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the-abyss-of-fandoms · 1 year

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Me upon discovering that the Regeneradors not only don’t “die” when I take out their weak points but level up into an even worse monster:

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alren-ki · 3 months

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I just did the catboxes, for the third week in a row, without having to force myself, without feeling like my body wants to collapse into parts, and the only reason I didn't do them yesterday was I didn't have cat litter.

Y'all I think what I'm doing is working, I'm getting my fucking body back.

#awled rens rambles #I- you genuinely have no idea how much #this time last year #I was ready to give up #I was in agonizing amounts of pain almost daily #I was doing the catboxes maybe twice a month feeling extremely guilty and helpless about not doing it more #I couldn't go grocery shoping without my pain spiking into the stratosphere- even on a good day #I was helpless and trapped and in pain and tired #all the time #I can't count the amount of times I went and cried on my porch to get some feeling of going outside #I couldn't get a doctor's appointment until *September*#and I felt the lowest I had since I was 16 and regularly having meltdowns that got pointed at myself #and now #I'm getting better #it's not everything #I still can't drive or really leave the house on my own #but it's so much more then it was #I'm gonna go cry for a bit now #I always expected to lose my body some day #I never expected to get it back

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haaam-guuuurl · 2 years

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Going into HSMTMTS season 3 like

#hsmtmts #high school musical the musical the series #high school musical #hsmtmts s3 #s2 was such a disappointment #i was ready to give up #but s3 looks fun so that's promising #🤞🤞🤞#portwell i am counting on you #to carry both the show and all my romantical hopes #my posts #btw i'm not even going to watch the episode yet #i'm on vacation without my pc so no go #((no spoilers pls))

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depoteka · 1 year

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caps on any sort of bottles and containers are my biggest enemy

#just had to battle the milk i bought today #because i couldn't open it #i was ready to give up #finally opened it but at what cost #maybe i actually Do need a man to open things for me #jars are no problem for me but those damn plastic caps...

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captain-flint · 7 months

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lad-boyo · 1 year

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#Gyals #I have lost my left AirPod for like 2 days and I just found it in the most obvious spot right beside my bed #I was ready to give up #this would be the second time I lost the left AirPod #altho last time I had one in London and one america #the Find My map was the most tragic depiction of starcrossed lovers I’ve ever seen 😭#a whole ocean between my pair of AirPods #this was like literally recent too like 5 months ago #I do not have a good track record for AirPods do I

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themisterhip · 1 year

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The best antidepressant✨

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blue-mood-blue · 2 months

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I have been thinking about the blackening (as one does)…

…and it’s so interesting to me, the penalty Shen Qingqiu is faced with should he not decide to yeet his disciple into hell.

Account termination. Instant death. Sent directly home to his already-long-dead body, and that’s it for the villain of the piece who outright refuses his villainy. The protagonist needs a blackening for the story to continue, and Shen Qingqiu is going to provide it or get written out of the narrative. Either way, Luo Binghe is going to lose him. Either way, this is a turning point.

I wouldn’t claim that this is the intent of the penalty, but it fascinates me that the System has, potentially, backed the plotline into a corner - because Binghe still stands to be blackened even if Shen Qingqiu took the other choice.

Think about what that would look like, to him. He’s at the Immortal Alliance Conference, and everything is going wrong. He’s been outed as a demon, and not just a demon - the top tier of demon, as bad as it gets from the perspective of a righteous cultivator. His beloved teacher, the person who has been kindest to him and opened his home and heart to him, is standing there with his sword in hand, deciding what he’s going to do about what must look, to him, like a horrific betrayal. Binghe is apologizing. Binghe is begging for his life.

Shen Qingqiu hears him. Maybe it shows on his face, or in his voice, that he already knew; maybe there’s no hint at all, but Shen Qingqiu is suddenly talking quickly with an abrupt sense of urgency that Luo Binghe is having a hard time keeping up with. Telling him he’ll be wonderful - telling him he’s the best. Telling him the world will be his, with emotions cracking through that aloof mask that Binghe has never seen on Shizun’s face before, and it’s terrifying for reasons that Binghe cannot identify.

(He will, later. When he has time to think, he’ll realize it sounded like a goodbye.)

And then Shen Qingqiu is bleeding. And then Shen Qingqiu is on the ground. And then Shen Qingqiu is dead. There’s no countdown for Binghe - there’s no System, there’s no warning, there’s no answers.

Luo Binghe is a heavenly demon in the middle of a conference sabotaged by demons. Luo Binghe is alone. His fellow competing disciples are scattered, some dead or injured. The Peak Lord of Qing Jing Peak, the second in command of Cang Qiong Mountain Sect, maybe the only person he loved and who loved him back, is dead at his feet. No one will believe him if he says it isn’t his fault.

(He can’t believe it isn’t his fault.)

What choice does he have but to run? The last heavenly demon the cultivation world went up against has been sealed under a mountain for years, and one of the people responsible for that is probably looking for Shen Qingqiu already. They’ll be looking for him, too. There isn’t anywhere to hide; there isn’t any time to mourn.

There isn’t even enough time to ask why. Why again.

There is no closure waiting for him, because there is nothing to explain what happened. It just is.

It would be a different kind of blackening, certainly - less intense, probably, less of a warping, desperate thing. But how many times can one person have all the love and safety in their world torn out from under them before it starts to show? Before they just don’t allow things like love and safety to touch them, because that’s the better option?

Interesting to consider that, simply by offering the choices it did, the System rigged the story to guarantee that Luo Binghe would end up in hell (deliberate or not).

Interesting to consider that, even if Shen Qingqiu made what might have seemed like a kinder choice, there was every chance it wouldn’t have been.

#scum villian self saving system #svsss #shen qingqiu #luo binghe #I have been thinking about Alternative Blackening Methods #(for reasons)#(don’t worry about it)#and while I don’t think it would be on the same level as the endless abyss #I think suddenly losing his Shizun would fuck Binghe up #especially like that with no explanation right in front of him??#like #he is not gonna be okay #and then he’s stuck in a realm filled to the BRIM with cultivators after his blood #maybe it’s not THE blackening but it is A blackening #and it gives me feelings #because even if sqq was willing to make that sacrifice I’m not convinced that would have… helped Binghe #(also au where sqq somehow has the mushroom body ready to go before the conference)#(and Binghe unexpectedly encounters his Shizun in the wild)#(and they run away together in the most ill-conceived escape plan known to man)

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elya-doodles · 23 days

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kalofi · 7 months

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boys who snork mimimi vs girls who honk shoo

#art #one piece #op #monkey d luffy #uta #portgas d ace #sabo #bare chest #i have a specific vision for morning luffy where hes groggy when he initially gets up #but give him a few minutes or the promise of breakfast and hes his usual high energy self #uta can be grumpy and quiet until shes had like coffee or tea or smth #ace is just his narcoleptic self #sabo sleeps on his back arms to his side like a soldier #and when his alarm goes off he instantly shoots up eyes wide open ready to start the day #its quite unsettling to witness #but i drew sabo so cutieful here shes so everything girl

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alevens · 3 months

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zolu is maybe one of the easiest ships i've ever liked. they're dating, except when they're not, they're best friends even when they're kissing and they're still captain and first mate when they aren't. they hold hands, they hug. they have sex. they don't.

Luffy can hold Zoro's katanas and Zoro can hold Luffy's strawhat and no one bats an eye. one says "You're so cool!" and the other says "You're strong" and it's just another way to say "I see you, this is why I follow you/this is why I trust you". it's not seeing each other for a long time and still knowing how the other's steps sound like against wood and sand. the captain runs and the first mate follows. it's always "Zoro and the others" and "Where's Luffy?"

if they're just friends, if they're something more, if they don't have a label for it, at its core, it's just about how they get each other. they understand how the other's mind works. however you view them, it doesn't erase they fact that they love each other in a way they don't love other people.

#zolu #on why i love zolu #seeing the hate its gotten on its own tag #i figured i'd put it on my two cents #i am aroace and i do hc Luffy as aroace #the same for Zoro if i'm honest #but the thing about this hc is that not only it isn't canon #but is an actual spectrum #what really made me pause was that the argument was that zolu was an “icky” ship bc of how they viewed Luffy as aroace #i would have prefered they just said they hate the ship #it makes sense as i do too hate ships without reason sometimes #but it was how they seemed to view aromatic/asexual people that fucked me up #both orientations are spectrums #the way i see it and experience it isn't the same other people do #giving this label and then saying it only woks on one way is disrespectful to the many people that fall under this umbrella #it isn't as simple as saying “aromantic folks can't experience love” and “yeah ace folks all find sex disgusting”#everyone is different everyone has different views and it's about finding what fits *you* personally!#sorry for the rant on tags i just wanted to get it off my chest #i've seen more people explain it better and break it down more coherently #and i'm so so glad to see so many big brained people ready to communicate on why that take just wasn't it #one piece

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omaano · 8 months

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This project is officially out of hand - I swore 3 months ago that I won't expand it to clones territory, I really won't, and look where I am now! I also had to double down on Rex, if I'm here and have accepted defeat, as I finally got around to watching Rebels and I just love him so much with that beard, and his freckles omg TTnTT (I really really wouldn't mind seeing him in the Ahsoka show either, please)

The rest of the Mandalorian Star Wars meets Hades AU project is here

I've spent my sick day real productively, I believe :3

#star wars fanart #hades AU #tcw #the clone wars #tcw fanart #captain rex #ahsoka tano #ahsoka #commander cody #anakin skywalker #obi wan kenobi #luke skywalker #bo katan kryze #my art #sw fanart #I SWEAR I was so ready to exercise some self restraint here I SWEAR I WAS #but then my partner had the gall to spend his yearly quota of enabling on talking me through how seamlessly I could work them all into #this project and I TRUSTED HIM TO TALK ME OUT OF IT AND HE FAILED ME #Somebody please sign up as my impulse control because I don't actually have much more concrete plans than Ahsoka and old man Rex #also I had to give Luke's symbol to Obi Wan and I'm so mad #I ENJOYED DRAWING THESE SO MUCH THO TT^TT #they are so cute and round just look at them #Fun fact: Anakin and Luke share colours #as well as Boba and Cody and Rex I'm paying attention to these things!#and Ahsoka's symbol got recoloured so that Cody could have his 212th gold

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a2zillustration · 3 months

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I carried this thing for MONTHS with the EXPRESS PURPOSE of putting Raphael in it (knowing full well Larian wouldn't let me do that, mechanically) and I had one major miscalculation.

[[ All Croissant Adventures (chronological, desktop) ]]

[[ All Croissant Adventures (app) ]]

#Ok I'm gonna ramble in the tags about all this get ready:#I KNEW Larian wouldn't let me actually pull this off but I PROMISE you that stupid flask sat in my inventory since the moment I grabbed it #WAITING for when I could write this little bit about putting Raphael in it #I even threw it at him in the fight with a 30% hit chance and it succeeded so I considered that Larian giving me permission to say it workd #But as I was reading up on it again when I was sketching this I saw the bit about native planes and I cried LMAO. But it's dnd-#so I rewrote is as it would've happened in a game. U kno.#Also I have been waiting to use that fox line for SO LONG bc of Croissant's dad being a fox-like fey creature #So much backstory that's slotted in PERFECTLY with the BG3 narrative #Anyway absolutely wild that we managed to take out this ancient powerful devil - and on the first try!#Lae'zel with a potion of speed did WORK. Gale came in clutch with hold monster. Astarion gave Raph stage fright. Croissant made him dance #(I'm pretty sure he just doesn't have a dance animation in ascended form lol)#Hope didn't even need to use divine intervention - this party is terrifying #Croissant hated him but in the end I loved Raphael I see why all you people like him #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #act III spoilers #house of hope #croissant adventures #tav #raphael #lae'zel #iron flask #comics #ALSO shoutouts to you if you both noticed and knew which worthikids animation I borrowed the expression in panel 5 from

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daily-trey · 6 months

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Phew, Epel really got me good there...

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#twisted wonderland #twst #trey clover #jade leech #birthday event #illustration #comic #happy 2 years to me being insane and almost one year of me running this blog like a maniac god bless #i just realized its scorpio season LMAOAOAOOAOAOAOAO #ALSO i was ready to give up his union card bc i KNOW trey club card next month BUT HE CAME WITH THE FREE TEN ROLL I AM SOOOOO HAPPY

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sonyshock · 27 days

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*Jingles my key(chain)s merch*

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on-leatheredwings · 1 month

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the fanon im attaching to is that nome. bruce is a good dad--

(people gasp in shock and horror)

... who is deeply flawed and troubled <3 (read: he is as good as you can be when you adopt child soldiers)

remember when bruce started cursing out dick and called him a r[slur], and how we all just pretend that didnt happen b/c it was ass writing. yeah thats how i view abusive bruce, like its just bad writing to me so no i don't see it as real or canon

theres a reason wfa is so popular and it's bc we are tired of a miserable ass bruce 😭 while i think wfa is also not canon (b/c it literally isn't), girl i prefer reading it over some of this other shit

#batman #i see stuff about gotham war #and other stuff #and imma be real. i dont give a fuck about that like i just dont even view it as real #as someone who drew up with batman from TAS #like thats just not bruce to me and i don't care lol 😭 ?#i think this is lowkey why i avoid jason storylines #because im not ready to be confronted with bad bruce writing

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