why are my restrictive ed thoughts loudest right after i’ve eaten. like where were you BEFORE i consumed those calories, huh?? this is the shit you’re supposed to be preventing!!
walked 90 minutes 7 km (acc to my walking app) but my pokimen go game only gave me 4 km and i feel cheated
also almost passed out at one point but it stressed me out so much i stopped being dizzy 👍 win win win
God people don't remember what those early 2010s cartoons were like when watching them. Shows like gravity falls and adventure time didn't just waltz in as post apocalyptic fantasy series, they started out as just normal cartoons with hints of darker things that evolved into having complex plots.
Like, the later plot points and tone of these series were literally edgy fan theories and then they came true. The great mushroom was was a weird out there fan theory. The dimond authority was a weird out there fan theory. Stan having a brother and that brother writing the journals was a weird out there fan theory.
Like you have to understand how extremely weird as well as extremely cool this was. The fact that these were normal cartoons that evolved into having dark multi episode dramatic storylines is something that's so amazing, but gets kind of lost on people who go into it knowing what happened.
This is like if Ed Edd and Eddy was revealed to really take place in purgatory and they went on a well written dramatic arc dealing with demons.
In honour of suicide prevention month im gonna just say that (i know that we don't know each other but listen lovie!) you are worhty, you are enough, you deserve life, food, happines, love and peace in your mind. Think about all those things that maybe are small, but you would surely miss. Your favorite drink, this one employee that's always nice and helpfull, your favorite weather type, season, piece of clothing, animal. The only thing you don't deserve is to feel that way, to have this chapter. Just imagine the world without all those snow flakes on your eyes wherever you look, this "never ending" headeache and the emtpiness. Help is there and it doesn't have to be that way.
Check your loved ones too, just in case they're going through some hard times.
why is having a restrictive ed so boring. i wait all day to eat and all i can think about is the next time i’m going to eat & what i’m going to eat. half the time i end up bingeing anyway. like. what do i do. why. help
If we only ever tell people who want to lose weight that they're unhealthy for wanting to do that, they're going to use unhealthy means to lose weight. Like, telling someone who doesn't want to be fat, "you should be happy about being fat" will only make them want to starve themselves more. I didn't stop starving myself or hating my body because I suddenly changed my idea of how I wanted to look (something almost nobody actually does), I stopped wanting to do bad things to myself (as much) when I found better means to lose weight that didn't hurt me.
If you want people to stop hurting themselves trying to lose weight, you have to give them healthy means to lose weight.
Its kind of like if you told someone binding with duck tape that they should be proud of their breasts, and then sent them a bunch of male breast positivity posts (which we need more of by the way). You're not going to get rid of their dysphoria, you're only going to make them think hurting themself is the only option.
(This isn't saying fat pride is inherently wrong, just that it doesn't help people who want to change their bodies.)