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sapphicmsmarvel · 2 days

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Azriel: baby blanket

Azriel had never had a baby blanket.

When you found this out, it made you so sad you started crying (you were on your period which didn’t help the emotions).

You were talking with Feyre and Cassian. Feyre mentioned how she found Rhysands baby blanket in their closet and couldn’t get over how cute it was.

“It has bats! It was so cute.”

“Oh yeah, Rhys’ mom made me one with swords on it.” Cassian sipped his beer.

“And Az?” You asked.

“Az what?” He quirked an eyebrow.

“What was on Az’s?” You asked, tilting your head.

“Huh.” Cassian thought. “I don't think he ever got one.”

“What? Why?” Your heart was shattering for your husband and mate.

“When he joined the family, he was in his preteens. A little old for a baby blanket. I joined when I was a bit younger so I think that’s why I got one.” He titled his head as he thought. “He might’ve had one when he was with his blood relatives, but I doubt they let him have any comfort.” He grimaced.

You teared up. “Rhys’ mom never made one for him?”

“No, just because he was a bit older.” Cassian shrugged.

You frowned, “I wouldn’t think of it either if I were her I just…” Your lip wobbled. “He deserves it.”

“Aw shit.” Cassian got up and went to your other side. “I forgot you were on your cycle.”

“Shut up.” You cried, swatting his arm. Which he wrapped around you and pulled you to his chest.

“He’s okay, sweetheart. He’s a big boy.” He kissed your temple.

“Everybody deserves a baby blanket. I still have mine.” You bit your lip and sniffed. “I need to make Az one. He deserves it!”

Feyre touched your shoulder. “I think Rhys still has fabric his mother owned.”

“Can you ask? I wanna make it and include the woman that took him in.” You frowned, “and find some way to include his mother.”

“Of course.” Feyre said. She also kissed your temple.

Feyre later asked Rhys, who absolutely let you have some fabric. That way the blanket was from both you and Rhys’ mom. You reached out to Azriel’s mother, who helped you learn to sew. You spent hours with her. You loved doing this so you could give Azriel something meaningful, then it was better since his mother helped you learn.

You did a few practice runs with random squares of fabric that weren't the special kind. Just to make sure you didn’t fuck up the actual project.

You picked out a soft fabric he loves because it doesn’t cause sensory issues. You chose if in his siphon blue with stars on it.

When he came home after you had finished it, he was concerned because you looked like you were up to something.

It didn’t help that you had made his favorite foods plus dessert (since you wouldn’t let him eat you for dessert with your cycle going on, which he doesn’t care either way for the record).

Then after dinner, you made him sit on the couch and close his eyes for a surprise. “And I forbid your shadows being sent out! So don't send them!” You yelled as you ran up the stairs to grab the surprise.

“Yes, love.” As if they’d listen to him over you in this case. Plus, he’s never seen you so excited. So no, he wasn’t going to ruin it.

He heard your giggling as you walked down the steps and couldn’t help his own tiny chuckle. He heard the crinkling of a bag as well.

“Okay, open your eyes baby.” You said. He opened his eyes to see his love smiling wide and her eyes twinkling.

She handed it to him, he could feel that it was hefty. He took the tissue paper out and threw it at you, which you giggled at as it hit you.

Then he saw the most beautiful blanket there. He pulled it out. It was a deep, rich navy blue. Sparkling with the night sky.

“Did you make this?” He whispered, his heart was already filled because his love gave him something.

You nodded and that caused his heart to overflow.

“I love it but what’d I do to deserve it?”

“Just be you.” You said. Then he saw the tears start in your eyes. “Gods, this stupid cycle. The amount of times I cried making it.” You wiped your face.

“Cassian told me you’d never had a baby blanket. And everybody deserves that bit of comfort. I’m sorry if this seems silly I just-“ Your lip wobbled. “I wanted you to have it.”

“Oh baby.” Azriel cooed. Which was weird, because he was one of the most feared warriors cooing over his period-ridden wife. “C’mere.” He set the blanket down, and pulled you into his lap. Your thick thighs cradling his muscular ones.

You fit perfectly in his lap. He then grabbed the blanket and wrapped it around you both. For a baby blanket, it was quite large. You worked so hard. He loved it so fucking much.

“I’m sorry this is your gift and I can’t stop crying.” You let out a wet laugh. “Gods, the amount of times your mother teased me for crying.” You sniffed.

“My mother?” He froze.

“I went and visited her a lot these past few months. She taught me how to sew. We had lots of tea and talked about you.” You teased. “I loved seeing her so much.” You whispered.

His heart was bursting. You spent time with his mother, his mother who you loved to see.

“Baby, this is beautiful. You’re so talented.” He kissed your forehead. “I can’t believe you made me a baby blanket. Thank you.”

He never even thought that he’d want one. Now, the only way anybody would get it out of his hands would be if he were dead.

“Where did you find this fabric?” He asked. It was beautiful. As if the night sky itself was woven into it. And so soft on his skin.

“Rhys’ mother.” You sniffed again.

He snapped his head to you, confused. You smiled. “I asked Rhys if there was any fabric left from her. Then I actually embroidered your mothers signature in the corner, with her guidance. So,” You shrugged. “It’s from all three of us.”

“The three most important women in my life.” He murmured.

He brought you into a kiss that told a thousand words. “Thank you.” His voice broke off. “I can’t even begin to think of how to repay this.”

“That’s the thing Az. You don't have to. I’m your wife, I am honored to give you something so special.” You whispered, clutching his face.

“You didn’t just give it. You made it. You make me so happy, my love.” He brought you in for another kiss.

After that night, you kept catching him snuggling the blanket. He wouldn’t travel with it, it was his prized possession. It never left your house. All your family knew about it was that you made him a blanket.

Then, for away missions. You made him a travel size one.

Then for his birthday. A tinier matching one. Only with your signature in the corner opposite his mothers.

And, an embroidered baby footprint.

#acotar #acofas #acomaf #acowar #acotar x reader #azriel x reader #azriel x reader fluff

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kybercrystals94 · 3 days

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Sounds Like Him

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Angstpril 2024 | Day 24 | Prompt 24: Ghost of You

Rated: G | Words: 435 | Summary: Wrecker and Crosshair talk about their lost brother. | Character Focus: Wrecker, Crosshair

Wrecker groggily wakes to the sound of sure fingers typing. “Go to sleep, Tech,” he grumbles, turning over in the pull down bunk to face the wall.

The typing stops abruptly. “Sorry. Didn’t mean to wake you.” Crosshair’s voice. Not Tech’s. Never Tech’s.

Tech is dead.

Wrecker rolls to his back, stares at the bunk above him. “Sorry,” he says.

Crosshair makes a scoffing noise. “What for? I woke you up.”

“I thought you were Tech for a second,” Wrecker says. “It just sounded…like he was here. The way you were typing. Haven’t heard typing like that since before.”

Crosshair is quiet for a few moments, and Wrecker isn’t sure he’s going to answer, and then, “Hunter types like a newborn blurrg’s first steps.”

Wrecker barks out a surprised laugh, turning his head to look at his brother. Crosshair smirks back at him.

“I missed you, Cross,” Wrecker says. “A whole lot.” He isn’t sure why he’s suddenly feeling sentimental, but the words need to be said.

He misses Tech. Every day.

But he also missed Crosshair.

Every day.

Crosshair blinks at him, smile dropping. He glances away. “I missed you too.”

Wrecker sits up, ducking his head so he doesn’t hit it on the upper bunk. He leans forward, propping his elbows on his knees. “Did Omega ever tell you about Tech winning a pod race?”

A half shrug and a nod. “A little. No details, but I got the gist of it.”

“You should’ve seen him,” Wrecker says, becoming animated. “He was the craziest racer there.”

Crosshair chuckles. “You sound surprised.”

“Nah,” Wrecker says. “Just proud of him.”

His little brother hums. “I would’ve liked to see that,” Crosshair mumbles, looking down at the data pad gone idle in his lap. He pecks one finger at the screen, igniting it to life, but he doesn’t do anything else with it. “There’s a lot of things I should’ve been here for.”

Wrecker swallows, but only lets his silence agree.

“Maybe,” Crosshair continues once the quiet between them has settled, “you can tell me what happened…with the pod race.”

Wrecker grins so big it hurts. Until this moment, he hadn’t realized how badly he’d wanted to share this story with Crosshair. All the details, even the ones he and Tech and Omega had carefully left out when reporting to Hunter and Echo.

“Well,” Wrecker says, swinging his legs over the side of the bunk. “I’ll have to start at the beginning.”

Crosshair rolls his eyes good-naturedly. “Well, that’s obvious,” he snarks.

And kriff, if he doesn’t sound just like Tech when he says it.

@the-little-moment @just-here-with-my-thoughts, less than a week left of Angstpril! But that also means less than a week until the end of the Bad Batch 😭 I'm not ready!!

And I'm posting this story before the second to last episode airs just in case it ruins me emotionally....eeeeeep!

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hiyyihrts · 1 day

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I'm not sure why anyone would be upset about Colin gaining experience when the whole point is him understanding why he's not as invested in that sort of thing because there's no emotional connection between him and his partners which in turn makes him examine his relationship with Penelope when he realizes how he feels about her. It's sex vs making love here and because he's yet to really be in love those experiences will pale in comparison to being with Penelope. That's the whole point. While some want Colin to be a virgin along with Penelope to gain that experience together, there's something to be said about Colin understanding he was doing it wrong hence why he felt nothing more than gratification, if that. He doesn't yet understand the act of making love because he's never been in it so he's merely sating a physical need. I would want him to have more practical knowledge than Penelope. The better to pleasure her with, you know?

No that totally makes sense anon!

I can’t speak for everyone but I’m not angry or anything over the choice of him being with other people before Penelope because, like you said, he probably doesn’t understand the difference between just purely sexual satisfaction and making love with some you cherish and care for. And we could be entirely wrong on this lol.

I personally wish we could see more tropes of teens/young adults falling in love and learning their sexual awakenings together. And I know the above and what I’m about to say isn’t the case with Polin, but I find a lot of the preferred romances to be a bit icky/a power imbalance with wanting someone who has so much experience being with someone who has none. It kind of gives me the ick anymore and that’s why I think it’d be nice to see something a bit different from time to time.

Again, not saying this is Polin at all or really any of the Bridgerton couples, it’s just something I’ve noticed within the genre as a whole that irks me.

#bridgerton #polin #bridgerton s3 #bridgerton season 3 #penelope x colin #colin x penelope #colin bridgerton #penelope featherington #ask #answer

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thevulturesquadron · 21 hours

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Hello! If you don't mind answering, what are your thoughts on Rogue only mentioning Gambit during E.7 ? It felt weird after all these episodes and exploration of their relationship.

Ahoy there! 🛸

Well... I try not to put too much thought into it. Overall Bright Eyes felt like a moment of transition towards the finale (with an absolute kick-ass Rogue). I am happy they had an episode that showcased a part of what Rogue was going through after Genosha, because, as Amelia Vogh said - 'a survivor is the last thing I’d wanna be.’ So Rogue has a lot to process: the guilt and grief over losing Gambit, the uncertainty and anxiety around Magneto and well, the death of so many people around her. Remember what Magneto said? “We shall not live our days wondering if we could’ve saved more.” Rogue is doing just that - and it's hell.

About Rogue focusing just on Gambit - it makes sense. She held his body in her arms. That moment is with her probably every time she closes her eyes. The way I see it, there are two reasons why the focus has been only on expressing her feelings for Remy.

1. It might be just the way it is. Rogue and Gambit will always be 'the couple'. More so for TAS. They are one of the most well-known and popular Marvel couples so, after the drama was done, the writers needed to pull that ship back on course. It was always going to be like that and I'll be here for the ride. Not everything in media has to be written to match my preferences. Plus, the show has kept both of them in character and written them exceptionally well so far. Especially with Gambit, I am grateful for the care they put into portraying him, because in comics it's such a mess, depending on who's writing him. So I am expecting the focus to be on Rogue and Gambit from now on.

2. The other reasoning (from a media literacy perspective), and the one I prefer - is that she's processing. It might turn out to be true or it might not - the show will tell us. But at this moment it does look like that. Grief, guilt, shock. First of all, in Magneto's case, there was no body. The rule is until the search is called off, if there is no body, there is no death confirmation. So Rogue is struggling to accept it. What she knows is that Remy is dead - that is a reality she cannot avoid and it consumes her. On the other hand she was refusing to face the possibility that Erik was also gone. Then Kurt made it real. In the privacy of that moment between them he said what she wasn't allowing herself to think or accept: that she lost more than one person she cared about. Secondly, also why it makes that moment with Kurt so much more heavy, is that no one else in the team knows of the emotional connection she has with Erik. Everyone who knew the depths (Gambit and, in parts, Madelyne) are dead. I don't think Rogue can voice her grief in front of the rest without an explanation. She can however channel it through Gambit’s loss. What is worse is that her feelings for Gambit are now intertwined with a lot of guilt, and she probably feels like she has failed him in particular. And it breaks my heart. I don’t think that’s fair towards her and I am not particularly a fan of that, but X-men has often times put drama ahead of character development.

So is it the first one? Is it the second one? Who knows, maybe it’s a bit of column A, a bit of column B. But there is one thing that I would have liked the episode to show more of: I wanted to see Rogue processing what it meant for her to survive Genosha, to survive the genocide. I care more about that, about her humanity, her struggles and convictions, unrelated to the romantic aspects. Romance is not the ultimate form of love, and it doesn’t have to be the most intense display of love either.

#rogue #gambit #remy lebeau #magneto #erik lehnsherr #rogneto #romy #x men #x men ‘97 #x men 97 #x men 97 spoilers #anna marie #anna marie adler #texpost #marvel #just thoughts #still a firm believer that what's happening with magneto is far crueler than death

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charliesloser · 2 days

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HAPPY LESBIAN VISIBILITY WEEK BITCHES!! i bring you angst.

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Redemption

Chaggie x Emilute

——

“But she was right, Sera,” Emily sang, hopodiah up the paper, “she showed us a soul can improve, he saw the light Sera,” she flew up, “checked all the boxes the you said would..” Emily continued and Lute felt guilt coming up in the pit of her stomach.

“It’s not fair, Sera,” Charlie jumped in, a mix of determination and anger spread on her face.

“Careful, Charlie, keep a cool head,” Vaggie placed a hand on Charlie’s shoulder.

“No!” Charlie pushed her hand off and walked forward, “don’t you care, Sera? That just because someone is dead, it doesn’t mean they can’t resolve to change their ways! Turn their backs, escape infernal blaze!”

“I really wish it could be so, but there’s a lot that you don’t know!”

Lute knows she’s gonna retreat this, but she chimes in as well, “what are we even talking about, some crack whore who fucked up already?!” Lute avoided Emily’s eyes, “he blew his shot like the cocks in his mouth this discussion is sensless and petty!”

Adams jumps up and the two start singing, “there’s no question to be posed, he’s unholy case closed, did you forget that hell is forever?!”

Adam smirks, “a man only lives once, we’ll see you in one month!” He steps closer to Charlie, “gotta say I can’t wait to..”

“Adam..” Lute mumbles under her breath.

“Come down an exterminate you!”

“Wait!” Emily flies down.

“Shit..” Lute looks away.

“What are you saying? Let me get this straight, you go down there and kill those poor souls?” Emily was furious.

“You didn’t know?” Charlie tilts her head.

Lute takes a deep breath, “guess the cats out of the bag,” she puts on a fake smile.

“What’s the big deal?” Adam smirks.

“Sera,” Emily looks at Sera with pleading eyes, “tell me that you didn’t know.”

Sera flew down there, “I thought since I’m older, it’s my load to shoulder!

“No..”

“You have to listen, it was such a hard decision!” Sera reached her hands out but Emily pulled away, “I wanted to save you, the anguish it takes to do what was required!”

Emily clenches her fists and starts flying, “to think that I admired you, well I don’t need your condescension, I’m not a child to protect! Was talk of virtue just pretension? Was I too naive to expect you to heed the morals you’re proveying?” Emily flies down to Charlie.

Charlie nods, “that’s what the fuck I’ve been saying!”

They grabbed each other hands, “if hell is forever then heaven must be a lie! If angels can do whatever and remain in the sky! The rules are shades of grey if you don’t do as they say, when you make the retched suffer just to kill them again!”

“I was told not trust in angels,” Charlie gave Vaggie a soft look and she gave the princess a look of guilt.

“By her?” Adam smirks.

Lute knew she was in deep shit so she just doesn’t care anymore, “ha! She should go,” she smirks and places an arm on Vaggie.

Vaggie pushes her off and walked closer to her girlfriend, “we should go-”

“No!” Charlie grabbed her hands, “don’t you see we’ve come so close? Look at them fighting, they’re at each others throats!”

“Don’t you act all high and mighty,” Lute and Adam circled Vaggie, “did you ever think your little girlfriend might be a liar?” Adam smirked.

“Adam, don’t, please..”

“What’s the fuss?” Adam walked closer to her, “why hide the fact that you’re an angel just like us?” Lute pulled on Vaggie and made her face Charlie with a smirk.

Charlie had a look of anger, confusion, and terror in her eyes as she fell to her knees. Her hands were in her face as she starts crying and Vaggie runs to her, wrapping her arms around her.

——

The portal closes as soon as Charlie and Vaggie are back in hell. Vaggies heart is beating and Charlie’s eyes are red and puffy from crying. A lot was revealed today, and neither of them know how to feel.

“Charlie-” before Vaggie can even get a chance to speak, Charlie walks out of their room. She groans and plops down on the bed, her face in the pillows.

There was a knock on the door, “go away!” Vaggies voice was muffled because of the pillows.

Despite what she had said, Angel barged in. “Hey, so Charlie just ran out of the hotel with her horns and tail out. Mind telling me what happened?” Charlie usually only has her demon form out when she’s really stressed or emotional.

“I. Don’t. Want. To. Talk.” Vaggie mumbles into the pillows.

“Talkin’ about it will make ya feel better, toots,” Angel sits on the bed.

Vaggie sighs and rolls on her back, looking up at Angel. She knew he wasn’t gonna give up. “So, let’s just say a lot happened at the meeting,” she sighs and he gave her a look that tells her to continue, “well, apparently no one but the head seraphim and the exorcists knew about the exterminations.”

“Oh?” Angel crosses his arms.

“And we used you as an example, but they still believe that no soul can be redeemed,” Vaggie rolls her eyes. She left out the one part that Angel deserves to know, and Angel picked up on that.

“Is that all?” He tilts his head.

Vaggie takes a deep breath and stands up from the bed, looking out if the window. “No, there’s..” she turns to look at him, “there’s something else that I need to say,” she sighs and Angel nods, “it was revealed that..I used to be an exorcist angel.”

——

Emily’s in her room, her head pounding and her heart racing. There was so much that was impacted in that meeting and she doesn’t know how to handle it all.

There was a knock, “come in,” her voice was soft and the door opened and shut. Her back was facing the door and she was sitting on her bed so she couldn’t see who walked in, but she didn’t need to see. She just knew who it was because it’s the same person who comes to see her after every meeting.

Lute takes a deep breath, “Em, I-”

“I don’t want to hear it,” Emily stands up and turns to face Lute.

“Please-”

“No! You’ve kept something from me you knew that I deserved to know! These exterminations have been happening for god knows how long, and you didn’t tell me!” Emily snaps, “those souls, human souls..they don’t deserve that, demon or not!”

“If you understood-”

“What I don’t understand is-” Emily sighs, “what I don’t understand is how you could keep something like this from someone you fell in love with.”

“Emily, please-” Emily ignores Lute and flies out her window.

Lute clenches her fists and throws her helmet on the ground.

——

Charlie returns to the hotel. Her hair was a mess and she had dark circles under her eyes. Vaggie looks over, she was sitting on the couch with Angel.

Charlie yawns as she drags her feet to the bar, ignoring Vaggie and Angel. She isn’t one to drink, but she really needs this.

Husk raises an eyebrow as he makes her a drink, something light since she isn’t really used to it, and hands it to her, “you look like shit.”

Charlie groans, “you have no idea,” she takes a sip of her drink and makes a weird face, shaking her head.

“I heard..what happened,” Husk sighs, “do you wanna talk about it?”

“Depends..is she here?” Charlie asked.

Husk shakes his head, “Angel took her out..she looked like she needed a break.”

Charlie scoffs, “she needs a break? As if she didn’t lie to me for years? We share everything together, she should’ve known that I would’ve understood if she told me that she was an exorcist angel.”

Husk opens his mouth, but closes it, trying to figure out what to say. He opens it again, “well, did you try asking her why she didn’t tell you?”

Charlie looks down and shakes her head, “I’m..afraid of her answer.”

Husk sighs, pouring himself a drink, “you know,” he takes a big drink, “it’s okay to be scared, that’s apart of life..but so is talking. Relationships aren’t always so perfect. Fights and mistakes are what makes them healthy and special. I’m not saying that you need to fight 24/7, I’m saying that..you guys will overcome this situation. All you need to do is talk it out.”

Charlie sighs. She knew that Husk was right and she nods, “when did you get so good at this relationship stuff?” She jokes with a smile.

Husk smiles back as he looks at Angel, who’s talking to Vaggie, “since I got into one myself,” he looks back at Charlie, “now, go talk to her. Make things right.”

Charlie nods, taking a deep breath before standing up. She slowly makes her way to the couch and Vaggie looked up from her conversation with Angel, making eye contact with Charlie. Charlie holds her hand out with pleading eyes and Vaggie doesn’t hesitate to take it.

——

Lute finds Emily on the top of a mountain, but not just any mountain. It was the mountain Emily took them in their first date, before they made it official. Lute remembers it like it was yesterday.

Emily had taken them to the tallest mountain in heaven to have a picnic. She decorated it so the trees lit up and the pink roses were brighter than before. Back then was so easy, Lute thought. Never in a million years would she had thought that Emily found out about the exterminations.

Without saying anything, Lute turns to fly away, thinking about how stupid this is, but she stops herself when she hears a voice, “you know..” Lute gulps and turns to look back at Emily, “maybe I overreacted.”

Lute tilts her head as she sits down next to Emily, their legs hanging off the edge of the cliff. “What do you mean?”

Emily sighs as she stares at the city of heaven, “maybe I overreacted..” she repeats herself, “after finding out about the exterminations,” she pauses, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have snapped, it’s just..we’ve been dating for a few months and you’ve..kept something from me that goes against what I’m trying to stop.”

Lutes breath is shaky as she opens her mouth, but then closes it. She didn’t know what to say. She couldn’t find the right words.

The two were quiet for like 15 minutes, neither knowing what to say. Until Emily opened her mouth, “can we just..forget about everything?” She takes a glance at Lute, “maybe I overreacted, I just-”

Lute takes Emily’s hand into her own, “it’s okay, you didn’t overreact. I should’ve told you about the exterminations to begin with, I acted stupid,” she sighs, “I’m sorry, I really am.”

——

“I’m sorry, I really am,” Vaggie speaks, her voice is quiet and soft. She and Charlie were sitting on their bed, “I’d understand if you didn’t forgive me, or if you needed time..I should’ve told you, I was just scared, and..”

“Vaggie-” Charlie tries to cut in.

“When you found me that day, you were so nice to me..”

“Vaggie-” Charlie tried again.

“I just..I don’t understand..how you could be so nice to someone you knew nothing about. I didn’t tell you because I was scared..scared of losing the best thing that happened to me..and I’d understand if you wanted t-”

“Vaggie!” Finally, Vaggies eyes meet Charlie’s. She was expecting a look of anger and disappointment, but she was brought a look of love. Charlie cups Vaggies face, “it’s okay,” she whispers, “I promise..I overreacted and I should’ve let you explain. I was hurt, but I’m not now. I just..wish you would’ve told me sooner, and I would’ve preferred finding out from you and not some prick,” the princess smiles when she hears Vaggie let out a chuckle. She presses a kiss onto her forehead before pulling her in for a hug, “I love you.”

Vaggie smiles for the first time in a few days, “more than anything.”

#hazbin hotel #chaggie #charlie morningstar #vaggie #emilute #hazbin hotel lute #emily hazbin hotel

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honeywiththemoneyloa222 · 2 hours

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LISTEN BABY

Hi baby

Let’s discuss a few things

1. REFLECTIONS

The 3D is the reflection of the 4D

Meaning that if you assume something in your mind which is your 4D

Your 3D reacts to it

It’s simply a RESULT

So if you say

“I’m pretty and rich because I said so”

“I’m gonna shift tonight”

“I’m gonna tap into the void tonight”

“I’m gonna marry my Sp”

Or whatever

If you say this

Believe it or whatever

Then that’s what’ll happen

*4D*

“I attract money easily”

*3D*

*Starts getting money*

4D= Where the assumptions are created

3D= results of the assumptions

The 3D is a reaction to your assumptions

All you have to do is affirm and assume

The rest is already done

Because you’re God

Why would a god like you have to do work?

This is your reality

YOU created it

No you didn’t create your problems

But you’re creating your assumptions ABOUT your problems

“This is so hard”

If that’s what you assume then it is

You can get whatever you desire

Literally

People have manifested

Money out of the blue

Meeting a famous person

Becoming a millionaire overnight

Etc

Moving on

Now that you understand this

Let’s talk about

2. SP

An Sp or also known as a “ Specific person or Special person”

Is simply someone that you want to attract in your life either romantically or platonically

Sps can be friends they can be lovers

Most people use them as lovers

But it’s whatever you’d like

Is it wrong to manifest your crush or friendship into your life?

No darling absolutely not

There’s nothing wrong with having feelings

Literally if you have a huge crush on that popular boy in your gym class

Or that cute girl at your local coffee shop

Whether you’ve talked to them or not

Whether they know who you are or not

“Oh he graduates this year tho!”

Ok AND

If that’s who you want

Affirm and persist

Literally they’re yours already

If Josh or Ryan or Craig Mathew

Angel Leslie Isabelle Michelle Stacy

Whatever the name and whoever they are

They’re yours

If you assume

They’re yours and you know this in your heart despite doubts

Then he/she/they are yours boo

Could I manifest someone who’s older than me?

Yessss!

I would advice you’re over 18 tho just so your Sp won’t catch a case lol

Whether you’re 22 he’s 30

You’re 20 he’s 25

It’s possible

What if I have more than one Sp?

Also possible!

Say you gotta main Sp

You can literally create a story on how you meet them and what if you want friends too?

Who says an Sp

Could just be ONE person?

Baby you can manifest as many people into your life as you want:) you could even manifest a whole friend group

Honey, my Sp is a famous/Youtuber or Celebrity is this possible?

Yesss! wtf

Baby just because he is famous doesn’t mean he’s too important or special for you

No offense to celebrities but

It’s just a title

They’re just people

Your Favorite singer is probably popping rn

They breathe eat sleep drink

Get upset even manifest

Just like us

They don’t live on another planet

They’re just regular people with high end job

They’re just popular and rich

Why put them on a pedestal?

Baby YOU ARE THE PEDESTAL

They have no free will in your reality

If you want them

Assume they’re yours

“He’s mine that is my future boyfriend”

Or “(Celebrity’s name) is obsessed with me I mean why wouldn’t he be look at me”

“Look at me all he dreams of a girl like me I’m exactly what he needs”

(Celebrity’s name) is my boyfriend/girlfriend

It’s not weird

I mean I manifested an ex of mine literally JUST LIKE THAT

Dude it’s all possible

And if you don’t want to date them now

Manifest it for the future

I have one for the future 😏

But I’m not discussing it for privacy purposes

You’d all known who he is if I gave you one hint anyways lol he’s definitely NOT a b lister okurrr

And nooo I have never used his name on my account ever

This’ll be funny

If y’all just tried to guess who he is

Hehehehe

Anyways

Pls note you’re not crazy or wrong or delusional for wanting someone

We’re all people

Celebrities have manifested other celebrities

Kanye manifested Kim

Tom manifested Zendaya

Jason Momoa manifested Lisa bonet

Soooo many other examples

Say you don’t wanna be famous

That’s ok

You can still manifest them

“But they’re across the world from me”

They’re yours

“But thousands of fans have a crush on him/her

Say it with me

WHO

FUCKING

CARES!!!!!

He’s yours

Or she or they

(I’m saying “they”because your Sp

Could be non binary which I 100000% respect :))

Here on my account I don’t tolerate transphobia or homophobia or racism or anything like that

So feel free to manifest whomever you’d like

Despite their gender or pronouns

Or even sexuality

I felt like I needed to say this because I wanna show support in case some of you have a trans crush or ARE you know

I want you all to feel included

A lot of you guys aren’t included in a lot of stuff which upsets me

“Honey he’s got a girlfriend!”

Babe

This is your reality

Third parties do not matter

Circumstances don’t matter

I mean don’t manifest that he cheats on them

But just know

Once you decide he’s yours or she

Then one day eventually they’ll be yours

“MY SP

Has me blocked or he hates me now!!”

You’re reacting to the result of your OWN assumption

Quit reacting to the 3D

It’s an illusion

If you assume he hates you

Then he does

Baby girl literally

Affirm persist assume

That’s it

He’s yours done

“But he’s really popular he’s always filming or going on Tour cuz he’s a really famous actor or singer etc”

Okayyy

Girlie that’s his job

How’s his job gonna keep y’all apart??

Manifesting a celeb Sp is literally like manifesting your crush in your home room class

Even if y’all don’t go to the same school

Whatever

Baby he’s yours

Quit reacting to the 3D

And change your assumptions

Get them off this pedestal

Say you actually manifest them

You wouldn’t fangirl every time you saw him

Every time you kiss or go out to eat or watch a movie together

You wouldn’t be freaking out like “OMG IM KISSING (their name)

LIKE YA BITCH CUZ HES YOUR BOYFRIEND 🙄

To you he’s rich and famous but he’s just a guy to me 😚💅🏾

Some days you might argue with them and hate their guts in that moment then the next you like them again

This proves they’re human just like you

It’s all realistic bro

They’re not that special

No offense

If you ran into beyoncè rn yes you’d be star struck

But at the end of the day

You know she’s just a person

(Love her to shreds tho)

If your Sp wasn’t famous

You’d still think they’re mad cute

But you wouldn’t freak tf out

Right?

Like I said being star struck is fine

But don’t put them on a pedestal

YOU are the pedestal

“But I don’t wanna be famous”

That’s okay love

You don’t need to be in Hollywood to get your golden star😏

“Can I create a story on how we meet?”

Yes

Say you want to be famous

You’d say

That y’all meet on set or you meet at a meet and greet (in case you don’t want fame)

But guys realistically speaking you’ll be somewhat famous if you’re dating a superstar 🫣

But you could keep a low profile that’s fine

Your pookie could write songs about you or you could star alongside him in a movie or tv show

Orrrrr

You could do a YouTube or a TikTok video with him if your Sp is an influencer

Celebrities/influencers are just people with very popular jobs who make hella money

Ariana Grande

(Would I flip my shit if I met her yes)

But still she’s a person

Okay

If one of y’all got famous I’d be like

“OMG CONGRATULATIONS They used to be a follower of mine !!!!”

But I won’t treat you any differently because of your job title

Us human beans (not a typo I wanted to say beans) tend to give importance to people and things with labels

You put your trust in a doctor because he’s smarter than you

You trust a firefighter because he’ll save you

You idolize a celebrity because they’re really popular

Take away their jobs

And money

And you wouldn’t think twice about them

(Not saying you shouldn’t trust people)

But you shouldn’t put anyone on a pedestal just because they’re more popular than you

Strip them of their popularity and they’ll just be like any other person sitting next to you on a train or something

The void state is the same

Reality shifting

Astral projection

Etc

STOP GIVING IMPORTANCE AND POWER TO PEOPLE AND THINGS YOU WANT

YOU are the power

Also I wanna see more comments from you all😔

So asks me questions there orrrr

TRY TO GUESS WHO MY CELEBRITY SP IS????☺️(I won’t tell youuuuuu but I just wanna see who you think it is) I’ll give ONE hint

He’s Not an influencer or TikToker

He’s a CELEBRITY celebrity

And what do you guys think of my account or me?

What vibe do I give off?

Am I friendly?

Talk to me I love you guys 💗💗

SORRY FOR ALL THE QUESTIONS

I love you byeee!

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houseofevanbuckley · 21 hours

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So I just saw someone calling that picture of Buck and Eddie at the wedding as two frabros

And now I’m in need of frat boy Buck and TA and coach Assistant Tommy

Buck has seen him around the school, going around either in his sport uniform, red shorts and a tight fitting hoodie, or his serious TA clothes, glasses on and soft pullover.

And Eddie has sympathize with the guy since he joined the basketball team for some extra credit, Buck has always stayed away from the sport team, feeling awkward in their mist but there is a new tryout for the basketball team since somebody got hurt and had to leave the team completely.

They’re looking for team and reserve people in case this happen again, and Buck doesn’t mind too much being on reserve, it would give him some credit but with a lot less stress about games and all.

So he goes to the tryout, Eddie is absolutely shocked by it until he sees how Buck looks at Tommy and realize what it is about, snorting bc his best friend has never really been subtle about who he liked even if he never said anything.

Buck who goes all out during the tryouts, until he goes too hard on a block and hurt somebody.

Buck who’s benched for the rest of that tryout game and look so sad on the sideline, he’s looking as much on the game as he’s looking at Tommy shouting advices and stuff, until Eddie sits next to him and pat him on the shoulder

“It’s ok buddy, I’m sure he noticed you now,” he says with a chuckle and Buck just blushes at being called out like that.

In the end, he does make the team, except he’s not reserved, he’s part of it.

#bucktommy #evan buckley #evan buck buckely #tommy kinard #buck x tommy #tommy x buck #911 abc #tevan #evan buck buckley #buck and tommy #kinley #evan x tommy #tommybuck #college AU #Buck just want to play with balls but not the basket kind

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mandyspeaks · 3 days

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How is BPD created from a BPD perspective

In my experience BPD is created through fundamental abandonment trauma, particularly with family. I can give an example to show how this functions.

Let’s imagine Betty lives on a planet far away, where it is customary for family members to always shake hands when they see each other. Betty sees other families doing this all the time. She sees her own family members shaking hands with each other. Yet for some reason, none of the family members will shake Betty’s hand. They simply refuse to and ignore her when she tries. Eventually Betty gives up trying.

When you’re a child, you often don’t have enough context for how healthy families work, to know that there’s anything dysfunctional about yours. In this case, the child is more likely to draw the painful conclusion that they are the problem. It’s not the adults for refusing to shake her hand, she must not be worthy of it. She internalizes this shame as a permanent core sense of self when relating to the world. She enters the world through the filter of “I’m not worthy. There is something inherently wrong with me.”

Later in life Betty falls in love and enters a romantic relationship. She finally has someone who will shake her hand upon greeting like she always wanted. Which possibly contradicts her feeling that she is not worthy.

For this reason her ego will hold on to this romantic partner in a way that idolizes them. They’re not just bringing her love, they’re validating her entire sense of selfhood.

One day her partner is in a bad mood and does not shake her hand upon entering their home. For couples that grew up in healthy homes, this would happen from time to time and be forgivable.

For Betty, she is actually reliving her childhood trauma of being denied a handshake. Her partner is not intending to hurt her, and cannot understand the seemingly disproportionate reaction.

Betty’s body is remembering all of the exact same sensations she went through when her own family would refuse to shake her hand. She is actively experiencing a PTSD flashback. On top of that, the experience is validating her core sense of shame and unworthiness.

Someone she once saw as someone totally different from those who betrayed her, is now acting the same way. To Betty, she feels like she cannot escape this pattern, because deep down, she is not worthy of having her hand shook.

Betty is in so much emotional turmoil during this flashback that she says angry and somewhat hurtful things to her partner. Her thoughts are racing and she feels like a hurt child again. In the moment, she feels that she is doing what she can to reveal this deep seated pain to her partner, which is so painful that it comes out laced with anger and betrayal that is not solely from this moment, but decades deep. She isn’t just speaking to her partner in this moment, she is speaking to her family members who neglected and abandoned her.

Betty tells her partner she doesn’t want to speak to them anymore. Betty does not feel she is worthy of having her needs met, so she has to find another way to get them met. By pushing her partner away, part of her hopes that they will “realize” the truth of her pain and validate it. But her partner doesn’t understand why she is having such a strong reaction.

Eventually the PTSD flashback will fade away and for Betty it will feel like she is coming down off of a bad drug mixed with an angry panic attack. and Betty’s rational mind will start to see the situation as it is. For a BPD person an argument can feel like waking up with a bad hangover and seeing you texted your ex, but worse. It’s waking up to reality and seeing you have said things you know are unreasonable and pushed away the one person who showed you love.

The truth of BPD is that to an outsider, our behavior may seem unreasonable and difficult. But to that person, there are many layers of trauma and context that have led to these specific rejections being profoundly painful, especially when coming from someone you love.

#bpd thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #actually bpd #bpd culture is

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puppyeared · 2 years

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Pick up Bart 👀

Ok you got me. It’s more fic art (based on the link between us by @cleflink ^^ go check it out!!!)

#for anyone who doesn’t get it the reason why it’s called pick up Bart is because Bart Simpson is a telepath and one episode he’s trying to #get homer to pick him up from outside by sending him telepathy messages and shit. and the spoiler alert the link in said fic is a telepathic #link so I came up with the title on the spot LMAO #i like how it takes advantage of the link when you’re thinking OF your soulmate without necessarily needing a name. really spices it up lol #the good thing about being really into these two without really being into dcmk is I have no idea how out of character any of these fics are #i am just putting them all in my mouth they’re all so GOOD #it’s fun seeing everyone interpret their relationship and characters differently like there are some consistencies like shinichi being by th #book but they’re all unique and it makes each work interesting <3 #I’d like to do one for one of alshoruzens works ehehe.. I was thinking of that forest dream bc I have a lot of fun imagining what #spirit!kaito looks like? personally I imagine him with antlers and a tail? idk about clothing tho cause I don’t have a good idea of the #time period it’s set in. but definitely some fox like features lol #anyway. idk if cleflink is on here but if they are pls feel free to tag them!!#EDIT: nvm I found them we good!!!#my art #doodles #kaishin #Kuroba kaito #kudou shinichi #detective Conan case closed #case closed #magic kaito #dcmk au #?#detco #detective Conan #ask game

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movedtodykedvonte · 1 year

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Sometimes I think, would it be better if Spamton died with someone he knew around. Or would he prefer to do it alone

I think Spamton dreads dying alone. If that was the case then I think he would’ve given up a long time ago. A lot of his dialogue alludes to having thoughts about wanting to end himself and projecting a lot of his self loathing on to others but I don’t think it is necessarily a desire to be dead or die alone (whether he thinks he deserves it or not) but rather more of wanting whatever torment he’s been going through to end. I mean he gets really excited at the idea of joining the fun gang, he was looking for a new beginning not a proper ending.

If Spamton could choose who he had to die around I feel like he wouldn’t want people he knew personally. There would be so much he didn’t get to say, so much the others wouldn’t have time to tell him. The Addisons and him could never have a proper reconciliation, him and Swatch could never clear up whatever went down and he can’t get any closure, never knowing if Mike was safe. Imagine trying to ease into the light when the shadows of your past are blocking it. If anything, I feel like it would create unnecessary stress for him as he would want so bad to feel like he was around people that made him feel safe in his final moments but that just isn’t true. Not to mention the others having to deal with the fact the last time they saw him it was when they abandoned him and the next being him dying of almost direct correlation to it.

However, with people Spamton doesn’t really know I feel like it’d be easier, almost peaceful for him in a way. They wouldn’t have any preconceived ideas or feelings, nothing to get off their chest to ring in his head as he goes out. It would be shallow comfort but he would find that favorable to the intimacy of someone closer that would be intertwined with turmoil. It’s the act of care from a stranger, someone oblivious to his crimes that would bring him ease in my mind, the idea that someone could and did care about him again even if they had no idea who he was in the moment. It was something he craved for years, part of a lot of his motivations and I feel like he’d be more at peace dying around someone who pities him than someone that has guilty or unfinished business with him.

TLDR; I feel like Spamton needs to not be alone physically in death but emotionally I think he would like to keep things distance. In his last moments he’d understand that he is not going to get that closure he needs and would rather face dead with dignity rather than panic at what is left unresolved.

#in my mind Spam doesn’t want to die. it it’s the case it seems the easiest way #I mean when he’s beat in the normal route it’s not disbelief or a tantrum as he hangs strung up #it’s somber acceptance and a sort of hope he can finally find peace serving a lightener #peace if not having to fight for himself and a hope for Kris to do better than him #what would he have said to the Addisons who had left him and he had pushed away #an apology without an explanation would’ve meant nothing them taking his glasses just a reminder that’s he’s gone again #and an insult that he just ended back up as an accessory to their group #swatch would pity him and hold remorse but was also linked with him being on the street what do you say in that situation #how do explain that your duty came above your personal relationship when it was part of what led to this moment #how do you tell a dying man you didn’t know what the knife would be used for as he lays bleeding out from the stab wound #if I brought Jevil into this I feel like that would somehow work as Jevil would mock him but again wish him luck as he passes into whatever #he believes heaven to be #something about spam and death has to be impersonal to me he is so aimed towards life and living #that death needs to be distant in every aspect for him to accept it #spamton #deltarune #utdr #ask #anon #undertale #spamton g spamton #death mention #suicide mention #this one was a little more serious #deltarune headcanon #deltarune analysis

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