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necrosin · 8 months

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@mastabahs : ❝ i've only ever defended you. ❞

amusement unfurls, a flighty sort of thing, a bubbling sort of thing, a summertime exclusive sort of thing —— out of place, trapped in this space they've colluded to make, a grossly contrived homage to intimacy and the honored and most holy practice of carving out a place in your lover for yourself. a pyre of pressed sheets ( wrinkled and half-ruined, now ) and bland walls and the tinny sound of the television in the background and the curtains thrown open for the moonlight glow because they both hate enclosed rooms in that way and a smell far too chemical, cloying in his nose. their bodies stretched out alongside each other, imperfect parentheses, knees overlapping, suguru propped on his elbow, jaw resting in his palm. his eyes narrow / brows raise / mouth a slash across his face ; he drags his fingers through satoru's hair just because he can.

❝ should i reward you? ❞ as if any concept as trite as reward and punishment holds much way over either of them, as if it ever did. the meanings and uses of such things falling flat, intentions that had been meant to be engraved on such ideals never coming to any fruition nor meaning at all. SUGURU UNDERSTANDS THE WEIGHT OF THE WORDS / perhaps even the intention of them / satoru wouldn't come all this way just to be with him otherwise, after all / they hold meaning and he acknowledges them, irrelevant though they may be. ( echoing as you're mine, not quite lost in the void ) idly he brushes his thumb across satoru's temple, ❝ for standing up for the villanous curse user against the higher up council? ❞

the idea is funny —— it always has been, satoru's indifference turned irritation with it all, playing at being rebellious in spirit. as if his existence in and of itself wasn't an act of revolt, though from where and what remains a mystery / everyone always says the world was upended by satoru's birth, and suguru found it funny more than anything, the weight of it all. ( though, born after satoru, perhaps it's that he'd never known a world without him / and never will / but suguru is just arrogant enough to presume that even if he had been born first, it would persist in hardly mattering at all. )

fingers curl to brush against his jaw, a lover's caress, gentling over a bruise before poking at his cheek, ❝ i'm not a child, satoru, ❞ perhaps it's romantic to defend your clandestine lover against the deraignments and hatred of the greater masses / perhaps it really is romantic to not carry out the ever standing order of execution hanging over his head ( it's an ineffectual sort of thing, as though suguru would let anyone but satoru ( and shoko ) find any trace of him, as if anyone but satoru were capable of doing such a thing even if suguru did it ) / and suguru is a romantic above all else, other than idealism, but still : the concept is simply humorous to him. declarations and adorations and all the things in between —— all veiled words, thin as the lank curtains they had drawn back however long ago. ❝ you don't need to defend me against them, their judgments and opinions are nothing more than senseless bleating, ❞no need to defend suguru against or anyone or anything / not even satoru, himself / suguru holds no hate nor resentment for jujutsu high and only a heavy handed distaste for the faceless council so determined to lord over them all —— their methods are ancient and their tactics cruel / hypocrites, the lot of them, preening and power hungry. it will all come crumbling down beneath his hands, after all, once he succeeds. washed away like sand on the shore.

a phone buzzes / mimiko's text ringtone chimes ( she'd insisted and he's not especially good at denying his daughters anything ) / he stretches languid as a cat, leg extending over satoru's as he rolls, glancing over his shoulder at the bedside table as the void opens over it / a hand reaching out / closes / drops the phone neatly in the space between them. ❝ —— unless it makes you feel better, ❞ a half—cruel curl of his mouth and an unspoken challenge as he lays his palm over the phone / hiding mimiko's name on the screen.

HOUSE OF THE DRAGON.

#GETOU，in char.#GETOU，devoured.#mastabahs #mastabahs : satoru.#bit of a return to old formatting here and i honestly just considered #answering the literal actual ask but. for the sake of consistency #and my sanity.#i did not.#anyways idk man this is. this sure is.#suguru being a bit of a bitch but standing by the whole 'i don't need anyone to understand me' schtick. and being like. amused by the idea #of satoru even defending him in the first place bc. funny. haha.#hm this could be a starter now that i'm squinting at it #(u don't need to reply i'm just rambling in the tags for some reason)

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tom-bakers-scarf · 9 months

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Spotted this in a second hand bookshop and the whiplash I felt was so strong that I think I’ve discovered another 12 stages of grief

#had a tumblr moment out in the wild #goncharov #it sent me into shock #plus it was under ‘collectibles’#started questioning my own sanity Jesus Christ I started wondering if someone on here had fucking narrated it and it had somehow reached #this tiny little village shop #the book itself is oblomov by Ivan goncharov btw

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suiheisen · 11 months

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MODERN WEEKLY STYLE CHINA Photographer: Hailun Ma; Stylist: Macci Leung; Makeup: Yooyo Keong Ming; Hair: Zhou Xue Ming; Art Director: Doris He; Models: Wai Wai, Annie, Una, Juan, Hei Wa, Bonnie, Ginny

#for my own sanity. look at THEM #this is the perfect photoshoot #also the photographer is from xinjiang and does incredible photos on it 100 per cent recommend checking out her work #photography #fashion #international women’s day

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crescent-cubed · 4 months

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Okay I've had this in my head for, like, a week now and I need answers dammit

The poll's just there for posterity, but you can also leave your answer in the comments or a reblog if you're comfortable!

#this is for my sanity in case i ever somehow meet any of yall in person one day #i am a hugger when comfortable! friends and family only typically.#text #the cubed one's content #poll

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filmflam-and-nonsense · 9 months

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I cant cosplay, what i CAN do, is utilize this sewing machine to make outfits themed to things I enjoy. except I have nowhere to put this sewing machine so i'm confined to poorly embroidering my shirts.

#once i get a table to put this sewing machine on its over for y'all >:)#and my sanity.#marveem rambles

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elena-gilbert · 14 days

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someone in the writer’s room had a special mood 💀

#fallout #falloutedit #fallout series #fallout prime #lucy maclean #cooper howard #the ghoul #ghoulcy #vaultghoul #fallouttvblog #tvedit #my creations #these two have destroyed my sanity

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userarmyhope · 6 months

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JUNGKOOK GCF in Budapest

#btsgif #bangtanarmynet #bts #jungkook #userkelli #usersky #annietrack #bangtan #losing my sanity tbh

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radiashen · 1 month

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loid patting anya's hair compilation.

#sxf #im going to. RAHHHH. oke im good again. sorry.#me when my sanity hinges on this series again.....#spy x family #loid forger #anya forger

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cosmiicchaoss · 3 months

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what the shaw are you doing

#GUYS I GOT INTO HOLLOW KNIGHT #ITS OVER FOR MY SANITY #hollow knight #hk hornet #hk ghost #my art #digital art #illustration #artists on tumblr

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edmeom · 5 months

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jjk memes pt.4

part 1, part 2, part 3, part 5, part 6, part 7, part 8, part 9, part 10, part 11, part 12, part 13, part 14, part 15, part 16, part 17, part 18, part 19