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anxi0usgh0st · 5 hours

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mcr fandom lore/fan theories tier list i made with @anxi0usgh0st easrlier 🥺🥺

DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A BAND SHIPPER. THIS CHART IS JUST FOR FUN AND AMUSEMENT DO NOT TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY OR AS ME ENDORSING ANY OF THE THEORIES ON HERE

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anxi0usgh0st · 11 hours

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things get worse

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anxi0usgh0st · 11 hours

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Happy Autism Awareness Month!

i drew this piece about my experience with autism, i had the idea for a while but it really took shape as I drew, especially in the environments i drew in.

autism is an incurable disorder found in 2.8% of the population, and it is not an inherently bad thing. disabilities almost only exist when the world is not made to accommodate them.

for me, autism means that I have a lot of social trouble. I don't know how to pick up on social cues, I am unaware of how i am perceived by others, and I don't know how i should behave, talk, or even just exist. it's extremely isolating. I also exhibit behaviors like stimming, masking, and having special interests and hyperfixations, all things I encourage you to look into if you know someone autistic.

autistic people are not dumber, meaner, or weirder, we're just different, and lately i've seen a resurgence of insults such as "sped" (special ed, which i'm in,) "acoustic" and "restarted", or even just the r slur casually thrown around. aside from the glaringly obvious reasons why this is wrong, it further pushes the narrative that neurodivergent people are stupid, other, and it's extremely disheartening to see something that shapes the entirety of who you are used as a negative connotation.

what can you do if you know someone autistic? what i would want is for them to be educated on what autism is. I would like people to ask me about my special interests and hyperfixations, and talk to me about them. I would like people to include me and invite me in conversations and gatherings because it's difficult to do that myself. I would like people to clarify how they feel because it's hard for me to tell. I'd just like to be treated with compassion and respect, and for people to be aware of my differences, even if they're not visible.

I'm working on a much longer piece of writing about this, but I wanted to get something done during april ♾️🌈

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anxi0usgh0st · 11 hours

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hi there and welcome back to my blog! took a short break for mental health and I had a lot going on but I'm back, gonna be posting a lot of art now :)

I'm back to traditional art in my sketchbook! this piece I drew as a self portrait, and it mainly represents two different things for me- one is what the title is, internal beauty, a literal interpretation, depicted as the inability to find yourself beautiful so you search internally for the beauty, but in a literal, desperate sense.

The other part is about my gender identity, as a transgender boy, I struggle with a lot of dysphoria, and this piece references when transphobes will bring up chromosomes or your DNA as a justification for their phobia, it's sort of like saying, "i don't care what you think, your insides say otherwise." additionally, I tried to stay as accurate to myself as possible, as much as I wanted to get rid of my scars, give myself top surgery, and better jawline, I decided I wanted to draw myself more realistically for an accurate representation of emotion.

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anxi0usgh0st · 19 days

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERARD WAY ILY!! unfinished ass drawing but enjoy

#my chemical romance #gerard way #mcr #my chem gerard #my chemical fucking romance #mcr gerard way #mcr bullets #mcr5 #mcr tumblr #mcr gerard #mcr fanart #my chemical fanart #my chemical art #my chem art #my chemical gerard #my chem romance #my chemical gee

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anxi0usgh0st · 19 days

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HAPPY GERARDAY TO THOSE WHO CELEBRATE 🎉

#gerard way #mcr

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anxi0usgh0st · 27 days

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and i'm charlie :)

WAIT PEOPLE ON TUMBLR ARE REAL FUCKING PEOPLE

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anxi0usgh0st · 1 month

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*breaks knuckles* drop the address and I'll come do some very legal things to that motherfucker

“if i had a kid with tourette’s i’d kill them”

-a guy in my home room

#sincerely a kid with tics

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anxi0usgh0st · 1 month

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hell yes demolition lovers page during class

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anxi0usgh0st · 1 month

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what's a boy to do?

couldn't get this song off my mind...

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anxi0usgh0st · 1 month

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(trying to explain the ides of march to a friend) it's like a gang bang but homocidal

#shitpost #ides of march #julius caesar #julius ceaser #brutus #rome #ancient rome #historians of tumblr #ancient history #history

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anxi0usgh0st · 1 month

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I put the homo in homocidal

#ides of march #rome #ancient rome #julius ceaser #julius caesar #brutus #shitpost #funny #tumblr memes #historians of tumblr #ancient history #history

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anxi0usgh0st · 1 month

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guys don't go to the senate today. no seriously. idk just had this weird premonition, told my boyfriend but he kinda ignored me :/

#julius ceaser #julius caesar #ides of march #history #historians of tumblr #ancient rome #ancient history #brutus

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anxi0usgh0st · 2 months

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having fun in my notes? I am having fun with your notes :)

yeah had to lin manuel miranda you for the sake of your mental health

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anxi0usgh0st · 2 months

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NOOOO NIMONA

#oscars

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anxi0usgh0st · 2 months

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omg you’re so cool!! Okay, thoughts on Edgar’s imp of the perverse? Also, where do you take Japanese classes? How advanced are you? (Sorry if these are too may questions, I’m looking to follow more people who are bilingual like me!)

no worries! I think edgar's imp of the perverse is beautifully written, it's a good demonstration and metaphor for the importance of our actions and moral stand grounds, I love the examples it uses in the story. I'm intermediate at japanese- I use duolingo + workbooks I do on my own, and will be starting up lessons next year!

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anxi0usgh0st · 2 months

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just had a drink with the cutest mini ice cubes!

i wish i was born a boy

#shitpost #gender dysphoria #it's really bad #transmasc #transgender #transisbeautiful #trans guy #genderqueer #mental health #mental illness #body dysphoria #dysphoric #mini ice cubes

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