#but ling said no please dont

[girlwithwolftatoo]

Could you write what the moonboys would do if the reader said they didn't deserve to eat anything, please?

(I know I'm skipping the requests' order and they're still closed but- Anon sweetie are you okay?)

TW: self-harm, eating disorders (sort of)

First of all, Moon boys love you with the might of Ra's sunrays. They love and enjoy everything about you, so when they notice a weird behavior change their alarms are higher than a truck siren. And then you say the "un-magic" words...

Steven Grant would be confused at first, what do you mean by "deserving"? Food isn't a threat, you're supposed to eat when you need to, even he (yes, the boi who lacks of sleep and has no idea how he keeps functioning most of the day) knows that.

And of course once he gets the point (gets it, not understands it and much less validates it) he'll take some ling time to make you change your mind. He shows interest in knowing why do you feel in that way, will make his best to help you venting the bad thoughts and he'll listen with all his love and care. Then, he'll gently suggest you should have at least one snack so your stomach won't hurt.

Marc Spector would be livid. Like -no, if you're hungry you must eat, this isn't a prisoner's camp (and trust me he knows what he talks about). Like, hey, EAT, what the bloody hell, you're more important than any failed task or intrusive thought, and you better start eating for he's going to take you to a nice place and be sure you're satisfied before buying you an ice cream. Because that's a threat for being so strong and deal with the evil game your mind plays on you.

Jake Lockley knows well what self destructive behaviours are. He's seen Marc and Steven doing them, mostly without being aware they're hurting themselves, and honestly, he feels pity. But you're different, you're not a poor little chimp brained like those two pendejos as he calls them, you cannot be suffering, you dont. deserve. suffering.

He'll call to a restaurant to get some comfort food he'll share with you, and is actually pretty generous with the portions. At times he treats you as a child, bringing the food to your mouth and doing any promise to make you eat, and other times he'll hold you, a slice of pizza hanging from his mouth and a hand caressing your back.

#moon knight series #moon knight headcanon #marc spector #jake lockley #steven grant #marc spector x reader #steven grant x reader #jake lockley x reader #moon knight #jake lockley headcanon #steven grant headcanon #marc spector headcanon #oscar isaac #marvel series #moon boys

[hikari-ni-naritai]

@vivi266 CRUELLY REFUSED to tag me in this but she said anyone could do it if they wanted to so im going to.

Name? emily. you can call me hikari too unless youre two very specific people for a very specific reason.

Pronouns and gender? she/her girl<3

Sexuality? lesbian

Country? usa u_u

Top 5 fandoms? ffxiv, otherside picnic, pmmm, arknights, limbus company despite not playing it

What is your Most forbidden snack? what cruel mistress is forbidding snacks....? spoon of peanut butter.

Would you pet a bug? depends on the bug.

Share a weird fact/story about yourself with the class. uhh. heres a weird fact, ive only ever had dreams about sex twice, and neither time was with a person id ever consider fucking in real life.

What does the color blue taste like? unsaturated. you could put more flavor into it but you didnt and i appreciate it.

What is the most beautiful thing you've ever seen? ive seen a lot of beautiful things but i think possibly the most beautiful was the sunset over the pacific ocean when my family took me to hawaii in high school.

What is the stupidest thing you've ever done? uhhh. damn what would it be. ive done a lot of stupid shit in my life. staying with my college girlfriend for so long, maybe?

Stupidest thing you've seen/heard someone else do/say? i could not even begin to rank that. yesterday i stopped a job to take my lunch and marked clearly where to pick up, and the girl who picked it up from me couldnt figure out where id left off and ended up working from about 7 pages before i stopped, leaving a bright pink pickup point 5 pages later. absolutely nothing was accomplished.

Hyperfixation song? if you mean what song am i hyperfixating on right now, its the whole album 'still a Sigure virgin?' by ling tosite sigure. but if i had to deem one song a "hyperfixation song", it would be 'Between Two Worlds' by Mili, which is the song i listened to nonstop for 7 days straight, causing the entire plot and world of a dnd campaign to spawn in my brain like a fungus.

Is there any meaning behind your profile picture and/or username? 'hikari ni naritai' is a personal creed i have. i need to become better and brighter and warmer. there is no goal, only continually surpassing my current self. my icon is my final fantasy 14 character of the same name.

Dream career as a child? ice cream man. in middle school through part of high school i wanted to design a robot you could control with your brain like in a book series i really liked at the time about a boy who was born on mars and became paraplegic after they gave him Control Robots With Your Brain surgery.

Dream career as an adult? would love to work on visual novels. studioelan if youre hiring hmu the only thing i can reliably do is proofreading/quality checking.

Thoughts on cilantro? put it in my salsa please.

Have you ever been banned from a location and if so, why? uhh i dont think so.

What is your cursed food combination? idk how cursed it is but the #1 thing you can put on a hot dog is crushed doritos. not even a fuckin contest. however the most cursed food combination ive ever tried was a chicken nugget with chocolate sauce in it. the flavors refused to combine in any way and it was like i was eating a chicken nugget and also chocolate sauce separately not at the same time. it was a weird experience.

Trans rights? we're on the trans rights website. im different tho i support trans wrongs too

[yusukeiii]

The Wrath's Embrace

ೃ₊ ❝You know, its sure sound easy. But its hard. Strawhat Kid.❞

─ ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ- one piece ft. y/n

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•••

You work as caretaker of a certain Pet Food Shop. With the owner passing away, its just you and the dog whose named is Shushu.

"Ney, Shushu."

You spoke to the dog while you were sweeping, It didn't budge but keep standing into the entrance. You sighed, he's been like this for a long time.

As you countinue to sweep the dust infront of the door, you saw 2 people appraoching the store, the other one is..caged?

You looked at them with suspicious glare. Ready to pull your glock at any moment if they do something vile.

"This is it, I..I can't walk any longer-" The green haired guy that looked like a swordsman drops in front of the shop with a loud thud.

"Are you alright?"

The said man looked at you, you saw blood staining in his tank top. Sign that he was in a heavy fight and get injured in not so fashionable way.

"What yer staring at?" Rude, ignoring the attitude he given to you, you looked at the kid inside the cage.

You paused.

'Strawhat..'  you thought. Its like deja vu all the sudden. Its like you already met him. You already bonded with him, but you can't pinpoint where.

"Oh! Is it a dog?"

The strawhat kid poked Shushu, but the dog didnt even reacted. "Hey Zoro, Is this a dog?" The kid asked with a grin in his face. Its oddly familiar.

"I don't know , what you've been doin is plannin' to get out of that cage." Zoro said, while leaning his back in the post of the store.

Strawhat poked the dog, and looked at you. "I wonder if he is dead, do you know?" You mentally facepalmed at the amount of idiotic fluid is in this kid's head.

"Its breathing, child." You spoke, as you sweeped again trying to remove the conversation between you two. You countinued to do what you were doing until you heard a blood curdling scream.

You looked where the voice came from as you saw the kid got his finger bitten off by Shushu. You stiffled your laugh as you saw the since unfold before you.

"STUPID DOG!!!" He yelled, as he lay down to the cage while his injured finger is swollen. "Damnit , I dont have enough blood." Zoro complained.

As they both complained, a girl with an orange hair appeared while staring at the two pair with a disapproving look. Maybe its their another friend.

"What on earth are you guys doing." She started. " If your plan is just lying around in these streets, Buggy will definetly gonna catch the both of you."

You looked at her as she mentioned the Clown Pirate's name. "Buggy? As in Buggy the Clown?" You asked. She nodded. "We managed to escape them. But definetly they are gonna go after them." She pointed on those two.

Zoro looked at her.

"Oh, our nagivator."

"SAYS WHO?!" She raged.

"I just came to repay my debt to you guys, you save my life back there." She finished.

Repay? You wonder, as she finishef her sentence, she tossed a key maybe so that the cage can be unlocked.

"The key!" The strawhat cheered. As he was about the reach the key to be free in his limited space, Shushu grab the key and ate it.

ATE IT?!

"Shushu!?!" You yelled, the broom in your hand dropped in the ground as your jaw hit the ground. You were about to get the key but he already swallowed it.

"Well shit." You banged your head into the soil. He will take a ling time getting out of that cage.

As you layed down, The Strawhat kid started choking Shushu. "HEY! GIVE THE KEY BACK YOU STUPID DOG!!" As he kept his blabber. You heared a familiar voice.

"You people!! Don't do anything to Shushu!!"

"Who're ya mister?" Zoro asked as he looked at the chief.

"I'm the village's leader, In short the Chief!!" He yelled.

The Chief noticed you on the soil, as your face and whole body planted at the fall.

"Y/N get up, you looked like a damsel in distress." He said.

"Yeah yeah.." You muttered and slowly get up.

•••

Everyone!! Welcome to my One Piece Reader Insert!! Here are some details about the upcoming chapters. Please traveling with me throught the GRANDLINE!

▪︎ Y/N is [REDACTED], making a confusion among the strawhats.

▪︎ I will never make Y/'N here as a vunerable character. Im sick of typical girlish persona for Y/N so lets expect that she will take no shit.

▪︎ Is somewhat related to other characters, especially when Alabasta, Enies Lobby, Dressaros arrives in this book.

▪︎ Has three weapons!! (Im letting you guys pick the second one so please comment it down!!

▪︎ This is Y/N's early design, but I think shes too feminine so I scraped out the idea.

I hope you guys  stick with me until we reach Raftel!!

#one piece x reader #one piece angst #one piece imagines #one piece #one piece fanfic #one piece fluff #one piece headcanons #one piece imagine #one piece scenario #one piece x you #luffy x reader #sanji x y/n #sanji x reader #luffy x y/n #one piece boys

[basslinegrave]

so i got the dw mobile game yesterday and aside from the fact that i cant read japanese (and being totally lost), its surprisingly solid??

kinda reminds me of the psp dw games i used to emulate on my phone few years back but better lol it also runs nicely on my phone even on the highest setting and looks good

its surprising that theres no annoying ads or anything and the game is f2p if you dont use the store which is great

the gameplay itself is very repetitive for now, i guess the main part is the actual story/dialogue - which i wont bother translating until i get to characters i actually care about, sorry. its just too much work.. that said, the lady guiding you (forgot the name if its an existing chara) is the least interesting thing to me.. now, not being able to translate the entirety of the game makes me lost on the story, but i assume its something orochi-like, especially with the lady being a mystic (..right?) and the mystic outfits (which i cant help but call minty toothpaste recolors) and the dark ones (i really dont like the blonde hair on everyone. looks good on like, gan ning i got. idk. but much better than the red green blue recolors for those dw8 outfits from the other game i dont know the name of anymore)

i just now unlocked the characters page with all the lines and dialogue, something i always liked unlocking so thats nice to see

but what im actually in for are the cards!! the art on these is beautiful, and i couldnt find the stories for the ones i wanted online, so i bit the bullet and decided to try to get them myself somehow

im also so excited about the dw3 outfits! atm i have no idea if there are outfits from other games (or planned to be added) because what i wouldnt do for a dw5 ling tong outfit (just gimme all actually) and also surprised about the dlc ones?? call it timing, but seeing the swimsuit ling tong outfit event upon opening the game was. unexpected lmfao (out of all this one??.. give me the mad hatter pretty please)

im not going to search for more stuff that the game has to offer as i like the surprises and it might keep me excited to play more

i saw people commenting about getting bored with it after a while but seeing that they are adding new stuff all the time, i might stay around to see what it has to offer

#thoughts are being thunk #long post #a review from a person that plays the games for 2 characters ✌️ #better than dw9 i think #would 100% be better than dw9 if you could have a tiny house and go fishing in this /hj #dynasty warriors

[aajjks]

tpol!jungkook why the hell would i believe something you never tell me! your time, your time, your time, ITS NEVER FUCKING MY TIME! BECAUSE AS LING AS ITS YOU, YOU, YOU, I DONT FUCKING MATTER! you was never going to marry me because you’ve already said you never wanted to get married either! you don’t want a child got it! but it’s a little to late for me to grant you, your fucking wish! which is exactly why i was never going to let you meet the baby!! oh please.. you’re always fucking cold to me. you always yell at me. you’re just like your fucking father you fucking dick *slams door as she leaves*

“YOU DID NOT JUST COMPARE ME TO MY FATHER- YOU BITCH. YOU JUST BROKE MY HEART AND WALKED ALL OVER IT. I do not want to YOUR BABY AND I KNOW I don’t want to SEE YOU AGAIN! NEVER COME BACK INTO MY LIFE!”

#ask: tpol!jungkook

[voidcat]

Oooh you're learning about internal diseases? It sounds so interesting! I'm learning physics rn and it's fun incorporating maths into it ahaha. And if the lecturer's voice is putting you to sleep, my teacher suggested to take notes or just do something with the pen. I normally pinch myself but it doesn't work most of the time, plus it hurts lol.

Satie really gave all pianists free real estate... so I can play his pieces as sacrilegiously as I want and it'd still sound nice /j. But idk, sometimes I struggle to do my own phrasing and my own expression so it is nice sometimes to play something that is from the Baroque era because I don't have to worry about a lot of rubato ahaha

And FOR REALS I don't know how composers do it! I can barely improvise a phrase, let alone an entire symphony. And to think that Haydn wrote at least 107 symphonies. Most of the composers were prodigies but even then prodigies should have a hard time composing... right? Or maybe prodigies just have something else to them that makes them Ling Ling level shsjddkias and to think I have to make my own compositions in music class next year looool

Thank you >.< I'm just scared that I'll mess up or miss notes because my pieces require a lot of technical work and then the child prodigies play Liszt effortlessly sjjdjshw

Also sorry there was a misunderstanding 😅looks like I'm dueting with them in another concert next year. I just thought our duet was in the next two weeks considering that they'd already learnt it lmao anyways my nerves are not the best when it comes to performances but I'll try my best :')

Yeah internal diseases is no fun when each lecturer begins w how to take an anamnesis though… like please ive began interning already, I was made to take it and fill the papers LMAO I have the ppt slides at hand so taking notes isn’t an option rlyl they rlly read every single line written there 🥲🥲🥲

Satie rlly said ‘do whatever tf u want idc’ and I love him for that. And yeah frrrr like stop pretending y never had hard times man help us feel s little better abt ourselves! And aaaaaa good luck but also it sounds so cool!!! I wish u a fruitful composing

Damn theyre p quick….. but hey you got s lot of time and im sure youll do amazing! Its only natural to have a mess of nerves about performances- as long as you dont freeze up on the stage ahhaha

#if u ever want to play ur composition to someone next gear id love to listen #silver !! #answered

[abigail-nicole]

tgcf liveread part 12

hey u know i love this book. i am trying to preserve the feeling of reading if for the first time. if you've never had that joy then go buy it

originally tweeted 4/3/2020:

book five, boss fight with Jun Wu continue:

cw tw cw tw abusive dad jun wu

This I Hurt You Because I Love You & I’m Teaching You makes this boss fight 800x more emotionally charged and horrifying

even the phrase “to discipline him” in this passage is Fucked!!!! Up!!!!! but i’m literally yelling for hua cheng in my empty house

So many things about this passage:

interesting because How Much Spiritual Power Does Hua Cheng Have? From a narrative standpoint, functionally limitless. Perhaps being a ghost king he doesn’t use it the same way Xie Lian does, because otherwise why couldn’t he just take down Jun Wu himself?

Second NOT A CRITICISM I LOVE AN OP DEMON GHOST KING and clearly them working together is what’s making the fight work. It has to be the combo of jun wu seeing xie lian as his son + hua cheng’s power able to exploit that weakness

Thirdly FINALLY THE SHACKLES ARE OFF!!!! THIS IS THE LITERAL GUN IN THE SECOND ACT WHICH HAS, JUST NOW, THREE HUNDRED CHAPTERS LATER, GONE OFF

Fourth activate Ghost King SPIRITUAL POWER GIVING KISS!!!! *magical girl pose*

I don’t wanna see this in donghua form because i dont want them to censor any kisses & i cant imagine the story without them

How does this fight hit EVERY SINGLE ANIME FIGHT TROPE AND THE EMOTIONAL BEATS ASSOCIATED WITH THEM????? It’s the anime fight to end all fights

“There is no banquet in this world that doesn’t come to an end”

SOMEONE GET ME EPI BECAUSE IM IN ASYSTOLE

I BETTER BRUSH UP ON ACLS BECAUSE I NEED TO CODE _MYSELF_ AFTER THIS PASSAGE

I SAID I DIDNT WANT TO DIE FROM COVID BEFORE FINISHING THIS BOOK, NOT KNOWING THIS BOOK WOULD _KILL ME_

Butterfly reprise

Ugly crying in hualian

Everyone incl Ling Wen very matter-of-factly Team Hualian

This passage is incredibly wistful, poignant, bittersweet. Taicang maple forest reprise

oh my god oh my god this passage is so good I'm dying

Remember in twilight new moon when bella falls into a depressive fugue for months well THAT SONG IS PLAYING IN MY HEAD

POSSIBILITY - LYKKE LI

this chapter is SLAUGHTERING ME i need the manhua to catch up bc i need heavenly lantern hualian art to go with this

This chapter is like THE TWELVE STATIONS OF THE CROSS IM NOT JOKING

my HEART IS A TINY HUMMINGBIRD IN MY CHEST

*sobbing in hualian*

GODDAMN IT I BETTER GET A WEDDING SCENE

How My Lord Aches For The Flower; How I Ache For My Lord is an incredible chapter (243). Someone please enlighten me on which piece of poetry this comes from if you know

oh my god the softest husbands

this is everything I wanted or could possibly want from a book. the bible wishes it had this range and romance. thank you for coming, I love you all, I love mxtx and hualian, goodnight

天官赐福百无禁忌

#tgcf #tgcf liveread #there is no banquet in the world that doesn't come to an end

[cotgar2]

Tfw you say fuck it and give your favorite character a comfy modern outfit

(Version without mask under the cut)

#idk if any of this outfit fits him lmaoo #im so bad at making outfits #as someone who just lives in hoodies and jeans #i feel very pressured to give characters the same #my art #fanart #fmab #fma #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #fma greed #greed the avaricious #greedling #i feel like greed wouldve gone a bit more crazy #but ling said no please dont #fgfsdgfds thats what happened #also he really do be rocking them knock off nikes

[roman-o-cheese]

2:47 am what crimes will it commit 😎

#i guess im just going to do all my vents in the tags? #i'd rather not crowd my blog #my friends know to check the tags on my posts which didnt go over too well as you can imagine but maybe they'll ignore this one #in not then uh hi??? #please dont worry about me im perfectly okay ❤ #anyways adagsf #dysphoria has been kicking my ass. like jesus man #it sucks because it all started off small at first #like when i first discovered i was trans i thought didnt need to change anything about myself #and skip to today and i cried seeing myself on my camera today #i used to like my face but now all i can see is the femininity is holds #and it sucks knowing that there's a high chance i wont ever look how im suppised to #i was talking to mikey about names and worm said that adhd can connect to the trouble a person can have with naming themself #this is essentially because adhd lives change and once it feels normal #it becomes boring. so adhd seeks change. #and that fucking sucks. like there's a chance ill never know my name and i dont have the fucking attention span to look for names #like i spend a lot of time looking at names but it just doesnt click. i need a name so specific to me. #one that feels like i warm hug and sunshine on your face. and when i find that name the glee only lasts for so ling before i move on #danny isnt right for me i dont think #well i mean i know it isn't #im trying out the name Solace??? we'll see how that goes #my dysphoria is kicking my ass though and i cant handle it #i havent done anything school wise this week. can you believe i used to be a straight a student? #i used to have perfect grades and a good gpa #i dont want to think about what my grades look like now. i already hate nyelf enough #God im shaking #i couldnt even get to highschool #what the fuck is my problem #my parents didnt want a trans gay and fucking stupid kid who cant even get out of bed #my mom's resorting to medication lmao. she says it might be good for the whole family or something? i dont know what she wants me to try

[zhuilingyizhen]

Hi, on Jiāng Cheng / Lan Jingyi, you don’t have too like the ship (it’s not one that I enjoy too read either) but it’s important to note that this is a universe where Immortality is the goal, and people can live hundreds of years. So while a 15 year age difference may be a lot when it’s 31 and 16, it’s not a lot when both characters are 100+ years old, would you find it creepy if a 330 year old and a 315 year old, who are both in their physical prime, dated, or a 120 year old and a 105 year old?

I understand your point and it is valid. But (there’s always a but) while a relationship between a 120 and 105 year old wouldn’t be considered inappropriate imo, it’s a completely different circumstance for ljy & jc because they usually aren’t portrayed that way. Their relationship, unless it has been aged up, is between a 30-something year old and a 16 year old.

That doesn’t have to be a problem. The age of consent in mainland China is 14, so technically, they could be together in such a manner (though that only applies to sexual activity).

But in America & Canada (using this as an example for western shippers) the age of consent is 18 and 16 (but it varies in certain cases/states). In those cases, it would show an underage person and an adult together.

Of course, I haven’t read any jc/ljy fics, so I don’t know if they’re aged up more often than not.

However, there’s also the power imbalance between ljy & jc to point out. Jiang Cheng is a sect leader & Jingyi, a disciple. Idk if there’s any issues with that, just pointing it out. It might cause controversy in the cultivation world, i really don’t know.

But I think my biggest problem with the ship (because age gap relationships are a different case each time, so they should be judged on a case-to-case basis, as all relationships should be judged) is Jingyi’s relationship with jc’s nephew.

Ljy & jl may not have known each other in their youth, but jc raised jl. He and ljy are around the same age. I just can’t imagine what kind of shift would have to happen to make jc think of ljy as more of a equal or potential lover than his nephew’s friend.

Ljy is introduced to jc as a junior, jl’s sorta-friend. The best friend of jc’s adopted brother’s adopted son. Jc (hopefully) doesn’t see ljy as someone he could have a romantic relationship with. Something has to happen (whether it be ljy pushing himself onto jc/courting him) for jc to see ljy as more than a friend of his nephew.

You could argue that ljy growing up is the shift, but I just think that it would be difficult to see someone you watched grow up (since jc probably knew ljy when he was 15-16, a teen, entering his adulthood/20s) as a romantic partner. And while it is possible, I just think it’s unlikely.

(Plus, there’s also fics in which ljy is adopted by jc & lxc, which is unrelated, but it’s interesting how people can have such varied ideas on ljy and jc’s relationship. That’s how fandom is.)

So, while I don’t think ljy and jc is a good ship, that doesn’t mean other people can’t. I understand that personality-wise, I can... kinda see why people ship it? I guess? Idk. Their canon dynamic is just not something I can see turning into a romantic relationship. (That being said, you’d have to change several things to make it so that their relationship is portrayed as something not controversial.)

In the end, people can ship it or not, and it doesn’t really affect me. I have no right to dictate what other people ship, and no right to judge them bc of what they deem acceptable (unless it’s extremely inappropriate, in which judging will be occuring). At least it’s not jl & jc (which can still maybe be justified in Chinese culture, but I’m not gonna go into that right now).

Thank you for the ask, anon! It’s always nice to hear other people’s opinions. (P.S.: I really hope I didn’t come off as rude or anything, as that was not my intention. I just wanted to explain why I don’t ship chengyi.)

Extra P.S.: I know that they’re a crack ship. A hilarious crack ship, imo. Everything I said only applies to the serious shipping of chengyi, so if you crack ship it, you can ignore everything i said lol.

#lan jingyi #jiang cheng #jin ling #mdzs #chengyi #re: chengyi #not actual chengyi content #the untamed #anon #ask #addy answers asks #addy answers #mdzs ships #relationship #i dont usually make posts like this #if i said anything offensive please tell me

[lianhuawu]

i saw my 'dont think about the yunmengjiang sibs' post getting notes again and i think theres something else we as a fandom shouldnt think about — the jin family.

Dont think about how jin zixuan spent his whole life knowing his father had dozens of children, and that the the only thing that made him worth anything in his father's eyes was the fact that he was borne of his mother and therefore heir to the lanlingjin sect. Dont think about how jin zixuan had to hear whispers mocking his father and gossiping about his mother his whole life, and how he probably vowed at a young age to do good by his wife, to do good by any children he would father, and how he never got that chance.

Dont think about how jin zixuan stood up for mianmian, how despite being arrogant and pompous he had a good heart. Dont think about how that heart stopped beating on a lonely path in yiling— alone and bleeding out and far from home and his family.

Dont think about jiang yanli. Dont think about the girl who got pitying looks her whole life because she stood in the shadow of her younger brothers. Dont think about how she never once held any resentment about her lack of ability, how she treated wei wuxian like a blood brother even when his presence tore her parents apart. Dont think about jiang yanli opening the door to two sniffling little boys on nights when the storm is particularly loud "i told you not to bother jiejie" jiang cheng admonishes, but he's shaking too. They clamber into the bedding together and her brothers jump with each thunderclap, so she tucks them in close (one under each arm) and hums a soft tune until their breaths even out into sleep.

Dont think about little jiang yanli whos lived in the background half her life seeing jin zixuan and being absolutely dazzled. He's bright and bold and to her, almost blinding. Sometimes she wishes she could be like that. Wishes she could inspire such awe, command such rapt attention. I'm telling you, the worst thing to think about is quiet little jiang yanli falling in love with jin zixuan because to her being around him was like seeing the sun after living a life in the shadows.

Dont think about how jiang yanli had to see her husband's dead body brought back to koi tower. Dont think about how she had to see those brilliant eyes devoid of warmth, how she had to be strong for her son and her sect (she wants to cry, she wants to sob, she wants zixuan to hold her close and wipe her tear away but zixuan is dead he's dead he's dead he's dead he's —)

And do not, absolutely do not think about jin ling. Really, I mean it. Dont think about how jin ling grew up seeing the portrait of his parents on the wall in the jin sect, how one day he will walk by it and realise that he is older than they ever were. Dont think about jin ling treasuring every little thing he's told about his parents, how as a child he would pester uncle jiang for stories about his mother, his father, what were they like, how did they meet, what was the wedding like, when were their birthdays, did father prefer red bean paste or lotus paste, what was mothers cooking like —

(would they be proud of me?)

Dont think about how jin ling would have had the best parents in the whole world, who loved him and cared for him. Dont think about how instead jin ling grew up knowing his parents as the figures in the portraits, lovely maiden jiang and young master jin. Dont think about jin ling bursting into tears at being told to put suihua down, how such a simple request as this makes him cry because to him its so much more — hes hurt and angry and this is all he has, this anger towards wen ning and the golden sword in his hand. Dont think about how he only really made friends when sizhui, jingyi and zizhen came along, how he spent his childhood shuffled between yunmeng and lanling and never quite feeling like he belonged in either.

Take my advice, dont think about the jin family.

#mdzs #mo dao zu shi #jin zixuan #jiang yanli #jin ling #wooo this one is longer than i thought it would be #yall for real tho when jin ling cried after being asked to out suihua down i was bawling #its such a simple request but to him it means so much and hes just hurt and angry and grieving over the parents he never got to meet #ive said it over and over again but i love jin ling so much my whole heart just aches everytime i think of him hes so precious #please love jin ling guys #lmao in one of the reblogs of the yunmeng sibs post someone legit just goes nooo you monster #i rly laughed dhhskdh cheers ill drink to that mate #also disclaimer this is like a mess of half fic half meta pls dont take what i talk abt here are pure canon or meta talk #half of this is just hcs ok im not trying to write a post detailing canon events to you this is legit just fic

[jungwookjins]

Hi! I'm introducing some friends to the untamed and making some notes on where the netflix subs don't give enough information/good translations, according to the fandom. I saw your translation of the 'to die by your hand' scene and it KILLED me, so I was wondering if there are any other particular scenes you think it's important to note a different translation? Thank you so much if you can!

ooh so there aren't any scenes i can think of where the translation falls so so short of the actual emotion and meaning as much as that one, however there are definitely some less dramatic instances.

in general, i would say that mandarin (and a lot of other languages from what i've heard) has a lot more inherent emotional depth than english, so in translation, a lot of the subtitles sound very emotionally neutral or ambivalent when they really aren't.

the instance of this that sticks out to me the most is during the confrontation between wei wuxian and jiang cheng at the guanyin temple (ep 48, ~9 minutes in) where wuxian says to jiang cheng「都不要放在心上了」(dou bu yao fang zai xin shang), which the subtitles translate as "please don't keep it in your heart," which i'm actually not really mad at as a translation, but it's just not a phrase used much in english, so it sounds slightly awkward/doesnt convey the emotional context of that phrase.

so for context, mandarin has multiple ways of saying, loosely, "don't worry." there's「不要擔心」(bu yao dan xin), which is probably the most common and versatile to say it, and there's「不要放在心上」(bu yao fang zai xin shang), which is the one wuxian says to jiang cheng. (there's other ways too, they're just not rly relevant here) the literal translation of it is "do not put it on your heart," which the netflix is pretty close to, but ofc that doesn't tell u much abt usage. the way i've explained it in the past was, say u made a mistake at work and were beating urself up over it.「不要擔心」is something your coworker or boss might say to you to essentially say "hey it's no big deal, don't worry about it, ur fine;" it can be very casual. whereas, once you get home and start talking abt ur bad day at work,「不要放在心上」is more likely something your parent/sibling/partner/other loved one would say to you as they put a bowl of ur favorite soup in front of u. it has a level of inherent familiarity and deeper desire to comfort the person ur talking to than「不要擔心」. (note: i say inherent bc「不要擔心」doesnt have to always be casual/relatively emotionally neutral, it can be said w emotion ofc but the words themselves do not carry as much emotion as「不要放在心上」.

other than that, i’m not remembering any other specific scenes rn (if i remember smth, i’ll rb w the addition and @ you), but one thing that happens throughout the show is translation discrepancy when characters are addressing each other. for example, when wuxian and jiang cheng talk to yanli, the subtitles always have them both addressing her by name, but in chinese, family members often dont address each other by name, like my younger brothers both call me 姐 (jie), which means older sister. jiang cheng calls yanli 阿姐 (a-jie) most of the time (the 阿 at the beginning is just a prefix used in front of names and other forms of address to express familiarity, it’s the same character used in a-yuan). wuxian calls yanli 師姐 (shijie), which is what you call a senior female fellow student studying under the same master/in the same school/etc.

(rest under the cut bc this got rly long)

nie huaisang calls mingjue 大哥 (dage)/哥 (ge); 哥 means older brother and 大 means big, so 大哥 is often used for the eldest brother (esp common if there are multiple brothers). an interesting thing is that wangji does not call xichen 哥 or any variation of it, rather he calls him 兄長 (xiong zhang), which also means older brother but is a term of respect and much more formal, so that’s also a reflection of their characters and upbringing. 兄長 is not in common use nowadays but 哥 very much still is.

after nie mingjue, lan xichen, and jin guangyao take their oath of sworn brotherhood, they also change their forms of address with each other. for example, guangyao calls xichen 二哥 (er ge), which means second older brother (since xichen is the second oldest) and calls mingjue 大哥 (like huaisang does). (i feel like i vaguely remember guangyao being called 三弟 (san di), which means third younger brother, by someone but don’t remember if it was xichen or mingjue.)

(also impt to note that in chinese culture, familial terms as forms of address aren’t strictly reserved for family (whether that be blood or found). for example, in a casual setting, you can address any woman who is your parents’ age or between their age and your grandparents age as 阿姨 (a-yi) (or name + 阿姨), which is the term for your maternal aunt, and you can address any man of the same age range as 叔叔 (shu shu), which is what you’d call your paternal uncle. similarly in a familiar/casual setting, you can call women older than you but younger than your parents 姐姐/name + 姐, like the daughters, who are all younger than me, of my parents’ friends call me jessie jie-jie. and you can call men in the same age range 哥哥/name + 哥, like how wang yibo calls xiao zhan, zhan-ge. the same applies for people younger than you, with which you would use 妹妹, younger sister, and 弟弟, younger brother.)

another example is that jin guangshan calls jiang fengmian 江兄 (jiang xiong), 江being his family name ofc and 兄 meaning brother (same character as in 兄長, which wangji calls xichen), since they’re of the same age and status and their wives are sworn sisters. xichen, on the other hand, calls fengmian 江宗主 (jiang zong zhu), which means sect leader jiang. in the subtitles, these are often just translated as “you,” when they’re talking directly to him. 

so in general, there is a lot of information abt characters’ relationships, level of familiarity with each other, age, etc that is contained in their forms of address that just doesn’t come across in the netflix subs, since those default to their names like 80% of the time.

hope this helps!! if u (or anyone else) have other questions/scenes ur wondering abt, feel free to ask, i’m always down to talk translations. and if you want to see more of my beef w netflix subs a;lskjdf, all of my cql gifsets with dialogue on them have either been translated from scratch by me or i’ve edited the netflix translations, and i usually put some notes abt my translation in the tags. any sets that i’ve translated from scratch are under my translations tag, though most of these are actually for word of honor/shan he ling and not cql.

edit: check my reblog in the notes for some more additions!!

#sorry this got so long ;lakjsdf but this was legit rly fun to answer #ive been meaning to make a gifset w my translation for the guanyin temple scene for so long but havent gotten around to it #mayhaps i will this weekend #(also as a disclaimer: like with any part of a language the forms of address used can differ regionally #for example ik some chinese people use 姨媽 (yi ma) instead of 阿姨 for their maternal aunts #my family is taiwanese-chinese and i was born and raised in the us so that's the background/region my knowledge is coming from) #u kno what i'll put this in some main tags too bc i feel like this is good to know #the untamed #mo dao zu shi #mdzs #answered #nbvagabond #mine #okay to rb #my translation #<--i dont have a better tag for this rn so

[cannibalgremlin]

So imma just say this; i don’t excuse any of the torture or bad things wei wuxian did, i think he took it to far torturing wlj and wc tbh BUT he did end up suffering for his inexcusable actions and regrets them. He trued to save innocent remnants and actually wanted to live peacefully when he paid off his debts to the jiangs.

Jiang Cheng never once feels regret for those people who he tortured and killed(and im not going to say demonic cultivators cause the man didnt give a shit they practiced it and they could have done something small as claiming to be wwx to scare people away cause they wanted to be alone) And dont say they’re rumors cause from multiple characters such as jin ling. And not to mention jiang cheng himself admit that jiang cheng did infact torture people, even after zidian whipped “mxy” and was like this isn’t wwx, he wanted to torture him until he said he was.

I don’t like Jiang Cheng because he doesn’t face the consequences for his actions. I like that he’s an antagonist.

But someone please explain to me why the fuck talking about what Jiang cheng did in the novel is jc bashing or being an anti? I really dont get it. Some of those are metas (theories)

#and please dont vague post me #just… dm me or reblog with an awnser i like talking #jiang cheng #i use to be a jc stan then i read the novel an he made me sick #its really not that deep #mo dao zu shi #mdzs

[tomdiddlyumptious]

T.H| Just Hurry up Please

summary: honestly coochie be bangin

warnings: shaving? A very talkative thomas and a pregnant women

a/n: i just read back in my messages and i swear these people lift me up so much, i love all of you who keep giving me complements and etc, i love all of you honestly.

“THOMASSS!” you yelled from the room, currently seven weeks pregnant and craving fruit snacks and mini Oreo packs, it made him confused and ask why the mini packs if they all taste the same, they simply do not. 

“yes darling!” he got up and walked to the room, you sighed and lifted yourself up to the headboard before speaking. “i need you to do me a huge favor” 

“if you want me to get you food it isnt a favor” he gently laughed before leaning against the door with his arms crossed. “no i need you to shave me” you simply said and his face dropped. “as innnnnnnn?” he took his hand and pointed south, “if you dont wanna do it you dont have to!-”

“nonononnono wheres the razor” he asked, quickly walking into the bathroom and looking on the counters and in the shower “its uhhhhh-” you snapped your fingers three times “its in the drawer nearest to the right wall!” you said and he nodded, walking to the wall and opening the drawer. “no these are where the towels are!- wait nevermind i went to the wrong wall” he rolled his eyes at his stupidity and went to the other wall, bending down and opening the drawer revealing all of your feminine products but he only grabbed the pack and opened it. taking one out and exiting the bathroom and coming back to you.

“i havent shaved in three months tom, its gonna get complicated down there” you warned him and only chuckled “oh im sure i know everything about heavens” “did you just call my vagina heavens?” “yeah?” you cringed at him before telling him to grab a towel, non scented soap, a squirt bottle and a plastic cup of water, plus a pair of scissors and a little small toothed comb.

“im not giving surgery, right?” he asked, looking at the small table that he set everything on. “you- shut up” you pointed at him before laying down. your pants are off and the two towels, your sitting on them. tom pushed the blankets to his side of the bed so the main focus is you. “alright, get in position”

“position?” tom asked, looking away confused. “As if your, gonna, ya know!” “ohhhhh” he separated your legs and laid on the bed, eye level with your clothed hood. 

“are you ready?” “yes y/n” “pull them off” tom hasnt looked their in what felt like years. so he was excited and eager to pull them off, but when he did his face stood in shock “thomas, stop. your pissing me off” “sorry i didnt expect id be in the jungle” he spaced off, looking up at you as you gave...that look. 

“whats the next step please!” “take the comb and the scissors please” you said, watching as he nodded and reached his arm over and grabbed the items. “you are going to give me a trim, okay?” his jaw dropped at your words “a...trim?”.

you sighed as you let your head rest on the pillow “i swear im not having sex with him ever again” you whispered “WAIT WHAT??? NONONONONONO IM GIVING YOU A TRIM” he quickly got to work, combing through the hairs before cutting them neatly, his tongue poking out the side of his lips as he tried all of the different ways. “Stop playin!” you yelled and he glared at you “your gonna make me stab you on accident!” “mhmm, accident you say?” he rolled his eyes and chuckled before cut more.

“so how do i clean this up?” “did you get the inside?” his eyes widened. “You grow hair inside-” “no tom we dont, move the lips” you ordered, looking as he moved your lip to the side “this is so strange” he muttered to himself, “be careful, i swear if you hurt me-” “i wont!” he took his other hand and replaced his current one pushing the lip away and took the scissors to carefully cut the hairs before repeating on the other side. 

“take the soap and use the water to lather it up” you said and he followed, he lathered it up before placing it down. “okay now spread it on there” “like in between?” “no no, just above it” he placed the soap on the skin, the soft hairs against his hand as he rubbed it in, small circles all over. “open them more please” he said, and you followed. he got your bikini line “now the razor” 

he picked it up “im scared y/n” “your doing good tom, just do swipes, go up then down, then to the side” “alright, i think i got that” he sighed, “and pull my stomach up!” “what?” “push the skin up” you took his free and used it to push up your stomach skin. “like that, okay?” “alright” he groaned before swiping gently up, he did it but avoided one place.

“god damn” he talked to his self, using the squirt bottle to rinse away the hair. “i feel like i should get an award, how ling have we been here for?” “about an hour” “AN HOUR? y/n im not ever doin this again, i can barely see” “keep talking shit” “shit atleast im being honest babe, i feel like i just gained 300 worth of muscle trying to shave this thing” “alright imma fuck you up” “im just sayin” he shrugged, dramatically wiping his forehead while you just starred at him. 

“im telling my kids they father was a very lazy man” “i get up like 78 times a day just to get YOU food, whos lazy?” he said, biting his tongue as he got the bikini line. “exactly, so be quiet before i bite it” “bite what?” your eyebrows furrowed. “oh you know exactly what im talking about, now let me focus”

when he was done he helped you in the shower, rinsing off all the hair he  couldnt get and you looked in the mirror “really? a land strip?” you said, both starring at the line of hair. “yeah i thought we could get matching ones” he shrugged. “you want me to do yours?” you asked looking at him and he nodded. “it shouldnt take an hour....right?” “uhmmmm no” 

“AHHH” he screamed. “WHAT THE FUCK?” you giggled at his yelling. “sorry! but we gotta get this done!” “why the wax? why not the fucking razor?” he yelled in lowercase, you only shrugged before pulling the other side some and he screamed at the top of his lungs. “NO STOP IM NOT DOING IT ANYMORE” he pushed your hand away “tom its the last one...pleaseeee!” you begged, looking at the strip. “i gain all sex privileges back then, deal?” you dramatically thought about it before he smacked his lips and slapped your hand away “ALRIGHT ALRIGHT-” you quickly pulled the paper off and he screamed again. “OHHHH MY FUCKINGGGG GODDD Y/N” he starred at you while you tried to hold in your laughs. “it looks pretty” you choked out before you broke out laughing him still starring at you. “i have to put on some oil first!” picking up the tea tree oil and rubbing it on your finger tips before putting it on him, a sigh of relief leaving his lips as he tilted his head back.

“see! all happy a good now arent cha?” you giggled. “im never doing that again, y/n” “lets go look!” you took his hand and pulled him back into the bathroom, you both stood in silence as you tried posing, his area still slightly red as his penis was just in the air, sitting there. “yeah never again, period” “since when do you say period, thomas?” “since you waxed off my skin” “it was your idea!” “and i regret every minute of it, its only gonna grow back” you glared at him as he gave you a blank stare. “just put on your clothes” “exactly what i was about to say!” 

#tom holland x reader #tom holland #tom holland fanfic #tom holland x black!reader #tom holland imagine #tom holland x pregnant!reader #tom holland fluff #tom holland au

[kittydeany77]

Alone Again

This is an eventual Dean Winchester x Reader story. Unsure of how many chapters but it follows The Walking Dead generalized timeline starting when Carl gets shot in the woods and Hershel helps them out. Chapter 3 is when Dean will FINALLY enter the story. So please bear with me. I am also new to writing fanfic so i dont care if you hate it or think i suck. Please be kind. Thats all i ask. No one writes the same. No one is bad as ling as they out forth the effort. Thank you in advance for reading my work at all!!

Warnings: None just light weighted describing of injuries or implications of things.

Chapter 2

The two men came back out onto the porch. You were sitting there enjoying the peace and quiet this place offered. Still unsure of why you stuck around. Could these people be trusted? The older man looked over at you while

“What’s your name?”

“Y/N…”

“My name’s Hershel, this is Rick. You said Maggie sent you?”

“Yes.”

“Not much of a talker are you… This is my farm. My family has been here for generations. Where are you heading?”

“Nowhere. Just anywhere safe.”

“You aren’t traveling with anyone?”

“No.”

“We are waiting for Maggie to return with Rick’s wife. His boy was shot and they have a group out on the highway.”

His voice was calm and sincere. Yet he sounds protective over his farm and family. If he just met Rick, I wonder how long his group can stay. I wonder how long I could stay… No, I should leave them be. It’s best to be alone. No one to trouble you or trust. If you start to trust, you can get hurt. Or worse… someone in the group may not be trustworthy. Like that man who left before.

“Who were the men who left in the truck?”

“Otis, and Rick’s friend Shane. They are going to find some medical supplies for me at the school nearby.”

“Wasn’t it overrun with the infected though?”

“Yes, but I believe they will come back. Patricia inside, she is Otis’s wife. I have high hopes they will return unscathed.”

You all looked out at the field just then. Maggie was riding towards the house with who you assumed was Lori. Rick went to them as they approached and Lori started bawling as she got down off the horse. Maggie left to stable the horse and you continued to stay on the porch as the men and Lori went inside to tend to the boy.

The sun is setting when Maggie walks up to you. At first she just stares at you, making you feel suddenly on edge. Was this it? Is this the part where you suddenly get locked up in the basement or attic? Shot and killed, fed on for dinner? No… it can’t be. They are helping Rick, a stranger to them.

“Why did you let me stay until you came back?”

“Because you seemed to need help”

“…. I’m not weak and i don’t need help…”

“I never said you were weak, just offered to help”

“Sorry, it’s just that i don’t trust people very often…”

“Why not? I mean it’s good to be cautious but why not?”

You took a deep breath. Maggie seemed okay. Trust her? Maybe try it for a little bit…

“Maggie… if I tell you a secret, can you keep it?”

“Of course… by the way what was your name?”

“Y/N. I’m not originally from Georgia. I came here from Washington. I finished my Masters degree and moved here for a lab job. It’s not like i left anyone back in Washington. No family or friends or kids. Not even a dog. It seems lonely and odd I’m sure. But thats how i liked it. After what happened… just… some bad things happened.”

“Why don’t we talk later about it? Its late and you’re probably starving.”

“Really? Okay that sounds really nice. Normally i'm not quick to trust anyone… so i'm sorry if i seem suspicious or wary of y’all.”

“Its quite alright, i understand actually. Sometimes it can be hard being a woman in this world right?”

“Yeah, thanks.”

You smile at her shyly. You still can’t place it but youre letting your guard down with Maggie. She seems so sincere and trustworthy. And you hope its who she is naturally and how she was raised. You can trust these people then right?

Its dark out now and Maggie had brought you both sandwiches to eat outside. You didnt want to sit inside because of how nice it was here. Not like you could do much inside, just feel awkward and uncomfortable in the corner of a room probably. Crickets in the background, cool night air, and a breeze on your face. What could be more peaceful?

The two of you have small talk. Maggie tells you the basics of their family farm, how old she is and her college experience. It was something the two of you could relate to. Similar ages and comparing college years with each other. It was nice to have someone to talk to, even about menial things.

A car driving up in the distance on the road took your attention away from the conversation. While waiting for it to approach, you stayed outside and Maggie went inside to tell the others. Apparently the two people who arrived were Glenn and T-Dog. Glenn was younger, around yours and Maggies age. T-Dog was badly injured on his arm. Glenn followed up behind T and was carrying a bag of what looked to be pill bottles. T was the first to speak up when Maggie came back out.

“Its just a cut, badly hurts, and its infected something awful”

“Here we brought medication and supplies in case Carl needs something”

“Come inside and i will make you something to eat” Maggie took them inside and this time you chose to follow.

#dean x reader #dean winchester fic #dean winchester #dean winchester x reader #dean x y/n #supernatural fanfiction #supernatural #twd #twd fanfiction #thewalkingdead #supernaturalislife #fanfiction #fandom #smut #slow burn

[zuffer-weird-girl]

Ardor

"I hate to say it, but I think is the end for the Hassaikai." Chrono said as you walked close to both mens and changed looks of worry to the child on the white haired man. Frowning at the fear she carried and at the man with the jacket on your front.

You couldn't ever be considered a hero, but neither a villain... You were more of a.. agent. The young head of the Shie Hassaikai, Overhaul, only knew you as (Y/n). Young, passionate and most important to him: a true loyal to the Hassaikai, maintaining your trust to him and only him.

You grimaced each time where your mind remembered you that you actually were working for Sir. Nighteye agency for years... you used your true name and were commanded by your boss to get infiltrated on the mafia for about five years.... you had to stay and gain the previous boss's trust and it wasn't that difficult... but the most annoying yet worth part was to get his adopted son and successor's trust.

"(Y/n)?"you gasped and looked away from eru to see one gold eye staring at you over his shoulder "Dont get your emotions over your head, this way we wont be able to achieve out goal..."

'Our goal'... ever since this man developed feelings for you he always talked like that. At first you were repulsed but... eventually it happened what you prayed to heavens to not happen... You actually started liking him...

Getting to know his past, him lowering his walls to see that, on his mind, he is only trying to get the yakusa on a respectful place again, fulfill Pops dream and cure the world on his own way... you had the informations needed, but you refused to tell anything about Chisaki past to Sir, bubble girl or even Lemillion... that was way personal and seeing the cruel and cold man actually cry over his hatred of his own quirk was painfull...

You had hoped after Kai was alerted by the heroes that he would put you to along to fight along with the eight precepts of death... This way you could just show to the heroes your identity and get the fuck out... but no. Kai decided to order that both Chrono and you come with him to escape along with the girl you just wished the heroes just alsnatched away from him and ended this madness.

Chisaki as soon as he noticed you had a way of words with Eri, begrudily he gave you the work to take care of her... for a bit of time.

Your tears got mixed with Eri's ones at nights...

The worst part was the guilt. You actually llcame to love the man Chisaki hidded from everyone else, but despised Overhaul for not following pops morals and doing such a thing to Eri.

Grimacing, you remember how it went your first day as a infiltrated...

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"So you want to join the Shie Hassaikai?" The elder asked in shock as you stood in front of his deck, sweating at the feather glare the younger dark brow haired man gave to you as soon a dyou even steeped inside.

"Y-Yeah.." you sighed, a finger lightly stroking your cheek in nervousness "I'm sorry if I appeared out of no where and with such a high request..."

"You should be." You flinched at the male voice as the elder scolded him.

"Well, I dont see why not after what telling me. What is your quirk again young one?" The elder showed his palm at you and you gulped when you felt golden orbs narrowing at his place.

You took a breath before one pair of bright white wings grew on your back.

"The name is angel. Not only I have those wings, but with a simple touch and time I can cure someone's deep ir minor wound... the inly bad point is that if I use the cure I cant use my wings to fly and vice versa..." The elder widened his eyes while observing your wings in awe.

"Such a marvelous quirk..."

"Not quite." You giggled, a hand on your neck "Is pretty annoying to be honest and I would rather not have at all."

"That so?" You let out a confused sound before looking at the sorce of the question. The man whose was looking like he was about to kill you, now had his arms crossed but with eyes filled with interest despite the stoic expression.

"Uh... yeah? I mean. Quirks actually gave the humanity some trouble so..." you smiled in awkwardness "I would rather at least see how people and society worked without it.. like, a quirkless person was considered normal some time..."

"... I see." His arms uncrossed and got into his pockets as he stared at you before the elder let out a chuckle.

"I guess you already are welcome kid. By now this brat would beat the shit out of you if you didn't impress me or him." You let out a shriek as the man deadpanned and scoffed.

"... welcome to the Hassaikai." And with that the man left the office.

"(Y/n), please forgive me sucessor's behaviour." You turned to him and making your wings curl up in your back and crawl back inside you "He takes this place and our work very seriously.. and I hope you take as well, I will let you know that we dont tolerate traitors."

"I want all of my fingers with me." You giggled making the elder snort.

"Very well, your ritual of welcoming will be tommorow by six. That young man you saw there will make you some company since I saw that he took quite a liking on you. His name is Chisaki Kai."

You knew that already but only nodding. Leaving the Hassaikai and after a few blocks away you pressed the device on your ear.

"You have to work a bit harder to get their actual trust, doesn't matter how ling it takes we need to see what is going on inside those walls agent (L/n)."

"Understood sir..."

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You could only be thankfull thhat you entered before Nemoto or else your undercovers would be failed and probably you would be dead by now...

Your ears picked up panting and immediately your wings spreaded out, Eri gasping as your two companions stopped walking.

"You sensed something?" Chrono asked and before you could answer, the blond who worked in the same agency as yours appeared.

"Lemillion.." you whispered, half in relief and half terrified.

"I'm here to rescue that girl..." Mirio panted, clenching with two fingers his cape as a signal he recognized you but not blowing your undercover...

Great kid, not get out with Eri already... run. Run for your life Mirio-!

"Now that you know thhe situation you're putting your hero mask huh?" He sighed before opening his eyes again "Mr. Student..."

"Overhaul.. is still a kid." You whispered and he only lifted his palm, a sign you got for you to be quiet for your own good.

Nemoto and Deidoro will be here soon and you couldn't even alert the kid!

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"You should be more carefull..." you muttered while using your quirk on one of the injuries on Rappa's arm. "You know how master Overhaul is not someone to mess with..." you sighed as Kendo scoffed, punching his own hand.

"I will get him next time!"

"I doubt that..." you gasped at hearing his voice "(Y/n), you shouldn't be wasting energy with a piece of trash..."

"Say that one more time on my face OVERKERK-" the man stooped when you got up and glared at him.

"Go Rappa." The man scoffed and muttered curses, leaving both of you alone. Just when you were about to leave you heard his footsteps getting closer to you. "Mhn? Need something? Chisaki-kun?"

"Actually I just came here to... talk." You let out a confused sound before snickering.

"You took a liking on me huh?"

"... what if I did?" He arched one of his eyebrows up and soon you remember that not even if Chisaki wanted he could lie very well... at least inside the house.

Oh...

"Uh.. I-I dont know what to say.." you smiled as Chisaki nodded, crossed arms over his chest as he opened them slowly.

"Despite having a quirk, you seem to be the only person I dont see a problem talking to, neither... having any hives on when you accidentaly brush your skin against mine." He chuckled at your shocked expression "So I just wanted to spill this pain out of mt chest is bothering my work after all. Resume, I'm not as disgusted by your presence then the others."

You stared at him as he walked away before you called his name. Him looking at you over his shoulder with a hint of curiosity behind those nonchantly eyes.

"I dont feel disgusted by your presence as well." You smiled as his eyes went a bit wide before scoffing, giving his back to you as he waved.

What a weird guy...

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"CHISAKI!"

You widened your eyes at Mirion literally apearing out of no where, managing to both kick Chrono's literal fucking face and cause a minor cut on Chisaki's cheek. You shriek and grabbed Eri, spreading your wings to fly above the males with her in your arms.

"(Y/n)-san... he will kill him! He will kill you!" Your eyes were wide as the girl clinged on your shirt for dear life as while watching the scene from above.

"(Y/N)-SAN!" Lemillion shouted over at you as your blood ran cold, no! nO! NO! "GET ERI-CHAN TO SAFETY!"

Shit was about to hit the fan and you couldn't do nothing about it!

"... how does he know your name..?" You flinched and looked down at golden eyes filled with actual shock and anger towards you and the girl in your arms "Angel?"

You felt your eyes burn at his look.

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"Y-You.. can't actually be serious.." you whispered in horror when he finished his plan...

"That is the only way to bring the Hassaikai out of the shadows." He sighed, looking at you and getting in front of you "Can't you see? With that girl's quirk we can make it happen. We can rule the underworld market." He grabbed on your shoulders as you tried your best to not to tremble "I can even cure you... you always said you didn't liked having those angel's wings..."

That was actually true... yet his plan was insane! Terrible, horrible monstrous you name it! Yoh meet the girl when Chisaki called you along to Pops meeting...

On those years you had stabilise a actual relationship with Kai... your worst mistake so far in your mission... you literally ruined the mission when you notice that you actually cared for him...

"K-Kai... is a child no less... Boss's granddaughter! H-He-"

"He will understand in one way or another." His eyes literally were gleaming in happines... hell, only you were able to see such a look with more frequency and you despised for loving it.

Tears started to form in your eyes as you tried your best to not let him notice, but he did...

He always did..

"... despite you not having your wings." He wiped one tear out of your face, even getting so far by touching foreheads "You will still be my angel..."

You gulped, how can a man whose was planning to take a girl's blood to make bullets be so fucking caring and loving to you?! How?!

"Kai p-please..." you sobbed "This will not end well..." you so desperately was trying to make his mind... if he did that then you surely would end up getting against him by force due to your job! You couldn't let him do this and ruin his own life with it!

You.. you couldn't bear to see him behind bars or even worse... killed by a hero... or let him even discover that you were a fucking agent!

You couldn't bear to even imagine the betrayed look he surely would give to you...

"It will end okay. We will be on a word without sickness (Y/n)." He pulled you to his chest making you gasp "As long as I have you my dear, I will end up well. After all, I couldn't ask for a better and precious angel like yourself."

His words sting... badly. You wanted so desperately to not catch feelings... and now you just wanted to die because you couldn't just betray him or dissapear...

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"I dont have any children." You widened your eyes and shouted at the top of your lungs.

"KAI NO!"

It was too late, he used the overhaul and and the concrete formed into spikes and plataforms went towards Mirio as Eri clinged onto you tighter.

"AND YOU!" you gasped and dodged a spike, aimed to destroy your wings "HOW DARE YOU EVEN TO CALL ME THAT AFTER WHAT YOU DID?!"

You cried but maintained strong while dodging and flying away from his attackers, protecting the girl on your arms at all cost as Lemillion dodged Chisaki attacks.

"AFTER EVERYTHING I TOLD YOU-!" You screamed when a wave of concrete chased you only for you to do a backflip and get away from his attack "AFTER SEING ME AT MY WORST-!"

You shield Eri with one of your wings and hissing at the little spikes of concrete getting stuck on it.

"WAS THAT ALL A PLAN?! AFTER ALL THESE YEARS?!" You looked at him and widened your eyes at seing the state he was, messy hair, hives on all of his body as he attacked you with all anger you never saw once in your years living with him. "I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING AND YOU PAY ME BACK WITH THIS FUCKING BETRAYAL?!"

You didn't blamed him.

You landed on the ground after dodging more of his attacks, getting to look at him while protecting Eri with one hand on her head and the other supporting her body.

"I TRIED TO TELL YOU! I TRIED TO PREVENT THIS ALL HAPPENED KAI! " You cried but he slammed his hand on the wall harshly.

"YOU LIED TO ME (Y/N)! AND STIP CALLING ME THAT! THAT'S NOT MY NAME ANYMORE!" you clenches your jaw before flying away from his attack one more time.

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"Entering~" you sighed in a sing tone before seing Kai sitting on his bed, crunched over and staring at his hands "Uh? Kai?"

He muttered something so shakily you didn't even get to understand as you closed the door behind you in worry.

"Ne ne? I didn't hear you wel-" you stopped and widened your eyes at seing Kai actually fucking trembling, looking at his hands in horror and anger..

"He didn't listened... he refused..." he muttered under his breath before brabbing at his temples and glaring at the ground "I tried! I tried to make him understand and he didn't listened!"

Yojr eyes widened in horror getting that "him", was Pops... today Kai had told you he was going to explain the plan to the man... and you knew it very well that Pops opinion mattered a lot to him, yet he got actually hurt when the elder denied his offers or ideas...

"Hey.." you cooed, sitting down and asking silently if you could hug his shoulders as he continue trembling, surprinsinglu leaning onto you "Don't worry, you can figure it out another plan..."

"Dearest... I.. I didn't wanted to... but he didn't listened..." he spoke between teeth and you sighed, cupping his cheeks and making him look at you, a sense of calm and peace washed over his eyes as his breath started to calm down again "Is that part of your..?"

"No.. I just happen to know my boyfriend is all.." you smiled as he sighed, holding one of your hands there. "What... happened..?"

You wish you hadn't asked... when he explained the whole situation your eyes widened as you tried your best to remain calm.

"... he will see." He muettered, more calm than usual as he interlocked his fingers with yours "Is for the better anyway."

"Y-Y-You know I can-"

"No. Your quirk is unable of reaging his brain back to put him out of a coma. Dont even think about it."

This was getting out of control... everyday you tried to change his mind but it took time to convince Chisaki. But seems like you werent fast enough..

"I dont blame you of being scared of me... you can leave if it is your wish."

You gritted your teeth together before letting out the smallest of the sobs before hugging his neck. Causing him to jump in shock and had his arms stood awkwardly in the air.

"If I didn't know you like I do I would leave..." you sniffled "But that's not the case..."

You could leave but your heart spoke louder at the time... damn him.

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You eventually got chances of who was protecting Eri, but just when Mirio had the cake to distract both of them, Nemoto had to just appear and shot the towards Eri.

And mirio was going to throw himself at the way to just protect her.

"TOGATA DON'T!" You shouted but it was too late... but even quirkless the kid fought Chisaki as you crawled Eri in your arms and shield both of you with your wings.

The look of hatred and hurt Chisaki would throw at you now at then absolutely breaked you as you hugged Eri tighter...

"I'm sorry (Y/n)-san! Is all my fault!" The child cried on your arms as you shushed her the best you could even if you were shaken up.

"Is not your fault sweety, a bunch of people came here to take you out of this hell.." just when you spoke Mirion appeared beaten up and you cried, you couldn't even use your cure becaus eyou knew you had to have your wings.

"Mirio!" You cried, grabbing him when he fell on his back and cursing at the injury... now you da to protect both of these kids.

"... onne of my biggest mistakes I always thought it was to fall for you.." You lifted your head with tears in your eyes. He only looked so... hurt, beaten up and hurt... and your cursed yourself for feeling this more than the two kids in your arms.

"I dont want to kill you... you dont even deserve my energies."

"Kai.." you whimpered "I didn't lied to you..!"

"That's." He crouched down "NOT MY NAME ANYMORE!" he slammed his hands on the ground... you gasped, shielding you three with tour wings and closing your eyes at the impact... only to notice the spikes were aiming at you, but stopped in mid air.

You looked at him and could see that he... actually didn't wanted to kill you nor even injure not even your wings. the man you came to love was painting while glaring at you.

“WOULD YOU SERIOUSLY DIE FOR THIS BRATS?! (Y/N)?!” your teras fell on the ground as your gazes were locked.

“I would die for you too... I didn’t wanted this to happen because I KNEW this was going to happem..” You sobbed while hugging Eri tighter in order to protect her “But you didn’t listened...”

He seemed to slow down his movements until they barged in... your boss and the heroes. With one blink Overhaul was back as you and Sir still protected as a green haired kid fought agaisnt Chisaki. 

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“You’re telling me no one even said “i live you” your WHOLE LIFE?!” You almost screamed as Kai deadpanned, papers still on his hands as he stared at you.

“Is just three words for Godness sake...” you huffed at his ablant answer before smirking, getting behind him and showing your wings to surround bor him on his chair and you. “What is this? Did you even washed those today?”

“Yes sir.” You giggled, flapping your wings a bit to get upside down on his front without disturbing what he was doing as he only gave you a look.

Sometimes you forgot about the undercover work... your emotions getting the better of you when around Chisaki... all the times.

“Is it wrong of me to quite enjoy this particular pet name?” You giggled while lowering his mask carefully down his chin to reveal a handsome smirk adoring his lips.

“Whaaat? Love bear and Captain cookie isn’t one of your favorites?” You laughed at the flip he gave to your foreheads

“Absosutely not. Disgusting even.”

“Well, my capoo you dont seem to mind it.” You rubbed your forehead, getting flustered when you felt his hand carresing theback of your head and bringing close to him.

“I don’t. Surely.” you blinked before giving a lovely smile back at him

“So you won’t mind me saying “ I love you” then?” the scene in front of you will ever be mesmerized on your mind. Kai blushing almost crinsom red with wide golden eyes at you.

He scoffed, looking away from you as you whined.

“Heyyy! Say it back!”

“Give me a break woman.” He sighed while playfully pushing your face away.

“SAY IT BACK!!!!” you didn’‘t missed his chuckle while holding your upside down face away from him as you shaked your arms in vain to try to slap him.

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Go on you both.” You got Lemillion up before spreading your wings “Protect her with the best you can, Lemiliion!”

Things coulnd’t be worse.. Chisaki had fused with Nemoto and was fighting agaisn’t sir with all his forces.. You flew and dodged the many concretes and spikes on there befre you widened yours eyes at the scene. Sir with his quirk activated as Chisaki went to attack him.

No! If Chisaki killed a hero his penalty on Tartarus would be worse than already will be!

Your body moved on your own, your wings helped you fly faster as you extended your hands towards your boss and just secongs it seemed like it was in slow motion... The spike right on your front, golden orbs widening at you entering the way as your hands pushed Sir. Nighteye out of the way and-

“(Y/N)!” both your boss and Chisaki shouted at the same time, one secong before the spike pierced your flesh and got through your body.. making you gag and cough blood.. wings falling at your sides as you fell.

“I.. I didn’t-!” The hero shouted in horror “This wasn’t what I saw!”

“Future... not always... can be seen...” Your body gave out, and when you were expecting to met the floor, a pair of gigantic and monstrous arms grabbed you. “K...K-Kai?”

“Why, Why did you do this?” he asked in venom, potentionally using the quirk of Nemoto, you ggigled.

You had nothing left to hide anyway...

“If you k-killed a hero... your sentence.. would b-be wo-worse..” You coughed and he grimaced, his hands grabbing you tighter as one of your wings shot up to prevent a bullet to hit him as he widened his eyes at your faint hiss.

“You.. You-”

“Kai... I.. was a agent... infiltrated a-at the yakusa ever s-since.. I met you... so-sorry... I sho-should have l-left...”

“THEN WHY DIDN”T YOU?!” his wrathful eyes soften in horror as he saw you giggle, blood spilling from your lips as you stared up above with empty eyes.

“Be...because... I-I fell in lo-love with you... Chisaki Kai... Not.. Overhaul.. I love you, Kai.” His eyes widened in realization, Nemoto’s quirk was activated... you weren’t..” Heh..  ne-never lied about that... is always impressive.. seing your shocked face...Kai...” Your wings that were shielding you both fell on the ground as your vision was starting to fade. 

“Hang on!” he was about to use his quirk until he saw your hands weakly pushing one of his gigantic ones away “Wht are you-?!”

“Don’t.. make me a second... v-version of Rappa... will you? I.. don’t deserve it... after all...” your gaze slowly fade as Chisaki shaked your shoulders desperately, shouting, begging even for you to not close your eyes “H-hey..?”

He felt your cold hand graze of his beak and reach his cheek.

“C-Can you... at least... say it back?” you smiled at the tears falling on your face as wide golden eyes stared down at you.

he sluttered your name as you frowned..

“Pl.. please...?” your hand start to slide down as he grabbed with one of his four hands to keep it there.

“(Y/n).. I lo-!” he couldn’t even finish his sentence as he saw the life draining out of your eyes and your wings giving a last spasm...

He couldn’t eve hear anyoney else... all he did was let out a monstrous and loud shout while his own goal was to kill every hero which was stepping on there.

Fuck the Hassaikai, screw the bullets and his project... Screw everything!

His only love died on his hands because of the fucking heroes, this fucking job of yours whose caused all of this.

Now, he just wanted to watch everyone on there die by his hands...

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