matthew porretta as dan rubin in beverly hills, 90210 (s4)
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the concept of lilia having ptsd nightmares and silver dream-walking into them has gripped me viciously ok you guys don't understand
all i can think about is silver stumbling into this blood-stained and gruesome scene from lilia's war days, and shocked that his laughing, loving father's mind can torment him so brutally like this. he pleads with lilia to escape and travel back to his own dream (can't he see the lovely pastel clouds just above the carnage? the birds singing softly, the sweet spring air?), he can't stand to watch his father be subjected to this over and over again!
lilia laughing kindly at him instead and gently pushing silver back towards the edge of his dream, his innocent son should not have to bear witness to this madness, there is no need for silver's mind to be plagued by such troubles— no, lilia will stay here, this is where he belongs, dear child, in the filth and the muck and the darkness, so that he can raise silver up towards the light.
his laughter stops short however when instead of following his beloved father's commands, silver takes one last look at those plush, cotton candy clouds and turns his back on them, taking lilia's hand and strolling alongside him through a path of stomped flowers and broken branches.
what's the use of a good dream if there's no one to share it with? perhaps, if he stays, they can find something beautiful to savor in lilia's nightmares instead.
neither one of them remember it when they wake, but lilia's hand feels oddly empty when he stares at it in the dawn light, and silver breathes out tiredly against his pillow, tasting the heady scent of iron and jasmine.
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I can't believe I just witnessed Silvio stutter in this epilogue because Gilbert was teasing him about having feelings for Emma and her being his type. He fucking BLUSHED and STUTTERED SOME MORE shifting the conversation over to be about Keith because he didn't want to be the center of attention anymore.
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I want to hear the original plan for these two, because they're younger in this image (and was drawn years before Fifteen the novel), and there's changed details, like Dazai's broken leg instead of his fake-broken arm.
I'm just imagining them being friends at a much younger age, being stupid, then stupider when puberty comes in. I wanna learn about Chuuya's time with Kouyou and Dazai with Mori. I want to learn about what the could have been and if they'd be the same as they are now.
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Heeeey banana 👀 how are you doooing? I'm just hopping in to remind you that you're awesome and all us your moots love you<3
Also what are your pronouns
Hi Copper<3!!
I’m doing ok atm, tho this really made my day! I love how my sona looks in your style❤️
Gosh I just wanna cuddle u Copper cuz you’re so kind!!
Also pronouns such as he/him/they/them are fine by me <3
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i have to show off this vera bradley bag i got over the weekend for a complete bargain of 25$ !! i LOVE HER SO MUCH!!!!
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