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#yes I'm proud of it ahahaha
raelle-writing · 4 months
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PheeJin moments living in my head rent free
A non-exhaustive list:
The tension in this scene ~
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Do I even need to say it?
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When Phee covers Jin with the blanket after a traumatic night.
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When Phee goes into attack mode as he sees Jin is in danger
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The way Phee holds Jin after saving him
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Phee promising to protect Jin
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The little nose touch, I'll never be over it
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Phee comforting Jin while they're stuck
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Phee taking care of Jin's dislocated shoulder
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And the way Jin looks a Phee right afterwards ~
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IDK guys I'm just super obsessed with them, I hope we get more soooooooooooooon
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despairforme · 2 months
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He needs a gymbro friend..
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therealvinelle · 11 months
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If you were kicked out of the cullens.. would you join the Denali? Or is eating people by yourself preferable to an eternity with Eleazar and being expected to woohoo unwilling humans
(Anon is referring to this post.)
My thoughts on the Denali.
No. God, no. I'd rather be on my own if them's the ropes.
Presumably, I wander around trying to improve my control, wanting someone to talk to and feeling miserable on my own but refusing to resort to the Denali and too proud to come crawling back to the Cullens. Knowing I likely wouldn't survive an encounter in the wild, I make a point to keep my distance from other vampires as well. Can't join the Volturi, I've spent too much time contemplating Aro's love life and relationship with his dead sister for that.
(Regarding the Cullens: it's not that I'm too proud. However, if things with them got to the point where they kicked me out, then... going back isn't going to be an option. Getting kicked out by them, having Carlisle give up on me and tell me to fuck off, would mean something so extreme happened that going back isn't an option and there would be no point in trying.)
A few years go by, I write a fuckton of fanfiction, watch every anime known to man, and my control gets better but my loneliness gets worse. Eventually I trust myself enough to enter human spaces, dropping by the library to read books or visiting a clothes store so I can wear actual clothes that fit.
And here's the trouble: I really am hopelessly lonely.
Humans fear me, yes, but I do exchange words with some from time to time, even for something so little as asking where to find my size in shoes.
These tidbits are the only social interaction I've had for years. (Animals, after all, flee at the very sight of me.)
I begin to feel strongly about these interactions. If it's the same librarian I ask about Christie novels every time I visit that particular library, I mourn when he has found the book I wanted because now the conversation is over. Just as I mourn the end of every other interaction I have, because exchanging words about the weather with someone who's instinctively afraid of me can't make a person less lonely.
But I increase my exposure to humans, because without that I have nothing. And if I have nothing, my resolve not to kill humans will crumble.
It gets worse, and however much I try to stop myself I start thinking of the humans I speak to as potential vampire companions. Not even just the humans I speak to, but humans who look particularly kind, or interesting, or- anything, really.
After all, isn't Carlisle perfectly happy being a vampire? Weren't Emmett, Esme, and Bella? Wouldn't I be, if I wasn't so damn lonely?
Being a vampire, doesn't have to be a bad thing at all, not if you're fit for it. And you will be free of age, disease, financial problems, free of everything.
There are humans, I know, who would prefer life as a vampire.
And if I can find one of these, ascertain to the best of my ability that vampirism would suit them, that they would follow my diet as well and stay with me...
That last bit is crucial, but the most difficult one. It requires, after all, that the human be one that likes me, that will choose to stay with me (all of these conditions do) and who will accept vampirism when it is offered, but I won't know what their choice is before I present it. At which point, the Volturi law would dictate they turn or die.
It's a catch-22, and there'd be no way to know for sure about a person anyway, plus I would be turning someone with the expectation they could fix my life. Obviously I'm being a bit silly, time to get off this train of thought and back to normal. Ahah. Ahahaha. (Me trying and failing to be casual about this).
I do not get back to normal.
Instead, what I do is... start vetting people, for lack of a better term. I start analysing everything they say and wondering to myself, how seriously did he mean it when he said he dreads his thirtieth? Did she say she's tired of everything because she's tired of everything, or was she just saying it?
I get lonelier.
I imagine it all comes to a head when I find a viable candidate.
Someone will inevitably seem like that perfect person, someone that I really like and would love to talk to all the time, someone who is moral and principled enough that I trust they would want to follow the diet, someone who doesn't have kids, no partner, perhaps not a lot of family or friends at all tying them to this life.
I've already memorised their routine, I know when they get off work, when they're alone, when no one would notice if they were snatched away in the dead of night.
I even have a long period of telling myself I'm not actually going to do this, ahaha, there are so many reasons not to after all. Heavy, convincing reasons such as "I shouldn't" and "but it's wrong, Vinelle. Dirty and bad and wrong".
These reasons become flimsier every time I tell them to myself.
In the end, I man myself up in a split second decision, and I go for it.
I have no doubt this goes terribly for me. Perhaps my companion stays with me and perhaps they even do the diet, but I took their humanity away so they could fix me, and that can never be the start of a healthy or happy relationship.
In the end I come crawling to Carlisle, "I went a little funny in the head out there in the desert, sir."
"Nonsense!" Carlisle says, "you didn't lose control once!"
Carlisle is truly proud of me, I exceeded his every expectation.
But there is still the question of the other Cullens hating my guts after whatever set of circumstances led to me being kicked out in the first place, and now that I've proven I won't kill people if I'm let on my own there's even less reason they should have to be stuck with me.
A vote is held, I lose the vote.
I end up wandering the world on my own again, and I eventually lose my companion as they either die or leave me. Vampire Vinelle goes a little more funny in the head this time.
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jeeaark · 18 days
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I had a dream last night that I was a half orc ranger having adventures with my faithful, fun, and slightly murderous animal buddies. It was delightful. Greygold is totally responsible for this and I am sending warm hugs as a thank you. Joining the half orc Tav club in my next play through.
The best kind of animal buddies to have while adventuring are the slightly murderous kind definitely, yes good, amazing, perfect.
I'm glad the half-orc ranger dream was delightful though! Greygold would be proud to know it was their fault, big goofy grin and all, ahahaha~
But goodness yesssss, warm hugs back at ya with a big hearty welcome to Da Half-OrC Club~
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1-800-dk · 2 years
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svt dealing with an overworked s/o
ft ot13
requested? yes
what's your favorite svt song btw? mines 2 minus 1
I despise tagging things so I fr went __ scenarios __ fluff 13 times 😭
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seungcheol...
concerned leader cheol activated! he's literally in charge of 12 hooligans so he's seen his fair share of people overworking themselves; so if you were to overwork yourself he's making you rest immediately! he's a caregiver yall. he will take care of you and will make sure you receive so much rest! he doesn't care If you've got a 10 page essay to do he will do it himself to make sure you're not overworking.
jeonghan...
pretends to be annoyed at the fact that you've overworked yourself when in reality he's actually concerned. constantly checks to make sure you're okay and reminds you not to overwork yourself!
joshua...
gentlemen joshua! wants to know why you've not taken any breaks from your work, isn't afraid to tell you to forget working for a few hours because your health is more important than stressing out over some dumb paper you need to get finished. will make you some nice tea!
jun...
his love language is what? acts of service you're right! so when he notices you're overworked the first thing he does is run a nice warm scented bubble bath. will sooth you and remind you that it's okay to take breaks every now and then! :,] caregiver number 2 out of the grp
hoshi...
concerned albeit a bit dramatic but concerned! bc wdym his baby has overworked themselves?? why would you do that? he's getting you to rest one way or another. he doesn't care if he has to drag you to some space where you can lay down. you're resting!
wonwoo...
hes forcing you to stop everything you're doing in the moment to come lay down with him. under the false premise that he's tired and would really like some cuddles! even if he's not tired he knows you need rest and won't rest on your own so it's fine if he makes you believe he's the one who needs rest right?
woozi...
knows how important work is and how much you probably value getting things done on time but he also knows that sleep is inevitably more important at the moment and asks you to take a break with him because tbh he's starting to feel overworked too!
dokyeom...
can't fathom the thought of his s/o being sick, or overworked. he just can't. he actually gets upset because you just mean the world to him and how can he be sunshine deekay if his main reason for smiling so brightly everyday isn't feeling well :(( he will pout until you rest. please be prepared for the cuddles you will receive
mingyu...
golden retriever bf that's also another caregiver?? bestie he's doing everything he can to help you, he's gna make you a nice meal specifically and use it as an excuse to get you to take a break "hey baby I made a nice extravagant meal I can't eat it by myself please eat with me..." he's gna feel so proud of himself after
minghao...
will ask you to take a walk with him so you can get some fresh air! doesn't wanna see you overworked at all. he's torn between offering you some caffeine or forcing you to rest. logically he knows you need rest but he also knows how stressful it can feel pausing on something important. but then the boyfriend part in him is like nono you're definitely gonna go nap with me after this walk.
seungkwan...
even more dramatic than hoshi is I fear. he's out here acting like you're committing a crime by unintentionally overworking yourself. when is the last time you ate? drank water? pee'd for God's sake. he's got all these questions running through his head and won't hesitate to scold you for not looking after yourself!1! he's like haha please take care of yourself you're so sexy ahahaha
vernon...
concerned but chill about it. yall vern is so laid-back and chill you wouldn't be able to tell he's concerned at first glance. i don't know why but I'm getting this inkling that he would turn on music and offer to dance with you just to distract your mind from whatever it is you're working on! he wants you to feel well focused when working and isn't going to outright force you to stop working even if he knows you probably need to he will distract you though
chan...
hes conflicted; wants you to pause what you're doing to come eat and then nap with him but like vernon he's not gonna force you to do it! he thinks it should be your choice and doesn't wanna upset you by making you stop what you're doing. even if eating and sleeping is important and he knows they're both very important he's still so conflicted. and of course you catch onto that and so to save him from torturing himself with his thoughts you do go eat and nap with him which IN return makes for a smiley happy dino
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smolwritingchick · 3 months
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The Bangtan Gal Chapter 62- Protection Squad
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Chapter Summary: Bam Bam gets bold on Instagram about Jennie. When an anti calls Jen a thot at the airport, the members, especially Jungkook, are quick to lose their cool. Jennie saves Jungkook from fangirls bombarding him at the airport
Words: 10,000+
Author's Note: I hope I'm not spammy with updates. This was done so I was like why not?
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September 1st came by quickly as today was Jungkook’s birthday. He was 19 in Korean age and the members were proud to see the Golden Maknae grow right before their eyes. The members had created a birthday V-Live for Jungkook once the clock turned 12 in honor of his birthday and presented him with a cake as he blew out the candles.
With Jennie, she, unfortunately, missed it due to traffic after a small accident occurred a few blocks down. While in the car with Seijin, she already had an Iron Man themed birthday box made specifically for him.
Starting a tradition, Jennie had decided that from now on she’ll post funny derp photos of the members on their birthdays and chose to start with Jungkook.
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Posting a funny photo, she tweets, ‘Our Golden Maknae everyone! What a handsome photo ahahaha. Happy birthday, Kook! Can’t wait for those birthday punches #Jen’
She wasn’t expecting him to reply so quickly, assuming that he wouldn’t be on his phone while celebrating with the guys. She read his reply and started to laugh, ‘I am going to kill you one of these days, #JK’
With Jungkook, he had been on his phone the entire time, texting Jennie, hoping that she was safe after she told him what was going on and why she wasn’t there at the moment.
“You look like you’re waiting for someone.” Jimin teased.
“I’m not...” Jungkook lied, continuing to patiently wait for her reply.
“Don’t lie. I know you want to see Jennie. She’ll be here soon, don’t worry.”
“I-I know that!”
As time went by, the members were cooking their meat on the grill and Jimin was filming Jungkook to resume teasing him. “Jungkookie is still on his phone. Still waiting for Jennie to text back, hehehehehe!”
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“Ahahahahaha.” he laughed sarcastically, eyes still on his phone.
“Yes, Tae?” they heard Jennie’s calm voice on Taehyung’s phone while they noticed him facetiming with her. 
Jungkook’s attention went away from his phone, hearing her voice, prompting a smile to come across his face.
“You sure smiled quickly,” Hobi called out with a chuckle.
“You’re missed! Where are you?” Taehyung whined on the phone.
“There was an accident and traffic backed up ‘cause people don’t know how to DRIVE!” Jen yelled on purpose out the window, making sure the drivers ahead heard her. 
The members heard Seijin laugh in the background, telling her to relax and that they were almost there.
“As long as you are safe, that is what matters. We’ll have food waiting for you.” Namjoon mentioned.
“No, we won’t. I might just eat her plate, this meat looks tastier than ever.” Jin interrupted.
“Ennie, I think Jungkookie wants to talk to you,” Jimin added with a sly smile. “He keeps staring at Tae Tae impatiently and-“
“Ahahahaha, that’s enough. Jimin.” Jungkook cut him off.
It wasn’t too long later when Jennie finally came back and ate with everyone. Afterward, Jungkook had gone into his room to see an Iron Man themed box on his bed. His interest peaked once he saw the designs of his favorite superhero. He sat on the bed and examined it.
Happy Birthday to the most golden NERRRRRRD I know! From your Golden, Captain America is better than Iron Man, Best Friend
A soft chuckle escaped him as he read the front of the card. Opening the card that was sitting on top of the box, he realized it was a written note.
Okay...I have written this note so many darn times. This might be even a little corny but I shouldn’t kill any more trees like I already have. First and foremost, happy birthday Kookie! You really grew up right before my eyes. Ugh, they grow up so fast...I am so proud of you and how much you’ve grown as a person. When we met, I already knew there was going to be something special between us. You are a big inspiration to many, especially to me. I have to thank you for guiding me because when I feel like I can’t do anything here, I look up to you because you remind me of myself.
Leaving our parents at a young age, it’s a scary thing. But we went on and did it, and here we are. You turned out quite well and if you can still keep going, then I know I can too. Your hard work for this group is always appreciated. And can we talk about your voice? How sweet it is and how many people melt because of your vocals? Actually, I kinda highkey want you to sing me to sleep tonight, please, lol. 
I’ll continue to cherish you like you cherish me. And I hope for many more blessed birthdays to come. I should stop using so many ands in these sentences, haha. One year older, but still the same bunny. I wish you nothing but happiness.
Before he had a chance to open the box, he heard a knock on his door and turned to see Jennie with a small cupcake in her hands. The cupcake had a candle lit on top as she made her way over and sat with him on the bed.
“Happy birthday.” she smiled and presented it to him.
Jungkook looked at the cupcake in awe before looking into her eyes. “The box...the cupcake...all of this is for me?”
“No, it’s for Rapmon.” she teased. “Of course, this is all for you, silly.”
The Golden Maknae felt himself tear up as he quickly wiped his tears with his sleeve which caused her to look in alarm. 
“A-are you okay? Was this too much?” she asked
“N-no, no, I love this,” he responded softly with a sniff. “This is really special. I’m overwhelmed with joy.”
“I’m glad.” she watched him stare at the cupcake. “This is where you make a wish, Kook.” 
“I’m thinking.”
He looked at the candle and then back up at her.
'I wish...for us to be together soon.' he thought with a smile.
Once he blew out the candle, Jen let out a cheer. “So, what did you wish for?”
“If I tell you, it won’t come true.”
“Touche. I didn’t have time to bake so I bought this for you. But I promise to bake for you once we have more free time.” she took out the candle from the cupcake.
“Can’t wait.”
“Sorry if the note wasn’t as great. I guess writing isn’t enough to tell my golden best friend how lucky I am to know him and that I appreciate him. All the members.”
“I loved it. Don’t apologize,” 
“Good.” 
She aimed to push the cupcake in his face but his reflexes were better than she expected as he grabbed her wrists. She started laughing nervously when he took the cupcake out of her hands and set it down on the nightstand.
“Okay, I didn’t think that one through!” she yelled as she tried to escape his strong grip.
“I had a hunch you were going to try to do that.” he tried to pin her down and tickle her. 
She managed to grab a pillow and cleanly strike him with it, but his grip wouldn’t let up. After a while of struggling, she succeeded in getting him to release her and ran out of the room, with him chasing after her.
After keeping a safe distance, she announced, “Now!” as Taehyung and Jimin attacked Jungkook by spraying cans of silly string at him, halting him. 
A chorus of laughter was heard from the three of them while Jungkook stood there, chuckling as he started taking off the strings. After laughing with them, Jungkook dropped his smile. 
“You have ten seconds.” he bluntly called out.
Hearing the threat, Jen scurried away while Tae and Jimin widened their eyes. Once the 95 Liners comprehended his words after watching Jen run, they dropped their cans and dashed away to avoid their fate.
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School had recently started again as Jennie and Jungkook were in the car, in their uniforms on the way to SOPA. She was lowkey happy the school year was here again because she was one step closer to graduating and her brain needed some education.
Once the van pulled up to the school, she let out a sigh as she noticed the K-Pop news sites and paparazzi taking photos of the idols that were headed to school.
“Really?” she frowned.
“Yeah, we have to go through this again,” Jungkook responded. “Don’t worry, stay close to me and we’ll try to get inside quickly.”
It was a bit tiring to hear loud cameras and flashes so early in the morning but there were bound to be various photographers to capture idols. Students ask for photos and autographs. Some even film and photograph without them knowing. It was like she had to watch her every step in school and she felt a bit smothered by it.
The week was mainly an introduction to the school year and giving students a heads up of what was to come and what they would be learning for the school year. JenKook managed to snag a few classes together. One was a dance class that focused on synchronization and partner dancing. The teacher implicated that sometimes you can pick who you want to dance with and then other times you will be paired up with the teacher’s choice.
Gym was also a class they had together, and the two couldn’t stop chuckling to themselves at how much chaos they were going to deal with since they were stubborn when it came to competition. Hayoon and CLC’s Yeeun were also a part of the class. The last class they had together was a Korean literature class, which had given Jen a little bit of a culture shock.
“Finish the book by Monday and there will be a 7 page assignment due next week on Thursday after we have a discussion.” the teacher informed.
‘Well damn, already?? We just got here! I can’t quite read Korean that well. I should talk to Namjoon about this.’ Jen thought.
One teacher was so evil that he gave the class a pop quiz on what they remembered where they left off in history which drove Jen up the wall. She still was trying to remember and learn more about the history of Korea. Jen wanted to smack herself when she went to her Algebra class because she had forgotten a lot about what happened in the previous algebra class she took. It freaked her out to see her peers get started on the work but she sat there, trying to get her memory back.
‘I changed my mind, I’m not excited to be back.’ she thought to herself as she mentally prepared for the math.
She had another dance class for more up to date dances. For the first few weeks, she would learn how to dance with various props. Her mood was boosted when she found out that they would learn how to dance with a cane first, making her think about J-Lo’s Get Right choreography. As always, there were vocal classes to help improve her singing as well as singing live. She was also gifted with working with some other peers for help on rapping. Getting aid in a class for rapping and then from Yoongi, she appreciated the double help despite it being a tiring process. As she received constructive criticism on her work and guidance on what to improve, she would let Yoongi know and would work on it whenever they had their studio rap lessons. 
If J-Hope could get help from Yoongi and Rapmon on rapping and be as good as he is now, then she can do it too. 
At least she still had her guitar class at the end of the day to boost her mood if she had a rough time in the other classes.
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Since BTS was traveling around for various fan meetings, Jen felt a little claustrophobic from all the bodies swarming around the group as they tried to make their way through the airport safely and together. 
She heard a male voice. She didn’t think it was directed at her, so she kept her head forward, with her sunglasses on her face.
“Oh, there she is! Finally, I caught up with you. Jennie! Can you sign this?”
She heard the English speaking voice again as she turned to see a male fan, with one of many BTS posters in his hands. She would have liked to sign, but the members needed to get to their destination quickly and had no time to waste.
“No, sorry.” She responded politely.
“Are you friggin kidding me? I waited here for hours and you can’t even give a loyal fan an autograph?” the guy snapped angrily, catching the attention of the screaming fans and members around them. “This is one of many reasons why I prefer light skins. You dark skins are so undesirable. Maybe you’d act nicer and look prettier if you were a few shades lighter. And these fans were right about you, you are an entitled thot.”
That made her stop walking.
The hell just happened? 
He switched on her real quick, and what she thought was hurtful the most was that the guy was black as well.
Just because she said no to an autograph, you want to call her that?
Meanwhile, the Golden Maknae, who understood a majority of what was said, had heard the insult loud and clear as he stopped walking as well. The guy who had said the insult had taken a step back, startled by Jungkook's lethal state.
“You wanna run that by me again?” Jungkook asked with a growl. 
Yoongi and Jimin were near Jungkook when they heard the guy call Jen the disgusting comment. They both gave him dirty looks. They were offended and irritated by the guy’s poor choice of words. Yoongi even started cursing in Korean about the guy, losing his cool.
ARMY, catching on with what was going on, was surprised at the facial expressions of the members, but was angry as well at the insults thrown at their female member.
Taking off her sunglasses, Jen looked at the guy in the eyes, feeling her body shake. “You’re a black man and you really going to put down a black woman like this? Try to put women against women due to your preference for skin color? Who raised you? Cause your mother is the same color as I, and I wonder how she would react if you told that to her face. We can be so much better than this. We should support our black queens, not bring them down, like this.” her voice was unsteady as her throat tightened. 
Before she could get a chance to speak more, Seijin and security had escorted her to the car. Once the members got in the car, Yoongi informed Namjoon and everyone else about what just happened. Jennie, on the other hand, kept bouncing her leg, with her eyes closed as tears went down her cheeks. Jimin grabbed her hand for comfort while Taehyung pulled her in for a hug, sitting next to her.
Once Jennie got settled in, in the hotel room she shared with Yoongi, she invited Namjoon into her room to talk.
“I just came from speaking to Jungkook,” he said. “How are you feeling?”
She was so fixated on the guy, that she hadn’t even noticed Jungkook coming to her aid as she deeply appreciated that, as well as the rest of the members.
“Better,” she responded.
“I’m not going to sit here and say that I understand how you feel because I don’t. I am not you. I am not your ethnicity. But what I can say is that I understand the frustration when spoken negatively about. I’ve dealt with it for years and I still will. I know it’s frustrating, but we must try our best to control our emotions in public. I thought you handled it quite well. I’m glad you didn’t curse at him. There are people just waiting for one of us to screw up. To act up and have all the media on us, giving us a bad name. I don’t want that to happen to you. I don’t want that to happen to Jungkook or anyone in this group.”
“Yes. I know.”
“Keep your head up. Continue to prove those that doubt you wrong.” he lifted up her chin and smiled. “Miss Bangtan is bulletproof, remember?”
“Hahah, yeah. Always.”
After the pep talk, she went to go see Jungkook in his hotel room. Taehyung had opened the door, and when she walked in, she saw Jin and Jimin eating together. They had asked if she was feeling better and expressed their frustration over the guy. After reassuring them that she was much better, she asked where Jungkook was.
Walking out of the room, and into the balcony, she found him. His broad back to her as the late summer breeze blew past them. The members had decided to give him some space and left him alone ever since they checked in.
“Heh...like Malcolm X said...the most disrespected person in America is the black woman. The most unprotected person in America is the black woman. The most neglected person in America is the black woman.” she quoted.
She watched him tense up more. He seemed angrier than her about what had happened. 
“It can be hard because no matter what we do, there’s always something or someone to bring us down.” she went on. “It’s a damn shame. We really do be going through the most. It's sad to say but I’m starting to get used to this.”
"Well, you shouldn't be!” Jungkook exclaimed, slamming his hands down on the railing. “It should never be like that! What he called you, you aren’t like that. You never will be. I hate how you’re being disrespected. There is nothing wrong with your color. There is nothing wrong with you at all. Maybe I should’ve punched him...” his grip tightened.
“Hey. No, you shouldn’t have.” she walked up and wrapped her arms around his waist from behind. 
Turning her head to the side, she rested her cheek on his back. Once he felt her arms around him, he calmed down and relaxed from her hug. 
“We are idols. Annoyingly, the smallest things can ruin an idol’s career. No matter how much we want to lash out, the media may do anything to twist it," she said. "After talking to Namjoon, we can’t let someone have that power over us. Punching him would’ve been a worse case scenario despite me feeling the same way, wanting to punch him and all. It’s hard but we have to pick and choose our battles and this battle is not worth the consequences, no matter what hurtful things he said to me.”
“Yeah. Hyung told me about that...”
Releasing him, she stood next to him, wrapping her arms around one of his arms, and leaning against his bicep. Jungkook’s eyes had softened when he looked down at her, listening to her talk as she looked on ahead at the view.
“As much crap as they give us dark skinned women, I won't be one to hate my natural self or change myself just because someone doesn’t like the way I look. Despite all this crap that happened today, thanks for having my back.” she looked up at him, meeting his gaze.
"Always..." he whispered.
Jungkook’s body started moving on its own as he slowly started leaning down as their faces inched closer.
“AHAHAHAHAH! HYUNG BUMPED INTO THE LAMP! AHAHAHA!” they heard Taehyung yell as a loud crash was heard.
“What the heck are they doing in there?” Jen pulled away, turning around. Headed back inside, she asked the guys, “What are y’all doin’!?”
Licking his lips, Jungkook exhaled sharply through his nose, gripping the railing. He pressed his lips together in annoyance because their moment was interrupted at the worst time possible. Letting out a deep sigh, he shook his head, looking up at the stars.
“Of course, it wouldn’t be that easy...” he murmured, thinking of ways to murder his hyungs.
But after thinking deeply, he didn’t want to kiss her while they were upset. He wanted to kiss her when they were both in a better mood than what they were feeling right now.
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Once Rapmon’s birthday came around, Jennie posted a goofy photo of him with the caption, ‘Happy birthday Nap Monster. We need to think of some remedies to make you stop snoring so loudly my friend. #Jen’
Yoongi had started a V-Live, talking to ARMY about preparing a cake for Rapmon, while Jimin and Jen sat on the floor, preparing the candles. With the cake in Jimin’s hands, Jennie lit a match to light the candles before blowing the match out. Getting up from the floor, they showed the cake on camera, next to Yoongi.
Once Rapmon had walked into the room with the other members, they started cheering as they sang happy birthday to him.
“What is this?” Rapmon happily asked with a bright smile on his face, showing off his dimples.
Yoongi had placed the camera to show off the rest of the members while they continued to sing, “Happy birthday dear Rapmon! Happy birthday to you!”
“I didn’t know about this at all,” Rapmon mentioned while Jin gestured for him to blow out the candles as they crowded around the cake.
“Yeah~!” the members cheered after he blew out the candles of the Doosan, a Korean baseball team bear mascot themed cake.
“It melted.” Jimin laughed, showing off one of the candles to the camera.
“Where’d you get the cake from?” Rapmon asked.
“I didn’t want anyone to buy a cake this time, so I decided to bake one for you,” Jen responded. “Jungkook and Tae helped decorate it.”
“Awe, really? This is great, thanks, everyone.”
“Come on, cut the cake!” she gestured excitedly.
“Cutting a bear...isn’t that a bit violent?” J-Hope giggled.
“It’s a cake. Cakes are meant to be cut,” Jen replied.
“Okay, stick it in his head.” Hobi placed a knife on top of the bear cake, prompting the members to laugh.
“Two years ago, I celebrated my birthday with fans because it was the first broadcast of N.O. But this year, since I’m not spending it with ARMYs, I feel really sad.” Rapmon spoke.
“It’s Rapmon’s birthday, what are all of you going to do for him?” J-hope asked.
“Birthday beating!” Jungkook yelled.
“You want to have a birthday beating?” J-hope laughed
“Just cut this first.” Suga pointed to the cake.
“Ahhhhhhhh~!” J-Hope made loud sound effects while Rapmon quickly cut the bear cake in half. “So cruel!”
“It looks like a cicada now that we’ve cut it. It looks like a ladybug.” Jimin pointed out.
“It reminds me of a milk dud,” Jen added.
“Thanks, guys. For this year’s birthday, let’s all be happier.” Rapmon mentioned.
“Jin, what are you going to do for Rapmon?” J-Hope asked.
“Fighting!” Jin punched the birthday boy on the chest
“What about V Hyung?” Jungkook asked
“I’ll buy him clothes,” V responded. “What about you Jennie-ah?”
“I have a Ryan themed box for you that I made.” she presented it to Rapmon with a sweet smile. 
“How come his looks bigger than mine?” Jungkook called out in jealousy, while the members laughed.
“Some of the Ryan themed items I bought were bigger than expected so I had to put it in a bigger box,” she responded while the members teased the Golden Maknae about his small birthday box.
“Ah...I was really looking forward to this.” Rapmon admitted with a soft laugh. “After seeing Jungkook’s and Suga’s, I was hoping you’d make one for me too.” 
After the V-Live video, Rapmon sat with Jennie to check out the box. Opening up the card first, was a written note.
You wanna know something? I hated those sunglasses you wore during our debut. I wanted to just see your face. I remember you talking about your insecurities and it always made me sad because what you described to me is nothing that I see. I could care less what these so-called fans say about you and your appearance. You’re not ugly. If anything, you are handsome. And I was so happy you finally took those sunglasses off so I could see you for who you are. 
Your passion for music is infectious and it’s rubbing off on me. Keep smiling, those dimples are adorable as usual. Oh, thanks for giving me all those photo creds on those KimDaily photos I have taken of you. I am a great photographer and everyone should know that, ahahaha. I developed a lot with your guidance. Those bike rides and walks around helped me appreciate the world around me like you said. Our deep conversations are always the best, too. 
I’ve become calmer thanks to you. Seriously, thank you for existing. You made my life so easy with your leadership here. Thank you for being a great leader and helping us members grow as a cohesive unit. I know how much you love Ryan so I brought you a bunch of things. Just...please...try not to break this Ryan box.
“I’ll be careful.” he chuckled.
“Let’s hope so,” she responded as she watched him open the box. 
Once they heard a loud tear, she regarded him halting his actions.
“Annnnnnd I broke it.” he chuckled nervously.
“You know what? I ain’t even mad.”
For the birthday dinner, the members sat around, eating. Deciding to film an Eat Jin special after he lost a rock, paper, scissors game to Jungkook, Jin had to eat all of the wasabi while some of the members started recording.
“Now, Eat Jin’s punishment is starting.” J-Hope happily announced.
“So glad that’s not me right now,” Jen responded, sitting next to Jin as she took a good look at the wasabi. 
It was a small portion but the smallest taste was deadly.
“Please start!” V said eagerly
“Dag, let the man prepare for his fate, first.” Miss Bangtan laughed. “You really like seeing him suffer huh?”
While Jimin, Taehyung and J-Hope MC for Jin preparing to eat the wasabi, Jin mentioned that they were MC-ing really well.
“Whoa, no way, are you really eating it?” Jimin asked while Jen cringed at Jin placing the wasabi on a big piece of meat. “It’s bigger than the meat.”
“It’s going, it’s going!” V anticipated once Jin picked up the meat with chopsticks.
“Oh!” They yelled once he placed it in his mouth.
“Oh my gosh, I know he suffering.” Jen pointed out.
“Oh man, holy shit!” Jungkook yelled out of nowhere.
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Jin immediately started coughing and flopping his hands around due to the taste of the wasabi while the members started laughing. Once Jen had heard Jungkook speak, she busted out in laughter before coughing since she was eating. Jimin had to pat her back a couple of times as she finished coughing and continued laughing at what Jungkook had just said.
“What is he doing?” Rapmon called out, watching Jin fan himself with his mouth open.
Jin’s high laugh was heard while Jen pulled herself together and tried to help him calm down. 
“Spit it out and get hit by me twice!” Jungkook announced
“Have mercy on him, Kook!” Jen called out.
“He has to eat it, he has to,” Suga mentioned.
“A man has to eat it,” J-Hope added while Jin continued whining.
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After a fan meeting in Jakarta, the members were at the airport, planning to leave, and were swarmed with screaming fans. It was a scary sight to Jennie, watching all the cameras and various bodies surrounding her, yelling and screaming. All she wanted to do was get on the plane and relax. It didn’t help that she was constantly bumped around with security trying to keep the fans away.
An angry look was evident on her face as she tried to make her way through the crowd. Tonight was not the night for this. She didn’t feel like being surrounded by so many people, she just wanted peace and quiet. 
With Jungkook behind her, she turned around to notice fans grabbing him as security tried to stop them. 
“Don’t touch them!” she heard fans shout.
“UH! UH! No.” she quickly walked forward and grabbed a strong hold of him, pulling him away from the fans’ grasp, thanks to her strength. “Get in front of me.” she pushed the Golden Maknae forward and turned around.
“AYE YO!” her voice boomed loudly in the airport, gaining the attention of the fans. 
From the irritated look on her face, their excitement for BTS went down a bit. 
Every part of her wanted to cuss them out but she refrained and sternly replied, “Are you serious? Are you serious, right now? Why are you all up on him like that? Why? Would you want somebody to be grabbing and touching all up on you, all of a sudden? No. So don’t do it to him or anybody else. Respect our personal space. I know you’re excited to see us but you don’t need to be wildlin’ out like this. Just chill. Got damn.”
Getting grabbed by security, she was escorted out of the airport while the rest of the security managed to tame the crowd and keep them away from the members so they could get to their destination. 
Catching up with Jungkook, Jen grabbed onto him and made him walk faster. The Golden Maknae felt a pang of joy at how quickly she pulled him away from all those fans. He appreciated her getting him out of that situation. It frightened him a bit.
“Having their hands all over you like that, get the hell outta here with that. Who do they think you are? You’re a human being, not a doll.” he heard her grumble as she kept a strong grip on him.
He fought the urge to smile under his mask at how protective she was of him. If she was like this now, he pondered how she’d be when women get a little too close for comfort when they start dating. And vice versa.
When they start dating...
Always a thought on his mind.
Once ARMY posted tweets and videos on the incident, some criticized the way Jen spoke to the fans, thinking that she was mean in person, but the majority expressed their anger at the fans behaving towards Bangtan and appreciated Jen for protecting Jungkook, calling out the fans.
‘I know Jennie wanted to drag those girls like a bunch of rag dolls.’
‘JENKOOK is real!’
‘She a real one. We need a Jennie in our lives.’
‘I’m really happy that she calls out people on their BS.’
‘This all happened in a span of a week! First Jungkook protecting her, now Jennie protecting him? Please just date! This is too cute.’
‘People don’t know their boundaries...smh...”
‘Shout out to Jen protecting Kookie’
‘I love protective Jennie. 97 Liners for life’
‘Golden Best Friends protecting each other is a MOOD’
’97 Liners’ friendship is the best’
‘I’m so upset at these fans. Don’t mob him!’
‘Get the fuck off of him!’
‘How could they do that to Kookie!?’
‘I know Jennie wanted to lash out. Kudos to her for keeping her cool. She’s so protective of Jungkook’
‘Some Armys need to chill tf out;
‘Bless the fans that said don’t touch him’
‘Bless Jennie for grabbing him away from them’
‘Respect for Jennie! I would’ve cussed them out, but I like how she handled it maturely.’
‘They’re insane!’
‘So rude!’
‘Poor Jungkook’
‘If you’re a real army you should respect their privacy and personal space’
‘At least some of these girls in this world got some sense’
Once they made it onto the plane, Jungkook took off his mask and sat with Jennie. She grabbed his chin and turned his head to make him look at her. 
“Are you all right?” 
Still a little shocked at being grabbed, he nodded in response.
“You sure?” she asked
He nodded frequently.
“Speak, Kookie.”
“Yeah, I’m all right. Thank you for that.”
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When September 30th came, and Ailee’s album was released, Jen was quick to express her excitement on Twitter, fangirling over all the songs and music video.
Posting a screenshot of the album, she tweets, ‘SCREAMING! #Jen’
She then proceeded to post another series of tweets, expressing her fangirling.
‘YELLING #Jen’
‘IM HOLLERING #Jen’
‘STILL HOLLERING #Jen’
‘MY THROAT HURTS BUT STILL SCREAMING #Jen’
‘LOSING MY VOICE BUT STILL SCREAMING #Jen’
‘LOST MY VOICE. #Jen’
‘DEAD #Jen’
When GOT7’s If You Do comeback show came about on October 1st, she surprised them by visiting them backstage on M Countdown with a box of cupcakes she made.
“Hey, hey!” she walked into their dressing room, catching the members by surprise as big smiles appeared on their faces.
“Jennie!” they yelled, rushing up to hug her as she laughed over their yells of excitement.
“I can’t breathe!” she exclaimed and they released her.
“What are you doing here?” BamBam beamed.
“I wanted to congratulate you on a successful comeback. And I decided to bake a little something for you guys.”
“I am so happy right now.” JB happily took the box out of her hands. 
Eating cupcakes with them, Jen had brought up that she had been baking a lot lately and was starting to enjoy it as a new hobby.
“She baked for us, you do not understand how happy I am. I have heard so much about her baking from BTS and now here she is.” Youngjae said.
“Were my cupcakes good?” Jen asked.
“Of course they were! Was that even a question?” Yugyeom laughed.
“We missed you. We should plan to do something.” Mark suggested.
“We really need to. Maybe once we’re done promoting comebacks. We should all go out to eat or something instead of hanging around backstage all the time.” she responded.
“I tried to call you!” Jackson called out
“Boy, you call me early in the morning at like 2 am! I’m asleep!”
“Was it during a day off?”
“Yeah!”
“Go to bed later then so you can hang with me.”
“Wow,”
“I’m really happy that you came along to see us.” Junior smiled.
“Me too, I truly missed you guys.” 
“Guys, just know that Jennie likes me the most. Ain’t that right?” Jackson grinned.
“Who said that?” she raised a brow, causing everyone to burst out in laughter while Jackson held his heart.
After catching up, Jen took some photos with the members. Yugyeom put up a finger heart in the photo while Jen was in the background sticking her tongue out and winking with a peace sign. He posted the photo on his Instagram with the caption, ‘Thanks for everything hamster girl.’
BamBam had posted a happy photo of himself hugging her behind as they had derp expressions on their faces. ‘I missed her!’
Jackson had picked Jennie up over his shoulder, turning sideways so they could take a photo of themselves smiling goofily at the camera. ‘My great friend, Miss Bangtan is here. You were missed! Thanks for coming to support us. Next time answer my calls you munchkin!’
And with Mark, he posted a selfie of the two of them sitting down on the couch, putting a thumbs up. ‘I haven’t seen this special lady friend in a while. Surprising us today with a visit, made the day better.’
After they posted their photos, fans from both IGOT7 and ARMY commented on how people need a Jennie in their lives since she was so supportive of friends.
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On an episode of 2 O’Clock Date with Park Kyung Lim Radio Show, BamBam mentioned her, which caused shippers to have a field day. When her name was mentioned during the show his eyes lit up and he tried not to smile when he heard, “You have a very close friendship with BTS’ Jennie. Which member is the closest to her?”
“BamBam,” JB called out.
“He always talks about her.” Jackson put him on blast.
“Really guys?” BamBam chuckled nervously.
“He always likes her Instagram posts.” Mark teased. “Isn’t she your ideal type since you always rave about her smile?”
BamBam planned to kill his friends after this because he could feel a blush beginning to appear on his face as they talked about her. 
“Y-yeah...she’s amazing,” BamBam responded. “Days before the comeback she facetimed me and encouraged me when I was feeling worried about the comeback.”
And then, when GOT7 received their first win on October 9th, BamBam mentioned her again backstage after the show when the members were filmed with their reactions over their first win. He thanked her for being there for GOT7 and encouraging them to never give up.
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For Jimin’s birthday, Jen tweeted a goofy photo of him and said, ‘Happy birthday my beloved Jimin!! Stay sweet like you always do. Don’t take my smarties for posting this please #Jen’
In the practice room, the members recorded a V-Live just for Jimin’s birthday, discussing that they all weren’t wearing makeup and embraced their natural looks while pointing out growing beards and acne. 
The members sang happy birthday for Jimin, presenting him with a cake as a bright smile came across his face.
“It looks just like you, Jimin, exactly the same.” J-Hope pointed out at the cartoon looking cake that looked like Jimin from the dope era.
“Tell us how you feel,” Rapmon said
“Another year has passed. Thank you for your birthday wishes. Could you guys say something for me?” Jimin asked. “How do you feel on my birthday?”
“You got tons of birthday gifts, so I don't need to give you one,”
“Tell us your birthday wish. Do you want something from anyone?” J-Hope asked
“There’s one thing. I want to drop the honorifics with J-Hope.” he requested
“Yeah, go ahead.”
“Hoseok.”
“Yeah, it’s your birthday, so you can say it.”
“Hoseok.”
“You won’t get away with this.” he giggled with him.
“I want to drop honorifics with Yoongi, too,” Jimin added. “Cute Yoongi.”
“Time really has flown,” Yoongi replied.
The members teased him that he may be crying and that he was too overwhelmed with joy.
“Thank you so much,” Jimin said to the camera for ARMY and the members said goodbye. 
In the dorm, Jimin had noticed the Hulk-themed box from Jennie on his bed and opened up the note, holding back the tears as he felt loved and appreciated with the amount of attention he received from the birthday box.
Happy birthday Jimin! You are improving so much. Your growth here has truly shown. You are the most caring in Bangtan. Whenever I was sad or mad, you always were there to comfort me with your famous hugs. You are one of the most talented dancers I know and your vocals are on a whole ‘nother level. I get chills when I hear those high notes. No joke. Your high notes are totally higher than my grade in History class at the moment. I really need to get on that, lol. 
I can list a bunch of things that I love about you. Your eye smile, your tiny hands (Still baffled that my hands are bigger, ahaha), that habit of you flipping your hair, you just never fail to make me smile no matter how upset I may be. I hope you remain happy and continue being the cute koala bear that you are. And yes, JenMin is still going strong.
Jimin had gone straight to her room and jumped on top of her, on her bed as she let out a groan.
“Ow...Jimin...get off!” she complained, trying to play her game on her phone.
Ignoring her complaints, he wrapped his arms and legs around her, hugging her tightly as he repeatedly thanked her for the gift, making her smile.
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When GOT7 was on Weekly Idol, BamBam brought up Jennie yet again because Doni had said, “What is it about a certain member’s fascination with Miss Bangtan? What’s the scoop on this?”
The members glanced at each other knowingly, with amused smirks as they turnedto BamBam once they heard her name.
“Your ideal type, right?” Coni asked.
“Yes, she’s very pretty when she smiles and I love watching her perform,” BamBam replied with a smile.
“What do you think of her dancing? I remember when BTS was here, she had a random dance of various boy group songs. GOT7’s A came on.”
“Oh yeah, I remember. She looked cute dancing to our song.”
“Yeah, I agree. I think she looked cute, too.” Jinyoung spoke up, which caused BamBam to turn and stare at him, narrowing his eyes.
The members started laughing as Jinyoung put his hands up in defense. 
“The death glare! Ahahahaha!” Jackson laughed.
Checking out her notifications, Jennie found out that BamBam wore a Captain America costume and geeked out, commenting about it on a fan page that tagged her.
‘OMG my superhero! Love!’
A fan comments, ‘Who do you think is cuter? Captain America or Captain BamBam?'
Jen replied, making the shippers happy, ‘Captain BamBam of course.’
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The next day, while in his Golden Closet, Jungkook was in his own little world, with his headphones in, listening to various songs that he had been getting into. A while ago he had tweeted about a hotline bling cover by Kehlani and Charlie Puth. He loved it so much that he wanted to create a cover for it. The instrumental was recreated but now he wanted someone to sing with him.
His mind had wandered to Jennie.
He really wanted to sing with her. Especially with a song like this but would she want to sing with him?
Putting the thoughts aside, he decided to take a screenshot of the Youtube video of the cover and post it on Twitter, tweeting, ‘Hey Jennie, sing with me. You up for this? #JK’
His tweet instantly got replies from ARMY all over the world.
'DUET!'
'DO IT'
‘OMG Jennie say yes!’
'YES JENKOOK'
‘Omg do it!’
‘SAY YES JENNIE!’
‘Golden Duo duet?! DO IT!’
‘We are in for a treat if she says yes’
Jungkook noticed a new tweet from their Twitter account and a smile came across his face once he read her reply, ‘Hell yeah, I’m down! I love me some Charlie and Kehlani #Jen’
Once ARMY saw the tweet they went haywire.
‘AGAHFHFHSGSHDGSHSH’
‘AHHHHHHH’
‘QUEEN AND KING!’
‘FUCK THIS IS GONNA BE GOOD’
‘IM DEAD FINALLY THEYRE COVERING A SKNG TKGETHER ‘
‘THABK YOU THABK YOU’
‘SHE SAID YES’
‘GOALS!’
‘When will your ship ever!?’
Before he knew it, Jennie had entered the Golden Closet and expressed her excitement since she is a big Kehlani fan. The two quickly went to work, sorting out who would sing what after warming up their voices. She began to admire Jungkook as she watched him sing. The way he looked so passionate, made her feel a little giddy inside.
“Late night when you need my love. I know when that hotline bling.” Jungkook sang but stopped, shaking his head. “Ah...I know I pronounced that wrong.”
His pronunciation of the words in English still needed some work and he felt discouraged. He wanted to get this right but even though they just started working on the song, he felt like he was slowing them down.
“It’s okay, just sing, I’ll help you with the pronunciation later.” he heard her respond softly, which made him feel a little better.
Jungkook remained dedicated, singing out the first verse as she listened to him and his sound.
“Reputation.” she kindly corrected him. 
He repeated the word wrong and she repeated it for him. 
“Reputation,” he said correctly.
“There you go. You got it.” 
“You sure this isn’t too much for you? Helping me with the English?”
“Trust me, as many times as I asked Namjoon how to pronounce some Korean words, I know firsthand how it feels to mispronounce words in another language. Don’t sweat it. What other word did you have trouble with pronouncing?”
As she continued to listen carefully to his singing, she helped him with any words he had problems with.
“...started wearing less and goin' out more. Glasses of champagne out on the dance floor.” He sang softly. He sighed and shook his head again, feeling his frustration build. He didn’t think he was singing the song like he wanted to. “Sorry, Jennie.”
“Relax, Kook.” she patted his arm. “Come on, let’s take a break and eat. I’m hungry.” she gestured for him to follow her into the kitchen. 
After fixing both plates of sandwiches, they sat and ate.
“I thought this would be easy but I can’t seem to sing like I want to.”
“Jungkook, it’s okay to take breaks. It’s okay to not get things right the first time. We will get this right. Let’s take our time, have fun and enjoy this cover. We got this.”
He smiled, feeling reassured. “Thanks, Jennie.”
After their break, they got back to work, singing the chorus together,
You used to call me on my cell phone. 
Late night when you need my love. 
Call me on my cell phone. 
Late night when you need my love. 
I know when that hotline bling
“Hm...sing that again, this time by yourself,” Jen called out. She listened to him sing and then sang with him again before nodding. “Yep, I know what’s wrong. All right, you’re doing great, continue that pitch, I’m going to sing lower this time.”
They sang the verse again and this time, their voices harmonized. Jungkook turned to her with a big smile appearing on his face. 
“Wow, that sounded great,” he responded, amazed.
“That’s the sound we’re looking for. Harmony on clutch.” she high fived him.
Although Jungkook hadn’t told her yet since they were so engrossed with their singing, he appreciated how patient she was with him. Finally getting things together, they sang the song in one take while recording with Jungkook pronouncing the English words with ease thanks to her help.
“Ever since I left the city, you~! You got exactly what you asked for.” she sang. “Running out of pages in your passport. Hanging with some girls I've never seen before.”
He joined in as they sang softly,
You used to call me on my cell phone
Late night when you need~ my love
Call me on my cell phone
Late night when you need my love
I know when that hotline bling
That can only mean one thing
I know when that hotline bling
That can only mean one thing
Call me on my~
They finished in harmony.
“Outstanding! Ahhhhh, we did it! You did amazing!” she lightly shook him and placed various kisses on his cheek as he laughed.
“You really think so?”
“Yeah! You are improving a lot. I am so proud of you! Where’d you get those English skills?”
He grinned sheepishly and shrugged. “I learned from the best.”
Jennie placed a hand over her heart. “Aw, thank you.”
“I meant Namjoon Hyung.” he teased
“Wow! Really? Goodbye!” she playfully shoved him and left his room as he laughed out loud.
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The next day, Jennie had chilled in the living room after another early rap session with Yoongi. In just a couple of hours, she planned to prepare to visit Hyuna at CUBE Entertainment.
“Jennie, did you notice something weird in all of our toothpaste this morning?” Jin asked, walking into the room.
On her phone, she suppressed her amusement because she had pranked the entire dorm by numbing their toothpaste with tooth and gum pain relief gel.
“Yeah! My entire mouth was numb! What happened?” she played along.
“I dunno but someone pranked us. Whoever it is, they got us good. I couldn’t even taste anything because my mouth was so numb. It was horrible! But the numbing is going away slowly but surely.”
“I hope we find out who it is soon. Someone better confess because I couldn’t even eat my smarties! And you know how I feel about my smarties!”
“Yes, dear, I know.” he chuckled.
Once she walked into her room, she stood there, stunned when she found photos of Jin all over her entire room. “What the hell is this!?”
“For numbing my mouth with whatever you put in the toothpaste!” Jin responded victoriously
“It wasn’t even me!”
“Sweetie, I know when you lie to me. Enjoy my photos.” he laughed.
“Aye! Clean this up! I’m not cleaning this!” she yelled, kicking some of the scattered photos from her feet.
At CUBE Entertainment, Hyuna had offered to teach Jen methods to enhance her sex appeal on stage, as well as her charisma. They decided to spend the day dancing around in one of the practice rooms.
Wearing a red cropped hoodie and skinny white pants with her hair down, Jen rested with Hyuna, discussing her Roll Deep comeback.
“Girl, who do you think you are with that comeback? You slayed my life! I loved it.”
Hyuna giggled and felt shy, covering her face. “Thank you. You know I’ve been thinking, when I have my next solo comeback, I want you a part of it. We can be sexy together.”
“I’d love to but sexy is not me, though.”
“Come on, you have a great, healthy body, great hips, and so much more.”
“Ah, I dunno...I don’t feel sexy though.” Jen shrugged, laying her back on the dance floor to look up at the ceiling. “I just don’t think I can pull it off. I try but I never felt sexy.”
“Seriously? With the way you look?” Hyuna playfully kicked her.
“I always faked it. I never in my life felt sexy.”
“I know plenty of men and women that think you are. Even if you don’t portray yourself as it. Relax and loosen up. You’re sexy, now show that you’re the girl that people like. Go Jennie!” she cheered while watching Miss Bangtan stand to her feet.
Migrating to the sound system, Hyuna connected Jen’s phone to the speaker and scrolled through her songs.
“All right, what are we doing, now?”
“I want you to dance sexy to partition.”
“What!?” Jen exclaimed, widening her eyes.
Hyuna turned on a V-Live and when ARMY started getting on, they were surprised to see her. She waved and spoke to the fans before pointing out that she was helping Jennie with her charisma and facial expressions when performing. She panned the camera to her. “Say hello Jennie!”
“Wait you’re on V-Live!?” she stumbled back and turned away.
“Mm hm~”
After getting herself together, Jen turned back around to meet her reflection in the mirror.
‘Get it together, girl. You got this.’ she encouraged herself.
Soon as the beat dropped, she began to move her body.
Boy, this all for you, just walk my way
She strutted forward, motioning her finger to come here.
High like treble, puffin' on them mids
The man ain't ever seen a booty like this
Facing her back to the camera, she moved her hips and shook her ass, as it bounced up and down, while Hyuna cheered in the background. She was so proud to see her looking more comfortable. It looked like Jen needed that extra push because as Hyuna watched her, she noticed that the stiffness went away and Miss Bangtan believed that she truly felt sexy. Hyuna knew she was hiding that sexy side deep down. It was a force to be reckoned with and she was doing quite well.
She looked at the comments rolling in,
‘Mmpf I think she’s about to be my ultimate bias. Sorry Jimin’
‘Jennie! Sthapppp that outfit, those hips’
‘Oh my gawd Jennie’
‘I can see why Bam Bam loves her so much! The way she moves her body when she dances is unreal’
‘Okay Jennie!’
‘I’m here for her dancing like this!’
‘She can dance bruh’
‘Damn girl’
‘Bro, this is fire!’
‘This is too much to take in, why did you do this!? Ahhhhh’
‘Jennie, jennie, jennie stop, I can’t take this!’
‘Wow....wow...WOW!’
‘I love this woman’
‘Got damnnnnnn’
The beat switched and her gaze turned into an enticing expression. Hyuna nodded in approval when she noticed that Jen didn’t break eye contact as she would nervously do a few practices ago.
Drop!
She snapped her fingers to the beat and started to move again.
Now my mascara runnin', red lipstick smudged
Strutting to the front, she began to dance hard as her hair bounced.
Take all of me
I just wanna be the girl you like (girl you like)
Caressing her body, she slowly moved her hips, swaying to the beat. 
She felt so comfortable that she was having so much fun dancing to this song. The way her body rolls were, caused Hyuna to stare at her in awe.
Meanwhile, ARMY proceeded to comment relentlessly on V-Live.
‘She killin’ it!’
‘I need to drink a gallon of water after this’
‘Looking like a snack today!’
‘She’s sexy as hell’
Get it girl! Okay!’
I want her so badly, she’s too fine’
‘When she started shaking dem hips, I died’
‘Yassssss’
Over there I swear I saw them cameras flash
Handprints and footprints on my glass
Handprints and good grips all on my ass
Turning around, she placed her hands on her ass before swinging her hair to the side, dancing harder.
Take all of me
I just wanna be the girl you like (girl you like)
The kinda girl you like is right here with me
Seductively running her thumb over her bottom lip, she turned her back to the camera and walked away.
“Ahhhh that was amazing!” Hyuna shouted, pausing the song. She stood up and walked over to her while Jen laughed and covered her face.
“ARMY, how’d I do?” Jen asked, checking out the frequent comments that were coming in, and started laughing at their reactions.
‘Who said Jennie couldn’t dance?!’
‘Currently pregnant by that dance’
‘QUEEN DID THAT!’
‘All right, it’s official. I want her.’
‘WHO IS THIS GIRLLLLLL!? IM DEAD’
‘Talk to me nice!’
‘I need some holy water, I should not be watching this goddess dance like this’
‘Watch all these guys slide in her DMs after this lmfaoooo’
‘I love you’
‘DECEASED’
‘Put Jennie on timeout! This was too much to handle!’
‘Yes hunny! Represent! Snatched tf outta my edges!’
‘SHOOKED’
On Instagram, Hyuna had filmed a small portion of her dancing on Jen’s Instagram, with the caption, ‘HACKED by Hyuna! Look at you go, I knew you were hiding your sexy side. You did an amazing job! Hard work is paying off. I’ll treat you to lunch the next time we hang out.’
BamBam, who had watched the entire V-Live was freaking out as he told Jackson, and once he saw the post, he had to comment. Meanwhile, Jackson had given him a pep talk about him starting to prepare to pursue the girl he was interested in.
BamBam posted a few comments on the video. First were a series of fire and heart eyed emojis and then he said, ‘DEAD!’
Once Jen got her phone back, she posted a throwback selfie that was saved in her photos, 'Part of the Smartie Archive. I miss summer and home...I’ll be back soon America.’
BamBam was quick to comment when saying, ‘DEAD again! So beautiful. Absolutely stunning.’
With fans noticing him in her comment section again, one fan had asked, ‘BamBam are you dating Jennie?? Are you hers?’
Boldly, he decided to reply, ‘I wish...only if she wants me to be.’
After a while, he deleted the comment but fans immediately began freaking out when he posted the sudden comment,
‘OMG BAMBAM’
‘HUH!?’
‘WAIT WHAT!?’
‘Ayoooooo wait a minute! What’s going on here!?’
‘Cuffing season starting early???’
‘AWWWWW’
‘GUYS! I WAS NOT PREPARED!’
‘Lol he didn’t say kill me this time like he did with Taeyeon in the comment section’
‘NOOOO he’s supposed to be mine!’
‘GOT7 better get him!’
‘I’m mad. Everyone gotta ruin my JenKook ship these days’
‘Nooooo Jennie is supposed to be with Jimin! Where are my JenMin shippers at?’
‘Noooooooo’
‘Chill!!’
‘My heart, I’m sad now, but if she makes him happy’
‘Stop, don’t do it! Leave her be, please!’
‘Jennie, BamBam really likes you! Date him!’
‘I hate this ship! I don’t want it to be real!’
‘Date him Jennie!’
‘Ahahah you really like her’
‘Shoot your shot my boi!!’
‘I’m lowkey pissed. I want her to be with Jungkook or Taehyung. I don’t want no other idols pursuing her.’
‘We ALL knew this was coming. This is no surprise’
‘What is it about Jennie and Tinashe that idols love so much? I need one of them to tell me their secret and help a sista out cause I gots to know!’
‘Personality is key. She’s a kind spirit. BamBam has excellent taste. Black girls are winning’
‘I don’t ship it but it’s kinda cute. Not as cute as JenKook tho! Any JenKook shippers?’
‘AHHHH’
‘He wants Miss Bangtan, I told you! He ain’t slick!’
‘BamBam is about to risk it all for Miss Bangtan and I am here for it!!’
‘BamBam about to score a W.’
‘But what about the dating ban??’
‘Finally an idol speaks up publicly about liking Jennie. I bet there are other idols that lowkey feel the same.’
‘The dating ban tho!? I’m sad!’
‘Now I have another ship. BamJen!’
‘I screamed!’
‘She belongs with the golden maknae!!!’
‘BTS are going to have a field day if they find out about BamBam gunning for Jennie’
‘I love when my fav is wanted by other guys. Especially idols, considering her position as a foreigner in South Korea’
‘Who said my boi can’t shoot his shot on Miss Bangtan?’
‘I ship it’
‘Go get her Bam Bam!’
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The next day, in the dance studio at Big Hit, Jennie worked on a dance to perform at SOPA while Taehyung, Hobi, Jin, and Jimin tagged along. She decided to participate in an extra credit assignment which was to teach one of the freshmen classes choreography on her own with a song of her choice. She had a few weeks to prepare and prepared something short and sweet. The dance was down packed and just needed some touch-ups.
Throughout her practice, the boys would dance goofily in the background, trying to distract her. After taking a break from the assignment, she asked, “Anyone want to freestyle with me?”
“Hey, actually, for a while now I’ve been curious about some dances that you do in America. Could you show me one since you’re taking a break?” Jin asked, standing up after stretching.
“Yeah! Sure! Hold on, I have just the song.” she went on her phone and scrolled through her music.
Putting on the edited version of Lean Back by Terror Squad, Fat Joe and Remy Ma, she walked back to Jin. “You know how to do the lean back?”
“Uh...no?”
“Hahaha, I’ll show you. Come on. First, let’s loosen up.” she started moving to the beat and he followed her, hesitant at first but soon got into it.
“Go Hyung!” Taehyung giggled, filming in the background. 
Jin decided to do his traffic dance to the song, which caused Jen to giggle and she encouraged him to keep dancing.
“It’s simple. Cross your arms like this and lean back side to side but do it with a rock.” she demonstrated. “Add your flavor to it. It’s coming up, follow me.”
Said, my don't dance
We just pull up our pants and do the Roc-away
Now, lean back, lean back, lean back, lean back
Jin and Jennie start leaning back while Jen looks on impressed. 
“Look at you, Jin! I see you! Let them know!” she cheered.
I said, my don't dance
We just pull up our pants and do the Roc-away
Now lean back, lean back, lean back, lean back
Jin proudly celebrated the fact that he danced correctly.
“Ennie! What about that dance called the milly rock?” Jimin asked.
“Yeah, I heard of that dance,” Hobi spoke.
“I don’t know how to do it.”
“Wait you guys don’t know how to do the milly rock? Let me show you!” Jen beamed. “The key is all about putting your own flavor into the dance. Make it your own style.” she demonstrated slowly as they followed her.
“How do you do the dance, Ennie?” Taehyung asked
“With me, I tend to go hard and be extra with it cause I get hype to this song.”
“Hard and extra, huh? Show me. I challenge you to a Milly Rock dance-off.” Hobi declared.
She turned to him with a serious expression. “...you sure?”
“Whoa, her eyes.” he held his heart and giggled. “But yes, let’s dance together.”
“All right, you asked for it,”
Once the song began she pushed her cap down to block her face as she got ready. When it came to songs like this, she turned into a whole different person.
Milly Rock
Haa
Let's get it!
As soon as that beat drops, she went hard.
I Milly Rock on any block
I Milly Rock on any block
The guys were mesmerized by both Hobi and Jen going in.
Once the verse came on, she rapped in front of him, continuing to dance. 
I Milly Rock on any block
In my Polo T and my Polo socks
On top of cars my face hot
I Milly Rock on that Gates block
They got me on their explore page
I've been Milly Rocking for four days
She put up four fingers before milly rocking again with more attitude and speed while Hobi looked on impressed and milly rocked with her.
Let’s get it!
She started milly rocking in slow motion as Hobi followed her, mirroring her movements.
“Jen milly rocks on any block! Hope milly rocks on any block! Jen Milly rocks on any block! Hope milly rocks on any block!” the guys said over the chorus, making the dancers laugh and high five each other.
“Remind me not to challenge you in that particular dance.” Hobi teased. “You did well, munchkin.”
“I want a dance battle with you!” Taehyung got in front of her.
“I got the music!” Jin went to pick a random song.
“You sure, Tae?” Jen warned.
“Yeah, let’s do this.” He responded.
The opening beats of Hello, Good Morning by Dirty Money filled the dance room.
“Okay...but fair warning...you don’t want this work,” she mentioned, walking up to him as they faced off competitively. 
Taehyung had his hands on his hips, struggling not to smile.
Hello...
Good morning...
She watched as Taehyung danced first while his charisma came into place. Tae’s dance skills were no joke and were extremely underrated. He could move. After he was done, he booped her nose, making her chuckle
Once it was her turn, she danced while rapping to the song
'Cause I been leanin on the bar
lookin cleaner than a star
All these broads won't give me my props
Twenty-five on the bag
I be stuntin on they ass and they mad cause the bitch won't stop
She adjusted her shirt and began dancing around him in a circle as he giggled. 
"You know, you know, you know we on that!" she booped his nose to get back at him.
Back at the dorm, Jennie was in her room, gathering her things to wash her hair.
“Jennie, I need to ask you something.” Namjoon suddenly walked in.
“Yo! Oh my God, knock first! What if I was undressed?” she scolded.
“Sorry! Sorry!” he apologized. “I wasn’t thinking.”
“It’s cool, what you need?”
“I was wondering if I could use your shower. Everything else is occupied.”
“I was going to wash my hair but you know what? It’s fine. Go use it. I’ll use the sink.”
“The sink...?”
“Yeah,” she responded like it was the most obvious thing in the world. 
She grabbed her things and headed to the kitchen. Namjoon’s curiosity got the better of him and he followed her, watching her take out the few dishes from the sink and place her items on the counter.
Turning around, she noticed his confused behavior and called him out, “Why are you looking at me like that?”
“You’re about to wash your hair in a sink. Why?”
“I do this back at home.”
“Really?”
“Yep.” she smiled.
“That’s...normal for you?”
“All the time. You look like you’re dealing with culture shock right now.” she teased.
“I’m intrigued. Could I watch?”
“How about I wash your hair in the sink first.”
“You serious?”
“Yeah, grab your stuff.”
Once he grabbed his shampoo and conditioner, she made him lean his head down in the sink. Running warm water on his head, she started washing his hair.
“My mom would do this to me and my sisters when we were kids,” she mentioned. “I’m so used to washing my hair in the sink, that I would sometimes prefer to do that instead of washing my hair in the shower. It just makes things go by quicker too,"
“Wow, and this is common in your culture?”
“Majority of the time, yes.”
“Fascinating.”
After she gave him a nice scalp scrub and conditioned his hair while combing it out, she rinsed his hair and dried it with a towel.
“You good, Namjoon?” she laughed at his amazed expression
“That...was exhilarating. C-can we do this again? I like this method.”
“Yes, now go shower.” she playfully pushed him away and prepared to wash her hair in the sink.
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akookminsupporter · 1 year
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Right now is the most solo stan I've ever felt lol like I'm SO focused on Jimin rn. Yes I still saw the news of everyone else and looked at the pictures & teasers and was happy that everyone is doing their thing (and died at JK's shoot) but then I go back to literally watch every clip KBS released on Jimin x Beat Coin even though I don't understand a word ahahaha I feel like a bad army but atm it's just JIMIN time to me. It's his FIRST solo project and I'm just SO proud <3
I understand what you're saying although I'd rather not call it Solo whatever aaajajajajajaj that gets a bad rap but I definitely know what you mean because it's the same for me.
Before the album came out I made a post saying that for the next few weeks I would be living in Jiminland and so far, that hasn't changed. To say I'm obsessed is an understatement. Obviously I've posted about Jungkook and the odd thing or two about the other members but overall my focus is still Jimin and I'm not going to apologise for that.
I don't think I've ever obsessed over an album as much as this one. I will continue to live in my utopia, I find I'm happier here.
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wepsi · 2 years
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Obey me brothers playing Stardew Vally!
Another day another fanfic, as someone with 500 hours in stardew I love this game and would love to imagine the om bros playing it with you! Part 2 up now
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He would prefer just playing with you and him, he doesn't need to deal with his brothers outside of reality.
Spends his time either in the mines or fishing because it's relaxing.
Will slay monsters for you in the mines, and protect you.
Gets mad if he ever dies, it hurts his pride.
Always got mad at Levi for yelling at his game too loud, well...now he gets it even if he never will admit it.
Takes good care of his dog, names it Cerberus and never lets his water bowel go empty.
"Don't worry my dear, these pathetic slimes will not harm a hair on your head."
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Will be ALL OVER THE PLACE in the game, boy has energy for years
Will do any and every aspect of stardew that even remotely made money.
make sure your money is separate or he will spend it all!
Even with all his money making activities he still somehow find a way to be glued to you.
Excitedly tells you how much he made from the shipping bin (please tell him he did a good job)
Never sells straight to the store will always put everything in a shipping bin to see all the cash rack up at the end of the day.
Will definitely get married with you in game and have kids <3
"AHAHAHA The great mammon made 30,000 today, aren't cha proud of me?"
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Levi probably has a ungodly amount of hours in this game and know every single thing about it, at this point he's just seeing how fast he can finish everything.
Won't spoil the game for you but will give you hints to the right direction (green is lucky bet on that color).
Good at every aspect of the game, mining? fishing? foraging? farming? ranching? he's got it all.
You honestly don't even need to try in this game he will spoil you and shower you in whatever you wanted.
His favorite character is Abigail, purple haired gamer girl yes please, whom he always romanced before meeting you.
When you get jealous and upset after learning that, he shyly presents the wedding ring he grinded the mines for (prismatic shards are hard to come by!).
"Um... here's a wedding ring. Nononono I'm not proposing this is to get the last stardrop in the game I swear! (blushes madly behind the screen glad you couldn't see him)"
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You know this man will be obsessed with his pet cat, petting it every day and making sure the water bowel is full like his life depended on it.
Dies of cuteness everytime the cat snuggled with him in bed.
Waiting for that [pet]loves you note to appear and it makes him so happy.
Spends most of his time looking for books and reading them in game at the library.(who actually reads those in game? he does!)
From reading all the wiki he knows literally everything about the game as well, will spoil the game.
"Did you know in the fair if you bet on green you will have a 75% chance of winning?"
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Spends his time befriending and chatting up all the npcs, so confusing why they don't like him from the get go because of his dazzling beauty!
Will spends YEARS on character customization
Also spends his time getting all the clothes and accessories, because he has to change up his beautiful look every now and then!
Will marry you to constantly give you a bunch of kisses!!! <3
Will also do the unspeakable with you every night XD thankfully you can only have two kids in stardew.
Somehow becomes best friends with emily and the wizard to change his look whenever he wants (befriending sorcerers is just his thing ig.
If he wasn't dating you he would be flirting with every npc until the fateful scene lol
"Hailey is so mean to me! >:( She must be jealous of my mesmerizing looks! Now never mind that my darling come give me a kisssss."
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You had to get Solomon to open a portal to the kitchen cabinet so he doesn't constantly get up to go eat
The only brother beside Levi that actually farms so he can get ingredients
Gets the Kitchen upgrade first thing and cooks and eats all day in the game even if his energy is full, eating in game also makes him hungry in real life EVERY TIME
Hangs out at Gus all day, probably eating Gus out of his business as well
Gave his character a mouth so he can eat (haha so cute)
Will want to play with Belphie and you and present you guys with new recipes he cooked.
"I cooked 2000 survival burgers today would you like some?"
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Why sleepy?because it rhymes with Belphie! Actually he mistyped when he feel asleep halfway through the customization and went with it.
Only playing because you and Beel asked him
Wanted to wear matching outfits with Beel, or is he too lazy to pick his own we will never know
Will nap all day in game and in real life as well, you keep having to get up and go to his computer to hit ok for the next day
The times he is awake he will probably follow you and Beel around to cheer you guys on whatever it is that you're doing
His favorite part is when you snuggle in bed with him at the end of each day in game.
"Come and snuggle with me...actually just turn off the game and snuggle with me in real life I'm getting lonely here."
Check out my master list for more content!
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ragsdolly · 5 months
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HAHAHAHA THE WAY YOU FLIRTED AND THREE SECONDS LATER POMNI WAS LIKE “I girlfailed” HAHAHA I JUST SAW THIS IN REAL TIME-
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“ ahahaha! yes, i'm very proud of myself. ”
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cha-melodius · 7 months
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I got a list, so you get a list. 4, 11, 20 (please take this as permission to answer 20 as many times as you want, I LOVE LOVE LOVE writer meta)
xoxo MJ/kiwiana-writes
Ahahaha I will always take a list!! Thanks! You're out here with some ones that made me have to think for a little while lol. (Meta asks for writers link since there's a cut at the end of this post.)
4. Share a sentence or paragraph from your writing that you’re really proud of (explain why, if you like)
Pretty sure I've shared this before in a question like this, but too bad. I just love the tension that builds in this sequence (and the release that comes immediately after this; spoiler alert: Alex runs). From Chapter 7 of Nova, Baby:
Diego chokes out a fake laugh, but there is real fear in his eyes now. “I’m sure I do not know what you’re talking about. You know my customers are never for sale.” “So it wasn’t money, then,” Alex surmises. It’s not that surprising. Batista is good at hitting people where it hurts. Diego says nothing. “How long do I have?” Alex asks. Out in front of the store, a car door slams. “Better for you if you don’t run,” Diego murmurs. Fat chance of that.
11. What do you envy in other writers?
Oh, a number of things. The biggest ones are probably humor—I think my writing can be reasonably funny but not the kind of side-splitting hysterical one-liners some people pull off—and really poetic, beautiful language. Sometimes when I read a really achingly beautiful work I feel like giving up lmao. Oh, and some people just seem to be able to pull off effortlessly sexy writing—not even talking about smut here, but just the overall vibes of the work. I mean, it's probably not effortless, knowing what I know about writing, but it feels that way.
20. Tell us the meta about your writing that you really want to ramble to people about (symbolism you’ve included, character or relationship development that you love, hidden references, callbacks or clues for future scenes?)
Oh man, the meta question. I do love talking about meta in my writing but I never know which fic to pick when people ask me these questions. Ok, this time, instead of focusing on one work, I'm including one piece of trivia about the last 5 works I published lmao.
The post-blowjob scene in Falling Down the Stairs of Your Smile was added at the last minute (literally I had already uploaded a draft to AO3 before I went back and added it) because I just got it in my head that I really needed a moment of Henry telling Alex to stay. I love thinking about all the ways that would fundamentally change their relationship from the beginning.
Perhaps unsurprisingly, I did a fair amount of reading about people surviving on rafts in the ocean for Enemies of the Ocean. There are lots of crazy stories out there, and one of them—Steve Callahan—is referenced in the fic. The most insane part about THAT is that Callahan's boat was called the Napoleon Solo. Yes, really. Too bad the story was for a different fandom.
The sir/daddy pronouns joke in Something To Be Proud Of, which several commenters loved, was shamelessly stolen from @dumbpeachjuice. See! I'm not actually that funny. 😂
I really wanted them to get caught in the rain wearing less clothing in Lessons in Foreign Diplomacy (by which I mean wearing only a shirt and pants and not a full waistcoat and jacket combo), but @orchidscript disabused me of the notion that anyone would be strolling the grounds in such scandalous attire lol.
Although I have in fact visited the Harrods Food Hall, I have eaten only one of the cheeses featured in Will You Brie Mine? (manchego), to my deep disappointment. Someone get me some monk's head cheese, stat. Also I went back and forth about whether to make Henry a baker or confectioner or something of the sort, but the man gives cheese recommendations in canon! How could I resist?
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fishbloc · 6 months
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do you have a favourite piece from your desertduo storybook :0?
yes!! its the lifeblood one, because i'm very proud of how i managed to translate so many themes and motives into a simplistic style ahahaha
i remember pulling an all-nighter i think? just trying to edit and finalize the composition. the drawing was done waaaaay before so i just sat there at my desk at 5am in the morning toggling hues and curves and levels and also erasing and adding little details LOL
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sup4cid-g-1rl · 2 months
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i'm so damn tired of this shitplace of toxicity. i let myself be free and flow in my chaotic state internally, accepting myself with no guards and peaceholder role, clearing up your literal nasty shit place that is shared. you don't even say thank you and find an excuse of something u're embarresed of (like we all are) to lay all the anger of your shitlife on me??? instead of being embarrassed like a man without starting a loop of anger. you're suposed to be the support and the balance of the relationship, when in fact you are just a pure multi-faced lifer full of secrets; showing up when and how you want to, only to satisfy your own desires. that are just desires after all... but the way you treat them with such priority and disregard of all responsibilities makes them d i s g u s t i n g.
just ew.
see what happens when i let my guard down for once without trying to keep the balance for all.
they all cry, scream, put and remove masks and lay it all on me - the sponge... she will clear them out for us like she usually does or even better like she used to. let's lay it all on her and use the pureified energies to attack her again because she needs help and that's how we can help her. her - our sick child ahahaha truly.
yes that's all you know yes...that is justified to a point, to the point that YOU ARE CHOOSING TO KEEP YOUR MIND CLOSED AND JUSTIFY YOURSELF ON ALL ASPECTS THAT YOU DON'T LIKE with a proud foolishness or simply to shameful arrogance.
wow. I'm so proud i know how i don't want to be like. and I'm so proud for all the shit you put me through as i just get wiser. there is no stronger... wisdom is all there is, you learn it the easy way or the hard way.
the reason for it - our Karma from past lives as well as our Mission here.
you are truly lucky i'm in your "home".
bye
Shadow's Lady Shooter 2222
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lemon-wedges · 1 year
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i see you in the mgs tags all the time and i had to come here to say i love your icon so much it makes me laugh to myself EVERY TIME i check the op like- "oh i think i recognize this artist is it- YES IT IS ITS THE PERSON WITH THE ICON AHAHAHA" anywy thank you for your wonderful art and stay fresh
I'm literally so proud of this shitty little icon, you have no idea how happy this makes me 😭😭😭
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allylikethecat · 8 months
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allyyy youre not the only one who cares about you know where the city is 😭 i love it so much and im so excited to meet that verse's george and see his pissing contest with taylor!
and omg both a&e and ducklings soon 😱 and right after that on a friday update too (idk how to explain, but friday has such a fresh vibe to me for omegaverse and im loving the direction so far)! idk if its too weird for me to say this on anon ignore me if so, but take your time and remember to get rest too <3
also istg one of these days im gonna have to pull up top gun or mens hockey because i just know im missing out with your other fics. the fandon stereotype about mens hockey writers is so true ahahaha
Oh my gosh thank you so much!! This ask just made me tear up it's so sweet!
I am 100% the target audience for You Know Where The City Is and as much as I love to write self indulgent fic (which basically all of mine is) I was worried that no one else cared and I know I have a lot of other projects people actually do like so just, hearing that you are also enjoying You Know Where the City Is, despite all of their IRL controversy makes me so happy! I can't wait for the Fictional!George and Fictional!Taylor pissing contest, it's still a few chapters out but the little bits I've written and outlined have made me so happy. Poor Fictional!Matty has no idea that they are the metaphorical toy they are fighting over either 🤣
Yes! The A&E fic update is all ready and saved in my drafts on AO3 to be published tomorrow morning before I leave for work! The chapter is a little different and I hope you like it! You will have to let me know!
Make Way for Ducklings will hopefully be coming in hot by the end of the week! Getting that chapter finished is my next priority!
ALSO I'm so glad to hear that you're enjoying my take on the omegaverse! I'm a nerd and it's actually so fascinating to me how different authors have such different takes on it? I know I've mentioned it before, but one of my absolutely all time favorite books is The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K. Le Guin and her approach to gender has really influenced my writing (both in On a Friday and in Make Way For Ducklings) ... also not to be TMI but I also have horses... I just have a gelding (castrated male horse) now but I used to also have a very slutty little mare that made her heat cycle everyones problem and I would constantly be yelling at her to leave her brother alone 😬
I'm very proud of my Top Gun work - I'm taking a little break from updating most of those fics because I was putting too much pressure on myself with them because of how many hits they were getting and making myself anxious about it which was not fun and not the vibe- BUT I am extremely proud of them! My recent Hockey RPF (Hurricane in particular) I am proud of as well and am still actively working on! The rest... Baby Ally was unmedicated and very unhinged, proceed with caution and read at your own risk - I like to think I have become a much better writer since a lot of that was published haha
Thank you so much for this ask! I apologize for writing an novel in response - I got a little excited! Thank you for reading as well! I hope you enjoy the A&E update tomorrow and am excited to hear what you think!
❤️Ally
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diana-fortyseven · 6 months
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Thank you for your ask, lime! <3
💝what is a fic that got a different response than you were expecting?
Ahahaha yes, definitely my Whumptober 2021 fic, Do You Realise What Kind of World You've Been Shaping.
Back then I was blissfully unaware that this fandom really doesn't like Angst, Whump, or Hurt/Comfort. I normally don't care too much when readers aren't interested in my newest fic, because I had fun writing it and I'm still proud of it and whatnot. But man. The combination of leaving my comfort zone, challenging myself to write daily ficlets, working off a list of prompts, and absolute indifference was so disheartening that I almost abandoned the project and deleted the fic by day 4.
I'm glad I pushed through. There are some gems in those chapters, and I'm proud of them now, and I'm proud that I managed to write all 31 prompts.
But honestly, if it weren't for those very few who did give it a chance back when I posted it, or for the fandom-blind readers who later picked it up because they like whump, I'd probably still think that my writing just sucked and that this fic was a waste of my time and energy.
To be perfectly clear, this is not meant to guilt-trip anyone into reading shit you don't want to read! Don't do that! It's just that sometimes it's really fucking hard to brush it off when you try something that's not easy for you and the reactions enforce your self-doubt.
💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it.
Oh, that's Handle With Care, a quintuple drabble I wrote for the hAPPy birthday flash exchange! :D
I had fun writing it, and I think I did a good job pruning the words to keep it at exact quintuple drabble length (which was my goal from the start). I don't write lots of drabbles (and I don't really share the ones I do write), so it was definitely a challenge.
It was also my first flash exchange, so yay me! Trying all the new things!
💋when you leave comments on a fic, do you want to hear back from the writer?
I don't expect it and I'm not mad if I don't get a reply (or get a reply after weeks or months or years), but I definitely appreciate it.
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get to know me: tag game
tysm for the tag @mkaugust <3<3!! I loved these questions
Relationship status - *error: field does not exist in database* *system has been thrown into infinite loop* (me + romantic relationship is not making sense in head and I'm overthinking now, don't mind me XD)
Favourite colour - I'm on a bit of a navy blue/black kick recently :3
Favourite food - idk actually. I don't spend enough time thinking about food ahaha. I say "rice" whenever my brother asks this question and it annoys him so much, it's so cute. ("what do you mean just rice?? you've got to be lying!")
Song stuck in your head - OKAY LOOK, I'm actually proud of figuring this out: this is always the song I paused on before going to do something else, and if I go back to listen to the song the whole way through, it stops being stuck in my head. (right now it's Over & Over by Fleetwood Mac)
Last thing you googled - "where does nietzsche say if truth exists it doesn't matter to me" IDK I'm trying to pull an essay out of thin air here D;
Time - 21:05, on the whole a very sane hour to be on tumblr?
Dream trip - drop. me. in. the. middle. of. tibet. and. I. will. live. there. forever. (yes yes college hippie urge to abandon society etc it's true I admit it)
Last book/fic you read - I'm slowlyyy listening to Crime and Punishment atm? and last book I finished was Nietzsche's the Gay Science which is like, idk WHY I do this to myself. he just makes me want to bang my head on the table. And uhhh I really haven't had mental space to read a good long fic recently it's so sad!! I can't wait for holidays when I can spend 2 whole days thinking about nothing else and sink my whole body and soul into a story lol
Last book you enjoyed - I actually really like Crime and Punishment. but also: Worlds of Exile and Illusion by Ursula Le Guin
Last book you hated - Dune. I hated reading it so much really could not stand the prose sorry:((( I rly hope my own sci fi au doesn't read like that haha...
Favourite thing to cook/bake - I'm a rly impatient cook so recently it's a simple spicy soy sauce soup noodles. it's so quick and warm and tastes of home :)
Favourite craft to do in your free time - >:) *inserts my origami sideblog* again, haven't gotten around to anything seriously cool recently but I love a little modular origami/kusudama
Most niche dislikes - (august I stole the beverages theme) idk if this counts but I always go "heh?" when people call bubble tea "boba tea" ahahaha this is so dumb & there's like NO reason at all I don't know why it irks me so much
Opinion on circuses - ...? (I don't... think I know anything about modern day circuses but I suspect it's the sort of thing that could send me into an existential spiral lmao)
Do you have a sense of direction and if not what’s the worst way you’ve gotten lost? - oooh you know what, I'm pretty good with maps and am quite proud of it haha, I did the directions for dad when I was 11 and we had like a week long road trip. that's not to say I've not had the dumbest way of getting lost though— was on a multi-day camping hiking trip this summer and literally FORGOT to bring a map, which is still fine as long as I had my phone but then MY PHONE DIED in the middle of a really fucking long day and then there was a military zone diversion and I couldn't find the fucking path and had to trek on the ROADS for like 2 hrs but then this rly nice man gave me a lift to the next town and all was well.
no pressure tagging: @shipsgaysfordays @whywcd @everythingbutcoldfire @lavenderandliliesx @fonkeloog
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