in internet posts it is easy to cut them out of your life. they are hurting you! they aren't listening to you!
they held your hair back. they lent you lipstick. they held your hand at the train station and got you home safe. they rounded on your bully, got loud, said get fucked, spitting-mad in your defense.
they also cut the hair off again. told you that you should really think twice before wearing something like that. took you for granted. took your insecurities and threw them in your face again.
you know logically it should be easy. all the internet advice comments always read it will feel better. like an equation - if a person is rotten, you just remove them. you pull the tooth that's hurting.
but it was never a big flare-up moment. you don't live in a sitcom. they never tried to take your boyfriend or steal from your apartment. they showed up to birthdays and they wrote songs about you and bring you water without you asking. once you found out they carry an emergency inhaler for you, even though you haven't had an asthma attack in years - just in case.
where is the line? people fuck up. sometimes they fuck up badly. sometimes people have raw personalities, like a powerline, and being around them is dangerous. addicting. sometimes they can't help themselves, but you know they're trying. sometimes they are just rough-around-the-edges. sometimes they don't even realize how they sounded when they said that. sometimes it's just - you've both loved each other for so long now, the way this thing hurts goes back to the root.
and that's the fucked up part. you have pushed your fingers against the sweetheart of memory. things these days are electric, tense, harrowing. they didn't used to be. there were a lot of good days in there. sometimes you want to just close your eyes and say can this be over yet? do we still need to be fighting?
doing that would give up any chance you get of getting an apology, but you don't always know that you need an apology, you love them. once they flaked on your birthday party. once they told you to get over it, people are always dying. they also let you crash on their couch for a week after the breakup, handfeeding you when you were so sad you couldn't eat. they are also judgmental about everything, occasionally react to banal statements with an attitude that is weird and fiery. they also love you like a lighthouse sometimes, so strong they cut the storm like lightning.
but the problem is that you might be storm. you might be the thing that needs breaking. what if you are two forces who are desperately, horribly drawn to each other, shaped by the other person's passions, and both good for each other and bad in equal measure.
what if you're both just people, and you're no saint neither.
just cut them off! swallowing the saltwater, you catch yourself in the mirror. you've been shaking more than usual. there's an ache in you that is oblique, loud, impossible to soothe. is this what it looks like? when life is "easier"?
your mouth will always have a hole, is the thing, if you remove the tooth.
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as much as i hate horde prime i gotta admire how he showed up and humbled the fuck out of everyone. like SO many characters had an Oh Fuck moment where they realised there was so much more to everything than whatever feelings they had about the war on etheria. like he's the fucked up reason why catra and adora managed to rekindle their bond. and why glimmer was able to see she was wrong and apologise to the best friend squad. and the catalyst for glimmer and catra's friendship. and why hordak was able to realise he cared more about the genuine love he had from one person on etheria than anything else he'd ever achieved there. in conclusion I LOVE SEASON 5 YOU CAN PRY IT FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS.
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OK WAIT THEY INTRODUCE BOW AND CATRA THE SAME WAY
Like at first you think catra is kinda a bitch cause you don't know if she's joking and then it's revealed that she and adora are besties (and also super in love but that comes later)
And the same with bow except you think he's trying to kill glimmer but then he's revealed to be he most adorable cinnamon role ever.
AND THEY ARE BOTH IN LOVE WITH THEYRE CHILDHOOD FRIENDS. AND HAVE CUTOUTS ON THEIR SHIRTS.
Anyway Nate Stevenson I see what you did there.
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I think this is my favorite episode of She-Ra so far (S2E2 "Ties That Bind") mostly because I just love the dichotomy between Adora and Catra when they have their first conversations with Bow alone after being captured.
Adora and Bow have a profound discussion about the lies the Horde has told Adora and her crazy gf deadass goes "what if I pushed him off a cliff?"
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*getting ready for a party*
Adora: Catra was PISSED she lost that bet. You're not gonna make her do anything too crazy right?
Glimmer: Don't worry, I think you're going to be pleasantly surprised.
*Catra enters in a stunning black, knee-length dress with matching lipstick and earrings*
Catra: Mark my words Sparkles, you WILL pay for this.
Bow: Wow...
Glimmer: *blushing* Plan backfiring!
Adora: *lesbian.exe has stopped working*
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I saw this gif and started sobbing because of how genuinely different she looks. She's taller, she's got more muscles on her arms, her eyes are literally less bright, her ears tilt downward, her chin has softened and her face shape really has changed so much. This is the only time in the entire series when I really see any difference in her outside of her outfit but holy shit that war took a TOLL on her. Which is crazy because she was already in a terrible environment in the beginning of the show!
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Glimmer: Bet you $100 I can get Catra to dress up as a fairy for Halloween
Adora: That's literally impossible, you're on
Glimmer: Hey, Catra! Don't dress up as a fairy for Halloween!
Catra: *from the other room* Fuck you I can do whatever I want! I'm going to be a goddamn fairy and there's nothing you can do about it!
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