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laurajean92 · 9 months
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Nick and Noah - Continued
“Where do you think you’re going?”
I jumped as I collected my things together and turned to Jenna... “Nick’s picking me up.”
“Have you forgotten we have class in half an hour?”
“No.”
She smirked... “Your Mom’s not gonna be happy you’re skipping school to spend time with Nick.”
“She’s not happy about our relationship so what’s one more to add?”
She chuckled... “Have fun, girl. See you at the race tomorrow night?”
“There’s a race tomorrow night?”
She nodded... “Nick didn’t mention it?”
I shook my head... “No.”
She smiled at me apologetically. Hugging her quickly, I left the common room and made my way out of the school, ducking down as I made my way past the reception desk and out into the car park, Nick’s car pulling up moments later...
Noah climbed into the car and I drove out of the car park, pulling over as soon as I could to capture her lips...  
“What you did for me is going to be embedded in my memory for a long time to come.”
She smiled at me weakly... “Why didn’t you tell me there was a race tomorrow night?”
“Who told you?”
“It doesn’t matter. You should’ve told me. Why didn’t you?”
“Because of what happened last time. I know Ronnie’s out of the picture now but his gang is going to be there, and they’re not going to be happy if you show up.”
“I don’t care. I enjoy racing, and I want to race, because it’s something I'm good at.”
“Noah, you’re not coming.”
“Don’t try and tell me what to do, Nick. I'll be there whether you like it or not.”
I sighed and ran my hands over my face... “I’m trying to protect you, don’t you see? Those guys, they’re dangerous. If I take my eyes off you for one second, they won’t hesitate to pounce, and I can’t have what happened with Ronnie to happen again.”
She exhaled a breath and cupped my cheek... “Fine.”
I smiled at her warmly and kissed her softly... “I’m sorry, Precious, but it’s for the best.”
She nodded in agreement... “I know.”
“Tell you what, why don’t we go somewhere now? You can drive this as fast as you want.”
“I thought we were going somewhere?”
“We can make a quick pit-stop, can’t we?”
She nodded. Taking hold of her hand, I entwined it with mine and pulled back out onto the road...
Nick pulled into the deserted racetrack and turned the engine off before handing the keys to me. Smiling at him warmly as he climbed out of the driver’s seat, I unfastened my seatbelt and climbed out of the passenger seat, removing my tie and tossing it into the backseat before undoing a few buttons of my shirt and bringing it up to fashion it as a crop top before doing the same to my skirt, Nick’s eyes darkening as I walked around to his side of the car, a gasp escaping me as he pinned me against it and captured my lips, my nails digging into his shoulders as I pushed up onto my tiptoes, his hand dragging my leg to wrap my thigh around his waist as his tongue slid into my mouth, his lips swallowing my moan...
“I won’t be able to concentrate on driving if we keep this up.”
He smirked and pulled back, holding his hands up in defence as he walked around to the passenger side of the car. Composing myself, I climbed into the driver’s seat and started the engine, smiling as I gripped the steering wheel as I revved the engine...
“Go for it, baby.”
Doing as he said, we fastened our seatbelts and I pressed down on the accelerator, squealing as we sped off down the dirt track...
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nancypullen · 1 year
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It’s DERBY DAY!!!
Late last night I baked a few cupcakes so that the little miss and I could decorate them this morning.  The cupcake liners are red roses (run for the roses) and the decor speaks for itself.  Here’s hoping that they taste better than they look.
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After breakfast I started a pork butt in the slow cooker so that we can have a Derby dinner of pulled pork.  I’m throwing together a broccoli salad and a couple of other things, keeping it simple so I can sit down and enjoy the race.  Crossing my fingers that my gray horse wins.  I never bet enough to get rich, but if Tapit Trice wins I will be placing a healthy Sephora order.  Wrinkle cream ain’t cheap.  It also ain’t working, but that’s a story for another day. Around 10 o’clock we ladies went to Easton to paint pottery.  Before departing Tennessee a dear pal gave me a gift certificate to Kiln Born Creations.  Painting pottery and chatting was a favorite past time of ours in Mt. Juliet and her card said to use the gift to create special memories with the grandgirl.  I didn’t intend to wait this long to use it, but between Covid, kidney stones, her 4 year old attention span, etc we did end up waiting.  I’m so glad we did.  Today Little Miss Magic and I painted a fairy house for her garden.  She believes in fairies with all her heart and is convinced she’ll have tenants.  I’m going to have to order some tiny shoes or items of clothing to drop inside from time to time. She’ll know they’ve been there.
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Once it’s fired those colors will become brilliant and glossy. I think any fairy would be happy to live there.  
Can we take a moment to appreciate that adorable dress?
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That little Peter Pan collar and the blue waist sash - swoon!  My sister made that dress for her daughter twenty plus years ago.  She has gifted me with dresses, a kuspuk (also handmade), dance recital outfits, scads of American Girl dolls, clothes, and equipment, and books.  Aunt Cathi is an absolute celebrity in my grandgirl’s eyes.  When we see a car that even slightly resembles hers, she’ll sigh and say, “I wish that was Aunt Cathi coming to visit.”  She’s a fan. Me too.
Right now I’m actually home alone. The gang went off to an animal festival sponsored by Caroline County’s Humane Society. There’s supposed to be live music, food trucks, alpacas and other interesting animals, fun booths for kids, dogs doing tricks and chasing lures, and lots more. I declared that they should go on without me because I still had some meal prep to do, which I truly did need to do if I intend to enjoy the Kentucky Derby.  That didn’t take long and now I’m tapping away on the ol’ blog and talking to you.  I may have gotten the better end of the deal.  I hope they come home with an alpaca.  We can add it to the squirrel that is currently residing in our garage and refusing to leave. I’m not sure when he got trapped in there, but he tore up the blinds at one window trying to get out.  Mickey cracked the big garage door, but apparently Steve the Squirrel has gotten pretty comfy where we store the bird seed.  He was heading toward the door at one point and Mickey raised it which spoked him and he ran back into the shelving. When we came home from Easton and painting pottery I was assured that Steve has gone.  I don’t think I believe it.  I don’t want to go into the garage to grab gardening stuff or spray paint something and end up with a squirrel in my hair.  It doesn’t do any good to demand that he show himself, he won’t do it.  I asked Mickey why he thinks the squirrel is gone and he said (and I quote), “Because I saw one that looked just like him run across the street.”  This man can’t tell the difference between Ann Margaret and Lucille Ball (”Well, they both have red hair.”) but expects me to believe he can ID a squirrel at twenty yards.  Steve is probably behind the shelves raising a family right now. But I can’t think about that right now.  I’ve got DERBY plans. The more I do now, the more likely I’ll be able to watch the most exciting two minutes in sports.  I’m going to tune in early to ooh and ahh over the hats, listen to the crowd sing My Old Kentucky Home, and get chills when I hear  the “Riders up!” call.  I love it all. Even if I’m not a winner today (Forte is still the favorite), I’m having a ball. Hope your Saturday is relaxing and that you have as much fun as you’d like.  That may mean a big outing or an afternoon nap.  Your call. Sending out love, grab some if you need it. Stay safe, stay well, RIDERS UP! XOXO - Nancy
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deep-blue-novella · 1 year
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CH06 'Got a plan for us.
Back at the Cat’s place, the sound of uproarious cheering could be heard from the lounge, and echoed through the halls. Viktor was sat on the couch, downing another beer as Wally tossed a dart past both Atwood and Willwood’s heads, missing the board.
“Vik, I can’t believe you managed to outdo those Wolves, that was such a dirty damn trick- the hell they get throwing knives from?” Wally slurred, downing his rum. “Who the hell brings knives to a race?”
“Fuck’f I know Walls, all I know is I won and drove that fuckin’ bastard’s snooty nose right into the dirt.” Vik sloppily tossed his dart, at least managing to hit the wooden outer rim of the board.
“While true-” Asheton started, crouched on the couch like a cat would sit. “They brought knives to a race.”
“Man those guys ain’t shit anyway, knives or not.” Atwood spat, downing a beer. “Like seriously, the guy couldn’t even be fuck’t to drive his own damn car!”
“It ain’t even all that pretty either.” Willwood laughed, laying back on the couch. “You see his rear end? You’d think a guy who loved his car so much and sang so much praise for it would notice that someone scuffed it.”
Att and Will both howled with laughter, going into their own little conversation, Att pulling out his phone and showing Will whatever pictures he managed to snag while they were out earlier. Docia and Ymo were both mixing drinks over by the sink, and Wally was seated next to Vik and Asheton.
“You guys see the beating that driver took though?” Wally shook his head. “Just like what I saw from him before.”
“Admittedly ‘nah but I can’t imagine it was any good given Altani and even the other members of Baasan’s groupie gang were lookin over at me n’ the twins at the time.” Viktor sipped at his drink again. “Can’t have been good.”
“I’ll be impressed if the guy can even think again.” Asheton shook his head. “Face beat right into the damn car. If that guy doesn’t get some kinda PTSD from driving I’ll be shocked.”
“Fuckt’ shit.” Wally tossed a dart now, getting a little closer to the mid. “Ha! See Vik I told ya, the aim gets better when I drink!”
Viktor rolled his eyes hard and laughed. “Suuuure! Sure you do buddy! Except you were hitting bullseyes to start and haven’t since.”
“I’m just getting warmed up!” Wally laughed, throwing and missing his next two. “Ah… really getting warmed up. It’s fine.”
Viktor howled with laughter, Ymo taking the darts right out of his hands. He scrambled to get them back, but to no avail. Docia took Wally’s from the board, and sat on the bar stool nearest the counter.
“My turn. You two have been hogging the board all night again.” Docia teased, taking the first shot.
“Eh… You’re right. Though it does make me wanna take up playin again for them shiny trophies.” Wally chuckled, taking another swig of his drink. “Still got mine up in the case at home, and I’m always glad to see you got yers hangin’ up too.”
“Well duh-” Viktor leaned past Asheton to slap Wally on the shoulder. “How could I not we were an amazing darts team dude we killed it.”
“You can tell me to move you know.” Asheton pushed Vik back into his seat, Viktor whining loudly. “Vik, I swear sometimes you are really an idiot. That’s always being proven to me, especially after that race.”
Viktor looked over at Asheton, able to slightly see one of his slit grey eyes from under his curly golden locks glaring him down. “Mhmm... I mean I still won-”
“Vik darling, we’re all happy you did but…” Docia started, tapping her finger against her arm as she readied another dart.
“We do have concerns.” Ymo continued, resting her hands on Vik’s head, then placing her chin on them. “Those wolves, honey… they’re nothing to be taken lightly you know? They’ve chased people outta this city.”
“Those are rumors’n you know it, Ymo.” Vik pointed, noting the change in atmosphere of the room.
The others were all looking at him. Viktor was a little uncomfortable.
“Vik…” Docia tossed a dart, the sound of it hitting the board in the silent room echoed. “We need to talk.”
“Ar’we really doin’ this while I’m a drunken mess?” Viktor rolled his eyes, lighting a cigarette. “You sure y’don’t wanna wait until ’m sober?”
“No.” Asheton frowned. “We’re talking now because it makes no difference with you half the damn time. You hardly listen to reason sober, let alone drunk anyway, so we figured now is a good time.”
“Vik, hon. I do just want to remind you, you’ve only just met this person… It might be only an infatuation-” Docia frowned.
“While you might think you really looooove~ this cutie, you’ve been known to just lose interest real fast the minute you find something better you know?” Ymo interrupted, putting an arm on his shoulder, then got him into a choke-hold. “We just wanna make sure you aren’t gonna burn yourself.”
“Vik I’ve done some readings, and you know my Tarot never lies.” Asheton frowned, lighting his own cigarette. “I’ve seen some dark things ahead in between the lights. There’s a lot of potential good, but the biggest issue is these… patches... are really shady, and it scares me a bit.”
“Asheton, how many times d’ I gotta tell’s ya that if I want a reading I’ll come t’you? Though admittedly I was consi-” Viktor started before getting interrupted again.
“-But you were considering coming to me anyway because you wanted to know if this was the right thing to be doing.” Asheton finished, Viktor looking shocked. “I know you dude, and I foresaw it happening. Hence why I looked a little further in.”
“Asheton is very right and you don’t need Tarot to see that, Viktor.” Docia reached for a drink. “Those Wolves are nothing but trouble, and are very violent… We aren’t usually.”
Viktor sat quietly, thinking to himself.
“To be honest boss-” Atwood started, looking down at his phone. “I’ll follow you to the ends of the Earth.”
“-But we gotta be sure this is what you really want, knowing the dangers of it all.” Willwood butted in, tapping his fingers against his leg. “We are pretty sure of the answer… but… ‘wouldn’t mind a bit more from your mouth about it.”
“Especially because I’m told you weren’t certain at first to begin with.” Wally joined in, crossing his arms. “It’s been two weeks Viktor, and you’ve hardly scraped the barrel into knowing them. Knowing this, and about their current partner, are you certain you want to dive into this kind of a fight?”
Viktor tapped his foot.
All of them did have very valid points. He was headed into dangerous territory, and he still didn’t really know for sure if he loved Altani. Love was a real strong word, and it wasn’t one he really much thought about either.
The problem was mostly the way he felt whenever he was around them. He didn’t remember experiencing that kind of a click before with someone, not even Asheton. Being around them… It made him feel a way he never felt before. It was almost like something beyond his control was pulling him to them and they wouldn’t leave his mind.
Even then. There was still a boatload of issues that hadn’t been resolved like the fact they were; one, dating another man, and two, the fact being that the other man was Baasan. Plus there was the other problem of the Wolves in general, the fact they were exactly as ruthless as the others had described and as much as he wanted to write off Ymo’s comment of them running others out of town… He was inclined to believe it.
He did have to agree it sounded bad, and he knew that all of the Catz were aware that he of all people didn’t believe in ‘love at first sight’.
At least not until he met Altani. He got one look at them and knew he wanted them.
He sighed heavily. Regardless of what happened next, he wanted to see Altani more. He wanted to get to know them more. He wanted to take them away from Baasan because he could tell first-hand that someone so aggressive and cruel like him didn’t deserve a lil’ sweetheart like Altani… and Vik felt he could give them a better place to be, with better people to be around.
He looked at the Cats.
“You’re right.”
They all looked surprised.
“I don’t know Altani all that well, I do know how dangerous all of the Wolves’re...” He was still slurring a little. “-but somethin’ in my heart is telling me to keep going. I dunno what or why, but I have to keep at it. Even if it’s not love. I still wanna be their friend… and I still wanna figure out exactly what kinda relationship those two have and why they’re still with that kind of a person at the very least.”
The others sat in silence as he continued.
“The thing is, I know the dangers and I’m gonna tell you all this now. Y’don’t have to help me. You don’t have t’be a part of this if y’don’t want to. I know the dangers and if you feel uncomfortable I don’t wanna get you guys involved in anything. I love y’guys, I don’t wanna see you hurt because of some stupid decision I made. I’ll even leave if I have to.”
“So you’re gonna keep at it?” Asheton questioned, his tail flicking.
“Yeah. I dig Altani, they seem… real nice. Once I get to know them, and if you’re all still with me by then I wanna see about maybe gettin’ everyone together to talk and get to know one another.” He put out his cigarette. “F’r now I gotta get to know them first, and I wanna be there for them in case something happens… They don’t seem to have a lot of friends admittedly, and I have a hunch those Wolves'r to blame.”
Viktor leaned back and downed his drink, casually grabbing his last dart back from Ymo’s hand atop his head. He shot it at the board, hitting the bullseye.
“If you wanna stick around, that’s cool. If not, that’s also cool. J’s don’t feel like you gotta just because I’m the ‘boss’. This affects not just me and I wanna be sure you guys ain’t gonna get into anythin’ you don’t wanna be into.”
Viktor fell silent, closing his eyes and leaning back. Docia was the first to start laughing. The others looked to her, Viktor opening one of his eyes to look over.
“Gods, you always were such a soft-hearted guy Viktor.” She smiled, slapping a knee. “As if I’d let you run around on your own as well, who do you take me for at least? I’ll be with you on this Vik, and if a single wolf lays a hand on you I’m going to smash their face in.”
“Yeah boss!!! You always got a habit of pickin’ up ‘strays that need help and that you see somethin’ in!!” Willwood beamed. “You let me n’ Atty join you, and you even got us fake ID’s so we could go to the bar with the crew- how could I not follow my boss in recruitin’ another Cat?”
“Will’s right you know.” Atwood put away his phone. “You gave us a home when we had nowhere to go, when the world turned its back on us. We’re gonna help you help out this sweetheart, ‘cuz they seem like they could use some respite from a world that’s hurting them too. We met ‘em tonight… and they seem so skittish and scared.”
“No one should be made to feel like they’re cornered.” Will added on, crossing his arms.
Viktor couldn’t help but smile softly, especially since he knew all of their words were true and from their hearts.
“I have seen what Baasan can do, and I won’t lie, I wanna help them get away from him. It’s hard to leave someone so violent without fearing for your life.” Wally put his rum bottle down. “I don’t think they want to leave yet… but I’m hoping that when they’re around Vik they might realize how things could and should be. I’m here to stay for now, but I got a lover, Vik.”
Viktor casually darted an eye at Docia after Wally’s comment, noticing her wince. He did have to agree with Wally regarding them probably not wanting to leave as well.
“If things go too far south, I gotta bail out. Don’t judge me too hard for it, but my family I’ve started comes first, and I won’t put my honey at risk.”
“You do anything you gotta Wally, family first.” Vik nodded.
“I’m only in it because I’m going to keep tabs and try to at least forewarn you about the potential negative outcomes... ‘cause you mean too much for me to let you go get yourself off’d.” Asheton sighed, sipping a beer. “You’re too bloody kind for your own good and I will keep telling you that Viktor.”
“Thanks buddy, I expect nothin’ less of ya.” Viktor grinned at him, Asheton scowling back.
“I see some fun in it, and you knooooooow~ I love me some big scary danger.” Ymo grinned, putting Viktor into another headlock. “Besides I wanna see where this goes! Ol’ player Vik finding himself a sweetie? I have got to see it. Firsthand. I want all the details and I am not getting some secondhand info about it- front row or bust, baby!!!”
“You guys…” Viktor sniffled, rubbing his nose and struggling to talk in the chokehold. “C’mon now-”
The entire room started chanting, ‘Rachman! Rachman! Rachman!’ just like they did at the bar. They all clearly didn’t want to leave his side despite the danger. Mostly to keep from getting into too much trouble more than anything. He knew there was still some uncertainty, and it made him a little uncertain as well.
Regardless, he was still so happy to know that he had such a good crew.
The party continued on into the night until Sunday morning, when the entire house finally fell into silence… at least for a while.
If only ever a while.
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Charlie and his sisters 😭
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some-dr-writings · 3 years
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SDR2 guys x intimidating looking but sweet S/O
Hajime Hinata:
·       You had been Hajime’s best friend for as long as he could remember. You were always so smart and the top in your class. Truthfully Hajime expected you to be invited to Hope’s Peak, but… you were always rambunctious. As smart as you were, you didn’t care for rules that existed outside ones of safety. You were labeled the school delinquent, getting into fights, breaking most rules for the sake of breaking them, doing whatever you could to get a reaction from others, all the while smiling and laughing away having the time of your life.
·       “Ah! Hajime! That’s amazing!” “Y/N!?” You scooped him into your arms, lifting off his feet, spinning around and around. “MY boy, going to HOPE’S PEAK ACADEMY! This is amazing!” Suddenly your spinning came to a stop, stomping a foot on the ground to do so. “Hajime. Hope’s Peak is far, so you’ll be moving right? If that’s the case, you better text me every day! Okay, you don’t have to if you don’t want too, but at least keep me informed of the big stuff like how your first day was or the school festival or at least the sports day! Or, OR! If you’d like, maybe I could move with you, somewhere close to the school and I’ll just get a job in the area so you could just talk to me in person! I would visit, but even by train it’s a two-day trip and I’d probably get board at some point and get kicked off, and there’s also studying for school or work or whatever I do.” A light pink dusted Hajime’s cheeks, feeling a bit flustered at how excited you were, still effortlessly him closely, high off the ground. He swore his heart began to race seeing your absolutely beaming smile which seemed to shine brighter than the sun to him.
·       When with his friends he’d speak of you often, not to the point of annoyance, just enough for them to know he clearly missed you. From how he described you, you seemed to be the sweetest, most wholesome person in existence despite being a bit rowdy. So when Kazuichi caught Hajime holding hands and appearing to be going on a date with a person covered in scars exposed by your unbuttoned shirt, haired dyed a bright blond, scary tattoos, spiked jacket and boots, even having a mask covering you face, nobody believed him till Hajime walked in on the conversation, saying that was you. After that they insisted on meeting you, wanting to know such a seemingly contrasting person existed, and when they did meet you, they gave Hajime their approval, even if he didn’t want or need it.
   Izuru Kamakura:
·       Many things Izuru found boring, but if he had to choose one thing he found more boring than anything else, it’d have to be the baseless rumors surrounding you, his partner, all because you had a scary face. It was so ridiculous he couldn’t even entertain the idea of you secretly being the heir of a yakuza gang or something so off the wall even he couldn’t recall. Whenever he heard such rumors as he walked down Hope’s Peak’s halls, he thought he may just fall asleep from how tiring it was, thinking about the mental gymnastics people had to go through to even come to such conclusions.
·       It was another day and again he heard of your imaginary exploits of having killed a man in cold blood for money or some such and instantly he just felt exhausted. He continued to walk till he stopped before a door and knocked. “Oh, hey Izu-baby. What brings you here?” “… I just found myself here.” You chuckled, simply opening the door, taking your boyfriend’s hand and leading him in.
·       You promptly plopped him into a seat, going off to get something, Izuru had the chance to examine the many brushes, hair products and hair accessories spread out on the counter. There were even several sticky notes on the edges of the large vanity mirror, neat writing noting some appointments you had. Seems like he had come in when you were cleaning between appointments. “I found a new brush and I think it should work well with your thick long hair.” You placed your a hand on one of the back rest corners of the chair, leaning a little over him, smiling as you held said brush before him. “Then test it.”
·       You giddily collected his hair, your touch occasionally grazing across his skin. Your hands though covered in cuts, slightly dyed from all your hair styling work, and probably tired from having worked for almost six hours straight according to the sticky notes, they still were ever so gentle, making sure to not get caught on or pull any knots. Then you began to brush, starting from the bottom and working your way up. “Izuru, you have a few split ends, and it’s been a while, mind if I give you a light trim while I have you here?” “You have an appointment in forty-three minuets.” “Hmm… Yeah, I can get this done in time.” Once you reached the top you gave his hair a few extra strokes from top to bottom, making sure you got everything. “Oh, I also found a new shampoo which can help your hair. It’s still so dull, but at this point it might be because of your diet since I can’t seem to find anything that can work for you. Have you been eating? Has the staff been testing you on talents again and not feeding you?” “No.” You were going to ponder for a moment, to try figuring out what your boyfriend’s problem could be when said boyfriend placed a hand on your cheek, lightly pulling you beside him. Closing his eyes, he leaned in and kissed you on the cheek. “You’re so exhausted you forgot we spoke of this very subject yesterday.” “Huh?” Your entire face flushed a bright red, still unused to Izuru’s sparce displays of affection. Then to your confusion he pulled you onto his lap. “I-Izu-baby?” “You are taking a nap.” For some reason in that moment of seeing you so flustered he recalled the rumors. The thought of you even harming a fly was laughable, you were the absolute sweetest, kindest, caring person he had ever met. Holding you close he simply leaned into you, thinking you could both use a nap together.
   Nagito Komaeda:
·       You made your own rumors. The ones about you secretly being an assassin, you started it. The one about how you once were an international thief, you did it. The one about you selling drugs, that one was actually an accident, you were just getting a friend their pain meds, but you spread about a few more stories like it not long after. Why purposefully spread rumors many would wonder… well… there were two reasons.
·       The first, you found most people annoying and simply didn’t want to deal with them, content with your small, very close friend group. It was the perfect way to get people to back off so you wouldn’t have to deal with them in their first place. You also found some fun in seeing people run from you from your presents alone, made you feel like some cartoon super villain which you found quite amusing.
·       The second reason… You had always told your boyfriend the first one, but to his confusion, you’d always avoid telling him the other reason. Nagito knew you’d had to have your reasons for not telling him, but… well you were his partner, of course he was going to worry a little even if it seemed you knew what you were doing.
·       But he could ignore it no longer when you took the blame for him. Nagito came up with a plan to blow up a building, forcing the exams to be delayed so his classmates could have more time to prepare for them… and you took for the blame for it, being expelled for a time, but not forever. You couldn’t even stay on your dorm on campus, winding up staying in some cheap hotel paid by the school.
·       “Why did you do it?” “Eh, Nagito?” “WHY! Why did you take the blame for me!? I was trying to get you more time so you could show off in glory, but now you’re stuck here. Why did you do it?” Nagito was always so calm and composed, likely from facing disaster after disaster caused by his bad luck, but he was actually troubled, he was upset, but not even at himself like he always did thinking himself trash, no, he was legitimately upset with you. “… Normally people greet their partner with a ‘hello’ or something.” The last thing you were expected to be greeted by your first morning exiled from school was your boyfriend in such a state. “I- No. Y/N, tell me, why?” “… I…” You couldn’t tear your eyes away from him, this new side you had never even thought existed, yet you also couldn’t bear to look at him either so instead you looked to his feet. “I don’t want to lie to you, but… I don’t want to tell you the truth either. But! What I can tell you, is that this is fine, I chose this, I wanted this. So, you don’t have to worry about me, this just means I have even more time to develop my talent.” You tried giving him a smile, but it just ended up strained seeing that didn��t placate him. W-why? He always saw everything ultimates did was amazing and respected even the worst of decisions, yet… he was mad, and sad, and so many other things you couldn’t pinpoint not being able to bring yourself to study his expression for long.
·       “No, this is not fine. What you did is not helping you. This is only a detriment. I-I-I, I just can’t understand! I can’t understand why. How did this turn out so wrong?” “… the other reason.” “Huh?” You spoke so quietly, it was but a whisper, Nagito had just barely caught it. “The other reason… It’s why I NEED a bad reputation, not just something I want for the fun of it.” You sighed, preparing for the inevitable Nagito calling himself trash and you trying to comfort him song and dance. “You’re such a volatile wild card. I never know what you’ll do next. Nagito, you literally tried to blow up a building with people inside, I know your luck probably would have saved them or something or you assumed the ultimates inside would save the day, but… that’s not healthy! You’ve been through so much and need help. I, I want to help you, but I just don’t know what to do. So… to me, the best I can do is try to protect you.” Even as his eyes widened, realizing what happened, you continued. “With a bad reputation, rumors of all sorts, both extreme and little, it can be expected that I can do anything without it being out of character. I can take on anyone’s bad actions and call it my own and all will believe it… Even if I can’t protect you from the insanity that is our life, the very least I can do is protect you from yourself, the consequences of your actions. I can’t get you to at last see yourself as decent, I can’t stop your luck from torturing you, this… this is all I can think of for what I could ever do for you… it’s the only kind of affection I can give without you saying or thinking you’re unworthy of it… though I guess I don’t even have that now, but… I don’t know, maybe this was-”
·       …
·       He hugged you. He didn’t know what to say. He took in everything you said, yet his mind was just blank. He had so much to say, yet he just could… All he could do was just nuzzle into you, one who was just so sweet and kind, and… he needed to better for you, Nagito at least new that for sure.
   Imposter:
·       Imposter wondered how they ever were lucky enough to find a partner like you. They never thought they’d find anyone who could get them to see themselves as a person even without the disguises, let alone a whole class at one point. Yes, they still disguised themselves, but when they were just with you they felt okay to not keep the make-up, wigs and costumes. They were just… whoever they were without being someone else. Their own identity was something they still struggled with but working on it with your helped.
·       Individuals who could stay true to themselves no matter what were people they respected highly, that was probably what got them to fall for you in the first place. No matter who avoided you, the children who cried from seeing your large, buff figure, no matter the sports nuts who insisted on you joining their team, you always were the shy Super High School Level Flower Shop Keep who loved exercising.
·       When they first met you, they were masquerading as Beyakuya Togami, not exactly the most sociable of personalities, so they thought they scared you away. When first meeting a person you didn’t speak much, instead you’d gift flowers and spoke through flower language. “Oh, well… there’s a lot you can say with flowers. I’ve just always liked them. I just like being outside, so I exercise a lot! But then I got toned, and already being on the bulkier side some people find me scary… Ah, but if I give the children flowers, they usually stop crying… unless a bee comes by, then they cry again.” Even though you were so soft spoken when you did speak, it was still rather intimidating. There was just so much power in it.
·       They rather enjoyed how you’d decorate them with your beloved plants, whether it be placing them behind their ear, in their hair, or in their breast pocket. They also adored each bouquet you gave. Very quickly their whole dorm room smelled of fast-food and a light floral perfume. They pressed and kept every last flower, preserving them all even the ones from when you first met.
·       You were so open and honest, even though you tried hiding it they knew when you had a crush on them- or well Beyakuya… They had no identity outside of whoever they were impersonating, but… the thought made their heart ache. So, when you came up to them with giant bouquet filled with tulips, purple roses, red roses, alstroemerias, and baby’s breath they could easily see even as you hid it behind your back, a bright blush on your cheeks, they knew what was happening, and rejected you before you could give them the flowers and confess. You hugged the bouquet close as they explained their situation, and even after, you still held out the flowers to them. “So, your identity is more complex than I knew, but all our time together still happened. And if you change identities, it’ll be like a change in color. Definitely different, even changing the meaning, but the base is still the same, you’ll still remember our time together even as someone else.” And since that moment, no matter what came, you never left them.
   Gundham Tanaka:
·       The moment Gundham met the Super High School Level Vet, Gundham fell head over heels for them. They were an intimidating, brutish, scarred from battles past, every last feature was terrifying, their features sharp, everything about them commanded the respect of all, even getting his Dark Devas to be weary of them at first sight.
·       Caring for animals was a tricky job, it often involved getting scratches and bites, but you also needed to be patient and kind. You needed to be respected but also not appear hostile. A balance you embodied, looking fierce, yet you were so gentle and sensitive to others around you.
·       The pair of you always spent time looking after his many animals, tending to any injuries or illnesses they possibly could have gotten.
·       You also tended to Gundham Tanaka himself, much to his flustered, blushing protest. “I have no such injures of which you speak!” “Tanaka, you can’t even hold a pencil you hand is hurting so bad. Please let me at least look at it.” He kept refusing till some students came by asking if he were alright, fearing the scary looking person who kept looming around him all day. “Pathetic! Of such a low level you can’t even decern one’s true nature!” Then he stomped off till finally he found you. “My Emperor!” “Hey Tana-” “I seek thy aid, for only one of your caliber could even remotely stand a chance of resisting my poisoned skin, let alone tent to the curse that plagues this mortal form!” You just silently stared at him for a moment before you started fussing over him, clutching his jacket since you wanted to hug him. “What happened!? Did it get worse!? Tell me EVERYTHING about how you feel! Do you think it’s infected!? How does it hurt!? Does it sting or burn, or what!?” Gundham himself began to panic, unsure as to how to calm and put you at ease, never before seeing you worried to the point of tears forming in the corners of your eyes! However, you did quickly settle down, getting serious tending to his wound…
·       And even as you did so, you avoided touching him. If you needed to apply ointment, you’d use a q-tip, you’d do anything you could to not touch him… Even you tending to him sent his heart racing, showing vulnerability, he was used to giving the care, not the other way around. He felt vulnerable in a way, he showed you he was hurting, but you were so gentle with him, so aware of him, even stopping and giving him a moment to pause and collect himself.
·       Someone so attentive and understanding… He groaned, embarrassed at how giddy, and excited, and nervous even the mere thought of you made him.
   Kazuichi Soda:
·       He was terrified of you at first, even going so far as to actively avoid you. But then he met you. The moment he did so he was so confused as to how he found you scary? After actually taking to you, he found you, looks and all so adorable! He’d gush to anyone and everyone about how kind and amazing and sweet you were. He’d defend you to the death if a person even made the smallest negative comment about you, much to your complete embarrassment.
·       After becoming your boyfriend Kazuichi would always hang around you, cooing over everything that was you, shattering any intimidating precents you had with the man hugging your arm, speaking in such a sickeningly sweet tone with sparkling eyes.
·       Feeling like the world was against you, Kazuichi spent all his time with you to make up for it. No matter how many times you told him he didn’t have to he insisted on giving you all the affection you so rightly deserve!
·       When you weren’t embarrassed by the man’s antics you’d be just as affectionate in return. As he tinkered on whatever you’d hug him from behind, sighing, and nuzzling into the nape of his neck, tickling him, distracting him from his work. He’d giggle, giddy out of his mind at having someone so sweet and adorable love him almost as much as he loved you!
·       If Kazuichi caught even one person giving you a funny look, he’d just hug and snuggle you with a pout, glaring at others.
·       “Kazu, you don’t have to defend me from everyone. I know I’m not exactly the most approachable looking.” “What!? No! You are gorgeous! Adorable! Beautiful! Don’t self-deprecate yourself!” “I’m not, I just… I know you’re affectionate, but you don’t have to be so protective, I appreciate it, but you don’t have to do this every time. I just want you to enjoy yourself not feel like you have to be my knight in shining armor or something.” “Well, I can’t enjoy myself if others are being jerks!” Kazuichi would never admit it to you, but he felt guilty. He knew what it was like to be bullied, for others to make comments. He also felt guilty for judging you so much before meeting you. he was once scared with a person he instantly fell in love with after finally talking to them. He just wanted to make up for that, he wanted to say he was sorry… And feeling you hug him, thank him for being your knight, he was reminded all over why he loved such a sweet person so much, and he was determined to give you all the love he could to make up from being so cruel before.
   Teruteru Hanamura: part 1
·       Teru had a rather interesting relationship with the new delivery person. You weren’t mean, but your whole aura was rather intimidating with your cold demeanor and with how muscular you were. Yet of all people, you were warm and kind to him. You merrily chat about your day, or about anything. You’d get a laugh out of his flirting, even try and miserably fail at flirting back, something Teru found endlessly endearing. Whatever made Teru special he honestly didn’t care, just enjoying your company so much.
·       After your hard work, well hard for most but for you it was just seemingly light stretches, Teru would cook a hearty meal for you to keep you going for the rest of the day! It was his favorite thing to do before opening the restaurant, just that single quiet moment of enjoying a meal with you.
·       Teru could find something attractive about anyone, but with you… well you were certainly attractive, a stallion, a ten out of ten to him, but he found he so quickly grew feelings for you. True a person’s personality or voice could be sexy but there was something different about it with you. But whatever it was, didn’t matter to him, all he knew was that he just wanted to spend more time with you, and whatever you did together didn’t matter to him, as long as you were together.
·       You sighed, taking another bite. “Is something the matter?” “I’m just going to miss this.” “What?” You didn’t even glance his way, simply continuing to enjoy your meal. “Yeah, I gotta move soon. I’ve actually stayed here much longer than I should, but… I just couldn’t resist sticking around longer ‘cause of you… again.” “Ah, well… that’s too bad. It’s been rather fun having you around.” “It’ll be alright. I know you’ll be fine without me. Actually, I’d like to ask you to make a promise to forget me.” “Forget you!? How in tarn- AH I- Ahem- How could I do that!?” You simply smiled and laughed, just as you did before. You placed a hand on his cheek, gently caressing him with your thumb. “You’re the only person I can call a friend. I know you can keep this promise, that’s just the kind of person you are. Sure, you’re a bit raunchy, but you truly are kind and care for others. You could never let me feel guilty about leaving you behind.” Teru was silent for a moment, just taking in what you said. “When will you be leaving?” “Uh… I should say tomorrow, but I’m thinking a week.” A week? Teru could work with that!
·       “Please go on a date with me!” “… Huh?” In complete bafflement you just let Teruteru take your hands into his, a determined glint in his eyes. “If you’ll be leaving I want to make the most of the time we have left!” “…oh… uh… o-okay, we could do that.”
·       And so, the week was filled with date after date, going all out with no inhibitions doing anything you could think of from watching a movie to sky diving. Wherever you went Teru always had a packed meal on hand for the pair of you to enjoy. It was honestly the best week of either of your lives. And all too quickly it had already passed you by.
·       Standing on the bridge in the park you stood side by side watching the sun rise. “Well, that’s it, I better get going. I really enjoyed this, just as always. Thank you.” “Now hold on a moment, you can’t go just yet!” He held out a small plastic container to you. “You need a good meal for the road! Don’t know where you’re going, but wherever it is, it’d be a downright shame if I left you hungry along the way!” You simply stared at him for a moment before the softest, most earnest of smiles he had ever seen creased your lips. So tenderly you took the container. “… Some things never change I suppose… At least I know you can still keep that promise.” Then without so much as explaining your strange words, you disappeared as if you never even were there. It was sad for Teru, yet something in him knew he’d see you again, and that thought let him go back to his everyday life as if you never appeared, yet after that life just seemed more lively to him, just like those later years back in Hope’s Peak, though as to why that time seemed livelier he couldn’t quite remember.
  Nekomaru Nidai:
·       Being a rather intimidating looking guy with a heart of gold, Nekomaru took to understanding your situation quickly. Both of you being athletic and getting rather larger builds it just kinda naturally happened.
·       Being the exceedingly kind individual you were others often took advantage of that. Even if you knew it was bad you couldn’t bring yourself to not help others in need for even the smallest of things. This was not something Nekomaru could stand, but finding you standing out in the rain for two days straight was the last straw and the man insisted on training you! You were a bit nervous at first not wanting to take up so much of your best friend’s time, but with some reassurances Nekomaru managed to warm you up, both literally and metaphorically to the training.
·       At some point the training turned into days out, going hiking up mountains, or jogging on beaches, swimming in lakes and doing crossfit, sometimes going out for walks in the night, exploring the city looking for things to do, perhaps some karaoke, some slow dancing by moon light, and yeah you two just ended up dating without meaning too.
·       The pair of you always came up with excuses like the slow dancing was training in balance, no you totally did not want to dance because it was a beautiful night and you could hear ballroom music not far in the distance, no that was totally not it, that’d be dumb… or so you kept telling yourself in these moments so you would not confess to the man fearing he really did only see these outings as training and nothing else.
·       That was till you overheard Nekomaru chatting with his classmates, one of them asking how his ‘date’ with you went and he spoke of your beautiful hike up the mountains, not even batting an eye at their wording. Did… did he not notice, or just not care? Did this mean he liked you too? Or did you mishear? Quickly getting frustrated with this line of thinking you decided to just settle this!
·       “There you are-” “I have something to tell you!” The man silently stood there, just waiting. Okay, this was it, and you took a deep breath. “I… I REALLY LIKE YOU!” “I REALLY LIKE YOU TOO! YOU ARE A CHERISHED FRIEND OF MINE!” “NO, I MEAN- I-I-I LOVE YOU, I THINK!? I DON’T KNOW!” “I LOVE YOU TOO, A LOT IN FACT!” “N-NOT AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU!” “OH YEAH!?” “YES! SO MUCH!”
·       Screaming your feelings for one another was a very common occurrence in the relationship. Even if one of you simply caught sight of the other off in the distance you’d yell ‘I love you’s, which more often than not scared or startled the people around you hearing such loud, booming voices out of nowhere.
·       Life with Nekomaru could be a bit much at times, but it was well worth it for such an amazing guy.
   Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu:
·       You were perfect for him.
·       You didn’t have any reputation really, but wherever you went people knew not to mess with you. Your mere presents not much but if one got close, they could feel this unsettling air about you making them go away. You, being the Super High School Level Street Fighter knew how to defend yourself from most attackers so Fuyuhiko didn’t have to worry about your safety like he’d have to with most others like the majority of his old classmates like Hajime.
·       You were also the most kind and sweet person he had met. Behind closed doors you’d always have you arms open for Fuyuhiko. You’d hold him close, just let him listen to your steady heartbeat and make him feel so safe and secure. His favorite thing was to just cuddle with you.
·       He also liked you being by his side, it served a dual purpose. One: if somehow when meeting some rival gang his reputation didn’t precede him, you were enough to intimidate them at a glance, despite his own baby face. The second and much more important to him, just being with you. True you were well equipped to handle yourself, but you were still human can had come back home to him plenty of times with new scars not from your usual fights, so by your side he and Peko could protect you.
·       He also liked how you were with his subordinates. You were strict, showing no signs of weakness, more than willing to put them in their place should it be needed, yet that didn’t stop you from being kind. You’d do research for days on end trying to find the perfect birthday gift them. You’d train their kids by hand in all ways of fighting, but not for attacking but self-defense, their parents were in a dangerous job so your ‘day job’ of being a children’s fighting instructor helped to place their minds at ease a little.
·       If he could he’d go on for hours singing your praises. You were perfect for him in every single way without a single doubt.
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Whoever Broke Your Heart
Angel Reyes x Reader
Song request from @bishopslosawife: the song is Whoever Broke Your Heart by Murphy Elmore. When I do song fics I tend to just write a story based around the song, I don’t usually include lyrics or anything. Hope that’s okay!
Warnings: language, mentions of past toxic relationships, a good old bar fight, protective Angel comin’ in hot
Word Count: 2.2k
A/N: When I listened to the song and the prompt, I definitely pictured Angel a little more than any of the other guys. Love seeing him get a little hot-headed and protective. Hope y’all enjoy!
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You laughed as Angel wrapped his arms around your waist. He was standing behind your bar stool, pressing playful kisses against your neck and cheek. You reached behind you and gently rested your hand on the side of his face, reveling in the feeling of his hands on your hips.
It was one of the rare nights when the two of you went out with your friends. Normally you hung out with him and the guys at the clubhouse, and that was fine, but if you really wanted to go out and dance, you could usually convince Angel to come with you and your little crew. He’d never been good at saying no to you. Plus, you could tell that he liked being around when all of you went out because he kept his eye out for any creeps trying to make moves on any of you. Angel might’ve been your boyfriend, but he’d gone to bat for nearly every one of your friends at one point or another, defending them from belligerent drunks and shitty exes. Sometimes you worried that he’d get tired of it, but he always told you it was nice to feel purposeful, especially when he was one of the only guys in the group.
“I’m gonna step out for a smoke, querida,” he kissed your cheek, “Come with me?”
You nodded, hopping down off the barstool, “Of course.”
You were walking in front of him, giggling to yourself as you felt his hands reach out and slap your ass lightly. You turned around to him quickly, flashing him a smile before slipping out the door of the club. The air felt cold and fresh, and you took a deep breath before leaning back against the side of the building the two of you had just come out of. Angel pulled a pack of cigarettes out of his kutte. You shook your head no when he offered you one, content to just be with him away from the noise for a few minutes before you dove back into it.
Angel was looking at you, a smile plastered on his face as he let out a puff of smoke. You felt your face get hot for a moment, “What?”
“Nothin’. You’re beautiful.”
You smiled, shaking your head with a laugh, “You’re beautiful.”
He rested one hand onto your hip, “Nah, I mean it. I could look at you all day for the rest of my life and never get tired of it.”
You felt your heart swell inside your chest as you looked at him. Angel had never hesitated on telling you everything that came to his mind, and it was one of the things that you loved the most about him. He wasn’t afraid to be a little sappy with you and it went a long way after what your past relationships had put your through.
He saw the wheels turning in your mind and smiled, “Wanna bail and go home?”
You laughed, shaking your head, “No, no. I’m good, I promise. I just…it’s nice to hear that stuff sometimes.”
He snubbed his cigarette out on the ground before stepping in closer to you, cupping your face in his hands, “I’ll make sure you hear it every day.”
There was a brief moment when you wanted to tell him that you changed your mind and were totally okay with bailing and going home, but you stopped yourself. You hadn’t gone out with your friends in a while and you didn’t want to bail on them just because you were feeling extra lovey over your boyfriend. The two of you took a couple more minutes to stay outside of the chaos, and finally Angel tugged you along back inside to rejoin everyone.
He didn’t particularly like dancing—he’d told you that on more than one occasion. But he’d let you drag him out onto the dancefloor when you went to the club because he knew how much you enjoyed it. He also knew that whoever you had been with before kept you on an impossibly tight leash and you hadn’t been allowed to do much without your ex looking over your shoulder waiting for you to slip up. You hadn’t mentioned it to him at first, so when you would get upset and defensive over things, he didn’t quite understand it. But one day you broke down, not able to try and push it down anymore. From that point on Angel started going a little extra out of his way to be reassuring, and to let you know that you never had to defend yourself to him. He never wanted you to be nervous to talk to him about anything, but especially not things as simple as wanting to go out with your girlfriends for the night.
He was pressed right up against you, hands on your hips as the two of you danced to the music. Despite the music and the noise, you could still hear him clear as day when he leaned down next to your ear, “I love you.”
You smiled up at him, “I love you too.”
“Would a beautiful woman like you let me buy her a drink?”
You laughed, nodding, “I suppose, since you seem like such a gentleman.”
The two of you made your way back to the bar. You kept your fingers lightly entwined with Angel’s so that you wouldn’t lose him in the busyness of the club.  He managed to find you a free barstool to sit on and you gladly took it, happy to be off your feet for a few minutes.
Angel stepped away to flag down the bartender. You watched him, a smile spreading across your face. You were too busy gazing at him to notice who else had shown up and was now standing in front of you, waiting to gain your attention.
“Didn’t expect to see you here,” he finally said. Chills shot down your spine and you turned your head. He smiled at you and it almost seemed genuine, “Long time since I’ve seen you. How’ve you been?”
Every fiber of your being was telling you to get the hell out of the club. No good would come of talking to him. Your answer was short, your tone cold, “Fine.”
“Let me buy you a drink.”
“Someone already is,” you were angry but you still felt a lump forming in the back of your throat. You thought you had outrun these demons.
He cocked one eyebrow, “Really? I doubt that.”
Your heart dropped into your stomach. You had no idea what exactly it was about him that made him able to make you question everything about yourself, and your life, but you hated it. You hated him. Your mind raced to try and find the right words to say to get yourself out of the situation, to make him go away, but you couldn’t.
Angel reappeared, a beer bottle in one hand and a drink for you in the other. He saw the look on your face and his smile instantly dropped. He looked at the man standing in front of you, knowing that he was the reason for your expression but not quite knowing why.
He set your drink down on the surface of the bar and stood next to you, facing your ex, “Who the fuck are you?”
The man stepped back slightly, taking in the intimidating image that Angel easily put off, “I should be asking you that question.”
Angel scoffed, stepped completely in front of you and blocked you from the sightline of your ex, “I’m her fucking boyfriend.”
He laughed, shaking his head, “Figures,” he peered around Angel to look at you, “let go of me and your standards, huh?”
The realization of who he was hit Angel like a freight train. He shoved the man backwards, “Get the fuck away from her.”
He laughed, “What are you gonna do about it?”
Before Angel could do anything too stupid you reached forward and grabbed the beer bottle out of his hands. Starting a brawl was bad enough but the last thing you needed was him cracking someone’s skull with a glass bottle.
It didn’t do enough to defuse the situation. Angel got up in his face, towering over him, “I don’t give a fuck who you think you are. Get out of here now before you regret it.”
“You’re gonna make me regret it, biker boy?” he eyed Angel’s kutte.
Angel was too protective and hot-headed to back down. He shoved the man again, and when he tried to step back to him, Angel caught him on the jaw with a clean right hook. You gasped, although you couldn’t say that the reaction surprised you all the much. Your ex stumbled backwards, hand coming up to nurse his jaw.
Angel was ready to swing again when the bouncer showed up and got in between them. He leaned in close to Angel, “You can’t do this in here. Take this shit outside, Angel. I don’t want to have to kick you out of here.”
Angel nodded, still not taking his eyes off of your ex, “Yea, got it,” he stepped around the bouncer and pushed your ex towards the door, “Let’s fucking go,” he looked back at you, “Stay here, Y/N.”
“Angel, don’t—”
He cut you off, “Stay here.”
You were gnawing at the inside of your lip as you watched the two of them head towards the door of the club. Your ex might’ve been able to intimidate you, but Angel was an entirely different story. You’ve never seen him back down from anything and you had a feeling that he wasn’t going to start tonight.
Angel pushed him out the door of the club onto the sidewalk, “Stay the fuck away from her.”
He chuckled, “What’re you gonna do about it? Send your gang to come and get me?”
“I don’t need anyone else to handle this, believe me,” he grabbed the collar of the man’s shirt, “Don’t even think about looking at her or talking to her ever again.”
“You can’t tell me what to fucking do.”
Angel shook his head slowly. He released the grip on the man’s shirt, and as soon as his hands were free he cocked his arm back and punched him again, slicing the man’s lip open. He dropped to the ground and within seconds Angel was on top of him. Your ex tried to shell up and protect his face, but it didn’t do him much good.
You stepped out onto the sidewalk, instantly running over when you saw what was going on. You grabbed Angel’s shoulders and tried to pull him back, “Angel! Angel, stop!” you pulled back as hard as you could, “He’s not worth it!”
He allowed you to pull him back, leaving your ex in a heap on the sidewalk. You pulled his face so that he was looking at you, “What the fuck are you thinking?”
“I’m thinkin’ that that fuckin—” he couldn’t finish his sentence as he shook his head and glared at the man who was slowly rising from the pile Angel had left him in, “He broke your heart, Y/N. He hurt you. He doesn’t get to get away with that.”
You cupped one side of his face in your hand, knowing that all he could think about was all the lasting damage that that man had caused you, all the pain you had to work through to be able to trust someone again. You sighed as you traced your fingers down through his beard, “He’s a piece of shit, for sure, but he’s not worth getting arrested over. Let him go.”
Angel turned back to your ex, who was trying to wipe away the blood trickling out of the cuts on his face, “I don’t ever wanna fuckin’ see you again,” he gave him one last shove, “Get outta my sight.”
You chuckled to yourself, shaking your head as your ex stumbled away and Angel walked back over to you. You looked over his face, smiling at the fact that he got out of all of that unscathed.
You sighed, “Feel better?”
“He’s a fuckin’ idiot, Y/N.”
You laughed, “Yea, that’s why I don’t want you going to jail over him. You’re on thin ice as it is, Reyes,” you smiled as you shook your head.
“No, I mean, he’s an idiot for doing what he did to you,” he pulled you closer by the beltloops of your shorts, “I’ll never understand how he didn’t see the amazing woman that’s standing in front of me right now,” he cupped your face in his hands, “I love you.”
You placed your hands on his, feeling that his knuckles were still damp with blood, “I love you too.”
“It’s never gonna be like that again, you know that, right?” he waited for you to meet his eyes, “I’m never gonna be like that.”
You nodded, “I know.”
He leaned down, kissing you softly on the lips, “Good,” he paused, a smile passing over his lips, “Now do you wanna bail and go home?”
You laughed, “Yea, let’s go. Before you bust up someone else’s face.”
He chuckled as he pulled you against his side, “Yea, yea,” he kissed the top of your head, “I’d do it again, you know.”
You smiled, leaning into him, “Yea, I know.”
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moral-turpitudes · 3 years
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Reap What You Sow:
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Masterlist | Rules | Peaky Prompts
Trigger Warnings: Angst, Swearing, Sight Mentions of Blood/Gore, Fluff.
Word Count: 3,273
Characters: Thomas Shelby x Female!Reader
Requested: Yes
Requested by: Anon, you can find it here.
Summary: Y/N is accused of stealing a check from the company, resulting in her being fired. But only after a tense situation, does her boss and longtime crush Thomas find out the truth.
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It was nearing midnight as Y/N walked through the shop, her heels clicking on the uneven wooden floors as Linda finished the nights paperwork, a nervous look on her face as she shuffled them away.
Y/N paid no mind as she sat down at her desk near Thomas’ office. Tapping her pen nervously as she glanced at her wristwatch. They were supposed to be here by now. All of the Shelby brothers were supposed to be shouting and running through the shops still high on their victory against one of the other gangs in town. They were supposed to be sighing in relief and pouring the boys drinks, but only silence ensued as Linda crept towards the company safe which she’d sneakily found the combination to while going through Y/N’s desk one night. With a quick movement, she unlocked the heavy door, yanking it open and rifling through the stack of blank checks and tearing off a slip.
“Are you alright Linda? Do you need help?” Y/N asked as she saw her walk quickly back to her seat.
“I’m fine, just had to move around the shop a bit. Nerves right?” She said while fiddling with the slip of paper hidden in her hand, out of sight from her curious coworker.
“Yeah, I understand. They should be back by now. I don’t know where they are, but I’m sure Arthur will go straight to you when he arrives though.” She said with a small smile.
Linda nodded and quickly wrote the check out, shoving it in her purse before giving Y/N a small stack of papers.
“I’m going to run a letter to the mail, I’ll be back.” She said, walking out the door before Y/N could speak.
“Weird.” She mumbled to herself as she went back to going through the papers Linda handed her, all ones Thomas needed to sign-off on in the morning.
The cold air crept through Linda’s dress as she walked with her arms clutched around her to keep warm, the mailbox just in her sights as she remembered what she had to do.
“I’ll pay you if you keep quite about us alright love? It’ll only upset Arthur if he finds out. It could ruin our chances of being together if he’s not dealt with.” She’d said to her lover the night before Thomas’ plan went into effect. Tonight they were planning to take down a troublesome gang that strolled into town, but they were none the wiser to who she’d been fooling around with right under Arthur’s nose. The man was one of the gangs hit men, with the precise instruction from Linda to take Arthur out so she could run off with him instead.
The car nearby sent a shiver down Linda’s spine as she dropped the check into the mailbox, hoping it would all be over soon with no one suspecting her. She even used a blank check thinking no one could trace it, but little did she know just how well Shelby Company Limited kept their finances. As the car neared, she hoped Arthur wasn’t inside, meaning her plan had worked and her payment would be sent. But only time would tell.
With quick steps she went back into the shop, seeing Y/N walking out of Thomas’ office as she’d placed the remaining paperwork on his desk.
“Did ya find it okay? I thought you’d left for the night.” Y/N said.
“Everything is fine Y/N. Were you able to get those papers sorted?” She asked, changing the subject as the boys walked through door looking worse for wear.
“Yes.” Y/N answered quickly as she followed Linda’s wide-eyed gaze to the front door.
“Y/N go get the first aid kit. Now!” Thomas demanded as he sat Arthur down in a nearby chair, John helping unbutton his shirt as Finn grabbed the whiskey from Thomas’ office.
“Drink up brother this is going to hurt.” Finn said, holding the bottle to his lips as he chugged the brown liquid.
“My god what happened?” Y/N heard Linda ask as she gathered the first aid kit with shaking hands.
“Those fuckers shot me, one of the fellows almost shot me in the head damn near.” Arthur said through gritted teeth as Thomas looked at the gunshot wound to his abdomen.
“Here Tom.” Y/N said quickly, handing him the kit and crouching near Arthur to hold his hand that Linda was surprisingly not holding.
“It’ll be alright, deep breaths.” Y/N said squeezing his hand a bit to take his mind off Thomas extracting the bullet.
The room filled with Arthur’s shouts of agony as Thomas worked to dislodge it, his blood spurting out every so often from the movements of the tools.
“Linda are you alright?” John asked as he saw her face turn pale. He was holding Arthur back and helpless at the point.
“Yeah. Arthur? Love? It’s me. I want to stay but I’ll be no use on the floor. I’ll go home to be get things ready for you. Stay strong love.” She said quickly, her face sparkling with sweat as she fought back nausea from the sight of her almost ex-husbands blood. A panicked feeling shooting through her veins as she realized her plan was falling apart.
“Oh alright, just go!” He shouted drunkenly as he grew frustrated at the situation. His mind trying to piece together why he was targeted out of all of them as Thomas stopped the bleeding and stitched him up.
“I don’t know Tom, I don’t know why they aimed at me....why he aimed at me I don’t know....” He said, drifting off as he grew tired from the ordeal.
“It’s alright we’ll figure it out in the morning.” Thomas said, helping his brother up as John got the door and helped him into the car.
“Where’s John taking him?” Y/N asked, wiping her hands on her dress as she stared at the bloody mess on the floor.
“Home. He can rest there more than here. Thank you for looking after the shop with Linda.” He said, going to clean up the mess.
“It’s no problem Tommy. Here I can clean that...if you need a moment to rest.” She said, grabbing a cloth near her and dousing it in some of the whiskey.
Thomas stepped back as she wiped the rest of the blood away, her hair falling out of its loose bun as she ringed the last of the blood off the towel and into the small pail that contained the bullet.
“Are you hurt or anything?” She asked, her heart racing as she realized he’d been staring.
“Just a few scratches. Don’t worry about it love.” He said, lighting a cigarette and staring into her eyes. Y/N could feel her cheeks heating up as she looked back towards her desk, the old butterflies she’d had tucked away for the man resurfacing as of late.
“Well if everything’s done here, am I free to go?” She asked.
“Mhmm.” He said, walking towards his office as she gathered her things. His mind racing with why his brother was shot out of all of them. If anything he thought he would’ve been the first on their hit list.
“I’ve left the paperwork from today on your desk if you feel like signing them. Goodnight Tommy.” She said giving him a small smile.
“Thank you, good night love.” He said, his lips turning up slightly as he watched her walking out the door.
The next morning, Michael had came into his office urgently, with a stack of checks in his hand.
“One of them are missing Tom. Wasn’t me but it was recent. I can tell because we just wrote one today and the one before it is gone. See.” He said showing him the checkbook and where the sequence of numbers hadn’t lined up.
“Well who the fuck stole a company check then aye? Only three people know the code and that’s you, Polly, and Y/N.” He said, his heart aching at the thought of her doing something like that when he already paid her more than she’d expected.
“You want me to call a meeting?” Michael asked, rubbing a tired hand over his face.
“Yeah. Whoever did that probably knows about Arthur.” He said, his suspicion growing from last nights events.
“What’s wrong?” Polly asked as they all sat around the large table in the betting room.
“I have reasons to suspect someone has stolen a check from the company. Maybe used it to pay off someone perhaps.” He said, his eyes darting to everyone. Linda looked tired and Arthur sat near her with a pained expression.
“Would any one of you happen to know who it was? It was recent.” He said, placing a cigarette between his lips and lighting it. The smoke filling the room almost as heavily as the tension.
“It wasn’t Michael or I.” Polly said, shaking her head.
“Y/N...do you know anything about this?” Thomas asked, his eyes much more serious than last night. They were frightening in the way they bore into her soul despite her not knowing what was going on.
“No. I haven’t got a clue Tommy.” She said, holding his gaze as her heart raced.
“Linda...you were also here last night. Do you know?” He asked looking at her with the same calculating eyes.
“No. All I remember is I stepped out for a moment to send off one of your letters and to catch some air before you all arrived.” She said.
“And Y/N was the only one at the shop during that time?” He asked.
“Yes.” She said, her eyes squinting slightly at the poor woman who hadn’t done a thing wrong the whole time she’d been there.
“Look, Tommy I-“ Y/N started to say before he interrupted her in a harsh tone.
“I don’t know why you stole it, but somehow my brother was shot the same night and you were the last person I saw in the shop. You were also the only person there while Linda was away. I have no other choice but to fire you, Y/N. Get your things and go.” He said. Y/N’s face paled and her eyes brimmed with tears as she silently left the room. She averted her gaze from everyone, instead looking at the floor as she packed her things and went out the door, thinking she’d never return to the shop again.
She tried to defend herself somewhat, knowing she didn’t have anything to do with what happened. But none of her words would speak sense into him right now. He was too quick to make judgements, but she wasn’t prepared for him to hurt her like he just did. She felt her body trembling and growing warmer as she slammed her car door shut, the sheer embarrassment and anger rising in her as she made her way home.
As the day drug on, Thomas searched with Michael for the check, calling post offices and banks to see where it could have been sent and who had written it.
“It was picked up this morning Mr. Shelby. Doesn’t look like your handwriting though. I’ll have it sent to you. You caught it just in time.” The woman said, glancing at the writing on the envelope.
“Alright, thank you ma’am.” He said before hanging up.
“What’d they say aye?” Arthur asked, wincing as he moved about in his chair.
“They’re sending it back. It was almost sent out so we caught it just in time. She mentioned it wasn’t my handwriting.” He said, lighting a cigarette.
“Christ. What’d Linda say aye? Did her letter get sent out? She said it was for a charity.” Arthur asked, remembering she mentioned a letter.
“I’ve never written one to any charities, not recently.” Thomas said as his eyes narrowed.
“What...do you think...Linda stole the check?” Arthur asked quietly, knowing she was right around the corner.
“It’s possible. I know she’s your wife and all but she hasn’t exactly been helpful around here lately. Also it’s not adding up.” He said, his mind racing as he thought about the meeting.
“Christ....so you think she wrote the letter and the check then? They would’ve found the letter.” Arthur said.
“Aye, I think the letter was a ruse. The woman from the post office never found a letter from us. Just the check.” He said.
“Well let’s fookin’ ask her then. I can’t sleep at night knowing me wife’s trying to kill me.” Arthur said, a bit of panic in his voice as he realized she may have put a hit on him.
Over the next hour Thomas and him discussed the possibility of it being her, or it being Y/N. But now all signs were pointing to the short-haired blonde woman who not only had a knack for stealing hearts, but for stealing checks as well as, the mailman handed Thomas the envelope that had cursive handwriting on it. Inside contained a check and a terribly forged signature, along with her distinctive handwriting. Thomas couldn’t help but look out into the evening sky as he realized he’d made the wrong decision once again.
Linda heard her name being called as Thomas stood out his office door after retrieving the mail, the tension in the air seeming to rise as she reluctantly made her way to him.
“I have something to discuss with you and Arthur.” He said, ushering her into his office.
He locked the door behind her and stood in front of it as Linda sat by her husband. His tone more hostile than it had been at the family meeting earlier.
“So Linda...I’ll ask this once again. Did you steal the check?”
Linda looked around the room nervously as Arthur carefully got up and moved towards the door, officially wary of the woman.
Seeing as she had no way out, she sighed. Kissing the dream of running off with her lover goodbye as she knew how this interrogation could go.
“Y-yes I stole the combination from Y/N and snuck in the safe. The check was...to a man.” She said.
“Well it wasn’t to me. Who the fuck was it made out to?” Arthur asked, clinching his fists.
Linda stared at him blankly as a tear fell down her cheek.
“A man named Isaac. He was in-in that gang. I....I’ve been seeing him.” She said, wiping the tears from her eyes as he stalked forward.
“You fookin’ what?.... No...You don’t just put a hit out on a Shelby. Especially not on your own fucking husband.” He said angrily as Thomas put a firm hand on his shoulder to steady him.
“I did though, Arthur. I wanted to run off with him. I wanted you gone so it would be easier for me to leave. But I can’t do that now.” She said.
“So you knew I’d be walking into a death trap aye? You could’ve gotten more than me killed.” He spat, leaning against the door.
Linda nodded as she tore her gaze from the man she once thought she loved, guilt and anger taking over as she stood up.
“I wouldn’t do that if I were you.” Thomas said, watching her reach for the gun on his desk.
“I just want to leave this place.” She said looking at the gun in her hand as she raised it at Thomas.
“If you shoot us, it’ll make it harder to leave. Put the gun down.” He said sternly.
With a sigh, she lowered the gun and placed it on the table. Wiping her tears away with shaking hands as she walked to the door and stared at Arthur angrily. His hurt expression at her confession barely phasing her.
“Arthur...” She said, trying to grab his hand from the doorknob. With a quick movement he gripped her wrist tightly before speaking.
“Fuck you Linda. I’m glad you failed.” He said with a slightly evil smirk.
“What do you mean? He got the check.” She said, not noticing the post had sent it back.
“We got the check and saw it was in your handwriting...we also killed him after he shot me. He won’t need you where he’s going. On the bright side...now you can suffer alone.” He said, as Linda looked angrily at him. Tears streaming down her face silently as he let go of her wrist.
“Linda.” Thomas said, causing her to rip her gaze from her now ex-husband.
“You should get your things together. You’re fired.” He said.
“You can’t do that! What will I do about money? The house?” She asked.
“You should’ve thought about that before you tried to hire someone to kill my brother. Now go.” He said lighting a cigarette and pointing her out the door.
With one last glance, she ran out of the office. The commotion of her gathering all her things making the rest of the company look around nervously as she did a walk of shame out the door with her stuff. Shoving it all in her car and vowing to never come back.
As the company got back to work for the evening, Thomas quickly ran out too, barely uttering a goodbye to Polly before leaving.
“Where are you going at this hour?” She asked, looking up from her papers.
“I made a mistake Pol.” He said.
“I’m not surprised.” She said.
“Excuse me?” He asked, raising an eyebrow.
“At least get the balls to tell her you’re sorry and that ya like her. Maybe bring her some flowers. We could all see it you know.” She said as he rubbed the back of his neck impatiently.
“Anything else to add Pol?” He asked.
“Don’t fire her again. She’s the one good thing that’s happened to this goddamned company.” She said as he nodded and went towards her flat.
When he arrived with flowers in hand, he didn’t expect to see her in such a state. Her eyes were red and puffy like she’d been crying. And her hair was unkept as she held a bottle of wine in one hand and a cigarette in the other.
“Why the fuck are you here aye?” She asked, slightly slurring her words.
“It was Linda....Y/N. All along it was her. She didn’t mail a letter, she mailed a check. And that check almost got Arthur killed. I’m uh...sorry for all I did back there.” He said.
“What...did you bring me flowers to cheer me up? Fuck off.” She said before trying to shut the door.
“Wait.” He said, holding his free hand out to hold the door.
“I came here for three reasons alright?” He said.
“Well get to talking because it’s cold.” She said, throwing her cigarette over the steps into the damp ground.
“Alright...I wanted to apologize because I know what I did and you didn’t deserve that. And I wanted to offer you your job back.” He said.
“What’s the third aye? I may be tipsy but I can still count.” She said.
“That I like you. I know I’ve been a real bastard recently but I swear I do.” He said.
“What do you say aye?” He asked, holding the flowers out to her.
“Next time buy me roses. And...I’ll accept your offer, but it’s only because I like you too. Now are we going to stand around here all night or are you coming in?” She asked with a slight smirk.
He smiled for what seemed like the first time in forever, taking his cap off as she grabbed the flowers from him. Leading him inside where they would later spend the rest of the night and many other nights to come.
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cloud9in · 3 years
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Promises (Poppy x MC) Part (2/?)
Read Part ONE (summary for fic is there)
ITS BEEN A MINUTE. @iamsimpforpoppy I hope you’re still around to read :P I love this story lol. Hope you guys do too!!!
Word Count (2.8k)
Bea and Poppy’s relationship became official a month after their initial meeting. One would say they moved quickly, too quickly. But every love story is different. This one in particular seemed to have little to none flaws, if you ignored the fact that Bea was promoted to Carter’s right hand woman in the Southside Spades.
 They did end up having that conversation after all.
 “…Are you sure Carter? I mean this is a huge deal and a special role-“
 “If I didn’t think you were capable you wouldn’t be here right now Goldilocks.”
 Carter winked and clinked his half empty beer bottle against Bea’s, who surprisingly had a nearly full bottle. He took note of the abnormality. 
 The blonde instinctively rolled her eyes at the nickname, “Okay but that name has to go. We need codenames……ooooh how about bimbo and himbo.” 
 “I’m guessing…..no, hoping I’m the himbo?!” Carter comments as he promptly tries to stop the laugh escaping from his lips.
 “Mmmmmmm, I’ll get back to you on that.”
 They share a laugh and Bea feels Carter’s gaze latch onto her in her peripherals. She could sense the shift of energy in the space between them, it almost felt uncomfortable, and that was something she never felt with Carter. “I never asked you if you were okay with such a role. If you aren't, I understand completely, I just want the best for you.”
 The blonde eyes soften at his comment and she looks at him, “never doubted that, where is this going though because you never express your feelings like a normal human being.”
 He pulls on the strings of her hoodie until it completely caves around her face, burying her whole.
 “Hey asshole!” 
 “That’s for talking too much.”
 Bea yanks her hoodie open and sticks her tongue out in a mock expression. “Oh boohoo. Poppy literally says the same thing, I don’t get it. I talk, it’s a problem. I don’t talk, it’s an even BIGGER problem. Damn a girl can’t ever exist in peace.”
 Carter places his bottle flat on the table and studies the blonde’s face. 
 She kept rambling on about her new girlfriend and the gang leader didn’t know it was possible to feel happy yet anxious at the same time. He was aware of when they entered the talking stage, went on their first date, and finally became official, because Bea told him everything. As much as the experience of being in a real relationship was new to her, Bea looked up to him and somehow she knew Carter would give her the best guidance possible. 
 It didn’t stop him from worrying. Like an older brother would. He feared the two would mix, and everyone knows that love and crime will eventually combust. He is no stranger to it.  
 “Bea.”
 “Did you know she stole one of my hoodies and actually won’t give it back?? What am I supposed to do, just take it? No she’d murder me.”
 “Jackson.”
 Her voice slowly dies down after sensing the seriousness in his tone. She takes a sip of her beer to ease the silence that sat in the air, and Carter responds shortly after.
 “You know I trust you with my life right? You’re very important to me, kid.” 
 “I know.”
 Guilt was a feeling he chose to lock away in an unbreakable box and bury six feet deep. There couldn’t be guilt in a lifestyle like this. But Bea was his only exception. And she was slowly bringing that box back up to the surface. 
 “I need you to promise me that you won’t let these two worlds collide.”
 “Carter….”
 “One of you will get hurt. And I won’t forgive myself if it’s you.”
 He leaves Bea at the table, the remnants of his comment still replaying in her head. She pulls out her phone and sees a text from Poppy on her lockscreen. 
 Other Half 💗❤️‍🔥- Can’t wait to see you tomorrow 😘 
 The blonde smiles unconsciously and opens the message to respond.
 I’m missing you like crazy. I have a special surprise for you.
 Other Half 💗❤️‍🔥- You know I highly dislike surprises, just tell me. 
 And ruin the surprise? You must be crazier than I thought. 
 Other Half 💗❤️‍🔥- Jackson.
 Patience babe…tomorrow it is. 
 Bea clicks her phone shut and slips it back into her pocket before downing the rest of the beer. 
***
“You know your hand on my ass only makes them stare even more Jackson?”
 Bea bites her lips and gropes the blonde’s plump backside shamelessly while slowly whispering into her ear.
 “That’s the point, princess.”
 Poppy shivers almost instantly at the boldness. “Is this the surprise you were talking about?” Bea doesn’t answer, instead trailing her hand up Poppy’s skirt. This was definitely not the time and place for such behavior but she was clearly still learning everything about her girlfriend. 
 And it definitely felt good to call her that.
 “Since when did you get so brazen? You know you’re exactly the type of person my daddy told me to stay away from.”
 Bea laughs at that statement and wraps her arm around the blonde’s waist, “yeah? And why’s that?”
 “Well I can’t ask him now, he might rough you up and that’s my job.” 
 Poppy could feel the stares of everyone burning into them, but she could only focus on the blonde cuddled up against her. The shorter girl wouldn’t call herself an attention whore, but she sure loved the PDA that Bea projected without a care. It felt nice to be genuinely admired in public rather than putting on a mask everyday. 
 But it’s safe to say that Poppy preferred all the handsy stuff to happen in private. 
 “Do you want to grab dinner with me tonight Pops?”
 “Am I picking the place?”
 “…Yes.”
 “Then yes.”
 Bea rolls her eyes at the blonde’s downright shady self but smiles nevertheless. 
 “Now don’t cancel on me out of the blue. I will not be thrilled about it.”
 “Shouldn’t I be telling you this? Your dad always has something going on in his business that somehow has to involve you too.”
 Poppy sighs and glances over at Bea, “well you know I’ll have to take over eventually. Especially since I’m legally allowed to handle deals now.”
 “I hate that word. Legal. Ugh.” 
 The shorter girl scoffs and plants her hands on her hips, “yeah I bet you do.”
***
Bea dragged open her closet in search of clothes for dinner tonight but the dinging noise of a text distracts her. 
 C-Dog🖤- Need you tonight. Something came up, meet us at the garage.
Bea wanted to thank the gods up above that she didn’t promise Poppy that she’d show up for dinner. But that wasn’t going to save her from the fury of the blonde. Good thing it can’t get worse than that, right….?
Only it was. And Poppy will probably beat her up herself, if she wasn’t dead by the next day. 
Bea’s mind and heart races as she digs her brain for a proper excuse to tell her girlfriend, but is very unsuccessful. She’s good at drug dealing though. 
 Going with the good ole truth never really hurt right?
 Baby I’m so sorry I won’t be able to make it tonight. Got held up with the gang. I know I’m an asshole, I’ll keep in touch I swear. 
 Other Half 💗❤️‍🔥- What else could I expect from my gang banger girlfriend 🙄 please stay safe..
 You know I always do.
 Other Half 💗❤️‍🔥- Do I? We need to talk about this tomorrow.
 Of course Pops.
 Other Half 💗❤️‍🔥- Call me every chance you get or I swear I’ll track you and trust me you do not want me to do that.
 Yeah she definitely doesn’t. Especially since Carter sounded frantic over the phone. The last thing Bea needed was a paranoid girlfriend, so she played it cool like always. 
 Just simple stuff baby girl, talk soon.
 ***
“…What do you mean it’s gone?! So where is it? Do you know what this means Carter??”
 The gang leader sighs frustratingly, rubbing his eyes in efforts to gain some stability. “The product was here, and now it is not. Which can only mean it was stolen. And when I find out which son of a bitch did it, they’re dead.”
 “In the meantime, we are dead”, Bea emphasizes wildly. “This is the Red Raven gang we’re talking about. If they get any inclination that we lost their drugs, they’ll kill and replace us. No mercy. None.”
The blonde paces back and forth trying not to think about buying a plane ticket to Timbuktu. 
Carter approaches Bea and plants his hands on her shoulder, “breathe Jackson. You are my partner. The leader of this gang. So get it out of your system and start being rational.”
 The blonde lets her shoulders sag as she inhales and exhales in place for a while. The minute she’s grounded she catches Carter’s gaze and her eyes light up. “List. I need a list of whoever went in the room with all of the product. We need to narrow it down.”
***
“Jackson you’re a fucking genius.”
 “It’s called having common sense but I’ll take the praise. It’s the only one I’m getting from you anyways.”
 Carter resisted the urge to pick a fight with the younger girl, because finding stolen drugs and not getting killed seemed like a much better idea. 
 Bea figured out that Henry, one of the newly recruited members of SS was a thief, or maybe just a crackhead. Same thing. He was the last to be in that room so all eyes were on him, and guns.
 “Heyyy buddy. Henry right?”
 The shorter man trembled at the sight of a gun lodged right into his mouth. “Mmmm!”
 “Oh I’m sorry, did you want to say something? Here let me just”, Bea clicks the gun which only causes the thief to panic even more. It was almost pitiful. 
 “Alright lay off the poor sucker.” 
 Bea pulls the gun out of his mouth and sits down on a stool in front of Henry with a grin. “So…where is the stash darling?” 
 He points almost immediately to a built in storage locker with a shaky finger. 
 “Ohhh well that was so easy Henry! Glad you could comply. You should tell your friends to be more like you. But…between me and you, they might already be dead”, Bea whispers that last part slowly, smirking when Henry’s lip quivers violently. 
 “Please just do it already! Why are you guys waiting?”
 Bea raised an eyebrow in surprise and glanced over at Carter who scanned the man’s face intensely. “I guess he wants to die? Talk about kinks I mean come on”
 “No.”
 Carter reaches his arm out towards Bea but never takes his eyes off Henry. The blonde watches in confusion until she realizes the thief is looking behind her, and so is Carter.
 “It’s a setup Bea, duck!”
 She dived for the ground quicker than lightning as a bullet flies through the air, leaving a trail of dust behind. Carter ducks for cover as well and starts firing rounds towards the men who snuck up on them. He managed to hit three of them but one grabs Bea by the leg and drags her against the rough concrete. 
 “Son of a- get your dirty hands off of my Dr. Martens. My girlfriend bought me these!”
 A swift kick to the face shut the blonde up real quick but she manages to recoil and send the man sprawling backwards into a row of barrels. 
 Carter guns him down and Bea finds her footing, pistol in hand and a thirst for revenge. But they never stopped coming. 
 Her and Carter were left battered and bruised, but alive. Their product was gone again though. But atleast they were alive. Carter told her that it was a theft mission primarily and neither of them were meant to die. But it only made Bea wonder who those people were.
 And why were they kept alive?
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“Beatriz Naomi Jackson what the actual fuck?!”
 “Oh not the middle name…”
 Bea tries to avoid Poppy’s killer gaze as she surveys the damage that had been done to her girlfriend’s torso, legs, and face. 
 The strawberry blonde could barely mutter a word. Her mouth opened and closed in brief shock before collapsing next to the injured girl. 
 Bea could see the tears flowing down her rosy cheeks, which contrasted her porcelain skin. “Poppy…are you crying? I..please don’t..”
 “What do you expect me to do Bea? It kills me to see you hurt like this. Who did it? Tell me!” The blonde chokes on her own words as her hands hovers cautiously over Bea’s wounds, afraid to make her feel pain.
 “No I can’t tell you. I mean…I didn’t expect this to happen. It was a setup and we were outnumbered-“
 “We need to get you to a hospital Bea oh my god.”
 The blonde knew that she couldn’t go there. Not with the cops on the scene of the shootout, and actively looking for the people involved. Aka her and Carter. He told her to lay low and heal up, but she didn’t expect Poppy to be sitting on her bed waiting for her when she got home. The initial look on her face made Bea regret ever choosing this life. 
 She regrets it ever since being with Poppy. But it’s like a drug, once you start it’s hard to stop. 
 “I’ll call my father, he has the best doctors available and we’re gonna get your the right treatment and-“ 
 Poppy immediately cuts off, her eyebrows scrunching up until she realizes something. “Wait…what do you mean you were outnumbered Bea?” 
 Bea swallows heavily, praying that this conversation couldn’t escalate further, but that isn’t the case. 
 “Bea, answer me”
 “It..it was just me and Carter. We didn’t think there would be an ambush. We had just gone there to get goods we lost.”
 “And where is Carter? Does he know you’re like this right now? Did he leave you, I swear to god Bea if he left you…” Poppy’s voice cracks as her whole body shivers in violent waves. 
 Bea pulls her girlfriend in for a hug even though it causes every inch of her body to sting harshly. It was the comfort that she needed though. Watching Poppy breakdown over the sight of her was too much, and she began to contemplate everything. 
 “Pops listen to me, I cannot go to the hospital right now. There are cops looking for us.” The strawberry blonde stares at her until she understands the velocity of Bea’s words. 
 “Fine. But there will be a doctor that will come to treat you at my house. And you’re coming, I don’t want to hear it.” 
 Bea knew not to protest that. It was quite obvious this whole incident has left both parties distraught and she didn’t want to try and tell Poppy how to feel. 
 “Just tell me something. Are you in immediate danger? Is someone trying to harm you right now.”
 The blonde chose her words carefully. Because even after coming home beaten to a pulp, she still couldn’t tell the love of her life the full truth. 
 “No Poppy, they just wanted the drugs. They got what they wanted. I’m not in danger.”
 For now.
 “I will be okay.”
 I hope.
 “Don’t lie to me Jackson. I can’t do this if you lie. You promised me you wouldn’t get to the point where you’d have to choose between me and the gang.”
 “I know Poppy…I-“
 “You promised.”
 “And I’m going to keep that promise-“
 “Yeah the hell you are. And you’re going to promise me that you won’t ever come home like this again. You’re going to get yourself killed before we even start our life together. Our future.”
 Bea sucks in a breath which punctures her chest. She couldn’t tell if the injuries or Poppy’s words had caused that terrible ache. “Our…Wait I..”
 “I love you Jackson. I…don’t care if you think it’s too early to say that. I don’t care if I sound too cheesy for a mean girl. I love kissing you and feeling the laughter run through your body when we hug. I love being the reason you smile. I love you. And you don’t have to say it back. I just..I needed you to know-“
 “I love you too. Probably maybe from the moment I met you.”
 Poppy’s eyes seemed to glisten once again and this time there was no sadness etched into the shape. She smiled a pure smile and wrapped her arms around Bea in a tight hug. 
 She captures her lips in a searing kiss that leads to a trail of kisses down the strawberry blonde’s neck, dip of her collarbone, and chest. Bea kisses her until her chest gives out from exhaustion and pain.
 “Then you have to promise that this won’t happen again.” 
 “I promise.”
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NOTES: They’re gonna be fineeeee, right guys??? Graduation next chapter woooo.
Tags: @samanthadalton @somewillwin @clowneryme  @baexpoppy @poppysmc @doey-eyes8 @veenast @straightlikewetspaghetti @phoennixxsblog
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So this idea isn’t leaving my head. While I’m not going to get it started for now, since I want to concentrate on my current Stevonnie comic, ideas are still ticking away and I just really wanted to draw this cover for the idea.
Maybe I’ll get its own page started in time. I’ll let you know if I do. But even if I did, I wouldn’t expect regular updates to it, not while I’m working on Together Forever.
I want to quickly say something that I think some people may have gotten confused about when I was talking about the Fallout Universe before:
Crystal Gems are still called Crystal Gems, but their role is similar, but not the same as the Brotherhood of Steel. In that they are isolationists, who will try to protect humanity from dangerous gem technology, and corrupted gems. they aren’t bothered with human mutants, human problems, or human technology. But I feel that, ove time, Steven will help their character growth away from this and help them, at least, start opening up to the local comminuty and helping where they can.
Homeworld Authority is still called Homeworld, or The Authority, but take on a similar role to the Enclave. They view themselves as the rightful masters of earth and they’re automatically more superior to any other lifeform by birthright.
I have been thinking over what could have occurred to create this world, how’s this for a (work in progress) backstory: (ended up a lot longer than I thought it would, so I’m space saving by putting in this break)
The Gem colonisation of earth happened later than it did in canon. A couple of thousand years, maybe. Unlike the 6000 years ago in canon, it was perhaps 5000, or maybe 4000 years ago. Enough for a bigger human civilisation to take part in the gem war for earth.
Pink still gets her colony started, still changes her mind about it, and finally chooses to become Rose Quartz to lead the rebellion. I think the human zoo will still be made, because I like the idea of that being around to give a mash-up of the human zoo and the mother ship zeta dlc from Fallout 3.
What really diverges from the timeline is when the rebellion starts fighting back with larger groups of human allies. 4000 (or 5000) years ago we are talking some good military strategies, chariots, bows and arrows, cavalries and tactics, etc. Some research will be needed to really flesh out the lore.
Homeworld, facing a bigger threat than a hundred or so rebels, puts a little more effort into research and development of newer technologies to counteract the human strategies. Nothing develops technologies quite like war.
Rose and the others start capturing some technologies from Homeworld and start studying them to not only understand them, but even attempting to reverse engineer them. They obviously won’t be able to replicate the weapons in form, but hope to do so in function.
This is where Scribes would come in for the Crystal Gems are the replacement for the Brotherhood of Steel that I’ve talked about before. Some Gems and some clever humans, would dedicate themselves to trying to understand the newer Gem technology they’re starting to see.
With inventive people like Bismuth to build their own version of it.
The actual Gem Technology will be locked away in the temple- or whatever name I may give it- but the remake versions that the Crystal Gems turn out will be spread far and wide.
I’m just thinking off the top of my head, but it’d be like- if they tried to make their own version of the gem destabiliser, it would be like a giant tuning fork hooked up to something similar to a large Baghdad Battery (google it, it’s kinda cool) that they would carry in a backpack.
The war would carry on like that, with Homeworld making new tech to combat the threat, sooner or later the rebellion captures some, they make their own version of it, and Homeworld makes new tech to combat the threat.
This drain on resources does take its toll on Homeworld though, and their war against earth is perhaps much shorter, between 300 and 800 years, I haven’t decided yet.
Things do play out similar to canon though. Homeworld decides to abandon earth as a lost cause, implant the Cluster so they’ll get something out of the deal and the three Diamonds blast the earth with their powers as a final middle finger to the rebels.
Gems are destroyed, except for the original Crystal Gems, and Bismuth! Canon Bismuth made a lot of regular weapons and armour and the rebellion was still losing. She was driven to making the Breaking Point because she didn’t think they had a chance of winning any other way. In this new canon, however, because Bismuth was working on newer and newer weapons all the time, each one she was confident would help turn the tide of the war, she never had chance to work on the ultimate weapon of the Breaking Point. She may have designed it, or may have the idea kicking around the back of her mind, but never got around to building it. 
Rose does her thing of finding somewhere isolated to live in both peace and regret for the war. This is where the Crystal Gems become isolationists
With the Gems gone, humans are left to their own devices with all this more advanced technology than they should have in this point in history. Tech continues to develop with this head start.
Fast forward to the year 1929 and people are living lives as you’d see in the Fallout universe in the 2070′s. Nuclear fulled cars, robot assistants, laser rifles and power armour and all that other stuff.
The reason I chose 1929 is two-fold. The first Fallout game was set 84 years after the nuclear war, and 84 years after 1929 is the year 2013; the year Steven Universe first aired.
The failing of the world is the same reason the Fallout universe failed. Resources started to become scarce, wars started over what remained and the whole thing was escalated by a race that may have been too young to fully understand the forces they were really dealing with, having come a long way, but still too fast, thanks to the ancient interference.
Nuclear hellfire rained down and some people took their shelter in the vaults, while everyone else had to find ways to survive outside.
Rose and the Gems stick to their isolation as humanity all but wipes itself out. Rose is heartbroken to see the beautiful world that she fought so hard for, so easily destroyed. There can be a lot to explore there. Maybe Rose will leave the group, maybe she’ll just wander off and be alone a lot but still return to the temple eventually. I haven’t decided yet.
Perhaps all the gems will have some additional guilt, knowing that their old tech is what pushed humanity so far so fast.
Fast forward 70 years and Rose meets a travelling wastelander named Greg. They fall in love. I’m not going to go into a lot of detail here mostly because I haven’t really thought too much about it, but partly because I know I want it to be explored within the story itself to show how different from canon it would be. Not just the flashback elements from “Story for Steven,” and "We Need to Talk," with a Fallout flair. I want to work out some other nice adventures to bring them together.
Rose and Greg come back to Beach City with Rose expecting their baby.
Steven is born and the Gems immediately take custody, with the logic that their secure base is a better place for Steven to grow up than the harsh wasteland. Greg is allowed to visit as often as he likes, but not stay there. Nor is Steven allowed off the base. They want to protect the legacy of their leader, Rose.
I’m going to say that Steven starts showing hints of Gem powers around 10 years old. Nothing he can control. Perhaps his Gem glows when he’s really happy, if he falls down some steps his bubble forms but immediately pops so it’s just enough to save him from injury. Little things like that.
But this serves as a point where The Gems start “encouraging” Greg to visit less and leave the raising of Steven to them, as his upbringing has now become “Gem Business”
Steven may have snuck off the base once or twice to see the world beyond the base, but after this he’ll do it a lot more often to see his dad and the Beach City settlement.
I think Bismuth suspects he sneaks off but both can’t prove it, and doesn’t want to try and prove it, Garnet knows but says nothing, both of them are letting Steven have his fun, and Pearl has no idea he does it.
Amethyst is not part of the group in the beginning, she’s out as part of a raider gang somewhere. Thank you to theyarheeguy for giving me that idea, and many others, to work with.
A total of 84 years after the bombs dropped, Steven is now 12 years old, sneaking off the base for another visit to town, when he spots a pretty young girl dressed in a strange blue jumpsuit, emerging from a hidden trapdoor that was underneath the old Beach City water-tower.
Steven is 12 because I believe that’s how old he was when the show started. Based on the timeline, the passing of the seasons and so on, he has to have a 13th birthday that we don’t see on screen, before we do see his 14th birthday.
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Even if I had a crazy day at work I did manage to do my Monday post as promise... but if you notice typos...I am sorry. I read it and edited but my brain  left with the boat tonight (I work for a ferry company, hence the joke)
This is the first of a few chapters where our bird boy is away and Hamel is causing problems to our gang.
Also, Aelin tries to cook... well... you can imagine how did that go.
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After the trip to the base Aelin had taken home a very sad Elide and then got back to her own place and cried herself to sleep while hugging Rowan’s pillow. It was very late in the afternoon and it was her day off and she had no intention of leaving her bed.
Her head was buried under the pillow when she heard her phone buzz so she scrambled to get it and her heart raced when she saw it was Rowan.
“Hi,” she said with a croaked vice.
“Are you okay?” Rowan was already in fussing mode.
“Yes I just woke up.” She heard a lot of background noise “where are you?”
“Vulture’s row.” He activated his camera and showed Aelin the view of a fully functional flight deck. “Uh, wait.” He pointed the camera stern of the ship and showed Aelin a jet landing.
“That was so cool.” He turned the camera to him and she saw him with his sunglasses and his hair messed up by the wind. Then he switched off the camera and they went back to normal.
“Are you there yet?”
“We are skirting around. We still have a few hours before we are fully in enemy territory.”
Then Aelin heard a siren of some sort and Rowan swore “I’ll call you as soon as I can again. I need to scramble. Love you.”
“Be safe.” She managed to add before he closed the phone call.
She collapsed again in bed then decided to call Lysandra and Elide and organise a day out the three of them shopping. Elide needed cheering up as well.
The next day Aelin, Elide and Lysandra had decided to have a girls’ afternoon to cheer up the two ladies who had their boys away. They met at the entrance of the shopping centre and Aelin went to hug Elide first of all “how are you doing?”
“Lorcan gave me a brief call yesterday telling me they were on the ship and on their way, then he had to go.”
Aelin sighed “today we don’t think about our far away boys.”
“And maybe you can buy some very sexy lingerie as a present for when Lorcan comes back.” Commented Lysandra and Elide blushed.
“What’s the point?” Asked Elide “you are taking it off anyway.”
Aelin laughed and took Elide’s hand “remember the dress I had at the navy party?”
Elide nodded “it was stunning.”
“I was not wearing anything underneath. It drove Rowan crazy.”
“I have done it a few times with Aedion and I agree with Aelin. The sex afterward has been amazing.”
“How do I learn all these things?”
“Stick with us and we will teach you.”
“Let’s go for some food,” said Aelin, “I haven’t eaten yet.”
“How will you survive now without your sexy chef in the house?” Asked Lysandra.
“Oh, I’ll just go back to my usual order in and ready meals.” Shrugged Aelin who had no intention of even trying to cook anything.
Lysandra took Aelin’s hand and walked toward a restaurant “come on Elide, let’s get this girl properly fed.”
The three women got into the restaurant and sat down and Aelin started perusing the menu eager for some decent food and not long after they placed their order. Lys was right, without Rowan she would be lost when it came to food. Rowan had properly spoiled her.
“How are the wedding preparations going?” Asked Aelin.
Lysandra and Aedion’s wedding was not far away and she was excited to see her best friend finally having her happy ending.
“We are getting there.”
“Do you have a dress yet?” Asked Elide all excited.
Lysandra took out her phone and showed them her dress.
“That is gorgeous. Aedion will not be able to keep his eyes off you during the ceremony.”
“That is the plan.” Lysandra smiled wickedly “but the biggest question is who is going to be next?”
“My money is on Aelin,” chimed Elide “Lor is not emotionally ready for such a step. You and the captain on the other hand…” her eyebrows flicked in amusement.
“She is right, and the two of you basically live together.”
“Yes and no.”
“What do you mean?” Lysandra was confused by the admission.
“We haven’t covered the subject yet. He still has his flat and some of his stuff there. Even after I recovered he never left and I never pushed because I like having him around.”
“Will you ask him to move in officially?”
Aelin sighed “maybe. When he comes back. I don’t know. Things are going well and I don’t want to mess it up.”
“Do you think he’ll say no?” Asked Lysandra. Brainstorming with her friend was always helpful and recently she hadn’t done it enough.
“I don’t think so. But living together is as far as we can go just now. For many, many reasons.”
“Is it because of Sam?”
“Only partially.” She was not going to tell her friends Rowan’s story. She had no right. So she remained vague hoping the two friends would get the hint and not ask anymore questions.
“Still, my money is on you two.” Added Lys “Elide is right, Lorcan does not seem to have yet the emotional ability to commit.”
“Hey, he kissed her in public. And yesterday at the base he seemed quite nice to her.”
“Quite?”
“I don’t know, I was concentrating on Rowan I just cast a brief glance at them.” Replied Aelin.
“He was super kind.” Added Elide taking biting on a breadstick.
Their food finally arrived and Aelin was the first to tuck in.
“Does the captain know about your crazy eating habits?” Asked Lysandra amused.
“Yes,” replied Aelin, enjoying her food “he calls me his bottomless pit. When we had our first date he joked that he might need a mortgage just to feed me.”
Elide laughed “Sam used to joke and say that he needed a second job just for feeding you.”
“I move a lot,” replied Aelin with a grin “I have a big appetite.”
“I think it must be a firefighter thing. Aedion is the same.” Lysandra grinned “and we burn a lot of calories.”
“Eeewwww, I did not need to know that. He is my cousin.”
“Oh come one, as if you and hot captain do not engage in illicit activities. The whole squad guessed that the other night you two had sex in the shower after the call at the club.”
“I was just giving him a special goodbye.” Her hand gently brushed the spot where she could feel his tags. She did a bit of research and she was happy she had a copy. Having the real one meant he was gone and she could not think about that.
“Are you okay?” Asked Lysandra worried at her sudden change of expression.
“Yeah.” She added flatly, then gave them a big smile. It was their day off she should not spoil it.
“So, are we taking Elide lingerie shopping?” Aelin teased trying to raise the spirits of her friend.
“Yes, it’s going to be fun.” Added Lysandra all excited.
“Girls… there is really no need. What I have is okay. Lorcan is not fussed.”
Aelin took a bite of her food “oh but we will make sure he is fussed and also that he knows how sexy you are so he does not decide to…. wander.”
“How do I keep him? I am nowhere near as interesting as the two of you. He might get bored of me very soon.”
Aelin stared at her friend and it broke her heart that her horrible past left her with no confidence at all. Elide was brilliant at her job and she was an intelligent woman and she was positive she would make quite a few heads turn.
“Don’t you say something like that ever again.” Lysandra preceded her. She was even more protective of Elide than her “I work with you everyday and I know how awesome you are and I am positive that if we go to a club you’d have your share of men looking at you.”
Aelin nodded.
They finished their meal and went back wandering around the shopping centre and visited a few shops. In one of them Aelin wandered in the male department and spotted a couple of lovely jumpers. One of them was a deep green and looked very cozy and she realised she had no idea of when it was Rowan’s birthday.
Silly question, you never told me your birthday. She sent the text and knew a reply might take a long time to come. She grabbed the jumper and tried to decide whether it was the right size for him.
“That is a lovely jumper.” Said Lysandra joining her at her side “already thinking about useful presents? You are like an old married couple.”
Aelin laughed.
“But I think this one is really nice and the man seems to look amazing in green.”
“I am just wondering about the size.”
Lysandra grabbed the tag “this one will fit Aedion so you should be fine.”
A moment later Elide rejoined them, her face beetroot red “I feel so silly.” And showed the girls her bag with her lingerie purchase.
“Hey, Ace and I are joking. You didn’t have to buy it if it makes uncomfortable.” But Elide surprised them “I will buy just one pair for now and I’ll see how it goes.”
Lysandra laughed “Aelin is already buying presents married couple style and you are still in the sexy lingerie stage. My girls have grow up so much.”
“And what stage are you and Aedion?” Asked Aelin with a grin.
“The one where I go to the grocery store and I phone him to ask him if he wants beef or chicken for dinner.”
The rest of the afternoon went swimmingly and she loved spending the day with Lys and Elide. They didn’t do that nearly enough.
Now she was back home and in the kitchen trying to accomplish her new mission. She had bought a cooking book for beginners and she had decided she was going to try and cook dinner. Lysandra had told her to start with something as simple as a stir fry. So she had bought a few more kitchen supplies and a pan Lys had told her was called a wok. She had mused why she could not use the pot she already had and Lys had rolled her eyes. Aelin had also bought the ingredients and now they were all lined up in front of her, the book open and a fire blanket and a small fire extinguisher on the counter just to be safe it was her cooking after all. She took a photo and sent it to Rowan then started working. When it got to cut the onions she cursed herself for deciding to cook.
Her phone rang and put it on speaker “hey,” her voice sounded strained and Rowan went in full fussing mode “are you okay?”
“Yeah, cutting those blasted onions.” She sniffled.
Over the line she heard Rowan roar with laughter “what are you making?” He asked as soon as he stopped laughing.
“A chicken stir fry. Lys said it’s easy to do.”
“Why are you putting onions in it?”
“Because I like them, mr I know how to cook.”
“I even bought a wok. Apparently I cannot use my pot.” She added as while throwing the ingredients in the pan.
“Seriously, when I get back we are going to have a massive overhaul of your kitchen.”
And Aelin’s heart raced in joy. It sounded like he had no intention of going back permanently to his flat. Maybe when he got back she should ask him the question after all.
“Aelin, it’s a miracle you have cutlery and two plates.” She could hear the humour in his voice.
“How are things going?”
“I just came off patrol. I am on my way to my quarters to get changed. I don’t have the most appealing scent just now.”
“Shower without me, so what? Two minutes max?”
“That’s about it. The water supply is not endless.”
He finally got to his quarters and collapsed on his bed after removing his boots then lay down and activated the camera.
“Hi sexy,” she did the same and placed the phone against the wall in front of her so he could see her as well.
“I don’t see any smoke. That’s a good start, considering it’s you.”
Aelin gave him the middle finger and then showed him her small fire extinguisher “I am prepared.” She took a bit of her food “for now it tastes edible, but not as good as yours.”
She saw him give her a smug smile and her instinct was to wipe it off his face with a kiss.
“The answer is July 16th, by the way.”
Aelin looked at him not understanding his statement.
“My birthday? You asked me earlier on.”
That she did “That’s two months away.”
“And when it’s yours?”
“May 3rd.”
“Aelin, that’s in two days.” He added sadly “and it sucks I can’t be there.”
“Lys has planned to drag me out with the girls of the firehouse. It’s also her bachelorette party. I have to go.”
“I almost forgot they were getting married. That came around quickly.”
Aelin laughed “not when you have been around them for years.” Aelin placed her food in a plate and moved to the sofa, taking her phone with her.
“When is the wedding?”
“This weekend. The weather is meant to be gorgeous which is a good thing since they are getting married outdoors.”
She heard him sigh “I really, really wish I could be there with you.”
She did not add that she had been thinking the same. So she just took a bite of her food.
“Edible?”
“Fuck no,”Aelin spit the morsel back in the plate “I must have done something wrong with the spices. It tastes horrible.” She grabbed her house phone.
“What are you doing?”
“Clearly ordering in. I am not eating this.”
Rowan rolled his eyes “you should practice more.”
“Why bother? I am clearly not cut for cooking. I am hopeless.”
“Do I need to tell you the amount of times my food sucked when I was still learning to cook decently? I got better with trial and error.”
Aelin huffed “fine I’ll try again on my next day off.” Then she put her house phone down after placing the order “I thought you were going for a shower?”
“Eager to get rid of me?”
“No, I just was hoping to have a peek at that nice arse of yours.”
Rowan laughed “If you behave.”
“Do you have the quarters all for yourself?”
Rowan nodded in the screen “the perks of rank. Gav is sharing with Vaughan. The twins are on their own.”
“Is that wise?”
“This carrier has a nice number of female officers. No one wants to go anywhere near that room.”
“Remember I am jealous, Whitethorn.”
“Some of them are middies on their snot cruise, so very young. The others… still not interested.”
“Who is a middie?”
“It’s short for midshipman or woman. They are the lowest ranking officers in the navy, just above the cadets. And a snot cruise is their first time out at sea on a proper mission.”
“Are your students middies as well?” She loved asking all those questions that might have sounded silly to him, but he never made her feel stupid for asking. He was always happy to answer.
“No, my students are called pilot officers. Then they become Flying officers, then flight lieutenants which is what the twins are, then Vaughan is our squadron leader, Gav is the Wing commander and then you have me.”
“Sounds so complicated.” She definitely needed to do more research to understand his job a bit better.
“It’s like you guys. Aedion looks after one rig as a lieutenant, you are the captain and are in charge of the operations of both at the same time and Dorian will be in charge of all the engines in case multiples houses are involved. Am I correct?”
Aelin nodded impressed.
“Same for us. Vaughan looks after our small squadron, Gav two or three squadrons, which is called a wing. I look after a unit composed of different wings and then Lorcan plays god in the CIC.”
“Now it makes more sense. So I could be your wing commander.”
“Having you fly with us would be insane. We would not concentrate on the enemy.”
Aelin laughed, then the buzzer of the door went off “just a sec, buzzard, food is here.” She went to get her food and plopped back on the sofa resuming her call with Rowan.
“Is your ship nice?”
“I served on her before. Not as swanky as the new one, but she is decent enough.” Rowan sat back up “hey, I really need to take that shower and then it’s chow time. If I miss it I don’t eat until tomorrow morning.”
“Go. Sorry for keeping you.”
“You did not such things. I have been looking forward to call you.”
“I love you.” She told him, sending back the tears that had started forming.
“I love you too, Fireheart.”
Aelin waved him goodbye and went back eating while tears had begun flowing down her cheeks. It had only been two days and she hoped it would get easier being so far apart.
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The next morning she arrived at the station bright and early, got changed and went straight to Aedion “Are you ready?”
The man nodded “Peter is covering you until we get back from the police and I got Manon in charge of the second rig.”
“Good. Let’s go.”
They arrived at the police headquarters not long after and Chaol met them at the reception area “Hi guys,”
“Here’s my favourite cop.” Aelin went to hug Chaol.
“Just because I keep reporters away from you.”
She gave him a huge smile back.
“Come, detective Ytger is waiting for you.” They followed behind him in silence and stopped in front of a door and knocked.
A female voice told them to go in and once in the office Aelin recognised the same woman at one of the arson cases a few months back.
“Captain, Lieutenant, we meet again.” The three shook hands and the detective sat back down and invited both cousins to do the same.
The detective threw a thick file on the desk “you two have just made a very powerful enemy.”
“The man is a bastard.”
“Believe me, captain, when I tell you that Hamel has been a thorn in my side for a very long time.”
“And why is he still at large? Two people died and the man did not care.”
The woman pinched the bridge of her nose “he has very powerful lawyers and always gets away with murder. We have been working on him for a long time but whatever piece of proof we bring in is never enough to get him behind bars for good.” Aelin could sense the tiredness in her voice.
“Did you close his club as I asked?”
“We did, but he owns almost all the ones in Orynth. And so much more.”
“Can’t you arrest him for murder?” voiced Aedion.
“No, his lawyers showed us the papers of the latest inspections and the place was deemed to code. He blamed the company that did the inspections for lying to him.”
“Detective, I hope you are aware that is a bullshit.” Said Aedion, fury burning under his surface.
“I am well aware.” The woman added almost apologetically “the closure is temporary. It will not stick too long.”
Aelin almost swore “Have the other clubs been checked?”
“We did some undercover recon but we don’t have the full skillset to know what’s up to code.”
Aelin smiled wickedly “well, it’s a good thing that you have a firefighter whose birthday is very soon and was planning to go to a club.”
“You are not dragging Lys and the others in this.”
“Calm down. Hamel does not know them, they are safe. I will wear a disguise.”
“I don’t like the sound of this.” He protested again but he knew Aelin could be stubborn.
“I am coming too.”
“No,” said Aelin “One: Hamel remembers how you lifted him up and he will not forget such act. Two: it’s Lys bachelorette party as well. So, no.” she paused “you can take the guys to another one.”
“What happens if we find both clubs not up to specs?” Asked Aelin worried that it was going to be a lost cause.
“We can start by closing them and gather a bit more time to have more material against him. We have other leads. We just need something significant.”
They discussed with the detective which clubs to hit and they left.
Once in the car Aedion made his displeasure quite clear “I do not like this.”
“Neither do I, but the police has no idea what to look for.” Replied Aelin.
“We are not cops.”
“And they are not firefighters.”
After that they drove in silence all the way back to the station.
***
Two days had passed and Aelin’s birthday had arrived. She arrived at the station and laughed at the scene. One of the rigs was covered in balloons and a sign saying happy birthday, cap and the second rig was for Aedion and Lysandra and the front of the truck had a long white sheet over it that looked like a bridal veil and two massive papier mache rings attached to the front.
She laughed and joined Ansel and Manon who were doing some checks “did everyone see this?” She pointed at the engine and truck. The two women nodded.
“Then let’s clear it. I do not want to go on a call in that state.”
“Yes, captain.” Said the two women in unison. 
The locker room was empty and she sat down on the bench and looked at her phone again. She was hoping for a text from Rowan or a call but nothing yet. She kept telling herself that he was busy and probably out flying. She removed his dog tags and hung them in the locker and stood and stared at the pictures she had hung up. It was some of the photos they had taken in Doranelle. With her finger she brushed a photo of him. He was standing and looking up to the sky. His eyes closed and a small smile painted on his face and his hair all tousled after she had messed it up. It was one of her favourite photos of him. “Be safe, please.” And she blew him a kiss.
Aelin got dressed and then reached the team who was having breakfast in the communal room.
“She is here.” Shouted Nox happily.
Luca grabbed her arm and pulled to the table where a cake was waiting for her.
“Chocolate hazelnut cake. Your favourite.” He cut a slice and offered it to her.
Aelin grabbed it eagerly “mmmmm”
“Get a room you two,” shouted Ress.
A moment later Manon came through with a man carrying a large box “he says this is for you, captain.”
“Thanks, Manon.”
Aelin grabbed the box from the courier and sat down on the sofa. It came from a shop in Orynth. Strange. She opened the box and when she peeked inside she saw a massive stuffed toy. Once she lifted it she realised it was a bird and she had a feeling she knew who it was from.
“A bird? Why a bird?” Asked Lysandra.
Aelin smiled, grabbed the stuffed toy and walked to her bunk to be alone when she noticed the letter inside.
Once alone she sat down on her bed and placed the bird at her side and read the letter
Happy birthday, fireheart.
I wish I could be there for you but I can’t and it hurts more than I thought possible.
If you are reading this, you have met your new friend. I could not find a buzzard but a toy shop in Orynth had a white-tailed hawk and since I have silver hair I thought it was the closest option. Do we look similar? He will keep you company while I can’t be there with you.
I will try and call you tomorrow if I get a free moment, but the guys and I have pulled alert crew duty for the day so no phone for me.
Have fun with the girls and leave the other guys alone especially if they are navy and army.  Aelin chuckled at the joke
I miss you already.
I love you. Madly. 
To whatever end.
Yours, 
Buzzard.
By the time she had finished reading the letter she was in tears. She hugged the soft toy and for a moment she hoped to smell his scent of pine and snow. She went to her locker, grabbed the dog tags and put them around the bird’s neck “you look after them while I am on shift, but then I take them back.” After that she took a photo and sent it to Rowan “I think I will call him Rowan.”
**
It was later that night and Lysandra and Elide were at Aelin’s place to get ready for their fun night. Aelin though, was not in the mood. Rowan had eventually called her but the phone call was cut short when he had go and scramble. Soft toy Rowan was on her bed, his dog tags back on since she would not be wearing them with her dress.
Lysandra was going through her wardrobe looking for a dress for the night.
“So, the captain does have clothes that are not uniform,” said the woman going through his clothes but Aelin glared at her and Lys went back to Aelin’s side of the dresser.
“Did he phone you?”
“Yeah.” Said Aelin flatly while wearing her dress.
“Lorcan said they were having a couple of shitty days.”
Aelin ignored her friend or she would end up in tears and ruin her make up.
“Did he give you his dog tags?” Asked Lys noting them pending from the bird’s neck.
“No, he can’t. He made a copy. And I don’t want the original ones until he retires.”
“Why?” Asked Elide while she was busy fixing her hair.
“Because it means he is dead. They are used for identification.” Replied Lysandra flatly. She had learned that from Aedion.
“Can we please change subject?” Snapped Aelin.
Lysandra grabbed a green dress “what do you think?”
“It will go perfectly with your eyes.” Said Aelin wearing her blue dress.
“I thought you loved the captain.” Said Elide.
“Uh?”
“That dress?” Added Lys pointing at her attire “it makes you look as if you are open to being chased.”
“Too slutty?”
“Ansel will be proud of you.”
Aelin smiled “I do love the captain and I have no plans on taking anyone home. My only companion in bed tonight will be bird Rowan.” Then she wore a wig of red hair.
“Why the wig?”
Aelin and Aedion had decided not to tell anyone about their plan for the night, so she had to lie although it hurt lying to Lysandra “just for some fun.”
They arrived at the club half an hour later and Manon, Asterin and Ansel were already there and apparently already having fun.
“You made it” shouted the red-haired woman. “And who is the hot red-haired friend?”
“It’s me, Ansel.”
“Captain, you look hot.”
Aelin laughed “thank you.”
“We got some drinks already,” said Manon.
“Happy birthday, captain,” said Asterin raising her glass “and congratulation to Lys for bagging the meanest lieutenant in the TFD.”
Their glasses clinked and then Aelin spotted Chaol in the distance. What the heck was he doing at the club? She nodded at him and he gave her a small nod back. Everyone knew Chaol and if the girls spotted him it could raise some questions so she texted him with the pretence of being the overbearing girlfriend checking on her man.
The girls went out dancing and she stood behind saying she was not in the mood when she was actually trying to check out the place. She was about to join Chaol in his hideout when a guy stopped at her side and blocked her way “aren’t you a stunning creature?” He said and Aelin cringed. She really hated clubs and the pigs that came with them.
“Of course I am.”
She felt his arm sneak around her waist and his body move closer to hers and she closed her eyes at the fact that those arms were not Rowan’s.
“What if I buy you a few drink and have some fun you and I?”
“You couldn’t handle me.” She said to him in a whisper.
“I love a good challenge. My flat is not far from here.” And his hand slithered up on her back.
Aelin scoffed “I’d never have sex with you even if we were the last two humans left in the world.”
She made to walk away but he grabbed her arm. She almost punched him but in that instant she felt someone hugging her from behind “it’s me, follow my lead.” He whispered in her ear and she noticed it was Chaol.
“Thank you for finding my girlfriend. I went to the gents and I lost her.”
“Sorry darling,” said Aelin caressing Chaol’s face.
The stranger walked away annoyed.
“Thank you.”
“You were holding your own anyway.” He commented.
“I was about to punch him and cause a scene and mess up the mission.” She whispered then grabbed his hand and pulled him to a quiet booth at the back of the club
“What are you doing here?”
“Detective Ytger sent me here as back up. Hamel’s minions know all of the detectives but not us beat cops.”
“How do you want to proceed?” She asked him.
“You are the firefighter, I am just here to make sure you get out okay.”
“Ok, I need to walk around. Just keep an eye on me.” Chaol nodded and Aelin walked away.
She went back to the bar area and smiled when Elide walked toward her “Ace!! Come on it’s your birthday, you need to come and have fun.” She also had a job to do but felt bad at abandoning her friends. So she joined them again and Lys grabbed her for some dancing.
“How how many hearts did you break?”
“Just the one but he was a pig.”
“Did you tell him you have a super hot captain waiting for you?” 
Aelin shrugged and turned to Elide.
“How many drinks did Ansel give you?”
Elide lifted three fingers in front of her face “two.”
Aelin laughed “no more alcohol for you.”
“Buuut I am sad and I miss Lorcan.” Aelin hugged her friend knowing full well how she felt.
“Still, no more alcohol, you just can’t hold it.”
She walked Elide to Manon “can you keep an eye on her please? And just water please. Elide has reached her alcohol quota for the evening.”
“Of course.”
Aelin smiled at the white-haired woman. She was very introverted and of a very few words but she did not care about that since she was good at her job. She was the complete opposite of Ansel.
Speaking of the woman…”where did Ansel go?”
“Last time I have seen her she was dancing with a brunette.” Aelin dragged a hand on her face “I am going to the ladies. Just behave, okay?”
She used the excuse to slip away and walk around as she was supposed to do. She wanted to try and take some photo as proof but covert operations were not her forte.
“You are back,” whispered Chaol at her back.
“I’ll pretend to be drunk and lost.”
“Be careful, this is making me nervous.”
She nodded and walked away from him. Part of her was glad she had not mentioned this to Rowan, he would have gone in full protective mode.
She kept pretending she was drunk and dumb and ended up in the kitchen “sorry,” she slurred, leaning against the doorframe “are these the loos?”
“No miss,” said one of the staff “they are down there and on your right.” She gave the man a goofy smile and a wet kiss on the cheek “thank you, sweet man.” The hug had given her the time to have a very quick look in the kitchen and note there was no safety equipment. That was enough for her to shut down that club as well. How could they run a kitchen that way? She really had to take down the bastard. She hid in the shadows of the club and and checked the fire doors without activating them and found them of shoddy quality. She was fuming. She had a good look at the club and realised even the numbers of people allowed in was probably over the limit. Those doors were for 60 people, she could only see three on ground level, which meant a limit of 180 people. There were probably over three hundred, all crammed and spread on two levels. It was a firefighter nightmare. She ran back to Chaol “go home. I have seen enough. Tell the detective this place needs to be shut down as well.”
“I’ll phone her as soon as I am out. She was waiting for news anyway.”
“Go, and say hi to Yrene.”
Chaol left and she ran back to her friends nervous that she was placing them in danger. She wanted to go but the idea of leaving all those people behind made her nervous. She texted Aedion and rage surged back when he told her that their club was the same.
The girls took her dancing in the middle of the dance floor and danced away ignoring a couple of guys basically dancing on her. She hated clubs so much and the music was horrible. She bit down her annoyance and went to hug Lysandra “how does it feel to be almost married?”
“Weird.” She looked at Aelin “are you having fun?”
“You know I don’t like clubs but I came for you, it’s your night after all.”
“It’s your birthday too.”
Aelin shook her head “I get one every year, you better marry my cousin and stick to him.”
“And you stick to the captain. I want to come to your wedding.”
Aelin laughed “we’ll see…” then she turned and saw Elide leaning against the counter half asleep “what if we take the party to my place? I am sick of this place.”
“Please,” said Manon in a hopeful tone. She hated clubs as well “we can get alcohol on the way home. If I hear another man asking me why my hair is white I am going to start snapping necks.”
“Hey Manon, no need to snap necks,” then Aelin looked around for Ansel.
“I’ll get her,”said Asterin when she noticed the woman in the distance.
The woman came back with Ansel in tow and moved closer to Aelin “the fire exits are not enough and one is blocked.” She whispered.
“I know, I am going to call Peter and explain the situation to him.” She took her phone out “take the others to the cars. I’ll be there in a moment.”
Aelin watched Asterin walking the group to safety then hid in dark a corner and phoned Peter explaining that they had to pretend they had an anonymous call and come and pay a visit to the place and shut it down. The man agreed after she explained him the situation in terms of safety. She was playing dirty but could not care less. People’s lives were at stake. Hamel could just go and impale himself for all she cared.
Quickly she left the building and she went to her car joining Lys and Elide. The remaining women were in Manon’s car.
They stopped for booze on the way and finally got back home. Aelin took Elide piggyback style as the woman had fallen asleep. Once in the flat she placed Elide in the spare bedroom and covered her with a blanket then went back to the rest of the group camped in her living room. A text from Peter told her that the club had been safely evacuated and closed. Apparently he had found even more infractions that she had not the time to spot. 
“Ok, ladies back to the party.” Aelin grabbed a mixed selection of glasses and mugs for the beer.
Ansel stood and went to use the bathroom and came back a few minutes later “why do you have guy’s stuff on the bathroom shelf? Do you live with the silver fox?”
Aelin sighed “Rowan has been living here since I was discharged from the hospital.”
“That was a while ago.”
“I know.” Aelin sighed.
“Yes!” Shouted Ansel pulling Aelin toward her “our captain is shacking up. I am so proud of you.”
After a few drinks, Ansel would become very friendly with anyone. It was a good thing they had left the club.
In that instant she got a text from Aedion saying that he had activated the fire alarm in their club and evacuated the whole place after he had spotted a shit ton of infractions. Well, that was probably another club down. Definitely not what they had agreed with the detective but they had to do something.
“Ok, since this is a bachelorette party as well, we can have a bit of spiciness.” Said Asterin while drinking her beer “unusual place where you had sex. We need to give Lys some ideas.”
“Do we?” Joked Aelin “Lys would definitely teach us something.” Then everyone looked at Ansel “after her of course.”
“I once hooked up with civilian pilot and we did it in his cockpit before he got to fly the plane”
“Where you flying as well?” Asked Lysandra curious.
Ansel nodded “it’s a long story.”
“Aelin, you are up. I bet the captain is wild.” Lysandra’s eyebrows lifted suggestively.
“He is pretty amazing but the strangest places have been a beach, the sea, behind a waterfall, a pool at the foot of two different waterfalls and almost on a military ship.”
“Almost?” Asked Manon curious.
“I’ll show you the dress.”
Aelin went to get her black dress and got back a moment later “and he knew I had nothing underneath.”
The group of women cheered loudly “that must have driven him insane.” Joked Asterin.
“That’s why the almost. We would have been in a lot of trouble if we got caught.”
“I have nothing left to teach you.”Ansel was sprawled on a chair and lifted her beer in acknowledgment.
“Lys?”
The woman blushed savagely “in a car wash. Aedion and I stayed in the car while it was getting washed and… well.. it was quick but fun.”
“Definitely nothing to teach you,” Aelin clinked her bottle with her friend.
“Asterin?”
“My previous firehouse, with one of my colleagues on top of a rig on a night shift.”
Manon gave a light chuckle “was it when you were at the Regional 2?”
Asterin nodded “he was some hot firefighter. We are still friends. We did it once and then it felt so weird and never happened again.” She explained.
Aelin sighed “The night of the mayor’s party, Thomas and I hooked up. We ended up at my place. We did it, realised it was rebound sex and finished the night with tv and junk food.” Thinking about him still pained her.
“No friggin way. More than the kiss?” Asked Lysandra shocked.
Aelin nodded “after you saw us kissing I left, he found me, we went back to my place.”
Aelin looked around and noticed that no one wanted to make too many comments, his death was still too fresh for everyone and he had been Manon’s and Asterin’s captain.
“Does Rowan know?”
“I told him and he is fine. We were nothing at the time and I was mad at him.”
In that instant Elide joined the group and Aelin stood and went to her “hey, how are you feeling?”
“My head hurts.” Replied the woman leaning against Aelin.
“I should take her home. We are working tomorrow we should all go home.”
“Lys is right,” added Asterin “another 24hrs shift ahead, we need some sleep.”
Manon and Asterin offered to take Ansel home and Aelin remained with Lys and a sleepy Elide.
“I am sorry the evening sucked.”
“Hey,” Lysandra placed her hands on Aelin’s shoulders “it didn’t, and to be honest we were all quite tired. All it matters is to marry that annoying cousin of yours.”
“Take Elide home, she is about to go to sleep again.”
Once Aelin was alone she finally shed the dress and opened one of Rowan’s drawers and grabbed a t-shirt. They were usually far too big for her but she loved them as pyjama. She went to the bathroom, got ready and then finally got in bed with bird Rowan and squeezed close to his pillow to inhale his scent.
She grabbed her phone and found a text from Rowan
I hope you had a nice evening. I wish I had been there with you because it’s bad out here. I hope bird me is keeping you company. Have a nice night, Fireheart. Love you.
Aelin’s heart sank at the anguish in his voice. She tried to call him but had no answer.
I love you, come back to me, was all she managed.
She squeezed bird Rowan and tried very hard to fall asleep.
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formula1imagines · 3 years
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Daniel Ricciardo Fanfiction
Chapter 1: An Adventure Awaits
Characters: you, Daniel Ricciardo, Michael Italiano and Blake Friend.
Warnings: no warnings just fluff.
It’s the off-season and you’re visiting Daniel’s family in Perth, Australia. He hadn’t been home in 2 years because of the lockdown regulations in Australia. This was a huge moment for Daniel and his family.
It was a long flight from Monaco to Perth and you both were cuddled up for most of the flight- Daniel loved the smell of the shampoo and cream you used. You were wearing his recent merch- a green hoodie with sweatpants and he wore a black hoodie, skinny jean and cap. You both wore a mask (for obvious reasons- covid) and sunglasses. Sunglasses meant that you were less recognisable. Since the time photos of Daniel and you were cheekily released to the public by the paparazzi, there has been too much unwanted attention. Both Daniel and you had always wanted to keep your relationship private and this situation is something you both did not want to be in but it was what it is.
Michael and Blake were travelling with the 2 of ya’ll as well. You shared a very good relationship with both the guys- maybe Michael more than Blake because you spent more time with him. You really appreciated the both of them and the relationship they shared with your boyfriend. The were his constants through the long seasons- you were not able to attend every race. They were his home away from home and had always had Daniel’s back. They knew when to be professionals and when to be Daniel’s best mates. Michael knew how to switch from Daniel’s best friend to his personal trainer and so did Blake- from Daniel’s close friend to his manager. The 4 of ya’ll made quite the gang and it was always informal and chill between ya’ll.
The flight was a long one. You woke up at the middle of the night to drink water and stretch your legs. You had to quietly get out of Daniel’s warm embrace. His arms were possessively wrapped around your waist and you were practically stuck to his body. Being able to completely recline your seats and sleep comfortably was one of the perks of flying first class. As you slowly got up, you were trying to make sure Daniel didn’t get up- he needed as much sleep as possible because whether or not he showed it, you knew he was exhausted from the long season.
As you got up to stretch, you saw Michael listening to music on his headphones. He was wide awake and you two met eyes. You smiled and nodded at him and he reciprocated the gesture. After a few minutes of stretching and drinking water, you turned around to see that Michael was still awake and was reading a book. You decided to go up to him and check up on him. There was a seat empty next to him. The ambience of the flight was dark and it was super cold as well. As he saw you coming near his seat, he shifted one seat to make the seat next to the aisle free for you to sit. Always a gentleman, Michael. You gave him a wide smile and sat down. “What’s up? Why aren’t you sleeping?” you asked him’ “Just thinking about stuff”, he said casually. You knew there was something more. You felt something was troubling him so you asked him to confide in you. “I know something’s up. You know you can tell me things if you want to Michael. I’m always here to listen.” you said calmly and gave him smile. “I know that and I really appreciate it.”, he said. “It’s just relationship stuff you know. I’ve been in a long distance relationship with my girlfriend for 2 years now and suddenly it’s all very different. It’s not what it used to be. We hardly communicate well and because of all the time zone differences, we don’t get much time to talk. And you know me, i won’t compromise DR’s training for anything. Nothing. This career is my priority. DR relies and trusts me to do my best and it’s my job to do so. I’m thinking of ending the relationship because it’s getting to hard for me to manage my emotions. I don’t want it to affect my career as DR’s coach. I need to be the best version of myself for DR to be the best version of himself physically. You get what i’m saying?.” says Michael.
“Yes, i totally get what you’re saying M.” you say. “I know how dedicated you are as Daniel’s coach. I don’t want to interfere in your relationship but i just want you to be happy. Do what makes you happy M. That’s all i want. I know you’ll do what you think is best. Just know, i’m always here for you and Daniel’s always here for you. Michael nods and smiles at you and you give him a reassuring hug before getting up from the seat. As you get up from the seat, you see Daniel’s pouty face looking at you from him seat. You slowly walk towards your seat and Daniel shifts in. “Why were you gone for so long? I was getting cold without you.”, says Daniel making a puppy face. His curls were all over the place and just when you thought he couldn’t look cuter, he did.
You went back into the same sleeping position with Daniel. He kissed your temple and pulled you in closer. This time he wasn’t letting you go- even if it was for a stretch, you knew it! After about 10 minutes, when you thought Daniel was asleep, he whispered into your right ear, “What were you talking to Michael for so long? Is everything okay?”. “Everything’s fine- just something about his relationship. He’s kinda tensed you know. I told him we’re always here for him. I don’t like seeing Michael like this. He’s generally so energetic. Hope he figures it out.” you say. “Oh right, he was telling me he might break it off with his girlfriend.” said Daniel. “Yeah.” you said, sadly.
Talking about Michael and his situation made you a bit sad and Daniel could sense that. He hugged you tighter and smothered you with kisses. “You know i love you, right?” Daniel asked. “I know that, and I love you too Dan”, you said. You turned around on your bed and faced Daniel. He looked into your eyes and pulled you in for a kiss. A light, reassuring and comforting kiss. He then kissed you on your forehead and you closed your eyes, burying you head in Daniel’s neck. He brushed his fingers through your hair and placed a kiss on your head. You were grateful you were wearing a comfy hoodie and were next to Daniel because boy was this flight cold!
“We’ll be landing in Perth shortly so please straighten your seats and prepare for landing.”, announced the flight attendant. You could literally sense Daniel’s excitement. You knew he couldn’t wait to see his parents, his sister, his brother-in-law but most importantly his nephew, Isaac!
As you guys landed, Daniel squeezed your hand and looked at you. His brown eyes almost stared into your soul. His eyes were a little watery as well. “Welcome to Perth, baby! Prepare to have the most fun you’ve ever had in your life! I’ll make sure of you!”, he said as it winked at you. You gave him a wide smile and kissed him.
As you got up, Michael and Blake were already up and ready with their luggage. You got up to take your luggage out from the overhead compartment- it slightly heavy and that’s when Blake stepped in to help you get it down. You smiled and thanked him. Michael lead the way out of the aircraft, followed by Blake, then you and then finally Daniel. Daniel refused to let you carry your own suitcase. So he walked out with 2 suitcases. You rolled your eyes but smiled because he looked so funny. You knew there was no point in arguing with Daniel because the gentleman he was, he definitely wasn’t going to let you carry the suitcase. You thought it was cute but knew you were perfect able to carry a few suitcases.
As you exited the aircraft, a warm and welcome breeze blew right into your face, causing your hair yo fly back. Now you knew why Dan was crazy about the Perth weather! It was great to be in Dan’s hometown. You were excited to finally meet his family and spend some quality time with Daniel because you knew that once the season started, spending quality time with each other was going to be very tough. You really looked forward to this coming month. You were suddenly knocked out of your daze when Daniel shouts your name, “Babe! I know Perth has a dreamy effect on people but we really need to get going! I don’t even know how far ahead Michael and Blake are. Hurry up!
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Be My Light - Chapter 5: We Are Bulletproof
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*Genre: Mafia, angst, slow burn, eventual smut (?)
*Warning: None (Though my editor said excess sweating from cuteness overload)
Author’s Note: Hi Everyone! Sorry for the wait. I wanted to make sure I got the boys just right here. Let me know what you think? Can you guess what Iconic looks I’ve put in here? Once again, thank you to all those who had left me a comment or reblogged this. I never would have guest that I would have created something that others would have liked so much. Leave me a comment with what you liked. I love interacting with you guys. Love you all. Borahae!! 
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                                Chapter 5:We are Bulletproof 
           “I appreciate all you’ve done,” RM said as he stood up from his friend’s bedside. He had sat for a long while after Suga had fallen back to sleep, holding his hand and whispering comforting things you couldn’t make out. You had seen interactions between patients and their families before. But something about these two seemed different, like there was a bond only they seemed to understand. “The others will be relieved. When he didn’t come home or answer our calls, they wanted to go racing back out to find him. It took a lot of convincing from my eldest and I to keep them put. They think with their heart first. It’s not a bad quality, just not the best time for it. They’ve been practically blowing up my phone since I got here.”
          “It’s understandable. They must be worried sick. It means you all are remarkably close, and it’s refreshing to see.”
          RM smiled. “Close is an understatement. We’ve all been through a lot together. But Suga-hyung and I have been together the longest. He’s been in my position plenty of times for everyone, so it’s nice for me to be able to return the favor. I feel like the others… would be more stressed. They’re all on edge with everything that’s happened. I was able to stall them, but only for tonight. I’ll do my best to make sure they don’t break down any doors.”
          You went to laugh, but the look he gave you made you feel as if he wasn’t joking about that. “Well, I’m sure someone like you can keep them in line. Before you leave, I’ll give you an access card so you’ll be able to enter this floor. Dr. Na mentioned the director had one made as requested.”
          “Thank you, Miss, for being so understanding. I know this is all very odd but I very much appreciate it.”
          “I’m just doing my job. If anything, I should be thanking you for what you did back there. You pretty much saved me from that creep.”
          “You seemed to be holding your own against him pretty well. There’s not many who would challenge him like that. Don’t worry; he’s not going to show up in here again if he knows what’s good for him. He’s dumb, but not dumb enough to break the rules of Hallowed Ground.” 
          “And what does that mean?”
    ��     RM froze, as if he had said something he didn’t mean. There was a flash of regret and fear. But he cleared his throat, and recovered with another charming smile. “It’s a term used in our line of work. Nothing to worry about. It just means ‘safe place’. Places where no violent acts are allowed to take place like hospitals, schools, or churches. It’s to protect not just our people during a truce or such, but innocents who don’t need to be caught up in it.” 
          Line of business? You wondered if that meant the same line of business that the thug Choi was in. Could this handsome stranger and his companion be a part of some lowlife gang? They seemed nothing like that ruthless man who had threatened you. But if it was true, then what he said about no violence allowed in the hospital would mean that you had nothing to worry about. Though, you still felt that you should be cautious.
          RM caught sight of the bag that contained Suga’s effects on the end table and started looking through it. He shook his head at the few things that were in there. And it made you remember the gun, still tucked away in your bag. At this point, you wanted it out of your possession. And since RM had mentioned that he was heading out, it seemed like the perfect time.
          “When you say, ‘your line of business’, what is that exactly?” You made your way over to where you had left your bag against the couch.
          “I’m not going to assault you like Choi, if that is what you are asking. Just think of us as a balancing system for the city.”
          “So, you probably won’t tell me what he was doing there? Other than ‘just business’?”
          He shrugged his shoulders. “Maybe or maybe not. It’s probably for the best.”
          “Well, can I ask you for a favor, at least? Can you take this out of here?” 
          RM did a double take as he locked eyes with the black gun you held between your fingers. “How did you get that,” he asked as he plucked it from your grasp and gave it a once-over.
          “He gave it to me. When I couldn’t get us to the door fast enough, we were hiding behind a counter from that creep. I think he was planning on using me to help steady his shot for him. I must have picked it up in the chaos when the cops came swarming in.”
          His calculating eyes flashed up at you. His face remained unreadable, yet you could see in his eyes that he had some many questions buzzing through his mind. It was similar to the gaze he set upon you earlier, like he was trying to figure you out. You expected him to make some comment about how crazy you were. But he gave you a calming smile that gave you that butterfly feeling in your gut.
          “You really are something else. I truly want to hear about everything, but I feel like I should wait for the others to join us.  I know they’re gonna have a lot of questions, and I’m sure this is something you’d rather not relive multiple times.
          You shrugged your shoulders; he wasn’t wrong and you appreciated his consideration. Suddenly, he bowed low towards you, something you weren’t expecting. You had seen patients bow to their doctors, but you hadn’t seen them bow as low as he was to you. As he straightened back to his full height, his dimples were on full display.
          “Thank you, Miss Y/N, for everything. You’ve done more than you know. Jin-hyung will be pleased that he doesn’t have to replace this,” he said, motioning to the gun before slipping it in the waistband of his trousers behind his back.
          Before you could say anything, both RM’s and Suga’s phone began sounding off an obscene number of times. You caught RM rolling his eyes heavily, muttering something along the lines of ‘seriously guys’, as he pulled out his phone. You took Suga’s phone from out of your pocket to see the screen full of notifications.
-          Sunshine: Miss Nurse, send me a picture of Hyung so I can prove that he’s alive. The babies are getting restless.
 -          My Favorite: Please, can you let us know what is going on? They won’t tell me anything.
 -          Pretty Boy: Hi, can you tell us what is happening? Did Hyung get to you yet? Is Suga-hyung really ok? Can you tell him we’ll be there soon? Please take good care of him. He means a lot to us.
 -          Worldwide Pain in My Ass: Excuse me, sorry to bother you. But can you tell RM that if he doesn’t answer his phone, I WILL break him. I can only keep the Maknae line from breaking down for so long. And I can’t treat one of them correctly until he calms down, which will only happen if RM answers his damn phone. Thank you Darling.
           You assumed RM had far worse messages on his phone, based on the face he made. He leaned over to see what they had sent you before shaking his head. He typed a quick message and took a picture of Suga, sleeping soundly, before shoving his phone back in his long coat’s pocket.  
          “Since Suga-hyung is resting comfortably,” he said, “and he has such a dedicated professional, I think I should leave before a full-blown panic attack happens back at home. Our youngest is refusing to let us treat him until he is satisfied about what is happening with hyung. You don’t have to worry about anything else happening tonight from Choi or his cronies. I’ll have eyes on the hospital to ensure that.”
          “I appreciate that. Let me walk you down. The security desk should have the access key so you won’t have any issues when you come back. Just give me a heads up so I can prepare for the sudden invasion.”
          You placed the phone on the table and led him to the door. RM spared one last look at Suga before following you from the room. You showed him how the access card worked and gave him a basic layout of the floor. He promised, again, to keep his other friends under control as you made your way back to the main elevator. He started up a bit of small talk as you entered the lift, asking how long you had been at Mercy and how you liked it, or how your day had been otherwise. You found him quite genuine to talk to, especially for someone you just met. As the doors closed, it gave a sudden jerk, which you were used to. But your passenger was not. You remembered how he had flinched before: this time, he gripped hold of the handrails and took in a sharp inhale.
          “Not a fan of elevators,” you asked gently, trying to ease his discomfort, “or is it hospitals?”
          He let out an exacerbated noise. “Kinda both, mixed with a bit of claustrophobia that is made worse by being in a hospital. Let’s just say that I haven’t had the best experience when it comes to hospitals.”
          “Maybe I should show you where the stairs are, then?”
          To that, he let out a small laugh that seemed to calm him down enough to release the handrail from his death grip. The lift came to a stop and opened onto the hall that led to the main entrance. The hall was lined with doors that led to small office spaces, exam rooms, and overflow from the emergency department. There was a fair amount of people wandering about. You made your way to the security desk near the end of the hall and retrieved the card from the clerk. You and RM confirmed that he and the others were given easy access for, as Henry had explained it, ‘community service’ under your supervision. RM set to writing down the names of his companions for the clerk to add to the system. As the clerk handed over the card, you found yourself marveling at the impeccable professional manner RM exuded. From his politeness with the clerk, who was barely paying attention to the whitehaired man, to the way he turned back to you and waited for further instructions. You weren’t sure if you would survive another few minutes with him without doing something embarrassing.
          A loud ‘Yah’ broke you from your thoughts and made you spin towards the entrance to the hall. What now? Behind you, RM had slipped back into his protective mode, with one hand poised close to the gun concealed by his coat and the other to move you behind him. But when he saw who was making their way down the hall, his whole posture changed. Sauntering down the hall was one of the prettiest women you had ever seen. Her mere presence demanded attention, and she got it. She was a tall lady with an hourglass figure and a sharp face framed by an angular black bob. She was dressed in a black, cropped, high-neck sweater and low, baggy jeans that had several rips that exposed most of her thighs. Clearly, she was dressed for shock value and not the cold weather. Her red lips pursed as she locked RM with a stare that could rival any predator.
          “Hwasa?” RM came in front of you, his body relaxing with confusion. “What are you doing here?”
          “For someone who thinks they’re good at hiding, you’re really easy to track,” she remarked, her voice smooth like velvet. “You’re in big trouble, baby.”
          “Are you following me?”
          “Didn’t have to, you twit. Heard a hospital went on lockdown and figured I’d try here first. You ran out on our meeting. Not very gentlemanly.”
          RM was taller than her, but the power that oozed off her had him taking a few steps back as she continued to advance on him. “I told Solar something important came up, that’s why I left in a hurry. I left the goods before I left. What’s the problem?”
          Hwasa’s expertly lined eyes narrowed. “Well for one, you promised us a cure for the blues and left without sharing that little blissful adventure. And two, you didn’t give me a proper goodbye. So Unnie sent me so I could collect on both.”
          “Hwasa, I’m sorry, but I had a family emergency. You should understand that. I promise I’ll drop it by once everything is taken care of. Now is not the time or the place for this.”
          She seized him by the lapels of his coat and shoved him up against the wall, wedging her body up against his. You watched as he stared down at her with unsure eyes, the complete opposite of the strong, protective man he had been before. You felt like you should do something but you weren’t sure what.
          “I was so upset you left without saying goodbye. I thought you and I had something special. I think you should make it up to me. And here is as good as ever,” she purred before grabbing his face and slotting their lips together. RM’s eyes went wide in shock for a moment, body freezing. And Hwasa used that moment to keep control, threading her fingers through his hair to help her gain easy access as she slipped her tongue between his parted lips.
          You could feel your face growing red at the intimate display and you tried to focus your attention anywhere else. The sheer act and the attitude that radiated from her made it clear that she didn’t mind the attention. In fact, it was like she was claiming RM and making it known to all who watched. As you stared at the ceiling tiles, you berated yourself; it should have been obvious that someone as attractive as him would have an equally attractive girlfriend. The action, as well as what she had said, made it clear. You really needed to stop letting your hormones, that Amber kept trying to make you embrace, get in the way of common sense. Like someone like that would ever look at you that way, a voice said in the back of your mind. You caught sight of the desk clerk, the same one who couldn’t be bothered to spare much attention a few minutes ago, peering around you with heightened interest. You braved a glance as you heard a soft moan come from the pair; you saw Hwasa slip one of her hands down from RM’s lapels along the length of his torso, and slid into the front pocket of his trousers. Seriously, you thought, and cleared your throat exceptionally loud.  
          Whether she acknowledged you or not, Hwasa pulled away with a triumphant smirk at the dazed expression on RM’s face, wiping a bit of drool and her lipstick from his lips. She also withdrew her hand from his pocket. Her fingers were closed around something that you couldn’t see. She waved it in front of him, victoriously, before leaning forward to place a taunting kiss on his cheek.
          “There, now you’ve made it up to me. Though, I’d love you to keep making it up to me. I’ll let Solar know that you’ve been a good boy and our transaction is complete so she won’t expect you back. Unless,” she smiled, seductively, “you just want to stop by to have a bit of fun later.”
          RM seemed too daze to even hear what she was saying; it reminded you of when teenage boys get their first kiss and go all dopey.
          “Thanks for the present, handsome. I think someone will find your kindness absolutely… euphoric,” she remarked, shoving what was in her hand into her back pocket. “As much as I love an audience, I have other things to do. But don’t be a stranger.”
          Hwasa blew him a kiss before pushing away from him and turning back down the hall. Poor RM, still lost under her spell, couldn’t help but look after her like a lost puppy. He wasn’t the only one; the clerk, also, watched her as she swayed her hips and slipped through the double doors. As RM relaxed and pulled his attention back to the real world, he seemed to remember where he was and snapped his attention to you. His face took on a deep shade of embarrassment and you could tell he was trying to think of something to say. What a shame that his brain and mouth were not working together.
          “She’s just… I mean, that was…. Um… We’re not, you know, like that.”
          You decided to coin a phrase from Amber. “Sure, hun.”
                                                   ~*****************~
          Yoongi felt heavy and light all at the same time. His body felt numb as he laid in the void between consciousness and nothing. He could, vaguely, register voices around him, sounds he didn’t immediately recognize, someone talking to him. But he couldn’t understand anything. It was like they were talking under water. He had no idea how long he had been in this weird abyss. There was a constant beeping sound that was his only companion and timekeeper. What was he supposed to be doing? His mind felt all over the place. He had been with the guys, hadn’t he? What was he doing before this? What was with the beeping? It wasn’t his alarm. He wished he could move his arms so he could turn off that annoyance and let himself fall back into the inviting darkness. He tried to focus on what had happened. He thought he had heard Namjoon’s voice a bit ago. But he couldn’t make out what he was saying. Someone had held his hand, he thought. There was a dull pain that seemed to throb through his body, now. What was happening? There was another voice that had followed Namjoon’s; it sounded unfamiliar but calming and soft. But the only thing he could hear now was that awful beeping. He needed to wake up, needed to figure out what was happening.
          With much effort, Yoongi opened his eyes.
          He blinked a few times before he realized what he was looking up at. He was staring at a white tiled ceiling. He wasn’t in his room, or anywhere in the Manor. His eyes wandered about the room; it was sterile and white like the ceiling, with a pale trim around the edges. Dim fluorescent lights left the room in an odd glow. Finally, he caught sight of the source of the beeping and it clicked; he was in a hospital. He glanced down at himself to see a patient’s uniform and the long hospital bed. He let out a deep sigh. Things must have gone really wrong if he was here. Memories started to come back to him. The last thing he remembered was pushing Jungkook to run towards a fire exit as he drew Choi’s men to him. Then finding a girl who had rushed to his aide. If Yoongi was here, where were the others? Had they gotten out? He turned to look for a phone.
          As he turned, he caught a glimpse of someone seated next to him in an armchair, asleep. He froze. It wasn’t one of the guys, but the girl who had helped him. You were curled in an uncomfortable position, as if you had fallen asleep accidentally. Yoongi had no doubt you were the reason he was here. He saw your badge and scrubs, so at least you were what you had claimed and not a crazy person. From where he was, you didn’t seem hurt. Next to you, on a small table, he found his phone. He just needed to reach for it so he could call the others. Did the others get out alright? Do they know he’s alive? He went to push himself closer to the edge, when a sudden sharp pain erupted from his shoulder, causing him to gasp loudly and collapse back onto the bed. The sudden noise caused you to jolt awake and look about. Your eyes locked with Yoongi’s. And a wave of relief seemed to wash over you.
          “Hey, you’re awake,” you said, standing and moving closer to the bed. You noticed how he was eyeing you with uncertainty, so you moved slowly and deliberately. “You shouldn’t be moving too much or you’ll pull your stitches. Do you know where you are?”
          “Hospital,” he said, curtly.  
          “Good, yes, you are at Central Mercy. You had some severe injuries to your shoulder and side. But you’re going to be okay. Do you remember anything?”
          “I remember telling you to leave me so you wouldn’t get involved. Clearly, you don’t listen.” Ah, you mused as you hid your disappointment in his sharp response, there is that attitude from before. You should have expected he wouldn’t be as nice and friendly as when he was high on painkillers.
          “Yes, you did say that. But I told you that I was going to get you out of there and I did. Without me, who knows what would be happening to you now.” You made your way over to the workstation and started going through the medicines. “Judging by your demeanor, you must be in some pain. It’s about time for your next dose anyway. These will help make you more comfortable and less irritable.”
          “No drugs,” he snapped. He needed to be alert and fully aware if he was going to be alone in the hospital. Had he been home, in familiar surroundings with his friends to watch him, he’d allow Jin to dope him up with as much painkillers he was allowed to. But they weren’t here. “I can handle the pain. I just need my phone. And you can go tend to someone else.”
          You sighed and made your way back to his bedside, medicine and supplies in hand. “But you’re clearly in a lot of pain. And your friends pulled a lot of strings to make sure that you got the best care possible. They said to do whatever we needed to do.” His eyes snapped to you, clearly questioning the truth of that statement. “When you first got out of surgery and we moved you to a room, they called your phone, and I answered it. I didn’t mean anything by it other than to let them know you were okay. From there, they told us to move you to a private room without any trace in case someone came looking for you, give you whatever medicine you needed, and whatever treatments you needed to get better. They even made the hospital put me as your personal nurse until you’re released so we can limit the people who know you are here. They’ve been texting your phone since then, asking for updates and checking on you. I only replied, I didn’t go through your phone. RM came by last night to make sure we were doing what we were supposed to. You might not remember, because you were still out of it, but you had a small conversation with him.”
          His eyes were still tense and unreadable. It was like he wasn’t sure he could trust you, despite the fact that you had risked your safety to help him. Even without what he had gone through, waking up in a hospital with a basic stranger would put anyone on edge. You reached over and handed him his phone, hoping seeing the conversations you had with his friends would aid you in lowering his walls. He unlocked it and started thumbing through the text.
          “Listen,” you said, keeping your voice as calm and even as possible, “I don’t know what all is going on or what monsters are chasing you, but you don’t need to worry about it. RM told me that this place is ‘hallowed ground’ and he was going to make sure that you were protected. I don’t really know what he means by that, but I’m sure you do. We moved you in secret and there is no real record of you for anyone to look up. And he wanted me to do exactly what they asked. So, I don’t think your friends would be too happy if I wasn’t taking the best care of you that I can. I may be a tiny bit reckless when it comes to my safety, but I am a very good nurse and take my job very seriously. I don’t care what monster tries to get in here, I won’t let it stop me from taking care of you.”
          “And what if I’m the monster,” he asked, suddenly. “You know nothing about me. You don’t know what I’ve done, who I’ve hurt, or what I can do. What if I am a member of the most dangerous Mafia family in all of Central? Would you be so quick to help me then? Are you still so willing to help a monster like me?”
           You paused, letting his words sink in. Even though he had phrased it as a hypothetical, you were sure he had just confirmed what you had already been thinking; the business that RM had eluded to that he and Suga were a part of was Mafia related. You thought back to how he had comforted you back at the scene and how RM had protected you. And you felt conflicted. If they were a part of the Mafia, a part of the violence that had spread across the city, could they be the slightest bit good and decent?
           Suga must have taken your pause as a good enough answer. He rolled his eyes in a knowing way and looked back down at his phone. As he tried to move his injured arm to text, momentarily forgetting his wounds, he let out a sharp hiss that brought your attention back to the present. Despite how much of an ass he was being, or what he did outside the hospital walls, he was still a patient in pain in need of help. Your father’s words about always giving help to those in need no matter what came to mind. And all opposing thoughts about Suga stilled.
           Cemented in your resolve, you reached over and took his phone from his hands. He stared at you with a cold, confused look. He was clearly annoyed that you hadn’t taken the hint and left him. When he reached for his phone, you pulled it behind your back. The sudden movement had Suga hissing in pain as his body protested. He dropped back against the bed. You fixed him with a look that demanded his attention and left no room to argue.
           “I may not know anything about you, but let’s make this clear. When you enter this hospital, you are a blank slate. You are just like everyone else and I am going to do whatever I can to help you. Now, you can be a miserable jackass all you want but your friends pulled a lot of strings to ensure that you are stuck with me until you are released. I am not going to do anything to hurt you or put you in danger. I, even, stood up to that freak with the cane when he came looking for you. Besides, if I was going to hurt you, I had plenty of time when you were unconscious. You have two choices: we can do this the easy way or the hard way. What’s your choice?”
           Suga locked eyes with you in a battle of wills. He hadn’t been prepared for the way you talked back to him. Though, he supposed he should have expected it after you ignored him back at the scene. He searched your eyes for some tell-tale sign of deception. He prided himself on being able to read people. Of course, Hoseok chalked it up to him just not wanting to trust people. Fuzzy memories of the last moments behind the counter started to return to him; he remembered how you had stayed with him, tried to help, how your voice kept pulling him from the edge. No matter how he tried to find a hint of something, he couldn’t. All he could see in your eyes was the plea to believe you.
           He sighed. “I don’t want any pain killers. I don’t want to be anymore impaired than I have to be. Not until I’ve gotten ahold of some people.”
           “Then, why don’t I give you a lighter dose,” you compromised. “I can’t change the other stuff, but I can give you enough pain relief to make you more comfortable but not tired and doped up. It may, even, fix your attitude before your friends get here.”
           “Doubtful,” he groaned, shifting to make himself more comfortable. “Go ahead, do what you need to. I suppose if I’m stuck with you, I have little choice anyway.”
           “Well, Sunshine and Mochi told me not to let you bully me and gave me permission to give you exactly what you give me.” You noticed the way his ears turned slightly pink at the mention of the contact names from his phone. You started his medications and saw him start to relax as it took effect. “I can help you into a sling, too. That way we can keep you from accidentally straining it.”
           Once you had finished administering his medicines and eased him into a sling, you gave him back his phone. He was able to tap out a few messages before he alerted you that his friends were enroute. He didn’t say much else and went back to reading some more of the messages you had swapped with the others, snorting at a few. You weren’t sure if he found it amusing, being judgmental, or both. But, at least, he was doing better. You wanted to ask him what he was doing at the construction site. RM had been vague about telling you. It was fair to think that Suga would be the same. Maybe when the others arrived, they would be nice and give you some information to curb your curiosity. Suga, meanwhile, didn’t seem like he was quite ready to play nice. He was quiet and keeping to himself, focusing on his cell phone. Though, you did catch him eyeing you when he thought you weren’t looking. He would flick his eyes back to the screen when you turned towards him, then you could feel him staring again once you turned back to the crossword you had started in the silence. You were about to ask what he was looking at, when the hospital phone in the room rang. It was the desk clerk alerting you that visitors were there for ‘some kind of community service’ in that room. You remembered that was what they had been told to say when in the hospital to protect Suga’s identity. You thanked the clerk and gave him the all clear, smiling at the few whiny voices you heard in the background.
           “Your friends are on their way up,” you said as you hung up.
           “Best prepare yourself,” he said as he sat up straight in the bed, moving awkwardly due to the sling.
           You went to ask what he meant by that, when the sound of the access door to the floor flying opened and voices echoed down the quiet hall. You heard two voices: one light and airy, the other deep and smooth.
           “Is this the floor?”
           “I think so. I didn’t hear what room he’s in.”
           “Why didn’t you listen to hyung when he told us?”
           “Because I was following you, Tae! I thought you knew. Why didn’t you listen?”
           You saw a small smile slip across Suga’s lips, the first since he woke up.
           “Yah, you two!” A third voice rang out in a loud hiss, sounding out of breath. “We are in a hospital! Mind your manners and shush. You two flew up those stairs before the others could even get to the elevator. Give me those cards; I’m confiscating them since you can’t behave.”
           “Come on, hyung,” the light voice pleaded, “we’re sorry. We’re just anxious to see him. Which room is it? We’ll be good.”
           “If I open this door, will you wait for the others? Fine. Namjoon said it’s the fifth door down. They should be up in – Hey!”
           Once you heard the beep of the ward door opening, two sets of shoes came barreling towards the room. You figured it was best to open the secure door before whomever was coming tried to break it down. As you turned the knob, something heavy was already pushing against it and trapped you between the heavy door and the wall as a blur of blue, yellow, and grey dashed into the room. There was a duet of ‘hyung’ that rang in the silence as you watched two young men scramble atop the bed and wrap themselves around Suga in a tight hug, surprisingly taking care of his injuries while doing it. Suga looked as if this was not an unusual occurrence as he looked down at the two whiny boys with an amused look in his eyes. The smaller of the two had golden hair that stuck out in messy tendrils from under the hood of his fuzzy blue jacket. He had the most angelic face you had ever seen with large, shiny eyes that hid no emotion, and plump rosy lips. There was an innocence and childlike air about him as his grey denim clad legs straddled Suga’s and he snuggled into the elder’s chest.
           The other had lodged himself against Suga’s uninjured side. He was much taller than the other one, with lanky limbs that easily encompassed the others as he held on tight. As he asked a stream of questions, you discovered that he was the owner of the deep voice. And you were shocked since he definitely didn’t look as if he should have such a tone. He was definitely handsome, so much so that he made the yellow hoodie and blue denim overalls look expensive. Like his companion, his hair was messy like he had rushed right there from waking up. But even still, he looked incredibly attractive.
    ��      “Hyung,” the tall one cried as he nuzzled his head into the crook of Suga’s neck, “thank goodness you’re okay! We were so worried about you.”
           The angel lifted his head up from Suga’s chest. “We did what you said. Those bastards chased us all over the place but we made it to the car. We waited as long as we could but you and Kookie didn’t make it out before they started firing at the car. So, we waited at the meeting spot for you but we were worried. We were to call for reinforcements when Jungkook came limping down the alley. Tae wanted to drive back and find you, but we could hear the sirens from there. I did what I knew you would want and took them to safety. But we should have found you. We should have never left you in there. We should have stayed together.”
           Suga freed his good arm from the tall one’s, Tae’s, grasp and wiped the tears that had started to run down the angel’s face. “Hey, none of that, Jiminie. You did good. I’m ok. I didn’t die so don’t cry like I did.”
           “Hyung, don’t joke like that,” Tae whined, trapping him in another bear hug. Suga grimaced at the look on the other’s face more so than the action, knowing his choice of words may not have been the best after all. “We didn’t know what had happened. Jungkook was so injured and exhausted that he passed out as soon as he saw us. So, we had no idea what had happened. We thought Choi had…”
           “Yah, you brats! Do I speak for my health?”
           A new body came into view from beyond the door, the person who had scolded the two earlier.  Seriously, you thought, is it a requirement to be insanely attractive in this friends’ group. Even with a glance of his profile as he stormed into the room, he was one of the most handsome beings to step into this hospital. He could, easily, be on any glamor magazine. He was tall with strong, broad shoulders. His face was striking, near perfect in every way, even with the annoyed look that danced within his eyes. Unlike the other two who looked like they had slept in their clothes, he looked meticulous and expensive. While the others were in sneakers, his leather shoes were shined to perfection. His dark grey trousers and white shirt were pressed, even his suspenders laid perfectly straight under a long, dark cardigan that looked more expensive than most of your wardrobe. What was almost as striking as his face was the bright pink hair that lay under a wide brimmed hat. Normally, you’d find the color an odd choice. But on him, it was stunning.
           “Clearly,” he continued, “I am the only one who recognizes where we are. I should drag you two down to the car and leave you there. Maybe then, you’ll learn to respect what your elder tells you.”
           “Can you do it anyways,” Suga asked, laying there helpless as they clung on to him again. He looked about done with all the attention.
           “How can you be so mean, Jin-hyung,” the angelic one, Jiminie, said. “We’ve been so worried about him. We weren’t sure if he was even alive. How can you expect us not to want to rush to his side?”
           “You knew he was alive when the nurse answered the phone, and when Namjoon came home last night. And you can clearly see that he is fine. Though, if you keep squeezing him, he may not be. I’m sure the nice people who work here would rather not have to restitch him because you two are addicted to physical contact. And you,” Jin pointed at Suga, “don’t think because you are in a hospital bed means that I’m not going to rip you a new one. Do you have any idea what we went through? Did you even think about us when you made those risky decisions? Don’t answer; I already know you don’t.”
           “Glad to see you too, hyung,” Suga said, giving the elder a smile.
           “You brat,” Jin said as he walked up to the side of the bed. Jimin slid off the bed at Jin’s motion and moved to the couch. The elder reached out and ruffled Suga’s hair. “You scared me. But I know you did what you thought was best to keep the others safe. Thank you. But do it again, and I will end you for giving my handsome face worry lines.”
           “Hyung, you told me you’d starve me for doing that. And it wasn’t even my fault,” came a cheery voice. “Why does he get a quick punishment and I don’t?”
           The owner all but glided into the room, his expensive sneakers squeaking against the tiled floor. Like everyone else, he was striking. He was tall and lanky, which was accentuated by his ripped skinny jeans and buttoned letterman’s jacket. Where Jin was dressed like the poster child for the most exclusive country club, this one was comfortable in street style. And it suited him just fine in your opinion. His hair was wavy and looked like it had once been dyed red, as it had since faded into a burnt orange color. He had a big, heart shaped smile and a laugh that lit up the room. If you had to guess, this was ‘Sunshine’ you had been texting since he exuded a warmth and happiness as he bounced over to the bed.
           “If I had to guess, I would think you are trying to steal my attention. You could have just asked. You didn’t have to go and get yourself shot,” Sunshine scolded in a mock tone.
           “You know how he is,” Jin said. “Has to be overdramatic.”
           “Well,” Suga shrugged, “I had to outdo Hobi somehow.”
           Sunshine, or Hobi, started to laugh as he climbed onto the bed and started to smother Suga with more attention. The victim just looked resigned to his fate, no longer struggling against either assailant. He just closed his eyes and groaned. But, deep down, you had a feeling he was happy. The way that everyone was laughing and joking made it hard to imagine them as feared Mafia members. Hobi didn’t torture Suga for long, but gave one final hug before bouncing over to the couch by Jimin.
           “Will you get off me,” Suga whined, looking at the still clinging, grey haired boy. “I’ve had my fill of hugs. Give me some space.”
           “No, you may disappear again. I am never letting go,” Tae replied, sweetly, as he threw his leg over Suga. Everyone started to laugh as the older growled and tried to push the younger, to no avail.
           Right as you were to try and slip out the door before anyone noticed you, to give them a moment, you noticed two more sets of shoes enter. You recognized RM, even though his face was bare and his hair hung loosely about his face. He was much more casual today, not as formal or fitting the image of a Mafia member as he had. In place of his long black coat and dark trousers was a white hoody under a tan jacket and baggy blue cargo pants. Behind him like a shadow was the youngest of their friend group, you assumed. He was almost as tall as RM, but it was his youthful face that gave you that impression, or the nervous energy he emitted as he rocked from foot to foot. His large doe eyes were cast down and there were bruises that spread across his strong jaw line. RM had an arm around his shoulder, otherwise you felt the boy may have disappeared into the darkness. Which would have been easy as he was dressed completely in black; black jeans, oversized black sweatshirt, chunky boots. Even his black hair was peeking out from under his black beanie.
           “I know you missed hyung, Tae, but don’t squeeze him too hard. Else, he may make you regret it once he gets home,” RM warned as he slipped further into the room. The shadow followed, eyes still downcast and his arms wrapped around himself. Unlike the others, he didn’t cross to the bed. But instead, he went to stand in the corner near the couch. You noticed he had a slight limp as he walked. It struck you as odd that he hadn’t gone to his friend’s bedside or said anything. In fact, he seemed like he didn’t want to be there. The others seemed to have noticed it too. But none of them said anything, letting him be for a reason you figured they knew.
           RM’s eyes fell on your bag by the chair nearest the bed. “Did any of you see the nurse when you barged in here?”
           Suga smirked before looking, pointedly, at the door. “She got pinned behind that when the 95’s came bursting in. Are you okay back there?”
            You took that as your cue to come out. RM reached over and pulled the door away, giving you an apologetic smile. You could feel everyone’s eyes on you. The angelic one’s eyes got big as he shot a look towards Tae. The other raised his shoulders, completely confused that you had been there. You felt awkward standing there, unsure of if you needed to be there. Yes, you wanted some answers. However, being completely surrounded by seven men made you feel nervous and you couldn’t seem to form any words. But RM had shut the door before you could think of an excuse to remove yourself.
           “Sorry about them,” RM said as he came up beside you. “I told them to behave. Are you ok?”
           “It’s alright. No harm done. It’s clear they were just excited to see him. Hi everyone, I’m Y/N,” you introduced.
           The oldest one moved across the room and shook your hand. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Darling. My name is Kim Seokjin, but you may call me Jin. Or you can call me Worldwide Handsome,” he said, winking at you. You could feel your cheeks warming as he called you the nickname he had given you over text.
           Sunshine waved at you from the couch. “I’m Jung Hoseok. But I go by J-Hope or Hobi. Whichever you’d like to call me is fine. Thank you for taking good care of hyung. I hope he didn’t give you too much trouble.”
           J-Hope reached over and smacked the blond next to him in the back of the head, giving him a pointed look. He and the one on the bed scrambled up and bowed low toward you.
           “I’m Park Jimin,” the angelic one said. “Sorry for hitting you with the door. We didn’t mean it.”
           “Yeah,” the taller one agreed, “we were just very worried about hyung.” He straightened up to his full height before fixing you with a charming smile. He brought his two fingers up to face in a ‘v’ shape. “My name is Kim Taehyung. But I go by V.”
           RM came around and sat on the edge of the bed, dimples on full display. “The name is Kim Namjoon. But RM is fine.”
           You nodded. It was nice to put names and faces to the people you had been texting. You gave them each a nod and bow in acknowledgement. Suga stayed silent. It would seem like he was fine with not giving you his name. He gave RM an unreadable look as the others were introducing themselves, like he was confused but he kept his silence. Your eyes landed on the shadow in the corner. He hadn’t moved or said anything. J-Hope loomed closer to him, peering up at him. The youngest tried to evade his eyes as best he could, but moving too fast made him cringe in pain. J-Hope snickered at him.
           “We promise he’s a real boy. And he can talk too. He’s just a little shy around girls, huh? Come on, we raised you better than that. Say hi to the nice lady.”
           He glanced at J-Hope from under his bangs, like a child being scolded. But the older was not backing down and tilted his head towards you. The other let out a sigh before you could hear him, quietly, say, “I’m Jeon Jungkook.”
           “Yeah, he’s our youngest,” J-Hope laughed as he reached out and pulled him into a hug, which Jungkook fought against as best he could. “He’s normally much more behaved. But he’s a bit sore. He’ll open up in a bit.”
           You looked at him, concerned, as J-Hope pulled him to sit next to him on the couch. “Are you hurt? Do you want me to take a look?”
           Jungkook’s ears started to turn a deep shade of red as he tried to burrow further into himself. Jin laughed. “Don’t worry about him, Darling. I may not have as much skill as you might, but I’ve been taking care of these guys for a long time. He’s ok. Just stubborn. If he had done as I had asked last night, he would be fine. The only thing is he may die of embarrassment,” Jin laughed again.
           You smiled as he and Hobi continued to mess with the youngest, trying to force him out of whatever mood he had settled into. It was interesting to see their dynamics with each other, showing how close they were. You looked over your shoulder at the door, before looking back towards Suga.
           “Is this the whole gang,” you asked him, making sure no one else would be busting through the door and into the crowded room.
           Jimin stopped smiling at Jin’s and J-Hope’s antics and looked confused. He turned towards Suga. “Hyung, did you tell her about us?”
           Suga snapped his head towards him, eyes narrowed. “No, I didn’t. Now shut up, loud mouth.”
           Jimin, instantly, looked like he said something he shouldn’t and regretted it. Jin and Hobi stilled. The whole room went quiet. The silence made you uneasy, like you were treading into something dangerous. Was this about what RM and Suga had alluded to? Did you really want to know the answer? How would it change your opinion about them if they admitted it? Jimin turned his eyes to RM, begging for assistance.
           RM sighed and held up his hand at Jimin, silently easing the panic that seemed to set in those crystal eyes. “It’s okay, Jimin-ah. Suga-hyung,” he turned toward the platinum blond, “Jin-hyung and I talked about this last night. I know you are most likely not going to like this. And normally, we wouldn’t do this. But with everything that has happened, and since Choi’s made an advance on her, we thought it would be best to be honest with her and tell her as much as necessary.”
           Suga’s dark eyes locked with RM, a deep exchange happening right in front of you. Everyone seemed to be on edge, waiting for one to break off. You could feel the intensity grow between the two. Neither seemed like they wanted to back down from their resolution. Suga was the first to break eye contact, snapping over to Jin. The pink-haired man’s face was stern as he gave a definitive nod. Suga huffed, apparently not liking what that had signified to him. He leaned back against the bed, eyes unhappily staring at the wall.
           “If you think that wise, mighty Leader, I won’t argue with your decision. Let’s get this over with.” Leader?
           “What’s going on,” you asked. “I don’t want to cause any trouble. I should leave so you all can talk about whatever it is.”
           RM sighed again, before standing up from the bed. “Y/N,” he said, his voice sounding as it did last night when he faced Choi, no longer as carefree, “you’ve done our family a great service. For that, we intend to repay that to the highest extent. First, I believe we should do a proper introduction.”
           “What does that mean?”
           “Dul, set,” he said before being joined by the other six voices in a strong synchronized greeting, all bowing in a well-rehearsed motion. “Bang! Tan!”
           “Annyeonghaseyo! Bangtan Sonyeondan-iminda!”
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The Bodyguard.
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PAIRING: Guillermo Sollima x Black reader.
SUMMARY: In the midst of a gang war, you, the daughter of a cartel boss must be moved for your safety. Your father hired a bodyguard for you to protect you during the journey. You just never expected to ever fall for the man …
WARNING: NSFW*** angst, graphic violence, kidnapping, age-gap (over 21), sex.
WORD COUNT: 7.9K
NOTE: This was a piece that I wrote during my wattpad days. I had a massive crush on Benicio Del Toro and I still do, it’s just lowkey lol. I decided to upload this specifically for @anbanananna​. She keeps the flame going. PS: I wrote this a very long time ago so it is a bit cringe lmao, please spare me.
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The birds chirped lovingly outside of her windows as she woke up that beautiful Saturday morning. The sun was high up in the sky and clear of any type of clouds. It instantly put her in high spirits as YN got ready for her day. She moved swiftly around her spacious bedroom as she moved from her bathroom to her closet to her vanity table. There was no reason whatsoever for YN to get so dressed up but she just felt like doing so. After putting her hair into a high ponytail, she grabbed her phone and left her room. Her spaghetti flower print summer dress flowed behind her as she walked down the stairs and headed towards the kitchen.
She could hear commotion from one wing of the house but she didn't want to bother herself with that. When she entered the kitchen she saw Ramon and his staff working on cooking breakfast but Jade did not feel like waiting. She sat at the kitchen islet and waited.
"Good morning Miss YN." Ramon greeted her.
"Good morning Ramon. What are you serving for breakfast?"
"Today it is going to be very simple, between pancakes and waffles."
"Easy choice. Can I have some waffles please?"
"With all of the toppings?"
"Extra maple syrup please." YN smiled at him before he left her. As she sat at the islet, she scrolled through her phone, replying to her friend's messages and her social media catching up on the latest gossip. As she did so, she didn't notice her father enter the room.
"Good morning mija." He greeted as he placed a kiss onto her forehead.
"Morning papa." She replied to him as he sat beside her.
"How are you feeling?" He asked her.
"I'm good. Just waiting on Ramon to make my breakfast. Theresa is coming by later to pick me up so we go hangout with our friends." YN told her father about her day.
"I need to talk to you before you leave."
"Okay papa."
After that, her father left her alone. She was a bit worried about what he wanted to talk about because most of the time, he would just tell her out front. Rafael Estes was her father.
Rafael Estes, the most feared and most powerful drug lord in Mexico was her father. Her mother was his favourite mistress. He never hid their relationship but when she got pregnant with YN, she left Mexico and moved to Brazil. They stayed there until nine years and her mother became ill. Rafael came to their rescue. He moved them back to Mexico and took care of her and her mother until she passed away five years later. YN wasn't his only child but she was the only one who still lived with him. She was twenty-two and she could have left already but she was too close to her father to just leave. She didn't want to take over his empire, that was up to her older brothers to deal with.
YN tried to live her life as normal as possible and that's why she kept her mother's surname. The two didn't even look alike but when they were standing next to each other,  you could see the relation. She did all the things girls her age do. She was enrolled into a private university and she had a group of friends and they all knew who her father was. To be honest it was kind of hard to hide because wherever she was, there were some guards around. They never shadowed her but they were always in the background of where she was except when she was at university.
When she finished her breakfast, she went to get her bag and when she entered the hallway leading to her father's office, it was littered with some of his workers. They all respectfully greeted as she passed by. Her father's office door was wide open so she just stepped in. She noticed a man standing in front of her father's desk. From the back she could tell that he was decked out in high tech gear. Instantly, her mind began to race.
"Papa." She spoke, causing both of the men's heads to face her. The first thing she noticed were his hazel eyes. Followed by his rugged, rough beard that was thicker around his pink lips than on his cheek bones. His black hair was pushed back in a messy kind of way that looked like he continuously ran his hand through it. She blushed when he smirked slightly.
She had been staring at him for a bit too long. "Mija sit down."
YN did as she was instructed. Her body was still nerved by the man standing behind her.
"You know I would have never called you in here if I didn't think the issue was serious." She nodded her head. "I never want to stress you with my business but I've been put in a position where I need to let you know some things."
"Is everything okay Papa?"
"Things will be baby. Right now I'm in the midst of a drug war with the Medellin cartel. It's getting a bit too dangerous so I'm going to have to make sure that you aren't caught in the crossfire." He said. "The man behind you is Guillermo Sollima and I've hired him to protect you as he takes somewhere safe."
"What about you?"
"I'll be okay."
"I can't lose you too."  YN felt like crying as the realisation began to sink in.
"And you won't mija. But I cannot in good conscience let you stay here knowing people are coming to look for me. I'd rather you bury me and I bury you if the time comes."
"Why can't you come with me?"
"Because these boys think they can run me away and take over my territory. As a good leader, I stick with my men no matter what it is." Rafael said. "The maids have already packed some of your clothes. You need to leave today ...."
Everything was so sudden and YN sat in the chair as she tried to come to terms with what she was being told. It was like everything was in slow motion. She didn't even know when she got out of the seat and found herself walking back to her room. She got dressed in something more comfortable and she kept her hair in her ponytail. She packed some reading books to keep herself entertained. She messaged her friends that they wouldn't be able to talk to her for a while and none of them questioned her and after she turned off her phone.
After an emotional goodbye with her father, she got into the car and they drove away. As she was sitting in the back as tears silently fell, Guillermo watched her through the rear view mirror.
"Everything will be alright." He spoke to her for the first time. She looked at him to find his striking hazel eyes already on her.
"How can you be so sure?"
"Because you've got me."
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And he was right. As they traveled through the length of Mexico towards its south border, there was no trouble. Well there was no trouble that ever came close to YN. Guillermo kept her well away from it. There were times that he would come back to where they were staying with cuts and bruises and she tended to them. Those were their bonding times. He wasn't much of a talker but when he did, she enjoyed hearing his voice. He told her stories of his endeavours across the globe as a service man for the CIA. He didn't hide the fact that he was a contracted assassin for them. He wasn't on any side of the law. He was on the side that paid him the most money. And her father had paid him in the millions to make sure that she got to his private island off the coast of South Argentina.
They were now in Brazil. YN spent most of her days with the locals in the market or in the little apartment they were renting out. They were only supposed to stay for a few days but it had been more than a week now. Guillermo told her that he was having a little bit of trouble with looking for transport but he was working on it. Even though he didn't tell her. but she had noticed that whenever she left the apartment, she had noticed that there were eyes that would watch over her.
Today, she didn't feel like leaving so when she woke up, she took a shower and cooked some breakfast. She looked towards Guillermo's room and she didn't hear anything. She didn't want to disturb him just in case he was in there sleeping. She placed his plate into the microwave and went to sit by the television. She was so engrossed in her show that she didn't hear the front door open and Guillermo stepped into the room.
"Morning YN." He spoke. Jade placed her plate onto the table and turned around.
"Morning G." She greeted him with a smile. But it quickly faltered when she saw him clutching onto his side. "What's wrong?"
"I got into a little fight. It's okay."
"You look hurt." YN rose to her feet and went towards him. He knew not to protest against her because she would just keep on persisting that she help until he let her. He sat down on the couch and as he gingerly took off his shirt, YN grabbed the first aid kit and came back to him.
"You've been in too many fights since we got here. That's not good Guillermo." She scolded him as she began to clean up his wound. It wasn't deep but it still drew a lot of blood.
"I'm sorry mama." He playfully replied. She looked at him through her lashes and those piercing hazel eyes were staring down at her. "Someone said something I didn't like and I just had to set them straight."
"What did they say?"
"You wouldn't want to know. It was disrespectful to you." After that they didn't speak any further until she fully cleaned and covered his wound.
"Well thank you for defending my honour." She told him as she lightly traced the now bandaged wound. Her fingers aimlessly began to trace his tattoo that was on the side of his torso.
"No problem." He mumbled softly. Her touch was affecting him in ways he couldn't explain. He didn't want to openly admit that he was attracted to her but in his mind he kept repeating that she was too young for him. YN didn't seem to care because there were times where they would mindlessly flirt and she seemed to always give in. He stopped the hand that was tracing his tattoo and her eyes averted back to his.
"I'm sorry." She whispered softly.
"It's okay." He told her. He didn't want to let go of her hand. It was so soft in his. She bit onto her lip when she noticed their closeness. Every part of her was telling her to close that gap and kiss him but she didn't want to make the first move.
They didn't need to speak as their bodies did the speaking for them. Guillermo placed his hand on her cheek and caressed her skin with the pad of his thumb. YN found herself shifting her position and sitting on the back of her legs to be closer to his face. She held onto his hand as she waited for him. But it looked like he was waiting for her to consent verbally.
"Please." She whispered softly. Guillermo finally closed the gap between the two and laid his lips onto hers. She didn't expect them to be so soft but they were. Like marshmallows. His mouth tasted like menthol with the slightest hint of nicotine. He held the back of her neck as his tongue invaded her mouth and it caused her to moan softly. Guillermo dominated over her and she found herself getting weak. Their breathing became heavier as their kiss intensified. She was still mindful of his wound but he didn't seem to care as he pulled her onto his lap causing her to gasp.
Without giving her room to breath, Guillermo deepened the kiss. He would nibble on her bottom lip, suck on her tongue and squeeze on her body. She felt like risking it all. Her thighs clenched as he slowed down the kisses. His  grip on her neck was still there as he kept her in place.
When he finally pulled away, her chest was heaving up and down as she tried to calm down. Her inner thigh was pressing against his length and she could feel it harden underneath her.
"Your breakfast." She was still struggling for breath as she laid her forehead against his. "Your breakfast is in the microwave." She mumbled as she blushed softly.
"Thank you." He replied, licking his lips, savouring her taste. She didn't want to move so she just stayed on his lap causing him to chuckle. YN squealed as he stood up and wrapped her legs around his waist. "Since you didn't want to move."
YN giggled as she placed her head in his neck. Their relationship had now reached other heights and she didn't want to change a thing.
Her bodyguard was now more than that .....
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YN couldn't believe how beautiful Uruguay was. They were at the border of the country with Argentina. Being that Uruguay was a safer country, YN didn't need to hide her face or be cooped up in the apartment. For the two days, she had spent most of her time, getting supplies upon supplies, from canned foods to toiletries. Once they entered Argentina, they wouldn't stop travelling, only to get some sleep, a shower and hot food until they got to the south. The journey was going to be long but YN couldn't wait until she reached her father's island. She was now wearing her natural hair and had no false nails anymore. She also stopped wearing makeup and she felt so good.
Guillermo was sitting on the floor as he cleaned his weapons and packed his ammunition. Luckily enough, YN  had not been exposed to any type of gun fire but she knew that he had definitely killed some people for her protection because he often came back with bruised knuckles and a black eye a few times. Her growing attraction to him did not stop, it only intensified. He was leaning against the wall, dressed in a white vest top and his trousers. He was sharpening his knife when he finally looked up and smiled when he saw her looking at him. She was laid on her side on the couch in a soft flowing summer dress.
“Come here.” He said softly as he placed his weapons down and pushed them away at a good distance. YN got up from her seat and to where he was on the floor. She clutched on the sides of her dress as she lowered down onto his lap. Once she was situated, she wrapped her arms around his neck as his arms came to her neck.
"What's wrong mi amor?" He asked her as his thumbs caressed her back.
"I just wanted your touch." She replied as she pulled him up closer to her face which caused him to chuckle.
"All you had to do was ask baby." He mumbled as his lips tickled hers. YN bit onto her lip. No guy had ever made her feel the way Guillermo made her feel. So many times she had chucked it to the fact that they were in isolation together but the feelings she was getting for the man seemed far deeper. This man was risking his life for her protection. But it wasn't just a job anymore. He was doing this because he cared for her and he wanted to see her safe from danger. He knew that they were far from it but he could never be too sure with her father's enemies. The private island was heavily guarded and he knew getting her there she would be out of harm's way.
She dropped her head shyly onto his shoulder. Guillermo placed soft kisses on her skin. He hooked his finger onto the strap of her dress and brought it down. His beard tickled her skin but she enjoyed the feeling. His other hand began to inch her dress further up until his hand was underneath her dress and playing on the hemline of her underwear. YN bit onto her lip as she ran her hand through his hair.
"Please Guillermo." She asked him as she thrusted her hips forward softly onto his fingers. He placed his forehead onto hers as he pushed her underwear to the side and began to rub on her clit. She moaned as her eyes fluttered close.
“Tell me what you want love.” He whispered into her ear as he inched one finger into her.
“I want to feel all of you.” She whispered to him which caused him to groan softly. He pulled down the rest of her dress so that it pooled onto her waist. He leaned forward as he captured her lips. He nibbled onto her bottom lip as he entered his tongue into her mouth. She whimpered as he began to finger her at a steady pace. His fingers were skilled and she could quickly feel her orgasm rising. Guillermo tore his lips away from hers and popped her nipple into her mouth. He yearned for the moment that she would be like this in his arms. He focused on all of the love faces that she made. The tremble of her lips and the scrunch at the corner of her eyes. He loved seeing the way her lips would shape to make those sweet moans that he enjoyed hearing.
"I'm going to cum." She moaned as she grabbed onto the fabric of his shirt and rode his fingers faster. His fingers curled and pressed onto her spot and the other squeezed her ass. "Fuck!" YN cussed as her walls squeezed his fingers, trapping them inside of her. She cried out his name as she exploded all around his fingers. He pulled them out and she took his hand and began licking his fingers clean as she stared deeply into his eyes. It was then when she felt his hardened length underneath the softness of her thigh. Guillermo took his fingers out of her mouth and replaced them with his tongue. He moaned against her lips as the taste of her invaded his taste buds. He stood up with her in his arms and walked to the bedroom with their lips still in contact. When he laid her down, stripping her clothes, his lips and hands were never far from the sweet spots. Guillermo stopped for a while to strip his clothing. YN took in all of his scaring and thought that he was beautiful anyway. He got onto the bed and in between her legs. Facing her beautiful pink pussy budding like a rose, he leaned down and ran his tongue up from her slit to her clit and he did it over and over.
"Oh my god." YN moaned as her eyes closed and she fell onto the bed. Guillermo ate her out like he had not eaten in days. He would pay close attention to her clit, sucking into his mouth and slobbering onto it. He thrusted his tongue into her core and wiggled it. It was all too much for her but she didn't dare pull away from him. In fact, she kept his head in between her legs.
"Oh fuck!" She squealed as her legs shook from her impending orgasm. Her eyes were beginning to cross as her whole body convulsed. Without any warning, she came into his mouth. But he didn't stop. It deepened his hunger. He gripped her thighs and continued licking her. Her clit was extremely sensitive and he used that to his advantage.
She struggled for air as she tugged on his hair and the sheets.
"Baby." She breathlessly let out as her third orgasm was triggered.
"Let it all out sweetheart.” He groaned, biting onto her inner thigh as he replaced his tongue with his fingers. Even though her mouth was wide apart, no noise came out but her cream coated her fingers. Determined to draw another orgasm out of her, he got onto his knees and held one of her legs apart as he thrusted his fingers into her faster and faster.
"Oh shit!" She exclaimed. "Fuckkkk! Papi wait!" She gasped as the strong urge to pee gripped her.
"I'm gonna squirt." She told him and tried to push his hand away but he wrapped his arm around her throat and looked into her eyes.
"Cum." He demanded. YN's eyes rolled to the back of her head as she splashed onto his fingers.
"Yeah, that's it. Make a mess." He told her as her thighs shook in the aftermath. He slapped her pussy which caused her to whimper. He hovered above her and she placed her hands onto his neck and brought him down to capture his lips. She moaned as the scent of her essence filled her nostrils. He held onto the calves of her legs as he dropped his bottom half so that his length was rubbing against her opening before he slowly entered into her and began to thrust at a steady pace.
He swallowed all of her moans. She felt so good. She was extremely wet and gushy. Every time he thrusted into her and pulled out, her cream coated his length. He groaned as she squeezed him tightly.
“So fucking wet. You’re taking me so well Princess.” He groaned as he pecked her lips. His words were turning her on. Hearing him being so vocal about made her smile because he was usually so quiet to the outside world.
"Fuck me harder Daddy." YN told him as she looked up into his eyes. She smirked as she saw his eyes darken. He laid down so that their chests were pressed together. He wrapped his hands around neck from the front and the back as he pounded into her harder and harder. He completely took her breath away. She had no words but she panted and held onto his arms, digging her nails into his skin.
"Is this what you want?" He huskily mumbled into her ear and then nibbled on her earlobe. "Me fucking you deep and hard like this."
"Yes Daddy! It feels so fucking good." She exclaimed. YN couldn't take it anymore but she wasn't going to give up now. "You're so fucking deep, I love it."
Guillermo sucked and nibbled on her skin, leaving marks where his lips touched. Her hands reached out gripping onto the pillows as his hands ran into her hair gripped on it as he fucked her harder and harder.
His thrusts were becoming sloppier and sloppier.
"You're going to cum baby? I feel you throbbing inside of me." She moaned seductively which caused him to grunt. She ran her hands down his back and squeezed his ass as she kissed all over his face as she rolled her hips. "Please cum." She whispered into his ear. "Please cum for me."
That was all it took for him to pull out and let his seed paint her thighs. As he came down, she wiped away the evidence and collapsed back onto the bed, completely sedated. Guillermo laid down beside her and placed a kiss onto her cheek. She turned around and kissed him.
"We leave in the morning." He told her which caused her to nod her head and then slowly but surely fell asleep …
Six men were circulating the apartment. They were all ready to enter the building. No words were spoken and as they nodded to each other and then began to walk closer to the entrance.
Three soft knocks came to the door and then a note was slid through the bottom of the door. Guillermo picked up the note and read it. Even though he should be panicked, he didn't need to worry. He had already packed the car, all he needed to do was wake up YN and leave. He put the silencer on the gun and enters the bedroom.
"Princess, wake up. We need to go now." He whispered urgently. YN was a light sleeper so when she heard his voice she got and put on her shoes. They walked hand in hand out of the apartment. Guillermo kept her behind his body as they slowly descended down the stairs. Just as they turned a corner, they were faced with a man in a mask. Guillermo placed the nose of the gun to his temple and pulled the trigger. Effortlessly, he took out two other men.
They ran out of the car and he pushed her into the car.
"Hide." He told her. She nodded her head and laid on the floor of the cab of the truck.
Guillermo turned round and went back to the building. When he got back into the building. He found the rest of the men all standing there. He shot one of them through the back of his head which grabbed the other two's attention. One of them punched Guillermo's hand which caused him to drop his gun however he quickly recovered as he poked the man's throat with four fingers, breaking his larynx and crushing his windpipe. As the man struggled to breath, Guillermo bent down and grabbed his gun, shooting the man in the knee and as he fell, a bullet went through his forehead. From the corner of his eye, he saw the last man standing reach for his gun. Guillermo, being quicker, grabbed his knife and threw it. It hit him right into the chest and he collapsed. Guillermo walked up to the man and shot him in between the eyes and then pulled out his knife, wiping the blood on the dead body's clothes.
He walked back out into the car and knocked three times. "YN, it's me."
YN sat up and unlocked the door. Guillermo got in and sat in the driver's seat as YN made her way onto the passenger's seat. "Did you see anybody else?" He asked her.
"No." She replied. "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine." YN leaned forward and pecked his lips. "Let's get out of here."
Without anything further, Guillermo put the keys into the ignition and turned on the engine. As they drove away Jada interlinked her fingers Guillermo's as they drove away ….
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A Year Later ...
YN had woken up that morning and felt like she needed a swim. But not in the pool in the backyard of the house, she wanted to be in the water of the ocean. She put on a simple black swimsuit and made her way out to the beach. It was still the dawn of day and the birds were chirping. She was finally at peace. After months of trying to escape the clutches of her father's rivals, she had finally arrived at the private island. There were a few locals who stayed on it to maintain the place and they had quickly become their friends.
She had become accustomed to the island life and preferred it more than anything. The only thing she didn't like was the fact that as soon she got there, her father demanded for Guillermo. He wanted him back in Mexico for another job. YN didn't want him to leave but she had no control over him because his contract was with her father and not her. They made love all day and all night before he left.
That was about seven months ago and YN missed him terribly. He would sneak phone calls to her quite frequently but it wasn't the same. She wanted to be in his presence. To feel him underneath her fingertips and to hear his voice first hand and not through a phone. Because she missed him, she started causing trouble for the personal security guards she's had since his departure. YN was on her fifth one and she didn't care for him. She would often run away from the home and disappear somewhere off the island for hours. This would cause her father to panic and she'd edge him on to fire them. None of them could match up to Guillermo so she saw no reason for them to stick around.
After her swim, the sun was now in the sky and she walked back to the house. The only people that lived there were her father, the staff and a few of the body guards. She knew that by this time, the house would be alive and buzzing with activity.
"YN!" Her father yelled from the living room as she entered through the kitchen door.
"Yes Dad?" She replied.
"Come here for a second darling."
She walked to the living room and before she could greet her father, she saw Guillermo sitting on the couch. He was leaning forward onto his knees with his fingers intertwined between them. She had to stop herself from running forward and jumping onto him.
"What's this?" She asked.
Her father sighed as he got up from his seat and approached her. "I know that on your journey here, you grew used to having Guillermo around and that it wasn't in my best interest to take him away from you when you had grown to trust him. I know you kept rebelling because you didn't like the other guards that I brought in for you. So I've asked for Guillermo to come back."
YN smiled softly. "Thank you." He kissed the side of her head.
"I'll leave you too to rekindle then. Breakfast will be in thirty minutes."
"Okay."
Once her father was out of sight and far away, Yn was quick on her feet to go to him. He embraced her into his arms and held her close. One hand was on the back of her head whilst the other secured around her waist.
"I missed you so much." She sobbed softly. His cologne engulfed her senses and it felt so good to be in his arms again. He pulled away, just enough to look into her eyes.
"I missed you too." He smiled softly which caused her to smile. "I wish I could kiss you right now." He mumbled. YN bit onto her lip as she felt the same.
"I feel the same way. We should go somewhere. I know a place."
"What time do you want to go?"
"After breakfast. I spend most of my time out of the house. Papa will know I'm with you so he won't question it much."
"That's fine with me."
YN stood on her tip toes and placed a kiss dangerously close onto the corner of his lips. Afterwards she ran away up to her room which caused him to chuckle. Guillermo truly missed her.
It was later on in the day after breakfast did YN and Guillermo leave the compound. They drove to an isolated spot far south from the house. YN directed Guillermo through the woods on a dirt road and eventually came off the road. The further they drove in, the clearer the sound of water became. Soon enough a small waterfall came into view.
"Wow." Guillermo mumbled.
"Beautiful right?" YN smiled as she looked at his awestruck face. She took off her seatbelt and opened the door. "Come on then."
Guillermo followed her action, getting out of the car and locking it behind him. He watched as she stripped down to her bikini and dived in. Her body surfaced and she pushed her hair away from her face.
"You're not going to join me?" She asked smiling whilst biting onto her bottom lip. He took off his shoes and rolled up the bottom part of his trousers. He sat on a rock on the edge of the natural pool and dipped his feet in.
"Come on. I want you in here with me." She said as she swam towards him and got in between his legs. He looked down at her. The water dripped down her chest, following the curve of her breast. He licked his lips as he smiled down at her. She placed her hands on his thighs, pushing herself up so that she was closer to his face. She pecked his lips once and then again, until it became a full blown make-out session. She placed her hands on his cheeks, loving the feel of his beard underneath her fingers.
"Come in with me." She mumbled against his lips. YN moved away from him as got up and began discarding his clothes. Once he had stripped down to his bare body, YN untied her bikini and threw it beside him. He entered the pool and pulled her close. YN wrapped her hands around his neck as he held onto her thighs and wrapped her legs around his waist. She placed her forehead on his as her hands played with his hair.
“I missed you.”
“I missed you too.”
"I don't want you to ever leave me." She mumbled as she looked into his light green eyes.
"I won't." His hand came to her upper torso as he steadied her for him to enter into her. YN gasped as she tightened her hold onto him. Her head fell onto his shoulder as she adjusted to his size and began to slowly move on him.
"I love you so much." He whispered. YN took his face into her hands and kissed him lovingly. Their lips moved against each other, moulding together perfectly. Nothing compared to how she made him feel .....
On their way back onto the compound, they could see commotion. People were frantically running around
"What's going on?" YN questioned, her voice coming out softly.
Before anything else could be said, someone came running towards them. Guillermo slowed down the car and rolled his window down.
“Sir! We've been ambushed!”
“By who?”
“I don't know but they've taken the house!”
A fun shot rang out and blood splashed onto Guillermo's face causing YN to scream at the unexpected event. The man fell onto the ground as blood came oozing out of his mouth. Without further thought, Guillermo put the Jeep into reverse.
"Baby." YN voiced worriedly as he drove off the main road that led to the compound.
"Everything is going to be okay. I got-." Halfway through his sentence, the side of the Jeep was struck on his side. The vehicle spun off the road and came to a crashing stop in the bushes. Guillermo has taken most of the impact. His head was slumped over the steering wheel as blood trickled down his face. YN sobbed as she took off her seatbelt and moved to check on him.
"Guillermo can you hear me?" She asked as she felt for his pulse. He groaned in response which meant that he was still coherent.
"I'm going to try and get you out okay?" She announced. As she reached over to unplug his seatbelt, her passenger door opened. She turned to face who the person was that had opened the door. For a second, she had thought someone had come to help. But that all changed when they harshly grabbed her and began to roughly pull her out of the car.
"NO! LET GO!" She screamed as she held onto the handle above the door and tried to kick the stranger. But he was too strong and because of the crash, she was quite weak. "LEAVE ME ALONE!" She screamed and continued to scream.
"WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? PLEASE!"
"GUILLERMO!" She cried for him as they dragged her out of the car.
Guillermo could hear her pleading screams and agonising cries. He tried to move but he couldn't. His eyes opened but things were blurred. He tried to call out to her but his speech came out slurred.
"YYY-NN. YN." His eyes stayed open long enough to see the mystery man throw her into the back of a van and drive away. That was all that he remembered before he gave into the pain and blacked out ....
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Guillermo was loading his shot gun as he sat in his car. It was hidden in the bushes about half a mile away from the compound where they were keeping YN. After he woke up after passing out, he found out that the remaining Estes cartel had saved him from the wreckage and they had gotten a doctor to patch him up. Even though he was told to rest, he wasn't going to lay down until YN was back by his side.
So he went looking for answers. The streets weren't speaking to him as he was being nice. But he was running out of time and patience. After catching one of the members of the rival gang running his mouth about the ambush, Guillermo was able to torture the information of where they were keeping her.
Normally he would be at ease but he was being fuelled by rage. All sorts of images of them touching and hurting YN were blocking his vision. He placed the shotgun on the passenger seat and checked his assault rifle and his pistol. His knife was strapped safely onto his leg. Once he was ready, he opened the door and made sure that all of his weapons were on him before he left his car.
Two guards were patrolling the main gate of the compound. They were sitting in front of the black iron gate on some deck chairs sharing a blunt. Their guns were on their sides.
"Look at this bitch though. Her pussy is so good. All them fat lips be hugging my dick nice." One of the guards said as he was holding his phone showing his partner a picture of one of his many companions. The partner laughed as he let out a cloud of smoke.
"Can I get with her? I'm tryna see if your words hold weight."
"Ahaha! Of course you can man." He took the blunt from his partner and as he was putting his phone away, he caught sight of a figure walking towards them.
The first guard frowned. "Who the fuck is that?" He asked as he sat up straight with his eyes focused on the walking figure. The second guard followed the sight of his friend and saw the man.
"I don't know. We weren't expecting any visitors today." He said as he stood up and picked up his gun ready to shoot. It was pointed towards the figure.
"Hey!" Then the second guard shouted as he kept his gun up. "Hey! You're not allowed here!"
When they saw that the man wasn't slowing down, the first guard scrambled to his feet, grabbing his gun. But it was too late for any type of action from the men. A rocket was now flying towards them. Before they felt the impact of the rocket head, they screamed loudly. It was inevitable. The rocketed came into contact with the iron gate and exploded.
As the rocket exploded after making contact with the gate, he threw the rocket launcher onto the floor and he took his HK416 into his hands and began to survey the area through the eyepiece as he jumped over the burning bodies. Once he saw that the coast was clear, he walked through the courtyard and bust open through the front door.
YN could hear the commotion in the house. After the explosion echoed through the house she knew something was going down. She hoped that it was Guillermo coming for her but they were in the midst of the drug wars, it could be anyone from the rival gangs attacking the compound.
Her hands were tied behind her back and her mouth was duct taped so that she couldn't make any noise and bring attention to herself. As gunshots rang through the air, YN thought about how she could escape the predicament that she was in.
For the past three days, she had been weak because of the accident prior to being held captive. Now that her energy had been restored, she was able to see and think clearly. Her eyes darted around the room to look anything sharp that she could use to cut the ropes. And to her luck she found shards of broken glass on the floor just below the boarded up window.
"Bingo." She mumbled to herself as she sat up on the mattress. She got up and walked to the window. She then got down onto her knees and picked up the biggest and thickest piece that she could find. Using it as a knife, using the technique that Guillermo had taught her, she cut herself out of the ropes.
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In the foyer of the mansion, Guillermo was going through the gang members like a warm knife cutting through butter. Whilst he had one man in a chokehold, he was fighting another who was trying to fight him with a knife. As the man swiped for his face, Guillermo ducked down and punched the man in the stomach. As he doubled down, Guillermo took his pistol from his side and shot him in the head. He then shot the man that was in his arms twice in the chest and let him fall to the ground.
As he was about to walk up the stairs, he felt a bullet hit his chest. His body fell to the floor and he groaned as he felt the pain of the bullet through his bulletproof vest. He turned his body so that he could see the feet of his shooter. He shot at his knees. The man screamed as he fell to the floor. Guillermo shot him through the forehead. He rolled around the corner as he took the bullet off from the vest. He took some deep calming breaths as he loaded his gun and took an assault rifle from a deceased body on the floor. He checked the magazine and saw that it was still quite full.
He could hear the shouting of the men as they looked for him. He heard them going up the stairs which was perfect for him. He quickly got up to his feet and ran behind them and began shooting. The bodies all fell to the floor but Guillermo was still on high alert so as he began to yell for YN, his gun was still high up in position as he looked around making sure that no one was coming for him.
"YN!" She heard her name being yelled. It took her a moment to register his voice. She sat up from her mattress and ran to the door and began to bang on it.
"Guillermo! Baby I'm in here." She screamed as she made as much noise as she could to draw attention to herself. She could hear his footsteps getting faster and louder.
"YN?" She heard his voice on the other side of the door.
"I'm in here. I can't get out." She said.
"There's a padlock on the door. Step back a bit, I'm going to shoot at it."
"Okay." She took a few steps back and she covered her ears as she heard the fast rounds of bullets hit the door. Soon after she heard him kick the door open. Without waiting, she ran and jumped into his arms and captured his lips. He groaned softly as he wrapped his hands around her torso and held her close. He pulled away and laid his forehead on hers looking down into her eyes.
"Are you okay? Did they hurt you?" He asked as he placed his hands onto her face and looked for any type of bruising.
"I'm okay. They didn't do anything to me either than tie me up and put me in this room." She replied. "What about you?" YN asked as she noticed a black eye forming and that he was wincing a little bit.
"Don't worry about me." He gave her a small smile. "Let's get out of here." With that, he handed her his pistol and then took her hand into his.
As they made their way out, they scouted the rooms making sure that there was no one left. Guillermo walked into the kitchen and turned the gas stove on. Once they were outside and at a safe distance, Guillermo looked through the eyepiece to see his target of the stove through the window. He pulled the trigger and moments later, the house exploded.
They walked to the hidden spot where his truck was.
"How long did it take you to find me?" She asked him as they stood outside.
"Not long. It was just the journey that took long." He replied. He tucked her hair behind her ear. She truly wasn't harmed and that gave him so much relief. Just looking at her face he knew how much he loved this young woman. He didn't want to tell her but he had to. "I need to tell you something."
"What?" YN frowned slightly as her back straightened up in alertness.
"They got to your father." He said. There was no mincing of his words. From the beginning they had wanted her father. Even if they didn't get to him, they were going to get to him through her.
"What?" YN stumbled as tears began to cloud her vision.
"I'm so sorry." He whispered as he held her close.
"How?"
"Don't ask me to tell you.” He mumbled. YN buried her head into his chest as she cried for her father. He held her tight as her sobs vibrated through his chest. He wanted to take her pain away but this was something that she had to feel for her to heal. There was no way that he was going to tell her the gruesome details of what the gang did to her father. The details would scar her for life and he was not about to give her that trauma.
As she calmed down, he placed a kiss on the top of her head. She turned her head to the side whilst she was laying on his chest.
YN knew about the life that she was in but it didn't make it hurt any less. Her father had taken her in and loved her unconditionally. He loved all of his children equally and she never felt like he was neglectful. Even though he was ruthless in his business when it came to his family Rafael kept that personality in a box. The pain she felt of losing her father turned into anger.
"I'm going to kill them." She mumbled as she sniffed. "I'm going to kill them all."
Guillermo took her words in. He could hear the conviction in her voice. She meant what she said.
"And we will." he replied. He pulled away from their embrace and looked into her eyes. "I promise we will."
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The Bachelorette: NCT edition - Ep. 4
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The season of love is finally here! An interactive series where you’ll get to choose who goes home each week and ultimately who Y/N chooses in the end!
pairing: nct(ot23) x fem!reader
summary: Warnings are given but egos still clash, meanwhile others are take their chances to get the bachelorette’s heart beating faster
episode guide
word count: 7,226
warnings: very light mentions of alcohol
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Last week on the Bachelorette:
Y/N met 23 bachelors ready to prove they can be the man of her dreams. Some managed to impress, others not so much and were sent back home.
With some many men fighting for the same goal, egos are bound to clash and threaten to ruin the mood. Will this be a deal breaker for our bachelorette?
11 men remain on the race to 1 woman’s heart, but tonight 2 more will lose their chance.
Who will she choose? Who will she reject?
Find out on the Bachelorette!
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“Hy guys!” Everybody cheers as Chris Harrison enters the guest house. “Last week things got a little heated on the cocktail party.” Looks are exchanged between the men in the room. “I just want to remind you what you’re here for. You are here to win Y/N’s love and you won’t get that by bickering at each other.”
They nod, clearing their heads and focussing on the main goal, you.
“This week we’ll have our usual 2 one-on-one dates and a group date. Remember that if you don’t receive a rose by the end of the individual dates you will go straight home. As for the group date, there’s the possibility to earn that rose and be safe from the ceremony. This week two of you will be going home.”
Some faces get nervous, others get excited with the chance of finally scoring that one-on-one date with you.
“As for me, I’ll get going. See you at the rose ceremony. Good luck!”
As Chris leaves the room, the familiar siren is heard and all eyes focus on the TV.
Nothing feels better than the wind running through your hair as the sun makes your skin glow and the feeling of the world at your feet.
Eyes widen across the room wondering what could that possibly mean.
Jeno, I hope you like being outdoors, because we’re about to go on a chill ride.
The chosen bachelor smiles proudly at the opportunity to spend more alone time with you.
“Congratulations boy!” Jaemin pats Jeno’s back as the gang disperses.
“Thanks man.” The bright smile never leaves Jeno’s face. “I’m so excited for this I don’t even care what we’re doing!”
“It will definitely be something outside.” Taeyong mentions. “Maybe you’re going on a boat ride or something.”
“That would be dope!” Johnny adds.
“Whatever it is, I’m just glad it’s finally happening.” Jeno comments.
“Can’t wait for my turn…” Taeyong sighs.
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The next day Jeno gets ready to meet you, wearing casual sporty clothes. He enters the car that’s waiting for him outside the guest house and heads off to the city. A lot of thoughts are going through his head along with the exhilarating feeling of getting to spend some time alone with you.
The vehicle comes to a stop in front of a park. A smile grows on his face as he sees you in a pair of biker shorts and an oversized shirt standing between two bikes. 
"Hi Jeno.” You greet him matching the delighted expression on his face.
"Hey Y/N. Are we going somewhere?" He points to the bikes. 
"It's such a sunny warm day I thought we could go for a ride, what do you think?" 
"Sounds great to me!" 
You smile handing him his helmet. He puts it on his head and then helps you with yours. The weather is already quite hot but your cheeks are now burning with his closeness.
"Ready?" You ask him as you get on top of your bike. 
"Always." He winks and you chuckle as you two start your journey. 
You ride through the park at a bland pace, side by side, taking in your surroundings. The lake sparkles as rays of sunshine hit the surface, the grass is as green as it can be swaying with the light breeze, the laughter of the children playing around filling the air and the warmth of the love shared by young couples all around putting a shy smile on your faces.
"Looks like this is a romantic destination." Jeno looks at you with a smirk.
"Why do you think I brought you here?" You wink and ride ahead.
"Wait for me!" He chuckles trying to catch up with you.
You take a few turns around the park and then you guide him to the street. He looks at you confused.
"Where are we going?" He asks from behind having to ride like this now as the bike lane is quite narrow.
"I have a surprise for us, do you trust me?" Your joyful face as you take a quick glance over your shoulder gives him all the reassurance he needs.
"I trust you."
You ride through the city streets heading to less busy roads. You start to go up the hill and even though he has to pedal extra hard Jeno's able to place himself back by your side where he's happy to be.
As you get to a viewpoint he stops admiring the city that seemed so small from up there. He was caught by the beautiful sight until his trance was broken by the sound of your voice.
"Are you just going to stand there or are you going to join me?"
He looks at you and gasps at the scenario. There's a blanket on the grass and a picnic basket where you already took out some drinks and food from. Your bike rests against a tree and you sit on the floor patting the spot next to you for him to take.
He places his bike next to yours and then sits down. You look at each other for a few seconds before you break eye contact biting your lip.
"You must be thirsty." You grab a bottle of water and turn to him.
"Very much." He says in a teasing tone as he grabs the bottle, hand lingering over yours before he opens it to drink.
You try to hide the smile that insists on showing in your face and prepare two plates of food for you. You eat and talk while watching the busy city that looked so small and meaningless at this very moment.
After the talk you had at the group date two weeks ago you've been eager to spend more time with Jeno. You loved his approach, the way he makes you laugh and how comfortable he feels when it's just the two of you because you sure notice how quiet he gets when everybody else is around. Talking to him today just confirms that his personality is as interesting as his looks that take your breath away.
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Back at the guest house things are getting heated.
“You came to apologise?” Hendery asks.
“Apologise for what?” Renjun scoffs.
“You gotta be kidding me.” Hendery shakes his head in annoyance.
“Dude, I don’t know what you’re talking about, you made all that fuss for nothing!” Renjun continues in a mocking tone that only makes the other more upset.
“For nothing?” Hendery can’t believe what he’s hearing. “You saw me walking to her and got in the way!”
“What? I didn’t that on purpose, it just happened.” Renjun tries to excuse himself.
“Oh yeah? What about that first day when I was talking to her and you came out of nowhere and took her?” Hendery is starting to lose his patience. “And Jeno told me how you did the same thing to him at the group date after the soccer game. Don’t play the victim now!”
“I’m not playing the victim, I just take every opportunity I can get, maybe you should do the same.” Renjun winks and Hendery almost jumps on him before he’s stopped by Jaehyun.
“What are you guys doing, are you crazy?” He asks.
“Are you two still going at it?” Yuta rolls his eyes.
“I’m not about to go home because this idiot keeps cutting me off!” Hendery says glaring into Renjun’s eyes.
“Maybe you should both just leave because clearly you’re more interested in fighting each other than winning her love!” Haechan shouts getting annoyed with the whole situation.
Before anyone could say anything else the siren is heard and they head inside. The bachelors make sure that the two protagonists of the fight sit away from each other.
Last week you showed me your looks, but now my question is: do you have moves?
Eyebrows are raised in confused expressions.
If you don’t see your name on the screen don’t worry, you can show me what you got in two days.
Fingers cross anxiously waiting for the names to pop up on the screen.
Johnny | Taeyong | Yuta | Doyoung | Jaehyun | Hendery | Renjun | Haechan | Jaemin
See you tomorrow!
“Shotaro, that’s you!” Yuta congratulates the boy as he still can’t believe it will finally be his turn. This is finally his time to prove himself to you and step out of the background.
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"So, a little bird told me you play the guitar?" You question Jeno as you finish eating.
"That little bird seems to be accurate." He chuckles.
"Would you play me something?" You raise your eyebrow.
"I would love to, if only I had a guitar with me..." His face drops feeling like he missed a great opportunity to impress you.
"By all means," Jeno's eyes follow your moves as you get up and reach behind the tree where the bikes are at. "look at what I found here."
His face brightens up as you hand him a guitar that you had hidden there from the beginning. While he checks if the guitar is in tune, placing the strap over his shoulder, you put away the rest of the food placing the basket on the side to free up the space on the blanket.
"Any special requests?" He asks as you sit settled down in front of him.
"Surprise me." You tell him with a smile.
"Ok, I got it."
He places his fingers on the strings and with the first chords you instantly recognise the song.
"I've tried playin' it cool
But when I'm lookin' at you
I can't ever be brave
'Cause you make my heart race"
You bite your lip as you listen carefully to his beautiful voice.
"Shot me out of the sky
You're my kryptonite
You keep making me weak
Yeah, frozen, and can't breathe"
A smile rests on his lips as he keeps playing.
"Something's gotta give now
'Cause I'm dying just to make you see
That I need you here with me now
'Cause you've got that one thing"
He lifts his gaze to you as he sings the chorus.
"So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing, and
You've got that one thing"
As the last note fades into the nature sounds you clap.
"That was beautiful, Jeno. Thank you."
"Thanks." He looks down embarrassed and puts the guitar away.
You shift on your sit facing the city view and he scoots over sitting next to you. You sit there in a comfortable silence, your legs lightly touching making your heart beat faster.
You move your gaze to his face. The orange sunlight enhances his handsome features and you forget about everything else around you.
Feeling your eyes on him he turn his head to look at you and you gulp at the proximity of your faces. His gaze drops to your lips and slowly he leans his head towards yours giving you time to stop him if you wan to. But you don't want to, so you close your eyes and let his lips touch yours. You lift your hand to his cheek silently tell him it's ok and he smiles into the lovely kiss you're sharing.
After a while he leans back and you hide you face on his shoulder. He caresses your hair and leans his head against yours making sure to register this moment on his mind.
As the sun sets you get up and pack everything returning to the park to catch your ride to go back.
In the car the mood is as romantic as before between giggles and caresses. It feels right to share this moment with Jeno, you almost forget there are 10 other guys trying to win your heart.
The vehicle comes to a stop between the guest house and the mansion and you hold his wrist before he opens the door.
"Before we go, there's something I want to ask you."
"Anything." He smiles.
"Do you accept this rose?"
"Oh," he lets out a relieved sigh, "of course I do."
You happily pin the rose to his shirt.
"There's something I want to ask you too." He says with a cheeky smile.
"What is that?" You question curiously.
"Can I kiss you again?" You chuckle.
"Yes you can."
He leans in taking your lips again. This was a more confident kiss, passionate but still soft. When you pull apart you exit the car and give a warm hug before you split.
-
The following day the men exit the house leaving Jeno and Shotaro behind. The mood still feels a bit off after the argument of the day before so there isn’t a lot of talking until the driver stops. As they get out of the vehicle some of them cheer being in front of a dance studio.
They get in and automatically their jaws drop as they see you inside one of the rooms dancing to a modern RnB in a pair of leggings and a loose cropped shirt. Their eyes followed your every move around the room impressed by your flow and technique.
Once the music ends and your movements stop at the final pose the bachelors clap and whistle. You bow with a smile, even though you’re breathing heavily, and signal them to gather around.
“Hi guys, what did you think of my performance?”
“Amazing!”
“Awesome!”
And some other supportive words are heard around.
“I’m glad you like it but now it’s your turn!” Surprised expressions are seen on their faces. “Music and dance are two things I could never leave without so I need my man to be able to know how to move their body.”
You wink and they chuckle.
“You’ll be split in 3 teams of 3. Each team will chose a song and come up with a choreography for it to present to me.”
You see some scared faces around.
“I will then choose my favorite routine and the lucky team will join me for dinner. How’s that for motivation?”
The guys cheer and it’s your time to chuckle.
“Alright so I have a bag with numbers. You’ll each pull out one to decide the teams.”
You walk to the first boy in line as he pulls out a number from the bag.
“3.” Hendery says checking the number on his hand.
You move along the line, everybody reaching for a number.
“3.” Yuta nods at the first guy knowing they will be on the same team.
“1.” Jaemin grabs a different number.
“2.” Taeyong starts a new team.
“1.” Johnny joins Jaemin.
“2.” Renjun says and everybody feels relieved he and Hendery didn’t end up on the same team.
“3.” Haechan joins the first two boys.
“2.” Jaehyun completes the second team.
“1.” They all laugh as Doyoung pulls out the number from the bag even though it was clear what team he was in.
“So to recap team 1 is Jaemin, Johnny and Doyoung, team 2 is Taeyong, Renjun and Jaehyun and team 3 is Hendery, Yuta and Haechan.” You announce. “I will give you some time to choose your songs and prepare a small choreography. Good luck!” You blow them a kiss and leave the room.
The teams gather around and start planning. Some opinions clash in terms of concept however they decide to compromise and ultimately just come up with something nice and easy that will be sure to impress you.
After a while you come into the room and ask the boys if they’re ready to present their choreographies. With positive replies team 1 gets in position and the other teams sit on the floor next to you.
“Whenever you’re ready.” You say and they signal you to press play.
Love Yourself by Justin Bieber starts playing and you are surprised they chose a calm song. They move softly at the rhythm of the music and your eyes are drawn to Jaemin, not that Johnny and Doyoung aren’t doing a great job following the beat but you can’t deny Jaemin just catches your attention wherever he is. He looks straight into your eyes as he moves and again you feel nervous and scare of how he’s able to make your heart flutter like this.
Before you know it the song is over and everybody claps. You clear your throat breaking the trance Jaemin had you under and praise them for a good performance.
“Alright, team 2, you’re up!”
The next team gets in position as the first one sits, Jaemin taking his place right next to you. You look at him and he give you one of his warm smiles that you quickly return before turning your head back to the boys in front of you mentally telling yourself to pay attention.
They signal you to press play and you hear Paris in the Rain by Lauv. The song is chill but with some soft sexy vibes that they definitely take advantage of. Taeyong takes centre leading the other two boys that move accordingly. You love the way he moves, it feels so natural, so smooth, it almost looks as if he didn’t have a choreography and was just following the beat as it came. As you look over to Jaehyun his moves match the other boy but they are more calculated, nevertheless he’s the one who takes more advantage of the sexy vibes of the song and you are living for it. Glancing at Renjun there’s a nice balance between flow and technique, out of the three he’s the one that looks more concentrated careful not to screw up a move.
You all clap as the song comes to his end and you congratulate them on the amazing show they pulled off.
“Last but not least, team 3 the floor is yours!”
You start the music once when they’re ready and Post Malone’s Wow plays. The last team went with a more hip song showcasing modern, cool and trendy moves. Even though Yuta takes the middle place leading the group with his smooth moves you can’t help but look over to Hendery who seems to be made for this sound. The way he moves absolutely catches everybody’s attention in the best way possible and you are very impressed with his skills. You look over at Haechan and are surprised at his focused face that contrasts with his usually bubbly expression.
As they wrap up everybody claps and cheers.
“That’s was great you guys, all of you.” You get up walking to the middle of the room. “But I think I’ve made my decision.”
You leave some suspense in the air amused with the nervous faces in front of you.
“The winners are…” They mimic a drum roll with their hands on the floor making you chuckle before you reveal your answer. “Team 2!”
Taeyong, Jaehyun and Renjun get up jumping and hugging each other in victory. You see a few annoyed faces around but this is a competition after all, they can’t all win.
“Congratulations you three! I’m gonna let you go back and change before we meet for dinner. As for the rest of you, I’ll see you at the cocktail party.” You wink and leave the room going back to the mansion to get changed as well.
-
In the guest house Jeno and Shotaro talk about the dates.
“How are you feeling after getting the rose yesterday?” Shotaro asks.
“Oh man it feels amazing.” Jeno lets out a satisfied breath.
“This is the second time you get a rose before the ceremony right?”
“Yes it is, I got the group one after the soccer game.” Jeno recalls with a smile. “I feel like we’re really connecting now.”
“I really hope I get a rose tomorrow.” Shotaro lowers his head. “I’m always left for the end in the ceremonies and I feel like we’re not bonding like we should you know?” The other bachelor nods. “I see all of you matching up with her and sometimes I think maybe…” He takes a deep breath before he continues. “Maybe I don’t belong here.”
“Oh c’mon don’t say that.” Jeno comforts him. “If she’s keeping you here there must be a reason. She even choose you for the date tomorrow! Don’t give up just yet.”
“I guess you’re right…”
The front door is heard and the boys greet the others as they get back from the group date. The winning team gets ready to meet you for dinner as Jeno and Shotaro hear all about the activity.
-
Taeyong, Jaehyun and Renjun arrive at the restaurant where you stand by a beautiful waterfall wall in a beautiful asymmetrical black dress.
“Hi boys.” You greet with a grin as they eye you up and down clearly enjoying the view. “Are you hungry?” They look up at your face with widen eyes. “I have a table for us, should we go sit?”
They clear their throats as they follow you inside. When you get to the table you order a few drinks and you propose a toast.
“To a great performance!” You clink glasses and take a sip. “In all honesty that was really good, did you all choose the song together?”
“I was actually Taeyong’s idea and we liked it so it we decided to go with it.” Jaehyun explains.
“Nice!” You turn to the mentioned boy. “And did you come up with the choreography as well?”
“We all pinched in on that.” Renjun speaks before Taeyong has a chance to open his mouth.
“Taeyong had a few ideas for it and we added a couple more things.” Jaehyun explains glaring at Renjun. The latter rolls his eyes sipping his drink.
“Regardless, you did a great job.” You look back at Taeyong and give him a reassuring smile.
The food then arrives and the conversation gladly takes a happier turn. You discuss music styles and your favorite songs and artists and you definitely get some good recommendations from the boys. Once the meal is over you all get up and go to the bar area but then you hold Taeyong’s arm leaving him startled.
“Why don’t you guys go ahead and we’ll join you?” You tell the other boys.
Renjun is about to complain but Jaehyun grabs his arm rolling his eyes and dragging him away as you and Taeyong settle at a booth on a corner.
“So should you be taking the credit for the challenge or not?” You ask him with a teasing smile.
“Well, I mean…” He scratches the back of his head in embarrassment. “They did pinch in with some ideas but I guess the foundation was all me.”
“You know Taeyong, you don’t have to be so modest all the time.” You grab his hand. “Don’t get me wrong, I love that about you, I have noticed it before, but sometimes owning your actions can be helpfully specially in a competition like this.”
“You’re right.” He looks at you with a smile. “After all I’m here for you.”
With your own smile you continue talking getting to know each other more. He tells you all about his dance passion and it all makes sense now, the way he danced earlier was just extraordinary.
-
Back at the guest house Shotaro expresses his feelings about the group challenge.
“This week that I have the one-on-one date you guys do a dance competition? Not fair!” He chuckles.
“If only I knew I would’ve swapped places with you in a heart beat!” Hendery comments with a laugh.
“Oh no thanks, I’m good.” Shotaro adds just before the siren is heard. “Speaking of!”
Everybody gathers in front of the TV.
Hi Shotaro, if you are feeling lonely at the house don’t worry because tomorrow we’ll have plenty of company!
The boy raises his eyebrow. Isn’t it supposed to be an individual date? What do you mean more company?
Hope you don’t mind getting a little wet!
“Wow!” Jaemin says with widen eyes.
“What does she mean getting wet?” Doyoung asks around the room as everybody looks surprised.
Shotaro can’t even say anything, too excited for what you have in store for the next day,
-
You and Taeyong rejoin the other boys and after ordering some drinks you decide to take Renjun aside to talk.
“How are you doing?” You ask him.
“Way better now that I’m alone with you.” He smiles coming closer to you.
Any other time you would’ve given his advances a chance but there’s something you need to clarify first, so you take a step back leaving him with a confused expression.
“I wanted to talk to you about the last cocktail party.”
“What do you mean?” He asks and you simply tilt your head signalling you’re not in the mood to play games, you just want to get this out of the way. “Ok, ok. Look Hendery is just jealous that I make an effort to talk to you as much as I can and he gets left behind, that’s it.”
“So you’re saying he’s exaggerating?”
“Of course he is, I don’t even know why we’re wasting time talking about him right now when we should be talking about us instead.”
“I just want you to be more cautious with your actions ok?” He rolls his eyes but you still continue. “I appreciate you making an effort to talk to me and get to know me better but you don’t need to step over the others to do it. I don’t want a bad environment.”
“I’ll try. For you.”
Even though you’re not sure you believe his words you decide to let go of the subject and talk about you two as he suggested. He tries persuading you to get that one-on-one date but you just chuckle and tell him to try harder. You might come to regret this though.
You two come back to the bar and Jaehyun looks at you with his lovely smile planted on his face, dimples showing on his cheeks.
“I’m starting to feel left out in the ‘group’ date.” He does air quotes and you chuckle.
“Let’s not let that be a problem.”
You link you arm with his and take him away to a more private area.
“Did you miss me that much?” You tease him.
“You have no idea.” He tugs a strand of hair behind you ear and you bite your lip.
“I did see you trying to seduce me with your dance earlier.” You playfully push his chest.
“Oh I see.” He smirks. “You were praising Taeyong for the choreography but the real reason we won was because of my sexy moves.”
“I’m not saying it was because of that.” You giggle.
“Well, you’re not saying it wasn’t either.” He winks and you almost melt on the spot.
The teasing mood carries on through the rest of the conversation no matter what subject you’re talking about. If he had come up to you with this smooth talk outside the competition you would’ve totally fell for it. Not the you aren’t right now.
“Maybe we should get back.” You say only now noticing how close you are.
“Do we have to? I could stay right here all night.” He leans in placing a kiss on your cheek dangerously close to your lips.
“Well I wanted to wait until we went back home but I guess I might just do it now.”
Jaehyun steps back looking at you in surprise not sure what you’re talking about. You giggle as you reach inside your purse.
“Do you accept this rose?”
“Oh that!” He lets out a shaky breath. “Of course I do Y/N.”
You pin the rose to his jacket.
“Ok now we can go back.” Jaehyun takes your hand kissing it before pulling you back to the bar.
“Bragging already?” You chuckle.
“Any chance I get.” He winks.
When you get to the bar, Taeyong and Renjun instantly notice the rose on Jaehyun’s chest and groan while the other stands there proud holding you by his side. You finish up your drinks and decide to go back home.
-
The next day Shotaro gets ready in a hurry excited for your date. A car takes him to town and stops in from of what looks like a pet store.
“Hey!” You greet him with a smile.
“Hi Y/N!”
“Ready to meet our company for today?” You ask him and he frowns.
“I’m not sure.”
“C’mon, you’ll love them.” You grab his hand and pull him inside.
You greet the staff and follow one of them through a door that says staff only. His face brightens up as he sees a few dogs barking and wiggling their tails running to you two.
“Aren’t they adorable?”
“So much!” He bends his knees getting to the animals level to pet their fur almost falling as they jump on him in excitement and you giggle.
“These dogs need some loving so I though we could help the girls giving them a bath. What do you think?”
“Yes! That sounds amazing!”
You two follow one of the workers and take two dogs with you. She explains what to do and then leaves you to get down to work.
You follow the girls instructions laughing as the dogs shake their bodies getting water and foam everywhere. You take advantage that you’re already wet to throw some water at Shotaro and he does the same at you getting his revenge.
The place is a mess by the time you’re done but at least the dogs look all fresh and clean after you dry them and brush their fur.
You laugh as you look at each others clothes, there’s no way you two can go anywhere looking like this all drenched.
“Good thing I have some backup clothing for us!” You tell him.
“You did?” Shotaro looks surprised. “Thank you.”
You hand him a bag with his clothes and you get changed in the staff changing room, one at a time of course.
You two head out laughing as he tells you how much fun he had with the dogs. You take him to a small rustic restaurant a few blocks away and sit down at a table by the window.
You continue talking and the conversation is happy and sweet as always with Shotaro but there’s a strange feeling inside you that you can’t seem to shake off. You know what you have to do but it’s one of the hardest things since the show started.
“Are you ok?” He asks you. “You seem kinda down right now. Did I do or say something wrong?”
“No, of course not!” You answer in a hurry. “It’s just…” You sigh, not sure how to say what you want to say.
“What? You can tell me.” He looks at you with a warm smile and that makes things even harder for you. You take a deep breath before you go ahead.
“I’m really enjoying getting to know you Shotaro.”
“Why do I feel there’s a but coming?”
“But…” He sighs waiting for you to continue. “I think we’re building a great friendship and I keep waiting for it to move past that. As the weeks go by I’ve been getting close to some of the guys and it gets harder and harder to send some of you home. But I don’t want to deceive you Shotaro.” You reach out to grab his hand but then pull back not sure this is the right thing to do at this moment. “I’m not sure we’ll ever click. So I guess it’s better to say goodbye for now before things get more complicated.”
You look down trying not to shed a tear.
“Hey.” He takes your hand with both of his and you look back up. “It’s ok. Thank you for being honest with me.”
“I’m sorry.” You bite your lip trying not to get to emotional.
“Don’t be sorry, I knew that sooner or later it would be my time to go. There’s some guys in that house I just can’t compete with, I see the connections you have with them and it’s ok. I’m surprised you let me get this far!” He chuckles which relaxes you a little bit.
“Thank you for being so understanding Shotaro.” You smile at him. “I would love to still be your friend out of this competition because I really think you’re a great guy.”
“I would love that.” He tells you with a smile.
You two walk outside and there’s a car waiting for him. He reaches out and pulls you into a hug before opening the door.
“Thank you for giving me a chance.” He says. “And choose wisely, I hope you find your true love in one of the others.”
“Thank you, I know you’ll find love someday too. You deserve it.”
He smiles and gets in the car and as it drives away a tear rolls down your cheek as a bittersweet smile lingers on your face.
-
The cocktail party starts with one less bachelor. The remaining guys are happy to see you join them but one seems to notice you look a little gloomy so he takes you outside.
“How are you?” Jaemin asks as you two sit down.
“I’m…” You want to keep a strong face to handle the night but all your vulnerabilities come out when you’re with him. “I’m a little sad…”
“Because of Shotaro?” He asks caressing your arm.
“Yes…” You almost whisper. “I know I made the right decision, he’s such a nice guy, I couldn’t keep leading him on knowing I didn’t see him in a romantic way. But it was so hard saying that to his face you know?” Tears build up in your eyes.
“I know Y/N.” His hands goes up to cup your cheek ready to catch any tear that dared to roll out. “But you followed your heart and did what you had to do. I’m sure he appreciated that.”
“He said he did. But it still hurt to do it.”
“This is one of the things I love about you. You always care about what other people are feeling and that’s really impressive. But don’t forget why you do what you do. And don’t be scared to put your feelings first every now and then ok?”
You nod as he stares into your soul. You really can’t explain the connection you have with him and in this moment all you want is for him to lean in and kiss you. His gaze drops to your lips and you feel like maybe he wants the same but instead he gently pulls you to his chest warming you up in his embrace.
After a while a leans back again and cleans your soaked cheeks with his thumbs. You talk a little bit and once you feel composed you head inside.
The next one to pull you aside is Haechan. You take the opportunity to praise his dance skills and how professional he looked compared to his usual relaxed and laid back self. He tells you how much he loves performing and you are delighted to get to know yet another side of this wonderful man that is securing his place on your heart.
You then decide to call Hendery to check in on him being the first time you actually talk alone since what happened last week.
“How are you feeling?”
“Honestly I’m not sure.” He decides it’s better just to let everything out. “I felt better after our talk last week. But then this week we lost the group challenge and again it just feels like I’m loosing all the opportunities to connect with you.”
You look into his eyes and see his struggle but you don’t really know what to say. Noticing your silence he drops his head in defeat.
“I feel like you’re sending me home tonight.”
“Don’t say that please.” You grab his chin making him face you. “I haven’t made my decision yet, this is harder than you know.”
“I’m sorry Y/N.” He starts saying. “Sometimes it’s easier to focus on our own struggles and forget this is hard for you too. But I trust whatever decision you make tonight.”
He gives you a warm smile and you smile back. You decide not to leave things like that and spend sometime getting to know each other more before joining the others.
You mingle with all the boys until Yuta asks for some time with you. You gladly take his hand as he leads to a couch on the side.
“Sorry to call you in like this but I can’t risk you forgetting all about me.” He chuckles.
“How could I ever forget about you after that amazing date last week?” You wink.
“I’m glad you enjoyed it because I sure can’t stop thinking about it.”
“Oh yeah?” You smirk. “Do you like amusement parks that much?”
“I do. But the company made it extra amazing.”
You two keep talking about your previous date and you can’t wait to go out again with him and feel what you felt that day. Yuta knows how to have fun and show you a good time and that’s a big part of what you look for in a man. This is really getting harder and harder, not only to send people home but feeling your self fall for more than one of them.
Before your head starts overthinking Chris steps in the room calling you for some decision making.
-
“This has been an interesting week. It was the first time you did not give out a rose after the one-on-one date. How did it feel to send someone home that way?” Chris asks you as you two sit down upstairs.
“It’s a bittersweet feeling actually. It felt horrible to sit there and tell him I don’t see him as the man for me, but it was also good to actually explain how I am feeling and understand how he felt about it too.”
“Due to that, tonight you’ll only have to send 1 more home. Does that make the decision easier for you?”
“You would think so right?” You both chuckle. “It’s still hard because I don’t want them to feel like I’m singling them out. Even though that’s exactly what I’ll be doing.”
“Do you have an idea of who that person might be?”
“I’m conflicted between 3 of them actually, the others I’m pretty sure I still want to keep around.”
“Well, I’ll leave you to think about it then and as always, trust yourself to make the right decision.”
“Thank you Chris.”
He leaves the room and you carefully stare at the pictures of those 3 you’re conflicted with. You have reasons for each of them to leave and also for them to stay, you just need to think which of them matter the most in choosing the man you want to spend the rest of your life with.
-
You and Chris walk down the stairs and stand in front of the bachelors. This evening Jeno and Jaehyun stay on the side have already earned their rose.
"Good evening everyone. As you know one of you has already left the competition this week as he did not receive the rose on his one-on-one date with Y/N. Jeno and Jaehyun have already secured their rose, therefore tonight 7 roses will be hand out leaving one of you out of the race. Remember that you are in your right to refuse the rose. Good luck."
With that Chris leaves the room.
"Yesterday I had to take one of the hardest decisions so far but it was still hard choosing one more of you today."
You grab the first rose.
"Jaemin."
He smiles brightly walking up to you.
"Thank you for comforting me tonight. Do you accept this rose."
"Absolutely." You pin the rose to his jacket. "I'll always be here for you. Thank you for trusting me."
You nod with a smile as he walks back.
"Yuta."
He looks surprised to be called so soon.
"Do you accept this rose?"
"Of course." He smiles as you pin it. "Thank you."
You grab the next rose.
"Taeyong."
He sighs in relief.
"Do you accept this rose?"
"Yes." You chuckle as you pin the rose. "Thank you so much."
You take one more.
"Haechan."
He does a little happy jump before coming forward.
"Do you accept this rose?"
"Definitely." You pin the it to his jacket. "Thank you."
Another rose is in your hands.
"Johnny."
His face brightens up hearing his name.
"Do you accept this rose?"
"You scared me there for a second. but yes I do." You both chuckle as you pin the rose. "Thank you."
The tension builds up in the room with only 3 man left. You look between all of them and gulp before you announce the next bachelor you choose.
"Hendery."
He lets go of a breath he was holding in.
"I'm not ready to let you go yet. Do you accept this rose?"
"A thousand times yes." You smile as you pin it. "Thank you so so much."
As he walks back Chris steps in the room and you know what that means.
"Last rose Y/N, have you made your choice?" He asks.
"I think so."
He hands it to you and you turn to face the guys again.
"Renjun."
He smiles walking to you.
"I'm giving you another chance, please don't waste it. Do you accept this rose?"
"I do, I promise I'll do better." You pin the last rose. "Thank you."
Chris walks in again.
"That's it for tonight. Doyoung this is not your chance for love. You can say your goodbyes."
The rest of the guys hug him and you stay behind nibbling your lip unsure if this was the right decision. He then walks up to you giving you a hug and whispering something in your ear before he leaves. You are left dumbfounded but decide to ignore the piece of information for now, joining the remaining guys to celebrate.
-
In the next episode:
Doyoung’s message before he left kept you up at night and you need to set things straight.
“I need to know if this is true or not, I think I deserve to know.”
“Do you think he might have made it up because he was upset you sent him home?”
And two more bachelors will loose their chance at love.
”I don’t know what else to do.”
“You seem to have made your mind already.”
“You’re breaking my heart.”
Stay tuned for next weeks episode premiering 11/07.
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Episode 5
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“Give me just a little bit MORE”
Being the son of the largest gang in the country, Kim Taehyung might as well be a prince. He is more powerful than any one man should be and is not afraid to get rid of anything - or anyone that gets in his way.
So when a man is unable to pay back the gigantic loan he owes Taehyung, the heir is all too happy to take his life. Moments away from pulling the trigger, a girl more beautiful than he’s ever seen bursts in and offers her life for her father’s. Taehyung knows right away that he wants her.
And Taehyung gets everything he wants.
Prologue
Chapter One - Spitfire
The house is suspiciously quiet as YN's uber pulls up to her driveway. Usually, her father would be outside gardening or there would be the joyful barking of her childhood dog as she runs around the yard.
But everything is dead silent. Even the air seems still, almost as if Mother Nature herself is holding her breath. No birds chirp and no wind rustles through the leaves.
Pure silence.
"Is everything okay?" the uber driver asks her.
YN's hands grab tightly to the seatbelt as she whips away from the window, startled by the man's voice.
"What?" she asks, "Ah, yeah, everything's fine. It's just a little quiet is all."
YN and her family have never had much, evident by the run-down state of their small house, but her home has always been filled with love and support. Just this morning her mother had called her before her final exam to wish her luck and say how excited she was for her to come home for summer break. YN fully expected her parents to be waiting for her on the doorstep with big smiles and open arms.
A tingle of fear snakes down her body. What if something is wrong?
She opens her purse and pulls out her phone to switch it off of airplane mode. Unfortunately, it dies before she can open her messages. She's received over twenty from her mother which only deepens the feeling that something is truly, incredibly wrong.
Taking a breath and praying that her intuition is wrong, YN steps out of the car and grabs her two suitcases, thanking her driver and sending him on his way.
The sound of wheels on concrete is much louder than it should be. YN ignores the tremble of her hand as she raises a finger to press the doorbell. Her dog barks, but the noise is cut off by a loud bang that scares YN out of her skin.
No one comes to answer the door. YN's heart is beating so quickly that she's afraid that she'll pass out. What should she do? Her phone is dead, so she can't call the authorities or another uber. Maybe she's just being ridiculous. Maybe everything is okay after all.
Clinging onto this tiny shred of hope, YN twists the doorknob, trying not to think about the fact that her parents never leave it unlocked. When she steps inside, luggage in tow, everything is quiet.
"Mom? Dad?" she calls out hesitantly.
"YN!" her mother's voice calls out, "Run!"
Before YN can respond, there's a loud bang - a gunshot and the horrid sound of her mother's screaming. Ignoring her warning, YN drops her bag and books it into the kitchen, heart racing and thoughts scattered.
When she arrives in the small kitchen, YN's voice gets caught in her throat as she looks at the scene before her. The room has been trashed completely. Their pots and pans have been strewn about and the cabinet doors have been ripped from their hinges and tossed away. But worse of all, in the middle of the chaos is her parents, tied to chairs and bruised and bloody. Her mother's hair has been mused into a bird's next and tear tracks streak down her face. Her father is in even worse condition, bleeding from several cuts along his face and body.
Three strangers stand around them, two with emotionless faces and knives. The third stands in front of YN's poor father, shoving a gun between his teeth with a cruel glint in his eyes.
"What are you doing?" YN shrieks, ignoring her mother's panicked expression.
Without thinking, YN launches herself at the man with the gun, taking everyone by surprise.
"Boss!" one of the other criminals calls out.
YN's mother starts screaming again as the man approaches YN, but the college student pays it no mind, too focused on wrestling the gun out of this man's hands. She straddles his hips, trying to use her weight to hold him down long enough for her to grab the weapon.
While desperation and fear pour from every pore of YN's skin, the man under her seems rather amused. YN hasn't looked at his face nor does she care too. Something tells her that if she did, she'd be completely petrified.
YN's efforts prove to be fruitless. After a few moments of struggling, YN is ripped away from the armed man by one of his henchmen, kicking and screaming.
"Well aren't you a little spitfire?" the man she'd been fighting says, rising elegantly and brushing off his suit.
A cocky smile plays on his lips, but there's a hint of something sinister in his gaze that has YN breaking out in a cold sweat. If he wasn't so terrifying, he might have been handsome with this tall stature and long hair, perfectly swept above his brows to reveal a face that belongs on a magazine cover.
"Honestly," he says, turning once more to YN's father, "Why didn't you tell me your daughter was coming home? I would have put together a welcome party better than this."
He chuckles, a deep sound that shows just how bemused he is.
"Ah well," he continues, "But maybe you'll be more cooperative now that your baby girl is here."
He snaps his fingers and the man that's holding her brings a knife to YN's throat, barely a hair's breadth away from cutting her.
"NO!" her parents shout out, fear in their eyes.
The man steps towards YN. his gun seeming to gleam in the light. He taps it against her face in a way that's nearly affectionate, using the cold metal to outline her facial features. YN's eyes are blown wide with fright, her pupils dilated and her breaths short.
"You're rather pretty, aren't you, YN?" he says, his voice sending chills down her spine.
He's stopping his tracing and now holds the gun flush against her forehead, a grin on his face.
"How do you," she says, licking her lips and trying desperately hard not to pee herself, "Know my name?"
The man cocks his head to the side and takes a step back, sticking his gun in the waistband of his shorts and taking a seat in one of the empty kitchen chairs, straddling it backward.
"Oh?" he asks, looking at her father again "You didn't tell her?"
Her father stays silent, refusing to look at the man speaking to him.
YN can tell by the way his jaw tightens that he doesn't like being ignored. Surprisingly, he doesn't blow up. YN fears something worse will happen.
"Well, since your dear old dad won't tell you what he's gotten himself into, I shall illuminate you. You see, he came to me when you got accepted into that stuck up school you attend, crying that he couldn't afford your tuition," he leans forward over the back of the chair to smile at YN, much too happy for the situation they're in, "So, of course I helped him. I am rather benevolent."
"But I got a scholarship!" YN protests, "You've got the wrong people!"
At her outburst, the man laughs loudly, leaning back in his chair and enjoying himself so much that hatred bubbles in YN's stomach, red hot and violent.
"You're adorable," he coos at her when his laughter finally dies down, "you really believe that? Did you even look into the 'scholarship' you received?"
YN stays silent, glaring at him through the tears that threaten to spill out.
"It was all me. I've been the one paying for your tuition and let me tell you, it's not cheap. Your dad was supposed to have all the money to pay me back today and surprise, he doesn't. So here we are," the stranger says, tossing his hands up into the air.
He stands up, retrieving his gun once more and nodding at his backup all three of them exchanging a look YN is terrified to now the meaning of.
"Well, as fun as it's been chatting with you, YN, I'm growing very bored of all of this. Let's just kill them and go."
YN's parents start screaming again but YN shouts over them, desperate to stop what's happening.
"I'll pay it!" she shrieks, "I'll pay it back! Don't hurt them, please!"
The man stops what he's doing, turning to look at her with interest.
"You'll never be able to pay it back," he says, a pitying tone in his voice, "It's better to just let me kill your parents and get it over with."
"No! I will! I'll pay it back! Every cent! I don't care if it takes my entire life!"
YN is in hysterics now, sweat and tears sticking to her skin as she struggles against her captor.
"Jungkook, let her go," the man says.
He does as told and YN collapses onto the floor, her legs unable to support her. The world around her is blurry from her glossed eyes as she cries freely, staring at the grimey floor.
"Please," she pleads, her voice broken.
Two leather shoes come into her sight and a single teardrop falls upon them.
"Look at me," the boss says.
YN raises her head to look at him. He's crouching beside her, an unreadable expression on his face.
"Don't do something you'll regret, YN," he says as if he's a friend advising her and not the one ruining her life.
"I'm not," YN says, speaking over the lump in her throat, "I'll never regret saving them."
For a moment, everything in the kitchen is deadly silent. YN's terrified that he'll just kill all of them anyway, turning her offer down entirely and laughing in her face.
"I have a different idea," he says, "You can pay back your parents' debt with your life."
"What," YN gasps out.
She's blotchy and red from all the crying but he swears he's never seen something so beautiful. A sadistic part of himself is dying to see this expression again.
"Marry me."
YN only gapes at him, half expecting him to burst out laughing.
"What?" she parrots.
"Marry me," he repeats, "Pay your family's debt back buy pledging to spend the rest of your life by my side."
YN's teary eyes search his face for a lie, finding none. Wordlessly, she bobs her head up and down, ignoring the protest from her parents.
"Wonderful," this man says, standing up and clapping his hands together, "Let's go YN. Home is quite the way away."
"Can I," she struggles, "At least say goodbye."
"No time. Come now or watch me put a bullet in between your mother's eyes."
YN rises instantly, between this stranger and his guards, refusing to look back even though her parents call out for her. She knows that if she does, she won't be able to walk away.
On their way out, YN sees the still form of her beloved childhood dog, her voice catching in her throat.
"Was it yours?" her soon to be husband asks.
YN nods.
"Use your words, YN," he orders.
"Yes," YN says, the singular word shaky in her throat.
"Sorry," he says half-heartedly, "It wouldn't shut up."
"Okay," is all she can muster, continuing with them out of her childhood home, never to see it or her parents again.
As soon as they step foot out onto the cracked sidewalk, a discreet black vehicle pulls up. The man opens the back door for her, gesturing for her to slide in. She does so mindlessly, barely registering what's happening.
The guards disappear from sight, most likely going to their own car.
"Make sure to use the childlock, Jimin," her to be husband says.
"Yes sir," the man replies.
YN doesn't even try to look at him, too emotionally exhausted to do anything. The car pulls away and the drive is so smooth that YN passes out, the exhaustion getting to her.
As she sleeps dreamlessly, the man sitting next to her looks her over, intrigued. It's been quite a while since he's been so interested in someone.
"Who's that?" the driver asks.
Jimin's always been curious, ever since they met as young children.
"No one. Not yet, at least."
"What did you get yourself into this time?"
"I'm not sure. Something tells me that it's going to be fun, though."
Chapter Two
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UC Sunnyhell: Part three
There’ll be Hell to pay
Previous Part // Next Part
Pairing: Spike x reader
Request: Spike and you haven’t been getting along and it all reaches a boiling point. Harsh words are exchanged but something happens to make you both question your thoughts about the other. Will this be enough to change your perceptions though? College AU
Og request by: @sunflower-stan​
Requested tags: @fictionalhoomanofnowhere @harpersmariano​
Warning: Sex reference, swearing.
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He appeared to have no redeeming qualities. His personality was flat, two-dimensional. Like some bully in a kids cartoon. Not that you had particularly looked very hard since your first meeting.
He had upset you. And this ‘revenge’ was all you were thinking about. Your friends had planned it all out with you that night. They were all going to arrive soon and you were pacing with nerves. This could go badly.
You had convinced them to choose the least likely action to get you all into a physical fight. Something that appeared innocent that would annoy him greatly. If he got really mad there would be hell to pay. 
They all came over, spreading their stuff around the living room. Taking up as much space as possible because of the way he had all but made you live out of your room rather than face him. They made as much noise as possible and basically tried to antagonise him as much as possible. The way he had with you.
When someone mentioned Angel might show, Spike snapped and stormed out of his room ready for a fight. No bloody way was he coming into his home.
As he opened his mouth, about to speak, he saw something in Xander’s hand. He noticed that you had all been passing around a liquor bottle. He snatched it from Xander.
“That’s mine” He accused.
“Oh no, actually spike, that one over there was yours. My friend Faith supplied this one” Buffy explained, giving him an overly sweet smile as Xander took it back. He scowled between her and his now empty liquor bottle.
“Get out” He snarled.
“You’re not the only one that lives here-” Cordy started in your defense, but she was quickly cut off.
“Fine. We’ll make it a real party. I’ll invite my mates won’t I?”
“You don’t even like them that much” You replied getting to your feet, you had overheard him mutter it to himself when one of them annoyed him again.
“Well, I’ll like them a lot more when they round up your little gang of-” He smirked at their reactions, “Or, everyone could just bugger off I suppose. Wouldn’t need to invite ‘em then”
Everyone shared concerned looks. They had heard about the types of people he had around him. They looked at you as you broke the stare-down you and Spike were sharing. You just nodded and they scrambled to leave. Making sure that you knew you could call them at any time.
Once they left he smirked and began to turn to leave back to his bedroom. But you wouldn’t let him go. Not this time.
“Will you just grow up!?” You screamed as he turned around and closed the space between you. If there was hell to pay after these words you would happily go skint. He should hear them. After everything.
“Yeah, ‘cause you and your little bloody clique are right grown ups, yeah? So grown-up you whisper about people behind their backs!”
“What?”
“I’m disgusting to you, yeah? You’re such a bloody ponce – like them, not even got the stones to say it-” He said and you realised he had heard what you said about him to Willow and Buffy. You didn’t think about it, you just shouted back.
“You want me to say it to your face?!”
“Yeah, might be a change from you being such a back-stabbing bitch”
“Fine! You’re horrible, nasty and so fucking inconsiderate! You think the whole world’s against you but we don’t care! We just don’t care!”
“Yeah, well-”
“I’m not done – you’re so arrogant! You think the whole world revolves around you. Well, I live here too! I pay rent I deserve some space in my own home! I tried so hard to be nice to you and all you’ve ever done is throw it back in my face!”
“Oh yeah, everybody kick Spike when he’s down” he muttered despite him asking you to say what you thought. You didn’t realise but one of the people he frequently had sex with had finished it with him for the final time earlier that day, “You don’t bloody know me!”
“I don’t want to!” You shouted, this time when you turned you really did just walk away. He watched you go, eyes lingering on you as you walked away.
He snapped himself out of it, jaw tensing and you both slammed your doors on each other. He infuriated you. Completely annoyed you. Just like you angered him. Infuriated him. He couldn’t believe that he would have to live the rest of the year with you.
You had both started this because you didn’t know each other. You had assumed. Not wanted to even try to know each other. First impressions are hard to get over. You had appeared to him as some do-gooder that wanted to “fix” his immoral ways. You hung out with those clean-cut-9-to-5-losers that never gave him the time of day.
You had wrongly assumed all he cared for was sex and causing trouble. Hurting people just for the fun of it. You never tried to delve deeper. Think about why he acted this way. Like you said, you didn’t care.
Weirdly, since that night, he kind of respected you a little more after your outburst. You showed that you did in fact have a backbone when he had assumed you had yours removed like most of the people on campus at birth.
But you stood firm, you were just usually nice to people because it just felt obvious to you to treat people with kindness until they gave you a reason not to. And, boy, had he given you reason not to.
As you were thinking this. He was thinking about you. He had always been that way, the line between hatred and... no. He didn’t care. He was indifferent about you. Or, that’s what he kept telling himself. Wouldn’t even entertain a thought to the contrary.
After this argument, he just kept out of your way. You barely said two words to each other, you just lived your separate lives.
You had realised how the other saw them. How there appeared to be faults there that couldn’t be bridged. You had gotten bored of fighting. It was starting to cut closer to each other’s bones. You were exhausted from it. So you kept away from each other.
You had barely spoken for almost an entire month. If it wasn’t for the occasional musical soundtrack or the smell of smoke neither of you would know the other was in.
That was, until something happened. Something neither of you would have ever thought possible. It all began one Saturday evening, at an open mic night.
You arrived at the dimly lit bar and walked in a little tentatively. Your heart was already beginning to race and you still had a while until it was your turn. You were finally going to do it. You were going to perform something you had written.
You smiled at someone that you recognised, he came over to you greeting you excitedly. The guy was friendly enough but you just weren’t able to form that connection you longed for with him. He was very loud and dramatic – a one-man show, if you will. You struggled to keep up with him in conversation.
“Great turn out tonight!” He gushed as you looked around at the two other people that had turned up. You nodded distractedly as you saw a figure at the bar. You recognised the figure but just couldn’t place it.
That was, until he turned around and caught the light. The bleach blonde hair. That leather duster that appeared to be surgically attached to him.
You caught each other’s eye. Scowling at the other. Why would he possibly be here? Was he going to heckle everyone? Start a bar fight?
The truth was, Spike would come every month or so. To read his writings, his poems. He did this because nobody rarely turned up and the tender took a shine to him and offered half priced beer.
He took his beer and sat in his usual corner. Hiding until it was time for him to get up and speak. He watched you, burning holes in you as you walked up to the bar yourself, asking the guy what he recommended. He stared at you. It was a student bar, there wasn’t an exclusive wine list.
You rolled your eyes and just asked for some shots. Three, to be exact. You threw them back one after the other. Spike raised his eyebrows and then smirked when your entire body appeared to shiver in reaction. You went and sat near the front, facing away from him for a while.
Both of you began to feel more and more nervous about speaking. Especially with the other there. Suddenly you got to your feet, full of nerves you needed to have a breath of fresh air.
He saw you leave and this relieved him. You must have become too nervous. He could go up to speak now that you were gone.
And just in time, his name was announced and he got up swigging from his beer as he walked. Glaring at the enthusiastic guy that had been talking to you who had put both of his thumbs up at Spike as he got up to where the mic was set up.
You returned just as he started to speak. But you sat down without him seeing it at first. You heard those words. The breath was knocked out of your body. The words spoke to your soul. The feeling behind them, it was all you had longed to find. Someone with a mind that expressed things the way you did… but the words were his.
He spoke with such passion, such feeling. The words were incredible and you couldn’t believe they were coming from his mouth. You had goosebumps and you just stared, suddenly finding yourself really looking at him. At the way he spoke. The way he looked.
You held your card containing your own words to your chest, there was no way you would be able to go up after that.
You had listened to his words, all but swooning. Hanging on to every last syllable less it dissolve into the air and you would forget it forever.
How could someone with that much of a nasty attitude have so much heart hidden away? You were in awe. His words, the feelings behind them. It was like the musicals you loved so much. Exploring love and loss and heart.
He caught your eye as he walked from the stage. He hesitated, realising what you had seen but just walked past you to the bar. He ordered his body weight in liquor and just sat there.
Then they announced your name. You jolted with shock, still reeling from Spike’s eloquent words. You cleared your throat, nodded at yourself and stepped up to the microphone. He rolled his eyes at you turning away.
Then he heard what you had to say. Such meaningful prose shared with the world. Baring yourself so raw. The words you spoke had real heart. Real meaning, more so than he thought you had been capable of.
His eyes were on you now. Only you. He didn’t even pick up his beer as he listened.
The spotlight was blinding though so you never saw him look at you in the way he did. That flash of understanding, the way that he could empathise with the way you spoke. How you wrote.
You both returned home separately. Neither of you could stop thinking about the other. Those words. Those feelings. The way he looked up there. The way you did. Almost ethereal to the other. It was confusing. Wrong.
You definitely didn’t speak to each other at all after this. You didn’t know what to say. You were so torn. Between what you knew about him and what you had just heard Had you been wrong about him?
His words had stopped time. His thoughts, feelings. They meant something. They had settled somewhere inside you and you weren’t sure if they would ever leave.
You were daydreaming about his words again, looking out of the window as you waited for your water to boil. You hadn’t realised the man himself had walked into the room behind you. You had spun around and overbalanced.
You tripped and he put a hand out to steady you, before snatching his hand away immediately in horror. You just stared, frowning.
“Watch it” he said, but he turned frowning at himself. He stared at you for a second as if he wanted to apologise but then he turned on his heel and left. Your words, the one that you had spoken had made him rethink. You weren’t just some plastic copy of Buffy and her sorority sisters. You weren’t shallow to him like Angel and Xander or just ‘one of the boys’.
You had heart. You had thoughts and feelings that transcended this mundane part of the world. You had such a beautiful mind that spoke to his own. He was just fighting against it as much as he could.
Since a few more occurrences like this, lingering glances. Weird silences where things felt unsaid, your courage began to grow.
You had to say something. You would only regret it if you didn’t. You feel like you had misjudged him. That he was hard to live with but that there was a promise there. You knocked on his door and began to open it.
“Bugger off!”
“Uh, sorry, I… I know we haven’t been getting on but-”
“Understatement of the century that” He grumbled, looking up from where he was lying on his side in his bed. He was flipping through a magazine.
“I just… your words. The other night. I couldn’t not say something. They were beautiful”
“You’re bloody hilarious” He said harshly, jaw tensing. He felt that you were teasing him. Making fun of him for his poetry. He was used to it.
You didn’t realise but his past was the reason he was so defensive. Had to harden himself. Because they all used to tease him for his poetry. For his soft side. Until he hid it completely. Didn’t allow anyone to see him that vulnerable (apart from the two patrons of the pub the open-mic night was held in – he had to express it someway).
“No. I mean it, I’m not- I wouldn’t make fun of you. I’m really not like that, I loved your poems I was wondering if you were going again in two weeks-”
“What so we can skip there together through the merry fields of glee?”
“I’m s-sorry. I shouldn’t have bothered” You shook your head, he saw that you were genuinely embarrassed and upset. You should have known, just because he could write and his heart wasn’t as completely hardened as you thought didn’t mean that he suddenly wanted to be your friend. Just because you suddenly had one common interest.
“Y/n” he said and you turned back, your hope lifting slightly, “close the door on your way out”
Your face crumbled slightly and you turned and slammed it shut. You had wanted so desperately to have a connection with someone, on that level. That you would even chase after it at even the slightest glimpse of feeling from someone you didn’t like.
You couldn’t see him, but he couldn’t stop thinking about you. About that offer. He was so lonely, no matter what he filled his time with he wanted to be able to trust someone. Desperately. But they always disappointed him eventually. He didn’t want to give you or anyone the power to do something like that.
There was a hint of understanding that began between you though since you went to tell him your thoughts. You spoke to him as if he was an equal, for the first time in a long time that someone had. And he let you. You looked at him, past the front he put on. It was only a glimpse but you felt the anger melt away. It had been exhausting living that way.
He wouldn’t dare verbalise his understanding. He did make some subtle changes though. He didn’t blast his music full volume as much. Spent more nights out, rather than bringing as many people home. He was still messy but he left a space for you to live your own life too. Which was really all you could ask for.
You had both humanised yourselves to the other. Let the other into your mind. Your perspectives. He didn’t mention what he had started to do and you wouldn’t dare, but you had definitely noticed. You had formed a kind of truce. And understanding of sorts.
The whisper of a possibility of friendship kind of hung in the air between you. It was there, you could both feel it but it wasn’t solid. You couldn’t grab onto it. It was transient, floating all around. An abstract concept.
For one of you to make the first move, to try and make some kind of amends. It would mean something too great. You wouldn’t push it, you were still unsure.
You were sat in your elective class. You hadn’t really been sure what to take so you ended up in this one. The dreaded paired presentation were looming.
Nobody usually sat next to you, none of your friends took the class so you were facing the embarrassing walk to the front to ask the professor if there was any one else that needed a partner.
That was, until a guy walked in. He was tall and he appeared to take a lot of care on styling his hair. You weren’t sure you had ever seen him in the class before and this was confirmed to you when he stood at the front scanning the rows for a spare seat before narrowing on the seat beside you.
He walked near you and awkwardly asked if the seat was free before he sat beside you. Just as the professor announced that the person sat beside you would be your presentation partner. He turned to you and nodded in acknowledgement that you were paired.
“Angel” He offered his name and it clicked. You had met him before, you think. At a frat party you went to with Buffy so she could try and find him. Either way you had heard so much about him you felt as if you already knew him.
“Y/n” You replied and he nodded his head before it clicked with him too.
“You’re Buffy’s friend, right?”
“Yeah, she’s like a big sister” You smiled and he nodded. You spoke amiably for a while rather than actually doing the work you had been assigned at first.
Actually, you found that you were doing most of the talking but you felt comfortable with him in a way you hadn’t expected you would. The guy was pleasant perhaps a bit more reserved than you would have expected for this ‘popular frat guy’ everyone had made him out to be.
“You’re the one stuck living with Spike, huh?”
“Yeah, he’s…”
You didn’t really know how to finish that sentence now. You had formed a kind of truce. A tenuous understanding. He annoyed you still in some sense but you were intrigued by him. You wanted to understand him. See what else he may be hiding deep down. Why he was the way he was. Angel just nodded, presuming that the tailing off was you implying how horrible Spike was. He had never liked him.
You weren’t friends. You weren’t sure that you and Spike would ever end up friends.
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