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mariocki · 8 months
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Patrick Troughton - billed as Pat - helps the stricken French nobility (and flashes the audience) as Sir Andrew Ffoulkes, a staunch ally of the title character in The Adventures of the Scarlet Pimpernel (ITP, 1955 - 1956)
#fave spotting#patrick troughton#the adventures of the scarlet pimpernel#doctor who#classic doctor who#two#itp#itc#1955#I've had a nice rhythm going lately with pairing a 50 min series (usually The Saint these days‚ tho not for much longer...) with a shorter#25 min one to dip into when I've less time or whatever. with The Adventurer over (adieu and farewell Gene Bradley you insane#multi talented everything) i thought I'd change it up a little and go for a much earlier itc series for a different tone. so early in fact#that they weren't even ITC yet; the company was then known as the Incorporated Television Programme Company‚ ITP for short‚ but be not#fooled; this is in every way the Lew Grade led company that would come to dominate the commercial tv world in the decades to follow#The Adventures of Robin Hood is usually identified as the first ITC production but in fact it beat this series to the screen by only#3 days and the two shows were presumably in production simultaneously. Hood went on to be the making of ITC and Lew Grade and lasted#a whopping 143 episodes over 4 years; Pimpernel made it to only 18 despite being planned as a 39 part series (standard length for these#early itc shows). exactly what went wrong i dont know; Goring was heavily involved in production as well as starring and maybe that played#a part‚ or maybe the popular success of Hood meant this show was no longer affordable. idk im just speculating but from#what I've seen it's fairly fun. starting on ITV just a week after the network commenced transmission‚ it's safe to say this didn't capture#the public imagination like Hood did and it does seem to have been rather forgotten about. Pat is actually a series regular and these#pics come from a few different eps among the first few. he isn't in the very first (nor is the Pimpernel's other faithful companion#played by Anthony Newlands) and i do wonder if that was a pilot (it has Robert Shaw as the Pimpernel's right hand and to my#knowledge he doesn't reappear; he'd make up for it with a starring role in one of ITC's next series‚ The Buccaneers#but yes he's here and he's fantastic and gets to be dashing and heroic (tho never moreso than Goring of course). he's also the one of the#three heroes who best suits the powdered hair look (Newlands looks quite unfortunate). and of course i know what im doing with that#last shirtless pic.. you're welcome Pat girlies (gender neutral)#maybe I'll make another post after I've seen a few more eps but i wasn't going to commit to a Pat post for every episode im afraid
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okosen · 4 months
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camille-bee · 1 year
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Hey guys so I'm about to get a little personal here.
My name is Camila and I am 25 years old. I recently went to urgent care for what I thought was a rash. Instead, I was immediately sent to the ER and then admitted in the same night. I was immediatly seen by an hematologist/oncologist.
First time I was in the hospital I got diagnosed with a rare blood disease called ITP. (Immune Thrombocytopenia Purpura) It's a rare disease that targets young women and children and at my age considered chronic.
Just to explain a little, normal platelets in a healthy person is 150,000 and up. The first time I came in with 1,000 plaletes and now now I have been admitted for the second time with zero (0) plaletes.
Just a little medical background--Plaletes help the blood clot and tipically it's what separates red blood cells from plasma.
I am at a very high risk for bleeding out. It is a life long rare disease and 70% who are diagnosed don't come back to the hospital. I am the 30% that did!
Protocol for my condition are steroids, IV IG line and spleen removal.
However, my oncologist wants to try an Injection (Rituxan) and/or the pills (Promacta). If not successful, we will have major surgery to remove my spleen.
I am in good spirits, I am very optimistic that this medication will work, but I need help financially. I have no insurance and I still need to take care for my medical bills and medication. If it's your heart please donate, every little helps. Share with your friends and family, the world is full of strangers rooting for other people. Thank you ❤ Also, dont feel pressured to donate please, a share will be fine too, thank you guys. Links below!
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lyraoctavia · 4 months
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mazikomo · 2 years
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In Too Deep — Chapter 1, Diving In
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You hadn't even wanted the job in the first place, but after being tossed into the deep end, you found yourself searching for just how far it's depths reached. Modern AU, Silco has a massive aquatic collection and it's your job to take care of it.
Next Chapter AO3 link
Silco/fem!reader, eventual NSFW 3.7k words Modern day AU, slow burn, full tags on AO3
After an overwhelming response, congrats you got the job!
Some quick shout outs: @agoutighost for yelling (affectionately) at me to turn that little discord bullet list into a proper fic. @of-the-argonath for her outline brilliance and cheerleading even from her wifi-less travels. @x-amount-verbs for the excellent betaing. @ellztrash for putting up with me not shutting up about this and @straight-into-the-animus for providing feedback despite your ahem, feelings towards the rat man, best husband ever ilu. And finally, @steponmesilco for answering my million aquarium/marine life questions, and doing an authenticity check, you're the real MVP.
Hope you got your water wings on for this one folks!
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From: [email protected] Date: August 24, 9:30 AM To: [email protected] Subject: Opportunity Ahoy!
To all associates,
We have recently been contracted by a very high-level client looking for an Aquarist to manage their extensive aquatic systems and animal collection. This is a full-time, on site position. 
Overview of duties:
Nutritional planning for various animals, food prep, and feeding. 
Monitoring animals' health and well-being, providing medical care as needed. There is at least one green sea turtle with Positive Buoyancy Syndrome.
Ensuring each habitat is clean while keeping the environment as natural as possible. Entering the tanks as needed. Scuba license is required.
Maintenance of all specialist equipment, including but not limited to, filtration systems, heaters, pumps, etc. 
Hosting the touch tank and educating visitors during events. 
Additional tasks as needed. 
Due to the nature of the client's business, this is a solo position. The hired person will have the support of Buhru Aquatics as needed, but they alone will be in charge of all systems and care. Special accommodations and reimbursement will be provided as necessary. An extensive background check will be done.
If you are interested in this very prestigious position, please contact HR for next steps.
You read the email again as you sipped your coffee. Naturally, no one had volunteered for the position. As soon as you read the words ‘high-level client’ you had deleted the message and you knew your coworkers had followed suit. This led to a passive-aggressive follow up from HR stating, “If no one volunteers, a candidate will be selected who we believe to be the best fit. This is a very rewarding position that would be an honor to have!” which, of course, still received no response. 
Two days later, they followed through on their threat and you were the “lucky” one who had been chosen. Honored indeed.
Sighing, you contemplated your now cold drink. The weak break room coffee could never quite fully do its job but you still found yourself needing it to get through the day. What little remained in your mug had grounds swimming in it, the sad state matching your mood. You poured the rest in the sink and thoroughly rinsed the mug as if dragging out the process would prevent the looming meeting with your supervisor and undo the future that had been chosen for you.
As you were drying the mug, your coworker Ekko came in and immediately went for the coffee pot. He was young, but there was a fire in him that you and many others saw. He’d probably be running the place within the decade.
“Careful,” you warned, “it’s extra crunchy today.”
He held the pot up to the fluorescent lighting to inspect it. Shrugging, he poured himself a mug anyways. Bad coffee was still coffee. 
“What’s got you in a mood?” he asked.
You sighed again and leaned back against the counter. “I’m the chosen one.”
Ekko grimaced. “Ouch, now who’s going to entertain me all day?”
You rolled your eyes. “I’m sure you’ll still see me around.” 
“I don’t know. Email said it’s a solo position so sounds like you’ll be drowning in the workload. I’ll probably never see you again.” He sighed and held his hand over his heart dramatically.
“Wow, way to lift my spirits,” you deadpanned.
“Who knows though? HR seemed pretty excited about this ‘high level client,'" he made air quotes with his free hand, “maybe there’s some nice perks?” 
“Perks don’t pay the bills.”
“Yeah, and neither does our current wage but we’re still here. When’s your sentencing?”
“I have a meeting with Grayson in a bit so I’m assuming I’ll be starting next week or so? Hopefully they’ll give me enough time to make sure all my stuff here is covered.”
“Covered by dumping it all on me, no doubt.” Ekko joked. “Seriously though, I hope it’s not too bad. If anyone can handle it, it’s you.”
You gave a weak smile. “Thanks.” You glanced at your watch: three minutes past the scheduled meeting with your supervisor. An extra three minutes before you were thrown into the deep end. 
You slumped down into a chair in Grayson’s office. 
“Good morning to you too.” 
“Sorry, morning.” You sat up a little straighter. Grayson was the one who had taken a chance and hired you at Buhru Aquatics years ago. You didn’t have a degree but your experience had impressed her. She was the best boss you’ve ever had, she looked out for her people and took care of you. Not to mention she could manhandle a full grown flatback sea turtle single-handedly. The woman commanded respect. 
“I know you’re not happy about this new assignment. Yes, it's a big deal for the company but this really is a great opportunity for you as well.” 
“What even is the job? The email from HR was pretty much a basic list of aquarist duties. When I found out I was picked they didn’t say much besides a congratulations and to come speak with you.” 
Grayson rolled her eyes. “An assignment like this and they do the bare minimum,” she mumbled to herself. “For the most part, it is a standard aquarist position. The main difference is it’s for a large, private collection, and you’ll be handling all the day to day duties yourself. But I know you can handle it, which is why I pitched you for the position.” 
That took you aback. “You pitched me, specifically?” 
“Yes. Even if anyone had volunteered through HR’s call to action, I still would have pushed for you.”
“Can I ask why?” 
“Like most private collections, this client has an affinity for ‘the bigger the better,’ especially when it comes to the predators.” 
You groaned. “So a shark nut.”
“Yes, but that’s your specialty. The client was very clear they wanted someone who knew exactly what they were doing when it came to sharks. Maintaining harmony in a tank with sharks present is a balancing act, but you already know all this—that's what makes you the perfect fit.” Her head tilted ever so slightly. “Besides, don't you think those animals deserve the best we have to offer?” In true Grayson fashion, she knew exactly how to appeal to your devoted nature when it came to the job, and smoothly persuade you to her side. 
“Who is this client, anyway? We’ve never handled private collections as large as this. Who can even afford it?” 
Grayson looked you square in the eye. “Zaun Incorporated.” 
Correct in your assumption, a week later you were standing outside Zaun Inc.’s new downtown building—the iron and glass monstrosity as everyone was calling it. Construction had lasted for years, and the final product was certainly… something. You didn’t have much of an eye for architecture, but to you it looked like art nouveau and the sleek corporate style of the surrounding buildings had a baby. Maybe with a little steampunk thrown in. 
Never had you thought you would even step foot inside the building, let alone be working in it. 
It wasn’t officially open yet. The outer construction was mostly complete, save for some cosmetic touches, but the inside was still in progress—with you being the latest addition. Apparently, Zaun Inc. and your employer had been working together for awhile already on the down low. The tanks and all the equipment to support them had been designed and set up by Buhru Aquatics, and only when things were finally ready was the aquarist position email sent out. 
Unheard of in any corporate situation, things were actually ahead of schedule. Grayson had worked hard to ensure your transition would be as smooth as possible and you could hit the ground running… or swimming, as the case may be. The past week had been a whirlwind of preparation and briefing. 
Luckily, most of the animals had already been introduced to their respective homes. All that was left was the client’s “prized pieces:" two sand tiger sharks. 
Turns out, they happened to be the same sharks Ekko and you had been working with recently. Recently being only a couple of weeks, but the two of you had made remarkable progress in that short time. 
It would be your main job to continue this success.
Loathe to admit it, you understood Grayson’s reasoning for choosing you for the job. Out of everyone at Buhru Aquatics, you by far had the most experience, and success, with sharks. Your father was a respected marine biologist, and as a child you tried to follow him to work as often as possible. Most everything you knew, he taught you—knowledge that you then had passed to Ekko as you mentored him. The two of you had trained dozens of sharks together successfully. However, this would be the first time you would be working alone. You may not have been overly excited about the job, but you took great pride in your work and welcomed the challenge. Those sharks would be eating out of the palm of your hand in no time… well, figuratively speaking that is. 
Your phone buzzed and you pulled it out of your pocket to see a text from Ekko. 
good luck today! Don’t forget us little guys now that you’ve moved up in the world 
I could try and pull you up here with me if you want 
yeah, no thanks
you okay moving the sharks by yourself? 
yep! Just let me know what time to be there tomorrow 
if they haven’t fired me by then that is
you mean if you haven’t killed anyone by then?
He may have had a point there.
As you walked into the building, your senses were immediately flooded. Somehow, the air inside seemed to be fresher than the air outside. Your shoes squeaked on the polished floor, and if you weren’t mistaken, it sounded like there was a waterfall nearby? 
You had taken no more than three steps before your path was blocked by a large man. 
“State your business here.” His voice was deep and you had to tip your head back to look up at him. 
“I’m the aquarist.” 
He made no move as he continued to stare you down. 
You matched his stare. “I was told to report to the building manager, Ran.” 
Without breaking eye contact, a tattooed arm brought a walkie talkie to his mouth. “Ran, someone in the lobby for you.” A garbled response came from the device, but it seemed to appease the man as his eyes became slightly less cutting. 
“You’re the fish girl?” 
“Yep. You the guard dog?” 
His amusement was poorly concealed. “One of many.” It was then you were joined by another. They had a, well, interesting haircut, and based off the cuffed sleeves stained with grease, probably had been in the middle of something when you showed up. 
The large man gestured to you as he spoke to them. “This one’s alright.” 
They raised an eyebrow but the guard made no further comment. 
A hand, a prosthesis, you noticed, was held out to you. “Name’s Ran. I’ll be your kind of supervisor, but not really since I don’t exactly know what all you’ll be doing. When it comes to personnel structure you’re a bit of a unicorn.” 
“You mean narwhal?” the guard interrupted.
You grimaced as Ran laughed. “Not as terrible as your usual jokes Lock, I’ll give you that.” They turned back to you. “Basically, I’m your point person. You need something, you come to me.”
You shook their hand and gave your name in response. 
“Come on, I’ll show you around.” 
You fell into step beside Ran, only to freeze as you reached the top of the stairs and entered the main lobby atrium. 
It was… well, it was amazing. The building’s exterior motif had been carried over inside and yet you were still surprised at what you saw. Coastal evergreen trees flanked the edges of the room, towering above you as they reached towards twisted iron and glass skylights. The floor was a neutral brown toned tile polished to the point that you could see your reflection in it. A staircase hidden amongst the trees to your left led the way up to an open walkway on the second floor. To your right, there was indeed a short waterfall that spanned the length of a long but shallow tank. 
It was then you spotted what you knew would be your baby. A massive, four story tall aquarium. It loomed over you, somehow dominating the atrium but also blending seamlessly into the background. One might initially overlook it as part of the wall, but once you noticed it, it was impossible to tear your eyes away. 
“Pretty cool right?” Ran asked from your side. 
You blinked, having forgotten you weren’t alone. “Not what I was expecting, that's for sure.” 
“You’re not alone there. We were all surprised when we saw the Boss’s plans for this place.” 
An arched bridge over a small pond brought you to the central elevator—which was inside of an aquarium. Ran pointed to the main tank as you walked. “Second floor is visitor viewing, third is offices, fourth belongs to the Boss, and fifth is your domain.” 
“My domain?”
“Where all the fish stuff and tank equipment is. Well, the majority of it. There’s some stuff in the basement but that’s mainly the research lab.”
You nodded as the doors closed behind you. 
“The fourth and fifth floors require a code or key badge to gain access,” they held up their hand, “mine’s in my prosthesis, our head of security will get you set up with it all. Like I said, the fifth floor is your domain. If there’s ever any issues, call security, then me.” 
The elevator began its ascent and you looked curiously through the glass. There were translucent moon jellyfish leisurely floating wherever the water took them. Not a care in the world and no idea they were in a groundbreaking mechanical and aquatic marvel. While you were impressed, another thought crept into your mind. 
“This is going to be a bitch to clean.” 
Ran laughed and you rolled your eyes. The elevator rose above the tank's water level and a few moments later opened to a hallway. You approached a large metal door and Ran scanned their badge again. “Here we are. We’ve been calling it the marina.” 
As you entered, you immediately felt more at ease. To most, it probably looked like an array of pipes, humming machines, and open areas of water—the tops of tanks—but Ran was right; it was most definitely your domain. 
“I have a surface level understanding, but I’m not even going to try and explain to you what everything is.” 
“No need,” you responded as you walked around and took in everything, “this is all pretty standard stuff.” 
Ran jumped as something splashed in the water behind you. Turning, you were pleased to see a familiar face poking out of the surface. It belonged to a green sea turtle by the name Enoch. Grayson had informed you that he and another turtle, Clarence, had been moved here from a local marine rehab facility and you were excited to have them under your care. 
You approached the edge of the water. “Hey bud, remember me?”
Enoch eyed you curiously for a moment before darting back underwater with a large splash in your direction. 
Ran spoke up from behind you, “He and the other one put on quite the show when your supervisor moved them here, took more than one set of hands to get them in. Hell of a woman.” 
You smiled, standing back up. “Grayson can be intimidating, but she takes good care of us.” 
“Well, I hope I can offer you the same. A lot of us building crew people have been with the Boss way before the company was even close to incorporated status. Some of us from even before there was a company at all. We look out for one another.” They grinned. “So as long as you don’t piss anyone off, you’re one of us now.” 
“Damn, there goes my afternoon plans,” you replied sarcastically as you threw your hands in the air. 
Ran snorted. “Ha, you’ll fit in just fine.” 
Besides all the equipment and tanks, there was pretty much everything you needed; a small walk-in refrigerator for all the food, a locker room containing a brand new scuba suit, a private bathroom complete with a shower, and even a small office where you dropped off your backpack.  
Ran opened the large steel gate next to your office. “You can take the freight elevator directly here from the back entrance at the loading docks if you want. That’s where we're headed now.” 
“Aw, and miss out on Lock’s amazing jokes everyday?” 
They snorted. “I’m sure he’ll be just as heartbroken.” 
The tour progressed quickly after that. At the loading docks you met a few more of the maintenance people and worked out the details of where Ekko should go when he came with the sharks. 
From there, you went to the basement. Just as Ran had said, a portion of it contained more aquarium equipment—mainly the salinization tanks—but the rest was set up for pharmaceutical research. 
There wasn’t much of note for the second and third floors. The second was basically a continuation of the main atrium, and the third was a maze of cubicles that you had no interest in navigating. 
On the fourth floor were two separate tanks that divided large conference rooms. They were dense with coral to offer privacy between the spaces, but otherwise seemed empty. Around the corner, you entered a smaller room that held a modest array of aquatic equipment and a long tank. 
“I believe this is the only freshwater tank in the building. Boss’s office is on the other side.”
You stepped closer to the glass and observed the gnarled looking fish inside—you didn’t have much experience with piranhas, their nature far more chaotic than the predators you were used to. 
“Your supervisor let me feed them a few times, never knew feeding frenzies were an actual thing until I saw it.” 
“Me feeding them won’t interrupt whatever’s going on on the other side?” 
Ran hummed. “If anything, Boss will probably schedule meetings during it to freak his clients.” 
You laughed. “I don’t know much about the corporate world, but I guess at his level he can do whatever he wants.” 
“You’re learning quick.” 
You both gave the piranhas one last look before exiting the room. 
“Okay, one more stop then I’m releasing you into the wild.” 
Down another hallway were a handful of doors. Ran tapped them as they walked by, “Storage, storage, where the bodies are hidden, my office that I’m never in, and the main dog house.” 
“Wasn’t funny when you came up with it, still isn’t funny now,” an annoyed voice added from the inside. 
Ran ignored their comment and ushered you through the door. “This is Sevika, our head of security, she’ll get you set up with all that junk. When you’re done here you can head back up to the marina and get yourself settled.” 
A prosthetic arm, similar in design to Ran’s hand, held out a tablet to you. 
“This is yours, IT should have it all setup. Login and check your email, do whatever housekeeping tasks are there.” Metal fingers tapped a pin pad on the desk. “Enter in an eight digit code you’re not going to forget. And don’t make it your birthday.” 
You opted for the date of your first free dive with your father. Even through the goggles, the pride in his eyes was something you’d never forget. He had watched you work so hard to get to that moment. You hoped he would have a similar reaction when you told him about your new position. Working for a private collector, especially a company like Zaun Inc., wasn’t where you had pictured yourself to be.
You were startled from your thoughts when a small item was tossed at you. It bounced off your chest but you managed to catch it before it fell to the ground and you made a fool of yourself. 
“That’s your security badge, don’t lose it.” 
You examined the small, unassuming piece of plastic and metal. It was equipped with a clip that you could probably use to attach it to the band of your watch. 
“Is it waterproof?” 
An unimpressed stare was your response. 
“Hazard of the job,” you shrugged. 
“Right… well I guess we’ll find out then, won’t we?” She leaned back in her chair. “That’s all I have. Main doors are open from 8am to 6pm, after that you’ll need your badge to get in. Any questions?” 
You held up the sleek tablet. “Got any cases for this?”
Another look. 
“I can guarantee at minimum this thing is going to get splashed.” 
Sevika brought a hand to her forehead. “Buy a case and give the receipt to Ran, they’ll get you reimbursed.” 
You nodded. 
“Anything else?” 
“Nope, if I think of anything else I’ll find Ran.” 
This seemed to please the woman. “Alright, go do whatever you do.” You had just stepped outside the door when she added, “And take good care of those turtles, they were a bitch to move!” 
You laughed, knowing exactly how temperamental Clarence could be when he was in a mood.
To your surprise, but delight, the badge chip worked immediately. The small action and the day’s tour had you thinking maybe working here wouldn’t be so bad after all. Off the bat, you knew it’d be long hours, but it was a relief to know money wasn’t an issue when it came to animal care and aquarium maintenance. 
Only a few steps into the area and your face quickly fell from pleased to irritated when you saw you weren’t alone. 
A man was there, hands clasped behind him and facing away from you as he looked over the opening of the main tank. Just what you needed, problems mere moments after you were sent off alone. You brought up your most authoritative voice. 
“Excuse me sir, this area is for authorized personnel only. I’m going to have to ask you to leave.” 
For moments, the only sounds came from the humming of the pumps and gentle lapping of the water, as something unknown shifted in the air. 
“Seeing as I own the building,” the man casually drawled with a tilt of his head, revealing a red eye that bore into your own, “I’m authorized to go wherever I please.”
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lyraoctaviawrites · 2 months
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Ayo, new Into the Phantasm cover art?
Now what could that possibly mean?
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Btw, shoutout to @neko-podboom for the portal background, you are a greater portal-maker than I
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eyes-of-nine · 7 months
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ppl who would straight up die if a woman topped them
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askthedarksidersfam · 2 years
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In the Pines
Coronach
Summary: You weren’t lucky. Nightmares come real descended upon the Earth and you like everyone, was caught in the crossfire. You’re trying your best to cope with the fact that the universe just got a whole lot bigger as you reside in the Dead Kingdom. You’re lonely in the city where all the dead roam, without a familiar face in sight. Perhaps that will change as you wait for someone to come. Little do you know things are about to get very interesting.
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Cavernous maws stretched into an eternal ghoulish wail frothed with endless rivers of lava past stalagmites for teeth, reflective of their livid wrath. Heat rolled off the three rock beads in oppressive tidal waves, sparks flickering past the empty sockets of what is supposed to be eyes. Entrapped in an immense cavern the hot air could only circulate through, bringing even more choking heat, nearly suffocating the only living being among them.
Presented at the highest peak of the rocky cliff forming a platform before the Council. In a mark of ultimate indignity to an honorable soldier, a man decorated in steel and copper armor and deep red hood was presented on his knees in an involuntary kneel. Heavy chains tie his huge arms painfully taut to two pillars erected from stone, standing at each of his sides. In his wounded pride, he pulls against his restraints humiliated in his predicament. His stern, deeply sculpted face hid under the shadows of his hood, his wispy white hair spilling from his neck to further obscure his features.
The Red Horsemen.
His head kept to the cracked floor, refusing to meet either of the three pairs of unblinking pits for eye sockets. War didn’t need to know that the three heads were sending daggers into him for his supposed crime against the sacred Balance of the universe.
For breaking the Seals and setting forth the Apocalypse upon Earth far before humanity was strong enough to survive.
Yet the claims weren’t true! War thinks ruefully, pulling against the chains in protest, teeth baring with a hiss.
War heard the call, the horn meant to summon the Four Horsemen to Earth to cull all the wicked upon the Third Kingdom’s home world. He rode to the little blue planet to find an already devastated battlefield, filled with the children of Heaven and Hell. Among them was Abbadon, an Archangel General who stood out sorely as he wasn’t supposed to be on Earth.
Not without reason.
But the Angel perished before War could get a coherent word from him, crushed to death by the hands of a demon. Then soon enough in a brief and painful battle with the demon, War fell to Straga in the end. Under the magic of the Council was War’s barely living mangled corpse was discovered and returned before the three imposing heads. His wounds dragging him ever closer to death’s edge were begrudgingly healed, but not completely erased as a reminder of their fury. All they allowed to be mended was the broken arm, twisted foot and deep cut traveling up his chest into his shoulder.
The scrape on his right cheek exposing muscle and even a hint of teeth beneath however, was left to sting and scab on its own, along with so many other nicks. But War didn’t pay any mind to the dull aches, if he had the agony of losing his other arm, he wouldn’t give the arrogant bastards the satisfaction of seeing him even flinch. He wouldn’t let his pride be wounded further.
At least any more than it already has been.
Beads of perspiration trickle down the swell of his impassible brow, dropping to the ashen floor below in a small dark mark. War solely focuses on the spots, the moments before he was called to Earth repeat in his head.
On a distant realm War had been tromping about a downtrodden path in an impressive valley, hidden beneath the cover of the overhead canyons. Under the harsh shadows War stalked the passage, watching an oncoming oasis creep into view behind a naturally occurring archway in the rock. The sweet echoing sounds of water falling fills the silence as footfalls and hoot beats gently reverberate in the stone gorge.
It was a moment of tranquility for the Rider, more rare than hens teeth as he found comfort not in battle, but the stillness. Unlike his sister, War didn’t need to itch the scratch to fight to fuel her impatient soul, at least not to the extent she reached. True, as warfare incarnate the Red Horseman thrived off the adrenaline and carnage of the battlefield, his very blood and reason for existence.
However in the rare lull of quiet time with no missions to be completed nor stay realms of otherworldly creatures to slaughter, War found himself ruminating. His mind in a slow pace of content peace gave him the opportunity to relax, evident by his choice of seating himself under an especially shady spot by the oasis lake, Chaoseater set to the side, the water lapping lazily. Ruin himself picked up on the mellow mood, electing to pace at the water’s edge, huge head craning down to take a slow drink, blinking sluggishly.
War has watched the horse paw at the water, splashing himself with the blissfully cold liquid before turning away to rest under an especially shady tree.
If it had been any other time, War would’ve called him a slothful fool, yet he’d be a hypocrite. Especially as his own eyelids began to slide down over his impossibly blue eyes, white eyelashes slipping into his half-vision.
War, the Red Horseman, serene enough to take a nap.
His chin bumps against the bolder he’d chosen to sit against, his frame slackening in his comfort. An especially deep breath was sucked in through his nose, filling his lungs with the misty air, then exhaled with a great sigh. The tiniest hint of a cool breeze kissing his exposed cheeks as his eyes finally drifted closed. Steady, rhythmic breaths rise and fall from his chest.
Serendipity.
Until a horn trembles the air, startling War to awake, his heart lurching at the unexpected interruption.
Confusedly, War strains to listen to the horn, as does his own steed who was rudely awoken, ears pinned back as he snorts. He recognized that call…
The call of the End Times.
Upon his sworn duty, War must ride to Earth and punish the wicked. But must it really be before his nap?
Unfortunately, it had to be.
And that was where War was left to be, back to the present with still no discernible answer to his supposed crime. He knew the horn, as it was like no other heard in existence, so there was no mistaken identity gone horribly awry.
Had it…?
No, War pushes down the thought that clings to him like a parasite to a host. No, there had to be a more dire solution, perhaps something he’d missed.
Behind him, a flash of white light shines through the cavern, harshly casting stretching shadows just before disappearing just as quick as it arrived. In that instant War knew that he wasn’t alone, but not under threat for there were only three beings who had the knowledge of passing to this hidden place. His brothers and sister, the other Horsemen. Were they too here after what had happened? He could talk to them, find out what they sensed when the call was heard.
He only heard one set of footfalls, and he recognized the steely clacks of pointed heels. Fury.
Pulling on the chains, War does his best to crane his neck to peek from under his suspended arm. He sees just the slightest hint of his eldest and only sister, completely clean of scrapes or blood. She’s nearing the tops of the stairs as she mutters hopefully “Please, please, please tell me you’re a planet of demons that needs slaying. Or two.”
It’s then she finally meets his kneeling form does her wishful face drop, no doubt aback at the presentation of her youngest brother. Just as quick as Fury’s features drop, she replaces them with a hardened stare, gleaming with contempt. She encircles him once before stopping just to his right, in full frontal view as she looks down her nose.
“War?” She inquires, but the younger doesn’t meet her, burying his head deeper into his cloak after he realized the mocking glint in her eyes, “what pathetic fate have you brought upon yourself, brother?”
War’s fists clench creaking dangerously, insulted he cares his teeth, “Watch your tongue.” He growls lowly, fighting his restraints vehemently. Fury laughs, not shy of showing her bemusement as her gauntleted hand comes to cup War’s jaw before raising his head to look up.
“I may be least favored of all the Horsemen but at least my tongue never found me chained to a rock like some dog.” War bares his teeth, an urge to bite her was strong, but would only prove her point further.
“Fury, approach us.” The middle head of the Council orders, and said Horseman frees her brother's head with a shove, War grits his teeth, keeping his head low.
“I trust there’s a mess that needs tending to?” Fury jokes, stepping closer to the platform before the three heads. The air rumbles with deep vibrations from their echoing voices, “Though you jest you speak true,” the middle begins, just barely containing his disdain.
“War has broken his vows to this Council, and shattered the Seventh Seal!” The accusation sends the male Nephilim into a flurry, releasing a bellow as he thrashes wildly, heavy chains rattling violently. “I HAVE DONE NO SUCH THING! I WAS SUMMONED TO EARTH!”
“SILENCE!” The middle roars, lava spewing from his gurgling maw as Fury sidestepped the magma to avoid a nasty burn. War’s struggles don’t lessen even under the heated glares, he wouldn’t let this… slander be passed on to his sister. He had no hand in this!
“Such insolence!” The middle, by far the most emotional of the three hisses, sparks of fire flying from his cavernous eye sockets, spurts of smoke flare from his nostrils. The very image of rage. War only takes their indignation like a bull to a red rag, challenging his superiors with an especially steely glower, his teeth glinting dangerously.
“The Apocalypse…?” Fury echoes, baffled, she turns to War, “why would he…?”
“We know not… yet.” None of the Nephilim missed the underlying threat in the booming tone. “As we speak Earth falls under the spears of Heaven and the hammers of Hell.”
“So the Horsemen are to ride?” Fury sounds dubious.
“No,” the center began, “while the Council is to make sense of the abominable act of War’s betrayal, there is a matter that needs... delicate attention.”
War never once blinks as he listens in on the task to be handled by Fury, but his mighty heart lurches to his throat. It is revealed that the reason for Death and Strife’s absence before the Council’s company is because they are missing. His brothers don’t go missing. Not without reason.
What are they up to…?
A million possibilities run into War’s mind, occupying his already disheveled brain.
It wasn’t until the clacks of Fury’s heels pass by him does War lift his head, panicked he calls out in a gentler tone.
“Fury, wait! I-“ the Nephilim struggles to find the proper words, completely vulnerable does he drop his head in defeat, but the woman simply stares on, apathetic. It was at this moment did War know this would no doubt be the last time he’d see her if he knew what the penalty was for his crime.
What can you say to your family on death row?
One incident comes from the deepest recesses of his eternal memory, a time that still brings regret to the seasoned warrior. A time where he was undisciplined, young and incredibly stupid. The time far in the past when he’d attempted to kill Fury in his crazed bloodlust and lost his left arm to Harvester.
He’d never apologized. But what was the purpose? His pride as well as himself had been wounded enough to learn a lesson, Fury found a semblance of satisfaction in getting the message sent to his thick skull.
‘But it’s the sentiment,’ something inside his brain utters, making him try to see beyond his own principles. ‘What’s the chance you’ll ever see her again? Would you really die without saying anything at all?’
Sucking in a breath, War takes what is most likely the last bit of contact with his family he’ll probably make as a living man. He stares right into her eyes, then his face falls into something not fit for a creature like him. Vulnerability. She recognizes the weight of his expression in just the slightest widening of her eyes.
“I-“, tell her, just tell her, “what happened in the past,” that’s it, keep going, “on that day, I deeply regret what I’ve done.” I’m sorry.
“Search your heart,” please, “you cannot believe me guilty of these crimes.” War pulls against his chains, craning his neck to simply spectate Fury stroll by, unaffected.
His heart felt as if it had been close to shriveling away, the callous brush off left a piercing sting to his chest. “Something is wrong with the Universe!” She needs to know that this is a setup, and not his own doing. Even if his death is guaranteed, at least he’d see Fury spared in his demise and hopefully the rest of his family would be saved as well.
“Be vigilant! Forces conspire against us! Heed my words!!!”
Silence.
It was as if he’d been speaking to a ghost.
“War…” The booming voice growls, grave as death, “you have broken your vows, shattered the sacred Seals and rode to Earth, dooming mankind,” not once does the rider blink, staring at the ground, “and the Charred Council has decided that for your blasphemous acts against the Balance, you are to be sentenced to death.”
Despite his beating heart, War has never felt steadier. His fists unclench and his shoulders slacken, accepting his fate. He would die, but he would die without fear as a warrior should. So he breaks away from his cowering to face his opponents head on.
Poised like cobras, the three heads charged their attack in unison, fire building up within their mouths like stone dragons. Great tidal waves of heat rolled off of them, becoming far too suffocating as the smoke choked cavern illuminated with light. The very foundation of the cave began to shudder, magma splashes wildly under the intense quakes. Stalactites crack and break, free falling hap-hazardously into the lakes below and splinter dangerously close to War. But not once does the Nephilim flinch.
Staring ahead at three balls of fire like blazing suns, the rider takes in one last breath, memorizing the feeling of a beating heart and roaring blood. He blinks once, and feels a wetness fall down his cheek as he awaits his fate.
The fireballs pulse with energy and glow near white, blinding War into averting his gaze. But like a predator taking advantage of their prey’s mistake of looking away, it strikes. The combined power of their blasts collide harshly into War’s awaiting frame with the force of a siege engine. The rock below him turns to liquid as War takes the brunt of the attack.
Instantly War releases the most excruciating howl in all his years, this was a pain beyond comprehension. Beyond the agonizing sensation of his very armor turning to molten metal, what once was meant as a protector in battle now his worst enemy as his skin bubbles and peels off with the contact. His flesh, what little remained untouched, ripped and tore apart down to the very cells. War’s body was desperately fighting off the fire, trying to knit what could be restored, but with each passing second only more of him would be marred.
It was a losing battle.
Skin singed away to muscle, flames eating away at the rider like a starved beast, determined to take every last available morsel. But what didn’t kill War wasn’t the flames consuming him but the air he lacked. With no breaths to draw, War grew ever weaker, evident by his wails beginning to falter.
It was all too much.
Then, as the fire turned a brilliant white, it ended at the sound of chains rattling and a body collapsing to the ground. Dead.
As the smoke clears, before the Charred Council are the shriveled, blackened remains of the Red Rider in a twisted, ugly heap of ashen bone and twisted steel.
The Red Rider is dead.
———
A small breeze brushes past your face, stirring up the more than stale air, bits of dust fluttering by your feet. Usually you’d sigh and smile gently at the sensation of the wind billowing the bits of hair peeking out of your beanie hat. But shriveled lungs don’t need air.
However, the sentiment remained as you fulfilled that little comfort you held.
Seated on a half demolished stone wall, you watch the people below you small as grains of sand mingle amongst each other. The crowd reaches well into uncountable numbers, a sea of faces mixed and unable to be discerned into an individual. Not that you’d bother to even try. They’d be gone just as quick as they appeared, frantically searching.
If anyone had run into the scene before them, they’d believe themselves to have entered a derelict, but bustling city. A city made of stone. The sights would be scenic, breathtaking even with the towering buildings akin to ancient castles and supposedly clean streets, if you ignore the piles of dust. But if you took a closer glance, you’d recognize something off about the city.
Windows with no glass, not a single light fixture hanging from street lamps, in fact there was not even one pole that was present that came from the modern century. Oil lamps hung from posts, glowing a gentle green light in the darkness of an overcast sky under an afternoon sun. The sky, like the flames, was out of place, for instead of a bright and familiar blue, the laws of nature were askew with the sky, what could be seen through the clouds, was an impossible pale green.
If the unobservant hadn’t been clued in to the strangeness of this place, the wails of the people would be the final giveaway. Within the city, although people of different origins had come to mingle here, they all had one thing in common. The sickly pale green hue clinging to them like a second skin.
It isn’t the work of some communal disease carried by each city member dyeing the epidermis an impossible hue, but rather the mark of a ghost. Everyone here was dead.
You included.
It hadn’t been a pretty picture when you first set foot here.
——
Heaving panicked gulps of air, you can only watch on in terror as you wildly eye your left arm, what’s supposed to be connected to your shoulder, lie uselessly on the ground before you. Your right leg is hanging by a literal thread, the muscles strained to the limit as you can see your own femur peek through the space.
Your jacket is covered in vomit and blood, but that isn’t your concern. You’re rather more focused on the pack of unearthly hounds closing in on you, scrabbling away at the slabs of concrete that serve as your makeshift hidey hole.
There’s no way out other than the spot you’d managed to crawl into before you’d been mauled and played tug of war with your limbs with those… things. Huge, black coated beasts you’d dare to call hellish dogs from your worst nightmares had found you and decided to trail you after you barely managed to escape a scuffle with a winged man in gold.
You try to search for another exit, desperate to escape, but it’s all futile when you feel your ever eyelids betrayal as they slowly drift down, heavier than lead. Despite your thrumming heart, you’ve never felt more exhausted in your life, nor have you ever felt so cold, a shiver running up your spine.
Gradually, the strength you have wanes away with each labored breath, your vision falling between bouts of blurriness and focus. Limbs, those that remain, soon stop scrabbling at the concrete as a wave of fatigue washed through your veins.
Wouldn’t it be nice just to close your eyes?
Sunlight breaks through as the slab serving as your barricade is finally lifted. Snarling heads of hellish dogs force their way into the growing space, snapping vehemently. As debris falls down to your jacket, you don’t look at the beasts, but instead, in an act of indulgence, bring your head to bathe in the sun’s gentle rays.
You take in one deep breath, then release it.
It’s the last you take as two fangs long as your forearm dig into your throat, piercing your esophagus. Blood floods your airway, drowning your lungs as you begin to gag and choke. With a quick wrench of your head, your neck snaps.
It’s all over.
——
“No… not another one… you unfortunate little beastie.”
You don’t recognize this voice. It’s not the tone of your mother, and not your father, given its feminine lilt. It’s fruity, pleasant to hear, but has the slightest twinge of a croak of an older age, and it’s heavy with an accent. In your half asleep mind, you’d guess Scottish.
Blearily, you wonder if it’s because you rolled over the remote in your sleep and turned the tv on to some random channel. Still delirious, your brain is riding the final waves of the very frightening nightmare, angels, demon dogs and the world falling apart. Now you’ve had some intense dreams in your time, but you’ve never had one so realistic, you swear you can feel a phantom pain in your arm you’re no doubt sleeping on.
Stretching out the ache in your muscles, you gently groan as the stiffness lifts just the tiniest bit. But as your arm lazily drapes over what should be your bed, instead you feel a hardness akin to concrete. Not only does this send alarm bells ringing in your head, it’s the lack of a jolt in your chest that accompanies these bouts of small panic.
There’s not a single beat beneath your breastbone.
Your eyes then fly open, your retinas sting under an unexpected light, forcing a hand to shoot up to your face, shielding your eyes. A soft cry escapes a scratchy throat as your eyes slowly adjust to the sunlight, there is however a sight that isn’t familiar.
Past the visage of your sleeved arm, you spot a woman. A very large woman. She’s kneeling yet she absolutely towers over you even as you scramble to a crouching position, ready to bolt at a moment’s notice. You don’t know if she is a threat.
“Easy there wee beastie,” that voice again, but now you know it’s from the giantess. Her arms, both covered in some foreign arm guards, are raised placatingly like she’s trying to soothe a flighty animal. Although her hands are bare of any weapons, you do spy an imposing axe strapped to her back, and two golden half-shields, bigger than you are tall, attached to each hip. You take a step back, still untrusting of the giantess.
“It’s alright, I ain’t gon’ hurt ya.” She tries again, sensing your panic the mysterious woman with slow, deliberate motions, unstraps her impossibly huge axe, then, unlike anything you’d imagine, gently tosses it away, disarming herself. “See? I mean ya no harm.”
Despite the gesture, you’re still not sure what to make of this woman. What if there was some ulterior motive? Among other questions you had. But most importantly-
“Where am I?”
The giantess looks down to herself, then up to you and finally you can get a good view of her. Her angular face is void of all real fleshy color, as if she’d never seen a day of sunlight in her life, in fact her skin seemed almost corpse-like, tinged the slightest of a green. Her hair, unlike her sickly colored skin, is a brighter hue of burgundy, but it has been overrun by gray hairs showing her older age. Her hair is pulled into a multitude of braids, two run behind her pointed ears and over her shoulders while the rest is tied into four ponytails that spill into untamed curls, falling past her shoulders and across her back.
She stares at you with faded green eyes, deep as a forest, but your own eyes can’t stop darting all over her, taking in the strange armor and scars that mark her face.
This seems straight out of your nightmares. Are you still dreaming?
You shake your head, not believing a single thing that’s racing through your cranium. This is some next level Inception shit.
“You’re in the Kingdom of the Dead, wee beastie. The place where the souls of the dead reside.” You hear the answer, but it doesn’t register as you’re sent into another tizzy. Kingdom? Dead? Souls?
‘This is one fucked up dream…’ you think, arms shaky under you as you try not to heave, but even as the sensation is strong, you vaguely think that this is the most vivid, physically involved dream you’d ever experienced.
Yet why does your stomach ache so much?
“I’m afraid this isn’t a dream, what you and the rest of your people are experiencing is real.” Did you really say that out loud? The woman affirms, tone gentle as a whispered psalm, but you can’t think over the ringing of your ears.
“No,” you hiss, fingers digging into the stone, yet you don’t feel the pain of the stone in the finger pads. “This is just some elaborate trick my mind is playing! I knew I shouldn’t have eaten that much cake before bed!”
“Cake…?”
“I just need to wake up!” You titter to yourself, sheepish in the aspect of forgetting such a simple principle in escaping the realm of sleep. You’ve read it in articles before, but never practiced it. However, you seemed to be in total control of your dream self at this very second. It was worth the shot.
Smack!
You miss the way the giantess, a formidable monster, flinch upon the impact. Your hand had met the awaiting flesh of your cheek, but what startled you most was the absolute lack of pain. In fact, you felt nothing at all. Not the sting from your palm nor the ache of your teeth beneath.
There wasn’t even a change in your nonexistent heartbeat.
What…?
Shaking, your mind refuses to accept the slightest hint of what’s occurring. You stare at your hand that just moments ago struck your face, but there’s a sight that makes you unleash a scream.
Your hand, what’s supposed to be the color of flesh, pumping with blood, was tinged the same green as the giant’s. Every single pore was the exact dull color of a corpse, not a single hair the shade of life.
No! No, no, no!
Your eyes wildly dart about for some sort of reflective surface, needing proof that this isn’t real. It’s just a trick of the light! Maybe your eyes are faulty-?!
Your focus lands on the abandoned axe, and although it was an object of anxiety just minutes ago, it now will be the answer you seek. Madly, you scramble like a mad creature towards the weapon, not even worrying about the imposing woman who seems more keen on calling out to you. You don’t listen, not even as you practically throw yourself on the ground to peer at the reflective metal.
Although the appearance is dull, you can just make out your features and find contrasting colors of your hoodie, the beanie and-
Your face.
No, no, no.
Your hands wipe at your eyes, not ready to accept what you see. It has to be a trick of the light, or maybe your brain is associating itself with the giant, and thinks itself the same shade-
No! Your hands come down to pound at your face in fists, smacking yourself with reckless abandon.
You refuse to accept the image your brain has sent you. There’s no way in Hell that your face is the same as the rest of your body, that sickly green. Despite the hits you deliver, the only stinging you feel from behind your eyeballs, the pressure building painfully.
“Wake up, wake up, wake UP!!” You screech, fists now turning to open handed clawing. Wetness falls down your cheeks as you choke on a sob.
“Stop that!” The woman behind you commands, and you’d rather not listen to the dream character, more focused on trying to leave this never ending nightmare. You do however stop, but not by your own will, for your hands are pinned in place by two hands so large they outsize your own arms. It’s when the pressure tightens ever so slightly in warning against your thrashing do your eyes finally open. It’s the woman again, her eyes glimmering sympathetically.
“Yer not gon’ git anywhere doin’ that,” she says softly, tone gentle as if you’d break under the strain. Grimly you believe she might be into something, slackening under her hold, her firm grip loosened ever so slightly.
This just can’t be real. It can’t
No pain, not even in a dream. Not waking up.
Oh god, oh god- then, then everything from before-?
“Easy there,” she soothes like a mother to an upset child, “none o’ that harmin’ business.”
Your eyes unfocus, breaking into a thousand yard stare, tears you didn’t know you were holding back flooding over your cheeks. Barely choked back sobs escape your throat, but you didn’t have the capacity to care right now. Everything that just happened, what you’d write off as just some lucid thoughts made from a sadistic forebrain is in actuality, real life.
The hands release themselves from your arms, one of them actually comes up to stroke your back gently.
Like the final crack in the foundation, the emotional dam in you is demolished. And you scream.
A ghostly wail to join in with the millions of other unfortunate souls.
———
You vowed then to never lose composure again. You’d put the giantess, who’d you learn to actually be Maker, a species of giant folk gifted with impossible crafting abilities to create worlds, through enough as it was.
After you’d come to pull yourself into a presentable and less of a sobbing mess, she’d introduce herself as Engri. A warrior mage. It was with some shaky introductions on your part did you finally get a sense of where you were and what exactly that entails.
This place, still with denial at your heels, was known as the Dead Kingdom, the resting home of souls that have departed from their world and mortal cages. A sort of limbo, or heaven as you’d first initially assumed it to be. Until Engri boomed a short burst of laughter, assuring that Heaven was in now way, this downtrodden realm.
You’d then come to question how Engri knew, which was swiftly answered by the elder Maler that she’d traveled to the accursed “White City” a few times in her youth before she could swing her first sword. Her dam, or mother, had been a well skilled crafter who sold her wares to the best buyers. The reason for her unmatched craft was the rare gift of potent enchanting to make weapons that could do whatever she willed it to. A spear that never missed, a shield that never shattered or even swords that could sap away the strength of their foes.
It sent your head spinning, but all you could ask between the overwhelming feeling of talk of religious creatures, things of myth, was how did Engri find you.
It was then in the very brief time you’ve been with the giantess you’d seen her look so hopeless and sad. Her ears drooped and her face, which was deceptively youthful broke into something more akin to an older, world weary soul.
“I’ve heard o’ the tragedy on Earth through the fallen birds, er, Angels,” she coughed into her palm, trying to formulate a sentence without her face further betraying her, “an’ I knew you wee beasties would be a’scared. I wanted to help bring peace to ya people. I know what it’s like ta be frightened.”
You really didn’t know what to say then.
Or ever for that.
Engri then took the liberty of escorting you to the heart of the city, where other souls resided along with angels and even a couple of civil demons. At least those who decided to remain within the city limits. You never experienced the shock of seeing an Angel in peace as they were mostly shooting at you. Perhaps still not exactly over what happened to your death, had flinched when an especially friendly otherworldly demon waved at you.
It’s been almost what, a week or two, and you still can’t comprehend this new reality. Every time you wake up you don’t see the familiar ceiling or feel the comforter sheet tangled around your legs. Just, the same green sunlight that manages to push through the seemingly permanent overcast weather.
In the time that has gone by, you’d put in an effort into adjusting to this new, slow and undoubtedly eternal life. The stories of an eternal afterlife in paradise sounded… peaceful. At least the ones that consider Heaven the final resting spot.
Now you’ve heard of a few different afterlifes from different cultures, halls of eternal feasting, purification of the souls before being able to rest or even reuniting with your ancestors and spending eternity forever celebrating with loved ones.
So far, the only one close enough was the last one, minus the eternal celebration.
You’d seen families be reunited in the streets, exchanging ghostly kisses and hugs tight enough to squeeze what little air remained in dead lungs. However, between the few fleeting moments of elated relief to see familiar faces, there are still so many more who don’t know a single soul here.
Alone.
People separated and scared huddled in the shadows or called on the streets in different languages, looking for whomever they could recognize. You still can hear those lonely, beckoning wails for lost lovers and missing children late in the night.
Your own chest clenched with sympathy upon each and every wayward soul that wandered the seemingly endless city without a friend at their side. Sure, some four legged companion would trot along to fill the empty space, but it wasn’t the same. However, just enough to bar the lonesome sorrow that hung over their heads like an inescapable thundercloud.
Deep down, you longed to join them in the crusade of endless searching amongst the ghostly crowds, but in your brain denial nipped at the back of your head. Somewhere deep in the caverns of your mind a voice vehemently disregarded all possibilities of your family being here with you, insisting that they’d somehow survived the mayhem. Somehow they’d escaped legions of beastly demons and fanatic angels in addition to collapsing buildings and fellow humans who’d be more than willing to sacrifice another if it meant prolonging their deaths.
You never set foot on the city plaza, where all the lost would gather, fearing that your guesses would be right and that your own family had to endure a horrid end. The unshakable phantom pains followed closely when you’d take a nanosecond to recall your last moments. Despite the fact you as a ghost luckily kept all your limbs intact, never staved the fact you’d still recall the unspeakable terror in every pump of adrenaline.
But it would definitely stave the heartache of loneliness.
Maybe it would be a better start if you hadn’t decided to seat yourself at the city’s limits, teetering betwixt the Lord of Bone’s Court and the empty stretch of decayed forest heading back to the metropolis. A singular cobblestone road connecting the two together edged with a derelict stone wall you’d come to seat yourself on, watching the buildings in the horizon.
It’s where you’d first arrived.
Through Engri you’d come to learn that most souls passed through this general road, which was why she’d positioned herself here to guide frightened souls to the city since “none of the pompous men in the Court would do any work themselves.” Quite the tension with politics in this place.
Perhaps when you dredge yourself into a better mood, you’d ask about the exact know hows about the governing body of this realm in further detail. Though she’d provided a few bits here and there, all you’d come to know was of an arena Engri would find to pass her time with, and an expert swordsman within who’d been a great sparring partner. She’d greatly emphasized her love of the arena with all the talk of the Court being about that place.
Speaking of the Maker, she wasn’t here now, away with escorting a new batch of mismatched souls of five humans and two angelic soldiers, though Engri was less than forgiving to the winged men. You’d decided to keep put on your spot, fiddling with a bare tree branch in case anyone would turn up then take them down the road.
And within the deep recesses of your brain that you’d openly deny if asked, mayhaps run into a familiar face. At least, you’d been torn between wanting to see a cousin, a friend or even your mother or father and willing them to be alive and well, unlike you.
But, in the one in two billion, if not trillion chances that such a coincidence should arrive at your metaphorical doorstep, what then would be the next step? In this undead life there’s nothing but time to be wasted without worry of what remained when you once lived. Jobs certainly held no place here, all left behind in the modern world and to this ancient place, and given the obvious no need to eat when the body doesn’t require it. Nothing but time to kill.
Would you continue to grieve now that there’s no limit to life? Or within the span of a few months or even years could these hidden wounds be sealed as if you’d still walked the Earth? You’d never be able to tell.
‘Could I find my family again?’ You ponder, contemplating the chances, eternal undead life, no jobs or responsibilities to tend to, and nothing but time?
You severely doubted that. But maybe, just maybe in that almost impossible case, it could happen.
Waiting however, doesn’t keep you company.
Swinging the leg that’s not tucked under the other, you take the arms length branch in your hand and whip it aimlessly. A faint whistle flying through the quiet when you’d lash it hard enough. You didn’t worry about the impending sting in case you’d accidentally whack yourself, but the sentiment remained as you’d cautiously kept from striking yourself.
You slap the branch in the stone, smiling as the wood knocked against rock with a satisfactory thunk. Then drag the dead limb across the imperfections across the wall face, intently listening to the sounds that brought a bout of nostalgia from your younger years. What you wouldn’t give to run the stick across a chain-link fence and receive that beautiful rattle.
Boredom was a close friend here, so it was best to carry the time with the best remedies, even if they were simple lest you’d go insane in the emptiness.
Laying back on the stone, you faced the overcast sky with you arms lazily dangling off the sides. Half lidded eyes stare at the endless stretch above, clouds almost stationary in the windless air, just as dead as everything else in the godforsaken place. There’s an ache that you can feel in your bones, down from the legs up to the crown of your cranium.
It hurts. It positively hurts with an indescribable fierceness.
The unfairness of it all. Everything going to shit. You don’t notice how your nails are digging painfully into your palms, clenching into vice like fists.
Maybe it wasn’t so bad that Engri left, so she wouldn’t see what you did next.
Anger roils deep in the undead gut, the only sensation you’d felt since arriving here. And by all things above, you’d felt a spark of warmth within that no oil lamp fires or blankets could provide. Retinas sting fiercely with an oncoming onslaught of despair and rage made physical, jaws tighter than a vice to cage the scream that scrabbles against your throat, vying for freedom to fly.
Desperate to keep from falling apart, an arm throws itself over your eyes, blotting out the light and the crook of your limb squeezes your head. Whether to alleviate the pressure or to dab tears away that do escape on your sleeve you’d never guess. It doesn’t change a thing, evident by the wetness that does flow freely down plush cheeks, evidence of the freshly dead.
It’s all so overwhelming, the hurricane that rages inside you while you try to keep from bursting. You so wretchedly want to run as far and hard as you can away, yet another wants to stay and kick, scream and hit something as hard as you can muster between howls.
So why don’t you? There’s no one around to see, but mayhaps hear since the Court is close, but what’s stopping you? Dignity’s sake? You’d already been made into fucking demon chow back home.
Home. That’s all isn’t it? To return to familiarity?
With what family? There’s nobody.
Lips peel back at that taunting thought. It’s the final thing that teeters over into unlatching your jaw.
And releasing a primal scream, raw and rough. It echoes hauntingly, carrying past the dead trees like a passing mist. Leaving behind a physical reminder of what came, evident by the nearest tree branches gently shuddering.
Just as yours rings through the air, a different voice joins in as if to harmonize. It’s deep as thunder and just as unrestrained as your own.
Frightened, you shoot up from your spot and rip your arm from its spot upon your face, searching for the source. Hurriedly wiping away the wetness, you frantically survey the land around you for a possible suspect. It hadn’t been too far away.
Definitely wasn’t from the Court, as you’d heard the sounds of clashing swords and orders barked in the distance. It has to be somewhere between.
It could be a new soul, scared and lost. Your mind supplies as you stare into the winding road behind you leading to the Court. ‘Doesn’t sound too scared from here.’ Something snarks from the back of your brain, just as on edge as you.
It’s not like whatever or whoever made the scream could kill you if they’d tried. But it’s not as if that thought doesn’t scare the shit out of you.
‘Engri would want me to help.’ Something softer and kinder offers with a gentleness, you recognize it as empathy in your still befuddled head. ‘It doesn’t matter who it is, whether human or demon, we should go and help them where we can. You were just as scared and confused when you came as they must be.’
Something about repaying a kindness that was so blessedly given to you. How many others woke up without an answer or sense of reason in this unreal plane of existence? You’d owe this kindness at least.
Counteract that boredom that you claim is killing you.
It takes you a moment to gather all the motivation to rise from your spot, landing with a gentle sound, you smooth out the creases of your jacket. Then, when the dirt that sticks to your clothing is dusted off, you start your trek on the cobblestone road to the mystery soul.
Briefly, you wonder if it’s possibly a human. It wouldn’t be too bad as far as helping your first ever soul.
‘Y/N the soul farrier.’ Not quite a harrowing title, but instead rather friendly. Almost anticlimactic with the casualness of a revered status in human beliefs of the afterlife and its supposed escorts.
But a giggle or two would ease the conscience of many. Isn’t laughter after all a great remedy?
‘Whenever I come back to the city, I’ll try to see if cloaks are sold here, and a lantern to complete the look if I want to dedicate.’ Okay, maybe you get a small chuckle from that, imagining yourself an eerie silhouette only to see a most plain and unthreatening face. A good reflection of the realm if you’d say so yourself.
Bleak and most definitely macabre, but not without its friendly faces.
As you round down a curve in the road, you can feel the shadow of the looming castle eclipse over you. It isn’t unlike being under the shade of a great elderly tree, but rather beneath the great wings of a hawk, hiding away outstretched talons ready to snatch. The air about this place was not pleasant, as if within the heart of this place there lay a terrible beast. An untold story so frightful that if the very foundation could speak, it would wail warnings to turn and run.
Although Engri spoke of the Arena, there was no other talk of what lie within the mysterious castle and its grounds. Personally, you’d rather not find out, unless you’d absolutely have to. Preferably with Engri present.
You stop in your tracks, any and all thoughts cut abruptly as your eyes land on the lost soul.
It’s a man. The largest you’d ever seen and decorated in heavy armor.
Even though there’s a wide berth of space between you and the newcomer, you can feel a visceral fear trickle down your spine. The air is heavy, nearly suffocating, had you any breath to intake it.
He’s on his hands and knees, curled in on himself, obscuring his features further. The only thing you’re able to pick out from the mass of armor is a red hood, bold as blood.
As weird as this man could be with his unusual stature and impossible armor, you dare yourself to take a courageous step forward despite the shaking. When did you start doing that?
The man, because what else can he be? He has no feathered wings and lacks a tail or overgrown horns, and is far too small to be a Maker. Are there any other Makers? The man doesn’t stir as your gentle footsteps get closer and closer. In fact, it’s as if he doesn’t hear you at all.
You don’t stop until you’re practically on top of him. Do you open your mouth, asking him one very simple question.
“Hello there sir. Are you alright?”
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sl33pyn1ght · 24 days
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Me when I have a ballpit and pretend to be someone's dad after kidnapping their real father :3
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niche-artist · 1 month
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More aus are coming round in my head, It’s brewing…. Fetch, Pit-trap (spring Bonnie) and the new little funny au I thought about with Millie, Plus connecting these little universe stories together perhaps? I also need to ramble about my ideas because i can’t just wait until I feel ready to just draw all on about my latest obsessions… so, What should I write about? Or well ramble on about my ideas on?
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mariocki · 6 months
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A final selection of Pat Troughton's varied looks in The Adventures of the Scarlet Pimpernel (ITP, 1955 - 1956)
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cyber-streak-extra · 7 months
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More Fetch :) The ITP: Happy Ending AU was made by @maraariana01
Title: Focus
Description: Oswald’s life becomes even more interesting when the animatronic dog joins his family.
After retrieving what he’d heard about being discussed over the texts, Fetch patiently sat. His tail wagged behind him. The animatronic dog wondered how lucky it could be.
He heard one of the doors to the house open, and sure enough, Fetch spotted him. His tail continued to wag. The boy began to approach.
Yet, as he did so, Fetch could feel his tail slowly starting to stop. Was something the matter? As the boy approached, he didn’t... there was something with his face.
Fetch tilted his head.
...
Fetch whimpered, twitching as the animatronic dog lay on the covers of the bed. With how he was moving, if one focused enough, it would look as if he was attempting to run.
When he started to feel a sensation on his head—a hand—gentle—Fetch opened up his eyes, and looked up.
He was greeted by the sight of Oswald. With one hand, he was using it to pet him, while the boy was using the other one to use his phone—he seemed to be texting someone.
Slowly, the animatronic dog began to stand up, and that was when Oswald stopped. He looked up from his phone, and towards Fetch. “I didn’t know that you could sleep.”
Fetch barked. He was capable—the animatronic dog had always been—it was rather nice. He’d slept a lot back before he’d been found back at the old Pizzeria—there hadn’t been much to do.
Once he was up, he started moving closer to Oswald—wanting to lay across his lap—only for the boy to climb out of his bed before Fetch could do so. Fetch blinked.
“It kinda seemed like you were having a nightmare, too.” The boy frowned. “Didn’t know you could do that, either.”
Fetch jumped off of the bed, joining Oswald’s side. That’s what it had been? The dog stretched. He understood what they were, but the animatronic had never experienced one.
Until now, at least. Fetch never recalled having a normal dream, either.
“Spring Bonnie,” Oswald called out. As he started leaving the room, Fetch followed after him.
...
Fetch’s tail wouldn’t stop wagging.
When the group finally reached the house, Spring Bonnie moved to open the door—Oswald couldn’t, since he’d been carrying the animatronic dog the whole way back.
Fetch turned, licking at Oswald’s face as the bunny opened the front door. From the corner of the dog’s eyes, he saw the cat rush inside first.
He didn’t understand why the cat had been hissing at him for the whole time. All he’d been wanting to do was play with her—Fetch hadn’t wanted to hurt her or anything.
He’d just wanted to play.
Oswald, still carrying him, walked in after her, followed by Spring Bonnie, who made sure to close and lock the front door.
“Hey, Mom,” Oswald grinned. Fetch turned to look on ahead, and spotted a lady sitting on a couch, turned away from the TV, and looking at the three.
“Oswald, what is that?” She stood, and made her way over—making sure that the TV was still paused, so that she wouldn’t miss anything.
Fetch wiggled around in Oswald’s grasp—and after a few seconds, the boy carefully sat him down. Fetch barked, trotting over to Jackie’s side.
He stood up on his hind legs, and his front ones wobbled in the air before he placed them against Jackie. “An animatronic puppy,” Oswald answered, still grinning.
Jackie knelt down slowly, awkwardly smiling at the excited animatronic. “His name’s Fetch,” Oswald continued to explain, as his mother began to slowly pet Fetch.
“We found him while we were looking for Jinx.”
“Well... that’s interesting,” Jackie commented. Fetch rolled, exposing his stomach. She smiled, and began to rub the animatronic dog’s stomach. His tail still showed no sign of stopping.
“Sooo...” Oswald started moving closer—he’d already asked Spring Bonnie, but he needed to ask them all. “Can we keep him?”
...
Fetch walked by Oswald’s side, only stopping when Oswald did. The two of them were in the living room now. The lights were off, but there was still enough light.
Over on the couch, Spring Bonnie lay across it, his head against one of the rests. He was holding Ralpho—who was asleep—close to him. The TV was completely off.
When Oswald started to move again, so did Fetch. Looking up at the table nearby, the animatronic dog just barely spotted Ralpho’s hat on top of it.
Fetch remembered what happened a couple of days ago—although he’d never been there for the entirety of everything, he’d seen the aftermath.
He’d been in the middle of trying to get Jinx to play with him, when the front door had been opened in a hurry. He saw Spring Bonnie—who had also left in a hurry earlier that day.
He saw Oswald, too, and Ralpho. Ralpho’s leg was missing. Well—it was there, Fetch had noticed, but it just wasn’t on the rabbit himself.
The only thing that the dog could do was watch and listen. He remembered, before Oswald had found him—when he was still with Greg—how he had been able to protect the boy from another dog.
Fetch had wanted to help. He’d helped before—like how he had done Oswald’s homework a couple of times. Although, he wasn’t sure how well he could help with the limb situation.
Spring Bonnie turned to look at the two of them. “How’s he doing?” Oswald questioned. He didn’t want to wake the orange rabbit up.
Keeping one arm around Ralpho, Spring Bonnie used his other hand to write something down in the notepad that he typically carried. Fetch watched.
“Doing a little better.” Spring Bonnie had answered.
Oswald moved a little closer. “But what about you?”
...
Oswald groaned. He stared at the sheet of paper in front of him. It was for math—but he was having a rather difficult time with it, it seemed.
It had both a front and back side to it, but he’d barely gotten anything done for the front side. Next to him was a blank piece of paper—his teacher had given it to him—for him to write anything if it helped him.
“I’m going to get a snack...” Oswald sighed. He got off of his bed, taking his phone—he’d been texting in a chat with Ben and Gabrielle—and left the room.
Fetch watched as the boy left, before turning to look down at the math paper. The animatronic dog’s tail wagged—he got an idea.
He hopped off of the bed, and looked around—he’d seen the pen that Oswald was using fall off a few moments prior. Oswald had accidentally nudged it off without knowing.
When Fetch spotted it—nearly completely under the bed—he moved closer, carefully picking it up with his mouth, and hopped back onto the bed.
...
When Oswald returned to his room, he spotted Fetch on the ground near his bed, in the middle of chasing after his own tail.
He reached down, giving the animatronic dog a quick little pat, before climbing back into bed. He wasn’t all that excited to continue with his math homework.
Although, when he looked down at the sheet of paper, he was rather surprised. It was all... completed. He turned it, and it was the same for the backside.
Then, he noticed something about the extra piece of paper. It wasn’t blank any longer. In fact, it had a little message on it, right in the middle.
“Ur WC :]”
Blinking, Oswald turned away from the papers, and down at Fetch, who had stopped chasing after his tail. He stared up at the boy, smiling, tail wagging.
...
Fetch heard footsteps—they were both rather light sounding. He stared at the door way, tail already beginning to wag excitedly.
Oswald entered first after a moment, and he was looking behind him. Fetch moved a little closer to the door.
Then, she entered. It was a girl with curly black hair—Fetch could guess that she was around Oswald’s age—and that the two had to know each other.
“Gabrielle, this-“ Oswald had started, only to stop when Fetch rushed past him, and straight towards her.
Fetch jumped at the girl—Gabrielle—excitedly. He ended up causing her to fall back into the ground. Excitedly, Fetch began to lick her face, his tail wagging faster.
Gabrielle laughed in surprise. With Fetch still licking her, she sat up—one hand on the floor, while the other was atop the dog’s head. She looked towards Oswald.
“This-“ The girl moved her hand, and began to scratch under Fetch’s chin, and his tail quickened. “-is Fetch, right?”
Oswald nodded. Then, he patted the area where he was. “Fetch, c’mere!” He called towards the dog.
Fetch looked between the two. With two final excited licks, he hopped off of Gabrielle, and trotted over to the boy, who gave him a pat on the head.
“He’s cute,” Gabrielle smiled, standing back up—as she did so, she made sure to retrieve her book that she’d dropped a few moments prior.
“I’ve always wanted to have a dog,” She made her way over to Fetch and Oswald, “But both my Mom and Dad are allergic to them.”
“Oh.” Oswald nodded, and sat down on his bed. He placed everything down in front of him, and Gabrielle joined him. Fetch watched, staying on the floor.
When Oswald spoke again, it was directly to the dog. “Fetch, this is my friend, Gabrielle. We’re supposed to be working on something together for school.”
“Several things, really.” Gabrielle commented, keeping the book close to her.
“You know...” Oswald was grinning. He looked down at Fetch, and so did Gabrielle. Fetch stared up at them both.
“Fetch can help us.”
“He can?”
Fetch seemed to smile. The dog jumped up onto the bed, sitting beside Gabrielle, and staring down at what the two had brought.
Oswald nodded. “Watch.”
...
“I’m fine, Oz.” Ralpho reassured, having woken up a few moments prior. Although, as he spoke, Fetch had noticed how he seemed to say it while staring at Spring Bonnie.
Ralpho reached over, ruffling Oswald’s hair, before reaching further down to give the animatronic dog a little pet. Then, he put his hand back across his stomach.
As he shifted positions—changing to lay on his stomach instead of his back, with his head under Spring Bonnie’s chin, the rabbit added, “Tired, though.”
Spring Bonnie wrapped his arms back around the rabbit—for a second, they seemed to be shaking—and the dog wondered why. Did Oswald see that?
“Okay.” Oswald nodded. He opened his mouth to try and say something else—but nothing came out, and he turned away. Fetch could see him frowning.
Oswald seemed to be going back to his room, by the looks of it, yet Fetch didn’t follow after the boy. Instead, he remained in the living room.
Despite both Spring Bonnie and Ralpho being on the couch, there was still a good amount of room left on it—and Fetch jumped up onto it.
...
“You brought a frisbee?” Oswald asked. As he stepped outside to join Gabrielle, Fetch and Spring Bonnie accompanied him.
Gabrielle nodded. “Fetch!” She called out to the animatronic—who happily began running over to the girl, tail wagging—which was quite typical.
Right before he got to her, he heard the girl repeat the word “Fetch!” before tossing the white and black frisbee.
Fetch watched the frisbee fly past him and Oswald—stopping when it ended up hitting Spring Bonnie in the face, before falling to the ground.
The animatronic dog turned back to look at Gabrielle. Blinking, he tilted his head to the side in confusion.
“Oh!” Gabrielle exclaimed. Oswald couldn’t help but snicker a little bit. She started hurrying over to Spring Bonnie, who had picked up the frisbee.
“I’m so sorry!” She apologized, frowning. When she reached the bunny, he was holding out two things—the frisbee, and his notepad.
“It’s okay, it didn’t hurt.”
Nodding, Gabrielle took the frisbee from Spring Bonnie, who put his notepad back in one of his pockets.
She turned around, looking at Oswald—so was Fetch.
“He’s not gonna fetch anything,” Oswald told her, walking over, and scratching Fetch behind one of his ears. “He’ll just stare and not do anything.”
“Oh.” Gabrielle hummed, before sitting down beside Fetch, and holding out the old frisbee. “Still want it, Fetch? You don’t have to go get it.”
...
There was enough room on the couch so that he could lay right by Spring Bonnie and Ralpho—the animatronic dog wasn’t worried about falling off.
Glancing back at the two, it seemed that the rabbit had already fallen back asleep. Spring Bonnie, on the other hand, was awake. He kept his focus on the rabbit in his arms.
Looking away from them, Fetch shifted around on the couch, before staring towards the front door of the house and the windows.
He’d never seen the bear before—only hearing of him by listening to Oswald—but Fetch knew that Funtime Freddy was dangerous. From listening, he knew that Oswald had been captured once before the bear’s return.
Fetch kept his focus towards the front of the house. Maybe he could help try to keep Oswald and them safe—he knew it was what Spring Bonnie wanted to do, too.
The most he’d protected someone from had been a rather angry dog—but maybe he could help with the large, broken (from what he’d heard) animatronic bear.
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shacyspagelings · 1 year
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I made my SpringBonnie OC like into the pit SpringBonnie from the Fazbear Fright book.
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This is Pit, a rusty Springbonnie that somehow came into Shammy (my persona in this profile pic) life…… that She super scared of.
But here he is in his glory and stolen Freddy arms… this is why kids you have to always check your ballpits for uninvited guest.
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ashleytheblahaj · 1 year
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Petition for @lyraoctavia to add me to Into the Phantasm
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lyraoctavia · 4 months
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✨Welcome to the Into the Phantasm Masterpost✨
Okay, should probably give some context here. I post a lot about Into the Phantasm and I just wanted to make this post to… I guess advertise/explain what it is and talk about the state that the series is currently in.
What is Into the Phantasm?
Into the Phantasm is a series of five fantasy novels. It follows the journey of Sarah Taylor and her two best friends Maya Sugawara and Lillian Snow. These three all lead fairly uneventful lives, but all of that changes the moment they meet with a mysterious, hooded traveller who turns out to be not of Earth, but of another world entirely. A wondrous place that exists through the reflective surface of the silver mirror they carry with them. A world where every story, world, character, creature or concept that humans come up with is made real. An alternate dimension called The Phantasm.
Above all else, Into the Phantasm is a character driven story with a focus on the emotional journeys and mental health of not just the main cast, but a good majority of the side characters as well. It is a MASSIVE series with a huge world and expansive lore. So much so that I couldn’t fit it all into the main series. There will be side stories releasing both alongside the main five parts and after they’ve all released. Into the Phantasm has so many different tales to tell over the course of its vast, continuous narrative that only becomes more beautiful and devastating as it goes along… Seriously, get used to book 1 and 2 while they’re there, I don’t fuck around with the later books. :3
ITP also has a focus on inclusivity, especially for an LGBTQIA+ audience. It features gay and lesbian characters, trans characters, ace/aro characters, etc. Also, as an autistic writer, I wanted to include autism and ADHD representation as well. Above all, Into the Phantasm is a safe space. However, that doesn’t mean I don’t make mistakes. If you decide to read the series and spot something that’s harmful in any way to anyone, please let me know so I can change it.
Another thing I should probably add is that I don’t recommend ITP to a younger audience. The whole series, but especially books 3, 4 and 5 delve into some pretty mature themes. Trigger warnings have been included in the descriptions of each book, and if there’s anything triggering I didn’t mention, again, let me know so I can add it on.
Into the Phantasm will be releasing for absolutely free on Wattpad but depending on how things go, might not be there permanently. They’ll be there for a good long while, but will be removed once I have enough impressions and get the books monetised.
If you think this series sounds interesting, I’d recommend following me, following the Into the Phantasm tag and keeping up with this post to see any and all updates.
Geez this section was long…
Updates on the current state of the series:
Currently, none of the parts are available to read. Book 1 was published up until recently but I decided to rewrite it as I felt like it wasn’t up to the standard that I felt it should be. If anyone read the original book 1 (unlikely) and thought it was a little naively written (very likely) I’d recommend trying it out again when the rewrite releases.
The first three chapters are DONE and will be releasing soon.
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under-same-sky · 1 year
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Medical Venting...
Already have shortness of breath from tracheal stenosis (surgery 23rd of jan)
Fibromyalgia (pain)
Anxiety, C-PTSD, and Depression
And with a sudden ITP crash, I'm now on a round of dexamethasone
The more common side effects that can occur with dexamethasone oral tablets include:
nausea
vomiting
stomach upset
swelling (edema) *
headache*
dizziness*
mood changes*, such as depression,
shifts in mood, or personality changes
trouble falling asleep*
anxiety*
low potassium levels (causing symptoms
such as tiredness)
high blood glucose
high blood pressure
The Changes in mood or thoughts, or mood
disorders such as depression
Symptoms can include:
severe mood shifts
euphoria (a feeling of intense happiness)
trouble sleeping*
Personality changes
Last 5 times Coming off dex ( 4 days at 40mg ) has triggered my lymph nodes to swell up across my shoulders and down my back and in my hips which is painful as fuck.
I'm on day 2 of 4 my hair loss started tonight so I straightened my very curly hair because hair loss caused it to knot up badly.
My butterfly rash seems to be starting and moon face should be noticeable tomorrow.
It will take another week, for my body to rebound despite the "half-life" of the medication.
That's if I don't end up needing IViG by end of the week.
UGH this is all possibly linked to a PPI stomach med I was put on due to acid reflux issues because when you struggling to breathe it puts additional pressure on your stomach and can exacerbate other issues. And the acid can piss off tracheal stenosis...
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