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#how did he know i was having a hard day today 🤧
straykeedz · 3 months
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can i request a han jisung smut where he's submissive pls? it's okay if not and if u aren't taking requests anymore , i totally understand 💞💞 tysm !!
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🎀 tw: softdom!afab!reader ; sub!jisung ; female anatomy ; nipple play ; dry humping ;
🎀 wc: around 1,6k ;
a huuuuuuuge thank you to @jilixthinker for her feedback on this and for encouraging me to post it 🤧🩷 #cheanzia
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Jisung’s head is buried in your chest as he kisses every inch of skin his lips are able to reach. 
He does it effortlessly, as if his life depended on it, as if he had no other purpose. Desperate and impatient for you, as if you were his only cure and he’d die without you. Some days, he believes it’s true, that his existence won’t make no sense if you’re not there by his side. Silly thoughts, his, because you’re not going anywhere. You love him so dearly, so deeply - how could you ever leave him? 
His hand rests on your hip, brushing the skin as he toys with the hem of your panties. You’d think he does it to tease you - it helps him to calm himself down, on the contrary, as he gets lost in the feeling of your warm breasts, of your essence that’s making his head spin. It’s incredible, the effect you have on him - he’s addicted to it. 
Your fingers are entangled in his dark hair as he worships you, making cute little sounds as he presses his face in your body. 
He had a bad day today. Work was shit, apparently, and he wanted nothing more than to lie in your arms, pressed on your body, kissing the valley of your breasts with such reverence as small huffs escape his nostrils when you tug at his hair. 
“Did my baby have a bad day today?” You murmur in his hair, kissing his forehead and he lets out a whiny noise that makes wetness pool in your panties. Your baby boy, you’d do anything for him. He nods weakly, eyes still closed as he squishes his face between your breasts. If he’s not breathing, he doesn’t care - he’ll die a happy death. “Do mommy’s tits make you feel better, my baby?” 
Jisung is red in the face, and squeezes his legs to find some sort of relief from the friction. He whines pathetically when you remove your hand from his hair only to sneak it behind your back and unclasp your bra quickly. His fidgety hands would take too long, and you know he’s impatient and too far gone already. He reluctantly pulls away from your body, but at the sight of your naked breasts in front of his face he can’t bring himself to be upset at you. 
He licks his lips, ready to latch his mouth on your nipple, but you stop him. 
“Ah, I need words,” you place two fingers under his chin and lift his head. His pupils are completely blown and he looks so deliciously vulnerable and soft, “tell me how much you want mommy’s tits in your mouth.”
His chest rises and falls quicker now. His underwear is stained with pre-cum, a wet patch is clearly visible in the front, darkening the soft material. He nods - quickly, desperately. “I need them, need mommy’s tits to make me feel better.”
He licks his lips. If he tries hard enough, he can almost taste you in his mouth - but it’d be useless because his imagination could never compete with the way you actually taste, the reality is so much better. 
“Good boy,” you praise him, rewarding his diligence with a forehead kiss, giving him permission to use you as his personal stress relief. 
A faint hmph is the noise he makes as soon as he wraps his lips around your nipple. At the same time, his arm circles your waist to pull you closer, and his cock comes to rest perfectly between your legs, hard and throbbing sitting precisely on your clit. It’d be so easy to grind on him and get yourself off from humping him, but you don’t move - he’s gonna do it for you.
Jisung’s tongue swirls around your nipple, and then he sucks, and then he licks. Soft, whiny sounds fall from his lips as he releases his frustration buried in your chest. The best way to relax, definitely his favorite - when you peg him is a close second, though, don’t get him wrong.  
“You’re so good to mommy, my baby,” you whisper to him, entangling your fingers in his hair once again, “you don’t want to help mommy out, too, though?”
He nods with your nipple still in his mouth, wet and swollen. He pulls away only to breathe out a faint “yes, wanna be mommy’s good boy,” before wrapping his lips around your other bud. 
You smile at how fucked out he sounds already, your sweet baby. You know that in this state, you could ask him to do anything to you and he’d easily oblige without complaining. He never complains. 
“Grind on mommy’s pussy, baby,” you mumble, “make mommy cum from your pretty little cock.”
He loves you so fucking much. 
He grinds on you slowly the first time, letting the outline of his length part your clothed folds, his tip bumping on your clit. You both hiss - he holds you tighter. He presses harder the second time, but the pace is still slow, up and down your folds, as he savours the feeling of your wetness staining both your and his underwear. 
Speaking of which… 
He feels one of your hands toying with the hem of his oversized t-shirts, and his breath hitches when you lift it over the curve of his ass and tiny waist. His face is red, even the tips of his ears are by now. He feels so exposed, but he loves it and he knows you do too. 
Jisung’s cute little ass looks so pretty in the baby blue lacy panties he’s wearing. You smirk at the thought that he’d left for work wearing these under his skinny jeans this morning. The thought turns you on even more. His hips jerk against yours when he feels your hand on his asscheek, then on the lacy hem of his panties. His. They’re not yours, they’re his - he wears them only when he’s feeling particularly needy. 
“My baby made himself pretty for mommy?” Your voice drops an octave, sultry as you palm the soft flesh of his ass, lifting your head to get a better look. It’s not exactly a thong, because the panties are kind of open in the back - slutty. You bite your lip.
Jisung nods. His legs shake as he continues to drag his barely clothed cock up and down your folds. The panties are even prettier on the front - see through and soaked wet right now. You’ll take a closer look in a couple of minutes, after he makes you cum. 
“You’re doing so well, baby… feels so good,” you praise him, and he whimpers when you land a soft slap on his ass, “you’re gonna make mommy cum soon,” you bite your lip at the feeling of Jisung’s cockhead brushing your clit. 
Jisung loves being praised by you, he really does - the problem is, he gets too impatient and his movements become too frantic too soon. Before you know it, he’s rutting against your hips at a quick pace, stimulating your clit and himself at the same time, bringing you closer to the edge sooner than you intended to. 
“M-Mommy,” he whines, letting go of your nipple, burying his face in the valley of your breasts as he pants heavily and continues to dry hump you, “mommy tell me- tell me I’m a good boy. Please, mommy,” he chokes, squeezing his eyes shut as he feels his cock throb inside his panties - the lacy material stimulating his cockhead deliciously. 
You smirk. Even though it is not how this was supposed to go, you decide to let it slide for tonight. It’s obvious he needs this, needs you. 
“You’re so good to mommy, my baby,” you squeeze his asscheek, “you’re mommy’s good boy, aren’t you?” 
“I- I am,” he sobs in your chest, “mommy’s good boy, yeah. I’m mommy’s good boy.”
With a chocked sob, he cums. It was pretty inevitable, and you’re not mad, because you find your release mere seconds later, for he doesn’t stop moving against your body. Your orgasm washes all over your body intensely, as it always does when you’re stimulated over the clothes, and you can feel both your and Jisung’s release on your skin. 
You leave a few more kisses on the top of his head, but you don’t really give him the time to fully recover from his orgasm - before he knows it, you’re sitting on the bed, unwrapping his arms from around your figure. He’s too fucked out to react, though, so he lies there, on the mattress, panting heavily. 
You have other plans. 
By softly pushing him on his back, you’re now able to see him fully. The panties are ruined - Jisung’s cum is all over them. He made a mess, but you can’t help but stare at him in awe. His cock sits there, inside the thin lacy material, the tip of an angry shade of pink, looking swollen. And his panties are most definitely too tight for him, because his balls don’t fit inside the soft material - too round and heavy, still pretty much full. They won’t be anymore after tonight, you’ll make sure of that. The panties are open in the back, which means you can clearly see his pretty hole from here. Oh, how you want him. You can’t wait. 
Jisung opens his eyes as soon as he feels your hot tongue on his tummy, licking his orgasm off his skin. He kicks his head back in the pillow and bites his lip when you wrap your mouth around his tip. Even though he’s too sensitive for that right now, he still whines at the loss of contact when you pull away. 
“Ah, don’t worry. Mommy’s gonna take care of her babyboy tonight. You’re in for a long night, my baby.”
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i’m super sorry for the loooong wait anon, hope you like this 🥹
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leiswxrld · 11 months
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𝐒𝐘𝐏𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐒𝐈𝐒.. “shit- baby what if someone catches us”
𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: Bill Kaulitz x black fem reader
𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: smut, p in v sex, blowjob, doggy style in the changing room, reader being literal feral for him, cock hungry , you guys could get caught, not proof read 🤧
𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 1188 words
𝐀/𝐍: A Bill Kaulitz smut 👏🏾 bye bill is such a cutie, managed to come up with this on the spot and write it in a day proud of myself 🫡
𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐒: @cafekitsune for line divers ❥
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It was safe to say you had never been this turned on in your life.
Yes you had watched bill’s concerts with the band before but this particular concert had you wanting to be on your hands and knees and milking him completely dry.
He was wearing all black as usual but something just stood out to you, the way he sang like his life depended on it.. the copious amounts of sweat dripping down his forehead, the fact he had quickly flashed the crowd, showing his tone body to the audience something he had never done before.
It had you going completely feral.
When the band said their final goodbyes, he made his way back to his changing room, you were already there waiting for him.
“Oh shit- you scared me, how did you get here so fast” he says, putting a hand to his chest to indicate that you had really given him a jump.
“Oh nothing I just wanted to congratulate my boyfriend before he got back” you say, stalking your way towards him and wrapping your arms around his waist. He notices this and looks up into the mirror to see your eyes had darken from the usual colour as if you were being controlled by something.
“I know that look.. you know we can’t do it here” he says rubbing your hands before gently removing them from his waist. you look at him innocently, through the mirror and turn him around so that he was facing you and gently press soft kisses on his neck making sure to create reddish bruise’s all around.
“I don’t know what your talking about bill I’m just congratulating you on today’s performance” his breath jerks, eyeing you suspiciously as he rubs the sides of your waist.
“You’ve never congratulated me like this before, it’s just like any other concert what’s so special about this one”
You let out a sultry laugh as if he had asked a stupid question, “what’s so special…is that you looked so fucking sexy up on stage baby, I barley could contain myself” you say tracing the outline of his chest with your finger.
His eyes widen, watching you get on your knees and he begin’s to panick trying to push you off as you unbuckled his belt and pulled down his pants along with his boxers. “Shit- baby what if someone catches us… you know how loud I get”
“Then you’ll just have to learn to shut up”
His cock hits the bottom of his abdomen, the tip leaking precum. you licked your lips in excitement going straight to work, swirling your tongue around the mushroom shaped tip before engulfing the entire length into your mouth.
He lets out a muffled moan as he brings his hands to his mouth, watching the door fearfully as your head bobs up and down his cock. You look up at him and grin, moaning as the oscillation’s went to his dick. “s-shit baby I didn’t know I turned you on this m-much” he whimpers, his eyes watering.
You were giving him the most toe curling head he had ever received and he was enjoying every last second of it. you were drooling all over his length as it dripped down your chin and onto the floor.
Bill was moaning so loud, that he could be heard from outside, that’s how you knew he was close. You bobbed your head at a faster rate and moaned briskly,
“shit..shit..shit”
bill let’s out a groan and comes down your throat. You don’t think he had cum this hard before, heedless amounts of cum going down your throat and you continued to suck him, until he was milked dry.
“fuckkkkkk” he wailed, falling onto the desk behind, you stood back up, licking the cum that was on your lips and fingers like ice cream.
You kiss him once more, letting him taste the saltiness of his cum that surrounded your mouth and showing your needyness and deprivation for him before pulling away the string of saliva connecting your lips, breaking.
“I want you right now bill please” you whine, giving him more kisses on his neck. He couldn’t resist you, especially if you were this needy and desperate for him.
“We have to be quick I have to meet up with the others in 10” he says, pulling you toward him and bending you over the desk. “How wet are you for me…hmm?”
“So wet for you bill” you say, grabbing his fingers and laying them against your wet cunt. His breath hitched, feeling the wetness coat his fingers and noticing that you were not wearing any panties, underneath the short plaited skirt.
“Just want it in me… please” you whine, putting your fingers to your clit and rubbing slowly.
He was so hard for you that he could feel the overwhelming pulses in his cock intensify, watching you play with yourself. “So fucking sexy”
He grabs your love handles and positions you, teasing your folds with his cock-head, tapping it ever so gently before easing himself into you. He heave’s, the tightness of your inviting warmth nearly making him spill into you, “Jesus- your so tight”
You moan, resting your head on the desk as he begins rocking his hips into you, the wetness of your pussy being so much that it felt like a strong vice tugging on his length, “oh-ssshit” you slur, feeling already cock drunk.
He began pounding into you, making your toes curl as it hit your g-spot every time. You’d moan ‘yes’s’ and ‘more’, the feeling of an orgasm trickling up, your hands gripping the table like your life depended on it, the vanity’s desk banging and shaking against the wall.
“Look at me baby…look how fucking beautiful you look”
Dazed, you look up and make eye contact with bill in the mirror, watching yourself get fucked like a common whore, in a dressing room knowing that anyone could come in and catch you both in the act.
He grabbed your throat and kissed up your ear, whispering praises and sweet nothings. Your walls tighten around his length and bill knew you were close,
“Come for me”
“nghhhh- coming” you wheeze, your vision going crossed eyed as you cum on his dick, slumping on the desk with a whimper. “Where do you want my cum baby…shit….tell me”
“In me… cum in me” he listens to you, shortly after coming inside of you with a loud moan, his load filling you up as most of it spilled out of your warmth, letting it drip down your thighs.
You felt bad for the person who was going to have to clean the room after your little escapade as they were going to be met with the displeasant surprise.
He takes short breaths, the high coming down as he pulled out and carried you over to the couch. You were far too gone to even react or say anything just resting your head on his chest, letting him play with your hair.
“I love you so fucking much” he confesses kissing your forehead,
“I love you too”
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skyss-personal-hell · 9 months
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Reader uses a vibrator on Jouno in a meeting😱🤧🤧😻😻 maybe Jouno almost gets caught?
LOVE YOUR WORKS BTW
First of all I need to tell y’all how much i love you horny bitches 😭💜💜 you all make my day, I love reading ur comments, seeing ur notes, and asks. I’m fairly new to tumblr so it makes me so happy to see you guys like my content!!
anyways wholesome shit aside it’s time for smut 💪💪
“No, they would notice immediately. It’s like you’re asking to get caught-”
You look at him, you’re eyes radiating pure chaos and enjoyment.
“Pleaseeeee! It’ll be fun~”
“No, my final answer is no.”
Despite Jouno saying his final answer was no he hesitantly obliged soon after.
You smirked evilly as your plan was put into motion, plus it gave you an excuse to torture your lovely boyfriend.
“Do you want me to put it in or are you gonna do it yourself~”
He looked away quickly and grabbed the vibrating plug you had bought the other day.
“Are you gonna be able to be a good boy and not cum or do I need to grab a ring?”
You whispered to him
He gulped before replying
“I-I’ll be good… I promise…”
You smiled and walked away as he put the plug in and finished getting ready for work.
~~~~~~~
On your way walking to your shared job you decided to turn the vibrator on but just left it at level 1.
To anyone else it wouldn’t be that bad but Jouno had heightened senses. It felt so much better to him than to any other person.
He froze for a second when you turned it on and started blushing deeply.
“A-already…?”
You smirk at him
“Don’t let them find out~”
He gulped and kept walking trying to find anything he could to hide his very obvious errection. He settled for placing his hands in front of it.
Yes it looked suspicious, but it was better than nothing.
~~~~~
As soon as you both got settled down for the meeting you upped the vibrator to the second level.
You watched Jouno’s demeanor shift. He was sweating a little and tried so hard to conceal his pleasure.
“Todays topic of discussion will be on the recent sighting of the Armed Detective Agency.”
As the meeting continued you would raise the intensity of the vibrations and then slow them to a stop.
Nobody else could tell that his facade was crumbling.
Well… almost no one.
“Are you feeling well?”
Jouno turned his head to whom ever was speaking to him and quickly realized who it was.
“I’m fine. P-pay attention to the meeting you idiot!”
You watch the interaction and smirk knowing just what to do.
“Hmm he doesn’t seem to be doing his best today… Don’t you think Tecchou?”
He nods as your boyfriend turns to you grimacing, as if to plead you to not add him into this mess.
Then while Tecchou was busy watching Jouno to make sure he was alright you upped the vibrator again.
He stiffened and almost moaned out, he had to hide it behind a cough.
“Jouno? Do you need to step out for a minute?”
Fukuchi asked, clearly concerned.
He then quickly but quietly excused himself.
“I’m going to go check on him if that’s alright.”
He nodded and you followed him to the bathroom.
“D-did you really have to do th-that?”
You smirked and put it at the max level before dropping it back to its original pace.
He fell to his knees, weak from the torturous edging.
“Please… Please! Let me cum… please!”
You roll your eyes playfully
“I forgot how whiney you get when you’re close.”
You then grabbed his crotch harshly and began strolling him while raising the vibrations.
“H-haa! I-! N-need… cum please!”
You lean in close and whisper in his ear.
“Go ahead, you’ve been such a good boy today~”
He let out a whimper, he loved being praised. Just hearing the words “good boy” leave your mouth made him needy.
He grabbed your arm harshly as his breathing became more rushed and uneven.
“Mngg! H—haa! C-cumming!”
And with that he came hard, bucking his dick into your hand as he came down from his high.
Such a good boy…
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goopyedgay · 2 months
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I feel sentimental I'm sorry but–
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You don't know how happy these stupid guys make me, I don't know why, simply seeing them causes me immense joy in any circumstance, in any medium, they make me smile at my worst moment.
It's funny because when I read Hell Park for the first time I completely ignored them, and my favorite character was Tweek (which is why he is the protagonist of my AU Coven Park), but for some reason when I read Hell Park again, their dynamic caught my attention and I loved them.
Gregory and Estella inspired me immensely, even daring to make my own AU just because of them, what for me was a way to avoid problems and harassment became something ambitious that I am currently working on and trying to give my all.
and not only that, they also inspired me to create my ocs and an equally ambitious story that I have in mind, in case anyone was wondering, these are the ocs that I mainly based on Gregory and Estella to create them lol
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And all that thanks to two stupid characters from a canceled South Park AU, honestly, I don't know how I would be if I hadn't met them, it's impossible for me to imagine knowing that they have influenced my life from the end of 2021 until today, this was one of my first drawings 🥲
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I know that the issue of the Gregstella ship is somewhat dense, although I don't classify it as "problematic" because I consider that it doesn't even reach that sick level that they want to label it so much. And I know that I am perhaps the most directly responsible for having popularized the ship, and I apologize for that, it was not my intention to attract weird people, because yes, I have seen that quite questionable people have come to like the ship, or at least less so on this side of the pond, but I refrain from interacting with them because I simply don't want to and I have seen very unpleasant things coming from those people.
I would be lying if I said that I no longer like hp gregstella, I think it is something inevitable, even knowing that it is wrong, it is something that I cannot help, but nevertheless, I no longer urge people to ship them, but I also do not harass those who they do it. I think people can do whatever they want as long as it doesn't cross the boundaries of what is considered healthy. So yeah, I still kinda like hp gregstella, but I doubt I'll make content of them in the future, maybe I never will (and I never actually did, other than edits), maybe I'll start drawing them again more frequently since the annoying comments stopped, but I will never make hp gregstella content, but if I do one day, at least you will see it coming i guess 🤧
To the point I no longer care what people think of me, nor do I care to be in the Hell Park fandom, but I am aware that a large part of the fandom likes my art and inevitably I am part of it, so it also makes me happy that people appreciate my drawings despite everything, I love you, especially to the gregstella shippers who follow me and who I talk to (who are mostly lesbians just like me, a little ironic lol) 😭💕
I just want to do what makes me happy, and if people are bothered by what makes me happy, you can just block me, no hard feelings. I will continue drawing my silly couple, because it is the closest thing I will experience to love, being aromantic, I like to write couples with interesting dynamics, but being part of one? No thank you 😦
I finish with this little animation I made of Gregory and Estella from Coven park, for whoever took the time to read this, thank u and gn
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thatbxolivia · 24 days
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vader nsfw!!!!!!!!
i hope you guys enjoy!!!
reader is of age and not actually related to vader and consents to everything!!!
this is NSFW!!
cute and softness at the end 💕
warnings!!!
pussy slapping, spanking, squirting, fingering, consensual nonconsent play, overstimulation, reader passes out 🤧🥴🤤
daddy!vader nsfw
you loved your daddy and loved his ability to do things for you. he never said no to you.
so when you brought up the idea of pretend nonconsent, he said yes after thorough talking and explanations as to what you wanted. and what did you want? one thing. you wanted it to be a surprise. and a surprise it was when you were out foraging near the forest on naboo, almost a month later, having honestly forgotten. it wasn’t until your daddy came up behind you and pushed you forward to the forest, igniting his saber.
“run.” was all he said, voice booming from the mask. you dropped your basket of flowers and mushrooms and immediately took off.
that was an hour ago, it was getting dark now but no matter where you turned, you heard him. the footsteps, the breathing, but you couldn’t SEE him. the thought of him watching you was exhilarating and made you want this even more.
you made a turn around a tree that had a small nook to hide in. you peered around the tree and saw nothing. looking back in front of you, your daddy seemed to have magically appeared. you hadn’t heard him at all.
he used the force to pull you up and hold you against the tree, choking you lightly.
“you’d do all this to get your way? you’re a dirty little slut.” he told you, eventually letting you go. you collapsed on the ground, your skirt riding up and giving your daddy a full show. “no panties? did you know, slut? that today was the day? or do you always walk around like a whore?” he asked. you whined, attempting to stand up before he came over and pushed you back down, face in the grass and ass up, your pussy already wet and leaking.
“daddy.” you choked out. “daddy, i don’t want to do this.” you said, pretending to be fearful. you absolutely did want this, but wanted to act out first. you pretended to put up a fight, one your daddy easily won, and slapped you on your ass. hard.
“you’ll do whatever i want.” he said, inserting two fingers into you and rubbing your clit with his other hand. you moaned and cried out, clenching around him. he spread your lips apart and focused on your clit again, knowing it was the most sensitive and made you cum the hardest. his goal tonight was to make you cum until you went dumb, and your daddy always accomplished his goals.
he continued his assault on you and you cried out, having the first of many orgasms that night. the darkness around you made you unable to see and heightened your other senses. he turned you over and spread your legs, beginning to lightly slap your pussy and make you cry out. he focused again on your clit and kept your legs forced open. after just having an orgasm, the continuous stimulation made you tear up a little. he slapped until you came a second time, then went back to massaging you.
“daddy, daddy, stop!” you cried, feeling so good. your daddy responded by stopping momentarily just to rip off your shirt and begin pinching your nipples. you moaned aloud, now completely naked and spread out in front of him as he was fully clothed. he stood you up and held your hands behind your back, spanking you as you stood. your ass turned a pretty pink/red color and he continued, smirking under the mask at how messy you already were.
“why should i stop?” he asked. “what’s mine is mine to take.” he told you. he bent you back over, face to the ground again, and resumed his assault on your pussy. you couldn’t take the pleasure anymore, having already cum twice. he took his helmet off and threw it off to the side, picking you and pinning you against a tree. he crouched down and put your legs on his shoulders, spread, and giving him an ideal position to start eating you out. he focused on your clit still, sucking and pulling until you began begging for him to stop.
“daddy! it’s too much, please, stop!” you begged. he responded by beginning to play with your nipples again, the mix of the two feelings becoming too much. you sat there, grinding against his face as he
put more pressure on your clit. you felt another orgasm build and with tears streaming down your face, you cried out loudly. “daddy, i can’t take anymore!” you screamed as you came again. his response was to pull away and slap your clit more, letting you down then moving to finger you, causing you to squirt. you moaned loudly again, crying and pleading with him to give you a break. he didn’t listen or he just didn’t care as he continued fingering you, curling his fingers against your sweet spot and making you cry some more.
“you’ll take whatever i give you.” he said as you came again. you had lost count by this point and your mind was becoming a mess.
“daddy, please.” you cried, tears streaming down your face. for a brief moment, you lost consciousness. you came to with your daddy still towering over you, his look softening.
“what’s your color, baby?” he asked you, stopping the stimulation for a moment.
“i don’t wanna stop but it’s - it’s a lot.” you said. he looked at you and caressed your face, running his thumb over your lip.
“you know you’re mine, yeah?” he whispered and you nodded. “then i think you’ve had enough, baby.”
it was embarrassingly clear. the eagerness, you splayed out naked in public for him. he owned you but you knew your safety and security lied within that ownership and you also knew your daddy would never abuse your trust.
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doll-elvis · 8 months
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Hi! First of all, I love ur blog it’s one of my favourites and I really appreciate your nuanced takes and the research you put in to your answers. :)
I wanted to ask you — I read today that EPE didn’t allow Sofia Coppola to use any of Elvis’ music in her movie. I figured he wouldn’t be depicted very positively in it but I kinda hoped it would be a realistic and human depiction of both of them, not like sort of a condemning ‘he’s the villain of their story’ vibe lol. I guess we still won’t know until it comes out… Anyway it got me feeling like perhaps the depiction will be more negative, but maybe EPE just didn’t consent to his music being used because they weren’t included in the movie. Hard to know. Wanted to ask for your thoughts/take on it.
Also, what do you think Lisa would think about this movie being made?
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this just made my day 😭, you are the sweetest <3!! I cannot thank you enough for taking the time to show your appreciation, it truly means the world to me that you get something positive out of my posts
also thank you very much for the ask, I really love to be able to have open discussions on here with fellow Elvis fans, especially regarding all the recent events that are taking place 🤧
as for your question, according to the latest interview with Sofia Coppola and Priscilla Presley, it was “Authentic Brands Group” (who owns 85% of EPE) that denied the request to have Elvis’ music featured in the film. As Sofia tells it, it was because ABG only endorse projects that they have originated as they are protective of their brand ⬇️
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(quote from the “Hollywood Reporter”)
so I don’t think Elvis’ music not being in the film is indicative of how he will be portrayed, the decision seems more business based than anything else (hopefully 😭). I’m also wondering if this was a funding issue as this film doesn’t seem to have had the biggest budget (they only had 30 days to shoot) and I would assume the rights to use Elvis’ music would be rather costly 👀
as for how Elvis will be depicted… I think I speak for many other fans when I say when this movie was first announced my heart sank 🤧 the 2022 film accomplished so many amazing things for Elvis and his legacy and I think we all felt like this Priscilla movie would jeopardize that. But this recent interview with Priscilla, along with the film’s official synopsis, has given me more hope that this movie will be more nuanced
Priscilla telling Cailee Spaeny, the actress portraying her, to be sensitive towards Elvis honestly made me breathe a sigh of relief 😩
(quote from the “Hollywood Reporter”)
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But I think the reason so many fans are still currently dreading this film and biting their nails over the release of it is because of the reception it has received online… particularly by non-Elvis fans
if you have Instagram or Twitter (especially) you know what I mean 😭
people are literally praising Sofia Coppola (even Priscilla) because they think this film is going to be a hit piece against Elvis and will expose how he “groomed” and “abused” her
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I can almost guarantee these people and anyone else who have made similar comments have never even read Priscilla’s book, or have ever read about Elvis besides what they see on social media through things like twitter threads on how he was a “predator” or how he “stole” music from black musicians
their dedication to believing whatever they see written about him just proves their ignorance to me. If they haven’t taken the time to research the claims made about him then I just disregard their opinion🤧 I’ve really struggled with disengaging from people who hate Elvis but I’ve begun to learn that nothing we say as fans will change their opinion of him, and no matter what they say, it cannot change who we know he really was
and whenever I do see these people reference Priscilla’s book I’m like… did we read the same book? did y’all not see how 90-95% percent of that book praised who Elvis was? and do y’all not see how Priscilla still defends his actions to this day and says things like “he was the love of my life”? I’m just confused as to why these people think Priscilla wants Elvis to be “exposed” 😭
and like the majority of people who have written about Elvis, Priscilla’s book has the good, the bad, and the ugly, and I expect the film to be that way as well. However, I hope the good completely outweighs “the bad” and “the ugly” just as much as it did in Priscilla’s book
People always hyper-inflate the “bad” stories (of which there are very few) that are mentioned in Priscilla’s book. For example the story where when they were pillow fighting he accidentally gave her a black eye, which is also referenced now as proof that he “abused” her. But they won’t mention how Elvis profusely apologized and felt incredibly guilty, nor do they mention how Priscilla blamed the pills they were taking for Elvis’ temper in that moment, as opposed to Elvis himself
(excerpt from “Elvis and Me” by Priscilla Presley)
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I feel like a lot of anger has been misdirected towards Priscilla lately regarding stories like this but in all honesty you cannot blame her for people taking what she wrote out of context. I’ve seen some fans say that she is only out to make Elvis look bad but she very clearly states he was remorseful for the incident
Like I mentioned above, I think 90-95% of her book puts Elvis in a good light, and shows how truly good his character was
One of my personal favorite stories is the lasagna incident, where Priscilla insisted on cooking for the whole group and in her nerves for proving that she could do such a thing, she forgot to boil the noodles before assembling the dish 💀
and this story is just one out of dozens that show how sensitive Elvis was to Priscilla
(excerpt from “Elvis and Me” by Priscilla Presley)
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not to mention the very last paragraph of her book where she has nothing but good things to say about him… yet people who hate Elvis think this film, that is based on her book, will be out to “expose” him 😩?
(excerpt from “Elvis and Me” by Priscilla Presley)
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obviously we can only really speculate on what the film will be like but I’m just hoping and praying this film will be a massive disappointment to anyone who is thinking it will affirm their opinions about how Elvis “mistreated” Priscilla… that would heal my soul 😩 like if this film is just a total love letter to Elvis I will be laughing my way out of the theater lmaoo
at this point the only reason I’m not excited about this film is just because I don’t think it was done in a way that would reach it’s full potential. That recent review of it that came out of Reddit was kind of what I expected the film to be (lackluster, lacking depth and Jacob not really capturing Elvis’ essence… Coppola’s reasoning for casting Jacob was that since all the females in the audition room were enamored by him he must have had a similar charisma to Elvis but I just do not get that vibe😭 (no offense to Jacob stans)
as for what Lisa Marie would have thought of this film being made, I’d imagine she would act in a similar way to how Riley is. Supportive but not involved perhaps? This film is really Priscilla’s story. Not Elvis’ story, not Lisa Marie’s story etc. etc. so I don’t expect as many people in the Elvis world to be involved with it as they were with the 2022 film. Like I don’t expect to see Jerry Schilling doing interviews for this movie or girlfriend’s/friends of Elvis to give their review of it
I really really wish Lisa Marie was here, I miss her terribly and I still haven’t fully processed her passing, but I believe that Riley is doing everything her mother would have wanted, and I wish the best for her and her sisters 💗
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Hi there! First of all, I wanted to say how much I like your work!! As a black woman myself, its is so nice to see other women creating work that represents us and is so well written!
I saw you are accepting requests, and I wanted to ask if you could write about how the LateForWork!Couple met. Like how everything progressed and they fell in love with each other.
Thank you in advance and keep up with the amazing work beautiful <3
Wow! Thank you so much for your kind words!🤧it makes me feel so good knowing that black women are feeling represented in works of fiction. I’ll continue to do my best to represent every black woman out there.
And thanks for the request! I think the LFW couple would meet kind of through Taehyung/Jimin at a company meal. Jungkook’s more of an introvert here with reader/OC being naturally flirty and knowing exactly what they want.
I really enjoyed writing this and I hope you like it!
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Jungkook didn’t know how he kept letting Taehyung drag him to these meet ups. He didn’t know any of Taehyung’s coworkers or other friends outside of Jimin so he felt really awkward sitting at this table. He’d much rather be at home right now, maybe live streaming Little Nightmares 2 or cracking open the new Resident Evil game he had just received through pre order.
All Taehyung had to do was bribe him with promises of expensive beef and fancy desserts for him to leave the comfort of his home. Taehyung even managed to force him into a loose button up shirt just as Jungkook was about to throw on his signature hoodie. Goodness, that man was strong when he had a goal. At least Jungkook would get some free food today and maybe a sweet to take home so tonight wouldn’t be a total waste.
His face was practically glued to his phone, focus on clearing all of the jelly on this level of Candy Crush. He was down to 1 move and one more jelly square but there were no moves in that area that could help him! Urgh! And he didn’t want to uselessly use any of his power ups. Should he just lose his streak?
Just as he was about to move the candy, a hand came out of nowhere and did it for him. That move created a power up that triggered itself thus clearing the jelly and causing him to win the level. When the happy music played along with that little girl popping up to tell him he won, he couldn’t fight the smile on his face.
Then he realized that he didn’t make that move. Turning around, he was expecting to see Taehyung or Jimin but his mouth dropped at the sight of the person.
You were……what words could he use?
Beautiful? Gorgeous? Majestic? Attractive? Stunning? All of the above?
Your skin was dewy and effervescent, even the lights that lit up the restaurant paled in comparison to your glistening and dark skin. You looked like earth personified—graceful and cool and he just knew you sparkled when the sun hit you.
Your hair was in a half up half down style, claw clip holding it up, 2 locks of hair framed your face and were curled at the end. Your lashes were long and your full lips were shiny with gloss.
He couldn’t take his eyes off you, it was hard to look away when such a gem was standing before him. Could someone even be that exquisite in real life?
And when you smiled, he swore he heard angels singing in his ears.
“I hate when there’s only one move left yet nothing around it. I just know my FBI agent sees me throw a fit over it every day.”
His brain short circuited for a moment. Were you initiating conversation with him? About a game? Willingly? Oh god, is he getting pranked right now? He thought Ashton Kutcher was dead. Is he?
Stop thinking about possibly dead actors! There’s a pretty girl in front of you!
He cleared his throat. “Yeah. They must be concerned I’m having a mental breakdown because they advertised a therapist to me.” He actually shocked himself a little from how easily those words flowed out. Small talk with a stranger was not a specialty of his.
Your laugh was loud and a little goofy but so endearing, it made him chuckle as well.
“Candy Crush will do that to you. I wouldn’t be surprised if the creators opened a rehab for us.”
“It’ll just be us having group discussions on how bringing hazelnuts to the bottom has been affecting our ability to form positive relationships.”
He couldn’t believe how easy conversation was flowing between you two. For some reason, he didn’t feel pressured or nervous speaking to you. You just seemed so open and kind.
Who were you?
“Jungkook! I see you met one of my coworkers. She’s super hot, isn’t she? I told her to let me make her a model but she insists on staying in PR. Boring.” Jimin appeared out of nowhere like a jump scare, draping an arm over your shoulders. Jungkook’s face faltered a little. Jimin was the biggest flirt known to mankind. He could probably charm the pants off a dead person if he wanted to. If you knew him, and more importantly if you worked with him, you must have been on the opposite side of his flirting. Was it a possibility that you two were closer than coworkers?
But instead, you just rolled your eyes, moving his arm off of you.
“Save that talk for your next spread, Park. Don’t think I’ve forgotten that you still haven’t submitted your portfolio.”
Jimin’s smile never dropped despite your slightly cold attitude. He could tell you were just poking fun at him.
“Anyway, Jungkook, this is y/n. y/n, this is Jungkook.”
“I can introduce myself, thank you.” You said before pulling out the chair next to Jungkook and sitting down. That movement caused your perfume to flutter all around him—it was light but sweet like some kind of dessert.
Once you were settled, you turned your body to Jungkook, propping your elbow on the table to lean your cheek against it.
And the way your hooded eyes stared at him sent a harsh shiver from the top of his head all the way to his toes. He didn’t even notice Jimin’s smirk or how the man tip toed away to gossip to his favorite buddy.
“I’m y/n.”
He opened his mouth but no sound came out. He didn’t know why his throat felt dry all of a sudden.
Oh great, he could chat with you about mobile games and FBI agents but getting his name out was difficult?
Clearing his throat, he forced out his name, voice cracking a little at the end. Embarrassment rushed through his body, heat rising to his ears and he was grateful his hair was long enough to cover them.
You must think he was a dork now.
You giggled, your eyelashes fluttering and making his heart weak.
“Nice to meet you.”
He shyly nodded. “You too.”
“Sorry about Jimin. He’s like that at work too.”
Jungkook pushed his hair back with one hand, not noticing how your eyes followed the motion. “At least you only have to work with him. Imagine knowing him since childhood.”
You pressed your hand against your chest in faux distress. “How awful. I could only imagine the pain you endure daily.”
Wow. You were so easy to talk to. He had completely forgotten about his phone, tucking it into his pocket to finally have a rest.
Eventually, food and drinks began flowing. Taehyung and Jimin joined you two at the table but not even they could pop the bubble that you’ve formed.
Jungkook could barely focus on his food. You had his full attention, holding onto every word and laugh that fell from your lips. He found you to be witty but also humble, not afraid to poke a little fun at Taehyung and Jimin who just laughed right along with you.
You were mesmerizing. He almost hated blinking if it meant your beautiful face left his sight.
And when you would turn your attention back to him, not realizing that you’ve never left his, you’d send him a flirty wink and coy smile that would send his blood pressure through the roof from how his heart would stutter and race. If a doctor was listening with a stethoscope right now, they’d think the organ was giving out on him.
“So how’d you end up here?” You asked after taking a sip of your drink.
He sighed, eyes going over to the other side of the table where Taehyung was showing Jimin something on his phone but the man was so drunk that he was holding it upside down. And Jimin probably didn’t even notice, laughing as if he could understand the upside down photo. “Taehyung dragged me here. Said I need to start getting out more and I can’t waste my youth playing games all day. He keeps pushing me to date but I’m not that interested right now.”
Well, that was before. Now, however, he was starting to change that view.
You hummed, using your chopsticks to eat a piece of meat, chewing carefully and swallowing before speaking again.
“Does it make you happy?”
That was a question he didn’t hear people ask him often. Well, in a genuine way. He’d normally hear it rhetorically. He’s heard it come from his parents more times than he could count, followed by a lecture that he’d drown out.
He blinked a few times. Gaming did make him happy. He appreciated the hard work creators put into each frame, the adrenaline he got from jump scares, and the accomplishment from completing one. “Yeah….it does.”
“Then that’s what matters. Who cares if someone else feels like you’re wasting your life? It’s yours. You can’t be focused too much on what others want for you. You’ll only neglect your own self.”
Wow.
“Then again, we should thank Taehyung from forcing you out tonight.”
He tilted his head. He would absolutely never do that but he was intrigued by your suggestion. “Really? Why?”
You didn’t say anything, just gazed at him with those captivating eyes and he knew exactly what you meant.
Maybe he should thank Taehyung.
As the night came to a close, he helped escort Taehyung to his car. Jimin had left a little earlier with a person you identified as one of the newest members of management. Apparently, they were kind of resistant to Jimin’s flirting at first but had crumbled after about 4 months of Jimin trying and trying. Jungkook recalls Jimin speaking about this person, claiming he was in love with them and would respectfully shoot his shot whenever possible.
That left Jungkook with a drunk Taehyung and you were helping your coworker who lived in the same apartment building as you.
Jungkook didn’t just want to see you walk away. Who knows if he’d ever see you again? And he refused to ask Jimin or Taehyung for your number. The teasing would never end.
“Hey…..wait.” He called out to you after practically dumping Taehyung in the back seat. You had parked right in front of his car and were buckling your roommate’s seatbelt who was slumped over asleep.
You turned to him after closing the passenger door, your eyes locking in with his.
There was that nervousness again but he swallowed it down. He couldn’t chicken out now! Not when you’d been getting along so well this evening.
“Um…..look, if you don’t mind, could I have your number? Maybe we can hang out sometime.”
You eyed him up and down but not in a checking him out kind of way. It was like you were analyzing him, finding every little crack in his personality that you could.
He honestly felt a little vulnerable. Why weren’t you speaking? Hadn’t tonight gone well? Was he just trying his luck and you’re already dating someone? Oh god, were you just being nice and he took it as you flirting with him?! Assumptions really were dangerous.
He was about to apologize and roll under his car to stay there until the end of time before you finally spoke.
“I’m not a maybe type of woman, Jungkook.” You spoke bluntly.
His mouth dropped a little in shock. Not necessarily because of your blunt tone but because you were just his fucking type. You knew what you wanted and that was his cup of tea.
You didn’t wait for him to respond, rounding your car to open the driver’s side. He just watched you with doe eyes and a funny feeling swirling in his tummy.
However, before you got in, you said,
“I don’t wait around.”
And on his drive home with a snoring Taehyung in the back, he thought one thing….
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When you arrived at work Monday morning, it was to a bunch of people surrounding your desk. That wasn’t really out of the ordinary since people often got their assignments of the day from you.
What was out the ordinary though?
The huge bouquet of flowers that sat just in the middle of your desk, the colors vivid and the arrangement looking larger than your desk.
Your coworkers chatted excitedly about the flowers as you approached but you ignored them. Instead, you reached for the little card on a plastic stand just nestled between the blooms.
You had to bite your lip to fight your smile but you couldn’t fight the feeling that was rising in your chest.
I don’t either.
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reallyromealone · 2 years
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Hey!! It's me again, and I think you must be tired of me by now, but I can't help it. I liked the result of what you wrote for me, but it just made me curious, so can I ask for a sequel? Something like the Bonten men on the official game day of the reader man and see him interacting with other players? Maybe the male reader is part of Nekoma and their game is against Fukurodani or Karasuno and Mikey can meet his son's boyfriend (I'm between Kenma and Kuroo but it's up to you) and also his energetic friends being a protective but also gentle father?
All in all, I hope you're having a good start to the week, so be careful author-kun! Drink water and feed, I'm watching! ;)
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I would love to and I am never tired of you my dude and this is wonderful and again HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME CHOOSE SUCH A HARD CHOICE! 🤧😭
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(name) woke up extra early, getting ready for the match today as he put his out-game uniform on and eating breakfast and by time he was ready to go his dad's were just waking up and looking at him confused "why so early bud?" Kaku said stretching and groaning at his bones popping as (name) tilted his head "it's my game today?"
Then it clicked, that was already do soon?
"Well get there safe and remember ---"
"Keep the bracelet on" (name) finished as he held up a fabric bracelet with a tracker in it, smiling softly and his dad's relaxed just a bit as he left with his gym bag to school.
God he was so pumped!
The driver dropped him out front of Nekoma where his team was waiting for him and a few others and smiled giddily when he saw him; Kenma.
They had been going out not long after (name) joined and God was he smitten for the pretty setter.
Though he would rather die then let his dad's know.
They were over protective as it was.
" 'zume!" (Name) said softly as he wrapped arms around the quiet second year, Kenma pausing his game to look at his boyfriend "hey..." The pudding head said with a soft smile and eventually everyone showed and loaded up on the bus, (name) resting his head on his boyfriend's shoulder through the ride and watching him play while the team chatted away.
The Bonten men covered their tattoos and wore inconspicuous clothes to blend in better as designer suits would have them sticking out like sore thumbs.
Mikey just wore what he usually did.
When the game started the Bonten men were front row, watching in awe as their kid played and his team lay waste to the opponent.
They always looked at the boy in awe at how seriously he took this game.
By time the game ended, Nekoma decimated the other team and (name) was so excited that he barely comprehended himself kissing Kenma on the cheek happily.
Infront of his dad's.
"Did he just..."
"Is he dating..."
"That little bastard"
(Name) ran to his dad's excitedly after he cleaned up "you guys came! Did you have fun?!" (Name) was practically vibrating with joy as his dad's congratulated him before shifting the conversation"so whose the boy you kissed"
"Eh?"
"Whose the boy you kissed b u d d y"
(Name) sighed and looked at the men who wore tight smiles "he's not anyone suspicious, he's really nice and treats me well so please don't scare him off..." (Name) mumbled and looked at his dad's pleadingly and damn.
They couldn't say no to their kid like this.
"We promise not to make him piss himself" Kakucho said as the other men nodded in agreement albeit begrudgingly and (name) perked up before running to get the so called boyfriend.
When they looked at Kenma everyone but Mikey had a similar thought.
'in a weird way, he looks like Mikey'
"This is my boyfriend Kenma, Kenma these are my dad's: Mikey, Ran, Rindō, Sanzu, Kakucho, Takeomi, Mochi and Kokonoi" (name) introduced and Kenma bowed to them "nice to meet you" he said quietly and fidgeted at their stares but didn't back down, the men watching as (name) doted on him lovingly.
"What year are you Kenma?" Takeomi asked the pudding boy "ah second year sir"
"What are your intentions with (name)?" Mochi asked "to be his boyfriend and take care of him"
The men practically interragated the second year until (name) stopped them as they had to go back to the bus.
"So you really have eight dad's?" Kenma asked his boyfriend who nodded sheepishly "yeah, they found me abandoned and kind of just kept me"
"They seem like good dad's"
"They are and they really liked you!"
"How could you tell?"
'because you would be dead'
"I know how they are, they just worry ya know?"
"Hm"
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princesslachimolala · 7 months
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The Bangtan GC📱
2. Matching tattoos✒️
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Synopsis: you (yn 🦊) are in a members-only group chat with BTS💜
Pairings: platonic! ot7 x gn! reader
Warnings: mention of a tattoo needle
Authors note: gender neutral (gn) reader so read the honorific’s as they apply to you, short filler of what I imagine the conversation between bangtan was like when they decided to get matching tattoos with yn’s contribution… but I realised it was kinda pointless since they couldn’t get their 7 tattoo since this is part of the 8th member of bangtan series so… yeah. Hope you enjoy regardless 💖
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🐰: soooo I did a thing…
🐨: oh no, this’ll be good🙄
🐹: what did you do kook-ah??
🐻: the suspense 🥴
🐥: this better be good I was just peacefully building my Lego and now I’m anxious
🐱: I was sleeping and you all keep buzzing my phone
🐰: I got another tattoo!!
🐿: wow JK!! What did you get??
🐨: that’s hardly a surprise kook but if it makes you happy I’m happy👍🏻
🐥: where’s yn-ie, they’re usually the first to reply…
🦊: I’m with kook minie🫶🏻
🐰: yn noona/hyung came with me! But I have another surprise…
🐥: omg you got matching tattoos?? Yn-ie you said that we were gonna do that 🥹
🐹: my baby petal is tattooed???
🐻: last to know everything these days😔
🦊: everyone calm down I didn’t get a tattoo today
🦊: oppa/hyung… you know I already have a tattoo you said it was pretty 🥴 and we will one day minie 🫶🏻
🐿: what’s your other surprise jk?!
🐰: my tattoo artist likes to chat and he suggested a cool idea
🐻: which is??
🐰: don’t say no right away please
🐱: no promises kook-ah
🦊: here him out guys it’s a good idea!!
🐥: we’re listening kookie🫶🏻
🐰: so the concept of matching tattoos…
🐹: yes?🤨
🐰: how would you all feel if we got a matching tattoo together?
🐹: like a real tattoo? with a real needle?🤧
🐰: yeah…
🐥: sounds cool Kook! What would we get though?
🐻: I like it too!!
🐨: hmm could be cool i guess…
🐿: I dunno JK😅 I might be with hyung on this one
🐰: majority rules 🧑🏻‍⚖️ matching tattoos it is🙏🏻
🐹: yn agrees with you?!
🦊: I think it would be cute Jinnie oppa/hyung
🦊: what about you Yoongi oppa/hyung?
🐱: what the maknaes want the maknaes get… we all know this by now… there’s no point in arguing with them
🐰: on a real… I know tattoos aren’t for everyone and I don’t wanna force anyone into a tattoo they’ll regret so we don’t have to 😅
🐹: Ah kook-ah… you’re very hard to say no to🙄
🐿: hyung!! Don’t abandon me now!!
🐹: I’m a weak man Hobah
🐥: is that a yes hyung??
🐹: i guess so🤧
🐨: what would this tattoo be anyway??🤔
🐰: I was thinking something small… the number 8? Since there’s 8 of us?
🐱: that’s kinda cool
🐨: nice and simple jk👍🏻
🐱: Hobah?? You in?
🐿: I guess I’ll need to be😅
🦊: it’s okay oppa/hyung… we’ll all be together at the tattoo shop and the needles aren’t even that big or scary🫶🏻
🐻: I guess a small tattoo won’t take too long 🤔
🦊: we can hold hands too🫶🏻
🐻: I don’t need you to hold my hand yn-ie🙄
🦊: I was talking to Hobi oppa/hyung🙄
🐻: so what your saying is you don’t even wanna hold my hand?🙄
🦊: well you don’t wanna hold mine so what’s your point🙄
🐹: yah stop bickering or I’ll make everyone all hold hands🙏🏻
🐿: thanks yn-ie that might actually be helpful😅
🦊: nice to know I’m appreciated 🙏🏻
🐻: you can hold my foot then if it makes you feel better
🦊: why would that make me feel better 🥴
🐰: so will I say to my tattoo artist??
🐱: go ahead JK… we can all look at designs and decide what suits everyone best
🐨: kind of excited now
🦊: then we can get matching sparkle tattoos jiminie✨
🐥: ooh I like that!!
🐰: I want matching sparkle tattoos🥹
🐹: yah I want to match with baby petal too!
🦊: you can join in kookie!!
🦊: Jinnie we can get our own matching tattoo! What about about a flower petal design?
🐹: I love that baby petal, look at our private chat🙏🏻
🐥: keeping secrets in your private chat?
🐹: we’re discussing the design 🙏🏻
🐻: so this sparkle tattoo… can it be for the maknaes to match?
🦊: yes Tae Tae🙏🏻
🐻: thanks baby petal🥺
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A/n: I think the dynamics are becoming more obvious between yn and the other members… they have them all wrapped around their finger (especially Jin) and has a bit of a sibling rivalry with Tae lol, it’s all love tho🫶🏻
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Fae princes au (love me or hate me I'm making them Yandere 🤧 🤪)
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(Yandere fae princes cuz I'm board)
When she runs away
❄ Jesse ❄
•He'll be between angry and scared. He'll freeze everything and everyone having the cold force them to tell him where his sweet darling is. He'll have a ice storm freeze things, hale stroms on the rise, roads froze to where it's hard to walk so eventually He'll sit in his kingdom of snow and ice as a blizzard is taking place because his emotions are kinda tied to his powers (like Elsa)
•Once she returns he's sitting on his throne smirking as if almost a smug look "Hello my ❄ snowflake you gave everyone quite a scare but now your back I'm thrilled your back to me safe and sound. " His cold finger caressed her cheek sending a actual shiver and chill down her spine. "As for this little game of yours thank goodness it's over..did you have fun my snow princess? Did you get everything out of your system? "
•Will punish her but not to harshly he'll keep her warm as she is a summer fairy and will possibly get sick or worse "Now my snow angel what did you learn darling? "
•Will have her locked away in his room or in a Cage made of ice until he's done with his royal duties of the day.
"I'm not cruel darling I'm looking out for you. " "I did it because I care about you angel I love you that's why I froze half the whole kingdom until I found you." "I'll never let you go I'll cause a Strom and freeze hell over before I let you go. " "I only cause blizzard or Strom when I'm upset you don't want to make me upset do you princess? "
🌙Aaron Z 🌙
•He's obsessed with her so when the guards said she's gone he is engulfed with rage and s u d d e n l y the once bright sunny day turns dark like an eclipse.
•He'll have hundreds if not thousands of soldiers to look for one fairy princess of the sun, his princess of the sun, the light of his life that was so dark and, lonely he couldn't lose her be can't lose her!
•When she thinks she's escaped his dark wings cast a eclipse over her as he pins her "Did you really think I'd let you get away from me that fast my sunlight?" He'll keep her locked away in a dark place since sunlight is how she gets her powers.
•He'll take her with him everywhere he goes so she doesn't plan to leave him and he won't let any sunlight in but it hurts him when she doesn't have her power or isn't glowing as much "If you behave starlight I'll let you go outside today. " "I did this because you stole my heart and I can't let you go that easily so that's why you are here..my sunlight. "
• He'd also move her to his room so she doesn't run away or anything. He'll hold her close to him, kiss her, have his big wings dark as night wrap around them so he can look at her and her alone smiling at him "My starlight one day you'll realize and see that I did this because I love you." "My moonlight I love you I can never let you go you and I are meant to be together you and me forever I'll never let you go..my starlight. "
🍂🍁Robaire 🍁🍂
•Boy oh boy he'll have the leaves blow in the wind like it's a tornado. He'll have the leaves go from bright cheerful colors to looking welted and crumble and the cool wind goes really cold as well.
•He'd have the leave find her and bring her back he's upset but happy she's back to him in his arms. He'll of course have a cold look in his eyes while having a warm smile on his face "Oh darling I'm so glad you are back I was deeply worried ."
•He will follow her around and when he's busy he'll have his court watch her if she escape again they suffer great unspeakable things with the help of Jesse and his snow court.
He'll put his court in deep fear having them search for her once they do be sits on his throne smiling at her arrival "Princess! My spring flower why did you run away like that?" "Why did you run away my rose you had me worried sick don'tever leave my side again!" "My beautiful flower you know that I love you..so much that I can't let you go I C A N `T L E T Y O U G O~! My beautiful flower. "
•Will have her sitting on his lap and kiss her telling her t h a t h e w i l l m a r r y h e r. No matter what he'll keep her with him at all times once summer is over he's going to be really busy so he has her tag along but of course she tries to escape only for him to find her "Now my beautiful flower did you really think I'd let you go that easily? Did you think you could leave me just like that..my beautiful rose?" "I'm only acting like this because I deeply love you no one else can have you my darling you must stay here other wise no one will have a pleasant autumn everything won't look beautiful if I'm angry or upset..now my darling you don't want to make me angry or upset by misbehavingandrunning away..do you? "
🌸🌹Tae Young 🌹🌸
•No one would have suspected him the most cheerful and polite happy sweet prince of spring to have a dark side to him. He'll have all flowers look as if they been through a harsh winter season if she leaves his once beautiful flower garden will have wilted dead flowers and thrones everywhere.
•He'll wilter every flower in the whole spring court until he finds her. Every where he goes flowers dies out and his pink pretty out fits has a dark brown wilted colors on them, his cheery self will fade away, his bright eyes will look dark and dull until he finds his wallflower.
•He's sad but also upset every flower across the kingdom is dead and will remain that way until she is returned which she is and he brighten up again and once again everything is in full bloom roses blossoms back, the court looks beautiful instead of gloomy again, He's happy having his darling back in his arms and to prevent her from runny away he ties her up with a vine "Now my beautiful Lilly you can never escape and leave me again."
•Will shower her in flowers and kisses telling her "My beautiful flower your as beautiful as the lillies I grew last year's spring Oh how beautiful you are laying her in a bed of pink roses I love you so much princess. " He has a flower crown made for her 24/7 and has her tied up in vines with flowers blooming from them.
"You look like a beautiful stone statue like that..your as beautiful as a field of flowers, your beauty shines like marble."
•Has definitely done crazy things like wrapping a vine around her neck having thrones coming out of them if she said she was leaving him "What was that my darling blossom?" "I've told you darling you can't escape, you won't escape, I know you won't escape because I refuse to let you go and I love you too much for you to let me go I cant let you go my love..I w o n ' t l e t y o u!"
☀️Aaron T ☀️
•Quickly starts to panic that his lover ran away. But he's willing to have it be hot really hot! Summer will be more hot and rainy because she's gone, he'll have it dark and cloudy outside and so his subjects fear him because of his temper.
•The once happy sunny prince is dark and gloomy similar to Tae Young he'll change everything it'll be warm one moment then hot as hell the next. Once he finds her he's over joyed and he locks her away but won't let anyone near her.
•He will trap her if she tries to escape from him and he will never let beer back out unless he feels like he can trust her again. "Baby I love you..why..why do always try to leave me?!" When she refuse to eat he'll pin her to whatever and force feed her "No wonder your like this your not being fed properly! "
•He'll make sure she's well fed and taken care of by the maids and He'll keep her with him at all times "Oh my beautiful sunshine I love you so much I just can't lose you again it'll hurt me too much." "If you ever leave again I'll never be the same darling I will destroy all things in my way." He'll say anything to keep her "Baby you don't understand I must have you, I have to be with you otherwise people will suffer we don't want that do we my sunlight? "
•A happy prince until his darling try to leave of course he's killed others who tried to as he puts it steal, take , or influence his darling to leave him or reject him or his love. "Baby listen he had to go I can't have bad influence in my court nor can I allow others to take you away from me darling but don't worry about a thing I'll take care of it all of it I swear my love."
That's it guys! @kunitart art is theirs
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mobolanz · 5 months
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Happy birthday to Evelyn! 🥳 I actually have a question 👀 How does she celebrate and feel about her birthday? Does she usually gets any gifts from Reiner? If so, what was her favourite gift ever?
Now allow me to get ready for the party.
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Omgggg that's a great one! Also is the Vulpix gif a throwback to me mentioning that had she been a Pokémon it'd be this or what- (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)
So for your questions!
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How does she feel about it?
So Evelyn remembered her ones during life back at the mansion being treated as so big and incredible and well anticipated... but maybe as big as it really can be in a space like that after all. She hoped she could remember it having more people than it really did and all of them were familiar faces of people that just worked there. Not going anywhere either despite it being in plannings every year.
Nowdays, she tries to not make a fuss out of it, in some instance even forgot it all together. Simply felt like getting her hair done a special way today and maybe add up some accessory. Not openly stating it or expecting anything from her current family either way since knowing them they'd probably ask her 'oh just how old are you 5? ' as in ,,mockingly.
Almost overwhelmed by surprise when someone wants to do something for it. Like, would actually bother and not consider it a waste. Give her anything or take her somewhere. They have their own day after all! Still it's in a good way, she's really thankful for that, and already thinking on what should she get them in their time, while enjoying it to it's own.
Any gifts from Reiner?
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It has a range. For a starter since she's awfully quiet about it, once actually realizing what this day is - Reiny can't help feel like it's a shame since that leaves him to a "rushed" resort of spotting a classic choice of good jewelry and getting her just that. Like he could do much more had he known earlier, get her anything at all make sure it's great and really match it to her needs and personality. Even if just by the end of the day or morning after.
That said, it being a strong sign of genuine care and also that he knows her well enough to see it'd be to her liking to choose it first is already endearing enough for her she can't help it. Actually even worrying he really bothered to THAT level 'but it wasn't too costly now was it...?' . Which he either way dismisses as nonsense argument with an ambiguous argument of "my budget allowed me just perfectly". Worth the smile she just couldn't wipe off even then.
Following birthdays have that too since it's already known enough she loves jewelries after all and cherishes it in any shape type and color; and let's herself put them on in public. But also more practical additions (one includes a small stand to actually place all her previous jewellery on 😆) , and more on the classic side a bouquet 💐 🤧 maybe even bring her somewhere , just them both really
Her favourite one would be... non-related to birthday ones don't count right? So I'd say,,, she has hard time picking. Maybe she'd say the one she just got this year every time, showcasing it gets better and better each year 🥰(⁠ノ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ノ⁠*⁠.⁠✧
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Did you ever watch Idina Menzel (my sweet, beautiful talented queen)'s documentary, 'Idina Menzel: Which Way to the Stage?' It had me on an emotional roller coaster! If you haven't watched it and you have access to Disney+, then I recommend you watch it, please, and let me know what you think. I think you'll like it! Awe-inspiring, surprising, sweet, sad at some points (especially towards the end)... Babe had a bit of a hard life growing up and was a struggling artist. But look at where she is now and where she started... 🥹🤧🥹 All of that goes to me saying this: I hope Lin-Manuel Miranda drops a documentary similar to what she did, but it's about how 'In the Heights' and 'Hamilton' came about since those are his two most well known musicals. 'Freestyle Love Supreme' needs to be mentioned at some points too! Anyways, I would love to snippets of see his thinking process from writing the lyrics to singing demos to off Broadway, etc. A little bit about Moana too even though we already got quite a lot of clips in 2016 already. And Encanto. I want to get inside this creative music composer's head!
I feel like I have so much more to say, but then it'll become a essay of useless words about my never-ending love for these two beautiful humans.
hiiiii!
so i just came here to say that i finished watching the documentary & honestly, the amount of tears i've cried is insane. for someone who didn't know much about idina, i feel like this movie was a great way to start & i would definitely recommend it to everyone. she's literally so cool & down to earth! her love for her son & her husband also made me feel so emotional, she is such a great mom & it shows. i've been literally taking notes because i feel like i have so much to say... i actually mostly knew her from rent (it's one of my favourite musicals), so it's no surprise that every mention of this show & jonathan larson made me cry (especially when she was singing "no day but today", dear lord...). one thing about me is that i've never had a chance to see/listen to wicked (please don't be mad, it's on my list, i swear!), i only knew "defying gravity", because of course, but right now it's something that i definitely need to check out (look what you made me do). sorry for being super chaotic lol i can't control my emotions right now.
with that being said, i will be the happiest & the most annoying person on earth if lin ever drops a documentary like this (i know we had one about freestyle love supreme & i love it with all my heart, but like you said, we need one about his whole life & career). all those interviews with him that i saw will never be enough for me, i need to see more & more... he's so inspiring & i could listen to him talk forever, so yes, please, i need this to happen asap! :(
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loubouskz · 2 years
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coming back
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seo changbin x gn!reader
(they/them pronouns used)
description: words make people leave, but usually not forever. losing the one you love. forever. why did it have to happen to changbin? was it a dream? it has to be. everything had a to a dream or it isn't real. they here with me. it makes no sense.
warnings: angst, car accident, death of major character, depression, alcohol(drink responsibly please), grieving, description of panic attack, sadness, just sad.
wc: 3.7k
a/n: I really made myself sad writing this....but I hope doesn't make you as sad and that you enjoy this. I'm sorry in advance!🤧😶‍🌫️
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why did I say that when I knew I shouldn’t have. I ran outside and tried to get the car, but they were already gone. shit. I quickly ran back inside and picked up my phone from the coffee table. I went my contacts and clicked of their name. bringing my phone my ear. come on answer the phone. it was to voicemail. “fuck.” I said, before hearing the beep. 
“y/n, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said the things I said. It was wrong of me and I was totally out of place. please drive safe, don’t drive if you’re about to have a panic attack or if your too angry. I don’t want anything to happen to you. if you think we need a break, I understand. just know that I do truly love you. please be safe.” I said before ending the call. I ran my fingers through my hair, letting out a angry cry. I sat on the floor and just replayed our fight we had.
that was 4 years ago, no one has seen y/n. no call. no sightings of them, no car. the search for them lasted half a year before slowing into almost nothing. friends and family have came to the thought of them being dead, but everyone are wrong. y/n is going to show up and be okay. I knew them better than anyone. they always talked about wanting to move away without telling anyone where they were going. y/n always said that I was going to go with them but then our fight happened and now I don’t know where they are. y/n is okay, they’re not dead. they can’t be.
I woke up to my alarm going off. I sleepily turned it off and got out of bed. I walked into the bathroom and splashed water on my face before taking a look at myself in the mirror. messy bed head, sleepy eyes with dark circles. I sighed as I did my other bathroom duties. I walked back into my bedroom, feels empty still to this day without y/n. I made my way over to my dresser and got dressed for work. 
“hey changbin, how are you feeling today?” chan asked as I walked into the dance practice room. “okay, I went to bed late last night. I dreamt of y/n last night and had a hard tine staying asleep.” I said, putting my stuff on the table. “I’m sorry about that bin.” he said, patting my back before walking over to minho. I looked down at my phone and smiled at my wallpaper. a photo of y/n and I. them leaning into me, while I kissed them on the top of the head. I sat my phone down and walked over to the rest of the boys to stretch. today felt like it was going to be an extra long day and I wasn’t ready for it.
meetings, productioning, working out, dancing. interviews. the day kept going with my thoughts entering every time I wasn’t busy. I could tell the boys were seeing how my mood was falling throughout the day. 
sighing for what it felt like the millionth time. chan looked over to jisung with a look I could care less about. I just go home and wait for y/n like always. maybe they’ll answer the phone today. I didn’t realize I was looking down staring at my feet, zoned out. till something made me jump. I looked up to see chan right in front of me.
“are you sure you’re doing okay man?” chan asked with a worried look on his face. “yeah, I just keep thinking about y/n, a lot more than usual.” I said, messing my rings. chan sighed, “changbin. it’s been 4 years without hearing or seeing them. I think it’s time for you to accept that y/n isn’t coming back. that they’re most likely gone. forever.” chan said sadly. I took a sharp breathe as I felt tears prick to my eyes. I started shaking and shook my head no. jisung pulled me into a hug. that’s when I broke down into tears. “if they are, then y/n’s death would be my fault.” I cried out in jisung’s shoulder. “no it wouldn’t changbin. I know you two had a fight but we don’t know what happened after that.” jisung said, patting my head as I continued to sob. though his words were firm and loud, they didn’t meet my ears. my brain kept saying over and over, ‘it’s your fault.' making me cry even louder.
one more dance practice and the day will be over. “changbin you keep messing up the same move. try to focus.” minho said, I met his eyes in the mirror and nodded. the chorus of the song started over, I watched as our manager pick up the phone to answer a call in the corner of the room. I watched as his eyes widened before he calmed his expression quickly. we watched as he left the room. “they probably forgot to add something to our schedule again.” jeongin laughed out, making the rest of them laugh too. but at the same time, something didn’t feel right.
“boys we need to have a last minute meeting.” our manager said, guiding us the one of the meeting rooms. we all sat down at the table, waiting for what news to come. “this is going to be quick, but you guys are going on a week ‘break’.” he said, putting air quotations on the word break. “there isn't an easy way to say this but police found y/n’s car in the lake just right outside of town.” he said. I felt my world stop and my body numb in seconds. “they found remains in their car too. they need to identify if it is y/n.” he continued. the room was spinning. I’m going to throw up. I abruptly stood up, knocking the chair I was sitting in on the floor. everyone looked at me, I saw chan’s lips moving but I heard nothing. I shook my head and ran out the room.
I need to get home or somewhere that isn’t here.
bad dream. it’s a bad dream. I’ll wake up any moment. I kept telling myself that, running out the building and down the road. y/n’s gone. the one I saw spending the rest of my life with. the love of my life. I kept running till my legs gave in under me. I fell forward in the dirt, on my hands and knees with heavy breathing and just staring at the ground. car in the lake. dead. forever. I dug my fingers in the dirt and screamed my lungs out. my mind clouded over with questions that could never be answered. no happy ending. I sat up and looked up at the sky with blurry vision. 
“why! why did you take them from me!” I screamed out like anyone was going to hear. I looked back down and gave a ground one good punch. 
then I noticed were I was. the small quiet park that was way pasted my house and the dorms. the one I used to take y/n to. I felt my heart break even more. I felt my body closing in my itself. I laid down in the dirt. I felt like I couldn’t hold up my body. I just stared at the trees, the playground, and the flower bushes. crying, that’s all I could do. just cry.
what felt like hours, i just laid there. 
“changbin where are you taking me?” y/n asked as they walked beside me. i turned my head to them and smiled. “I think you know where.” I said. “is it the park?” y/n asked as their eyes light up. “yes it is.” I said, grabbing their hand and kissing it. “i’m going on the swings first! will you use me binnie?” they asked. “of course, why wouldn’t I.” I said as we finally made it to the park. y/n ran ahead of me, dragging me with them as they got to the swings.
they sat down and started to lightly swing. I smiled and walked around behind them. grabbing the cold metal chains, pulling back the swing. pushing it once it was high enough. hearing them laugh, making my smile hard at their voice. “hey changbin, guess what?” they said before going back in the air. “what?” I asked as they came back. “I love you.” they said quickly before going back up. feeling my heart skip a beat. they said it first. as they came back, I grabbed the swing making it swing side to side. “ah!” y/n said, hanging on tight. I wrapped arms around their neck and turned their head to me. I kissed their lips. strawberry lip balm on the their lips. “I love you too.” I whispered to them after I pulled away.
I finally had the energy to get back up. not knowing what time it was, I began my slow walk to the dorm. not having the heart to walk to a home that was meant for two. the sidewalk empty, the night sky still dark, and street lamps shining. I entered the building and went up to the level we live on. I got to the door and remembered I don’t have my keys or phone. I knocked on the door, hoping someone was up. very quickly the door swung open to a worried jisung. “chan, hyunjin! he’s here!” he called back into the apartment as he opened it enough for me to enter.
I hardly made it through the doorway when chan pulled me into the bone crushing hug. “where were you?” he asked when he pulled away. “at the park.” I answered, taking off my shoes. hyunjin rubbed my back to clean off the dirt. “you’ve been gone for 5 hours. it’s 3am.” jisung said. “okay. I just want to sleep guys, okay.” I said, pulling away from all them and going to my room. “alright. if you need one of us, we’ll be in our rooms.” hyunjin says. I nodded and walked down the hall to my room.
I closed to door and sighed. I looked around my room and saw my phone on the night stand. I walked over to my bed and got in. not even bothering changing before getting under the covers. I grabbed one of my pillows and held it tightly to my chest. 
“one day there is going to be a ring right here.” I said pointing to said finger, making y/n smile. “really? we’ve been together for 3 years. how many more till then?” they asked. I just shrugged my shoulders with a smile. “we are going to have a small wedding with all our friends. honeymoon to wherever you choose. then after a few years made a kid or two if we see fit.” i said, holding them close in my embrace. “oh, you’ve really thought about this?” they laughed out. I nodded and placed my hand on their cheek.
“I love you. your the love of my life. you’re the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.” I said, kissing them. y/n hummed into the kiss and grabbed the back of my neck as the kiss turned into to a make out scene. they pulled away and looked at me with so much love in their eyes.
“make love to me seo changbin.” they said.
I shot up out of bed. did I fall asleep? I can’t tell. I grabbed my phone and looked at the time. 4am. it’s only been an hour? I got up from bed and deceived to go get something to drink. I entered the kitchen and opened up the fridge. milk, orange juice, water…I bent down and at the bottom shelf. 4 bottles of soju. I quickly grabbed one and went to open it.
taking a big gulp of the stinging liquor, before downing the bottle, I grimaced at the taste but went to go get a second bottle. very quickly all four bottles were gone. I sat on the floor against the cabinet. I laughed bitterly as I remembered I bought a ring. a waste of fucking money.
“hello how can help you?” a nice woman said as she walked over to me. “yes, I’m going for an engagement ring for my partner.” I said with a proud smile. “yes! they are right over here. what ring size are they?” she said as she walked over to the beautiful rings. I told her the size and also I didn’t really had a limit on price. I waited as she pulled out all sorts of rings. “all of them are very beautiful.” I told her “yes but only will be special enough.” she told me. 
40 minutes of taking my time of looking at rings. then one finally caught my eye. a very simple ring. their birthstone as the center and two white diamonds on each side. it made me instantly think of y/n. I pointed to the ring and said that’s the one. the lady smiled and helped me check out.
I hid the box in my desk, in one of the compartments. where I kept meaningless wires and miscellaneous items where I know they won’t look.
“changbin?” I heard, waking me from my daze. the kitchen light was now turned on but I couldn’t make out who was in front of me. “I bought a ring for y/n you know. I was going to marry them.” I said with tears in my eyes as I hiccupped. “changbin.” they said again as they walked over to me. “now it’s a useless ring.” I said as they helped me up. “did you drink each bottle we had?” the person asked me. I shrugged my shoulders as they put one of my arms over their shoulder.
“let’s get you to bed changbin.” he said as we walked back to my room.
the person helped to bed and under the covers. “thanks whoever you are.” I slurred. “I’m chan, changbin.” he said, tucking me in. I nodded my head as I felt my head become heavy, more drunk then I’ve ever been. “try to get more sleep changbin.” he said, turning off the light. he was about to exited as I quickly at up. “where’s y/n?” I asked, looking around the room. chan froze, his head hung down. “their gone changbin. remember what our manager said earlier.” he said with a sad tone. “no they aren’t.” I said, trying to get out of bed.
chan rushed to the bed. “no changbin.” he said firmly. “no I need to find y/n.” I said, fighting to get out of the bed. chan called my name again but I ignored him. “they’re probably scared.” I said. “changbin! y/n. is. dead.” chan said as tears in his eyes. I stopped and stared into chan’s. “they're gone binnie. y/n isn't coming back.” he said as the tears fell down his cheeks. then everything hit me a 2nd time. car. lake. y/n. 
I bursted into tears as chan pulled me into his chest. 
chan held on to his friend till he fell asleep in his arms. he carefully laid changbin down on his pillow and tucked him once again. he walked over to the door and took one last look at changbin. chan felt his own heart breaking at the state that changbin was in. changbin was already walking on a thin line with egg shells. with the news, it broke that line and now he was falling into the dark bottomless pit below. that he doesn’t know if changbin can climb out of. he can only hope for the best.
“changbin! changbin!” he said a voice say. he turned over with the cold sweats, his own body still trying to waking up. “changbin!” they yelled louder, making him sit up in bed. he was breathing heavily, he looked around the room. he was back in his house. “hey binnie, you’re okay.” he turned his head to his left and saw y/n. he nearly had a heart attack. moving away from them, almost sacred like.
“y/n. you’re alive? or am I dead?” he said, checking his own body. “changbin, you were just having a nightmare.” they explained, pushing my hair from my face. he shook his head. “no but we got into a fight and you left and dead.” changbin rambled. “no baby. I didn’t, I went for a drive and 10 minutes later came back home. you were already asleep in bed. I listened to your voicemail. we both said things we shouldn’t have and I’m also sorry.” they said. he couldn’t believe if it was real, so he slapped himself. and hard too. “changbin!” they said, grabbing my hand. “stop, this is real life. I’m okay. you’re okay. we are fine. alright.” y/n said. he nodded, but y/n wasn't having it. “I need a verbal answer bin.” they said. “yeah. we are okay.” he said with a light smile. y/n smiled and leaned in and kissed him on the lips. “I need to get ready for work. I’ll visit you and the boys on my break.” y/n said, getting out of bed and heading to the bathroom.
changbin collapsed back on the bed. it was all a dream. a very bad and long dream. then again, your dreams go by faster than in real life…at least that’s what the internet says. changbin laughed at himself. I knew it. all a bad dream. 
“he’s barely showed any improvement. one week he be okay and the next he’ll have to start all over. he is so far into his head.” the doctor said to chan. they watch as changbin laughs on the bed before he stands up and walks to the other side and acts out taking a shower. “the death of y/n really destroyed him.” chan said. “I really haven’t asked but what happen?” the doctor asked leaning on the wall, looking at chan.
“well they had been dating for 3 years. they were totally meant for each other. one day they got into fight. y/n left the house, got in their car and drove off. changbin tried calling them. what the cops think is that y/n tried to answer the call and wasn’t paying attention and their car ran off the road into the lake outside of town. they didn’t find the car till two years later, changbin was crushed, he was going to propose to them. he didn’t believe that they were in the car since there was no remains in the car but he still grieved. no where near this state he’s currently in. we had a funeral, he seemed fine at the time but he was already falling in his head.” chan said, he looked behind him and saw the other boys sitting across the room. waiting for him to come back with a update on changbin.
“then two more years passed, every now and then we would catch him talking quietly to himself. he always brushed it off as him thinking of song ideas. we were at practice one day and our manager got a call that they, the police, found y/n’s remains. when we were told the news, that’s what completely broke him. he ran off, minho ran after him to make sure he didn’t do anything. he said changbin ran to the park that him and y/n used to go to all the time. he just cried and punched the ground and laid down. I don’t even think changbin remember what really happened at night. minho brought him to our dorm and changbin just walked to his room.” he continued, picking at the dirt under his nails.
“I remember hearing glass coming from the kitchen and saw changbin sitting on the floor. shit faced drunk. I took him back to bed and he fought me saying he had to find y/n. I had to yell at him at she was dead and not coming back, which we both broke down crying. I held him till he fell asleep. then the next morning, he was gone. changbin was completely in his head and couldn’t come out of it. first it was only at home, then during practices, backstage of our performances, till he said something on live tv and that entire time, he was getting help. but it just didn’t work. that’s when the company had to remove him and place him here, we hoped everyday for him to come back to reality. but I don’t think he’s coming out of it. it’s been eight years since y/n’s death and he’s been in his head for three years.” chan said. looking at changbin who now in the center of the room stretching his arms.
“that’s a very upsetting story but we’ll try to get him back for you and the rest of stray kids.” the doctor said. chan smiled at him. “thank you.” chan said. “did you want to say hi to him?” he asked, pointing at changbin. chan saw changbin now doing the choreo to back door. 
chan shook his head. “we have tight schedule right now. only enough time to see how he was doing. but tell him we’ll see him next time.” chan said to the doctor, which he nodded to. he held out his chan to chan, “well I hope you have a good rest of your day.” he said. “thank you, you too.” chan said, giving him a hand shake. chan glanced at changbin once more before walking back to the boys.
he saw how the boys looked at him, with so much hope. chan just shook his head and watched as their hopeful looks turned sour. chan took a deep breath in and said the words he never wanted to say. but after three years, he wasn’t has hopeful as he first was.
“I don’t think he’s coming back to us boys.” chan said with tears in his eyes.
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rssnow · 2 years
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My b'day one shot with mammon``
-rs^⁠_⁠^
Mammon:: it's MC's b'day I gotta make sure she only thinks of me today!! I'm gonna show her all the love I have for her 😏
MC:: 🎶hmm hmmm hmm🎶
Mammon:: hey MC guess ya in a very happy mood
MC:: yes of course I am!! Do you not know why?
Mammon:: *if I let her know then I'll have to reveal my surprise too..* ahhh...what ya mean ? Ya win some lottery somethin..
MC:: so you sayin you have no idea why I am so happy 😑
Mammon::: *awkward laugh*
MC:: it's fine mammon I was just having a good day
Mammon:: *I'm sorry MC but I need some time*
MC:: *sigh* so he doesn't remember...well I guess he's busy with Lucifer givin him loads of work to make up for his missed classes...BUT STILL I was expecting at least for a wish 🤧
LATER THAT EVENING
MESSAGES 📱
Mammon | hey MC!!
MC | what is it ?
Mammon | I need ya help could ya head over my room rn!! I'm stuck ..
MC | stuck ?? Where ??
Mammon | just come fast!!!
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MC:: ( outside Mammon's bedroom) hey mammon I'm here open up !!
Mammon:: *groaning noises*
MC :: *pushes the door 🚪*
[ MC walks into Mammon's room, only to find it pitch black...unable to see anything MC attempts to grab her phone in order to use her torchlight, but to MC'S suprise she was caught by someone from behind!! While Trying her best to turn around MC hears these cold whispered words "don't move "
The only thing that striked MC at the moment was not herself being in danger but the thought that mammon might have been hurt ..." Don't you dare lay your hand on my boyfriend if anything happens to him...I'll kill you all" the rage MC felt was new to her ]
" POP " !!
MC:: *?*
Mammon:: I never knew ya loved me so much
MC:: mammon is that you!! Thank god ...I thought it was someone else you scared me!
Mammon:: *turns MC around* happy birthday my love
MC::*blushes* so you remembered
Mammon:: *leans in* kisses hard..
Mammon:: how could I ever forget
MC :: *gasp for breath* woah 😳 what did you do to your bedroom it's full of flowers!
Mammon:: I wanted to make a place as beautiful as ya are...but I think ya still stand out da most
MC:: mammon don't think I'm letting you off tonight so easily for scaring me earlier 😏
Mammon:: hehehe da day has just begun
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My first one shot hope it was good ^⁠_⁠^
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izacore · 2 years
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Can you do the contrary? Harry about louis?
I actually checked what Harry thinks about Louis today!
Six of Cups reversed - stuck in past, moving forward, leaving home, independence, unable to move on, clinging to past loves, failure to live in present, leaving comfort of job, staying in stale job, repeating negative patterns. You (or a partner) are having trouble letting go of the past. Something significant has made its imprint and is indirectly playing out in your current relationship life (bg lmao). Avoid scorekeeping or nursing an old grievance. It’s time to honestly communicate about what is bothering you and seek closure (this ties in neatly with the High Priestess I got for Louis that signals honesty as being essential)
Queen of Cups - compassion, warmth, kindness, intuition, healer, counsellor, supportive, caring and supportive nature brings suitors, deepening existing relationships 🥺🥺🥺 The Queen of Cups can represent a union that has withstood the test of time. The journey was not always easy, but the love shared is legendary. You and your partner have a strong sense of loyalty to each other because of your shared history. The Queen of Cups can also appear when you need added compassion and empathy to address your partner’s needs.
Seven of Pentacles - harvest, rewards, results, growth, progress, perseverance, patience, planning, putting work into love, friendship turns to romance, progressing to goals, evaluating progress, partners putting in the work every day to remain together within an ever-changing world (pls literally them) Over time, all the tedious moments, all the hard work, will be something to be looked back at fondly. After all, these were the things that let your love grow to something as beautiful as you have now (of course he considers all of this worth it 🤧🤧🤧)
The Seven of Pentacles is also related to fear of failure. You do not know whether you are going to reap fruit from your hard work. It could also signify frustration when there is a delay. You may have been putting a lot of effort into your projects, but it does not seem to bear any fruit right now. The good thing is that it means that you are learning from your failures and mistakes
King of Swords - reason, authority, discipline, integrity, morality, serious, high standards, strict, high standards for love, controlled emotions, You and your partner at the moment can also be challenging and pushing each other to be their very best. The King of Swords represents a traditional relationship structure, providing safety and security. However, this card can also represent a partner who is entrenched in extremely entrenched in his (or her) systems and beliefs. A King of Swords will not deviate once his mind is made up; you may find yourself being the one who compromises more (we're both stubborn I know).
The back of the deck was Queen of Swords and I don't like when she appears for them (which she does consistently lmao) because I kinda associate the leech with her. All in all, I feel like there is a lot of nostalgia and reminiscing in Harry right now and he may feel a bit neglected lmao. I actually did another reading a few days ago on how he feels with bg right now and it was so depressing, he was in despair, feeling like it's ruining his plans regarding taking another step in the relationship and like he was being neglected by Louis. Imo he is kinda hesitantly looking at Louis' career choices right now which confirms my thoughts about Louis setting his mind or something - like the bg push - and being too stubborn to reevaluate. I'm just getting a lot of worry and longing from H right now, I guess.
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heartsoftruth · 2 months
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i truly believe had lewis won his 8th in abu dhabi he would've just retired. he said multiple times before that he wouldn't race into his 40s and i'm confident that he would've been at peace to retire with his 8th title achieved. he definitely still feels passionate about this sport i don't doubt his commitment but it's still like something shifted. maybe it's mainly the fact that merc haven't been able to give him the car to fight back for his title and that obviously affected his motivation and confidence especially with how mentally tiring 2021 was in first place then having to drive cars like w13 and w14 which were plagued by issues, the team not listening to you etc. it all takes away from the enjoyment of doing what you love 🫠
i still believe in lewis maybe he's genuinely lost some pace which is normal but he's not washed. i hope the switch to ferrari will provide him with that much needed change to light up his sparkle again if you get what i mean 🥲
I truly have no idea. I have been thinking about it. On one hand I think he might have retired on the other I think: why not go for more when you're just won an eight (and if he did in 2021 what a battle it would have been if it ended according to the rules 🤧)
Who would have thought Merc would get this era of regs SO WRONG. Historically it insanely hard to nail it twice, but this bad... Oefff...
It must be very hard to stay motivated and keep your head up high and positive; when you've been driving a tractor the last 2 years and might be 3? But he's doing so ever so gracefully I have to say. But of course he's only human. I'm sure for someone that is used to fight for the win not being able to come close must be hard and he will have days where he's like: UGHHH 😔😔😔.
I mean days like yesterday aren't his what he's training so hard for. If you try everything and nothing makes the car feels ok: I would also think ??? But I just feel like this circuit, with these regs hasn't been his one and it's just one to sit out. And look towards AUS.
And who knows: maybe the race pace today is amazing! But indeed: he's not washed. He was top 3 WDC in that tractor last year. He will shine again and he will stand on that top step once again. I'm 100% sure of that. And I will know there will probably be a few more of these races where he - and we - are like: P A I N.
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