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isawken · 5 months
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hey jesties guess what
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it's my birthday!!!! and my doc needs to see me in person before approving my next years’ worth of medication refills (for some reason they don’t like handing out several hundred mgs of lamictal and seroquel for free) and since my ass is uninsured and i live in the grand ol usa it’s gonna cost me a few hundred buckaroos. if you are willing and able to throw me some dough, here is my ko-fi, within which you can find lots of pictures of me in clown makeup and also some small posts outlining various niche fool-related history topics.
also, as further incentive, check out this freakin' gnome generator i made if you haven't before and make yourself some gnomes with randomly generated images, names, and stats!
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use it to make your gnomesona. use it to make a fictional gnome family. use it to create a single player ttrpg where you just create a bunch of different gnome factions and have them fight to the death and the last gnome standing gets printed out and placed on your fridge as a reward. whatever you do just be sure to tell me about it in my guestbook on my website. oh and also check out the other pages on that site. there's some other cool shit in there i promise ;o)
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So I got asked by @fangomango what some of my favorite end credits scenes are (it was on my main Shadowbanned blog, though, so Tumblr is rude and won't let me answer it there ;-;) but yes, I am so excited to answer this question, because I've wanted to make a full post on my favorite end credits scenes ever since I asked @drawthethingdoppelganger about her favorite end credits scenes:
--One of my all-time favorites is Candy Cane Moose because it's so flipping catchy somehow despite only consisting of a few lyrics that are repeated over and over. Also, seeing the Belcher kids are lil' babies makes me 🥺 I actually screamed when I saw this one for the first time because I was not prepared for the cuteness:
--Of course, I also love Pesto in My Pants, because Bob and Tina's dancing is glorious, and it's just so iconic:
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--99 Red Balloons is hilarious, I adore the animation in it as everyone is pelted with water balloons:
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--Turkey, I Need You Beside Me makes me sob because it makes me think of my dad 😭 And Bob and Gene are just so cute in it, I can't:
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--You Make Plumbing Fun makes me feel so 🥹 IT'S JUST SO ADORABLE, CAN YOU HEAR THE ADORATION IN THEIR VOICES AS THEY SING?? (And Gene's lil' dancing is the most precious thing):
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--I love Beyond the Sea as a song, but Larry Murphy's cover of it as Teddy is fantastic. He's actually a really talented singer! And the visuals for this one are so much fun:
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--God, I love I Love U So Much (It's Scary) so much. It's so wholesome seeing the family singing and dancing together and eventually getting Bob to join in as well 🥹. I know I made a post saying that Pesto in My Pants is more iconic, but really, this one still holds a special place in my heart (and that post by far got a ton more notes):
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--The Wonder Wharf two-part Season 4 Finale is one of my favorite episode sets in the entire show and this end credits scene is absolutely fantastic. John Roberts absolutely kills it, and the visuals are *chef's kiss*:
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--I'm choosing Street Life because it's so catchy for some reason?? I also need John Roberts and Larry Murphy to sing together more often:
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--Tina's Spanish Song (I forgot the name) is the most hilarious thing ever, I wheeze uncontrollably every single time I listen to it and remember it exists. It's the end credits of the episode where Gene has a ukelele that he never uses again, and the episode where Gayle and Mr. Frond get together:
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--Twinkly Lights is such an absolute banger, and I adore the message about diversity in it! It's incredible: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7TpZHJvpMWo&list=PL_c9X60eyied1UKYCo48cNW25KXFWgres&index=97
--The TSA Musical outro is so cute, and Gene's lil' bouncing 🥺: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lyTzxGnOJ9g&list=PL_c9X60eyied1UKYCo48cNW25KXFWgres&index=102
--Best Couple Friends is so addictive ("Like Heroin? :O" "YES SON, LIKE HEROIN >:D") and it's just so much fun. And it's a Boblin end credits scene!! What more could I ask for?: https://youtu.be/_mOc3oS5fcw?si=O81ioknHi3LByfIy
--The Burobu end credits song is way too catchy, I adore it as someone who was really into Pokémon at one point: https://youtu.be/lsJ4hQQoh-k?si=Qis-ASt8aQgDq4YS
--The Right Number of Boys is awesome. It's so cute and catchy, and Tina's lil' dancing at "How 'bout seven?" is adorable: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TIqEiJ2qFU
--Doot Doot Doot (Means I Love You) was the first ever piece of Bob's Burgers media I ever consumed, and I fell in love fast. Yes, this outro was the one that got me into the show in the first place: https://youtu.be/kbAYu-0JdHw?si=GIaR8QF0HD68DdPu
--It's Halloween is so catchy and funny, and Gene's lil' dancing near the end gets me every time: https://youtu.be/aA37bcLABj8?si=efrPQTTgX0EOW2Wl
--Nun of Your Business is so iconic: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AdJKiDEnIlM
--Me and My Spider is so catchy and sweet, I can't handle it: https://youtu.be/UDn7ZrKGI38?si=cZwmbTpsFSmZmYuF
--And finally, I have to put in I'll Be Around because I wanted to make sure to include a Mr. Fischoeder song. It's so good. And it has Boblin dancing!!: https://youtu.be/ep0Hyw9Ajeg?si=nNOeZVxRYXmjYRqO
Okay, this ended up being way too long, but I just have a ton of outros I adore!! I know there are some that I wasn't able to include, because there are just that many good ones. Do yourself a favor and listen to all of these. Oh, you have?
Listen to 'em again.
Okay, I have so many on this list, but if I had to pick an all-time, absolute favorite??
I really can't.
But it might be either Candy Cane Moose, You Make Plumbing Fun, or The Right Number of Boys.
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atsumwah · 2 years
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☆ 23:28 PM— MIYA ATSUMU
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the sound of people cheering was the first thing you heard when you emerged from the big heavy doors leading the fresh graduates outside. you could see people, mostly families, by the sidelines with bouquets or balloons in hand, waiting for their loved ones to come out so they could all celebrate. a familiar ache tugged in your chest at that but you chose to ignore it and made your way out of the crowd instead.
it was a shame your own parents couldn't make it to your own graduation. either they were too busy or just forgot— you never knew, nor did you care at this point. it was pointless to remind them at this age but you can't help but feel like you're being left out of something. that everyone here had someone to be with but you.
someone's words rang in your head whenever you tend to feel like this. 
"well I'm proud of you. always have, always will be, babe." 
your eyes began to scan the crowd again, even going as far to stand on your tiptoes as you search for a certain someone but no matter how hard you try, you couldn't seem to find him. he said he'd come by but after anxiously walking around for a while, that hope began to die down. 
it's not like you could be mad if he couldn't make it, you know? it wasn't exactly a promise and you were used to it— used to being by yourself, that is. you've accomplished so many things on your own. its not like this time it's any different. 
but it was your graduation day. were you really selfish for wanting someone to acknowledge all the hardships you went through?
"I'm not too late, am I?"
a small smile broke through your frown and you couldn't help but let out a laugh at how easy it was for you to feel dejected when you had him as your boyfriend. of course he'd never let you down.
"you sure took your time." you said, turning around to be met with a familiar grin.
atsumu pouted. "cut me some slack, babe. do you know how hard it was to get a parking spot here?" 
"which is why I told you to come early if you wanted to drop by." 
"oh just come here and kiss me, will ya?" 
you shook your head but obliged to his request, tackling him in a big hug as your lips crashed onto his. he responded quickly by supporting your back, always eager to reciprocate your lovely kisses.
"can't believe you came," you mumbled against his lips after you pulled away.
"I gave you my word didn't I?" he replied, giving a kiss to your temple before looking into your eyes. "I'm so proud of you." 
your heart swelled at his words. words you wanted—no—needed to hear, especially now. "yeah?"
"yeah," he nodded, nudging your nose with his. "told you you were gonna be a genius."
you rolled your eyes. "graduating doesn't mean I'm a genius, babe."
"but it does mean you gave it your all into something you're really passionate about right?" he countered back. "means it was all worth it."
you couldn't help but chuckle. "you're pretty smart for an athlete, tsum."
"you saying I was dumb this whole time?" a hand held his chest, right where his heart should be. "you hurt me."
"yeah, well you love me anyway." you began closing the gap again, your lips almost brushing against each other. "I'm glad you're here."
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a/n : this was purely self indulgent but also dt all my bbs that have ever felt like ur alone,,, ur not,, ur anime boyfie is always here to hug u and tell u how proud he is of u okay <3
reblogs and likes are always appreciated!
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aitarose · 3 years
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HAIKYUU TIKTOK HEADCANONS PT.2
tsukishima kei, bokuto koutarou, akaashi keiji, iwaizumi hajime, kuroo tetsurou
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notes: literally going to end up doing these for every character bc i’m obsessed with them omg, they’re not even from tiktok at this point i’m just going off on a simp tangent
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TSUKISHIMA KEI would begrudgingly allow you to bring him to an amusement park, going on and on about how you could’ve been off doing something more productive—only to end up winning you multiple stuffed animals, and drive home with matching dinosaur plushies buckled in the back seat.
“they aren’t going to fit.” tsukki called out, crossing his arms as you tried your best to stuff all of the plushies into the backseat of his car. the various jungle animals and inflated balloons cascaded out the back door, falling to the ground as you sighed in frustration.
wordlessly, your boyfriend stepped forwards, taking them into his own hands and strategically placing them in which they would all be able to comfortably be contained within the vehicle—the only two left outside being the twin dinosaurs he’d won you at the skeeball machine.
“wait!” you stopped him, grabbing the plushies yourself and buckling them into their respective seats. giggling, you admired your work, now holding tsukki’s hand as a warm smile arose on his features.
“you’re ridiculous.” he said under his breath while you looked up at him, reaching a hand up to pull his face down to yours. as you leaned in, a soft smile gracing your lips, you whispered a simple saying. “yet, you still love me.”
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BOKUTO KOUTAROU would give you full permission to style his hair into any updo you could possibly want, having countless hours in front of the mirror—in which you’re both laughing louder than words can describe, faces blood red, and true personalities shining in each other’s presence. 
“stop squirming!” you shouted, one hand smacking the top of bokuto’s shoulder whilst your other held the tube of hair gel. your eyes narrowed in false annoyance as your boyfriend gave you a large pout.
rolling your eyes, you continued with the mohawk that was being born on his head, the strands of black and white hair sticking up straight, nearing a center line—something in a true rockstar fashion.
taking a glance in the mirror, bokuto began laughing hysterically, eyes wide and jaw dropped as heavy gasps of air coughed from his chest—the sound of his humor mixing with your own giggles.
he held up his phone, snapping a quick picture of the sight, before taking the hair styler from your hands, a mischievous grin bearing his face—and with a knowing look, you spun around, awaiting the feeling of his fingers poking your scalp. “just please, don’t pull my hair out.”
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AKAASHI KEIJI will play soft songs on the radio, older and rhythmic tunes that would have the two of you slow dancing for hours—holding each other in the middle of your living room, swaying to the smooth sounds of piano, content in the feelings of love that you express through the gentle movements.  
it was serene—the moments between you and the love of your life. especially the ones in which your holding each other close, bodies touching, and him humming along to old records and musicians.
akaashi’s hands were warm, large compared to your own—and grasping you tightly as being near you was his favorite past time. with his cheek resting against your hair, he pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead, whispering sweet nothings to the rhythm of the strings. 
“i love you.” he mumbled, eyes closed shut, heart beating steady, and soul full of love. you were his home, his rock, his serenity amongst the surprises and downfalls of his life. “i love you more than i’ve loved anyone in my entire life.”
hugging him further, you buried your face in his chest, hands gripping each other around his waist, and felt completely and totally content. “you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, keiji. i’m never letting you go.”
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IWAIZUMI HAJIME will occasionally get annoyed with your sporadic nature, much like he does with oikawa—but instead of throwing you into space, he’ll simply toss a blanket over your head, causing you to freeze in shock at the humor in his audacity and starting an immediate pillow fight between the two of you. 
darkness encased your vision as your lips ran dry, mouth dropped open at the notion that iwa had had the audacity to silence you with none other than your favorite throw blanket—the throw blanket that you’d bought him. “hajime.”
“hajime.” you repeated, voice calm and conspicuous, eerie as if it were the steady before a tsunami. pulling the fabric off of your head, you made dead eye contact with your boyfriend. “hajime you have two seconds to run.”
and as the time sprinted away from him, iwa quickly snatched a pillow from off of the couch, sending it flying in your direction as you repeatedly smacked him with one of your own—hard laughs vibrating from the both of your chests.
he ran around the furniture, maneuvering and misguiding you in every way he possibly could, loving the bright red flush on your cheeks and knowing full well that he would be peppering you with kisses later—if he were to survive this pillow fight, that is.
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KUROO TETSUROU will pick you up in the early hours of the morning, right before sunrise, and drive you along the highways of inter-city toyko—just so the two of you can scream out punk lyrics at the top of your lungs with the windows rolled down and tears streaming down your faces.
it was four am in the morning and you were awake—you were awake and the city was awake. the lights of the stoplights, waning moonlight, neon streams enlightening your face—the pure beauty you displayed almost distracting your boyfriend from the road in front of him.
screams alluded from your lungs, you and kuroo singing along to your hype playlist at full volume, occasionally turning to each other and shouting in each other’s faces—tear ducts working on overtime.
these were some of your favorite moments with him, the ones where your energy matched perfectly, chaos reigning over your usual maturity. you and him were alike in more ways than one, making you extremely compatible—extremely in love.
"you look beautiful!” kuroo shouted over the loud speaker, puckering his lips as if to say he would’ve been giving you a kiss if he wasn’t on the highway. with his tousled hair, high-strung eyes, and flawless features—you’d never felt more alive.
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sohin-ace · 3 years
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Doppio - Frog Princess
Fairy tale AU and lots of love for my small man.
Doppio dragged his feet across the garden, restless and desperate. He sighed and whined to himself, taking the opportunity of being all alone to voice his pain and concerns, something he was never allowed to do.
"Aww jeez... This prince life isn't made for me..."
He huffed again and tugged at his very uncomfortable, gold adorned collar that was almost suffocating him.
Doppio looked around him, sure enough, the tall trees surrounding him did a great job at hiding him from the potential workers on the castle grounds that could possibly be looking for him.
He could finally have a little moment for himself and sneak out, maybe to cry to himself a little bit.
"O-ow... That still hurts..." The boy whined and rubbed on his bruised fingers, the results of angry professors punishing him for each mistakes he made. "I'm no good, I can't do anything right..."
That's right. Prince Doppio was a clumsy and anxious boy who lacked capacity in every domain. He always tried his best and obeyed every and each order, he wasn't undisciplined, oh no, young Doppio was a good boy.
He was just bad. He hardly managed to keep the required straight stance for more than ten seconds, was better at petting the horses than at riding them, couldn't follow etiquette at all, or protocol, was extremely forgetful and sadly, mother nature did not grace him with the strongest physical traits a young man his age was expected to have.
"Tch... Trish was so popular everyone courted her and she was so easy to marry, but me... No one would want to marry a good-for-nothing like me..."
He angrily kicked some rock and held his back that cracked at the movement, in pain, squeezing his eyes shut and sobbing at the sore feeling. That last lesson of fencing went so terribly wrong, how did the others do it?
"I'm so tired... Why meee...?"
"Ribbit!"
"Huh?" Doppio was startled at the very sudden but intriguing croaky sound and approached its direction near the pond.
He couldn't see anything at first, but then a tiny little creature jumped out of its hiding place. Doppio's honey eyes widened and he quickly wiped his warm tears, crouching down towards the animal.
"A frog!" He exclaimed happily, almost like a small child, new to the world. "Hi! You're so tiny, what's your name?"
"Ribbit!"
He knew very well the animal couldn't respond to him with actual words, but just the feeling of having even a one-sided conversation soothed a bit of his loneliness down. He cupped his hands together to invite the frog in, and the animal obliged by jumping on them.
He looked down and observed the chubby little creature. It had the cutest, roundest eyes, almost sparkly in the dim forest light, its green color was so bright and homogenous, there weren't any marks or patterns that frogs usually had on their skin. Even its limbs were tiny and soft, Doppio couldn't help but pet it with one careful and shaky finger.
"O-ooh! Oh my god!" He squealed uncontrollably. "You're so squishy!"
"Ribbit ribbit!"
The quiet and high-pitched croak felt so pleasant to his ears, it meddled with the sound of the water next to him and made him feel so much at peace. He loved to hear that cute sound and how the frog's belly puffed up like a balloon with each croak.
"What are you? A boy or a girl? I'd say you're a girl because you're super pretty and have a tiny voice."
"Ribbit Ribbit! Ribbit Ribbit!"
Doppio gasped loudly. "D-did I get it right?! Oohh yes!! That's so cool! Well... Not like I would have minded if you were a boy... Or both... Wait, do frogs have genders? Oh it doesn't matter."
The young prince felt like this frog was currently the only thing keeping him sane. He had no one else to talk to, there was no one who actually cared for his own well-being and he had no friends.
The only real person to actually show him some kind of recognition and love was none other than the King Diavolo himself. But even his sweet words and affection seemed somewhat back-handed and laced with pressure and severity.
"You know, you're lucky, little thing..." Doppio started with melancholy. "You don't have to worry so much about your life... I'm bad at everything and I'm all alone... I don't know what to do..."
"Ri-rib, ribbit!"
"Even if a nice princess wanted to marry me, I would turn her down because she would deserve better... Sometimes I wish I could disappear..."
"Ribb-ribbit!"
Doppio's eyes softened on the small frog. That's how sad and pathetic he was. Talking his problems out with a frog.
"Why do I feel like you actually understand me...? Thank you for listening to me and being my only friend."
Without even thinking, he lifted the small frog and brought it towards his face, giving it the tiniest of pecks. He smiled at how weird the feeling was, the animal was cold and slightly humid, a bit sticky too which he did not mind surprisingly.
He sighed and looked up mindlessly before his eyes were suddenly striked by a blinding flash of light.
"Wh-what the hell?!"
The light flashed brighter and brighter, coming from the frog in his hands. What was going on?
Doppio could only drop the creature and shield his eyes with his arms desperately as the frog sparkled like a thousand fireflies and grew in size.
The boy squinted his eyes shut and fell back right onto his butt before he felt a strong weight pressing on him, the mass eventually pinning him down onto the ground.
"U-uughh..." He groaned and rubbed his head, a sharp headache from the harsh light hitting his sensitive eyes still slowly fading.
He looked down only for his eyes to widen like saucers. He couldn't believe what he was currently witnessing and thought that maybe he went blind from the flash and was hallucinating right now.
The weight on top of him revealed to be the figure of a girl laying unconscious. He couldn't see her face buried in his chest, but he could make out her beautiful hair, smooth skin tone and the very frilly green dress she was wearing.
And that wasn't just any dress either, the golden ornaments, the tulle, the silk, the lace, the satin... That was an expensive dress, was she...could she be... A nobleswoman? A baroness? A...
...A princess?
"A-aah..." The girl moaned quietly before pushing herself up, not without struggle and Doppio gasped.
"A-are you okay signori-..." The boy could barely finish his sentence and only mumbled open-mouthed nonsense.
He was beyond mesmerized at the beauty who had just ever-so-slowly lifted her face up to look at him. Her shining wide eyes, her innocent glossy lips, her rose dusted cheeks and her hair framing her perfect face made him believe he just stumbled into some sort of forest Goddess.
"Ah-I... U-uuhm.. Y-you...uh.. W-ah-...eh... I-I'm..." He stammered awkwardly, his brain melting like ice in summer as his face and ears burned a crimson red, his breath catching in his now dry throat.
"Ah! My stars!" The girl gasped as she hovered over the immensely flustered prince. "I am so sorry! I must be crushing you!"
The young girl fretted anxiously before trying to scramble over on her knees and straighten herself up to give the poor man some much needed space, but as soon as she did, she was hit with a wave of dizziness and lost balance again. Doppio was quick to sit up and catch her against his chest, wrapping careful arms around her.
"A-are you okay, miss? What happened to you? What's going on?" The boy asked worriedly, regaining his composure slowly.
"Ah y-yes... It's just... It's been so long since I've been glamoured..."
"You've been... Glamoured?" Doppio couldn't be more confused than this, but the girl explained further as she leaned back slightly.
Her name was Y/N L/N, daughter of the King L/N. Many years ago, she had been the victim of a curse cast by the one and only sorcerer Dio, who was overcome by fury and rage against anyone affiliated with the Joestar Empire, or those who refused to become one of his pets, casting spells after spells, and curses after curses.
"He turned me into a frog and swore to me that nobody would ever come to save me from my demise... But you..." Y/N looked up at Doppio's honey eyes and couldn't help the tears pooling at her eyes.
She was free, at last.
"I was all alone... And you came here... My savior..."
Her soft voice cracked with thick emotions and she stared into Doppio's golden eyes with soft ones, her vision blurred by warm tears. Doppio gasped lightly, moved by her story and she shyly wiped her tears.
"A-ah, forgive me! How shameful of me, to weep in front of a prince like this... I'm just.. So..."
"No, princess, don't apologize." He gently held her wrists to pull them away from her timid face. "You have the right to be overwhelmed... Nobody's here, besides... I cried too, earlier, in front of you. Nothing wrong with showing your emotions."
She sighed dreamily at his gentle words and soft touches, the now more confident boy stirring her heart. "What is your name, my prince?"
"Doppio." He gulped, stiff as a rock at her saccharine gaze and tone. "Doppio Vinegar."
"You're a good person, Doppio..." She breathed out, her words dripping with warm sincerity. Doppio's heart could only skip beats at each and every one of her actions.
The boy may be clumsy and bashful, he surely wasn't dense. He well knew he was deeply falling in love with this frog princess, but something in him told him she may not be completely disinterested in him either, despite his overall appearance and personality.
But maybe, just maybe, it was because she didn't know him enough. She didn't know this extent of his foolishness, how worthless of a man he truly was. This was the perfect opportunity for her to just push him away and run back home, only to never see him again.
But against all he could have ever expected, he was completely shaken out of his low self-esteem filled transe when he felt her leaning her delicate hands and head against his chest, closing her eyes and relishing in his warm hold still on her.
"Prince Doppio... I feel so safe when I'm in your arms... I'll forever be grateful for granting me my deepest wish..." She lifted her head just enough to look at his blushing freckled face, his mouth agape. "How could I ever reward you?"
Was she... Really serious? Nobody has ever told him they felt good around him. Nobody has ever felt safe around the small and skinny man that was Doppio. Could he be strong enough for her?
Well one thing was positive, he didn't want to let her go, and if he had to eat razor blades to protect her, he would do it without batting an eye.
She actually wanted to, or at least seemed to, stay with him. She felt grateful, for him, of all people!
He hoped she wouldn't hear his heart go feral in his chest. She would do... Anything for him? Could he be selfish? Could he ask the inimaginable? Would she say yes? He wouldn't force her but... He would love to think about himself only, just this once in his life.
He had nothing to lose.
He gently grabbed both her hands in his surprisingly big ones, squeezing gently and rubbing his thumbs over her soft skin, as if to want to imprint his love onto her.
"Ma-... Marry me, Princess Y/N!" He confessed with loud yet clear determination. "Please, be mine! I will cherish you like my most prized treasure, you will never be alone and feel unsafe again! I promise my entire life to you, please promise me yours!"
She widened her eyes at his sudden assertiveness and his strong, meaningful words. The pink boy in front of her shook her heart in so many ways, and she had already lost everything to Dio in the past. She had absolutely no reason to deny, now did she?
The girl smiled bright and slowly pulled her hands out of his grasp, only to immediately wrap her arms around her hero's neck, nuzzling her face against him lovingly.
"Yes! I accept... my sweet Doppio."
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uwua3 · 4 years
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hi parental goose (should I say bunny?) figure I am here to request 😌🤘 can I request some amusement park date hc for kazunari? ♡♡♡♡ I love how you put songs you listened to while writing so I, your goose ally, will suggest a song! I really recommend listening to "She Looks So Perfect" by 5 Seconds of Summer since it gives off summer vibes and specially, kAZOO VIBES ♡♡♡ THANK U ILYYY ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
erisu 🥺 hi baby how are you everyone this is my Daughter my Baby my Other Child (lyd is the other baby) ♡ how r u did you sleep well here is *All My Love* of course you can request!!! i would do anything for you!!! but, thank you for recommending a song~ it is ON REPEAT as we speak!!! i remember being obsessed with this song when it came out! thanks for the nostalgia :D
summary: there was a rumor that couples who went on the ferris wheel together would be in love forever
warnings: multiple mentions of food
author’s note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERISU !!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I’M SO HAPPY YOU’RE A YEAR OLDER YOU’RE GROWING UP SO FAST ♡ I LOVE YOU (so. much. hand. holding)
word count: 3,562
music: she looks so perfect – 5sos, hey mama! – exo–cbx
all the luck in the world.
🌻🎨 miyoshi kazunari
this was it, the biggest fair in the whole country was this weekend and this weekend only. you guys had to go
“yo~ we gotta go!!!” kazunari practically pushed the flyer in your face, not giving you time to read the colorful, bright font as he excitedly rambled about it being his dream to even attend such an iconic event
it didn’t take much convincing before he had whipped out two admission tickets from his pocket, as if he already knew you’d be on board with such a fun date with the coolest boyfriend ever!
(seriously... if you said no... he might’ve cried by himself, he just wants to check off a bucketlist goal with his favorite person and best friend ever!)
(“wah~ i’m so #cool right? give me a kiss to prove it!!!” when you actually did it, he was quiet for about three seconds before he started cooing and sending an attack of affection your way)
you two planned your outfits ahead of time (the only thing he bothered planning), with kazunari rummaging through your closet and throwing pieces he thought would coordinate behind him (ultimately landing on your face).
he was being your personal fashion consultant (you didn’t question him, he was an art student who knew how to dress!)
throughout the entire process, you strutted out of the bathroom like it was a runway with your ever chaotic and supportive boyfriend clapping. he had a questionable french accent as he complimented you without end
“my chérie, you are absolutely darling!” kazunari flipped the end of a feather boa over his shoulder dramatically as he had on a pair of sunglasses (how he found that in your room was beyond you). he sat at the edge of your bed with his legs crossed, pretending to write critics down on an invisible notepad as he feigned fainting out of shock
kazunari ran over to pull you in a hug as soon as you found one of his options perfect. he blabbered about how cute you were and how he was so lucky
you tried processing how your boyfriend had so much energy. he was so dramatic, but you never felt unconfident or nervous to be yourself around him because kazunari loved you for who you were!
when you collectively agreed on the best outfit, kazunari worked to find something of his own to match you to be that couple at the amusement park (it was hilariously coincidental he almost had the same items)
(the #ootd on instagram that day got him so many likes when he included multiple mirror pictures with you doing ridiculous poses. he captioned the picture with so many happy faces and heart emojis)
(yes, he had his own story category reserved just for your pictures)
(yes, you also were the person behind a majority of his posts online and was credited every single time without fail) (you were known as “kazu’s photo guru”)
“kazu... are you sure you don’t want to plan ahead?” you asked carefully as he just scrolled through his phone, disrupting his rant about having the most iconic date of all time. kazunari just laughed, shrugging without looking up
“don’t worry~ everything will be fine!” kazunari exclaimed as he asked his followers recommendations for rides to check out. you knew he wouldn’t change his mind with his “happy–go–lucky” attitude
you just hoped the drive to the park wouldn’t be a nightmare since it would be so crowded
on the ride up, you two screamed pop lyrics at the top of your lungs no matter how busy the road was (you two never noticed, but at stop lights, you’d be the center of attention as kazunari just had to fail at a whistle note with the windows down)
the moment kazunari took control of the aux cord, you knew it was going to be a party until you arrived. you two sang together so much that you knew which parts were yours and effortlessly bounced off each other, flowing naturally and laughing nonstop
although kazunari went with the flow, he had the luck of the world on his side the day when you guys showed up. he had managed to find parking, got in line fast, and made it into the amusement park like it was second nature
(you knew of horror stories where the lines were way too long in the blazing heat, kids crying about not winning, indifferent employees not caring at all... how did kazunari manage to repel all the bad from your life and make it as easy as possible?)
it was as if his positive energy about the whole day manifested the universe to give him the easiest entrance ever (or it was his insanely charming charisma that got him off the hook with just about anything)
you two even got a discount on your tickets, believe it or not! somehow, one look at you two and the seller knew you were a couple (the matching outfits definitely didn’t give it away) and gave you extra for “young love”
(kazunari was so ecstatic, you were almost worried he was going to kiss the employee right then and there. you had to drag him away before he got on first–name basis with everyone)
when you two got your wristbands and went to the grounds, kazunari let out the loudest squeal of excitement ever and had to stop himself from jumping up and down (just bouncing on his heels like an impatient child)
“O. M. G!!! we’re gonna have the best date ever!” kazunari shouted, holding onto your hand as he took in the entire view, with so much to do for the entire day
booths were set up with so many fun (but rigged) games with yelling handlers, advertising their set–up to passerbys with infectious energy. crowds of children were rambling in awe about the animal display (like the world’s biggest pig apparently, who knew?). screaming passengers were swinging over your heads from the multitudes of crazy rides only the country’s biggest fair could have
you were so busy taking in the view of kazunari’s excited big eyes and huge grin that you missed the mischevious spark glinting back at you
when he craned his head back at the tallest ride there was, that contraption that somehow brought tens of people in the air just to swing them around in a circle, you suddenly came back to earth
“—wanna bet?” kazunari finished, tilting his head towards you with a competitive edge. you raised an eyebrow, not bothering to question it when you swung your arm around his shoulders and smirked back
“bet.”
suddenly, you were being dragged to the games section, passing by the crowds easily when kazunari was always by your side. it was as if the road parted for him when he reached a display with balloons pinned to the wall
“i know you didn’t hear me, which is why i’m going to win~” kazunari teasingly hip–bumped you, passing the necessary amount of tickets to the game runner which they accepted graciously. you just shrugged, picking up the fake plastic rifle they let players use
(“was i too handsome?!” kazunari joked, missing how you actually agreed)
“yeah, yeah. i don’t need to know, i’m gonna win.” you winked, making kazunari swoon as he lifted his arm to his forehead with a dramatic flair
“my hero!” kazunari called out as you readied yourself to shoot the balloons, knowing the odds were gravely against your favor
“what am i shooting for again?” you asked, putting your cheek against the gun. kazunari just slid up to next to you, his lips brushing your ear with a smile
“if you lose, we’re riding the swings together~” kazunari giggled and you fired, hitting one balloon with satisfaction. kazunari wrapped his arms around your waist, reading his chin on your free shoulder despite you trying to focus
“and if i win?” you asked, not bothering to entertain your clingy boyfriend as you hit another balloon. even the person running the game seemed anxious about your chances at crushing the whole thing
“we can do whatever you want.” kazunari breathed out, placing a gentle kiss on your neck with a laugh when you flinched. you hit your last shot though, exhaling in relief when the attendant begrudgingly gave you a large–sized prize
(it was a super triangle, you definitely knew who you were giving this to when you got to the dorms)
“you know what, i think we’re both winners.” kazunari tried to laugh off, but you didn’t let him get away that easy when you grabbed his hand quickly
“nu–uh! you know where we’re going!” you giddily pulled him towards another game, leaving kazunari holding onto the super triangle with great difficulty as you two played game after game
(you were right; kazunari was an universal favorite as he somehow managed to swindle the toughest of games with sheer luck)
(when a kid began asking him to play a game for them, you knew you had to stop making your boyfriend do outrageous things just for a stuffed animal)
(at least kazunari got a cool boomerang story on his snapchat of him throwing a ring onto a bottle)
“make a deal with me~” kazunari begged, holding way too many prizes to count in between his arms as you looked around for more. he was about to give up but as he caught sight of two double doors with a neon sign, he knew you’d agree immediately
“if i win every game in the arcade, we’re going on the carnival rides.”
when you accepted the deal, you regretted it. somehow, you forgot how kazunari always had everything go his way
it was like you forgot all about the rides outside. you two entered an air–conditioned, hipster arcade and had to play everything despite dropping the coins everywhere (“please keep them in the cup!” “it’s not my fault!!!”)
you name it, kazunari probably won it. fuseball, air hockey, pac–man, nintendo crane machines, zombie shooters, motorcycle/driving simulators, he won it all just for the hell of it. you’d never admit it, but he really was just the best at everything he did
although the games were fun, it was time to fulfill your end of the deal (as deserved since kazunari had no reason to go as hard as he did at the ddr pad inside the arcade)
after storing all the stuffed animals into the cramped back of the car with kazunari apologizing to them profusely (“dad is so sorry! we’ll be back soon~ promise!”), you two returned to have the biggest adrenaline rush of your life
any rollercoaster kazunari saw, he wanted to go on right away. lines felt like nothing when all he did was talk them away and get so excited seeing the ride rush by
kid–specific rollercoasters had to prevent him from going (“i’m sorry, sir, but your height exceeds the maximum” “what???” kazunari would feign shock as if he wasn’t five heads taller than the whole line)
he wanted to try it all since he never had this experience before! he wanted to make all these memories with you even if it meant yelling his head off as long as you were by his side
(seriously, one ride you had squeezed your eyes shut but heard the most high–pitched scream ever. you thought it was someone else, but of course it was your boyfriend)
you didn’t mind that much, since you used the whole ride time to grip kazunari’s hand tightly and make sure his hat stayed on the entire ride (why he wore one was questionable, anything for fashion, you guess)
ironically enough, you had done about ten rides with dizzying effects before ending it with the swings, the tall ride he initially wanted to go on with you. when you looked up at the full height, you gulped after being strapped to the two–person swing (how was this safe?!)
it was the first ride you weren’t exactly comfortable with, but when you looked at your seat partner, kazunari had two thumbs up with a big dumb grin. you instantly calmed down before the ride started
“i love you!” kazunari exclaimed as the ride began pulling you up further from the ground, holding onto your hand and looking up at the blue sky with the giddiest expression ever
it was the first time he had said he loved you out loud before, but before you could process it, all you could do was scream when the ride began rotating you around in a circle
(you had to stop him from taking out his phone, reminding him the post wasn’t worth it)
(though, kazunari did drop his hat this time. he really was lucky to find it again)
“okay, okay,” kazunari stumbled off the ride, exaggerating his lack of balance by holding onto you, his excitement not even decreasing a little after so many hours of fun
“food time! my muse needs a snack!” kazunari had whipped out the crumpled map someone gave him from his pocket, quickly locating the area without being delayed (he was always good at directions, it must’ve been why he was so popular at these types of social events)
somehow, kazunari always knew what you needed at every exact moment. you were thankful he couldn’t hear your stomach growl over the sound of the general atmostphere
when you guys arrived at the food hall, it was definitely the greatest prize of all (sorry to the stuffed animals who were defintely overheating in the parking lot)
all the best chefs and caterers came together for this event with the most outrageous food options of all time. fried oreos, cheese curds, cotton candy, caramel apples, churros, basically anything you imagined, it was most likely 1000x better with some funky twist
you never had to be nervous ordering because kazunari always stepped up and spoke, letting you hold his hand as if to reassure you he had the situation handled. he would somehow form a meaningful friendship with someone within two minutes of ordering and got extras, hurrying over to a table with every option possible
(yes, he took a photo of the whole spread and added ridiculous hashtags only savvy internet users knew) (he also posted on his private an embarrassing candid picture of you drooling at the food)
kazunari liked feeding you whatever he was eating, always encouraging you to try new things but respecting your boundaries at the same time just in case you weren’t up for it
(“oh, you don’t want to? no big deal~ just happy to be with you!” he’d say, wiping your mouth with a napkin regardless and just being content with you not being hungry)
while eating, you noticed a pattern of kids walking by, pointing at kazunari like he was a legend
“is that the guy who won basically every prize back at the games? wow~” they whispered, not realizing kazunari was extremely observant as his ears perked up at his name. he had turned to wave at the children, but they ran off
“you know...” kazunari started, and you already knew what he was gonna say as you rolled your eyes fondly, knowing how big his heart was, especially for innocent children who kept getting scammed by games
“yes, we have no need for most of the giant stuffed animals.” you pretended to sigh, as he quickly got up, giving you a quick kiss as thanks on your cheek as he ran back to the car
for the next hour or so, you and kazunari managed to give out most of your prizes (except anything triangular) to the children who had been staring, all of their parents or guardians thanking you guys profusely for your gift (though, there were some who were staring at kazunari suspiciously)
(as if they should be afraid of a liberal arts college student)
“it’s no big deal~ no problem!” kazunari always said, truly finding it not bothersome at all to share. you always admired that about kazunari, his natural instinct to care for everybody and make people smile. at a distance
you leaned against a light pole with a small smile as you watched kazunari crouch down, ruffling some kid’s hair as he gave them a prize
when he instinctually looked for you, he smiled back like you were the only person at the park
suddenly, you wished you said “i love you, too” before back at the swings
after indulging, you two shared an ice cream cone on the hot summer’s day as the lights began to turn on and the sun set. this was apparently the best part of the fair, where all the colors would pop like fireworks and the night breeze was your friend
you two had basically done everything at this point, even being the amusement park’s robin hoods with your wins. the arcade had both your names at the top of every digital leaderboard, the ride controllers had seen you too many times to count, and you two had digested an unhealthy amount of snacks that you’d regret the next day
what else could you do? it was already the most perfect date, there was nothing else except...
this time, you leaned your head back and saw a circular shape blocking the sunset: the ferris wheel
you turned to kazunari, who was already admiring the way the light hit your face. he wanted to paint you right then and there before you ruined the serene moment by biting your ice cream (why?!)
“i bet i can make it to the ferris wheel the fastest, wanna bet?” you questioned and you never saw kazunari grin even bigger as his eyes lit up with recognition
“bet!”
you two raced to the ferris wheel, much to the chagrin of every carnival–goer ever who dodged your fast advances. you got to the line first, skidding to a stop and nearly bumping into the person ahead of you as kazunari whacked into your back with an “oof!”
“awww, what do i have to do now that i totally lost?” kazunari pouted, but you just giggled and poked his cheek, not noticing how he became slightly flustered from your touch (you could never tell, it was a hot day)
“go on it with me.” you offered and he didn’t even think twice before he agreed, realizing this was the ride he’s been waiting to go on with you this entire time
(kazunari remembered the only other thing he really researched was this ferris wheel, where a rumor around it stated two people who went on it would be together forever)
when you two were allowed into one of the trolleys, you two sat close like always with your head on his shoulder. the orange light made everything feel like a fantasy, like this was a daydream. you didn’t want to wake up as kazunari squeezed your hand the moment the wheel started increasing
slowly but surely, you two were going around in circles as you savored the moment, wanting nothing more than to be here with kazunari forever
“you know... i never thought i’d be here.” kazunari started and you hummed, encouraging him to keep going as his thumb traced circles around your palm
“i didn’t have many friends growing up, so it would’ve been totes not cool to come to these things alone!” kazunari tried to play it off as some joke, but you knew better, just lowering your hand to his lap and waiting for him to talk
“but... now... i have friends? good—no, great friends! and... i have you. i’m living, and i have you.” kazunari trailed off, like this was a revelation he hadn’t realized before. the quietness between you two dragged on too long, you wondered what he was thinking
you opened your eyes and kazunari was already looking at you again with a soft smile, not bothering to notice anything else but you, like he wanted to remember this forever
you two reached the top of the ferris wheel, the wheel stopping to give you two a moment by yourself with the sunset
“i love you.” kazunari said again, and you didn’t hold back this time
“i love you, too.” you whispered, afraid to break the moment. but kazunari laughed, and you were laughing, and it was like the funniest joke ever as you two tried to maintain your composure
even as you two got off, you couldn’t let go of him as he did the same. these were the memories child–kazunari always dreamt of, and they were so much better than he ever imagined
after saying goodbye to all his new friends, kazunari couldn’t stop smiling as he drove home, with you sleeping beside him in the passenger seat
he turned off his music this time and carefully watched the road. taking one hand off the wheel, kazunari took your own and kissed your knuckles again and again with love
“i love you, i love you, i love you.” kazunari said, like he couldn’t say anything else but that
(kazunari posted a shot where he held your hand in front of the sunset on the ferris wheel with the caption: “best date ever”)
kazunari really had luck on his side if he was in love with you, maybe he had the ferris wheel to thank for that!
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Day 13 : Pining - Sal Fisher
Okay, first of all, yay! For learning a new word! At first I read this as ‘Pinning’ instead of ‘Pining’ and I had a whole different concept of how this would go. So when I learnt what this super weird looking word meant, I had to spontaneously change the character. But I think I made the right choice <3
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“Sal, are you home? Are you alone? We need to talk, it’s very important. Code red urgent.” I texted Sal, biting my lip as I clutch the letter in my hand really hard, trying not to break it. “Yeah, you can come over. What happened? Is it the cult again?” he texted back almost instantly, making me smile at his concern. “No bb it’s oki. I’ll be there in a sec. Love u.” I send him immediately, already on my way out to Addison Apartments, where Sal was already waiting in the doorway.
I hug him tightly, guiding him to his room where we stood criss-crossed on the bed facing each other, not really daring to say anything for a while before I sighed, my hands trembling.
“Kat...? What happened? Can I help in any way? Or do you want to just talk?” he asked with so much worry in his voice that I almost started crying. “Promise you wont hate me? No matter what I’m gonna tell you? I love you so much that I don’t want to lose you.” I usher, no daring to look up just yet. “What...? Kat, sweetheart, you know I could never hate you. What’s going on, please tell me.” he held my hands, trying to calm me down. “Remember when I told you that I applied for a few top tier Vet Universities in the country? And I had to go away for about a week or so to go around and take a bunch of Entrance exams and I had all those panic attacks and depression break downs and whatever?” I held his hands, finally able to find my voice. “Yeah, of course I remember. Why, what happened? Are you okay? Did you have another panic attack or some of those moods and you didn’t tell me?” he asked, sort of panicked. “Read this.”  I hand him the envelope and he gently takes it, reading it out loud. “Dear Miss Katrina Black, we are happy to inform you that you got accepted to our University...Oh my Goodness, Kat, that’s insane! This is the best Vet Uni in the country, you’re amazing! I knew you could do it!” he threw his arms around me, hugging me tightly as I lost my balance and fell on the pillows, giggling a bit. “Yeah...It is great, isn’t it? I wasn’t expecting to make it.” I chuckled nervously, hugging him back. “I was sure you’d make this. You’ve worked so hard these years, it would have been impossible not to. And besides, you’ve always been so smart and you love animals so much, you’ll make an amazing Vet!” he tried to hype me up, but despite how happy I was, I was still conflicted. “Sal...It’s in another state. I will have to move to another state by myself for 6 years, and I’ll only be able to come back home for holidays, as far as I know. It’s...Pretty far from here and I don’t think I can afford train tickets. You know how bad we’re doing with money, especially now that we were finally able to find a slightly bigger apartment in which I will be able to move in once I’m out of Uni...Which is in another city too. This is what I wanted to talk about, Sal. We have to figure out what to do.” I raised again, looking down at him, and I could see his eyes widening in realisation from behind the mask. “Ah...You’re right. I didn’t realse that until now. You’ve always been the one to think of everything.” he chuckled slightly. “That’s why I said I hoped you wouldn’t hate me. I won’t be able to be here and see each other too often. And you know how distance takes its toll on relationships...I don’t want that to happen to us too. I’m...Kinda scared.” I mutter the last bit, my lip, feeling tears threatening to spill. “Baby, it’s okay. We love each other and that’s what matters, right? 6 years will fly like a breeze, especially since we’re both in Uni, it’s gonna be a lot of work and we won’t even realise when we already get to see each other again. And besides, we have phones to text and call each other, right?” he tried to reason, and got into a sitting position too, putting his hands on my shoulders. “Won’t you...Y’know...Get bored of being alone or something? There’s only so many holidays per year...” I looked away, insecurity and nervousness taking over me. “Kat...Remember the time when we met? And then, when you first saw my face?” Sally asked all of a sudden, making me turn my gaze to his, raising my eyebrow in confusion. “What do you mean...? Of course I remember. What does it have to do with this situation?” I blinked, trying to understand the connection, but instead, he took off his mask, looking at me with a smile. “You were the shyest kid in class, and yet, when the bullies started making fun of me, you were the only one who said something. And then they started making fun of you, and you started crying, and then I started beating them up, and we all got suspended. You’ve always been so sensitive and emotional, I guess your empathy is what brought us together.” he had tears in his eyes, remembering that memory, but it kinda made me cringe. “Uh...Yeah, you got attracted to a cry-baby, great job, darling.” I chuckled awkwardly, wiping away a tear from the corner of my eye. “A cry-baby who’s the sweetest and kindest person in the world. Remember when some idiot in class thought it’d be funny to unclasp my mask in class, and you got sooo pissed off that you hugged my face to your chest to hide it while you yelled at the kids and tried to put back my mask without looking? But then the teacher came so it was only the two of us in the class, and I let you look and you just kissed my cheek and put my mask back? Jeez, that was such a long time ago, but I remember so well. I started crying, and yet, you call yourself cry-baby? Pshhhh, as if.” he chuckled in amusement at the memory that I remembered so fondly, as I kissed his cheek now too, just like back then. “I can’t forget that, Sugar Plum Fairy Sally. Your pigtails were so cute, I always loved making them for you.” I grinned, taking Sal’s hair and pulled up his beautiful long blue hair, making it seem as if he had pigtails again. “My point is, Kat, that my heart has been with you since that moment, and there’s no way that will change. So really, go there, smash your way through Uni, and when this is over, we’ll both be adults and we can...Uh...I don’t know what adults do, but we’ll be independent. At least financially.” he shrugged, making it obvious that he doesn’t want to back away from this. “Y’know...While I can’t take you with me at the Students’ Hall during Uni...We can move in together in my new apartment after I finish Uni. It will be only mine, after all. It would be nice not to be alone...And if it’s you, then...Well...” I looked up at him with a timid smile, which mirrored his, as he put his arms around me again, kissing my forehead. “It will all go well, dear. I promise.” he reassured me, and I could finally feel at peace.
Of course, these 6 years have been very difficult, because we always wanted to be close to one another and we missed each other so much. Holidays only became teases as the time spent together was so short, yet meaningful, and having to go back to Uni only made the cut run even deeper.
We would cross days, weeks, months and years, making small progress and objectives out of each holiday passed, each year passed, until the 6 years finally passed and we had such a powerful longing for each other, that it almost seemed like our hearts would break each day until we would see each other again.
His Uni was only 4 years long, so he finished faster, and I was SO proud seeing him in his graduation robes, and then him throwing the cap in the air with the rest of his colleagues. I couldn’t help myself taking so many pics of my beautiful boy.
The same happened vice versa, when I finished and he came over for my graduation, it turned into an outright photoshoot without even realising. And even better, Larry, Ash, Todd and Neil were able to come over too, so we managed to have such a cool party that everyone enjoyed.
The final exams and my license presentation went by very fast, and after that, I was able to get my Masters and PhD in no time, despite having to stay there more than 6 years, but it was worth it.
In the mean time, Sal would constantly text me motivational, loving, emotionally supportive things, knowing how prone to depression I am and that it’s still very hard for me to keep the straight path towards the light.
When I was finally over with my education, my parents drove over to help me pack everything there, then we got directly to my new apartment that I decorated the way I dreamt.
What I wasn’t expecting, however, was to see Sally and the rest there, with lots of “Welcome Home” decorations, balloons and all that, making me start sobbing, completely overwhelmed by emotions, not even able to talk.
“I missed you so much, baby. Welcome home.” Sally muttered into my ear as he hugged me tightly, swinging me around a bit. “I love you so much, Sal, I love you so much. I missed you so so so fucking much, I can’t believe we’re finally at this point where I don’t have to be cities away from you and I can see you every godamn day when I come home, and wake up with you every morning.” I cry into his chest, clutching the back of his shirt tightly, still trembling a bit from the emotions. “It’s okay, sweety, we’re finally together and nothing can change us. We will be okay now, I promise. I love you so much, Kat. So much. I’m so glad we’re finally together now.” he held me tight to his chest, stroking my hair reassuringly, as he always did. “Yo, dudes, enough with the depressing shit, let’s par-TAAAAY!” Larry shouted at us, making us laugh as he brought CDs of Sanity’s Fall, AC/DC, Dir en Grey, Linkin Park and many others, while Ash brought the snacks and Todd and Neil brought the drinks, while my parents kissed my cheeks before leaving us to our party.
All day and night we gossiped, exchanged all the stories possible, stupid or not, we sang karaoke, played video and board games, got shitfaced drunk out of happiness and all that, and God, was it so godamn fine having everyone together again.
Of course, the next day they had to leave, except for Sally who moved in with me, thankfully, but now it would be much easier to go and visit our friends.
The next day, we just stood cuddled together in bed, our legs intertwined, our arms around each other, occasionally kissing each other and confession our love to each other here from time to time, when we wanted to break the comforting silence.
“I missed you so much, baby. I have no words to explain, but it hurt so much knowing that you’re so far away. Every day was so painful, even though I had friends and hung out with them, went to a few parties, conventions and what not. Studying managed to take my mind away from that dark feeling that kept eating me away, but at night...Gosh, the nights were the worst. I spent so many times crying ‘cause I was feeling so lonely and I just wanted to go to you and have you in my arms all night. Sometimes it was so godamn hard not to give up everything...But I had to. That’s what I always say. I have to. I must. And I did it, and now, I’m finally with you, just like I’ve always dreamt.” I poured my heart out to him, stroking his smooth hair, gazing lovingly at his face. “I know, honey, I know, but it’s okay now. I had a lot of help from our friends, and now that Lisa married dad, making Larry my brother made it better, otherwise, I don’t know what I’d have done. Uni was tough as all hell, but I had you as my ambition to keep on going so we could finally meet up to this point. You’re a doctor now, Kat. Doctor Kitty. I couldn’t let you down, y’know? I had to be in your league. Now we can both make money and travel the world, just like we’ve always dreamt of. Can you believe we’ve been together for what? 10 years or so? Unbelievable. And you didn’t get bored of me. You’re still my girlfriend, do you even realise how lucky and proud I am to say that I’m your boyfriend? Jeez, I’m still shook sometimes when I think back at everything we’ve been through and how happy I feel every time I think of you, of your smile, of your gentle touch, your soft lips, how warm you are, how mesmerising your chocolate perfume is, how pretty you look all the time without even trying, how much I love having you in my arms when we sleep together...And...And...Even when...When...We’d make love, it felt like the most ethereal thing in the world, like I was in a dream. I love you, Kat. So much, it’s unreal.” he whispered the last bit, as if afraid that if he said any louder, the spell will break. “I love you, Sal. Nothing is ever going to change that. I am yours and you are mine, forever and ever.” I kissed him, hooking my pinky to his, to show him that I pinky promise everything will be okay. “Forever and ever.” he repeated after me, in a voice as sweet as never before. 
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Milestone Raffle! :Closed!:
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[image description: A digital illustration of a cartoonish girl jumping in the air with a big smile. She has shoulder length brown hair, lion ears and tail, blue eyes, a red bandanna bow, dark fur-lined jacket, jeans, and boots on. There is a milestone with ‘100 (heart shape)′ and balloons near her. There is text above her that reads ‘Milestone: Get!’.]
(Why do milestones look so much like graves tho??)
There are one hundred lovely people following this blog now! I can’t believe so many people enjoy my content >u< Thank you so much!!
Since I hit 100 right before my bday, I decided to do a giveaway! And since I am a foolish creature an over achiever, there are ten prizes! A lot of my recent followers are here for my writing, so there are 5 art prizes and 5 writing prizes. (This is my first raffle, please bear with me)
Prizes
- 5 Flash Fiction Requests 100 - 1000 word flash fiction based on whatever you want to request. Check out the library to see where my strengths lie but you’re not restricted by it. I’m not good at writing other peoples’ characters but if you want one butchered, it’s your request I guess
- 1 Pokemon trainer drawing. (Or Mystery dungeon if you prefer)  Your requested character in the pokemon universe with their partner pokemon. 
- 1 Fake dating sim screenshot 3/4 or a half body of your requested character in a dating sim style picture with a simple background and text choice box. 
- 1 chibi Can be super deformed (2-3 heads tall) or cartoonish (like the picture above). 
- 1 Semi-realistic bust shot  I’m still experimenting with this so decent results aren’t guaranteed (<.<;;) 
- 1 Free request Non-constrained request
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- Like this post (+1) - Reblog this post and tell me which raffle you want to enter. You can enter for all or pick and choose. (+1)  (Reblogs only count once)
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You can enter for every prize but you can only win once
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I’ll give pretty much anything a go but my strengths lie in drawing humans and animals. 
Gore is okay. 
I will not do NSFW. No smut. Not Fetish stuff. No ‘non-sexual’ fetish stuff. No hate stuff. If you win and ask for it, I will block you and give your prize to someone else.  (I don’t think any of you lovely people would do that but I’ve gotta cover my bases)
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meitanreax · 4 years
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hello!!!
here is my challenge for today >:) here are the most interesting things/funny things that i saw today!!
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ok this first one is me bc the lighting was nice hAHAHAHFSLKDFJLSKFJ and i am very interesting (: to u (: LOOOLLL but yeah i thot the lighting was nice HAHA and my skin is nice thanks birth control!!!! 
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ok this is. the 2nd one/..so i was just in the mall and i see this and im like kJFDLSKJLXCKVJLJ imagine a family wearing this? IM JFDSLKF i just like specifically how the shirt says fucking KIDDIE....LOOOOLL yah but watch white people wear this. omg i just realized they all have matching bottoms too im going INSANE LOL
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3rd thing. OK! like i said!! my cousin plays shooting games...really funny tho!! lOL i did not expect that!!! at least she is a gamer and she draws anime chibis so im like wow. lOOOL #relatable #measakid #wow! she knows what league of legends is so i guess!!! she is a real gamer (but she doesnt know csgo or overwatch, but she is a huge COD fan LOL ???)
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4th. i got gongcha and i dont know why this random dude is on the cup LOOOL isnt it most boba places like the cups are clear and stuff?? IDK LOOL philippines gives out like these paper cups and STRAWS TOO OMG..the straw was made out of paper and it got SUPER like...soggy after 2 minutes god please help me LOL
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5th!!! this is the view from my hotel room ;_; i dont wanna leave this hotel cuz its so nice and i have my own space away from my actual botch mom...omfg...we hate to see it!!! but its super nice and close to this popular mall (whcih is ok, i am indifferent it is just big) LOL but yah!!! its super pretty sigh TwT lets get a hotel room together sometime again!!!
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ok! for today, i woke up at like...4 am then 5 am...cuz of jet lag. (it really be like that) and then i just lied in bed pretending to be asleep(actually on my phone) so my parents wouldnt bug me!!! today i found out that there are actually lil bugs on strawberries..if u dont wash it thoroughly...scary...i am no longer buying my own fruit and chopping it up HAHA
so like i got up and got ready for the day around like 7 am!! my parents left to go to the gym at 6 and i was like wtf LOL they r probably eating breakfast w/o me..and I WAS RIGHT DUDE I TEXTED THEM and they were like yah come down?? and i got lowkey annoyed like BRO!! why u drag me out here and say u wanna spend ‘famIly tiME’ and then continue to do shit like this LOL but it’s ok!! so the breakfast buffet i went to was super fancy!! here are the photos below
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they had filipino breakfast, and then chinese food too o.0 like dimsum! and the lil soup dumplings!! they also had sushi..which was weird!! LOL but it was brunch i guess but at 7 am...LOOOL i had a green smoothie (LMFAO but it was like...not thick consistency it was more like pressed juicery and p like nice consistency! it was mango, spinach, and ginger so it tasted nice!!)
i had fried fish and bacon and then breakfast meat thingy for breakfast!!! and i had a sugar donut!! also i had this filipino dessert that uses like almond jelly/soy jelly, syrup, and boba ^__^ it’s called taho!! 
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it looks like this! O: i think u would like it hehe
anyways yah my parents kept asking me about my friends/you back at ucla and i was getting rlly uncomfortable cuz they were being oddly nosy....idk how but i ended up talking about how im close to jess lee and my mom told me i should become an influencer to get free shit ~_~ so im like dO U WANT ME TO BE A DOCTOR OR A INFLUENCER LOL which is it!! bro !! so annoying!!!
anyways we just chilled at the hotel room and my young cousin came over n stuff!! my mom left with my aunt to go get her plastic surgery or sumn idk and then me and my younger cousin and dad went to the mall!! that’s where we got potato corner and gongcha LOL
my younger cousin was shy and quiet at first but she opened up once i asked her about video games and she was more comfortable!! when we got back my dad just took a nap but me and my younger cousin (ez) decided to watch horror game let’s plays. she actually like knows some of the horror games i know cuz of horror lp’ers LLOOOL 
we watched one called the doll shop?? it was creepy it was like this japanese dude who worked at a doll shop, and he has a doll stored in the back of his private room that’s his ‘favorite doll’ and like literally throughout the game theres posters of a missing girl and then turns out the guy is hallucinating/mentally ill and the favorite doll in his room is like this dressed up corpse of the missing girl im KJDLFKJF I CALLED IT. DUDE LOL i was like yo that guy is fucked up!!!!! i bet he is hiding something!!!
we watched another one called ao oni KFJDLSKFJ its some funny pixel rpg horror chase game and idk it’s funny ill show u HAHAHA it’s dumb bc the monster looks dumb it’s like... SOME BIG ASS PURPLE CHIBI DUDE LOOOL
and then my mom came back whatever and went to bed...cuz my dad wants to leave at fuckign 1230 am for the next place we’re going to...im deceased cuz like i will literally have to nap for 3 hours then sleep another 3-4 hours on the way there and im pISSED CANT WE JUST DEAL WITH THE TRAFFIC LOL i dont want to leave at fcking 1230 am!!! what the heck!!
but yes!! im getting jollibee with my dad and im prolly gunna pack and then get ready for bed ^__^ but that’s my night for today!! ill update you more as it goes along :3 
OH ALSO our commissioner says she will give us our lineart for the chibis so ill send that to u later hehe!!!
OK i wanna try giving u a challenge too!! so ur challenge: take the prettiest photo of the sky/view tomorrow on ur hotair balloon!! and tell me if it’s like up!!! plus points if u edit pupy in it LOOOL & also add more songs to the playlist!!
okie!! that’s all for now!! ill update you more tomorrow! hopefully we’ll be able to call tomorrow night or the following morning ;w; its gonna be hard cuz im gonna be out most of the day/on the road but ill try my best!!!
i love you so much bebu!! thanks so much for putting this effort into making it work ;_; it’s a lot more bearable with ur contributions!! u make me so happy !! i am happy pupy too hehe i love you and miss you sososososo much!!! 12 more days at this rate <3 _ <3 i love you! so much, forever, more than anything, with all my heart!! 
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warmau · 7 years
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Hey mom! So tomorrow (June 1st) is my birthday, and since I absolutely adore your writing to Jupiter and back, I was wondering if you could write a small Joshua AU? Like maybe how he would celebrate his s/o's birthday with them or something like that? I hope this is not too much to ask!! Love you and I hope you have a nice day!~
im a little late,,,but i hope this post reaches u as a cute birthday gift!!! 
so on the day of ur birthday u wake up and like most days ur doing ur best to roll out of bed when u feel ur phone go off
and it’s a text from ur boyfriend u can tell by the special tone that goes off because joshua had sheepishly admitted that he’d like it if u made his contact tone like,,,,,different from everyone elses
you guys actually have matching ones 4 each other,,,,,his buddies do not let him live this down
but yeah u check ur phone and it’s the usual good morning i love u,,,,but also a happy birthday message followed by hearts and stars and then,,,
the text bubble pops up and u see a message: can u meet me at the bus stop near u in 10min?
and ur a little surprised because joshua,,,,likes to plan,,,,so ud expected him to send u something later in the day like an afternoon date or something,,,,but it’s p early??? and 10 min??? josh always texts like an hour in advance
but u shrug and try ur best to get ready,,,managing to dash out just in time but when u get the bus stop???? it isn’t joshua??? it’s seokmin???
and ur like,,,, “ur not,,,,joshua?” and seokmin tilts his head and is like “im not?” jokingly before smiling and handing u something behind his back 
it’s a card and it says “take the bus and come find me at the place we first met!~” in joshua’s hand writing
and ur like hmmm what is this,,,some kind of game 
and u look at seokmin who turns away and pretends to be interested in the trees and ur like seokmin,,,,,,tell me,,,,,,and he’s like idk anyone named seokmin anyway the bus is coming and i gtg byeeee
and with that the boy walks away and u hear the bus pull up to the stop and u hold the card,,,,,thinking about that time u met joshua at the second-hand bookshop in the mall,,,,
how he’d looked so,,,,,serene standing between the dusty shelves,,,a stack of books in his hands and glasses slopping off his nose,,,,
but again,,,,when u get to the stop near the mall,,,heading for the bookstore u try to look in every aisle but no joshua???
until u see him,,,,,,,,,mingyu,,,,
and u go up to him and ur like ??? where is joshua and mingyu is like “you mean,,,,where is the love of your life~” and ur like wha- and mingyu is like “it’s what ur saved as in his phone so i was just wondering-”
and ur like mingyu shush now is there another card??? and mingyu grins and is like there is here u go and on this one,,,it says “sorry,,,,ill really be there this time!! walk from the mall toward the park!!”
and u sigh scrunching ur nose up and looking at mingyu and ur like “is he going to be there?” and mingyu is like “soooo did u save joshua as ur cutiepie??? angel???? fluffybutt???” and ur like uGH fine ill just go thanks for n o help and mingyu winks as he sees u off
and as u get to the park,,,,you notice the balloons near the swings and u go over and someone is one the swing and ur like “joshu-”
but instead when they jump off and turn around all u see is,,,,,seungcheol and ur like “nOT again wHERE IS MY boyFRIEND”
and seungcheol is like “what,,,,am i not good enough/???” faking a dramatic look on his face and ur like “seungcheol, seriously wh-”
but ur words are cut off because you feel a set of hands wrap you up in a hug,,,,the familiar voice against your ear that goes “happy birthday~”
and ur like,,,joshua,,,,,
and u turn around and see him,,,,,smiling and he tugs you closer but u can see the blush spreading over his cheeks because tbh joshua has never been big on pda so he must be embarrassed in front of seungche - oh wait
when u pull back u see the rest of seventeen standing behind you guys,,,,,,minghao holding a cake and jun a huge stuffed animal
and the rest of them have more balloons and joshua is still red,,,,but he holds ur hand in his and he’s like “we can have something private later,,,but the guys wanted to celebrate ur birthday too so,,,,,”
and u hear vernon chuckle and he’s like “joshua don’t lie,,,,you’re the one who planned this because u love them too damn much” 
and u look at joshua whose like “wh-whAt- no i - to -totally didn’t,,,,,,” 
but it is TOTALLY obvious he did
and u cant help but bite back ur lip because u wanna smile so wide and u can’t believe,,,,,that he got everyone here on ur day,,,,,
and you lean up to kiss his cheek instead and the boys break out into a cheer and seungkwan is like “let me get my phone out i need pics-”
and joshua uses a hand to cover his face and he’s like nO but ur like joshua!!! it’s my birthday,,,,please??
and after a second he puts his hand down and is like ,,,,,,, “i cant say no,,,,,to u on ur birthday,,,,,,”
and u lean up to kiss him again so seungkwan can take the picture
but u also whisper “u cant say no to me everyday joshua hong don’t lie hehe”
you guys eat cake in the park and woozi makes u and joshua crowns out of flowers (which no one knew he could do. like what skills,,,,)
and it’s cute you spend the day with your love and your friends,,,,,but after joshua tells u he has dinner planned just for you two,,,,,,,,hoshi tries to figure out where u guys are going but jeonghan pulls him away by the ear LOL 
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mirkwoodshewolf · 7 years
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Not while I’m here; Owen Grady x teen reader
Here is yet another Owen Grady request, this is also another Big brother Owen Grady oneshot so I hope you guys all enjoy it and again I do NOT own the characters I am just using them for entertainment purposes only :)
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As I parked up into my driveway and shut off the car, I couldn't help but take a huge sigh of relief.  Another year finally done and thank god I finally graduate from High school and now I can finally pursue my dream job as an (c/c). I got out of the car and walked up the porch and entered the house and set my stuff down by the door.
"Oh (y/n) sweetie come here quick, your father and I are face timing with your brother". Oh my god, Owen!? My big brother Owen Grady. When we were growing up, Owen Grady while he could be a pain in the ass at some points in time and be an embarrassment to me especially when we're out in public, he was the best big brother anyone could ask for. Whenever I needed him, he was always there for me, he always made sure that I was taken care of and spoiled rotten as well as totally humiliated when called for in his book.
I quickly sat down beside my dad and there I saw Owen on screen on the I-pad.
"Hey there she is!" Owen proclaimed.
"Hey Owen!" He left for the Navy when I was around 15 years old and then he began working for this new Dinosaur theme park when I turned 17 and he's been working there for the past year and a half now and the only time I have gotten to see him in person in that time frame due to him working there was face-times or phone calls.
"High School graduate at last, how's it feel sis?"
"It's about damn time".
"(Y/n) (l/n)" mom scowled at me for swearing.
"Sorry mom".
"I am so sorry I couldn't be there to see you graduate today sweetie bell. If it wasn't for the girls causing trouble I would've been up there last week" Owen said solemnly. I knew what he meant by the girls, his raptor squad. Now I get why Owen decided to work with these dangerous extinct animals, but that still didn't stop my fear of losing him one of these days to those girls or to any other dinosaur. I guess my fear developed after reading Dr. Alan Grant's book as well as Dr. Malcom's and hearing their experience with live dinosaurs was just very frightening that I've been scared of what it would be like to see one face to face.
"It's alright Owen, I understand, you're dedicated into breaking those girls of yours, I get it" I said understandingly.
"But I still feel awful for missing it".
"Don't worry, this year you can purchase the DVD off the entire ceremony. So next time you can get a chance to come up, you can watch it then".
"Okay, well any plans this summer kid?"
"My friends and I are planning to meet up one last time at the lake before we all go our separate ways into college or the military".
"Oh yeah have you gotten a response from (U/N) yet?"
"Well—I GOT IN!!!!!"
"Oh my God congrats (n/n)! I am so proud of you, I knew you could do it, that college would've been stupid to not take you".
"Thanks Owen, I miss you".
"I miss you too baby sis, but I promise we'll see each other again soon". I nodded and tried to hold in my tears. "Hey now, don't cry baby girl"."Sorry Owen, I just—I just miss you so much".
"I know". Soon I could hear someone calling out for Owen in the background. 
"Sorry kid, looks like the girls are acting up so I gotta handle them, I'll talk to you later okay?"
"Okay, I love you jerk-face".
"I love you too yah little brat". Soon our facetime ended.
Later that night I was on the phone with my long time bff (bff's/n). We were discussing the details of our lake party in the next couple of days.
"Okay so just to ask do we want water balloons or water guns? Cause I've been hearing two different things".
'Just go ahead and get both if you don't mind'. She said.
"Okay, and what food will there be again? Cause I can pick up a pizza if you'd like".
'No, no me and (2nd bff's/name) already talked and we're picking up the pizza. Little Caesar's right?'
"Yeah".
"Hey (y/n)!"
"Hold on a sec that's my mom". I put my phone down and soon my parents came in my room and my mom said again.
"(Y/n) sweetie, we know how much you miss your brother, so your father and I talked with Owen for the past couple of weeks and we've arranged for you to go down and visit your brother for the entire summer".
My heart stopped and my eyes widened.
"What?"
"You're going to Jurassic World to stay with your brother for the whole summer. Isn't that great?" Mom said. I would greatly stay with Owen but he was living and surrounded by vicious, man-eating and dangerous dinosaurs. Sure I can handle the herbivores and not be as intimidated but the company is always making new carnivores to make the park more attractive. And my parents sending me alone down there for the whole summer I don't think so.
"Mom, dad you can't be serious. Why couldn't ya'll just convince Owen to fly up here to visit? It's about time he came up here for a change!"
"He tried (y/n) but his superiors have him tied down, the best we could do was to have you go down there and see him" my mom continued.
"No! I won't do it! You can't make me!"
"Oh for god sake (y/n)! You need to grow up and know that Jurassic World has made improvements compared to what you have read in those books of yours! Now you are gonna go down to visit your brother or else we'll take away your scholarship to (U/n)!" my dad proclaimed. My dad and I had a stare down as we both glared at each other harshly until I finally bowed my head in defeat and muttered.
"When do I leave?"
"The day after you and your friend's graduation party, don't worry sweetie we took that into consideration before we purchased your ticket, you'll still see your friends before you leave to see your brother". 
My parents then left my room and I went back to my friend and said, 
"Hey girl I gotta go I'll see you at the lake this weekend ok?"
'Okay (n/n), see you then'. I hung up my phone then I curled up under my blankets and softly cried.
And just like it was promised, after a fun day with my friends at the lake, the next day I had to be packed up for an all summer getaway in Isla Nublar to visit my brother. Again normally I would be excited, but my fear of dinosaurs just proved to be a little stronger than ever. So early that Sunday morning, my parents dropped me off at the airport and we took care of my luggage and checked out my ticket and passport and now we stood at the gate waiting for my flight.
"And remember, if anything chases you, run" my mom reminded me. Oh you don't have to worry about that mother, I probably won't even leave my brother's bungalow all day and not even bother seeing him work with his raptor squad.
"Flight 290 Delta non-stop to Isla Nublar is now boarding, Flight 290 Delta non-stop to Isla Nublar is now boarding". The flight attendant at the desk called out through the speakers. I mentally groaned but I hugged my parents and boarded the plane. As I took my seat in first class thanks to Big brother's military service, I settled down and put my earbuds in my ears and began playing my playlist as I prayed silently.
"Dear god I hope we crash". Once everyone was on board, flight attendants went over the safety procedures and once that was done, the plane began taking off for Isla Nublar, Jurassic World.
After a several hour flight, I got my luggage and followed the huge crowd of people bound for the Jurassic World ferry ride to the island. Once again thanks to Owen, I was actually given a seat on the main deck where I got to actually speak to some of the crew members there.
"So this is your first time in Jurassic world huh?" James Morrison the captain asked me.
"Yeah, first time. My brother Owen works as a raptor trainer there".
"Oh yeah the Alpha, that's what he calls himself to them. He seems to be about the only one that treats them with respect, everyone else looks at them like money between you and me".
"Have you ever thought of becoming a trainer?"
"Oh sadly not, my wife said she'd kill me if those dinos didn't get me first if I even thought about doing something as reckless as that. Besides I've got 3 kids at home and I wouldn't forgive myself if I got hurt and couldn't provide for them, so I pick being a boat driver to the island than a trainer".
"That I can understand". I muttered softly as I played with my fingers. Another few hours later, we finally arrived at the Island as James said through the speaker.
"Ladies and gentleman if you look straight ahead you will see the island of Isla Nublar, welcome everyone to Jurassic World". I could hear people starting to cheer. As we docked, I shook hands with James and we exchanged final words of farewell and I walked out onto the deck and followed the crowd.
Owen had texted me saying he'd have a ride ready for me to take him to his bungalow later so I was expecting him to bring someone with a sign that had my name on it. I kept an eye out as I continued walking until I reached the island but I didn't see anyone with my name on a sign.
I stopped and looked around again hoping to find someone when I was suddenly picked up from behind and twirled around as the person roared at me. I squealed and when I turned around and saw that it was my brother, I hit him in the chest as his put me down and I exclaimed.
"Damnit Owen! You scared me!"
"Sorry I couldn't resist, now get back into these arms yah little punk!" I smiled and embraced my big brother as tightly as I could and he picked me up and twirled me around but this time not as roughly as before as well as gently rocking me. "So you surprised?"
"Yeah, I didn't know you had talked with mom and dad to get me down here for a whole summer".
"You excited?" Not really about the dinosaurs but with you, I am. So pulling a façade on him I said as excitedly as I could.
"Totally".
"Alright, let's head to my bungalow first and drop off your stuff, I got your room already set up for you with the basics". He wrapped his arm around me shoulder and he guided me to the car he had borrowed. All the while we started catching up, "now I've noticed that something's changed about you (n/n)?" He placed his hand on top of my head measuring me and he asked me, "you getting taller or something? Cause I could've sworn last I saw you, you were down to here". He placed his hand against his side as I bumped him and stated.
"Owen!"
"I'm kidding shorty".
"Who you calling small!?" I snapped. Owen chuckled and as we arrived at the car and he put my luggage into the backseat and opened the door for me and said as he bowed and held out his hand.
"My lady, you carriage awaits". I rolled my eyes at his terrible British accent but I complied playfully.
"Why thank you sir". I took his hand and he guided me into the car then he shut my door and went around to the driver's seat and we took off for his bungalow.
"Now bare in mind I still maybe called in to take care of the girls, they're reaching that point where they think one of them should be the Alpha, but I'll try to make as much time to spend time with you and take you wherever you wanna see while you're here for the whole summer, otherwise mom would kill me so don't try to rat on me if I at some point lie".
"No promises brother of mine". I teased. We both smirked at each other and we just kept talking until we finally reached his bungalow.
"I know it's not much but its home and thankfully it's farther from the park so we don't have to deal with all the loud noises from the tourists". I did take notice of that, maybe if I just stayed here then there's no way I would even have to deal with the dinosaurs in the park. We took my luggage into the bungalow and Owen guided me towards my personal guest room that I would be residing in for the whole summer. "Alright here it is, your new abode".
"Thanks Owen, it's great". A simply bed, a little radio, and some presents from the gift shop.
"Okay I'm gonna go back and check on the girls, you wanna met them?" I froze as I just sat down my carryon bag on the bed and said.
"Not right now Owen, I'm honestly feeling a little jetlagged right now, think I'll just catch up on some sleep for right now".
"That is true, you've been flying since 6 this morning right?" I nodded then he continued, "plus you've always had pretty bad jetlag, even when you were little, you'd sleep the first day of the vacation and I was forced to watch over you while mom and dad had a blast, not that I'm complaining you were always out like a light. But if you need anything squirt just give me a buzz on my pager okay?" I nodded then before he left he came up to me and embraced me before ruffling my hair playfully. I whined and shooed his hand off my head then he left for the raptor pin saying, "I'll be back in a few hours okay?"
"Okay, now go show your girls whose boss". Owen grinned then he left my room while I unpacked my bags and soon fell asleep.
The next couple of days were pretty easy. Whenever Owen wasn't working with the raptors, he always had time to hang out with me just like old times. He'd take me around the gift shops, we'd hang around the bungalow and I'd help him with his motorcycle (well mainly help correct all the wrong things that he does). It was practically like old times when we were younger before he left for the Navy.
Although some tension still came whenever he would ask me if I was ready to meet his raptor squad, I quickly had to come up with an excuse to not see them, and while I wanted to believe that Owen had fell for my lies, I knew deep down he was starting to get suspicious and that couldn't be far more from the truth, especially one day when he finally confronted me about it.
"Hey (y/n), you sure you don't wanna come meet the girls?"
"Yeah Owen I uhh—I promised I'd send my friends some pics of the park while I was here".
"So some pics of the gift shop, my bungalow and far away pictures of the herbivores, and I thought you said your friends really liked the top predators like the T-Rex and my girls?" I tensed up then he continued, "are you sure there isn't anything you wanna talk to me about? You've been making excuses to see or get close to any of the dinosaurs here at the park". I sighed solemnly and fell onto the couch and whimpered out.
"I'm pathetic".
"Hey now, nobody insults my little sister, especially my little sister, come on tell me what's wrong?"
"You're just gonna think I'm a big baby and tease me".
"Hey I may have done that before, but I can tell that whatever this is it's really getting to you, I promise I won't laugh or think you're a baby. Now tell big brother raptor what's wrong?" I chuckled at his title as he sat down beside me then I finally confessed.
"I'm afraid of dinosaurs okay? When I read those books from Dr. Malcom and Dr. Grant about the first park, they wrote it so descriptively it was almost like I was there seeing what they saw, and it was a nightmare. Even when I slept, I would have nightmares of what they went through in Jurassic Park". I buried my face into my hands and tried to keep the tears at bay when I felt myself being pulled onto Owen's lap and his arms wrapped around me like a secure blanket.
"Why would you think I would laugh at something like that?"
"I don't know". I muttered into his chest.
"I would never, ever laugh at my sister's misery or fears, you know I'm not that kind of big brother, why didn't you tell me?"
"Because I didn't want you to think that I didn't want to see you. Owen, you're more than my big brother, you're my best, best friend and if I told you about my fear mixed with your passion, I thought you would hate me for not supporting you which I don't, I really do support you and glad that someone reasonable is showing people that these creatures are more than just test tube results, but living creatures, though I do wish they weren't so scary". Owen pet my head gingerly and said.
"Oh (n/n), you don't have to worry about me thinking you hated me. I'm your big brother, I always know when you truly mean or don't mean something. So don't you ever think just because you don't like something that I do, doesn't mean that I'll hate you". He wiped away my tearstained cheeks as I sniffled.
"What did I ever do to deserve an awesome big brother like you?"
"Well for one being born, and two God had to have created my awesomeness for a reason and that reason being was to soon be your totally awesome big brother". I chuckled and slapped his across the arm playfully.
"Sorry, I guess I ruined the whole summer then huh?"
"Now don't go saying that," he gently swung his arm over my shoulder and brought me close to him and continued, "look, you don't have to see the girls if you don't want to, I'm not gonna stress you out anymore okay?"
"But Owen I—I really do wanna see the girls, find out why you love them so much, I just—" I trailed off and looked down when I felt his index finger gently lift my chin up so that I was looking at him again.
"I'll be right beside you the whole time, nothing's gonna harm you baby sis, not while I'm here". He leaned forward and kissed my forehead lovingly and brought me back in his strong and secure arms.
Later that afternoon, we rode on Owen's motorbike towards the raptor enclosure. Once we arrived, Owen got off first while I just sat there froze with fear as I was really about to do this.
"It's okay, I'm right here" he held out his hand for me to take. I looked up at him and his eyes showed assurance and that gave me the strength I needed to take his hand. I followed attached to my brother's side as we walked inside the enclosure and went up the catwalk toward a black man who was currently talking to another worker. "Hey Barry".
"Owen, about time you showed up, is this your sister?"
"Yep, (y/n) I'd like you to meet Barry, he's my co-Alpha. One of the only workers I trust my girls with when I'm not around to screw up".
"Not like you do sometimes" Barry joked.
"Ha-ha hilarious Barry, you gotta hurt my pride right in front of my sister too, that's real low man".
"Hehe, just stating facts brother, and I finally get to meet the famous (y/n) Grady herself, congratulations of graduating and getting into (U/N)".
"Thanks Barry, and I'm glad to meet the guy Owen talks proudly of, thanks for looking after my big bro when I wasn't around to keep an eye on him, I know he can be a handful sometimes". Barry and I shook hands with each other and he said.
"More like all the time".
"Hey!" Barry and I laughed then Owen said, "alright, okay laugh you guys that really makes me feel better. My best friend and my sister making fun of me, mocking me, real mature guys".
"Aww Owen you know we love you" I teased.
"Of course I do, and you know that I love you my wittle baby-waby sister!" He cooed as he brought me close and repeatedly kissed my cheek making sure it was a slobbery wet kiss.
"Eww, Owen stop! Gross!" Once he stopped and I wiped my cheek clean Owen asked.
"So where are the girls?"
"Still in their pens, shall I let them out?"
"Yeah". Barry walked away from us to the control tower of the catwalk and I couldn't help but quiver in fear knowing I'd be seeing the most dangerous dinosaur known to man and the most common dinosaur that would hunt me down in my nightmares face to face, with only a few feet of height standing between us.
Soon I heard their roars and chirping sounds echo through the sky. I clung onto Owen and he wrapped his arm around me and whispered.
"It's okay, just stay by my side, okay?" I nodded fearfully then suddenly four raptors came from out of the brush and Owen commanded them to stop and look up. I was soon being stared at by eight sets of raptor eyes and I thought I was going to pass out from shock but I felt Owen's hand behind my head stroking me gingerly. "Okay, now I want you girls to meet someone very special to me. This here is my little sister (y/n) Grady. She'll be coming every once in a while to see you girls, and I don't want any of you scaring her, understood?"
He used a clicker to keep their attention which made them even more menacing because I thought they'd get annoyed and attack.
"Okay (y/n), the light green one over there, that's little Charlie. The dark green one that's Delta, the brown one is Echo, and the blue one there is Blue, she's the Beta of the team. She and Echo one time fought each other to see who'd become the Beta which Blue won and showed Echo who's boss".
As I looked at them, they only stared back up at me but I couldn't tell whether they were looking at me to determine whether I was food or not but their eyes pierced me like a spear and I couldn't move or even turn away from them looking at me. It was then Owen ordered them to go on and off they ran roaring and soon they disappeared into the thick bushes.
"You okay kiddo?"
"I think—I need to sit down". I stated breathlessly.
"Okay sweetheart". Owen then picked me up bridal style and took me down to ground level of the control tower and put me down in a chair. "How yah doin kid?"
"I thought I was gonna pass out". I answered honestly.
"But you did good, I'm so proud of you for facing your fear head on, do you wanna head back to the bungalow and cool down?" I shook my head no. I came here to face my fears and prove once and for all that I wasn't going to let my fear control me anymore.
"I wanna meet the girls up close, is there a safe way?" Owen looked at me surprised and said.
"Yeah, we can put them in their headlock pens, but (y/n), you don't have to do this, we can take this one step at a time, you met them, that's all I care about for today".
"No Owen, I—I want to prove to myself that I'm not gonna let my fear control me anymore!"
"Okay, I'll have Barry and some of the other workers put them in their pins, here's some water to drink, I'll come back for you when they're ready". He handed me his water bottle and kissed my temple then left me to calm down. I leaned up against my chair and tried to steady my breathing by taking deep breaths. I drank some of the water to keep myself hydrated from the heat and for calming my nerves down. "Okay, you ready?" Owen looked at me from the door then I stood up and Owen guided me to their pens.
Soon there they were, their heads claimed by strong muzzles and their eyes looking straight at me once again.
"You sure you wanna do this? There's no harm in backing down". Owen whispered to me as he rubbed my back.
"I already told you didn't I?" Owen sighed deeply then he guided me towards Blue his best girl.
"Alright now Blue here's the deal, you scare my sister, there will be no mouse treats after training for three weeks". Owen said as he slowly put his hands underneath Blue's muzzle. Her pupils slit and her breathing became more rapid. He then turned to me and said, "now the best way to touch these girls is go under the jaws, not above. Anything that flies over their heads is automatically food to them, so if you go under very slowly and cautiously, they'll be your friend". I slowly walked up to Blue and Owen got behind me and guided my hands slowly towards Blue's face.
I kept eye contact with Blue as my hands were getting closer and closer to Blue's face. Owen kept whispering advice and compliments in my ear until I finally felt my hands touching Blue.
What I had imagined to be thick, bumpy and rough skin was actually quite smooth and soft. Her skin felt warm thanks to the sun and she didn't even flinch trying to attack or scare me.
"Owen, Owen I'm doing it" I spoke softly in an excited voice.
"I can see that, look at you you're a natural, maybe I can get you an internship here for the summers".
"May wanna hold off on that for a bit". Suddenly Blue started to purr. 
"Owen?" Scared that it wasn't a happy purr but he said to me.
"It's okay, just keep doing what you're doing, she likes it when someone pet's her right where you're petting her". I continued to stroke her and her purring got louder. After petting Blue, Owen then said. "Alright, now head over to Barry and he'll teach you about Delta since he was the one who raised her". I went over to Barry and he began teaching me all about Delta and where her sweet spots were.When I looked up I took notice that Owen was recording me on his cellphone.
"Are you recording this?"
"Hey this is a precious documented memory for the Grady family! Mom and dad are gonna go nuts when they see this".
"Well send that to me, I want my friends to see this as well".
"You got it sister, now work the camera baby!" I stuck my tongue out at him as I continued to pet Delta. As the afternoon rolled on, I got acquainted with Echo and Charlie as well and soon all four of Owen's raptors looked at me like I was part of the pack as well.
Later that night as I got out of the shower and went up to Owen who was watching Marvel's "Guardians of the Galaxy", he turned to me and said.
"Hey, hey there she is the raptor girl herself Miss (Y/n) Grady!" I chuckled and lightly punched him in the arm then I cuddled up to him and said.
"Thank you, Owen. For everything".
"Don't even worry about it kid, like I said. As long as I'm here, nothing will harm you". He wrapped me in his arms and kissed the top of my head and I hugged him around his chest and laid my head against it above his heart as he placed a small blanket around the two of us and we went back to watching the movie. "You know that Star-Lord is one handsome devil" I smiled softly as I closed my eyes and soon fell asleep against my big brother.
This was gonna be a great summer.
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001. // yoosung drabble
it was it’s this sunshine’s birthday and i’m getting fluffy/nsfw-ish vibes so yeah. fluff and slight nsfw.
He was sitting on the chair behind his desk at the clinic, going through some paperwork when he heard the sound of barking coming from the big cages at the front of the building followed by your sweet voice filling the air.
“Honey! I’m here!” he grinned at how cute the word ‘honey’ sounded directed towards him.
He was about to reply when he heard you talking to the animals. Oh God, did you want him to die or something? You were just too kind and cute and just perfect. Yoosung stood from his chair and walked towards the front of the clinic, feeling his heart thump loudly when he saw you with an senior dog in your arms, talking to him in a baby-like voice as your right cheek rubbed his back. 
“Oh, who’s a goody boy?~” you cooed, “You are!”
You felt your heart swell with even more happiness as the dog started wagging his tail even more. That’s when the sound of a clearing throat made you snap your head back. 
Your husband was standing there, looking extremely hot and sexy and fine in that white lab coat, a light rosy tinge adorning his beautiful face. 
“I see you’re busy,” he said in a playful voice.
“Babe! I thought you’d gone to lunch when you didn’t answer.” you offered him a wide smile as you walked towards him, pupper still in your arms, and brushed your lips against his once before licking his lower lip in a teasing manner.
His eyes went wide as he looked around and towards the puppies in the cages, “There’re kids present, (y/n)! We can’t just do stuff like thi-”.
You interrupted him by pressing another kiss on his lips, this time firmer and deeper than the last one, a soft sigh escaping your lips. 
“Sorry, I just can’t seem to hold myself back today,” a cheeky grin slowly appeared on your face before walking back and placing the old pupper back in his cage.
“Don’t worry baby, your parents’ll be back soon! Only two days now, baby!” a peck was pressed on the pupper’s head before you closed the door.
Suddenly you felt a strong pair of arms wrap around your waist and a soft whisper was suddenly heard next to your ear, “Whatever did I do to deserve someone as perfect as you, (y/n)?”
It was your turn to blush now. He’d become bolder and manlier over the years you two have been together.
“Hmmm, I don’t know…” you tried to sound as uninterested as possible, failing miserably. 
You turned around and lazily wrapped your arms around his neck, your fingers tangling in his golden locks, “By the way,” you stood on your tip toes and hovered your lips right below his earlobe, “I’m not wearing any panties.”
His reaction was immediate. Yoosung grabbed your hand and pulled your towards the back of the building, pressing you against the closest wall before capturing your lips with his. 
Just as he was about to remove his coat you stopped him and chuckled, “Not so fast.”
“Wh-What is it, (y/n)?” he whimpered softly, his hands running up and down your waist.
“Just as you said, kids are right here in this building so we need to hold back,” you let out a soft chuckle as a loud groan escaped his lips.
“You’re driving me crazy here…” he traced the outline of your lips with his tongue just before his mouth found your neck, suckling on it softly. 
“Hmmm, it’s all part of your birthday gift,” you mumbled airily.
Wait. Wait wait wait. Birthday gift? At the moment he pulled back and pulled out his phone. It read March 12. 
Holy shit. He forgot his own birthday. He hadn’t had time to go on LOLOL or go out with his friends due to how heavy work was this days.Then something dawned on him. None of his friends or family had called him yet.
Usually it was his mother who called him first, then his sister, then you, then his friends. But not even you or the RFA had given him a proper birthday greeting.
Carefully, he pulled completely back from you, head hanging low. 
“Oh… Hah, I guess it is…” the man trailed off as his heart started feeling heavy.
‘Why are you making such a big deal out of this Kim Yoosung? It’s just one birthday,’ he thought.
You knew exactly what he was thinking and before you could even wrap your arms around him your phone rang, snapping him out of his saddening thoughts.
As you read the text your facial expressions started showing worry and that immediately snapped him fully back to reality. 
“Hey, honey, what’s wrong? Is everything okay? Is someone hurt?” he grabbed you by your shoulders, noticing just how tense they were, which only adding to his growing worry.
“U-Uh… Yeah,” you mumbled, “Uhh, we need you go. There’s an urgent RFA meeting right now. Close down the clinic for today. We need to meet up.”
You two quickly gathered your stuff and left the building, heading towards the place of the meet up.
None of you uttered a single word as you drove towards a known restaurant in the city. It was really hard not to ask you what had happened. He noticed how your eyes suddenly started getting teary, dread starting to fill his entire body.
‘Crap.’
Finally, you two arrived to your destination. He let dropped you off in front of the restaurant before going to find somewhere to park. 
Once he was done, he walked into the restaurant. He was quick to find you standing in front of a pair of wooden doors, which apparently was the V.I.P room, looking quite nervous. “This must be really bad if she’s behaving this way.” 
In a matter of seconds he was next to you. 
You took a deep breath before looking into his eyes and taking a tight hold on his hands, “Get ready for what you’re about to hear. Please, try not to freak out.”
Bile was rising in his throat as you said that.
Your hands rested on the handle of the door for a few seconds before you hesitantly pushed the door, allowing him to enter first. 
Next thing he knew was there was a, booming “HAPPY BIRTHDAY” that managed to fill the entire room.
Then he noticed that the entire RFA was there along with his family and college/high school friends. Even some of his LOLOL long-distance friends were here. Some where shooting confetti towards the ceiling, others were releasing balloons of various colors from their hands and some others were waiting by the snacks and presents table.
Everything was beautiful. 
Yoosung spun around only to find you dramatically wiping away your tears as a devilish smile crept on your face, “Were you ready, babe?”
He was barely able to register everything that had just happened and the only thing he could muster to say at the moment was, “How?”
You chuckled and grabbed his hands, immediately intertwining yours fingers with his, “Well you see, Seven and I came up with the idea of scaring you a bit and Zen gave me a few intensive acting lessons, Jaehee helped me organize this, and Jumin provided the place. Oh! And V helped me contact your LOLOL friends and I payed their ticket with some of my savings. ”
“I am so in love with you,”  and with that he pulled you towards him and pressed a sweet kiss on your lips to which the entire room burst into cheering and wolf whistling. 
“Get a room!” you heard Seven yell.
The two of you chuckled your arms once again finding their way around his neck, your lips resting right next to his ear. 
“One thing I was completely honest about,” you whispered, “Is that I’m really not wearing panties. So you can choose where to unwrap your present, Yoosungie...”
Holy…
“Happy birthday, honey,” you sucked on the side of his neck, pretending to just be nuzzling it before pulling back and allowing him to enjoy his party.
Two months later, you discovered you were pregnant. 
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Hello! I'm going to start answering the old ask first and then the one about the show, okay? Last week was busy? Because of Mother's Day? Or something else? I dont know if i have to cheer you up saying "dont worry, this week everything is going to go back to normal", or if i shouldnt because that will mean you'll get bored at work🙊 Did you brought the ballons finally? (1)
HIIII LOVE!!!! Ufffff, I didn’t realized Mother’s Day meant May was starting,jajajaja. May is our August. We have A LOT of places to go to make candy bars, do you know what it is? Well, we put it on communions, weddings… and we have a couple every weekend. So we make the things we put on the bar during the week. It’s a lot of work for all of us, but it’s the month we make the most money,jajajaja, so 🤷🏻‍♀️.I FORGOT the balloons 🤦🏻‍♀️😔. I totally did. I didn’t think about them till a bit before the show started, lol. It would have been so cool, but I totally forgot.  
U didnt go to a lot of concerts? Dont say that! I’ve only gone to 2/3 shows. Not much. & much less this days, with so many festivals. Oh, yeah. Ed came some years ago, but i was too young. Uh, i feel u, the sale of the tickets was crazy. Like, we were supposed to go to see him in Mdd, and we ended up in Bcn, & with another kind of ticket, not the one we had agreed to buy. But totally worth it!! I know he has a reputation for being tedious and repetitive, but his sound live is not like that. (2)
Oh, there are so many concert and festivals these days. I guess I never was a kid to ask my parents for a lot of things, and I never really had someone who I liked enough to ask to go concerts,so 🤷🏻‍♀️. But I love concerts. The ambient… well, I already told you,jajaja. It feels like you’re around your people, or at least to me, bc I don’t know anyone in real life who likes the same music as I. And I loved it the time in the line,jajja. It was like we were camping. I don’t know, jajaja, it felt right. Ed has that reputation? I dididnt know about it. I’ve see a couple of videos, and I found it so difficult what he does,jajja, with the guitar and the pedal he uses to record his voice and all that.
HAHAHAHA. I am laughing because now you have not only managed to find a Larrie at Harrys’s show, but also at Niall’s!! Either there’s many of us, or you are a Larrie Magnet😂 How can i do the same?? Show me. She keeps up because i have tumble, and her bffs also have tumblr and twitter and they share the news on the groupchat. I mean, she doesnt know everything (no one does) but we tell her the important things.(3)
Jajajajajja, I think I’m s larrie-magnet,🤣🤣🤣. Hey, you have your own larrie-pal at home, what more do you need??? Jajaja. (I have my own anti at home, so…). You tell her important things??? I hope you’ve tell her about Louis last night!!  Jajajja mymy, did you see him??? I missed him so much. He looked so good. And he’s so good. Ay, I could cry,bc he deserves a lot better from everyone, from life… You know “hay gente que nace con estrella, y gente que nace estrellada”? Well, I always think that about Louis. He never gets it right. But I really hope the future holds only good things for him. :/Well, your sister and her friends sound more organized than me, jajajajjaja. I’m now in a group chat, ajajaja, we’ll see how that works, or if I have Togo out bc they talk too much,jajajaja (I’m old, my phone ringing too much, makes me cranky🤣🤣🤣🤣👵🏻)
Yes, men suits tend to be more boring. Harry need to do something, but at the same time, dont. Harry + red carpets + cool suits + HQ pictures = my dead. Oh wow. You really are half-witch. JAJAJAJAA. Me as your sister trying to take profit of your hability. Isnt she smart?😂😂 did you really guess the birth of the little girl? How? (Can you guess the end of BG too? Pls end it). Oh! Okay, i get it now. He sounds pretty special then. (4)
Jajjaja jajajja, that’s true (I sometimes say things that louis (mostly) has said, jajaja, and that’s true is his response to Harry’s “the wind make nice waves”, jajajja, so read it with Louis’ voice😝). See?i almost had a heart attack yesterday when I saw Louis in a suit,jajajja.Well, she’s always looking at ways to make money of everything,jajja (no she doesn’t, but she does it more than me). I don’t know how,jajaja, we were making a “porra” and I thought that+and that+and that… it was more a guess, than a prediction, jejejeje. And I can’t control my predictions, they usually happen in my dreams. I wish I could end it. I’ve been wishing for it to end blowing my birthday candles for years, jajaja (and I can’t believe it’s been years 🤦🏻‍♀️)
Gay parade? JAJAJAJA. Listen, but why? Why would u take a cake to a parade? Do ppl usually do that? I’ve never seen it. Uuuh. Yes. Of course we are queer because its trendy, thats what we, dumb&young people do. Of couse. Being hated because of that is so cool!! I hate that logic. Uh. Not all changes are bad, and just bcs you dont see LGTB+ people doesnt mean they dont exist. I’m so sorry you had to stand that while you couldnt even yell at him! And you cake didnt deserve that insult either. (5)
Yeah, I don’t know his logic, but I guess he doesn’t use logic that much when he says things like that. And yeah, I mean, if you’ve never been hated for something like that, it can be hard to imagine. But also, I hate people who doesn’t care about their surroundings, y'know. I might never felt hated because my color skin (I’m white), but I know dark-skinned people suffer for it. So I’ll attend at whatever they say. And if I can make something to alleviate their pain or help them, I try to do it, y'know. But I can’t with people who only knows their own reality and doesn’t care to learn about the rest. (I don’t know if I’m making any sense bc I’ve been writing this sentence for a couple of hours,lol)
Oh no. She wasnt kind. It was meant to show me that she thinks i am to annoying and political, but i dont mind. It is what it is. What i found sad is that it wasnt even a boy who said that but a girl, but well. Whatever. Oh nono. Dont worry. I was just complaining because thats what i live for. I enjoy learning, but not this way. Anyway, it’s just one month and then summer!! I dont know if i will be working or not, but either way, it’s a great perspective. (6)
I feel like I have to say hi again, lol. I started writing yesterday (Tuesday) in the morning and now is Wednesday night 😒. May is so busy at the shop. And to add to that, today at 8am my cousin’s mom called me because he had woke up at 5am. He has a sleeping disorder, and sometimes he wakes up at 4-5am and he doesn’t go back to sleep. And I’m there for those days (bc the parents has to go to work, obviously). Anyway, I have to answer you now bc tomorrow will be busy too. I have to go to the shop to help my sister, bc we have TOO much to do.
Well, she doesn’t sound very kind. And I don’t know how good of a friend she can be if she says those things to you. And yes, I agree. I don’t like when people thinks like that, but when is a woman… I can’t. It’s like when some women say that “I’m sure she provoked him” when a girl is abused or raped. 😡😡😡.i, than am all for women solidarity, can’t comprehend how women can be “machista” (I can’t find the world in English?).And yeah, I’m the same. I love learning things, but I don’t like to be graded,jajajja. And, a free summer to go on vacation, or just rest, sounds amazing. But also, the money you can make working, sounds amazing, too,jajajjaja. Some people work for a month, and then enjoy the rest 🤷🏻‍♀️.
YEES. I SAW THE PICS. HE WAS SO CUUYTE. AND SMILING. Tought i feel bad because there was a lot of people around him and i dont like it. It gaves me the impression that people treat them as shiw monkeys :(. But anyway, i saw him!! 😍😍😍 Yep. I saw that theories too. Idk anything, but if that’s what he is doing, then i’ll wait. Of course i will. Did fhey really put For You in Pasapalabra? JAJAJAJA. He is trudly successing in life😂 Que nivel! (I sound ironic but I’m really happy internally). (7)
Awwwww, did you see him at that award show??? He is such a good person?? I hate that media doesn’t focus on that side of him. He’s kind, lovely, good amazing hugs, did you see how he kept rubbing her shoulder to keep her calm???? OMG! And,yeah, I hate that there’s always the same people around him, like he was a zoo animal.Yeah, I don’t watch Pasapalabra, but I got to watch it for a moment one day, and they have like this musical minute? And they played For You. I told my brother, and he told me that they play the same song every day for a week or more. So, I’m glad for Liam. He has a very good team behind him.
Surgery? Okay okay. Then i’m not asking, but i’m sending you luck and hugs!!! 🍀💕 I just saw that you did tell me about your irish nails. I must have not read that that day. Ups, sorry. I have finals, yes. I start tomorrow and i finish (if i pass everything at first try) around the 10th of June. I just have to suffer for a few weeks more.🤷 Thanks for asking!! (8)
Thanks love. I haven’t told anyone. Not even my friends know about it yet.
Ohhhhh, you’re in the middle of your exams. I really really wish you the best. That everything goes well, and you stay calm. And I hope you pass everything at your first try, so your summer is a bit longer. 😚😚
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ikonmenow · 7 years
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hello I am new to ikon and I'm still getting to know the boys ! Can you do like a brief summary of what each of them are like (personality wise) and maybe their likes and dislikes ? I don't know if you these kinds of request but you are the only blog that seems easier to approach if u know what I mean ! ~~
hey there! omg welcome to the fandom c: sure sure, i will try my best to get you a small description of the boys, i hope you enjoy it. yeah, it’s totally fine to be honest and omg i’m glad to know that c: thanks for stopping by c: i apologize if this is very messy but i still hope you can get the main ideas out from this- let me just tell you that the original six members all have a mole on their neck- yes this information is very important...
hanbin / b.i.
hanbin is the leader of the group, he is not the elder of the group though and the other members have said that they are able to be where they are thanks to hanbin’s leadership. hanbin is however, very serious when it comes to work and he has stated before that out of the group, he’s the one who stays back later to work - he’s a workaholic; whenever he’s working he is pretty much strict with stuff to the point they call him tiger leader. apart from being the leader, he also works on the choreography, lyrics and what not- he has composed for other artists, other than his band (such as winner’s empty, together with bobby; he also took part on blackpink’s whistle, epik high’s born hater) i am not, under any circumstance saying that the songs are only hanbin’s creation though. he does write their songs but there are other people involved as well, either on the composing part or the lyrics. he’s also very dorkish and a bit shy sometimes. he has a huge passion for his little sister that has been present in the survivals he had been part of and the concerts as well. oh- he also has an obcession for mickey mouse haha and his favorite snack is probably pringles. he is called by his members gorilla / monkey and is a model for nona9on together with cl, bobby and blankpink’s lisa (i’m sorry if there’s anyone missing here).  i’m sorry, i almost forgot his love for dogs- i had to state this.
jiwon / bobby
he’s the other rapper in iKON although he can also sing; he has composed songs for his own and also for iKON as well as for other artists (as stated, winner’s empty, took part in epik high’s born hater, hisuhyun’s i’m different). he is the winner of show me the money 3. he also debuted under the subunit MOBB, together with winner’s song mino. he is, as stated before, a model for nona9on. he’s the mood maker who’s 99% of the time all hyper - for concerts he is the party itself. he’s very close to his family and let me just say he is very charming. jinhwan and bobby are the ones who have been with hanbin since the begining, them being the very original team that later on had four other guys joining them. he does get along with everyone pretty well. he has an older brother and used to live in virginia, i believe; his family moved back to korea when he won show me the money 3 as he had promised to buy a house for them. he’s good at basketball, by the way. and has an obcession with winnie the pooh-
junhwe / junhoe
he’s the sassiest out of them. and he’s awkward as hell, tho he is aware of that. and i’m sorry but i gotta say this - he is probably the silliest out of them. he’s part of the vocal line, as well as the maknae line. in all honesty, is vocals are probably the easiest to distinguish from the group. oh and he is loud as hell. he had participated in kpop star (not sure of the season, sorry) and well, he has an undying passion for michael jackson. he’s also very good at dancing. i believe he took part in composing at least one of the songs in their album, rhythm ta it is. other than this, he’s the one to tease the other members and atcually mock them because he has no shame. okay, i didn’t say this haha. he has an elder sister
donghyuk
he’s a very smart, loving and sweet guy. has been part of jyp entertainment before joining yg entertainmend and team b. his father passed away when he was eight. he was part of the DEF company (just in case you wanna see him dancing, which you should because he’s life). he has a younger sister. omg lemme say that this cutie patootie hurt his beautiful foot on the last episode of mix and match. and he’s the paparazzi (dongparazzi) of the group. he also plays the piano and his voice is sweet like an angle’s- don’t try to deny it, fight me if you do- he’s a cutie and probably gets teased often. he offered his debut album to his late father as he promised he would when he visited him. and you gotta know that his laugh is life- lemme just- on bobby’s holl up, there’s donghyuk laughing and i feel like my life is complete. he also speaks english as he had studied overseas, in america, i think? i’m not totally sure about this-
yunhyeong
he has a huge passion for the nivea lipbam which got him to participate on a commercial. i had to start by here... he’s the closest to hanbin and junhwe (as he had stated he joined when junhwe did). he also has a sister that’s a model or something like that and a dog. out of everyone, he cooks the best as his family owns a restaurant. he is one of the most underrated members and he tends to keep his feelings to himself especially if he’s sad because he doesn’t want to worry the others tho he is always looking out for the group, making sure they’re alright. oh and he looks alike chanwoo...or better, chanwoo looks alike him so they are the monster twins- yunhyeong also likes pranking the others and he is pretty clueless when he is pranked- cue in that one time jiwon pulled a prank on him and yunhyeong was real lost. he’s mostly smiling as well, because that’s just how bright he actually is
chanwoo
he was the last one to join the original group. he is the maknae and a very kind person who hates crying in front of other people. he had improved a lot, both dancing wise and singing wise after the show and even though he was real closed and probably even akward, he is now more carefree to the point he goes around mocking the eldest, especially bobby (you gotta know they are natural enemies). he’s one of the tallest out of the group, together with junhwe but this kid- damn. he has an older brother and he was an actor and joined ikon to follow his dream. he had participated in tvxq’s balloons mv (i believe) when he was a kid, together with astro’s moonbin who’s his childhood friend. we need actor chanwoo tbh- he is the satan of the group the evil maknae
jinhwan
he’s the eldest and a very sensitive person who doesn’t like people fighting. he has a sister, not sure if younger or older. he participated on mari and i with b.i., a show where he roasted the living hell out of hanbin where he played with dogs and animals in general. he’s the shortest out of the group and gets teased about it, our little 13cm fairy- he has an heart shaped mole under his eye ermg- so cute tbh. also, he’s trustworthy and he was born in jeju so he loves the ocean and whenever they go there, they have to swim or he’ll nag at the members because coming to jeju and not going for a swim is like a sin- his vocals are very sentimental as well, he can easily express his feelings through the song and he is very funny too- he likes teasing his members a lot but then gets roasted and just yeah- poor him-
well, i know that there’s so much left to say but my brain right now is just not working anymore hahah. i hope you enjoyed it and feel free to stop by the ask box again if you have any question.
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aparoxysm · 7 years
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all super detailed questions about Sally ✿♥‿♥✿
( @requicms , @sammrps --- koda, may and brandon are mentioned in this and you dont have to read because its HELLA LONG, but yeah. )
1. What’s their full name? Why was that chosen? Does it mean anything?
Every once and a while I’ll stumble across a name and be like “WOW why don’t people use this name more??? i love it??” and at the time, Sally was one of them. I knew most people always associated it with Nightmare Before Christmas/Blink 182 and I wanted to defy that with a character. I chose Redmayne because I’m a piece of shit and she’s got red hair so sue me hahahahaha. I wish I’d chosen something else now tbh. 
But Sally does mean “a sudden charge out of a besieged place against the enemy; a sortie.” which I think is unexpectedly more than accurate.
2. Do they have any titles? How did they get them?
Weak But Skilled, City Mouse, Control Freak, Daddy’s Girl, The Fashionista, The Fighting Narcissist, Ice Queen, Idle Rich, Insufferable Genius, Iron Lady,Lonely Rich Kid, The Prima Donna, Rich Bitch, Schemer, Socialite, Spoiled Brat.
3. Did they have a good childhood? What are fond memories they have of it? What’s a bad memory? 
In the grand scheme of things, Sally’s childhood was perfect. She grew up getting whatever it is she wanted, especially out of fear that since she’s adopted, if she didn’t, she would use her power to resent them for not being her biological parents. If there is anything that runs in their family, it is shallowness and insecurity. Good memories involve visiting holiday homes, travelling, going to broadway and fashion shows. Bad memories involve the first time she learned she was allergic to cats, swelling up to the size of twenty balloons and being hospitalized for a week, and her dad’s having to take time off.
4. What is their relationship with their parents? What’s a good and bad memory with them? Did they know both parents? 
On the over all, Sally has good relationships with both her adoptive parents. Jacob is a primadonna, a total diva, a socielite and a fashionista. She’s learned all of her high class, spoiled brat, fashion queen, superior antics from him. He likes to think he’s taught her everything there is to know about being a powerful woman among stupid men. She idolizes him
Peter, on the other hand, is far more reclusive and down to earth. He’s taught her the improtance of fairness, honesty and goodness. He was the one who always comforted her about her lonliness, the one who encouraged her to let herself be open to the idea of friendship with Kitty, he’s the one who’s always been there for a real piece of sound advice from the heart, rather than the head.
As for her birth parents, she’s met her mother, and they are nothing alike. She hasn’t yet gone to look for her father, but I hope to explore that soon.
5. Do they have any siblings? What’s their names? What is their relationship with them? Has their relationship changed since they were kids to adults?
I think that she does and she doesn’t know it yet. I have in mind a half brother, from her father’s side. A Dane Dehaan, a real Jerk With A Heart Of Gold type character. Someone who is comfortably wealthy but doesn’t see eye-to-eye with his father’s success. And I think that they would connect on a level of being kept out in the cold. I’d love to explore the idea more, but for now, it’s just that.
6. What were they like at school? Did they enjoy it? Did they finish? What level of higher education did they reach? What subjects did they enjoy? Which did they hate?
She was ever studious and typically the person everyone hated because she reminded the teacher that there was assigned homework. She graduated with flying colours, then went on to Uni and got accepted into an amazingly prestigeous program that allowed her to study in France and finish her degree. I forget what it was called, but I reasearched the school and their degrees. It was a combination of Fashion and Science and how the two enterlocked, very Sally. Fibre science I think or something. She loved all of her subjects, she’s such a nerd. She especially liked writing essays though, anything with writing and she was getting 100%. I think she only hated the practical side of things, like she is okay at sewing but I don’t see her being amazing at it. I think she likes the theory of textiles and likes telling people how to make them.
7. Did they have lots of friends as a child? Did they keep any of their childhood friends into adulthood? 
NOpe! Nic was headcanoned as her childhood friend since preschool, since her and his parents crossed over a lot with the town’s reputation. Jacob and Blanca were best of friends for many years so they pushed Sally and Nic to be the same, which they did, so there was that.
Otherwise in high school her only friend was Kitty. And after school, Koda. That was it basically. 3 Friends LOL. Now after all of that, she’s adding Brandon into the mix. She’s so picky with the people she shares herself with, I’m amazed she even has a handful.
8. Did they have pets as a child? Do they have pets as an adult? Do they like animals? 
Yes, her sweet little handbag dog, Amé. She was a birthday present a couple of years ago. She doesn’t really like animals no, they make her squeamish, but Amé is very quiet and gentlenatured, the perfect companion for Sally. She often is sleeping on Sally’s bed, her own doggy bed, or the couch. She’s kind of a quiet company for Sally, whom she sometimes talks to when she needs to vent her feelings. The only time Amé acts up is around people she doesn’t know, she gets way too excited and Sally hates it. She only likes when Amé is calm.
9. Do animals like them? Do they get on well with animals? 
HAHA nope. Sally with a big dog would be her Worst Nightmare™.
10. Do they like children? Do children like them? Do they have or want any children? What would they be like as a parent? Or as a godparent/babysitter/ect?
She does and she doesn’t like children. Like with her dog, when they’re quiet and they behave, she loves them. The moment they throw a tantrum or are loud or messy, she has to tell herself to chill out or else she’ll have a melt down. I feel like children hate her, even when she tries to like them and goes out of her characteristic way to be nice. Theyre just like “NO” and shes like “ok listen here u little twit if you dont appreciate what i am doing for you ---”
So I think as a parent she would be very controlling. Too controlling and her partner would have to encourage her to ease up sometimes, that her children arent projects to be completely controlled, that making mistakes is part of learning and growing up. And that would be so hard for Sally to let happen. She was such a good behaved child and she let her parents condition every aspect of her (well, mostly Jacob), so not doing the same would just make no sense to her.
She would be the most spoiling and scary-when-mad godparent/babysitter/etc.
11. Do they have any special diet requirements? Are they a vegetarian? Vegan? Have any allergies?
For the longest time she was vegetarian and didn’t drink alcohol AT all. Now, with character development, she’s gone vegan but allowed herself to drink on special occasions. She does, however, have an immense allergy to cat hair and some medications.
12. What is their favourite food? 
Sushi!!! (And her biggest guilty pleasure; macaroons. Dont let her near them she will eat them all uncontrollably. And feel ashamed every time.)
13. What is their least favourite food?
Meat.
14. Do they have any specific memories of food/a restaurant/meal?
Luis’ restauraunt ha ha ha. No but her and Nic used to always go for seafood, and she would break her vegetarian rules for him and eat shrimp. Now, I think she just enjoys going for green juices with May, and sushi train with Kitty. Also, take away will always remind her of Koda. And coffee dates, of Brandon. I feel like she has a scheduled day of the week for each other these hahaha.
15. Are they good at cooking? Do they enjoy it? What do others think of their cooking?
HAHAHAHA. Sally can’t cook, and she’d never really been interested in learning. Having a live-in housemaid kind of stopped her from learning to do anything domestic. She can’t cook, doesn’t know how to do laundry, and never got her driver’s lisence. She is a failure of a human in those aspects.
16. Do they collect anything? What do they do with it? Where do they keep it? 
Sally used to love doing crafts, and she would make cards every year for birthdays and holidays. So I imagine she still collects craft things for that, but never does it anymore because she’s too busy. They just kind of lay on her desk or in their craft box, never getting used. 
Of course, she also collects shoes and clothes. Duh.
17. Do they like to take photos? What do they like to take photos of? Selfies? What do they do with their photos?
Not really, she’s never had an eye for photography, and she hasn’t really had the chance to understand how a proper DSLR works. Mostly I think because she doesn’t really like being in photos. I imagine Kitty would always be like “!!!” when she’s photographed at a social event, showing off the print and Sally is just lowkey trying not to snatch it and burn it (but also look at it a lot in secret first to notice all her shallow imperfections). If anything, I think she would take photos of her parents on vacations, or of Kitty because she’d be constantly thrown her phone like “TAKE A PHOTO OF ME WITH THESE DOLPHINS!! HERE, TAKE A PHOTO OF ME LOOKING HOT BY THE POOL!!! OH MY GOD, LET ME GO STAND OVER THERE, YOU CAN TAKE A PHOTO!!” but also she would force Sally to be in some as well.
18. What’s their favourite genre of: books, music, tv shows, films, video games and anything else
Books: factual.Music: quiet, indie.Tv Shows: soap opera, dramatic not comical.Films: black and white, foreign with subtitles, romance, dark and philosophical themes.Video games; none.
19. What’s their least favourite genres?
Books: teen, sci-fi.Music: loud, obnoxious, rap, nsfw content.Tv Shows: comedic, ones that dont really follow a story line.Films: action.Video games; all.
20. Do they like musicals? Music in general? What do they do when they’re favourite song comes?
Okay she loves classic musicals. Like she is a big Les Misérables fan which is annoying because I hate it. I think she also LOVED the Lion King broadway show, Hairspray, Pracilla and like. Wicked obviously.
21. Do they have a temper? Are they patient? What are they like when they do lose their temper?
Oh she has a temper alright. But at the same time, sometimes, she can have incredible patiences. Like if she knows it’s worth waiting for (Kitty’s soberity, Koda’s health regeneration, Brandon’s ability to let her in) she’ll be a as patient as a saint. But she does lose her temper a lot, and she just goes full on control freak mode. She becomes impossible to deal with, so you kind of just need to let her ride it out. 
22. What are their favourite insults to use? What do they insult people for? Or do they prefer to bitch behind someone’s back?
You’re impossible. / You’re insufferable. / I hate you. / Excuse me? / etc.
She will insult people for just about any reason she sees fit.
23. Do they have a good memory? Short term or long term? Are they good with names? Or faces?
Annoyingly good memory. She’ll remember something you said on Tuesday the 14th of April, 1982.
24. What is their sleeping pattern like? Do they snore? What do they like to sleep on? A soft or hard mattress?
She’s that impossible creature that sleeps on a bed of 100 pillows, with her hands neatly folded over her sternum, hair laid out like sleeping beauty. She sleeps on pastel silk sheets, the hardest matress you’ll probably ever feel, and she goes to bed at exactly 9.30 pm every night and wakes at 6am every day without fail.
25. What do they find funny? Do they have a good sense of humour? Are they funny themselves?
When people think they’re better or smarter than her. She’s got a shit sense of humour though, she isn’t used to being the one making the jokes. She’s not really that funny tbh. Nor does she usually find other people’s sense of humour worth her time. So if she laughs at things you say, you’ve made it.
26. How do they act when they’re happy? Do they sing? Dance? Hum? Or do they hide their emotions? 
She cannot sing to save her life, so I think she talks to herself a lot. But the upbeat, chipper kind of way, that you’d notice because you can’t ignore it. I think she also does random acts of kindness, and that is super uncharacteristic, so you would definitely notice that too. 
27. What makes them sad? Do they cry regularly? Do they cry openly or hide it? What are they like they are sad?
The fact she’s lonely, the fact that her birth mother doesn’t want anything to do with her, the fact that she can’t have everything she wants at the drop of a hat, the fact that she doesn’t know how to make friends or feel normal like everyone else. And yeah, she’s got a lot of pent up emotion and doesn’t really know how to deal with being sad or disappointed. So I think mostly, she’ll go into her closet, shut the door and cry. She wont cry in front of someone else if she can help it. She’s too private about herself, she’d never let someone see she’s fallen from her perch.
28. What is their biggest fear? What in general scares them? How do they act when they’re scared?
That she’ll always feel how lonely she feels right now. Or that she’ll never have what everyone else has; friendship, family and a partner.
29. What do they do when they find out someone else’s fear? Do they tease them? Or get very over protective? 
I think it shocks her because to find out a persons fear, you need to be let in close to look at them, and she’s never expecting to be liked enough to be given that privilage. So she mostly falls silent, and just quietly thinks about it for a long time. Then, yeah, she gets protective and starts culling ways to help people achieve their goals rather than bring them down. Once she cares, she’s feircely supportive.
30. Do they exercise? Regularly? Or only when forced? What do they act like pre-work out and post-work out?
She goes for a 6.30 am run every day aside from Sundays and Mondays. Then she does yoga and pilates some other days, and has a very strict diet to keep the weight off. She was a bit chunkier in high school and the memory still horrifies her, even though it was just baby fat.
31. Do they drink? What are they like drunk? What are they like hungover? How do they act when other people are drunk or hungover? Kind or teasing?
Only on special occasions, like public events and holidays. I don’t think she’s ever been drunk before to be honest, but if she were to get drunk, just think of the scene where Kat Stratford drinks and starts dancing like a looney on the table, making a fool of herself. Yeah. Probably Sally lbh. Also, she’d get into political wars with everything, including a tree or chair.
32. What do they dress like? What sorta shops do they buy clothes from? Do they wear the fashion that they like? What do they wear to sleep? Do they wear makeup? What’s their hair like?
She wears a lot of Chanel the most, Prada shoes and handbags, and Gucci accessories. She wears lots of pasels, whites, creams, nudes, pinks, rosegolds, gold and browns. All the material is wears is high quality, and to sleep, she wears a pink silk nighty. She wears mineral cruelty free make up, and it’s all soft golds, browns, coppers and rose golds as well. She usually wears her hair up for work, down at home, and in a braid when she’s by herself or around someone she feels comfortable with. It’s her “chilled out” hair style, believe it or not.
33. What underwear do they wear? Boxers or briefs? Lacey? Comfy granny panties?
Pinks and whites, probably lacey tbh, and probably very expensive. She’s very much into haute couture so I can’t imagine her settling for non descript bonds or something. She probably has the most beautiful underwear sets that never go to any sexual use LOL.
34. What is their body type? How tall are they? Do they like their body?
She is short af. Hence why she likes to wear heels so often, even though she wears flats a lot, there’s no in between. While she’s skinny, I imagine she has lean thighs, like the kind people who run a lot get, and she hates it. She loves to run, and hates that it gives her “man calves and thighs”. It makes her hips look a little too big for her liking. She hates her body.
35. What’s their guilty pleasure? What is their totally unguilty pleasure? 
Guilty: Macaroons. They go against her no-sugar diet, but she loves them too much to say no. Unguilty: acting superior towards everyone.
36. What are they good at? What hobbies do they like? Can they sing?
She is good at debating and organizing. She likes to plan events and organize everything from the guest list, to the menu, to the decorations. She also likes craft, and planning outfits. She can’t sing. AT all.
37. Do they like to read? Are they a fast or slow reader? Do they like poetry? Fictional or non fiction?
She loves reading, she always has. She likes to read books to learn, not for fictional pleasure. She’s a really, really fast reader. She can finish books in one sitting (which makes me so jealous). She does like poetry, but often the really ambiguous kind from authors not a lot of people are familiar with. Non fiction, 100%.
38. What do they admire in others? What talents do they wish they had?
She wishes she could relax and dance silly like Kitty, just to make people smile and to feel true freedom. She wishes she could speak more languages (even though she can speak 5 and write 3). She wishes she could be normal, and she admires people for their adaptability and empathy.
39. Do they like letters? Or prefer emails/messaging? 
Oh the romantic in her loves them, but the old fashioned prude in her loves them too. She sends lots of letters, but also uses emails for work a lot. She likes all of them.
40. Do they like energy drinks? Coffee? Sugary food? Or can they naturally stay awake and alert?
Energy drinks? No. Coffee? Yes. Sugary foods? No. She is hyped up on her own sense of crazy so she doesn’t really need any of these.
41. What’s their sexuality? What do they find attractive? Physically and mentally? What do they like/need in a relationship?
Heterosexual. 
Things she finds attractive; good wit, chivalry, sense and reason, sensible people, smart people, business savvy people, a good suit, cleanshaven and expensive cologne, wealth and passion.
What she wants in a relationship; romance, support, devotion.
What she needs in a relationship; respect of privacy, trust, honesty.
42. What are their goals? What would they sacrifice anything for? What is their secret ambition?
Her goals lay in the fashion industry, she wants to work in a BIG and well known company, where she can boss people around and choose looks for approaching seasons. She likes to buy for companies, rather than design. She likes being the one who chooses what’s hot and what’s not. 
She would sacrifice her dream of having a family if it meant getting the career of her dreams.
Personal goals include getting married and having children.
Her secret ambition is to finally be okay with who she is as a person, and stop trying to live to her expectation of what everyone else thinks is right and just.
43. Are they religious? What do they think of religion? What do they think of religious people? What do they think of non religious people?
Yes, she’s a Christian. She goes through phases of practicing, she used to a lot more when she was younger, but now she likes to practice quietly and in privacy. She thinks non religious people are missing out.
44. What is their favourite season? Type of weather? Are they good in the cold or the heat? What weather do they complain in the most? 
Spring, because florals! But also autumn, because autumn colours are so her colours. She likes the filler seasons because she doesn’t like extreme heat or cold. Her perfect weather is no wind, but a slight chill in the air. She doesn’t do well with ice and snow OR heat and sunburn. She complains about the cold the most I think.
45. How do other people see them? Is it similar to how they see themselves? 
They usually see her as stuck up, bossy, annoying, spoiled, narcassistic, and controlling. And tbh it’s not much different to how she sees herself, becuse she does acknowledge all of those traits in herself. But it kind of makes her sad too, because rather than trying to prove people wrong, she puts up a guard. If that’s what they think? Then good for them, they’re missing out, they’ll never get to see how much love she actually has to give, or how supportive, loyal and caring she can be.
46. Do they make a good first impression? Does their first impression reflect them accurately? How do they introduce themselves?
HA, no way. People hate her on sight generally. Usually she introduces herself with a look of really not wanting to be there. She’s very snobby, so you’ll be able to tell instantly if she likes you or not. Other than that, when she knows it’s in her best interest not to be rude, she’s fake. She’s so shiny plastic fake, that it’s usually easy to see through as well.
47. How do they act in a formal occasion? What do they think of black tie wear? Do they enjoy fancy parties and love to chit chat or loathe the whole event?
Shiny plastic fake, as put just before. She adores formal occasions and events, she loves black tie events, but she loves white tie more. Being invited to prestigious events makes Sally believe she’s worth something, even though she knows that without all the wealth and notoriety, these people are basically nothing. She likes the entrepreneurial air of fancy parties, the networking, the gossip. She likes feeling included in something that really couldn’t care less if she turned up or not. :/
48. Do they enjoy any parties? If so what kind? Do they organise the party or just turn up? How do they act? What if they didn’t want to go but were dragged along by a friend? 
Yes, the big, fancy, corperate types. You won’t catch her at a bar, club or house party though to save her life. Not unless Kitty literally bound and dragged her there. She likes to organize any formal event she can, if she can get her name on the commitee list, she will put 110% towards making sure it’s a big success. 
If she’s being dragged to a party, Sally normally sits uncomfortably and turns down every drink/food offered to her. She complains the whole time, looks upset and unsettled, and asks when she can go home all night. Probably leaving of her own accord once Kitty gets too drunk. (with or without her).
49. What is their most valued object? Are they sentimental? Is there something they have to take everywhere with them?
Her day planner, it has her life inside it, and she relies so heavily upon it I’m not sure what she’d do without it. It goes everywhere with her yes, along with her phone because of her calendar. She’s always got something on in the next five minutes, whether it’s actually something important or “bathroom break”. 
She’s very sentimental though. She remembers her first pair of shoes she bought herself, the first Chanel dress her father gave her, the necklace she got for her birthday, the complimentary pack she got from her first fashion show as a somebody, the shrivelled balloon from the first birthday party Kitty ever threw for her, etc. Those things stay with her forever, and she keeps them very dear to her cold, stony heart.
50. If they could only take one bag of stuff somewhere with them: what would they pack? What do they consider their essentials?
Her day planner. Facial and body clenses. A hair brush/comb. Her phone. A smart pair of flats. Her passport and another form of ID. Hand cream. A travel sized perfume. Hand sanitizer and a packet of sanitizer wipes. An echo bottle of water. A good quality sweater in case she gets cold. Asprin and an epipen. 
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mynameistori · 6 years
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entry 3 (aug 21)
Hello~
Continuing along with 1 post every 5 ish days (just a weird trend I’ve noticed; I write randomly), here’s the entry I’ve been meaning to write about since it happened -- the night with Pretty Boy. I was debating between this and writing about Balloon Boy, but I think these words were itching to be typed out just a bit more. Who doesn’t like some spice over a shit ton of fragmented angst? Well I guess this story gets a little angsty at the end… Disclaimer: This is more of a recollection about the events that happened that night, and less about my relationship (friendship) with Pretty Boy. I’ll talk about that timeline in another entry.
Though he doesn’t remember much about that night, I actually remember quite a lot though the middle gets kind of fuzzy. Pretty Boy had finished his exams that day, so he, Sk8ter Boi (AHAHA I’m so sorry if this identity ever gets out), and I wanted to have a celebratory drink session. My penthouse apartment has a terrace on the second floor, so that’s where we decided to drink. We didn’t have that much alcohol, but we had some hard alcohol - tequila (two small bottles), vodka (one small bottle), and soju (about half a bottle). I brought a speaker upstairs, and we played some music to dance to as we mixed drinks for each other.
I got drunk within the first hour and threw up the first time about two hours in (I’m not that lightweight and have only vomited once prior so this surprised me). I remember Pretty Boy catching me in the kitchen and washing away what had gotten caught in the drain. He asked if I was okay and told me that he didn’t want me drinking any more that night. We went back upstairs and told Sk8ter Boi that I was being cut off. We continued to dance and chat, and I learned that Sk8ter Boi had a crush on another member of our dance group (I didn’t define this in entry 1 so let’s formally define it as KPC - kpop dance club), Tol Bun (who is actually someone I’d swing the other way for). Pretty Boy already knew about the situation and how insecure Sk8ter Boi felt about Tol Bun, but after reading some of their chat, I agreed with Pretty Boy’s opinion on the whole thing and told him that it didn’t look like she was disinterested and to just go for it.
The second time I felt like throwing up, I remember waiting in front of the sink for a while. Eventually Pretty Boy came downstairs and of course my stomach finally decided that it wanted to spew out some alcohol. I remember telling/pleading/arguing with Pretty Boy to go back upstairs or to (because who wants to vomit in front of a cute boy let’s be real) and him refusing to do either. I think the last thing I told him was to please turn around, and he either did that or covered his eyes with his hands, I can’t quite recall. After that, he asked me if I was okay and I told him I hated him (for not giving me any privacy) as I pulled him into a hug. The most skinship I had ever given him before this was hair ruffling and contouring his face for a dance cover, so I wonder what was running through his mind as I did that, with his likely-sober-than-mine mind.
I went back and forth between the terrace and main floor a couple more times after that, a few times for the washroom or my bedroom and once more for the kitchen sink. I remember Pretty Boy following me down a few times, and me asking him if he was following me, and him replying “do you think you’re going to go downstairs without me noticing” or something along those lines. I simultaneously liked and disliked what he was doing -- I didn’t want him catching me the next time I needed to throw up, but I also haven’t had anyone care for me in that way before so it was very heartwarming. Some time after that, I threw up a third time without him catching me. :)
I remember Pretty Boy telling me to go to sleep around 1 am. I had work the next morning at 7:30, which meant I had to get up at 6:30 (yes I still agreed to drink and accept the consequences), so sleeping while I could was the best choice. So I sat at the foot of my bed and wrapped my sheets around my body. Some time after, Pretty Boy told me that our other friend West Coast Wonder had arrived, and that I should sleep despite how much I wanted to go up and say hello. He asked me for my phone and set my alarm for me, and went back up to check on the others.
He came to my room multiple times after that, I don’t remember why. By then, I was feeling extremely cold, so I kept telling him to not leave me. He always did though, and eventually he told me that the others were leaving and that he was going to walk Sk8ter Boi home. I told him to come back afterwards, and I think he said goodnight. He closed my door and  few moments after I heard the suite door close, and my heart sank in my chest.
I messaged him some time later, thanking him for taking care of me and telling him goodnight as well. A couple of minutes after that, he told me he dropped Sk8ter Boi off and asked if I still wanted him to come over. I told him “of course”. At this point, I was about 3/10 drunk as opposed to the 10/10 drunk I was before, so I told him to hurry up and I’d wait for him in the lobby while dancing BOSS (by NCT U). He eventually showed up and we made our way back to my bedroom.
I remember Pretty Boy looking at my lips and leaning in, like a movie or drama. I let him kiss me, and we proceeded to make out for the majority of the next two hours, among other things. His hands roamed all over my body, and we kept shifting positions. Sometimes I’d be straddling him, or curled into his side with my head on his chest and leg over his body, or being a little spoon, or he’d be on top of me. He asked me if I normally slept with a bra on, and I told him no. He then unclipped it with ease, and I took it off, putting it in the corner of my bed with my stuffed animals. He also attempted to pull down my shorts multiple times, but I always stopped him. I think I wouldn’t have minded so much if I wasn’t in the process coming off my period that night, but I also had worries about how it would affect our relationship in the long run. It would definitely complicate a lot of things (to be shed light on in a future entry, as stated before) and I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do this two nights before he was supposed to move out of Waterloo and I wouldn’t see him until January. So I kept telling him, “maybe when you come back from SF.” At some other point during the night he asked me, “why do you always wear my clothes?” and I think I told him something along the lines of “pink is pretty” but I really wanted to say something like “because it reminds me of you”. In hindsight, I probably should’ve said “because I like you” since he doesn’t remember much anyway (more on me taking his things another time).
I think I treated him as if he was my boyfriend that night though the most I did was unbutton his shirt a little, focus on his very sensitive neck, and leave a hickey on his chest. It was hard to think of anything in a platonic way because I already had a crush on him and though very intoxicated, he was acting the way I had always wanted my boyfriend to be - slightly dominating and very touchy/intimate. He smacked the back of my thigh at one point and called me babe some other time, and I wanted to make him mine so badly. But my sobriety and loyalty stopped me. Not even a pretty boy who couldn’t stop saying my name would cause me to betray a friend so badly. I remember telling him I didn’t want to fall asleep because I didn’t want this to end and for him to leave. He said that I’d see him later that day. We went to sleep at 5:30 am or so, and I went in between being awake and asleep for most of it. I woke up before my alarm and turned it off so I wouldn’t disturb Pretty Boy, who was sound asleep.
Before I left for work, I wrote a note for Pretty Boy and left on top of his phone. I told him when I’d be done work and which fridge shelf was mine in case he wanted to eat something before I got home. I would also bring food home if he was still there by then. I didn’t want to leave, because I knew that the dream I was living would disappear the moment I stepped through that door. But I had a responsibility to fulfill, so I left.
At work, I felt shitty. I felt mildly queasy at times, and my throat was extremely shot. Sometimes I would lose focus and feel lightheaded for a few seconds, but luckily there was only me and my favourite coworker, Korean Baerista, at the front. Thankfully, she loves working cash and I love working bar, so my throat wouldn’t have to suffer too much. Obviously I worked a little slower than usual but with exam season pretty much over we didn’t have a lot of customers. Throughout my shift my mind kept going to Pretty Boy and wondering if he was still sleeping. I wanted him to still be there when I got back home, so I kept looking to the clock and wished for time to pass by faster.
I wanted to catch the next bus so badly I actually forgot my jade bracelet in my work locker. When I remembered later that day at about 3 or 4 pm, I decided against walking all the way to campus just to get it. Little did I know that I wouldn’t be getting it for about another two weeks (I actually still don’t have it -- I’m heading back to Waterloo tomorrow). I forgot that it was a Friday, and the locker area is only open from 8 am to 5 pm on weekdays. To stack more against me, I would be heading home the next day (Saturday) and I’d find out from Korean Baerista about a week later that I didn’t have any shifts for the rest of the summer (thanks supervisor, I didn’t make vacation plans just for you) so I wouldn’t need to return to Waterloo earlier.
When I got home and opened my bedroom door, he wasn’t there. I kind of expected it, but it honestly felt somewhat like a one night stand and I could feel my heart breaking because I let myself get too attached. He didn’t even leave me a message, so I decided to thank him for making my bed (I don’t normally make my bed). He didn’t message me for a while, and I would later find out that he actually felt really sick and ended up having a panic attack because of it and went to a clinic. I wished he would’ve told me about that. I waited for him to come to KDC’s usual hangout spot despite how tired and sick I was (I tried sleeping after work but couldn’t partially because my heart rate was elevated enough to cause me discomfort) because I believed that we would see each other that day.
We did end up seeing each other later that night, but only for a very short time. He had asked me to return his windbreaker because it was actually his friend’s (Mr. Off-White, which is what I actually call him because I don’t know who he is) and he would be dropping by to pick it up that night. He really wanted to drop by the KDC hangout to say bye to everyone before he left the next day, but he was too exhausted. So I offered to drop it off at his place, and he eventually accepted. I asked for another jacket of his in exchange though, so I’d have something of his while he was away. As I waited for him in the lobby, one of my a cappella friends (Melodica) who lived across the street spotted me and asked if I wanted to come over (super random, I know but they’re a friendly bunch -- I also had a crush on Melodica for a short while). Pretty Boy showed up after that though, and he handed me back my jacket (I wanted to trade it for Mr. Off-White’s windbreaker) as well as the jacket I asked him for. I asked if he was okay, and I kept asking him if he was sure. Melodica decided to say bye at this point (sorry Melodica >_<) and I said farewell to him. I asked Pretty Boy if he needed any help packing. He said no and that he wanted to go back up to lie down because he was exhausted. I already knew that it would be the last time I’d see him, but I let him go anyway. He wasn’t mine. I couldn’t worry about him too much.
He later told his mother about going to the clinic and how sick he felt and he ended up going back home later that night. He’d move out some other day. Our conversation level/dynamic after that and even now is a bit different, and he even forgot about my conversation once for 3 days. I ended up messaging him, “forgotten or avoiding? I won’t resent you either way”. He also trolls me a lot more now, and me being the serious person I am, don’t usually take jokes very well. I don’t know what to do about it.
For me, that Saturday was an extremely difficult day. I had no motivation to eat anything though I felt hungry. I took my time packing up some stuff to bring home with me, and when I had finished about 3 hours later, it was extremely hard for me to leave the apartment. I honestly felt like I was going through a break up because of how empty I was and how much I longed for someone else’s touch. I eventually left to get McDonald’s before leaving for home. Luckily my family wouldn’t be home until the next day, so I had time to compose myself.
Sorry for the massive post. I’m still trying to get over Pretty Boy and hopefully by the time he’s back, I’ll be able to face him as if nothing happened so he can maybe get with my friend NomNomCutie who likes him a lot (insert scream of frustration and depressing sigh).
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