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genre: angst, fluff, suggestive, secret agent jaehyun x reader synopsis: Your husband was killed year ago by an unknown man. The griev and unsolved case kept you at night. After meeting your late husband's unfamiliar friend, you found new mission in your life. Find out who killed your husband Jaehyun. wc: 7.5k tw: cursing, blood, death, suggestive themes, guns, misscariage, grammar mistakes etc. au: it's been a long time lol there are still mistakes for sure, but i think i got better? at least i'm trying. hope you enjoy this. as always, i made it with jaehyun, because he literally fits every role??? peace yo

"It's been a year, move on." Your father sat down with a cup of tea in his left hand. "I love you, you're my daughter and I'm aware you loved him deeply. We all are. I mean, you can't ruin your life, because your husband got killed. I'm not saying you should forget him, I'm saying you should move on, Y/N. Please."

Seems like it's about 100th time your father brings the topic. Not even mentioning other people in your life. They could never understand the pain you feel. They could never understand how does it feel to lose person you've loved for so many years.

"How am I supposed to move on, dad? Tell me, how? I can't sleep at night, I have to go to therapy and take these pills that makes me weak as a bitch, and I don't even have an energy to talk with you, yet you're here telling me to move on?" Telling him all that felt relieving. Made you feel lighter. "You don't have any idea how it is. None of you! I don't want to see you or mom, coming here and acting as if y'all are my therapist."

"We're trying to help you, you're our daughter. We mean only the best for you, okay? Honey, you can't freeze in time and griev your whole life. Jaehyun wouldn't want that."

"Don't speak about it. You didn't even know him. Leave it, please."

Jaehyun was married to you for almost four years, and these were the best years of your life. You met at high school, then started dating at your senior year at college, and get married two years later. The job he had made your life harder. He was working for Korean Secret Forces, as an agent. High rank, excellent skills and results.

He was supposed to be go on a trip to Japan, when he got shot and killed. No one knows why, nor how did it happened.

"Y/N, you have still a lot to live. Being mean towards us won't change a thing. I'm leaving, if you need something, call us."

Cementary felt like your second home. A year ago, you used to come here everyday for two months, then lesser and now you're doing it once a week. Always brining candles or flowers with you. Your husband deserves to never be forgotten.

Crossing path, you spotted a man sitting by your husband's grave. Walking slowly to see who is it, you saw a face you've never seen before.

"Mind asking, who you are?"

Man turned around, and looked into your eyes. He was about 10cm highter than you, and had white, medium lenght hair. His gaze was strong, and gave you chills.

"You're his wife, right?" You nodded. "Jaehyun was a great man. I've never had a chance to meet you, and talk because of work, but I used to work with your husband. We were pretty close, I guess." He seems to be saying the truth, but you were bit taken aback. You knew majority of Jaehyun friends, but not him. "Jaehyun probably never mentioned my name, I am Yuta."

"Nice to meet you. My name is Y/N." You two shake your hands. "Is there a reason why he didn't meniton you?"

"Listen Y/N, I can't tell you much-"

"He was killed by Secret Forces, wasn't he? It wasn't an accident." You claimed while blankly staring at Yuta.

"How-"

"Jaehyun was too good for a rookie mistake, I'm sure he would dodge the bullet. Answer me honestly."

Yuta sighed. People way above him, or Jaehyun, made an awesome narrative. Most skilled and talented man of Secret Forces got shot by unknown man on his off duty. Unbeliveable lie.

"It for sure wasn't an accident. As I said, I can't tell you much. But I want you to be careful, it's dangerous. Jaehyun found something and it got him killed. I don't want you to die or to suffer, because of that. I promised Jaehyun to keep an eye on you."

Your heart almost stopped, and your vission was blurry. Of course, you had some theories on why did Jaehyun die, but mostly it was his postion in work. Many would kill for his job, and it'd be good reason to kill him. But now, as you're aware it wasn't it, you felt sick.

"What are you talking about? What did he find?"

"I can't tell you, because I'm not aware of everything. I'd suggest for you to not dig into it. Live your life, and don't look for anything, Y/N."

"My husband was killed, because he found something. He was killed, while we have expected the baby! He left me alone, hearbroken and lonely. Don't you think, I deserve at least the reason?"

"Baby? You're mother?"

Yuta was surprised, because he has been following you for months, since Jaehyun knew he was in trouble, yet he had never seen you with a child.

"I had a misscariage. It was thrid month, when Jaehyun died. Due to stress and everything, my body gave up. Awful times." You tried to laugh, but you failed. "I don't want to complain about my life, there's no point. I want the truth."

"Just leave it. Jaehyun died because of your co-called 'truth', so you better move on. Forget about me, and forget we met." Yuta made his way out of the grave, but he turned quickly. "I'm sorry for your loss. About Jaehyun, and your baby. Good luck, Y/N."

The first thing that came to your mind to call Jungwoo and Johnny to meet. Two of them were best buddies with Jaehyun, they had to know something. You demand answers.

"Do any of you know Yuta?"

Jungwoo and Johnny looked at each other, which was obvious for you - they do.

"Why you're asking?" Jungwoo chuckled. "I thought we were supposed to hang out and talk shit."

"I met him today. At cementary, at Jaehyun's grave to be exact." Johnny chocked on his saliva. "Why I had no clue about him?"

"What did he say?"

"Johnny, don't fuckin do it. Answer me, you two, now. I've been gaslighted for a year. Is it some joke to you? To play dumb around me?"

"Relax, it's not that deep."

"Answers."

"Yuta was working with Jaehyun for few months." Jungwoo stated as he was taking a sip of his beer. "He's japanese member of the crew. Yuta Nakamoto was working with Jaehyun on some project, extra secretive thing. We don't know what were they doing, though."

"So, what did he say?"

"Jaehyun found something that got him killed. I told y'all it wasn't an accident. I've known it was a murder. I knew."

"Y/N, you can't just believe in every word he says. We don't know him well, he migh've been lyin-"

"I believe him. Please." You rolled your eyes. "My husband wasn't some kind of a rookie, nope. He was the captain of his crew, soon to be officer. How couldn't he dodge the bullet? In the daylight? And the suspect have never been found. Sounds weird to me."

"There was an open investigation, and we were working hard-"

"Don't bullshit me, right now."

"Even if it's true, stay out of this. It's clearly something he wasn't supposed to know, and look. He's six feet under, now, sniffing the flowers from the other side." Johnny said firmly. The tone was suspicious, and you realize he was nervous. "Can we change the subject?"

Agony. You got rid of agony. In your life there's a new mission. To find the truth. You won't rest easy until you get to know what happened. Why did your husband had to die.

The lock of the attic opened. After Jaehyun's death, police came and took some of his personal stuff. You didn't give them everything, though. There must be something in his stuff.

After an hour, you didn't find much. Some rapports, evidence on minor crimes, suspects, scratches of something, to-do lists, and notes he used to make for you. As when you were about to give up, you found small piece of paper with a phone number on.

"What?" Male voice came from the other side. A bit cold, you'd say. "Who are you?"

"Hey, I am Y/N. Jung Y/N." Silence. "Jaehyun's wife."

"How did you get my phone number?"

"I found it. May I ask, who are you?"

"No, you're not going to ask me questions." Cold tone made you annoyed. "Jaehyun is dead, and here you are calling me. Why?"

"I know Jaehyun got murdered by his company. Please, I need to find the truth. I was looking for clues in his stuff, so I came across this phone number. I need help."

"I can't help you. I-"

"Please. I'll do everything."

Short silence made you believe, he's about to hang up.

"Meet me at 10. I'll send you adress. Alone." He sighed. "If you're from police, you're dead. See ya."

The adress seems sketchy as fuck, but you had to risk it. You felt like throwing up, because of the stress and everything that's about to happen. You were working as a private math teacher, not as a detective.

Area you're in, was abandomen long ago. There were only empty and destroyed buildings around, and not a sound of life around. Suddenly, you felt hands around you and on your mouth. Someone grab you, and took you in one of the building.

In front of you, were two men. One, black hair and bunny-like face, and the other one looked like a character straight from the anime.

"Are you a plug? Police? FBI? CIA? Secret Forces? SWAT?" You remember the voice, it's a guy who you've spoken to this morning. The guy with a black hair. "Answer us, now."

"No? The fuck! I told you, I'm Jaehyun's wife. I swear to God, I'm working as a private math teacher. I have no connection to police, besides my late husband."

"Taeyoung, check her ID."

They took your documents, and in fact, you wasn't lying.

"She's not lying. She's really Jaehyun's wife."

"Fuck." The other male sighed. "I told him to burn my phone number, dumb fucker. Why did you call? What do you want?"

"I want to know what happened to Jaehyun. I met Yuta today, I guess you must know him." They nodded. "I don't know if you're from Secret Forces, but you knew Jaehyun. The note wasn't in his offical case, why? Who are you?"

"I'm Kim Doyoung. I'm a hacker, and old friend of Jaehyun. We got few classes together back in college."

"And you?"

"Lee Taeyong. I'm his best friend, roommate and I used to be Jaehyun's plug."

"Jaehyun had a plug? Why? What?"

"I see you're confused." Doyoung softened. "Yuta must told you to stay out of this case, right? Why don't you listen? You need adrenaline? If yes, go to Bunjee jump. You want to get yourself killed?"

The way him, Taeyong and Yuta were so secretive made your blood boil. Also, the fact you had no idea Jaehyun knew them was even more annoying.

"If your wife got killed, wouldn't she want to know what happened? I demand answers. They can't get away with killing an innocent person."

"As if it was that easy." Taeyong sat down with a gun in his hand.

"You want answers?" You nodded. "Alright. But I don't guarante, you're going to be safe later. I can't promise that." You agreed without a word. "Jaehyun was a right man. He had his morals, and let's say, he didn't agree with few things with his boss and other assholes."

"He was in China, right?" Taeyong asked. "It all started there. During his stay there, and mission an innocent men got killed. He was chinese-korean, living with his wife and two kids. Provider of the family, and taxi driver. Jaehyun got told, he was super dangerous killer who killed around 10 korean soldiers in X Zone. The mission was easy. Get rid of the target."

"So he did. He and his people, including Jungwoo and Johnny. They had no idea, he was completly innocent guy. He was just a taxi driver, who wouldn't hurt a fly. The above wanted to get rid of him to show chinese mob, they don't care. Jaehyun got to know by accident, because he overheard his boss talking about it."

"It turned out, they killed more innocent people. He found corruption, and more evidence on illegal cases in the company. Doyoung hacked the system, and I asked the right people." Your brain was trying to process what they were saying. "There was a case of files tittled with his last name. They planned to get rid of evidence, and frame Jaehyun to become a hitman. Cruel killer, who killed innocent guys."

"What?"

"Jaehyun told them to turn themselfs in. To go to a trial court. Before he even told them, someone snitched on him. We don't know who, but they knew. The above ordered to kill him as soon as possible. I believe it must've been someone from his team. They can't be trusted, Y/N." Doyoung sighed. "Not even Jungwoo, or Johnny. We have no idea how much they know."

Your world was spinning around, and many more questions come with it. It felt as if your life got ruined in seconds. Your husband was always someone, who people looked up to. He hated discrimination, and lack of justice. He knew too much.

"But Yuta is alive."

"Jaehyun never mentioned Yuta. We're sure, they tortured him before getting on that street and shooting him. Someone was supposed to tell the truth, but Yuta can't be another one killed."

"Jungwoo and Johnny, they know?"

"They have to know." Taeyong said with a smile. "Think. They were close, if they didn't then Jaehyun wouldn't trust them. Who knows. Maybe they killed him."

There's no way. Jungwoo and Johnny were best friends with Jaehyun for years. They could never hurt him, not saying about killing him. They weren't capable, were they?

"I need to find the killer, and the evidence. I'll end what Jaehyun has started. I don't care, I have nothing to lose." You stood up, still overwhelmed by all the informations. "Even if it means, I'm going to die. Jaehyun didn't deserve to die."

"Y/N, it's danegrous. You can't put yourself into danger, because of grief and rage. Think about it. You can still get your life together-"

"No. I need to do it for him. And I need your help."

That night, you couldn't sleep. All you was thinking about was your hsuband and guys he was working with. There is no turning back now, you're going to get your revenge. No matter what. But the only thing couldn't let go. Yuta was keeping an eye on you for months, and yes, you had theory someone was following you, or stalking. Few times, you've spotted a shadow in your house. Some car passing your house three times a day. But you could swear to God, the shadow or sillhouete you've spotted was taller than Yuta. Yuta was about 5'10, while the person you saw so many times was for sure taller. Could Jaehyun sent someone else too?

After you left, Doyoung and Taeyong looked at each other sending signal.

"Y/N found us." Doyoung was gripping his phone hard, while waiting until the other person say something. "She called me earlier today. I am sure, she's going to find the killer."

"Don't let her. Keep her safe, Doyoung."

"It's too late now."

"Understood."

Taeyoung looked at his friend stressed. They nodded at each other, and went to their places waiting for next things coming.

"I'm so happy, you're moving on!" Your mother hugged you. "Are you sure about moving out part? It's your house, after all."

"Living here reminds me of Jaehyun too much. I found nice apartament in the centre of city, and I'm going to live closer to the company. Only prons."

"Jungwoo is picking you up?"

"He's already there." Your friend honked. "I gotta go. Let's go. I'm starting new chapter."

"We're proud of you." Your dad kissed your cheek. "Call us when you're in your new place. We're happy for you."

Drive to your new place was really comfortable, Jungwoo was cracking jokes all the time and he was expressing how happy he was for you.

"By the way, thank you. I really appreciate you recommended me for the company and you're driving me to my new place."

"Please, don't. It's just a pleasure to help you, Y/N. I am here for you anytime." He smiled at you. "You know, we are buddies now."

"Yes, dude."

"You sound like Mark now."

"Is it a bad thing?"

"Duh. He overuse 'dude'. Don't be like Mark."

Jungwoo wasn't right. Dude is literally Mark. Mark is dude. There's no Mark Lee without a 'dude' every few seconds. Almost like a comma.

After a month of working in Secret Forces as analyst, you were secured in your spot. No one suspected you of anything. Not many knew you were widow and Jaehyun's wife. Only the above knew, and Johnny, Jungwoo and Mark. You were lowkey about your business, and never mentioned anything harmful to you.

"We're going to hang out and drink sojuu, you're coming?" Mark asked with sparkling eyes. "Please, you always decline. Only me, Johnny, Jungwoo and Taeil. He went to the same University as you, I believe."

"Mark, I have a work to do. I need to do research, and write a raport."

"And you have a weekend for that. Just this once. We're not that bad, after all. Boys wants you to come. C'mon."

"Bet."

Mark left happy, because after 5th time asking, you agreed. By the time he was gone, you could check your other phone. You saw notification popping up on your homescreen.

dy: i need u to go and find login to y'all system dy: asap dy: don't get caught tho

Every single worker have own login, but login of people with high ranks are different each. With a sigh, you left your office and went towards the lift. You waved to few people, you got to know, and went to 14th floor. There must be the office of your boss.

There was no one in sight, so you just went in carefully. He was gettin his daily coffee on 4th floor with his friends, so he won't be there any time soon. You knew there were cameras, but Doyoung took care of that long time ago.

"Fuck. Where's the damn laptop."

As far as you know, they don't use their logins on official PC's, but have their own laptops with a base of every file possible.

Finally, you spotted black laptop on the pile of books in the corner. Looking around, you put USB cable in laptop. Thanks to that, Doyoung can hack everything from the laptop.

dy: i need 2 minutes dy: ok take the cable off, and meet me in your smoking spot behind the building

"I'm going out with boys tonight. After the work. In an hour."

"Be careful, though. Remember, we don't know how much do they know."

"They were best friends with Jaehyun. They couldn't be harmful."

"Maybe you're right, but there's no harm in being careful." He sighed. "I'll check everything, and tell you what we found. For now, be sure no one saw you."

The restaurant was really comfy, and have it's vibe. You felt as you were a kid again with your parents on Sunday's dinner. Nostalgic place.

"The owner is my uncle." Taeil laughed. "He opened the restaurant like 5 years ago? It's one of the best, I swear to God."

"Your uncle?" You were in disbelief. "The food is amazing. I love their dumplings."

"My uncle is the same person as Gordon Ramsey."

"Maybe let's not go there." Johnny cut off laughing. "You're lying."

"Ya, do you doubt me!"

"Gentlemen, stop."

The conversation went smoothly. You got to know, Taeil was your senior while you were freshman in the University.

"I remember the time we were training, and we were supposed to get all 10s with shooting, but Jungwoo missed every single one."

"Ya, really! I got 6, it's not bad."

"You're classified as blind, Woo. Don't you know?" Taeil laughed with Johnny. "He's really fit, but the guns and him aren't good couple."

"I have hidden talent with guns."

"And it stays hidden, Jungwoo." Johnny rolled his eyes. "And you Y/N? Have you ever held a gun?"

"Not really. I am clueless about all the weapons. Even knives. The only knife I've ever came across, was the one to peel the apples. Really."

"Then why did you join us? I mean, our job is almost like American CIA or FBI. I know your analyst, but why here?"

Taeil asked you question, and you froze for a minute. Jungwoo noticed your confused expression, and get you out of the awkward situation.

"Discrimination? Just because she wasn't trained like us means, she can't work with us? Ya, Moon Taeil, I thought you wasn't a jerk."

All of you were laughing, and you were thankful for him saving you.

"No! Sorry, I just-"

"I was bored. Math teacher isn't exciting, right? I found there was a need for analyst, so I applied. I need adrenaline in my life."

"Don't we all?" Mark sighed. "But our job is kinda boring. We don't do much nowadays."

"And nice. We should rest." Johnny took a sip of sojuu. "Let's drink and have a blast before coming back to that shithole in two days."

Two hours passed, and you were ready to come back home. Boys seems to have fun, and they planned to go Taeil's place to have more sojuu and watch movies.

"I really gotta go. I had fun, and I really like you, but it's getting darker." You claimed, while taking your coat on. "Bye."

They waved you goodbye, but Mark stopped you.

"Wait! Jungwoo is totally wasted, and he's asking if you could drive him home. I mean, you're the only one who wasn't drinking." He held his neck. "If no, then we can call the cab."

"No need for that." You smiled. "I'll get his drunk ass and get him to his place. Where's he?"

Jungwoo was sitting on the passenger seat, and he was white as ghost.

"Woo, are you alright?"

"I think Imma throw up." The mumble wasn't clear, and it took you a second to understand.

"Shit, wait. We're going to my place, it's closer. You look like you're about to pass out. You can stay the night."

"Can I?"

"Oh, shut up."

Taking Jungwoo into your place wasn't an easy task. He was 6ft, and his ass wouldn't hurry up, which made you go to the door for about 10 minutes.

"Here, sit down and drink some water." You passed him the glass. "Are you going to throw up?"

"I am not sure."

"Sit there, I'll take a shower. If you need to throw up, there's a bowl under the sink."

Jungwoo saluted, and you chuckled. You must admit, he was kinda cute. You slapped yourself mentally for that thought. You can't think about him in that way, after all he's your dead husband friend.

You came back to Jungwoo laying on the couch with his eyes closed, thinking he was sleeping, you was walking on your tippy toes.

"I'm not sleeping, Y/N. Can you come here?" He opened his arm. "C'mon. Please. I am so drunk, I can't. I need a hug."

"Jungwoo, I don't think-"

"Just lay down, and relax. I'm not going to touch you, c'mon."

Jungwoo made space for you. Being this close to him, made you nervous. It's been a while since you was this close to a man.

"Why aren't you sleeping, dumbass? You look like a ghost.

"Ah, really. I still have a time. You know what, I really respect you, Y/N. I admire how strong you are, and how smart you are. Really. I'm always surprised because of you."

"Jungwoo, don't sugarcoat me." You chuckled. "You're drunk."

"I mean it. I really, really mean it. I'm happy you're moving on with your life. Jaehyun was lucky to have you, you know. I've been jealous of him." You chuckled, because drunk Jungwoo was funny and he wasn't aware of his words. "Don't laugh. We all were jealous of you two."

"Woo, please. There's other couples like that. It's a past. I need to move on, and I did, to be honest. I'm not thinking about Jaehyun that much." There was a bit of truth in that. You couldn't tell others about your plan, so it was better to make them think you really moved on, but at the other hand. You missed being loved. "I think I should date again."

"Ya, that's what I'm saying!" He said confidently with a pout. "I agree. But Y/N. I really like you. We've been hanging out a lot past weeks, and I really like you. I found you pretty and I'd like to kiss you."

Before you could answer, surprised with his confession he was long asleep on his back. Your heart skipped a beat, because you had no clue someone have a crush on you. Someone like Kim Jungwoo. You knew Jaehyun would like you to date one of his friends, instead of complete stranger.

"If I ever pass away, please. Y/N date either Johnny or Jungwoo." He was caressing your cheek. "I know they would take great care of you. I trust them. If you'd date a stranger, they know to kill him, you know."

"Jaehyun don't even say that. Only person I'm going to date is you. Don't talk about your dead, you're not going to die."

"You never know. In this line of work, you gotta be ready for everything. I told them the same thing. Personally, I'd took Jungwoo. He isn't going to work the same job as long as he thought."

"Honey, you're my husband talking about dating your best friend. Let's not."

He chuckled and kissed you. Little did you know, Jaehyun was aware he didn't have much left to live.

"I like you too." You whispered, and fall asleep.

'I left to work. Sorry for the trouble! I don't even remember how did I end up at your place! Not mentioning, sleeping next to you. LOL. I was wasted as fuck. Sorry again! I made you breakfast, hope you like scrambled eggs with kimchi and toast. See ya at work! Jungwoo~'

Smile crept on your face, because it was lovely. It's been a long time since someone made you breakfast. You shook your head, and reminded yourself to not get distracted.

"I found something interesting." Doyoung said while eating cookies, Taeyoung bought. "Look."

He passed you his laptop, and there was files named after Jaehyun and they were marked as top secret. You opened them, and there were synopsis of him and his life. You were also mentioned there as his wife, but not much.

"What's interesting in there?"

"Look at the date of his death. 12th February. He was killed five days later. We have a direct evidence his death was planned."

"I knew it. Who else can open these?"

"Not many. Bosses and officers. There's many suspects, Y/N. I saw someone deleted some files, and I tried to recover them. I'm not sure if it's possible."

"Do your best, please. I am sure, Johnny and Jungwoo don't know exactly what happened with Jaehyun."

"How?"

You could tell he wasn't convinced.

"I just know. They must been suspicious of Yuta, that's why they were nervous."

"Remember, you can't be sure of anything."

"I know them longer than I do you. I can tell when something is off."

"Don't let your feelings take control of you."

"I don't."

Taeyong laughed.

"You're not as trained as we are. No one can be trusted. We're partners, we can trust each other, but them? I'm not sure."

"I shouldn't trust you, since I don't know you. But guess what. I'm doing my best, so please. Shut up." You got up. "I'm going to the company. If you have something, let me know."

As soon as you left, Doyoung called.

"Yuta, keep an eye on her in the company. Especially on Jaehyun's buddies."

"Fuck. I told you to get this idea out of her mind."

"Was I supposed to let her do it on her own, and get her killed? Jaehyun wouldn't be happy."

"She's getting too comfortable. We can't let her know everything, Doyoung. You deleted the files?"

"I did. I sent them."

"Good. Bye."

Kim Doyoung told you, he wasn't able to find the deleted files. You couldn't blame him for his failed mission, since he was doing already a lot. At the other hand, you tried asking people. Mentioning Jaehyun, but no a single soul had any idea about him, or his death.

Boys and you hang out again. This time, you got drunk. You didn't have to do much for work, since you got everything done before deadline. Jungwoo drive you home.

"Ah, Y/N. You're cute when you're drunk."

"I feel sarcasm, idiot."

"It's not." He laughed. "You look pretty. Here we are." He parked in front of your building. "Dummy."

"Kiss me then."

"What?"

"You said I'm pretty. Kiss me or you're lying."

You were way too drunk to care, or to be aware of your words.

"You're drunk-"

"Do it."

Jungwoo was looking into your eyes, the next second his hands cuped your cheeks and he was kissing you. The kiss lasted for few seconds, and it got you warmed up.

"Y/N-"

"Wanna come in?"

On your way to your place, both of you were kissing, not giving a damn about people passing you. It felt as if you two were waiting for this moment to come for the longest time ever. As you were kissing Jungwoo, you couldn't put the key in.

"Let me do it."

Next thing you remember, was the two of you undressing in your bedroom. Jungwoo didn't break the kiss, when he was getting your clothes off.

"I've been waiting for this moment for such a long time." He whined. "You really turn me the fuck on."

"Kim Jungwoo, just fuck me."

Both of you, too busy with each other, failed to notice tall silhouete standing in the dark corner of your place watching you. The man clenched his fists hard, feeling his blood boil. Jaehyun was watching his best friend fuckin his wife. He wanted to get out the shadow, and kill Jungwoo for it. He wanted to scream, but he knew he couldn't. Officialy, he's dead.

"I'll kill him." He whispered, and left as quiet as he entered.

Jung Jaehyun is very alive, and healthy.

Past days were peacful and relaxed, something you couldn't feel for a while. Jungwoo and you weren't dating yet. You wanted to take things slow, because at the back of your head, you could see Jaehyun.

Peace was broken, when Yuta paid you a visit.

"Listen, I don't care what you're doing with who, but I can't agree for you to lose your mind over someone." He sighed. "There's no one you can trust, especially Jaehyun's ex friends."

"The only person I shouldn't trust is you, Yuta. I don't know you at all, Doyoung and Taeyong don't talk about you, nor Jaehyun did. It's logical for me to trust them, not you."

Yuta felt as he was talking to a child. You were stubborn, way too much for Yuta's liking. His Japanese temper was getting real bad with you. He felt hopeless, because no matter how many times, he's telling you to stay away from Jaehyun ex co-workers, you don't listen.

"How do you know they didn't get their hands dirty with Jaehyun? What if they're involved but you don't know? You don't know them, Y/N. You have this pov of them as your husband's co-workers, not as actual people."

"Wait." You paused. "Don't you and boys know somethind I don't? Doyoung also told me to stay away from them. Why?"

"You know I don't." His body tensed up. "For some reason, as you claim, your husband didn't tell anything to them. I know, I know." He rolled his eyes. "It was dangerous, but they were friends for years, Y/N, years. Not even a word?"

Doyoung was walking down the woods, hidden from the city. Not many people visited the woods, because they weren't fameous as other one.

"You're alone?" Doyoung nodded as he entered small house. "What's up."

"You're not going to do anything with Jungwoo? He's fuckin your wife, Jaehyun. It's so painfully obvious. She likes him."

Jaehyun clenched his jaw.

"Not now. I can't just kill him out of the blue. For now, it's alright as long as he's not putting her in danger. I sent Yuta to talk to her, but she's not interested in his advice."

"Y/N is independant. I mean, she left the theraphy long ago, and her main goal is to find your killer."

"Only if she knew what really happened."

"Are you going to reveal yourself?"

"No. It's better if I'm away from her."

Finding a killer of your late husband was draining. Jungwoo didn't have a clue what you're up to. He found you looking through multiple files at night, but he never dared to ask what's that.

Taeyong tried his best at finding answers to your questions, but there were none. He felt like giving up, together with Doyoung. It was complicated to find people, who know something. It was like a never ending task.

"Jaehyun body was never found. I think I'd cry out of happines if he would be alive somehow." You admited to Doyoung, who was sipping on his coffee. "Sometimes I feel like he's still with me. His presence."

"Even after dating Jungwoo?"

"Yes. I can't explain that feeling, but he's there. His ghost, at least."

Doyoung made a mental note to inform Jaehyun to keep it lowkey, since you probably could tell something is off. Maybe Jaehyun wasn't doing great job with following you? It could ruin a lot.

"Ghosts aren't real. You miss him, so your imagination makes you feel like he's here. Simple."

"Yes, I know. Still, I'd like to hang out with him for the last time. Do you know what's last thing we did?"

"Tell us." Yuta said, and you rolled your eyes at him. "I'm just asking, I swear to God."

"We had a fight. Cliche, yes. We had a fight about him not being at home much, because of work. I even thought he was cheating on me, because none of his friends spent so much time at the company as he did." You chuckled. "Then I realized how stupid it sounds, and I apologized. The next morning we were supposed to go to our favorite cafe, but as y'all know. He vanished and got shot."

"Were you supposed to tell him about pregnancy?"

"Of course. I planned to talk with him at our favorite place, and let him know he's about to become a father."

"Life's a bitch."

"Exactly. But for you it's past. Paniful past, but past. Now you're living new life, maybe you really should give up on finding Jaehyun's killer."

And maybe Yuta was right.

"I think I should. I have no clues, and no one knows anything. I am tired. One day I will know the truth, but not now."

"Facts. You have Jungwoo, right? You're in love and-"

"I am not." You cut Doyoung off. "I like him, and he's my boyfriend, but I can't say I'm in love with him. It's far from that."

"Understood, miss."

Your apartament was empty when you come. Jungwoo would hang out with you after work, but today he had to leave to Busan with Johnny. As you were walking around, you heard noise. The first thing you did, was to run for a knife.

"I'll kill you, if you step any further." You hissed.

To your surprise, Taeyong came out of shadow. He was wearing all black, and had a sad smile on his face.

"Easy. I'm not here to kill you, Y/N. I'm leaving Korea tonight." He got the knife out of your hand, and put it down on the counter. "I'm here to tell you what I know."

"What's going on? Did something happened? Someone's after you?"

"Not yet." He sighed. "I got the informations from secret documents, that Doyoung blocked. I don't know why, probably for you to feel safer. I recovered them, and I found something disturbing. The messages from a week ago. The man who killed Jaehyun is about to kill you."

Your vision became blurry, and you felt your throat tightening, making it hard to breathe.

"Do you know who sent them?"

"I don't. They were between two people, they're anonymous. No one can know, but one of them is going to try to kill you anytime soon. Probably this week. Please, stay safe. Be ready for anything, buy a gun, whatever. You can't trust no one, Y/N. I gotta go. It'd be better for you to have security or don't leave your place at night. Don't stay alone, okay?"

"Taeyong, why-"

"I have to, Y/N. I could be in trouble for warning you, plus I don't want Doyoung to get hurt. I'll get in touch as soon as possible, but for now." He turned around. "Lock the door, and find a weapon."

You did as Taeyong said. No one knew about the plan of killing you. No one can be trusted, especially after what Taeyong told you. Not even Jungwoo knew, besides the fact he was sleeping next to you every night. He was keeping you close, but it wasn't enough. You felt scared.

Past days, you didn't notice anyone following you. Mark, and Taeil would drop you off from work since you told them your car is gettin repaired, even though it wasn't true. Yuta and Doyoung didn't sense your odd behaviour. They thought you have tough days with work, since you told them you're giving up at finding Jaehyun's killer. Well, seems like he found you.

"Y/N, dinner's ready." Jungwoo smiled at you warmly. "I made your favorite, and bought wine on my way home. Is that fine?"

"Jungwoo, you didn't have to do all of this. I am thankfull, I appreciate that. You're the best."

"Today is special day. I want us to have the best dinner, and most magical time ever."

"Why?" You chuckled surprised. "Did something happend?"

"No reason, just 7th sense."

Odd. Jungwoo was really happy today, as if something happened. You thought maybe it was because of a promotion, since he was about to level up at the Secret Forces.

"Oh, I think someone is calling me." Doyoung's name popped up on your screen, but Jungwoo was quick to take your phone out of your hands. "Jungwoo."

"Please. Tonight is about us, not about your friends. It's probably not that important anywas. Can we move on?"

Jungwoo was right. Doyoung was calling you pretty often, and you had no idea why. Sometimes he was asking about you, or sometimes he was bragging about some bullshit you had no interest in.

As you were sitting on your bed, you felt kind of dizzy. Your head was spinning, and Jungwoo's voice was hard to hear. You tried to stand up, but you couldn't.

"Jungwoo, what's going on?"

"What do you mean? Nothing."

"I feel-"

You got cut off by sudden banging on the door. Before you process what happened, there was a tall man in your bedroom. Both you and Jungwoo couldn't believe your own eyes.

"Ya, really." Jungwoo hissed. "You're fuckin kidding me, right."

"You wish, motherfucker." Jaehyun's voice made you weak. He was there. Alive. "Leave her, the fuck, alone."

"I thought I killed you, didn't I?" Jungwoo was cocky, and you were shocked. Kim Jungwoo? Your cute Kim Jungwoo, who doesn't even know how to hold a gun was Jaehyun's killer? And Jaehyun's alive? "You're tough cookie, Jaehyun."

"It's not that easy to get rid of me. Now, leave my wife alone and step back before I'll slit your throat open."

"Wow, easy there, superman. I thought you were dead, but turnes out I missed? Fuck. I'll try better now."

"What is going on?" You asked still dizzy. "Jaehyun, you're alive. What happened? Please, tell me." Your eyes got wattery.

"Y/N, I need you to leave the bedroom. Leave the place, and call Doyoung and Yuta. Now."

"Nope, please."

Before you could do anything else, Jungwoo was coming at you with a knife, but Jaehyun pushed you away. You were on all four, creeping out of the bedroom. Seems like Jungwoo gave something in your drink or food. You lost balance, and you were laying down on the floor in the kitchen. Only banging, and grunts were heard from your bedroom. You were losing conciousness, while trying hard to not and to hear what's going on.

"Your wife is good in bed, huh. You have no clue how satisfied I was, knowing I was fuckin what belonged to you, Jaehyun." Jungwoo spitted blood out of his mouth. "I felt glory."

"You sick fucker." He punched his enemy in the face. "Don't mention my wife again. You fucked up our life. I thought you were my best friend. You're a traitor, Jungwoo and you'll pay for it."

"I don't think anyone would believe you." Jungwoo smirked.

"Doyoung have everything on you. Yuta too. They did nothing, because you picked to get close to Y/N. She couldn't know what happened. Not then."

"I knew I should've killed her sooner."

Without any word, Jaehyun got his gun and shot Jungwoo in his head. Bullet went through his brain, making a mess in your bedroom. Jungwoo's liveless body dropped on the floor, on the pool of blood.

You opened your eyes, and closed them right after. It was too light for you, and it was painful. You tried the second time, and you could feel shift on the surface you were on.

"Y/N? Oh, thank God you woke up." Jaehyun took your hand in his, and you felt overwhelmed with emotions. Your husband. Your true love was alive. "I am so sorry for everything, darling. I fucked up, but I am here again. This time forever."

"You're alive. Why did you do it to me? Why did you leave me and didn't come back?" You were crying, while Jaehyun was holding his tears in. "I was waiting for you to come back. Deep down I wasn't done with the fact you're dead. You have no idea what you put me through."

"I did it all to keep you safe. I couldn't risk your life, because of me, Y/N. I couldn't lose you, that's why. I was keeping an eye on you from afar. Doyoung, Taeyong and Yuta helped me. They tried to keep you away from Jungwoo."

"Jungwoo." You whispered. "Is he dead?" He nodded. "You killed him."

"I mean, he tried to kill me first. He was involved in case with taxi driver, and corruption. He was money laundering with our boss, and got big check for 'killing' me. Thankfully, he missed my heart by inches. Doyoung helped me."

"You could've told me. At least warn me. I missed you so much for past year. I thought I'm going to die, because of your loss. Do you have any idea how it is?"

"I don't and I'm sorry. I know your life was turned upside down, but I love you. I always been and I always will. Now, I'll gotta do my best for world to see what happened. I have proof of every illegal thing they've done."

You nodded, and tried to stop sobbing.

"Why didn't you kill Jungwoo back then?"

"Because they said, they're watching you. Before they tried to kill me, they blackmailed me. They had soldiers stalking you, and told me if something goes wrong, you're dead. Then everything is history. Listen, I love you too much. I had to do it for us." He kissed your hand. "I am sorry about pregnancy, I had no idea you were pregnant. Maybe if I knew, I'd stop and-"

"Jaehyun, no." You cut him off mid sentence. "No. It's not our fault. Shit happenes. I got over it a year ago. It's our past. Now I understand your motives. I am not mad anymore, but please. Let's move out from here, and let's start new life somewhere else."

"I've always wanted to live in Switzerland."

"Sounds great."

Jaehyun chuckled, and leant in to kiss you. After all the dark times, you could kiss your lover. Jaehyun was finally with you. Maybe there's still a chance for better days.

#nct #kpop #nct au #nct 127 #nct u #drama #jaehyun #jung jaehyun #jung jaehyun au #jeong yunho #jeong jaehyun #jaehyun imagines #jaehyun scenarios #jaehyun scenario #angst #jaehyun au #jaehyun x reader #kpop angst #jaehyun angst #fluff #action #thriller #kpop au #kpop fanfiction #kpop fanfic #nct ff #nct fanfic #jaehyun fic #nct fic #jung jaehyun fic

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what's going on yalllllll

sungchan and shotaro were removed from nct, lucas left nct, shohei left, there will be nct tokyo with new members, rookies will debut with taro and sungchan in another group??? nct universe deleted?? nct fan meeting? every unit is gonna have a comeback? nct2023? bruh? AND IT ALK HAS HAPPENED IN A ONE DAY. what else? mr. moon taeil enlistment?? (no, pls no 🙏). bring lee soo man back🗣️🗣️🗣️

#nct #nct au #kpop #nct 127 #nct u #wayv #Lucas #nct dream #nct 2023 #sm #sm entertainment #kpop news #sungchan #shotaro #controversy

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lucas left😭 it's so fucked up. im not even talking about his mistakes on scene, because it's another case. i am talking about the fact that SM cannot manage sasaengs. he exposed them, and his life got ruined yet DID SHE FACE ANY CONSEQUENCES? not at all. did any of these sick to heads bitches aho follow members, making them uncomfortable, appearing on vlogs etc. faced any consequences? no. what should happen to SM to do something, it's crazy what they've done to Lucas, and what they're doing to other members. hopes at least Lucas is better now.

#nct lucas #wayv lucas #lucaswong #lucas wong #nct #nct2020 #nct2021 #nct u #wayv #wayv yukhei #wong yukhei #yukhei #drama #sm #sm entertainment #lucas left

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i was literally this 🤏 to crying because of mental break down, but i saw tiktok with trend when girls kiss their boyfriend's faces leaving lipstick on it. but it was to best friends who done that, and did dick on her face💀 i was crying, crying and laughing 💀 i really do belong to mental institution 💀💀💀

#kinda depressing #depressing life #depressing shit #depression #funny #kinda funny

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damn i had a dream

i was in a crowded by nct 127 space. like i was between them??? it was taeils birthday, and we were hugging an shit. all i remember was i wished him happy birthday and i said "we're always thankful and we love you". LMAO WHY

#nct #kpop #nct 127 #nct u #nct imagine #dream #weird #taeil #nct taeil #funny #wtf #wtf lmao

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stars | yuta nakamoto

genre: fluff, bit of angst wc: synopsis: never let the lost girl become friends with older guys. never. especially if they're friends with yuta nakamoto. an: quick piece of rubbish. rant maybe, idk. lmao i had to write bcs felt like it. admire my yuta nakamoto. i love him.

how much does it take to someone to finaly be able to listen to you? just once. you've always been there for your closest people. did anyone had issues? you were there to help. of course you were, because why not. you're here for it. you did all your best. but where were they when you needed them? nowhere to be seen.

it's always like you were the one to call. one to rant to. whatever. you did your best. never talks about you, but always listen and help others. when you've tried, topic lasted for a minute. next thing was their issue. isn't it unfair? even your own family. you just want to be listened which was near to impossible.

until you met new friends. until you and yuta crushed. most beautiful human being ever to exist. being around yuta felt like you're not just alive but you're actually living. he had never expected anything from you.

"i care." yuta shurgged, while holding you close. "i don't care about all your friends, nor family. knowing enough is enough, y/n. if you want to talk, do it. i'm there for you."

suddenly all you could feel was knot in your stomach. view in front of you was glossy, and tears went down your cheeks. it's bare minimum, you had never recived.

"yuta, i'd like you to hold me. let's just chill together, and stay in a moment. i don't know how much should i be grateful for you. i love you so much."

"don't say obvious things." yuta chuckled, and you could only stare into his pretty eyes. "one day, i want you with me. i want us to go back to japan. i want to spend my best times with you. i want to show you what you deserve. i love you always. you're stars in my dark universe."

yuta was always proud of you. smallest thing you've done, never failed to make him smile. yuta nakamoto is well aware of you. of your feelings. people you've met made you empty inside, and he's willing to do whatever to make you feel as happy as ever.

"you're doing great sweetie." he shows you thumbs up. "i'm recording it."

"yuta, stop."

both of you were in his kitchen. one cigarette in yuta's left hand, phone in his other hand filming how you were baking cupcakes for both of you. it felt embarrassing to be watched. yuta is crazily in love with you.

"i won't, duh. you're all pretty doing it all for us. i made five cupcakes, and here you are doing another ten. you're amazing, darling."

"yuta-" you stopped because he was in your face with phone. "please, you're can't be for real."

"smile for camera. one day, i'll show our kids these videos, you hate." yuta turned his phone, so back camera can film both of you. yuta with cigarrete in between his lips, and you awkwardly smiling at him. "to my future kids. here's your sweetest mother. she's still a bit embarrassed, because she's all new to affection and being someone's number one, but don't worry. daddy's taking care of her."

"yuta, why are you talking about kids?" you chuckled. "it's like, future? like too much to be talked about."

"i can promise you, it's true."

"whatever. hello our future kids. we're doing cupcakes because yuta said it's amazing idea. as you can see, he isn't the best authority to follow. bad influence for kids." you rolled you eyes. "why don't you throw this off."

"i won't. your dad is fuckin amazing, kids."

"he is." both of you were laughing. "yuta nakamoto is the best person i have ever met. i can promise you, everyone loves him so will you. your parents are fuckin best."

yuta ended video, and was laughing. "i love that my y/n is finaly letting herself be. i love you, darling."

"love you, yuta. forever."

maybe there's finaly person who wants to listen to you :)

#nct #nct fanfic #nct yuta #nct sceanrios #nct fluff #nct imagine #nct au #nct 127 imagines #nct 127 fluff #nct 127 au #nct 127 scenarios #yuta #yuta au #yuta ff #yuta imagine #yuta scenarios #yuta nakamoto #yuta nakamoto au #yuta nakamoto scenarios #fluff #kpop #kpop au #kpop fanfic #kpop fanfiction

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reflections | kim doyoung

GENRE: angst WC: 1.3k SUMMARY: we were too close to the stars. do you know when you’re going to come back?

 another rainy day made doyoung even sadder than he already was. whenever weather isn’t sunny, he feels very unmotivated. seems like weather and nature are against him today. 

“guys, have you heard?” mark lee, co-worker of doyoung, was shouting. “y/n was in an interview for times. her book became a bestseller in south korea and united states.”

 group of guys gave each other known look, and taeyong could only slap his friend arm, which was surprising for mark because he didn’t catch what he just said. mark was about to ask when he saw doyoung’s face. his older friend was looking away, pale and seems to be lost in thoughts.

“i heard of new restaurant being opened today. i think we all should go out for dinner after work.” johnny rolled his eyes at mark. “what do you think doyoung?”

“uhm?” he raised his eyes at johnny. “uh, yes sure.”

“then we’ll see at 7.”

“don’t think too much about it.” taeyong hugged his best friend. “we’re going out today so try to think about it. not about her.”

“i’ll try my best.”

 and with that, whole mood of doyoung was ruined. doyoung hated it, no matter where he is there’s always something which reminds him of you. last night he was walking by nigh club and some girl looked exactly like you. week ago he visited his mother on her birthday, and when he was buying flowers he noticed your favorite ones. no matter where he is, he hears as someone talks about you or your succes. 

“my mother made me go on a blind date.” jaehyun took a sip of his bear. “i swear to god, as soon as i heard that i had my head spinning. it’s not a first time my mother left me in a weird sitution.” jungwoo chuckled. “but besides that, i told her i don’t want to go so she yelled at me.”

“your mother is one and only, jaehyun.” taeil laughed. “i’m still waiting for her number tho.”

“taeil, shut the fuck up.” jaehyun gave him dirty look. “don’t try to hit on my mother, your dumbass.”

“did you go out or not?” haechan rolled his eyes. “be quicker with your silly story.”

“yes, i did.” he smiled proudly. “she told me, she won’t talk to me unless i try her out. we met few days ago, and surprisingly it went pretty good. she’s very nice, brave and smart. besides, she looks like a real life queen.”

“you hit a jeckpot.”

“yes, we’re going on next friday again.”

“am i the only single one?” jungwoo raised his hand while others laughed.

“no, me too.” yuta and haechan raised their hands.

“and me.” doyoung gave them little smile. “it’s feels great to be single again.”

“of course, being single is so fun. i don’t have to worry about doing anything, i don’t have to save money or remember stupid things.” haechan said with a smirk on his face. “and i am not a damn simp like some of you.”

 taeyong looked at younger friend in disbelief.

“it’s atucally sucks, i wish i had a girlfriend.” yuta pouted. “i feel like i should settle down.”

“good for you?” jungwoo laughed. “i am glad to be single, right?”

“amen.”

 doyoung was laughing along with his friends but he couldn’t pay much attention to whatever they were talking about. again, his mind was all foggy of your image. almost like you’re here with him. just two of you, together and happy in your own, small world.

 life’s writing the crulest scenarios for some of people, and doyoung was now one of them. life with you was magical. both of you were meant for each other, and there was much of happines. maybe two of you were too close to the stars? maybe both of you were too good for each other, so that’s why you had to part your ways. 

 sun down at glade was the last time doyoung and you have spoke.

“i love you.” doyoung kissed you, while you were talking about your new idea for a book. “i’m sorry to interrupt you now, but it’s really important.”

“of course, go on.”

“i can’t be with you anymore. i just hold you back, look at me. i’m doing very bad in my life, and i wish to disapear.” your eyes were watering. “i’ve tried everything and my fatigue only made it worse for us. i don’t want you to spend your life besides someone who can never find peace.”

“doyoung, what are you talking about? i don’t care, you’re my happines. you’re my world and i don’t mind you at all.”

 you tried to hug your boyfriend but he backed off.

“i, i-i don’t know what else to say. i want you to be happy.”

“doyoung, if you-”

“i am honest. i want all the best for you, so please.” he stood up. “let’s stop talking to each other. let us be past.”

“doyoung, but i can’t. i love you too much.”

“i love you too, but you can’t waste time with me. you’‘re going to be big one day while i stay me. small kim doyoung.”

 since that day nothing was the same. your life turned upside down. few years of solid relationship with your love and it’s gone. like someone broke the balloon you were living in. 

 past two months you had hopes he’d call. doyoung would show up with his lovely smile, and you could talk for another nonsense for hours again. doyoung would hug you and review your stories. that;s all you wanted. he could reach out but he never did. 

 there wasn’t second person like kim doyoung. seems like a confident guy but deep down he has his own battles. he’s shy person who can talk about serious stuff only to his closest friends. someone you can count on whenever you needs to. he had never let you down. he had weird hobbies, and amazing voice. his singing made you feel like on a cloud nine. 

 he should, could but he never would do whatever you were dreaming about. for you it was his cruel behaviour but you didn’t get to chance to know other side of doyoung. 

he was hurt deep down. he believed and gaslighted himself into thinking he’s bringing you down. doyoung’s bad days were worse, and he thought only about you. about how he’s not good enough. how empty he can be. 

“i’d watch match. today’s barcelona versus real madrid.” jungwoo whines. “please, johnny can you turn tv on?”

“sure dude.”

 johnny turned tv on, and there was break between match. some ads come in, and no one paid attention until familiar voice was heard.

“i wrote it book in a month to be fair. i had much more content to create but events that have happened during my writing process, lead me to write new story. i was writing day, night for a whole month. i can tell you, that main character is pretty much mirror of my feelings and situations.”

“so, you’re admitting that story of anne and daniel happened in real life? based on a true feelings?”

“yes, that’s true. i wrote that book with though of some boy who is very close to my heart.”

“i’m so sorry.” interviewer gasped. “i had no idea that so sad story would happen in real life. wasn’t it tough? as we all know, there was no happy end for daniel and anne.”

“of course it was. i hope one day, ‘daniel’ read the book and think about all the good times we spent together. i miss him still and..” you stopped. “and that’s it.”

 interview ended due to match. doyoung’s heart was pounding while everyone was speechless. you were literally everywhere and now you were talking about how your book was inspired by yours realtionship.

“i wish she could come back. i want to fix things-”

“doyoung, she’s-”

“no. i don’t care. i miss her so much.”

 doyoung broke down which surprised majority of guys. they tried their best to stop their friend from crying which was pointless. kim doyoung is madly in love, and he’s waiting until you come back but there’s no much chance.

#nct #nct u #nct 127 #nct au #nct scenarios #nct imagine #nct reactions #nct doyoung #doyoung #kim doyoung #doyoung au #doyoung scenarios #doyoung angst #angst #kpop angst #doyoung fluff #kim dongyoung #doyoung imagine #doyoung reaction #doyoung one shot #one shot #nct angst #kpop idol #kpop fanfic #nct fanfic #doyoung fanfic

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NARCOS | NCT #trailer

GENRE| heist au, mob au, mafia au, crime au, gang au WC| 307 SUMMARY| South Korea wasn’t really scared of drug trafficking. They have other issues around their mind instead of small gangs in Seoul that don’t do much harm. But what if a priest, ex soldier, prisoner, drug dealer, lawyer, rich kid and bored young adult will made the biggest drug imperium in whole Asia? Because, who would though of gang doing their business in church with a priest as a head of whole mess?  TW| drugs trafficking, violence, dark themes, mafia organization, mentions of religion, theme of crime, usage of drugs, crime in overal/ AN| i do not support any kind of themes included in this story. i am against that. i am not trying to offend any religion, i’ll use it just as a theme/background for story. do not use drugs or try anything like that. based on fictional characters and story line. 

“Ladies, and Gentlemans.” Priest Lee was standing on top of an auditorium. “Here begins the history. As we could never speak up against our Goverment, and we are well aware of their crimes. Of our money getting used as a fuckin tool for nothing! We’ve been stolen from for a years yet no one fuckin cares. It’s time now for revolution. For new movement. If we can not make money in a legal way, then we’ll do it in our way!”

“I can’t fuckin believe it. I’ll make coke in a fuckin church with nuns all over and old assholes.” Jaehyun sighed while nun next to him smiled, because she didn’t understood what he was saying. “And them deaf bitches.”

“We do it for good reasons, tho. Of course, I don’t want to fuck my life but I need money.” 

“Me too. I don’t have much time, but I need a lot of cash for it. I don’t believe in God, but I do believe in Priest Lee.”

“Everyone does. We’re here for good reason.” You smiled at nuns getting next to you just to go after Priest Lee. “No matter how terrible our job is, we have to do it. For our families. Friends. Needs. Us.”

“God may save us.” Taeil prayed quickly, before everyone did handshake. “May God forgive us for what we about to do.”

“We’ll be burning in hell. Even God can’t help us.”

 Priest Lee welcomed new members of his church. People love men with adorable faces, and innocent intentions. 

“Whatever. It doesn’t matter. I am sick of system we live in. We can’t do it anymore. Look at them seniors. They’ve been robbed too. Plus, they aren’t really aware what they put themselfs into.” He giggled like an evil which made your group freeze on spot. “May God save us, Amen!”

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hi i just want to ask about the ending of ur story "shh" . did jy klld ty on the story ???? im sorry i was confused

hii:)) yes, he did kill ty just to get him to the reader haha

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SHH... | lty, jjh

GENRE: angst, fluff PARING: reader x taeyong, non idol au, jaehyun x reader SYNOPSIS: After all you’ve been through because of Taeyong’s death, it’s Jaehyun who was there for you. TW: death WC: 1.3k

 Summer is season you hate to the core. It’s like the time has stopped in a specific moment of your life and you can’t move on from that during that period. It’s something you wish you didn’t feel at all. Disappear. That’s what you wish for. Diappear of whole feeling through summer.

 Sunday was heavy today for you at the date of 29th of July. Sun is up, shining on the streets of Seoul making people whine becaue of warmness and high temperature. You already feel irritated due to hot weather. You hate it just like summer. Jaehyun is walking right next to you with his head down low. None of you speak, just silence between you two as direction you’re heading to is getting closer. Your breathing became quicly uneven and quick. It’s like something hold tight your lungs and won’t let them work properly. Jaehyun feels how your mood shifted already. 

“We’re already there, try not to panic already.” Jaehyun smiles at you softly while you can’t manage to hold eye contact. “Try to relax and breath properly, Y/N. I know it’s not best advice but that’s least I can do for you at the moment.”

“Thank you. I’ll try my best to be calm. I mean, two years passed and I shouldn’t feel like that everytime?” You chuckled lightly even tho, it wasn’t really funny. “I’ll get through it quickly. Just few minutes there and I can go home.” You looked at him for a brief second. “We can go home.”

 Jaehyun just nodd. He isn’t so sure of your response. He just know that in few minutes you are going to cry your heart out into his arms. Crying and mumbling things none of you can understand. Phase of yours lasts for two years now. People moved on while you’re stuck.

 Stone and words written on it are already enough for you to tear up - All you have to do is move forward. Ah, how much you wish, you could do that. Almost impossible. Feeling heavy on your heart as you lay down flowers on a headstone.

“I am sure he miss you too.” Jaehyun looks at you from afar. “He loved you. Maybe wherever he is, he still think about you. Miss you just like you.”

“You think so?” He again nodded at you. “I miss him everyday. I still think it was unfair of him to..” You were looking for good words. “to did what he has done. I don’t or can’t understand why would he do that. I was there. His friends were. Even his family who had no clue about everything. I loved him. I did.”

“Y/N, try not to think to much of it. Taeyong had his reasons for all that. He had us but maybe he wasn’t meant to be here? Maybe his destiny was somewhere else, not with us? I believe universe has it all planed for everyone.” Line of tear went down your left cheek as you were listening to Jaehyun carefuly. He was right. Jaehyun moved on. He understood his friend died and had no intentions of living on earth. Through that universe. “I bet Taeyong wouldn’t like to see you crying here still thinking of all the sad memories from the past. He’d like you to think of him in good way. Remember only good things. Your dates, his laugh, jokes, trips. Everything making him happy.”

 He had a point. Taeyong would rather be disapointed in you for not moving on. He doesn’t want his love stuck in a moment. Stuck in a past of him. Taeyong would love to see love of his life, getting the best of life. Moving forward.

“I am sorry. It’s just.” Jaehyun was busy finding your thoughts through your expressions. “It’s that it was too fast for me. Everything went way too fast for me and I believed it’s wrong. I restricted myself because of Taeyong’s death. I know he wants me happy. I forgot about it.”

“See. Exactly, that’s the point.” He hold you close. “You have to live here, in present. Past should be forgotten and all the pain you went through. It’s okay to love him all the time. Even to your own death as a senior. It’s okay to miss him. But it’s not okay for you to close inside. To keep people from you and keeping your heart closed for everyone. For not letting you go, and letting yourself to love somebody else.”

“Do you think I should love someone else?”

“Yes. I know for sure, you won’t love someone the way you loved Taeyong. It’s obvious. He was first love of yours and that’s cool. But I am sure there’s someone else who will propably deserve your love. You can still love them while loving Taeyong. He wants you to be happy, Y/N.”

“Fuck, I should do that.” You looked up at Jaehyun. “Me being sad all the time and stuck up doesn’t change anything. I am here living my worst life because of myself and restrictions. Taeyong wants me happy.”

“I bought you something.” Jaehyun smiled at you with his dimples showing up. “I’ve seen it and first thing I had in mind was you.”

 He walked over to you and handed you small red box. Before opening it up, you stole quick glance at him because you told him to not spend money on you.

“Jae, if that’s something expensive then I’ll have to beat you up. I told you to not spoil me, it’s so wrong.”

“Shut up already and open the box.” He rolled his eyes. “Geez, you’re so nice for it. Just let me be and let me do whatever I want with my money. I think you’ll like it.”

“It doesn’t change a thing.”

 Small red box was now opened and your eyes widened at the sight of necklace. Jaehyun was smiling eye to eye because of your reaction. It was gold necklace with small circle with a half moon in it. That looked adorable and suit you so much.

“If you don’t like it or something, I can return it I guess. I really hope you like that.”

“It’s amazing.” You hugged him. “It must be expensive tho.”

“I don’t care about price when it comes to you, Y/N.” Smirk appeared on Jaehyun’s lips. “You look stunning with that, I have good eye.”

“Still, I-”

“Just don’t say anything more and enjoy it.” He get out of your hold and went to the fridge, leaning on it. “I’ve been thinking about it a lot lately. Can we be official? Like, I want to commit to you and I am sure of my decission. I don’t want to make you uncomfortable or preasure you with it.”

 Your heart skipped a beat. Ever since Taeyong’s death, you haven’t thought of dating again because all your feelings were focused on your dead ex. But as Jaehyun’s words slipped during cementary visit, you’ve opened your heart for someone. For Jaehyun.

“I’d be more than happy to finally become your girlfriend, Jung Jaehyun.” You smiled from eye to eye.

“Gosh. I can finally call you mine.”

 You chucked lightly at Jaehyun’s reaction as he looked so relived. Little did you know that Jaehyun finally was complete inside. That his plan worked. After two years of waiting for good moment, for listening to your cries about ex and everything you felt, both of you finally are dating. Killing Taeyong was great idea indeed - inside of Jaehyun’s head. Nobody has to know that actually Taeyong never comitted suicisde.

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hello | kim jungwoo

HELLO PARING: kim jungwoo x reader GENRE: angst, break up, lovers to exes to strangers, WC: 6,5k SUMMARY: jungwoo loved you from the bottom of his heart and you shattered his soul into pieces. it took you about two years to collect yourself and try to say sorry for your actions but jungwoo isn’t avaible anymore no matter how much you’d try. it’s seems like he never home and it’s getting on your nerves. TW: tba READ HERE TBA

 jungwoo. whenever you pass around some places in south korea, and you get to hear ‘jungwoo’, your heart drop everytime. even if so much time passed from your last meeting, nothing can change the way you react for him. six years passed. six in total since break up. eight since you knew jungwoo. being eighteen was crazy when you think about back in time. being a teenager was crazy for you because you had no idea what’s coming to your life.

 little, innocent and young y/n wouldn’t believe that kim jungwoo was intrested in her at all. boy who back then was in his emo phase, made a lot of herts shake with only once glance. his eyes were always full of stars as you could call that. kim jungwoo held whole universe in them and no one was complaining tho. even if everyone was crushing jungwoo, his eyes were focused on you and only you. 

“don’t you think he just simply hate you, y/n?” miyeon asked while she was making coffee for you two in her house. miyeon and chaeyoung were the ones you always go for advice in everything, also they’re the ones who knows about jungwoo. “i know for you it’s such a big deal but he moved on for sure. and he hates you. don’t want to hear your voice and shit.”

“i mean, i’d hate you too if i was him. you left him because of children and your co-called life plan. i still think jungwoo didn’t deserve that at all.”

“i was dumb back then, alright?” you frowned at her. “it was difficult time for me. i was twenty when we started dating and twenty two when we broke up. it was hard time in my life, i didn’t know what i expected. i wanted to study in sydney, i got in. i had to leave.” girls shook their heads. “also, i don’t want children. not even one child. jungwoo always wanted to be a dad someday but i didn’t. why would i be with him if-”

“jungwoo loves you for four years. he loved you the second both of you had conversation, y/n. two years relatonship fucked up because you decided to leave for sydney. we respected your choice but haven’t you thought of jungwoo? you had boyfriend here, in seoul. and you decided to go.”

 that was truth. you planned to move out to sydney and live there. you wanted to become succesfull and plan didn’t include feelings. you tried to ask jungwoo to move with you but he wasn’t willing to do so.

“y/n, are you kidding me? you’re joking, right?” as jungwoo saw your reaction he brushed his hair back and laughed sarcastically. “we’re in a relationship and you’re going to leave me here because of sydney? didn’t you think about me? after everything i’ve done for you?

“jungwoo, i have family there. my uncle can help me in growth and job. i can grow there and do what i have to do. i love you that’s why i am asking you to come with me. i don’t want to leave you here.”

“y/n, you sound crazy. i have family here. job here. friends here. everyone is here.” jungwoo was looking at you with glance of something you couldn’t quite describe. “i don’t get it why would youu apply for university there. didn’t you think about me?”

“i was busy with my dre-”

“so you did not think of me at all.” look of dissapointment was all over his face. jungwoo was sensitive person and he knew he can no go longer. “you also have family here. why sydney?”

“more opportunities? i want to be succesfull, jungwoo. i don’t have time for kids, marriage or boyfriend if it means being able to do what i want. i can not and will never put you above my expetations.”

 you didn’t even notice when your words slipped through your lips striaght across jungwoo. first time jungwoo had heard such a cruel words from someone. from someone he loves. he gave you everything you needed and always showed you love. he did his best to make you happy and now you’re telling him, he’s not as important as it seems. 

“fuck you, y/n. you played with my feelings for what? i gave you my time and myself because i love you, and here you are telling me your dreams are more important than your own boyfriend. don’t you fuckin care about my feelings?”

“fuck me? no, go fuck yourself.” you hissed through your teeth. “i love you but it doesn’t mean i have to think of you whenever i want to make any kind of decission. who the fuck you think, you are? a fuckin god?”

“me? you’re most narcisstic bitch i have ever seen.” he now was pissed off. “you’re only focusing on yourself. you only love yourself. you even talk about yourself. when was last time you asked me ‘how are you’? you talk about yourself whole damn time. everyone has issues but not you. they are the problem but not you.” he was walkng closer to you with his finger pointing out on you. “even your friends are tired of you. i tried to act like i can’t see it but it’s impossible. egoistic, dumb bitch. that;s who you are.”

“i am narcisstic? you have issue just because i have high self esteem? i am confident?” you slapped his finger off. “maybe if i cared about you, i’d ask. don’t you think? and yes, everyone else has issues, not me. i am very thoughtfull but why would i be one towards someone who’s just person i spend some time with?”

“person i spend some time with?” he mocked you with sacrisstic tone. “i see two years of dating was just fun to you. you know, to have someone to have sex with or just to spoil you. i understand, my bad.” he turned around to grab his keys. “i wish you could see how in love with yourself you are. even your fuckin mother told you that so many times. where were you when she needed your help? in a fuckin pub down the seoul. that’s you, y/n.” angry tears went to his eyes. “i’m leaving. when i’ll be back better your thing won’t be there or i’ll put them on fire or throw through the window.”

“be careful to not come back to burned down house. fuckin asshole.”

 bang of closing door was heard and all you could do was to punch someone across the face and make them cry. no one in your life has ever made you so mad as you were in that moment, even when you had few spicy arguments. 

 rage took over you as soon as you remember all the mean things jungwoo has told you just few minutes earlier. without thinking much you destroyed frames with your pictures together, cups and few plates. taking all your things, you left his place and him forever.

“go fuck yourself kim jungwoo, you’re nothing without me.”

“i was just dumb back then. i didn’t think straight-”

“but all the words you aimed at him were cruel.” miyeon frowned. “jungwoo really didn’t deserve that kind of treatment and everybody know it. not gonna lie, even your parents thought the same when they met jungwoo and he told them everything.”

“stop making me villain again.” you rolled your eyes. “he was first one to call me names. i didn’t call him “narcistic bitch” or “seflish bitch in love with herself”. he was the one throwing them at me.” you were trying to defend yourself but it wasn’t enough. “besides, if he didn’t want to leave seoul why would he move to states? like, i don’t get it.”

 kim jungwoo decided to end his major in mechanical engineering here in south korea but fast forward after, he moved to united states with johnny suh, jung jaehyun and mark lee, as if their families lived there. jungwoo left two years ago. year after your come back from australia.

“propably he just grew up.” chaeyoung took a sip of wine. “i am not trying take a side, but y/n. you were the meanest bitch back then, for real. i still remember how you acted towards boys and people our age.” it was truth. you weren’t the nicest young adult. “jungwoo in fact didn’t deserve hell you put him through. moving to states gave him more opportunities.”

“well, i guess i’ll still gaslight myself into thinking i wasn’t too much for him.” you lied to yourself again for a hundreadth time. “nevermind. fuck my closure, i guess my brain just wants attention or something.”

 that was big, fat lie out of your mouth. mention of jungwoo made your evening ruined. the last thing you wanted was to have a lovely conversation with your friends about your ex, and how bad you treated him. of course, you knew it all. 

 few yaers passed and your stupid mind couldn’t get jungwoo out of itself. it was like karma was haunting you down for your past and what did you do to poor boy. at first, when you left to sydney right after fight with jungwoo, you thought he wasn’t really important to you. that he was just boyfriend you didn’t have feelings for, but you were wrong at so many levels. 

 months passed by, and your heart ached for jungwoo. whatever you have done, you were reminded of jungwoo. passed by shop - “jungwoo would love that”. movies, posts, music, shops, people - everyone was like jungwoo to you. after three months post break up, you were sure - you made big mistake. huge mistake. you loved him. kim jungwoo was loved by you, when you didn’t know it.

 six years after, and you still here at the same spot. trying to date? no way. whatever you tried, somehow everything ended due to your feelings. it felt so wrong to be in love with someone else without proper conversation with your beloved jungwoo. 

“good morning, mrs y/n? right?” woman with huge amount of accesories welcomed you in her small house at the weird neighbourhood of seoul. slowly you started to regret coming to tarot reader medium your friend recommended for you. “come here my love. sit down, please.”

“good morning.”

 whole place has very much of colour into it. paintins of weird creartures or of sun were all around the house. even tho it could look scary, you felt comfy.

“what brings you here, love?”

“i need advice or something.” it was embarrasing for you to confess. “i mean, i had no clue what to do and my firend sent me here. she told me you are like goddes. every answer you had given became true, so here i am.” you chuckled. “so.. i made a huge mistake six years ago.”

“six years? that can seem like much time but remember, time is just gift to us. it doesn’t matter. it’s never too late.” she smiled at you with comfort smile. “go on. what happened six years ago?”

“i had a boyfriend. lovely, puppy like boyfriend. he was with me for two years, and to be honest.. my boyfriend was like guy from books written by women. he was perfect.” thought of jungwoo and your past made you warm inside. “he loved me so much and i broke his heart. i choose career over him, i moved out from south korea to sydney. i left him. i was really mean to him back then since i wasn’t the nicest person.” she was looking at you with intrest boiling out her eyes. “i had no clue of my real feelings. i thought i didn’t love him that much but few months passed and i was crying myself to sleep because i missed him.”

“love, so do you want closure?” you nodd. “i think karma get the best of you. for your past, cruel actions you had to face punishment which was revealing of your feelings.” she was busy looking for cards and few others things. “should we see what your ex feels, love? about you? i’ll try to shuffle cards and let’s see what message he has for you.”

 in fact, you had never ever believed in tarot or other witchcraft practices but as soon as she told you about message from him through the cards, you felt excitment going through your whole body ready for answers. 

 after solid five minutes of shuffling, lighting up candles and some thinking, she was done with cards. she was looking at them carefully.

“i see your boyfriend is older, not much though. is it true?”

“yes, jungwoo is like one and half year older.”

“he moved out as well? i see him connected to western.” she said while having close eyes. 

“few years ago he moved out to states.”

“i see him being fully succesfull in his job. i see something conncected to physics and mathematics, is he engineer? or informatics? software engineer?”

“jungwoo studied mechanical engineering.”

 thrill of excitment went down your core as soon as she spoke, she knew everything for now and wasn’t wrong. how was that possible? instead of being scared you got invested into whole reading feeling sudden rush of fullfiling whatever she will tell you to do.

“i can see he loved you the most in the world back in the time. jungwoo was focused only on you, and i can see both of you were unusual couple. maybe one of you was quite popular? both even tho you were different, you got together. universe wanted you two together.”

“that’s truth actually.”

“i want you to know that his feelings were sincere. you were on top of his list of needs. he always put you first no matter what.” you nodded again with small smile. “now i see he is very succesfull and he lives his best life. i can see he’s very popular with people. everyone knows him and adores him because of his personality. it’s like he is a magnet.” she was closing her eyes harder. “few years passed but jungwoo still have a strong feelings towards you. i can not tell if it’s negative ones or positive ones since both are crazy strong.”

“does it mean he still thinks about me?”

“you can say so. it’s seems like he doesn’t want to admit to himself he still has place in his heart for you even after all you have done. jungwoo would like to meet you but at the same time he hates it. seems like he is conflicted with it.” she was now looking deep into your eyes. “i see that someone got intrested in him as well. someone is on their way for him.”

“someone?”

“yes. i think jungwoo pretends like he hates you because it’s makes him feel better but deep down he needs closure like you do. i suggest for you to meet.”

“meet? he lives in chicago, and i don’t know. i have job here.” you were thinking quickly. “i can-”

“but you should.” she stood up. “stars, cards and even my thoughts are telling me the same thing. go find him and talk. i feel second chance in the air. it’s seems like he had never fully grew out of feelings for you.”

 chaeyoung was looking at you like you gone crazy. packing your stuff into the suitcase while looking for the fastest flight to the chicago made your friends worry. yes, they suggested you to go to mrs. xieon but they didn’t expect you to go all the way to the united states just to find jungwoo and have a talk.

“i’ve contacted him about hundread times and he didn’t respond. if he’s not home, here.” you got up. “then i’ll find his new home. don’t ask me anymore questions. i’m going to the states and i’ll find kim jungwoo by myself.”

“y/n, you can’t believe in everything some witch told you.” miyeon was looking concerned and tried to stop you. “she could made it all up.”

“but she knew everything from the past. everything, miyeon. doesn’t seem like a scam to me, you know.”

“you’re doing it impulsivly, stop and let’s talk.”

“i don’t want to talk.”

 without much more words, you were on your way to the airport. seems like universe sent you signs to do it. even when kim jungwoo would go mad when he will see you, it doesn’t change a thing for you to stop. you two have to talk.

 streets of chicago were full of people walking fast. cars going one by one, and shouting of music or people could be heard all the way from the end of the steet. chaos didn’t stop you. hotel you are staying in for two weeks was close to your liking. all the stuff you had was already in there and while you were sitting on your comfy bed, you were looking through sites of engineering companies in chicago. you went through all the lists of employes you found.

 hour later and his name was showing on the site of “JONES”. his, now, red hair and bubbly smile made you chuckle to yourself. seems like jungwoo was happy during that photoshoot, and damn. he looked hot as well. 

 company of JONES was big as hell. few building attachted together making it huge plalce for an engineering company. few people were walking out the place and some entering. going inside made you almost throw up because of stress.

“hello, uhm excuse me?” you asked anxious when some woman from reception looked at you with raised eyebrow. “i have a question.”

“hello. do you work here?”

“uhm, no-”

“client?”

“again no-”

“then who are you?”

“i am y/n, and i’d like to ask about your employe.” you looked around. “kim jungwoo.”

“are you relative? if not, then i can’t tell you anything.”

“i am old friend.”

“then, i am so sorry but i can not tell you anything.”

“please, it’s really important.” your eyes were close to cry and you were about to beg her for any informations. “i know you can’t tell much but i have to contact him somehow.”

she looked confused due to your state. it’s seems like it’s really important for you sicne you stand here with big eyes. she looked around to check if no one is listening to your conversation.

“i can not tell you anything about his data but.” she bowed closer. “kim jungwoo end his duty in a twenty minutes. everytime he is done with work he heads to our cafeteria for coffee. i guess you could caught him there and talk.”

“thank you so much, oh lord.”

 woman gave you small smile and went back to her work. going to the cafeteria you ordered small latte. few employes passed by having small talk while you were waiting. not even noticing when your heart was beating fast and you were shaking. anxiety went all over you because somehow you weren’t ready for his reaction.

 you looked up and for a moment time stopped. it’s him. kim jungwoo was walking to order his usual while he spotted you. jungwoo felt close to vommiting at your sight. few people were watching their co-worker who stopped and was looking into unknown direction. 

 never has ever jungwoo thought his nightmare would happen during his work. he wasn’t ready for such a meeting.

“what the fuck are you doing here?” jungwoo was now standing by you looking you deadly in the eyes trying to hold his emotions. “how and why did you find me?”

“we have to talk, jungwoo.”

“talk?” he scoffed. “after six years you want to talk? there’s nothing to talk about, y/n.”

“jungwoo, please.” you tried to smile but failed as soon as you lifted your corners of lips. “i know, i know how fucked up that is. i know what i did. of course, i do and i want to talk.”

 your ex boyfriend was looking at you in disbelief. it felt like someone was holding his throat tight and he was unable to breath properly.

“did you come here all across from seoul?” nodd you gave him was only giving him weak knees. “for what? we were done the second i left my flat back then. you treated me like a trash and expect me to have a nice talk?”

“i fuckin need it! we were literally fresh adults, alright? i wasn’t best person to have around, i fuckin know it but please! let’s talk.”

 jungwoo could only scoff and hide his hands into his pockets. after all the time that passed you did not reach to him once. when you left, you didn’t even say good bye or apologize.

“you can kiss my ass, y/n.”

“jungwoo-”

“don’t fuckin come here again or i tell security guards.” 

 before you were ready for response, he was out of your sight. tall figure of your ex was fading away as you sunk down on your sit letting out breath you had no clue you were holding. you didn’t expect such a behaviour from him. you really did mess up that time.

“i guess you’re y/n.” some man stood by you. “here’s jungwoo’s number. he won’t know you get it from me. let’s say it’s a gift.”

 man was out of sight again. you had no clue who was it and when it all happened. everyhting felt like a dream and you only wanted to disappear out of this world for a second. even that weird guy who gave you jungwoo’s number, who is he?

feeling of embarrasment was going through you when you were sitting down on your bed looking at your phone. big letters “jungwoo” written on your screen as you were thinking of what to do. three days passed since you met him and it felt humilating to try to contact him. but if you don’t, you knew you won’t move on. you need to have closure with jungwoo. apologize to him and being forgiven.

“who’s there?” his voice already gave you chills. “hello?”

“hi, it’s me again.”

“gosh, y/n.” he scoffed. “how did you get my number?”

“it doesn’t matter. we still have to-”

“no, we don’t have to do anything. stop calling or i’ll report you for stalking.”

“wait, i am not done.”

“but i am.”

 call was ended. heavy breathing was making you dizzy from all that happened. again.

 jungwoo was avoiding you for his life. he even got some kind of paranoia of meeting you at whatever place he is. even his roommates - johnny and jaehyun, realized something is off. he couldn’t explain his feelings well. part of him waited few years for that moment, but other part hates you the most in the world. 

 you at the other hand can’t give up. mrs. xieon told you he still have strong feelings for you and it’s worth to try and fix your past. but it’s seems like everything is going in bad direction. how in the world are you going to have a normal talk with kim jungwoo?

“hi jungwoo.” your voice was soft. “i have no idea if you are going to listen to that voice message but i really do hope you will. last few days were harsh on me, i guess for you too. my sudden appearance was shocking, i know. and no, i am not stalking you. i can’t tell you how did i get your phone number but it’s quite funny.” small chuckle left your mouth. “it feels like i am teenager again. chasing after someone out of my reach. i didn’t know it felt like that, you know. i’d hate me too if i were you. that’s so fucked up, gosh. for you it’s propably doesn’t matter but for me it’s huge issue. my past karma get me.” you hissed at the memory of your actions. “i just need closure. i need to talk with you, and fix everything. be sorry. of course, i am sorry for everything i’ve done in the past.” with your shaking hands you reached for your phone to hang up. “i wish you happines. hope you’re doing fine. y/n.”

 red was pressed and phone call end. reliev was felt and you could feel bit better than past few days. all the things you kept in yourself was only making you dizzy. kim jungwoo won’t get rid of you easily.

 another few days passed like that. you woke up, eat, watch some netflix in a hotel, go out to buy something to drink, come back drunk and record your messages for jungwoo. weird kind of warmness was going through your body, it was like jungwoo already knew your whole life story from the break up towards today.

what could be more surprising was the fact jungwoo was listening to your voice messages. every night at the same hour, he lays down with his airpots and phone. getting comfortable, checking if he’s alone and he press play. experience was close to face to face converstion. he had no clue he enjoyed every single bit of second of your voice messages.

 every date you described or close moments together, brough him memories he had no clue he stored in his mind. at the other hand, you had no idea that jungwoo was listening to all your stories you told him through imessges. 

“hello jungwoo. my visit in chicago was already two months ago. crazy how fast it happened, right? i am not mad, of course, but deep down i had little bit of hope we’d meet. visiting all the places in there made me feel like 22 again. as i was turning back time.” you giggled while doing your tasks for work. “i don’t remember if i mentioned to you that i met your mum two years ago in a store. she asked me about you a lot. she even invited me over for a dinner but yeah, i couldn’t attend. she is still cute and youthful as i remember. hope you call her often. she misses you a lot from what i heard. even if you’re not responding to my messages..” smile creeped on your lips while thinking of him. “i feel better now. it’s like i explained a lot of things i had no chance to do back in times. i have to go. bye, y/n.”

“y/n.” chaeyoung sat down on couch with hands full of snacks. “i thought you’re going to buy something else. why would you always buy things for yourself?”

“because she’s still selfish bitch.” miyeon mocked you while you could roll your eyes. “i am not even lying.”

seflish bitch only bring memories of him.

“because you’re horrible at picking food for us. my taste in food is the best and no one can complain about it. literally no one. if you had issue then you should go buy them yourself.”

“easy, i’m going to eat that anyway.”

 three of you are going to have sleep over at miyeon’s place. since everyone is busy with work, none of you could gather up together and spend some time. movies night seems cool for you so here you are. cozy with blankets and favorites snacks.

“damn.” miyeon paused movie ‘hangover’ whcih annoyed you quickly. “seunkwang is calling me.”

“then pick up.”

“don’t pick up.”

“y/n, stop.” she rolled her eyes. “i have to. wait.”

 seunkwang was miyeon’s fiance and of course, he was good boyfriend for miyeon and he really was great guy after all but whenever three of you hang out he is calling miyeon as crazy asking millions of questions even if it’s not necessary. 

“mama’s boy propably has issues with doing laundry.” you got up to use toilet while chaeyoung chuckled at your assumption.

“propably yes. seunkwang is just bad at basic things, you know.”

 you used toilet, checked instagram and text your co-worker, while miyeon was still busy with call. even chaeyoung got impatient with yours friend. as soon as phone call ended, miyeon came with grin on her face.

“i know we were supposed to have sleepover but seunkwang said he’s in that popular club with his other friends like mingyu, joshua and hoseok. c’mon, we should go with them. they’re really cool and rumour has it that three of them are single. perfect for you, girls.”

“i don’t care, we were supposed to spend time together, miyeon. seunkwang and you spend literally everyday together while we hang out once few weeks now. tell him and his ass friends to fuck off.”

“no.” chaeyoung got up. “let’s get fucked up.”

“chaeyoung-”

“we should have fun. we’ve been busy with work so much that we really didn’t have time for real fun like drinking and clubs. we’re going out.”

 and with that, two of your best friends and four of not known gusy are having fun at table of some big club at the street of gangnam. chaeyoung had fun talking with joshua while mingyu was trying hard to impress you.

“i work under my father business. we sell new technology around the world, and we’re pretty known overseas.” you could smile at his attempts of impressing you. “i enjoy my life and work to be honest. arragment of meetings, work with other countries and doing fun things. that’s dope.”

“i am glad you live your dream life. must be fun to be son of ceo.”

“of course it is. my father is literally the coolest person ever.”

 jungwoo stood in front of doors to your place with shaking body. his legs felt like cotton candy and hands were sweating as hell. normal conversation with you must be like a fever dream and no one was ready for it unless it was kim jungwoo himself. he had enough time to rethink every little thing you told him. he wants to get closure as well.

first knock, nothing. second, nothing. third.. four..

seems like you’re not home.

 look of disappointment was all over his face when he realized you’re not home. jungwoo came to south korea just day ago and tommorow is his flight back to chicago. there’s not much time left before his flight. 

“are you looking for y/n?” woman around her 30s’ was standing in a pink couth and bouqete of flowers in her hands while watching male in front of her. “i am her neighbour, by the way.”

“uhm, alright? yes, i am looking for her. is she in work or?”

“she’s out with her friends. i was texting with her for a while just thirty minutes ago.” she smiled. “she’s in a club with miyeon and chaeyoung. club in gangnam called ‘beaches’, i hope you know what i am talking about.”

“thank you so much.” he smiled at her. “i think i know where i should head to. again, thank you. you saved me actually.”

“no worries. glad to help.”

 without wasting much time, jungwoo was already on his way to the location your neighbour told him. club she mentioned was well known in a seoul and everyone hang out there with their friends and get really fucked up. being you, you always loved such a places like that club because you felt free thanks to them, and jungwoo was very aware of that.

 coming towards club was period of time when jungwoo was thinking of all scenarios that can possibly happen or words he should be using while talking with his ex. nothing could help him with stress he fult during moment. especially after all the events from past few months.

 big window of club revelaed you and some guy. he was wearing all black and you were laughing at whatever bullshit he was talking to you. jungwoo looked confused as hell because in none of your messages you metioned other boy. not like you have to but at leas he’d appreciate fact of you dating or whatever. 

even from afar, jungwoo could felt how drunk you are. through window he could notice your pinkish cheeks and that wide, gummy smile. guy who was with you, was busy with showing you something on his phone while you couldn’t focus much.

“y/n, i know that sounds dumb but you’re really cute.” mingyu was smiling from eye to eye. “can i possibly kiss you?”

 before you could anwer, all you felt was his lips on yours. everything happened way too quickly for you to react at whatever was going on. intentions of kissing someone else wasn’t on your bucket list for tonight.

 jungwoo felt embarrase and stupid. coming all across from united states for you just to see you with another guy wasn’t worth of dedication. at that specific momet he regret he listened to all of your voice messages. he should’ve blocked you from the start and don’t bother coming to seoul with good intentions. 

morning hangover made you almost throw up. headache was so strong you felt like crashing your skull on some furniture or cutting it off. bedroom you were in wasn’t even yours and body next to you wasn’t even important.

“fuck, i am sorry.”

“are you leavin already?” mingyu looked over his shoulder. “you can stay and-”

“no, i have to go.” you smiled. “have a nice day, bye.”

 thankfully your apartament was close to mingyu’s place. going all over stairs made you dizzy because of hangover you still felt. as usally your neighbour passed by cause every morning at 9 am she’s heading to her work.

“oh, y/n.” she was smiling warmly at you. “did you and that boy meet? i hope he found you becacuse he looked very worried.”

“boy? excuse me, what are you talking about jieun?”

“so he didn’t?” she whined. “boy, very tall. around six foot maybe? very handsome with puppy eyes? he was looking really good and he smelled good but with a scent of cigarettes. seemed little bit like a teenager because of his appearance but i could tell he is much older.”

 all pieces get together in your head and your heart stopped at the moment.

“fuck, kim jungwoo.” 

“who?”

“nevermind. he was looking for me, right? did he tell you something else?”

“not really. he said something like i saved him and he’s in rush.”

 without responding to her or going all the way up to your apartament, you wend downstairs and called an uber already. if jungwoo’s still here, he must be at his mum’s house.

 knocking on the door of mr. kim house was making you stressed. you haven’t been here since break up.

“who-” jungwoo’s mum stopped in track. “y/n? what are you doing here?”

“is jungwoo home? i need to talk with him.”

“i’m sorry love. jungwoo left some time ago to airport. his flight home is in two hours and he have few things to do.”

“fuck.” you hissed. “thank you so much but do you know where he could be?”

“i guess he is in that small cafeteria. he isn’t going on a airplane without good coffee.”

“right. thank you.”

 jungwoo never seem to be home. whenever you called, visited or texted. he is out of your reach and that flustrates you. why is universe so harsh on you? you already apologize so many times yet nothing’s better rather opposite.

“kim fuckin jungwoo.”

 tall man next to you flinched because of sudden call for his voice.

“y/n? why are-”

“no, i am asking questions now. why were you looking for me?”

“huh?” he raised his eyebrows. “ah that. forget about that, that’s nevermind.”

“no, i won’t forget. tell me why.”

“it’s not important.”

“it is, damn. can you tell me? can we act like an adults not like a fuckin kids?”

“alright, alright. i was looking for you because i wanted to talk. i’ve been listening to your messages and i felt that strong desire to sit down and meet. closure i suppose.” he took a sip of his coffee. “but it doesn’t matter now.”

“what? why? we still have time. we can talk, c’mon jungwoo.”

“y/n, you already forget about all the texts you sent me.” he could shook his head. “i’ve seen you yesterday with some guy. seems like you had a good time which is cool, of course.”

 your heart ached suddenly. yesterday. good time. guy.

“mingyu? fuck, no. i was drunk shit and he just kissed me out of blue. i don’t really remember anything, it doesn’t matter.” you touched his hand. “can we talk? right now.”

“you see y/n. for a moment i was mad at myself for acting that way towards you. i was wrong for that but i still just can not process your change. old y/n i’ve known is gone now which is super good but also that means our connection is gone as well. there’s nothing more to talk about. fix things, that’s what you wanted?” you nodded while processing all the words that came out this man’s mouth. “then it’s done. i forgive you. our past is clear now. closure you wanted, right.”

 whole situation felt like a knife went down your heart destroying it to pieces. literally moment and things you waited so long for happened. your wish came true but why were you sad? why wasn’t it enough?

“jungwoo, we’ve been apart for a six years and that’s hella time. i wanted to talk about everything not about summary of our-”

“i don’t need more explenation of your behaviour. i don’t care now. i forgave you the moment you sent me first message. thank you.” all of sudden you were in jungwoo’s arms. “not hard feelings now. i should be sorry for anything i’ve said to you when you visited me at work. i was an asshole and i deserve solid slap for that. but since we’re good now, let’s leave past in the past. i don’t want to cry over spilled milk again.”

 his words made a lot of wounds on your heart which made you only sadder.

“cry over spilled milk?” you frowned. “you’re right but it doesn’t mean to be strangers again.”

“it’s better that way. hope you have what you wanted so bad.”

 jungwoo was trying hard to not fall and break the character. he couldn’t show you he’s weak and his real emotions. he had to be harsh on himself and you because he knew he can’t do it other way. left you there even tho he had much more to say.

 you were just speechless. closure you were craving made you ashamed. sad. disappointed. not exactly what you expected. dreaming of that moment was different comparing to the reality. how was that possible.

 jungwoo was busy with work. he was doing everything to not think about you while you were disconnected with world. reality. meeting with your ex wasn’t good for you. small hopes you had was fooling you towards the end. 

kim jungwoo was holding his phone with a whine. small, red text was written on his screen as he was listening to all the messages you sent. with breaking heart he pressed “delete” then “block” knowing he did right thing.

“you can not contact that number”- appeared on your screen when you were going through messages with your ex. your ex lover and someone you regret loosing, kim jungwoo was done with you for best. little history of you two ended here.

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love me now | lty, jjh

GENRE: Angst, fluff, love triangle PARING: Taeyong x Reader x Jaehyun WC: 1.2k SUMMARY: Being in love is such a cruel thing. Sometimes we fall in love with people who don’t deserve that while people who love us are unnoticable. Until some events lead you on right path.

 Sunshine was reflecting on yours faces as everyone was having fun at the beach near your city since everyone was tired of life in there. People all around was laughing our running around while you were steady looking at two boys in front of you. Lee Taeyong and Jung Jaehyun were standing few meters away, having fun with their friends. Jaehyun was standing and looking around with hands in his pockets while Taeyong was laughing out loud with the prettiest smile you have ever seen.

“Y/N, would you like an ice cream? Jungwoo and Haechan are going to buy them.” Taeyong asked while he stopped laughing, getting all attention on you. “We going to sponsor you today.”

“Sure, I’d like to have salt carmel, please.” Jungwoo nodded, and then they were gone. “But I’ll pay for myself. I am not a child, Taeyong.”

 Jaehyun was listening to you and his friend, while you couldn’t stop feeling overwelmed by his gaze. Only if life wasn’t so complicated for you.

“I think I’ll go to the toilet.” Jaehyun was quick to announce. “I’ll be right back.”

 Jaehyun and Taeyong weren’t close friends, Doyoung was best friends with Jungwoo, Johnny and Taeil while Jungwoo and Jaehyun were roommates and besties along with Haechan, Mark, so it just became a thing for them to become a group of friends. You at the other side was friend of Mark. And to be fair, it could be curse for you. 

You would never guess that Jaehyun would become your crush while you’re Taeyong’s crush. All that happened so quickly it was surprising. Boys knew about whole situation since Taeyong was very obvious about you and his feelings. At the other side, they would notice glances you stole at their dorm. 

Taeyong was rather introverted, shy and queit person. He enjoyed music and art.  Jaehyun was extroverted, outgoing and loud person. He likes parties, good music and having fun in overal.

“Where’s Jaehyun?” Jungwoo looked around. “Shouldn’t he be back from toilet?”

“Yeah, boy went like a twenty minutes ago.” Yuta rolled his eyes.

“Maybe something happened?” Johnny looked concerned.

“I’ll check him. I was about to go to toilet anyway.” 

 You stood up and went straight to the toilets while Taeyong was concerned about whole situation. He didn’t want to let you go alone so he followed you all the way to toilets to find Jaehyun.

 Toilets seems to be empty but you could hear weird sounds coming from one of cabin. Sounds of kissing where going through the empty place and your heart was beating bit faster than it’s supposed to. Imagine of Jaehyun kissing another girl was something you don’t want to see right now since Jaehyun knew about your little crush on him. Shakingly you came closer cabins and view got you shocked.

“Fuck, Y/N.” Jaehyun get girl of his laps as soon as he saw your innocent eyes looking through yours. “Wait, I forgot about yall. Y/N.”

“My bad.” You walked off. “Boys were worried but you’re fine. I’ll get back.”

 Taeyong was watching everything in awe. Of course, Jaehyun didn’t confront you or showed any signs of interest that often as Taeyong would, but even Taeyong felt bad. His heart would drop if he saw Jaehyun and you kissing. But his heart ached at sight of your dissapoinment.

“Stay here, don’t go after her.” Taeyong hissed as Jaehyun was brushing his hair. “Idiot.”

  Your tempo was slow as you were heading to the parking lot. Not even hearing someone is following you, your thoughts were speeding through your mind all at once. View of Jaehyun with another girl had to be something that could lead you to understand reality. He is not yours. He doesn’t see you the way you do. 

Jung Jaehyun isn’t right now. All the things he has done ever since you develop crush on him were just wrong and you decided to ignore it whole time. Heart wants what it can’t gets was now your understanding of situation. Memories with boys went through your head and suddenly your heart ached as you remember how Taeyong was towards you.

 Boys were looking as you were heading towards parking lot, confused as hell. You heading out, Taeyong running after you and Jaehyun with his head low going towards them. Whole situation looked like a mess.

“Y/N, wait for me.” Taeyong was now next to you. “I am sorry you had to see them. If you want to, I can get you to your home.”

“You don’t have to Taeyong.” You smiled at him.

“I want to. C’mon, I’ll drive you home safely.”

 Without any words, you sat into his black BMW. Taeyong was one of the richest people you have ever met. Well, he was hard working and being succesfull produces helps a lot.

“I feel like I was wrong the whole time and i did a lot of bad choices, Taeyong.” You confessed as boy next to you was listening to you carefully. “I may sound stupid but my crush on Jaehyun was real but stupid at the same time.”

“You can’t be mad at yourself about it. Your heart doesn’t get to chose at such a things, you know. Also, you don’t have to feel pity towards me. I understand it’s Jaehyun all over your mind-”

“No, it’s not. I realized I was wrong.” Your hear was beating again very fast. “Notice how it’s you driving me again not anyone else.”

“You don’t have to pretend you like me.”

 All of sudden you noticed all the details of Taeyong. His pretty face, eyes of puppy so pretty you could stare at them whole time. Pretty scar around his eye which made him even more perfect. Kissable lips that you were staring at right now. His hands and lean muscles you wanted touch right now. Were you blind the whole time?

“I do like you. For sure I do. When I saw Jaehyun back there..” You looked around the car and you felt his gaze on you. “I was sure that my crush on him blinded me. I didn’t notice how my heart was skipping a beat around you. It’s you who were always for me.”

“You do things like that when you find yourself liking someone else, Y/N.” 

“Would you like to start over?” You asked casually when Taeyong’s eyes looked like he hold whole universe in them. “I’ll like to have a new beginning with you, Taeyong. I was stuck in a love triangle and it might be selfish-”

 You didn’t even notice Taeyong parked his car, and you did notice when he kissed you. His hands cupped your cheeks and all his attention was on you. Your stomach did a back flips while he was touching you gently.

“Y/N, let’s go on a date. Right now.” He pulled out and was looking at you with his buba eyes. “Gosh, I can’t even regonize how many times I wanted to kiss you like today. Fuck Jaehyun. We’re going on a date.”

“Now? Are you-”

“Yes, I am.”

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someone like you | kim doyoung

SOMEONE LIKE YOU PARING: kim doyoung x reader GENRE: angst, break up, fluff, strangers to lovers to strangers to lovers WC: 13,5k SUMMARY: helping a stranger hit by a car was never supposed to change your life like it did. being in love with doyoung was best thing that had ever happened to you, and you were glad you have met person like him. but it’s seems like you weren’t destinated for each other since he was married to another woman. but what if? TW: cursing, AN: damn, it might be my favorite for now. i almost cried writing airport scene damn lol sorry for any typos etc. i’ll edit it later. thank you for your support for that series, bless ya <3 READ HERE 

“boss, please.” you huffed. “i know our client is big and will let us earn a lot of money but it’s not quite moral to let a fraud win. yes, of course it’s my work but i don’t want to be his attorney. i am sorry, but i don’t think-” you could cool down on lights while driving. “he admitted to fraud! isn’t it more than enough to not keep him? we can earn a lot of money by other ways.” light turned green. “if i have to i can take responsability for it. then ask kim junmyeon. of course he would take that case. yes, i don’t want to be his attorney and keep lie, because-”

  panic took over you as you saw last second what happened. you were too busy with conversation with your boss, you didn’t notice person walking on the lans. you, y/n lawyer of big prestigous company just hit a person. ending phone call, you got out the car so fast you almost were flying. on the road was laying young male with arm high with ice cream in his hand. even tho he was jus hit by a car, he didn’t let go of an ice cream.

“what the fuck?” he was mumbling in pain. “were you talking on the phone while driving?! so many incidents and y’all still don’t learn to not do it. you almost fuckin killed me if you didn’t notice me, you dumbass.” he was pissed off because hit was strong enough to make him feel pain. “where have you had your eyes? you just fuckin hit me-”

   young male stopped cursing you out as soon as he saw your face. pretty, young woman with shaking hands and tears running down her face. boy who was hit felt sudden spasm of embarrasment since he realized how stressed you are.

“i am so sorry, god please.” you bowed. “i was busy talking with my boss, and. and i. i don’t know. i didn’t notice you. i am sorry. are you fine? where does it hurt?”

“my stomach and ribs. also, my left arm.”

“of course. i can drive you to the hospital and cover whole bill.” you bowed again and tried to help him out. “please, i can drive you. i must do it since i almost killed you and it was my fault. please.”

  few people gathered around the scene since you were almost in the centre of seoul and of course people would gather to check what’s going on. men who had ice cream in his hand and propably broken ribs just nodded.

“yeah, i think i have broken ribs.”

“sure, here.”

  you got down and help him to get up. he got limp on his leg. your heart was still pounding as crazy because of car accident you caused. you have never ever done something like that because law was your piece of cake for you and you were very careful person esepcialy after the wheel. 

“seoul’s university hosptial is the closest.” he nodded. “i will stay with you to make sure everything it’s fine. i really want to apologize. my boss called me and i lost focus while driving. i know, it’s immature and it’s bad but please, can you forgive me?” 

“i guess i will forgive you. but you should be careful next time. don’t even talk on the phone and tell your boss he’s jerk if he calls you during ride.” he mumbled. 

“yeah, of course. i mean i can’t!” you got stressed. “he is owner of kim’s neat law. actualy his name is kim kibum and i work as one of his lawyers. we were agruing about our client and you know. kind of stressful thing.”

“wait, are you lawyer? and you just got car accident?”

“i know it’s sounds horrible! but as i said, i’d do anything to pay you back for my actions.” you smiled at him. “by the way, what is your name? if you don’t mind telling me.”

“my name is kim doyoung, and as a matter of fact i am also a lawyer. i work under choi’s seunghyun company.” your face dropped and he giggled. “yes, we work in rival’s companies. what an irony.”

  kim’s and choi’s companies was one of the top law companies in south korea since they only hire only best top students from universities and most qualified lawyers. rumours says that kibum and seunghyun were once a friends and because of studies they split ways and made own companies. both of their parents were known lawyers so they helped in buliging an imperium for their sons. 

“shoot, i had no clue. you looked pretty normal.”

“well, it was my day off.” he smiled. “but i am still surprised a lawyer hit me by a care, and that lawyer was from kim’s neat company.”

“don’t talk about it. our bosses are assholes but that doesn’t mean we have to be rude to each other since they don’t like each other, you know?”

“we’re good.” you smiled. “but i think i’ll need more days off since incident.”

  during ride to the hospital, you felt safe besides doyoung. conversation and atmosphere wasn’t awkward at all. whole situation felt rather like a reunion of old friends instead of conversation between two strangers. through the whole time you got to know a lot of about doyoung since he was open minded for new people.

“i think you have broken 7th rib. we will treat you and do some more treamtment after that, please relax at home and don’t do nothing at all. you need to take care of yourself now, mr. kim.” a doctor said while you were watching everything. “i think after 6 pm, you can go back to home. before that, buy all the medicine i wrote down. come here in a week for cheek up.”

“yes doctor. thank you so much.”

“uhm, excuse me.” both males looked at you. “where can i pay the bill?”

“for kim doyoung’s treatment?”

“exactly. i’d like to pay now.”

“you need to go to reception and fill form with payment. use code of kim doyoung which is 0223.”

“alright, thank you so much.”

  even after doyoung was hit by you, he still couldn’t get his eyes off you. he had never seen a girl so beautiful and careful as you are. you could pay and leave but you’re here for a third hour already and you don’t even complain. maybe doyoung didn’t mind that much getting hit by a car.

  all the payments went smoothly and wans’t an issues since as a lawyer you earn a lot of money to be stable financly. your boss was calling about few times and you just explained to him you had an accident which he wasn’t intrested in so you didn’t have to deal with him. 

“i’ll call a taxi or uber. thank you for help and for payment y/n.”

“where do you live?” you asked while looking worried in his eyes. “i can drive you. it’s not an issue for me. i think i own you so much things for the end of my life.”

“no need to feel like that.” he laughed. “hannamdong neighbourhood.”

“that’s very expensive neighbourhood, damn. hop on, it’s not a problem for me to drive you to your house.”

  doyoung couldn’t do anything else since you demanded him to get in the car or both of you will be stuck in front of hospital forever. doyoung couldn’t get used to your care and it was weird for him even tho you hit him with a care, he felt like he is using you.

“now i feel bad. you did so much for me and i don’t know. you don’t have to be that nice. i am alive and everything’s fine then you don’t need to be so worried.”

“kim doyoung, i insist. i really feel pretty bad since i did such a thing. at least i can help you.” you rolled your eyes. “do you remember what you should say to your family? about helping you out in the house since you should be laying down.”

  he looked down.

“i live alone. my parents live in busan. but i can do it myself. i just have broken rib and twisted ankle.”

“just have?!” you shouted because of emotions. “doyoung, you can do much because you will get worse. don’t be an idiot. i live literaly just few neighbouthoods away so it’s not problem. i can check on you and help. please, let me do it.”

“i’ll pay you then. you can’t do it for free.”

“you don’t need to pa-”

“i will.” he shut you down. “thank you so much y/n, again. i don’t know what else should i say.”

 two weeks passed ever since the incident and doyoung got so much better. he just had a small issues with walking but he could be back at work due to your help. doyoung felt like he was on cloud nine with you. none of you knew each other but both of you felt crazy safe with each other and felt like you’ve been friends forever. 

  doyoung was trapped in the work same as you, so none of you went out to socialize to have a friends or parnter. only friends you had was ones from the past or your co-workes from companies so it was all new to both of you. first time in a while you didn’t have to live in work and could have some private life thankfuly to the incident. 

“you won’t believe what  my boss told me.” you stormed inside of doyoung’s home. “he told me to take a case of fraud again! how many times do i have to tell him i won’t do such a thing? even if he would pay me million i’d not do it.”

“you’re too good, y/n.” doyoung laughed. “mine at least don’t take these kind of cases. he is much nicer than yours i guess. but it’s good you didn’t agree to take that. i am proud of you for always declining.”

“i have to! i am lawyer, i am supposed to be at right side of law not against it by defending some fraud.” you hissed. “nevermind, today i bought tteokbokki on my way from company. i don’t know if they’re still hot but i bought them from that nice granpa around the corner of my compnay. the best food i’ve ever eaten was from him.”

  doyoung hummed and sit properly while you were unpacking lunch for you. he was watching your every move and his heart skipped a beat everytime you glanced at him. no matter how long he looks at you, he feel the same.

“when i’ll be back at work i’ll drive here and eat there if you say he’s so good.”

“oh, we can eat lunch together or lunches in overal if you don’t mind.” you sat down. “a lot of people eat at his place but not many lawyers and my co-workers rather eat pizza or order kitchen.”

“sure, my co-workers have home made food. i usally order chicken too.” he giggled. “what’s wrong about chicken?”

“nothing, i just don’t get it how many people like to eat it almost everday.” you smiled. “i don’t eat chicken too much since i see my friends eating chicken everyday.”

“well, at that point i am not surprised. i wouldn’t like to eat something i see basicaly everday, y/n.” both of you started to eat your food. “oh my god, why is it so good?” doyoung made sounds of approval. “it’s so damn good. i have never eaten something so good in my entire life.”

“i told you. granpa po has always the best food.” 

“i’ll be his new client forever”

“i am not shocked tho. he is grandpa po after all.” you giggled.”by the way, how long you’ve work under seunghyun?”

“for a four years now.” you took jusice out of doyoung’s fridge. “what about you?”

“almost four. i don’t even know how i ended up there. our boss is lierally the scarriest person i have ever met and it takes a lot of time to get used to his dumb humour.”

  doyoung almost chocked on a food.

“i’ve heard he is quite..special.”

“worse. it’s like a living horror walking past you everyday.” doyoung was curious about your boss since many stories about him goes around the law companies. “his aura is so strong you can feel it from a big distance, i suppose.”

“i think i have seen him once. i am not sure, tho.”

“if he was screaming at whoever, then yes. or if you saw someone crying because of boss, then for sure it was about kibum.”

  a lot of things you can get to know for two weeks about your new friend doyoung. during period of his recovery you didn’t mind at all helping him. his presence was also strong and sometimes he made you blush. kim doyoung in fact was your ideal type of man. doyoung was handsome as hell, he was very well spoken and smart. in fact, he was the smartest men you have ever met. he also was very respectful and was gentleman. his humour also was on another level and that lead to you blushing at him few times which he didn’t miss. to be honest, he enjoyed it. 

“y/n.” you were about to leave when doyougn screamed your name from his bedroom. “wait, please!” doyoung made his way down the stairs slowly and faced you with shy smile. “would you like to go out with me one day? after my recovery, of course. i want my ribs and body in overal to be healthy during that time.”

  your breath hitched inside your lungs.

“i’d be more than happy to go out with you, kim doyoung.” you smiled at him. “text me when you’ll be ready or something. bye!”

  you had to leave as soon as you felt heat going to your cheeks and you knew you would be stuttering mess in front of doyoung. at the other hand, kim doyoung was smiling as crazy because he was really shy person and asking people out was one of his problems. he just overthink everything and even tho he appears tough most of them time and he really is yet romantic relations are like magic to him. unknown.

  at the other side, you have never been intrested in dating since majority of guys from law major were literally narcististics assholes. you have never liked anyone for real. guys from university only desired you just becuse of their sexual desires. you also haven’t any high school teenage love. no one was ever intrested in you but it wasn’t bothering you until you start your job at kibum’s company. a lot of people were dating around and you were just single. people would talk a lot about love or their adventures while you could only nodd and listen awkwardly.

“so you met him while you hit him by a car?” your co-worker, ten lee asked with concern on his face. ten was lawyer in sector of administration. “i can’t believe my little y/n met her future lover by that.”

“it’s not funny for god’s sake. i had vision of my career fading away and him in a casket ready to be burn two feet in the ground. and he isn’t my future lover or something. we are just going on a date, you never know. maybe he won’t like me?” ten smirked. “what? i have never dated, ten. it’s all new to me and i am sure he knows what he wants. if you only could see his face.”

  ten raised his eyebrow and smiled a little.

“does he look like eight?”

“ten.”

“for real? girl, i don’t know why you’re so anxious. a guy who propably looks like a greek god made him or he was a greek god, wants to take you on a date. believe me, if he didn’t find you attracive he wouldn’t ask you out on a date to not waste his time, y/n.” ten was looking at you like he just said most obvious thing ever. it wasn’t like you were insecrue just doyoung looked like a person who was confident in himself. person who was intimadiating even if he couldn’t stand properly. “just go out with him and if after that he won’t contact you then let go. or call someone to beat him up, i mean.” he looked around. “a know a person or few.”

“ten, we don’t beat anyone up, alright? and thank you for advice. i am stressed because i don’t want to fuck up our date. he is really sweet tho.”

“then i am more than happy my best friend is going on a date with a handsome dude from rivals company. you’re good y/n. more faith, girl.”

  ten was someone who you could realy on and someone who brings confidence in you. did you got scolded by kibum? ten is first to make jokes about your boss and cheer you up by telling you how horrible lawyer kibum was. you feel insecure? ten is one and first to scold you about it and hype you up. ten is person everyone needs in their lifes or it.

  another case you’ve been working on was on a homicide. you work in a crime sector along with people like kim junmyeon, oh sehun, kim taehyung, na jaemin, xiao dejun and hendery. since circle of lawyer working here is tight and crime sector circle is even tighter, unfortunetly, you were only woman working with them. everyone was cool and you like them all but at the same time you felt like taehyung see you as a competition more than anyone else. 

 well, kibum’s company has rakings where he grades work of his employes and you, workers, get a scores and opinions on your work. every sector has it. leader of sector made a formula and sent it to kibum while he fill it up. leader or crime sector was junmyeon. junmyeon was borned to be a leader and no one doubt that. everyone also was fine with rankings. and you can’t lie, first place among crime sector was for you important. under kibum’s company workes around thousand people. crime sector in overall has around forty four employes and sector is divided in 7 teams, and you’re in team C. you - y/n is ranked as first among 44 people. as a whole ranking you’re in top ten as eighth. your goal is to be in top five one day. taehyung is just after you. second in team C, and nineth in overal ranking. most people from team C are in high places on ranking since you’re literally the best lawyers and most effective, that’s why kibum is pain in your asses - he wants his best people to continue being the best among company. preassure he put on your team was big since crime was the hardest field of law. police involved and other organizations you can not remember for now.

“hey everyone.” junmyeon made his way over to his desk on a conference room in your part of company. floor thirteen was place for team C. “we have a lot of work together for today since kibum wants to see us in a half an hour. boss wanted to talk about new case and he told me something abour rankings. i guess he wants to raise sallary of y/n and taehyung.”

“i want raised sallary too.” sehun furrowed his eyebrows. “we want. we are in top 30 every person in here.”

“go ahead and say that to kibum. i am not here of finance aspect of our job, sehun.” he rolled his eyes. junmyeon was really someone you looked up to since he was only few years older but yet did job that requiered stress of a much older lawyer but junmyeon was doing great job. “any complains? if yes then go to boss office on floor 25. i am sure he will be more than happy to listen about your ideas.”

“no, we don’t have any complains.” jaemin smiled.

“great. i heard we have case of murder. victim was named kim jihoon, 20 years old and student of seoul national university. his sister found him dead near their house. boy got stabbed about ten times. also, they found marks on his neck which means he was choked after getting stabbed. police suspect same killer who a week ago killed two sister and back two weeks ago a man working under kim seokjin’s factory.”

“why they suspect same person?”

“because the way of killing is similiar to the victims from before. they all have been stabbed in a specific areas of body. also, death of victims was qualified about the same time. between 2 and 4 in the morning.” junmyeon closed files. “alright, we should go.”

 meeting with kibum was chaotic as always. he explained whole case to your team and made few marks of his thoughts. made few jokes which majority of team c found weird but still everyone laughed to not make boss angry. 

 before your date with dayoung you almost haven’t any sleep since you had to read every file about case and think of solution. police was in contact with you and case was complicated so it was stressing you out.

“hey, y/n.” doyoung made his way to you. “i bought them and i was very confused since i don’t know anything about flowers so i asked cashier for help and she told me to describe you.” his cheeks got red. “i told her, and she adivced me to buy carnations since roses aren’t that original. i hope you don’t mind if you do, i can go-”

“doyoung they are perfect, thank you.” you hugged him. “you didn’t have to buy them at all. they’re so pretty and oh my god, thank you again.”

“i was thinking about going to park for a picnic date if it’s okay with you.”

  your eye widened at his words because he didn’t meniton it to you.

“doyoung but i didn’t make any food or something since you-”

“it’s fine. i have everything done.” he laughed awkwardly. “i called my mum for help and gosh, i’ve been nagged for like an hour because she was so happy i finally will go out with someone and was mad i wasn’t original.”

“your mum must be fun person then.”

“yeah, she is.” both of you went to the nearest park just by han river. “i told her we don’t know each other well yet she still was asking milion questions about you and want to get to know you as soon as possible.” doyoung rolled his eyes. “i explained everything to her but you know.. mums.”

“of course, i know.”

  park was big and it was very popular place among young adults to go on dates. every few meters there was a couple on a date including you but none of you mind. view of han river was amazing to look at because of contrast of nature with a big city.

“you know, sometimes i am glad you hit me by a car.” doyoung confessed while he handed you cupcake he made with love. “at first i thought i am going to kill somebody because of that. i felt rage inside pumping up until i saw you. i almost thought i died and angel came for me.”

  both of you giggled at funny idea of doyoung. back then it wasn’t so funny.

“yeah, when i saw your face i almost got hear attack because of stress. i just could see that rage coming out of your eyes and i prayed you wouldn’t humilate me too much.”

“i couldn’t. i am maby kind of rude or too honest but it doesn’t change a thing i’d be dick in a public. and as i said, i don’t really mind. if getting hit by car meant meeting the two of us then we good.”

“yes at least we met each other. so.. i’ve wanted to ask you since very long time now. why law?”

“to be honest it wasn’t my idea.” he chuckled. “my parents imagined me as a lawyer ever since i went to elementary school and i didn’t have a choice but to pursue their dreams. i don’t think it was right but as i am looking at that right now, i enjoy being a prosectutor. being on top of lists of best prosectutors boost my ego enough to not be mad at them.”

“i thought you were just a lawyer, i mean attorney.” you smiled at him. maybe during period of getting to know him you had small thoughts about him being a prosectutor since he had that strong aura around himself but you forgot about it. “i am glad we haven’t met on court because i have no clue if i would handle the preassure of you.”

“am i that scary?”

“yes. you have strong aura and i guess that’s it.”

“alright. i won’t reply to that. and you? why did you become a lawyer?”

“by the accident i applied for a law major when i wanted to apply for english language. i had no idea until i got an e-mail with acceptance of my application.” doyoung couldn’t believe your story because it’s sounds so absurd. “they had issues with me declining since it’s so hard to get on this degree and my parents made me do it, telling me it’s a faith.”

“i would never guess you became lawyer by accident. who doesn’t double check if your forms are fill up properly?”

“i don’t. i mean i do but not at that day. i was busy with something and i was so stressed while doing that i just removed the site after that and never opened it again until results.” you remember day of getting e-mail from law departament and your surprise and tears because of your mistake. “law wasn’t that hard for me, and i have no idea why but i am thankful for that mistake. i enjoy being lawyer as well.”

  doyoung and you were literally going around seoul streets for few hours until there was a midnight. none of you wanted to go home so doyoung asked if you’d like to come with him to his place at sleep over. at first you weren’t willing to stay but after few seconds you agreed.

“wow, you cleaned the whole place.” doyoung’s home looked much more pleasent to look at and you noticed he bough some other furnitures. “did you need change?”

“i did. i have to change surronding around me once in a while or i may go crazy because of that. some kind of old habbit.”

“it’s lovely here. i wish my home would look like that since my place is a big mess.”

  that night doyoung and you had conversation with wine in your hands until five in the morning talking about everything. about each other, universe, law, job, feelings, everything. no one knew how did you end up in his arms on his bed. 

“my favorite couple.” grandpa po screamed as soon as you and doyoung went inside his small restaurant. even since you became doyoung’s girlfriend, he always insisted to eat lunch at grandpa po. “usual?”

“please.”

  one year happened to came so quickly, you didn’t even notice when it was gone. usually time goes slow to you but ever since you and doyoung started dating, time went fast. you felt like crazy in love with him. with sort of your happines. dates every few other days, sleep overs, small gifts - that what life dating doyoung looked like. 

   kim doyoung was your first in everything. doyoung was your first real kiss. doyoung was your first serious boyfriend. doyoung was your first sexual partner. doyoung was first person who introduced you to many things you haven’t even heard of. you gave him your all even your soul because you trust him and you love him. he was always there for you and vice versa.

  of course, you had small fights but they weren’t really an issue because both of you came quick to explanation and solution to problem.

“i am so fuckin done with kibum’s bullshit.” you whined when doyoung was taking out his phone from his pocket. “he wants everything from me and put more preassure on me when he knows i can’t get it done on time. he just gives me more, and more..”

“your boss see potential in you. you have to work hard to achive your dreams and i believe you deserve better. maybe in a few months you will be grateful for your boss preassure.”

“so what? i feel like i can’t go on like that for long.”

“l/n y/n, do you want to fight with me? you should always try to do your best since you’re one of most ambitious people i have ever met. don’t fight with me about that even if that’s hard for now, you’ll become bigger in future.” he rolled his eyes. “stop putting yourself so low and get it together for god’s sake.”

  thing about doyoung was that he would never let you down or let you do it yourself. through your relationship he have seen you crying because of job and amount of work you have to do in a short period of time. doyoung seen it all and he made sure he was there to support you and make you feel better. he was also the one to hype you up and to remember how strong of a person you are.

“sometime i hate you. maybe i should’ve hit you harder.” 

“ya, y/n! stop lying so much and just admit you love me the most on the world.” doyoung teased you and looked at your lips. “i guess i should shut you up.”

 kissing with doyoung was an amazing experience for you. even tho doyoung didn’t date many people, he was pro at kissing. but it wasn’t only in kissing in fact it was feeling you had while he kissed you. it was like a galaxy went through the kiss into your soul. like doyoung gave you everything you’d ever needed.

“how’s your work, by the way?”

“boring. my friends are pain in ass since they can not get together with attorneys. they said something like ‘doyoung, why do you date an attorney? you’re life isn’t happy enough? they’re the worst’.” both of you laughed. “i don’t know why they think every lawyer is an evil.”

“because you prosectors are weird and have issue with us.” you rolled your eyes. “i don’t get it how can you work as one.”

“excuse me? do you have problem with it?”

  doyoung looked at you with funny face you loved so much.

“i don’t of course. maybe..”

  second you were back in your office, ten was all up in your ass asking questions about doyoung again even tho he got to know him after first few months of dating.

 week by week was getting better. all your cases were closed and won so kibum was done with his overworking you. doyoung had days off because of holiday so both of you decided to go on short vacation to italy, more speficicly to milan. your journey in milan was slowly coming to end which cause you to be little bit sad yet you were happy you came here to make such a wonderful memories with your lover.

“we should go to water. tommorow we’re leaving.”

“no, doyoung, noooo.” you whined. “i’d like to chill here. on a beach chair.”

“no, we’re not doing that again.” doyoung picked you up. “we’re going into the water.”

  your screams didn’t help with stopping him. both of you went into little bit of cold water and you wanted to hit him. some other tourists looked at you like both of you were idiots but none of you care since they just strangers.

“i hate you for real, doyoung. you always do me like that.”

“so what? stop complaining and c’mon.”

  during evening doyoung and you decided to go to nearest club to have some fun before leaving to come back to seoul. definetly milan would be in your mind for a long time because of your boyfriend and things you got to experience.

 club was just few minutes away from yout hotel and as you could see, a lot of people went there tonight. people of many cultures were swinging their hips to edm music playing inside which made you smile and doyoung to laugh out of excitment. 

“what would you like to drink, madam?”

“i think mojito is fine, sir.” doyoung laughed at you. “don’t be dick, sir.”

 doyoung shook his head and ordered two drinks for you. they were gone pretty quickly and then again, again and again until both of you were warmed up enough to go on a dance floor and break your bones there. to be fair, doyoung was excellant dancer and was better than you but you don’t mind that. 

 “the hills” by the weeknd started playing and you had no idea when you and doyoung got to heat dance. both of you were touching each other sensually, doyoungs hands all over your body while you were brushing against him. few other hot songs came up and both of you were almost doing strip dance on the dance floor until you were too tired for a dance.

“excuse me, i have to go to toilet. be careful here, i’ll be right back, honey.” doyoung kissed your cheek and left.

 while he left you took out your phone to check social media but suddenly you felt someone’s else apperance. you looked up from your phone to see guy around your age with a drink in his left hand.

“what such a pretty thing like you is doing here alone?”

“i am not alone.” you rolled your eyes. “i am with my boyfriend.”

“well, i don’t see him right now any near.” he looked around and leanded down. “i am sure your boyfriend is some pussy, don’t you want to have fun with a real man?”

“fuck off.”

  man talking to you laughed and held your arm with a thought of getting you out the club.

“you’re coming with me anyway.”

“stop, don’t touch me!” you were shouting trying to get of his grip. “leave me, please!”

  suddenly grip on your arm loosen up and he fell down. doyoung punched him across the face.

“you motherfucker, hands off my girl.” doyoung was all over man who tried to take you out, punching him so much you could hear bone cracking. “don’t you ever fuckin dare to touch her.” you had to take doyoung off of him because there was so much blood and none of you wanted troubles. “fuckin piece of shit.”

 people were looking at you with shocked faces and some people were recording which before you left you told them it was illegal to publish it without yours permission. both of you left and went straight to the hotel.

“i hae no idea how that happened.” you were holding hands with doyoung. “he was talking to me, and then processed to get me out the club and then you came up. you didn’t have to beat him up so much now i feel like it’s my fault-”

“y/n, what the fuck you talking about?” he stopped and looked you in the eyes. “as if, it was my fault that my emotions took over and i punched him but not yours. i should be more collected but how could i when some motherfucker tried to harras and assalt you? i can not let you get hurt or something like that, remember. you’re my girlfriend i love and i have to protect you.”

“thank you doyoung.” you hugged him smelling his nice perfume. “thank you for everything. i am more than happy to be with you now. even after that fight. i love you.”

 as soon as you entered office of your team, you could heavy atmosphere in the air. no one was talking with each other. not even xiaojun with hendery and jaemin. junmyeon was out, sehun was busy reading and taehyung looked at you pissed off as usually. without thinking much you just got to your seat.

“aren’t you going ask what happened?” taehyung annoyed voice brushed through your ears as you felt chills. “ah sure, you don’t care since you’ve been on a small vacation. my bad.”

“what do you mean? and stop being bitter jerk.”

“go find out.”

  taehyung scoffed and looked away. being in a law company was competition from the start but not for everyone because most people don’t take it seriously yet taehyung treat that as if his one and only goal - to beat you. he wants to be better than you with every aspect which you have no clue where does it came from.

“hi sehun.” young male looked up at you with tired eyes. “sorry to innerupt you, but did something happend? when i was on a break?”

“ay yes.” sehun went down his desk to show up small box with documents. “kibum wanted us to check rankings and reviews and here’s yours and junmyeon since he won’t show up until friday. boss checked everything and did summary of our work also he notted few people who deserve as he call it ‘big chance’. you and taehyung are on the list.”

 all the informations you got from sehun were too much for you to processed at once. what is big chance? what summary? list?

“uhm, what the hell. what the hell is big chance?”

“it’s a chance to be international lawyer. when boss pick few people who deserves that based on reviews and summary, he sent them off to new york for two years or more, depends of how much work you do and how good you are.” 

“and he listed me and kim taehyung?” you couldn’t believe that when sehun nodded. “oh my god, that’s big chance, i..”

“everyone is talking about you for sure so i guess you’ll become big and i am proud of it.” he smiled at you. “i am sorry but i have to have work done. here take the box and at 4 pm, boss wants to see you and taehyung in his office.”

“yes of course, thank you sehun.”

  taehyung could only look at you annoyed. his jeoulusy was taking over him without him knowing since few months. not him nor anyone else could describe it what’s going on in his mind. he came from a rich family- father is judge, mother was a lawyer, grandparents both ex lawyers so he had high expetations about himself. he wanted to get everything he wish and one of that things was to be the best. his dreams were almost completed only if not you.

 at the other hand you didn’t pay much attention to it since why would you? you didn’t like taehyung because of his behaviour towards you and that’s it. sometimes you felt like he wanted to destroy you on the spot with his gaze but eventually you got used to it.

 4pm came quickier than you thought it would. both of you and taehyung got up at the same time and went to the same elevator while eyeing each other. taehyung was looking at the other side while you were texting your boyfriend. 

“welcome my favorites employes! come on, take a seat here.” kibum gestured both of you to sit in front of his big desk so both of you did. “y/n you were on a vacation so you may be little off with informations but taehyung know them well.”

“sehun explained everything to me, sir.”

“oh, that’s great! less to talk is defenitly better, right.” kibum had made already few weird faces and you were about to laugh at his tone. “exchange in a new york is an award for my best people, you know. many would kill for that chance. i am sure you know it’s tight circle of people and i have to pick someone.” taehyun eyed you while having his hand right to his face to relax himself. “it was hard choice for me but since it’s my company i get to decide, right? i want you y/n and taehyung to go together.”

  taehyung and you look at each other shocked by his words since both of you thought only one got to go but now it’s two of you.

“but sir, is it allowed?”

“i don’t care. you’re almost at the same level so why not? i don’t think it’s an issue at all.” taehyung felt reliev and you felt much better. “you’re going for two years and if you got to have grade at least B+, then you stay year longer.”

“but when?”

“in a two weeks you will have to leave seoul and go straight to the new york. i booked an apartament for you two. here are files with everything you need to know.”

“we’re so thankful sir, thank you.” taehyung bowed together with you.

“ya, no problem. i send you because i believe in you and your job. close all the cases and get ready for new time in yours lifes.”

 taehyung and you couldn’t hide smiles on your face, finally your big dreams are coming into reality. everything seems like a dream now to you. euphoria you felt at that moment was taking over and you felt the happiest at the moment until you got a text from doyoung.

doyoung: wanna watch corpse bride? i haven’t seen that movie in a forever. at my place ofc :) you: i’m in.

 realization hit you faster and harder than you thought it would. kim doyoung, your boyfriend, you have a boyfriend. all the happines you had was now long gone. it was your big dream to get new experience through traveling but it was before you met doyoung. you can’t leave him alone in seoul or at all. he had everything here and he is rather person who wouldn’t live in another country. all wories came at you and you didn’t notice that taehyung was talking to you.

“move, the fuck.” he hissed. “you are on our way.”

 jaemin and taehyung looked at you and you moved instantly. your lover was all over your mind.

“what happened? it’s seems like you’re worried or i don’t know, you look weird.”

 doyoung voice made you look at him with apologetic look. movie you two were watching was done few minutes ago yet you didn’t even know because of your thoughts.

“i don’t know, it’s work.”

“you know you can tell me, i am always here for you to vent.” doyoung hugged you by your waist. “did kibum was angry at you? or ten didn’t give you his lunch?”

“worse doyoung, worse.”

“worse?” he raised his eyebrows. “tell me then.”

“i have no idea how should i tell you this.” doyoung let go of you and was looking at you confused waiting for you to speak. “before i tell you, i got to know just today and i had no idea of it.”

“geez, y/n you’re stressing me out.” he chuckled nervously. “c’mon.”

“in our company there is co-called ‘big chance’, and kibum listed me and taehyung as two people who should travel to new york for new experience as international lawyer.” doyoung’s eyes widened as he knew what’s coming. “i swear to god, i had no clue about it and it happened that taehyung and i are going in two weeks to new york.”

“uhm, wow. i wasn’t ready for such a news.” doyoung brushed his hair back as he wast standing up. “i am proud of you for real, i am happy. congratulations baby. but for how long?”

 awkard silence filled the room and suddenly you felt like air was out of your body.

“for two years at least.” doyoung gasped. “i know it’s a long time but it’s my dream. i have chance to be bigger to be succesful..”

“y/n i understand that, i do.” he sounds like he was convincing himself. “but two years? it’s hella long time for us. i can not leave seoul, i have work here and family. i wouldn’t even like to do it and long distance relationship doesn’t sound fun at all.”

“doyoung, please. i don’t know it’s huge decission but i don’t know what to do..” you felt tears going down. conversation with doyoung made you emotional because you didn’t want to leave your lover. “i have to go there, i can not let go of big chance for me. i just can’t. i hope you understand that.”

“i do and i respect that, but what about us? about me? i don’t want to hold you back but have you thought about me in this? my feelings? we’ve spent a lot of time together and fuck, i fell in love with you y/n. i have never had any feelings like that towards someone else. damn, i’ve never thought about such a scenario y/n.”

“me neither. i don’t know what should i do-”

“you should go.” his whispered looking down. “put job over me since it’s more important than your boyfriend. i guess it was meant to be like that. you can not let go of your dreams because of your lover, you know? if you love someone you’re ready to let go.”

“but doyoung, i do love you so much. it’s not like a trip it’s two years and i hate idea of living without you. please, doyoung i don’t know.”

“y/n wake up. long distance relationships never lasts. i can’t do it.” tears were forming in his eyes as he was looking at yours. “i know you’ll be back in few years but isn’t it selfish? isn’t it selfish for someone to wait for person they love? it does hurt a lot but it’d be easier for us to let go and forget y/n.”

“doyoung, please we can find solution.” you were almost begging him. “there’s other ways and, and i try to do my best to contact you-”

“y/n you’re lying to yourself right now. we have still two weeks left for each other and after that we’ll be over y/n.”

  doyoung’s words were hurting you so much but he was cruel to be kind. there’s no other way but enjoy two weeks together and let go of each other. it felt like a nightmare event tho deep down you knew he was right. he was right about everything.

“two weeks.”

  doyoung hated to said all that but he couldn’t do opposite. he still loved you, he loves you too much to let you be hurt. or hurt himself. it’s too much for both of you.

 two weeks went quickly and you use them as best as you could. visitng zoo, going on a dates, going on a pool, traveling around seoul, cute dates around nature, lot of intimacy and last sex before you leave. these two weeks was defenitly time of your life. awkwardness between you and doyoung was almost non existant since doyoung made sure to forget about your futrure and be completly focused on present.

 airport felt like a hell you’re going without comeback. there was few people walking around, few couples and few families. everyone was rather smiling or just having resting face which you couldn’t quite tell same about yourself and doyoung. your boyfriend agreed and insisted to drive you to see you one last time.

“you have twenty minutes until you have to go on a plane.” doyoung held your suitcase with thight grip. tensions between you two was only heavier. “do you have everything? i mean, i packed some of your medicines, books, favorite pens, laptop etc. i also made you sandwich which you should eat right now because i saw you haven’t eaten your breakfast.”

 doyoung’s care made you almost cry again.

“thank you doyoung. again, i am grateful for you and for what you have done.”

“no need to thank me. i do it because i love you y/n.”

 during that time you could see taehyung coming brak from whatever he was. he sat few chairs away waiting for both of you to go but at that moment you didn’t mind him at all. 

“i have to go in a five minutes.” you got up. “doyoung, i love you and i have no idea how am i be able to handle myself without you. i miss you forever i guess. i wanted to give you things i wasn’t able to past year. i wanted to make you the happiest and i don’t know if i did that. i hope during our relationship you felt my love towards you and my feelings.” doyoung and you felt tears again. “i wanted to be your first and last but i can’t do it. maybe in another universe we are together and live happily but here, right now we have to part our ways which kills me inside. it’s not easy to let go and i don’t think i ever will be able to love someone the same way i loved you. please don’t forget me, doyoung. have our little memories hidden but don’t forget me.”

 doyoung for the first time in a long time let go of his emotions and was crying now like a baby while huggin you. none of you were aware that taehyung was watching you from afar in silence.

“i’ll remember. i would never forget love of my life. i could never do that, honey. it hurts to leave like that after all we’ve been through but i believe it made us better people and we learn a lot from each other. sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it’s hurts instead like right now, but i guess we’ll be fine. i want you to know, l/n y/n that i spent my absolute best time with you by my side. i explored side of me i didn’t even know i had.”

“i hope you’ll find new source of happines. i love you.”

“i love you more, y/n.”

  doyoung kissed you one last time. it was absolute goodbye between you two. time frozed on the spot like moment was part of the movie where one of lover leaves but at the end they have a happy ending they deserve which is not possible with you and doyoung. how much would you pay to be able to spend few more days together.

“i’m sorry for breaking such a heartbreaking moment but we have to go.”

 taehyung felt awkward while telling you that since he heard everything. doyoung looked into your eyes one last time and both of your eyes were full of tears but it doesn’t matter now.

“i’ll miss you.”

“i’ll miss you too.” one last hug. “i wish you luck. you’ll be the best y/n, show them who owns the place and go now. go or both of you would be late!”

 your ex, now, boyfriend was watching as you and taehyung are on your way to the plane to the new york to chase yours dreams. young man was standing there alone and completly destroyed inside. he imagined your future together and all the things he wanted to do with you. doyoung wanted to move in together in few weeks to have better acces to each other ever since most of the time you spent in his place but now it’s just thoughts and nothing more. 

 while taehyung was leading you two into your places, you felt horrible. only if doyoung could go with you then things would be different. taehyung felt awkward since he heard whole conversation between you two and it was almost like he felt bad for you. he was at doyoung’s age and he wasn’t willing to date. he was all time single and when he needed he found girls for one night stand but nothing else. in his twenty six years of life he had never fall in love. it was first time he saw such a scene of lovers. of course, he couldn’t understand what you and doyoung felt but he knew it must be hard to let go of your lover.

WEEK LATER

  company wasn’t bad. many nice people who also worked hard but one thing you and taehyung noticed - they weren’t willing to work as hard as you two did in south korea. also, some people were really mean because you two were foreigners and had no clue who you are. taehyung and you had to take english lessons to develop your english level since both of you were around b2, when they expected you to be c2. besides that, apartament you lived in was in a skyscaper on 9th floor. big ass windowds in the kitchen and living room. modern furniture and laptops. all inclusive you’d say. taehyung and you didn’t talk much since you two still aren’t friendly with each other.

 doyoung and you texted a little. you described everything to him and you had no clue how happy he was for you. first few days you were crying alone in your bedroom careful to not wake taehyung up. still, you miss doyoung.

“hey, y/n wait!” allison, girl from administration was running to you. “kevin, a guy from administration was curious if you would like to go out with him. kevin is hottie of our departament so wow, you got noticed by him! i mean, your friend kim taehyung is now more popular.” she giggled and you looked at her with raised eyebrows. “c’mon, you have to go out with him.”

“tell him i am not intrested in dating. i just broke up with my boyfriend.”

“isn’t it perfect occasion for you to, you know, have some fun? freedom, girl!”

“no, sorry.” you giggled at her. “i am not intrested for real. thank you.”

“you don’t know what you missing out but still. no means no, i guees.”

 allison had long, blonde hair and she was taller than you. one the prettiest girl here and she looked like typical american. she was very nice but sometimes you were curious if she was just joking or if she really is that stupid. for example, you overheard how guys were talking about her in a sexual way like about an object and she thought it was compliment. poor girl.

 also, your boss was a female in her 50′s. she wasn’t the worst but the way she treated other women comapred to men was questionable. work there was easy compared to your work in korea but after all it’s just beginning.

2 WEEKS LATER

 ten was calling you everyday ever since you came here. he was curious about literally everything. you also gave him home tour and he was jealouse because place was so modern, perfectly in his liking. because of his calls you didn’t feel so alone in here. taehyung and you only talked while on the way to work since you only have one car. never ever have you thought you would be living faster with taehyung than with doyoung.

 you wonder what’s with doyoung since you texted few other days but not much. you wished he could appear out of nowhere to talk with you but it’s impossible. ten mentioned he saw him eating at grandpa po and they talked for a while but it was rather a small talk.

“y/n, can you take that?” charollete with nick came to you. “it’s case of harry evans. he is 20 years old male who is suspected of killing his classmate ashley conor. the accused claim he’s innocent and it wasn’t him.”

“sure, i can take that.” you smiled. “can you ask noah to give me all the documents?”

 they nodded and few minutes later noah has ton of fields in his hands to give you in your small office. you thanked him quickly and as you were reading, you noticed how complicated that case might be for you. but at the other hand you were grateful because doyoung wouldn’t be in your mind.

 taehyung happen to be your helper in the case which helped since harry propably wasn’t the killer but still it was hard to find evidence for his innocence.

MONTH LATER

“y/n and taehyung came month ago so now it’s time to celebrate our time together and make them finally comfortable around us!” mike, your leader of team shouted while holding his drink up in his house where your team had a party. “i am happy we have you in our team. you guys are amazing! talented, smart and pretty, how do you guys do it? damn.”

“thank you.” taehyung laughed together with you. “we’re also happy to be in your team. we enjoy being here for now.”

  you and taehyung weren’t really intrested in going out on home party bu allison and others were literally beging you to come so you had to agree. you got to understand you can’t think about doyoung all the time since he propably is slowly movin on when you’re stuck with yourself and thoughts. party with your co-workers should be fun.

 doyoung and you lost contact completly. no messages, no calls. you also noticed he blocked you on social media which made you confused and angry at the same time because it was childish to do so. 

“we should play some games, you know.” allison grined at everyone. “c’mon, we should do that.”

 few games later and half the room were drunk and they didn’t know what’s going on. you weren’t so drunk since you don’t like to drink too much so watching was your chores at the moment. time flied so much and you decided you and taehyung should go home which was quite hard goal to do.

 taehyung couldn’t walk properly and going upstairs was literally torture to you. he looked like a puppy who couldn’t do basic things right now. some words escaped his mouth as he was mumbling something to himself.

“taehyun, we’re almost there. two floors and we are at home.”

“it’s too much.” he hissed. “i hate these stairs.”

 you could giggle at his state. you had no clue if he would vommit or not but you were sure of helping him to put him to sleep. month passed and slowly you and taehyung could get along better than you used to. sometimes small talk would happen between you two.

“y/n.” taehyung called out passed on the couch while you were putting your coats to closet. “y/n, i don’t understand why you’re like that, you know?” he giggled. “why don’t you stop crying during night. i’ve heard everytime when you cry.”

“i had to. i don’t do it anymore.” you rolled your eyes. “you should sleep.”

“no. why aren’t you ready to move on? from that guy from airport. i have never loved anyone so i don’t know much but y/n move on. i am done with your fatigue. i want to have fun here as well with you.” he looked at you with happines in his eyes. “i am sorry for being asshole, i had preassure, you know? you know right. i think we should get to know each other, you seem better than i thought.”

“taehyung, tell me that when you’ll be sober.”

“damn, i won’t do that.” he was trying to stand up but failed immadietly. “as long as you will be crying over that boy, you will never be able to move on.”

 with your help taehyung was gone in his sheets while you were processing his words in your brain. kim taehyung was right and for the first time in forever, you agreed with him.

SIX MONTHS LATER

“i’ll go shopping. what should i buy?” taehyung asked while getting ready. “water, pasta, shampoo but what kind? i’ve seen few kinds under the shower so which one would you like? some vegetables, strawberries, eggs. orange and apple juice, bread, ice cream, chicken breasts, kimchi, set for sushi.”

“taehyung, it’s up to you. whatever you’ll take i’d be happy.” you smiled at your friend. “will you please buy me tampons and pads? i’ll have my period soon and i run out.”

“sure, no problem. i’ll be back in a few.”

“thank you again!”

 taehyung became your best friend in a span of few months. both of you opened up to yourselfs and that was something you have never experienced. when you and taehyung will be back in korea, boys wouldn’t believe it. 

 doyoung at the other hand was busy with work and other duties. you no longer in his mind since he got rid of you in any form possible. non existant y/n was something he needed from the start to heal himself from you and love you shared.

 sometimes you could only think about doyoung but sometimes he vanished. taehyung made sure you aren’t worried no more about him. of course, your roommate didn’t know much about relationships but he knows men. taehyung made you realize how much you can be missing in a life if you would be living in a past. doyoung can wait until you be back in south korea, then you can care about that but no now.

“hey y/n, look what i got!” taehyung run into living room witht bags full of groceries. he looked like a happy child. “remember when you told me you eat some cookies with nuts and white chocolate all around? i found them, here you go.”

“what the hell? aren’t they hard to find?”

“they are, but as soon as i saw them i remembered how you bragged about them.”

“thank you, taehyung.” you smiled a little. “i appreciate that.”

 after all, taehyung wasn’t the worst. his asshole aura was gone now for good.

TWO YEARS LATER

“taehyung, y/n.” mrs. ovens, your boss told when she was going around the table in her office with a cup of coffee. “two years passed already, and i’d like to inform you about decission of mine and my team about you two. before i annouce that, i’d like to hear about your experience in our lovely new york.”

“i had time of my life here. i got to know many people i can consider possibly a friend which i am grateful for.” taehyung was looking seriously in her eyes. “besides that i got to have an experience i had no clue of. i learnt so many things and tips that i feel like i am ready to be attorney of foreigner. many techniques i got to know was useful during court and i am thanful for help of your company and chance for us.”

“during ourt time together in new york, i felt like my dreams are finally accomplished. like i did what i was only dreaming about. international lawyer is a chance to be succesful not only in my home country but outside the world. i feel like i am finally capable of things i wanted in past. like my dream came true. company and new york gave me oppurtinites i wanted.” you smilled a bit

 woman considered as your boss smiled proudly. she was happy that both of you did great job working under her company.

“we graded your work as an A. only two people among my lawyers that didn’t mess up once. your cases were hard yet you still managed to done it. you won every case you had. as we were talking with others, we decied to let you stay year longer with us.”

 happines was bursting out of you and taehyung. one more year in new york. 

“we’re so thankful mrs. ovens.”

“no need to. i am thankful for kibum to send you to me.”

 two years in new york felt like few weeks rather. hundreads of cases, a lot of people and new experince felt like a dream when indeed it was reality for you. you learnt a lot of things during your stay, that you were sure you’ll use back in south korea. 

thought about home kept you going. when you’ll be back in south korea your sallary and name are going to be big and prestigous. you will be able to have respect you wished for years. coming back to seoul was exciting but at the same time it was draining you. scared of facing doyoung one day. scared of people who are in seoul. you still wonder what’s with doyoung, because you don’t know much.

ten called you few weeks ago to inform you that doyoung got married with some areum. he settled down and moved out the house you knew. ten got to know that doyoung got promotion and now he is main prosectutor in his company. as you heard no one is touching him, he got some title as “ice prosectutor” since he is very cold towards people and he never lose any case. never. not even one. he made sure to win everything. propably, sehun had case with him and even sehun was impressed by how serious and cold doyoung is. 

even tho it was you who was first to put doyoung in a break up postion, signaling him that it’s your chance for career and made him understand you won’t stay in korea, it hurt. it was like a knife went through your back. inside you had hopes he won’t find anyone. you thought he’d wait for you even if it takes three years for you to be back. you wanted him to wait.

“you’re telling me you still thought he would wait?” taehyung scoffed angry. “y/n, wake up. please. aren;t you bit selfish and egoistic with him? you had met a lot of people why wouldn’t you date them instead? why are you still head over hills about that jerk. he has family now. he moved on, can you understand?”

“maybe if he would see me now.. maybe then he would be willing to-”

“y/n, please. don’t be dumb.”

 taehyung was right. he always is.

YEAR LATER

 your stomach was doing back flips when you were about to go inside office of team C. finally returned with taehyung to your real home. new york was now a memory, and seoul was your reality again. few people regonized you and welcomed you with smile on their faces. few were new. some changes happened to the building.

“welcome back!”

 junmyeon, sehun, ten, jaemin, hendery, xiaojun, chaewon and yeji were screaming while holding big cake for you and taehyung. place looked like a birthday party for kids.

“we missed you two so much.”

“we missed you too.”

 everyone was hugging each other and asking questions. ten was crying when you hugged him because he missed you so much everyday. he had never found other best friend since he knew you’ll be back for him.

“i am so glad to be back finally. i missed you and seoul. new york is too much for me.” you giggled as ten were cutting cake for you. “people there are so open minded and confident it was overwhelming for me.” sehun laughed. “i missed speaking in korean with others instead of only with taehyung.”

“ey, don’t be mean! i had to put up with me and you have issues to speak korean with me?”

 taehyung acted mad when in reality he didn’t mind. he just liked to tease the shit out of you.

“drama queen as always.” you rolled your eyes. “eat the cake and be careful to not choke on it.”

 to be fair, you were happy for real you were but you couldn’t help but wonder about doyoung. ever since you landed in seoul all you could think of was him. how does he look like now? how does his wife look like? who is she? where does he live? do they have kids?

“what are you thinking about?” ten lit up his cigarette. “please, don’t tell me-”

“yes.” you whispered. “yes, about him. ten, i can not help but think about him. i never forgot him, it’s like small part of me. thought of him having family is killing me.”

“three, almost four years passed and you still have feelings for him?”

“i can not help it. they aren’t as strong but they are here nevertheless. i’d do anything for them to vanish but i can’t. i can’t ignore them, ten.”

“i am so sorry y/n. right person but wrong time, isn’t it?” ten handed you cigarette you took with no second thought. “try to date somebody else instead. i know it sounds harsh but you should. he already moved on.”

“i don’t want anyone else.

it took you a while and few calls but finally you knew about doyoung’s well beings even where does he live now. his wife is a korean teacher in a elementary, and she is perfect girl, as chaewon explained to you. old friends of doyoung told you they met during piano practice and areum asked doyoung out. they told you nothing if he asked about you or wondered. they just told you basic facts and left you with that. 

 house doyoung bought with areum was big. big garden in front of and behind the building, was full of flowers of different kinds. for sure it was doyoung’s idea, he loved flowers. two cars parked in front of house. your breathing was faster and not regular. 

 you knocked on the door with pounding heart.

“uhm, hello? how can i help?” young, beatiful woman showed up confused as hell when she saw you. 

“good evening, is doyoung home?” she still looked confused. “i am an old friend.”

“uh, sure.” she turned around and screamed. “doyoung! someone to you.”

“to me? i didn’t expect anyone to-”

 as soon as doyoung saw you his heart stopped beating for a second. all memories rushed through his body like a storm. every little detail about you was on his mind. everything you’ve done together was now in front of his eyes.

 you were standing there awkwardly with wide opened eyes. doyoung changed a little. for sure he got little bit bulky, slim but with some muscles here and there. his face was more mature and his hair were now brushed back, black as pitch. he got more handsome for sure. your mind was now focused on man in front of you.

“uh, hi.”

“let’s sit in a garden.” he went down the stairs completly. “i’ll be back in a few, honey.” he kissed her cheek and you felt your stomach tighten.

 doyoung was confused, angry and emotional all at once. he would never guess you’d show up in front of his place.

“i came back two months ago. i didn’t have a courage to show up faster.” you were playing with hem of your shirt to focus on something. “i wanted to.. talk.”

“after three years you’re showing up at my house to talk?” he was angry. “i thought blocking you was sefl explenatory.”

“i don’t understand why’d you do that tho.” doyoung was looking at you amazed. “it was childish, you didn’t have to act like a teenager and blocking your ex.”

“i had to. i fuckin had to get you out of my mind. now you care? well, it’s too late now.”

“can you stop being a dick for a second?” you were hurt a bit because you didn’t expect him to be so mad. you expected to be welcomed with small smile and hope for you. “i know a lot of time passed but i don’t get it why would we be bitter with each other?”

“maybe because you left? i’ve heard that after year you could come back if you wanted.” you gulped, because you didn’t expect him to know. “they gave you chance to come back but you didn’t. and i know you learnt majority of things during an year.”

“i couldn’t leave after a year. i didn’t want to back then. i still had a lot of work in new york and i was working hard-”

“cut it y/n. i understand.”

“you understand shit, doyoung.” you mumbled. “i do understand we’ve been apart for a long time and you have family now and i am selfish as ever.” doyoung was looking at you with raised eyebrows. “but do you have space in your heart for me? i don’t care if you got her in your arms or you’re her husband. i do not fuckin care.”

“but i fuckin do. what’s wrong with you? y/n, i moved on. i loved you for way too long and that was my mistake. i thought by the time you’ll date someone else. there is no us no more. we were done the second you got on the plane.” he was looking at you concerned while you were hidding tears in your eyes. “your name hurts, y/n. whenever i hear it i go balistic. i hate that. i am glad you chased your dreams but i don’t want to be part of your life. i have areum for that. it’s her who is part of my life, not you anymore.”

 if words could cut, you’d be bleeding now because of wounds he caused. word by word cut deeper into your soul and you’d like to vanish from the earth. you’d like to be gone. regret was creeping you from inside.

“i wish all the best for you two, i really do. i bet she gave you all the things i didn’t give to you. but it’s not fair you were able to move on and i am stuck with you in my head.” doyoung felt weird warmness and insecurity inside. suddenly he wanted nothing but hug you, but he couldn’t despite his words. “i almost wish we never met, doyoung. i wish that. i have no idea why i get here at first place.”

 you got up ready to leave. you are cracking again because of him. all you could see was doyoung and everything was revolving around boy who was now looking at you deadly. only if you knew his real thoughts.

“wait.” he got your hand. “don’t make ma a villain. you got never experience what i get through when you left. you left like i was never reason to stay. it does hurt me. you was all about the job even tho you already were succesful. you could go on your own in a few years if you wanted but you left. it didn’t matter to you that i was your boyfriend. it was your choice y/n.”

“i just wanted to be-”

“i know but you were only thinking about you. you didn’t care about me, friends or family. we didn’t want to hold you back but you didn’t consider our feelings in that moment.”

 suddenly realization hit you. it was truth. all you could care about was new york, not your parents, doyoung or ten - new york was all you thought of.

“still, that doesn’t mean i wasn’t hurt. i was crying for over a month about you every god damned night! doyoung, don’t act like you were the one who suffered back then.” every mistake you made and weren’t aware of show up in your mind. “i still fuckin love you, alright? it’s supposed to be me with title of your wife not her. not anyone else. i have never ever thought about someone else than you. my heart was closed whole time.”

“but i didn’t force you to not date anyone.” doyoung was focused on your words and regrets were all on him. “i have joyful life with areum. i work as my dream job. i settled down for best and you expect me to destroy it for you, y/n?” only if you knew, he was willing to do it right now if you asked. 

“i expected that but nevermind.” you get out his grip. “i was wrong the whole time especially with coming here, what the fuck did i think? i am sorry for ruining your evening, doyoung. i wish you and your wife whole happines. do not ever contac me ever after tonight. i’ll find someone like you, i don’t care.” you looked up with sad smile.” let’s be strangers again, kim doyoung.” shock was all over doyoung face. he was confused. his feelings confused him because he didn;t know that if he saw you all the old feeling would wake up. “i hope you regret giving up on us years ago.”

 you got in your car without looking back. doyoung waz froozen on the spot, he wanted to chase you and talk. tell you all the unsaid things on tip of his tongue, he wanted to tell you but didn’t had the courage to do so. despite the fact he was married and everything he told you and everyone, he wasn’t done with you. he never moved on and only person who knew about it was areum, - his wife. 

kim doyoung’s wife was only one who knew about his feelings. she knew about you but she has never seen you but at the moment when she was peeking through window at you two, and when she noticed reaction of her husband at you, she knew. she knew you were y/n and you were his lover. she gave up with doyoung after few months of marriage since she understood his heart is closed for anyone. her parents and doyoung’s mum forced them to marry each other despite the fact he loved someone else. areum just learnt to live with him and put up with it. doyoung and her would do some wife-husband activities but they were rather as friends.

 taehyung was rubbing your back in your bed. both naked under white sheets in the evening. you convinced yourself that you should date somebody else to give them heart that belonged to doyoung. taehyung fall in love with you during your stay in new york and he asked you out back in seoul.

“did you invite someone?” taehyung got up on his elbows when both of you heard knocking on the door. “maybe it’s ten.”

“stay here, i’ll check.”

 you smiled a little and got your bathrobe to hide your body. walking to the door made you wonder who is banging at your door at ten twenty pm. 

“we have to talk.” doyoung was out of breath, hair all messy and his cheeks in a light shade of pink. “please, we have to.”

“doyoung it’s fuckin almost midnight, what do you want?” you smelled alcohol from him. “are you drunk?”

“it doesn’t matter. i have to tell you something.”

“stop.” you tried to look as tough as you could to not betray your excitment. “i told you to not contact me.”

“i want divorce.” you almost fall. “i’ll divorce areum as fast as it’s possible. we aren’t in love, and we never were. it was rushed wedding. she is fine with it, i am fine with it and you should be fine with it. please.” doyoung fall on his knees. “i’ve spend every second without you as miserable person. i wanted you back. don’t find someone like me, and be with me. again. it’s us together, y/n.”

“you’re just drunk now and you have no idea what you’re saying. your wife is waiting for you at home.” you had to wip tear rolling down. “you should go.”

“no, i won’t. i won’t until you accept me again. sorry for being worst jerk ever. i am sorry for letting you go and blaming you. i am asshole, i know. but reconsider us. i’d do anything for you to come back.”

 taehyung was watching you two from the back of hall. his heart ached but he could do nothing about it since he knew you don’t love him but doyoung. all he could do is to accept it and watch.

“taehyung and i are-”

“nothing. don’t be stupid y/n.” taehyung got closer. “we were just a quick thing man. go get her.”

“taehyung, why-”

“shut it.” he smiled a bit. “we aren’t mean to be. it’s kim doyoung who is supposed to be your lover not kim taehyung.”

“y/n, answer me.” doyoung was begging you at that point. “i am no longer able to live like that. i want you to be my wife. i want to have amazing life with you y/n. i love you still.”

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