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dinasmoon · 8 months

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bestfriend!! Caitlyn taking care of u // headcanons

warnings: nun this is pure fluff (no mention about readers apparence or gender/pronouns)

summery: cait is ur bestfriend and she likes you a little more than that but don't know how to show it and also u have a cold

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a/n: i had a cold last week so this is a little smth that was on my mind so here ya go

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୨¡୧ first of all she would be calling you and idiot for not taking care of yourself properly

୨¡୧ "i told you not to go out in the rain, you should've listened to me" she would say over the phone, constantly. As she called you when she realized she hasn't heard from you since yesterday.

୨¡୧ and then she would come over (uninvited ofc) and her excuse would be that she wanted to lecture you about being irresponsible and she only can do that when you can see her

୨¡୧ As she goes on and on about the lecture she makes her way to the kitchen and warm up some soup and brings it to you when shes done

୨¡୧ you'd tell her you're not hungry and she'd say "i know you haven't eaten anything all day, there is no dishes in the sink" and you'd say "how are you so sure that I haven't already washed them" and she shakes her head and says "you don't do dishes usually" she says as she continues "so you definitely wouldn't when you're sick and I swear if you don't eat it ill feed you" with a serious look on her face

୨¡୧ jokingly you'd laugh and say "yeah sure feed me ju-" and before you can finish that sentence she has already taken the spoon with a bit of soup and put it in your mouth

୨¡୧ you surprised swallow the hot soup as she takes the spoon back and says "do I have to keep feeding you or will you eat by yourself now?" you'd mumble that you can eat by yourself as she gets up and says "good" and she leaves you in your room again

୨¡୧ by the time she's back you had already finished the soup, she returns with a glass of water and some medicine. as she gives the coughing medicine, she barley has any emotions showing on her face as she takes everything and puts it back in the kitchen.

୨¡୧ when you start to slowly fall asleep as she watches you, you mumble the word "baby" "how many times have I told you not to call me th-" you stop her in the middle of her sentence

୨¡୧ as you say "you take good care of me, baby thank you" she gives you a embarrassed smile as she says. "Uh yeah because we’re friends you idiot. I’d do anything for you. Now stop talking nonsense and just lie down and get some rest. I’ll look after you, ok?" you do as she says but you can't help but stare at her.

୨¡୧ "quit staring at me" "ur so pretty I can't help it" she starts to blush and gets all flustered from all the sudden attention. her tough act in scrambles within seconds as you ask her "how stupid would it be of me to kiss you right now? like on a scale from 0 to 10" you whispered and bring your hands to her neck bringing her down a bit towards you.

୨¡୧ her mind completely blanks out, her heart racing, as she is shocked from your words and also blushing "Oh gosh...I...uh...I mean...10, it would be...super stupid. Like...dumbest move ever." she says but she doesn't move as you pull her down and kiss her gently. she quickly goes from suprised to kissing you back. As you slowly pull away you say "well that was probably super stupid of me"

୨¡୧ she sits up and look at you as her heart is racing, she notice how you are smiling at her "No, I mean, it... uh..." she can't talk, she stammers over her words as she finally says "not that stupid..."

୨¡୧ she is feeling so many things at once right now but yet your smile drives everything away.

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୨¡୧ next day she woke up before you, as she remembers the day and night her face flushes red. the kiss, the name you called her. the laughing and arguing about how stupid it was for the two of you to keep kissing knowing you have a cold.

୨¡୧ she goes to your bathroom and washes her face as she comes out you were already awake "I'm just gonna make you some coffee" she says embarrassed as she walk into the kitchen and barley five minutes you hear a loud sneeze and another one after it which makes you giggle "GOD DAMN IT, YOU GOT ME SICK" you barley holding in your laugh as she keeps sneezing. she runs into the your room as you are quick to defend yourself

୨¡୧ "you can't blame me!" you say as you use the pillow behind you for protection "i cant? YES I CAN" she says almost getting on top of you "you're the one who was begging for five more minutes of kissing" you say and she looks at you completely red as she remembers "U SHOULD HAVE STOPPED ME" she says "HOW? YOU WERE ALL OVER ME" "JUS- IDK" at that point you both laughing so much that your stomach hurt.

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🩰 tag list: @xioriae @princesspookieforevs @likedovesinthewindd

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letters-to-rosie · 7 months

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I see way too many fics where Caitlyn is cool. Arcane Caitlyn has a conspiracy board on her floor, no friends we see of her age despite being one of the richest people in Piltover, and sucks at making conversation. This is loser erasure and I will not stand for it. In this essay I will—

#look let's be real #arcane caitlyn would not be cool in a modern setting either #especially not a high school one #she would be listening to true crime podcasts and failing at flirting with girls okay #arcane #caitlyn kiramman #caitvi #i want a fic where she goes to vi for charisma lessons #i will allow caitlyn to be cool when she's being a class traitor but that's like it

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lbulldesigns · 11 days

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AITAH For accusing my former best friend of trying to break up my relationship, and promptly ending our thirteen-year long friendship?

Posted 18th of May, 2021

I (18 M) need some outside opinions.

Background information. I have been best friends with Pow (18 F) since we were six, I first met her when my Godfather Benny introduced me to his best friend's newly adopted daughters. Both girls had been in the foster system for nearly a year after their parents died, and were lucky enough to get adopted out by their Godfather Van after he was able to track them down and prove to the courts and children's services that he was a safe option.

At first, I was a little intimidated by the older sister, we'll call her Daisy (she's named after a flower and I don't think she'll appreciate me using her real name) because she seemed angry at everyone but quickly put on a friendlier face when she saw how nervous I was.

When I saw Pow, I felt an instant attraction to her (not romantically, I was just interested in how pretty her blue hair was) and ended up spending our first encounter trying to get her to open up and talk to me. She was traumatized by the past year and had turned silent as a result. I felt so proud when I finally got her to smile and giggle, we became thick as thieves afterward, she was my best friend.

We shared everything together, our interest in academics, such as art, mathematics, video games, dancing, robotics, computers, and later DND.

There were some things we did separately. Pow competed in gymnastics, and I would take part in skateboarding competitions. And without fail always came to each other's thing to show our support.

Pow had some difficulties with her older brother Lo (fake name), he constantly took his frustrations out on her and everyone pretty much gave up on him ever getting a clue and stopping. So, we all tried to get Pow to stand up for herself, we figured if she stood up to her "bully" then he would learn to back off. However, Pow was a shy one and never spoke up for herself. As a result, she was hesitant around others and had difficulty making any friends outside of myself.

This became more apparent once we got to high school. We had a few classes away from each other and in these classes, I made some new friends, from there I got convinced to join the basketball team when some of my new friends told me it could help with my college perspectives. In lieu I convinced Pow to try out for the cheerleading squad, as per my new friends' advice, I made it onto the basketball team but Pow didn't make it onto the squad which I was surprised by because she's a pretty decent dancer.

Because I was on the basketball team, I wasn't able to participate in most of the same clubs as Pow and ended up moving on from these interests to focus more on my future, which is understandable because I can't spend every day playing make-believe anymore.

Pow was set in her ways however and seemed to want to continue playing make-believe and seemed determined to hate my new friends. She constantly avoided them and would rather sit alone during lunch than hang around me when they were around, she would always get a sour look on her face whenever they were around me (which was a lot of the time) and would decline invitations to hang out with them, she made no effort to get to know them properly and this hurt. But I still persisted with our friendship because, despite everything, I do care for her.

And then I met my now GF Kara (not her real name), Kara is sweet and funny, she writes me poems and little love notes with cute little love hearts and takes her academic future seriously. She has been trying to convince me that my friendship with Pow is toxic and understands why I couldn't just end the friendship but says that I wouldn't be the bad guy if I did.

I would get uncomfortable whenever she brought this up, but more and more recently I began to see things from Kara's perspective, albeit guiltily. I brought up my concerns with Daisy and her GF, and they were convinced that Pow is probably a bit possessive considering their own problems with her. Pow hates Cat (the GF) and even made her cry after Cat made an offhanded comment about law enforcement that seemed to trigger her. Daisy promised to speak to Pow about everything after everything between them had cooled down, she and Daisy got into a massive blowup about making Cat cry, something that Cat was feeling seriously guilty about.

So, when, three days after Kara and I decided to become official, Pow pulled me aside during lunch and confessed that she "loved me" and didn't want to just be friends anymore. I lost it.

I actually shouted at her in the middle of the lunch crowd and shamed her in front of the whole school. I called her a "possessive psychopath" who can't let anyone be happy, she pretended to look confused and asked what I was talking about, and I reminded her I was in a relationship as in I have a girlfriend. She managed to conjure up some tears and said that she didn't know, but I wasn't falling for it. I flat out, told her that I was done with her and this "friendship" and left her standing there.

At the time I couldn't feel anything but angry, and vindicated. My friends were laughing and joking about the situation, and Kara was super cuddly with me and kept asking me if I was okay and saying that I didn't do anything that wasn't due.

But now I'm questioning myself, with the anger cooled off. All I can see is Pow's sad doe-eyed look and the sound of the rest of the school snickering at her. She didn't turn up for classes for the rest of the day, and on my way home I heard a group of girls sl** shaming her.

Zer, my one new friend that Pow actually gets along with, called me an AH, and she thought I was a better person than that, and that she was now reconsidering her friendship with me.

So, Reddit. AITAH for ending a toxic relationship?

(This is a fanfic, please read tags)

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mirconreadzztuff22 · 4 months

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‼️FIC (especially wlw) WRITERS DO YOUR SHIT TAKE NOTES IMMEDIATELY ‼️

#alert #all fic writers meeting #meeting #shitpost #arcane #bes mizu #blue eye samurai #jinx arcane #grayson arcane #sevika arcane #caitlyn kiramman #arcane ambessa #do your worst #wlw post #lesbian #fem reader #NOWWWW ‼️‼️‼️

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roarriita · 7 months

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On Your Mark, Get set, Go ↠ Caitlyn Kiramman

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- Short Blurb/Oneshot -

WC: 557

Pairing: Caitlyn Kiramman x Reader

Synopsis: You and Caitlyn have a make out session after she throws some guy on his ass for disrespecting you.

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You stared at Caitlyn in absolute admiration. The way she stood tall in the face of danger was something worth admiring. For a girl who grew up with the privilege of getting to be weak, she really did prove to be the exact opposite. With one last punch to the gut, Caitlyn flung the injured grown man to the ground. “This was all completely unnecessary and entirely avoidable. Next time a lady says excuse me, you move. It’s what a true gentleman would do.

This all happened because some jerk wouldn’t move out the way while you and Caitlyn were on the way to your place. You lived in the undercity which meant you were very used to people being disrespectful and not caring about their manners. Caitlyn on the other hand, did not take that lightly, at least not when it came to you. When the man turned around to intimidatingly stare down at you instead of simply moving, Caitlyn scoffed before pushing him away. This, of course, led to a physical fight, one that your girlfriend would emerge triumphant to.

“Nice going, babe.” You smiled as she walked back over to you.

“You think?” She asked, genuinely.

“Yeah, you beat that guy to a pulp.” You said as you reached to grab her bruised knuckles. “And as much as I appreciate you for that, I’d prefer you not to get hurt because of me.”

“Technically, it’s my job. I am an enforcer after all.” Caitlyn said.

“Shhh…” You hushed her, looking around to see if anyone heard her. If people found out what she did for a living they’d definitely have an issue with her being here. Might even try to run her out with pitchforks and torches. “First of all, be careful throwing that word around in the open like that and second of all, you’re off duty.”

“Well, how about my excuse being that I just love you. How about that?” Caitlyn smirked at you.

“Hmm, guess I can’t argue with you on that one.” You pulled her knuckles up to kiss as you stared into her soften blue eyes.

“I think I deserve a little more than that…” Caitlyn suggested.

“You’re right.” You smiled before stopping in front of her to cup her face. “My beautiful and brave girl.” You caressed her cheek with your thumb before pulling her down to place a kiss on her pretty lips. Your lips moved perfectly with hers. Your lips molding in heavenly and different ways over and over again, unintentionally starting a heavy makeout session.

Your hand sneaked its way down to her waist as you pulled her body closer to yours. “I need you so bad, (Y/N).” Caitlyn whispered up against your lips.

“Then we better hurry. We’re only 4 minutes away from my place, 3 if we run.” You smirked.

“Bet we can make it there in 2 minutes.” Caitlyn challenged you.

“Oh really?”

“I mean, with the right sort of motivation I’m sure we could do it.” Caitlyn caressed your cheek as her eyes moved from your lips to your eyes. Those (Y/C/E) eyes that she loved so much.

You chuckled, noticing how her cheeks warmed up. “On your mark,”

“Get set,” Caitlyn continued as you moved to stand beside her.

“Go.” You almost whispered before you two took off.

#caitlyn kiramman x reader #caitlyn kiramman #caitlyn arcane #arcane caitlyn #caitlyn oneshot #caitlyn kiramman blurb #x reader #caitlyn kiramman as your girlfriend #arcane #arcane fic

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exmakina · 2 years

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Messing around with Clip Studio Paint's comic features -> drawing a scene from a fic I'm reading? It's more likely than you think.

#piltover's finest #caitlyn kiramman #vi #arcane #m'art #digital #fic rec #don't know if the author is on tumblr otherwise it'd tag them :<

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sadiestarrs · 8 months

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PIXELS have me weak in my knees

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shoutoutout · 2 months

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When Am I Gonna Lose You? - (Caitlyn/Vi)

Her stomach twists with the creeping horror of realization but then she’s there, running a hand along the railing as she descends the staircase. It’s Caitlyn, tall and worn, as if she’s sprung to life from the painting behind her. She must catch Vi staring because she stops at the landing and meets her hard gaze, unreadable. She’s framed perfectly and Vi knows then what an artist must feel when struck by profound inspiration—like a bolt sent from the heavens—begging, begging, begging to be captured. There’s not much to it, really. There’s just Caitlyn, solid and breathing, standing before a portrait of ghosts.

Vi & Caitlyn after the funeral.

#caitvi #fanfic #fic #caitlyn kiramman #violyn #piltover's finest #vi #vi x caitlyn #caitlyn x vi #arcane #arcane netflix #ao3

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massacredkitty · 9 months

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caitlyn with a mommy kink………….

nsfw ౨ৎ

“mmh…. cait, please—“ your cries go completely ignored as her lips press softly against your cheek, her hand sliding from the back of your thigh to your back, slowly pushing you down onto her desk so your chest was flush against it.

caitlyn shushes and nudges your feet apart, pushing your skirt up to bunch around your waist to admire the pretty dark blue panties she had specifically bought you. you gasp lightly as the cold metal of her boot buckle presses against your back leg, her thumb brushing over the seat of your lacy underwear to make you whimper. “you know how to get what you want.”

your grip tightened on the edge of the wood you laid on, taking notice of the shiny golden desk plaque proudly displaying caitlyn’s name and title of the piltover sheriff. you frown and whine, trying to push back on her hand that cupped your heat. “f-fuck,”

you feel your dignity slip away as her slender fingers hook under the fabric and pull your panties to the side, sliding her digits through your slick. once she just slightly brushes your clit, your breath hitches and you just have to give in, and you’ll know you’ll get rewarded for it. “mommy— mommy, please, please…”

#MASSACREDKITTY .ᐟ #🐾 rqs ྀི #lesbian #arcane #caitlyn kiramman arcane #caitlyn kiramman fanfic #caitlyn kiramman fic #caitlyn kiramman smut #caitlyn kiramman x reader #caitlyn kiramman #cait kirmman smut #cait kiramman hc #cait kiramman #cait kiramman smut #caitlyn league of legends #league of legends

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becasbelt · 7 months

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either way, we're not alone (I'll find a new place to be from)

Summary: “Wait!” the girl cried, rushing to catch up with Vi. “Where are you going?” “Not here,” Vi replied, not stopping. “Take me with you!” That made Vi stop. She spun around, watching as the girl stumbled to a sudden halt in front of her. “And why the hell would I do that?” Or, Vi is grumpy, Jinx is a gremlin child, and they somehow make it to Vi's ex-girlfriend's house without killing each other during the end of the world.

Words: 7.8k

Rating: T

Notes: Oop, it's another zombie au. Inspired by Zombieland and The Last of Us, sponsored by the found family trope.

“Did you have those tattoos before the apocalypse?”

“Yes.”

“Were you that buff before the apocalypse?”

“Pretty much.”

“Do you always wear that hat?”

Vi tugs her baseball cap lower on her head, shielding her eyes from the sun. “No.”

Jinx doesn’t seem convinced. “I dunno. You always have it on. Do you have a weird bald spot you’re hiding or something?”

Vi flexes her jaw and reminds herself that punting a kid is generally frowned upon, even during the end of the world. “No.”

“Can I wear your hat?”

“No.”

Jinx pouts and crosses her arms over her chest. “Well, I don’t wanna wear it, anyway,” she huffs. “It’s probably disgusting from all your head sweat.”

Five goddamn minutes of peace. That’s all Vi asks for.

Jinx gives her about thirty seconds.

“You’re not very nice, are you?”

Vi rolls her eyes and doesn’t respond. Jinx is quiet for maybe thirty more seconds.

“Your watch is broken.”

Vi clenches her hand into a fist tight enough to make her fingers pop. “How about we stop talking for a bit.”

That buys her about two minutes before Jinx starts all over again.

Read the rest on AO3!

#this fic literally came to me in a fever dream #enjoy kiddies #fanfic #my writing #arcane #piltover's finest #caitvi #violyn #vi arcane #caitlyn kiramman #jinx arcane

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vistandsforvillainera · 2 months

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Do you have any idea how many stories I could write with these two? Oh, the longing stares, the throes of passion, the tender touches and the almost kisses. I love seeing them in love.

#vi arcane #caitlyn kiramman #caitvi #arcane #actually it looks like i'm at 120 fics rn but I need more #they make life so bearable when it feels so bleak and maybe that's lame to say but they make me so happy

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giisip · 1 year

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Another ficrec and collaboration! 🥰

#giisip #art #my art #caitvi #Caitlyn #caitlyn kiramman #Vi #arcane #comic #fic rec #piltover’s finest #piltovers finest #arcane fanart #not my fic #ao3 arcane #selftaughthuman

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ramblesbiab · 3 months

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girl who sits in college classes paying half attention cuz Vi and Caitlyn started arguing in her Arcane/Blue Eye Samurai Crossover Modern Day College/Coffee Shop AU and she needs to figure out how to resolve it

#this fic is going off the rails a bit #but i love it #and i need to post it #eventually #arcane #blue eye samurai #vi arcane #caitlyn kiramman #shipping #fanfiction #ao3 #Arcane/Blue Eye Samurai Crossover Modern Day College/Coffee Shop AU

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arcait · 2 years

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at one with the silence // found peace in your violence

Vi likes to touch. Being touched is harder.

She loves Cait so much. But with Vi, to love has always been to lose.

18+ only, mdni. CaitVi.

read it on ao3

○ comments and reblogs always appreciated ○

// Vi doesn’t know what’s happening the first time.

She’s not sure what it is that’s different - Cait has done this for her before. But they’re still new, the two of them, they’re still figuring this whole caring a lot about each other thing out, and the sex has been what Vi has known and been comfortable. She gets Cait off, then does it again while touching herself. Or Vi will finish on Cait’s tongue, but then she’s immediately switching their positions so that it’s almost forgotten.

Now it’s different. Vi is shaking under Cait - her thighs are quivering, her mouth is open and panting. Cait is smiling, looking at Vi with a sense of awe. She’s working her, long and elegant fingers buried in Vi’s cunt while her thumb is relentlessly pressing against Vi’s clit. Vi literally cannot see, all of her senses have been directed to her core, it’s all she knows, all she can focus on. It’s overbearing. Sounds are getting trapped in the back of Vi’s throat, her hips bucking as Cait tries to sooth her.

“Shh, shh, Violet, I’ve got you.” Cait murmurs. She looks at Vi, and seeing her tense brow, Cait quickly leans down to press a kiss to Vi’s clit, and it takes every single fucking ounce of self control for Vi not to cry out. “I know you’re close, I can feel it. Let go.” Cait curls her fingers, and it’s so good that Vi falls apart right there. She stifles a sob, screwing her eyes shut and arching her back as her orgasm rips through her. She feels it everywhere. Vi’s scalp tingles, her toes curl, and her nipples somehow feel like they harden even more. She’s biting her tongue so hard she tastes blood, but all she can think of is how good it is, how Cait has this power over her, how Cait is watching her with doe eyes from between Vi’s legs -

Vi covers her face after, hands splayed over her features. She can feel the scars on her lips on her calloused palm, the cool air hitting her wrecked pussy, and Cait’s weight settling next to her. It’s too much. Vi can’t face it.

The lights are off, and it’s dark outside. Vi wonders if she can feign falling asleep so fast, if it will be easier to face Cait in the morning. She decides that’s what she’ll do, and Cait is gracious, wordlessly pressing a kiss to Vi’s shoulder and laying so that there is more than enough space between them. Vi catches her breath, finds her underwear and slips it on, and then she lays on her stomach with her face pressed into the pillow. Her eyes are heavy.

She feels uneasy, but full. It scares her. Vi could get used to this.

Vi is intimidating. It’s not like she doesn’t know, and it’s definitely not like she doesn’t try. She’s tough, and she’s mean. She’s strong too, anyone can tell when looking at her. Vi likes that.

It’s easy to forget Cait is strong as well. Her muscles are longer, more relaxed, but they are far from being just for show. Vi is being reminded of that, painstakingly so, as Cait presses Vi’s hips down so she can press her tongue deeper inside of her.

Vi is high off it, her top half being splayed over the table as Cait is on her knees and taking her fill. Their meal is abandoned, they’ve found something better, something more substantial, and Vi is feeling the same way she did a few weeks ago, like there’s nothing else except her pleasure and Cait doing her best to give it to Vi. Vi’s eyes have rolled to the back of her head, her nails digging into the wood of the edge of the table she grips it. All Vi wants is to bury her fingers in Cait’s soft hair, pull her closer and take her deeper, but she can’t. Cait is so far in - her tongue massaging Vi’s walls, her nose bumping Vi’s clit, but it’s not just that. Cait has burrowed herself in Vi’s head, made herself heavy in Vi’s chest. Vi carries Cait everywhere she goes, even when she doesn’t want to. It’s so much, Vi has never felt this way. She thinks about how open Cait is with her, how she’ll moan when Vi bites into her or smile when they’re out in public. Vi’s confused, she doesn’t know how she got to this place, when she gave Cait this pull on her.

And Cait knows. She’s smiling and humming against Vi’s sex, teasing her, letting the effect she has on Vi go to her head. It makes Vi sick, because she likes it. She likes this so much.

“Violet,” Cait pulls away, and Vi bites down on her palm to keep from sobbing at her name on Cait’s lips and the sudden emptiness. “Darling, you can have this. You can.”

You don't get it, Vi thinks. I can let myself have it, but I don’t know how to let you give it to me.

Cait draws it out of her, the earth-shattering and devastating finish. Vi rides Cait’s face through it, soaking her and panting and writhing on the table. Vi feels like she’s imploding, her stomach is tight and her pussy is desperate and Cait is keeping her hips pressed firmly on the edge of the table, Vi is going to bruise, and it’s such a better mark than the ones she’s used to having -

This is the last time, Vi thinks to herself, boneless as Cait stands and gathers Vi into her arms.

Sex used to be safe for Vi. It was one of the only things that didn’t need to be laced with meaning. In prison, a quick fuck was nothing more than exactly that: a way to get rid of an itch. Pressing one of the other girls against the wall of Vi’s cell as the guard she’d bribed turned the other way was as much a chore as showering or brushing her teeth was.

It was a way to find some power, too. If anyone in prison made Vi cum, it was because she used them, and then returned the favor by fucking them so hard they couldn’t walk. Vi liked doing that, being in charge. Being in control. And some small part of her liked giving out that pleasure, too. Making other women feel nice. Vi was just never allowed to admit it.

Taking what Caitlyn is so eager to provide is admitting that she has power over Vi. It's a concession that Vi wants her, that she has a weakness.

Worse, it means Caitlyn matters. She matters so much to Vi, it hurts. And yet, Vi likes it. She doesn’t understand.

She grows a bit distant for a few days, unable to get the orgasms Cait has given her recently out of her head. She clenches her thighs together when Caitlyn’s shirt rides up from reaching for something, and Vi has to take care of herself in the shower because she won’t let Caitlyn touch her. Caitlyn notices - because she’s beautiful and perfect and so so smart, but she’s also the absolute best for Vi, so she doesn’t comment.

Vi still wants to touch her. Of course she does. She just can’t handle being touched back, so late one night, Vi holds Cait’s back against her chest, her hands roaming, teasing, just like they did the first time the two of them go together months ago.

Vi’s hands are roaming over Cait’s body, she can feel the hard bone of Cait’s ribs under the stupid, prissy little chemise she’s wearing, and that means Vi can also feel as Cait’s breath speeds up as she gets excited -

It’s too real. Caitlyn’s little gasps, the wet spot growing on Vi’s underwear. Vi drops her hands, backing away and shaking her head. Cait turns around, looks at Vi confused, but not at all surprised, and it almost makes Vi seethe.

“I’m tired, cupcake.” She says. And the thing is, with Vi, that’s not even a lie.

Vi can’t keep away from Cait, and god, she does not fucking want to, so it happens again. She’s been out with Caitlyn all day, watching her smile at gross kids in the undercity, seeing how her lip looks pulled between her teeth when she’s focusing on reading a label from a street vendor. Vi’s kept her arm slung low over Caitlyn’s hip, protectively, and Cait’s been leaning into it. Happy.

Cait is excited for this to be happening again, even if nothing really outwardly changed. But Vi’s funk from a week or so ago seems to be forgotten, so the two pounce on each other as soon as they get back to their shared hideaway.

The second Cait kisses Vi, she knows there’s no going back. When Cait starts to make her fall apart, Vi stops her.

It pains her to do so - mentally, physically, but mostly because she sees the horror and heartbreak on Cait’s face. It’s just that Vi can’t handle it. Caitlyn has her pressed against the wall, hand down her pants and fingers fit so well inside her. It feels like Cait has hollowed Vi, made a hole that only she can fill. Right now, they’re both in too deep, just in very, very different ways.

“You’re so lovely, Violet,” Caitlyn is whispering in Vi’s ear.

“Stop calling me that,” Vi’s words don’t match her actions. Vi’s hand is on the meat of Cait’s shoulder, stroking the nape of her neck. “It’s too… it’s too good.”

“But you deserve good,” Caitlyn’s fingers slow, their purpose now to comfort instead of coax. “You do.” Caitlyn kisses Vi’s jaw, and Vi cranes her neck so that Cait will kiss her there, too. “Is this good, too?” Caitlyn asks, sucking a mark onto Vi’s skin. She soothes the ache with a quick lick. “Or this?” Caitlyn takes one of Vi’s bruised hands, presses it on one of her breasts. Caitlyn’s shirt is thin enough that Vi can catch her nipple through it. Cait curls her fingers, slowly, gently, a sickly sweet gesture that somehow hurts more than any fight Vi has ever been in.

“Cupcake, please…” Vi doesn’t finish her begging, because she doesn’t know what it is she’s begging Caitlyn for. Caitlyn fingers Vi slowly, kindly, whispering in her ear about how this is for her, Vi is so strong and she deserves this, she deserves good and happiness and -

When Caitlyn says love, Vi’s orgasm washes over her. It’s slow and warm, tingling in Vi’s lower belly. Love. That’s what she and Caitlyn have, Vi knows it, and it’s so -

“Stop.” Vi shoves Cait. She shoves her, pushing Cait away. It’s not hard, Vi is literally in the middle of finishing when she does it. She leans on the wall for support, panting, her shaking hands trying to button her pants. Vi blinks rapidly, trying to focus, trying to do anything useful. Her head snaps up. Caitlyn is standing a few feet away, watching. She looks defenseless - actually, she just doesn’t look like she always does. On high alert. Cait is relaxed, her hands hanging at her sides. Her fingers glint with Vi’s slick in the light. Vi screws her eyes shut. Cait doesn’t move towards her.

“You’re crying, Violet.”

“I’m not,” but then Vi realizes she is, that’s why her vision is blurry. Vi watches Cait, looks at her soft eyes, the gap between her teeth. She’s so open and willing, and Vi just isn’t.

Vi feels like she’s going to vomit. She’s so satisfied, so full of Caitlyn lately that there isn’t room for anything else. She’s feeling so much right now, and her body needs to make space.

“Vi,” Cait breathes. “Tell me what you need, darling, I can’t -”

“I’m trying.” Vi interrupts, her voice mean and shaking. “Don’t you see?” Caitlyn blinks.

“Of course I do, Vi, I -” Vi shakes her head, running her hand through her hair. She pushes past Caitlyn, up the stairs and into the bathroom. She doesn’t know what to do once she gets there. Vi just stands, looking at her reflection.

Vi meets Caitlyn in bed hours later. She doesn’t even know what time it is - way too late, or maybe too early at this point. It’s pitch black outside. Vi’s eyes have always been able to adjust to the dark quickly though, and she makes out Caitlyn’s form on her side of the bed. Vi swallows, then strips down to her underwear and crawls under the covers. Cait doesn’t say anything, but Vi knows she’s awake.

“Hey, cupcake.” There’s a rasp to Vi’s voice. “Caitlyn,” Vi says softly. “I.. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologize.” Cait’s voice is muffled. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have pushed you.”

“You didn’t.” Vi says firmly. “Not… not in any ways I didn’t want to be.” Caitlyn is quiet.

“What do you want from me, Vi?” She asks after a moment. “What do you want for us?”

Us. Vi bites the inside of her cheek.

“You’re so much,” She murmurs. Caitlyn doesn’t turn to face her. Vi reaches forward, drawing shapes into Caitlyn’s back. Caitlyn always wakes Vi up by tracing the tattoos on her neck, so it seems right to return the favor. Caitlyn tenses.

Vi realizes her mistake. She knows Cait has grown up being too much: too much to handle, too eager, too spoiled. She swallows.

“To me,” Vi corrects herself. “You’re so much to me. I don’t - I don’t know how to handle it.” Vi wraps an arm around Caitlyn’s waist, hugging her tight. She hears Caitlyn sigh, then twist to face her. “You scare me, cupcake.”

“I scare you?” Cait scoffs, her fingers traveling over the muscle of Vi’s bicep. Vi lets out a breath, almost a laugh.

“You just… make me feel good. Really good. And I,” Cait cups Vi’s cheek, and Vi places her hand over the other girl’s. “I just can’t shake the feeling that we’ve got a time limit. That being around me is going to hurt you. I’ve never… I’ve never cared so much about someone, Caitlyn. And the way you make me feel is unlike anything else. The amount of power you have over me,” Vi pauses. Caitlyn stares wide-eyed. “It’s terrifying, Cait. What if you don’t want me someday? What if someone takes you from me?” Vi clutches Cait’s hand. “No one has made me feel the way you make me feel. If I get used to it, and then it all goes away, I don’t… I can’t even…”

“Oh, Violet.” Vi’s name is so familiar on Caitlyn’s lips, and it drives Vi’s point home. She melts into Caitlyn, her face pressed into Caitlyn’s breasts, and Cait scratches Vi’s scalp. Vi screws her eyes shut, lets out a breath. She’s been holding it in for months now. “I’m not going to leave you. Not by choice. I promise. Do you believe me?”

Vi does, actually. She believes everything Caitlyn has ever told her.

“I want to leave you sometimes,” Vi admits. It feels shameful. She grips Cait’s hip, and Vi knows she’s going to leave angry bruises on Caitlyn’s nice skin. “It just… seems easier. That seems easier than losing you.” Caitlyn stills.

“But is that worth not being happy at all?” She asks quietly. Vi shakes her head. I don’t know.

“I like us so much, Caitlyn.” Vi says. “Enough that I don’t know how to lose this. Or how to even prepare for that.”

“You don’t have to let what we have be defined by the possibility that it ends. Tell me, Vi, does that even make sense?” Cait hooks Vi’s chin, tilts it up so they stare at each other. She smiles sadly, brushing hair off of Vi’s forehead. Her thumb runs over the scar on Vi’s upper lip, and Vi’s eyes flutter shut at the sensation. “You have me, Vi. You just have to decide if you’ll take me or not.”

“Why am I even worth it to you?” Vi asks bitterly. “I’m a burden. I hurt everything I touch.” Vi thinks of her siblings, and flinches. “Everyone.”

“You’re wrong.” Caitlyn says, insistent. Her hold on Vi tightens protectively. “You’re worth anything to me, Vi. Someday, I will figure out how to show you. I promise.” Vi hides her face again.

“Don’t give up on me,” she says. “Okay, cupcake? Even when I want you to. Please.” Vi adds, and she’s finally found what she’s begging Caitlyn for.

Vi feels a kiss on the top of her head, and a small sigh.

“I won’t, Violet. Understand?”

Not yet. But Vi is starting to.

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caitvi fanfics recomendations :)

here my best caitvi fanfics recommendations (i’ve read over 300 and not all of them were so good but these are the ones i liked the most and I'll update as i find more).

1. Happy Halloween, Violet (https://archiveofourown.org/works/42768222)

2. Behine Enemy Lines (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36679474/chapters/91495189)

3. You Burgled My Friends Apartament (https://archiveofourown.org/works/35300863/chapters/87979051)

4. Every Day Every Lifetime We Met (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38756457/chapters/96906705)

5. The Arrangement (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39775860/chapters/99584118)

6. Give Me A Good Reason (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36489640/chapters/90991777)

7. I Didn't Know This Was What I Needed (https://archiveofourown.org/works/35825170/chapters/89332801)

8. Astray (https://archiveofourown.org/works/35532889/chapters/88580146)

9. Save Your Sympathy, My Enemy (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38068693/chapters/96152377)

10. Make Out Lessons With A Boxer (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36824455/chapters/91867594)

11. Girls (https://archiveofourown.org/works/37613818/chapters/93890470)

12. We Found Love (In School Bathrooms) (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38038213)

13. Burn (https://archiveofourown.org/works/37967593?view_full_work=true)

14. What Could've Have Happened (https://archiveofourown.org/works/35495977/chapters/88482874)

15. Misfits and Mischief (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38705535/chapters/96774588)

16. Save The Last Dance For Me (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36468745/chapters/90937399)

17. Dog Ears & Puppy Eyes (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38011753)

18. At The Top (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39963879/chapters/100074501)

19. Cruel Summer (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38961477)

20. It's Both a Blessing and a Curse to Feel Things So Deeply (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39950955/chapters/100042683)

21. Nothing Personal, It’s Just Business (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39847746/chapters/99768150)

22. Her and I (https://archiveofourown.org/works/41562378/chapters/104245035)

23. i Know That You Are Not My Type (Still I Fall) (https://archiveofourown.org/works/40565937/chapters/101631906)

24. No Choice- Caitvi SPORT AU (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38272693/chapters/95630593)

25. May Or May Not Have Been Forced To Write This (https://archiveofourown.org/works/35521132/chapters/88547524)

26. Is Love Just Violence? (https://archiveofourown.org/works/41945715/chapters/105281037)

27. Unwavering Attention (https://archiveofourown.org/works/41403549)

28. What’ll It Be?(https://archiveofourown.org/works/40739460/chapters/102079938)

29. Fortuitous (https://archiveofourown.org/works/40996224/chapters/102742500)

30. The Perfect Ache (https://archiveofourown.org/works/35296999/chapters/87969142)

31. Falling (https://archiveofourown.org/works/35635033/chapters/88846759)

32. Dance Away Under The Fading Sun (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39495969/chapters/98854257)

33. Days Of The Gays (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38370538/chapters/95882779)

34. It Only Takes A Taste (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38565606/chapters/96400113)

35. You’re My Nepenthe (https://archiveofourown.org/works/37425067/chapters/93397885)

36. She Plays Bass (https://archiveofourown.org/works/37751746/chapters/94252987)

37. The Heart's Epiphany (https://archiveofourown.org/works/35448292/chapters/88359853)

38. The Bachelor Versus The Gays (https://archiveofourown.org/works/40517241/chapters/101507604)

39. Knockout (https://archiveofourown.org/works/40406568/chapters/101221884)

40. Love, Sex & Robots (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39647925/chapters/99253752)

41. Nightmares and Fantasies (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36592717/chapters/91269817)

42. Saltwater (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36358546/chapters/90645448)

43. Rumours (Terrible and True) (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38426080/chapters/96032332)

44. Where There's Brass There's Muck (https://archiveofourown.org/works/37347175/chapters/93191290)

45. Send Tweet (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39573786)

46. Pretty Please (https://archiveofourown.org/works/40217316)

47. The Sucky Summer of Beanie Girl and Pretty Emo Chick (https://archiveofourown.org/works/40746630/chapters/102099783)

48. Devil’s Kiss (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36999151/chapters/92311576)

49. Teenage Sumprat (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36793138/chapters/91788781)

50. Heart Rhythms (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36558961/chapters/91176502)

51. Making Pretend (https://at.tumblr.com/danicruel/making-pretend/562w7ce8ww6j)

52.Whar Are You Shooting For? (https://archiveofourown.org/works/35291752)

53. Hotshot (https://archiveofourown.org/works/40752774)

54. Welcome To The Lanes (https://archiveofourown.org/works/43113216/chapters/108346632)

55. Picture of Perfection (https://archiveofourown.org/works/43666830)

56. Your Smile is Always Warm Against My Heart (https://archiveofourown.org/works/43278336/chapters/108782511)

57. All it takes is one kiss (A 1950's Caitvi AU) (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38344264/chapters/95815207)

58. Between the Lines (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36892867/chapters/92043340)

59. This Was The Very First Page (Not Where The Storyline Ends) (https://archiveofourown.org/works/41518278)

60. No Holds Barred (https://archiveofourown.org/works/42805515/chapters/107530575)

61. My Dear Watson (https://archiveofourown.org/works/43329492/chapters/108917385)

62. Piss Off Your Parents (Date Me To Scare Them) (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36769894/chapters/91727689)

63. Take a Lap (https://archiveofourown.org/works/38535529/chapters/96317641)

64. Pink Licorice (https://archiveofourown.org/works/36807523/chapters/91825711)

65. And They Folded Like Cardboard (https://archiveofourown.org/works/42219975)

66. Let me Sing along to the Beat of Your Heart (https://archiveofourown.org/works/37901695/chapters/94648768)

67. Save my Grade, Steal my Heart (https://archiveofourown.org/works/39636360/chapters/99223371)

68. Princess Put to Work (https://archiveofourown.org/works/41346156?view_full_work=true)

69. No Man's Land (https://archiveofourown.org/works/43359456/chapters/108993969)

70. Bodyguard (https://archiveofourown.org/works/43768453/chapters/110061991)

71. Instructions Unclear (https://archiveofourown.org/works/43561914/chapters/109527660)

72. Love in the Margins (https://archiveofourown.org/works/44539807/chapters/112031944)

73. No Butterflies, Bring On Disaster (https://archiveofourown.org/works/42023235/chapters/105507210)

74. Bridge Over Troubled Water (https://archiveofourown.org/works/37194178/chapters/92794768)

75. Picture of Perfection (https://archiveofourown.org/works/43666830?view_full_work=true)

76. Pink and Blue (https://archiveofourown.org/works/45696154?view_full_work=true)

77. Pictures (https://archiveofourown.org/works/50556319?view_full_work=true)

78. Clandestine Meetings (https://archiveofourown.org/works/49018339?view_full_work=true)

79. Starfighter Six (https://archiveofourown.org/works/51051796?view_full_work=true)

80. Lovefool (https://archiveofourown.org/works/42970350?view_full_work=true)

81. Cop Goes Punk (https://archiveofourown.org/works/52317793?view_full_work=true)

82.

#arcane #caitvi #caitlyn kiramman #caitlyn #vi #lesbian #gay #lgbtq #fanfiction #fics #fanfics #fanfic #violyn #recommendations #ao3

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