked anyway. 
Sirius found himself flooded with messages. Queer people from all over the world filling the map with queer love and queer experiences. He couldn’t stop clicking on messages. 
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where you first told me you loved me. we aren’t together anymore but you were one of the greatest loves of my life. 
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My first kiss with my best friend. We did it for a scavenger hunt photo. We both love each other. But when it comes to being in love, she fell for me too soon and I fell for her too late.
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We kissed secretly between the isles of this walmart.
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First time I said I was gay out loud. 
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Learned that I’m asexual, not broken <3
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Surrounded by happy out gay people for the first time, I finally felt like it was okay. 
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I survived this town, and I will survive the rest. 
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I exist.
Sirius couldn’t stop reading the messages. Tears were streaming down his face. Nothing in his life ever made him feel more valid and more seen than looking at all the pins. He wasn’t alone. He was never alone. 
Sirius wanted to leave his mark too. 
He considered several options. His parents house, with a celebratory “I survived” message. Or Hogwarts Academy, where he’d first kissed a boy and realized that he wanted to kiss more boys. Or the pub down the road from the Potters’ house, where he’d first told James that he was gay the summer after he left home. 
None of them felt as right as Remus. 
He hadn’t seen Remus in years, but he still thought about him every day. He fell in love with Remus when they were both still kids–somewhere around age thirteen when Remus punched his distant cousin when he called Sirius the family disappointment. He’d pined for Remus for years before they finally found each other, and dated for a while before they’d managed to fuck it up. 
There were a dozen places he could have pinned for Remus, each of them significant in their own way. 
Sirius didn’t have to think about it at all. He scrolled through the countryside until he found the tiny, sparsely populated area in Wales where Remus’s family lived. It was here, under the old oak tree in their backyard when Sirius came to visit in after their fifth year, that SIrius had finally confessed his feelings for Remus and they shared the most idyllic first kiss. 
Only, there was already a pin there. 
We kissed here for the first time, and I realized I’d never want anyone as much as I wanted you. I wish I’d never let you go. I wish we’d tried harder. I wish we could have another chance. 
Sirius forgot how to breathe. Remus missed him too. Remus thought of him too. 
Sirius had no choice. He had to find Remus. Maybe they could have a second chance after all.
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ian-galagher · 1 month
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weekly tag wednesday! &lt;3
hello friends and welcome to another tag game. lets dive in!
- thanks @creepkinginc for the tag 🤗🧡💚
how is your day going?
it's been alright! doing a ton of chores while hanging out with friends 🤗🧡💚💙
are you okay?
yeah I'm pretty good 🤗🧡
what is your favourite shade of your favourite colour?
that thing the sun does with orange when it sets, I like that 🤗🧡
are you single?
no
are you happy about that?
SO unhappy 🙄 leave me alone Gale! (that was a joke about Gale from Baldur's Gate 3 who, for some unknown reason, thinks we're in a relationship. I myself am still very much asexual and very happy about that)
what age do you feel in your brain?
sometimes I'm 12, sometimes 98, there is no in between
do you feel like the good times are behind you or ahead of you?
behind me (that sounded so sad, I'm mostly thinking about visiting South Africa and how I might never do that again but you never know!)
do you have a best friend?
yeah I do 🤗🧡💚
did you have a childhood pet?
I had the sweetest Russian hamster 🤗🧡
do you sing or whistle around the house?
yeah I do!
do you light candles or incense?
I don't really like the smell of incense but candles are alright!
are you busy Friday night?
always, if you mean talking to my friends on the internet
if you were a circus performer which act would you be in?
something with animals so I fear I'd be out of a job fast 😂 I would soon start up a business with the fortune teller scammer and we'd make... a fortune 🤗🧡💚
what is your favourite outfit?
jeans + something warm like a hoodie or a sweater
what's the last thing you created?
new Africa words
what is your favourite fic or book of all time?
just the one?! there's so many! there was this one fic that stayed with me over the years about a boy finding this old church with a window that looked out into another world. he climbed through and met a kelpie, a beautiful black horse. it was an amazing story.
what are you looking forward to?
writing, bg3ing...
what can put you immediately in a better mood?
same as Nosho, music! (also Nosho) 🤗🧡💚
do you like hugs?
from friends, yes!
what is something you wish people understood about you?
that noise can irritate me greatly and that my noise canceling earbuds are everything to me.
tagging a few lovely people! 🤗🧡 @spacerockwriting @dynamic-power @transmurderbug @mybrainismelted @transmickey @stocious @juliakayyy @jrooc @look-i-love-u @energievie @deathclassic @lee-ow @francesrose3
and everyone else who sees this! 🤗🧡
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(CW: Cringe, puzzle pieces, Autism Moms, potential sensory eyesore, ableism possibly, like one sex joke)
Welcome back to me harshly criticizing graphic design choices that people make about autism where I find pictures of shirts and whatnot and I tear into them like a lion tearing into its prey. Let's get into it.
In the words of @rebmasel on TikTok: "Ka-chow."
First up the only appropriate way to do this review is in the style of Dr. Seuss.
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I do not like the puzzle piece, for it disturbs my fucking peace.
The color purple is real nice, but the message here I would think twice.
No tacky colors, so that's good. I don't hate it, though I feel I should.
Final Score: 4 out of 10. I'd rather not see this again.
I know the first line's kinda cheating, but I couldn't really think of any other fitting rhyme.
Next up is this:
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This is already miles better than most of what I've seen.
The colors aren't tacky, they're actually kinda nice.
You have two wolves inside of you, both of them are gay and autistic. /ref
Autism Acceptance, that's a win.
Infinity symbol instead of puzzle piece, fuck yes.
Only criticism is that it's kind of a cheesy message, but not the worst.
Final Score: 9.5 out of 10. I'd wear it.
And then the quality drops here.
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Puzzle piece means you lost points.
"Autism Mom." You can say it's difficult to raise an autistic child, but you're not a goddamn superhero.
How dare you use Rosie the Riveter for this. The disrespect. /hj
The military font is tacky.
I don't like seeing blue associated with autism, but at least it's not an abominable shade of blue.
Final Score: 1 out of 10. Get it out of my sight.
Speaking of lions that I mentioned earlier:
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I'm already liking the absence of puzzle pieces.
Autism Acceptance is a yes.
When a lioness has children, she stops making love to the lion. The lion gets jealous, sometimes so jealous he EATS the children. You'd think this would upset the lioness; far from it. They make love again like the children never existed. I find that idea terrifying. /q
Not a fan of the colors, they're too dark for my taste.
The message feels cheesy.
Final Score: 7.5 out of 10. I dunno if I'd wear it, but it's not the worst design I've seen. The effort and care are present.
This feels like a roller coaster because it went downhill again.
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"Share your friends." As someone with PDA, to quote Hamlet, Act 3, Scene 3, Line 87; "No." /hj
Autism Awareness. Once again, I am very aware of my existence but sometimes I wish I wasn't; there are days where I'd like to be both perceived and NOT perceived.
The blue isn't tacky, thank God.
I hate the quote because it gives the message that autism is nothing but a burden.
Also there's a bit too much going on with it, all of the decals and shit.
I don't see any puzzle pieces, so thank God.
Final Score: 2 out of 10. I do not recommend.
This is a bit different.
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There's just way too much going on in this. Absolute eyesore.
Return of the Tacky Elementary School Colors, except they dragged orange into it this time.
So many puzzle pieces.
Why is everyone trying to fight autism? It's just minding its business.
I'm pretty sure that that's going to be a signal to mean kids to bully your kid. Like, even if there's more understanding of autism, there are still asshole crotch goblins.
I haven't "done" autism, but I am curious as to whether or not autism is good in bed. /j
Final Score: 1 out of 10. No thanks, I'll pass.
Let's end part 2 on a high note.
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Simple design, but colorful and pretty easy on the eyes.
And the colors aren't patronizing.
No puzzle pieces.
Acknowledgement of the intersectionality of autism and sexuality.
No cheesy message; just a funky design about autism and gayness. Not all autism shirts have to be serious or UwU or motivating, so it's always a nice change of pace.
Final Score: 11 out of 10. As an asexual biromantic autistic, I'd wear this.
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bookscandlesnbts · 7 months
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Quick facts about me that no one asked for:
Figured since I’ve posted more here and answered some asks, I would share some facts about me on my blog both BTS/Jikook related and non related.
1.) I became ARMY during quarantine era. A friend got me into them. After I watched their MMA 2019 performance I was blown away. She was a Yoongi bias so that is whose content I initially watched and gravitated towards. When I ventured out on my own and watched more performance stages and Run BTS I knew immediately that I was drawn to Jimin. Everything from his stage presence, gorgeous vocals and dance lines, funny and sassy personality, but also super empathetic and caring. He was it for me and still is. But I do love all seven of them. I could probably rank them in order of my “favorites” but Jimin would be number 1 without a doubt.
***super fun fact is that I actually first was exposed to BTS in 2017 :( that’s right, I could have stanned back then. I frequently kind of kidding but not really refer to this as my biggest regret. An undergrad in my research group was obsessed with them. She showed me a clip of them dancing and probably because I didn’t like her that much (she was friends with someone toxic) I chalked it up as so they sing and dance? Who cares. I ended up reconnecting with her later when I stanned and found out that she was a low-key TKK shipper and loved reading their fanfics. By that point, I was already sus of Jikook so we clashed and I don’t talk to her. 🤣
2.) That brings me to point number two. The most important: Jikook. I wish I could remember the first time I was like yep this is a thing but I don’t. I do remember the first Jikook moment that I was exposed to was their Black Swan pas de deux. I remember finding their chemistry palpable and bold of them to perform a romantic dance together but that was it. The more I watched Run BTS and being a Jimin bias I couldn’t help but notice JK too and their closeness. What was the nail in the coffin so to speak? The cliches. GCF Tokyo and Rosebowl did it for me and I’ve been endeared by them ever since.
3.) I’m a sort of Jikook fanfic writer on A03 who I guess is on a hiatus and has been for awhile now. I love fanfiction and have been reading it and writing it a little since I was like 12. I was never a RPF girlie until BTS but I view them as characters in a story because that is what they are when I’m reading or writing fics. Not the actual people.
4.) I’m asexual and probably aromatic to some extent too. Asexuality is so misunderstood, I could go on about it for days, but I’m not the authority on it by any means. I like the idea of sex in the abstract. Fanfics, great. M/M where I don’t feel inserted in the act, even better. I’m not a prude, I just don’t experience sexual attraction. The idea of looking at someone even the tannies and wanting to fuck them makes me uncomfortable and it’s something I can’t relate to and have never felt. I’ve had sex of course, but it’s never lived up to the hype for me. I can definitely live without it. As far as being aromantic that I’m not sure. I love the idea of romance or I wouldn’t be so smitten with Jikook and other cute couples. I don’t actively seek romance in my life. I don’t date or want to date. I haven’t had a crush on someone in like 10 years. I’m not opposed to it. Their gender wouldn’t matter to me but it’s not something I feel like I need in my life. If you are anywhere on the ace spectrum or are LGBTQIA+, hi you are more than welcome here.
5.) I’m educated! I have a PhD in chemistry. I am on the Professor track and I teach organic chemistry. I spent 7 years in grad school combined for my masters and PhD.
So yeah! This way you know a little about me when you send in asks. I am terrible at formatting and use my phone only for Tumblr, so my blog probably won’t ever be pretty. I’m just here for connections and content that is more in depth than Twitter. Yes, I’m still calling it twitter. Sorry not sorry Elon.
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queengenweek · 1 year
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Queen GenWeek 2023
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Attention, Queen enthusiasts across the world: we bring to you Queen GenWeek! We decided it was high time we brought back this event so we can celebrate the enduring friendship between the members of Queen together.
When and where?
The event will take place from Thursday 15 June-Sunday 18 June. You can upload your work on Tumblr using the tag #QueenGenWeek2023 and @queengenweek us. We'll make sure to reblog all contributions with this tag to this blog for an overview! When you post your fanfiction on AO3, please add it to the Queen GenWeek 2023 collection.
What does Gen mean?
Gen, short for “general,” is a term used in fanfic communities to refer to works of fanart that are platonic: they explore bonds of friendship rather than bonds of romance. There may be some form of romance in the background, but the main focus should be on the non-romantic relationship between the characters. Gen fanart celebrates the friendship between characters.
Mind AO3's Gen tag and policies for further instructions.
With help from last year's event post, refer to this amazing resource on asexual/aromantic characters and how to give them substance! This is an ASPEC safe space and consciously inclusive.
Who and what is welcome?
Everyone who wants to celebrate the platonic friendships in and around Queen is welcome! All gen-oriented works of art are welcome, which include but are not limited to:
Fanfiction
Other forms of literature (poetry)
Visual art (traditional or digital)
Moodboards
Playlists
Photo edits
If you prefer so, you can stay anonymous during the event. Both AO3 and Tumblr have options to post anonymously. You can use this quick guide on how to post anonymously on AO3. If you want to upload to Tumblr anonymously, you can DM us, and we will share your contribution on your behalf. You can also submit any questions you have about the event to us with the ask-button or DM function.
Prompts?
To help you get going, we’ve come up with different prompts for each day of the event. You are free to use them, improve them, combine them, mix and match them, or do whatever you feel like with them: creativity is key!
Day 1: Thursday 15 June
Lyric: I'd better go to bed and have an early night
Childhood friends
Growing apart
Cult classic: The Outsiders
Looking back at memories
Day 2: Friday 16 June
Quote: “The group tends to be the most stable family we’ve got.” B.M.
Police encounter
Getting lost in a strange city
Cult classic: Spirited Away
Facing a fear
Day 3: Saturday 17 June
Lyric: Take heart, my friend, we love you/Though it seems like you’re alone
Family/marriage problems
Revealing a secret
Cult classic: The Lord of the Rings
Getting a tattoo together
Day 4: Sunday 18 June
Quote: “Not too bad for four ageing Queens.” F.M.
Best Man speech
Teaching each other instruments
Cult classic: Hangover
House fire
More rules?
If you've participated in fandom events before, you probably know the drill by now. If you still have questions on what to keep in mind when creating and/or consuming, please refer to the detailed additional rules we have set up for PolyWeek this year. In short, mind the following:
Support creators.
Tag your work appropriately.
Do not engage with hateful feedback.
Do not supply negativity.
Do not interact with NSFW/18+ content if you're a minor.
We encourage you all to participate, contribute, consume, and support the event if you feel you want to! It's a safe space for all, no need to feel shy about creating. We wish you all the luck, inspiration and fun in the world and hope to see you there!
Hosted by @carrrothead-vol2, @of-streetlightfancy and @shewas-agaystripper
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whenyoucallmelover · 1 year
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everything i read this month, all wrapped up
under 10k words.
 ☁️ darling (adj.), @daydreaming-sunflower (1k) tags; tooth-rotting fluff, comfort/safe spaces, established relationship
☁️ His and Hers, @hellolovers13 (1.8k) tags; trans harry, matching blankets, fluff, light angst
☁️ Rainy Days, New Adventures, @greenblueish (1.3k) tags; meet cute, harry has a cat, fluff
☁️ Do You See What I See, @allwaswell16 (2k) tags; veterinarian louis, crack/humor, awkwardness, misunderstandings
☁️ Just a little taste, @lunarheslwt (3k) tags; vampire harry/human louis, paranormal elements, emotional hurt/comfort, biting, tw: blood/gore
☁️ Changing Weather (For Worse or For Better), @haztobegood (3k) tags; 5+1, vignettes, established relationship, domestic fluff, light arguing
☁️ Things Unsaid, @londonfoginacup (4k) tags; soulmates, soulmate tattoos, meet cute, london underground, bookstore, strangers to lovers
☁️ I Remember (The Distances We Covered), @lululawrence (5k) tags; famous louis/non famous harry, meet cute, single parent harry, older harry, footballer louis, music teacher harry, fluff
☁️ when we get intimate, @rainblou/@alphalouis (6k) tags; a/b/o, asexual harry, insecure louis, college/university, nesting, argument
☁️ Court Wine, @enchantedlandcoffee, @red-pandaaa (7k) tags; a/b/o, courting, idiots in love, friends to lovers, college/university, misunderstandings
☁️ one glance and the avalanche drops, @wankerville (8k) tags; christmas, tree deliverer harry, student louis, fluff, strangers to lovers
☁️ Find Me in the Kitchen, @neondiamond (9k) tags; a/b/o, chef harry, cooking lessons, louis can’t cook, fluff and smut
over 10k words.
☁️ Wish You Would, @pocketsunshineharry (12k) tags; strangers to friends to lovers, soulmates, soulmate tattoos, language of flowers, plants, miscommunications
☁️ Every heart but mine, @rainblou/@alphalouis (17k) tags; non-traditional a/b/o dynamics, secondary-gender trans character, workplace relationship, soulmates, soulmarks, tw: mentions of transphobia
☁️ just tell me you love me (that's all i need to hear), @finelinelarents (21k) tags; friends to lovers, girl direction, pining, jealousy, slow burn, angst and smut, tw: slight dubious consent/touching
multi-part.
☁️ snapshots of moments, @onlythebravest (13k, 11/11) tags; drabble collection, canon compliant, sad moments, happy moments, fluff, angst…all the tags!
☁️ We've Been Stealing Moments, Feelings, @builtyouahousefromabrokenhome (28k, 5/27) tags; angst with a happy ending, labor unions, not actually unrequited love, slow burn, tw: bullying, workplace abuse, mentions of suicide, homophobia *as this fic is not finished, i don’t know the intensity/in depth-ness of all of the triggers, so please do read the warnings for yourself :)
☁️ Ghost Note Symphony, whoknows (96k, 3/3) tags; proximity curse, supernatural elements, angst, ??? to lovers, tw: blood/gore, tw: medical talk *i feel like i betrayed my own morals reading this… i hate that this fic was so good that i had to overlook the exclusive bottom louis. it was a struggle but it was worth it; i think this story will be one of those ones that sticks with me for a long time. 
smut
☁️ outside in the summertime, @greeneyesfriedrice (2k) tags; pwp, beard burn, face fucking, slight exhibitionism, tw: mentions of recreational drug use
☁️ Pace Yourself, @kenniewen (3k) tags; topping for the first time, virginity kink, sub top/dom bottom, sub harry/dom louis, praise, collars, cockrings, daddy kink
☁️ stop the world ('cause i wanna get off with you), @thedevilinmybrain (12k) tags; 5+1, canon compliant, being walked in on, fluff and smut, established relationship
☁️ High heels on, 'm feeling alive, @thebreadvansstuff (14k) tags; porn with plot, strangers to lovers, exhibitionism, semi public sex, dirty talk, harry in heels
don’t forget to leave a comment and kudos for the authors & reblog their fic posts! ・゚*。・
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I am not dooming and glooming over Carmy x Sydney post-trailer
I know what we all saw and I saw it coming. Ever since there was a casting call for an old friend named Claire, I was like, enter a potential love interest. And now we have some flirty banter and she has a recurring role. But you know what I don’t really care. I gave side-eye when the casting was announced as a knee-jerk reaction and was a bit startled at the trailer upon first watch. But really, I’m mostly unbothered at the end of this day. 
1. We don’t know what the relationship was, is, or could be. 
2. If it is romantic, I’m actually seeing the positive because it means Carmy could have a girlfriend. If it is a thing it establishes that Carmy is into women and open to love. If sex is involved, he’s not asexual. If he’s not into women or asexual it’s not the worst (and if he was with a hot guy, I’ll except it and enjoy the visuals, cue Angel)... but it ruins my ship, so yeah I have feelings. I wouldn’t stop watching the show over it. But those things not being true means I get to watch Carmy be romantic with a woman. That doesn’t make me a villain. Of course I want it to be with Sydney, but Carmy is fine and I want to see him in a romantic situation. Sue me. So if this girl is the vehicle that proves there is a romantic pathway with a woman in his story line and I get to see him get down those are wins for me. Not the grand prize, but I’ll take it. Because...
3. She could be the in-between girl if something does happen. How do we know if they get together it’s a long term or end game relationship? These things happen all the time. Someone is introduced mid-run that doesn’t last until the end. 
4. While whatever interactions are happening with this woman, Carmy is also spending a lot of time with Sydney outside of the restaurant. Yes, they are cooking, but it’s cooking together. They are bound to get to know each other more. I wouldn’t be surprised if she dropped that he made the best meal she ever had at some point at his apartment and weirdness ensues. Sydney also seems to be spending a lot of time with Carmy AND Sugar. I love it. It goes with my The Bear is a Mom & Pop restaurant established in 2023 agenda. Time with the fam building the place together. 
5. Carmy & Sydney actually may never happen. We were told they are platonic so it shouldn’t be a huge shock if it doesn’t happen. Disappointing as fuck, yes, but I can’t be hostile about it. We are just shipping what is essentially a crackship that we are hoping is a slow burn. I still have hope but I also am not genuinely seething. I have my moments then get over it. 
6. Or they could and this is just part of the epic sneak attack slow burn. Only time will tell. Maybe a long shot but I did see what looked to be Carmy in therapy. I’ll keep hope alive with Ayo’s sentiment that Carmy and Sydney would maybe be possible after therapy and two seasons. I’m being optimistic. 
I dunno. If this makes me lose my shipper card, my apologies. I’m just being objective despite my wishes. I’m trying to keep this fun. 
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faithdeans · 1 year
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my fics :)
your needs, my needs [4.5k]
part 2 to weeds or wildflowers, an exploration of an asexual cas, as he deals with insecurity and the fear that he might not be "enough" for dean. it's cute tho dw
weeds or wildflowers? [7k]
this fic is an exploration of how a queer-platonic relationship could look between dean and cas. in this fic dean is aromantic, and cas is asexual, and it's all about them learning that love can mean whatever they want it to.
our house [900]
Inspired by the song "Our House" by Crosby Stills Nash & Young. Post-canon domestic fluff with some past reflection.
chasing feathers [2.2k]
The missing scene from Faith 1x12. Dean learns that he's dying, and ruminates on life, death and everything he wishes he had the time to fix. Canon compliant, read immediately after the credits of the episode for placement!
clouds in the sky of my soul [3.8k]
Dean tries to reconcile his grief over losing Cas, blaming himself for his death and the love left unspoken. Memories, storms and a lot of metaphors. Finale doesn't happen.
wonderful tonight [900]
In which Dean prepares a romantic bath for him and Cas, because he has the time now. Post-canon.
now i'm your daisy [500]
Post-canon, family day in the park. Fluff &lt;3
this is religion (reupload) [3.6k] [E]
uh. this is just blasphemous destiel smut (ig)
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the-astral-clump · 11 months
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PLURALITY & PRIDE
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On the first day of Pride Month we decided to write a little thing about how our plurality and our queerness affect each other.
But before that, lets get some things out of the way: This is a safe space for every system and any who identify with multiplicity. This is also a safe space for every good-faith identity. We also greatly encourage other systems/plurals to share their own experiences. <3 (mind you this post is a bit long and rambly so theres a closing message slash tldr at the end)
Alright! That being said, this is half describing our fuckyweird identities as a system and half a love letter to it all.
Labels are things that I (the host, Alex) have strugged with for very long time. Since the way we experience such things like fronting as blending, blurring, and/or passive influence I often find it difficult to differentiate my sexuality and gender from my headmates, due to this melding of sometimes contradictory identities (for example, Alex and Mae being transmasc and transfem respectively) we often experience some very.. well.. queer feelings. We all have different appearances in headspace, and due to the nature of our headspace, we can often change these at will. This however (unfortunately) cant be transated into our physical body, which is afab. You can perhaps imagine the feelings that might arise from having an alter who is and enjoys a feminine body co-front with an alter who is a lot more masc leaning, or maybe you can't. Either way you can at least imagine how confusing this can be, having two voices, two entirely separate people, share a body and wish for entirely different things for it. Having alters who experience different levels of romantic and sexual attraction as well as attraction to different genders. How it might feel to have a largely asexual alter co-front with an allosexual alter with a very high libido, how it might feel for a bisexual alter to blur with a homosexual alter unable to really percieve the presence of eachother. Often Alex and Sasha co-front, Alex is aroacespec and experiences minimal attraction though usually towards men, Sasha is m-spec and (very) allosexual. They also feel differently as to presentation, Sasha being much more feminine than Alex, this can lead to weird dysphoric feelings, feeling gay and bi feeling like a girl but also mlm, feeling so many different ranges of conflicting emotions and identities.
Although things like this have brought us great frustration and caused conflicts within the system, this pride month we want to instead celebrate these incongurences in identity. We want to celebrate having complicated identities, having feelings that perhaps conflict with eachother. Because this is real, what we experience is real and it deserves recognition and respect. This is something that can and should apply to everyone, regardless of wether they identify as plural, queer, or anything else. So here's for a lovely pride month, to my fellow queer systems, and to all the people and creatures whose identities dont fit into a solid mold.
closing message/ tldr; As a system we experience many conflicting and weird combinations of indentities and we are learning to live and love this aspect ouf our lives, and hope others can too. You deserve love, pride includes those with complex identities, be weird, be yourself, be queer unabashedly and love yourself for it. &lt;3
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