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#also. for the not familiar not all of these links will lead to anything right now
butchsophiewalten · 11 months
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Just for a recap, these are all currently known Findjackwalten links, listed roughly in order of appearance:
findjackwalten.com
findjackwalten.com/jackwalten
findjackwalten.com/missing
findjackwalten.com/rosemarywalten
findjackwalten.com/jennyletterson
findjackwalten.com/investigation1
findjackwalten.com/rocketbunny
findjackwalten.com/sophiewalten
findjackwalten.com/cyberfuntech82
findjackwalten.com/brightonghosts
findjackwalten.com/ghosthaunt
findjackwalten.com/endghost
findjackwalten.com/ghosttalk
findjackwalten.com/are-ghosts-real
findjackwalten.com/poker
findjackwalten.com/bonsroom
findjackwalten.com/copia-de-nueva-página
findjackwalten.com/890247895yuiowarsehiofhkjy890wte
findjackwalten.com/rosemarysartroom
findjackwalten.com/name-me
findjackwalten.com/caretakerlibrary
findjackwalten.com/0714-74
findjackwalten.com/mynameis-bon
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chipperydoopcg · 1 year
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Hey Deltarune Fandom
I know its 3am as I wright this but I think I found something online that might be important- or at least, be something to consider- food for thought and all that jazz-
you see, I was scrolling thought reddit when I came upon a particular post...
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it starts of seeming very normal, right? I mean, it's just your average detarune fan asking about equipment advice, right?
but.. somethings... off, to say the least......
Not only is the wording weird when talking about Spamton, (with the phrasing of "Spamton dude" being particularly odd, as to get to Spamton's shop, you need to get fairly familiar with him and his character, but this user seems to be acting like this is their first time meeting him.) But Spamton HIMSELF seems to look... Different than usual. Or, at lease, different than his usual shop sprite that is...
and I was not alone on this sentiment, as the comments noticed too!
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which leads to wonder....
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... yeah, that...
To which OP provided an... Interesting answer....
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D-.... Didn't have the money? But, deltarune is free game? Or, at least, Chapter's 1 and 2 are...
you see, a while back, Toby mention online that Chapters 3, 4, and 5 would all be released together, and, unlike the first two, cost money. (or as a certain salesman would phrase it, cost some [[Sweet, Sweet KROMER]]!!!)
Not only that, but its kinda ironic that this user pirated a copy of a free game, and have the one character who has a history with shady links (or in other words, [[Hyperlink Blocked]]) be the one who's changed... Almost as if this bootleg game has its own bootleg of Spamton... The one character who literally tries to be a bootleg of ANOTHER character in-universe. *Cough cough* Swatch- *Cough cough*
But this also leads to question... are there any other differences in the game? I mean, it is a pirated game, surely there has to be some other differences from the original game other than some seemingly random shop sprite of spamton, right?
luckily, I was not the only one who was curious about this and a user by the name of kuro50 ask OP to quote:
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To which OP responded:
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how... convenient.....
I mean- don't get me wrong- I get that feeling not having any program to record with (though than again OBS Studio exist)- but even still, all of this seems a little bit too, odd to just let off as something "normal"...
but, than again, its not like there's anything necessary wrong about it either, right? I mean, sure, it weird that someone pirated a free game, but, maybe they're just some gullible kid online?
...Except, a user by the name of ThePotatoPerson510 pointed out a few striking things...
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And then... it all stared to click...
I went to check the profile and, just as ThePotatoPerson510 had said,
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"u/ThatDudeTobias, Cake day December 27, 2022, made 12 hours ago..." the same hour as the spamton post was made... almost as if the account was made just so they could post this.... (Note: the previous image in this post of the spamton post says it was made 10 hours ago. This time gap is because I have been writing this post for 2 hours straight now- coming onto 3 hours- as such, I give you this screenshot showing both the post and the profile, and thus, showing they were in fact made in the same hour-)
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MID WRIGHTING UPDATE: It seems as if there WAS a time gap between the two post, as its 5:24am and I just took THIS screenshot showing the time gap. Take this how you will I suppose ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Now, about the name... It seem kinda... on the nose, to say the least. I mean, Toby, Tobias, seems a little to similar, right? But, at the same time, knowing Toby, he would be the type to use a seemingly obvious while still not TOO obvious name to fuck with us (he DOSE have a history with being a troll when it comes to his games ¬_¬||)
Also, looking back at the spamton image and comparing it to the name "Tobias", they both share one thing in common... They're both SIMILAR to their originals, to the point where you can tell what they're based off of, but, somewhat off...
As for the one other post on the account, well...
its..
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... A comment on MeIRL?
Well, what's the original post?
A..... Video of some guy walking up the stairs, only to keep looping up the same steps, unable to get to the end?
Well, that's... anticlimactic..... Sooo.... Is this just some random account then? Was all of this just for nothing? Was it all red hearings in the end? Well, that's what I thought..
For you see, I realized something....
Toby Fox is a well-known fan of anime, but, not just any anime.... specifically, JOJO'S BIZARRE ADVENTURE. How do we know this? Well, in undertale, there is an item in the game called a Punch Card
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When this card is used in battle, it says, "OOOORAAAAA!!! You rip up the punch card! Your hands are burning!" This increases your attack. "ORA" Is a common phrase screamed in JOJO' when one of the Jostar's are attacking.
Not only that, but in deltarune, main antagonist of chapter 2 is Queen.
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her battle theme? Attack of the Killer Queen
Killer Queen is the stand of Yoshikage Kira. The main antagonist of JOJO'S BIZARRE ADVENTURE: Diamond is Unbreakable. Which is the 4th Chapter of the series.
So, what dose ALL of this have to do with the video "Tobias" commented on? Well, you see, in JOJO'S BIZARRE ADVENTURE: Stardust Crusaders, when Polnareff, one of the main protagonist, tries to walk up the stairs to face DIO, the main antagonist, he finds himself in the same loop as the man in the video. Continuously walking up the same set of stares, unable to reach the end.
Meaning, the video that "Tobias", or, as we presume, Toby commented on was in fact...
A JOJO REFFERANCE, AND THUS, MAKES PERFICT SENCE AS TO WHY HE WOULD COMMENT ON IT
...... And so with that last tidbit out of the way, we are left with 3 conclusions that we can come to... 1. This "Tobias" is actually Toby Fox teasing us about Chapter 3 and or some other upcoming scheme of his he has up his sleaves.
2. This "Tobias" is actually Toby Fox just fucking with us
and 3. This is some third party not affiliated with Toby but still making something and teasing it (possibly and ARG or something of sorts) .... That or I've just spent over 3 hours of my life typing this up only for it to be a shitpost by Temmie or something :/
either way its 6:41am as I type this and I have not slept all night so I hope you liked this deep dive analysis into this possibly important reddit account that could hold significant lore for the upcoming chapters of deltarune and if you'll excuse me I'm going to go collapse on my couch for the rest of the day :) have a wonderful time zone <3
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gurugirl · 1 year
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Gurugirl's Wattpad & Tumblr Fic Recs
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Anything you read in these masterlists won’t disappoint but I’ve picked my absolute favorites from each blog and listed below.
NOTE: I did my best to include all my faves here but I've probably forgotten a few. I intend to add to this list (may need to make a part 2 once I hit my mentions and link limits) because I'm always reading new fics so come back often!
Angst recs (all taken from list below but specific to the more angsty ones)
Daddy kink
Enemies to lovers
Summer vibes & party fics
Personal faves from my own writings
Other blogs I love
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@1d1195
One Shot: Right Here: one bed, nightmares, enemies to lovers, hurt/comfort, childhood "friendship," coworker Harry, grumpy/sunshine (I'll let you guess who's who), etc. etc. etc.
@a-strange-familiar
Series: His Memories (3 parts): you and Harry broke up few months back but still love each other. And after all these months you see him again in a party. All memories you tried to push back in your head came back with a powerful speed.
@adorebeaa
One shot: Undo Me: YN reveals a kink in front of best friend!Harry, who is curious…
@awideworldoffanfics
Series: Milking the Grip (5 parts): Harry Styles is a single dad who golfs every Tuesday. Y/N is his babysitter who also happens to work at the golf course he goes to. They’ve never run into each other there. Until they do.
@be-with-me-so-happily
Series: My Way Back Home: YN is left to figure out what to do when the love of her life, Harry, does not remember loving her. (AU)
Series: Don't Worry Darling: Y/N has her first big break as an actress as she lands the leading role in 'Don't Worry Darling'. The only problem is that her co-star is Harry Styles, who she feels has a very big ego. Tensions rise the more they film. All kinds of tension...
One Shot: Friendly Favor: When YN's best friend Harry asks for a favor, she knows it'll be difficult, but she loves him too much to say no. However, it's a dumb plan, and those usually don't end how you think they will.
Series: Laceleaf: Gemma is definitely Cassidy James' favourite Styles family member, considering they are best friends and all. And especially considering that Harry Styles is Gemma's smug and self-centered younger brother. Her life isn't perfect, and neither is she, but she knows for a fact that anything involving Harry gets messy.
@bopbopstyles
Masterlist (anything you pick here will be a pleasure - seriously)
@fkinavocado
Series: Daddy Issues: in which you’ve got textbook daddy issues and when your tool of a younger brother brings a sweet doe eyed girlfriend home for Thanksgiving and you end up offering her a ride home, you meet just the man to fix them. (daddy!harry, dilf!harry)
Series: Hard Candy: in which Harry owns a candy store and he just loves giving good girls special treats… especially after closing time (candyman!Harry)
One Shots & Blurbs: Long Hair Harry One Shots & Blurbs
@freedomfireflies
Series: Playboy: Welcome to 1965, where the women are loose, and the morals are looser. Here you'll meet Michelle and Harry. You don't need to know too much about them. Just that they're both incredibly bold...and incredibly jealous. The summer of June 1965 was a rather wild one for the Playboy Bunnies but even more wild for our two dear friends. Stick around and I'm sure they'll be happy to tell you all about it. You just have to promise one little thing... Don't tell Hefner.
Series: Teach Me: 5 parts - Harry needs a little practice in the art of Eating Pussy, and who better to ask for help than his best friend?
Series: Mafia!harry: 2 parts so far - more to come - Your mafia boss boyfriend, Harry, has been a little neglectful of his most prized possession. But he's found the perfect way to make it right. Exhibition kink!!
@goldenbuckyyy
Series: Illicit Affairs: A series of events between your affair with Harry. (Cheating together)
@harryistheonlyoneforme
One Shot: Little Freak: pairing: dbf harry x reader (so hot - so many kinks all in one little shot - must read)
@harrywritingsbyme
Sneaking Around (a series of shorts): Best friends dad - FUCKING HOT
@helladirections
Series: Brother's Best Friend: Harry is YN’s brother’s best friend, and YN isn’t a little kid anymore. Ft. dom/sub, rough sex, and soft words. 
One Shot: Under Summer Skies: Harry and YN are longtime best friends back for another summer as the Dream Team on staff. Featuring getting called out by 12 year olds, two dumb best friends who can’t see what’s right in front of them, and lots of stargazing.
One Shot: Moka Pot: Do you think you can maybe do y/n and Harry having a slow morning routine? Like drinking tea together, doing skin together, basically just doing everything together? 
@itslottiehere
One Shot: I Don't Want to Hear About Him (angsty): bff!harry writes a song about bff!reader.. and her boyfriend.
@jawllines
Harry is Y/n's Criminology Instructor (2 parts)
Harry is a single dad and y/n is surprisingly good at babysitting (2 parts)
Harry & y/n are witches, they hate eachother, and something's coming (3 parts)
Y/n knows something she shouldn't and Harry does what on Fridays? (4 parts) - Boxer!harry
Harry is a grumpy mechanic and y/n just can't stop talking (4 parts)
@jarofstyles
King of the Jungle (multi part series): Y/N’s family works for a wildlife preservation society and Harry is king of the jungle or tarzan!harry
Lone Wolf (multi part series): Harry is a grumpy alpha who has given up on finding his mate or werewolf!harry
Beauty & the Beast (multi part series): Harry is a moody, withdrawn but successful creature who needs a companion who can tend to his… needs.
@lemoncrushh
Series: The Entertainer: Set in the 70s, Sky Jones meets Harry Styles, an up and coming musician and soon-to-be rockstar. The Entertainer Part II
One Shot: Dressing For Revenge: Still heartbroken from finding your ex cheating on you, you go to a nightclub with your friend Kelsie, where not only do you run into your ex, but also a handsome gentleman who’s willing to help you get over him. Part II
@lukesaprince
Series: Intruder: You were an outside hire for a promotion Harry wanted, and he despises you for it. The hatred is mutual since Harry is a bit of an asshole, until the day of an important presentation where the tension is finally dealt with - A very steamy enemies to lovers romance (domrry)
Series: The Roommate Series: After Y/N’s best friend and roommate Alex decides to move out, she’s desperate for someone to take her place. Alex seems to have found the solution in a British fresh-to-New-York musician who ticks all the boxes. He just happens to be insanely attractive and charismatic… what could go wrong? (friends to lovers)
Series: Fratboy!harry You Can Pretend All You Want: You hate fratboys and everything they stand for, so you decide to prove one wrong by sleeping with him… safe to say it backfires (fratboy!harry, enemies to lovers).
Series: Rich: Neighbour/Older!Harry. A Summer dogsitting job for Mr. Styles is a dream come true for any broke uni student. He's rich, gorgeous and finally fucks you after your weekly dinner together. A series that follows two neighbours who end up in a sexual relationship.
@moonchildstyles
Series: Aster: Harry is a tattoo artist and y/n just wants to know if he's like this all the time or if he just doesn't like her. tattoo artist!harry / lhh!harry
Series: Citrine: Harry's a witch and it's been along time since since he's been around anyone new, but there's no way he was getting y/n out of his head. witch!harry
Series: Chiaroscuro: y/n needed a job but this place is strange and the owner is even stranger. vampire!harry
Series: Prosecco: Harry is just on the edge of 30 and y/n is someone he's sure he shouldn't get involved with. until she seeks him out anyway, and he realizes no one has ever really shown her how she should be treated. older!harry
@0oolookitsme
One Shot: Dazzled: In which Harry has an uneasy feeling about Y/n’s new mission but the devil ignores his guts’ screams. But the vampire as well as his fiancé, Y/n, isn’t dumb and is quick to listen and take some weight off of his shoulders. They both soon find out, why, he was feeling uneasy. 
One Shot: Anything For You... And I: SMUTTY!!!! Dwd!Harry x Dwd-Character!Y/n
@0nlythrowharrybeaux
Friends Share (2 parts):Harry & Y/N have been practically perfect roommates for several years but the appearance of a hot new neighbor creates an unexpected shift in their relationship.
Unavailable (2 parts): Y/N has a very specific preference for unavailable/inappropriate people and Harry is her therapist who is supposed to help her work through this.
@pleasingforharry
Moans & Elevator Music (2 parts): Y/N is in a rush for an interview at her new job, but her luck gives out when the elevators shut down due to a sudden power outage. At least she isn’t alone.
@purplekiwis
Breaking the Ice (2 parts): Hockey!Harry x Skater!Y/N It’s no secret that as a figure skater, you’re fed up with the local hockey team being treated like royalty… and your ex’s status as a player isn’t helping much either.
In the Witching Hours (will be 3 parts): Wizard!Harry x Witch!Y/N; Soulmates AU An emergency admission to the hospital gives rise to a series of strange events but luckily, there’s a cute, shy wizard around…
One shot: Tentmate: Friends With Benefits Y/N has always hated camping… until her and Harry got stuck together in the same tent. (This one is smutty AF)
@s-brant
Series: The Getaway Car: In a drug deal gone wrong, Y/N, daughter to a famous racecar driver, finds herself behind the wheel of a car with a gun to her head. A masked man named Harry demands she helps him evade the authorities, so she does the only thing she knows how to. She drives.
One Shot: Midas Touch: The night before they leave to spend Christmas with his family, a conversation with their friends makes Harry and Y/N confront the future of their marriage.
@stylesloveclub
Series: Pleasing: In which y/n is a broke waitress, and Harry is a Michelin star chef who thinks she’s cuter than a puppy. 
@swiftmendeshoran
Series: Curvy Secret/No More Secrets Daddy: Dad's best friend (dbf!) Harry x plus size reader
@watchmegetobsessed
Series: The Sun Will Rise: You’re glad to be back at college and away from your family. Everything is back to its normal, but you have a little issue: you told your family you’d bring a date to your sister’s wedding, but you have no actual partner. An unexpected deal is made with the person you couldn’t even consider to be your friend: Harry can take the spare room in your apartment for the semester if he’ll be your date for the wedding. But can you actually live together with a guy who obviously dislikes you and you have no idea why? Can you fool your parents into thinking you’re dating Harry? And what will they think about him? Nothing is ever good enough to them, nothing that’s not as perfect as your sister, Alice.
Series: Wildest Fantasies: You’ve been struggling to finish your assignment for Professor Styles’ Creative Writing class. Inspiration is seem to be avoiding you, so to relieve some stress, you mess around with your roommates and write a rather dirty fiction of the hot professor everyone is into on campus. Due to a fatal mistake however, you end up uploading the wrong file as your attachment to your assignment and your wildest fantasies end up in the hands of the person they are about.
Good Girl (Part 2): sugardaddy!Harry / CEO!Harry x Reader
@writerpetals (writes optional male lead smut but you can easily imagine any male *coughharrycough* as the males are described as tall, well-built, with a nice head of hair - read anything this author writes - it's good, you will find almost any trope - ENJOY)
One Shot: Lakeside: werewolf!au, werewolf x reader
@zayndrivesmeinvain
Series (wip): The One That Got Away: In which Harry and Alena were college sweethearts, however, all of that has changed and the only thing keeping in contact is the fact that they have a child together. Is it possible for them to even get to a normal standing friendship or is that long gone? dadrry x oc | single dad!harry
i hit my link limits so was unable to insert link to part one of their series. check out their masterlist and you'll find it!
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Wattpad
1-800-TITS = @1800titz (added May 21)
Series: The Devil is a Gentleman: "My name is Eros," the masked male cocks his head a smidge at her, and, if only slightly through the shadow casts between the parted zipper, Isla catches sight of a smile tugging at his lips on the latter fragment of his statement, "But you already know that. I'd hope, anyways. We've had a chat. Or two." His lips - his mouth. Isla ogles the latex through the peepholes of her own and wonders what shape the rest of his features take, what carves and forges his face, how his nose slopes, the assemblage of it all. "I think I recall, vaguely," she teases. "Mm. Vaguely. I'll take note of that. Well, although we are acquainted," Eros smooths his fingertips over the arm of the chair, a lavish facade of plastic masquerading. The latter fragment of his statement prompts the steady bump of her heart to spur behind her ribcage. "You will address me as Master." Isla swallows. Despite her prior train of thought looping so intently on the tracks to decipher what she believes he'd look like beneath his mask, it's entirely derailed by the serious note in his previously light cadence. She wonders how a mere introduction manages to send such a thrilling rush rolling down her spine. Eros leans forward, forearms braced to his splayed thighs, almost as if to bend to her level. "Or Sir. Master, Sir, it's all the same to me. Your preference." OR the one in which there's a sex club, Greek stage names, the exploration of boundaries, an open house, a pair of dress shoes, and two sides of the same coin.
_miiki
Series: Artwork & Aquarelle: "Sierra, you go with Harry Styles." I raised up my head at the words, giving my teacher an incredulous glance. "Do I really have to?" Was the only thing I managed to say. The teacher gave me an annoyed look. "Did you not understand? You go with Harry Styles." I turned my head to look at him. At the mention of his name he glanced up, and if his green eyes hadn't frozen me in place already, the unimpressed look he gave me would've done it right away.
Aggressivelyfriendly = @aggresivelyfriendly
Series: Who Names the Colors: In the last year, Joanne Smith Giles, has once again become Jo Smith. In another heartbreaking turn of events, she's also the single mother of an infant, again. She knows she can do this on her own, and better at 40 than 19, but it seems weird to be launching a son into manhood, a new career as an art professor, and changing nappies all in one day. She is so thankful when Ethan, her boy, comes home from Uni. Jo could use the help. His best friend, Harry, comes round too. And his launch into manhood may be another heartbreaking turn, for all of them
ErinAlterEgo = @yourwattpadmom
Series: Late night Talking: Alex is craving something at night, and it's not ice cream. Encouraged by her husband to explore a polyamory relationship to meet some of her more....eclectic tastes, she finds herself on a dating app for the first time in her life. She expected maybe some interesting experiences, possibly her first one-night stand ever. She didn't expect to meet a man who made her question everything about herself. Harry is on a new path in his life that is exciting and different than he ever could have imagined. He's looking for excitement, experiences, but definitely not love and attachment. When he meets Alex, he sees a whole new path that he's unsure he wants to go down, but finds it hard to resist.
Hitterj (love all of her stuff!)
Series: All This Time: The coming-of-age story of Harry and Riley who have known each other for years, but never actually knew each other. They've spent countless nights at the same parties, shared a few drinks and glances, they're even on track to graduate top of their class. What happens when out of nowhere they start to connect? Like an invisible string pulls them together, so they can experience life and love and heartbreak. Riley and Harry learn a lot about themselves, and ultimately have to choose what's best for their future no matter how difficult that can be. But does love find a way? After all this time?
Series: Kiwi: If you don't know about this one by now... go read it - super duper smutty and sweet and angsty
Series: Sweet Little Lies: All her life, Ivy Malone has known what her family was. She grew up in the deep, unforgiving world of the mob. Ivy hates her position in life, knowing that her life was never fully hers. Harry Styles was cold. He trusted almost no one, especially his family. He had learned quickly that everyone was waiting for him to fail... to fall. An empire built by his father from the blood and bones of those who stepped in his way was all he had, no matter how much he hated it. He had no choice but to carry on the legacy. And marrying Malone's daughter was the next step in fortifying their defense. With new rivals making a move for power and a mysterious figure haunting the crime families of Queenstown, Ivy and Harry have to learn to live together. A bad start leads them down a tumultuous, passionate, and downright dangerous path, but maybe they were exactly what the other needed to live the life they always craved.
MysteryMixtapes (Just go read all their stuff)
Series: Stall & Stall 2: Violence/gangs/dark
Series: Perspective: Have you ever met someone that made falling feel like flying?
Series: Unforgettable: "If it feels so right, how can it be wrong?"
Peanutboyfriend (read all of Birdie's stuff - you won't regret it)
Series: Aerial: In Malibu, California in 1965, a surfer and world-famous aerialist undergoes a chain of comedic and not-so-comedic mishaps that force him to re-evaluate who he is.
Petit_cerise
Series: Devil's Due & Devil's Desire: Harry Styles, the brooding and intolerable tattoo parlour owner, meets River, a stubborn and somewhat oblivious girl, who just doesn't understand the reasoning behind his nefarious ways but is determined to find out. River comes to realize that Harry's hiding something much deeper than expected... only once those secrets come to the surface, it's too late to turn back.
Sunflowersnstuff
Series: One Word & Wonderland: We're all mad here, it's Wonderland.
ThousandYearsOfHope
Series: Lonely Nights: Willow Mackey is a quiet girl, but she is fiercely loyal and will never lie to you. Harry Styles is her brother's best friend, and someone she'll always have a soft spot for. Grown up and no longer shielded by their ages, lines start to blur, and mistakes keep being made. For the first time in her life, Willow realises that sometimes, the truth is too painful to hear. But how could she ever say no to the one person that's always understood her better than she understands herself?
Series: Pretty Boy: One night of impulse shouldn't lead to much for Joni Lewis, but when she meets the alluring Harry Styles, an opportunity arises that she can't ignore. A Harry Styles short story inspired by Pretty Woman.
Writhali (I really like everything I've read by Thali)
Series: Ambit: Gangs/violence/action/SMUT - "Hell's boring, Birdie." He claims, that cold, dead stare back to his eyes. "And this, this is what I call a Monday night."
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project-sekai-facts · 6 months
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i recall some kind of theory or pointing out of the fact that tsukasa's focus sets have had him getting less and less authority each time, and with the role of a minor character, it seems to have been intentional
oh i remember a lot of players on JP and KR side pointing that out when Phoenix released! and yeah I think it's definitely true
he went from king -> commoner -> jester/circus performer (for the king) -> a shadow
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actually i have a lot of thoughts about his new card and i doubt this set will get an official blog post so i might just ramble a bit. (ftr: haven't read the event yet, sekai.best isn't updating and i surprisingly haven't really found anything from looking through JP/KR side either). specifically, i have a few thoughts about tsukasa being a shadow in this card because it's actually way more than that. oh to be a media student
first off the costume name: phantasmagoria. according to wikipedia, this was an old form of horror theatre that involved projecting scary images. (it's quite interesting actually you can read the article here). the effects in phantasmagoria productions would be done using magic lanterns, the ones you slide a disc with a picture into so it projects it onto a wall. usually, they'd use rear projection, where the lantern is placed behind the surface it's being projected on (so the surface would usually be smoke or some sort of semi-transparent screen) to keep up the illusion (rear projection is how old movies did backgrounds for reference).
now here's where the light in the card comes into play. for starters, rear projection clearly isn't being used here because he's on the stage-thingy (that will be relevant later). also instead of the light shining at him as if he were the subject being projected, it's shining down on him. while partially this was definitely done in part for composition cool points (the composition on this card is so fucking good actually it has nothing to do with symbolism but like holy shit), it's very reminiscent of a spotlight. as i said, i haven't had the chance to read the event yet but i'm assuming this will connect with him having to play a minor role (or play the shadow as the gacha says) and still putting himself in the spotlight.
i like that idea actually because if you link the fact he's standing in the spotlight that means he is still casting a shadow. it may appear to the viewer as if he's the centre of attention - he's right in the light, literally hitting all the composition marks to make him the sole focus of the card - but he's still just a shadow in a larger phantasmagoria. and actually, the spotlight sort of goes around him, he's pretty much cast in darkness despite being in the light and i love how that reflects him being part of a smaller role or "shadow". he stands in the spotlight and puts on a great show no matter if he's truly the star.
lastly: the pose. now look at this 4koma where he does a bird pose:
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familiar? while in this 4koma he's meant to be imitating an eagle, i can't help but notice some striking similarities in how he's posed.
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also the gacha has a feather! specifically a black one. unfortunately since there are no actual birds on the cards, nor are there feathers, I can't tell you exactly what bird he is meant to be..,
although if you wanted to really grasp at straws then his last event was called Towards the Phoenix at the Sky's Edge the play from that event was called Happy Phoenix and both the play and the lead role in it are incredibly significant to Tsukasa personally and he ended up cast as the lead role in that play and even though the lead role isn't the phoenix that bird is still significant to him in some way.
also going all the way back to the original point of his class decreasing with every set i think while yes in this set he has been reduced to nothing more than a prop, or even less so a mere shadow, but at the same time if you chose to go with that incredibly reachy phoenix idea, it's a comeback. the phoenix rises from the ashes, tsukasa can be reduced to nothing and still be the star owning the spotlight, the most powerful one in the room. hell, he's still on a stage despite everything. i think it's super neat actually that despite this being him at the lowest rank, he's actually in the place where he belongs.
i believe i've only briefly mentioned it in passing on this account before, but theatre is his life. above all else Tsukasa is an actor and the stage is where he thrives. i think it's so interesting how with each set he loses authority, but he also gets closer to being on the stage. the king is at (well, near) his castle where he leads (link to WMS), Torpe is at his piano where he performs (link to Dazzling Light), the Jester is at the circus where he performs, and then you get the one that's hardest to define as any set character. it's not a king or a pianist or jester, it's just some performer on a stage. this time there's no character, and it's not just "some performer" because this is tsukasa. it's still another role, but this time the role is, as the event synopsis states, more "real". this is tsukasa where he belongs, he never needed any sort of power or to play the role of another performer in order to shine because he himself is a performer at his core. Torpe is a performer, but Torpe is not Tsukasa. Tsukasa is Tsukasa, and Tsukasa is a performer. Something like that.
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i made the house wife ei and miko thing tbh if u want more i can write u some fr (gonna turn it into a whole ass story for u) tbh skmetimes i imagine shenhe and her house wife to imagine how possessive she could get over her house wife being jealous at every moment
then we have ningguang who adores her house wife who dhe convinced to live a life of luxioury in her jade chamber tbh your not swayed at first untill you know you can worry over her while she works and sew her stuff shes always so pleased so she rubs her hand on your thigh staring at you knowing whats to come she already planned ahead ofc
then hu tao and her house wife (coping with the fact im an og and never got her c1) anyways shes so giggly most of the time watching you cook and giving you soft kisses every time she finishes a meal. your too cute to resist honestly!! so she decided to leave you her outfit who knows what she’ll do next <3
im mot gay iswear-
AHHH ANON U ARE THE BEST!!! (Feel free to share if you have more!!)
Warnings: Smut written by a minor, possessive sex/tendencies (Shenhe), face sitting (Ningguang), Overstimulation (Ningguang), mastrubation (Hu tao), fingering (Hu tao)
Link to pt 1 , Pt3, & Pt4
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- She’d get so jealous thinking about all the people you might be around. Shenhe hates crowds so knowing that she’s not at the best of her abilities in the harbor leaves her on edge
- Shenhe who gets so possessive that she singlehandedly builds a house in the mountains away from all those people who might interfere with the two of you. It’s a good midpoint between the Wangshu Inn and Qingce Village, and plenty far away from the crowded harbor
- As she spends her time in meditation and training you spend your time with household duties and tending to your garden of Qixing and other flowers. You spend the days trying to familiarize yourself with new recipes that fit to your and Shenhe’s tastes and even experimenting with a few dishes. On the few times you do travel back to the harbor with Shenhe you always stop at Wanmin restaurant to exchange knowledge and recipes with Xiangling
- These trips can be very fun, though many of them end in a rough fucking against the wall of some alleyway after someone looks at you in a way that Shenhe doesn’t like
- She’s content to carry you for a while since it means you get to be all the more closer to her
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- It’s the fact that you aren’t interested in her for her wealth that makes her fall for you
- Being Ningguang’s housewife means you don’t need to lift a finger while you’re in the Jade Chamber
- Yet she still melts when you take it upon yourself to help the maids by cleaning Ningguang’s study on your own or cooking her favorite meals when she’s had a packed schedule
- She’ll order the finest silks or brocades or fabrics; anything you ask for will be in your hands at a moment’s notice
- When she’s especially pleased with your hard work she’ll guide you towards your shared room and reveal her most expensive lingerie & lipstick combo
- She’ll let you suck and nip at her breasts for a bit before locking her legs around your waist. She can’t have all the fun, this night is meant for you. Deep make-out sessions lead to her urging your legs to sit on either side of her head
- Ningguang will lick and suck on your clit until your brain goes dumb from the pleasure, and even after you finish she’ll keep going and overstimulating you further
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- Hu Tao who serenades you with poetry as appreciation for all the cooking you do
- She also handpicks the prettiest flowers from her walks around Liyue and places them in a neat vase every few weeks just for you
- She leaves her outfit in plain sight on the bed. It all started with wanting to try on her hat, leading to you wonder what the rest of her outfit would feel like
- You bask in the sweet aroma of red plum blossoms. It’s like she’s with you right now! Sometimes you wear it when she’s not around. Hu Tao catches wind of this quickly and always leaves a spare article of clothing at your place
- One of these days she surprises you by coming early and finds you pleasuring yourself while wearing one of her jackets. Aiya, it was her who got you into this, might as well take responsibility and finish what you started she thinks as her finger teases your wet folds
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Confession.
18+ ONLY. MINORS DNI 
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A/N: This has been sitting in my drafts for a bit and I finally decided to post it. I hope you like it.
This entire fic was inspired by this picture, but you can really imagine Josh how you prefer in this one. I also drew inspiration from that cursed audio of him whimpering that was circulating a while ago.
Word count: 7K
Pairing: Josh x female!reader
Warnings: NSFW 18+ONLY, graphic sexual content, language, sexual tension, oral (m!receiving).
Link to Part 2
Summary: An unexpected turn of events leads Josh to make an embarrassing confession.
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A sharp  knock on your door made you jump out of your skin as you were tidying up the green room you were occupying. 
"Y/N! Open the fucking door!" You heard a very familiar voice shout from the other side.
You thought the boys were already on stage by now, you thought you heard the last call at least five minutes ago. 
What is he doing here?
The knocking continued, even harder than before, so you quickly ran to the door.
As soon as the lock clicked, Josh stormed inside and started rambling, words going at miles a minute.
He was already wearing his golden cape over the white jumpsuit with golden marine embroidery that you had designed just for him a couple of months prior, following his directions. 
After a second,  you stopped his ramblings, grasping his shoulders and shaking him slightly.
"JOSH!" You shouted over his words and he finally stopped.
"What's wrong? Why is your jumpsuit half unbuttoned? And why are you not on stage right now?" You fired these questions rapidly, to better understand the situation and he groaned.
"Well, that's clearly the fucking problem here!" He said, hands stroking his hair nervously as he gestured to the zipper.
"This damn zipper isn't working. And I can't go on stage in front of twenty thousand people like this, right? So that's why I am here." He whined.
He was standing next to the door, his exposed chest was glistening with sweat and rising and falling rapidly as he panted, stressed and nervous. 
The zipper was blocked down past his navel, under the little belt that circled his waist, his happy trail was exposed.
You started to blush.
"I need your help, I tried everything. I can't pull it up or down. I thought about using candle wax but I am afraid to stain the fabric and the more I try to open or close it, the more I am afraid to break it. I tried to untangle the fabric from the inside but I couldn't. And I can't even change because it WON'T GO DOWN." He sounded really frustrated and said this while tugging at the zipper to prove his point. 
"I am trapped, Y/N! I need your help" He whined  in defeat leaning against the wall and squeezing his eyes shut.
You couldn't help but look at his chest and feel a little tingle run down your spine. 
I have to stay professional.
You thought, your eyes following his rising and falling chest. 
You quickly recovered and tried to reassure him.
"Let's see what I can do to help you. If I can't do anything I am going to cut the zipper and I am going to stitch it again. You can wear another jumpsuit tonight." You said matter of factly, coming closer to where he was standing. 
"Oh fuck" He exclaimed and he grasped his head between his hands. 
"What?" You said, a confused expression slowly made its way on your face.
"I can't wear another one, they are all to the cleaners. This is the only one I have" he said in an apologetic tone and you panicked. 
"I am in charge of the wardrobe. Who did allow that? I am sure I didn't." You replied confused and a bit angry.
"I did" he said with a guilty smile.
You glared at him and he giggled. That stupid giggle you loved in other contexts. Now, you positively hated him.
"I should make you go on stage like this, troublemaker" you hissed through clenched teeth. 
"Please don't, help me, please" he was begging you now. You watched how he had his hands joined, bottom lip pushed out and puppy eyes.
As if it was really a problem for him. You knew that he didn't have any qualms about showing way too much of himself to the crowd, sometimes. 
You glared at him, but you began to think about what you could do to help.
You grabbed the zipper and tried to push upwards and downwards delicately. Obviously it didn't work. 
You knew what you had to do. The zipper probably wasn't working because some fabric had caught into it from the inside.
"Maybe the fabric of your boxers got caught inside the zipper, that's why it's not working" you said and he giggled again.
"That's impossible, mama" he said playfully and when he understood you didn't get it, he worded it for you. 
"It's impossible because I'm not wearing any" he said in a whisper and you blushed. 
Oh
Oh God
To make it work you had to stick your hands inside it and try to untangle it. 
And there was no way you could do that without pushing your hands really close to his private parts. 
Just when you were thinking of another solution, a voice sounded from the hallway. 
"Three minutes to the stage, you are already late!" Someone shouted and he panicked. 
"C'mon Y/N! Do something" he pleaded and you knew you had no other option. 
You grabbed the zipper again and leaned closer to him. Your fingers slowly made their way on the fabric, around it and slowly dipped inside. 
You noticed how his breathing stopped  as your fingertips slowly grazed the hot skin of his tummy, his hair there tickling you lightly. 
You tried to suppress the deep blush that was creeping onto your cheeks as your fingertips slowly traced the zipper on the inside, till you located the problem. 
You were tracing your finger on the little bump of fabric that was causing the tangle when the door flew open and Jake pranced into the room. 
He stopped dead in his tracks as he assessed the scene in front of his eyes, mistaking it completely. 
You saw the smirk growing on his lips, his eyes never leaving your hand literally down his brother's pants as you quickly pulled it away. 
"Well well well, have I interrupted something, here?" He said, in a playful mocking tone. 
It was Josh's turn to speak now. 
"Fuck off, Jacob. Y/N is helping me unstuck this damn zipper" he said harshly, panting slightly. 
"Yes, of course, whatever you say, brother. And I am going to believe this, right? I am not stupid, Joshua." Jake replied, his smirk still beaming. 
The deep blush covering your cheeks wasn't helping the singer prove his point. You knew you looked very guilty right now.
"Y/N, you have to make it quick, you have two minutes left to fix the "help my brother with the zipper" thing that 's going on here." Jake said and winked towards you, grabbing a water bottle.
You cleared your throat and crossed your arms. 
"Look, Jake, it really is stuck like that" you said, tugging uselessly at the zipper to prove your point.
"And, unless you want to be the one with a hand inside your brother's pants, you better let me do my job or he is coming on stage like this, OK? You threatened him by pointing your finger at him.
He quickly raised his hands and made a retching sound at the idea you just suggested.
"Well, I think I am going to give you some privacy." Jake said while chuckling and wiggling his eyebrows towards you. He left quickly before Josh could hit him. 
As Jake opened the door a voice shouted "One minute to the stage!"
Your eyes widened and so did Josh's. You quickly resumed your position in front of him and you slowly traced the zipper with your fingers.
You slipped them inside the jumpsuit and found the problem. 
You tried to tug lightly a few times but it didn't work. You felt how his breath hitched in his throat as the fabric slowly shifted against his bare skin and you blushed. 
Your blush intensified as you noticed how the situation was affecting him. 
Your hands were so close to his crotch that you knew he couldn't keep his mind from wondering what could happen if you pushed your hand lower. 
Actually, you could see very well the effect those thoughts were having on him, in the growing erection he was sporting. You could also feel his gaze burning on your face, but you couldn't bring yourself to meet his eyes. 
You grabbed the zipper with your other hand and tugged upwards. At the same time the hand that was tucked in his pants tugged downwards and the zipper unlatched. 
The force with which you tugged at it caused your hand to dip lower in his pants and you both gasped at the same time. 
Oh
Oh, fuck.
You were almost sure you had touched him in the process and, rapid as a lightning you pulled your hand out of the jumpsuit. 
You couldn't look him in the eyes so you turned around to get a bottle of water for yourself. 
You couldn't see his shocked and slightly aroused expression as he thought about what had just happened. 
After a few seconds you heard him move and you heard the sound of the jumpsuit zipping up. 
"Y/N, how do I look?" He asked you, admiring himself in the full length mirror and checking his hair.
You turned around to properly look at him and he looked ravishing, as always. 
You were really proud of the work you had done while tailoring this jumpsuit. It was your favourite because it looked divine on him, it suited him perfectly. This meant that you could easily see every detail of his body. And, right now, the fabric was clinging to the very prominent bulge between his legs, making it impossible for you to focus properly on anything else.
You quickly averted your gaze and told him he looked great, ushering him out of the room to join his bandmates there. 
In the hallway, the moment Jake made eye contact with you, he smirked and winked, making you blush with embarrassment and anger.
You didn't have time to tell him off because the moment Josh set foot in the hallway,  they were quickly ushered to the stage.
You went back to the green room and leaned against the wall, trying to process the last ten minutes.
Thinking about what had just happened caused your heartbeat to quicken. You tidied the room and then sat on the couch, trying to calm down a bit. 
After a while, you managed to regain your composure and decided to go check from the side of the stage if Josh had finally managed to destroy the only jumpsuit he had left and flash twenty thousand people with a visual of his bare dick.
Not that he minded, you knew that very well.
You walked along the same corridor the boys had been ushered from less than an hour ago and you reached the side of the stage where Jake was. 
He was prancing around absolutely smashing it with his Gibson, as always.
As he spotted you, he winked and a menacing smug smirk twisted his features. 
You knew he had something in mind, you had seen the very thought develop in his beautiful talented brain.
He kept eye contact with you as his hand moved a few times up and down the fretboard of his guitar, very suggestively, producing a moaning sound.
You knew he was mimicking the actions he thought he had seen his brother and you partake in inside the green room.
To put the cherry on top, you blushed wildly at his action, from embarrassment, but he mistook it for guilt and laughed at your expenses. 
Smug bastard.
You decided to avert your eyes from his whoring demeanor only to land on his twin, who was already watching you.
He was still clothed, thank God, but the white fabric of his jumpsuit didn't conceal much. You could see, and so could everybody else, that the bulge was still there, and it was even more prominent than before.
You were about to go back to the green room when you noticed an imperceptible movement from Josh. The crowd in front of them didn't catch it, but you, standing there at the side of the stage, very much could.
He was grinding the tip of his erection against the mic stand, while singing.
It was almost non-existent at first, but he became more and more impatient as the time passed and his movements couldn't be mistaken from your point of view.
The moment his eyes landed on you, he did it again, but this time he let his head dangle backwards, exposing his sweaty  throat and neck and keeping his mouth open in a display of a silent moan.
He swallowed and you had to forcefully avert your eyes from the indecent bobbing of his Adam apple.
He even brought his hands up and arched his back with a little satisfied smirk on his beautiful face.
You turned around and almost sprinted towards your green room, heartbeat going a mile a minute.
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The concert was phantasmagorical as always.
When you heard the last pounds of Danny's drums you knew they were almost done. 
But this time you knew you wouldn't leave the venue soon, like you always did, following the boys in hotels or on the tour bus.
This time the owners of the venue had organised an afterparty for the band and the crew and everyone was invited. The boys had previously asked you if you were going to come and you didn't want to tell them no. So, even if you didn't like afterparties very much you agreed.
After a while, you heard the boys approach your door in the corridor and you went to open it to tell them how incredible they had been on stage.
When you opened the door, Sam and Danny passed by quickly and waved to you, heading to their respective green rooms.
Behind them you spotted the twins and, when they saw you waving at them too, they winked to you in sinc. 
Oh God. If alone they were trouble, together those two were an absolute menace.
You blushed and they snickered. Before you could hide into your green room, a black boot stopped the door from closing.
You knew who it was even before he entered.
Jake strutted inside, followed by Josh, still clad in the tight white jumpsuit. They were both sweaty. Jake's hair was clinging to his neck and throat and Josh curls were disheveled and damp from the exertion of performing.
"Are you coming to the afterparty, Y/N, right?" Jake said before gulping down half a water bottle in one go.
"You promised you would, so don't make up excuses or we are dragging you there by force" Josh said puffing his sweaty chest out, acting like a macho. 
"Well, macho man, you are not dragging me anywhere, and remember that, even if you wanted to, you would have to catch me first." You told him playfully, making him and Jake laugh.
"Just kidding Y/N, I wouldn't drag you anywhere. I would never force you to do something you don't want to." He said truthfully.
"Plus, I am a bit afraid of you, if I have to be honest. You are always so calm and collected, you can hide very well what goes on in that little beautiful head of yours." He said, smirking.
"Still waters run deep, brother" you heard Jake utter with a knowing tone, smug smirk plastered on his plump pouty lips.
They exchanged a look you didn't understand, their twin telepathy was working at its finest.
"C'mon boys, you have ten minutes to shower and clean up before the party" you said looking at your watch.
They thanked you and headed to their green rooms. 
You started to get ready, checking your almost non-existent make-up, your outfit and your hair.
You were about to exit when you heard a scream from the other side of the wall.
It was Josh.
You exited the room and simultaneously, his door flew open.
You could see very well that he was angry. You could also see very well that he was having the same problem with the jumpsuit as before. The zipper was stuck in the same spot as before, if possible even a little lower, exposing a whole lot of skin.
"Y/N!" He whined like a toddler. 
"Didn't I told you that you had to be extra careful with this zipper?" You questioned him, already knowing that your multiple warnings had fallen on deaf ears, as always.
"Yes, but…" he started  but was interrupted by another crew member.
"Guys, c'mon let's go. The party has started, you are the only people that are still missing" he said.
In the meanwhile, Jake had sauntered out of his room and was leaning against the wall across from you and his brother, smirking, with his hair still wet from the shower.
"Are you coming to the party like that, big brother?" Jake snickered pointing at his brother's state of undress.
"Not yet, Jakey, you go first and then we will join you as soon as Y/N fixes this damn zipper once and for all." The singer told him.
Jake's eyes landed on you, and he winked, coming closer, like a tiger stalking his prey.
You stayed frozen on the spot as he approached you. 
The smell of his body wash was clouding your senses. 
"Don't be late, it won't take much anyway, '' he said in a sultry manner, sounding cryptic as always. You pinpointed a bit of irony towards his brother state and you blushed.
"Fuck off, Jakey" Josh said grasping your wrist and leading you towards his room.
Jake left you two alone, but before leaving, he waved and winked.
Once you were inside the room, you closed the door and he groaned, fed up with the jumpsuit.
"I am not going to this party like this" he said, nothing but deadpanning.
"Josh, don't be dramatic, I am going to fix this zipper, I prosise, then you can go have fun" you tried to reassure him, but you understood there was something else bothering him.
You approached him and guided him against the wall to keep him still while you worked on the zipper. 
The moment his back touched the wall with a low thud, he exhaled a little breathy whimper that could have gone almost unnoticed if the room wasn't so silent.
This time, having a bit more time to work on it, you crouched down on your knees to be eye-level with the problem.
He closed his eyes and leant his head back on the wall, squeezing his eyes and his fists at his sides.
As soon as your fingers skimmed on the zipper, he bit his lips, with his eyes still closed.
You decided to pay no mind to him and traced your fingers on the inside of the zipper noticing the problem immediately. In doing so you brushed your fingers timidly on his flushed skin.
He couldn't take it anymore. 
He grasped your wrist and stopped you.
You gasped and searched his eyes. He drew a shuddering breath, then looked at you and regretted it immediately.
Seeing you like that, on your knees and with your big doe eyes looking up at him was worsening his state. 
You tried to pay no mind to the prominent bulge in his pants, but you were falling miserably.
"Josh" you whispered "Are you ok? Did I do something wrong?"
"No, absolutely not, it's not that…" he said and trailed off.
"What is it then? I am going to help you if I can" you reassured him and he laughed.
"Well it wouldn't be really professional from me" he said, hardly looking you in the eyes.
"Give it a try. The worst that can happen is that I am going to slap your pretty face, Joshua" you said playfully and he snorted out a laugh.
"What if that's something I'm into, Y/N?" He said with a glint in his eyes, resembling his carefree everyday self.
"Well, that's good for you I suppose. C'mon, spit it out, what's bothering you?" You asked him still on your knees, with his fingers wrapped around your wrist.
He didn't say anything at first, but his face was portraying his inner struggle very well.
You were about to continue fixing his zipper when he spoke.
"It's just that…" he stopped and shook his head.
Then he tried to go on, but shut up again.
You decided not to push him, letting him organize his ideas.
Then he spoke, looking directly at you.
"It's just that it's been a while" he said and you could see a little blush spread on the apples of his cheek.
A meek smile was adorning his beautiful lips.
You wanted to punch yourself because of the enormous amount of time it took you to really understand what he meant. 
He mistook your embarrassment with confusion and decided to explain himself better.
"It's been a while since I had a beautiful girl with her hands inside my jumpsuit, let alone on her knees in front of me like you are now." He said, finally meeting your gaze.
You blushed wildly at his confession.
"And believe me, it's not that I didn't try to take the matter into my own hands, literally, but it just doesn't work anymore, I don't know why" he pointed out with a humorless laugh.
"What do you mean it doesn't work, Josh?" You asked him before you could stop yourself.
He opened and closed his mouth. For once in his life he didn't know what to say.
"In the sense that you do it and after it feels like you didn't and you feel the need to do it again or…" you voiced in a whisper trying to understand more.
He shook his head.
"I can't even finish Y/N. I feel like I am too wound up for it. I am anxious about it and anxiety worsens my state. To really enjoy it I should be relaxed, and right now I am absolutely not. I don't know what to do and I don't know who I should talk to about it. Telling my mother is absolutely out of the question.
Sam would make fun of me and Danny would be too embarrassed to speak." He said almost without breathing.
"Have you tried talking about it to your twin?" You suggested and he scoffed.
"I have tried but you won't like the answer." He said with a tired smile.
"What did he say?" You pressed him.
"He told me… never mind… forget about it. Just help me with this zipper so we can go have fun at the party." He said,  yanking uselessly at the zipper, without meeting your gaze.
You straightened up to be eye level with him pointing a finger in his face.
"You are not going anywhere until you tell me what your brother suggested" you threatened him and he smirked.
"You won't like it" he said in a defiant manner trying to discourage you.
"Well, let me at least think for myself, Joshua," you retorted.
"Ok, but don't tell me I didn't warn you. He told me to ask for your help, Y/N." He said and you blushed under his fiery gaze.
You already knew that probably Jake's advice would involve something dirty and yourself, but hearing Josh say it caused a shiver to run down your spine.
Now you understood all the little jokes, winks and sneers Jake kept sending your way for a while.
"Just drop it Y/N, it doesn't matter, let's go to the party, I don't care if people see me like this. Already twenty thousand people have, I am not afraid of thirty more" He said grabbing your wrist and starting to walk towards the door
You resisted him.
You couldn't believe you were really considering it, but he was your friend and you couldn't just ignore his suffering and go on like it was nothing. 
He had the courage to confess it to you so you wanted to help him.
He let go of your wrist and watched you closely, not understanding.
You turned towards the door and reached it.
Once you were in front of it, you heard his breath leave his lungs in a defeated huff. It was an almost imperceptible sound and you knew he didn't want you to hear it, but you did.
He thought you were going to leave.
Your hand reached for the key and, without a word, you turned it, closing the door.
You could feel his stare burning on the back of your head. 
You didn't immediately turn around. You tried to heaven out your breath and stop the trembling of your hands, first.
When you turned, he was already watching you. 
You moved and he backed away from you, until he was again with his back against the wall. 
You were in front of him now.
You couldn't believe you were about to do this.
It's not that your mind had never indulged in such thoughts. How could you not. You had eyes, you couldn't deny that he was astonishingly beautiful.
But thinking about really touching him was making you nervous. What if you couldn't help him? What if that ruined your friendship and your working relationship with him?
He was staring at you, not even blinking, but his breathing was becoming ragged. A little whimpery noise escaped his lips and you couldn't think straight anymore. 
Your hand pressed on his chest, delicately but firmly pinning him to the wall.
"Please" he whispered and you couldn't deny him.
Two of your fingers touched his chin and traced further down the hollow of his throat, his toned flushed chest painfully slow and you swore you saw him twitch in his pants. 
You continued till his navel then stopped.
He swallowed, looking directly into your eyes but didn't say anything.  
You were the one leading the game and you could decide everything.
Your fingers inched downwards and he whimpered softly into his throat.
You circled his navel and then began tracing his soft happy trail. 
His eyes never left the movement of your fingers.
As you reached the zipper you felt him quiver.
You slowly dipped them inside and his lips parted with a silent gasp.
His skin was scorching hot and so soft underneath your cold fingertips. 
You went further down and traced them on the edge of the patch of coarse pubic hair there.
You were about to dip your hand further down his pants when a thundering knock threatened to send the poor door to the ground.
"JOSHUA, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? YOU ARE NEEDED AT THE PARTY RIGHT ABOUT NOW. SO STOP ADMIRING YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR AND GET YOUR ASS DOWN THERE" a booming voice you recognised as their manager's snarled from the other side.
You jumped away from him with both your hands on your mouth trying to cover any kind of sound.
"I AM ALMOST READY, GIVE ME A MINUTE" Josh shouted from the inside.
"You have thirty seconds, or I am bringing you down myself" you heard the other man threaten before running away.
Josh huffed, defeated. 
"Let's go" He said without meeting your eyes
"You don't want to change? I can unstitch the zipper…" you tried to say but he interrupted you.
"No Y/N, let's go, don't worry" he motioned you outside and you followed him.
Thankfully, the party ended pretty quickly so it wasn't too late when the crew, the boys and you retreated back to the hotel that fortunately was on the other side of the road.
As you checked in, you noticed that your key number was different from the one of the other crew members. You understood that the hotel concierge had assigned you a room on the same floor as the guys. 
As you reached your floor with the fastest lift you had ever seen, Sam, Danny and Jake went right, wishing you good night, while you and Josh, who was wearing a tshirt that he had borrowed from Danny to cover his modesty, headed left, following the numbers on the walls. 
As you entered your room, you jumped face first on the bed, exhausted. 
After a while a knock on your door startled you.
"Sorry, Y/N. It's me again" you heard Josh mumble from the other side of the door.
You opened it and ushered him inside.
He was still wearing the damaged jumpsuit.
"Right, let me grab my scissors so I can try to unstitch this without tearing up the fabric." You said, rummaging through your bag.
"Stay there" you said and approached him.
He was still nervous and fidgety, but once you came closer to him he tried to calm down.
You pushed him lightly to lean against the wall and his breathing picked up slightly. 
The situation of the zipper was the same as before and so was the situation in his pants. He was positively straining against them.
You tried to concentrate on freeing him from the constriction of the jumpsuit.
Unceremoniously, you knelt down and stuck your fingers in the jumpsuit, bringing the white fabric away from his skin and closer to your face, to be able to work without cutting him.
Inevitably this caused the fabric to drag on his flushed skin, eliciting a strangled sound from deep in his chest.
"Sorry" you mumbled and then started working.
You managed to cut some threads and then you slowly moved downwards to unstitch the bottom of the zipper.
The break of a particular tight thread you were carefully yanking caused your wrist to brush inadvertently against his bulge and he almost doubled over with a pained groan.
He needs help, he can't relax like this, you thought blushing.
"I think you can free yourself from this burden now" you said referring to the damned jumpsuit, straightening up to look him in the eyes, with the torn half of the zipper in hand.
He looked even more handsome against that dark wooden wall. His tanned skin was very exposed thanks to the missing zipper and gleaming in contrast with the stark white of the jumpsuit. 
You knew he wanted to say something, anything to convince you to help him, but he couldn't find the courage.
You could see the battle between feeling good at last and staying professional behind his soft deep brown eyes.
You decided to ease his stress and help him.
"Thank you Y/N, you are the only one who can put up with me without freaking out. Thank you for your patience with this thing" he said sheepishly, pointing at the jumpsuit.
He was about to turn around and go when you stopped him.
"Josh" you said and the hand he had on the door handle dropped.
"Hmm?" He said turning around slowly.
You were the fidgety one now, wringing your hands in front of you.
You both started talking at the same time. 
"For what I said earlier…" he started
"Earlier in the green room…" your voices overlapped and you both blushed.
"Y/N, forget about it, it was absolutely unprofessional on my part, even rude. I am really sorry if I have upset you" he said genuinely concerned looking down at the floor.
"Josh, it's ok, don't worry, I am not upset at all" you said and he smiled.
He thanked you, wished you goodnight and was about to exit when you stopped him with a hand on his bicep.
"Josh, wait…" you whispered.
He slowly turned around and smiled at you. His usual beaming smile was blinding you now, and intimidating you at the same time.
"Let me…" you tried to say but you stopped, embarrassed
You exhaled and then went on.
"Let me help you, you can't stay like that" you whispered without meeting his eyes. 
"You don't have to, I will figure something out, you have already done enough for me tonight." He said truthfully.
"Ok, bye Josh, have a goodnight" you waved at him and he exited. 
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You got ready for bed, but you couldn't sleep. You kept tossing and turning around uselessly thinking very unholy things about the man sharing your wall right now, who, to make matters worse, happened to be your boss.
You were about to stand and make a cup of tea, to help you calm down, when you heard the water running and a muffled groan on the other side of the wall. 
Then nothing.
After a few seconds, you heard it again, this time it was a curse and a long drawn out whimper.
You couldn't mistake what he was doing, or at least, trying to do.
Those noises erased even the last bit of sleep that your brain possessed and turned you on beyond belief.
Your panties were sticking to your skin now and you almost slipped one hand into them for a quick needed solo session, but you stopped.
He sounded like he was in pain. He wasn't having fun doing that, like he should be. You couldn't let him feel like that. You wanted to help him, or at least try to.
You stood and, without a thought, a second later you were knocking softly at his door.
Nothing
You knocked again and you heard some commotion coming from the other side.
You heard the peep-hole open then close and he finally opened the door.
"Y/N? Is everything ok?" He asked. He had only a towel on, his curls damp and unruly.
"Yes…well, no. I couldn't sleep and I heard you were awake too and I wanted to know if you wanted to watch a film with me" you blatantly lied to him, but what else could you do? Or say?
"Hi Josh, I heard you were trying to masturbate in the shower and I wanted to help you?" No way, you really couldn't tell him that.
He smiled softly and let you in. 
"Of course, go sit on the bed, I am going to change and I'll join you in a minute" he said softly, going to the bathroom to change.
You sat against the headboard and waited for him, wringing your hands together and torturing your bottom lip with your teeth, until it was almost bleeding.
After a while, he came back clad into a soft worn white tshirt and grey shorts. He climbed on the bed and sat, mirroring your position.
"Do you have any idea on which film you want to see, Y/N?" He said, patting your bare thigh.
This made you shiver, but you masked it with a shrug.
"No, Josh, I trust you with the choice" you said, feeling his hand burn on your bare skin.
You two set on a movie that was already playing on some channel. He had already seen it and granted you it was good.
You watched it in silence for a while. 
You were slowly drifting off to sleep, with your head on his shoulder, but a sex scene came on the screen and, suddenly, you were wide awake again.
You felt him tense but you didn't say anything. 
You heard him shift as the scene progressed and an imperceptible whine left his lips because his movement caused the cotton of his shorts to caress his still strained cock.
He thought you were sleeping so he slowly lowered you on the pillow and stood. He started to pad towards the bathroom but you stopped him with a call of his name.
"Josh" you whispered and he stopped but didn't turn.
You stood and reached him.
He turned and leant against the wall, head in his hands, panting.
You couldn't wait anymore. 
You wanted to make him feel good.
You grabbed his wrists and lowered them to his sides. He looked at you then, with big shiny eyes. He looked so young and tired. His expression was painful and conflicted.
"Stop me if this is something you don't want." You whispered into his ear, placing a trembling hand on his chest and meeting his nervous gaze.
"Y/N, I don't want you to do this" he tried to say but, as you pressed him a bit more against the wall, he shivered and a breathy impatient whine left his lips.
"Shh Josh, just tell me what you need, nobody will know about this" you whispered.
"Please…" he whispered back.
You slowly lifted his tshirt exposing his tanned chest and then you discarded it on the floor.
His gaze was smoldering. 
"Please what, Joshua?" You whispered, encouraging.
He squeezed his eyes shut and then opened them again, locking gazes with you. You saw a new fervor inside them.
"Please, touch me" he huffed out.
You repeated the same actions that their manager had interrupted before into the green room.
You placed two fingers on his chin, and slowly dragged them down, on his neck, between his pecs and on his tummy. You swirled them slowly around his navel and trailed them even lower, following his happy trail and stopping against the hem of his shorts. 
He was panting now, his heavy breathing was the only sound filling the room.
You moved even closer to him to whisper into his ear. In doing so you placed a trembling hand on his chest, right on his heart. It was beating furiously underneath your palm and it only spurred you on.
"Is it ok if I take these off?" You asked, tracing your finger on the waistband of his shorts.
"Please" he whispered. 
You knelt down and started kissing the flushed skin right above the waistband. You sucked a faint mark there and he rewarded you with a breathy moan of your name.
You hooked a finger into the waistband and started to pull his shorts down, slowly.
"Fuck" he groaned as the fabric touched his sensitive skin.
As your fingers moved the cotton downwards, you felt him shiver, goosebumps rising on the soft skin of his hips.
The grey fabric pooled at his feet and a relieved moan left his lips as his erection was freed from that constriction.
Your eyes were trained on him and your mouth watered. 
He was rock hard and twitching against his tummy, the skin was flushed and the head was an angry shade of red and already leaking. 
White drops of precum were adorning his sensitive tip. He was beautiful.
The mere contact with the slightly cooler air of the room, caused his hips to buck forward, in search of friction.
"Hand or mouth, Josh?" You asked and he groaned.
"Whatever you want, Y/N, whatever" he all but sobbed, and you couldn't take it anymore. You needed to taste him.
You decided for a combination of both and you went to work.
You slowly wetted your lips and swirled the hot tip of your tongue on his head, wrapping your hand slowly around him.
He moaned, loudly, and you whimpered. His skin was scorching hot and his salty taste was heavenly.
The sudden contact with your warm tongue caused him to almost lose his balance. You spotted an armchair, close to where you were kneeling and motioned for him to take a seat.
"Josh, sit down" you said and he nodded.
When he sat down, you resumed your position between his legs and he twitched.
"Lay back and relax" you told him and he obliged without a single word.
You took the tip between your lips and slowly made out with it, swirling your tongue around the foreskin, paying extra attention to the little spot under his head that had his hands claw at the arm rests. 
"Oh my… fuck, Y/N" he whined and you stopped, letting him regain his breath.
"When was the last time you came, Josh?" You asked and he blushed.
"Fuck, almost a month ago, I think" he confessed.
In response, you placed your hands on his thighs and took him into your mouth. He doubled over with a loud curse.
With every sucking motion, he was letting out a whimper, signaling to you that he was close.
As you kept pleasuring him, his hips started bucking upwards every time you took him deeper into your mouth. 
You tried to fight your gag reflex as he hit the back of your throat a few times. Tears were starting to prickle at the corners of your eyes but you didn't care.
You locked gazes with him and he warned you through gritted teeth.
"Y/N, you better stop if you don't want me to…" he started but trailed off when he felt you swallow around him, the muscles of your throat clenching around him.
"Shit, Y/N, I am cumming." He groaned and a second later you felt his hot release trickle down your throat. 
His taste made you feel hazy and lightheaded. 
He kept moaning and whining low in his chest as your mouth stayed on him through his entire orgasm.
He let out a shuddering breath but was still hard inside your mouth.
His eyes were shiny and watery, his expression was completely fucked out as he met your gaze.
You kept your mouth on him, despite the soreness of your jaw and started sucking again, gently.
"Fuckfuckfuck" he whispered as both his hands grasped your hair.
You kept swirling your tongue around his shaft, tracing every ridge and vein and sucking relentlessly but gently, positively making him lose his mind. 
He couldn't keep quiet, choruses of pleas filled the room and, when your hand started kneading softly at his balls, he came again suddenly without warning and with a wailing satisfied scream.
You swallowed his warm release again without a second thought, savouring every last drop of him.
This time you released him slowly and he shivered at the loss of the warmth that your mouth was providing him.
Without a word, you straightened up, wiped your chin with the back of your hand and left him there, still twitching, naked and bewildered, wondering if what happened was real or a figment of his wicked imagination.
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legendofmorons · 6 months
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How to fall in love twice part 6
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Pairing: Time x reader x Malon
Rating: T
Summary: Fate must really hate you guys. You and Malon have a brief encounter with the chain while escaping monsters. But it's over before you can really talk.
Warnings: cursing, vague fighting, Time is having a very bad day.
Other: If I missed anything, please let me know.
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Twilight has never before genuinely considered smacking the back of Time's head - until now.
Watching the old man pace over trampled grass for the umpteen time is painful.
Twilight gets it - mostly. He gets losing someone you love to an unknown.
But this is too much - it's been a month or so, and Time has spent every day on edge as he worries for you and Malon.
"Would you be still for five minutes? You're giving us all aneurysms." Legend barks from his spot tending the new fire.
"That’s not physically possible." Wild says without so much as a glance at the others.
"Time. You're going to wear a trench into the dirt at this point. You should take a break." Twilight says with a sigh, "You'll be no good if you tire yourself out."
"But -"
Leaves rustle and running can be heard. Voices sound - familiar voices.
"Farore above." Twilight manages.
All of the boys work to get to where your voice is heard.
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"I would really like to stop meeting monsters like this!" You call to Malon.
She laughs, taking down another monster with her bow.
You parry an attack and watch a portal open again. At least you can escape
"(Y/n)!" Someone calls.
That wasn't Malon.
"Malon!" Time's voice rings through the clearing.
The boys are running towards you- but you're pretty sure you have to leave through the portal and not stay outmatched by the monsters.
This is bullshit.
"Link?!"
"We have to go!" You call out, ducking an arrow.
You move then, with extreme spite and displeasure.
"Just stay there!" Time yells out.
Warriors are the ones to stop the others, taking the lead. He says someone to them that males Twilight look fairly upset.
"There's no time!" You yell. "Malon, come on!"
You can watch Malon look between you and her husband. She looks pained- and you can watch her try to fight the urge to stay.
"Mal!" Time calls, almost there.
It's not enough.
Malon tackles you out of harms way and through the portal.
You hit the ground hatd- but most unhurt.
"You okay?" Malon asks you.
You look around yet another strange place and no sign of a portal. Great.
"Mostly. Are you okay?"
"I'm- tired. But I'm okay."
"Good."
Malon stares at you - still hovering over your sprawled form. Her expression is something.
She's got a soft look on her face, but she also looks like she might like to cry.
"Has anyone told you you have pretty eyes?" She asks, moving off of you.
She sits to the side, her knees under her as she looks you over.
You can feel your face heat up. That's- not necessarily a common thing to hear.
"Maybe." You admit.
"It's true."
"Thank you." You say, sitting up and letting your arms hold you up.
"Any idea where we are?"
"The woods, mostly."
"Sounds right. We should follow the path then."
"Okay."
"Do you think the boys will be okay?"
"Of course. We've made it this far- and there are more of them.",
"That's fair enough." She gives a strained smile.
"Are you sure you're feeling okay?" You ask, trying to land somewhere between serious and not accusing.
Malon looks to you, and you can genuinely see how hard this has been on her.
Her eyes bear dark bags and bloodshot veins.
She's got littered bruises and fresh scars like stars in the sky. She's got dirt smeared across her and her clothes in at least ten places.
Her clothes are patched over too many times to last much longer. Her hair is in bad shape.
And you still think she's beautiful. (You must be really gone. Like- Malon is definitely pretty under usual circumstances, but no one can look that great in this condition.)
(Right?)
"I'm just tired." Malon says after a moment.
"Okay." You say.
You stand up, holding your hand out to her.
Malon takes your hand, standing up with only half a wince. Her ankle is still weaker than either of you would like.
Your phone gives a little notification sound
Your phone!
It's stayed at the same battery charge the whole adventure thanks to magic you suppose.
But it's not done more than self-storage and pictures.
You have a notification.
"I know where we are." You smile, "or at least when."
"Really?"
"Yeah. Let's follow the path. We're in my time."
"Oh! Is that good?"
"Maybe. Depends on where we actually are and such."
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You are in America, somewhere in the Pacific Northwest if the pine trees and rain are any clue.
You find a fairly nice extended stay and book about a week or so.
However, there are a few problems.
One, you and Malon both need new clothes.
Two, you have a lot of modern things to explain.
And three - which may actually be the biggest problem - there's only one bed.
However, just now, you're at the nearest Walmart superstore getting together some actual supplies for the time.
Watching Malon read all the ingredients in the shampoo and conditioner is eye-opening.
You've managed to find some decent jeans and some other clothes too.
You grab some basic foods and some other things before checking out.
This is going to be something.
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Time skids to a stop in the middle of a monster hoard. The reason you and Malon had to escape.
The portal closes just as he reaches it.
Fuck.
Fuck!
Time ... isn't really aware of his surroundings until that evening while he's cleaning his shield of monster guts.
He listens - realizing that Twilight and Warriors are trying to figure out how to get to you and Malon again.
"It might have been a fluke." Legend pipes in.
"I doubt that." Warriors says firmly.
But none of the conversations matter. Time can only replay the minute or two he saw you and Malon.
The way his wife tackled you through the portal ... he's glad she's never lost her drive.
You had looked - well, it's really not fair how pretty you looked.
And Time is so worried.
He knows Malon can handle herself.
He knows you can handle yourself.
But still.
He'd just watched you have to get tackled through a portal so you could both stay safe.
This is some shit.
Fuck whatever deity is running this sick game.
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sakkiichi · 10 months
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BETTER THAN REVENGE.
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you and your ex ended on bad terms. you want revenge. your annoying best friend might be the answer.
ft. Childe x gn! reader.
cw/genre: romance, fake dating, friends to lovers, mild angst, fluff, modern/college au, very brief mention of alcohol consumption.
word count: 2.6k.
i dreamt about this idea months ago, and i thought my first genshin crush’s birthday would be a good day to write it hehe. happy birthday ajax <3
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What did you ever see in that asshole, you will never know.
You hate him. Of that, you are certain.
You really tried to put effort into your relationship, made time for him, prioritized him.
It seemed to always go unreturned.
And that much is made clear tonight, the sight of him making out with someone else at this party you don’t even know why you decided to attend, being the last straw.
“We’re done, you jerk.” Are the words you spat at him, throwing the remnants of your drink at your now ex-boyfriend.
You regret it now. Having wasted half a drink, that is.
The music blasting through the speakers is soon replaced by crickets chirping and the night wind ruffling through the trees. You spare a glance at the moon above. Full, its rays seemingly lighting up a liquid silver trail leading to you.
“Leaving so soon?” A familiar, and, might you add, annoying at times, voice questions.
Well, at least it’s better than hearing your ex, you muse to yourself, as you turn around to face your friend.
His ocean blue eyes glimmer in the summer starlight rain, matching the color of his baby blue t-shirt.
A smile makes it to your face. You always loved to steal that one when you had sleepovers.
“Nothing gold can stay, am I right, Ajax?” You retort, a mirthless grin plastered on your moonlit features.
Your friend takes a few steps forward, coming to stand next to you, shoulder playfully bumping against yours.
“I’d rather you stayed, though.” He says, a melancholy smile tugging at his lips.
You close your eyes, a sigh escaping you into the night.
“Let’s just say… I’ve had enough for tonight.” You mutter, exhaustion beginning to catch up to you.
“Anything happen?” Childe asks, ginger strands swaying around his face in the warm zephyr.
You bark a dry laugh, yet all you feel running through your veins is boiling anger.
“Well, I saw that asshole kissing someone else.” You cross your arms over your chest. “So I made it clear we’re done. I also wasted half my drink on that shithead when I spilled it on his face.” You tilt your head to the side. “Pity, that cocktail was much more worth it than him.” You add, matter of factly.
Ajax chuckles. He always liked your unapologetic remarks.
“You really did that?” He laughs. It’s nice, sincere. Then: “He didn’t deserve you anyway.”
“Eh, probably not.” You shrug. “I just really want to piss him off now.”
“Oh?” Your friend’s usually dull marine eyes light up in amusement. “Any ideas?”
“Huh, not yet…” You ponder, worrying your thumbnail between your teeth.
Childe levels his gaze with yours, that impish grin meaning he was up to no good not unlike the edge of the moon above.
“Date me.” He smirks, just like that.
And at that moment, you’re too aware of the heat rising to your cheeks, of the wild pounding of your heart against your ribcage, of the constellations of freckles dotting the bridge of Ajax’s nose. “You know, just as show, to spite him.”
And perhaps it’s the sweet intoxication of your half drunk cocktail, or the way a lake of stardust seems reflected in his eyes, but you find your pinky linked with his before you have half the mind to back off.
“Deal.”
On hindsight, perhaps you were impulsive.
Was it really a good idea to involve your best friend in this game of spite?
Readjusting your bag on your shoulder, you walk to your first period class.
Students, some more sleepy than others mill around campus, a collage of headphones on, hands busy on screens and chit chat filling the early morning air.
“Morning, babe.” Are the first words directed at you today, followed by a chaste kiss to your cheek.
“Ajax…” You whisper-shout, frowning, face warming up. “You know you just need to pretend.”
“I’m very aware of that.” He whispers, lips brushing the shell of your ear, as his voice lowers a little more. “He’s looking, sweetheart.”
Despite your quickened heartbeat, a devilish grin makes it to your features, arms wrapping around your best friend temporarily turned “boyfriend”.
“Ajax!” You coo, sweetly. “I had missed you so much! Ah! How am I going to endure six hours of class without seeing you?”
The redhead embraces you, arms tightening around your waist, dangerously close to your hipbones. His face buries in the crook of your neck, nuzzling into you, lovingly.
“Good, he just stormed off.” He murmurs, giving your waist a reassuring squeeze.
You smile brightly, luminous eyes meeting his crinkled up ones.
His hand slides into yours, pressing it reassuringly, before you two part, promising to meet afterwards.
Oddly enough, when you sit at the back of the seminar, six hours feel like an eternity.
But, like all things, your classes come to an end, eventually.
Mindlessly scrolling through your phone, you leave the building.
It’s weird, this sensation, though.
You’ve been close with Childe for years, you’ve hugged countless times, slept at each other’s place just as many.
So, why now? Why did you feel all jittery and giddy at his subtle touches just earlier?
Perhaps you’re still shaken from your breakup, as much as you can’t stand your ex.
“Hey there, pretty.”
You look up from your phone to be met with the colors of oceans and sunrises, Ajax’s grinning face centimeters away from yours.
“Childe.” You bluntly greet him. It’s unfair how the early evening sun kisses his skin just right, the light dusting of freckles over his nose and cheeks reminding you of the stars that soon will start decorating the sky. You clear your throat, then:
“You know we just need to look like we’re dating, right? I thought I’d made myself clear.” You don’t know if your statement is more directed at him or at yourself.
“I know,” the ginger smiles, falling in step by your side. “But we need to make it look convincing, don’t we?” He winks, wrapping an arm around your shoulders.
“You’re insufferable, as always.” You grumble.
And yet, despite no one really being around at the moment, you make no effort to push the man away. And you definitely don’t complain when he switches to your other side, hand lingering on the small of your back, so that you take the innermost half of the sidewalk, away from the cars.
If someone were to ask, however, no, you certainly are not leaning into Ajax’s comforting hold.
A few more weeks go by, with most of your free time spent with your “fake boyfriend.”
And as much as you’ve always cherished him, despite his, at times, obnoxious nature, you certainly are confused right now.
What is it you feel for him? You like these newfound moments of shared tenderness between the two, so much that you wish they weren’t fabricated sometimes… What would it be like to love someone truly? To have someone love you?
What do his lips taste like? You wonder, as you have a few more sips of your iced peach juice.
You shake your head. No, you definitely did not think that. Must be the heat, messing with your head, surely.
However, willing fantasy or not, it turns out fate had indeed planned for you to indulge in your cravings.
The door of the establishment opens, the small bell above it signaling the entrance of another customer.
“[Y/n?]” Ajax calls, from the sit across you.
You tilt your head to the side, your redhead friend’s eyes focused on something behind you.
“Yeah?”
“Kiss me.”
“What?” You almost shout, the sound dying down to a whisper the moment his thumb brushes over your lower lip.
“Do you trust me?” He smirks.
“Yes, but-“
“You said yes.” Are Childe’s words before leaning in.
To say he was a good kisser would be an understatement.
His lips on yours feel like a roaring ocean, notes of spearmint and sunshine contained in the secret message in a bottle the waves of him carry. Ajax’s calloused hands cup your jaw, ruddy locks of hair tickling you when he angles his head to the side to deepen the kiss.
You wish this was real.
But would it really be a crime to play your part right now?
Your fingers tangle in his tangerine hued strands, slightly tugging at them as you bring him closer to you.
You don’t care if this is swimming against the current, if you did drown right now, you would go happy.
But because he’d be damned before he let you drown, your best friend pulls away, allowing air back into your lungs.
That’s the very best goddamn kiss you’ve ever been given.
But, alas, sometimes you think “stupid” should be Ajax’s middle name.
When you glance his way, he keeps looking at something beyond you, that shit eating smirk plastered on the lips you want to kiss again.
When you spare a peek over your shoulder, you spot him. Your ex, sitting with some girl, his face ashen as he looks in your direction.
So that’s all this was.
You should have figured, you chide yourself as you fiddle with the straw of your juice.
If you had payed attention, however, you would have noticed a pair of starry blue eyes not leaving you.
And after that arrives the day you realize you are screwed.
This was all just supposed to be a make believe charade, not you actually falling for your friend.
Because you can’t deny it anymore; whatever it is Ajax is to you now, it goes way past platonic.
You can’t let these feelings be known. Ever.
But how are you supposed to ignore all of his sweet gestures? His tender touches when holding your hand; the way he remembers your favorite ice cream, smoothie and coffee orders; how he brings you lunch when he ends up cooking too much for his siblings; or the way not only are you stealing his t-shirts on nights you fall asleep at each other’s rooms, but how he now drapes his hoodie over your shoulders, the night breeze uncharacteristically chilly for this time of year.
And that kiss. That goddamn kiss.
And perhaps your last breakup scarred you more than you let on; or maybe you love Ajax too much to keep up this lie with him. But before you can think twice, the words are out of your lips, glacial shards of a broken dream on a midsummer’s night:
“Ajax? Let’s stop doing this.”
Those eyes of his that sparkled in sapphire hues dim again at your statement.
He searches for your gaze, but you won’t look at him.
“Why? Something wrong?” Childe tries for his usual carefree tone, but you know better; the hurt and strained fear in the words he doesn’t speak are clear as day to you.
“Yes! I mean no! I mean…” You sigh. “I don’t think it makes sense anymore.”
In reality, what doesn’t make sense is pretending this relationship of yours is just for show. But you can’t let him know that.
“Got cold feet?” Your friend, or whatever he is now, asks, oceanic gaze glazed over, not a single star reflected in it when he stares skyward.
‘If only you could know’. Is the sentence you don’t let out through bitten lips.
Instead you offer:
“I don’t think this makes sense anymore.” Unconsciously, you adjust his hoodie a little tighter around your figure. “I just- I think I’ve gotten the revenge I wanted. I… I don’t know, I just want to hang out with you again, but honestly, not like this, not for an audience…”
You stop walking, standing a few paces before him.
“We don’t have to do any of this for the public, you know.” Your friend, crush, partner in crime? assures, shortening the distance between you with his long strides.
“But we do.” You sadly whisper, averting your eyes to the side. You can feel wetness pooling on them. Great, just what you needed. “I… I don’t want more fabricated romantic moments, I’ve had enough of love that was never anything to begin with before.” You humorlessly add. “I just, I want the next time I kiss someone or hold their hand… I want it to be real, for it to mean something… and I can’t keep stealing moments like these from you either, Childe.”
Salty droplets start to dye the grey pavement as you keep your eyes glued to it. Everything feels so complicated, so messy…
“I know this was your idea but… I can’t keep-“
“What makes you think it wasn’t real?” Familiar calloused fingers caress your cheeks, gathering the starless wetness sliding down them. “What makes you think you were stealing these moments from me?” Strong arms envelop you, akin to the early morning rays dancing over gentle waves lapping at the seashore. “It was my idea, right? You said it yourself. Why do you think that was?”
“I don’t know!” You sob into his chest. “I guess you were looking for fun, or you wanted to help me…” You wonder, voice a breath away from becoming fragments of a shattered snowglobe.
Ajax chuckles, soft. His hold on you tightens a little. Then:
“You know, sometimes you can be so dumb, [Y/n].” He utters, tone devoid of his usual teasing. “It was my plan, on that you are right.” His hands rest on your shoulders, as he pulls away to look at you. “But I guess now would be a good time to tell you why.” He shifts his weight on his feet, an unusual dusting of pink creeping up his neck caught by the streetlights. “Truth is, I was scared to, well, ask you out normally, I was scared of you saying no. When you started dating him, I hated him, but I hated myself more, for not having been able to prevent it. You looked unhappy.” He shoves his hands in his pants’ pockets. “So I don’t know, I figured maybe if we pretended, we’d keep it up for a while, or maybe if I was lucky, you’d really fall for me… kinda dense, right?”
You sniff, a smile tugging at your lips despite your cries.
“Yeah, definitely stupid.” You laugh softly, through the tears. “But effective.” You admit, glossy eyes searching for the molten northern stars in his stare.
“Wait, so you actually fell-?”
“Ajax. Kiss me. For real this time.” You plead, clutching the front of his baby blue t-shirt, urging him closer to you.
“What makes you think it wasn’t for real the first time?” He smirks, as his lips link with yours for the second time.
Your arms loop around his neck, his hands digging on the flesh of your lower waist, his palms a searing wave under your shirt. Childe’s kiss tastes of fireworks reflected over a still ocean, the quiet of the minutes before midnight in stark contradiction to the wild drumming of your infatuated heart. You stand on your tiptoes, desperately meeting his tidal wave at its zenith, the caress of the blossoming moon above and Ajax’s tongue swiping over your swollen lips sending shivers down your spine.
The clock strikes twelve, and a beeping sound interrupts the reverie.
Grumbling, you fish your phone out of your borrowed jacket’s pocket.
“00:00
Thursday, July 20th.
Ajax’s bday !! <3”
Your lit up screen reads.
You both let out a chuckle.
“Hey, Childe?” You call him. “Make a wish.”
“I don’t need to.” Constellations are reflected in his azure gaze, lovestruck with images of you dancing amongst them, the smile on his face dopey and entranced.
“Let me give you another present, then.” You tell him, pulling him close again. “Happy birthday, Ajax.” You breathe, as his hands hook under your thighs and your lips crash together again, no onlookers but the moon and stars this time.
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Alex and Henry's Texts: A Progression in Proximity
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I've been thinking on and off about how the film chronicles subtle changes in Alex and Henry's bond in the time between the end of the "damage control" and the New Year's party, finally leading into the kiss. Not so much about the texts and calls themselves, which I already found adorable on my first watch. More on how Henry becomes more and more prominent, more and more visible and tangible, in Alex's thoughts each time they talk. More on how the film worked out the transitions for each sequence.
The early texts ("having a wank", "inbreeding", "we were ever so careful, dear") are featured prominently on the screen, no sound besides that of a text notification. You see cute, fun gifs, memes and the occasional (mpreg!) article link, but at this point they're just tiptoeing into this tentative friendship, and learning about each other.
Henry's texts start out as a mere part of Alex's day at this point; he reacts, texts him back and moves on with his day. And even that changes quite quickly - he's amused enough by Henry's "we were so careful" joke that he forgets where he is and laughs out loud in a classroom full of people.
The transition then moves onto voice. Not only do we see the texts on the screen, but this time we hear them in their own voices.
Boring Tie
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We hear Henry heighten his voice a little when he says "grey is a colour, thank you". We hear Henry's amusement when he asks about Alex "pranking" him with campaign t-shirts.
The "boring tie" exchange also marks the first time we see Henry (not the image, but the person) during the texting exchange. He is static, unmoving, in the periphery of Alex's vision, disappearing as his security detail runs past the bench Henry is sitting on.
Henry may not be the center of attention in this sequence, but Alex is familiar enough, and comfortable enough that he can easily visualize Henry. The way he sits, the way he talks, the way he peruses a book.
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We hear their voices overlap as they discuss favourite authors and books, while a classmate shows Alex a meme about their "bromance" (I have some ideas about those literary references in particular, but maybe I'll keep that for another post*).
Byron
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You also have the "Byron" sequence, which is a continuation of the favourite authors one, and highlights a marked shift from the "Boring Tie" one. Boring Tie shows movement from Alex, with Henry sitting stationary, in one place, on the bench.
Byron has Henry moving around in Alex's space. Still at the periphery of Alex's vision, but ever-present and slowly taking up more and more space in his head.
(I'm not saying anything about the poet being Byron and the movie Nora and Alex are watching being "Some Like It Hot" right now. I'm still in the middle of my second read of the book and I want to note down all the references I saw there too. The dialogue "well, nobody's perfect!" from SLIH's last scene is currently ringing in my head).
Parenthesis
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In a lot of ways the Parenthesis sequence is the perfect segue to the New Year's party, because it strongly implies a level of intimacy that was only hinted at in the previous texts (the book itself has Alex envision him and Henry as lying on the opposite sides of their own beds, like brackets, in this scene).
Henry first features in this sequence as a tinny, distant voice 3700 miles away, but his voice and his presence now comes so easily to him (with a butterfly transition!! Butterflies in the stomach anyone?) that it is almost as if he is in the room, comfortably settled in Alex's private space, so close that Alex can almost touch him. And they really do look like parantheses at the end of that scene!
Henry's presence is intimate and tangible (we even see the jaffa cakes he's snacking on while watching Bake Off), and his voice comes to Alex as if they were in the same room together.
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Only when they playfully argue over who should cut the call first, does Henry's voice change back to the tinny quality of a voice over cellphone...reminding them both of the distance between them.
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And that last, super-soft look Alex gives as he switches off the phone with a "goodnight"! My heart!!
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In a lot of ways, I think that while Alex himself is clueless about his own feelings, it's pretty obvious to us, the viewer, the "rope" that is pulling him towards Henry is already making an appearance here.
* Henry's Book Recommendations:
Zadie Smith (probably her entire bibliography)
The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
Madame Bovary by Gustave Flaubert
Alex's Book Recommendations:
Another Country by James Baldwin
Love in the Time of Cholera by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
(My (tentative) theory for now is that the books explore themes that are important to both of them and that get touched on in the movie. I know the book goes into more detail with literature and history, esp during the email exchanges, but I've only read the book twice)
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Which Links do you think have been to formal schools?
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Oooo, good question
Sky without a doubt has a formal education; I am not sure what kind of teaching they do at the knight's academy, but I am sure they would teach some kind of math, science, or whatever was known in Skyloft at the time.
I think Four might've also had a formal education, as we can see a school in Minish Cap in Hyrule Town. Then when he was of age, he would've been taken under apprenticeship by his grandfather (or maybe taught smithing at an earlier age, who knows).
For Time, I think he relies heavily on experience. The Kokiri don't have a traditional school, and judging from the little training area and how highly they regard their deity, I think they have a sort of "figure it out" mentality when it comes to, well, figuring stuff out. I don't see Time (especially as a kid) to going to anyone for anything, but I think Talon would teach him some things, especially when he gets together with Malon as that's probably the only adult that Time trusts (since the Great Deku Tree is gone).
Legend is taught by his uncle during his childhood, and does try to go seek more places to learn (as apparently he does travel in pursuit of knowledge, hence why he got caught up in the oracle games/link's awakening). Then, afterwards, tries an apprenticeship with the blacksmith but then just decides experience is the best teacher and travels from there.
Much like Time, Hyrule is also a hands-on learner. I think the reason why he might be so insecure about his place in the Chain is because he wasn't taught properly like some of the other knights; one day he was just given a sword and was told to go save Princess Zelda. The only things that he were taught were magic spells by old people in Zelda 2 (though I am not too familiar with the game so I might be wrong on that) and that is about as much as he would learn. I like to headcanon that he tried to get a formal education in the 6 years in between games with Princess Zelda, but it didn't work out for him.
Twilight was most definitely taught by the people of Ordon. Probably not any formal education, as Ordon is a small village and probably not enough kids to have a proper school (like, you're telling me that Ilia is the only other kid in the entire village close to Link's age? And look at that age gap between Link, Ilia, and the other kids!). I think Fado taught Twilight all of the ranching aspects -- horse riding, animal tending, etc -- while Rusl taught him how to fight, other things a boy needs to know, and Uli taught him how to take care of himself and to help others.
I'm not too knowledgable about what goes in Wind Waker, but there is the old guy that teaches Wind how to sword fight, right? If I am thinking correctly, I think Wind's island would've had kind of like what they had in Moana and that the village elders would just teach the kids what they need to know, mainly stories as that's kind of what Link's grandma does in the beginning of the game.
I think Warriors was taught by some sort of school. After all, he had to become a knight in training and there had to have been some qualifications to get into that, right? Either that or he was taught at the knight training place, where he would've learned to strategize and make rational decisions. Maybe some heavy-duty military training.
Lastly, that leads to Wild. I kind of have a few headcanons with this, so stick with me.
Before the Calamity, Wild was definitely taught things when he was travelling with his father's knights, especially how to fight. He was probably under apprenticeship with his father, as it's sort of baffling to me why a four year old would be travelling with the knights instead of, I don't know, at a daycare or something? (But that raises the question of if whether or not his mom is alive, but she should be since Wild's sister is canon in LU, but then again his dad could've remarried and had his little sister a bit later. Actually, I kinda like that idea.)
Anyways, when Wild was old enough he could've further his training and education at the military camp right outside of the Lost Woods, which would've made it easier for him to find the Master Sword when he was twelve (plus with the village nearby, he and his father could've been living there as it is close to the castle, but not close enough at the same time). Then for the next five years, Wild just goes around Hyrule, doing natural hero stuff, developing his stoic personality as everyone sort of tells him what a hero should be; so it gives him plenty of time to mold that persona until eventually he becomes a Champion and... well, y'know the rest.
After the Calamity, Wild just sorts of takes the Time and Hyrule route and learns on his own. Though, I will say I think Wild is more open to asking how this are and what to do with things more than the former heroes because its quite easy in the game to have a tutorial on literally anything if you ask the right npc. So, he would just have an education from just random travelers he meets. Plus I guess it would make fighting easier since he still has muscle memory, due to his prowess with weapons right from the get-go.
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lavendarlily · 2 months
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yeah of course my first fic for @phicphight is gonna be crack
for the prompt that wasn't a prompt by @faeriekit
am i doing this right?
prompt: PR096 - No prompt, just a note; I can't guarantee I understand the format of the prompts required here.
words: 777
click here to read on ao3
jack stumbles across something troubling, but finds the light at the end of the tunnel.
Finally. He had the house to himself. Jazz was at a study group, Maddie went to test some weapons in the field, and Danny… well, all Jack knew was that Danny wasn’t home. 
Jack loved his family - so incredibly much that it was a miracle you could fit all that love into one man (even one at Jack’s size). Yet between the needs of his children and assisting his wife with her inventions, it was difficult to find a moment for himself. Believe it or not, Jack Fenton did in fact have interests and hobbies outside of ghosts. It was just hard to make time for them, and boy was that new yarn burning a hole in his crafts closet, just waiting to be used. First, there were a few techniques he wanted to research before really digging in.
He fetched the laptop from the basement, and grabbed a soda from the fridge on his way to the living room. Jack settled in, feet resting on the coffee table since Maddie wasn’t home to tell him otherwise. He opened the computer, and groaned to himself when a myriad of open tabs took over the screen.
He’d told the kids so many times! Close your tabs after using the computer! He was always afraid of accidentally closing or deleting something they needed or hadn’t saved. There was also a sense that looking through their history was an invasion of privacy, but whoever had used the computer last would have to give up that privilege. He carefully clicked through the tabs, making sure there wasn’t anything potentially important before exiting out of each one. At least his kids had been doing their homework - Shakespeare analyses, essay writing tips, and hey! They’d found a tutor through some site called ChatGPT that was helping them with their assignment. 
He was almost done, ready to dive into video tutorials on achieving the perfect cross-stitch, when he paused. Though Jack tried not to linger on a page longer than he deemed necessary, this one caught his attention. An all too familiar face stared back at him - multiple faces - arranged against a blue background. Jack squinted his eyes at the search bar, reading it aloud.
“Tum-bl-er,” he said slowly. What the hell was this? Jack was certainly concerned at the amount of Phantom propaganda on the screen, leading to an even more troubling question: Which of his kids had fallen under the ghost boy’s spell to have ended up on a hell-site like this?
He scrolled through post after post of photos taken by Amity Park locals, elaborate drawings of the ghost kid, musings of his origins and whereabouts and… oh gosh… love-life. Who were these people worshiping Phantom like this? And why was Jack still looking at it?
It was like a car crash - he couldn’t look away. However, this led him to one post that finally gave Jack a semblance of hope. 
Phic Phight.
Jack knew he was no genius, but he side-eyed the misspelling and continued to skim through the rest of it. Fighting was all he needed to hear, especially if there was a group of people who idolized Phantom like… this. The ghost kid needed to go. These people needed to be saved from his manipulation! The words “Team Human” jumped out at Jack from the text, and without needing any more convincing that this is where he needed to be, he clicked the link that led to where he could sign up. 
He skipped through all the boring information and went straight into entering his information. There were a few questions he didn’t know how to answer, but he was Jack Fenton! Anyone who was organizing against the ghost problem that plagued Amity Park knew where to find him. 
There were only a few questions left, labeled as “Prompts”. Jack wasn’t too certain what it meant, but he could only envision it as where to leave suggestions for the best ways to defeat and capture Phantom. He entered the words electrocute, net, and Fenton Bazooka. He felt a little guilty for not understanding the entire gist of what was going on, so he also left a quick note for the organizer in hopes they would be forgiving.
Jack clicked the submit button at the bottom of the page and smiled to himself. He couldn’t wait to meet all these other folks interested in the well-being of their town. Team Human. It had a nice ring to it. He’d be sure to let Maddie know when she returned - who wouldn’t want the Fentons on their team?
And maybe… he could even get his boy Danny in on it too. 
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Carrying You After Battle — Kamaboko Trio
You got injured during a mission and couldn't really move. You could wait for the Kakushi brigade to help you out, or you could send your Kasugai crow to ask for an aid. Your partner doesn't think it's a good idea. The best thing to do is to carry you as fast as they could to the nearest Wisteria House.
Featuring: Tanjiro Kamado, Zenitsu Agatsuma, Inosuke Hashibira
Warning: Demon Slayer!Reader, major character injury, broken bones, blood, near death experience
Word Count: 1,6k
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This is not beta read and it's my first KNY headcanon here. I've attached the link of images to help you visualize how they did the carry. As always, feel free to interpret these actions as platonic and/or romantic. Feel free to request something if you'd like, just leave it in my ask box! Hope you enjoy this :)
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Tanjiro - Pack-strap Carry (Image)
You tried to regulate your breath as you chased the demon. It was running away from you and Tanjiro. At that point, you were sure the demon realized how it was no match for the both of you. You were a few inches away from slashing the demon's head when you lost your footing and fell on your knees. A part of your pants near your right knee was torn by a protruding tree root on the ground..
You weren't sure if it was just your imagination, but you swore you could hear your bone cracked. You let out a scream as you lay face down on the forest ground.
"Stay still, (Y/N)!" Tanjiro yelled as he continued chasing down the demon.
You bit your fist, trying to hold back your tears. It was so painful to the point where it made you feel dizzy.
Tanjiro came back only a few moments later, panting. It seemed that he succeeded in slaying the demon.
"Oh dear, (Y/N)!" Tanjiro kneeled next to you. "(Y/N), what... do you think you can stand up?"
"N-no." You choked up, finally letting yourself go. Guess it was the Tanjiro Effect. His presence let you loosen up your tough façade. Tanjiro was one of the few people who had seen you cry.
"Alright, alright, it's okay. I'll carry you, okay?" Tanjiro caressed your cheek, wiping off the tears. "I'm sorry, this might hurt a bit."
Tanjiro gently flipped you to your back. You winced in pain as he helped you up, maneuvering until your chest was against his back and he was holding your arms close to his chest.
"I got you, (Y/N). It's okay. We'll meet up with Zenitsu and Inosuke. I've sent Matsuemon to get help. It's okay, I got you."
Tanjiro kept trying to calm you down a little bit as he made his way to the rest of the squad member. He could feel every inch of his body screamed in agony, but he pushed through. There was no way he would let you on your own feet when your leg started to get swollen.
You met up with the rest of the squad. As usual, Zenitsu started to panic and cried seeing your injured leg. Inosuke cursed at you for not being careful enough. Tanjiro shushed them as he carried you, while also leading the squad, out of the forest.
The Kakushi brigade finally came. They examined your leg and thought it might be fractured. A member offered Tanjiro to carry you on their back so he could rest for a little. Tanjiro refused.
"It's fine. The Butterfly Mansion isn't that far, is it?" Tanjiro turned them down with a genuine smile.
All of you made your way back to the mansion.
"You don't have to carry me, you know?" You said, resting your chin on Tanjiro's shoulder.
"I know, but I want to." Tanjiro replied. "It's okay to cry, (Y/N). I know it hurts. You don't have to pretend to be strong all the time. Just wait for a little longer, yeah."
You muttered a protest but couldn't help yourself. You cried. It really hurt like hell.
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You heard a familiar voice calling out your name, a few meters away from where you sat. You realized it was Zenitsu. You wanted to call out to him, to tell him that you're nearby. However, you couldn't bring yourself to say anything. Your hand was clutching the right side of your stomach where the demon had attacked you, resulting in a deep wound across your lower abdomen. You could only coughed in pain, yet it was enough for Zenitsu to locate you.
"(Y/N)?" Zenitsu crouched in front of you, panic written all over his face when he saw blood on your uniform. "(Y/N), what happened?"
"I got... slashed..." You panted.
"(Y/N), you're losing a lot of blood."
"I know..." If you were in a better state, those words would come out way more sarcastic. You were quite literally dying, either you and Zenitsu could tell.
"Oh, (Y/N), I'm so sorry!" Zenitsu whined as he easily scooped you up into his arms. "I'm so sorry! I didn't know you were hurt!"
"...It's fine, Zenitsu..."
"No, it's not fine!"
You could tell by the way his voice trembled, Zenitsu was in the verge of crying. You leaned your head on his chest and looked up. You were right, tears were pooling in his eyes.
"Zenitsu," you reached out to touch his cheek, "It's alright..."
Zenitsu didn't say anything in return. He kept running, trying to bring you to the nearest Wisteria House before it was too late, while starting to sob. You were both sent to finish off a demon that had been haunting a small village. You managed to chase it to the forest nearby, but as you slashed its head off, the demon delivered its final move. It cut your abdomen quite deep.
You couldn't bring yourself to say anything. You just looked up to the sky, watching your crow led the way. Ah... How wonderful the sky was... The sun was about to set, and it turned into a lovely orange color. So bright and warm, like the color of your partner's hair.
Zenitsu cried even harder when you closed your eyes. He knew you weren't dead, but he still felt guilty for not coming with you to the forest faster. If only he was braver...
With lots of effort and tears, you both finally reached the house. As if they could sense your arrival, a young female staff quickly opened the gate and ushered both of you in. Zenitsu let you go, wouldn't budge from where he stood until you were out of his sight.
After being treated by a doctor and cleaned up by the staff, you were put inside a room. It took you a whole day to regain consciousness and the first person you saw was Zenitsu. His face was red and his eyes were puffy. He saw you opened your eyes and immediately cried (again).
"(Y/N)-CHAN! I THOUGHT YOU WERE GONE!"
You winced in pain. "Oh, shush Zenitsu... You know nobody can get rid of me easily..."
You wouldn't tell your other friends, but you let Zenitsu craddle you for a whole day after that.
Inosuke - Firefighter Carry (Image)
Normally, being sent on a mission with Inosuke is not a problem. You both are good fighters and was able to work together to exterminate any demon. However, that one time you both got sent to a mountain. The terrain was really steep. Inosuke might be used to it, but that wasn't the case with you.
You kind of struggled during the fight, but you didn't want to worry Inosuke. You tried your best to hold on for your dear life. It's okay, you reminded yourself over and over again, it won't be long, now.
Even though it was way more difficult than your usual fight, you managed to defeat the demon. It approached you in a fast speed, but the blade of your sword was faster. You took a step back, bearing your whole body weight in one of your legs, and slashed the demon's head off with all the power you had.
As the demon's head rolled to the ground, you let out a scream. You were just so relieved. You couldn't wait to go back and take a shower.
"(Y/N)!" You heard Inosuke called out your name. No, he wasn't laughing maniacally, he wasn't boasting like usual...
Inosuke's call sounded more like a warning.
Before you could asked him what was wrong, you felt the ground underneath your feet crumbled. You couldn't think of anything as you fell. While fighting the demon, you didn't watch where you were going and stood on a hillside. The ground wasn't really solid as it has been raining the day before. As you stepped on it, it broke down and the land slipped.
Thankfully, it wasn't a fatal landslip. You only fell nine feet from where you first stood. Yes, it was bad, but it could be worse. You could only lay down on the ground. It felt like your whole body was smashed and you were dizzy. The last thing you saw before you passed out was Inosuke jumping off to save you.
"Wake up, underling!" Inosuke shook your shoulder. "Oi! (Y/N)!"
It was no use, you fainted. You hit your head pretty hard, resulting in a concussion. Inosuke stayed silent, his eyes widen and mouth agape underneath the boar mask. He couldn't believe it, you—someone whom he considered a strong person—fell down from a landslip.
"Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!" Inosuke yelled in frustration. "Damn that demon!"
He picked you up rather gently and slung your unconscious body over his shoulder. Inosuke knew it would be awhile until the Kakushi arrived to clean up and help you. So, he took matters into his own hands and started sprinting. He ordered your crow to lead him to the nearest Wisteria Mansion, spitting profanities and curses as he ran.
Once you both arrived, he made sure the people there "fix" you almost immediately. He swatted anyone who was about to clean his own wound, yelling "You mind my underling first!" He hated to admit it, but he was scared you'd die.
You regained consciousness the next morning, just before the break of the dawn. Your body felt like it could break anytime soon, but you forced yourself to sit up from the futon. You didn't notice at first, but Inosuke was lying down, resting his head near where your thighs were. He even took off his boar mask. He wouldn't like anyone to see him like that, so you remained quiet. Though, you couldn't help but touch his hair, thanking him for saving your life.
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Let me know if you enjoyed this! I really did read a few sources to write this headcanon so T^T
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Tag Team AU Synopsis – Really Small Problems + Understanding Willow
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Previous Part [Sense and Insensitivity + Adventures in the Elements + The First Day]
Next Part [Enchanting Grom Fright + Wing it Like Witches]
This is one of the big ones. The BIG ones. Big turning point episode here. All of these End Of Season 1 episodes are going to be like that. With a LOT of script screenshots.
Really Small Problems
I… didn’t have anything written for this episode, but I should mention that Tibbles hasn’t appeared in this AU because he’s actually profiting off of selling the Azura Books due to the Azura Incident and doesn’t need to do any more schemes. 
This episode wouldn’t have involved the carnival, but instead probably would have been a Willow-and-Amity-conflict centric episode and a Gus-and-Hunter friendship episode. Originally it was going to be a “Willow gets a crush on Hunter” episode that led into the pseudo-romance arc I’d been talking about for a while, but it never seemed right to me the more we saw canon Willow’s attitude towards canon Hunter in season 3. I still wanted elements of that though, since it’d be important for the Grom episode.
I’m also realizing now that I’m writing the whole synopsis that the Emerald Trio really doesn’t hang out very much in any of the episode descriptions, so I wanted to include a thing that was like “they hang out off-camera please believe me”.
Anyway, Hunter passes out at some point, which leads us into…
Understanding Willow
Which really should be called "Understanding Hunter" at this point.
The episode starts out with Hunter falling into a magical exhaustion, brought by him over-worrying about how to heal Belos. This would have assumedly been built up over the course of Really Small Problems, which I didn’t write, but somehow Amity, Willow, and Gus are there to bring him back to the Owl House. 
Amity and Willow volunteer to go into his mind and find out what is keeping him from waking up. When they’re sent in, they see that everything is extremely cluttered and all the trees are covered in notes. They hear muttering, and come across Inner Hunter, who is surrounded by paper and chalkboards. 
Hunter is surprised that they’re in there, especially when they say that he’s fallen into a magical exhaustion in the real world, and says that he feels completely fine and they can leave. Amity says that maybe the notes are what is messing with his head, and in the process of reaching out to touch them Hunter summons a wall of ice. He warns them not to touch anything – he’s almost at a breakthrough. 
Willow and Amity suggest that they help him out – the faster they figure out how to do the thing he’s researching, the sooner Hunter wakes up. Hunter agrees, and reveals he’s trying to heal someone’s curse. Not Eda’s – someone else’s.
They go through a research montage, failing multiple glyphs and exploding a few science flasks, etc, up until they start asking him questions about the curse.
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Amity asks more pointed questions, making Hunter nervously ask what she’s getting at.
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Hunter gets angry at the accusation, saying that this person isn’t doing it on purpose or faking it. Amity just says that it feels familiar. Hunter is generally pissed now, and tells them to get lost. Willow doesn’t stand for it, saying that he needs to wake up.
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Amity figures this is enough, and burns all the notes and work. She says he’s stretching himself thin to do an impossible thing, and that sometimes things can’t be fixed. 
Hunter doesn’t like that. The mindscape warps slightly as he turns into a goopy version of Hunter, Belos eyes and all (something something turning into the thing that scares you the most as a defense mechanism), and he starts attacking them. They hide in one of his memories to escape. 
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The memory they enter is in his room in the Emperor’s Castle. They hear a younger Hunter talking to someone on a bed.
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Luz is revealed, as well as her humanity AND the fact that Hunter is the other Golden Guard. They hear the Inner Hunter coming (he warps the memories with mud as he goes through them), so they escape into a different memory, this time of the fight Hunter and Luz have before they start having a better relationship (it’s the same one in the Pre-Show events post)
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They leave the memory when the coast is clear. Amity mentions that when Hunter told her to stop trying to protect the person she was hurting, back in Covention, he must have been speaking from experience. Willow asks if Amity was also speaking from her experience with their friendship when she told Inner Hunter that sometimes things can’t be fixed, and Amity says yes. 
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They’re interrupted by Hunter, who shows up to kill them, when Amity tells him to stop because he’ll destroy his memories if he’s not careful. She burns the notes on another tree, revealing the memory there of Luz and him learning the light glyph.
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Willow and Amity get out of the mindscape. Hunter wakes up, to the relief of King and Eda. 
He drags Willow, Amity, and Gus away to talk privately, and tells them the truth about being the Golden Guard. He assumes the worst, but Willow proves him wrong, saying that Hunter comes before his mask. Willow blushes here a bit.
Privately to Willow and Amity, he also expresses worry that he inadvertently outed his sister to them, and tells them not to tell anyone or her – it’s an important secret to her, and she might freak out if she finds out anyone knows. Amity doesn’t vibe with that, but agrees.
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Not Ready - Part Four
Summary: You come across someone unexpected, plans change. You make a decision that will affect everyone.
A/N: Hello lovelies,
Final part is here. I hope you all enjoy.
Love oo.
Italics - flashback
Warnings: Angst, deaths (canon), sacrifice, fluff, tears, fear, forehead kiss, feelings of guilt, fear, kiss, I think that's it. Let me know if I miss anything.
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As the path towards the Marauder became steeper Hunter did his best to help Omega along, also reaching out to help you up along the dangerous path. You were hesitant at first when he held out his hand to you, but as soon as your hand touched his - - there was a feeling of warmth and acceptance, it almost overwhelmed you how comfortable and right it felt to be holding his gloved hand. 
Despite how much he wanted to keep holding your hand, Hunter focused on leading the way, keeping both you and Omega behind him. 
It was almost an hour later when all three of you finally reached the hang. He froze as soon he peered over the hangar’s ledge, you could tell from the way his back tensed, something was wrong. 
The both of you slowly moved along the ledge to stand alongside him, as all three of you peered over the hangar’s ledge, your heart dropped as a cold sensation crawled up your spine at what you were seeing.
“That’s not good.” You whispered, your eyes meeting Hunter’s visor, your hand went to the blaster on your thigh, as you focused back on the hangar, making sure to take in the carnage before all of you.  
You counted at least eight stormtroopers on the floor, dead from what you could estimate. 
“What happened to them?” Omega asked her voice low, matching your own, as she looked around the hangar.
“Someone’s here” Hunter stated as he slowly lifted himself, he helped Omega up to the hangar level first, then he reached out his hand to you, guiding you up as well. 
Obviously, this wasn’t the time to be having these sorts of realization, but oftentimes when lightning strikes it does so without warning, and it was at this moment when you realized, you didn’t want to ever let his hand go; despite the fact you slipped your hand out of his.
As you looked around, a sickening feeling settled in your stomach. You kneeled down and checked one of the downed troopers, the blaster shot, and the way they were killed ringing a familiarity with you. 
“This wasn’t the scrappers’ handiwork,” you mumbled. 
“Wasn’t much work.” 
Your breath caught in your throat as you heard that familiar accent, your eyes slowly drifted up at the bounty hunter leaning against the entrance to the Marauder, you couldn’t see his face but you didn’t have to, you’d know that hat and voice anywhere. You straightened yourself, standing in front of Omega, Hunter shifted in front of the both of you, doing his best to protect you both.
“Omega. Get behind me.” It was all he said as he took a defensive stance, his hand hovering by his blaster. If you all weren’t in danger, you would’ve taken the time to appreciate the view, without him knowing. 
However, the last thing you wanted was for Omega to lose Hunter, and that’s what would’ve happened if he faced the bounty hunter. You closed your eyes, and resolved to do the one thing you avoided for so long.
“Cad Bane” you called out to him, moving to stand in front of Hunter and Omega. 
“Butterfly…” Hunter’s voice was low as he called out to you, you held out your hand to both him and Omega, telling them to stay put.
“Well if it isn’t my favourite slippery bounty. Long time, Butterfly.”
You took a shuddering breath nodding to his statement, “Who hired you?”
“Butterfly, you of all people know, that’s confidential information. Now hand her over. “
“She’s with us, and she’s not going anywhere.” Hunter defended, you turned to look at him, narrowing your eyes and shaking your head subtly. 
“That’s unfortunate … for you” Cad moved his hand to his blaster. He was barely 30 feet in front of you. There was no doubt in your mind what his next move was, and you knew him too well to doubt his actions.
“Wait!” You held out your hands to Cad, you wanted to do what you could to protect Omega, you didn’t want her to have a life where she had to be looking over her shoulder, like you were, “Take me instead!”
“What are you doing?” Hunter growled out.
“Butterfly…” Omega’s voice was soft and full of fear.
“Bane, you know I’m more valuable than she is. I was the bounty that got away, right? Let’s make it right. Right here. It’s me they want anyways, you know it, and I know it.”
“What are you talking about?” Hunter asked, growing more concerned about what you were about to do.
“Cad, you know a genetic scientist on the run from the Empire is always worth more than a little girl. Come on Cad, it’s a good trade. Prove to everyone else you’re not just a kidnapper of children.”
Hunter had enough, he grabbed your arm and spun you around, “What the hell are you doing? I’m not losing either of you.”
You took a shuddering breath as you gently pressed your hand against his helmeted cheek, “I … I did something unforgivable, Hunter; and if this can help save her ... I have to try. Allow me to make up for my past mistakes, please…”
Before Hunter could even answer you, Cad agreed.
“You got yourself a deal, darlin’. But I don’t have all day. We have a schedule to keep.”
“Alright just … five minutes. Just give me five minutes, please” you looked at Cad pulling your hand away from Hunter’s helmeted cheek. Bane simply narrowed his eyes but nodded reluctantly. 
You took in a deep breath, and gave a quick nod, focusing back on Hunter and Omega, “I used to be a scientist on Coruscant. One of my assignments was seeing if I could transfer M-cells into a person who has no M-count.”
“What’s an M-cell?” Omega asked.
“I don’t have time to go into it, but Tech can explain. Long story short, I figured out a way to artificially give some the ability to be force sensitive, but when I realized how big of a mistake I made it was too late. I did the only thing I could, I destroyed all my research and samples. Burned down the lab in fact. I’ve been on the run ever since.” 
You wished you could explain in more detail, you wished you could tell them you weren’t a bad person, you simply had been blinded by the science of everything. You wish you had more time to spend with Omega, and to have one last meaningful conversation with Hunter. However, Bane was a stickler for a time, the longer you took the more his patience was wearing thin. 
You kneeled down, and looked Omega in the eyes, “I’ve done a lot of things wrong, M. A lot. Let me do one thing right. Let me give you a future.” You pressed a kiss to Omega’s forehead lingering as you held her close, “Thank you for inviting me into your family. It was nice to feel wanted.” You pulled Omega into a tight hug, “Look after your brothers, keep practicing with Vala.” 
You moved away from her not wanting to see the tears that were streaming down her cheeks. You took a shuddering breath, as you stood face-to-face with Hunter, cupping his helmeted cheeks. 
“I told you it was better if you didn’t know.”
“Don’t do this,” his hands rested on your shoulders, “we can figure something out, just … don’t - don’t go…”
You smiled as you tilted your head, pressing a kiss to his helmet where his mouth would be, “Don’t let her feel guilt over this, it’s no one’s fault. It’s my decision.” 
You walked away from them, your hand lingering for as long as it could as it glided down Hunter’s arm, until all you could feel was the tip of his fingers before you let go completely, not looking back. 
Hunter watched as the bounty hunter clamped cuffs on you, his heart broke, all this time, all the arguing and he just realized how much you truly meant to him, how much he needed you by his side. 
“NO! You can’t take her!” He pulled out his blaster, but as fast as Hunter was, Bane was faster. 
Before you even registered what happened, all you could see was Hunter on the ground, as smoke rose from his chest.
You and Omega screamed for Hunter, you kept screaming and watching as Bane dragged you away, leaving Omega alone as she shook Hunter repeatedly, calling his name with desperation as she tried to wake him up. 
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Rapidfire and Ophelia react to Optimus contracting the Cybonic plague
SFW, Platonic, Familial, Angst, Cybertronain reader
TFP
Takes place if they had been introduced to the team much earlier than canon.
Rapidfire
Rapidfire hasn’t heard of the plague before but by the looks of it.
It’s all bad.
She knows that with her size sneaking onto the Nemesis is not an option and choses to stay on base.
She helps Optimus move from place to place.
Thanks to her frame it isn’t a problem.
Rapidfire holding Optimus by the waist gently placing him down on the med slab.
“Okay Optimus, we’re going to set you down on the med slab. Here, nice and easy.”--Rapidfire
Rapidfire gently places the Prime on the slab.
“Ratchet said you shouldn’t be moving anymore, so if you need anything I’ll bring it to you! Just tell me what you need.”--Rapidfire
Optimus nods slowly.
Is distraught seeing one of her father figures like this.
She already lost one and she is not ready to lose another.
Constantly holding Optimus servo and gently patting his shoulder telling him to keep hanging in there.
Rapidfire hugs Arcee and Bumblebee as soon as they come out from the groundbrigde.
“Oh thank the Allspark you guys are okay!”--Rapidfire
“Rapidfire… you need to let go…”--Arcee
“Why?”--Rapidfire
“Beep bep booop… (You’re crushing our chassis’s).”--Bumblebee
“Oh!”--Rapidfire
Rapidfire lets go and rubs the back of her helm.
“Sorry!”--Rapidfire
She tries her best in helping Ratchet with the medicine but has to leave to make sure not to complicate things.
Is by Prime side as soon as Optimus is ready to move.
Acts as Prime crutch while he gets better.
Ophelia
Ophelia feels her energon run cold when she hears about the familiar plague.
Is immediately by Prime side holding his servo tightly.
Ratchet does ask if she knows about the cure for the plague.
Ophelia doesn’t know anything about the cure.
She was never given medical records to archive and Megatron was the only one with access to that information.
She can also tell there is some more tension on base with the others knowing her past with the Cons.
That’s why she volunteers to go with Arcee and Bumblebee to get the cure.
“Absoluetly not.”--Ratchet
“Ratchet I need to go—”--Ophelia
“So, you can escape?”--Arcee
“BEEP! (Arcee!)”--Bumblebee
“No, I get it that you think I’d go right back to the ship. But right now, right now I’m your best chance to find that cure inside the computers on that ship. I’ve been archiving in there since the Decepticon’s got a hold of it. If anyone here can find that cure, its me.”--Ophelia
“But—”--Ratchet
“Do you think I want Optimus to suffer like this!?”--Ophelia
“…”—Everyone
Ophelia lightly squeezes Optimus servo.
“I’m sorry… but I don’t want him to die… not like this… please, let me go.”--Ophelia
“…Let her go with you and Bumblebee.”--Ratchet
Arcee looks at the determined minibot and sighs.
“Let’s go.”--Arcee
Ophelia is hit with so many flashbacks as soon as she sets pede in the ship.
She shakingly pushes it down and leads the others to the med bay.
That would be the best place to look first.
The best place to look before anyone comes and look.
Ophelia freezes at the sight of Megatron’s battered frame in the med bay.
Bee and Arcee have to drag her from the spot on the floor.
Ophelia shakes a bit before trying to get on the console.
It was eventually deduced that the best way to get the cure was to use the psych link.
“You’re going to what?”--Arcee
“I’m going to go with Bee into Megatron’s mind.”--Ophelia
“And why?”--Arcee
“Because there is no way I’m letting him into Megatron’s mind alone.”—Ophelia
Ophelia and Arcee stare at each other for a bit before sighing.
“Let’s get this over with.”--Arcee
“Agreed.”--Ophelia
Ophelia is on Bee’s shoulder as they trek through the landscape.
Then some in the holograms of Optimus and Bee with Mind Megatron slicing them.
Ophelia and Bee try to get Megs to tell them about the medicine.
Megatron immediately tries to slice Bumblebee.
Ophelia screams seeing the blade coming towards them.
Bee quickly holds her close trying to protect her from the swing.
The blade doesn’t hit them, instead it goes right through like if they were ghosts or holograms.
Ophelia is trembling in Bees arms with fear in her optics.
Megatron pauses and looks at them curiously.
That is when he puts two and two together.
Megatron demands to know why they are there.
Bumblebee tells him that they need the cure for the plague.
Megtron turns to Ophelia and asks who.
Ophelia doesn’t speak.
Megatron figures out that it’s Optimus and laughs before flashing the cure.
Ratchet and Ophelia managed to take a picture of it.
Now was the time to go.
Megatron turns to Ophelia.
“You never answered me, Ophelia. Why are you here and helping an Autobot no less?”--Megatron
“It does not concern you anymore Megatron.”--Ophelia
“I believe it does if you had to team up with the enemy to get this cure to heal our enemy.”--Megatron
“He is your enemy. Not mine.”--Ophelia
“As future leader of the Decepticons, Optimus Prime will forever be you enemy just like the soon to be dead scout once I get out.”--Megatron
Ophelia clenches her servos.
“You WILL not touch him or Optimus.”--Ophelia
“Don’t speak to your father like that!”--Megatron
“FATHER?! FATHER!”--Ophelia
Ophelia leaps out of Bumblebees arms standing her ground.
“Since when have YOU been a father to me?!”--Ophelia
“I took you from the—”--Megatron
“Streets of Kaon! I know! But that was MEGATRONUS who took me in, not you!”—Ophelia
Megatron has his servos clenched, standing threating.
“I was training you to be the strong leader this war needs!”--Megatron
“YOU TORTURED ME!”--Ophelia
“STAND DOWN ORION!”--Megatron
“FOR PRIMUS SAKE MEGATRON, I! AM! NOT! ORION!”--Ophelia
Megatron pauses for a moment before his optics land on the Autobot symbol on her shoulder.
“You… TRAITOR!”--Megatron
Megatron lunges at Ophelia.
Ophelia screams as the blade was about to make contact with her spark chamber when she disappeared.
Ophelia wakes up from the link groggy and is slug over Bee shoulder running with Arcee into the groundbrigde.
Ophelia and Ratchet set straight to work trying to decipher and get the treatment into Optimus as soon as possible.
Ophelia nearly cries seeing Optimus open his optics without pain.
She clings to him like a leach.
Bee tells the others what happened in there.
Ophelia’s place in the team has been cemented.
She is an Autobot and no one will question her loyalties anymore.
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What are your personal favorite Gallavich fics?
OKAY, BUCKLE IN!
I actually answer this fic and Tumblr like glitched and deleted it and I was crushed about it, but now I'm back. Ready to tackle this again!
First off, I have 90 Gallavich fics bookmarked. So let's start with the fact that I have a lot of fics that I LOVE and I'm going to link you right here to my Gallavich Bookmarks, should you want to look. I didn't add to my list any purely smutty fics and I have A LOT of amazing ones Bookmarked.
That being said, here are my personal standouts. I'm NOT putting these in order of how much I like them, because I would simply die on the spot under that kind of pressure.
BELOW THE READ MORE: 25 FIC RECS & SHORT RAVE REVIEWS
Life, or Something by @palepinkgoat
This fic encapsulates a lot of things that I crave in a fic that is designed specifically for my tastes. Personal journeys that begin rocky and work toward healing. Dark themes that are treated in a very matter-of-fact way instead of rolling in angst. The growth of mental health. You'll probably see those themes a lot in the fics I love. I also have a fascination with all things death, as someone who has almost died many times and who struggles with a chronic illness. This fic is so. . .beautiful? Articulate. FEELING. I love everything about it.
Belladonna by devovitsuasartes
Oh, THIS. Oof. Okay, this is fantasy HOW I WANT IT. So intricate, so unique, so embedded into the world-building that isn't word-dumped on us with exposition, but SHOWN to us. Witches and forced familiars, complicated family dynamics, rough pasts, coming full circle between the beginning and the end. Emotional journeys, coming back from tough experiences, PINING. This is the fantasy for ME.
Is There Somewhere by andchaos
Soulmates! Soulmarks! Mute Ian who is really fucking funny and sweet and Mickey who doesn't think he has a soulmate because he has no 'first words said to me' mark. I love the dance, I love their rapport, I love how warm this fic is. I've read it several times for comfort.
You Can Bite Me by @goodkwuestion
It's easy as breathing to love all of this author's fics, but this is the one for me, and it has nothing to do with the fantasy vampire aspect. This is one of the only fics that has made me cry. I don't cry from fics, almost ever. The write in this goes from hilarious, witty, clever, and sharp, and then swoops you into appreciating the beauty and sanctity of life, traversing the journey of loss and grief, embracing the passage of time, welcoming love into your life, and simply embracing what it means to be human. This fic touched me in ways I'll never be able to express without a five page essay.
Etherized Against The Sky by Snarfle
A canon-divergent story from 1x09 onward. I couldn't put this into words if I tried, because it is EVERYTHING. Everything that I could ever want in a canon compliant type of fic. Holy shit, does this make me ache. It explores so many facets of their growth, mental health, self-acceptance, found family, rebuilding blood family, and learning how to live in the world of Shameless, but this time, thriving. A complete work of art.
You make me feel human by Dragona
Listen. LISTENNN. Are you listening? Anything that is considered a 'dark' AU is going to be my jam. Anything that dips its toe or severed foot into Hannibal or Murder Husbands type worlds are not just up my alley, but they're leading right up to my fucking house and knocking on the door. This is it, folks! This is the one! No one did it like this fic did it! PLUS: A happy ending? Bitch, I'm on the ground.
My Nine Lovers by @annatrow
While we're talking kiss kiss bang bang gun boyfriends, let's just slap this fic right down here, because holy fuck, I have read it at least three times. The pining? The smut? The secrets? SEXY MURDER BOYFRIENDS TURNED HUSBANDS??? Yeah, honey, I'm here in the front row with my little #1 fingie! My Bookmark comment says "This was so fucking clever and reverent and heartening and joyful."
The Mask of Insanity by @annatrow
Yeah yeah, I am trying to pick only one per author, but I simply cannot with this one. It's so fucking gritty and smart and sharp and emotional. Full of depth, character growth, strange life coincidences, bad boys and good guys and where they fall in between together. I'm big on fics that make you fall down, get scraped up real good, then pick you up by the armpits and say, bitch, we're got more to go!
Conflict of Interest by @thisdivorce
Everyone and their mom knew this was coming. It has everything I crave in a fic. Exceptional characterization. Deeply flawed, real humans living through real life events. The struggles of being queer and unsupported, specifically within the trans community. Journeys through mental health and the pitfalls of navigating the world when you don't see it as clearly as others might. Tearing and screaming out of the confines you've built around yourself, even if they're comfortable and safe, but knowing it's no longer right for you. This fic as everything and more and I've read it three times now because it fills my heart.
(And since this author is possibly probably my fav ever in this fandom, check out WIPs Reckoner and Change Like Shifting Shadows because their writing speaks to my pain and love on a bone deep level.)
Burden of Proof by DodgerBear
Okay, I really fucking like crime fics. Whether on the good side, bad side, or grey side, I love crime fics. This one is soooooo good, and I LIVE for the pining, the draw between them, the SPICE. Please! This is so fucking well done! Whip smart and sexy!
(and shout out to WIP by the same author, Quatervois, for which I will wait an eternity to update, I don't care, go read it NOW.)
Wild West Ian and Mickey by 09cityskylights
Always always always, I will be invested in Western AUs. Any fandom, anywhere, any time. I love for Westerns and this author does it so perfectly. I fucking adore this journey and I can't recommend it enough.
Can't Figure You Out by Crimson_Bebop
If I'm going to pick one office AU from the lot (and there's so many good ones, check out this post for more), it's gonna be this. It's nerve-wrecking, hot as hell, an emotional rollercoaster. You're rooting for both of them so badly, but they both require different but equally important things in their lives, and finding that middle ground is MESSY.
Dancing After Death by @squidyyy23
Oh man. Oh shit. I don't know where or hot to start, because this combines two of my fav things, Sons of Anarchy with Shameless. It combines them, yes, but more important, this is completely it's own beast with an incredibly detailed timeline of events. It's hot as all HELL, it's gritty, it's real, it's loving and tender and difficult and highly charged with emotion and struggle. LIVING FOR IT. I have read this three times.
Teenagers Scare The Living Shit Out Of Me by Mellow_Yellow
Oh hey, we're back at the Lala Loves Murder & Crime Show, and yeah, this one is FULL of it. It's so fucked up. It's so well written. The character growth is fucking A+, the murder reveal is exceptional, the mystery is FRAUGHT WITH DANGER. Guys! It's so fucking GOOD!
Teenage Dirtbag by @celestialmickey
Hah. . .I have read this three times. I'll never have read it enough times. Ian is 17 in 1999 here and I was 12 at the time, so everything this fic speaks to speaks of my entire adolescence and I just. Deeply cherish every moment. I savor every chapter of slow build. I revel in their victories. I sing along to all of their songs that I already know by heart, I wiggle in my seat to the Spotify soundtrack, I live for the vingettes of their happy ending. This fic is so magicl and wias written with such love and care.
you'll never see us again by @spoonfulstar
Okay okay okay, listen to me. Yes, we ALL love Intro to Quantum Dating by this author. I fucking adore it. I open it up at random chapters just to read and make myself smile. But THIS FIC??? THIS ONE??? You have got to be kidding me. I cried. I fucking yearned. I hurt, I hurt so bad down to my toes, and I smiled when things went right, and I teared up when it didn't, and I hoped and prayed for a happy ending, and yes I got one that was fulfilling and beautiful and poignant. Did the fact that I am a kidney transplant recipient play into my deep-seeding feelings about this fic? Absolutely. Do I think everyone should read this fic to grasp what exceptional storytelling looks like? BIG TIME.
Solid Skies and Slate-Blue Earth Below by @sentimentalspiders
This is one of the weirdest fucking fics I"ve ever read and I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT. Best alien!Ian! Exceptional, fascinating, vivid writing style! The narrative is articulated in such an ethereal, out-of-the-box way that is perfectly fits a story that is about an alien and a very lost man. It's SOOO COOL.
Brand Spanking New by J_Q
I don't know what to tell you. Micky gets sent to a fuckin' retreat when he gets professionally spanked (by Ian) to fix his horrible behavior. He gets out of there and then he and Ian start a very detailed BDSM relationship. This is SOOO my wheelhouse of JOY, but if it is not yourself, y'know uh. I mean, I still recommend it anyway. It's so wildly delightful and hot as FUCK.
That's a Wrap by @crossmydna
Am I biased because this was written for me as a gift? Shut the fuck up, of course I am. But also, no, because well before Cross took on prompts, they were working on The Menagerie which is in my top five favorite Gallavich fics of all time, and I read it all the time AND YOU SHOULD TOO. Anyway, back to this fic. What can I say, it's EVERYTHING I WANT. Actor AUs! Meet Ugly, the hottest smut imaginable, banter that's sharp and strong, badass Ian & Mickey, everything everything everything.
The Stargazer by crazynadine
Hey yeah, hi, welcome to my Daddy Kink. There's a lot of it. Let me show you around, its got scrappy heart of gold sex worker Mickey, it's got age difference bearded and jaded by life Ian, it's got panties and road side motels, and secrets, jealousy, and hot hot hot smut, like holy shit. But if daddy kink is not your jam, then y'know. . .ahem.
The Question of Normal by blue_newman
Ian is a prison counselor and Mickey is in prison. The way that I LIVE for Ian breaching any of his professional protocols to help Mickey (this goes for so many fics in my bookmarked fics) is unholy, but how about you five me a fucking break okay. I just like it when they break the rules, as they should, because this is Shameless LOL. But seriously, this is so thoughtful and heartening and left me feeling really fucking right in the world after I read it.
Well, I hope this helped! This is only about a fifth of my Bookmarked fics, and I wanted to write about SO MANY MORE. Anyone is always welcome to ask me to rave about fics, I am always here for it lol.
I said this in the begining, but I have bookmaked A LOT of smut fics that I think are exceptional works, so I suggest you filter my Bookmarks by works under 10,000 words and you're gonna find 'em all.
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