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#i go back to school on tuesday holy shit
fisherfurbearer · 1 year
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Hey! I hope you don't mind the message - I just wanted to say, your tags made me cry. I'm so happy that our makin silly lil creatures over here could mean something to you all these years later. You absolutely can do what you want, and make a living at it, and more people need to hear that. Everyone in our lives told us we couldn't - we were just too stubborn to listen. I sincerely thank you, I'm going to look at these tags anytime I feel discouraged, and I hope we can make you a monster one day. <3
OH MY GOODNESS!!!! I didn't see this originally and finally checked my inbox and saw this.
Now I'm feeling teary eyed ... I genuinely think it was artists like you both, Melissa Curphy (@missmonstermel), and Allison Theus (@crispyfishsticks) who showed me at a young age you CAN make awesome monsters and be wonderfully successful and HAPPY doing so.
I'm not joking at all when I say I found your DeviantArt over 10 years ago and it stuck with me ever since. I've kept up with Homemade Horrors since then on multiple platforms. It was always a dream of mine to have a custom monster made by you both, and now that I have an actual career position (transgender healthcare, which still doesn't feel real! That this is happening and it's Real!!) I may be able to afford that someday. ❤️
For reference this is the post and tags and if you like the looks of this gorgeous creature you should DEFINITELY give them a follow!!!!! Homemade Horrors are AMAZING and everything Worms and Bones make together is always so full of love and creativity.
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Okay so like hear me out.
Reader went on a quest years ago when her and Clarisse were still young and they went missing/were pronounced dead. But in reality they got stuck in the Lotus Casino so when Chiron sent some campers to retrieve campers that he already knew were stuck there they found the supposedly “dead” reader playing in the arcade.
Reader goes back to camp and finds Clarisse after all these years and returns like some weapon or smth that Clarisse gave them so they could defend themselves. (Reader obviously aged somehow so theres no weird age gap or smth)
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- harness your hopes -
Pairings - Clarisse La Rue x Fem! Reader
An - i tried to find a way to write this without a plot hole since in the lotus hotel you don’t age key example nico di-Angelo so I hope this helps some 😭😭
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“It’s Vegas”
“No it’s the best place in America. AND! And they have legal gambling” you laughed walking along side clarisse down the streets of Las Vegas.
Being placed on a mission together you both had an older saytr leading. Your main assignment was to locate a demigod that was near by and to help return them to camp safely.
Brushing your hands against clarisses you blushed some, it was just a dumb crush. You were 13 and so was she anything that could between you both was just pointless. Contrasting your thoughts however clarisse slowly reached over taking your hand.
The saytr guide gave you both a teasing face causing clarisse to pull her hand away embarrassed. As the guide chuckled turning back to lead the way you patted your cheeks trying to make the burning feeling go away.
After about an hour you all decided on getting lunch. While just waiting outside with clarisse she tapped your shoulder making you look at her.
“Here.. I saw your dagger got broken in our last fight so have mine” she tried hard to play it off but you could tell she was really just trying to show a form of love.
“Thanks” you happily smiled taking the blade back. Looking down at the blade you could see in the reflection clarisse looking Away embarrassed. Cute
It was weird.
One minute you were running away from a hippalectryon, next you were laying on the ground with a glowing wolf over you? Then you woke up in a casino like hotel.
The following week felt unreal, gambling every once in a while. Finding other demigods and running around with them, meeting some kids who said the Roman gods were real? Weird. Even becoming friends with this small kid named nico who un-ironically liked mythomagic just as much as you.
Being so caught up in the moment you hadn’t realized your body and mind growing. On Monday you were happy to eat a tub of ice cream all day while most people treated you like a kid, on Tuesday you were schooling some little kid on why he shouldn’t cheat in games and the older demigods you had seen before suddenly invited you to hangout with them.
Sitting in the lounging area you saw a familiar set of bright orange shirts paired with some of your friends you had just met. Quickly getting up you jogged over. “Hey! Wait up!” Finally standing before them your happy face turned to confusion. “Chris..?”
The Chris you suddenly Remembered had been 14 and recently shaved his head as he lost a bet now.. he looked older, way more muscular than before and for some reason he seemed more mature.
“Holy shit” he spoke shocked. Almost scared he reached out grabbing your shoulders. “What’s your name” he cautiously spoke.
“Yn Chris when did you get so old” you shoved his hands off of you. You had been gone a week not a lifetime.
“Are You dead?” He asked earning him an unamused look from you. Placing your hands on your hips you gave a heavy sigh. “No I’m not dead why are you asking”
“Because you’ve been dead for three years”
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What..
The ride back to camp was weird. While Travis and Connor drove the truck back to camp you talked with Chris as he updated you and all the campers with you that in-fact everyone was trapped with the lotus eaters.
Though what confused him and everyone else was how you were able to age and mature like a normal person.
Pulling your dagger out from your side you studied it ashamed. So much time passed without you.. your siblings grew up, the camp evolved, it was like you didn’t even belong in this timeline. Shining the celestial bronze blade a sudden memory came back to you.
A girl named clarisse came back to you. A girl named clarisse who you loved, came back to you. With that all the flustered emotions of a young teenager followed suit as well.
Stepping inside to camp a familiar sense of comfort washed over you. Three years later and the damn place still hadn’t changed.
Though the walk though camp was awkward to say the least. All your friends were 16/17 now and there was so many new kids and dead ones that it was honestly a lot.
Eventually you found yourself sitting in the Aphrodite cabin with silena, leaning on her bed laughing like it was old times.
“You know what!” The daughter Aphrodite smiled leaning over the side. “There’s a certain lesbian here who misses you”
“Who” You chuckled slowly remembering everything. Silena looked at you with a knowing look. “Wait clarisse?! No no she doesn’t— we never liked each other like that” you laughed trying to play it off.
“Then I guess it won’t be weird for you to go meet up with her right now”
After a silent back and forth you caved in standing up. “Fine! I’ll go see her but we’re just friends” You warned leaving the cabin.
Jogging into the arena you had to take a moment to appreciate what you saw in-front of you. 5’10 and lean just swinging her spear around with a concentrated look plastered on her face. Even even she was taking her anger out clarisse was still beautiful.
She stuck her spear into the sand and started tying her curly hair back. Placing her hands on her hips she let out a heavy sigh just letting the energy fall away from her body.
Slowly walking towards her you cleared your throat nervous… justtt friends that’s what you were. “Hey..” you managed.
Instantly she looked over stunner and a little embarrassed. Clarisse didn’t move, didnt even speak. She opened her mouth for only a second before just closing it again not sure what to say.
Deciding to take the first step you gently patted your sides. Pulling the dagger from your side you held it out. “I figured I don’t need it anymore so I should return it-“
“Keep it” she quickly spoke. “Sorry.. I’m just, it’s been a long time” a tired breath left her lips causing you to blush slightly.
“Right..“ placing the blade away you looked back up deciding that maybe just standing in silence was the best think to do.
What felt like an eternity soon came to an end when clarisse decided to finally speak up. “Can we.. can we hangout tommorow” she slowly asked.
Nodding your head adamantly you smiled. “Yeah, I’d like that a lot.”
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“Shut up it did not feel like a week” clarisse laughed walking around the forest with you. For majority if the day you both had just spent time together, almost like a date.
Now with the moon rising you both decided to finish the hangout off with a walk in the woods. “It did” you giggled. “I swear to the gods I was only there for a week”
She just rolled her eyes. “Must of been nice” she mumbled shaking her head. Confused you chuckled back. “What do you mean?”
“Well you didn’t have to spend three years thinking the first girl you ever actually fell in love with was dead and having to find some way to continue yourself that leaving her to bleed out after she protected you from dying wasn’t yourself and was the right thing to do”
You stopped walking and just looked up at clarisse. “You love me”
She looked back at you and just shrugged her shoulders. She was completely different from the dumb childhood crush you had. Slowly you grabbed clarisses arm and took her hand into yours. Looking down you smiled as she was wearing one of your favorite rings.
“I don’t remember a lot. I don’t know how I ended up in the hotel.. but what I do remember is that throughout my long week stay I always remembered a girl who could effortlessly make me laugh and always made my stomach do flips” a small laugh left your mouth. “Out of everything and everyone I always remembered being in love with you clarisse”
Shyly with her free hand she cupped the side of your face. Brining you close to her she muttered. “Can I Kiss you..”
Laughing some you nodded. “Yeah you can kiss me”
Placing her lips onto yours you couldn’t help b it smile happily. It made you feel warm how some way some how clarisse waited for you. Guess it was a good think to since you had no choice but to wait for her too.
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Clarisse - FUCK ALL YOU MOTHER FUCKERS I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND SUCK IT
YN - babe 😭
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veryberryjelly · 7 months
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tangled in lights
pairing : theo nott x reader
🎃 - pillow forts
👻 - " stop playing around with the lights, it's not funny "
𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐞
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never had you been so bored on a saturday.
with your friends all studying and theo not arriving at school until tomorrow after the summer holidays, you were truly bored out of your mind.
to the point where you had made a pillow fort onto of your bed.
with your curtains drawn around your bed you had draped a sheet over the top to truly enclose yourself and had strung fairy lights around the bed frame.
it took ages.
and by the time you were done with it you were actually very proud of yourself.
when you were younger your pillow forts never looked like this, mainly because you didn't have the skill to accomplish it, but it just made this one all the more impressive.
you had been curled up in it all day with a cup of coffee and a book that you had been meaning to get to for weeks but never found the time.
it was a truly lovely day.
and you had been undisturbed until the lights in your dorm room started flickering.
" stop playing around with the lights, it's not funny " you called out, assuming that pansy was just trying to get you out of your fort for something.
which really wasnt going to happen.
when the flickering of the lights didn't stop, you set your book down on the bed and balanced your coffee down ontop of it before popping your head out.
" what the hell is w-" you started but immediately cut yourself off when you didnt see pansy or any of the girls at your doorway.
instead, stood in your dorm was your 6 foot boyfriend still damp from the rain outside. he must have just gotten in.
" holy shit " you said, jumping out of your fort, catching yourself momentarily on the string lights around your four poster.
the lights stopped as theo made his way over to you to stop you from falling over.
the minute you were free you launched yourself into his arms, a bright smile on your face as you embraced the man you hadn't seen in weeks.
his arms wrapped tightly around you, lifting you from the floor as he did so, your legs instinctively wrapping themselves around his waist.
" what are you doing here? you weren't supposed to get here until tuesday " you questioned, not daring to move your head from the crook of his neck, instead choosing to continue imprinting his scent in your brain.
" i used the floo. my parents were being pricks and i just wanted to come and see you " he replied, his breath warm against your neck.
its as the mention of his parents that had you pulling back to look at him.
" are you okay? " you questioned, knowing the crap with his parents got to him quite easily.
" im perfectly fine, darling. but i'm here now, and i just want to enjoy some time with you before classes start next week. "
his reply caused your smile to widen even further.
" well then... " you started, lowering your legs from around his waist and taking his hand in yours.
" let me show you around my pillow fort "
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bby-bo · 1 year
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When The Boss Comes Knocking
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the following is a CEO!Sakusa fic that landed somewhere between sfw and sorta nsfw, but its kiyoomi and he just makes my brain go buzz in every situation so i just couldn’t help it 
Part 2
Summary: You dated Sakusa in high school but went your separate ways after graduation. Turns out he missed you much more than he let on. 
Warnings: none, just kiyoomi being hot. use of “sweetheart” and “baby”
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Sakusa Kiyoomi always has been and will always be the man of your dreams. Tall and broad shouldered, even in his high school years he was the pinnacle of your existence, and all you wanted was to be near him. Your wishes were granted for only a brief period of time when you finally dated in your junior year, but your Kiyoomi was ripped away from you when his family decided he needed to start preparing to take over the business.
The Sakusa Group was well known and respected for their acquisition of many successful start-ups, but details of their business dealings were always very secretive. And the company had only grown and expanded since Kiyoomi became CEO at just a mere 25 years old- not that you were stalking the Sakusa Group’s movements in your free time or anything.
When the two of you broke up he had encouraged you to “follow your own dreams”, and made sure to mention he would be extremely busy in the years after graduating high school.  You had received the underlying message loud and clear. He wanted to be left alone and didn’t want a girl from a regular family ruining his image when he entered the executive world. Your heart was shattered, but that didn’t stop you from missing Kiyoomi dearly even years later. The hugs that completely enveloped your frame and the scent of his light cologne, the one he brought you to pick out for him on his birthday. The rasp of his deep voice and how its sound had burrowed into the back of your brain, the memories of random things he once said to you popping to the forefront of your mind haphazardly throughout your days.
You had done as he said, and moved to the city to become an author as you always dreamed. Actually, you were pretty successful in the romance industry and even though you only had a handful of books published, your fanbase was so dedicated and charismatic. In your single year of dating Kiyoomi you had amassed a lifetime’s worth of romantic material, and between your real life experiences with him and the melancholy fantasies that kept you up at night nowadays, you had lots of inspiration. Although, even you were prone to the classically dreaded writer’s block.
Today was just a regular Tuesday morning in the office, where you preferred to write when you were stuck in a rut. Unfortunately, the coffee mug on your desk was not bringing the inspiration that you wanted and you glared at the last sip, willing some piece of creativity to be hiding inside as you downed it. Nothing. Loosening a sigh, you dropped your head into your hands just as a knock rapped on the door. Without lifting your head you greeted the visitor, already knowing who was on the other side.
“Come in!”
“How’s it coming? Anything I can get you right now?” It was the sweet front desk girl, Josie, checking in on you. Again. 
“Unless you can write in my place, there’s not much you can do for me i'm afraid” Josie meant well, but her insistent interruptions certainly were not helping your workflow, and this was the third time within 30 minutes she’s asked if you needed anything.
“Okie dokie, I’ll check back later then! Keep at it! ” 
“Oh, you don’t have to-” She was off with a wave without hearing your response, the door slamming behind her. With another sigh, your head dropped back into your hands, frustration building. 
Not 5 minutes later, there was another knock at the door. But this time the door opened before you could respond.
“Holy shit, Josie i’m really fine I swear- K-Kiyoomi???” You burst from your seat in surprise, your eyes all but popping out of your head.
And there he was, like a fever dream come to life, standing in the doorframe. His handsome face tilted to the side slightly, a smirk pulling across his lips.
“There you are, I’ve been looking for you” His voice had gotten deeper since the last time you spoke. His hair a little longer, his chest a bit stronger. But his eyes remained the same, that dark gaze enticing you and melting you down with just a look.
“W-what are you doing here? How did you-? What is this??” 
As much as you wanted to cave and run straight into his arms, you vividly recalled your last conversation with Sakusa. Not Kiyoomi. He had corrected you so coldly before parting, saying “you should call me by last name from now on, otherwise people may get confused”. As if it would be bad if people mistakenly thought you were still dating. As if to push you that much further away. Your confusion only grew as you looked at him now, unsure of his motives for being here. 
“Came to scope out a new prospect. I sent an executive to meet with your publishing house’s CEO last week” His smirk widened as he took deliberately slow steps into the room, sleek confidence dripping from him. 
That's right, your boss had mentioned that your little publishing house had been recently approached by a huge parent company with an amazing offer, but as far as you knew nothing had been made official. And you certainly had no clue that said parent company was the Sakusa Group. The realization settled in, and the frustration you felt earlier was starting to bubble up again. 
All of a sudden he was in your space, sleek black button-up shirt in your direct line of sight. What was his goal here? Certainly this has nothing to do with you? Right. Exactly. He claimed he was here for business. Then why..??
Long fingers gripped your chin, thumb tugging your bottom lip from between your teeth where you nervously chewed it. 
“Where did you pick up this bad habit? And when are you planning on acknowledging me properly?” Your heart dropped to your stomach. His firm grip brought your face to look up at his, a little too close for comfort. Kiyoomi’s smirk tilted into a small frown, an admonishing look starting to grow.
“Of course sir, I apologize. Good morning Mr. Sakusa.” Backing out of his hold, you bowed in respect. Of course he was here for just business. 
This only seemed to irritate him further though, and when you rose from your greeting he took another step closer. You may as well have been toe to toe now. 
“Since when do you address me that way?” His eyes were too intense, and you could feel the memories of your past relationship coming up in your mind, emotion nearly overwhelming you before you swallowed it down.
“I’m not sure what you mean sir, it would be improper for me to address you otherwise” 
If he was irritated before, then he was surely pissed off now. 
His hands gripped your shoulders, roughly pushing you back against your desk before planting his palms on either side, caging you in. 
“Why won’t you look at me, hm? It’s disrespectful to ignore your superior sweetheart” Shit. That voice had you in a vice grip and he knew it. He was using it to his advantage. 
“I was unaware you would be my business superior until a minute ago, forgive me sir” How long will your legs hold up before melting completely?
“Seems like something is bothering you. You don’t like the idea of working with me? Or maybe you don’t like the idea of me being your boss? Sweetheart, I hope you realize I know you’ve been writing about me.” 
“No! No thats not-!” Your head shot up in a rush to disagree, or maybe to explain. Either way, you immediately realized your mistake and you were silenced once more. The tip of your nose brushed his, and his breath brushed your lips in an intimate greeting, as if to say “hey, i missed you”. 
His mock irritation melted away, the smirk returning once more. You fell into the trap too easily.
Most people knew Sakusa to be the cool and straightforward man he showed to the world, but when you dated in high school he quickly shattered this image. Though he certainly preferred to stay away from crowds and strangers, he was still human after all, and loved to be in your personal space whenever he got you alone. He had always enjoyed making you blush and stutter, thriving off the knowledge that he could affect you so deeply. Clearly, he still enjoyed that feeling. 
But you were not a toy, and he was interrupting your work day. And how dare he just come back into your life after throwing you aside for so many years?! Absolutely not, you refused to be disrespected this way. Your hands came to his chest, giving him a solid (and completely ineffective) shove.
“No. This is not professional Mr. Sakusa-!” 
Sakusa didn’t back up a single inch. Instead he gripped your face, long fingers pinching into your cheeks slightly. Your breath caught in your throat, previous arguments completely obliterated.
“Stop. Saying. No. Now answer me. Since when do you call me by my last name? You’re purposely not answering my question” 
When you took a breath in you caught the scent of his cologne, and it was the same one you picked out for him in high school. He still wore it. Every single thought emptied out of your head, except for the recognition of how close he was to you, and where he was touching you. 
“Say it.”
“K-Kiyoomi...”
“Say it like you mean it, baby.”
“Kiyoomi.” A smile broke out as his name fell from your mouth a second time.
“That’s my girl, just as pretty as ever. I missed you so bad sweetheart, I’ve been looking for you in the city for some time now. And don't worry, I’ll make up for lost time, so don’t push me away.” 
His second hand came up to the back of your head, tugging you back by your hair and bringing your mouth to his. But he didn’t kiss you, he denied you the pleasure, only speaking against your lips. You let him do as he pleased, no longer able to deny how much you missed him. Missed this. 
“Look at you with your hair so grown out now.”
“Do you like it?”
“I love everything about you.” He moved to plant a firm kiss to both of your cheeks, and to your disappointment he slowly released his hands from your face and hair. 
“The Sakusa Group will officially be in ownership of your publisher by the end of the week. You’ll be seeing a lot more of me, so get used to it sweetheart.” He offered no further explanations or goodbyes, and he left your office with only your disheveled and flustered state to prove that he had really been there at all. 
You made absolutely zero progress on your writing the rest of the morning and afternoon, but when you returned the next day ready for another day of failure, you opened the door to see your office transformed into a florist. 
There were flowers on every single surface, completely covering your desk and the floor. There were roses of every shade, along with tulips, orchids, and other kinds of flowers you had never even seen before. Each bouquet was bursting with color and life, wrapped in silk ribbons and set in gorgeous porcelain vases that looked absolutely priceless.  There was only a small path left open for you to walk to your desk seat, and on your keyboard was a note. 
“A flower for every occasion I missed. And more just because.” 
Your hand came up to your mouth, tears already welling up in your eyes. You looked to the bottom, and saw he signed the note,
“Always Yours, Kiyoomi”
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foreingersgod · 8 days
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If you can could you do a Caitlin Clark x reader with angst? Thank youuu
votes are in! we’re going with angst to fluff for this one!
Regrets . CC
pairing: caitlin clark x reader
synopsis: caitlin says something to you during an argument that she immediately regrets
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caitlin was a phenomenal athlete. she was good at what she did, blowing everyone away and breaking records, all while doing well in school and balancing the other parts of her life. you absolutely admired her for it, amazed by how perfect a person could be. she was so good to you, as her girlfriend, giving you equal support and love.
you on the other hand, were never an athlete, your dream was to pursue writing or journalism. you loved to write more than anything in the world and you knew from a very young age that that was what you wanted to do for the rest of your life. you often wrote small stories in your free time or touched up on trending articles, trying to write as much as you could. throughout your college years, you’ve been interning and taking classes to get you into a good position for your career.
you’ll admit, it was a very competitive career to go into, but you were determined to succeed. caitlin was always at your side, too, rooting for you every step of the way.
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it was a tuesday night, you were at home cleaning and fixing up dinner. caitlin was still out, something about a meeting with a few scouts. she didn’t say much about and said that she’d tell you all about it when she got home.
so you waited patiently, finishing up dinner and waiting for cait to get home. you pulled out your laptop while you awaited her arrival, beginning to work on an important paper you were writing for your journalism course. as you typed away at the keyboard, you felt your phone vibrate. you pulled out your phone, curious to see who was texting you.
cait <3: really big news when i get home, can’t wait to tell you
your heart started to beat a little faster, eager to hear what it was. you knew how hard she had been working to get the attention of some of these scouts so you hoped it was finally paying off for her.
as you were finishing up a paragraph for your article, you heard the lock of the front door jostling, hinges creaking as it opened. your eyes darted to the door right away, watching as caitlin walked in, positively glowing. she hung up her jacket and took off her shoes all with a huge smile on her face. you found yourself smiling too, her happiness contagious.
“hey, babe” you swooned “how was the meeting? big news?”
she came over to you, standing behind the counter opposite of you chair. “YN, it was life changing! you’re never gonna believe it, it’s like a dream come true”
her eyes were wide with excitement, still shaking from receiving the news. she had you anxious as you waited for her to spill. you closed your laptop half way to give her full attention, pushing it aside.
“what?” you questioned “the anticipation is killing me!”
“well,” she took a breathy pause for dramatic effect “a few of the scouts that i was talking to approached me after the meeting. they were telling me about how they’re recruiting for the women’s olympic basketball team…and long story short, they want me on the team! baby im playing in the olympics!”
“holy shit, you’re kidding!” you leaped out of your seat, rushing around the counter to congratulate her “that’s amazing, oh my god, i’m so proud of you!”
you hugged her tightly, smoothing your hands across her back.
“thank you, i’m freaking out still, it’s so surreal” she felt like crying “we’re going paris, YN!”
she was still on cloud nine, starting to text friends and family to share the good news, but you had stepped back thinking you heard her wrong. you? the both of you? paris? while you were aware that the events would be an international occasion, you hadn’t realized it would be that far away. you had just assumed you would do a bit of long distance for the time being, caitlin going to play and you staying here to take care of things and focus on journalism. noticing you had pulled away, caitlin sent her last text and turned back to you.
“hey are you ok?” she asked “went all quiet on me”
“hm? oh yea i just,” you started picking at your nails, nervous to bring up the conversation “it’s just that you said ‘we’?”
her infectious laugh rang through your living room “of course, you’re my girl, i want you there with me”
“cait, you know i’d love to be there for you in person and come with but…but i can’t just go babe” you said, apologetically.
your entire soul shattered seeing the look on her face as you broke the news. she looked defeated, trying to laugh it off as a weird joke “what do you mean you can’t go?”
“don’t get upset” you said, sensing the tension growing “but a trip like that is expensive, and there’s things that i need to take care of, especially if you’re going to be gone…and i’m just in the middle of a really important part of my path in writing…i need to be able to focus on that right now. but we can do it, you know? we’d only be doing the long distance thing for a little bit!”
“are you serious?” she tried to keep her voice calm, instead raising it slightly “this is a huge deal for me and you don’t even want to be there with me?”
“that’s not true! i would do anything to go, but like i said, that’s an insanely expensive trip and i’m in the middle of trying to pursue this journalism thing so i-”
“you’re not going so you can write your silly papers?” she ridiculed “fine, it’s expensive, we can work around that, but you’re seriously telling me you’re not doing this so you can write?”
you were dumbfounded, her calling your passion just some ‘silly papers’ made you sick. you’ve been pushing yourself to every possible limit to work towards this, and you thought she was supportive of that, i guess this was bringing out her true colors.
“silly papers? caitlin, pursuing journalism is my dream, you know that” your nose scrunching in frustration “i’ve always been supportive of your dream, i’m constantly putting my own things aside so you can continue to do this”
“yea well that’s because i’m actually good at what i do” she snapped. her voice was laced with spite, gaze shooting daggers into yours. “i’ve got a real job, with real responsibilities, YN”
your body was frozen, feet glued to the ground, limbs unable to move. the way she was talking to you hurt, any support that you thought she had for you was gone out the window. you wanted to scream, storm out of the house and slam the door.
“that’s really what you think, hm?” you sneered “that i don’t have a real job? that i’m not good at the one thing i’m passionate about? jesus fucking christ caitlin.”
somewhere in your body, you found the courage to move. without letting her get another word in, you grabbed your laptop and stormed up the stairs into your shared bedroom. she could sleep on the couch tonight.
the second you made it up the stairs, you slammed the door and collapsed onto your bed. you were seething with rage. for her to stand in front of you, after you’ve put your heart and soul into helping caitlin succeed, was like a punch to the gut. she knew how hard you had been working to make this happen, how many classes and workshops, how many late nights and meetings with publishers. she knew about it all and she still had the audacity to say such a nasty thing.
you pulled the comforter up over your shoulders, hiding below it, and sobbed in your pillow. you didn’t even bother trying to finish your article tonight, your headache too painful from the tears. about an hour went by, you had assumed, the sun going down outside your bedroom window. not once did you hear anything from caitlin so you thought she had left to blow off steam or made herself comfortable on the couch.
then there was a knock at your bedroom door. she didn’t have to knock, in reality, it was her room too. you didn’t answer at the raps at the door, nor when she called out your name. you didn’t have anything to say.
“YN, can we talk?” her voice muffled from behind the wooden barrier “i shouldn’t have said those things, i didn’t mean it”
you stood up, opening the door for her and resuming your position on the bed, pulling up the covers once more. she followed suit and sat down at the foot of the bed next to you. still silent, you waited for her to continue.
“what i said was uncalled for” her voice cutting through deafening silence “none of it was true”
“so why’d you say it?” she could tell you had been crying right away, hearing the stuffiness in your nose. it made her stomach turn knowing she was the reason why.
“i was mad. the second i got the news, all i could think about was taking you with me. i had the whole thing planned out. but i didn’t even consider what it would mean for you, to drop everything and go to paris with me. and that was incredibly unfair of me to assume.”
you remained silent, listening to her confession.
“baby, i don’t think your papers are silly and i don’t think it’s not a real job” her hands found the way to your legs under the blanket, rubbing at them tenderly to try and comfort you “i’m so amazed by how talented you are. you’ve put in so much effort into making a name for yourself and i admire you for that, i know you’re going to do amazing things. what i said was cruel and purely out of spite and it won’t ever happen again, i’m so sorry”
you sniffled, wiping the rest of your tears as you sat up against the headboard. she had looked horrible when you looked at her. hair messy from running her hands through it, face pale and flushed, it didn’t take much to realize how bad she felt for lashing out at you.
“i know you’re mad, and i’m upset that i can’t go either,” you spoke up “but if you’re going to make a habit out of saying things like that to me, i don’t know if-”
“i swear to god i’m not! that was a shitty slip up, but please, i’m being honest when i say that i’ll never do that again. i have never once believed that what i said was true, im so so sorry” she pleaded, grabbing your hand and kissing the back of your palm.
“i forgive you, but it’s going to take a lot for you to make it up to me”
“anything, i’ll do anything” she said “i can’t live with myself knowing that i made you upset. whatever it takes to gain your trust back, i’ll fucking do it”
you let out a small chuckle, knowing the real cait was already shining through. the caitlin that would go to the ends of the earth for you. her hand was still gripping yours, drawing small shapes around your knuckles and kissing them reassuringly. you tugged her towards you making her fall into the sheets beside you. you reached out, caressing her long strands of hair, silently admiring her.
the two of you remained there in bed without saying anything. the sun lingered in its final hour in the sky as you both soaked in each other’s presence.
you couldn’t stay mad at her for long.
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wisteriagoesvroom · 2 months
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schools of thought: part 2 🦊
A landoscar college AU, told through social media
to catch up, check out part 1 here
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author's notes
thank you for your patience and the kudos on part 1 🤧 irl stuff happened and i worked on a different story for a while before getting back to this one
ignore timestamps, they don't really matter
if you enjoy it, please consider liking / reblogging / commenting! 💙
—————we pick up at the federation U library———————
lando's studying late. it's a tuesday, and there aren't too many people there - just him, linda the librarian who isn't particularly impressed at anything or anyone, and a couple of other students on other islands of desks, stuck in their own world.
lando doesn't find academic work impossible per se, it's more the sustained attention that gets challenging. and contrary to how he seems, he does actually work hard at his core modules. even if he isn't sure exactly to what end, yet.
the screen's blazing bright and lagrange's theorem is starting to make his brain statick-y, so lando rubs his eyes. one of those advice pages on tiktok said changing tasks could help sometimes to refocus on his studying. something about crop rotation or switching channels of the brain or something. if it's on social media, it must be true.
so he opens his design software instead and makes a party invite.
he sends a prayer to the holy trinity of tiesto, guetta and darude for his very basic photoshop abilities. and an extra hail-van-helden for the free software that he pirated off charles.
the party playlist is already whirring in his head. definitely some garage smashed with some old school hip hop, and he's sure there's a way to get some hans zimmer piano in there. whatever, it'll work.
satisfied with his efforts, lando sips from his hydroflask. (the drink is one part instant coffee, one part spicy honey, and a lot of hot water. carlos gives him shit about it all the time, but carlos is spanish and generally prone to dramatics when it comes to coffee and just about everything else.)
still focused on his important task of Procrastinating His Stabilizer Equations, lando texts max.
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linda, to her credit, only glared at him once when he started humming kid cudi under his breath.
and judging from experience, max and charles are going to be a while, so there's nothing for lando to do but stare at the wall and keep working on his playlists. oh, and his math assignments.
meanwhile, oscar gets a ping from logan.
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what is there to say about the meeting really, oscar thinks. uneventful. ———————earlier——————————
the first project catch-up with lando, they'd met under the campus bee statue. a sunny afternoon, but the campus was quiet, half of them having decamped to the nearby hills or beach for a change of scenery. it was just the pleasant and tolerable buzz of other students enjoying the warmth and doing university student things. he'd spotted a couple of people with picnic blankets out. he hadn't brought a picnic blanket, thinking this would be a quick meeting.
lando had appeared in a blur of white and orange, like a y2k elf. ear piercing, music festival rubber bracelets and all. in a t-shirt that said i'm acute angle.
"'sup osc!" lando said.
"that t-shirt's gramatically incorrect. technically." oscar had replied.
"whaa-aat. but more to the point, it's funny."
"i guess. did you do the reading yet? thought it'd be good to talk roles and responsibilities and maybe a project timeline."
"timeline?" lando said, as he tossed his backpack down and flopped on the lawn. lando extracted two heinekens from a side pocket and went through a complicated manouvre of opening them with his room keys. "thought we'd maybe crack open a beer and just chat, matey."
i'm not your matey, oscar thought. i'm a passenger to whatever train of chaos it is that you're driving and i'd like to get off.
oscar's skin prickled as he realised the double meaning of get off. he also tried to not think too hard about how overfamiliar lando was acting towards him. the worse thing was: there was a bigger part of him that was probably willing to let lando get away with it.
lando seemed to be ignoring whatever existential crisis oscar was going through. instead, lando was going on and on about philosophical youtubers and sparknotes. lando was so animated when he spoke, too: hands always in gestures, as if excitement buzzed directly out of his fingertips and onto oscar. there was a sparkle in his eyes, blue sliding into grey, that made oscar want to sit on his hands. because they were the kind of eyes they wrote about in regency novels, the windows to the soul kind of melodramatic nonsense. that would make him want to do stupid shit. like, get-in-the-way-of-the-project-grade kind of stupid shit.
so it took oscar a lot of energy to focus in that first meeting. he thought he did a pretty decent job picking up the thread of conversation, around the part where lando had called foucault's theory "the indiana jones thought thingy."
"i think you mean archaeology of knowledge."
"right! right." lando said, as he beamed up at him.
oscar had suddenly felt overly warm, then. probably just the sun on the quad, he thought to himself. he was from australia, so technically he should've known better, and worn adequate SPF. he'd have to set a phone reminder for that at a later point. he refused to be fooled again by the european summer and its apparently hypnotic effects. even if those hypnotic effects were probably mostly caused by a menacing parallel phenomenon that oscar would call solarus landonitus.
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later, oscar's cooks dinner, and tries to decipher the instructions on the back of a frozen bag of beef mince. pato and logan are away at a football game across the border in italy, an overnighter thing.
his phone vibrates. it's lando.
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oscar's hands hover over the letter keys. a party? he couldn't think of anything worse. but lando said a couple of friends, and it's true oscar hasn't really partied, and he thinks hanging out with his D&D friends doesn't really count. there had been that one instance in first year when oscar had gone to try and meet logan and pato at the ministry of sound, and he'd accidentally ended up at the ministry of state government building. after that, he'd figured parties weren't really fated for him.
but. lando, social butterfly lando, campus personality lando is the one asking. and logan's right, oscar probably does take himself too seriously.
osc types and deletes at least four different responses before be replies. he is an eng lit major, he tells himself. surely he should be better at crafting his words than this. but sometimes it is what it is.
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so it isn't a commitment, and it isn't a hard no, either.
oscar stares at his phone. it's gone quiet. lando's moved on – probably uploading an instagram story. or smashing his too keyboard loudly in a public space as he solves a polynomial. or making a new and unlikely EDM song out of radiator noises, or whatever it is that lando "i'm so cool" norris decides to do with his free time.
oscar is studying the dorm kitchen tiles, thinking about not thinking about lando, when his pasta water boils over. it hits the induction stove with a loud hiss.
"shit!" osc yelps. he grabs a nearby dish towel to wipe it up.
the pasta ends up both soggy and under salted, but he eats it anyway. mind turning all the while.
——————stay tuned part 3 (hint: party party)————————
p.s. if you want to be tagged/notified on the next part/updates just lmk in comments or DM and i'd be happy to!!
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Had a funny thought but imagine RSA meeting middle school!reader, and seeing how absolutely feral they are.
But some see past that, and see just a child and immediately go to pick them up and hold them like a stuffed animal saying:
"Awww look at the little baby!!!"
❤ anon
HOLY SHIT YOURE SO SMART ❤️ NONNIE ONG
So.
Apparently selected students of RSA were allowed on a field trip to NRC.
And you being one of the most popular students at NRC Crowley said that you'd be giving the students a tour. You of course couldn't go against Crowleys word or else you wouldn't be eating for the week 😔.
You had to wait in the mirror chamber for the RSA students to come through and when they did you had introduced yourself. "My Name is Y/n, I will be giving you all a tour of the school, and after that I will lead you to where you all will be staying for the next three days." You said, trying to stay professional like Crowley said so he doesn't take your allowance.
Neige
Before you couldn't say anything else the student named Neige Leblanche had tilted your head up so he could take a look at you. "Aww! When I heard Vil talking about you he showed me a picture of you and you look even cuter in person!! You have to see this!" Neige squealed as he squished your cheeks and showed you to the dwarfs
That's how it was for the whole tour, even when you got into a small fight with a Savannaclaw group Neige squealed over you.
"Oh, look at how brave you are! I'm sure Vil is so proud of you! I seriously wish I met you sooner!" Neige said as he hugged your head. Dawg his hands were so soft and warm it took you everything in your being to not sob and cry in his arms right there.
And when you lead them to ypur dorm where they were staying Neige was CONCERNED FOR YOU.
"Oh, so you stay here by yourself?" Neige asked. "I stay here with a Cat named Grim, I'm sorry about how dirty the dorm is. Crowley left me on a short notice so I could only clean three rooms decently." You said calmly to Neige. "Really? I've taken care of a cottage by myself but not a whole dorm building! That must be so tiring for you to clean so much!" Neige said with a concerned face. "I'm used to it. Anyways I have to go make dinner for you and the others." He looked at you with a shocked face as you walked into the kitchen.
10/10 would recommend but he insisted that he go to have a conversation with Crowley with how he treated you. In the end you got him to stay and he gave you cookies. His dwarfs also are the bestest of friends with you and have given you flowers to press in a book that Neige gave you for the inconvenience.
Chen'ya
You and him immediately locked eyes and smirked. Y'all are the bestest of the silliest of people. Literally you can tell when he is with you that is how close y'all two are like fuck.
You were dubbed as Chen'ya's younger sibling with how you two will mess with people by the RSA students who went on the trip
And genuinely he like cares about you that he refuses to let you sleep on the couch while he slept in your room he had to roll you up in blankets and place you on the bed while he slept in the room you cleaned for him.
Even when you got into a fight with the Savannaclaw group he backed you up and scared the students away with you.
During the tour he gave you the most randomest things that he claimed to have found lying around. You ended the day with 1,000 more madol in your pocket.
If you're seen as feral on a normal Tuesday then wait for when Chen'ya appears. Riddle and Trey will be jump scared so much by the two of you you were so close to being burnt by fresh tea and getting hit with a whisk.
10/10 outta pocket fella and you two harassed Crowley into giving you more allowance. (MC has magic after their own overblot) He even taught you how to appear and scare people the way he does using your magic.
My Spotify was fucking up and I got annoyed but I genuinely liked writing this even if it seems to not have any energy to some people.
I would've added prince Rielle but I don't know anything about little man but if I find out more about him to be able to write him I will do it.
I might write when you met them for the first time maybe. 🧍‍♂️
Anyways here you go my ❤️ anon pookie ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Steven's Mom
Genre: fluff/angst/smut +18
Pairing: Natasha x reader
Word count: 3874
Request: no
Warnings: poorly written smut, cheating
A/n: This literally took me a good month to write, so I think it's safe to say this may be a little bit shit. If the punctuation seems off, it's cause Grammarly keeps being weird and making suggestions -_- BUT ENJOY! Cause I'm not sure when the next fic will be finished XD Yes, smoking is bad but holy shit is it hot when the right people do it.
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Relationships.
That word has always scared you.
Your friends would talk about their recent boyfriends and how they were going on cute group dates and where was your boyfriend Y/n?
Your answer was always that there was no point in settling down with one person when you were yet to try them all. Especially seeing as you had only just reached your 23rd birthday.
Sure, some may have seen that as 'flighty behaviour' and yes, perhaps you should have gotten a therapist when you were a lot younger - but you were always told you were going to be a heartbreaker and the long trail of flings you left in your wake was testimony to this.
Perhaps heartbreaker was a strong word. You were sure that only going on a few dates with a guy hardly led to their hearts being broken but you were pretty and could accentuate your almost forgotten accent which made all the boys fall into a line.
You had moved to America with your family when you were 16 but due to your desire to fit in, you had worked extremely hard on switching your native accent for an American one. It felt as if you were betraying your family but it was too late to break that habit 7 years on.
Using people as a means to an end is never a good plan. Especially when that person was a friend but when Steven had asked you out, you couldn't help but see a goldmine of opportunities.
Steven was sweet. He was the kind of all-American guy that was shoved down the western media consumer's throats. He played baseball throughout his school career and taught the little leagues on weekends. He had the body of a god and the heart of a saint.
For all intended purposes, Steven was perfect.
Steven would be your salvation.
~~~~~
After 3 weeks of non-stop dating, your university friends wanted to see the boy who had managed to keep the notorious serial dater interested for more than one date. You decided to introduce them all, telling your university friends that Steven was a friend from high school.
Obviously they all swooned.
You truly were living the 'American dream'. However your American dream all came crashing down one Tuesday night.
It had been two months since the first date and Steven had invited you over to his house after seeing a movie. You took your shoes off and hung up your jackets before you both made your way to the kitchen. Steven backed you up to the kitchen counter, kissing along your neck using too much tongue. You were a strong believer that neck kisses should be mostly teeth. The tongue was reserved for other acts. The sound of heels filled you with relief. You liked Steven but he needed to work on his game. It seemed that Steven was too engrossed to realise his mother was standing in the doorway.
You locked eyes with her and let out a soft gasp. You thought you saw her left eyebrow twitch but you couldn't be sure because as she took a step towards you, the trance broke and you pushed Steven away.
"Babe?"
She cleared her throat and Steven spun on the spot, his jaw dropping in a comical way before closing again as his face went red. "I can explain..."
"No need to explain Stevie, just don't do it in my kitchen please."
"T-this is Y/n, Y/n, this is my mom."
"Natasha." She extended her hand for you to shake.
"It's nice to meet you Mrs Romanoff." You shook her hand.
"Please dear, I've been divorced for years. It's Ms now."
"Of course. Sorry." You apologised, the urge to wipe your boyfriend's saliva from your neck was growing the longer this conversation went on.
"No need to apologise lyubov."
"Well, we're just gonna go up to my room now..." Steven gave his mother a kiss on her cheek before leading you out of the kitchen.
~~~~~
You stayed the night with Steven but when you awoke, you were in an empty bed. To say you were disappointed would be a lie but you were a little offended that Steven had left you to wake up on your own. Just because you weren't utterly infatuated with him didn't mean he could leave you in his house without so much as a goodbye.
You debated whether or not you should wear the clothes you had from yesterday or steal one of Steven's many, many hoodies. You decided on the latter. One benefit Steven bought was the fact his hoodies absolutely engulfed you, the bottom of the jumper comfortably resting just above mid-thigh.
You crept out of the house, not realising a pair of eyes followed you the entire way down the drive, cigarette smoke obscuring her view.
~~~~~
You didn't see Steven till the following weekend. Personally, you felt it was too soon to be seeing him again, but you had put him off for longer than he would have liked, so you indulged him. The two of you decided to get milkshakes before going on a walk about the local park. It was a predictably mediocre date, and your mind drifted from Steven's blonde hair to a deep auburn. You weren't sure why you were thinking of red hair till you remembered that was the colour of Steven's mum's hair. You hadn't even realised Steven was talking to you till you saw him looking at you expectantly.
"Sorry babe, what was that?"
Steven laughed "Are you ever here Y/n? I was asking if you wanted to come back to my place?" He wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you in.
"Sure. I wanna drive though." You smirked at him, knowing there was no way he would let you behind the wheel of his precious baby.
"Ha ha." Steven mocked "Get your pretty ass in the car."
~~~~~
The first crack in your perfect American dream life happened when Steven left you alone.
Steven had forgotten he was supposed to be at baseball practice. You were flicking through Netflix, Amazon and Disney+, unable to choose anything, when you heard the front door open and close. You assumed it was Steven coming back, but the slender fingers that slid down your shoulders made you tense and turn around. You strained your neck, looking up at Natasha, her hands still resting on your shoulders.
"No Steven?" She asked, her eyebrow gently raised.
"He" You cleared your throat before continuing, hoping to focus on something other than her hands.
"He..." Natasha prompted you to continue, her thumbs gently creeping up to where your top exposed your neck.
"Had to do something with the little leagues." You rushed out, trying to stop the heat in your cheeks.
"And he left you all on your own, poor thing." Natasha said, drawing shapes along your shoulders as you tried to suppress a shiver.
You weren't sure who the 'poor thing' was. Whether it was you, or Steven.
"You know, I hide my accent too." Natasha said, her lips felt dangerously close to your ear as she let her Russian accent coat her words. "How about you let me hear your real accent too?"
You watched as she moved around the sofa, coming to stand in front of you.
"Um, I mean, I don't know what to say..." You said, your own voice sounding foreign to you as you spoke in your native accent for the first time in years. Not even Steven had heard your true accent.
Yet here you were, showing it to a woman you had met twice.
"krasivaya" Natasha reached under your chin, tilting your head up at her.
"W-what?"
"It means beautiful."
You swallowed, unable to move as she let her fingertips run down the front of your neck.
"Natasha..."
"Yes, sweets?" She responded, her eyes held a gleam that her words did not reflect.
"I don't think this is appropriate."
"What isn't appropriate?"
That made you pause. You weren't sure what made this interaction inappropriate, but you were certain it wasn't. The way your heart pounded in your chest in a way it never did with Steven confirmed that idea. Although your words said that this was wrong, your body didn't want this to stop. With every movement Natasha's nails made against your throat, more goosebumps erupted.
"Do you want me to stop?"
"...no"
"What was that?"
"No." You said with more confidence than before.
"That's what I thought." Natasha bought her fingers back up to your chin as she leaned in, closing the distance between the two of you till your lips crashed. She moved to sit on the sofa next to you, and you put your leg over hers, moving closer to her. You sat on her lap, fiddling with the top of her mom jeans as she ran her hands through your hair, getting lipstick all over your lips. You rested your arms around her neck as she ran her hands under your top, making you moan into her mouth. She shuffled under you, making your hips bump against each other. You bit her lower lip, and it was her turn to moan, the sound travelling down your throat. She pulled away after that, resting her forehead against yours, her eyes still closed as you opened yours.
You weren't sure how long you sat there with Natasha underneath you, but it was long enough for the sun to dip below the horizon. The two of you didn't say anything, but you didn't need to. It was a kind of peaceful silence you never had with Steven.
Your phone buzzed, breaking you out of your peaceful bubble.
It was your brother.
"Fuck. I've gotta go." You stood up, instantly noticing the lack of warmth you suddenly craved. You grabbed your coat and left the house, shouting a hurried goodbye to Natasha.
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You received a text later that night from an unknown number. The only thing that gave the identity away was the sign-off, 'сладких снов'. You looked it up.
It was Russian.
Natasha had wished you sweet dreams.
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There was something off with you, and Steven was beginning to notice. Steven usually hated his name; he was named after his mother's close friend. A close friend that had led to the breakdown of his parent's marriage. He hated it until he heard you say it. It sounded like peaceful autumn afternoons. In fact, you often reminded him of autumn. To begin with, it was your sweet laugh that reminded him of warm autumn colours, but as time went on, he realised while you were like autumn, he was summer. As often as he wished it wasn't true, Steven knew the thing he had with you could never last.
Steven knew something was wrong. He just couldn't quite put his finger on it.
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Natasha came to your student accommodation on a chilly night in October. The two of you had been texting non-stop in a way you had never experienced with anyone else you had met. She was like an addiction you didn't want to quit.
The two of you wasted little time undressing, and you found yourself hitting the bed with the back of your legs as Natasha ran her hands through your hair, kissing you fervently. She placed her hands on your lower back, easing you onto the bed as she climbed on top of you, legs slotted between yours comfortably. Your neck burned as she kissed her way down it, letting her teeth graze against the soft skin.
"No marks." You panted out, pushing your chin to the ceiling so she could get better access to you.
Natasha made an almost growling sound, the frustration clear as she shoved two fingers into your wet core with little warning.
"Just wait till you're completely mine, printsessa. Everyone will know who gets to leave marks on you."
All you could do was moan, the sound brushing over Natasha's ear.
"Shhh, printsessa" She took the fingers that weren't currently pumping in and out of you to your lips, "we don't want your roommates hearing. They'll wonder why you're enjoying it so much." Natasha scoffs before adding, "There's no way you sound like this with Steven."
The sound of your boyfriend's name leaving her mouth felt wrong, but you didn't have time to feel guilty when you felt Natasha's tongue licking long stripes along your clit. You fell into bliss as you bit your lip hard to stop Natasha's name from escaping. The tinge of metal that spilled onto your tongue made you almost cum again. Natasha looked up at you, her hair beginning to stick to her forehead as she winked.
You panted as she kissed her way up your body.
"How about you make me feel good, darling."
It was your turn to slide down the length of her body till you got to her hot core. Your limbs were heavy, and while you wanted to lie peacefully, you wanted to make Natasha cum more. You had a feeling it wouldn't take long, judging from the way her hips bucked ever so slightly as your breath tickled over her. You grazed your teeth gently over her clit, making her moan before leaving a hickey on her inner thigh.
"Hey!" She let out breathlessly, digging her nails into your scalp and pulling you away by your hair. "What makes you think you can leave marks on me."
"But you look so pretty with them." You pouted for a beat, seeing her expression stay stoikly unimpressed, before adding "Mommy." Her pupils blew even more, and you could have sworn she let out a whimper. Her grip tightened momentarily at the title and you took it as a sign to continue.
You continued to lick and suck, putting two, then three fingers in. You watched as she arched her back and moaned out your name. When she was finished, You took your fingers out, licking them clean as the two of you refused to break eye contact.
You lay there in her arms as she drew patterns across your back and gently scratched your neck. "It's late."
Natasha hummed in agreement.
"You should probably stay the night, right?"
You craned your neck to try to see her expression. Natasha put a finger under your chin and leaned down. "That's probably a good idea." She said, her cocky grin stayed on her face till she gently captured your lips.
That night the two of you slept more peacefully than you had in years.
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You lay stomach down on the bed, Steven's voice echoed through your room. He smiled through the screen.
"Baby, I'll pick you up tomorrow at 7:30 for dinner." he grinned. He knew something was off but wanted to hold on to the dream for a little longer.
"Yay! I can't wait!" You were lucky the American accent made just about anything sound enthusiastic
Natasha stirred, turning in her sleep, rustling the sheets gently as she re-adjusted.
"Who was that?" Your boyfriend asked.
"Oh, just one of my friends staying over." You rolled onto your back, accidentally giving Steven a glimpse of silky hair. The movement gently jostled her, disturbing her sleep, causing her nose to scrunch up as she began to wake.
"Okay baby, I've got to go now. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Love you, see you tomorrow." You hang up the FaceTime just as you felt a gaze burn into your skin.
"Morning." She grumbled out, sleep making her voice husky.
"Good Morning." You smiled at her as she rubbed her eyes, waking up fully. "We have to tell him."
"Hmm." She closed her eyes again, you were half convinced she had gone back to asleep.
"Not tomorrow though." Her plump lips seemed even fuller from both last night's activities and sleep. "Tomorrow, you have your date." Her mocking tone did not go over your head. She searched the nightstand for the pack of cigarettes she had left there. However, she quickly gave up, settling back down in bed and closing her eyes again.
"Are you jealous?" You asked, a smirk twinging your lips as her eyes snapped open to look at you.
"Of course not. I just didn't think my son was the romantic type, that's all." She said, before kissing you softly.
These early morning kisses were your favourite.
~~~~~
Date night arrived. Or at least it was supposed to. The booking Steven had made got cancelled, so he drove you back to his house, much to your dismay.
You looked hot. Your hair was up, accentuating your long neck and your red lips contrasted beautifully with the black dress that hung lightly off your figure. You were underdressed for autumn, but the previous night with Natasha made you feel beautiful and powerful, and that dress was begging to be worn.
You were confident when you chose that dress but going to Steven's and the thought of having to see Natasha in said dress filled you with dread.
It wasn't that you didn't want Natasha to see the dress; you just didn't want her to see the way Steven looked at you.
You were right to be worried.
It was Natasha who answered the door just as Steven was about to put his key in. The gasp was audible but she played it off as shock that the two of you were back rather than how she felt about you looking like that with him.
"Hi mom. The booking got cancelled." Steven said, his shoulders hung low.
"That is a shame sweetie." She said, rubbing his arm and ushering him into the kitchen. "Good job I just finished cooking."
You and Steven sat opposite each other as Natasha bought the plates of food out. Once everyone had a plate in front of them, she sat next to you. You bit your lip and refused to look up from the plate.
You bit into what looked like a little square pasty and suppressed a moan. Letting out the sound you wanted would only cause more problems than needed. "Wow, this is delicious."
"Thank you krasivaya. They're Pirozhki." Natasha said, her accent bleeding through in a way you knew was deliberate.
You tried to cover up the growing heat in your face by shoving more food in your mouth. Your leg jumped as you felt Natasha's hand on your thigh. You glanced up from your plate, your eyes meeting Steven's as regret punched you in the gut. He was so sweet and didn't deserve what you were doing to him.
This was wrong.
You wanted to move your leg, not wanting to be a cheater. Not in front of the man you were supposed to love. The only thing that stopped you was the wet patch growing in your panties from the way manicured nails traced along your skin.
You let out a sharp sigh, disappointed in yourself and feeling incredibly guilty about how you found out you liked girls. You were hurting an innocent man.
"You okay babe?" Steven asked, his voice full of concern.
Tears pricked at your eyes, and you couldn't take it anymore. You looked at Natasha, and the concern in her eyes was as clear as day. You just hoped she wouldn't hate you for this.
"Stevie, I can't do this anymore." You looked at his beautiful eyes. Eyes that should have been the ones you felt giddy about.
Steven smiled gently "I know."
A sob got caught in your throat. You weren't sure why you were about to cry; whether it was from relief or sadness that you couldn't be what Steven needed, you couldn't tell.
"How..." You trailed off, not sure what you wanted to ask or even how to ask it.
"You've been acting off Y/n. You have been for a few months now. Someone else has caught your attention and that's okay. I just hope they make you happy in a way I couldn't." Steven stood, most likely getting ready to go for a drive.
Tears rolled down your face freely now. The incredible guilt was ten times worse now. He truly was the sweetest man you knew.
"I just need to know, who is it?"
You froze, not wanting to tell him it was his own mother who stole your gaze.
For the first time throughout this entire conversation, Natasha spoke. "Do you really want to know?"
Steven pulled his eyes away from you, his expression turning steely. His jaw clenched, and fear flashed through you briefly. "I can't believe you."
Natasha's nails dug into your leg slightly, the only indication that she was nervous.
"Steven," You desperately let out. You weren't sure how to make this better. It wasn't like you were fucking his friend. This was his literal mother.
"No. No. I, I need to go. I can't stand to look at either of you right now."
Just like that, Steven left your life.
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"Well, that went just about as well as could be expected." You sighed, glad that everything was out in the open, but a heaviness still weighed in your chest.
Natasha was standing on the back porch, leaning over the rail, looking into the darkness of the back garden. You had gone out to join her after you had collected yourself.
"Yeah." Natasha said quietly.
"I'm sorry." You weren't sure which bit you were apologising for. Was it the way you strung them both along for so long? Or was it the fact that you had broken a mother and son bond? There were countless crimes you had committed and not enough time in the world to apologise for them all.
Natasha sighed. "It's not your fault. I knew this would happen eventually."
There was a pause before you spoke, you weren't sure if you wanted to hear the answer to your question. "Do you regret it?"
She opened up her cigarette pack, lighting it and taking a drag before she answered. "No." She blew the smoke out from her nose.
"Those things will kill you." You said, watching as her plump lips crawled up into a smirk before blowing a particularly large smoke ring at you.
"Not if you kill me first sweetheart." She closed her eyes and allowed the moonlight to ease away any stress she was holding.
"Do you want to stop this? Before I kill you?" You knew the answer to this question before Natasha even began to speak. Her thoughts hadn't been a mystery to you for a long time now.
"Don't even ask that Y/n." She said, the panic slipping into her words. "I adore you."
"I adore you too."
With one last drag, Natasha snuffed out her cigarette, closing the box and throwing them over the railing into the bin below. She stepped towards you, trapping you between her and the railings. She kissed you harder than she had ever kissed you before, with more desperation than you had ever known.
"Why did you throw your cigarettes?" You asked, shocked that she would throw away the thing that had always been with her.
"I don't need them anymore. You're my new addiction."
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thatfreshi · 7 months
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Radio Silent (Uni AU P. 10)
tw - mentions of abuse, themes of anxiety, general insecurity
The night fizzles out the way you expect it to, disappearing without a word to your friends in the diner, letting your new, yet reluctant friend, drive you home. You'd simply deal with Shadowheart when she got back to the dorm.
Just as Astarion said, he's gone the next morning, but the two of you text quite often. He finds it easier to talk to you through pixels on a screen, where he can pretend like you're not this very real person who knows far too much about him. On the plane ride to LA, he doesn't sleep, which isn't odd for him. Instead, he thinks about the past couple of days and how you've wriggled your way into his life, into his head. Instead of trying to put his feelings into tangible sentences, he makes a playlist while waiting the hours away and catches up on some much-needed reading.
Thursday comes around, and the group is pissed at him, as you expected them to be.
"Damnit, he's the reason we picked my lunch break to do this during anyways! You think he'd at least stick to plans like a reasonable individual."
"Gale, it's not like he chose to go on a spur-of-the-moment trip to California. It's a work thing, not in his control."
You almost sound a little angry when the words come out, knowing that he's probably going through some hell that all your friends don't know about. Gale picks up on this sentiment, and leaves the conversation at that, mumbling something about how they'll all just update him on the project details later. Indeed, you all talk in the group chat with him about plans for the upcoming assignment, which he sporadically responds to. Although, he always responds to your texts, even if he ignores the group chat. Astarion argues with himself about it in his head, trying to reason with himself, saying things like 'it's just because the group chat is overwhelming.' For how good of a liar he is, he's not good at lying to himself.
Friday morning, he goes radio silent, which you're not concerned by at first. He's busy, probably busier than you've ever been in your life. Yet, he had made time to text you since Monday night. It starts to worry you when Saturday and Sunday both pass with nothing new. You hold yourself back from asking if everything's alright, knowing if something is stressing him out it's probably better to just let him deal with it and get back to you. And yet, you don't talk to him until he's back, and you're not even the first one to hear that he's back on campus.
"Oh yeah, I saw him in the elevator earlier. Tried being nice like you said, I even waved! You should be proud. Doesn't seem like he appreciated it though."
Shadow rolls her eyes, almost covered by her bangs that she desperately needs to trim. You're not sure exactly why, but you rush to his dorm room, knocking frantically. It's Monday night, which is surprising. You could've sworn he said he'd be back Tuesday morning, but maybe you misremembered. The door creaks open.
"Oh, hello Tav."
Astarion's eyes are weary, which you chalk up to not being able to sleep on the plane.
"Hello? You haven't texted me since Thursday, what the hell? I thought you like died or something."
"Nope, not dead, very much alive. Got wrapped up in some work affairs over the weekend, fashion people can be quite dramatic. Either way, I apologize. I'm still quite new to the 'having a genuine friend' thing."
"Well, how's your arm?"
He scoffs.
"It's... it's fine. Weird to have someone ask."
At this point, he's opened the door and let you in. You're welcomed to a sight of half un-packed luggage and a stack of leather binded books on the coffee table.
"Holy shit Astarion, did you rob a bookstore while you were in California?"
"Nope, all from the library. Missing out on a week of school when you're a senior here comes with its disadvantages. For example, I have had no time to work on my thesis essay, and I've barely even unpacked from the trip itself. Although, I did snag this."
He takes out a garment bag that has been carefully finessed to fit in his suitcase without wrinkling whatever is hidden inside. His fingers nimbly move to unzip the bag, revealing a white faux fur coat.
"Now, do I wear too much white? Absolutely, but passing up on this? I could never."
You almost feel bad, not knowing anything about clothes or what makes them cool, but to your credit, you know it's a nice coat. He slips it on, happy with his latest thievery.
"Well, what do you think? Is it stunning, or is it stunning?"
In that moment, while you're about to make some quip like 'go look for yourself, you realize he has no mirrors in the dorm, not even in the bathroom that you've only ever caught a glance of.
"I would say look for yourself, but you don't have any mirrors. That's shocking."
"Well, I had the one in the bathroom removed. Guess I'm just not particularly a fan of reflections."
"How come?"
He stares at a detail on the sleeve of the coat.
"You get tired of seeing your face after a while."
"Well, I think it looks fabulous, and so do you."
"Wish I felt just as fabulous."
He lets out a small laugh, shrugging his way out of the blinding fabric. There's something left unsaid in the air, you can feel it as he goes to hang up his new treasure.
"What really happened this weekend?"
Astarion tenses, almost dropping the hanger he so delicately placed the jacket on.
"I... I'd rather not say. I know I told you a lot the other night, but there are truly some things best left as skeletons in the closet. Maybe in time, but not today. I can't today."
"That's okay. I was just worried, that's all."
"Funny, I'm so used to people prying all the time. It's pleasant, getting to have secrets when I talk to you."
He comes back out into the living room.
"Would you like to stay for a while? You don't have to help unpack or anything, just be here."
"Sure, as long as you don't mind. And I would gladly help you unpack. Besides, you have a master thesis to get back to."
"I suppose I do. Thanks, I won't forget this."
"What, like you need to trade some favor back or something? Because that's not necessary."
"You're too nice for your own good."
The pale man puts some soft R&B on, and the two of you go ahead and start putting all his things away. Although, he doesn't let you handle any of his nice clothes. You learn that the hard way when he bats your hand away from a pair of very expensive jeans.
"They're just jeans, I promise I won't taint them!"
"Yes, they are just jeans, but they're also 800-dollar jeans, and I am not risking it."
You continue to ask him about various articles of clothing, what shoots he took them from. He remembers every single one. Although, he does skip out on some details, brushing past parts of his tales without a second thought. You don't mind though, knowing it's probably just things he isn't ready to talk about. At some point you become distracted by the stack of books on the nearby table, and start looking at all the titles. They're all related to ethics, morality, or philosophy in some way, but particularly focused on the psychology of abusers and the abused.
"I thought you weren't a philosophy person?"
Astarion's voice almost makes you jump, taking you out of reading the back of one of the books.
"Is this what you're doing your thesis on?"
"I mean I'd like to, but I'm still not sure. Feel as though the head of the department will be surprised when I present it to him."
"How come?"
"Because I've always made my projects, lifeless, I guess. I've always written and studied by the book, never touched on emotional topics. Just don't want people asking questions."
"So, what specifically are you going to look into?"
"The philosophy of abusers, how power imbalances change our moral codes, that kind of thing."
You lightly place the book back in the stack.
"I think you should do it. If anyone asks, just say you were curious about it."
"That's true, I am known to be quite curious. Now, are you going to help me with the rest of this, or have you given up?"
The night passes by too fast for his liking, as the two of you talk while he prepares for the week ahead. It's past midnight when you finally check your phone, seeing that you've received a couple of cheeky messages about your absence from Shadow.
"Is it late already?"
Astarion checks him phone as well.
"Perhaps it's time for you to go get some sleep darling. After all, not everyone is as extreme of an insomniac as I am."
"Yeah, I guess I should probably get back. Happy you're back though, and that you're okay."
Without really thinking about it, you go for a side hug, and make your way to the door.
"See you tomorrow?"
"Sure. See you tomorrow Tav."
And his smile is warmer than normal, knowing there's something to look forward to after a torturous night of barely any sleep. Maybe opening up to a single soul isn't so bad after all.
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iiibxtrflyy · 1 year
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President and Captain.
First post!
Not requested
StudentCouncilPresident!Minji x SportsCaptain!Reader
Minji though you were the most annoying, idiotic, self-centred person to exist. On top of that, your commitment to studying was appalling, and now she had to pay the price. She was told by the principle that she, as the model student and Student Council President, would help you to study for the upcoming tests.  So therefore on every Monday and Tuesday after school - Minji was forced to stay behind and tutor you. 
She sat in the library on Monday - patiently waiting for you to show your face. It was the first ever session - and you were nowhere to be seen. She started to grow impatient, tapping her fingers on the wooden table and huffing. She was about to pack up and leave when she suddenly saw your figure rush towards her.
“Sorry President, I got a bit side tracked.” you scratched your not - so - itchy nape, awkwardly standing in front of the President.
“That’s fine, just be on time on Tuesday.” stated Minji simply, staring at you expectantly and waiting for you to get ready for the tutoring session.
You pulled out a large textbook, which was the schools prescribed Chemistry textbook. You always struggled with Chemistry - after a while it jut became a blur off complete nonsense. You were failing miserably and if you messed up the next exams - you would loose you title as Captain of the Women’s Volleyball Team. You motioned to the section on The Periodic Table, your expression painted the picture that you had no idea what was going on. Minji sighed, and she started to explain the parts of the topic - speaking slowly as you listened intently, absorbing the information. This continued for another good twenty minutes, then Minji proceeded to quiz you - silent pride swelling within her when you started to understand and succeed in answering the questions correctly. You then decided to tackle your homework, and Minji sat silently - observing you work.
As Minji watched you, she noticed small things about your face. The way your brow creased when you were concentrated, or the lip worry when you didn’t understand a part of the topic. Her eyes then drifted to fully focus on your lips, blocking out everything else. Minji wondered what it would be like if she leaned in for a kiss-
‘What the fuck?’ though Minji, blinking as her mind registered her unfiltered thoughts
Where the hell did that come from? Minji felt herself blush a bit, she was supposed to hate you (Minji’s friends on the Student Council constantly teased her about her little vendetta against you, she was never amused).
“Minji?” you asked, watching the dazed girl with a perplexed expression
“Uh…yes?” 
“I’ve finished - can you take a look?” your face grew into a smile
Minji felt herself grow even more flustered when two small, but noticeable, dimples popped up at the corners of your mouth. Her heart literally felt like it was going into cardiac arrest. She almost snatched the paper away from you - jolting even harder when her hands collided with yours. 
She busied herself with checking your answers, her eyes chained to the paper like her life depended on it. Why was your handwriting so damn messy? She couldn’t make out if that squiggle was a two or a three. 
After the arduous task of deciphering your chicken scratch handwriting, she slid the paper back to you, avoiding contact at all costs. Not paying her strange behaviour any mind, your eyes landed on the large red ‘100%’ at the top of the paper.
“Holy shit Minji! I did it!” you jumped out of your seat, visibly ecstatic. 
“Shut up (Y/N)! Too loud! And don’t swear!” Minji hissed, reprimanding your for your rash decision.
You rubbed your head sheepishly - sinking back into to chair. The apologetic look on your face melted into a pleasant smile.
“You called me by my first name.” 
“Huh?” 
“You usually just call me (L/N) or Captain. I began to think you didn’t know my actual name.” you chuckled.
Minji felt her face flush, her brow furrowing in defiance.
“I’m just teasing.” you grinned, but then glanced at the clock. Your expression turned panicked - and you leapt up for the second time. 
“I’m so sorry, I forgot I have to pick up shopping for my family!” You started to gather your things in a hurry. You revealed that it was your turn to do the chores, and you were already on thin ice because of your failing Chemistry grade.
Minji couldn’t help but feel a little disappointed - but her disappointment morphed into shock when you pulled out a black marker and grasped her wrist.
Biting the cap off - you began to write a number on her palm.
“This is my number - don’t hesitate to drop a ‘Hi!’” 
You then sped off, leaving Minji with a confused heart and your number tattooed on her hand. 
She definitely didn’t hate you anymore. 
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[(Y/N) and I both struggle with Chemistry.]
[Also Minji gay panicked a little, but don’t we all sometimes?]
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alwaysmoncheri · 7 months
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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐘
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pairings ❧ steve harrington x reader
summary ❧ a party at steve’s house leads to the disappearance of nancy’s friend, barb
warnings ❧ female!reader, cheesy & sappy steve, shit writing, mentions of smoking & drinking, mentions of blood, mentions of sex
word count ❧ 2.1k
additional notes ❧ none ´・ᴗ・`
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"When alpha particles go through gold foil, they become...?" Barb reads off our chemistry note cards as I walk with between the two girls.
"Unoccupied space," Nancy and I say at the same time. We glance at each other and smile, confident for our test.
"A molecule that can—"
Barb is interrupted when Steve snatches the note cards out of her hands and starts reading them. Tommy H. and Carol move up from behind Barb and I.
"Hey!" Nancy scolds Steve who seems to be enjoying himself.
"I don't know," Steve says, "I think you've studied enough, Nance."
"Steve—" I say giving him a look which he ignores.
"I'm telling you, you know, you guys got this." Steve says, "Don't worry."
"Now onto more important matters," He continues and I roll my eyes, "My dad has left town on a conference and my moms gone with him 'cause, you know, she doesn't trust him."
"Good call." Tommy jumps in with a smirk.
"So, are you in?" Steve asks Nancy hopefully.
"In, for what?" Nancy asks.
"No parents, big house." Carol says.
"A party, Nance," I lean over to whisper to her, "It's a party."
"A party?" Nancy says, still unsure.
"Ding, ding, ding." Carol replies and Tommy chuckles.
"It's Tuesday...?" Nancy says.
"It's Tuesday." Tommy mocks Nancy, him and Carol laugh at her comment.
"C'mon, it'll be low key, it'll just be us." Steve says trying to convince Nancy to join, "What do you say? Are you in or are you out?"
"Um—" Nancy starts.
"Oh god. Look." Carol says disgusted.
We all turn and see Jonathan Byers hanging up a poster for his missing brother. My eyes soften at the sight, I feel for him and his mom. I can't imagine what they're going through.
"Oh, god. That's depressing." Steve comments. I shoot his a glare, and he looks over at me with a "what" look.
"Should we say something?" Nancy asks, clearly feeling for him too.
"I don't think he speaks." Carol says rudely.
"How much you wanna bet he killed him?" Tommy says.
"Dude, shut up." Steve says and hits Tommy on the arm.
I send a grateful look in Steve's direction and he gives me a warm smile on return. Then I turn to walk over to Jonathan, Steve's gaze following closely behind.
"Hey, Jonathan." I say with a sad smile.
"Oh, hey (Y/n)." He says glancing back at my group of friends, where Nancy waves with a sympathetic look.
"Any sign of him yet?" I say glancing at the poster he just put up.
"No, not yet." Jonathan replies, following my gaze.
"How are you and Joyce doing?" I ask, picking at my cuticles nervously.
"We're doing." He replies sadly.
"Don't worry, they'll find him," I say, rubbing his arm in reassurance, "If there's anything you need, don't hesitate to ask, okay?"
"Thanks (Y/n)," Jonathan replies with a small smile.
"Of course, I'll see you later?" I ask as I start to walk back to my friends, who are still staring at us.
"Yeah." He says quietly.
Attention, faulty and students. At 8:00 pm tonight, there will be an assembly on the football field in support of Will Byers and his family.
All are encouraged to attend. Volunteer sign-ups for search parties are still available in the office.
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Exhausted after a long day at school, I return home to find Dustin breathlessly running towards me, "Mike kept the girl," He blurts out before slamming my bedroom door shut.
"What do you mean, Mike kept the girl?" I ask confused and pat the spot next to me on my bed.
"Eleven, El for short, said she knew where Will was," Dustin continues, sitting next to me, "That she'd seen him.
"And," Dustin whispers excitedly, "She has super powers."
"She moves things with her mind."
"Holy shit!" I say shocked at the boys' discovery.
Dustin clasps his hands over my mouth.
"Shhhhh!"
In a hushed whisper, I exclaim, "Holy shit," Once again when Dustin lowers his hands back to his lap.
"Yeah, I know," Dustin says, "Can you come with us over to Mike's house?" He asks with a pleading look in his eyes.
"Sorry, bud, I can't," I say, patting his back sadly, "I'm going over to Steve's house tonight.
"Oh..." He replies, "That's okay, we'll take care of it." Dustin stands, exiting my room.
"Have fun at Steve's."
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"One! Two!" Tommy yells, swinging Carol back and fourth in his arms over the dimly lit pool, "Three!"
"Stop it, Tommy, no! Don't!" Carol screams, clinging onto the boy for dear life.
He laughs putting her back down.
"You're such as asshole Tommy." Carol mumbles into his arms.
I roll my eyes at their antics.
I'm sitting in a lawn chair watching everything unfold. This isn't really what I had in mind for the night, but what else did I except. I can't help but think about my brother, his friends and the girl.
I break away from my thoughts when I notice Steve cut a hole in the bottom of his beer can and chug it. I roll my eyes again, knowing he's just trying to show off to Nancy. Steve then plops himself down and grabs the cigarette that was tucked behind his ear, sticking it in his mouth.
"Is that supposed to impress me?" Nancy asks with a wide grin.
"You're not?" Steve asks, nonchalantly.
"You are a cliché, you do realize that?" Nancy says with that same grin plastered over her face.
"You are a cliché," Steve counters, lighting his cigarette, "What with your.... your grades and your band practice."
Nancy laughs.
"I'm so not in band."
"Okay party girl," Steve says, "Why don't you just show us how it's done, then?" He passes her the knife before turning to me.
"Hey." He says.
"Hi." I say back.
"You okay?" Steve asks concerned, "You seem kind of... distant."
"I'm okay, Steve," He gives me a look, "I promise."
What a lie.
"If you say so, Henderson." Steve replies after a second, patting my thigh a couple times before returning his attention to Nancy.
His hand was warm. So warm.
"You gotta make a little hole right in—" Steve begins, pointing at the bottom of the can.
"I got it." Nancy replies with a smile and Steve puts his hands up.
"Yeah, she's smart, you douche!" Tommy calls over to Steve.
When Nancy starts chugging the can, I look away and can't bring myself to watch any further. Frustrated, I lean over and snatch the cigarette out of Steve's hand. Taking a few puffs, I glance back at Steve, whose face is filled with confusion and worry as he stares at me.
We're not kids anymore, Steve.
That's what I want to say. But I don't. I just shrug and gesture toward Nancy, who stands victoriously, having downed the entire can.
"Barb, you wanna try?" Nancy asks her neglected friend.
"What? No." Barb says shortly as Nancy goes to grab a can.
"No, I don't want to," Barb says again, "Thanks."
"Come on." Nancy presses.
"Yeah..."  Steve pipes up, "C'mon, yeah."
"Nance, I don't want to." Barb says uncomfortable.
"It's fun, just give it a—" Nancy urges.
"Nance..." I say, giving her a look.
"Just... just give it a shot." Nancy says handing Barb a can and the knife.
Barb is clearly uncomfortable with the activity she has been pressured into, but she goes ahead anyways. I shoot her a sympathetic look and she nervously grabs the knife. When it slips, blood immediately gushes out of the cut on her hand. She clutches it, now in obvious pain.
"Gnarly." Tommy laughs.
"Are you okay?" Nancy asks worried.
"Yeah." Barb responds.
"Barb, you're bleeding." I pipe up from my chair on the other side on Steve.
"I'm fine," Barb says frustrated. She then asks Steve, "Where's your bathroom?"
"Oh, it's—" Steve starts before I cut him off.
"Down past the kitchen to the left, here I can show you." I stand and make my way towards Barb.
"No." Barb says putting her uninjured hand up, "I'll be fine." With that, she walks into the house.
I trudge back to my spot but I don't sit on the chair. Instead, I turn, roll my pants up and sit with my feet in the pool. With Steve's cigarette still in hand, I sit back and take a drag.
The atmosphere is calm and quiet until Tommy suddenly shoves Carol into the pool with a smirk on his face. Carol let's out a shriek, the water engulfing her body, while the water slashes across to me.
"Oh my god!" Carol yells, "What the hell, Tommy!?"
Tommy erupts in laughter before diving smoothly into the pool. Steve follows shortly after, pushing Nancy in, who just screams with a smile. As their antics fill the air, I break out into a laugh, setting my cigarette down before peeling off my shirt and leaving myself in my white bra. Then, I look back at Steve before leaping into the pool alongside him, our laughter echoing in the night.
Steve and Tommy play around, shoving each other under the water. Tommy then resurfaces to grab Carol and they start to make out by the edge of the pool. Steve promptly steals Nancy's shoe, who makes an effort to get it back. I jump onto Steve's back, unintentionally knocking us both underwater. When we're under the surface we share a moment of eye contact. Before I break it and snatch Nancy's shoe. Victoriously I hand it back to her.
Eventually we exit the pool and Steve quickly hands each of us a towel before entering his house.
"I'm freezing." Carol says with a shudder.
"Hmm... well I hear his mom's room has a fireplace." Tommy replies suggestively his towel hanging around his neck.
"Oh yeah?" Carol asks before following Tommy up the stairs with a giggle.
"Okay, well, you know, you are cleaning the sheets." Steve says rolling his eyes, "You alright?" Steve asks Nancy who keeps shivering.
"Yeah." She responds with a small smile.
"Yeah? Come on, let's get you some dry clothes." Steve says walking towards the stairs with Nancy.
"Hey, Henderson?" He turns back to me, "You need anything?" Steve asks, his hand placed on Nancy's back as he leads her up the stairs.
"No, I'm just gonna head home," I say quietly, "Thanks for tonight, Steve."
"Yeah, okay." Steve says softly as Nancy turns around the corner leaving us alone, "You sure? There's always the guest bedroom... you're always free to stay, I could, I mean—" Steve rants before I cut him off.
"It's okay, Steve." I smile sadly at him, "Have your night with Nance. I'll see you tomorrow."
Steve seems indecisive as he turns, debating between Nancy and me. However, he ultimately decides on Nancy and disappears up the rest of the stairs.
Left standing, I gaze up the stairs, for longer than I should've. My eyes begin to water as I imagine what Steve might be doing to Nancy in his room. The very same room I spend countless nights in with the purest of intentions. I picture his hands on her body, caressing her in all the right places, touching her in all the right ways. Tears flow down my cheeks and I turn to leave the house. Before I do, I notice Barb heading in my direction. I hastily wipe away my tears, attempting to conceal the fact that I was crying.
"Hey, Barb." I sniffle slightly, "You headed out?"
"Uh, no," She says giving me a sad look, "I think I'm gonna wait for Nancy."
"Oh." I say weakly, glancing up the stairs once more, "I think it might be a while"
"That's okay, I'll wait." Barb says determined to wait for her friend.
"Well, I'll catch you later, Barb." I say, opening the door and leaving Steve's house.
"Bye, (Y/n)."
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Once I make it home, I shut the door to my bedroom behind me. I slide down with my back against the door and sob into my knees. Eventually I stumble over to my bed, continuing to cry until I manage to fall asleep.
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bookshelf-dust · 1 year
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I'M HERE TO REQUEST AGAIN<33
could you write a fic where reader (established relationship with Gareth) is at the Hideout to listen to the band and a guy starts hitting on them? and Gareth gets jealous (not in a toxic way though). thank you<3
saturday’s at the hideout
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gareth emerson x gn!reader
word count: 1,125
warnings: swearing, gareth has insecurities, flirting, fluff
a/n: hi pal!! thank you for requesting!!! i hope this turned out okay. i’m feeling iffy about it. i also may have made gareth a little grumpy because i like gareth the grump. enjoy!! <333
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You bounce your leg where it rests on one of the supports underneath your chair. You feel yourself get slightly more nervous as people file in.
It’s not nearly this crowded on Tuesday’s, but it’s a Saturday night, and it seems everyone and their mom has decided to come to the Hideout tonight.
They don’t usually play on Saturday’s, but recently they’ve been asked to play more often, which Gareth may or may not have jumped up and down about.
You find yourself getting nervous because the more people there are, the better the chance of an increased creep population there is.
The boys have been on stage for awhile, and their set is almost up.
Gareth catches your eye during a few seconds when he’s not playing, one hand on a cymbal to quiet it, the other doing that obnoxious twirl of his drumstick that you pretend to hate.
He raises his eyebrows at you. A silent, you okay?
You nod, and there’s a split second where his eyes dart somewhere behind you before he starts playing again.
The table you’re sitting at is small and seats two, the kind where the chairs face each other. The kind for couples on dates.
Someone moves to stand in front of you, and you think they’re going to take the other chair for themselves, for a bigger party, but they drag it to the spot next to you.
You turn your head, utterly confused at this guy’s appearance. You go to say something that will make them fuck off, but you realize you know the guy. Michael, you think, remembering his name.
You went to high school with him, and you were lab partners with him for what felt like forever then.
While that calms your fear of it being some perv, in school this guy wasn’t exactly someone you would’ve liked to be best friends with. He was the kind of guy you could put up with as a lab partner, but not in any other situation. The person you put up with because you had to. Frankly because he was a douche.
“Holy shit,” you say, sitting up and trying your best to be sweet.
“Hey! I wasn’t expecting to see you here,” he tells you.
“Me either.” You set your hands in your lap, twisting around a ring Gareth gave you.
“It’s just been so long! I thought I’d see what you were up to these days. I won’t keep you long though, I promise.” He offers a sweet grin.
You look away for a second, glancing at Eddie. This is one of his favorite songs to perform and you love to watch him. He’s electric up there, thriving off of the energy from the crowd—way more than five drunks tonight.
“Not much,” you tell Michael. “College. This.”
You smile easily, and he seems to find something in it.
“You know someone in the band?” His voice is kind, curious. You think that maybe he’s turned around some post-high school.
You lift your hand to gesture in the direction of the stage.
“The drummer?” His eyes find Gareth. “He’s my boyfriend. The rest of the band are his best friends, so kind of mine too, I suppose.”
“Oh that’s so nice! They’re really good.”
“Aren’t they? What’ve you been up to?” You ask, not wanting to sound like a dick.
“Same as you. College. Fraternity stuff,” you internally roll your eyes, “trying to figure out what to do when I graduate, that kind of thing.”
“That sounds fun! I hope you find something you like doing.”
It’s then that Gareth looks toward the crowd after he’s had his head tossed back, and he finds you, talking to some guy.
He feels jealousy kick in his chest, and he tries to tamp it down, because the guy is getting up, leaving you alone, and your eyes are on him again.
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“Hey, Eddie! You were so good tonight! Very badass, if I may.”
Eddie grins wildly at you, offering a sweaty hug. “Thank you, my liege.”
You see a mop of brown curls appear behind him from the back of the building, and run around to met him.
“Hi, pretty boy!” Gareth grabs hold of you as you throw yourself at him, eager to spoil him with praise.
“Hey.” The way he says it makes you pull back, and you immediately know something’s wrong. It’s hard for him to hide things from you these days.
“What’s the matter? And don’t say nothing because I’ll kick your ass, Emerson.”
He rolls his eyes at you, but it’s more so because he knows you, and knows these feelings are silly, but he can’t help it. They’re the result of being bullied his whole life, he supposes.
“Who was that guy earlier? He was sitting with you.”
Gareth avoids your eyes.
“Oh.” He hates the way you say that, that you understand him so well. “That was Michael. He was my lab partner when we were in school. Just wanted to catch up.”
He scratches his nose, but drops his hand when you take his face in both of yours.
“Hey. Are you jealous?”
“No.”
“It’s okay if you are, but there’s no reason to be,” you tell him.
“I’m not.”
“Gareth,” you plead.
“Fuck. Yeah, I’m jealous, I’m sorry.”
“Don’t apologize. But you don’t have to worry about that, I swear.”
You push some of his sweaty curls back from his forehead, and grab a hair tie from your wrist to tie the top half up. He’s been growing it out lately, and it along enough that you can do so.
“He’s a frat boy, Gare.” You speak as you handle his hair. “He sounded nicer than in high school, but the fraternity thing is more than enough to make him a hazard.”
Gareth laughs, and you feel an immense relief at the sound. You grin at both that and the finished knot on the crown of his head.
“Really, I am sorry though,” he tells you. “I just get insecure sometimes. That I’m not good enough for you.”
“I know. But please don’t think that, honey. You’re everything to me, are you kidding?”
You take both of his hands, and you can feel a new callous on his palm, which you’ll have to look at later. He’s very good at cracking his skin open.
“Also, you looked insanely hot up here. Seriously. Don’t get me started. I could write an essay on how good you looked.”
Gareth goes bright red. “Oh yeah? Well I expect this essay on my desk come Monday morning. 8am sharp. No sooner, no later.”
You laugh brilliantly, and kiss him on each cheek.
“I’ll get right on it, Gare bear.”
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boogiewrites · 1 year
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Unnamed Single Dad/Older Eddie fic - Intro
Single Dad/Older Eddie Munson x f!reader
Reader recently divorced, moves back to her hometown to try to find herself. She finds an old almost-flame from her past to spend her time with. He was always a bit chaotic and messy. And still seems to be. But after a decade of gala's, academia, and white-collar work - maybe that's exactly what she wants.
PART ONE IS NOW UP! FIND IT HERE!
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You walked down the stairs from your apartment onto the street. The sunset painted the town in nostalgia. Muted colors like looking back into your memories surrounded you. It all felt different and somehow exactly the same. You’d been back for about a month now. But with the exception of holidays, you haven't spent any time in Hawkins for over a decade. You didn’t even go to your 10-year high school reunion. You’d had no expectations of coming back here. Certainly not without an exit date firmly scheduled prior. But life is funny that way. You never expect to get divorced when you get married. You never expect to quit what once was your dream job. You never expect to move back to your hometown in some potentially pathetic, you hadn't decided yet, attempt to find yourself. Along with a lot of other lessons you were finally learning, expecting the unexpected was one being driven into your life hard. 
So when you wandered the towns Main Street and saw the old record store you hadn't expected, but maybe you should have, the man standing behind the counter to be the boy who helped form most of those happy memories you’d come back home to revisit.
“We close in like 5 minutes. I can check you out if you know what you want but at 9 you’re getting kicked out.” He didn’t look up from the book of numbers he was staring at on the checkout desk.
“Oh shit. I didn’t look at your hours on the door. Sorry. I’ll leave.” You rush out, not even looking at the guy, his hair hiding his face as he leaned on the counter. You’d barely taken in the familiar space before feeling like a burden. 
But then you hear your name called to your back as your hand sits on the door handle. That voice. You hadn’t heard your name said like that in so long. Not just from him but in a way that made it sound like someone was genuinely happy to see you. 
“Eddie?” It leaves your slightly parted lips before you even verify the owner of the now much deeper, voice. It’s still cracked and popped when you heard it last. A young man with his training wheels freshly off was now grown before you. He looked so different. And just like the town… somehow exactly the same.
“Holy shit it is you!” his face lit up, it was a wonderful sight. Eddie was always a big emoter, being absolute shit at hiding how he felt on his face. And right now he was happy to see you. Your face was a bit more hesitant, only for the heavy smack of memories you were drowning in as you shared a silent smile, eyes very boldly meeting one another's. 
“It’s me.” you held out your hands in a jazzy presentation of yourself that made him laugh. 
“What are you doing here? Oh shit, is everyone okay?” His face went from curious to concerned in a flash.
“Oh yeah, the family’s fine.” you finally stepped forward and dismissed his concern with a wave of your hand. “I moved back.” he could see the way your jaw tensed when you said it. Last he’d heard you were married and working some white-collar job and doing just fine. He certainly hadn’t expected you to walk into his shop on a random Tuesday. He wanted to ask a hundred questions that had all poured into his brain but withheld. 
“How long have you been back?” he got away with looking at your hands, checking for a wedding band as they ran through your hair nervously. There wasn’t one. That gave him plenty of answers to sate his intrusive tendencies. Little did he know you’d already looked at his ring finger to see the same. 
“A few weeks. Not long. Just got settled into the apartment on 3rd street. Pure luck it opened up when I was looking.”
“An apartment?” he had a playful smile as he quirked his brow. “Would’ve pinned you for a house sorta girl.”
“Needed a change.” you wrinkled your nose, vague answers meant you weren’t ready to talk about it. Which he understood. 
“I heard they re-did those recently.”
“Yeah, it’s way nicer than I expected. Overlooks the park which is very cute. And is a hell of a lot cheaper than my mortgage was.” a genuine smile graced your face, and the sense of relief wasn’t missed by him in your voice. 
“Tell me about it.” he groaned and slapped the open book in front of him. 
“Oh, doing the books?” you leaned forward curiously, intimately familiar with the layout of the paper before him. “Wait. Why are you doing the accounting?” you didn’t hide the confusion on your face as you looked back up at a smirking Eddie. His hair was the same save for the lack of bangs, a change with the times. He had a past 5 o clock shadow and light circles under his eyes. You knew you had the signs of wear and age on your face now as well. 
“Because I own the place?” he tilted his head to the side and chuckled. “You don’t have to look SO surprised.” he then broke into a laugh. 
“Sorry! I just. Wow.” you shook your head. 
“Give me a little credit. I’ve grown up since you last knew me.” a playful defensiveness was apparent in his shaking curls as he challenged your slack jaw at the news. 
“I’m sure you have. Sorry. I didn’t mean to -” 
“Shut up. I’m fucking with you.” the deepness of his voice bloomed out of a laughing chest. “I do own it but I agree I didn’t scream responsible business owner at 18.” he grinned. “I started working here shortly after you left and ten years later Mr. Orison wanted to retire and well…” he motioned to the room then let his arms slap to his sides. 
“Good for you. Seriously. Running a business is fucking hard. People don’t realize it.”
“Yeah neither did I when I bought it.” he bent over and ran his hand through his hair, elbows to the countertop. 
“I used to crunch numbers all day for a living so I get it. I’ll leave you to it. It’s past 9 anyway, I think you’re supposed to kick me out.” you smiled brightly, you felt the strain in your cheeks. It’d been a long, long time since you’d smiled so big. 
“You get to be an exception to the rule. You can wander around if you want. I don’t care.”
“No, no. I know you need to focus. I’ll get out of your hair.” you take a few steps back. “I could come back when you aren’t busy?” you offered, a raise of one shoulder to your chin. 
“Yeah! Yes.” he cleared his throat and nodded enthusiastically, spooling out some blank receipt paper. “Since you’re back-back we should catch up.” he dabbed the pen to his tongue to get it to work, and a few shakes and grunts later he was writing his number down. “And I don’t mean in that fake reunion - oh my god let’s get coffee sometime kinda way.” he looked up, hang dancing over his papers as a fuller face than you recalled smiled at you. 
“Glad we’re on the same page. I need some friends. Not gonna lie.” you chuckle nervously and give a purposely strained smile. 
“Lucky for you, we are built-in friends.” he holds out the paper as you step back toward him. 
“Good.” you say softly, ripping part of the paper and writing down your own information. “You’re busier than me right now so feel free to call me whenever and we can go not get coffee.” you joke and he accepts it heartily. 
“You drink?”
“Not as well as I used to.” you laugh.
“That’sthefuckintruth.” he grumbled. “I’ll hit you up and we’ll go to the old Hideout. We’ll be two old schmo’s reminiscing just like the people we used to make fun of.”
“Sounds perfect.” the relief of something casual and easy flooded you. There was no pretentious pretext, no formalwear to buy, or people to schmooze. Beers, a dive bar, and an old friend sounded close to heaven after the way you’d spent the last decade. “See ya soon.” you wiggle your fingers in a wave before Eddie watches you walk down the street and out of sight, locking the door behind you. 
“Well, shit.” he didn’t have to hide his smile now, chuckling to himself, rubbing his face as he walked back to the counter. “She’s back.” he talked to himself, no one else was around, and being alone was a rarity for him these days. He gathered up his books and looked at the mirror in the hall on the way to the back office. “And single.” he said to his reflection before looking over it and frowning at the sight. He looked fucking tired. In all fairness he was. “And you’re a struggling single dad with two jobs.” he sighed and looked away from the mirror. A reality check he needed was cashed to himself. He wasn’t exactly relationship material at the moment with barely any time for himself let alone dating someone. You were used to money and the city and some fancy pants professor was your ex-husband. What’s a small-town mechanic with a sob story, a kid, and a treading water business going to offer you? He groaned, his annoyance clear on his face as he plopped into the old creaky leather chair. Little did he know, that craving a slice of real life, something raw and passionate, full of imperfections was exactly why you’d left your husband and old life behind. He had more to offer than old romantic nostalgia. He just didn’t know it yet.
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irlnumbuh3 · 11 months
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more knd middle school headcanons!
shoutout to @irldonniee they are so real WE ARE MOOTS HERE AND ON TIKTOK ITS CRAZY!!! :00 ILY MOOT
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- wally picks ceramics as his elective and holy shit it is so cute😭
- all that aggression , he’s able to put into working with clay. and maybe certain days he does slam the clay harder on the table than others… but it’s a good stress reliever ! we know wally feels a LOT, and that only intensified in middle school
- kuki does ceramics with him, she’s really gentle with her work unlike… someone else… she’s almost too gentle, but when she’s had a bad day, STAY AWAY because that clay is gonna be fucked up by her LMFAO. her speciality is the glazing/painting part of the class
- hoagie and abby do band together! hoagie attempts the saxophone, and abby plays the flute
- nigel feels stuck between picking electives but ultimately goes the art route because there was no way in hell he was going to be asked to play the sousaphone by his father AGAIN
- these 5 play ninja at recess it gets crazy
- THEY PLAY BOXBALL/4 SQUARE TOO IT GETS EVEN CRAZIER
- at some point in time boxball gets banned for a little bit bc of them mostly wally…. the other kids weren’t too thrilled with them… the glares were deadly i’m telling u middle schoolers are serious about boxball at least i was
- it was finally able to be unbanned when wally threatened to make his own boxball game but instead of a light ball, u used a 10 lb weighted ball ………..
- they all decorate eachothers lockers for their birthdays
- kuki and abby are the two girls who gossip and walk the mile together
- the boys try and outrun eachother in said mile hoagie nearly had an asthma attack
- there’s a shower in the boys locker room and all of the boys were told to never turn it on because it hadn’t been turned on in 20 years. it becomes a game to see which boy in the locker room can get the closest to turning it on
- hoagie holds the record currently . wally is not thrilled by it
- thus wally gets in school suspension for turning on said shower. 3 DAYS OF ISS LMFAO
- wally goes through an axe phase and thinks he smells amazing and tough and masculine. he gets humbled by abby at lunch one random tuesday
- hoagie and wally buy lunch from the school and will play with their food by trying to make the most disgusting combinations. one day they make the entire cafeteria smell so foul that there’s an evacuation 💀
- nigel gets back together with lizzie in 6th grade and they’re the infamous middle school couple. she sits with them at lunch and brings her friends. she beefs with everyone occasionally 😭
- she plays messenger and makes her friends deliver her orders/comments to nigel at recess and throughout the day LOOL
- you know yaga? where you pull someone’s hair and say yaga? wally does that to kuki all of the time. especially during assemblies
- oh but she gets back at him in 8th grade when he starts growing his hair out to be shaggier
- meaning she literally GRABS his entire head of hair to yank back…. the group doesn’t think she knows how to actually play yaga….
- when walking around at recess, everyone likes to stuff random shit in wally’s hood
- kuki eventually drops her elective to switch to chorus. she’s a soprano!
- abby realizes she hates band and changes her elective too. she joins wally and nigel in ceramics. and wow do they TALK in that class
- the only class they all have together is study hall. and the teacher umm… she’s not the most patient. it’s a silent study hall
- and these 5 are awful at being silent -_- the teacher doesn’t even want pure silence she just wants peace. and they’re bad at that
- and because they got to pick their seats in the beginning of the year , hoagie and wally are next to one another, then abby and nigel are next to one another behind them, and kuki is directly in front of hoagie’s desk
- there’s an empty chair next to kuki, and this girl is a social butterfly, people come and sit next to her all of the time
- usually just “girly girls” but occasionally some boys… like maybe Ace or some loser who calls himself “30C” like “who even calls themselves that??”
- the antics are usually fine in study hall i mean it’s the last period of the day, everyone just wants to go home right!!
- wrong there is so much energy in one class
- some kids from their elementary are even in that class, like an irish girl named fanny and joe balooka, the instigator himself… he plays with his yipper cards with hoagie occasionally and so kuki and hoagie swap seats
- they all help wally with his homework
- sometimes they all play uno in study hall
- but everyone typically tries to do their homework, so they don’t have to after school. keyword: TYPICALLY. when all ur friends are in one class together, u don’t always wanna do ur work🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️
- the note passing is crazy in there. and they’re usually slick with it, but sometimes it’s so much more fun to just be as obvious as possible
- one day wally started it by crumpling up his note, walking to the garbage, pretending to throw it out, and then turning around and throwing it in hoagie’s face
- was it impressive? 100%.…
- to get back at him, hoagie walked around the room only to come back to his desk and to slam the note on wally’s desk and FUCK is it funny for no reason
- and of course this turns into a competition…. kuki is determined to win whatever this game is, nigel rolls his eyes but oh he’s planning something, and abby just keeps covering her mouth to laugh while thinking she’s about to eat this shit up
- it’s kuki’s turn. she writes on the paper and gracefully gets up to the front of the room, and the very first person to the front all the way to right, she says, “pass this to wally please”
- and that note makes it to every single kid in that class LMFAOAOAOAO
- impressive yes. but abby’s up next. she leaves the room, where the hell is she going??? then next thing you know, she’s back, and kuki’s homeroom teacher is calling her to the office 😭😭
- “kuki, honey!! this note was left for me to give to you. it was slid into my mailbox. it says it’s from your counselor.”
- FUCKKK WAS THAT GOOD OR WHAT
- then nigel’s turn.. oh and does he have the best one yet. he grabs the paper and he writes his message and then… wait why is miss thompson walking over here? guys? wait plz hide the note somewhere oh no she looks mad oh my god guys-
- “nigel uno! a student i’d never expect to be passing notes, why don’t we tell everyone what’s on your mind?” “nonono miss thompson that’s a project we are all working on pls-“
- “fuck u” and some obscene doodles… “fuck u x2 >:)” “ur mouths are filthy. wash them please ♡ xoxo kuki! ps. hi abby!!!!! ily!” “hey kuki. ily2. and ur move, nigel. unless you chicken out now… :P” “who do i look like i am? do i look li”
- they all kinda got separated for the week
- kuki asks everyone to play MASH with her
- she 100% had a slime business in school
- said it before and i’ll say it again, her and hoagie are theatre kids. her and hoagie share a love for be more chill LMFAOAOAO
- no one else understands their obsession
- wally starts playing soccer in 7th grade. and for starting late, this kid is GOOD
- the boys fieldgoal one another. it’s awful (fieldgoaling: kicking eachother right up the ass when ur behind them. u also have to scream field goal. my middle school friends did this to eachother. highlight of middle tbh)
- especially wally he will field goal u in the middle of fucking no where it should be illegal. hoagie hides out in the bathrooms one day after teasing wally about kuki a little too much. as soon as he heard the start of the word “fiel-!” he ran
- they all carpool home together on fridays to hang out
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madneedshelp · 1 year
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Jealous Much? Billy Extra Chapter
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A/N: This is just a little epilogue following the Billy ending of the series. Credit for the inspo goes to @mrs-fanfiction-2001, who came up with this. I am deeply sorry for being so late, I promise I literally just saw your request. Hope you all enjoy!
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You were in the middle of eating your toast when a knock sounded on your door. Odd. It was a Tuesday morning, who was showing up at your house?
Toast in hand, you paced over to the door.
"Hello?" You asked, pulling the door wide in front of you.
You were met with the sight of Billy Hargrove smirking at you and were immediately reminded of the fact that he was picking you up for school. Because he was your boyfriend. And that's what boyfriends do. Holy shit.
"Morning, sweetheart. You ready to go?" Billy chuckled at your widened eyes.
You ushered him inside and hurried to gather the rest of your things. "I am so sorry, I completely forgot you were picking me up. Give me one second to go grab my jacket and I'll be ready. "
Just before you could dash down the hall to your room, a gently hand grabbed yours. You turned back to face Billy, who still wore that stupid smirk.
"Don't worry about that, Byers. I think this should do." He tossed you his denim jacket and you gaped at him. "What?"
You were truly stunned. He always had that thing on. Truth be told, there were only a handful of days you could think of where he didn't have the jacket on. "I'm just surprised you would give me this. It's like, I don't know, your little security blanket jacket."
"The fuck is a security blanket jacket?"
You waved a dismissive hand. "Not important...thanks for the jacket." You turned away from him as you said that last part, slightly embarrassed of the blush on your cheeks. Why were you so nervous of basic girlfriend-boyfriend interactions with him? You two had already fucked on several occasions, so it wasn't like there was much to hide. Your eyes caught a glimpse of the clock on the wall and dragged you back to reality. "Shit, Billy, we should go before we're late."
The jacket was loose on you when you tugged it on, but in a comforting way. It also smelled like Billy, a fact you liked way more than you should have.
“Hey, hey, slow down, Princess.” Billy chuckled as he lightly caught your waist and spun you to face him. His thumb brushed the corner of your mouth and he sent you a wink. “Still had some peanut butter there, Byers.”
You chuckle and swag his hand away before leaning up to press a kiss to his lips. “What a lifesaver you are, Hargrove.”
Finally ready to go, you followed Billy out to his car and climbed into the passenger seat. Much to your boyfriend’s annoyance, you spent the majority of the ride talking to Max, who sat quietly in the back seat until you struck up conversation. She was a cool kid, you were glad Will had made friends with people like her.
As soon as Billy whipped into the parking lot, things changed. Max hurried off to her friends and Billy sauntered over to your side. It was a little obvious he didn’t like sharing as he snaked a possessive arm around your waist and pulled you in for a kiss.
That got all heads turning. As you walked into the school with Billy’s hand in your back jean pocket you really realized how different things were. Crossing the line from fuck buddy to girlfriend felt very foreign and…very good.
Having all eyes on you wasn’t exactly your favorite thing, but the smug expression on Billy’s face was worth it. Deep down, though you’d never admit it, it felt kind of good to have everyone know he was yours and you were his. Unfortunately that also meant half the girls looked at you as if they wished you were dead.
And then you saw Steve. Or rather, Steve saw you.
“Y/N? What the hell is this?”
It had slipped your mind completely that you’d have to face Steve after all your “it’ll never happen again” talk. But you would’ve had to own up to it eventually, so why not right then?
“Billy’s my boyfriend.” You blurted out before you could think of a better way to phrase the conversation.
A moment of silence passed through the three of you. However, you were the first to recover, so you took your chance to say everything on your mind.
“Listen, you’re my best friend and you’re my boyfriend, so from now on you both have to cool it with this little pissing match you’ve got going. I care about both of you more than anything, but I also won’t hesitant to kick your asses if you act like asses. Got it?” You shot each of them a look after you finished your rant, and to your surprise, you got a nod from both parties. “Great! Well, it’s almost time for English so I will see you next period, Steve.”
Before you and Billy could leave, Steve stopped you. Well, technically he stopped Billy.
“Hey, man, just don’t be a douche to her, alright? Because I am also willing to kick some ass if she gets hurt.” Steve gave Billy a warning look as he clasped his shoulder.
Billy’s eyes darkened ever so slightly, as they did when he got irritated, but you poked his side and it dissipated as he looked at you. Instead of retaliating, he nodded. “I wouldn’t dream of it, pal.”
Yes, his words were clipped, but it wasn’t an all out fight so you were willing to take small victories. It’s not like you could expect them to become best friends in ten seconds, so you would gladly take tolerance for now.
As you headed to class with Billy, it dawned on you that you finally felt happy. Sure, you weren’t exactly unhappy before, but there was no more pining in your heart. You weren’t sure of it was Billy’s presence or simply the time that had passed, but you could see now that for a while you hadn’t really been in love with Steve. You loved the idea of him, and loved him deeply in a platonic way, but all romantic love for him was gone.
As messed up as you’d made your love life out to be this past year, things made sense now. Your fling with Billy seemed like a fine arrangement, but dating him felt right. To put it plainly, the attraction to him that you felt was more than physical, and he was surprising you in showing you that the feeling was mutual.
All in all, life was pretty damn good.
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shieldofiron · 11 months
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I feel like I've left you alone for long enough sooooooo do you have any big tigerfreak/Jason hcs or blurbs that just so happen to be floating in that big beautiful mid of yours (also I changed my user)
Hmmm... I have a few things I'm working on for But I'm a Cheerleader but this just popped into my head, partially inspired by this adorable Harringrove fluff that my friend wrote.
Carver was missing.
Not that Eddie meant to notice. It just wasn't every week that he had to give up his planning period multiple days in a row to cover gym classes. He felt singularly unqualified when reading through Carver's meticulous emergency substitute plans, which included an overall class assessment form that Carver must have made up on his own because Eddie hadn't seen it before.
"Come on," Eddie sighed when the vice principal approached his room in the morning with that telltale red folder, "Can't anyone else cover for Carver? I'm a music teacher, not a gym rat."
The vice principal shrugged, "Don't know when he'll be back."
This wasn't like Carver at all. Sometimes Eddie would arrive early and see Carver doing laps by himself on the track, like he didn't get enough exercise every day. He had perfect attendance. He was the head of the specialists department, and he apparently volunteered with the boys and girls club after school, based on the calendar he had in his office.
But Eddie ended up taking the red folder because... to be honest he felt a little guilty.
It had just been another Friday night getting drinks after school, and one thing had led to another and Eddie'd woken up the next morning to Carver throwing his shirt in his face and telling him he had to go, right away.
And then Monday... he was missing. Then Tuesday. Then Wednesday.
Christ, Eddie didn't mean to freak Carver out. It was just a one night stand, it could happen to anyone. He wasn't going to out someone he worked with.
And so on the third day, with his calves straining a little from Carver's stupid substitute plan, Eddie buzzed the bell for Carver's apartment.
"I'm not gonna out you or make it weird," Eddie rehearsed in an almost whisper.
There was no answer from the bell, and Eddie leaned back, checking for the third time that he saw Carver's jeep on the street. It wasn't hard to see, because for some reason it was parked half on the street. It wasn't one of those fancy video doorbells, but Eddie half wondered if Carver knew it was him.
He was about to turn and go when the intercom buzzed, "Yes?"
"Carver? It's Eddie... Ah... Eddie Munson from school," Christ, Eddie was sweating like crazy. "Y'know. We work together."
"What're you doing here?" Carver's voice was garbled, but it could just be the intercom. He sounded more exhausted than annoyed."
"You've been missing from work for three days," Eddie squirmed.
"Yeah, I know," Carver snapped.
"Look, can I talk to you a minute? I'll be quick."
"I'm sick," Carver replied.
"Just a minute, man," Eddie groaned.
He expected Carver to tell him to fuck off but the door buzzed open.
He climbed the stairs, almost jumping out of his skin when he saw Carver leaning against his door frame. His face was swollen, especially his jaw, and his eyes looked puffy and red.
"Holy shit, what happened to you?"
Carver frowned. Or at least Eddie thought he did.
"I got my wisdom teeth out," Carver mumbled. It hadn't been the intercom, it was Carver himself.
Eddie gaped, "Today?"
"No, Saturday," Carver frowned.
"After I..."
Carver nodded, "Yes. After... that."
Eddie shook his head, not completely able to take this in, "Mr. Davidson said it wasn't expected absence."
Carver shrugged, "I expected to be back Monday."
Eddie blinked, "Two days after surgery?"
Carver's face twitched into some kind of expression, impossible to read, "What did you come here to say?"
Eddie rubbed the back of his neck, "I guess it doesn't matter. I thought... it's stupid."
"You thought what was stupid?"
"I thought you not coming had to do with me. Like you thought I would out you or something," Eddie squirms under that cold blue gaze. "I know I was kind of clingy, staying over, but..."
Carver huffs, "Don't worry about it. I'm already out at school."
"You are?"
"Yeah," Carver's mouth frowns wobblingly, "My whistle is rainbow for fuck's sake."
Eddie just blinked at him.
Carver rubbed his hand over his face, "So is that all you had to say? I gotta go to the pharmacy."
"Yeah. Sure, I'll uh... let you go."
Carver nodded and then turned to lock the door.
"Wait... are you going alone?"
Carver's shoulders twitched, "Do you see anyone else?"
"You can't drive alone, you're probably on painkillers!"
Carver didn't respond, just locking up without another word.
"Let me drive you," Eddie pressed.
"I'm fine on my own," Carver grumbled, pushing past on unsteady feet.
"Did you drive home from the surgery?" Eddie's voice rose about an octave and a half and he clambered down the stairs behind Carver.
Carver swept his arm out, "Do you see anyone else? I wasn't put to sleep. I'm afraid of anesthesia."
"Carver-"
"The pharmacy is only a few minutes away, it's fine."
"This is dangerous. Shit, if you'd told me on Saturday, I would have picked you up," Eddie practically growled.
"I don't need your pity," Carver groused.
"It's not pity. It's literally road safety," Eddie huffed. "You could've hurt someone. You could've hurt yourself."
Carver waved a lazy hand in the air.
Eddie rubbed his eyes, "Carver. What the fuck?"
"Look," Carver spun, leaning against the wall to steady himself, "I didn't mean... I mean, obviously I meant to. Sleep with you. I've had the biggest dumbest crush on you since high school. But you don't have to feel responsible for me just because you feel bad for sleeping with me."
There was a lot in those garbled, hard to understand words, but Eddie couldn't help but focus on one thing.
"You have a crush on me?"
Jason covered his eyes with his hands, "Clearly I wasn't obvious enough before. Why don't I just get a bumper sticker?"
Eddie's heart skipped a beat. He really hoped he wasn't getting a heart attack from doing gym for the first time in fifteen years.
"You have a crush... on me?" He repeated, numbly.
"Yes, fucking-"
Eddie realized only after he kissed Carver that maybe he should have waited for the swelling to go down. Carver hissed in pain, and flinched back.
"Sorry, sorry, I'm sorry," Eddie touched Carver's cheek. "Just... I've been wanting to do that for months."
Carver's eyes were still puffy, and he blinked slowly, "What?"
"Let me drive you to the pharmacy," Eddie whispered, pressing a much gentler kiss to Carver's swollen lips. "And take care of you. I'll make up for lost time."
"I don't need-"
"I need," Eddie smiled, "To take care of you. Please. Let me."
Eddie watched every micro expression cross Carver's face before he finally smiled.
"You have a crush on me, Munson?"
"Yes," Eddie grinned, "Even with the swollen head."
Carver just smiled like a loon and let Eddie steal his keys. He brushed their pinkies together in the aisles of the pharmacy and let Eddie buy him ice cream. He had a crush on Eddie. Eddie wouldn't have missed this for the world.
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