#cw sh mention

[grendel-menz]

I'll keep writing about life until life stays in me

#art #my art #comic #visual poetry #traditional art #identity #mental health #reflection #healing #cw sh mention #words #diary #journal

[thermodynamic-comedian]

jonah magnus possessing someone for the first time. one eye at a time. jonah magnus looking in the mirror, oh, my eyes inside someone else, and they look a bit too different. jonah magnus scared, terrified of what he's done, staring at his own body. just sitting there. seeing himself fully with his own eyes, a perspective no human is supposed to view themself from. this is how everyone else sees you. jonah magnus examining his own body. this is what my face looked like. jonah magnus picking up the knife again, just out of curiosity. just to see if it still hurts. jonah magnus sitting in his own lap, cutting into his own skin, falling asleep in his own arms, beholding himself.

#me and my stupid faggot poeticism. #sh mention #autosexual jonah magnus do u get me. #tma #the magnus archives #cw sh mention #jonah magnus #elias bouchard #tma spoilers

[sonicpilled]

i am doing Swell!!!!!!!

au <-

#zombic au #cw sh mention #sonic #sonadow #bowies art #ooc probly

[smilingcrittersfanatic]

SLOP

^^^ made this one for international ace day!!! happy asexual !!!!!!

cw for self harm , discussion of self harm , drugs / alcohol , substance abuse and KISSING!!!!!!!!!!! under the cut !

i want them DEAD i hate THEM i HAAAAATE THEM

#call that shit puppynugs #dogday #kickin chicken #kickinchicken #poppy playtime #poppy playtime 3 #poppy playtime chapter 3 #puppynugs #smiling critters #smiling critters art #mullys art #smiling critters poppy playtime #cw suggestive #cw sh #cw sh mention #tw sh implied #KISSING! #cw drugs #cw alcohol #cw substance abuse #smiling critters dogday #kickin and dogday next to eachother #dogday fanart #dogday poppy playtime #kickinchicken fanart #kickinchicken smiling critters #poppy playtime art #poppy playtime fanart #ms paint #smiling critters au

[tearrstained]

Staying silent knowing I have plans to kill myself.<<<<

#cw sh mention #self esteem #self h@te #tw self destructive behavior #i want to cvt #tw self destructive thoughts #cvutting #$h tumblr #sewercide #i wanna die #actually bipolar #i wanna kms #im still traumatized #cw sh #tw vent #tw depression

[anamelessfool]

Hey so Dead Dove doesn't necessarily mean "This fic will be fucked up beyond rational belief just by its nature." No, it's a reminder to read the tags. It's exactly what it says on the can.

The story is the same level of intensity as the setting. I will not fade to black. I'm not pulling punches. But I'm not randomly punching in the air just for shock value though, everything will move the plot forward and all that. But just READ THE TAGS. That's what Dead Dove means.

I have a lot of weird hangups about medical shit and if I wasn't the one writing this fic I would be freaked out a little by reading what a doctor does to me, or me or my friends getting injured. I could possibly be upset by reading about myself attempting to take my own life. So that's one reason I labeled it Dead Dove.

Dead Dove tag is a courtesy from the author and not a challenge to the reader.

#fic writing psa #reader pov sometimes freaks me out for this reason so i appreciate thorough tags #im like second guessing the popularity of this side project because its my first dead dove fic #cw sh mention #cw sui mention

[lackablazeical]

One of the best forms of self care after SH is to make yourself a little snack. Usagi's preferred one is salted cucumbers

#cw sh mention #cw sh #cw self harm #addams! tmnt au #rottmnt au #addams! usagi #rottmnt #tmnt au #rise of the tmnt #tmnt usagi #rottmnt usagi #rise of the tmnt oc #rise of the tmnt art #rise of the tmnt au #rottmnt original character #rottmnt oc #background practice #rise of the turtles #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles au #cw mental health #cw mental illness #vent art

[nailgunstigmata]

how its always sunny in philadelphia characters would react to your sh!!

mac: kill yourself

dennis: kill yourself (if beautiful woman: kill yourself)

frank: kill yourself

dee: kill yourself

charlie: whoah. cat :)

artemis: im bisexual

waitress: kill yourself

#cw self harm #cw sh mention

[superherokisser]

cw/tw implied sh

i’m a few days clean again yayyy

#fr let’s hope my body hurts too much so i can’t up and relapse #terrence rambles #tw sh related #cw sh mention

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

mention of sh (not a vent tho positivity post !!!🫶)

not to self congratulate or anything but this is kind of based🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

#.mei chats #.not f/o related #tw sh mention #cw sh mention #i honestly thought it had been longer cuz it felt like i’ve made sm progress but STILL!!! YAY!!!!!!

[bugflies00]

I continue to wonder since you said fostering au wilbur continues to be entirely in denial and Not Realizing for some time after he and quackity re-meet how exactly DOES the Feelings Realization TM go down qcihdtiwdzgd

OOOH well its very gradual and very much a disaster because. well. its him .

i think i said they remeet when theyre around 22-23, and at the time wilbur was in a really bad relationship that he only breaks off two or so years later. his girlfriend was very controlling and always bringing him down and making comments about him, his appearance, his interests, what he ate, etc. so needless to say wilburs already absolute dogshit self esteem is so further down the gutter it’s actually Wow look it pierced a hole into the ground from how far down it is.

this is important context because it’s part of why he takes soooo long to realise his feelings, he’s just so deeply entrenched in trying to make his girlfriend happy and love him and to appease everyone that he doesn’t realise. its what i call his “ghostbur” era - none of this stuff is actually strictly based on the bursonas, but i find he does follow a similar pattern of evolution, and at that point in his life he’s trying to be the biggest people pleaser possible after realising that being the unapproachable loner he was in high school would only leave him alone (also bc his abandonment issues got worse after sally left). his new relationship makes that worse also.

in the beginning him and q are just sort of awkwardly tiptoeing around each other considering they last left each other with a bajillion things unsaid and they are extremely determined on keeping said things unsaid. they start to grow back into friends, albeit more normal friends than the absolute mess of a situationship/frenemies they were in high school. theyre still themselves meaning they can’t go a second without aggravating each other, but its definitely friendlier.

and as time goes by some of their joke flirting gets a tad bit too real sometimes- quackity will make a joke and stare at him a moment too long, or wilbur will stutter out of nowhere, etc.

but wilbur still has a girlfriend!!! so as usual he shoves his head in the sand and he takes melatonin so at night he falls asleep instantly without having the time to yearn or reflect lmao. (for the record i do not condone this if your feelings change communicate that with your partner etc)

time progresses, every stranger they meet think theyre either married, sworn enemies, or fucking each other. meanwhile wilburs relationship grows worse and worse, he’s fallen deep into an eating disorder (while he was already struggling with bad eating habits pretty much his whole life it gets much worse then), hes struggling with self harm a lot, and its just not a great time. his friends keep trying to convince him to break things off, especially tommy who, since he lives with them, has seen a lot of shit and absolutely despises wilbur’s girlfriend’s guts and makes this very well known.

eventually they do break up (its a longer story than that but it would require its own post) and wilbur falls deep into a depressive episode. it makes him doubt for so long if he did the right thing, if he just should’ve sucked it up and taken whatever scraps of love he was given, but in reality the depressive episode had been a LONG time coming its just his brain was in survival mode. he never felt safe enough with her, so subconsciously his brain only allowed falling into depression again once it was safe to do so.

and so my point is that with all these things happening he’s absolutely nowhere near ready to accept his feelings. meanwhile q is pining hard - that man is going through it LMAO trying to support his friend (they still pretend to be frenemies) whilst shoving down his own shit. he’s one of the few people wilbur feels safe with (even though theyve gotten into fistfights and q has sincerely threatened his life on several occasions), mainly because, in a way, q knew him at his worst (high school) and still came back. so he has more trust in him than some of his other friends because hes convinced he’s manipulated them into thinking hes better than he is.

anyway q is planning this trip for an internship he’s doing for his law degree, and he has to leave for a month or two. wilburs 25th birthday rolls around, and he knows q wont be able to be there. he’s already still feeling shitty, not really entirely out of that depressive episode, and he’s ready to just have a lame birthday and go back to rotting in his bed.

and then (this is so cliché LET ME LIVE) theyre about to do the cake whatever and tommy yells announces they have a surprise and he turns around and wham! quackity standing there looking downright exhausted, with his suitcases around him and the airplane neck pillow still around his neck (he came straight from the airport). wilbur runs to hug him and, to me, that moment is the kickstarter that forces him to start actually realising whats happening.

first off because theyre not exactly huggers but that one was so spontaenous and it felt so right!! second because hes already sad and a bit emotionally volatile and the fact that q cared enough to rush and try his best to make it to his birthday moves him a whole lot. and finally because well yeah he’s madly in love with him but the only thing he says is to ask whether the eyebags q got from jetlag are a fashion statement in europe or if hes just reaching for the raccoon look.

theres definitely more moments after that (they take a LOOONG time to get together. and so much pining. its so bad) but i just think that moment is really sweet and also i love how their relationship progresses over time

#alex.rambles.txt #c!wilbur #c!tntduo #mcyt #the fostering au #cw abuse #cw ed mention #cw sh mention #i think you were asking more about what happens After this but that will require its own post #i needed to talk about the context first and lay it out loud #when its not 2am ill make the other post yippee

[anxi0usgh0st]

i wrote a silly little song for my mental health. also face reveal? i think. anyways most music i write is better this was just 4 me but maybe someone else needs it

#mental illness #mental health #mental heath support #mental heath awareness #positive mental attitude #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #mentally tired #mentally unstable #tw sucidal ideation #tw sh related #tw sui implied #tw sui ideation #tw sh implied #cw sh mention #cw sh #songwriter #original song #song lyrics #musician #music #sad songs #guitar #my music #emo boy #face reveal #song #new music #indie music

[a-being-of-chaossss]

I can not draw braids

#chaos art #oc #oc art #idk what her name is rn #sh scars #tw sh implied #cw sh mention

[themandownstairs]

do not get the "transandrophobia doesn't exist"/"transandrophobia discourse is basically the trans version of MRAs" because that's not only inaccurate it's wilfully ignorant. MRAs are a "movement" that popped up to spur on whataboutism and the practice of centering feminist discourse on men and talking over anyone with any issue. transandrophobia discourse does not exist to silence people calling out transmisogyny.

as much as men do have privileges, there's also a lot of invisibility that comes with presenting masc. there's a shit ton of being told you aren't/cant be mentally ill or vulnerable. the majority of masc people (especially trans men and men of color) struggle to get medically recognized as having eating disorders or engaging in behaviors of self harm and thus do not receive necessary treatment a lot of the time.

yes, heteropatriarchal standards push female oppression, but don't frame it as though men are never framed as wrong or deficient for not being picturebook examples of "masculinity". toxic masculinity is toxic to masc people as well as nonmasc. for every behavior in men you take issue with chances are there's a system of punitive authority that taught them that behavior and beat down any alternatives.

trans men suffer from sexist and patriarchal standards too. trans men trying to survive as men does not subtract from trans women and nonbinary spectrum people's struggles. don't tear down the experiences of transmascs because you believe trans men's advocacy bears a superficial resemblance to MRAs, not least because when someone does, one centers a conversation on themself and not hearing people's actual lived experience.

#trans men #transandrophobia #cw sh mention

[wilbug]

hey. to the people who are currently having a trauma response and have relapsed/attempted/etc im here for you. its gonna be okay, i promise. you arent being selfish. i love you. i understand. im here for you.

#cw sh #cw sh mention #cw sui mention #cw sui #sunrise.txt #personal #this is about all the stuff going on lately honestly #ok to rb

[lackablazeical]

Leo doesn't seem to ever want to leave Usagi's side. Like, ever. But are there any situations where he has to? (There probably are tbh, no one can just be GLUED to someone's side forever) and if that's the case, what are those situations? What does Usagi do in those moments?

There are!

Leo typically functions by the idea of 'I get freedom, you don't', as most abusers do.

Leo will leave Usagi's side to be with his brothers, get supplies/groceries, just generally wander, etc. He just doesn't want Usagi doing that as well. He wants Usagi to only have a life revolving around him, which is. What happens

When Leo leaves Usagi, Usagi typically just. Waits for him to get back. He may ghost around the Lair or something, but he doesn't do much really. Perhaps read, cook, etc. But he can't leave the lair bc of the enchanted hallways, and he has a tracker in his neck (thank you, Donnie) anyway. He may also cut during this time.

#addams! tmnt au #rottmnt au #addams! leo #addams! usagi #addams! leosagi #cw abusive relationship #cw sh mention