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chaeiimimi · 1 year

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Hey!! I love your work here !! Itd be awesome if you could make a part 2 please!! <3

omg I am so happy I finally got a submission <3 I appreciate this so much, anyways, your wish is my command so here's part 2!

JUJUTSU KAISEN MEN AND A SINGLE MOM PT 2!

Hi! I originally wrote these scenarios for Haikyuu men, but since I made the decision to write for jjk as well, I figured this will be a fitting scenario for jjk men, please note that some of the characters are aged up and my ask box is and comments are open for suggestions, also take note that some of the plots may have been twisted to be more suitable for the scenario

TOJI FUSHIGURO

I am finally writing for this man vbcjhsbd am entering dangerous territory here

After his wife died, Toji has done nothing but to try and compensate for her absence to their two children, Tsumiki and Megumi

Tsumiki was in first grade, Megumi was in kindergarten and Toji was busy running his company to ensure the stability of the future of his children, despite being a busy multi-millionaire businessman, Toji has made it a point to always spend time with his children

may it be making breakfast for them in the morning and sending them off to school, or giving the both of them bubble baths at night to relax their tiny bodies after a long day at school and tucking them in while reading a bedtime story

he was always present in school activities which made other moms and teachers doll up a little bit extra, and today was no different day

Toji was carrying Megumi who was in his PE uniform and Tsumiki who was wearing a pretty pink dress was holding his right hand, it was Megumi's sports day, and it was the perfect time for him to bond with his children

there were a lot of people, and most of them came as a family, supporting their little ones in this little school activity, Megumi was part of the track and field competition which doesn't start in three hours

the trio decided to walk around the school when Tsumiki bumped into a little figure, it was a toddler walking alone in the middle of a sport festival

the toddler looked up and smiled brightly at them, she was so small and her hair was tied into two space buns, she was wearing a white dress with little flowers on it

Tsumiki was instantly in love, she always wanted a sister

"I'm so sorry baby" she says as she hugs the little girl

It seems like Megumi was smitten interested as well because he asks Toji to let him down and pinches the cheeks of the toddler as well, and when the baby looks up at him and smiles brightly while he was still holding her cheeks

Megumi was bright red and just blurted out "dad, let's take her home"

Toji was tempted if he was honest, the baby is extraordinarily adorable, Toji has been a single dad for as five years now, and he'd be lying if he said he didn't have baby fever from time to time

He dedicated most of his time being a breadwinner and a doting father that he did not step back into the dating world

Toji was snapped out of his trance when he hears a feminine giggle, he looks down and there you were, in all your glory

"I see you found my little Yua" you smiled at the two children

"Are you baby's mama?" Tsumiki asks

you smiled and nodded "I am, her name is Yua" you said

"you're so pretty ma'am, I'm Tsumiki and this is my brother Megumi" Tsumiki says shyly as she points at her younger brother which made you chuckle and bent down to their level

"well aren't you just sweet and lovely children" you said while fixing Tsumiki's hair and pinching Megumi's cheeks

Toji cleared his throat, he was there the whole time. This is one of the few times that Toji actually sees his children interacting with a woman who's actually a mother

you looked up to the big man in front of you and greeted him politely

"Hello sir, I assume you're Megumi-chan and Tsumiki-chan's dad?" you asked cautiously

"that's right, Toji Fushiguro, Misis..?" he asks for your name

"It's actually a Miss, Y/N btw" you smiled and extended your hand for a handshake which he took

Toji raises his left eyebrow, you were a single mom too? well hot damn was it his lucky day?

he feels a little hand tap his knee, it was Yua who had her arms outstretched at him, he quickly leans down and carries her, he looks at you talking with his children

"Megumi's competition is today he's nervous" Tsumiki says

you look at Megumi and held his cheeks in between your hands

"why are you nervous Megumi?" you asked

"what if I lose?" Megumi answers timidly

"well, what if you lose?" you smiled knowingly at him

Megumi tilted his head to the side

"if you lose, well you don't get a medal, and that's about it, sounds boring doesn't it?"

Megumi just stared at you

"How about instead of trying hard to get a medal, try your best to have a good time instead? I'm sure that's what you're dad asks of you as well” you smiled at the dark-haired boy

he gives you a little smile and nod

“can I ask for a hug?”

Toji was shocked, Megumi is never affectionate with women except for Tsumiki, his wife died when she gave birth to Megumi so Megumi wasn’t able to experience any maternal love

you smiled and outstretched your hand for the little boy to hug you

His dad was staring at you from a distance, from a widowed husband who has no intentions of dating, he was now raking his brain to come up with excuses to not let this interaction end

why would he ever let this end? you were an absolute angel, he could see the longing in his children’s eyes when they look at you, not to mention the little bundle of joy that he was carrying right now carved her way into his heart

and you, you were just perfect in his eyes, he’s a multi-million businessman and it’s probably not a smart thing to say, but you, a stranger, swept him off his feet

he can’t remember when was the last time he felt this way, but one thing’s for sure

he will do everything he can in his power to make you his.

NANAMI KENTO

away from the morbid world of Jujutsu, Nanami likes to appreciate the small things in life

he isn’t a fan of crowded places but he also hates staying at home during his day off and rot away on his couch, so he goes out and strolls around areas that are not too crowded

if there’s one thing Nanami likes aside from sleep, it’s literature, it helps him escape from the kind of world he lives in

so on this day off, he decided to visit a bookstore that’s also a café, he’s been eyeing it for some time now and it’s in a hidden part of Tokyo, he also made sure to go there on a weekday so that fewer people will come in

When Nanami walked in he was greeted by the scent of bread, coffee, old books and a small giggle from a little boy

Nanami whips his head to where the sound was coming from and then he saw you, you were in a brown dress, your hair tied neatly on a bun and you had your son in your lap playing with him which elicited the melodic giggles

Nanami was stunned for a minute, he couldn’t move for a good fifteen seconds

he never thought he’d see you again, but here you were

Nanami was now looking at the face of the girl from the bakery he used to go to when he quit being a sorcerer and became a salaryman

you still had the same brightness in your eyes, but something was different, it was so motherly

you looked as beautiful as the day he left that bakery and decided to return to the Jujutsu world

Nanami was happy to see you, being happy with your son, you must have lived a good life, you have a son, and hopefully an amazing husband as well

but who was he kidding? Nanami did not regret returning to the Jujutsu world, if he had one thing he regretted, it would be not telling you how he felt, it was not telling you that he wasn’t there for the bread, but for your smile that melted away his exhaustion, he went to that bakery to hear your bright voice greeting him, to have you say “are you having a good day so far sir?”, you charmed him the moment he entered that bakery, and you still do now, after seven years, he entered the café he assumes you own

you noticed him and gave him the same exact smile,

“I haven’t seen you in a while sir” you greeted him

Nanami walks over to you on the counter “seven years huh? I see you got your own little space now” he states, a ghost of smile appearing on his thin lips

“I know, ironic isn’t it? I got a son now too” you chuckled and looked at your son who was sitting comfortably on his own chair

Nanami looked at your son closely, he looked a lot like you, so much actually that he would think you made him by yourself

“he’s name is Aoki” you say as you brush your son’s hair away from his face which made him scrunch his face

adorable. Nanami says inside his head

“your husband must be lucky” he can’t help but blurt out

you smiled sadly “if he was so lucky he wouldn’t die so early”

Nanami looks at you and mumbles a small “sorry”

you wave your hand and smile at him “don’t worry, I’ve actually been wanting to talk to you sir”

it’s embarrassing but Nanami can’t help but feel a little joy hearing those words coming out of your mouth

“about what? and please do call me Nanami” he says

you offered to make him coffee and serve him bread as you sat down on one of the tables of your café, after all, you were the only person there anyway

“my husband died two years ago, Aoki was just a month old...” you started and Nanami looks at you intently

“he... he was different... like you, he was a Jujutsu Sorcerer”

Nanami was shocked, you knew he was a Jujutsu Sorcerer all along?

“I- I only figured out that you were one when I recalled the time you fixed my shoulder problem at the bakery and compared it to my husband’s ability” you explained

“my husband died a tragic death, but I am worried for my son, I don’t-, I don’t know how to deal with him if he is bound to have the same abilities as his father” the distress in your voice was clear and it was understandable

Nanami looked at you with the same stoic eyes, but it was a sympathetic one

Nanami did not what to feel, he walks in and found the woman he loved for eight years with a son, but later founds out she was widowed, and her son has the possibility of having cursed energy

Nanami was confused as to how he felt at the moment, his emotions were changing the whole time, but if there was one feeling that stuck to him the whole time, it was the loud pounding of his heart against his ribs, the tingling in his stomach, and the immense joy of seeing you after a long time

Nanami wasn’t going to waste this time again, he was going to win you over, he was going to do it slowly but surely

he looks at the toddler on your lap and he takes him from you, he could feel the subtle cursed energy radiating off his tiny body, and just like that, Nanami knew that Aoki was set to live in a world where hideous monsters are seen through his eyes, he wasn’t blessed with the ignorance majority of the people get to experience

right at that moment when Nanami felt Aoki in his chest, he promised himself that he was going to protect him and you at all costs

Nanami has always been living for the sake of other people, for people who need him, for his dead best friend, but today, he finally found a reason to live for himself

he wanted to have you, he wanted to protect you, he wanted to protect the ray of sunshine he was holding right now, he wanted to protect his happiness

he was greedy. the bliss he feels right now? he’d want to experience it forever if he could

and he’ll start by winning you over first, so please expect a handsome Jujutsu Sorcerer to visit your little café probably more often than he should

#jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen x reader #toji x reader #toji fushiguro x reader #nanami x reader #nanami kento x reader

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zukkaoru · 1 year

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hi grace this is very important and you are a very trusted source so the thing is with s2 of JJK coming up and me being caught up on the manga and all I was like… I need is some good satosugu fics to read to completely obliterate me sooooo would you have any recs???

HELLO yes okay so. i don't have as many stsg fics saved as i thought but here are some that destroyed me (affectionate) - some are angsty and some aren't necessarily angsty but were so good they destroyed me anyway

things long gone by hiraethia 4.8k words, curse!geto au

also by kai: one more august day (also i have not read the sequel yet but i'm sure it's phenomenal. also i'm just gonna rec all of kai's fics even though i've only read these two) 19.1k words, mostly canon compliant relationship study

asymptote by meruemsthighs 1.7k words, geto struggles with not being able to touch gojo now that he has infinity up all the time

love is all I ever yearned for; not this affection carved in stone by getoswrongs (juyang) (don't read the series description for this. just trust me. you have to go in blind for the full experience) 15.2k words, potter!suguru, and astrophysicist!gojo pining

like best friends do by yuki_MXIVo 6.3k words, aromantic satosugu

shoko's memories by hella1975 17.1k words, not exclusively satosugu but oh my god. this fic rewired my brain chemistry i'm literally not kidding. it's an au where kenny gets kidnapped in shibuya and gojo tries to revive geto by subjecting kenny to watching the compilation of videos taken on shoko's camera when they were students

i am yours forever, and i'll always feel at home with you by leavesandcurses 3.2k words, also not exclusively satosugu but also so so good. this is geto-gojo family and geto observing his family's routines

for a new world to begin, the old one must fall by thatwasanticlimactic 7k words, after slaughtering everyone in the village, geto kills gojo's family too. (okay so technically i haven't read this one yet but i know it's good bc corey wrote it <3)

aaand here are a couple more that i haven't read yet but have either heard good things about or just think look like they would absolutely shatter my soul:

smile like brass by chuuyasoup a little ways lost by chuuyasoup Carry Me Home by yuki_MXIVo 愛のある場所; river of light (that brings me to you) by cosmichorrour Punishment For A Monster by mimiquack SwitchScale by CharmPoint

#also if you haven't read my fics yet.. 'all my flowers grew back as thorns' and 'the things all come and gone' are pretty good #if i do say so myself #anyway i hope you enjoy <3 #fic rec #satosugu #asks #nyla tag #going through my marked for later fics is making me want to read one augh #unfortunately i am in class rn (shhhh)

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celestie0 · 11 days

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Hello!! I wanted to ask some advice 😞 I have a fic idea but I've never posted any writing before and its like a very very specific band au and I'm scared no one will care to read it because of how much music context it requires 😭 I really admire your writing so like...what do you suggest...

(Also super excited for next kickoff ! I've never been this invested in a fic)

hii my love!! omg a band au sounds like so much funnn are you kiddinggg i would eat that UPPP. my advice would be to just go ahead n write it!!! it's super nervewracking to share work, especially if you've never shared before, so for the time being you can just write w the idea that no one else will read it except for yourself! that'll help you establish a healthy relationship w your writing & your hobby in general even before you post should you choose to post

as for the specificity n music context, i personally think thats SO FUCKIN RAD!!! i love a story where i can enjoy a romance but also have aspects outside of it that i can learn something new from or take something away from. i have read some pretty incredible fics & books, but the ones that have always had a lasting impact on me are the ones i went into knowing nothign ab a specific something, but then i leave it feeling like i've learned something i wouldn't have ever known before!!

it's a totally valid feeling though, esp in fanfiction where you might think readers want to read ab only their fave characters or specifically romance. i felt this way a lot with including the film major & photography aspect to kickoff, i feared readers would find it boring and would just want to read ab gojo x reader. i think in ch9, gojo only had like 40% of the chapter screentime and didn't even make his first appearance until like 5k words into the chapter, but i'm still really happy w the chapter and the response i got was great too. i see some of my writer mutuals break the norms n experiments w their stories all the time too, and honestly, i think that makes for some of the BEST and most MEMORABLE stories :)

as for fears that people may not see your story, i totally get that. keep in mind, i think the jjk fandom specifically doesn't really have too many long fics, at least compared to what i've seen in other fandoms, n tends to steer towards oneshot content (i could be wrong ab this but it's just what i've noticed! at least on tumblr. long fics always get lots of love on ao3 tho) so don't worry too much if you're not getting as many notes or reblogs etc as some other authors, bc if you choose to post series content, then you'll technically be in a niche category for this specific fandom. BUT i have noticed that the quality of interactions w longer stories is very amazing and totally worth being a part of this writing community for that reason!!

when i first started posting, i really didn't know what to expect since the last time i had a fanfic blog was for like two months when i was 12 on deviantart LOL. and now i'm just extremely blown away n humbled by the support. but that's the thing- you'll never ever know unless you try! again, just write and picture it that you're the only one that's going to read it, so put all that juicy music context in there n really write w that passion in mind!! (i'm assuming you're into music or bands n that's your inspiration? don't be afraid to let that interest show!!) and that's really the only thing you need to get started, after that it's just simply copy pasting n then posting :)

if you do get around to posting or sharing it then feel free to tag me bb!! i'd love to read it n support you. good luck to u n much love!! <33 i hope this helps in anyway

and thank you for looking forward to kickoff :)

ps. in case you want any specific writing advice i have some on my page here (sorry bb i just realized i wasn't sure if you were asking for actual concrete writing advice haha my bad if i misinterpreted)

#ellie's writing advice #kickoff #asks #anon

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crehador · 2 months

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brother crab's spring 2024 first impressions: wind breaker

LET'S GOOOOOOOOO MY MOST ANTICIPATED SERIES OF THE SEASON IS HERE AND IT IS BANGING

first off i have not read the manga, i love delinquent nonsense but decided to wait for the anime because i just knew the cast would be stacked (and it is)

secondly i was ngl largely looking forward to this one because HELLO ICHISAMA LOVECHILD LOOKING MFER

so my reasons for picking this series up (voice actors and ichisama) are probably not the conventional lmao but even setting that aside and taking an objective look at the first episode...

it was really good! the action sequences especially, both in the op and the episode itself, were so good that i had to pause the ep to look up the staff. not at ALL surprised to see series composition is by the guy who's done that work on other big name series like zom100, jjk, csm, mp100, and more

we haven't really met any of the characters besides sakura yet, so time will tell on group dynamics and such, but sakura is already a really compelling mc to me. we love a punk with trauma in this household

anyway this is only the third series on my absurdly long planning list to air this season, but it's already looking like a strong anime of the season contender for me. we'll see how boukyaku battery goes bc i'm a sucker for sports anime but for now wind breaker is strongly in the lead

#crab watches #spring 2024 #first impressions #wind breaker #SO worth the wait #and also good timing for this to come out after slf lol #because honestly i was like #more or less neutral about yuuma before slf #like i enjoyed him! he's talented (and he's everywhere) but i wasn't going out of my way to watch stuff he's in #but slf made me a fan for sure so yuuma 🥰#a delight to hear him again #also sorry in advance but i am going to be theeeeeee most annoying motherfucker in the wind breaker tag #because sakura is NOT beating the ichisama lovechild allegations with that personality #that's all i'm going to be thinking about. forever

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fushiglow · 9 days

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[*a figure hobbles from the shadows*] hi glow - I'm breaking my streak of anonymity (or "denying thy embarrassment and refusing thy anonymity" as you put it) to say an official hello I guess. 👋

I just read your star wars au and I can't get over how GOOD your prose is. (?!?) It flows so naturally, and it feels like I can instantly see the entire depth of the scenes you create... I'm actually obsessed

Anyways, hopefully that didn't come off as too much 🙃 - truthfully, I'm just now getting into tumblr in my twenties and had self-imposed a bit of a fringe mentality. But you've answered so many of my anonymous asks at this point that I feel like I should just admit I'm a part of the jjk community now lol.

Plus, I did say I'd read anything you ever write, so, we'll see if this wave of bravado lasts or if I slip back into anonymity. Either way, thanks for helping to make this community so thoughtfully beautiful <3 💌✨📝

THE WAY I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THIS! IT'S YOU, IT'S YOU, IT'S SHAKESPEARE ANON!

Thank you so much for popping in to formally introduce yourself, even though you weren't sure about doing so. It really means a lot to "meet" the person who's said such lovely things about my writing, thank you for all of your previous kind comments and these ones too!

Really happy you enjoyed the Star Wars AU! It's stupidly special to me because it's two of my special interests, past and present, colliding to become something beautiful. I'm delighted that other people are finding joy in it, because it felt incredibly self-indulgent to me!

You couldn't possibly come off as too much, I've finally thrown out all concept of shame in this fandom so nothing can scare me at this point. Thank you also for what you said in that last part... I don't really know what to say to that, you're very kind indeed ♥️ So good to hear from you and I do hope it won't be the last time — take care until then!

#rahhhhh i'm happy #♥️#supportingwomenswrongs #ask fushiglow #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #satosugu #jjk fanfic #jjk fic

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hawnks · 2 months

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hello its me im a stranger in your inbox brought here by the allure of gojo fics

but LISTEN this is actually wild. at least from my pov. so i'm looking up omegaverse gojo fics

so i come across one of your omega!gojo fics and i love it, it's fun, it's novel, gojo as an omega is so valid actually, very in character, omega tf out of that bitch and i run to your blog to find more of it

they were all delicious works and gosh i love how you write gojo in general. man you have got. SO MUCH. of the vibes. the perfect vibes. i've got tons of gojo fic stuff in my drafts, a lot of it being character study, and i see your character ramblings on him AND IM LIKE

YES!!! THAT'S IT THAT'S HIM THAT'S THE BRAND!!! THE TRUE GOJO!! THE CORRECT GOJO SATORU!!! intensely lonely actually but too far removed from the regular human experience to understand how to properly connect. i see all of your opinions on them and theyre so correct

but then like i'm scrolling through your blog anD YOU WROTE!!!! IT'S YOU!!! YOU WROTE THAT FIC!!!! "ariadne's thread"!!!

i read that fic ages ago when i was first descended into the madness that is this fandom. i read like a million other fics and a couple weeks later that fic was still stuck in my head and it's the reason i started bookmarking fics for jjk now.

you also wrote that soulmate fic with the fanta soda?? which i also ended up reading??? that was AWESOME, i've been wanting to write soulmate stuff for jjk forever and it was such a sweet romance that was actually like normal and removed from the actual curse stuff

in retrospect it's actually super interesting. ariadne's thread is all about gojo and the aftermath of his spectacular life, and the soulmate fic is actually all about the reader and the trials of their mundane life. and in ariadne's thread gojo finds his peace by appreciating the trivialities of your regular life when he no longer cares about his

anyways sorry if i'm blabbing too much at you. it just felt like such a crazy coincidence, but only because i am apparently blind to author names on Ao3 XD

your pinned says you're shy so rlly don't feel pressured to reply to this, i just enjoy rambling in other people's inboxes

AISKSKKDKDKDKKDDK

Hello, welcome to the omega!gojo quicksand pit; there is no way out <3

Thank you, this is so sweet!! 😭🥺💕🍰🧋It’s funny because I do have fics that are more reader-centric despite being about characters. I think it’s because there’s sometimes world building that has to happen in reader’s POV and I try not to switch perspectives too much.

Strangely enough, I think gojo really has an appreciation for everyday things. He likes B-movies and street food, he buys tacky souvenirs, he takes the train. He’s like… 20% a normal dude actually

#kissies for u <3 #you are actually not the first person that this has happened to JSJSJJDJD #I am an enigma #and this blog is chaos #also getting this was so funny because I saw a bunch of gojo posts in my notifs and I was like oh someone is Going Through It with this man #write soulmate aus with me 🫴#soulmate au is ultimate trope #mint talks

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tempenensis · 10 months

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hello, i just wanted to say i discovered your blog recently and i love it so much. i’m studying Japanese (i’m at a very amateur lvl) bc i really want to be able to understand manga in its proper context and nuance. as well as be able to read all the extra contents. bc i noticed in JJK fandom there really isn’t a lot of translators around (there’s 2 or 3 i can think of). and i keep wondering why that is, and i wanted to know your opinion about it?

i’m asking bc after reading your blog i got the sense that your passion for JJK deteriorated over time… and i also noticed some other Japanese users who had JJK fan accounts abandon them. personally i think Akutami is a great writer and still delivering exciting chapters, so i don’t think it’s bc of the story.

is it bc of the fans? i know i have been really tired of them on the non-Japanese side. when i told someone how off-putting s/t/s/g shippers are to Japanese JJK fans she wouldn’t believe me and got really hostile. but my gut feeling is like what you’ve shared on your blog. that their (Japanese fans) general feeling is that the behavior from them is too wild. still, she told me she would go ask a Japanese person herself lol…

sorry to bring something negative to your inbox. it’s hard for me to find other JJK fans online who aren’t like that. so i wanted to msg someone who maybe has similar feelings to me.

anyways thank you again for your blog and translations, i hope you have a good day and i hope JJK can be a sincerely enjoyable thing for you again.

Hi, anon.

i noticed in JJK fandom there really isn’t a lot of translators around (there’s 2 or 3 i can think of)

Yeah. Firstly, we actually have official english release now, which is nice, but it means that there's less need for fan translation of each chapter weekly. Another might be because jjk is harder to translate compared to other manga, with its convoluted explanations. there's also an incident where a "neutral" translator getting harassed by the shipping fandom. I don't think anyone doing translation want that particular drama.

your passion for JJK deteriorated over time

For me, any manga is usually more of a fancy fleeting interest. But I somehow I got too attached to jjk lol. My actual interest is gacha games. But I've been following jjk since 2019, even before the announcement for the 1st season of the anime - which means it's been 4 years for me in this fandom. Honestly the fandom only got very bad that I can't stand it the last year. Burned out with added bad fandom makes me less motivated taking care this blog, but I promise I'll try to keep some effort for this blog until the last chapter of the manga. Keeping my distance from the fandom is my way to keep up my interest now, ironically

Like I said in a few posts before this, there's no help for that side of fandom. I'm really too tired to care about them. Best we can do is block and ignore it. At least fix the behavior regarding leaks

#le-ask #jjk

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lightlycareless · 4 months

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do u have any naoya fic recommendations? rn i’m living off your ao3 one but it’d be nice to have more!

also! id like to mention that i started reading your ao3 fic in november i think and when i got towards the end i was so sad bc i had to wait for the chapters😞 BUT ITS OK bc your writing is truly like phenomenal and i cannotttt describe how hard it is to find a fic that’s so well written as yours. like i can go on and on about how you write a good amount for one chapter and you’re able to capture the emotion SO WELL!! so thank u😭🙏

Hello!!

Sorry for taking a while to respond :'( things are happening and honestly i'm super stressed right now for something so stupid i s2g but ANYWAYS

Thank you so much for your lovely words!!! omg....njsgk aghajks hkja I still find it hard to believe that people like my fic and my writing style 😭😭 specially after that one comment I got quite recently 😥

I just... really, really like my fic, and I'm so happy that it shows. I'm very proud with what little I've been able to amount, from improving my writing (I think I have lol) to getting all this support.

I'm still in disbelief to have this honor 😭❤️ really, thank you so much ❤️❤️ I will continue to keep writing and doing my best!! Know for sure that I will finish the story, however long it takes me!!! I just hope you continue to like it :3

As for the fic rec's, I haven't read much as of lately, but I have posted something like this quite recently! also, I don't know if this is of any help, but on my main blog I tend to reblog fics that I really like on this tag over here (beware, I tend to dump everything jjk together...)

And then, here are my must reads. They essentially molded me into who I am now :')

Once again, thank you so much for your support ❤️❤️❤️❤️🥺 I wouldn't be here, enjoying this as much as I do, if it weren't for all of you. Can't wait to post what's coming!

Take care, and hope to see you soon ❤️

#ask #ask: general inquiries

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chuuyrr · 2 years

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Hi are requests open?

If it is, can I request on jjk a scarlet witch mama!reader on teen gojo, geto, and shoko. Like its just pure fluff, reader helping geto through ‘that’ thing 😭 like he didnt go down that road, and with gojo its just fluff along with shoko (and maybe reader will help her reversed cursed technique)

If it’s possible maybe a lil protective trio on mama!reader?

You can decide how you’ll go with it <3

Thankyou! <33

mama! scarlet witch! reader with satoru, suguru and shoko

jujutsu kaisen x reader

masterlist of the series

╰➤ CW(s): major manga spoilers for jujutsu kaisen (gojo's past arc), mentions of scarlet witch's powers, light themes of angst and major themes of fluff

╰➤ PAIRING(s): mama! reader x son! gojo satoru, platonic! geto suguru x reader, platonic! ieiri shoko x reader

hello dear anon :D thank you for requesting and for being patient. haven't written any mama! scarlet witch! reader in a long time so expect more incoming mama! reader content for today's video char. anyway, enjoy reading ♡

being a mother to gojo satoru meant being a mother to more than one child. it was gojo, and the entire package to be precise. suguru and shoko were as under your utmost care too. it was actually quite amusing. you've always wanted children to care for, to be a mother for, and now fate is finally listening.

however, it is not always sunny and rainbows. the children you looked after weren't just any ordinary kids. they were jujutsu sorcerers, which meant they had missions to complete, and one in particular took them by surprise; it was the star plasma vessel incident. the killing of amanai riko

unfortunately, due to a multiversal problem, you were unable to assist satoru and jujutsu tech. only when you returned home did you realize it was too late. you seemed to have lost track of time. sure, satoru was able to master reversal red and use hollowed purple to end fushiguro toji's life, but the fourteen-year-death old's still occurred, and it affected poor suguru.

"goodness! my sweeties!" you dashed up to the three teenagers, instantly engulfing them in your warm embrace. "are you alright? mom's here. i'll fix you up, okay?"

you recall satoru trotting up to you, his lips quivering and his aquamarine eyes glazed with tears, and you couldn't help but hug him tightly and apologize for not being there for him, his friends, and the girl. suguru had been slowly drifting away from satoru and shoko since that incident. he was despondent and helpless. it was tearing your poor son apart, and you would do anything and everything to help him.

"it's okay, sweetheart. i got you, you're okay. it's going to be okay, i promise." you rubbed shapes on his back to comfort him. "i'll go talk to suguru."

you recall approaching suguru on that particular day. he was sitting alone somewhere in a secluded jujutsu tech area. instead of being neatly tied into a bun, his hair was disheveled and let down. his eyes were conflicted and at a loss when they came to you; the parent of his best friend, whom he saw as more of a mother than his own.

"[name]-san?" suguru's voice was low and sullen, but he addressed you with the same respect he always does. "what are you doing here? satoru told you.. didn't he..?"

"mhm." you took a seat beside him, placing a hand on his back, smiling softly.

"tch, that bastard." the raven-haired boy scoffed quietly.

"satoru's worried about you, and i am too." you admitted, rubbing circles on his back in a motherly and affectionate manner as a form of comfort. "i really wish i returned sooner that day, then maybe, none of you would have to go through any of that. i'm sorry, suguru-kun."

"it's not your fault, [name]-san. it's.." suguru halted, taking in a sharp breath. "i just.. us jujutsu sorcerers are supposed to protect the weak, the non-jujutsu sorcerers, and yet.." he rubbed his temples as he shook his head. "i 'm sorry, [name]-san. it's just tiring. i feel as if i'm trapped in this endless cycle of exorcism and consumption. who am i doing it all for? those.. those non-sorcerers from the star religious group?"

suguru lifted his head, turning his head to face you. "i saw a hideous evil that day and i chose to protect them. i stopped satoru from killing them that day."

his eyes then fell onto the floor, as he took another deep breath, "non-jujutsu sorcerers are the reason curses exists. what if.. what if all of them just di—you grabbed his hand and squeezed it, dragging the boy out of his own thoughts, before suguru could finish his sentence.

you were able to see the terrible future that awaits this young man in a minute's reading, the incoming night parade of a hundred demons. harm to gojo's incoming first-year students. suguru's death. his body getting hijacked. but most of all, chaos.

"[name]-san?" suguru inquired, his eyes widening as tears streamed down your cheeks. your firm grip on his hand was now trembling.

you loosened your grip on suguru's hand and clasped your own, clasping them together. you took a deep breath and shook your head. as you faced him, you managed a breathless laugh, tears still welling up in your [color] eyes. "i'm not sure what to say. perhaps it's best if i show it to you."

you softly tapped suguru's temple with your index and middle fingers, and the vision you just had filled his head with your power. suguru felt as if he had lived a lifetime beneath everything, despite the fact that only a minute had passed in real time. it felt real, even though it wasn't. suguru struggled to breathe for a moment because it was so overwhelming. what was that? suguru had no intention of doing any of that. he wouldn't—would he? but, that was the future at the time.

"you don't have to believe what i just showed you right now, and i don't want to force you to believe it either," you said, allowing your magic to dissipate and his mind to be released. "i'm still paying the price for my own actions back then."

suguru looked at you, perplexed. make the same mistakes? did you possibly... have you ever harmed someone? or even killed?

"i'm afraid i have," you sighed, causing suguru's eyes to widen. you have also read his thoughts. "i've been there, too. i know the feeling all too well. these hands have become stained in red because of my own self-righteousness and selfishness. i've killed people before. my own beliefs and desires have led me to being haunted by the consequences of my actions. i wasn't always a good person, i'll admit that."

"[name]-san.." suguru took hold of your wrist.

"i know i'm not your real mother, but you're like a son to me, and i don't want you to make the same mistakes i did, suguru-kun. putting yourself in a world of violence will make no difference; you'll just end up hurting yourself, not just everyone." you smiled as you took both of his hands in yours.

"there are just some things that have to be that way, and well, are beyond our control, but choose to be kind. always be kind. sometimes kindness is enough, and it will always be something better than hurting others."

suguru has been eternally grateful to you since that time. many times, suguru was on the verge of succumbing to the darkness of his heart and mind, but with your and satoru's help, things turned out for the better.

the vision you and he saw vanished, and all you could see when you watched him, satoru, and shoko messing around, eating the treats you gave them as a reward for completing a mission, was a bright future. shoko became a doctor, whereas suguru and satoru became jujutsu tech teachers. they still like to argue with each other, but their friendship hasn't changed.

you may not admit it, but you've always wanted to know what it's like to have a daughter. you've always had sons, so when shoko entered your life, your heart rejoiced. though she was more laid-back than satoru and suguru, she enjoyed your company more than the two (lol jk)

you were simply a fascinating woman. you were so motherly and kind to everyone, and your abilities were something she admired. when it's just satoru and suguru on a mission, shoko will often stop by your place to either hang out and eat or help you around while she takes a break and waits for them.

you were on your way to where the kids were, carrying a bunch of boxed treats that you had made extra for your café. you entered the campus, and as soon as you got to the grounds, satoru practically ran to you, abandoning his training with suguru, shoko, and yaga.

"mama!" you laughed softly as he wrapped his arms around you, kissing your cheek and swaying you side to side.

"did you miss me that much?" you laughed softly, rubbing his back affectionately before pulling away.

"[name]-san, it's so good to see you. what brings you here?" yaga greeted you with a smile.

"just bringing you, toru-chan, sugu-chan and shoko-chan baked goodies. i made plenty!" you chimed, holding up the fresh pastries and sweets you just had made.

you had set up a good little picnic under the shade of a tree with the treats all set up on a blanket you had brought as yaga gave his students a break before he left to do some work. while satoru and suguru were wolfing down the food, you noticed shoko barely eating anything, which triggered your maternal instincts.

"shoko-chan? you okay, hun?" you asked, placing a hand on her shoulder.

"oh, um. i'm good, [name]-san." shoko managed a smile but you knew better.

"shoko's been struggling with her reversed curse technique lately. that's why." satoru blurted, causing an empty box of sweets to get thrown at him straight in the face by suguru.

"you didn't have to tell [name]-san that! shoko didn't want her to know." suguru shot his best friend a glare.

"is that so? that's fine. mastering abilities isn't always easy." you rubbed shoko's arm for comfort. "take my powers, for example, i wasn't always this good with them when i was your age," you said as you demonstrated your red psionics.

"reversed cursed technique?" you asked, "if i remember correctly from the books that master tengen gave me when i first came here, that's a special and complex type of cursed technique that reverses cursed energy into positive energy," shoko, satoru, and suguru nodded in response. "it's primarily used to heal human bodies; hmm, now that i think about it, that's something i can do with my magic as well, but on a molecular level."

"i have an idea! would you like me to help you with it? i'm not a teacher, but i'll do my best, shoko-chan." you exclaimed, smiling.

"really? thank you, [name]-san." shoko blinked, a faint blush spreading across her cheekbones.

"see! you should have told my mom about it right off the bat. she'd help you out." satoru drew out a sigh, chuckling softly as he shook his head.

"well, i didn't want to bother [name]-san. she already has a handful son and work at the cafe she owns." shoko stuck out her tongue at him to mock, causing satoru to gasp dramatically with suguru laughing in the background.

"now, now. settle down, sweethearts." you drew their attention, "no fighting."

"sorry, mom."

satoru, suguru and shoko uttered in unison, causing you stare at the three teenagers with wide eyes as they glanced each other in disbelief for a second before bursting into laughter. you sighed, shaking your head, smiling. it is just like you said, taking care of satoru means the whole package.

bonus scene:

ding.. ding..

"welcome to witch's brew, how can i—you looked up from the glass display of your freshly baked sweets to greet a customer when you found satoru, suguru and shoko coming inside of your café instead. "oh, my! i wasn't expecting you three to be early today."

"we finished early today, so we came here as fast as we could!" satoru exclaimed, heading straight into your arms for a hug as you rubbed his back in a motherly way, giggling softly.

"ever the clingy snowflake." you sighed, shaking your head with a smile, causing satoru to gasp and shoot a small glare.

"ma! don't call me that anymore." satoru exclaimed only to be patted on the head before you ushered him to one of your cafe's tables where suguru and shoko were comfortably seated.

"yes, yes. i know, sweetheart. just messing with you." you laughed before raising your index finger to use your chaos magic to grab a bunch of freshly baked sweets straight from the oven while also making some coffee. "so, how was the mission you three?"

"it went well, [name]-san." suguru answered with a closed-eye smile. "we were able to exorcise the curse with ease."

"your lessons helped a lot, [name]-san. thank you." shoko said in addition, bowing her head slightly at you.

"yeah, shoko's reversed cursed technique significantly improved thanks to you, ma." satoru nodded in agreement, grinning.

"say, [name]-san? why don't you teach at the school instead? sure, you don't have cursed energy but you're good at mentoring." shoko suggested.

"me? a teacher? no, thank you. id rather bake and make coffee." you shook your head, smiling as you set the children's food and drinks on the table. "besides, dealing with the higher-ups isn't something i enjoy, especially the big three clans. they're like pesky little bugs, you know, asking for my hand in marriage and such," you grumbled, holding a look of disgust.

"MARRIAGE?!"

suguru choked on his coffee as satoru and shoko dropped the piece of pastry they had yet to eat. their faces' colors were instantly drained.

"b-but why? what the fuck?!" satoru yelled out, sharply exhaling out a breath.

"language, satoru!" you gave him a look that caused him to apologize before exhaling a long sigh. "did you forget? when i took you in when you were still a child, the gojo clan wanted me to marry one of theirs so i could take the name and give them a powerful child, or something like that. apparently, the other two clans had the same idea, you know?"

"now, that's load of bull. the clans aren't bothering you anymore, are they, [name]-san?" shoko furrowed her brows and leaned against her knuckles, her elbow on the table.

"they better not! i'm mixing colors the next time i come back to the estate." gojo angrily scowled.

"i might as well send them a special grade curse to mess with. maybe three at the same time," suguru suggested, holding a mischievous yet angry expression alongside satoru, who nodded curtly in agreement.

"sweethearts, please. settle down. no one's mixing colors or summoning special grade curses." you grabbed satoru and suguru's shoulders and looked at the boys and shoko. "i didn't watch over you three to cause a ruckus and use your abilities for something like that. understood?"

"sorry, mom..." the trio muttered in unison, their faces dropping.

"i know you three love me just as much, and i appreciate it. i love you guys as well, but i can look after myself. besides, i can always turn them into a frog." you smiled as you embraced satoru, suguru, and shoko.

"a f-frog? you can do that too?" they paled.

"oh, that's not all, sweethearts. reality can be whatever i want. i'm the scarlet witch after all."

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voxofthevoid · 8 months

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I saw that you reblogged this post and saw your tags and...you are definitely author #1 for me for this phenomenon!! (This is the werewolf porn anon. Hello I'm back.)

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And I will probably be re-reading JJK again from the beginning so I can read your fics! (It's been a while and I've forgotten some details but the last thing I read was Gojo getting trapped in the cube? Also I no longer have Crunchyroll so I'm behind on the anime...)

Anyway, thanks for corrupting me!

Werewolf anon!

And oh, man, this is amazing! Seriously, getting people to buy freaky sex toys is right up there as one of my greatest achievements in life.

Would another stucky fic with werewolves count as taking responsibility? Because that's gonna be out this month. It doesn't have any knotting, but your new friend should compensate for that.

(I almost made a hole joke. Please appreciate my restraint.)

HELL YES, JOIN ME IN JJK HELL. The anime just caught up to the sealing! Now it's pain-train time. The manga, meanwhile, is waging war on my sanity.

Anyway, yes, a pleasure 😂💖

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 14 days

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jujutsuflavoredpeach · 2 years

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PART III - AS HE IS

Pairing Inumaki Toge x fem!reader Other characters Shoko Ieiri, Zen'in Maki, Shoko Ieiri, Kiyotaka Ijichi Content angst, hurt, longing, anger, struggle, love, fluff Warnings jjk MANGA SPOILERS, CULLING GAME SPOILERS, self-loathing, mentions of blood, comatose state, swear words Note LINK TO FOURTH PART >> ﹢PART IV (I) - AS HE IS﹢

❀ ¡Hello there! Here's PART III of AS HE IS. ¡Very though to write! I love twists and turns, but most of all, I like things to make sense. ¡So I just pray this makes sense to you! 'Cause let me tell ya... I've suffered. A little heads up: Several LONG flashbacks, so read carefully. I'm having so much fun and let me just say, if you are reading this: ∗ ࣪ ˖ ♡ ˖ ࣪ ∗I APPRECIATE YOU BEING HERE.∗ ࣪ ˖ ♡ ˖ ࣪ ∗ ¡Hope you like it! ❀

You were laying on a table unresponsive.

"She's been like that for at least fourty minutes." Shoko said.

Toge approached you. His brows were furrowed and his eyes full of sorrow, as he brushed his fingers against the palm of your hand that was facing upward, going up your arm and following the path of your long fainty veins. He shook his head in denial, bitting the inside of his bottom lip.

Shoko was standing at the other side of the table.

"You should know, Inumaki, that I don't know what's going to happen." she told him in a completely neutral tone, face expressionless.

Toge didn't even go for a notepad and a pen, he didn't even use his safe words, he didn't want to open his mouth. His head hung low between his shoulders. The guilt had disabled him entirely.

"All that she's been experiencing in the hours prior has finally taken a toll on her brain activity. In the end, the technique did affect her." she made a tiny pause. "Sure, we are all always forgetting something, or trying to, but being forced to do it is entirely different. Technically, we are able to do that deliberately in a conscious way, but also it is very much a natural reaction as a way of protecting ourselves from the bad thoughts that can result from a memory. In conclusion, she didn't ask for it, so her brain is trying to fight the compulsion that's being forced through it as we speak. The thing is that, you were never a bad thought, and what's being taken away from her it's something that she is in no need to forget. She needed you, but not be against you. I believe that she's lasted this long only because her neuronal connections, let's say, the strings in her brain that are tied to everything that have to do with you, must be very strong. I know you are also going through some things right now, but this..."

Toge was listening to every word she said, not being able to take his eyes off you, getting lost. He dreaded this, his whole life. He was always careful around everyone he knew, but he was super extra careful with you, even if it was for all the right reasons. The way you did things, would sometimes ignite something within him. A fiery courage that sometimes made him feel like he could come up to you and have a normal conversation, without having to resort to his own impractical methods of communication that average guys didn't use because they were, well, normal guys. Not socially disabled loners. Those were his thoughts.

'¡Toge! There you are.' you walked up to him with a bright look on your face. He was about to go for a walk. 'Panda and I made chocolates. Well, I did, while he was trying to eat them all.' a giggle escaped your lips. You could tell from his eyes that he was smiling. He'd always sport a high collar even if he wore casual clothes. 'Anyway, here you go.' you said stretching both arms to him, holding a shiny little red bag with a beaming smile. Toge felt his heart beat two consecutive times and his brows raised in surprise. You watched him take the bag, as the strips slowly slipped from your fingers. 'We made them for everyone actually, with the girls too. It's Valentine's, so...' you had only mentioned Panda at the beggining because you didn't want to seem too straight forward. You were friends after all. 'Yours is a little different-' You looked to the side, arms behind your back, looking a little flushed. You were both standing at the entrance hall, just outside the dorm building. As the sun was beggining to set, its mango colored gleams came down sneaking through the beams, bathing the both of you. '¡Tuna mayo!' Toge replied, meaning that he liked it. '¿Fish flakes?' he asked pointing at the bag, asking for your permission to open it. 'It's just-' your clear glossed lips weren't fast enough. Toge had already opened it, expressing his content over the tiny box of onigiri shaped chocolates, but then his eyes widened when he took out two neatly folded pieces of cloth. The rosy tint of your cheeks merged with the steady radiance of the sun as his eyes twinkled with amazement, when he realized they were a pair of high collars. 'Toge, I made them myself. I hope you like them...' you looked at the ground, bitting the inside of your lip while you were being hit with a sudden wave of shyness. He lifted your chin up, thinking of how adorable you were, pulling down the zip of his collar. You gave him a warm smile. It was quiet around you, and the seconds felt like minutes, in which he looked at you, feeling brave, as he wanted to tell you how much he appreciated your gesture. He absolutely loved them. '¡Tuna mayo! ¡Tuna mayo!' he said, happily shaking the hand in wich he was holding his new accessories.

He settled, like he always did. Like so many other times... Because even if he meant well, mistakes could be made easily. And if some things you just can't undo... ¿Then how do you fix them?

"Inumaki ¿Are you listening?" Shoko's voice pulled him back.

He remained silent, but gave a slight nod in response.

"Anyway, that says a lot about the level of emotion that can be attributed to her memories. At least the ones that only involve you in this case." she continued. "If you ask me what I think this is doing to Y/n, well, this is cursed speech after all. For all I know, for all you know... as much as we are rooting for her, this is elite sorcery. To our knowledge, she's no expert in handling something like that. The brain is a muscle, and like all muscles, it will get tired and swollen. It's going to keep fighting that good fight until the functions that are still barely intact, helping it thrive, become obsolete. When that happens the brain is going to shut down entirely. Maybe she'll be in a coma forever, maybe she'll wake up not knowing who you are, and that will be it, or she could die in just a couple of-."

"¡NO! ¡NO! ¡NO!" Togue wasn't having it. He directed his screams towards a wooden chair, reducing it to splinters. The anger was becoming unsurmountable.

Shoko didn't even budge. As the kind of person that she was, being so used to things, she was just stating the possibilities, but she didn't take Toge's feelings into consideration.

"I apologize." she said in her dry usual tone of voice, but she meant it, coming closer to him to place a hand over his shoulder. Toge was visibly shaken, struggling to even his breathing. "I assume you'll be staying. I'll ask Ijichi to bring Gojo's leather armchair from his office. It'll be much more comfortable. I'll make him put it right next to Y/n. ¿Does that sound good?" she asked, giving him a light squeeze before she let go.

That same night, Toge went back to his room to take a shower and change his clothes. It was hard for him to leave you back there. Shoko noticed your breathing was uneven and they moved you to a comfier bed. Sadly, there was nothing else they could do for you, because even if your body was responding to the abuse your brain was recieving just as a human would, the reason was a deathly curse after all. The thought of your body not even being able to recieve proper care...

'I ruined her.' He shut his eyes, leaning against the icy shower tiles.

Running his hand over his face, the steam of the heat was starting to fill the room while the water was running full blast, soaking his body from head to toe. He felt his eyes moisten with his own tears and his heart tighten inside his chest. He was terrified for you, worried sick. He began to sob quietly, trying to let out as much agony and frustration as he possibly could. He was useless to you. He could've screamed some more, break some more stuff, but he didn't want to risk it.

He was on his way to Ieiri's office once more. Fresh clothes, hair wet and disheveled. As he was taking his hand out of his pocket, he noticed something falling out of it. Toge immediately turned around, seeing a piece of bandage lying on the ground, stained with a few droplets of dried blood.

'¿How was I suppossed to know there would be two extra steps?' Toge raised his middle and index finger, pointing them at his eyes. Which translated to 'You would've noticed the extra steps if you used your own two eyeballs.' He huffed, shaking his head. The fall had been pretty bad, you had sprained your ankle and had a gush under your knee, not too deep, but you were going to need at least eight stitches. Pouring some antiseptic into a fluffy ball of cotton, he brought his hand up to your knee, but you shyed away from it. 'You look mad at me... It was just an accident.' you told him with the saddest eyes and a couple of tears running down your face. It really hurt, and blood was running all over your calf, staining your shoe, but you also felt embarrassed by the look on Toge's face, and that just made you sadder. You looked like a child, with your fists curled up into a ball and the cutest little pout on your face. He was upset 'cause you were already on the floor when he spotted you from afar and he panicked, seeing as you were not getting up. He was still a bit caught up in the nerves of the moment, but he wasn't mad at you. Without saying a word, he took advantage of the fact that you were looking away to pat around the wound, applying the substance so it wouldn't get infected. You whined as he took you by surprise. Everytime you hissed at the contact, Toge would blow on it gently to alleviate the pain and itching sensation. Once he was done tying up the bandage, he threw away what was used, turning around to face you as you kept massaging your ankle, trying to feel some relief. He would take you to Shoko right away, but first he approached you, taking a piece of bandage you had been holding out for him with your bloody fingers. He just put it in his pocket without realising it, taking out his little notepad and pen. He wrote something on it quickly and held it infront of you. 'Not mad, just worried. I'm sorry.' 'Don't be sorry, thanks for helping me Toge. I'm sorry I was such a baby.' He hesitated for a while, but he was tired of throwing food names at you, so he grabbed some of that fiery courage and leaned towards you, placing his thin, soft lips on your forehead. It was brief, but full of tenderness. Your cheeks throbbed and his lips were on fire.

The memory of that moment stayed with Toge on his way to the office, grazing his lips with the tips of his fingers, as if that could be the same as feeling your velvety petal skin all over again. Even the exquisite scent of your hair had returned to him.

As he opened the door, he noticed another object apart from Gojo's chair. A respiratory machine placed against the corner, next to your bed. The flush from his cheeks had drained and his face fell once more.

Shoko was sitting on her desk, picking at her brain furiously, going back and forward between a white board and some files. She didn't even became aware that Toge was standing in the middle of the room. He quietly grabbed a pen and a piece of paper, trying to communicate for the first time in hours.

Tapping her on the shoulder, he made her drop a few papers.

"¡Inumaki! Shit..." she brought a hand to her chest. "You startled me, and that's not a very easy thing to do."

'¿What happened?' he showed him the paper and Shoko gave a loud sigh.

"She stopped breathing for herself. We had to get her a ventilator. The organs are very stressed, holding onto that last bit of hope. Could be from the changes in her blood pressure. Things are slowing down and I-" she gave a loud sigh. "I'm just trying to look for answers." she concluded stretching her arms towards the pile of books, notepads, sticky notes, files and papers scattered all over her desk.

Toge made a ball out of the piece of paper and threw it to the side, walking up to your bed. There you were, pallid, haggard... Like a ghost of your former self.

'Like death's beggining to warm up to you, instead of me not having you here because-' Toge stopped himself for a moment at his next thought. 'I didn't want to seem more of a freak to you than I already was. I didn't need you to forget about me either. The only thing that makes me feel vulnerable is not being able to protect you.'

Silent tears were escaping his eyes.

'I've been holding back, I don't want to cry with all my heart. I still... want to hold on to hope. If I let myself go, you'll be gone... Even if I'm missing something, like my stupid arm, I know you won't think of me as worthless. You don't. I'm sorry that I sent you to hell, when the only thing you wanted to do was to make sure that I was still breathing. Regardless of what I've lost- I know... You love me.'

He slowly pulled at the blanket that kept you covered, until your whole body was on display. Still in your uniform, you were wearing your blue plaid dress and your knee high socks. His eyes were fixated on that spot, just between the cuff of your sock and the seam of your dress. Thinking of you always brought great comfort to him, but that place in particular was so strong, golden, smooth, and just, the death of him.

He felt ashamed thinking about you in that way, at a time like that. You were both suffering, but sometimes you would enter his mind in the form of fantasies. You were nothing but a dream to him, and that spot was just in between of everything that was a part of you. He knew that if he squeezed you just right, sliding up your curves with his tender grip, he'd be blessed with heaven, and going on the opposite direction would only bring him to his knees.

'I only want you back.' he thought.

Toge pressed the tip of his finger against your thigh, but many hours had passes, and now it had turned to cold, hard meat.

He held on to the siderail of the bed. The anxiety was taking over him as you were slipping from his grasp entirely. He put down the zipper of his neck, one of the ones you had gifted to him that Valentine's. He hesitated for a moment, but he had thought about this on the last few minutes he had spent in the shower.

Toge looked over his shoulder, with a trail of tears painted across his cheeks, seeing as Shoko was still engulfed in her own thoughts. She was doing everything she could, but time always runs out. He had to do something. Toge took a deep breath and opened his mouth, softly resting his hand on yours.

"Y/n, listen to me." he said in a barely audible voice. "Listen, I'm Toge."

He looked at you, holding his breath. What he was trying was desperate, borderline insane. Something Shoko must've thought about, but wouldn't dare suggest. Even if Toge was willing, she would never allow it.

Clearing his throat, he tried to sound more confident this time. He brought his lips much closer to your ear, so he could speak to you a little louder.

'Listen to me. Come back." his throat was starting to itch, even if he had minized his technique. 'Inumaki Toge. Remember me.'

He straightened up, scanning your face like a machine, but you remained the same. Laying in bed, motionless. Not even a brow twitched, not a movement behind your eyelids, not even a grip from your hand could be felt. Toge gritted his teeth, tightening his grip around your wrist this time.

'Listen to me.'

This time Ieiri heard him, turning around slowly. She noticed the muscles of his back contracting, as his shoulders were moving up and down due to his elaborate breathing. She called out to him in a authoritative tone.

'¡Inumaki Toge! ¡Stop right this second!'

'¡Listen! ¡Listen! ¡Y/n!'

Shoko put her hands over her ears, watching Toge react involuntarily from the reflexes caused by the coughs trapped between each word. She tried to get a hold of him, but she fell to her knees with the next ear-splitting bomb that came out of Toge's mouth, watching as the thick strands of blood that fell from his lips made a pool on the floor.

'¡TOGE, STOP. FUCKING STOP! YOU'LL GET US KILLED.'

'¡LISTEN TO... ME... Y/n! ¡LIS-TEN...!'

Toge collapsed on the floor, wide eyed and in complete agony as his breathing was caught on what he had left for a throat. His crimson tinted lips parted, as the blubbly liquid mixed with his muccus oozed out of the corners of his mouth, while the tears burned his eyes. Shoko tried to get up, but the ringing in her ears just wouldn't stop. She could feel her brain bouncing against the walls of her skull, as if someone had grabbed her, throwing her head full-force against a concrete wall. After a few minutes, she regained some of her hearing, turning her head to the side, barely able to open her eyes from the huge headache.

Slowly but surely, Toge's shape came into focus after a few tries to readjust her vision. He was sprawled out on the floor, shagged out and fighting for breath.

'Good, he's still alive.' Ieiri thought to herself.

The door burst open, and she looked up to see Ijichi with horror written all over his face, trying to make out the scene.

"Ijichi, help Toge out while I pull myself together."

"Of course." he said, still in shock, placing Toge on Gojo's armchair.

"I'm going to have to make you a list, see if you can do a little scavenger hunt. Look for as many bottles of throat remedy and cough drops that you cand find." Helping herself, she put his whole hand on the surface of the desk to pull herself up. "God, I swear he's trying to kill me."

She glanced at Toge. His throat muscles were painfully swollen and he was drenched in his own blood.

"¿How's Y/n?" She asked Ijichi, still unable to take one step without seeing double.

"She is-" Ijichi replied, moving fast to replace your bed sheets, but he stopped dead in his tracks. "Her hand twitched, I saw-"

Before he could even finish, Shoko rushed to his side bumping into him. Your middle and index finger were indeed twitching.

"It's as if she is trying to make some sort of "v" sign ¿Huh?" Ijichi said.

"I don't know, but Toge couldn't help it and used his cursed speech technique on her again. Trying to get her to listen, wanting to bring her back."

"I see." Ijichi adjusted his glasses. "That's... 'Ouch'."

"I know."

Shoko looked at your fingers intently, waiting for another sign from you, but that was it. She was deep in thought, once again.

"¿How much time do you think she has left?" Ijichi asked.

"Well, her body was shutting down, this could only be a reflex for all I know, I-" she couldn't stop sighing, trying to come up with any possible solution. "What we do now, is that the curse went from erasing Toge from her memory, to fighting with her brain, to shutting down her body. But now, this is... unexpected."

"She's a fighter."

"She is, although- ¡Ah!" making her way around the bed to go check on Toge, she slipped on his blood, this time hitting her head hard against the floor. Ijichi was next to her immediately to help her get up, but she was frozen in place. She stared at her own bloody hand, then looked up at Toge for some reason, but her eyes widened when she noticed something else.

"¡Look, Ijichi!" she said. "No- ¡Not my hands! Look up."

From their place on the ground, they could see the other side of your face. A thin red thread of blood could be seen falling from the corner of your lips. Shoko grabbed onto Ijichi and stood up with her eyes dancing between you and Inumaki.

Toge was unconscious, but he would survive. He should be dead though, same as you.

"¿Could it be that Inumaki got to her just now?" Ijichi asked. "They are holding onto each other somehow. The question is '¿How?'."

'Maybe he half-assed it.'

'Maybe.'

"That thing Maki said. 'He half-assed it'. Yeah, I think he did. He's not completely out of there. There is an invisible string."

'Say, the strings in her brain that are tied to everything that have to do with you must be very strong.' that's what she said to Toge.

"Hm, but that's not entirely the reason why she's been able to resist this long. ¿Is it? It's evident at this point. There's gotta be something else." Shoko started pacing around the room, thinking out loud, while Ijichi remained silent knowing better than to interrupt her. "This is cursed speech ¿Right? So it backfires on the user. The first time Toge screamed at her there were repercussions. He coughed up blood, just like he did moments ago, but apart from feeling devastated by his actions for the rest of the day, there were no other side effects. As time went on, Y/n started to feel the curse slowly eating away at her brain in the form of a headache, but that didn't reflect on Toge."

"¿How did you not notice that before?" Ijichi asked leaning against the window sill with his arms crossed against his chest.

"I don't know, perhaps everything that's been going on outside of these four walls might give you an idea to start with." she said sitting in her chair.

"Right. Well, I have a theory, if I may."

"Be my guest." Shoko replied lightning up a cig.

"¿What if the part of her brain that was suppossed to recieve the command was shielded?"

"¿You mean cursed energy? ¿In her brain?" she asked letting the smoke escape through her lips.

"¿Where else?" Ijichi shrugged.

'Oh, look who it is. It's been years." Shoko said opening the door to you and Maki with a slight grin.

'This one's staying." Maki pointed at you 'She has a throbbing head and there's, uh, you know... Our little guest that needs to recover, our ally.'

Shoko paused for a second, looking at Maki straight in the eye. The both of them stood there for quite a while. Quite funny to you, but also boring.

Shoko wanted to get it, whatever 'it' was, and Maki was praying that she would.

'She's making me babysit the one arm cursed speech technique guy. I'll be around, and you'll give me lots of painkillers. There, fixed it for you.' you said patting Maki on the back.

'¡Oh!' Shoko reacted as Maki let out a huff. 'Yeah, of course. I need help with that, totally. ¿Why don't you pour yourself some coffee and then I'll take you to his room?' Shoko was carrying the most expressionless look of the century on her face, without taking her eyes off Maki that looked unfazed, trying to keep it casual for the peeps. Even though it was only literally just the three of you in there.

'Yeah, cool.' you said spotting the coffee jar and mugs on one side of the room.

Maki and Shoko watched you like a hawk as you distanced yourself, and then turned around the minute you were out of ear's reach.

'¿Are you crazy?'

'Wow, first Yuta, and now you I guess.' Maki raised her eyebrows.

'¿Well?' Shoko gave her an annoyed look.

'Look, it's been getting worse. First it was only confusion, but now it has turned to pain. I can't bring her with us, you have to figure it out and then release her back to us. Toge in tow.'

'Maki-'

'I'm worried. ¿Okay? Cursed speech doesn't have a reputation of being a nice and simple technique. If something's going on in there you-'

'Okay, okay. Fine, I got it.' Shoko cleared her throat. Her and Maki looked over their shoulders, but you were enthralled by the little fish tank next to the window.

'Thanks' Maki said 'Toge is not going to leave this alone, just so you know. He won't hurt her twice, but he's dying to undo what he did, so, you know...'

'I know.'

After Maki left, Shoko gave you some pointers to interact with the "new" sorcerer.

The cursed speech technique is something that came from one of the Big Three Sorcerer Families, the Inumaki Clan to be exact. The reputation of said technique far exceeded that of the members responsible for holding such power. It was one of the most respected techniques, and also the most feared by an opponent.

'I'm a little excited for this, too much in fact.'

'Sorry to burst your little bubble, but you'll be in and out of that room in less than a blink. The guy needs his rest. You'll be properly introduced, that's all.' Shoko stared at you, already cursing at Maki for not coming up with a better plan.

'Party pooper. ¡Ouch! Ah- ¡Ugh!' you immediately brought a hand to your forehead applying some pressure.

'¿Is it too much? The pain, I mean.' Shoko asked with a blank stare.

'Even my eyes feel swollen. I, uh...' your vision became kind of blurry for a second. 'Everything seems to be in order, but there's this huge gap I can't seem to fill in. I've been trying really hard all day.'

'A lot's happened. It could only be stress.' Shoko said, feeling a little too guilty, as she was having a really bad feeling. Mainly because Toge directed his command straight to your brain. What Maki implied was that the technique wasn't really forgiving of its victims, so it was a 'wait and see' type of thing.

'Hmm... ¿Who knows? We should go, I'm feeling a little drowsy all of a sudden.' you said, stretching your arms while emitting a big yawn.

'Okay, but remember Y/n, no questions.'

'Yeah, yeah. I get it. 'just keep an eye on him, but don't get too close...', 'He could act on impulse, we don't know him well...'' You went on to recite Shoko's words from earlier, rolling your eyes at her. 'I have a little secret inside my head, just in case.' you said under your breath, but Shoko heard that as she was opening the door for you.

'¿Excuse me wha-?'

Her eyes widened all of a sudden, as she watched you tilt your head back and your eyes rolled back inwardly. It was so sudden, like you just had been shot by a invisible bullet between your eyebrows. Arms stretched forward and legs hanging mid air... It was as if a lighting strike had pierced right through you, pushing you back with tremendous force. You fell onto the floor and immediately started to seizure. After what felt like an eternity, you just gave in, your body went quiet and you didn't regain your consciousness.

"I think you are right." Shoko said, tilting her head towards Ijichi, with a glint of hope in her eyes.

'I have a little secret inside my head, just in case.'

Their heads turned in the direction of the armchair. Toge had his eyes open, and looked like he had been regurgitated by the devil himself. Shoko stood up, now standing in front of him.

"Listen, Inumaki. There still might be a chance."

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